deviantART: by:Nyuki

Whoa there Nelly Furtado!

~Nyuki — Wed, 08 Jul 2009 15:02:20 PDT

I have yet to sleep! c:

Whoot.

Besides the point I have alot of college crap to do this week...
-is stuck there now-
Working on this sick piece then I gatta help set up a dance comming up.
BUSY.
But i'll always have time for you guys. <3
DORMS ARE BOMB. nuff said.

ohhhh OH
MY BIRTHDAY IS ON THE 15TH EEEE!
21 baby.

Ever wonder what those little bright
dots you get in your eyes are?
*pokes*

All is never lost. :) I love you guys!!!

~Nyuki — Tue, 07 Jul 2009 20:57:06 PDT

Heyyy Heyyy Heyyy.

HEY YA'ALL! Member meee? Bet not. Screw you?
NAwwww!
But anywho, How ya been?
Me? Wow. Um. Lets say not the greatest?
First making a long story short. I got prego. Ya.
It was cool me and my better half were engadged and so happy!
Cept gettin fat, and lazy...and ugly..and...it was great! 8D
I really loved it...
Well shit happens and I lost him in a 5 month misscarrage.
it sucked.
Then we broke up 2 weeks later. Now living with my crazy mom. and blahblahblah.
Outa it all I learned; Cherish what you have, CUzzz ya never know.
I'm not a aurther dude...
But hey I miss ya guys! I'll put crap up soon.

I'm in art college so coming onlines hard for me but i'll make time for you!

promise.

Update for all who watch me

~Nyuki — Thu, 28 Feb 2008 04:13:14 PST

Hey it's Rhia, aka here updating for Nyu, She's been going through some tough times and as of now, moved, and is trying to settle down in a new state, new life. Not even I know when she'll get internet back, and she's even said herself she's slipped away from here, so all we can do is hope she comes back and things were how they used to be.

She told me she loves all of her watchers, and friends and she thinks about you each and everyday and couldn't thank each and everyone of you enough, if it weren't for you guys, she wouldn't be the person she is today <33 and she thanks and appreciate every one of you.

all we can do now is wait...

Update: I have lost internet. :c

~Nyuki — Wed, 07 Mar 2007 11:36:05 PST

[Oekaki] [Art status] [Friends/Idols] [Refs] [100 themes challenge]

My BFF:

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Jyeah, i'm on the library computer right now. This place reeks of pedofiles. << ... >> ... ._.; ANYWAY, My mom had court today cause we are getting kicked outa our apartment cause we can't afford rent. We are gunna live with my moms bf till we get a job and save some cash to get a apartment. So, I might not have internet for a long while. I'm trying hard to get a job and get some cash to pay for it. AS for court... Let me tell you this landlord is a FUCKINGOLDHAIRYNUTSACK. EVEN THOUGH we are getting kicked out we still need to pay rent. Wtf. All a bunch-o-bullcaca. We have a week to move. I'm trying real hard to get a job. D'|; I really miss drawing and you guys. :'c Internet kept my mind off the real world. So not having it is a real wake up call. All the same wish me luck guys, I think about you everyday. <3

~Nyu

You know you wanna read this! DO IT!

~Nyuki — Thu, 15 Feb 2007 10:02:37 PST

[Oekaki] [Art status] [Friends/Idols] [Refs] [100 themes challenge]

My BFF:

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Happy late v-day my loves!

My CSS died... ;; Sorry for my inactiveness as of late, ... gah I hate making excuses. I'm just sorry.
WHOATHERE....

wait for it...
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wait...
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whoa.....

I updated my fursona ref. GO CHECK IT OUT.....I HAVE SO MUCH TO DOOO. *babbles like a drunk* But, like I wanna do so many gifts! To such people as:

DUDE AND SO MANY MORE. Just poke me with a sharp object and maybe i'll wake up...maybe. *runs off to make gifts*

Trying out for DUNDUNDUN SROA

~Nyuki — Fri, 02 Feb 2007 13:34:12 PST

[Oekaki] [Art status] [Friends/Idols] [Refs] [100 themes challenge]

My BFF:

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Like the new icons? ^_^ Rhia made them. <333

Ok yeahhhh I know people are like: "That place isen't worth it!" or "....why?" all I have is: "GTFO." *slap'd* |:

No srsly, I just wanna test myself to see if i'm up to standards. I know, I know I shoulden't let people judge me or wateva. But, I won't hold it against anyone if i'm not accepted. xD Cause I love my art and thats all that matters. I love challenges. *gameface'd* B:< *eye of the tiger plays in the backround*

Besides that my life has been having it's up and downs. Getting old...SUCKS. But I gatta deal wit em'. I know I have ALOT of messages. I promise i'll get to them sooner or later. D|;

Peace out and wish me luck.

Hey you with the face...YEAH YOU!

~Nyuki — Thu, 25 Jan 2007 18:27:08 PST

[Oekaki] [Art status] [Friends/Idols] [Refs] [100 themes challenge]

My BFF:

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I don't know... *stab'd* Nothing much going on really, it just seemed right to update since I rarely do |D

I gots my income tax in today, which is gnarly. Finally got some money to get some god damn food in this house. I am in desprite need of a job. I've filled out about 8 apps to different places recently and no replays. UGH. ;-; So yeah commissions are always open. They'll go to help paying for my interent.

