http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:NoCommentz&section=today deviantART RSS for by:NoCommentz en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Tue, 08 Dec 2009 16:16:21 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://NoCommentz.deviantart.com/journal/28191264/ http://NoCommentz.deviantart.com/journal/28191264/ Sat, 07 Nov 2009 04:35:24 PST I've been trying to write a journal a few days now, but every time I get to do it... I'm not really aware of what to write, or someone begins to talk to me and I forget all about the journal I've been writing and by the time I realize it... I feel it's just really bad and think that I'll do it some other time. Now I guess that "other time" has come.

I've been kind of busy lately - I myself feel just like I don't have any kind of spare time for myself - I've got all that damn homework or exams to study, then I've even got to work at the 4H-garden. I've also got other things to tink about when it comes to school. Like where I'll be at my next APU or the project I've begun on.
By the times I've GOT a little sparetime, I use this moments for relaxing and talking to people whom I love - my friends and my boyfriend. Wouldn't survive without you guys, you know? ^^

So... lately I've got less and less time for drawing and stuff. And I'm not really into photographing in darkness, which it is before and after school - always. I can't even tell last time I drew something seriously. I've just done doodles this past weeks, and I haven't really been into that either. Sad, I guess. But then I've no inspiration right now either. Why would I then even want to do something seriously?

I've got a really stressed situation right now - I somehow gotta get a grip of it. So I guess I won't be very active here on dev in a while then. Might be looking around every day, but I probably won't submit anything in a while. Or at least not much. hope you'll have a better time than I've at the moment though ^__^
*hugs*

]]> ~NoCommentz http://NoCommentz.deviantart.com/journal/27627358/ http://NoCommentz.deviantart.com/journal/27627358/ Wed, 07 Oct 2009 04:48:14 PDT Hope you don't really mind! XD

I've not really more to tell you than I had last time, nothing has really happened! ;O
So what should I write about then?
Well.. I dunno... My pics?
hmm... I've told ya 'bout that last time, haven't been drawing anything after that.
My comic, Feather...? Hmm... Haven't told ya anything about that in a while, have I? XD
Now I gotta remember, what was the last two pages I submitted... 7-8 on the 2nd chap? Yeah... gotta be so...
Well... I'm not really sure right now, but I at lest think I've done a few more pages. I've got the comic at home, and I haven't been drawing a lot on it for this time I've been gone. I made some pages before I left, but I'm not sure how many, if they're finished and if I'm already submitted those... Think I haven't though... This'll get to be homework! XD If I have done any, I promise I'll submit them as fast as possible! XD
But, other than that, I've started to draw Jidai's different faces and moods, which will be lots of help later on This guy's hard, though... Imagine yourself to get different faces when you have someone who always seems to be relaxed, happy and such things! XD I have to draw small differences! XD
I'll do this on all my other characters too, and I can tell right now that the Suzuki-siblings will be so much easier than Jidai! XD Yuri and Chiaki! XD Okay... Hiro'll be a little challange too, since he's another very neutral person... The question is just if he'll even HAVE any different faces? He's meant to be very hard to read, you see! XD
Perhaps the most tiniest things if I decide to make differences! XD This means, he'll be harder than Jidai! XD
Hm... I found a little to talk about anyway! :'O How could I find something like that? O_O Now, just about 10 minutes to go... What else have I to tell you? Anything?
Well... Not exactly. I miss having Verran around, although she lives about 100 swedish miles away. Miss to talk to her... ;o Hey... promise you'll tell me a lot of stuff as you come home!! XD
hmm... maybe I should add a title? *adds one* So, much better, MUUUCH BEEETTER!! >8D It tells a lot about me right not! XD
Hmm... I've nothing left to write, so even if it's 10 min 'til my lesson start... I guess this is it for this time! XD

*hugs* ^____^

]]> ~NoCommentz http://NoCommentz.deviantart.com/journal/27594775/ http://NoCommentz.deviantart.com/journal/27594775/ Mon, 05 Oct 2009 10:48:14 PDT I'm back from my 4 weeks of practical training. I can just tell you that I've longed for coming home and I missed everybody at home - and of course those two who doesn't live near me.

So, this practical training sucked. The place sucked. The first time I felt hopeless and stupid and not fitted for the job at all was after just a few days, 2 or 3 more exactly. For each day it got worse and worse. I and the other trainees even wrote a minus-list about this place. Examples of stuff that I wrote in this list is stuff like that we got abuse instead of getting told how to do stuff, they explained things badly and expected us to get what they meant right away, bad safety, bad introduction of the place, we got way to little food - although we'd been promised to get food... oh... The list is long, honestly. I'm just happy I got the highest grade on it (for some stupid reason, yes, we get grades on practical training)! This damn people were also able to get my selfconfidence to sink a few levels. It sunk so much that I began to think that maybe I should drop off school and get me another future not including horses. Drop one of my biggest interests. Now afterwars, after my mom told me that "if you let your slefconfidence sink, you'll show them they've won", I've got this feeling that NO - this damn place can tell me whatever - I'll continue my own road! I won't let them crush my dream, as they succeded to crush one of the other's!
Now that I've come home, I've found my brother being here until tomorrow evening sometime. Damn, it's been so long since I saw him last! ;O If I told you it were but fun to see him, I'd be lying! XD
Hm... my friend's been going to - was it Florence? - today, so I won't be able to talk to her in a week... Hey... we gotta speak as fast as you get home! GET IT?! XD Guess you've got PLENTY to tell! XD Or at least I HOPE you do! XD

Hm... You want to know anything about any new pics? Well... I've done 1.5 pics or so as I've been gone. One... Well, you won't see it! XD Dislike it a little now XD
The other... I'm not sure you'll ever see that either... XD
And then I've got lots and lots of photos... Well... those MIGHT you be able to se ;O Sometime, but... not know... XD This is what I've got to tell you this time... So I hope you've had a so much better month than I have

*hugs*

]]> ~NoCommentz http://NoCommentz.deviantart.com/journal/26812431/ http://NoCommentz.deviantart.com/journal/26812431/ Tue, 25 Aug 2009 08:16:19 PDT
To be honest with you... I'm not really in a good mood. This journal might get a little... hmm... how to say it...? BORING!
But as I said before, I haven't written for a long time, and I have to do sometime. Also, I need to tell you that I'll soon get offline for four weeks straight. I won't have any possibility to get any computer and/or get on the internet. And even if I COULD get that chance... I'm not sure I'd take it! XD
This because I'll live next door to the stable I'll be working at during this four weeks (the week-ends included).
One part of me thinks this'll be really awsome, and that I'll get to do lots of stuff and being close to horses for a real long while! The other part... is afraid, and mostly that I won't last, that I'll collaps, since I use to get really tired after I've been working alot ;o
So, we'll see how it'll turn out, and of course, hope for the very best ;D

Now, I've nothing more really important to say, and I don't have any news about my art, since I haven't been drawing something really for a couple of days (everything I've done's been more or less just sketches, nothing interesting, in other words!)

so, this is it for this time. ^^
*hugs*

]]> ~NoCommentz http://NoCommentz.deviantart.com/journal/26223749/ http://NoCommentz.deviantart.com/journal/26223749/ Tue, 28 Jul 2009 00:33:00 PDT Yes I know I've got nothing to write about, but so what? But, hey, right now, I just don't really care of that matter. I've nothing to do, and I last wrote in the beginning of the month!

So... I've right now, at last, come to my last day at my dad's place. Unfortunatly the whole story ended up me being almost both these weeks at his place, instead of spending one week at my friend's place. :/
This morning I woke up after, lets call it a nightmare, and I woke up earlier than I had expected - 6.45! I had my alarm set on 10.00, since I've all summer gone to sleep late and not gone out of bed before 12.00, often 12.30 or even 13.30! Since I'm going today I decided I needed some sleep at least, but I was going to get up early (or, usually it's pretty late for me!).
So then I ended up having a look around at dA, watching pics and... Yeah, I ended up looking around in my own gallery. I found pics I wasn't really interested in, but I let them be. I also found that pic of Järvsöfaks - [link] - and decided that when I arrive at home, I should try harder to draw realistic horses (traditional, of course!), which I deeply hope I'll also do! :'O I've been drawing so much manga in a while, and I've even drawn my unrealistic horses for some time. So, I'll have to draw a lot more horses. Oh... I should draw a lot more overall... I mean.. I love to draw, but still... it feels like I don't get any progress... And when my friend told me I draw in a very swedish way, I got like: WTF!!?! I GOTTA GET BETTER - AND IF POSSIBLE: A NEW STYLE! I DON'T WANT PEOPLE TO KNOW FROM WHAT COUNTRY I AM JUST BY LOOKING AT MY PICS!
So, I might try to find a new style of art. This isn't the very only reason to this. I've been thinking a long time that my style isn't what I want it to be. It's like... too simple... I think... ;O
Oh, I've done a lot more pages on the manga. I've done about half the second chapter, so perhaps I should think of getting those pages scanned so I can submit them soon enough? If anybody's interested?
Yet, I've also been thinking about this. Feather, I mean. I've at last redone the whole thing about 3-4 times, so I began to think... Instead of doing the sketches... maybe I should draw the real thing right now? And then... perhaps there would be more interest in Feather than it is with just the sketchpages?
I'm still not really sure about this. So you'll have to be patient and wait to see what will happen.

Hah, for not having anything to say - I got plenty written down, didn't I? XD
just hope you didn't get bored ^^ (or... if you did, would you read 'til the last word? XD)

Now, I hope you'll have a splendid day! ^^ *Hugs*

]]> ~NoCommentz http://NoCommentz.deviantart.com/journal/25710148/ http://NoCommentz.deviantart.com/journal/25710148/ Fri, 03 Jul 2009 06:51:41 PDT As the title says: I'm not REALLY back yet, but I'm at least online for now!

I've been online for a few days now, just looking around here on dev, not too long, but yet, I'm online! It's been about 3-4 weeks when I've just went online once - with the reason of helping a friend!
Now I'm in a way better mood. I guess I was stressed or something at the end of the term at school, and it took some time to get off with.
Since summer begun, you could say I've lived in the stable. Yeah, of course I'm having my summerwork there, and after that I've been riding their new horse - Ronja. More than once I've got home at 9.30 PM and once 9.50 PM! XD and both last week and this I've worked (and will work) 6 days of the week!
So - my time's full of horses and the other animals at the 4H garden! Lovely! :'D
Oh, and the rest of the summer I've got full up too! XD On Monday my best friend's coming to my place for a week, and afterwards I'm going to her place for a week! XD MAN - how could I ever be able to describe how much I miss you?! ;'o Haven't seen you for whole 7 months! ;'OOO
Oh, and after that I've got my week at my father's place! XD although, I might get to be at grandma's place a lot, since he'll be working then! XD
And after this, I'll spend the rest of the summer at my boyfriend's place! ^^
So, even if I'm online now, I mightn't be able to use dev for a long time, and even less put anything up! XD Might put up a photo or two, during my week at my dad's place! XD MIGHT! I won't promise anything! XD
This is the reason why I'm not REALLY back yet. XD

The last pic I'll maybe be able to submit this summer will perhaps be a pic which is still in progress - the second page of the (Feather) Pieces-comic! ^^ It all depends on if I'll be able to finish it before my friend's coming! ^^

Ah... and for those of you who reads my manga Feather (not the Pieces-thing), I've finished the first chapter. It's about 20 pages long! And I've just begun with the second chapter! 8)
Yet, I'm not sure when I'll submit the last pages! XD Sometime, I promise! XD

yeah... So now you know that I'm back, still, at the same time, I'm not! XD

Hugs for all of those who wants!
Lilly/Hebbe/NoCommentz

]]> ~NoCommentz http://NoCommentz.deviantart.com/journal/25189478/ http://NoCommentz.deviantart.com/journal/25189478/ Sun, 07 Jun 2009 23:52:49 PDT This journal is a short one. It's because it's the last I'll write in some time. This is because I've been kind of depressed since before my last journal entry.
I'll quit use dev in awhile to see if my mood gets better. I think I'll also quit using my computer, more or less. Or at least not as much as before. This because I don't do any of the things I used to do in the same scale as before. Now my times just filled with waiting. Waiting for someone to talk to... Waiting for something to do... Kind of.
I'll bring up a new journal as fast as I'm back and get the feeling of staying again.

