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Life has been good. I havn't been on DA in forever and I am sorry. Life has been good. Depression fazes are normal and regular but I'm learning to deal with them.

So I will submit some peotry... and maybe some art if I get around to drawing... and yeah.

*nod nod* ^^

]]> ~Not-A-Sasuke-Fangirl http://Not-A-Sasuke-Fangirl.deviantart.com/journal/17004655/ http://Not-A-Sasuke-Fangirl.deviantart.com/journal/17004655/ Fri, 22 Feb 2008 06:50:06 PST [x] I think I'm ugly.
[x] I have many scars.
[ ] I tan easily.
[x] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[ ] I have/I've had braces.
[ ] I wear glasses.
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[ ] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[ ] I have more than 2 piercings.
[ ] I have piercings in places besides my ears.
[x pshh more then just 1] I've got one scar.


Relationships
[ ] I'm single
[x] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married
[ ] I've gone on a blind date
[ ] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've gotten divorced
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[x never doing something as stupid as that again] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[ ] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[ ] I've kept something from a past relationship.
[x both ^^] Kissed a girl/guy

Sexuality
[x still do] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[ ] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler.
[ ] I've been kissed in the rain.
[x] I've hugged a stranger.
[ ] I have kissed a stranger.


Family/Home Life
[ ] I've sworn at my parents.
[x tried didn't work out so well] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[x] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[ ] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.
[ ] Have a spoiled sibling.


School/Work
[x] I'm in school.
[ ] I’m in college
[ ] I have a job.
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[x] I almost always do my homework.
[x] I've missed a week or more of school.
[x] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[x unintentionally I swear!] I've stolen something from my job.
[ ] I've been fired.
[ ] Do home schooling.


Embarrassment
[x] I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation, And pronounced it "lawl", not "El-oh-el".
[ ] Disney movies still make me cry
[ ] I've peed from laughing.
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[x] I've glued my hand to something intentionally.
[ ] I've had my pants rip in public.
[x] I've fell down on my face.


Health
[x premature?] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[ ] I've gotten stitches/staples.
[ ] I've broken a bone.
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[ ] I've sat in a doctors office/emergency room with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox.


Traveling
[x] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[x] I've been on a plane.
[ ] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.
[ ] I've been out of my home country.
[ ] I've Been in Thailand
[ ] I've been in Phillipines


Experiences
[x shhh] I've gotten lost in my city.
[x] I've seen a shooting star.
[x] I've wished on a shooting star.
[x] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas by accident.
[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[x I missed >.< ] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[ ] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[ ] I've gone skinny dipping.
[ ] I've played spin the bottle.
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[ ] I've been Skiing
[x] I've been in a play
[ ] I've met someone in person from myspace.
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern lights.
[ ] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[ ] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[ ] I've eaten sushi.
[ ] I've been snowboarding.


Honesty/Crime
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[x] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[x] I've cheated on a test.
[ ] I've run a red light.
[ ] I've been suspended from school.
[ ] I... ]]> ~Not-A-Sasuke-Fangirl http://Not-A-Sasuke-Fangirl.deviantart.com/journal/16647798/ http://Not-A-Sasuke-Fangirl.deviantart.com/journal/16647798/ Wed, 30 Jan 2008 17:16:13 PST
Today started meh ok... I saw people at the bus stop... and so that made it ok. Then all day I was sad... an once again no one noticed... BUT!

So on the way home I'm talking to Jesse and Kevin and life is better. Then I get home and I start my homework... ooo fun

But then I get on AIM and here... I'll just copy past the conversation: Oh.... and yeah Erin and Pete broke up... even though only 1 out of 3 of you knew they we're going out to begin wtih... but read It explains. BBSJARJGX 314 is Jesse by the way.