Annnnnd just putting it out there that I made a new oekaki my perm home, where i'll be at ALOT. It's Rhia's oekaki: [link] don't forget to read the rules, they are simple enough. Where i'll be working on trades and commissions and things like that. I'd love it if people joined. <3

Other then that I made a few new charaters that i'm in love with and I will be making them refs soon. Trades are comming soon I promise. |D <3 OH! and I gots them 3 new songs that MRC did, they are really sexy. C: My Way Home Is Through You,Kill All Your Friends, and Heaven Help Us. Highly recommend you to give them a listen if you haven't yet. <3 OH speaking of music, you'll guys hear me sing soon, promises. <3

â« HEEEA-ven help us noOOwww~ â« - *runs off to listen to MRC*

Myspace/Trades/I sing 4 you. c:

~Nyuki — Sat, 13 Jan 2007 15:14:24 PST

[Oekaki] [Art status] [Friends/Idols] [Refs] [100 themes challenge]

My BFF:

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Jyeah it goes against all my morals but I have a myspace ~> [link] little boring at the moment but owells, ADD MEH.

I wanna take a break and take about ummm 3 trades? Yeah. c:

But omg yeah I wanna build my confedence here. I sang a few little ditties to Rhia on msn and she made me feel like I really could do it. I wanna make a band and either be the singer/guitarist/drummer.I came up with a name and everything! xD it's: Two Roads Illusion. I know I won't be a WHOA big star but I really have fun singing. And I really want tips and stuff. So I was wondering if I sang you'all a song would you listen? x'D I wanna do a Green Day or My Chemical Romance song; any requests? xD

That is all.

BEST. FREAKING. DAY. EVER.

~Nyuki — Wed, 03 Jan 2007 12:08:29 PST

[Oekaki] [Art status] [Friends/Idols] [Refs] [100 themes challenge]

My BFF:

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I AM HAVING THE GREATEST DAY OF MY ENTIRE LIFFFFFFFFFFFFFFE.

I GOTS RHIA'S CHRISTMAS GIFT IN THE MAIL (WHICH I FUCKIN LOVE!),I WAS MADE ADMIN AT FS, AND 2 COUNT EM' 2 FREE FLOOR TICKETS TO THE MCR CONCERT!!!!!!!!11111 I AM SO HAPPY I THINK I'M GUNNA DIE.

*dies*

So yeah i'm so gunna stalk the band to get autographs and pics. OMFG. I have 2 tickets and I have noone to take with meeeee. ;-; I might sell it lol. I can't wait wow. And hey join this amazing oekaki I admin now: [link] God I love Rhia, she got me soooo many things for a gift it's insane. Shes the greatest person ever. DUDE. SHE EVEN GOT ME A COOKIE MOSTER COLORING BOOK. How can it get any better then that? SHE EVEN GOT ME MY FURSONA'S SCARF FD;SD;BS;FD UGH I FUCKIN LOVE YOU REE. I promise to repay you someday. ;-; <3333 Yeah, happyest day i've ever had.

Commission info:
I can only accept money orders i'm really sorry. ;;

Sketches: Pencil or digital; $2.00 (add 0.50 for more then one charater.)

Oekaki/OC/Pencil simple: a simple drawing; no shading,simple BG.; $8.00 (add 0.75 for more then one charater and 1.00 for simple shading)

Oekaki/OC/Pencil detail: a detailed drawing with shading and BG; $14.00-16.00 depending on difficulty (add 1.00 for more then one charater.)

Icons:
50x50 non-animated: $3.00
50x50 animated icon (like shown as current icon): $5.00-8.00 (depending on difficulty)
95x95 icon: $8.00-10.00 (depending on request of detailing)

Thank you all for taking the time to read this.

Comissioners:
- 95x95 icon/ Payment: $10 not paid
- 1 simple with simple shading/ Payment: $9 Not paid
1 detail, 1 simple/ Payment: 24$ Not paid

In need of commissions! Please help.

~Nyuki — Sun, 31 Dec 2006 19:33:43 PST

[My Oekaki][Art status][Friends/Idols][100 themes challenge]

My BFF:

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HAPPY NYU YEAR EVERYONE! I hope your having a safe and happy holiday. <3

I know it's not a emergency commissions but to me it is! and I am willing to do whatever kind of commish you want. No limits. Thing is, I'm trying hard to get a job to save up for a concert on feb 22nd. I think by the time I get the money that way it would be to late to buy tickets. I'm really desprite guys. And I would really love it if you could help me. Any kind of donation would be really apparated.Tickets are $80.00

Savings so far: $0.00/$80.00

Commission info:
I can only accept money orders i'm really sorry. ;;

Sketches: Pencil or digital; $2.00 (add 0.50 for more then one charater.)

Oekaki/OC/Pencil simple: a simple drawing; no shading,simple BG.; $8.00 (add 0.75 for more then one charater and 1.00 for simple shading)

Oekaki/OC/Pencil detail: a detailed drawing with shading and BG; $14.00-16.00 depending on difficulty (add 1.00 for more then one charater.)

Icons:
50x50 non-animated: $3.00
50x50 animated icon (like shown as current icon): $5.00-8.00 (depending on difficulty)
95x95 icon: $8.00-10.00 (depending on request of shading)

Thank you all for taking the time to read this.

