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                <title>Damn</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 10 Sep 2009 19:52:06 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ School sucks. Senior year and I have no lunch whatsoever, or even a free period ever. Its okay though I like all my classes. <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Nkiay</author>
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                <title>Summer cleaning???</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 03 Aug 2009 14:19:56 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I do a bit of summer cleaning with my art. I brought some of my things out from storage.Ton of old stuff is now in my gallery. I put things in storage during the summer. So check it out before I get rid of everything like I do every year.  This years stuff will be going into storage as well. <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/w/winkrazz.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";P" title="Wink/Razz" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Nkiay</author>
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                <title>Bla bla bla...</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 09 Feb 2009 17:43:11 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm 17 now... haven't had much time to edit pictures lately, stupid yearbook. DX <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/work.gif" width="48" height="28" alt=":work:" title="I've got too much work to do." /> Too much to do. Not much of an up date but hey whatever. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Nkiay</author>
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                <title>Waiting</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 07 Nov 2008 19:15:15 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I have been really busy lately. I will try for some more pic probably by wensday. So even though it has been so busy I somehow find my self waiting for something, and I don't know what it is. There is a certain excitement about it too. I want to know what I'm waiting for. I hope its good. <br /><br /><br /><br />Her's a part of a cool poem by ~<a class="u" href="http://miss-deathwish.deviantart.com/">Miss-Deathwish</a> I can't write poetry any more and I don't know why.<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /><br /><a href="http://miss-deathwish.deviantart.com/">[link]</a><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/p/pointl.gif" width="11" height="10" alt=":pointl:" title="Point Left" /> Theres the link<br /><br /><sub><br />Maybe youÂre the one who tries to count the snowflakes as they fall, laughing when white flurries hit your cheeks.<br />You love running down the powder-dusted hills, but hate leaving footprints in your wake, because you cannot stand to look back and see that you destroyed something so beautiful. (Again.) <br /><br /><br /><br />Maybe you thought it was okay, but one day you wake up and notice that the paint is peeling off of your ceiling and that your bedroom is fucking freezing even though itÂs the middle of July and that the walls really do lack any sort of decoration.<br />You think for a little while, and maybe it's a metaphor for your life. Falling apart and cold and empty.<br /><br /><br />Maybe you're the one who promises you won't lie to yourself anymore, but you know thatÂs a lie in itself.<br /><br /></sub> ]]></description>
                <author>~Nkiay</author>
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                <title>Right...........</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 06 Oct 2008 19:40:38 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I sorta died...<br />=/ ooops.<br />If you few people who do watch me come on on day and BAM! theres like lots o deviations.......that was me. <br /><br /><br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/winkrazz.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";P" title="Wink/Razz" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Nkiay</author>
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                <title>School</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 07 Sep 2008 19:11:45 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Okay soooooo, lets see school is easy all except math. Math sucks, its the only class that makes me feel stupid. Okay that was realy random......<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> <br /><br />Never got the short story written, I thought I should read some Stephen King cause he does the scary stuff, and now I can't stop reading his books. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /> I <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> Stephen King. Compared to him I seem normal. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /><br /><br />I got a few pictures left from summer, and I'm always taking pictures so yay fo you guys.<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/g/giggle.gif" width="17" height="15" alt=":giggle:" title="Giggle" /> Hmmmmm and thats my life pretty much. Bored out of my mind.<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bored.gif" width="19" height="15" alt=":bored:" title="Bored" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Nkiay</author>