Now I wonder... why did I even bother writing this, when there's much less than 0.0000001% of dev's users that haven ever seen me. And those who really have, they can't possibly mind their business in this journal, can they...?

Well... for those who really have bothered reading this: I'm sorry.


Love
Lilly/Hebbe/NoCommentz

]]> ~NoCommentz http://NoCommentz.deviantart.com/journal/25053184/ http://NoCommentz.deviantart.com/journal/25053184/ Sun, 31 May 2009 14:35:02 PDT This is because of the fact that I've never something to do when I'm using it. Right now - I'm just using it for homeworks and for an easier way of speaking with both my boyfriend and my best friend, who I can't see that often, none of them. Sadly, but what can I do with my best friend living about 100 swedish miles away, and my boyfriend 60 swedish miles away...?
Another break I need for sure is the wonderful summervacation, which is coming just nearer and nearer! I'm even looking forward the working this year! I remember last year... It felt just like I wanted to go kill somebody, just because it was the first time in years that I'd gotten this feeling of summer, that feeling that made me happy and made me think that "yeah, summer's here!"
This year, I've got it too, and yet... I'll be working the very same period! XD
Now, back to the fact that I'm writing this...
I told you I need a break from the computer. Sure, I do. It feels just like it's stealing all my time this far, yet I'm never doing anything using it! I want to come out see what the real world is like! I've been using this damn computer ever since I got my first! At the age of 11! Every day!
You get it... I need to know what a world not created by my vision is like. Ever since this fall I've gotten to know a little more of it every day. I'm not sure where it began. Maybe it began even earlier, about the time where I got to my new school - 2 years ago. I'm not really sure when, but somehow I began see through the image I've created. Right now, it doesn't really matter. I'm just me and I'm living right now, seeing what I am seeing just now.
So, if I'm going to get a lot inaktive on dev, you know I've taken a little break. Oh, and if those of you who has my MSN, if you find out I'm offline for some time, try to reach me on the phone instead. Probably that'd be easier than to wait for ages! xD

Don't take this TOO seriously - this week-end at the cottage MIGHT'VE given me the break I need. Yet it might also create an even bigger hunger for a break... You'll never know!

This is the end for this journal. Have a nice night (can't say day, can I? XD 23.35? XD)
*hugs*

]]> ~NoCommentz http://NoCommentz.deviantart.com/journal/24953660/ http://NoCommentz.deviantart.com/journal/24953660/ Tue, 26 May 2009 03:32:59 PDT Now, this doesn't really matter, does it? XD
Anyway, this time, I've had lots of stuff to do... This Sunday I was wokring at the 4H garden the whole day, and yesterday I was there from after lunch. This because we had just had an hours lesson which started 8 o'clock! ;O Was it really even worth going to school yesterday, huh?! XD Don't think so, but I thought we were going to have another lesson, which we didn't have. So I was at home by 10 o'clock! XD
Since we have lotsa stuff to do at school right now, I did just a little of it 'til lunch and then I went to the 4H garden! >8D
haha - sounds like I spend all of my spare time there! XD Sometimes it almost feels like if I did! XD I mean... I've been there during my holidays, and I'll also work there for 3 weeks this summer! XD MUAHAHA - I'll get moneeey!! >8DD

But now... about my art...
You know what... I think I'll quit drawing and make doodles... It takes too much time...

Nope - just joking around! Wouldn't even DREAM of a world without the drawing and the doodling! XD I wouldn't be able to live just a few hours like that! XD I'd end ut doodling something anyway! XDD
But then we have this damn much other stuff which takes all my spare time right now ;o We've got lots of homeworks and tests at school, which must be done this week and the next (after all, we've just got another 7 days at school, but two of these days we're going to be at the stable - so don't count them! XD) Then, next Friday, I'm mostly to go camping with some of the other members of the 4H garden! >8D
And directly after that... I'm going to work for those three weeks I spoke of before ;o And then I'll have lots of people to meet, for example my best friend, whom I haven't met since Christmas... Maooa... miss you ;o *hugs* but gotta stand this wait ^^
And... I gotta get to meet my boyfriend... my family who lives about 1000 km from here, and my mum wants me to follow them to the mountains, and then also be at the summercottage, and then also to take a driving licence......... HEY...! I WON'T BE ABLE TO TAKE THAT DRIVING LICENCE! O__O I'VE JUST DRIVEN FOR ABOUT 5-6 TIMES!! O___O WHAT HAS SHE THOUGHT OF!?!? O____O
Hrm... I wonder if I'll get some time over for drawing this summer... it doesn't feel like I will... Why's the summer just so short... ;__; It would be better if it was damn longer than just 10 weeks! ;O
Yeah... probably I'll be able to sumbit SOMETHING anyway, but right now... yeah... I think I've too much to do! XD
Can't complain though - the more to do, the funnier it is! ^__^

Now, I managed to finish this journal after all - hope you don't mind I didn't get the time before, but I had to eat! >8D FOOOOD'S IMPORTANT! >8DDD
Yeah.. anyways... *hugs* Hope you'll have a nice day ^__^

]]> ~NoCommentz http://NoCommentz.deviantart.com/journal/24629056/ http://NoCommentz.deviantart.com/journal/24629056/ Thu, 07 May 2009 02:59:46 PDT This time I'm at school, and I've about another 40 minutes 'til lunch - DAMN - yet I'm done with the stuff I'm supposed to do this lesson - to write a text about a pic I've done. For sure, I COULD go upstairs to the Art's classroom and doodle some bad sketches, but I'm too lazy for first going up the stairs, then unlock the door with the right kode... Lazy ain't I? XD
So then, I'm getting bored like hell here instead and I got the very smart idea of writing a journal! I haven't done in some while, so why not? And I won't get any time for doing it after school for a time forward! ;OO
Yeah, I've really stuff to do all the time, it feels like (although, I never do the stuff I'm supposed to! XD GOOD THING THERE, HEBBE!! XD) - I've got to speak to my friends, my boyfriend, lots of homework - which is damn more boring now than it was before I went working in that stable for 5 weeks - not to mention the damn national tests we're having next week, the week after that and... Hm... nah, I'm not really sure how many more we've got to do, but it still feels like hell. Think we've got two English tests left and the Math test...
I'LL GET F FOR SURE!! Both our English teacher and Math teacher have been evul, so I haven't really learnt anything in either subject - or at least if feels this way (maybe I've learnt some new math, but no English). That's the very reason. ;O

anyway, I'm sorry for not submitting any interesting pics for a while - as I've said, my life's too busy at the moment. I'm working on a pic I hope will get submitted soon enough, which I hope you'll like. I've also done about two pages of my manga.

Now, my friends have come, so I'm going, even if we're a little too early for the lunch! >8D FOOOOOOD!!!!! >8DDDDD

]]> ~NoCommentz http://NoCommentz.deviantart.com/journal/23944449/ http://NoCommentz.deviantart.com/journal/23944449/ Sun, 29 Mar 2009 02:50:39 PDT This weekend I really did submit the 8 first pages of my manga, Feather. ^^ And I'll probably submit some photos from last weekend too ^^
Yet, I guess I haven't said this, during this easter break, I'm not going to be at home all the days, since I'm going to a friend's place - OMG!! HOW WILL I SURVIVE 5 WHOLE DAYS?!?!?!?!?! XD Nah, I'm kinda sure it'll be good in the end, even if I'll be nervous like shit since I haven't ever met him before! XD

Now, this journal I really began to wrote just since it's soon 2 whole years since I joined dev. ^^ Honestly, it's on Tuesday, but I'm not sure if I'm going to have any computer by then, since I'm living at the hut at the stable. Therefore, it's now, when I remember and when I can sit by my comp, that I write.
Hmm... LET CELEBRATE MY 2ND YEARS DAY!!!! HOOOOOORAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!!!!!!!!! *dancing some crazy idiot's dance* XD

nah... this journal got kinda... short... sorry 'bout that ;o But I'm not sure what else to write by the moment ^^ Hope you'll have a nice easter and that all of you keeps the happymode at top! :'D

*HUGS*

]]> ~NoCommentz http://NoCommentz.deviantart.com/journal/23465082/ http://NoCommentz.deviantart.com/journal/23465082/ Sun, 01 Mar 2009 07:50:31 PST This will be damn fun, but at the same time, I'm kinda nervous about it... It's very new for me - and I will have to make my own food the whole time! :'oo
YEAAGK!! I'LL KILL MYSELF!!! YEAAAAAGK!!! I'LL STAB MYSELF WITH A KNIFE OR SOMETHING!!!
XD

Because of this, I decided to submit a photo I took a few days ago, when I was to borrow my sister's camera - which I'm not able to do that often, usually she'd tell me I would never get to borrow it, even if I'd send her to hell... mah, perhaps it's a little to exaggerate, but she would anyway never had let me use it, not even for just ONE pic! ;o

Nah, now you know why I won't be that active here in a while, and that's the only reason I'm writing this...
But just to make it funnier to read this damn boring journal:

NYAYAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!! I WON'T HAVE TO GO TO SCHOOL!!! >8DDD I'LL BE WOKRING IN A STABLE INSTEAD!!! AND I WILL LIVE THERE!! >8DDDD
MOOOOAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH!!!

Nah - me's evul!! ^__^

be happy, and many hugs for all of you :'DDD

]]> ~NoCommentz http://NoCommentz.deviantart.com/journal/23210390/ http://NoCommentz.deviantart.com/journal/23210390/ Sun, 15 Feb 2009 06:35:31 PST Firstly - I was to write yesterday, but something got in the way (haha, having friends speaking too much with me XD)
Anyways, yesterday was Valentine's day, so I guess I gotta great those of you who likes the day and has somebody to celebrate it with - friends, family, whatever - even if the greating's a day late. ^^

I'm not really sure what to write, honestly, but I think it's time to at least remove the "merry x-mas and a happy new year"-stuff from my journal, so that's the real reason I'm writing right now. ;o
For some reason I submitted a few pics in just a few days time a while ago, this because I got inspiration of some kind, I'm not really sure of it right now. Presently, I'm working with 2 pics I think I'll submit if I'm ever going to finish them ;o
and I've a new idea too... >__<'
Dammit, feels like I'm never going to finish any of them for that reason ;o
But the one I still haven't begain with and only has in my mind is something I really want to submit ^^
You could say it's one of my ways of seeing how the world and life is working, and for me the pic's something I've had in mind since fall.
No, one of the pic's I'm working with right now is an idea that's even older. I've had it in mind since the summer -07, I think, but I've never done it since I lack of skills... Yeah, I still do, but I could at least try, couldn't I...?