Comissioners:
- 95x95 icon/ Payment: unsure
- 1 simple with simple shading/ Payment: Not paid
1 detail, 1 simple/ Payment: Not paid

Depression / Commissions are open!

~Nyuki — Thu, 28 Dec 2006 15:26:33 PST

[My Oekaki][Art status][Friends/Idols][100 themes challenge]

My BFF:

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Hey everyone, I came outa hidding as always. Holidays aren't my thing. If fact I hate them. All they do is make me utterly depressed. I had a very bad christmas and I fear new years will be worse. I haven't drawn much lately, I have no passion to... I'm afraid of loosing my only talent... I'm just a mess right now... Money is tight and i'm holding onto my saninty even tighter. It seems like i've been pushing away from friends to avoid more drama in my life. I am really sorry... truely I am. I am selfish. I am unloyal. I am a bad friend. And all I can say is... i'm sorry. I'm trying hard to become a better person. It's just hard being alone... I'm sorry I didn't make gifts for anyone... but in time I will..

On a happyer note: I'm completely and utterly obsessed with Gaia online. YUSH. I'm trying hard to get Rhia into it. xD So far it's working. o: SOOOOO moving along. I am willing to open commish for Gaia. They accept Pay pal,Money order, and credit card. And trust me it's as safe as Deviantart when you pay. The only down side is you have to make a account to buy things. Don't worry! After you sign up you can just forget about it! You get no spam mail from it ever.

Anyway theres 3 ways in doing this:

1.)I really want these 3 collectables: [link]
THEY ARE ONLY 2.50$ EACH Thats right a commish for only 2.50$

2.) About 5-10$ in gift credit: [link]

3.) If you really feel unsafe with the site (which it is extremely safe) or just wanna send money to me. You can send me money orders. Note me for my address.

So yeah thats it! Feel free to note me or comment with questions or commissions. Please and thank you.

Commissions: None ;-;
1.) -----
2.) -----
3.) -----

Did I miss anything? 0.0

~Nyuki — Mon, 11 Dec 2006 13:21:13 PST

[My Oekaki][Art status][Friends/Idols][100 themes challenge]

My BFF:

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It seems i've been on a rocky road with my emotions. One moment i'll be happy as all get out. Then so depressed that I wanna die. ;bda;ba;dsba jesus tap dancing crist. I hate feeling like this. I have been loosing alot of sleep to which is why I haven't been here. I just don't wanna bring my problems here cause I know we all have them. It's just one less thing to worry about. I had about 600 messages, I really hope you guys don mind me; I erased them... I feel really bad. But all the comments I have right now are: "Cute." and "Will you have hawt secks with me?" So if I have missed anything you wanted me to see PLEASE let me know. ;;

Oh btw! I was wondering, would anyone commish me for 1 or 3 Portrait Spaces on furcadia?: [link] It would make me extremely happy. <3 I'll do a full blow commission for it. If you got me the 6 I think I would have heart failure. ANYWAY. To the point. Comment here or note me if your willing to do that. <333

and I will be working on christmas gifts. To those I do not get gifts for, i'm sorry. I just have so many people in mind and I have so little time. ;;

I LOVE YOU GUYS! Happy Holidays. <3333

References

~Nyuki — Wed, 29 Nov 2006 12:56:20 PST

[My Oekaki][Art status][Friends/Idols][100 themes challenge]

My BFF:

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= Girl = Boy

Nyu (fursona) -
Milk -
Damien -
Cricket -
Corey -
Hanako -
Nyu (persona) -

One step at a time.

~Nyuki — Fri, 17 Nov 2006 12:22:32 PST

[My Oekaki][Art status][Friends/Idols][100 themes challenge]

My BFF:

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My eye is strained and I have to wear a eye patch till it heals. I'M A REAL PIRATE. *shot'd* It's hard to draw with only one eye open. o.x

Lately i've been feeling... um its hard to explain. My body seems slow and my brain is in shambles. Depression? maybe... I have alot on my mind that I wish I could put behind me for now. I hate growing up. |D; I remembered the times where I wished I was older, now I wish I was younger. X'D I'm not old, but I need to start acting like a adult. Which I hate. LOL. I feel like my life is zooming by. Like When the heck did I turn 18?!?
I wish I could stay a kid forever, but that woulden't be so fun huh? We all need lifes little ups and downs to gain the experience and make us a stronger person. We need to stand on our own two feet and go out into this big scary world. Of course i'm scared, but knowing your all here for me gives me the courage to face it and not be alone. Live your life the best way YOU see it should. Who cares what others say!? Your life is your own.Go forward.

One step at a time.

Love ya guys, Thank you for being such great friends,
Nyu

Hot CSS

~Nyuki — Mon, 13 Nov 2006 19:28:07 PST

[My Oekaki][Art status][Friends/Idols][100 themes challenge]

My BFF:

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OMG DO YOU LOVE IT OR DO YOU LOVE IT?!!?! Made by the one and only *Kitty-lynn Shes so nice and thoughtful. ;; GO GIVE HER LOVE I COMMAND IT!!!11!2131one

Art status

~Nyuki — Sun, 12 Nov 2006 14:30:05 PST

My Oekaki - [link]

My BFF:

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Icon requests/trades: Open/Closed

Trades: open/closed

- [link] - not done
- [link] [link] -not done
- [link] [link] - not done

Collabs:open/closed

Requests:open/closed

Fanart/gifts:When I feel like it XD

Commisions:open/closed
Commission info:
I can only accept money orders i'm really sorry. ;;

Sketches: Pencil or digital; $2.00 (add 0.50 for more then one charater.)

