http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:Nirushika&section=today deviantART RSS for by:Nirushika en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Sat, 19 Dec 2009 23:33:33 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://Nirushika.deviantart.com/journal/15347306/ http://Nirushika.deviantart.com/journal/15347306/ Sat, 03 Nov 2007 14:10:41 PDT I haven't written a journal since the 26th of August! That's like agessss!
I s'ose I've been neglecting this loads. I haven't uploaded anything in ages either :/. I rly honestly haven't had time w/ school and tryin to sort some things out and all that crap. I shoulda tried over this hallowe'en break but awk, things just get put on the back seat lakk

So, I guess in my last journal I was probly goin' on about startin' A Levels and stuff. Now I've actually started them.

<sub>Physics - srsly....It's just unbelievable. I'm actually havin' to go to a tutor even though I got deadly grades last year. It's nothing like GCSE. It's a bitch lak.

Computing - > all. I'm actally s'osed to be practising my programming @ the minute but I'll do that tomorrow

English Literature - It's pretty good . Sometimes it's wile boring but then theres other times that make up for that =]. I'm doin good in it so I'm wile proud of myself

R.E - It's R.E lak. What is there to say?! So far, you can pretty much pass everything by waffling...which is deadly =].</sub>

Aye, so a few weeks ago, I was in a wee =[ mood loads and then I was ok again, then I was down allll over again. See guys...I hate you XD! Srsly...when you break it off with someone, that persons best friends should be off limits! Not according to him though :/. I guess they don't realise how far and easily they can just keep putting me down. But ah well...I'll be alright soon enough =]. So what if he thinks I'm not worth him cutting down on a few drinks. There's plenty more and I'm only 16 lak! Wasn't goin' anywhere anyway s'ose.

Other than that, I've had an amazing Hallowe'en break...I didn't do anything on Hallowe'en 'cept for space about Dungannon and then go to my friend Laurens and watch a few films. American History X just owns everything! Not even jokin'. So long as you can withstand some of its awfulness lolol you'll love it! I can't believe how great it was! Edward Norton ftw ;]. Since then me and wee Lauren have gotten loads closer despite him =], and I just realise how great a friend she is =].

I guess I don't have any real big news. I got like LOADS of my hair all cut off. I like it better now though. S'wile handy and all.

[link]

Photos there if ya care .

So other than a really rocky start to the Hallowe'en break I've had a really good one =]. Been out every weekend for like the past 5 weeks. I guess some of those weekends I could have been doing with staying it but alas, it takes your mind off things. =]

Also...I hope ye's have noticed how much I've cut down on saying 'like' or 'lak' xD


Sheree.
xox

]]> ~Nirushika http://Nirushika.deviantart.com/journal/14348576/ http://Nirushika.deviantart.com/journal/14348576/ Sun, 26 Aug 2007 12:02:55 PDT 2. Nicknames: Shezbop, Shez, and a few variations of that :/
3. Birthday: 28th February
4. Born in: Sri Lanka! Y'all wish you were me
5. Currently Living: In between Coalisland and Dungannon but not quite Edendork
6. Zodiac Sign: Pisces ftw!
7. Male or female: Female.
8. School: Academy.
9. Occupation: Serving people in a Pharmacy and in general , being exceedingly smiley and pleasant to them.
10. On Bebo or Myspace: Bebo. Myspace is fuckin shit!
11. MSN Screen Name: <-Obscurity->.

........Your Appearance........

12. Hair Colour: Black on top, brownycopper in below. I'm lethal like.
13. Hair Length: Medium. Blue hair = lots of split ends = a large amount of hair cut off XD
14. Eye colour: Immensely dark brown.
15. Weight: Damn. I duno...Like 6stone or something :/
16. Height: 5ft3.
17. Braces? No!
18. Glasses? Never.
19. Piercings: Ears and nose.
20. Tattoos: Eww, no.
21. Righty or Lefty: Righty ^.^

........Your 'Firsts........

22. First best friend: Kathleen McCabe. Still wile good friends too
23. First Award: Feis or somethin.
24. First Sport You Joined: LOL!
25. First pet: Patch, the springer spaniel =]
26. First Real Vacation: Hmm...Sri Lanka
27. First Concert: Offspring LOLOL
28. First Love: ;]

........Favourites.........