And what about my manga, Feather, so it's not moving forward at all. For some reason, I've just come to drawing the 4th chapter, and it feels like I'm kind of turning the main character from being Kaoru to being Yuri (crap, that wouldn't do!! >__<' ) and it feels like nothing's happening in the story... Maybe I should start all over and draw the original story and not the sketches?
The promlem with that would be that my style still is changing greatly, and one pic isn't resembling the other at all sometimes... This would make it hard to understand that it's the very same person drawing it all... And I don't want it to look too much different in the beginning as in the ending... So I'm not really sure about this at all... I gotta have some time to think it though... ;o


Mah, this will do for this time ^^
*hugs* be happy all of you! ^^

]]> ~NoCommentz http://NoCommentz.deviantart.com/journal/22030636/ http://NoCommentz.deviantart.com/journal/22030636/ Wed, 17 Dec 2008 11:12:23 PST This time, I'm in a much better mood than I was last time I wrote, and, for some reason, I guess it was a few days with snow which managed to make get this happyhappy-mode. I know it was just two or three days with snow, but the days before I was really depressed - without a reason - and when it came, I got this happy, and I've been happy since, even if it's more stressful then ever before in school with all the homework and tests we have to do (really I shouldn't be writing this, but about the ancient Greece).

Right now I'm working with two pics that I hope I'll submit soon enough, one's the coloured version of 'Don't you dare (touch my chocolate)', and the other's a little surprise, and I'm pretty sure it won't be finished in the next few days, nor it will be finished before the new year, since I'll just be at home for... what is it... two more days, then I'm off and I won't come back until there are just two days left of the wonderful holidays.
Sorry 'bout that... ^^'

I hope your Christmas and new year will be just as good as I think my will! :'D
And I hope everyone's going to be happyhappy-mode! ^__^

haha - this journal wasn't really long, but I don't care right now - needed some new stuff on the page - I'm not a zombie this time, am I?! XD
Anyways, If I don't get to tell this later, I wish everybody a very merry x-mas and a really happy new year! :'D

]]> ~NoCommentz http://NoCommentz.deviantart.com/journal/21077201/ http://NoCommentz.deviantart.com/journal/21077201/ Mon, 20 Oct 2008 10:19:33 PDT _<

Well, sorry for that (not that anybody care, I guess XD).

Right now, I'm not in a very good mood, I suppose, and therefor, I won't write a story of what has happened. Only thing that's happened is that I made a dev for my manga, that I've started to submit - just a warning, the pages I've submitted this far are real crap, yet, it's just some sketches, the pages are old.
I'm still working hard on it *caugh, caugh* ...okey, I deny, I'm not... XD
But, I've at least made the 3rd chapter done XD Did it this week-end as I was trying to escape doing my homework. XD Just one page and... VOILA!
Yeah, one page... How good I am... xD
No, but, this third chapter turned out being just about 20 pages - haha 30 pages less than the other two chapters! XD

Yeah... and you'll find my other dev right... here!
Just remember - it's still just the sketches! XD

Mm... I haven't really drawn anything else... or yes, but stuff I've disliked and put aside or thrown away. Won't show anybody any of them.
Oh, and I've been doodling more than ever before in school O_o One of my teacher got me - I'm just surprised nobody's got me before, since I'm almost always have a seat at the front of the classroom - and he told the whole class:
"Aaand... Lilly will win a prise for doing the most doodles!!"
XD

Now. This is it for today... tonight... Since I'm really dead - yep, I'm a zombie. I'm having a headache and I'm feeling sick... I've done it all day... Really gotta get some more sleep... >__<' Hope I'll get some when the vaccation comes ^^ (if my friend, who uses to keep me awake through whole nights, doesn't come, I'll mostly help on the 4H-garden I'm living next to, so probably not XD)
Hugs for all of those who even care of reading my boring stuff ^^

]]> ~NoCommentz http://NoCommentz.deviantart.com/journal/20054142/ http://NoCommentz.deviantart.com/journal/20054142/ Wed, 20 Aug 2008 05:50:21 PDT __< (hate it)

Well... since I'm reaally tired, this journal might get full of bad grammar and wrong spelling of the words. For that - I'm really sorry. ;'o

Anyways... this summer - WHAT THE HELL HAS HAPPENED?! X)

- Well.. quite a lot, but still nothing at all.
yep - quite a lot, but still nothing. The first three weeks of my vaccation I was working on a 4H garden, and they really began to like me - thought that I was good with the kids and with the animals. The part of 'being good with the kids' kind of surprized me - I'm never thought I was good with the kids! O__O
So, right now I'm not sure if I'll be member and have a group of kids once a week. I'm not sure, both since I've got allergics towards rabbits and that we have damn long days at school. >__<

After this weeks, I went to my dad's place, in a small village about 1000 km up from my mom's place. There I spent a week with my dad before going to my friend's place for a week. Damn, we had lots of fun - or at least I had fun XD Hope I'm not an idiot just because I'm getting kind of... strange... when I'm getting out right into a crowd of people... Gomen!

The next week I spent at my dad's place. Nothing really happened, but I was reading much manga during this time. ^__^ I got really into Kishimoto Seishi's 666 Satan (O-parts hunter) - but sadly I've read all the chapters already.
Still - this was a good manga for me to read, since I got really inspired to write on my own manga, and when I got to the cottage (the next 3 weeks) I really drew on it all the time - and when I didn't, I drew characterdesignes - much of them crappy though. If you've seen my pic called 'Mystical Dragonrider-Lineart' (yeah - it's just a lineart) you've seen one of them. ^___^

My manga then... how long has I drawn on it?
I'm right now working on the 2nd chapter and are soon finished with it - just a few more pages left, 'til it's done!
The first chapter is on 48 pages, and I believe that the 2nd chapter's about to get between 45 and 48 pages - not really sure yet, but I know how it'll end. ^__^
Oh, and there've turned up more chracters than it was before. And I never thought there'd be that many I'd like of them. O_O
My favorit right now, I think, is Kasui... or perhaps Yuri's brothers Chiaki and Hiro. X)
Hard to tell, but... life's hard sometimes...

WHOA O__O I've been writing quite some time - just got another 15 min left of this break! O__O

Anyways... This summer has been stormy - or at least where I've been. The thunderwheaters've been following me... ME WHO'S AFRAID OF THUNDER! XOO

Yep, thunder and not a single horse around during summer... really miss them... :/


Now... shoulda go now

HUGS FOR YA ALL!! >8DD

]]> ~NoCommentz http://NoCommentz.deviantart.com/journal/18883574/ http://NoCommentz.deviantart.com/journal/18883574/ Mon, 16 Jun 2008 23:28:12 PDT

Summer break has started - for the most of the people here... Not for me though - I gotta work this week and the next 'til I get it. And this is the very first year since I moved that I've gotten this feeling which says 'You've summervacation now!' after school has stopped... Damn it - but then I won't have to work later in the summer X)
Most people maybe gets more time to draw during vacations... I, on the other hand, doesn't seem to get more time - but less! >___<
Thecnology hasn't been freindly towards me lately - not my computer or so - but my cellphone's about to break, I think, and then the earphones to my MP3 broke... I so hate tecnogoly...

Drawings then - did I say I got less time over for my pictures?
Yep, I did, and it's so true. But I've been working on the sketch of my manga - Feathers - a lot lately, and a sketch of a chapterpic made me realize I really want to give Yuri a horse... O__o
Because of that, I'm doing another picture - this one's better - of Yuri and a horse, and I also wonder if I'm going to put her oldest brother in the background... I'm not really sure yet, though...
HMHRM!
Yeah... I guess this is it this time... I really gotta go since I'll start working at 9 o'clock... Bye! ;o *hugs to all of you*

]]> ~NoCommentz http://NoCommentz.deviantart.com/journal/17606800/ http://NoCommentz.deviantart.com/journal/17606800/ Mon, 31 Mar 2008 13:40:10 PDT _< But I really had to write today since it's a year since I joined dev, and I must write sometime anyway. ;O
I haven't been writing often lately, I now recognize...
But!
My manga is going forward! I've come to the 19th page on the 1st chapter!!!! X'DD
(- OMG! You've gotten FAR!!)
Hrm... No... I haven't -.- But still - I like it this far, although I should practice more on the pictures positions (I must be thinking of them the most!)...

The other pics I'm doing... well - as always, I just start doing pics then never finish them. I should get locked into some kind of prison *sigh* but I'm determinded on making this pic I'm working with right now finished! Otherwise, I'll at least finish Yuri, who I've begun to colour!
Still, I'm thinking of a new devID - and I think I'll make one with myself and my favourit characters from my manga - Yuri and her brothers, Jidai and his mother, maybe even Kauri!
By some reason is Kauri my hate-person in my manga (I just wonder how I'll manage to finish it and keep her personality), and I like Yuri's brothers more than her, although just ONE of them has shown himself this far. O__o The 3 favorit persons of mine are Yuri, Chiaki and Jidai's mom Mitsuki. xO
I gotta get Kauri more... feminine... but it's hard when I'm not that feminine myself! >_< SOMEONE!!! HELP ME!!!! *begging on my knees*
HRM... Yeah... If I continue like this, she'll become just like Yuri, or something, but I want her to be... Kauri... A feminine young lady who comes to a new world, being treated by a family and the family's son's best friend who end up... OHUM! I won't tell ya more than that. It's a surprice! ^__^

Now - how's your vacation been? ^__^
Oh, thank you, my was good!
I spend the first week-end at the cottage, and as fast as we came home (well, after an hour or two) I went to the airport, so I could spend the rest of the vacation at my friends place.
Since I was to get some stuff from my grandma before going to her place, and since it was so late, I didn't went on Monday, but Tuesday I went. 8D
Then I spend the whole week - 'til Saturdaynight - with her! 8D
Most of the time, we must have spend to speaking, but we also did watch movies and a Naruto-episode. ^__^ I gotta watch the newest soon enough, and the two latest Bleach-episodes! ;O
HRM! Yeah... As I was telling you - we didn't do much else, but I read book 2-5 of One Piece, and found that it was a wonderful manga! 8D But I'll still keep Edo-kun as my very favorit character! *mumble*
So - we came up with lots of ideas to our manga (of course - she came with 99.9% of them... :b I'm soo slow-thinking all the time... *sigh*)!
Saturday-night I was at my grandma's place and slept there, and then I slept at dad's place Sunday-night.
Today, though, I must have spend most of my time EATING!
First I ate three sandwiches just half an hour after I've woken up - not hungry, but I didn't even feel sick of it, as I usually do - and then we went to my grandmother's place (HURM, note: dad's side of the family!!) just to get coockies!
And when I went to my other grandma's place (the one I spend the Saturday-night at! (can I write it like this?!)) to get waffles! >__<
By this time, I thought that I wouldn't get something else to eat before I was at home, but the aeroplane that was about to take me here was cancelled, so I had to take one that was going later. We were already at the airport by this time, and dad and I decided to go in some shops instead, and around 6 PM. we ate... I wasn't hungry... -.- Not at all... And it feels just like I haven't done anything else but eating today - and I haven't even felt hungry at all - ANY of the times I've eaten! >;O

Now.. I gotta go... It's late and I've been writing... ouhum... about... an hour...

]]> ~NoCommentz http://NoCommentz.deviantart.com/journal/17404964/ http://NoCommentz.deviantart.com/journal/17404964/ Wed, 19 Mar 2008 03:35:48 PDT Since I'm at school, and has about twenty minutes til I'll go, this journal might get veeery crappy - sorry 'bout that!

