deviantART: by:Nikki1705

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~Nikki1705 — Mon, 16 Nov 2009 20:39:31 PST

Uhm, blah.

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I have NO idea what the point of this journal is. I really don't.
Anyway. People at school are saying I'm emo or goth or sometihng, on account of my personality and whatever.
I wear lots of dark clothes, listen to alot of rock and hard metal, have low confidence, mumur ETC.
And I'
m usually really sad in school...at home I get hyper sometimes.
I think it's the soda...Gotta stop drinking so much, or I'm gonna get kidney stones.
ERK.
Speaking of erks, do you know what really erks me?
People in school. There's this one guys who keeps joking and saying we're dating. I glare at him. That makes him go like Like he wasn't doing anything. Pft.
I would never go out with any of the people in my school, honestly.
Never have, never will.
Another erk...
These people who are so loud, and scream and curse all the time.
It's extremly annoying.
One minute it's all quiet..then all you hear is "SHUT UP TALKING TO ME, STUPID MOTHERF****R!! YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT THE F**K YOUR TALKING ABOUT YOU STUPID B**CH!!"
Gah.
But hey...
That's school, right?

I think I'm becoming depressed...again.
( Happens alot. Six times since I was 11. )

An dit lasts for a long time.
That's kinda suckish~

Anyway, I don't want to rant about anything to you guys..
So if you wanna talk send me a note, alright?

Features (1)

~Nikki1705 — Sun, 15 Nov 2009 18:26:46 PST

A feature I promised for .
First, I want to say THANK YOU SO MUCH for cosplaying my character Senni~
I love the pictures so much.
And I really like the shading on them, black and white suits her...

Alright now.

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has been a deviant for a little over a year. She is 14, and has been an amazing friend.
She has also accumulated a nunmber of amazing deviantions in her gallery. Whenever I look at her pictures, I feel
incredibly inspired, and they just make me want to draw and keep going. She even makes me jealous sometimes. So, here
are a few of her awesome deviations.

- I love this one the most. The shading is perfect, and all of the little details really make it pop out.
Whenever I look through your gallery, I can't help but stare.

- I couldn't believe you drew this at first. REALISM is the hardest thing, but you seem to have gotten it down perfectly.

- This one makes me smile. I mean, it's so creative and fun. I really love it.

- How did thia picture come out this way? You must be an expert to make it come out that clear. I can see all of the details, and that's really impressive.

I'm pretty much speechless for this one. I have a question. How did you manage to write on the egg so perfectly? With it's round surface, iy makes it nearly impossible to write on. ( If you ask me. )

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I have another feature I need to work on aswell. So this is pretty much it for all.
Oh, and sorry for the little comments I put near your pictures.
I couldn't help myself.

Anyway, I had a very busy weekend, so I didn't get too finish my pictures.
Please be patient with me!

A: Is easy to fall in love with
B: Is amazing
C: Is really sweet
D: Is popular with all types of people
E: Will kick your butt
F: Love people
G: Loves to laugh and smile
H: Is a FREAK
I: Loves to kiss
J: Is really hot
K: Is KRAZY
L: Will kick your butt
M: Makes everything fun
N: Is very cute
O: Is the Best gf/bf
P: Is very mental
Q: Is always asking questions
R: Has one of the best personalities ever
S: Is Fine
T: Has beautiful eyes
U: Has a Smile to die for
V: Is not jugemental
W: Has a very broad mind
X: Never lets people tell you what to do
Y: Can be funny and dumb at the same time
Z: Has a hard time getting out

S: Is fine
H: Is KRAZY
A: Is easy to fall in love with
V: Is not judgemental
O: Is the best bf/ gf
N: is very cute
N: Is very cute
E: will kick your butt

N: Is very cute
I: Loves to kiss
C: Is really sweet
O: Is the best bf/gf
L: Will kick your butt
E: wil kick your butt

Wow.
I really don't think most of these are true...
but, What do I know?

ANWAY...
You should do this..
It's kind of fun..
When your really bored.

Now, if you'll excuse me...
I'm going to play my Xbox 360 now.
Bye.

What would you do if:

~Nikki1705 — Sat, 07 Nov 2009 15:15:03 PST

WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF:

I died:

I kissed you:

I fell:

I lived next door to you:

I showed up at your house unexpectedly:

I stole something:

I was murdered:

I cried:

I asked you to marry me:

I was hospitalized:

::WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY::

Personality:

Eyes:

Hair:

Family:

Smile:

::WOULD YOU::

Trust me enough to sleep in the same bed as me?

Keep a secret if i told you one?

Hold my hand?

Study with me?

Cook for me?

Love me?

Date me?

::HAVE YOU EVER::

Lied to make me feel better?

Wanted to kiss me?

Wanted to kill me?

Broke my heart?

Thought I was unbearably annoying?

Hated me?

Wanted to tell me something but didn't?

Wondered about my sanity?

Wanted to do something to me?

::More::

When and how did we meet?

Describe me in three words.

What was your first impression of me?

What do you think of me now?

What reminds you of me?

Could you see us together forever?

When's the last time you saw me?

Are you gonna re-post this to see what I say about you?

Do you care?

Ugh.

~Nikki1705 — Fri, 06 Nov 2009 15:02:22 PST

UUrg...I'm feeling so down right now...
Don't really know why. Is it because I'm so far behind on pictures I'm starting to really feel bad? My headache? My stomach ache? I haven't eaten all day?
Sorry, I know I'm complaining now~ I've always been a BIIIg whiner.

Anway...I laughed while I was swallowing rice yesterday...It got stuck really far in back of my nose. IT WAS BURNING ARGH.
Maybe that's why my throat hurts...ehhh....

So, I was thinking. I haven't updated Death City in a while because I think I want to re-write the chapters, y'know?
Add more Detail, edit it..blah.
I'm going to do that, and then RE-post them. That way it'll be more intresting...and I'll actually be proud of it. Uhm..
( But I'll only repost after I rewrite ALL of them.

Right now, I've been getting into my story 'The Demon's wonderland'
( No, it's not like Alice in wonderland. well...I don't think it will be..since I haven't firgured it all out yet...)
I'm working on the characters, and am going to draw them out.
I'm drawing Fey, The Princess of Demons, right now.
In the comments it'll include all the information about her, k?

Now, as for requests...
I'm only going to post the ones that're completely colored, and only in bunches. So, I'll have MOST of them done and ready to post by Friday or Saturtday, next week. Why so long?
Because I want to submit ALOT AT ONE TIME, and I have lots to work on..and colring takes HOURS, so yeah. ^^

Oh, and also...For :iconChrystalbooisblue: you'll get your little gift up here bu tonight, I'm working on it a bit~ Finishing what I'm writing about them.
Oh, and she is going to do a cosplay of Senni!! I can't wait ARHGHmejtnerjntrndjkgdjngfdjnf~
I'll be sure add them to her gifty~

Durrr..

~Nikki1705 — Sun, 01 Nov 2009 19:55:08 PST

I just want to talk about a few of my new originals that I cant draw for some reason. ( Grrr...)
THESE ARE ALL MINE,DO NOT STEAL. ( Or I'll kill you. )
Anyway, I have a few to talk about.

First off, I've created a new type of Vampire.
They are called 'Squeeze Vampires'. Instead of sucking blood from the neck, like regular vampires...they turn into horrific monsters than squeeze your body and and ring you out like a washcloth. Blood comes out of your eyes, noes, mouth, ears, nails, and rips in your skin it creates while squeezing. Painful much?
YES.
They are 19 of these in existence. So far, I have
Alyssa, and the twins. Milly and Tilly.

Why 19?
S is the Nineteenth letter in the alphabet. I resort to this when I don't know how many characters to create for one subject.

Oh well, about Alyssa.

She is 15 and has many ;squeeze marks'. ( What the call the scars you get when your attacked by a Squeeze vampire...and LIVE."

One of her eyes is white, the other black.
I'm unsure about her colors, but I'll think of them soon enough.