29. Movie: Srsly too many to list like.
30. TV programme: HOLLYOAKS! Can't beat it now.
31. Colour: Blue =]
32. Rapper: Hmmm...Kanye West. He's got a bitta funk in him there =]
33. Band: I'm listening to loads of different ones atm. Lamb of God, Enrique Iglesias, Children of Bodom...All sorts like.
34. Song Right Now: Enrique Iglesias - Do You Know. He's a hottie like ;]
35. Friends: Megan, Dympna, Dave, Lauren, Maire Theresé, Jarlath...Those are all the main ones =] I'll say Joel too cos he'll comment if I don't
36. Sweets: Hmm...Milkyway Stars all the way like.
37. Sport to Play: NEVER!
38. Restaurant: I don't mind. I love prawns though so if they do them then I love them
39. Favourite brand: Brands mean nothing to me.
40. Store : Hmm...Topshop, New Look, Primark...anywhere really! If its got something nice in it then I like it =]
41. School Subject: Physics/Computing plz.
42. Animal: Hmm..Penguin! They're immense sure. But dog first =]
43. Book: The Drowning Tree. I'm deadly not emo like XD
44. Magazine: I hate magazines.
45. Shoes: Pumps,converse. School shoes soon =[

........Currently........

46. Feeling: Great, happy, and all content
47. Single or Taken? Single
48. Have a crush: Nawh. Maybe on myself like?? Wee joke.
49. Eating: Nothing now. Just had apple Crumble and custard.
50. Drinking: Nothing atm. I had like a kiwi,strawberry aand banana smoothie earlier Followed by an apple and banana smoothie! Was lethal!
51. Typing: Stupid question .
52. Online? Hardly offline.
53. Listening To: Enrique Iglesias - Do You Know http://Nirushika.deviantart.com/journal/14150360/ Mon, 13 Aug 2007 14:01:20 PDT
My summer has been too lethal!
Hard to believe it's gonna be over in like 3 weeks or less.

Results next tuesday!
I should be worrying.
I'm not.
I'm passed the whole 'omg-what-if-I-fail-and-dont-get-back' phase because basically it's just stupid. Anyone can get back. That's it!

Anyways, no more work after wednesday!! YEOO!

I'm away back to enjoy my lethal summer and listen to all of the new HSM2 tracks that none of you have

Cya.
xo

]]> ~Nirushika http://Nirushika.deviantart.com/journal/14002316/ http://Nirushika.deviantart.com/journal/14002316/ Fri, 03 Aug 2007 13:46:30 PDT [link]

G'wan and visit him!
He's only joined but he's getting better and better
Not even jokin' like!

So do me a favour and visit him and if ya like what ya see, give him some feedback/ watch him!

[link]
Just incase ya didn't get it the first time

Also,
I am lethal.
My life is lethal.
And you wish you were me.
No need to hide it like xD

xo

]]> ~Nirushika http://Nirushika.deviantart.com/journal/13783590/ http://Nirushika.deviantart.com/journal/13783590/ Wed, 18 Jul 2007 15:16:29 PDT Which is probably nothing to most of you out there but it's a helluva lot to me!
'Specially since I haven't done anything in AGES!
I really should buckle down and do something but I just can't find that perfect stock photo and I can't seem to get the shot I want myself.
Ah well...It'll come eventually.

I feel immense. Finally. Nawh I joke, This summer's been great so far! Last weekend and this weekend were/are gonna be wile boring. I didn't get to go anywhere last weekend because my wee dog was after an operation and I didn't wanna leave him without me. Poor wee thing. He's ok now...getting his stitches and all that out on Friday so he'll feel better then...
And I'm not goin' anywhere this weekend because there's honestly no where to go...It's a bit shit like but ah well.

The weekend afters'll be awesome. I've got a few nights out planned for local clubs/pubs and then my friend Fionnuala's 18ths on the 18th of August! Cannot wait like! Still no idea what to get her for it yet but it'll come soon enough. My friend Shane's 18th is comin up too so if I'm able to go to that one it should be good enough too =]

I feel it has to be said as I'm hella proud of myself! I dyed my own hair. Usually I get my mother to top it up for me but this morning I dyed it alllllll myself and it turned out awesome =] It's actually the shade of blue I wanted it to be from the beginning, AND it's all the one colour instead of like 3840283049283048 shades of blue

Hopefully, all your summer's are good too =] If the weather is the thing that makes or breaks your summer then you'd be ragin'.
If there was such thing as a 'Sun Dance' then hell I'd be doin' it...but alas, I don't know it...so lets just hope there's better weather for this last half of the Holiday =]
And the main point of this journal :
Thanks sooo much for all the comments,faves,watches and views. It's greatly apprieciated

Sheree.
xo

Ps The 'Eager' emoticon pure looks a bit like Kirby

]]> ~Nirushika http://Nirushika.deviantart.com/journal/13594689/ http://Nirushika.deviantart.com/journal/13594689/ Tue, 03 Jul 2007 16:11:28 PDT
I suck...