ALRIGHT!... Well, how to start... maybe I should begin with telling you about my LOOOVELY (not att all......) pics!
During the last holidays we had, I spent most of the time in our cottage - was just reading a book, Eldest, all the time, but I was painting too. The painting isn't finished yet, but I should really fix the waves on it, fix the parts I was able to destroy on our way home (it's hard to tell how, but it doesn't matter) and of course do the dragon! Still, I don't know what colour the dragon will be - blue? Red? Green?? - but I think I'll make it blue, when the background is green, red and orange. ;O
But that painting (did I said it was in oil?) I've begun doing lots of pictures. And the picture I've tried to make of Yuri and her four brothers - I don't think I'll ever finish it, since I don't like them anymore... :b
But I'm working on a pic on my computer right now (which WON'T be done during Easter, 'cause I won't be at home at all!). It's a pic of Yuri and Jidai! 8D
Well - if you want to know how Jidai looks like I wouldn't say you'd watch that old pic of mine I've submitted. I've two reasons:
1. It's OLD and UGLY
2. He doesn't look much like that anymore. Yes, he has the same hairstyle, but that's it, I'd say. My style has changes a lot since then!
If you don't believe me, you could ask my sis or my friends IRL.. >8D They know somewhat what this pic looks like! >8D

OMGOSH!! GOT ONLY FIVE MORE MINUTES TO WRITE!!! >;O

HRM! Yeah...
And my comic's doing quite good, since I've gotten to page... what... 16 or so (on the sketchpages!), and I haven't been drawing on it a while. I've done about 7 pages the last week ;O
Nope... now I can't write much more, since I gotta go >_< Damn that English-lesson, on which we just study to the national tests! >____<

]]> ~NoCommentz http://NoCommentz.deviantart.com/journal/16881795/ http://NoCommentz.deviantart.com/journal/16881795/ Thu, 14 Feb 2008 13:22:09 PST First of all - the latest pic I've uploaded, "You'll never be alone" [link] was given away to that six-year-old, and mom've gotten told that she must've been proud and happy about it - and even more since her middlename is the very same as mine. It's really fun when someone likes ones work - although everybody elses keep telling me that she was just a six-year-old!
Oh, yeah, thanx for the critique and the tip I got on that one, I'll try to use that next time!

Now, I've not much to tell you, but I could tell you I've still not gotten anywhere with the manga of mine. >_< I've some ideas, but not more - and now I know what it'll be all about - and I guess that's kind of Verzzon's help, since she thought it should be all about saving Jidai's and Yuri's world, and then the latest sketch-page I've done - and with a little help by FMA, I guess... BUT I WAS JUST READING AND GETTING THE FEELING OF WANTING TO DO SOMETHING AS GOOD!! X''O (it might even've gotten kind of like FMA - I dunno... *sigh*)
HRM!
Anyway - I've even thought of the names of my characters, and since "Koori" means "ice", I thought it won't fit her at all! Instead, she'll get the name "Kauri", but could even be named "Kauru". *thinking-pose* What do you think of this?! ;O TELL ME NOW!!!!
Ahrm!
And I've gotten a name for Yuri's oldest brother! It just came up on my mind a few days ago, and I thought that I'd have to speek with Verzzon before I decided he'd get it, and now I have and she like it.
So names that has come up in my story/manga this far isn't that many, but it's more than it was from the beginning.
Now I've got these names:

Yuriko "Yuri" Suzuki
Chiaki Suzuki
Kyle Suzuki (this is the very new name!!! XDD)
Jidai ---------
Qylae ---- (as told before, you'll NEVER know his last name...)
Kauri/Kauru -------- (this is Koori, if you're confused )

Yeah... I've told you about the pic with Yuri and her four brothers... I'm still working on it - and I decided to redo their hair... I've done it on the youngest brother of hers, and was about to change it on Chiaki when I got too lazy. Sorry, but it'll take awhile to finish that pic.. ever longer since I've got two tests next week - one on the horse's anatomy and the other in Sports >_< Gotta study... but I dunno when I'll start... And then I have to read Eragon, since I borrowed it in the school's library, and we just get about 2 weeks to read a book ;o
Sigh... I'll try to make my manga as good as it's possible to - and if it's good enough, I might upload it here on da. But at first, I need to get it done... ^^' I'm not sure if I'll end it up before going anywhere else then where I'm standing today... ^^''

Now, I shoulda go... ;o Bye *hugs* ^__^

(Hmm... this journals has for sure gotten longer....)

]]> ~NoCommentz http://NoCommentz.deviantart.com/journal/16674350/ http://NoCommentz.deviantart.com/journal/16674350/ Fri, 01 Feb 2008 12:48:56 PST
It's been quite a while since I wrote last, but I've been in a kind of strange mood, and I've had tests in school (I still have, but I'm in a better mood today). ;O
I dunno when it started, really, but since at least last week, I've been depressed, just like I'd fallen down into a deep, black hole. I was thinking over lots of stuff, and I started to think if I'd chosed the very right school after all - I mean, I was doodling on all my papers, any lesson! Hadn't it been better if I'd chosen some art-school, and not an animal-school?!
I talked with a friend of mine about this today, Milla as she's called. She said stuff that I'd been in a strange and stupid class if I'd chosen an art-school instead. That made me happy, somehow, 'cause when I thought of it, yes, I was doodling, drawing everywhere, as fast as I got to, but still. Still I was that person that should be on this school, my future maybe won't have horses in it, but I'll at least be happy for a moment. I've chosen my path, and I don't regret anything - at least not yet.
Then, I love them all, the whole class! How whould I POSSIBLY be able to leave them?! ;O
So, I'm alright again. I'm my lost happy self again, my lost stupid self - although nobody has noticed it being lost.

Now... I've told you that my next submitted pic'll be one of Yuri and her four brothers, but I guess I have to make you disappointed. I think that my very next pic will be a traditional pic, of a pegas. ^^
This pic is something I'm doing for a child my mom've met, who loves My Little Ponies, and who'll have birthday next week.
Mom told me that she was just 6 (at least I think so), so I didn't have to put my soul into the pic, but that's exactly what'll I do. *evul smile*
I guess I don't like the thought of giving somebody I don't know something I haven't put my soul into. Then I know the fact that I myself wouldn't like to get something that the person who gave it hadn't put her or his soul into doing it. It feels... kind of wrong... and even... cruel...
The only think I'm still hasn't made up my mind with is if I should make it in colour or not... But I think the colour'll do it much better for a 7 years old. Much funnier to watch! ^_^

Then my manga isn't doing very well, although I've begun on it (just she scrap-pages). I've gotten about 14 pages, but should change at least half of them :b
And Yuri's oldest brother alive (the one in "Never stop laugh") has finaly got a name. One done, three left then! XD
His name is Chiaki. I had something else on my tongue before, but I was just to sleep. Guess what happened after that? Yeah... The next morning it was totally lost. :b But then I got to think of Chiaki, and found out that it fitted him! 8D
So - names in my story now are:
Yuriko "Yuri" Suzuki
Chiaki Suzuki
Jidai ----------
Korii ----------
Qylae -------- His last name is unknown, and it will never be told. *evul grin*

Nice, huh?! xD FIVE WHOLE NAMES!!! XDDD

Nah... I should continue on the pegas right now, but the wings'll kill me for sure! X'O
I'll submit the lineart when it's ready!

Bye! 8D

((*Looking at the journal* it's plenty of -smilys........))

]]> ~NoCommentz http://NoCommentz.deviantart.com/journal/16287264/ http://NoCommentz.deviantart.com/journal/16287264/ Sun, 06 Jan 2008 13:44:31 PST
Well, yeah, it already is the 6th, and I came home the 27th, so I SHOULD have been writing anything before, and I was about to do it once, but it turned out becoming so bad I didn't upload it. This may also become very crappy, I think, but you gotta live with it... *evul grin*

Anyway. Maybe I should tell you how my Christmas and my new year's been like?
Well, since I wasn't at home early the 21st, my stepfather and sister went without me and mom to the cottage, which meant that I had to go there with my mom the 22nd, along with my brother, grandma and grandpa, who we picked up at the airport (have I told you about this?).
I really don't remember anything special about the rest of that day (well, maybe that I slept almost all way to the cottage, as usual) or the 23rd.
But the Christmas eve was great. ^^
At first, we didn't do much but eating cockies and stuff, but then we watched Donald Duck on the TV and after that we ate. Honestly, I ate so much that I thought I was going to throw up it all, but I didn't.
After an hour or so, mom began to give us our presents, and I got the very stupiest present from my sister. Well, the present wasn't, but the thig she'd written on it!
You wanna know what I got?
Yeah, I got COLOURPENCILS!! And what do you thing she'd written on the present?
Yep, that's right - 'Do not shake it!!'
Afterwards I asked her WHY THE HELL she'd written it and she just simply said:
'If I hadn't, and you'd shoke it, you'd know at once what it was!'
HMPHFFF, HMPHFFF! Well, sis, I hadn't, I think. 'Cause I don't shake my presents, I just open them! And I would never have thought of pencils being so... heavy...

ANYWAY, the other stuff I got was for example my scanner *poiting at it*, Nintendo Wii, Zelda TP (which I btw have finished, today), money, watercolours, a new bag, bracelet, earrings, manga and that's what I am able to remember by now.
Dad got his present quite late, since it was a pic... AND YOU WILL NEVER, EVER SEE IT!!!!!! MOWAAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAH!!!!!!!! *laugh so much I start caughing*
HRM... Well, the pic I made for dad was one of me, my brother and my sister. I just wonder what he thought of it... Gotta ask next time he calls us... *hmm*

YEAH! What did YOU guys get?! TELL ME!!! NOW!! IT'S AN ORDER!!!!!!!!


Well. My friend from 95 Swedish miles up in the country came here the 29th, and during the time she was here (she went back home the 4th) we watched anime: Matantei Loki Ragnarok (well, we just couldn't do much but hate and bully them, and that's why we watched that anime) and half Samurai Champloo. But watching anime, we were talking, mostly of our stories (mostly it was her story we spoke of) and she told me I'm SO gonna get gay-parings with Jidai and Qylae... :b THAT'S FRUSTRATING! But I guess I gotta live on even though people see strange stuff in my characters. *sigh*

Well, we didn't do much more, but those things we did is very hard to tell in English for me. Sorry. ^^'

So, I hope you had a nice time here, Verzzon. I felt like I was so boring and stuff when we were talking, and if you think so too, I'm REALLY sorry!! Guess I'm not as funny anymore... ;'O
Well, it felt empty when you left *hugs you* YOU FOR SURE COME HERE THIS SUMMER!! Well, I could come to your place too... *wonder*

One last thing!
Right now I'm colouring a pic of Yuri from my story (lateron maybe a manga)!
This far it's really fantastic... *evul grin* but you won't see it before it's done!
But I don't know if the bakground is going to become as good *sigh*

]]> ~NoCommentz http://NoCommentz.deviantart.com/journal/16037837/ http://NoCommentz.deviantart.com/journal/16037837/ Sat, 22 Dec 2007 01:21:50 PST Well... I haven't been able to submit any christmaspics, and it's kind of sad. I begun with one about a week ago, or more, but then I got to do my dad's present, and my christmaspic isn't finished yet... I hoped you'd get to see a, even if it's a bad, pic of Yuri, my favourit character in my story. She looks more like Link from the Zelda-games, to mee, but I guess that's because of the angry face she makes and the... um... christmashat (??) she's wearing.
And now, I've REALLY hard to finish it since my drawing-stuff's at the cottage, while I'm at home, waiting for my grandparents and my brother to come so we can go there. Why're my stuff over there, while I'm at home, you may ask?
Well, it's simple - my last day at school was yesterday, but my sister's last day was Thursday, and the two of them went to the cottage while I was at school, so I gotta be in a full car... Simple, huh?!
But it isn't very funny...
I guess I'll survive this too, or at least be sleeping all the way, as usual! XD

Now, I've nothing else to write, so I wish you a VERY VERY MERRY X-MAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR (if I ain't able to submit any pic before that)!!!!!!!!!!