BBSJARJGX 314: Hey I heard tht Erin nd Peter Broke up
BBSJARJGX 314: hello?
TheTrueMooGirl: sorry
TheTrueMooGirl: yeah they did
BBSJARJGX 314: paige said tht he just broke up with her?
TheTrueMooGirl: yeah
TheTrueMooGirl: hold on
BBSJARJGX 314: k
TheTrueMooGirl: Can you read this?
BBSJARJGX 314: yes
TheTrueMooGirl: kk
TheTrueMooGirl: soo yeah...
TheTrueMooGirl: =/
BBSJARJGX 314: did he give any reason y?
TheTrueMooGirl: no
BBSJARJGX 314: ass
TheTrueMooGirl: it was like through Mike Cozack
BBSJARJGX 314: super ass
TheTrueMooGirl: like she asked Mike if pete actually liked her and he texed him and aparently pete said no, and that is was over
TheTrueMooGirl: so yeah
TheTrueMooGirl: hes... ugg
BBSJARJGX 314: messed up as hell
TheTrueMooGirl: yeah pretty much
TheTrueMooGirl: so much for the whole happy idea
BBSJARJGX 314: u or her?
TheTrueMooGirl: both
BBSJARJGX 314: great. just great
BBSJARJGX 314: damn sadness.
TheTrueMooGirl: yeah
TheTrueMooGirl: its ...
TheTrueMooGirl: brb
BBSJARJGX 314: k
TheTrueMooGirl: sorry
TheTrueMooGirl: back
BBSJARJGX 314: k
TheTrueMooGirl: mom was talking to me
BBSJARJGX 314: k
TheTrueMooGirl: whats up?
BBSJARJGX 314: not much. U?
TheTrueMooGirl: oh right we were on a topic weren't we?
TheTrueMooGirl: my bad
BBSJARJGX 314: which one?
BBSJARJGX 314: We almost nvr have a topic tht last more than five minutes
TheTrueMooGirl: I'm in another one of those moods again but I feel it slipping away... um about sadness or something
TheTrueMooGirl: thats not true
TheTrueMooGirl: we did last night
BBSJARJGX 314: true
BBSJARJGX 314: feel which part slipping away. Happiness or Sadness
TheTrueMooGirl: the sadness... I've been sad pretty much all day
TheTrueMooGirl: but stuff helps
BBSJARJGX 314: Stuff like?
TheTrueMooGirl: uhhh music and talking to friends
TheTrueMooGirl: ^^
TheTrueMooGirl: But iTunes is being retarded
BBSJARJGX 314: wat music u listening to?
BBSJARJGX 314: How it being retarded?
TheTrueMooGirl: it won't come up yet
TheTrueMooGirl: - oh there we go
BBSJARJGX 314: Nice
TheTrueMooGirl: now it just needs to play something
TheTrueMooGirl: XD
TheTrueMooGirl: your jeolous
TheTrueMooGirl: (sp)
BBSJARJGX 314: Hahaha
BBSJARJGX 314: Big A** Font!!!
TheTrueMooGirl: omg
TheTrueMooGirl: haha
TheTrueMooGirl: XD
TheTrueMooGirl: that actually scared me
BBSJARJGX 314: lmao
TheTrueMooGirl: ^^
TheTrueMooGirl: yes music definetly helps
BBSJARJGX 314: good. Wat music r u listening 2?
TheTrueMooGirl: ummm tATu... "How soon is now?"
BBSJARJGX 314: k
TheTrueMooGirl: you don't know that song do you?
BBSJARJGX 314: nope. I'm looking it up on Itunes
TheTrueMooGirl: haha
TheTrueMooGirl: ok
TheTrueMooGirl: I doubt they have it actually... the band is lesbean (sp)
TheTrueMooGirl: but not really
BBSJARJGX 314: Just heard it.
TheTrueMooGirl: It was just a marketing tool, but I still love their lyrics
BBSJARJGX 314: k
TheTrueMooGirl: and what did you think of it?
TheTrueMooGirl: I have weird music chocies(sp)
BBSJARJGX 314: It was fine. Not my type of music usually but it was fine
TheTrueMooGirl: yeah...
BBSJARJGX 314: nice "chocies"
BBSJARJGX 314: lol
TheTrueMooGirl: shut up
TheTrueMooGirl: I'm not thinking right now
TheTrueMooGirl: its a good thing
BBSJARJGX 314: if u say so
TheTrueMooGirl: it is... trust me
TheTrueMooGirl: ohhh yeah!!!
TheTrueMooGirl: I never asked you
BBSJARJGX 314: yeah?
TheTrueMooGirl: what is your oppinion on Bisexual gay and lesbean people?
BBSJARJGX 314: I'm not but I don't have anything against them.
TheTrueMooGirl: good
TheTrueMooGirl: to know
BBSJARJGX 314: BTW the little flashy thing in ur corner tht says "And what if I'm bisexual" kinda gave u away.
TheTrueMooGirl: yeah
TheTrueMooGirl:
BBSJARJGX 314: lol
TheTrueMooGirl: thats what I was asking about that one time
... ]]> ~Not-A-Sasuke-Fangirl http://Not-A-Sasuke-Fangirl.deviantart.com/journal/16634933/ http://Not-A-Sasuke-Fangirl.deviantart.com/journal/16634933/ Wed, 30 Jan 2008 17:01:51 PST another day another break down