Okay, since I don't know too much about her, let's move on to Milly and Tilly.
I know more about them.
Tilly has blue eyes and red-tinted hair the goes a little pass her shoulders. She's insane, evil, and a bit stupid. ( Also Bisexual. ) She's also physically strong, and is known for violent crime all over the world.

Her younger sister, Milly cries a lot and is often beaten by her older sister. She is straight, and has red eyes with long, blue-tinted hair.
Also, she the intelligent one of the two, but can't talk much. however, she'll force out words sometimes. She's quick, and is actually a nobody.

I also have..."The Ash Doll"
A girl who devours the souls of the living in order to keep herself alive. She's kind of greedy, and can disappear and reappear whenever she wants.

Urm..I'll add more later.

TAGGEDED.

~Nikki1705 — Thu, 29 Oct 2009 18:50:47 PDT

I was tagged by the awesomtastic !!
1- Post the rules.
2- Each tagged person must tell 8 things about themself.
3- At the end you must tag 8 people and put their icon in your journal.
4- Then go to their page and leave a comment saying you tagged them.
5- No tag backs.

1.) I have weird Nervousness, Embarrassment, and guilt problems.
( Like...if I don't answer the door for someone, even at two or whatever in the morning, I'll feel extremely guilty, or if I make someone sad even if I HATE them...Also, if I do something I know I shouldn't...even if it's minor, I'll feel REALLY REALLY GUILTY. I'll also feel embarrassed when I'm told I'm doing something wrong. I get nervous, when someone calls my name, even if it's my dad or my brother...I'll start trembling and stuttering for no reason )

2.) I LOVE writing about gore, reading about it, and watching
Animated cartoons that involve it...but when it comes to the real thing, I'll suit in the corner and tremble with fear, and I'll start hallucinating..

3.) I'm afraid of clowns...

4.) I'm trying to get off my addition to soda, by drinking Sunny D...ehh...It's not going well at all.

5.) I just realized..I don't have any real friend in Chicago..._Traders...

6.) I'm in eighth grade and I HATE talking about make-up (unless it's for Halloween) and other extremely girly things.

7.) I have NO idea how to apply Make-up. AT ALLL...It's like asking a stupid person the defention of the Pythagorean Theorem.

8.) I can make up characters ANYWHERE...and extremely easily.
Just give me my Mp3 and a loooong car ride. It's so much fun :3

I TAG...
Uhm....

I don't know, whoever wants to do this! ( I hope I didn't bore you with my random things )

To Every Guy

~Nikki1705 — Mon, 26 Oct 2009 20:36:40 PDT

â¥ To every guy that said, "Sex can wait"...
â¥ To every guy that said, "You're beautiful"...
â¥ To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her...
â¥ To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down...
â¥ To every guy who has given her flowers just because that's how he rolls...
â¥ To every guy that said he would die for her...
â¥ To every guy that really would...
â¥ To every guy that did what she wanted to die for...
â¥ To every guy that cried in front of her...
â¥ To every guy that she cried in front of...
â¥ To every guy that holds hands with her.
â¥ To every guy that kisses her with meaning..
â¥ To every guy that hugs her when she's sad...
â¥ To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all...
â¥ To every guy who would give their jacket up for her...
â¥ To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe...
â¥ To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes...
â¥ To every guy that would give his seat up...
â¥ To every guy that just wants to cuddle...
â¥ To every guy that reassured her that she was beautiful no matter what...
â¥ To every guy who told his secrets to her...
â¥ To every guy that showed how much he cared through every word and every breath...
â¥ To every guy that thought maybe this could be the one...
â¥ To every guy that believed in her dreams...
â¥ To every guy that would have done anything so she could achieve them...
â¥ To every guy that never laughed at her when she told him her dreams...
â¥ To every guy that walked her to her car and opened the door...
â¥ To every guy that gave his heart...
â¥ To every guy who prays that she is happy even if he's not with her...
________________________________________ _____________

Not many girls appreciate nice guys anymore. And because of this, there are not many left out there. I guarantee 90% of the men on your page will not repost this because they care more about their image.

- If you are a nice guy, repost this in your journal with the title: "Nice guys STILL finish last";

- If you are a girl that thinks every guy should treat a girl this way, repost this in your journal with the title: "To Every Guy".

105 People On DA can read This.

~Nikki1705 — Sun, 25 Oct 2009 13:00:54 PDT

Including me.

I Cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg.
The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy,
it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae.
The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm.
Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe.
Azanmig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt!if you can raed tihs rpsoet it.
OLNY PUT THIS ON YOUR PRILOFE IF YOU CAN RAED TIHS. CNAHGE THE NMUERBR AT TOP TGOHUH,
"ONLY PEOPLE ON DA CAN READ THIS...CAN YOU?"
Go up a nmuber if you can raed it...lte's see how hgih we can get!

I'm at school. YAY.

~Nikki1705 — Mon, 05 Oct 2009 06:30:02 PDT

What's up? Since band class was cancled our awesome science teacher let us use internet and have fun.
I'm in a god mood. Anyone wanna talk right now?

Hi :3

~Nikki1705 — Thu, 01 Oct 2009 12:32:41 PDT

My Real life friend joined DA today!!

This is her~
Please wish her a warm welcome if you get a chance

I've gotta phone O_O;

~Nikki1705 — Tue, 29 Sep 2009 13:47:35 PDT

AND I LOVE IT.
No. Not because of texting or talking, BECAUSE I CAN TAKE VIDEOS AND PICTURES.
It' been alot of fun.
I can't wait until I get a USB cord and put my voice and maybe a vid on here. ( OF KITTIES CUZ I LIKE DA KITTIES )
And I can put a voice meme just like DID!!
I'm letting my phone charge right now.
Later I'm going to take pictures of stuff and make vids and audio and other fun things
HEY, now I'll have a reason to go out and do stuff ZOMG!! ( )
SEE YA LATEEEERRR!!

BLAH :3

~Nikki1705 — Sat, 26 Sep 2009 21:55:22 PDT

What's up?
WOOHOOO!!!!

...There is no point to this journal. i was just bored and have almost no one to talk to right now..
Anyone want to talk, or Roleplay?
Something anything mfileasjrieu85weohtgejksnka vpoweiji5roweh uiwetlweh terlkterl NUMBERSES.

HALP MEEH

~Nikki1705 — Wed, 23 Sep 2009 18:47:18 PDT

Help me guys, please?
Do you know any sites that can help me with Algebra 1?
Today my mother went to a mandatory meeting at my school, and when she came back....I WAS CRYING SO HARD.
right now my face hurts and it's already been a few hours!
And they came while I was eating so my food got cold and I didn't finish..
Well, she was yelling at me like I was a child.
Telling my that they would take away my computer that my aunt bought me for christmas, My Mp3 THEY THEMSELVES gave to me, and all my other stuff.
And they were saying that I draw all the time in class, but I don't!
I thought I ran out of paper, and I DO NOT DOODLE ON LINE PAPER, IT IRRITATES THE CRAP OUTTA ME. And yadda yadda yadda and SCREAMY SCREAMY SCREAM SCREAM SCREAM SCREAM.
I have proof in my notebooks that I have a B+ in science.
And if they did take all my stuff away from me, I would go into spiralling depression and turn into a zombie of tears and sorrow.
I SWEAR I WOUOLD.
I don't want to think about that now, my head and eyes still hurt.

and you want to know something?
There was another Fire a few houses down.
I'm scared.
Now I have to stop complaining....>,<;

I feel stupid now.

~Nikki1705 — Wed, 23 Sep 2009 12:19:15 PDT

i found my paper.
It was in my drawers, So It turns out I didn't give it all the way.
WTFI FEEL SO SO SO STUPID FTW..

Oh well, I'm going to get to drawing now, before I loose my imagination

Random stuff is random.