Not really like. I'm pretty awesome too xD

But anyway.
God, I pure just owned my exams I think. Everything went perfectly. My hair got postponed for a week but here, it looks awesome now.

[link]

There's photos of it there. Lemme know what you think

I honestly don't give two shits if I sound big headed anymore. I put myself down for long enough so by hell I'm gonna say if I think something looks good on me or not
I usta spend too much time feeling sadness for others when they felt sad. Lol Out the window with that. If someone doesn't care enough for me, then hell if I'll care two cents about them. The new Sheree plz =]

Me and my awesome friend Megan went out on the last day. My GOD! That night was awesome! Went out again last weekend there. Great night yet again. Well, the start of it was shite but the end was awesome. I can't believe I got into a few 18+ places that my friends , who are almost 18 , couldn't get in to.
Yeoo for me

I do believe I'm heading out this weekend again. My summer has just been perfect for me so far. It's just going too great! The only thing is that I don't get to start work yet =[ The place I work isn't employing the summer people until next week or so so thats a bit crap cos I really really can't wait to start work again.
Sounds strange?
Maybe.
But I love working and meeting you people.
And this enables me to do both of them.

Sure the money adds a bit of a nice touch too

Another thing is...see my hair. I have to dye it every week! Well, every time I wash it. Apparently, blue is the hardest colour to dye someones hair so each time I wanna wash it I hafta top up the colour, or else I'll be walking around with greenyblueyhair. Which would suck. I hafta buy clothes to match my hair too
I LOVE IT!

Before I got off for school, I was at this stage where I was stuck on someone. Lol @ me. That's over. Took me a good while but that's over. Can't really stand them now and we don't talk at all ever but ah well.
My summer/life is just too damn good at the minute to be bothered

I'm making so many new friends and strengthening the bonds with my old ones and it's just great.
When I start working I'll just be estatic.

Apperently I'm going to see Transformers the movie tomorrow with my brother and then getting my hair dyed. YEOO! Should be good like. Even though I hate transformers.
The weekend'll make up for it. The Fort, here I come


It's just great.
For once....I loveeeeee being me =]

YEOOO!

PS
[link]
Watch that.
I loled at it! ]]> ~Nirushika http://Nirushika.deviantart.com/journal/13286767/ http://Nirushika.deviantart.com/journal/13286767/ Sun, 10 Jun 2007 06:22:35 PDT
Anyways, I'm a helluva lot better since the last one. Completely over it now I'd say =] Which is great cos really now I can get on with what I want to!!
Only 3 more exams left. Tomorrow I have Maths calculator and even though I've completely fucked up the noncalculator one I do think I'll do quite well in this one! Then on Wednesday I have Chemistry. I'll just lol at that XD and on friday I have Physics. If I do say so, I'm quite good at Physics so I should be set I do know my Physics Alphabet *popscollar*

Oh, did I mention? 2 hours out of school and I'll be getting my hair dyed electric blue! Half and half actually. Black layers on top, overlappin' down onto blue layers on the bottom! See, that's how big of a rebel I am. I can't even wait to the next, I just hafta get it done right out of school! The only thing is , that means I can't spend long up town on my last day, which is a bit crap but ah well, goin' out that night so I'm sure I'll be fine !


I've also been reunited with one of my best friends from when I was a kid! From when I was about 7 to 11 or 12 I'd been best friends with him and now I've found him again! On bebo no less but now we're meeting up again and so now I've got that great friendship back! He'll be out on Friday too with me so hopefully I'll have some wee photos to create even more memories than I did from beforehand. It's so great to have a best friend like that and then realise that even though you haven't seen them for about 4 or 5 years that they still think of you as a really close friend and that they're willing to meet up and travel a fair distance to hang out with ya again! It's great! I love remembering all the wee stupid things we did and how silly they seem now but still how great they are =] I love all the wee sentimental and sweet wee things!

So yes...
I do think I'm quite a decent person, I'll help people out and in certain times I'll sacrifice something for someone else. So, do let this one thing work out. I don't do too many things wrong hehe so just this one thing? Please? xD With sprinkles and a cherry on top xD? It wouldn't be that big of a thing to anyone else but it does mean an incredible amount to me!

Anyways, I really should go and study for my maths tomorrow. At the minute I don't care really much about it, I just can't get this other thing off my head ! But I know I needa buckle down and get it done =[!
So ...do let this one small thing work out for me, please? xD

Love,
Sheree
xox

]]> ~Nirushika http://Nirushika.deviantart.com/journal/13164797/ http://Nirushika.deviantart.com/journal/13164797/ Thu, 31 May 2007 14:09:34 PDT !