Merry X-mas, all of you who dare to read this... *evul smile* >xD

]]> ~NoCommentz http://NoCommentz.deviantart.com/journal/15804034/ http://NoCommentz.deviantart.com/journal/15804034/ Wed, 05 Dec 2007 08:00:21 PST XD
Nah... Should become more serious now. XD Just because it's funny to make my sis upset and irritating, just because she's the most weakest person in the world... Or at least in our family. XD She's weak, weak, and... yeah... Well... None of your business!

Now I'll tell you what I got to know yesterday, and you must promise to see if all my pics reminds of eachother! ;O

Well, why?!
Yeah, you see, yesterday I brought a pic to school, which I was to give to the staff, bacause of that project we had on school til today. The pic was of a horse with glases, studying and had got an A on a test. Well. He was to study all class HÄ07 (which means class Häst 07 - häst is horse for you who doesn't know). Anyway, my friends began to talk about it when they had a closer look at it. Some of them thought we could make a class-shirt with that pic on it. I'd for sure refuse if we really was to have class-shirts...
Anyway, to the real point of this journal now!
'Hey', one of my friends said. 'This reminds of you, Lilly!'
'Yeah... It sure does', another said. Of course I got curious, , looked at it, but couldn't foind anything of it which reminded of myself.
'Eeurm...' (Me)
'It's... HERE! Look at the hair! It's the hair which reminds me of you!'
O_____________O (I for sure looked like this, but none of them noticed it, they were stuck in the pic)
'NO! It's the face! Or at least something about the expression he has in the face...'
Okeeey... The face's expression... well, maybe a bit..., I thought. I didn't say anything, I think, I don't remember that clearly... ;o

I'm not kidding, I'm still not able to see anything in him reminding of myself... But maybe you could, if you knew how I looked or if you knew me. Hmm... wait... there is a person who knows this....
VERZZON! COME OVER HERE AND TELL ME THE TRUTH!!!!! NOW!!!!!


Well, while I discuss with Verzzon, you should take a look at my gallery and start have a look at my pics... Does they remind of eachother...?

]]> ~NoCommentz http://NoCommentz.deviantart.com/journal/15744410/ http://NoCommentz.deviantart.com/journal/15744410/ Sat, 01 Dec 2007 04:58:29 PST


NOW, MY DEAR FRIENDS... *sounds like Dumbledore when the new year starts* ...I GUESS IT HAS BEEN A WHILE SINCE I WROTE HERE... *sounds even more like Dumbledore* THAT IS WHY I WOULD LIKE TO WRITE ONCE AGAIN... Take your seat... >8D

Yeah... As I said, it's been a while since I wrote, and I guess that's 'cause I've been doing so much else... For example, I've been working this last two weeks. And I've been watching anime... *evul smile* and then my sister had her birthday yesterday... O_O
So, you wanna know if I've been drawing ANYTHING lately?
Well, yeah, I have, and I've tried to get that damn pic The Shadow of Her Old Self on my computer, but I haven't done much on it... :b It's like... kind of boring... I guess... GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! That reminds me of that damn pic I was about to do for Bosse (nope, she's a girl)!!!!!
UHURM... that may be for some other time... You won't see it anyway...
Aaah... were were I? YEAH!
Something else I've been doing is to start draw sketches of my characters... O_o I've so many of them, but they're just sketches, and I don't want to show you... my sketches!!! O_O No, no! I'm an idiot, but not THAT much idiot! ;O
But, I'll show you something else I've done, and it was done for about half an hour ago, I think.
It's a pic I've done at the 4H-garden in which I was working this two weeks. They wanted something to put on their shirts, and asked me if I was good at drawing. Well, they kept telling me afterwards that it was gorgeous, but when THEY asked ME if I was good, I just just said:
'Uhum... well... um... Kinda... I guess...'
And, that's really what I think - I don't think I'm very good, but I don't think I'm useless at it either. I'm... yeah... You know?
I guess it's just like that, you can't think of yourself as very good of something, just 'cause there are ALWAYS those who's much better then you are!

Anyway, I'll submit that pic a little later, when my sis stop making cockies and decide to take a damn photo of it...
But, now to my last two weeks!

The first week was kind of boring... and during the week-end I was just like: 'LET ME GO TO SCHOOL AGAAAAAIIN!!!'
But at Monday this week I got some funnier works to do, such as photographing the animals!
But, Tuesday and Wednesday turned out as boring as the first week. Most of the time I hadn't much to do, and I felt like I was in the way all the time!
But, then, Thursday and Friday turned out fun. I was really surprised, and I thought: 'School? No, I don't wanna!! XO'
So, it's kind of sad. The last work they gave me was to do the lineart in that pic I told you about earlier sharper, and I'm going to give it to them tomorrow, when there is a Christmas market.


Now, I'll go watch the last piece of the 17th episode of Peacemaker Kurogane 8D
Goodbye, my dear friends... *returning to the darkness I came from*

]]> ~NoCommentz http://NoCommentz.deviantart.com/journal/15489578/ http://NoCommentz.deviantart.com/journal/15489578/ Tue, 13 Nov 2007 07:16:06 PST
Yesterday, from the very time that I got home (about 5 P.M.) and til I went to bed - well, but the time for dinner - I worked with my pic of Järvsöfaks. It was meant to be finished today, 'cuse we had work for today that would be finished (about HORSES :''D) and I was in a group that searched for fact about the Northswedish Trotterhorse (or whatever you say in English).
Well... HRM... It wasn't finished today... or, well, Järvsöfaks was done, but not his driver! ;o
So, the driver got outta the pic... Bye! Solong! Sayonara!
BUT! I'll finish him here at home anyway... So, just HALF Bye, solong and sayonara!
I don't get it - why all this people at school thinks it's so damn good. Sure, it may be kinda good, but they did for sure overdo it. I asked somebody to copy it, so I didn't have to use the original pic (which I wanted to continue with, finish) and they started to think that I should send the pic to his owner... NO WAY!
It wasn't THAT good! XO
And they'd just got irritated if somebody sent a pic of their horse that they'd drawn! XO
Anyway - it's so good that I will submit it someday when it's finished, so I think you'll get to see it.

NOW!
"What's the haunted house?", "Where is it?", "Is somebody living in it?", "Did you go there?!" may be some of your questions when you saw the subject... I am right, aren't I?
Well - when I've told others I've had this "I'm-in-a-very-happy-and-funny-mood"-tone in my voice, so I hope you'll get a better sight of it this way - get the feeling that I have a very mystical tone in my voice. *evul smile*

Anyway - the house which is haunted is the very house that I live in - a very normal house in the south of Sweden, is yellow, was built in the 70s or 80s (I THINK), but it's happening very strange stuff in it.
The first thing that happened in it during our 3 years living in it was the thing that happened during the summer 2005 (I wasn't at home by then, I was on vaccation (whatever) for a few days). We had garden furniture that was moved without my sister noticing it (she was the only one at home by that time, and it was my mom and my stepfather who recognized them being moved). Well, maybe not very strange, somebody probably went into our garden to move them. But WHY would somebody do such thing?! What have they for reason to do it?
The next thing I don't really remember clearly when it happened, but I think it was last spring. Anyhow, a lamp in my mom's and stepfather's bedroom was moved, without anybody doing it. I remember that I was going downstairs to tell them goodnight and recognized at once that it was moved. I watched it for maybe a sec or two before telling them goodnight and going upstairs again. The next day mom asked me if I or my sis had moved the lamp.
'No', we both said. 'We haven't even touched it.'
'That's strange...', mom said with a wondering look. ' 'cause we haven't moved it either...'
Well. The explanation here could be that one of them had moved it to get something behind it or so, and then forgot that they'd moved it. But maybe it wasn't that way, 'cause the very thing that happened me yesterday has no damn explanation. Oh, yeah, the one that I "imagined" the whole stuff, but I know that I didn't, I know it was real.
Well, as you know, I was drawing all evening, and with my door opened I wasn't able to miss my sister crying for my step father about the boiling time for rise.
'For how long will it boil? 20 minutes?' she yelled at him, 'cause he was downstairs.
This is the very moment when I hear a womanvoice saying "No", and at once I thought at mom.
Has she gone through the door without us noticing it? I thought, but before I heard my step father cey back I knew. I knew it wasn't mom, 'cause it wasn't her voice.
Well - now I wonder, how am I supposed to be able to think this stuff when he cried to her before the woman's voice died?
I remember that I heard his voice through this woman's, and by this time I was more than sure it wasn't mom.
At this time I went to the kitchen to ask my sister who the hell had said "no". She just stared at me, like I was an idiot.
'What are you talking about?' she said and looked at me like I was some kind of psyko. 'No one said "no"!'

Well. I have NO explanation for this, I'm CERTAIN that it wasn't me imagined stuff, and other mystical stuff has happened. Mom jsut smiled at me when I told her this and said something like:
'Hah... Somebody has to inherit my habit!'
Well - if you wonder what she meant by that so she was able to see ghosts when she was younger. I dunno if she's seen some lately, but I... ]]> ~NoCommentz http://NoCommentz.deviantart.com/journal/15339789/ http://NoCommentz.deviantart.com/journal/15339789/ Sat, 03 Nov 2007 00:42:06 PDT Well I don't really know why I'm writing this stuff all the time ("I'm not at home", "I'm going to spend my week-end in the cottage" ........), but I guess it's som sort of try to get away from the truth that I'm submitting (almost) nothing at all....


Well... wanna know something?! I'm still working on the Jidai-pic, even after I've done the characterdesign!! XD
That's cuz I liked i so much and wanted to see it with a background!! 8D
Now... I'm sorry I'm in no state to watch through you deviations, but Ive not much time... Guess I gotta go and do something else... LIKE A HALLOWEENPIC!!!!!! XD

Bye bye ^^ *hugs you*

]]> ~NoCommentz http://NoCommentz.deviantart.com/journal/15238888/ http://NoCommentz.deviantart.com/journal/15238888/ Sat, 27 Oct 2007 05:36:12 PDT It makes me not using the computer to do many *caugh*lovely*caugh* pics!!! Instead I'm using my sis computer for the moment.
Well, it was just so I could go online for a sec or two, and here I am, making a journal.
The Jidai in my pic is done, just so you'll know, but I gotta do a good background, and I have to find good colours that will make good with him!
I'm really proud of him, and if you, just like my younger sister, think he got ugly just cuz he doesn't look like you wanted him to, then I may kill you. If you just think the pic is bad I may forgive you later, when I too thinks it looks horrible

But... I might go now, I've started to get a headache... and I'm starting to get tired... ;O

Yeah... then I gotta go... *HUGS*

(DON'T FEEL SORRY FOR ME, OR I'LL KILL YOU!!! ;''O *kidding*)

]]> ~NoCommentz http://NoCommentz.deviantart.com/journal/15152331/ http://NoCommentz.deviantart.com/journal/15152331/ Sun, 21 Oct 2007 04:02:21 PDT now I'm very embarrassed...
My mom just now came to my room and wondered if I had any pics I could give her bacuase she hadn't anything on the walls in her office. At the same time she told me that her work-mate thought that I was a good artist.
I stopped colouring the pic of Jidai, turned slowly around so I could look into her eyes.
My thought at that moment was "WTH, MOM!! HAVE YOU SHOWN MY GALLERY TO SOMEBODY AT YOUR WORK!!???! O________O"
Let me tell you... I tried hard not to start smiling (I always do so when I'm embarrassed or pissed, and I dunno why), but the smile came and I asked her if she'd shown her work-mate my gallery. She really had, and told me that my pics are so good it's nothing to be embarrassed about, but I still can't stop being embarrassed...
Well, about the pic she wanted to have when she came, I gave her an old one I'm not very proud of anymore I've had on the wall in about... a year? It's not really ugly, but I AM better right now, specially on the backgrounds...