~Nikki1705 — Tue, 22 Sep 2009 20:15:29 PDT

WTF...
I ran out of paper!! ( Actually I did two days ago but was too lazy to write a journal complaining about it...)
I feel so much like drawing right now, but stupid me had to give my paper to my friend ( I owe her paper...) and I thought I had more, but i didn't!
I feel like drawing.....I also feeling like getting some coke but I'm too lazy to stand up right now...
Anyway, I wanna draw my new ocs...
But I have no choice but to doodle outfits and head ornaments in a 70 sheet note book...
Ahh, It's kind of fun. Though... completely unorganized, it's fun to doodle in.
I doodle some character information, try to think up names for random new ones I make up..Draw a few outfits and detail them with random items, ribbons, insignias...You know, stuff.

I'm watching The final episode of Death Note, YAY!! ( AGAIN. )

I find myself listening to rock, or death metal when thinking up new characters...
Although, I can also do so just by staring into space doing nothing...
It's kind of fun. You can look like your thinking but your just letting your imagination do into overdrive and let it fill your mind with vague ideas, then you add some detail, doodle in a notebook...and
BOOM.
You have a character design.
Other than that, you listen to music and think up a violent history or impending depression.
Well, that's how I do it.
It's a lot of fun, but it makes me act retard...and so does math class. ( Don't ask...)

ANYWAYYYy...
I need to update my list of characters, though..
It might take me a bit because I haven't thought up names for alot of them...and some details need to be worked out, then I'll post a new, more recent list.

Oh, here are some vagues whatevers about my new characters:

I have this one, who never shows her eyes, she slouches and when showing emotion, her left eyes glows a bright red. And she attacks what pestered her.

Also, The Crooked Ghost. A ghost obsessed with asymmetrical things, and can never be even. Her hair and eyes are also mismatched, and her outfit is so crazy it makes her look like a completely freak without ant sanity at all. She is also Bi-polar and she likes tricking and messing with people just for fun.

???-- I don't have a name for her yet, but she is what appears to be a regular person, but she has two wind up ...uuhh..THINGs...sticking out of her skin, ( In places not yet identified..) And when you wind them, music is emitted from her and it is always very sad, tear jerking even. O_O

That's just to give you an idea of what I have been thinking up lately --

I would really like some name suggestions, I'm checking out websites...but some of them don't seem to be what I'm looking for...
Does anyone want to contribute some names?
IT WOULD HELP ME SO MUCH!!

Also...I've been feeling..so weird...lately.
It's kind of driving me nuts, when I think about it.
ANYWAY, before I start ranting on and on about nothing important...
Wait...I've been doing that on the whole journal...

Well, I guess I'll just talk to you guys later, when I don't feel so confused for no reason at all...

....I feel like writing about something...
Off to figure out what it is!!

P.s...wow it took me FOREVER to find that little hysterical emot...

Light Yagami is Hilter.

~Nikki1705 — Thu, 17 Sep 2009 20:53:17 PDT

School, original characters, stories :3

~Nikki1705 — Thu, 10 Sep 2009 13:32:38 PDT

Hey.
What's up?
For me, school hasn't been that bad...so far. It's a bit boring, though. I have to say this; I HATED math last year.
This year, I'm kind of more open towards subjects. Oh, and there is one class I LOVE. WRITING CLASS WOO!! The teacher rules, and today our homework is to decorate a notebook. : xD I want to try and show her my work on Fridays, just to see what she thinks. ^^
I might be the only one in the class who love writing, not many seem to like it too much. O_O;
Anyway, I think since I have writing class, you might see a bit more writing from me.

Ahh...I miss submitting. I think I might submit some sketches, then later I'll update with the colored versions. Anyone else think Submitting is addictive?

Okay, so...about my writing.
I have been working on a few stories, thinking of them and crap, you know?
So, I've made a lot more characters as well.
Ahh...I love making new characters
Actually right now I have these listed:

1. Senni
2. Teddi
3. Frogg
4. Chalk
5. Madame Butterfly
6. Chair
7. Lerem
8. The Graveyard Keeper
9. caroline
10. The Crooked Ghost
11. Vanessa
12. Rose Marie
13. Marionette Truth
15. Nightmare Dollie
16. Karen
17. Jennifer
18. Apple Dante
19. Jennifer
20. Cherry
21. Claudia
22. Seven
23. Tommy
24. Delilah
25. Heather
26. Grey
27. Marilyn
28. Officer
29. Olivia
30. Geneveive
31. Bailey
32. Brianna
33. Bonny
34. Jenny
36. Radience
36. Emily
37. Addie
38. Vixin
39. Yumi
40. Kirimi
41. Chrystal
42. Melloney
43. Sherill
44. Phantom
45. Henrietta
46. Phantom
47. Hime
48. Natalie
49. Amikai
50. Teru
51. Tomi
52. Sammy
53. Charlotte Manson (Blair)
54. Irene
56. Bones
57. Twilight
58. Kasuhamaii
59. Essence
60. Noriko
61. Mr.Black
62. Felicity
63. Sariah
64. Lily
65. Tily
66. Reiko
67. Hikari
68. Borrie
69. Brooklyn
70. Bella
71. Baya
72. Amikai
73. Mirror
74. Ursula
75. Whisper
76. Silence
77. Killer Angel
78. Amythest
79. Sorrow
80. Rachel
81. Princess of Demons
82. Marissa
83. Synthia
84. Sin
85. Cassie
86. Thirteen
87. Natsumi
88. October
89. September
90. Araya
91. Robby
92. Gabriella
93. Edgar
94. Kiri
95. Smoke
96. Katrina
97. Sally
98. Ally
99. Constance
100. Catherine
101. Kelly
102. Vanette
103. Hirashi
104. Black ink
105. Christina
106. Cindy
107. Rose Marie
108. Erin
109. Vendetta Tailmanz
110. Ashley Romano

Do you wanna know anything about them? Ask any questions about any of them ( I don't care how many you ask about either ^^ ) and I'll answer..but can you note me? I'd like that better, please ^^

STUFF :o

~Nikki1705 — Tue, 08 Sep 2009 21:42:37 PDT

Stole from ANOREXIA

[x] you have dry skin.
[ ] you eat 1 meal.
[ ] you're very weak.
[x] you hate your body.
[ ] you starve yourself.
[x] you have low self esteem.
[ ] you use laxatives.
[x] you need to be more skinny.
[ ] people always say you're skinny, but you think fat.
[ ] people think you are too skinny.
Total: 4

ADHD (ATTENTION DEFICIT/HYPERACTIVITY DISORDER)

[X] your mind is all over the place.
[ ] you are hyper most of the time.
[x] you barely pay attention to anything.
[x] you cannot cooperate with people well.
[x] you seem to never sit still.
[ ] you talk all the time.
[ ] you need attention 24/7.
Total: 8

BIPOLAR DISORDER

[x] you can act wild at times then the next day you are depressed.
[x] you are very irritable.
[x] you barely get any or no sleep.
[X] you are anti-social.
[x] you have very high self esteem at times.
[ ] you are abusing alcohol, drugs, or sex.
[ ] you have thought of/attempted suicide.
Total: 13

BULIMA NERVOSA

[ ] you throw up all of your food.
[ ] you throw it up even when you don't feel sick.
[ ] you have no control over how you eat.
[ ] you use laxatives.
[ ] you have overly exercised to where you almost fainted/passed out.
[ ] you always say you are fat, when you aren't.
[ ] people think you are way too skinny.
Total: 13

CONDUCT DISORDER

[ ] you are a bully.
[ ] you threaten other people.
[ ] you often find yourself in fights.
[ ] you have used a weapon that could cause injury to others. (ex: knife, bat, etc.)
[ ] you are cruel to humans and/or animals.
[ ] you have raped/molested someone.
[ ] you destroy property on purpose.
[ ] you always lie.
[ ] you stay out all night.
[ ] you have ran away from home.
Total: 13

DEPRESSION

[ ] you are always sad.
[x] you find no hope in your future.
[x] you find no longer excitement over the activities you used to love.
[x] you always find yourself around the house or in bed all day.
[x] you can be/are anti-social.
[x] you have low self esteem.
[x] everything bad that happens is always your fault.
[x] you always seem to be weak or have physical features hurt.
[ ] you are failing school.
[ ] you have thought of/attempted suicide.
[ ] you have ran away from home.
[ ] hope is no longer there for you.
Total: 20