It's shocking how easy they are...2 years work for something easier than a class test.
It's great

Stressed like hell about Home Economics and it ended up basic common sense. Stressed about Biology and it ended up being one of the easiest tests there. Seriously now I've just got 5 tests left.
Last English language paper,
2 Maths,
Physics,
Chemistry.

I'm already aware I'm failing Chemistry but the other ones shouldn't be too bad I hope Maths needs a wile lot of work but I know all my Physics and English is pretty much common sense.

Other than that I've been alright. Not great, not awful. Still haven't got my head around it but ah well...You snooze, you lose. No point on me wasting my time on something that's never gonna happen. I'll say this now and then next week, or even two days away I'll be back in that same hole, going over the same things in my head for hours and hours. But ah well...all part of life I guess.
Indescisiveness. What an awful thing! One minute you're one way, the next minute you're completely different. Not only does it confuse the hell out of you but it leaves you that you've got no idea were you stand.

One of my friends is feelin' a bit down today so I hope she's alright. She says she will be but we all know how these things go...We say they're ok but really they're not and we're just hiding our feelings to help everyone else.

So gotta stay with her and help her out for a while

Anyways, pretty down pleased with myself so far, hopefully these next few exams don't knock me back !

_{I'll update better later}

Much thanks,
Sheree.
xox

]]> ~Nirushika http://Nirushika.deviantart.com/journal/13109353/ http://Nirushika.deviantart.com/journal/13109353/ Sun, 27 May 2007 05:28:46 PDT
I was in a great mood on the way down. Mostly because there's a beach down there and the thought of taking some photos of it cheered me up a bit. So yes, on the way down it was great. Sure I was missing out on a days revision but that didn't really bother me so much.

When I got there it was pretty kewl. Nice and warm and all. But ack you know how some things go. You start to think about some things and some people and then you just go down. I seriously can't stop thinking about this. I let one person go and now I just can't focus or properly really really enjoy myself at all. Everything I do I think of some of the memories between me and them that have been so great. There's been so many times and now realise that there's nothing at all between us and I just can't take it.
Sure , most people say 'Oh, you did the right thing. Just leave it'. But really, it's not as easy as that for me. Only about 5 people know the real truth to the whole thing and I can't tell anyone else because I know it'd make the whole situation even worse.
This thing just keeps eating at me all the time. It's the whole ' What if?' thing.
'What if?' I hadn't have given up.
'What if?' we still had the same relationship.
'What if?' I had never had let you go so easily and without a real fight.

God, It's the worst damn time for me to be feeling like this. I've got Home Economics exams next week and biology. English language is easy , but for me I needa learn of a lot of Home Econ. and I honestly just cannot do that until I stop this!
And there's never goin' to be a chance for the two of us because ...well...:/.

I just feel like I've given up on something so easily and quickly when there might have been something there. Helluva lot of people seem to think there was but it's all too late now because I, being the idiot I am, did what I thought was the decent thing.
And now I just can't stand it anymore.

]]> ~Nirushika http://Nirushika.deviantart.com/journal/13009988/ http://Nirushika.deviantart.com/journal/13009988/ Sat, 19 May 2007 07:03:39 PDT Like most people around this time I'm exhausted. I get up at around 9 in the morning to revise and then when I try to get into it it just won't happen for me.

Tests next week are : English Lit, ICT, R.E and Irish.

I do quite love English Lit and ICT so I pretty much know all of that already, just needa read over it a wee bit. As for the R.E and Irish...Well, irish is pretty easy but I do needa learn a good few accounts of for R.E and I haven't even started on it yet because I'm too busy reading through my huge big book of ICT notes!!
Seriously-
Too many exams.
Too little time.
Too much stress.

I swear, how is it fair to throw 18 exams all on one person in such a small space of time! I learnt everything throughout the 2 years, I never stepped out of line, I never got in trouble and now all of my work could just go down the drain in the space of a 2 and a half hour exam.
Unfair

Advice to 4th years : DO NOT mess about. Seriously, I messed about and horsed around in Maths for the majority of year 11 and about the half of year 12 with some idiotic *insertwordofyourchoicehere* because I thought they were honestly being my friend now to realise that they're not as they barely say one word to me and treat me like rubbish ... anyways I do want to keep on Maths for A Level and that I really really really need to learn it all off. I've been working so hard for it now but I pretty much need to learn the whole syllabus myself but there's only so much I can do before it starts just not going in anymore. . I know it's just as much my fault as it is theirs, if not more, but meh, there's so much more behind the story.