You wanna know HOW she could know my deviant? Well, she asked for it a few days ago, and I thought that I had no choise but give it to her... I will never tell her about stuff like that again...

Well... that's just it...
I'm working on my pic of Jidai, and I hope it'll get ready soon. It's been so long since I made a finished pic, and it should be very nice to submit something finished Last time I submitted something finished was when I submitted the realistic pic of Ed as horse ;o
And it's on July 11th. WTH!! O_O Did I really submit anything that day?! O_O

It's been long since I drew a realistic horse... Gotta do it sometime soon, before I'll forget how to do But now I should go study for the test we'll have tomorrow... Haven't studied at all, and it's a long chapter about plants... :/

]]> ~NoCommentz http://NoCommentz.deviantart.com/journal/14984921/ http://NoCommentz.deviantart.com/journal/14984921/ Tue, 09 Oct 2007 12:41:46 PDT I'm deeply impressed by those who's able to write really long journals, just cuz I won't be able to do it myself - and my journals always so boring :/
BUT - I've done a comic *PROUD*, although it's just like an prolouge of some other comics. It's a funny little comic about me, but most of it won't be true, even if you would find 1% truth in the comic, like the place it happened on. XD
You may not understand it though... My houmor's kind of strange... :b I'M strange... O_o

This morning I noticed that I had woke up an hour before I had to... I got angry at myself when I found out that I had set the alarm clock on 06.05 instead of 07.05, and then I couldn't get any sleep. I was really tired when I was playing OoT, but then I went from there and now I don't know how I'm feeling, but should go to get some sleep soon.
Then, at schooltime, I went to a gym to do some boxing! It was VERY fun, but I wasn't very good. I could have done much better, I think...But I didn't. I don't regret my choise of what I was going to do during the evening, cuz I thought that the hour we had went too fast.
The only problem with the boxing was the golves we were supposed to use. They were WEAT of sweat and smelled long way. Then it was VERY hard to get lost of that smell. >_<
But - it was FUN, and I don't regret it. Things like that's just what one has to take for the funny things

Bye, and nighty night

]]> ~NoCommentz http://NoCommentz.deviantart.com/journal/14879286/ http://NoCommentz.deviantart.com/journal/14879286/ Tue, 02 Oct 2007 00:46:47 PDT really mad someone in the class, cuz she had sad really bad stuff of some of them on a site. Well, of course I thing those stuff she said about them were wrong, but I dunno if I can dislike her just because of that. O_o I felt like "WTF! You're just as evil as she is if you tell her that!" when they wrote to her that it was wrong and other kind of evil stuff (I dunno exactly what they told her).

Well...That's that, and I gotta say I've started drawing a manga (well, don't think of it as something I'll show the world, cuz I don't think I will do that), and I kind of like it. Yesterday I worked 2 h and 30 min with ONE page, and I should have been sleeping. It was kind of irritating when I realized that I was just going to sleep for about 6 h and 45 min. :/ BUUUT you know - I didn't get that much sleep...I woke up a few times during the night. >_<

AAAAANYYYWAAAY...Funnier stuff...? Well...I found a kind of old pic for sure (I dunno how old though, but I think I've drawn it last spring). It was a really cute pic, and I had my inc pencil just beside the pic, so I did inc it right away. It got really cute, and I decided to start colouring it in PS. I haven't got too long on it, but I've done most of the lineart. ;O I've the hair left, and I think I should give her a body too... O_o
- That would be GREAT, NoCmntz-SAN!! 8D *telling myself that I'm good*
- HRM...Yeees, of course it would... *nice-guy-pose to myself*

Well, I think I should stop talking to myself, but before I'll get even worse, I should tell you goodbye. ^_^

Bye *hug*

]]> ~NoCommentz http://NoCommentz.deviantart.com/journal/14785991/ http://NoCommentz.deviantart.com/journal/14785991/ Tue, 25 Sep 2007 12:34:07 PDT GAAAAH!!!
I hate myself! I'm such a big idiot!! XO
Nope ... It's nothing even worth your attention, really, I just gotta write something cuz I haven't been writing in a few days. ^^
Ahrm! Why I hate myself?
Well, it's no big deal, but when I suddenly felt that it would be fun to write something, I start to hate the stuff I've been writing on the story. It's very - how may I do to put the right word? - well it's very, very rigidity. I'm so disappointed with myself, cuz I use to make nice stories, but then I wasn't able this time. Maybe cuz I see all the scens in pics, I dunno.
Anyway. Then, after I'd closed that window my friend started to talk about our story. I felt like "OH YEAH! I gotta write!" But as far as I had opened the story she started to talk about scenes and I felt like "WTH! I'm NOT going to write!!"
I got tired so suddenly, but not sleepy tired.. It's kind of hard to tell on what way I'm tired, specially in English... :/

Anyway... this is it for this time... bye, and hugs to all of you...

]]> ~NoCommentz http://NoCommentz.deviantart.com/journal/14681788/ http://NoCommentz.deviantart.com/journal/14681788/ Tue, 18 Sep 2007 00:42:20 PDT Sorry I haven't done anything lately - I haven't been at home at all those week-ends since school started and I'm not in that state at night that makes me want to draw.
I don't think I'll draw anything this week-end either, because I'll go to my dad's place. I'll be at home at Sunday, but I dunno if I'll be in state of drawing then either - maybe I'll be, maybe I won't.
I know this may be a boring journal, but I'm TIRED! I woke up a few minutes before my alarmclock rang and then I had to go up from my bed, straight into a COLD room (this because I left the window open yesterday night).
Then, I don't know what haircolour I'll give my own caracter. I want him to have light haircolour, but don't want him to have blonde hair. My friend isn't too much help at this front, 'cause she's just able to think him with blonde hair.
Then, I gotta ask my sis, but she wants him to have dark hair, I think.
The evil guy in my story - Qylae - will have... AAH! NO!! All other kind of evil guys ALLWAYS has WHITE haircolour! NO, NO, NO!
I'll submit a pic of them sometimes and THEN I gotta have some help from YOU to give them haircolours.
This may be a manga later on too, but I don't know for sure - I'm not very good at drawing manga, and this is the reason.
Well, I think my next pic on dev will become a mangapic - a pic of Shikamaru (from Naruto), Rena and Hikaru (both my and my friends caracters), or a pic of me and a horse. It depends on what pic I first complete.

My big problem when it comes to pics is that I never complete pics nowadays. It's looong ago since I last completed a pic right after I started it.

Well, afraid that my break's soon over, so I gotta say bye before my teacher comes. *hugs* Bye! ^_^

]]> ~NoCommentz http://NoCommentz.deviantart.com/journal/14559504/ http://NoCommentz.deviantart.com/journal/14559504/ Sun, 09 Sep 2007 10:54:41 PDT Well, if you'd seen me, you would've a smile, but something sad happened this week-end, and the only one I want to speek about it with is Verzzon, my best friend. I've thought of telling you all about it, but found out it would be best if I did not - it's too personal, I think.
But I'm writing this just so you'll know why I won't be very fast at drawing or other stuff, and maybe don't even answer notes I'll get.
I think I'll be writing a lot the nearest future. Sometimes I MAY write in English and submit it, but I'm not sure that I will. It's very hard to write with deatails in a differend language than you usually speak, and I kind of don't like my English works beside my Swedish. Maybe I'll submit something on Swedish, dunno.

I guess you'll already understood that something very terrible has happened. You may not know the deatails, but I guess you'll understand.

Bye.

]]> ~NoCommentz http://NoCommentz.deviantart.com/journal/14481312/ http://NoCommentz.deviantart.com/journal/14481312/ Tue, 04 Sep 2007 02:39:44 PDT Well, I don't think this journal will be too long, I just wanted to tell you something, 'cause I haven't been online lately. I was, YESTERDAY, but I haven't been online almost at all since school started. That's why it's so good to be able to go online during school breaks.

I've a looong break today, from 10.30 to 12.30. We're supposed to have sports after this break and after that Math and then English. Not the funniest subjects, but it's better than ... hum ... "Växt och Djurliv" (The life of Plants and Animals - although this animals is bugs).

This is my day for today, and it ends at 16.30. Loooong daay ... GAAH!
Sorry, I don't know if we'll be at the cottage again this week-end. It may be that way, but I don't know exactly.

I bought a few drawingpapers (smaller than what I already had) and I'll be able to draw on my way home or to school.

Well ... Don't know what else to write, so ... bye ;D

]]> ~NoCommentz http://NoCommentz.deviantart.com/journal/14303134/ http://NoCommentz.deviantart.com/journal/14303134/ Thu, 23 Aug 2007 12:07:04 PDT
Know this journal was short, but I'm going up at 6 o'clock tomorrow and gotta go to bed. Bye! *hugs*

]]> ~NoCommentz http://NoCommentz.deviantart.com/journal/14226173/ http://NoCommentz.deviantart.com/journal/14226173/ Sat, 18 Aug 2007 13:01:14 PDT I WON'T be able to be online as often now when School started. I'll have hell, just so you'll know.
First of all, I'll get from home at 07.00 some mornings, and I'll get home at 18.00 some days. This'll be my hell, but I think I'm going to like the new school after all.

Then, we'll go to what the subjects telling you: I'm working as an idiot!
It's strange I haven't died yet, 'cause I'm very stressed. I've promised to colour a picture of a friend (well, that I gave her), but I haven't been working on it during the past month... I feel guilty about this. And all the time she asks about it I just keeps telling her "I haven't had the time for doing it!"
Part of it is true, but I don't like the pic (I liked it when I gave it to her) and it makes it harder to work on it. :/
Then, I've promised to write a story for my friend, Verzzon. We've decided parts of the story, and we've decided that we'll do a manga of it later on, if people likes it, and when we gets better at drawing.
Beside this, I'm stressed over my own stories (Oooh ... those are MAAANYY, but I've two I'd like to continue with right now), my pics and of course I'm stressed because of school.
Well... I've lots to do right now, and right now I'm working on a pic with Shikamaru (from Naruto), Rena and Hikaru (both of them are my and my friend's caracters). This pic may take some time to finish. I'm still working with the grass and I've not done all the lineart. Rena's lineart is done, but I've still Hikaru's and Shikamaru's lineart to finish before I'm colouring them. :/
But ... I think I'm going to finish Rena before making the lineart of the two boys! XD

Well ... Hope you're not as stressed as I am *hugs* Bye

]]> ~NoCommentz http://NoCommentz.deviantart.com/journal/14203909/ http://NoCommentz.deviantart.com/journal/14203909/ Thu, 16 Aug 2007 22:35:53 PDT
Well... Another new I'll tell you is of couse the one about my pics (I think I'm writing about them in EVERY journal...).
Then ... All summer I haven't have the very time of doing stuff. I've been at my father's place, I've been at my friend's place and I've just not been at home.
Of course I COULD have submitted anything taditional, right?! But I haven't had the very time, or wanted to, draw irl either.
yeah, yeah... I've done SOME taditional art, I know, but none of them is finished (but the one I did at my friend's place, which I'm going to colour). Sorry, But I'm sure you'll like both the pic I'm going to colour now and some that will come later on (one's on Edo-kun).
Besides, I'm working with a funny little comic about Link from the Zelda-games, then I'm also working with another funny comic which none of you would understand, just because it's from my and my friend's story. I may show it, but I'm not sure yet.