EDIT: Hey guys... I'm actually to happy to edit this and be sad... but I was... but someone was there for me ^-^

any way so what happened was this one guy Matt who claims to like me, but it's really complicated, but anyway he was guilt-tripping me pretty much, and it was working so yeah I shed some tears and bad things happened but I was also talking to Jesse at the same time... and he made it better... like... alot better.

So yeah then I was all like I'm emo... and hes like you shouldn't be your *lists stuff about me* and I'm like thats not true, and bashed myself and hes like bulshit and you get the point. And he keept asking me if I was alright, and it was just... nice. Then I had to go to bed... but I was alot better then I was during my break down.

And wow that was all with one breath... continue on to my next entry to know why I'm like this.

]]> ~Not-A-Sasuke-Fangirl http://Not-A-Sasuke-Fangirl.deviantart.com/journal/16552669/ http://Not-A-Sasuke-Fangirl.deviantart.com/journal/16552669/ Thu, 24 Jan 2008 14:33:15 PST
I am the boy who never finished high school, because I got called a fag everyday

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.

I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

I am the man who fears that I will never be able to be myself, to be free of this secret because I won’t risk loosing my family and friends.

We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

I am the woman who died when the EMTs stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.

I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didnt have to always deal with society hating me.

I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don’t believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.

I am the person ashamed to tell my own friends im a lesbian, because they constantly make fun of them.

I am the boy tied to a fence, beaten to a bloody pulp and left to die because two straight men wanted to “teach me a lesson”

—IF YOU BELIEVE THAT HOMOPHOBIA IS WRONG … REPOST THIS ON YOUR BLOG

------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

I'm Bisexual and proud. So I really take this to heart TT.TT

]]> ~Not-A-Sasuke-Fangirl http://Not-A-Sasuke-Fangirl.deviantart.com/journal/16504555/ http://Not-A-Sasuke-Fangirl.deviantart.com/journal/16504555/ Mon, 21 Jan 2008 11:44:19 PST
2. Are we friends?

3. When and how did we meet?

4. How have I affected you?

5. What do you think of me?

6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?

7. How long do you think we will be friends?

8. Do you love me?

9. Do you have a crush on me?

10. Would you kiss me?

11. Would you hug me?

12. Would you ever make out with me?

13. Physically, what stands out?

14. Emotionally, what stands out?

15. Do you wish I was cooler?

16. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?

17. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.

18. Am I lovable?

19. How long have you known me?

20. Describe me in one word.

21. What was your first impression?

22. Do you still think that way about me now?

23. What do you think my weakness is?

24. Do you think I'll get married?

25. What makes me happy?

26. What makes me sad?

27. What reminds you of me?

28. If you could give me anything what would it be?

29. How well do you know me?

30. When was the last time you saw me?

31. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?