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                <title>Sooooo</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 13 Aug 2008 22:48:15 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hey, you might see some writing from me! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" /><br />Got a short story in my head, and it won't come out. So you will probably see it soon. Its kinda scary....started out as a dream so....yeah. (got a poem posted though)<br /><br />I am trying to put more work into my photos, and more thought. I have a few shots I have in mind, though most involve a person, so that means I get to model again. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/sarcasticclap.gif" width="23" height="15" alt=":sarcasticclap:" title="Oh yeah. Yay. Good for you." /> Not to mention I need a decent lens and at least a cheap tripod. But eh, I'll work on it.<br /><br />I want an underwater camera soooooooo bad. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/c/crying.gif" width="20" height="17" alt=":crying:" title="Crying" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Nkiay</author>
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                <title>Venting. just ignore............</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 05 Aug 2008 22:07:53 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <p>I hate love stories they are all the same. Every time itÂs the same thing, starts the same ends the same, yeah there interesting tales in the middle and I start to think it could end well, but they never do. The two lovers always end happy, or at least in love. I hate those endings; the characters went through hell and now, well hey the books over so itÂs all good. <br /><p> I hate expecting so much from a book only to be let down. IÂm tired of picking up a book, loving it, reading the sequel and hey itÂs still good, read the next one pretty predictable and clichÃ© but still appealing. Then the last one comes out with so many unexpected twists and turns so enthralling so different than the others. Yet after a certain part it starts to sound familiar no, just like all of the others; get near the end and itÂs a big showdown where nothing actually happens.  Though youÂre tricked into thinking its over for the characters and youÂre so scared for them, what if they donÂt make it? That is, until they somehow manage to find a way out of certain doom. About after the fourth time of almost dying it gets sorta dull. WouldnÂt you think they might be smart enough not to jump off a cliff? I mean itÂs pretty bad when the author actually compares this near death experience with another Âclose callÂ.  IÂm just so done with it, why should I read books when I already know how itÂs going to end?<br /><p>I hate happy endings. They donÂt exist, so why write about them. All kinds of books have them, Harry Potter did, and it wasnÂt that bad except for the look into the future ending with ÂAll was well.Â LOVED the series, loved the story, loved the freaking world, but that last sentence made me so mad. ItÂs never <i>all well<i>, never. So why pretend just to make your self feel better for a few seconds?  Maybe IÂm just sadistic, wanting a book to end with everyone dying. Or at least not leaving the reader with all certainty that everything will be okay, because it wonÂt, at least not in our world. It bothers me, and I guess it shouldnÂt, but it does. I guess, I just canÂt stand imaginary people in love and happy, when IÂm not. ArenÂt I the one who is told Âall is wellÂ when I know its not? Why should they get to be happy.<br /><br /></i></i></p></p></p> ]]></description>
                <author>~Nkiay</author>
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                <title>New Start</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 12 Jul 2008 18:16:13 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I am going to upload some new stuff that actually are more of where I am at the moment. If you noticed I got rid of all my old stuff, donÂt worry their not gone. I put them into 'storageÂ whatever that is. <br /><br />My mind set is changing and I am changing or at least I feel different. Not physically more emotionally. I'm trying to figure out who I am and who I want to become. I already know who I was and I don't need it as a distraction, that is why all my old pictures, writing, and drawings are... on a vacation, it is summer after all.<br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/winkrazz.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";P" title="Wink/Razz" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Nkiay</author>
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                <title>Wow, I'm not dead! =o</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 29 Apr 2008 20:24:14 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hey Just to let you Know I'm not dead, I'm gonna submit something....eventually... I have tons waiting for you to look at. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> Soooooooooooooooooo if one day you have like 15 Deviations That's me <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Nkiay</author>