Oekaki/OC/Pencil simple: a simple drawing; no shading,simple BG.; $8.00 (add 0.75 for more then one charater and 1.00 for simple shading)

Oekaki/OC/Pencil detail: a detailed drawing with shading and BG; $14.00-16.00 depending on difficulty (add 1.00 for more then one charater.)

Icons:
50x50 non-animated: $3.00
50x50 animated icon (like shown as current icon): $5.00-8.00 (depending on difficulty)
95x95 icon: $8.00-10.00 (depending on request of detailing)

Thank you all for taking the time to read this.

Comissioners:
- 95x95 icon/ Payment: $10 Paid Commish: finished
- 1 simple with simple shading/ Payment: $9 Not paid
1 detail, 1 simple/ Payment: 24$ Not paid

Friends / Idols

~Nyuki — Wed, 08 Nov 2006 15:21:51 PST

My Oekaki - [link]

My BFF:

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my sex partners:

Porn stars:

Charater Refs - [link]

My Oekaki - [link]

My BFF:

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1.Introduction:
2. Love:
3. Light:
4. Dark:
5. Seeking Solace:
6. Break Away:
7. Heaven:
8. Innocence:
9. Drive:
10. Breathe Again:
11. Memory:
12. Insanity:
13. Misfortune:
14. Smile:
15. Silence:
16. Questioning:
17. Blood:
18. Rainbow:
19. Gray:
20. Fortitude:
21. Vacation:
22. Mother Nature:
23. Cat:
24. No Time:
25. Trouble Lurking:
26. Tears:
27. Foreign:
28. Sorrow:
29. Happiness:
30. Under the Rain:
31. Flowers
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand
36. Precious Treasure
37. Eye
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody: [link]
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. 67%
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation: [link]

Active / Junk for Art

~Nyuki — Sat, 28 Oct 2006 15:23:20 PDT

Charater Refs - [link]

My Oekaki - [link]

My BFF:

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I'm going to try all with all my might to become WAY more active here on DA. I will be returning to school on monday (I was going to quit) I'm kinda nervous.

Junk 4 Art

When I moved here 6 years ago from a big house to a one room apartment I left behind alot of my treasured items what I could bring I packed in boxes and put into the basement here. When 2 years ago it rained for a week and a half straight and flooded the basement. All that I had left became moldy and ruined which were then thrown away.

Then I saw this in *anuvia's journal and I thought it was pretty cool. If you by chance decide you want to buy me anything on the list, you'll get a nice reward giftart of my best effort :3
Anything asked for doesn't have to be new, burned cd's and dvd's are fine but if you get me the original you get extra bonus points.
Also you get one choice of art you want: Oekaki,OC, or traditional. I would mail you a high def scan of the pic but i'm out of ink. But, if you send me something and want traditional art i'll send you the original art. <3

Key:

- Item recieved
- Item wanted very badly (if you do get the one I really want I will do a OC,Oekaki, and traditional art package! ooooh)

Wishlist

1. Beanie Babyies (any, cuz I used to collect them but I lost them all)

2. Disney's Treasure Planet

3. Ellegarden: Riot on the Grill [ [link] ]

4. Game boy color

5. Pokemon gameboy games (gameboy color and gameboy advance ones)

6. ANYTHING to do with Negima (mostly figures) [ [link] ]

7. ANYTHING to do with Ouran (I love that plushie and tie...) [ [link] ]

8. Disney's Oliver & Company

9. Spirit: Stallion Of The Cimarron Soundtrack [ [link] ]

10. Tim Burton's The Nightmare Before Christmas

11. Howl's Moving Castle

12. A plushie or Figure of Nyu

13. books on Vampires or wolves (ex. Interview with the Vampire; White fang)

14. A cross/odd breed made charater with a cool desine D:

15. Anything with Cookie Monster

16. Nickleback - All the right Reasons CD

17. ANYTHING with corgis

kk thas it for now I supose. |D; If you guys do one, i'd love to send you stuff too. X3

my sex partners:

Charater Refs - [link]

My Oekaki - [link]

My BFF:

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I'ma scumbag yes sireee~ *cadapult'd* *thumbsup* I know I haven't been around much lately... DA has become a distant memory. So have my friends that I made here. I may soon leave *has been saying this lol* but i'm so attacted i'm not sure anymore. I'm never here, so whats the point? I'm a oekaki whore now. |D; I don't really like big crowds. But there is one thing: I will never forget any of the people I met and learned to love here. This is deadicated to you~
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: Oh yes shes first, why? CUZISAIDSO. Rhia has become one of the greatest insperations in my life. She has taught me so much about myself that I never knew. We've been through thick and thin with each other and both share the same passion *mansex cough cough* BUT all in all you are the one I will never forget. You truely define "best friend".