32. Do you think I could kill someone?

33. Do you think I would kill someone?

34. Are you going to put this on your deviant journal and see what I say about you?

]]> ~Not-A-Sasuke-Fangirl http://Not-A-Sasuke-Fangirl.deviantart.com/journal/16213553/ http://Not-A-Sasuke-Fangirl.deviantart.com/journal/16213553/ Tue, 01 Jan 2008 19:56:39 PST
So anyway...

So what did I miss? How have you all been? I can see that I missed something because I have in total 300 things to veiw. I'm kind of releaved though because 300 is not alot. Some people get that in a day.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

Guess What?!?

I GOT A NEW COMPUTER AND A PRINTER/SCANNER/COPYER!!!
It's so new and shiney!!! I'm on it now... and... yes theres more... My sister and I can be on the internet at the same time! (we're keeping the old compy)

I GOT NEW KITTENS TOO!!!
There so cute! *squee* There both sitting on me as I type. *looks down* Aww so cute! ^-^
We got them for christmas! ^____^ The boy is my Dad's and the Girl is my Sister's

WIIIN!!!

I'm going to bed now... I got back to school tomorrow and it's late

]]> ~Not-A-Sasuke-Fangirl http://Not-A-Sasuke-Fangirl.deviantart.com/journal/15546590/ http://Not-A-Sasuke-Fangirl.deviantart.com/journal/15546590/ Sat, 17 Nov 2007 10:39:59 PST
Everythings ok... It's ok... Ok...

*sigh* Ok. I'm ok. Well I'm getting better.

So heres whats been hapening since... a while ago.

Ok this past weekend was Tandokucon, and it was WIN!
The Weekend before that was Diplocon, and agian it was WIN!!! I meet new friends! Friends are good, especially when they understand you.

My mom, Ok this is going to be brief because I'm being happy. Happy remember? Ok maybe not happy but positive?
So my Mother dearest won't let me see my new found friends because, "She doesn't know them." And "They live an hour away, With gas pricess these days, I don't want to wast my time on makeing friends with people who live that far away." No lie, thats almost an exact quote.
But anyway!
My Mom also said "I'm going to set you up a doctor appointment for Anorexia." I hadn't eaten for the past two nights. It's not that I'm Anorexic, it's just that I have no interest in food sometimes. Like really, I can't make myself eat no matter how hungry I am.

I'm making my mom seem like the bad guy here. Shes not, she really does love me. Even though sometimes it seems like she doesn't know what I need. Like to see these friends. She has no idea, NO idea how much I need this right now. To hang out with people who understand me. Who, I feel, don't expect anything of me.

*sigh* And I'll do a self evaluation soon. I've been meaning to do that for a while.

]]> ~Not-A-Sasuke-Fangirl http://Not-A-Sasuke-Fangirl.deviantart.com/journal/15261262/ http://Not-A-Sasuke-Fangirl.deviantart.com/journal/15261262/ Sun, 28 Oct 2007 16:34:25 PDT
I havn't been on in forever!!!! This sucks I've got 200 deviations and 110 messages... *sigh* and not enough time!

[link].Byyeeeeees!

]]> ~Not-A-Sasuke-Fangirl http://Not-A-Sasuke-Fangirl.deviantart.com/journal/14660561/ http://Not-A-Sasuke-Fangirl.deviantart.com/journal/14660561/ Sun, 16 Sep 2007 13:46:26 PDT
Ill copy and past my last journal entry...

"AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

IT'S OVER WELMING!!!! (DON'T CARE IF I SPELLED IT WRONG DAMNIT!)

Calm down, calm down, *hold my breath and count to ten*

Ok my to do list is like forever long and bad things are happening...

Everyones freaking out because I'm not doing my homework, which I need the comp for and my dumb ass sister needs to do hers on the comp too.
But I'm taking the time to tell you guys this. Feel special.

School is back in session. So I have to keep up on homework and studying. I want straght A's so I know I can do it in High School because I want to get into Cornell. Yeah so thats taking up most of my time.