I needa get more motivation for this xD. Kinda hard to when you're sick...Yea, to make it worse I've just caught the cold so now my attention span is ever lower than usual =/.
But at least they'll be over in about 4 weeks I s'pose. So far I'm just not looking forward to the summer. I'm quite sick of hearing people 'lying to themselves' and it's a bit off putting when I'm trying to focus and I keep seeing their rubbish all over the place , publically displaying any personal thing that flies into their heads. Well, just shows what a 'friend' they are...or should I say aren't. Aye, that'd be more right.
Maybe summer won't be that bad. I'm quite looking forward to just some wee things...going out A LOT, dying my hair any colour I please xD (bluefornow), and maybe just meeting someone nice Eh? I do quite think that might be sorted...who knows?XD

So anyways, I should get back to writing out my English Lit. quotes.
Much love,
Sheree xox

]]> ~Nirushika http://Nirushika.deviantart.com/journal/12888149/ http://Nirushika.deviantart.com/journal/12888149/ Tue, 08 May 2007 13:28:54 PDT
Could not be better. I swear. I don't think I've been this happy in ages and really , there's no explanation for it
I've got like 18 tests ahead of me and really, I just cannot wait to see what's coming at me! I'm not dreading them at all...I'm just so psyched for them I'm pretty sure I'll do fine in them since I'm trying really hard and I guess since I'm in such a great mentality, it can't really go wrong!

Go on study leave tomorrow! Gonna be great because finally I can just relax a bit and revise in peace and all that Supposedly its our last day... it's not really...we've got tests every-so-often until the 15th of June so won't be missing anyone just yet

No real big decisions other than, I've finally fully decided the new hair colour. Black and blue please&thankyous! Really lookin' forward to that and somuch more!
Lol, there's such a big change in how I felt since I wrote that last journal which was just like 2 days ago. Calmed a wile lot down since then and I'm just gonna forget about it Wipe the slate clean for them. If I didn't do that and didn't be the 'bigger person' I'd end up with no friends XD
Maybe that'd be a good thing?
Nawh!

First GCSE - Irish Listening and Reading.

Hopefully I'll own it XD

Love,
Sheree.
xox

]]> ~Nirushika http://Nirushika.deviantart.com/journal/12864665/ http://Nirushika.deviantart.com/journal/12864665/ Sun, 06 May 2007 14:57:49 PDT I don't want you.
I don't want you to come near me.
I don't want you to help me.
I don't want you to act like you care because you don't.
I don't want you to comfort me when I'm upset because I'm probably upset with you.
I don't want you to pretend you care about my feelings when I know you don't care at all.
I'd rather you were straight up with me and not lie to my face because incase you don't realise, that hurts like hell.
I don't want you to talk to me nicely because it's sickening when I know you're forcing youself to do it.
Just leave me alone.
I'd go as far as to say I detest you

Anyways, now that thats off my chest. I kinda felt like I needed to write it somewhere and this was the only place I felt I could because I know the person won't see it here.
So...
Worried as hell that I won't get in for my specific A Level subjects.
People around me are making it even harder too.
Lol how fuckin' emo do I sound xD
But aye. Once this Irish speaking test is over I'll be better.
I'll write a proper journal then.
Until,
Goodbye.

Sheree.
xo.

]]> ~Nirushika http://Nirushika.deviantart.com/journal/12791340/ http://Nirushika.deviantart.com/journal/12791340/ Mon, 30 Apr 2007 14:22:32 PDT .

So aye, wee word of advice:
Don't do Home Economics for GCSE in St Patricks Academy.
Seriously, it'll cause death...or close to it. Or it'll break you down xD No joke!

Exams in like 1 week...I think I'll be alright, apart from one but ah well, nobody's perfect...
Well, some are.
But I sure ain't one of 'em xD.

Other than that, there's been nothing much going on with me. Just revising lots.
I've sorta started designing wee tshirts and sewing in the patterns and stuff to relax me a bit when I get all stressed so that's a bit fun...if there's any 'artsy' ones I'll post a wee photo up here but tbh, they're just wee simple things.
Pretty ok mood, just hovering in between both. Like I am most of the time XD.
More nervous than anything I'm sure I'll be better after the first few exams...

Anyways,
Wish me luck

Sheree
x


_{PS: Stacie Orrico ftw!}

]]> ~Nirushika http://Nirushika.deviantart.com/journal/12669819/ http://Nirushika.deviantart.com/journal/12669819/ Fri, 20 Apr 2007 16:08:21 PDT
Nothing really new to update.
GCES's in a month...so I should be revising but alas, that ain't workin' so well...Luck would be greatly apprieciated . Serious doubting goin' on but I'm sure I'll be fine if I buckle down I s'pose.