OCD (OBSESSIVE COMPULSIVE DISORDER)

[ ] you have daily rituals.(and yearly...thats how you end up with things like The Underground.)
[x] you have disturbing thoughts or thoughts you hate.
[x] you have to do a certain thing until it feels right.
[ ] you have to keep things in a certain order.
[x] you have harmed yourself.
[x] you are afraid you will get an STD, AIDS, or any kind of germs.
[x] you have to check some stuff over again.
Total: 25

PTSD (POST-TRAUMATIC STRESS DISORDER)

[x] you repeatedly have flashbacks of horrible moments/memories in your life.
[x] you repeatedly have dreams of horrible moments/memories in your life.
[x] you sometimes think the event will happen again.
[x] you feel highly uncomfortable when remembered/remembering the event.
[X] you can be/are anti-social.
[x] you have lost interest in the things you used to love.
[x] you have not had a lot of sleep lately.
[x] you worry about dying at an early age or dying at all.
[X] you can have angry outbursts.
[X] you act younger than your age.
Total: 35

SCHIZOPHRENIA

[X] you often have hallucinations
[X] you have strange, unusual dreams or thoughts.
[X] you can be confused about reality and fantasy.
[X] you think people are always staring or talking about you.
[X] you have extreme anxiety or fearfulness.
[X] you have difficulty with relationships with family, friends, and opposite sex.
[X] you do not take care of your hygiene like you should.
[X] you are very shy.
[X] you often talk to yourself.
Total: 44

SCHIZOTYPAL PERSONALITY DISORDER

[ ]You think that certain news paper articles or television ads are directed toward you. (Ideas of reference, excluding delusions of reference.)
[X]You have odd beliefs or magical thinking that influences your behavior and is inconsistent with subcultural norms. (e.g., superstitiousness, bizarre fantasies or preoccupations)
[X]You have unusual perceptual experiences, including bodily illusions.
[X]You have an odd thinking and speaking style....

Well...This sucks.

~Nikki1705 — Mon, 07 Sep 2009 11:37:35 PDT

WTF.
School is tomorrow. I hate it so much, I don't want summer to end!!
WTF!! D:
I really don't want to go, it's boring and the people are mean and blah blah blah.
Well...What am I gonna do, right? The worst thing is that it'll cut into my drawing time, but at least we have the weekends.
I'm glad I don't have to go to Saturday school.
Anyway, I've got a few of my requests done, ( Yeah, I'm not gonna procrastinate anymore) and I'm having fun drawing them
Now the only pain will be coloring all of them...
I like coloring, but it can be a super pain in the butt.
Ahh well, I'll get back to drawing now.

:D

~Nikki1705 — Sat, 05 Sep 2009 21:17:56 PDT

1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you which song or movie you remind me of.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle you in.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something I've always wondered about you.
8. I'll tell you my favorite thing about you.
9. I'll tell you my least favorite thing about you.
10. If you play, you MUST post this on yours.

Ask or DIE.

Graphics by *aishwaryakhan
CSS by =moonfreak

I feel like writing....

~Nikki1705 — Fri, 04 Sep 2009 13:28:46 PDT

...but I'm stuck. And by that, I have no clue what to write about. ( I'm on a major block on Death city, for some reason...) I want to try writing something else, and maybe some idea will come to me.
I have plenty of characters I could write about, and I've made new ones too.
Dang. I hate being stuck.

WTF is this?

~Nikki1705 — Fri, 04 Sep 2009 09:18:35 PDT

LOOKAT THIS. YOU MUST.

~Nikki1705 — Thu, 03 Sep 2009 22:49:05 PDT

THIS IS THE FUNNIEST MOST TRUE THING I HAVE EVAR SEEN.
CLICK IT1!

Oh, and I'm still taking requests~

Things~

~Nikki1705 — Thu, 03 Sep 2009 18:26:17 PDT

First off, I want to thank For the sub!
THANK YOU SO SO SO SO SO MUCH!! Seriously. I love having a sub.
I'm drawing his character Xing Qi Ao.
I'm going to try to do justice to her because she is very very pretty

Oh! And the reason I wasn't on yesterday, was because I spilled milk on my keyboard.
I got a new one this morning.

Also, I watched Caroline. IT WAS FREAKING EPIC.
I loved that movie.

And also...I'm getting alot of request and thing, and I'm so glad you guys want me to draw for you!