I think that's all for this time. Bye! *hugs*

]]> ~NoCommentz http://NoCommentz.deviantart.com/journal/14119877/ http://NoCommentz.deviantart.com/journal/14119877/ Sat, 11 Aug 2007 13:19:25 PDT However ... I've drawn a pic of my own caracters. There are three of them: Jidai, Qylae and Korii, although Korii isn't on the pic I drew. I'm so going to colour it and then I'll submit it! ^^ (HRM!! You're going from the subject!! *telling myself*)
Yeah ... I'm thinking of writing a story about them, Qylae is, of course, the evil guy, Korii is the girl that finds a mystical room with a stone board which will send her to another world if she writes her name on it (well, this is EXACTLY what she does). Then we have the final guy - Jidai. He's for sure the good guy, he's the very nicest guy ever! ^______^
Anyway, on our way home - which it takes us 2.5 hour - I, and my friend, was listening to her music on the MP3 (has it the same name in English?!). During our almost 2 weeks in the cottage, we've spoken a lot of our story about Rena and Yumi, our ninja-caracters that lives in Naruto's world, and as fast as we've listened to the music she've gotten another brilliant idea to the story. I haven't had any ideas...
But now, when I was thinking of my own story, I got an idea to it (my own story). Although I haven't gotten too long on it.
I'm proud of the little I've found out anyway... And ... if you're really nice, I might translate my story into English and show it for you (although it'll get HARD). ^^

Well ... I think this is the end for this time! ^_^
Bye *hugs*

]]> ~NoCommentz http://NoCommentz.deviantart.com/journal/13895669/ http://NoCommentz.deviantart.com/journal/13895669/ Fri, 27 Jul 2007 03:37:29 PDT
HRM! HRM!
Well ... yeah ... where were I ...?
OH! OF COURSE!

Yeah, this is the truth ... I MAY submit a taditional pic I've done at my friends place, but it's not done yet ... Maybe I'll just show you the girl ... HMMMMMMMMMMMMMM ...
Well ... I think I'll do that ... but not now ... 'Cause you have to know why I won't submit any pics in a while.
Well, first of all - I'M AT MY DAD'S PLACE (and he doesn't have any of those things I wanna have when drawing on the computer *pointing at the tablet(?)*)!!!
And secondly ... When I go home again (the 31st) I won't get home ... I'll go to the week-end cottage, and I'll be there about 2 weeks. AFTER this, I will have my friend *hugs her* at my place a few more days! :'D

HRM ... In other words ... I'll continue with my pics after the 15th, and then school start the 17th ... Not too many days ... and I've had a summer with NO resting *start to tell you about my summer* I got here soon after the vacation started, were with my friend, I got home again, just to go with my mum and sis to the cottage, then I was at home a few days, then I went to the cottage again, got home for a few days (maybe a week ...) ... THEN ... I don't really remember ... O_O Maybe we got to the cottage again OR we went to my dad's place ... I'm not sure about it ... HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM ...

Well ... this is it, I guess ... My grandma will get here soon, and I gotta go for now. BYE *hugs to you all* ^^

]]> ~NoCommentz http://NoCommentz.deviantart.com/journal/13673723/ http://NoCommentz.deviantart.com/journal/13673723/ Mon, 09 Jul 2007 16:30:36 PDT
Scary ... I'll turn 16 in two days (well, I still think it is two days, 'cause I need to sleep before telling you it is tomorrow) and I haven't submitted anything new lately ... :/
I GOTTA DRAW!
I really do ... I've seen too much anime during summervaccation, and I really gotta finish the idea I got!

Well - it's a comic, a kind of funny comic, that I thought of yesterday, while sitting in the car on my way home. I started to think about a joke I've read somewhere, and I thought it'd be funny to make it. I wondered all way (I was awake) how I was going to make it, and when I came home I started sketching on it.
It's just the first sketch. And for today, I made the second sketch. I'm just done with it, honestly.
The second sketch is much better, and I hope I'll do the real comic much better than the second sketch.
I gotta work on that comic for tommorrow, if I don't continue on colouring my other comic (that's a comic about Link from Legend of Zelda), which I'd like to finish some day. I really like that one, but it seems to be a little hard to understand - as all my other comics ...
Well - ALL the members in my family DID understand this comic I made out of the joke I once read.

But ... I gotta go to bed right now - I need some sleep. Then I'll submit something during tomorrow (today) or the 11th ^^

By the way ... I CAN POSSIBLY NOT be a normal kid!
How many of you do know that you'll have birthday at least 2-3 weeks before? Well ... I noticed it today (or, yesterday) - the 9TH! Damn - it's just 2 more days until I'll get 16, and I noticed that right NOW?! Although my mum and my dad asked me what I want as gift, and I noticed it's just two more days as 15 while I'm at the store and buy some milk for mum, when my sis tells me what date it is. O_O
KILL ME SOMEBODY!!
(OK - I don't want to get killed!)

Nighty night ^^

]]> ~NoCommentz http://NoCommentz.deviantart.com/journal/13622461/ http://NoCommentz.deviantart.com/journal/13622461/ Thu, 05 Jul 2007 14:43:36 PDT So, I'm done with the cleaning of my gallery - AND I've submitted the orginalpic of Still Waiting!
It isn't anything special about it, but I like the orginal pic better than the one I made in photoshop. Well, while speaking of photoshop - I'm done with my friends ID, that I think I've spoken about, and that ID made me find a way of colouring stuff in photoshop. That's why I decided to continue, and advance, the pic I did of Ed as a horse.
I've worked all day with just his black coat. I'm quite sure that I will continue to work on it and make the rest of the horse, 'cause I worked so intensive with it that I forgot all about packing my bag with stuff I need when we're gone. We'll leave tomorrow, we'll go to our summer cottage, and that's where I will be during this week-end. I MAY stay a few more days, but I don't know for sure yet.

Anyway - I hope you'll looking forward to the Ed-horse pic I'm doing, even if you won't see it before I'll get back from the summer cottage. X)
Bye ;D

]]> ~NoCommentz http://NoCommentz.deviantart.com/journal/13482893/ http://NoCommentz.deviantart.com/journal/13482893/ Mon, 25 Jun 2007 08:57:29 PDT But ... I'll wait until I get something else to submit.
To submit?
Well, honestly, I really SHOULD get the photos from when I was at my friends place on the computer. I've a few REALLY good pics of her cat that I should submit. Then I'll submit an older pic of him. It's a pic from the last time I was there, and when he was still a kitten. :'
That photo is absolutly adorable, and I think you'll love it! :'

When I get home, then, I'll finish a lot of unfinished pics, and I'll even show you the real pic of Still Waiting - [link] - which is ten thousand times better than the one made in photoshop.
When thinking of it - I think that this lovely horse doesn't look this sad in the real pic, but I'm not sure. You'll see yourself and you'll decide it yourself as well.

Hrm ... I really gotta clean up in my gallery, and I really gotta submit some good stuff ... :/
But I don't think I'll do anything while I'm at dad's place ... Sorry for that. >_<
Well, that's it, I think ... ^^

]]> ~NoCommentz http://NoCommentz.deviantart.com/journal/13429274/ http://NoCommentz.deviantart.com/journal/13429274/ Thu, 21 Jun 2007 07:01:03 PDT I'm back after being at my friends place.
I've had a lot of luck AND unluck. First of all - I've tried her new game on Xbox (kind of fun - and I got kind of good just for playing three times O_o), then we were allowed to be all alone in her dad's house (hum ... her and her sister's partyhouse, as she said herself). But - THERE ARE GHOSTS IN THERE! For sure - 'cause all by sudden all the stuff didn't want to work. I'm not kidding!
When we realised this we went to her mum's place, and got to be all alone again.

Well - gotta tell ya about my glases ... :/ That's NO funny story ...
It all started with me, forgetting my cellphone at her mum's place, and I took the bike and cycled to her mum's place to get it.
So good so far - but when I was going to went back, I lost the control of the bike and, instead of turning to the left, I fell into the ground. My glases broke ... :'/
No - the glas didn't broke, but the bows.
I was lucky is wasn't the glas that broke >_<

During this time, we slept one night, but didn't another - we were looking at Z-tv - and the next night we went to bed about 00.00, but couldn't sleep and she were making up some funny, strange story about Shikamaru, Shino (both from Naruto), Hikaru (from OHSHC), herself and me. I got tierd about 6.00 o'clock.
The following night we spent the night, until 4.00 o'clock, with continue the story - but now we were serious about it.
Then, yesterday, we spent all day working with that damn story, just to write it down - AND IT'S STILL NOT FINISHED! XO
Well ... She'll make it done first, and I'll make the details afterwards. x)
This was her idea, just as you'll know ^^

]]> ~NoCommentz http://NoCommentz.deviantart.com/journal/13351840/ http://NoCommentz.deviantart.com/journal/13351840/ Fri, 15 Jun 2007 05:48:17 PDT But I didn't, and here I am - at my dad's house.

I'll be here for today, and then, tomorrow, I'll go to my friend and be there for a couple of days - and we're going to be in an empty house!
Or - in a house that isn't used at all most of the year. Or am I wrong?
Then, during theese days, I won't make any kind of pics, I think.

Btw - I'm working with your DA-ID, Verzzon, but it's at my own computer. I've started with the sading, but the shadow's soft. Tell me if you want them sharp!

Gotta go - dad wants me and my sis to follow him to the lake to take some photos. See you later then, I think

]]> ~NoCommentz http://NoCommentz.deviantart.com/journal/13266353/ http://NoCommentz.deviantart.com/journal/13266353/ Fri, 08 Jun 2007 14:09:43 PDT
Well ... I'm going to tell you about my Art- and Swedish-teacher. She's kind of strange, but she seems to like me ... O_o I may be the only one she likes in my class, or at least the one she likes the most. >_<

Well, to start with she gave me papers to draw on while I and some of my friends did something for Christmas in our 8 year, and that spring she even gave me the highest grade in Swedish (although she told me she was going to give me a lower grade at the autumn - she really did). This was when ít started, I think. O_o
Well, I didn't notice it before later on, after she'd given me more paper and even a white pen. I told my friends that she'd given her pen to me, and they got surprised and said she hadn't let them get her white pens.
Yesterday, when she told us about our grades in Swedish and Art she said:
'You're amazing in the Art, but I've given you VG* in Swedish.' But before I went back to my lesson she regretted my grade and told me I would got MVG**.
Then, today, I spoke to her during our Art-lesson and showed her a pic (I'm going to submit it tomorrow) I'd done during the lesson.
Then, all by sudden, she gave me more artstuff to work with at home. O_o
She's that kind of person that seems to not like kids or teenages, but she seems to like me a lot - and she seems to like talking with me.
Last thing she said to me during the Art-lesson was that she was going to miss me.
Does she likes me, or does she not?


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*VG is like the B grade, I suppose.
**MVG is like the A grade.