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                <title>Oi!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 30 Mar 2008 13:13:26 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hey I got a poem here <a href="http://www.poetry.com/voteforme/poemvote1.asp?PID=12804761">[link]</a> if ya vote I could win. So check it out <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> Love ya.<br /><br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/hug.gif" width="38" height="15" alt=":hug:" title="Hug" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Nkiay</author>
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                <title>!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ZOMG!!!!!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 25 Feb 2008 18:10:07 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Oh my GOSH!!!JLKDFHOKFDHGJ!!!!!HYPERVENTILATION!!!OMfG!!!!! <br /><br />GUESS WHAT OI JUST GOT?!?!?!??! A <i>CAMERA! </i><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/e/excited.gif" width="23" height="19" alt=":excited:" title="OMG! I can't contain my excitement!" /> A Canon Rebel XTi to be specific!! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/boogie.gif" width="25" height="25" alt=":boogie:" title="Boogie!" /> It is ordered and on its way! I am going to have so m,uch fun with it. I'm swo excityed and happy and i will have somethjinmg decenmt to out on herte<br />! <br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/w00t.gif" width="23" height="23" alt=":w00t:" title="w00t!" /> Sory ifg this is todaly imposib;le to read, im sorta typing in gloves theh cool knitted ones. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/d/dance.gif" width="29" height="21" alt=":dance:" title="Dance!" /> I'm freaking coold!!!!<br /><br />IM GETTING A CA,MERA!!!!!!A GOOD ONE!! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Nkiay</author>
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                <title>Uhhh got tagged..............</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 29 Dec 2007 19:46:18 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well at least this gives me an other journal.....<br />
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I was tagged by <a href="http://winterybreeze.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/w/i/winterybreeze.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconwinterybreeze:" title="winterybreeze"/></a><br />
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The rules:<br />
1. Post all the rules!<br />
2. Write eight things about yourself.<br />
3. Post these things into your journal.<br />
4. Tag eight other people.<br />
5. Visit their journals so that they have NO excuse not to do it!<br />
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8 things about me........<br />
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1. I'm totally a farmer girl. (mowed the lawn in bathing suit and big work gloves. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/x/xd.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":XD:" title="XD" />)<br />
2. No one ever believes me when I tell the truth, only when I'm lying.<br />
4. Pain doesn't really bother me.<br />
5. I'm not scared of anything, well that I'm aware of.<br />
6. Uhhh, I have really demented nightmares.<br />
7. I live off my friends, even though that's not always the best for them. <br />
8. I know exactly what I want. <br />
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Tagging:<br />
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 <a href="http://basiliskzero.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/b/a/basiliskzero.png" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconbasiliskzero:" title="basiliskzero"/></a>   <a href="http://rebeldork.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/r/e/rebeldork.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconrebeldork:" title="rebeldork"/></a>  <a href="http://lilav.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/l/i/lilav.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconlilav:" title="lilav"/></a>   <br />
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<a href="http://larythelovingllama.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/l/a/larythelovingllama.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconlarythelovingllama:" title="larythelovingllama"/></a>  <a href="http://sasha5712464.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/a/sasha5712464.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconsasha5712464:" title="sasha5712464"/></a><br />
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 <a href="http://love-peace-happiness.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/default.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconlove-peace-happiness:" title="love-peace-happiness"/></a>          <a href="http://black-black-roses.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/b/l/black-black-roses.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconblack-black-roses:" title="black-black-roses"/></a>    <a href="http://summonerwolf.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/u/summonerwolf.png" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconsummonerwolf:" title="summonerwolf"/></a><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Nkiay</author>