Apart from that, just having ups and downs...more downs that ups for some reason but ah well...this time it's not my fault but merely others. Not much I can do about that except value the few people I have that don't "abandon" me and such. Ah well, all part of being at school I guess.

I keep trying to get some new stuff up here but I just can't get focused. Not on this, on my gcse's, on anything! And it's incredibly frustrating whenever I know this is so important and that I need to really focus but I just can't..my mind keeps going elsewhere. Tbh, I'd quite like someone just to 'share' the worries with and to talk through all of this better but as always , patience is a virtue.

, Just when I need it the most, my iPod goes and dies. Which sucks a bit cos my gcse irish presentation was on it and I do somewhat need that to learn it right. Gotta get a new mp3 now...don't rly want an ipod again and apparently Zen's aren't good so suggestions maybe??

So wish me luck, with gcses, 'friends' and all the other things that seem to be completely out of reach for me but just right around the corner for everyone else.

_lol.

Laterz,
Sheree

]]> ~Nirushika http://Nirushika.deviantart.com/journal/12575221/ http://Nirushika.deviantart.com/journal/12575221/ Fri, 13 Apr 2007 02:05:15 PDT _{Stolen From Jessica}

NO LYING SURVEY
Eight Last:

8. last cigarette: Like 8 years ago when I Was 8 xD My aunt left the room and left her cigarette there. Being the idiot of a child I was I just hadda see what it was like. xD I think I nearly died that day xD never again please&thankyou!
7. last beverage: Coke...like right now.
6. last phone call: Called my friend Claire just to talk...
5. last text message: Hmmm...My brother probably XD
3. last BUBBLE bath: About a week ago. Matey ftw!
2. last time you cried: Few days ago.
1. last time you hugged someone: Yesterday

SEVEN have you's:

7. have you ever dated someone twice?: Nawh
6. have you ever been cheated on?: I'd like to think not!
5. have you ever kissed someone & regreted it?: Nope.
4. have you ever fallen in love?: I thought so...tbh, I don't rly know.
3. have you ever lost someone?: Aye.
2. have you ever been depressed?: Yea
1. have you ever had a heartbreak?: To a certain extent.

SIX things you did in the past three days:

6. Went to school: Nawh, we've been off for the past wek
5. Went to work: Nawh..'cept around the house. No job until after GCSEs.
4. Colored: Ain't this a bit vague???
3. Got drunk: Nawh...It's the weekdays!! Wait to the weekend plz
2. Slept: Yupz
1. Hurt yourself: I burnt my hand while taking a pizza out of the oven and now its all sore

list THREE people you can tell pretty much anything to:

3. David
2. Megan
1. Hmm...There's a few possibilities here so...I'll leave it xD

THIS YEAR...

Made a new friend: Yea. Quite a few, a couple of real decent ones too
Fallen out of love: Nawh..
Laughed until you cried?: Hahahah yes!!! ("I have a big head...and little arms..." - Meet the Robinsons ftw!)
Went behind your parents back: Hehe...aye. Shame on me!
Met someone who changed your life: Nawh.
Gotten close to someone: All depends on the 'someone' you mean

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF..

1. Bush?: I don't live in America so tbh, I don't really care.
2. Gay marriage?: Aye, don't see why not.
3. Lowering the drinking age?: Nawh...then what law would we have to break! Only messin'...nawh , keep it where it's at.

ABOUT YOU:

4. Straight, Gay, Bi?: Straight

5. Who is the best hugger that you know?: Me xD. Nawh, probably my friend Jarlath or my friend Dillan. Both of them give great hugs.

6. Do you believe in love at first sight?: Nawh. As if.

7. Is there something you want to tell someone?: Yes. But alas, courage/bravery isn't something I possess.

8. What kinda shirt are you wearing? Long grey tshirt with skulls on it.

9. How many kids do you want to have?: At the minute, none at all.

10. Do you have a good relationship with your parent(s)?: Yea...most of the time.

11. Do you want to change your name?: Nope. Not many others are called Sheree, so I like it.

12. What did you do for your last birthday?: Went up town, then went to the Common Room bar for a night out.

13. What time did you wake up today?: 9 XD

14. What were you doing at midnight last night? Reading...then sleeping.

15. Name something you CANNOT wait to do?: Tell something but alas, no courage as stated before.

16. Last time you saw your father? About 10 mins ago before he went to the shop.

17. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life?
- Have more courage
- Not be so afraid of people's reactions.
- Have that all round balance of everything...studying,having fun and all that.

18. Which hand do you like better?: I duno...I guess my body prefers the right since I'm righthanded .

19.What are you listening to right now?: Nothing.

21. Have you ever talked about someone behind their back?: No lying survey...so yea...I'm pretty sure everyone has so don't be lying now!