I'm also stressng because of my firends and everything. (I'll tell you about the emotinal break down I had when I have time)

Alot of things are happening... Like family issues. (tell you more when I have the time)


So basicly I won't be on Deviantart as much as I want to. Sooo sorry you guys!



And I will edit this journal when I have the time....!


Sorry for my bad grmmer and whatnot... my hands are shaking as I type this!


Okgottogobyyyyyessss@!!!!"



So that was my last journal entry. And yeah I'll explain everything now.

Well first of all, I should be at the barn right now and should still be doing homework but I don't care.

When I got off the computer after that last entry I went upstairs and turned my music up so loud that I bet everyone downstairs could clearly hear it, and I balled my eyes out.

Like I said school and shit is killing me. For one I don't see any of my friends. And two, I know it's not that hard, but it's stressing me out.

My friends, oh god help them...
I'm not going to explian what their problems are but I will tell you who it all is....

Layla's whole situation...

Abbie

Jen

Zack

Nat

Rachel

THE WHOLE FUCKING WORLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


And then my familys whole problem is a whole other situation on it's own.
All of them are crazzy, like sirously. Not all of them, my only sane aunt is currently about to be arrested because of my sycotic mom.

And I can't talk to anyone!!!! You know my problem... I can't talk to people face to face about my own problems.

And I'm posting this and only one person is probally going to read it. Nat... and thats only because we are friends IRL and we feel the need to look at everything new we post.

God help me!!!!

And praying doesn't seem to be helping anything!!!! I am not a crazzy religous person and I pray almost every night now asking God to help all my friends and family. Not yet have I asked Him to help me, and maybe I'll start doing that.

But all I really need to be happy is for my friends to be happy and for my family to just CHILL.

I don't know I'm rambaling now... I'm going to go now and... shit now I'm crying again...

The song that started my crying just came on...

"You used to talk to me like
I was the only one around.
You used to lean on me like
The only other choice was falling down.
You used to walk with me like
We had nowhere we needed to go,
Nice and slow, to no place in particular.

We used to have this figured out;
We used to breathe without a doubt.
When nights were clear, you were the first star that I'd see.
We used to have this under control.
We never thought.
We used to know.
At least there's you, and at least there's me.
Can we get this back?
Can we get this back to how it used to be?

I used to reach for you when
I got lost along the way.
I used to listen.
You always had just the right thing to say.
I used to follow you.
Never really cared where we would go,
Fast or slow, to anywhere at all.

We used to have this figured out;
We used to breathe without a doubt.
When nights were clear, you were the first star that I'd see.
We used to have this under control.
We never thought.
We used to know.
At least there's you, and at least there's me.
Can we get this back?
Can we get this back to how it used to be?

I look around me,
And I want you to be there
'Cause I miss the things that we shared.
Look around yo... ]]> ~Not-A-Sasuke-Fangirl http://Not-A-Sasuke-Fangirl.deviantart.com/journal/14657064/ http://Not-A-Sasuke-Fangirl.deviantart.com/journal/14657064/ Sun, 16 Sep 2007 09:50:24 PDT
IT'S OVER WELMING!!!! (DON'T CARE IF I SPELLED IT WRONG DAMNIT!)

Calm down, calm down, *hold my breath and count to ten*

Ok my to do list is like forever long and bad things are happening...

Everyones freaking out because I'm not doing my homework, which I need the compy for and my dumb ass sister needs to do hers on the compy too.
But I'm taking the time to tell you guys this. Fell special.

School is back in session. So I have to keep up on homework and studying. I want straght A's so I know I can do it in High School because I want to get into Cornell. Yeah so thats taking up most of my time.

I'm also stressng because of my firends and everything. (I'll tell you aboout the emotinal break down I had when I have time)

Alot of things are happening... Like family issues. (tell you more when I have the time)


So basicly I won't be on Deviant art as much as I want to sooo sorry you guys!



And I will edit this journal when I have the time....!


Sorry for my bad grmmer and whatnot... my hands are shaking as I type this!