Gives me things to do~

~~~
Comment and I might draw your original.
Don't ask why though, cuz if you do, I'll have to bore you with a long story about certain events so yeah...xD Spare me.
uhh...
I guess I'll draw anything as long as it's no nudity.
Don't ask me to draw alot of characters, up to two people in a drawing, okay?
I know I also have other older drawings to do, and I'll submit them along with these.
...uhh...I'm going to color these. BLAH.
No boys please. Unless you want them to look GAY.

HARDCORE ARTST BLOCK. + New Ocs.

~Nikki1705 — Mon, 31 Aug 2009 20:45:18 PDT

I feel so sluggish...and tired.
I just want to fall asleep and do nothing, Ya' know?

Can't even draw good pictures...don't have ink pens...
I feel lazy and unmotivated, even though I have alot of inspiration and characters to draw.
Those of you who can start stories easily...YOU LUCKY SUCKERS.
I want to write, I have good ideas. But no.
Right now, I'm to unmotivated and lazy too.

What else was there?
Oh. Characters again.
Sorry to say I'm making new characters every time I submit a journal entry, but I want to show you my new characters, but I can't draw them..
So you must read about them..

Rose Marie -
She has black hair and grey eyes, pale skin and wears a faded slate school uniform. She is always carrying a rose with her, picking off the petals. The rose and petals bleed, and whenever one is picked off, another grows. There isn't a real reason for her existence, and she knows it. She stalks around anywhere, trying to find things to do.

Cherry -
I was going to make her a homicidal nurse, but I've decided to make her a patient instead. With her white hair and soulless eyes, she wanders around hospitals at night. Appearing as a regular patient, she kills the people inside of hospitals. She hates hospitals, and thinks death is the best way to escape. ( She thinks of hospitals as 'hell' because she died in one, and went through alot of pain while she was in there.)

Genevieve -
Thanks to I was inspired to create a chef who makes monster food. Her cookies have mouths with sharp teeth that bite back, and her fruit try to get inside your head. Literally. She has a friend who is like her personal delivery girl, her name is Olivia. ( Olivia doesn't have her own profile yet, I'm still working on her. )

Jenny -
Yet again thanks to I was inspired to make her. Go read Joni's "The Underground" Story, IT IS EPIC.
Anyway, Jenny carries around an axe, she has navy hair and red eyes. She doesn't know how to talk, (However she will say your name is you teach her how. ) and her vocabulary only consists of 'uhh...''meehhh..''hmm.''nnuuuuu' And various body movements.

Tommy -
He is really strange. He'll do almost any job as long as he gets praised. If he gets scolded, or thinks he did wrong, he'll start bleed from hi mouth and eyes, and bangs his head on a wall or table or whatever yelling 'GADD*AMN SH*T!!. And if you praise him, he'll get a creepy grin on his face and you can hear him purring like a cat. (The Loony ) Oh, and he has black hair and yellow eyes, and his voice is shaky and crackly, like nails on a chalkboard. He's also a sadist and a bit stupid/ violent at times.

Emily -
She used to have another name, but I re-named her. She is an immortal, but at the same time, suicidal. She wants to die.
She will do any job that involves violence, and she has a habit of cutting herself, trying to bite her own fingers off...well, she's a bloody mess.
She has purple/blue hair and orange eyes. She's also insane yet sophisticated and is sarcastic and distant.

\I might edit more later.
This journal is done for right now..

Fire dude O_O;

~Nikki1705 — Thu, 27 Aug 2009 23:49:27 PDT

There was a fire about 25 minutes ago in a house noot even a block away from behind our house. O_O
THe house was pretty big, and the fire was causing alot of smoke in front of my house.
Me, my aunts, and my grandfather just came back inside from our back porch, we were watching it.
I can't tell...but I think there were about 5-6 firetrucks out there...
And there were two men on the roof, breaking in with axes..
THere was alot of smoke, and being up there must be horrible..(they were still on there and there was stil alot of smoke when we came inside)
They broke the windows and are now inside.
If someone was in there, they are probably dead..O_o
I feel sad and a big nervous because it was so close...
My brother is a few houses down, watching it from 's porch. WE waved to them..I'm glad they are alright.
Well, we are going to go back outside in a few...it's 1 45 am right now. ...

I'm going to go check, even though it's raining..
and cold...and I'm barefoot..
Oh wel, time to check.

Hey :3

~Nikki1705 — Thu, 27 Aug 2009 02:23:11 PDT

Hi guys!
I just wanted to update, I am so bored.
School starts September 8Th for me, and I'm a bit glad.
I'll finally be able to see everyone I really never talk too. I just want to see how they look. They could have changed, right?

Anyway~ I've been making up little poem-like short stories that say alot without saying alot. Get it?
There's my first in my signature.

...Okay...sooo...I guess that's it.
Anyone want to chat? I've been very bored lately, and I miss my friends

Video thing~

~Nikki1705 — Sun, 16 Aug 2009 00:51:13 PDT

This is really funny, and my awesome real life friend Made it!
Please check it out, and visit his page, cuz his art is awesome!!

[link]

Darn.

~Nikki1705 — Fri, 14 Aug 2009 16:23:25 PDT

- Man, I feel like I've lost all my motivation. And I have. I have a lot of good ideas, but I'm too lazy to draw them, and since I don't have my pencil sharpener so I can't finish coloring mine. Darn....one color and it's gonna look screwed up...Oh well. I'm going to finish it and color it anyway. Darn...
- And at the same time, I also want to write short story things to explain some characters, like a little about them, but I'm kind of unsure how to make them. I'm totally stuck. If anybody wants to note me and we could talk about the characters and share some ideas, that would really help me!
- Okay, so anyway...I'm also making more characters.
I have one, who is an angel....And she is an insane homicide. Her wings, witch are white, can only be seen in the dark~
- And I made an incredible lonely little monster girl, Teddi's sister Kirimi, and I made a blonde demon girl, a homicidal nurse, and a girl who is lazy, and is wanted dead or alive, her name is Chairs.

I guess that's it~~
HALP.

- Does this journal make sense?

I'm...s-s-s-so...c-c-col...cold...

~Nikki1705 — Sun, 09 Aug 2009 17:38:41 PDT

Dudes, I am FREEZING right now!! Why? I just went outside for a few
hours to play with my little cousin in a pool of FLIPPIN' ICE WATER.
When I sat down, it felt like I was sitting in a darn blizzard.
And also, I went in JEANS. 'Cuz I'm cool like that.
Man, now I am wearing a navy T-shirt and some sky blue shorts. I HATE wearing shorts. I HATE it. My legs get cold, They are ugly and I HATE wearing shorts.
Blah, I'm such a whiner.

Well, in other news, I am making a few characters that are....
COMPLETE PHSYCOS.
I mean, these guys are worse than Senni.
You have to say Senni is very smart, sly and actually kind of sane, not to mention she likes using eccentric ways of killing that surpass amazing-ness.
THESE GUYS, however, are completely insane, and they will just attack you with WHATEVER. And, if you see them kill, you die as well. AND to them, it doesn't matter WHO you are. They WILL kill you for almost no reason. At least Senni HAS reasons....and kills in private so she doesn't have to kill those who witness it.

Okay, I might as well tell you who these new killers are going to be. I plan on writing a story with all of them, and I warn you, it will probably be the most grusome and horrible story I will ever write. We are going to have these guys; Apple Dante, Chalk, Teddi, Officer and Frogg.
And just so you know, Apple, Chalk and Officer are girls, Teddi and Frogg, are boys.
Then, we have Melloney, who will play a big role in a few of my stories. She's going to appear in Death City as well.

And there are other characters who will be in here too, I just haven't planned all of it out yet.

And also, I feel like writing things for no reason.

Ah well. This journal confuses me.

My Soul is Painted Black.

~Nikki1705 — Sat, 08 Aug 2009 14:22:57 PDT

That's what this quiz whatever thing tells me~ [link]

I don't usually care about these quiz results, but this was alot of fun to do~
Even if it's not really my thing :3

Ah well~

My Result-

BLACK
Your soul is painted the color black, which embodies the characteristics of modernity, formality, power, sophistication, elegance, wealth, mystery, style, anger, sadness, remorse, rebellion, loss, discord, confusion, and absorbing negativity. Black falls under the element of Earth, and symbolizes outer space and the universe, and in some cultures black represents fertility and wisdom.