: Time for this sexy mama~ Ifus is another great example of a best friend. She let me know that no matter what happens i'm never alone. Knowing shes always there for me, makes me feel so alive. Ifus your never alone either. I'm always with you. <333

: Ah Rain. a year an a half and 3 accounts later she still watches me and comments when she can. She inspires me a great deal. Shes the only one thats stayed with me since the very begining. I hope we stay together till the end as well, ilu Rain. <333 Shes also in real need of help, please check her journal <3 I truely wish I could help Rain but i'm also in real need of help D'|

: TIMBIE!!!!11!!21 lol yayaya thats not yer name but it's stuck in my head. Alkiv is one of the ones who got me into drawing furryies a year ago. She was one of the greatest friends and artist I ever met, and still is today. We talked almost everyday and was my first oc buddy. We maybe disant with each other nowadays. But, shes always in my thoughts. I miss ya girl. <3 ;;

: Sissy-chan~~~~ Shes an amazing being let me tell ya. She has such a big heart and kind soul. Shes always there for me when shes miles away. Shes one of my idols, When it comes to art and being the person that she is. Aea, thanks. <3

: Rappy is another person who I knew long ago, but became distant as of late. I consider her as my big sister in many ways. She protected me alot when I was down. She made me feel oh so special~ She will go far in life! ^^

: YET ANOTHER DISANT ONE. lol Naw but I love her. Shes spunky and full of life. One of the people I would take to never land with me. *no not micheal jackson's house* Her art inspires me~ and shes a kick ass friend

Charater Refs - [link]

My Oekaki - [link]

My BFF:

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It seems all I do is apologize, but thats all I can do. I disapper alot cuz I want to be alone alot.I'm not the type to BLAHBLAHBLAH about my problems cuz all of us have them. I hate bringing my emoness here ,to the people I love. Cuz I want to be happy around them not bring the down and feel sorry for me. I just hate it |D; And if people like to here my problems well... um... note me or talk to me on msn I suppose |D The jist of it is mostly my mother,school, and money. My mom is really depressed to where it is really worrying me. School, feh I quit once again. But, i'm to have a meeting with them to get home schooling. Which has been like 2 weeks since they contacted me. Then money. I am having a hard time finding a new job. Which soon I won't have any money to pay for internet. Just alot of stress build up to where i'm about to burst. I'd like to thank Rhia for dealing with me and helping through this hard time. and to everyone else for noting me and who are worryed. Thanks guys, I love ya.

Could someone also please help me with this CSS thing? -don get it-

*trots off to finish art trades* >>;

Trades: closed
~Alkiv-san - Her fursona with mine /// waiting on my half...
~Shampoo24 - Zythe
=Alexa-chan - Aea with coconut cake
~BLizzArdxLucKie - hasen't told me
=Takaeji - Ambrosia and Jackie Sparrow /// waiting on my half...
~Dream-Believer - Dark from DN Angel lol
~Kitty-lynn - Chibi of Chinook /// COMPLETE
~BurgerForLunsh - collab/ Draw his female char /// waiting on his half...
~BlcKwLfMoOnWrsHpR - Alice and Clockwork /// waiting on her half...
~Rub3h - Saving her a spot? lol

my sex partners:

BURT THIS IS REEHAA SPEAKING LISTEN UP!!! newstei

~Nyuki — Tue, 03 Oct 2006 15:49:15 PDT

Charater Refs - [link]

My Oekaki - [link]

My BFF:

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yup Nyu can't get into DA so she asked me, Rhia, to update for her XD;

Nyu's goin through some tough times as of now, so she wont be able to make it on here as much no more. I dont even know when she'll be back, but she's ok right now ^^. no worries

I got Tagged by and WHEE I never get tagged <333

Rules: The 1st player of this "game" starts with the topic "6 weird habits/things/hates about yourself" and people who get tagged MUST write a journal about their 6 weird habits/things/hates as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next 6 people to be tagged and list their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says "you are tagged" in their devpage comments and tell them to read yours...

1. I am a very lazy unmotivated person... *facefloor, drools on your shoes*

2. I love to hold Spiders,Snakes, and Bugs but i'm terrifide to swim in a lake or river. |D;

3. I hate it when people at school think i'm a freshmen when i'm a second year senior. B| *chokes a btch*

4. I have a unhealthy obsession with boyxboy love. >3> DON'TJUDGEME.

5. I have insomnia D|

6. I-I... make people draw me porn... << ... >> .. c: *shotbetweentheeyes* X0x

I slap- I mean, I tag:

and I have 7 but oh well >B| <333

Trades: closed
~Alkiv-san - Her fursona with mine /// waiting on my half...
~Shampoo24 - Zythe
=Alexa-chan - Aea with coconut cake
*BLizzArdxLucKie - hasen't told me
=Takaeji - Ambrosia and Jackie Sparrow /// waiting on my half...
~Dream-Believer - Dark from DN Angel lol
~Kitty-lynn - Chibi of Chinook /// COMPLETE
~BurgerForLunsh - collab/ Draw his female char /// waiting on his half...
~BlcKwLfMoOnWrsHpR - Alice and Clockwork /// waiting on her half...
~Rub3h - Saving her a spot? lol

my sex partners:

Charater Refs - [link]

My Oekaki - [link]

My BFF:

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Mood: Just leave me...
Listening to: Steve Conte - Heavens not enough

A infant; i'm small,younge,happy,and free,
haveing you and only you love me.
growing up wishing you is who I could be.
but now your a just distant memory.

A child; I'm older but not much wiser,
alot less quite and alot more crazyer,
When I fell and felt like crying,
you held my hand and got me up again.