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                <title>Cristmas!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 25 Dec 2007 21:11:06 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Whooooooooo, I usaly don't get all hyper over christmas. Lol soo I gotz an ipod finaly and so Im all happy now. And uhhhhh yeah I have been realy inactive lately. Huh, how interesting.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Nkiay</author>
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                <title>Me learning more Bout Me!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 04 Nov 2007 17:38:56 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So I came to the conclustion tha I am very obsessive. I watched all of the episodes for "Princess Tutu" an anime.... in less that 24hrs. So it was like *get's calculadora* .......so about 13 hours of computer Japanesetime! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/x/xd.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":XD:" title="XD" />.(couldn't find the spoken english had to make do with subtitles)  It did bad things to my brain, I dreamed in Japanese ....had no clue what anyone was saying, but it was all in Japanese. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/weirdface.gif" width="27" height="15" alt=":O_o:" title="O_o" /> And don't like talking in english now. I understand juite a bit actuly.:lamao: It's scary. There were 26 or 38 episodes. Don't ask how, lol it confused me. The last one (26) wasn't working all the way, so I ended up watching 38 and it was the same one. It was weird. O-o I heve random obsessions. For example Dragons (From Eragon), Harry Potter, Neopets, dA, Bleach, and other things that I can't think of cause of the JAPANESE!!!! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /><br />
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I also found that by not caring about anything I am no longer sad. I don't get depressed, and I can laugh and smile. I can't exactly say I'm happy, but its better than nothing. I don't need to be happy anyway, I just try to make the others around me happy. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" /><br />
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Oh and I Finaly have a nickname for Heather. Yato-san, and Usagi-chan. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> Makes me 'happy'. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/winkrazz.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";P" title="Wink/Razz" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Nkiay</author>
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                <title>Cool thing!</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 18 Oct 2007 19:24:16 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ FUNNNNNNNN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
Stole from <a href="http://mustamamba.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/u/mustamamba.png" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconmustamamba:" title="mustamamba"/></a><br />
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1. Smoked. <br />
<b>2. Consumed alcohol.<br />
3. Slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex.<br />
4. Slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex.<br />
5. Kissed someone of the same sex.</b><br />
6. Had sex.<br />
<b>7. Had someone in your room other than family. </b><br />
8. Watched porn. <br />
9. Bought porn. <br />
10. Done drugs. <br />
TOTAL: 5 <br />
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<b>1. Taken painkillers. </b><br />
2. Taken someone else's prescription medicine. <br />
<b>3. Lied to your parents. <br />
4. Lied to a friend. </b><br />
5. Been to rehab. <br />
<b>6. Done something illegal.<br />
7. Cut yourself.<br />
8. Hurt someone. </b><br />
9. Been to a club. <br />
<b>10. Seen someone die.</b><br />
TOTAL: 7 heh heh <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /><br />
<br />
<b>1. Missed curfew. <br />
2. Stayed out all night. </b><br />
3. Eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself.<br />
4. Been to a therapist.<br />
<b>5. Snuck out of the house. </b><br />
6. Dyed your hair. <br />
7. Received a ticket. <br />
<b>8. Been in an accident.<br />
9. Wished someone to die. </b><br />
10. Been to a bar. <br />
TOTAL: 5<br />
<br />
1. Been to a wild party. <br />
2. Been to a Mardi Gras parade. <br />
3. Drank more than four beers in a night. <br />
4. Had a spring break in Florida. <br />
5. Sniffed anything. <br />
6. Wore black nail polish. <br />
7. Wore arm bands. <br />
8. Wore t-shirts with band names. <br />
9. Listened to rap. <br />
10. Owned a 50 Cent CD. <br />
TOTAL: <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/o/ohnoes.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":ohnoes:" title="Oh Noes!" />0  w0w <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/d/doh.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":doh:" title="Doh!" /><br />
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<b>1. Dressed Gothic. <br />
2. Dressed prep.<br />
3. Dressed punk. <br />
4. Dressed grunge. <br />
5. Stole something. </b><br />
6. Been too drunk to remember anything.<br />
<b>7. Blacked out. </b><br />
8. Fainted. <br />
9. Had a crush on a neighbor.<br />
<b>10. Had someone sneak into your room.</b><br />
TOTAL: 7<br />