22. What's the last piece of clothing you borrowed from anyone?: Hmm, about... ]]> ~Nirushika http://Nirushika.deviantart.com/journal/12512287/ http://Nirushika.deviantart.com/journal/12512287/ Sun, 08 Apr 2007 15:30:58 PDT So
It was a beautiful day today...I think I must have spent the whole day out in the conservatory watching Paddy.
I had a pretty good few days there past, spent some time with a friend, got to know her lotsss more and all. So that can only be good.
But yea, Honestly, I don't know why I'm writin' this. It's pretty much the same as the last.

Only ,aye...does anyone ever get sick of people whinging about f--k all when they have everything? Seriously, some people just cannot be pleased. They get one thing then 1 week later...they want something else that they know is not goin' to happen. I apologize, but yes, it's extremely annoying when someone feels the need to complain about one detail when they have everything they need. Maybe I'm doing it right now, I personally don't think I am. Anyways, stop crying about every-f--kin-thing please? Do you live to yap about pointless rubbish that no one cares about.


Anyways, other than that. I've had a great day XD. (Contradictarymuch?) Just relaxed in the sun, listened to some music, took some photos and spent some time with the family. Not a very memorable Easter but still...a nice one. Hopefully the rest of the holidays will be more than just revision since GCSE's are in like a month!!! But yea, I'll probably have my dear friends out to the house or I'll "hit the town" a few times xD lolz.
End.

Much thanks,
Sheree.

_{Apologies for the rant}

]]> ~Nirushika http://Nirushika.deviantart.com/journal/12472164/ http://Nirushika.deviantart.com/journal/12472164/ Thu, 05 Apr 2007 15:09:51 PDT

So yea, for a change in Ireland, we're having absolutely unreal weather! Which also means that there's some chances for some lovely photos which is probably the reason for the abundance of photos on my account instead of some manips . Soon enough, I'll be back to the aul manipulations too I'm just having so much fun taking photos at the minute that I rly don't wanna stop yet!

As for the mood, Aye, it's pretty good. Moving onwards and upwards. Putting the old stuff behind because really, they're not worth it. Made some lovely new friends so that's bound to be good and who knows where thats gonna lead maybe? Who knows?. Met my twin too...well, not litterally but the similarities are unreal. No joke .

Anyways...
Much Thanks.
Sheree.

]]> ~Nirushika http://Nirushika.deviantart.com/journal/12336981/ http://Nirushika.deviantart.com/journal/12336981/ Mon, 26 Mar 2007 13:43:45 PDT
Haven't done much since the last one except it was Megan's big birthday party on saturday there. I kinda feel like documenting it so there.

Went to her house and went down to the hairdressers around about 2 to basically just watch her for 2 hours getting her hair done lmfao! Still fun though...

Then we went up to the venue and got it all ready. Some balloons and banners over the show. In a pretty good mood there...

So then we went to her house and started gettin all ready...watched a bit of TV first or something like that...just hanging out. Then when we started to get ready Eadaoin and Jessica landed.
So then everyone was gettin ready...rushing like hell! Everything getting lost

So went down to the place and got a bit pissed off at the start for reasons undiscloseable but then I stuck with Megan and started having fun. About half way through the night ended up 'breaking' and just crying in the toilets for a while. Tbh, I just wish that I hadn't have went.

Anyways, clearly not gonna let anyone 'cept Megan (cos she was with me) that anything had gotten me down and tried to just enjoy the rest of the night.
Thanks to Sean, Jarlath and Megan it ended up being good enough . Love you guys incredibly so!

But aye, for now, I know places like that aren't for me. Rly, they're quite just like a 'self-esteem killer' for me.
Anyways, I sound like a damn emo here but I kinda feel like I wanna write this so shush.
There's always a reminder of it and it just proves my point that I've always thought...I'll be pushed aside no matter how hard I try and there'll always be someone out there to better me.

Anyways, I'll just shut up now since I've probably bored you all.
See ya.

]]> ~Nirushika http://Nirushika.deviantart.com/journal/12230543/ http://Nirushika.deviantart.com/journal/12230543/ Sun, 18 Mar 2007 09:56:14 PDT own one so I'm really excited with it Now I can finally take some good decent quality pictures which means, better quality manipulations too then I guess

Just experimenting with it really...taking photos of the typical things now...myself,my dog and some flowers

Anyways, yea, recently, everythin's been great!
It's my friend Megan's party this Saturday so that's gonna be awesome! Maybe meet some new people ! XD Lookin' forward to getting everything ready for that and maybe taking some photos and seeing if I can make something decent out of 'em all but we'll see XD