How about you take the quiz and tell me your results?
It's alot of fun, try it!

...No seriously. TRY IT.
I DARE YOU.

It's weird. Black is actually my favorite color...

My Soul is Painted Black.

~Nikki1705 — Sat, 08 Aug 2009 14:22:56 PDT

200 watchers?!

~Nikki1705 — Thu, 06 Aug 2009 16:36:30 PDT

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..*GASP*

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Wow.
Thank you guys so so so much!!

I'm so glad you all like me art, so I wanted to say thanks for the support so...

THANK YOU GUYS SO MUCH!!

Love you all~
Nikki

I'm back!! :D

~Nikki1705 — Sun, 02 Aug 2009 19:13:57 PDT

OMBNSJFDKGNDSKJGVNDJGFVNSDJNFJKSBFJKDGBV JKSBGFKJSDNGJDFGH/....

I'm so glad I get to talk to you guys again!!
I MISSED YOU SO MUCH!!! DDDDDD:

I had to stay an extra day because since my cousins where going to go into the city saturday, instead of taking me home friday and making two trips, they waited until today...

I CAN FINALLY DRINK SODA AND EAT JUNK FOOD!!! HUZZAH!!

Alright, time to check my messages...

658 Deviations, 351 messages and 1 Note. O_O

Bye guys~

~Nikki1705 — Wed, 29 Jul 2009 05:58:13 PDT

Well, I'm going to go soon.
I think at about 10 or something close to that.
Right now it's a quarter to eight~
God, I wish time would go faster....

I'm really going to miss you guys, I won't be able to get on the
internet at my cousin's house. That's the only part that makes me sad...

Well, I guess I'll be on for a couple more hours, but then I'll log off and I won't be back until Friday night of saturday morning.

I'm going to try and color my pictures while I'm over there, Don't want my talent going away from art withdrawl again

Well, I guess that's it.

....

I'm out, PEACE!!

Trip?

~Nikki1705 — Sun, 26 Jul 2009 14:12:47 PDT

Well, I was just talking to my cousin, (( Whom I haven't seen for weeks)) and she talked to her mother, and she said it'd be alright
for me to stay from Wednesday to Saturday~
I just have to tell my grandfather, and see if my aunt can take me there on Wednesday, and I'll be able to go there!!
Dudes, I am so excited!!
If I get to go, I will forever be thankful to my aunts
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEK!!

And in other news: You know that pen sketch I did of Henrietta?
I like doing that with some drawings, but at the same time I don't like doing it because it's going to make my inky pens run out D:
And coloring is a pain, but it makes things look so pretty!! But, at the same time, the black and white sketchiness of the inky pens is so tempting!! WAAAAAAH!!!
Stupid mental conflict...Curse you!!

Oh well, what are you gonna do?

Also. Also, I'm going to try and get alot of drawings up before I go, so check em out, alright?
I don't know but I might work extra hard and go against my writer's block and try to update Death city, and post some other little stories.

(( I have many characters, and alot of things I could right. But man, they are all really sad~ REALLY REALLY SAD! But I'm going to write them anyway, it's going to be fun writing them ))<--That doesn't make sense.

That's if I go, and hopefully I will~ But I have to wait for my aunt to get home, so I can ask her~
I'll update this journal when I know her final answer, I hope you all wish me luck, I would LOVE to see my cousin and spen time with her!
Not too mention, that they get me running around and eating really healthy, so I'm going to loose weight and get healthier, and have fun if I go over there~
I love them so much,
and I love you guys too!!

Talk to you when I know my aunt's answer~

WEIRD. O_O

~Nikki1705 — Fri, 24 Jul 2009 16:13:45 PDT

Well, for some reason, last night, at three in the morning, I was sitting in my room. Then, I turned off the light, and sat on the edge of my bed. And, for some reason, when I looked at my door, there was light shining through the cracks [.I have a closet-like door.] even though the light in the front room wasn't on. And I stared for a few moments, and it looked like my room was being engulfed by darkness. I would blink again, and it would stare over. It was so weird, I swear.

Oh, and I have got slot of new ideas for stories I am currently writing, and a few for death city. Now, if only I can stop procrastinating enough to stop and write these things.

I also have many drawings I need to do, and hopefully I'll stop being lazy and draw them. I also need to practice coloring...witch takes an incredibly long time...O_O

Well, I guess I'm done.

I have nothing else to say really.

BLAH BLAH BLAH.

I WANT FRUT SNACKS D:

Procrastinators Unite + Stolen tag thing

~Nikki1705 — Fri, 10 Jul 2009 17:56:28 PDT

If you are a procrastinator, Raise your hand! Or comment saying you are on.

A tag I decided to do because I'm bored.

Rules:
1.- Pick some of your OC's
2.- Answer the following questions
3.- You're free to go ahead and add more questions.
4.- Tag 3 or more friends

Who Are You?

Senni [link]

Nighmare Dollie [link]

Sammy [link]

Do you have brothers/sisters?
Senni: I USED to. Until things happened.

Nightmare: No...Sorry to Disappoint you.

Sammy: Yes, I do...^//^

How old are you?

Senni:...Do you really need to know?

Nightmare: I'm 19.

Sammy: I-I-I'm..14.

Your height?

Senni: Haven't checked.

Nightmare: Uhm...I'm pretty sure I'm either 5'6 or 5'9.

Sammy: I'm short..>//<

Weight?

Senni:....I'm thinner than you.

Nightmare: Was that an insult?

Sammy: ...O/////O umm..I-I don't...know..>//<

Are you virgin?

Senni: *looks at the questioner like they are an idiot* I'm too young, you idiot.

Nightmare: Hello. 19?!

Sammy: O/////////////////////////////O *faints*

Do you have any mate? (friend, BF/GF, husband/Wife)

Senni:...

Nightmare: Yes, I do! ^////^

Sammy: *sits up* Huh? Wha-what was the question?

Do you have children?

Senni: No. But I have a shape-shifting Demon as a pet.

Nightmare: I'm 19! Of course I don't have kids.

Sammy: >/////< Huh?! Wh-what--No! I-I-I-I D-d-don't!!
W-why would you ask t-t-t-t-that!?!?!?!!?!??!?!!?
>///////////////////////////////////////////////////<

What's your favourite food?

Senni: As long as it's my sister's cooking, I don't care.

Nightmare: uhm...Strawberries?

Sammy: p-pocky...please?

You a killer (you killed someone or fulfilled your dream to kill)?

Senni: You don't need to know that.

Nightmare:...*lurches eyebrows*

Sammy: I-I can't s-say...*backs away*

Do you hate someone?
Senni: Yes. I hate ALOT of people.

Nightmare: Yeah...I do.

Sammy: i don't think I do...

Do you have any secrets?

Senni: I'm not gonna tell YOU them.

Nightmare: Who doesn't?

Sammy: Y-y-yeah...>///<

You like anyone?

Senni: ...*rolls eyes*

Nightmare: No. i LOVE him.

Sammy: >///////////////////////////////////< ...

What's your job?

Senni: I don't need one. I'm rich.

Nightmare: I think I used to be a waitress...hmm...

Sammy: N-not yet...

Male or Female?

Senni: I'm a GIRL. DUH.

Nightmare: You couldn't tell? I'm a girl.

Sammy: You think I-I'm a boy?! noooo....

What do you do during free time?

Senni: I do things. Like...sit. Go to school. things.

Nightmare: Read and hang out?

Sammy: I like..to play.. fetch..*ears twitch and wags tails*

What would you do if someone is annoying you?

Senni:...Whack them in the head with my baseball bat and hope they go away.

Nightmare: Ask them to go away.

Sammy:...run away...>///<

Fav color?

Senni: Red.....and Black.

Nightmare: any color is alright.

Sammy: I like...green and blue..^///^

What would you do if today is last day of the world?

Senni: i don't think that'll happen in our life time.

Nightmare: I'm with the goth girl.

Sammy:...

B L A C K H E A R T

Ah. I love that song.
It's the second opening from Death note. A RAW @$$ Anime.

I woke up at Three in the morning today, And I'm loving it.
For some odd reason.
ugh. I've been a little inactive with most of my friends, so I just ask for you to comment and maybe we can talk. I miss my friends.
Gah. I'm a loser. I feel so much like doing nothing It's KILLING ME.
And I kinda like it. Whoa, I'm weird.

Anyway, I'm going to be giving some of my characters revisions today.
Like Sin, Heather, Delilah, and Noriko. I'm also going to post pictures of my little group of Circus Freaks. I love them, they're so Odd. (( PROBABLY NOT TODAY. I'M TOO LAZY. XP ))

Wow, Does This Journal Have ANY Point To It At All?

And why did I capitalize all those words in the last sentence?
Strange.

Well, I'll quit bothering you know. Post a Comment and we can talk.

Love ya.

~ XxxNicolexxX

Wazzup? :D

~Nikki1705 — Tue, 23 Jun 2009 09:56:10 PDT

How're you guys?

I got a mosquito bite on my neck last night IN my HOUSE!! DANG IT!

Stupid little thing got me! It itches.....This is why your suppose to CLOSE the doors, not leave them open!

I'll end the journal before I start ranting now