A preteen; i'm rebbelious and hard to control,
when I did something wrong you would scoll,
I said I blamed you and you'd call me a fool,
but you said you still loved me.

A teenager; lost in my own mistakes,
getting caught up in messes and all the fakes,
I told you I would change no matter how long it takes!
I did change, did you ever notice?

A Adult; I'm all grown up now, are you proud of me?
Am I the person you wanted me to be?
I tryed so hard, didn't you see?!
Please listen...this is my last plee...

A Future; I sit here dieing inside little by little,
playing that same sad song on my fiddle.
I'm running in circles in my head,
saying, "would it be easyer if I was dead?"
I hold my pain inside,
not letting you see me cry.
I don't blame you,
For what I do.
I cut myself away from life,
I blame myself...

I love you Mom,
Even if I hate myself.

Adopting old, unused charaters. ^^

~Nyuki — Mon, 11 Sep 2006 20:26:09 PDT

Charater Refs - [link]

My Oekaki - [link]

My BFF:

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Mood: lol pyro B3
Listening to: Ellegarden - Red Hot
Watching: Ouran High School ep 14

As the title goes, I would love to adopt chars instead of bringing more into this world ( lol I sound like a adopting mother ) no matter if its a anthro,anime,alien,crackwhore,or animal charater I'm up for anything. CB Just um make like a messy ref or old drawing w/e and give me a link to it. If you want you can tell me alittle about that charater or I can make up stuff for em. Well, uh yeah. B| *plays with a pen*

Trades:closed
~Alkiv-san - Her fursona with mine
~Shampoo24 - Zythe
=Alexa-chan - she hasen't told me
~BLizzArdxLucKie - hasen't told me
=Takaeji - Ambrosia and Jackie Sparrow
~Dream-Believer - Dark from DN Angel lol
~Kitty-lynn - Chibi of Chinook
~BurgerForLunsh - collab/ Draw his female char
~BlcKwLfMoOnWrsHpR - Alice and Clockwork /// waiting on her half...
~Rub3h - Saving her a spot? lol

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lalalaaa LA bumba~

~Nyuki — Sat, 09 Sep 2006 10:23:35 PDT

Charater Refs - [link]

My Oekaki - [link]

My BBF:

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Mood: HUFF HUFF
Listening to: Slipped Away - Avril
Watching: Ouran High School ep 12

Ok I gatta start on my trades |D;;; Since its the weekend I should do a few. Umz Pointless journal TIMEZ CB aqnd um lets see

You can ask me one or two questions, it can be about anything,ANYTHING. I will then make a journal as a FAQ so you can read them I supose cuz i'm bored lol DO. IT. JUST. DO. IT.

Things to do:
Rob a bank
Corey - ref
Alex - ref
Fenrir (name might change) - ref
steal candy from a baby
Kai - redo his ref
Kempo - redo his ref
Roady - ref

Trades:closed
~Alkiv-san - Her fursona with mine
~Shampoo24 - Zythe
=Alexa-chan - she hasen't told me
~BLizzArdxLucKie - hasen't told me
~Takaeji - Ambrosia and Jackie Sparrow
~Dream-Believer - Dark from DN Angel lol
~Kitty-lynn - Chibi of Chinook
~BurgerForLunsh - collab/ Draw his female char
~BlcKwLfMoOnWrsHpR - Alice and Clockwork
~Rub3h - Saving her a spot? lol

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WORST DAY EVAR... MY OEKAKI IS UP.

~Nyuki — Wed, 06 Sep 2006 16:29:18 PDT

Charater Refs- [link]

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1st day of school was the worst day ever...in my life.... I feel like shit. School was a drag, when is it not?! I fell down the stairs a twisted my ancle which hurts like hell and all people did was laugh and kepT walking WTF. What if I broke my leg the heartless bastards. I'm... so close to quiting school again if its going to be like this. I have NO friends and all the people in my classes are so fake you coulden't get any PHONYER. Srsly I had 2 guys sit in back of me and all they talked about was banging girls and smoking pot. I turned around and all of a suddon I was yelling at them about degradeing women which was funny and they were like "DB....DB< .... BX" then I ran into my old crush and seeing he has a gf on his arm, he got happy and started talking to me the bitch cut him off and said "kkbai CB" She pulls him away and walks off with him UHG DB<<<<<<<

then I droped my lunch on the ground, lost my money,got paint on my clothes, got stepped on, my ring fell off and I flushed it down the toilet, AND I was called by work to day to stop by work (I thought they were gunna ask me to work today) I get there "oh hi your fired kay? CB" I got so pissed I bished them out. Cuz I didn't card someone "correctly". It was a bust by the cops, one of those set up things. WHICH IS A TOTAL WASTE OF SHET cuz she had a fake ID, htf can you tell if its a fake id?! I mean SRSLY. UHG it ticks me off so bad... WORST DAY EVARRRR. ...tomarrow is another day...I hope it goes better then this one...

The only up side is I finally got my Oekaki today. Which i'm to depressed to even start on a layout...
Here it is ---> [link]

Please join ;; ilu... And yes I will work on trades soon I just need to recoperate right now... *hides in a corner and sucks her thumb*

We love you, Steve Irwin...