Okgottogobyyyyyessss@!!!!

]]> ~Not-A-Sasuke-Fangirl http://Not-A-Sasuke-Fangirl.deviantart.com/journal/14615372/ http://Not-A-Sasuke-Fangirl.deviantart.com/journal/14615372/ Thu, 13 Sep 2007 10:22:36 PDT

RULES:

1. Post these rules.
2. Each person must post eight random facts about themselves.
3. Tags should write a journal/blog of these facts.
4. At the end of the post eight more people are tagged and named.
5. Go to their page and leave a comment telling them they're tagged.

GO!!!

Random facts eh? M-Ok

1. I'm a fangirl, you don't mess with a fangirl. Especially a Sasuke fangirl. (As Nani says)

2. Yes I am a Sasuke fangirl, my user name is sarcastic.

3. I like fluffy things.

4. I have little friends, but the people who are my friends are like my sisters, and or brothers.

5. I can't live without my anime or manga.

6. I can't live without my music.

7. I can't live without my friends.

8. I am a gay fan. ^^ Gay people are awsome. Only if it makes sense also. Like, I don't support random pairings just because.

People to tag?

1.
2.
3.
4.
5.
6.
7.
8.

]]> ~Not-A-Sasuke-Fangirl http://Not-A-Sasuke-Fangirl.deviantart.com/journal/14453180/ http://Not-A-Sasuke-Fangirl.deviantart.com/journal/14453180/ Sun, 02 Sep 2007 09:17:29 PDT
Here is my page: [link]

It fits me well.

Well I've been thinking alot... No for real now I'm not jokeing.

Well when I grow up (sound like a five year old) I want to do something along the lines of being an Advice Columnist, (sp = spelling BTW) I'm always going to be a poet on the side, a Psychiatrist... well anything involving helping others and artsy.
Well, and I wanted to see if I was capable of those things.

Well the artsy thing is being helped along by Deviantart.

So... I don't know maybe my advice/psychiatry thing could also be helped here too?

I've seen already so many people who could really use someone to talk to, and I thought, what better way to practise and help people, can you get? I don't know, to me it's like the internet holds a vale or something. I can't talk to people about my emotions, it really hard for me. Every time I try I know exactly what I want to say, I keep repeating it over and over in my head, but I can't talk. My mouth just refuses to work and to me, I feel: If you can't see me, I don't know its just something about the fact that the person I'm talking to can't see me gives me sucurety and I can easly type my feelings and thoughts.

So what do you all think? Think I should try it, or give up, or go somewhere else?

I'm going to post this in my Gaia journal too.

Comment please???

]]> ~Not-A-Sasuke-Fangirl http://Not-A-Sasuke-Fangirl.deviantart.com/journal/14132992/ http://Not-A-Sasuke-Fangirl.deviantart.com/journal/14132992/ Sun, 12 Aug 2007 12:22:16 PDT
It's a Matt x Mello club

And it's awsome.

So join it

NOW!

[[link]

]]> ~Not-A-Sasuke-Fangirl http://Not-A-Sasuke-Fangirl.deviantart.com/journal/14110698/ http://Not-A-Sasuke-Fangirl.deviantart.com/journal/14110698/ Fri, 10 Aug 2007 20:00:34 PDT
Also... I don't have a scanner... so its a little hard to put up art right now anyway.

I do have poetry, alot of it, but I have yet to put it all up.

I'm going to put some stuffz up now and then go to bed because I have a loooong day ahead of me...

]]> ~Not-A-Sasuke-Fangirl http://Not-A-Sasuke-Fangirl.deviantart.com/journal/13916367/ http://Not-A-Sasuke-Fangirl.deviantart.com/journal/13916367/ Sat, 28 Jul 2007 16:06:51 PDT
Yea I finally got an icon... It doesn't move though. Only because it was 49x49 and it said 50x50 so I had to edited it on paint one fucking pixel so it would take it. No I'm not happy about that. It was cute.

]]> ~Not-A-Sasuke-Fangirl