<br />
1. Snuck into someone else's room. <br />
<b>2. Had a crush on your friend. </b><br />
3. Been to a concert. <br />
<b>4. Dry-humped someone. <br />
5. Been called a slut. </b><br />
6. Called someone a slut. <br />
7. Installed speakers in your car.<br />
<b>8. Broken a mirror. </b><br />
9. Showered at someone of the opposites sex's house. <br />
10. Brushed your teeth with someone elses toothbrush. <br />
TOTAL: 4 <br />
<br />
1. Consider/Considered Ludacris your favorite rapper. <br />
2. Seen an R-rated movie in theater. <br />
<b>3. Cruised the mall. <br />
4. Skipped school. <br />
5. Had surgery. <br />
6. Had an injury. </b><br />
7. Gone to court. <br />
<b>8. Walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping. <br />
9. Caught something on fire. <br />
10. Lied about your age. </b><br />
TOTAL: 7<br />
<br />
<br />
1. Owned/rented an apartment.<br />
<b>2. Broke the law in the police's presence. </b><br />
3. Made out with someone who had a gf/bf.<br />
4. Got in trouble with the police. <br />
<b>5. Talked to a stranger.<br />
6. Hugged a stranger. </b><br />
7. Kissed a stranger. <br />
8. Rode in the car with a stranger. <br />
<b>9. Been harassed. <br />
10. Been verbally harassed.</b><br />
TOTAL: 5<br />
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1. Met face-to-face with someone you met online. <br />
<b>2. Stayed online for 5 hours straight. <br />
3. Talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight. <br />
4. Watched TV for 5 hours straight. <br />
5. Been to a fair. <br />
6. Been called a bad influence. </b><br />
7. Drink and drive. <br />
<b>8. Prank-called someone. <br />
9. Laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex. <br />
10. Cheated on a test. </b><br />
TOTAL: 8 wow highest one....<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
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TEST TOTAL: 48/100<br />
<br />
-If You Have Less Then 10.. write [I'm a Goody Goody.]<br />
-If You Have More Than 10.. write [I'm still a goody goody.]<br />
-If You Have more Than 20..write [I'm average.]<br />
-If You Have More Than 30..write [I'm a bad kid.]<br />
-If You have more than 40..write [I'm a very bad influence.]<br />
-If You Have more than 50..write [I'm a horrible person.]<br />
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Sweet I'm a bad Influnce!! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/x/xd.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":XD:" title="XD" /> <br />
Seriousl... ]]></description>
                <author>~Nkiay</author>
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                <title>Aww man!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 14 Oct 2007 20:27:44 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ *sigh* <br />
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Tagged by ~<a class="u" href="http://basiliskzero.deviantart.com/">BasiliskZero</a><br />
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Do you:<br />
<br />
1.) Eat the skin of your baked potato?<br />
Yes......*shifty eyes*<br />
<br />
2.) Dream in color?<br />
Ummm yeah.....well actuly sometimes its black and white. Verrrrrrrrrry rearly though. If its scary it usaly cool colors....but usaly it is colors! Vivid colors......<br />
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3.) Like the rain?<br />
Duh. I love to just stand in the rain. (OMG THE SONG(into the ocean) IM LISTING TO WAS JUST LIKE "let the rain come down" JUST AS I TYPED 'rain'!!!!) Anyway. Yes I love the rain, to listen to it as I fall asleep. I love to watch a storm rage across the sky.<br />
<br />
4.) Put your candy bars in the fridge?<br />
No....I don't eat candy much. Cause when I do I sorta go crazy<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/o/ohnoes.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":ohnoes:" title="Oh Noes!" /><br />
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5.) Think outside the box?<br />
Hehhehe considers what 'outside the box is' I would generly think yes.. XD<br />
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6.) Eat Taco Bell?<br />
Todaly random, but yeah. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" /><br />
<br />
7.) Sleep in?<br />
Ummmmm to like 1 o'clock once. I actuly sleep a lot on weekends. Catch up from the week, but in the summer I turn nocturnal. <br />
<br />
8.) Read the paper?<br />
Nope, listen to the raido on the way to school.<br />
<br />
9.) Fluff your pillow/make your bed/snore?<br />
NMake my bed, uh no well kinda....in my own sorta weird way. Fluff pillow, when it needs it. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> I don't think I snore, I do talk in my sleep sometimes. And I have verry weird demented dreams.<br />
<br />
10.) Have a totem animal?<br />
I'm not sure what that is.... <br />
But I'll guess, real animal would be a dolphin <br />
'mythical' would be dragon.<br />
(hehe after zero told me what it was...<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" />) A black tiger named TÃ­ (pronounced like tye)<br />
<br />
11.) Have a tattoo?<br />
No..<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /><br />
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What's your favorite:<br />
<br />
1.) Time of day?<br />
Night, when you can see the moon.<br />