Summer Vacation + Practice

~Nikki1705 — Thu, 11 Jun 2009 22:45:21 PDT

_{Well, it's here!

I can't believe it, tommorow I have one hour of school, Then it's finally over!!

*sigh*

I have to admit that this year hasn't been very well at all.
My teachers love me though. And i get alot of compliments from Subsituits. Apparently I'm the only kid who didn't shout or Throw things around the room like a third-grader.But why I got Fs and Ds
Is because I don't turn in my work. I'm smart and everything, but I didn't turn in alot of work this year. But my teachers love me and are going to pass me.
I don't know if I have to go to summer school or not yet, but that's the hint. If I was going to Summer school, wouldn't I have known already?
So yeah, there is a very small possibility that I will not go to Summer school. And what's the use anyway?

No one can ever even think in summer school because the sun roasts their brains.
Seriously, could YOU think with all the heat? Esspecailly if your like me:

1. Hot-blooded.
2. Hates heat & Humidity.
3. Heat makes me sleep.
4. Have never been to Summer school before.

Put yourself in my shoes. I HATE HEAT.
I feel sorry for people who have to go to school in the summer time.
Unless you like it, than good for you.

But anyway, I have some good/ bad news.

The bad news is that i might not be online or posting anything for about a week.
( However I might sneak on once a day.... )

The good news is that the reason I'm not going to be on is because I'm going to practice my art work.

Yes, Nikki is going to draw her butt off to get better! I also am going to try and improve my writing. AND Get outside more and be more active.
All I have done so far is video games, computer and watch Television.
I've gotten very lazy, so I'm going to go and get active, at the same time Improve my art and Writing skills.

Oh!

I also want to shape my personality.
I need to be more mature. And get darker and cooler clothes.
I also must be more active. And get darker and cooler clothes.
I ALSO have to improve on myself. AND get darker and cooler clothes.
I ALSO have to fix up my room. AND get darker and cooler clothes.
AND I FINALLY Must get more updated on manga and other cool stuffs. AND get darker and cooler clothes.

Did you notice I said the same thing Five times?
I call that trying to be funny.

I know...}

June 12

~Nikki1705 — Sun, 31 May 2009 21:21:10 PDT

Is the last day of school for me, I CAN'T
WAIT.
THIS YEAR HAS BEEN THE WORST.
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Mix up :3

~Nikki1705 — Thu, 21 May 2009 16:10:22 PDT

I guess I'm updating more on week days than weekends, heh my bad!
well I'll update on anyday until chapter ten, then I'll update on
Weekends only. eh....
I don't know blah blah.

I guess I'll ask you guys.
Who do you think the mystery character with white hair and black eyes is?

well, I want to know what you guyz think of Rachel?
and, uhm. I'm done i guess >.<
So sorry for late requests ang things, I'm trying to get them right, but art block is draining my hands of their powers and I'm trying to get off of it.

well, any suggestions or side-characters you think i should out in?
they might not enter until chapter five, but I'll use them if i like the idea. Give me ideas, I love you all out there!

Art Block + Weekends and weekdays.

~Nikki1705 — Sun, 17 May 2009 20:23:42 PDT

*sigh* I have no motovation at all.
what a DRAGG....
At least I feel like writing something..
Weekends, and holidays too..I will update Death City, or..if I'm really really bored.
On Weekdays I'll write some pasts and draw a little and stuff...blah.
I feel SO lazy Write now.
I'm bored...tell me a story! XDDD

A desicion for Death City. I need your help guys!

~Nikki1705 — Sat, 16 May 2009 13:29:55 PDT

_{Well, I'm going to ask you guys for a little help a few times in writing my story. Death City :3

This is the first time, I need you to help me decide the subject of the next chapter.

Vote for witchever you think would be best with the
Adaptation with my story!!

1. Emtions are a weakness - This would explain alot about Rachel and were she came from, her past and that stuff.

2. The Effect of Madness - How it effects people and how it operates.

3. Death City - Eplains more about The city, and how the world outside reacts to it.

I need your help guys!!heart:}

Boring right now.

~Nikki1705 — Wed, 13 May 2009 22:32:39 PDT

I just though I'd post a new one.
To let you know i'll be submitting more often.

well, I guess that's it.

AND ALSO....
If you do not then, READ THE DAMN ARTIST COMMENTS.
Thanks to those who aren't lazy and read them.
i love you all XD

Swine Flu

~Nikki1705 — Wed, 29 Apr 2009 17:14:44 PDT

It's on the south side of Chicago. There are nine people who have it.
Well, I'm a bit paranoid about it.
I've been washing my hands and not touching my face alot.
I used to bite my nails, and The news about The flu made that come to a Screeching hault XD

Ah well, i was out in the rain on sunday so Again I stayed home.
It wasn't this bad, bu i'm going to a doctore tommorow.
To go back to school I need prof that i didn't get the flu.
Aparrently It's a Precausion.
ah well ^u^

As Long as i eat all my Vegatables and take care of Myself My immune system is strong and I'll have a 90% Chance of not getting infected.

That's all. I'm out. ^u^

What a Weekend.

~Nikki1705 — Mon, 27 Apr 2009 17:34:58 PDT

Well, I had a pretty good Birthday.
i got two games from My Grandfather, Although I'm going to wait
For My other Gifts.
But That's Alright.
The Fact is That My mother is moving Closer To Me
This Saturday. That'll Get My brother Off My back.
My mother Tells me that if My brother Lectures me or gets up in my face, To call her.
She will come over adn call His Poral Agent, For Always talking Crap and comparing My Childhood to his Or comparing me to him.
I Makes me feel like Garbage.
But My Mother's gonna Stop that. Finally, >.<

Anyway, i did have A good Birthday.
My Friend Stayed over This Weekend.
But today i got sick and Stayed Home from school.
But i'm okay, I feel better than earlier.
Just Updating to tell EveryOne How I am.

I'm doing Good, And You?

Birthday plans~

~Nikki1705 — Wed, 22 Apr 2009 23:18:31 PDT

_{I need you help please!! I need to know some Anime shops,
were I can get plushies, posters and even mang books.
If you know some site were I can find a good shop in chicago, that would help me alot!!
I need your help, It would be much appreiciated!!

And The reason for asking help, Is because my Birthday is this friday. I need help deciding what to do~!
yes, The Twenty fourth of april is my birthday, That is THIS Friday.
I'm so excited~!!!!

I hope everyone has a nice day on that day, so we can all have fun on my birthday!
Happy birthday to me, ^u^ lolz}

Devious Journal Entry

~Nikki1705 — Sun, 19 Apr 2009 17:43:30 PDT

1. Post these rules.
2. Each person tagged must put 8 random facts about themselves.
3. Tagged ones should write a journal about these facts.
4. At the end of the post tag 8 more deviants
5. Go to their page telling them they're tagged.
6. No tagging back

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1. I love taking requests but procrastinate alot and that makes me shamed.

2. I am the master Of typos

3. I doon't like Kagome, but Kikyo is awesome!

4.i eat to much junkfood.

5.I love reeses the most.

6. Blonde hair is

7. I'm lazy and love video games, but I lkke the ones were you can make a custom characer more.

8. to me it's hard to draw flat chests ;.; (unless it's a guy)

I TAG YOU AND YOU AND YOU AND YOU AND YOU AND YOU AND YOU AND YOU!!

Updates ;3

~Nikki1705 — Fri, 17 Apr 2009 13:42:13 PDT

+Hello everyone+

well, I just wanted to update, My other journal was getting
stale. well, Update my journal today and I'm going to update My
Gallery tommmorw. I have another new style, You see
My hands were not allowing me to draw in my old stlye,
So i was forced to try something new, and this style popped up. But, Don not worry, It's not much different at all.
So no need to worry about that.

If you haven't been notified yet, I am going to delete my old gallery and start new, I will not be deleting all only the ones I dislike, And i will redraw many of them.

And in other news, I need to keep better track of all of my characters, So I will draw chibis of them all.
But these wil be just so i can keep track, and if anyone needs a picture of my characters for Art-trades or if they wanna draw a picture for me~

And actually that may be the case, You see, My Birthday is coming up!
On April Twenty-fourth I will be another year older. But, please do not put what age i am if you know, You will all be able to see my age on my page next to my username.

okay now, About all of my requests, now I don't know if you know this about me, but I have a bit of a short-tetm memory-loss.