~Nyuki — Mon, 04 Sep 2006 08:05:37 PDT

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By now i'm sure everyone has heard... I would just like to give my prayers to the man who made some many memories in my home, Steve Irwin. It was as if he was a member of the family, you know? Me,my brother and my mom used to sit on the couch and watch him... saying how stupid he is and laugh together. That was back before my family fell apart... I started watching him when I was 8 years old man... This is still hard for me to beleave...This is the first time i've ever cried over the death of a celebrity. But, to me he was more of a husband, a father, and a great kind man who touched many peoples hearts around the world. He loved doing what he did and make crocodiles have a place in this cruel world. Steve made me know that there are some good people out there with such kindness towards animals.

Even after everything hes pulled and gone through, he dies from a god damn sting ray of all things. I feel like he took a part away from me with him... this is a huge blow for me... Steve, your will be forever remebered as The Chocodile Hunter... my memories will live on of you. My prayers go to you and your family. Rest in peace, ol' friend.

"She's A little Beaut, Ain't She?"

I'M ALIVE AND TRADES ARE OPEN

~Nyuki — Sat, 02 Sep 2006 16:22:19 PDT

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I'm really sorry I seem to disapper from DA long period of time ;; I'm just going through alot. From art to family. Soon I think i'll end up disappering completely from this place ;;

SKREMEEEEEEE School starts Wenseday. IDON'TWANNAGO ;; But... I must. *fail* Since last year WASSSS my last year, and stupid me quit. But well it happens, people make mistakes.

WELL, SINCE I'M BORED I'LL DO SOME TRADES K.
Trades:
None TT___TT

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Wow.... I'm so over joyed right now. You all made me feel so much better. I read all your messages and wow.... thank you... I'll write back once i'm not so over whelm'd. I wanna make you all art right now. D'8 *has like 268 messages* LOL I FEEL THE LOVE. LIKE A GOOD BUTT RAPE. SPLEEEEee
Who ever replays to this gets a sketch pic 83 Just link me to a ref K? YAYAYAYAAAAAAAYAYAYA YAAYYA I SAID THE SECERT WORD!!! butt sex YAYAYAAAAYA!!119328oneone ILUUUUUUUuuuuu

Like who cares about me....?

~Nyuki — Wed, 26 Jul 2006 19:32:45 PDT

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I'm not sure... I have lost everything... my youth... my best friend...my heart... all my DA friends... Just because I can never cease to change. It's painful...but not as painful as other things. I push away and want to be left alone. But the truth is... I don't... My Mother drinks all the time and sleeps the day away. My Father wishes that I was never born or to be dead. Friends... what are they...? really... I wish that I could be happy and smile again... I haven't drawn a real drawing in ages. I either don't have the time or the heart to... My mind wonders and only thinks of pain.... I miss chatting to people.... Drawing.... My dog... my 18th birthday.... Everything is just happening to quickly that I can't keep up....

So... to say the least... I miss every single one of you.... I want to come back really I do.... I just don't have the heart.... I feel like noone would even care anyway... I'm not the same happy go lucky sex talking Nyu I used to be. And I think it would just be better if I was just a lost memory....

Cuz even if my memories are painful now... one day they won't be painful anymore.... and i'll be glad that I have them.....

You are all on my mind and in my heart.

Happy birthday to...me...

~Nyuki — Sat, 15 Jul 2006 20:11:47 PDT

Charater Refs- [link]

My birthday today sucked.

Death...is never easy...

~Nyuki — Wed, 12 Jul 2006 20:16:54 PDT

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I put down my best friend today...it was 2:17am I remember it well...I watched him... lay there...lifeless... he looked to me with such sadness and pain in his eyes..."It will be ok buddy..." as I lay my hand down on his brow to give him a gentle pat on the head. I told him "... this is only a...goodbye for now buddy..." I watched my mother pick him up and craddle him as the doctor came in. "Are you ready?" My mother nodded with a stream of tears on her pale face. I stood there... wondering..."is this for real...? This...is this a dream? Is it time to wake up now...?" But... saddly it was very real. The doctor gave a smile to him and patted him then slid the poision into him... I pushed her away and stood in front of his face and repeted. "I love you, Max! I will never forget you!" I saw the once younge,youth that he was running around and getting into trouble... morf into this old yet strong spirit before me... The light and spark that once was in his eyes fade away in this 17 year old... he... was gone.

I took him from my mother. I held his lifeless body in my hands. He was still warm... He seemed peaceful...I remembered the good times we had. He saved my heart in the most darkest of days... Without him in my life... it would have seemed lonely. I held him with his muzzle to my face...I wept,...I screamed....,I cryed...,I moared. Thats when I realized it wasen't a dream... It is hard to let go to loved ones... But...my memories of him will live within me, so he will never die. He lives in me. He was a childhood friend,a brother,someone I will never forget...A dog with the heart of a warrior.

He took a huge piece out of me.... something that nothing,noone can ever replace....I told him my heartacke...my troubles... my pain.... In that just one look he gave me with a lick on the cheek... and it was all gone. He never judged me,hated me,or ignored me... He was my very best friend...

Run in those endless fields of green, Maxwell...

(* = repeat corus)

(corus)I will remember you

Will you remember me?

Dont let your life pass you by

Weep not for the memories

Remember the good times that we had?