]]> ~NoCommentz http://NoCommentz.deviantart.com/journal/13074505/ http://NoCommentz.deviantart.com/journal/13074505/ Thu, 24 May 2007 10:25:46 PDT Hm ... well ... I'm not sure that my English test will get the best result ... That's what I wanted to tell you firstly X)
No, that's not why I decided to write this journal. I'm writing it because I wanted to tell you that I'm really sorry about not submitting something lately.
I want to submit something, but I'm lazy and I'm doing other kind of stuff IRL. We're having lots of exams right now, and I need to study.
Every time I watch my table I see my own drawings - and I'm working with one of them in the computer - and know that it's a while since I submitted something.
I need to sumbit something new! I need to continue on all the pics I'm working with! I'm thinking almost all the time. But I'm not in the mood of continue my drawings. Sorry.
Then I haven't gone online the last time. I haven't been at home, and when I have I've done other kind of stuff, like doing my homework and so on.
I hope you'll understand, and that you won't hate me because of my mood

Bye ^^

]]> ~NoCommentz http://NoCommentz.deviantart.com/journal/13025631/ http://NoCommentz.deviantart.com/journal/13025631/ Sun, 20 May 2007 12:35:49 PDT I forgot to tell you anyway, but I'm back and am just about to answering some stuff. But before that ... I need some MUSIC! *Turn it on*
I've been without music about 4 days - maybe even more! And I, who don't like music too much (believe me, I'm strange), miss it!
Well ... Now I got some music, what to tell you now? Maybe I should show you some stuff I wrote this week-end ... No, bad idea ... My sis told me it was sad and that it sounded like I'd got suicide thoughts. It's a bad idea ... :/
But, I could tell you about ... Hum ... Nope ... I don't know what I was about to write ... I'm kind of strange ... O_o

Well ... then I think you should go get something to dry your tears (if you're about to cry XD), 'cause I'm going to show you what I wrote. Pay attention to that everything IS NOT the truth and DON'T tell me to feel better and that's not how reality is. I already know. (OMG - I WROTE IT IN ENGLISH!! O_O Not in Swedish!!)


This week-end I started to understand. I'm jealous. At my younger sister.
It has just been three years since we moved and back then I didn't feel any jealousness towards her. She was just my younger sister, she liked to talk - although nobody was listening - and wanted to do anything that I wanted to, but still, she was just a younger sister. It all started when I began my 8th year, and she her 6th, at school.
Well, she wasn't enjyoying her new class, and it wasn't so bad back then. I was able to feel the jealousness, but not as much as I do now. No, at this time I just felt it sometimes, in times when she got the highest grade on her exams. I had just one thing that made me have happy thoughts, and I thought that MAYBE I was better than her at it. It's all about horseriding, 'cause at this time I had stopped writing stories* and so on. I think it all got clear when I began to watch anime. I stopped to do anything else but watch. Damn anime.
When my 9th year at school started she really was better that me at anything. The only thing that still made me feel a bit better was the ridinglessons, and this was when I got proof of being better than her at riding horses. I got this when our new teacher called us and said she didn't fit in the new riding group, she hadn't the skills that I had. She needed an easier group.
This was a proof to me, a proof that told me I was better than her. I felt happy a while, maybe six month, when I suddenly started to think the other way again. I followed to watch her lesson, and damn how good she was. I felt bad again, started to say 'No, you was just unlucky when Pamela told you you didn't fit in the group. I'm the one useless!'
I know that people that know me thinks that I'm smart (or at least some of them), good at drawing and lots of other stuff, but right now I can't find all those things!
During this schoolyear I also started to realize how damn good my sister had gotten at drawing, and this, that was my strongest subject, turned out to hell. Suddenly I wasn't good at all!

I've a friend that keeps telling me to go my own race, not race with other people, such as my sister. It's another thing I can't. To get strong I need somebody to race with, but if it continue any longer I may fall into a deep black ... nothing ...
My sis is the one I trust the most, but she can't trust in me, because of my jealousness, that makes me tell other people about her secrets - I at least think it's the jealousness. It's wrong, I know, but I can't help it.
A moment ago mum told her about her pics. Mum never tells me about my pics.
'You could sell those!' she said.
This makes me more jealous. The jealousness has grown bigger than ever before. I'm sure that mum never tells other people that I'm really good at drawing. She does tell other people about my sister's tallents. I may be a boring idiot in their eyes.
My sister has gotten better than me in everything. It's the truth, nothing but the truth.


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* Well, even if I hadn't stopped, she would have been better than me! XD

]]> ~NoCommentz http://NoCommentz.deviantart.com/journal/12897817/ http://NoCommentz.deviantart.com/journal/12897817/ Wed, 09 May 2007 09:29:42 PDT Make sure that I don't have anything important to tell you, and that's why I came with the idea of writing about my new avatar.

The last avatar I had was just something I made to have one and I didn't even like it. This one then? Well, I like it, maybe even loves it. :')
Does all of you know my line art named 'Still Waiting? Well, if not, I'll give you the link in the end of this journal.
Anyway, the horse eye I have put on my avatar is the coloured version of the horse's eye, and I'm really pleased with how I managed to make it, although I'm useless at drawing eyelashes. I have to tell you the truth and say that I really like theese, even if they could have been better than they are.
The text on my avatar is 'NoCommentz' even if it's hard to read, and I made it myself, just need to tell you I like it myself, even if I'll hate it sometime in the future, which I'm for sure going to do.

Well, I'm working on 'Still Waiting' and another pic, which I'm doing on my sister's computer. I think I'm going to finish 'Still Waiting' before I'm going to continue borrowing my sister's computer.
Later on I'll do, and maybe submit, some Rockman/Megaman pics, I think. I've been so down in Rockman/Megaman a while, and I really wants to play Megaman X on the Super Nintendo. But I've got a problem ... A BIG problem.
We used to borrow the game by our cousins. I don't know if they sill have the game and even if they had it they're about 1000 km from here ... >_<

Anyway - bye ^^
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This is the link to 'Still Waiting'
[link]

]]> ~NoCommentz http://NoCommentz.deviantart.com/journal/12681177/ http://NoCommentz.deviantart.com/journal/12681177/ Sat, 21 Apr 2007 13:58:55 PDT
Because of my bad fantasy for subjects, I really need to apologize - Sorry, sorry.
Well ... I guess that I've a bad fantasy right now, just because I'm colouring a pic in ps right now - [link] - and that's what I thought I was going to tell you about.
I've seen those who submit their pics while their working on them, but I think you should wait until I submit the finished pic. Instead I was going to tell you, but just for this time. ^^
I've done almost the whole horse :') My own words are just: 'DAMMIT! O_O Am I supposed to do something like this?!' and my sister (who's much better than me in ps) told me that she's jealous.
'If you continue to make this good stuff I'll be really jealous ... ... ... No, wait a sec, I already am ...', she said for some reason ... Oo
My only problem is that the pic is just as small as the line art I've submitted, and if I make it bigger, it'll get UGLY XO
Yeah ... I've done all horse but the mane, the tail and the legs
And the girl on her back've got her helmet, face, hand, shirt, trousers and ... yeah ... that's it.
For being realistic human she got quite ... no, REALLY good O_O (I'm really useless at drawing realistic humans >_<
Anyway ... I need something for background too ... don't know if I want to have that background that is on the photo ... it's kinda boring :/
Well ... ^^ That's all for this time ^^

]]> ~NoCommentz http://NoCommentz.deviantart.com/journal/12575139/ http://NoCommentz.deviantart.com/journal/12575139/ Fri, 13 Apr 2007 01:47:49 PDT As I told you in my first journal, I'm quite slow on uploading/submitting pics ... the reason I haven't done it lately is that I haven't been at home (during easter) and then I thought that I needed to install my tablet (for drawing ... dunno what else I should call it ...), but it didn't work.
I am about totry wit my sister's tablet, but I really dunno how I'll make it :/
And ... if it doesn't work ... I dunno what to do then ... I really HATE drawing with the mouse, noting's good about the mices ... XO
Nope ... this is it ... I'm going to eat breakfast and so ... this is a short journal and I so you'll know (WHO WILL KNOW ANYTHING?!??! O_O *looking strangly at myself*)

]]> ~NoCommentz http://NoCommentz.deviantart.com/journal/12429869/ http://NoCommentz.deviantart.com/journal/12429869/ Mon, 02 Apr 2007 11:41:02 PDT Anyway, you may not be intrested in horses, and then it's just useless to read this journal ;O

So, where should I start ...?
Yeah, I may tell you about the horse, Flinga (which means "flake"), that I was riding.
It was meant that I was going to ride Goliat, a quite slow horse - that my teacher keeps telling me I'm really good at riding, that I'm a "Goliat-master" or whatever (don't ask me why she tells me that, but she do ... ). Anyway, Goliat wasn't really healthy, so she put me on Flinga. Flinga is Goliat's opposite, and when I'm telling you that, I really mean it! My feeling about her was just like a bomb, it was just like she was going to explode all the time. Nope, not joking.
We where going to jump today and I made it quite well untill we were going to jump all the ... um ... don't know what to call it in english, but I hope you understands me anyway ...
First of all, two after each other - Flinga jumped those fastly, I can't remember much of those ... It was going far too fast in the curve, so I took the reins to hold her back. Success, she trotted a few step before to the next ... and exploded just before it.
I managed to stop her after and she was walking a few step, then trotting to next and ... once again she was exploding and we were over. It all were over, and I was still sitting on her back. Phew!
I wasn't thinking during the whole time, I was just waiting and doing things just as I thought I was supposed to do, maybe my teacher was shouting at me and I heard it, not noticing it to well, just did as she told me. I really don't know.
I guess it wasn't the best ride from my side, but I managed to stay on Flinga's back! That's what made me happiest.
The teachers (there were two of them, in fact) and the other riding students (???) called me "the rodeo rider" after the lesson, and they all asked how I made it, what I thought about my ride.
'Well, I managed to stay on her back!' I told them, and the teachers told me they would have been on the ground long ago, and so on.
By myself, I don't really think so. I think it's just what they're saying, maybe to make me happy.
But I realized something during this lesson. Such horses as Flinga isn't my type. I'm not that kind of rider that's good at riding such an exploding horse. Goliat is more my type, but I guess my wish came true after all. I've been riding Goliat during 7-9 lessons now, and I wished that I could ride a horse that wasn't THAT slow. Or ... not really wished. I had just said that it had been fun to ride that kind of horse ...
Still, I had realized that Flinga wasn't my type before I was riding her. This was the very first time I rode her and ... I managed to stay on her back! ;D
I've told you it over and over again, but I'm happy I managed to stay ^^
Anyway ... I think I'm going to go from here, watch some Midsummer Murderers before staring to make my homework ^^
Bye ;D
(REMEMBER - my english is still useless, and it's really useless when I'm talking about horses AND I wrote this just because I wanted to wrote it down somewhere)

]]> ~NoCommentz http://NoCommentz.deviantart.com/journal/12402052/ http://NoCommentz.deviantart.com/journal/12402052/ Sat, 31 Mar 2007 12:38:16 PDT
I'm a kind of strange girl in the age of 15 that lives in Sweden. I likes to read, writing my own stories, draw, manga/anime and I honestly love horses.
I'm totaly useless at computers and other kind of electricity things - I just can use them, but I'm still useless at them.
What I hate about myself is my too kind side, shy side and my way of looking down at myself - I've a really bad self-confidence.
And I think I'm going to be quite slow at submiting my pic ...

Well, enough of that - I hope you'll like me. ^^
And, just so you'll know, my english may be kind of bad sometimes but I'll try my very best to make it all as good as possible.

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