<br />
2.) Dipping sauce?<br />
Ranch?<br />
<br />
3.) Shoe design?<br />
uhhhhhh<br />
<br />
4.) Article of clothing?<br />
My 'dirty jeans'<br />
<br />
5.) Lotion scent?<br />
Pink Grapefruit<br />
<br />
6.) Pet type?<br />
EVERY KIND I CAN THINK OF<br />
<br />
7.) Place to relax?<br />
Outside<br />
<br />
8.) Thing to look at?<br />
Your face!<br />
And the computer screen. <br />
<br />
9.) Movie genre?<br />
Don't realy care, just not scary!<br />
<br />
10.) Leisure reading genre?<br />
Fantysy!! DX not spelled right<br />
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11.) Music genre?<br />
Anything but County and Rap. Love punk though.<br />
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12.) Soda?<br />
Don't drink it. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /><br />
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I Tag <br />
Rabbit<br />
Alz<br />
Ceci<br />
And anyone who comments on this! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Nkiay</author>
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                <title>So FREAKING busy!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 24 Sep 2007 19:17:15 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Freaking school!! -sigh-<br />
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Sorry I haven't been doing junk lately, its just I'm so busy with homework and swiming and yearbook. I will try to up load some stuff. I won't be taking many pic...., I will only be able to sneak some pic from school photog. Cause now that I have taken pic with a real camera, I relized how crapy mine is. :\  So I refuse to take any pic with it, not like I have time to.<br />
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I have officasly finished KH 1+2 *cough* you tube...... <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> I'm a dork, but I was sooooo confused. Everything makes sense now, I just don't understand the Trailer for the 3rd one....<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/c/confuse.gif" width="18" height="15" alt=":confused:" title="Confused" />  Oh well, It makes me happy, Love Roxas, he's adorable. Don't get why no one likes poor litle Sora. Well I do but he cute! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> And basicly all the other members of the Orgy I now love.... more. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/w00t.gif" width="23" height="23" alt=":w00t:" title="w00t!" /><br />
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Ahhhhh sooo many inner jokes. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> BOOM!!!!! FUCKING HEADSHOT!!!!! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/l/lmao.gif" width="19" height="21" alt=":lmao:" title="Laughing my ass off!" /><br />
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(sorry Alz I'm in a Fuck you mood. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /> heheh....)<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Nkiay</author>
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                <title>Back to school.</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 16 Aug 2007 18:14:24 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I am quite sad now.School is coning and I have to finesh my summer homework. AHHHHHHH!<br />
Oh and I am in swimming, and dying. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" />  Oh My muckles!!!  I'm tired, I'm lonley, I'm stressed.... I feel so isolated al the way out here.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Nkiay</author>
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                <title>Bye! :(</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 30 Jun 2007 09:52:02 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I am leaving for the lake. There is no computer there so I will be gone. For a long time. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> I do get on the libarys computer thopugh so I might comment. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" /> Bye!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Nkiay</author>
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                <title>ACK</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 21 Jun 2007 13:48:13 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ In response to ~<a class="u" href="http://piratequeenerin.deviantart.com/">PirateQueenErin</a> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/w00t.gif" width="23" height="23" alt=":w00t:" title="w00t!" /> <a href="http://piratequeenerin.deviantart.com/journal/13432213/#journal">[link]</a><br />
Alz This is a format for a type of pome! Silly!<br />
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<u>Alissa</u><br />
I am dark, and creative. <br />
I wonder whatÂs wrong with me.<br />
I hear myself screaming.<br />
I see things that arenÂt really there.<br />
I want to be normal.<br />
I am dark, and creative.<br />
<br />
I pretend that I'm good at what I do.<br />
I feel cold, in here all alone.<br />
I touch the rough paper.<br />
I worry I will never get better.<br />
I cry as I realize my failure.<br />
I am dark, and creative.<br />
<br />
I understand it will never get better.<br />
I say no, nothings wrong.<br />
I dream of flying away, <i>forever</i>.<br />
I try to stay positive.<br />