And apparently someone stoll all of the drawings in my folder, so now I must re-draw everything, and i need you guys to tell me again What You wanted for requests and art-trades, This is very impertant.
If you do not remind me I may accidentily forget, And I'm sure niether of us want that! So please comment and tell me what you wanted And make my life a bit easyier. ^u^

Thank you for your time, Nikki-

Cookies for you all!

Information:

Requests: Closed.

-No nudity.
-No sexual things.
-Guys may take a bit longer.
-I am unable to draw super huge Breasts.

Art-trades : Maybe.

-no nudes
-limit three Characters

Callaboration : Open.

-I must be the one to draw. You must color.
-limit Three characters

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Results :3

~Nikki1705 — Wed, 08 Apr 2009 22:58:47 PDT

I'm not sad anymore so you don't hav eto worry, just don't ask waht happened XDD;;

THIS WAS SOOOO HARD D:
THanks to everyone who entered my contest, and don't worry, if you didn't win THIS time, You might get a second chance if in the future.
Cookies and milk to you all!! *hugs*

results :

- [link]
first Place~ Five drawings - 3 sketch.

- [link]
Second place~ Three Drawings - 2 sketch.

- [link]
Third place~ Two drawings - 1 Sketch

- [link]
Fourth place~ One drawing - 1 head-shot

[link]
Fith place~ One drawing

- [link]
Sixth place~ one head-shot

The winners design's will be worn by KasuHamaii and will be her main outfits.

I would've had better prizes but that's alotta pics so yeah~

STOLEN TAGG

~Nikki1705 — Thu, 19 Feb 2009 23:13:46 PST

Stolen from

[x ] You have screamed at an inanimate object for 'hurting you.'
[x] You have ran into a glass/screen door.
[ ] You have jumped out of a moving vehicle.
[x] You have thought of something funny and laughed, and then people gave you weird looks.
[x] You have ran into a tree/bush.
[ ] You have been called a blond.
TOTAL: 4

[x] You know that it IS possible to lick your elbow.
[x] You just tried to lick your elbow.
[x ] You never knew that the Alphabet and Twinkle, Twinkle Little Star had the same melody.
[x] You just sang them to make sure.
[x] You have tripped on your own feet and fallen.
[x] You have choked on your own spit.

TOTAL: 10

[x] You have seen the Matrix and still don't get it.
[ ] You type with three fingers or less.
[x] You have accidentally caught something on fire.
[x] You tried to drink out of a straw, but it went into your nose.
[x] You have caught yourself drooling.

TOTAL: 14

[ ] You have fallen asleep in class.
[x] Sometimes you just stop thinking.
[x] Sometimes when you are telling a story you forget what you are talking about.
[ ] People often shake their heads and walk away from you.
[ ] You are often told to use your 'inside voice.'

TOTAL: 15

[x ] You use your fingers to do simple math.
[x ] You have eaten a bug accidentally.
[x] You are taking this test when you should be doing something more important.
[x] You have put your clothes on backwards or inside out, and didn't realize it.
[x] You've looked all over for something and realized it was in your hand/pocket the whole time.

TOTAL: 20

[x] You have posted bulletins because you are scared that what they say will happen if you don't.
[x ] You break a lot of things.
[x] You tilt your head when you're confused.
[x] You have fallen out of your chair before.
[ ] When you're lying in bed, you try to find pictures in the texture on the ceiling.
[x] The word "um" is used frequently.
[x] You don't know what "um" means.
[x] You say "what" and "huh" a lot.
[x] You plan to use a calculator to multiply your score for this bulletin.

TOTAL: 28

Multiply by 4.....

Total Percent: 112% WTF?!...now all i need is a hat and all my dreams will have come true...:3

Virus D:

~Nikki1705 — Thu, 05 Feb 2009 19:01:34 PST

listen up and listen well!

if you get any comments from me or anything that says:

Hey, this is a funny blog lol click here

DO NOT CLICK ON IT. IT WILL SEND A VIRUS THROUGH YOUR COMPUTER.

YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED.

i think it will use any DA username to trick you. even if it is from me or your DA friends, do NOT NOT NOT NOT NOT NOT NOT click on it.

pass this if you like. Be careful okay~

got this from Shuni, but I'm to lazy to change it~
ESPAISAILLY FROM ME
I don't even read blogs~ :c ((Too lazy))
>w<

ITAGGED~!!!

~Nikki1705 — Fri, 30 Jan 2009 20:27:47 PST

_{I was tagged by my sis Tee hee~!!!

Rules:
1.- Pick some of your OC's
2.- Answer the following questions
3.- You're free to go ahead and add more questions.
4.- Tag 3 or more friends

Who are you?
Brianna
Bailey
Bonny
Azumi
Tsuyama
Reiko

Do you have brothers/sisters?
Bri: hundreds...trust me. =.= |||
Bailey: in this tag all of us are relatid so..
Bonny:it means that--
Azumi: that we all have hundreds of sisters~
Tsuyama:...
Reiko: I'm not sure there's anything to add at this point.

How old are you?
Bri: me Bailey and Bonny are all 15.
Azumi: I'm actually 15 too..o.o
Tsuyama:I-I m fourteen..
Reiko: 16...don't judge me. =^=*

Your height??
Bri: uhhh.....
Bailey: I'm not sure I care.
Bonny: I haven't checked in along time, but I'm not very short!
Azumi: Dun know don't care....
Tsuyama: ummm, Reiko...will you measure me???
Reiko: no, and I dun know, but I'm over five feet.

Weight??
Bri:Are you implying something?
Bailey: Do I have to answer? (She has no idea how much she weighs)
Bonny: uhm....???
Azumi:eh..one..zero something..
Tsuyama: It's embarasssing i'm too light~ >///////<
Reiko: Tsuyama, You aren't to skinny, People who think you are weak, are just jealous of you.oh,I'm about 103 lbs. Got a problem?

Are you virgin?
ALL: YES.Why are you asking?

Do you have any mate? (friend, BF/GF, husband/Wife)
Brianna,Bailey,Bonny: o//////////////O
Azumi: No, but I have a crush...
Tsuyama:...>/////>|||
Reiko: too personal, Bud!!!! *puches in the face*

Do you have children?
Bri: hello? 15? Get the picture?
Bailey: Too young.
Bonny: EH?! >////< I'm way too young!!
Azumi:..Maybe someday.
Tsuyama: O///O *faints*
Reiko: ?! I'm six-teen >^<*

What's your favourite food?
Bri:...I don't know.
Bailey: *yawns*
Bonny: I like chocolate!
Azumi:uhm...Strawberries!!
Tsuyama: *Regains consoinous* what? what was the question?
Reiko:..hmm..I guess I like fruit.

You a killer (you killed someone or fulfilled your dream to kill)?
Bri: I only kill, if it's absolutely nessecary.
Bailey: only demons so far.
Bonny: maybe...but not on purpose!..
Azumi:hmm..I can't recall.
Tsuyama: n-no! never!! >.<||
Reiko: yeah..If i didn't then I wouldn't be here today.

Do you hate someone?
Bri: ...
Bailey: actually only a few people..
Bonny:uh..maybe...
Azumi:not enough to kill them.
Tsuyama: I-I don't think I..I mean..oh...
Reiko: yes, what of it?

Do you have any secrets?
Bri: yeah, But Why would I tell you?
Bailey: if I told then they wouldn't be secrets anymore, would they?
Bonny: y-yes..>//<
Azumi: too many for my own good.
Tsuyama-of course!! *blushes*
Reiko:ugh...Why are you asking all these personal questions,is this a quiz or an interagation?

You like anyone?
Bri: *blushes*yes..I really do.
Bailey: *blushes also* heh...*holds her hands close to her heart*
Bonny: >/////////////////////////<
Azumi:I already said I was crushing on someone.
Tsuyama: *covers blushing face*
Reiko: too personal!! *slap*

What's your job?
All: NONE.

Male or Female?
ALL: FEMALE.

What do you do during free time?

Bri:uh...Sports...and I just hang out.
Bailey:I hang out, why?
Bonny:I like drawing ^-^
Azumi:waht free time?? >.<
Tsyama: uhh....
Reiko: I like, sports..and working out.

What would you do if someone is annoying you?
Bri: try to ignore them.
Bailey: see what they want and then hopr they leave me alone.
Bonny: I'd try to let them now easily..
Azumi: runaway.
Tsyama: I'm usually the one everyone thinks is annoying.....> . <||
Reiko: I'll say: "I'm gonna punch you in the face >8D".

Fav color?
Bri: uhh...Black and green?
Bailey:...*sigh*
Bonny: I like blue and white, and silver >w<
Azumi: uhhhh....
Tsyama: I like purple ^^
Reiko:

What would you do if today is last day of the world?
Bri: W..T..F.
Bailey: can't say for sure..
Bonny:I don't know...

Just Updating...(Don't read if you don't want to)
~Nikki1705 — Sun, 11 Jan 2009 10:48:52 PST
I'm drawing these things~!

Bonny & Bonny
celebrating
Christmas together -Coloring

Anti-Rebellious
BailXBailey posted
BlaineXBonny -need to scan
BenjiXBrianna posted
Her B-day pic
Shuni-chan -drawing

Joan posted!
Joan

Celestial - Drawing

Bluemoon done!
Akkai

Team 11 -RE-Drawing..again.
Jurrii & Blade

erizabisu

Redryan -drawing

Rox -drawing
Chan
Ballet
Joy
P.C

Bonkitysiblings & Apgs
Bonny & Bonny
celebrating
Christmas together

Anti-Rebellious
BailXBailey Done!
BlaineXBonny
BenjiXBrianna
Her B-day pic
Shuni-chan

Joan done!
Joan

Celestial

Bluemoon done!
Akkai

Team 11
Jurrii & Blade

erizabisu

Redryan

Rox
Chan
Ballet
Joy
P.C}