If you're on my page...please leave some comments or feedback on my deviations. I'm still relatively new here and I'd really like to see what all of you talented people think of my 'work'

]]> ~Nirushika http://Nirushika.deviantart.com/journal/12092821/ http://Nirushika.deviantart.com/journal/12092821/ Wed, 07 Mar 2007 12:42:24 PST 002. Nickname – Shezbop
003. Single or taken – Taken?? hahahahha...funny joke there..Single aye.
004. Zodiac Sign – Picses, not that I care rly.
005. Male or Female - As far as I know it's female.
006. High School - St Patricks Academy
007. PSP - I've no idea what the hell this one means.
008. How many buddies on your list - :S Buddies on my list??? I don't keep a list.
009. Screenname – "<- A Slip Of The Tongue ... A Slit Of The Throat ->" Klessy Lamb of God Song
010. Hair Color - Black with brown streaks.
012. Hair Long or Short - Longish aye.
014. Eye Color - Dark brown, to the extent that they look black
015. Are you health freak - Nawh, just rly thin though
016. Height - 5ft 2-3 hahahah
017. Do you have a crush on someone - Nope, I'd rather not get hurt until I know the feelings mutual.
018. Do you like yourself – Well yea...I've no real reason to hate myself even though thats in this season.
020. Think your awesome? - Hahaha...erm...oh aye, oh aye...might as well since no one else does xD
021. Piercings - Ears and nose
022. Tattoo - Nawh.
023. Righty or Lefty – Righty forever

___Your 'Firsts'___
024. Surgery - None
025. First piercing - My ears at about 9 years old. Scared the hell outta me.
026. First best friend - Niamh something...
027. First Award – Hahaha Silver for an Irish Feis xD
028. First Sport You Joined - Sheree + Sports = lawl!
029. First pet - Dog called Patch...fuckin' awesome he was.
030. First vacation - Sri Lanka
031. First Concert – The Offspring...wish it hadda been a klessier one xD
032. First love - Meh, irrelevant. Such things don't really happen right for me.

___Favorites___
033. Movie - Gotta be "The Sunshine Boys"...Never laughed more ever!
034. Favorite tv show - Hollyoaks!!!!!!!!!!
035. Color – Purple hehe
036. Music - A Bitta Death Metal te fuck haiii
039. Drink - Hmmm normal : coke. Alcoholic: Well, let's just way, when you're drinking, I rly couldn't care less what it is that's going down my throat
040. Body part not on the face - Erm....my stomach? I duno...
041. Sport To Play – I hate sports but Rounders, not a real sport but its off the chain!
042. Favorite piece of clothing – Gotsa be my wee white shirt with the green and pink blood on it [link]
043. Clothes shop? H&M, or ebay, [link] haha
044. What do you sleep with? Myself. :S ok...and my wee teddy bear
045. Favorite School - None.
046. Favorite Animal(s) - Dog...especially my wee yorkie, Paddy [link]
048. Favorite Magazines - Don't rly have one tbh.

___Currently___
049. I'm eating - Nothing.
050. I'm drinking - Coke
052. I'm about to – Finish my R.E homework.
053. Listening to – Backstreet boys...I have no damn idea why, but I am :S
055. Waiting For – Someone special?
056. Watching - The monitor.
057. Wearing – Jeans, converse and a wee purple and black vest.

___Your Future___
058. Want Kids? - Erm...I duno...right now , no...later on, probably I'll change my mind
059. Want to Get Married? - Probably
060. Careers in Mind – Computer Programmer

__Which is better with the Opposite sex__
068. Lips or Eyes - Eyes <3
069. Hugs or Kisses - Kisses
070. Shorter or Taller - Taller, which is inevitable since I'm so dang short.
072. Romantic, S... ]]> ~Nirushika http://Nirushika.deviantart.com/journal/12052862/ http://Nirushika.deviantart.com/journal/12052862/ Sun, 04 Mar 2007 11:15:27 PST
Aye, so my birthday was on the 28th feb...went out on the 4th of March

and zomg... I don't think I could have had a better night!!!

I think I've just realised that I have of the best friends anyone can have...and maybe even more

Words really can't describe that night

Just

Amazing

PS : Made this piece for it... [link]

]]> ~Nirushika http://Nirushika.deviantart.com/journal/11882892/ http://Nirushika.deviantart.com/journal/11882892/ Fri, 02 Mar 2007 10:10:00 PST
My wonderful friends went and got me a wee cake and threw me a wee 'party'

Couldn't have been a better day

Oh wait...

Saturday should make it even better...headin' out to a local bar called the Common Rooms for some craic

Can't wait

I'll be takin' photos so I'll keep y'all posted

]]> ~Nirushika