I hope I can survive myself.<br />
I am dark, and creative.<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
Heh...yeah <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /> Don't ask me to write pomes. I get a little too into it. <br />
If ya are reading this, then you have been tagged! If you have already been tagged by Alz then you don't have to do a second one <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" /> If not, your out of luck! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Nkiay</author>
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                <title>Photo</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 14 Jun 2007 21:05:32 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I am aplying for yearbook. And I am probly going to do dance machine(in the marching band) I relized how much I love taking pictures! I love! I will see something and wish I ihad my camera with me. I actuly am thinking of getting a new better camera. I still want digital, I take too many pictures for film. I think photography might be something I want to do, like a job. Something with biology and photography! ^_^ Just got to find a job that involves those two subjects......<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Nkiay</author>
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                <title>So Tired</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 30 May 2007 15:33:37 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Today I had to get shots! (If you are needle shy skip to the next paragraph) Three! The first one was stuck under my skin and then pushed some liquid in making a blister looking bubble under my skin. I had the oddest sensation of my skin inflating. It didn't hurt much but it looked disgusting! The second one hurt, but not bad. I could just feel the needle penetrating my flesh. The third HURT! It was right in my biceps. I relaxed it and she slid it in I couldnÂt feel anything but suddenly I felt the painful sensation of a needle in my skin. I involuntarily tensed up. That made the needle stab into my muscle. It hurt, a lot. Now my whole arm is swelling.<br />
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  Ugggg! School is almost over we have like one more week. I just want it to be over!! I am getting stressed because of al my finals. I have been so tired recently. Both emotionally and physically tired. I just want to be done!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Nkiay</author>
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                <title>Umm yeah.</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 02 Apr 2007 19:02:31 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I just noticed something. I suck at drawing, but Im pretty good at taking pictures. I like drawing though. So slightly deppresing. My friends help though. Even if the lie to me -cough- rabbit -cough- But I don't mind cause its to protect me. <br />
<br />
I'm so bored. I'm tired of feeling nothing. I'm not happy, not sad. Such an odd fealing. Nothing matters. Its not depression, I know that. Its like the world passes me by. I'm going at one speed, and everyone else is a differnt speed. I see them, it's just out of focus. Its just like.....I'm not aware.  I don't know, maybe I'm insane. I just wish something would happen. <br />
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<br />
So alone.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Nkiay</author>
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                <title>:D</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 11 Mar 2007 19:15:05 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I love my friends! We so todaly whent hyper. We made an amasing veidow. We shall Spin!!!!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Nkiay</author>
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                <title>Why?</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 31 Dec 2006 09:20:57 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I am so bored (see I learned how to spell it! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" />) I have nothing to do. I am motavated to do nothing. Why am I so lazy. I want something exciting, I REALY don't care what it is. Why does this happen? Why am I always depressed for no reason?<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Nkiay</author>
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                <title>:hug:</title>
                <link>http://Nkiay.deviantart.com/journal/11005781/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 09 Dec 2006 12:11:24 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I am having fun weiting and stuff. i drew somestuff but SOMEONE wont scan it for me, so yeah.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Nkiay</author>
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                <title>Sigh</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 04 Nov 2006 11:55:24 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I am verry boarded. And sad cause my art sux. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/c/cry.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":'(" title="Crying" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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