I let them slip away from us when things got bad

How clearly I first saw you smilin in the sun

Wanna feel your warmth upon me, I wanna be the one

*

Im so tired but I cant sleep

Standin on the edge of something much too deep

Its funny how we feel so much but we cannot say a word

We are screaming inside, but we cant be heard

*

Im so afraid to love you, but more afraid to loose

Clinging to a past that doesnt let me choose

Once there was a darkness, deep and endless night

You gave me everything you had, oh you gave me light

And I will remember you

Will you remember me?

Dont let your life pass you by

Weep not for the memories

Weep not for the memories

The only video I have... -[link]

My heart is hurting... I may not be back for sometime... I'm...going to have a shitty birthday this year... ilu guys.

Yet again...

~Nyuki — Mon, 10 Jul 2006 16:59:48 PDT

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I just thought I'd let you all know that i'll be gone for a bit. Do to a illness I have, the medication really messes me up. So i'll be gone for a few days. I'm sorry. ;; I can't beleave i'm sick 5 days before my birthday. TT____TT ilu guys. Take care.

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Looky looky I got a DA subby again! :3 My brother was kind enough to buy one for me as a early B-day presant ;^; *hugs him* Speaking of my b-day its in DUN DUN DUN 10 days... ;; I'll be 18! Man where has the time gone? |D I srsly don't feel it. I wish I was like 13 again... |D;
And omfg I have to work on my birthday...which sucks. But w/e I don't really do anything on my birthdays. N E WAYS. Anyone know of any good OC 1.1 tutorials? I searched DA and found ... none TT_TT ILU D: *throws a toliet paper roll at you*

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Happy 4th everyone! 83

~Nyuki — Tue, 04 Jul 2006 12:42:24 PDT

Someone help me not be so lazy?! D: *gets handed some candy* EEEEEEEEE 8B
OK! Well, No work today w00t. My brother went to mass for 4th of july and I coulden't come ;; FUX. Not that I rly wanted to go |D; As for art I need to get off my arse and get stuff done! DB Maybe a art trade or two would help? fbf;hsrf;reh;w Would anyone like to do one with me? 8D ...............................................................
....................................................................*crickets* >>; Yet another boring, pointless journal.

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LOOK HOOS BAAAAAACK thas rite its cookie tym

~Nyuki — Wed, 28 Jun 2006 15:14:42 PDT

Toodie fruity on the rootie. *shot'd*

HOKAY, miss me? look I can never seem to leave this place for it draws me in with is SEXDRIVE. Soooooooo I suppose i'll try my best with art. I haven't drawn a full picture in a long time |D; aaaand I came back with 3809 messages I hope you guys don mind I skip a few XD; And it looks like I gots a few new watchers... cB PH33R M3 plz. I have so much art I need to get done, mostly fan art for long lost friends. ANYWHO ilu guys I hope you all remember me... if you don't this might help D:

SEX ME UP WITH THAT SEX BOX OF YOURS. cB

*shot shot shot*

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GOMEN GOMEN DD:

~Nyuki — Tue, 30 May 2006 23:57:18 PDT

GWAH DA Hates me DD:< Everytime I try to come on here it says "page cannot be found cB" i'm all like "STFU YOU DAMN SLOOT!!11 GKFDKG;dnfdj;fg;" I miss my subby ;; Cuz like I can't get to the main menu to see other peoples submits and comments, it always cuts me off and says "page cannot be found cB" GLAAAAAAAAAH DDB< I might just move my art to a website soon cuz this is just getting on my nervs =___= DA is way to slow for me. I just feel so so sooooo bad that I can't even write back to you guys DB Like it just took me five times to try and submit this damn journal... >8C But I do thank you ALL for the watches/favs/and comments i'm getting. I just wish to see your wonderful arts.... ;^;

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LOOK WHOS BAAAAACK cB

~Nyuki — Sun, 28 May 2006 15:38:22 PDT

Hiya guys~! Miss me?!?!?! HUH?!?!?! -shot gun'd-
Well I missed you guys. ^^ I just got back from a weekend at Boston. HOMAN I had so much fun. I went to my first BIG anime convetion (anime boston 2006) Where I met Vic Mignogna (Edward from FMA) Richard Epcar (Batou from Ghost in the Shell) Steven Blum (Spike from Cow Boy Bebop) Greg Ayres (Son Goku from Saiyuki) I also met *Gel-chan for a brief moment which was a surprize. ^^ It was my first con so I didn't get much done. WHAT really anger'd me was the fact that they ALWAYS cut the line off for signings RIGHT on me. Which almost made me cry cuz I never even got Vic to sign my FMA poster. TT_TT I did get a huge hug from Greg and a hand shake from Steven also Richard waved to me and said nice costum. Which made it all the wild. speaking of costum, yes I cosplayed XD Even a few people took photos of me! X////D I cosplayed as Tohru Honda from the great series Fruits Basket.

I spent about 550$ in all XD;;; I got so much....KYO SOHMA stuff homg I coulden't stop myself. XD;;;;;;;; I can not wait till next years con, it will be so much fun I know it. Now that I have some con exprence. <3

I took some pics but they are HUGE so um anyone know how I can make 236 pics all the same size? XD;;; I will love you long time. ^_____^

It's good to be back ya'll but todays my brothers 26th b-day so I g2g fer now. Mucho lovin'~

Till we meet again...

~Nyuki — Wed, 03 May 2006 16:19:31 PDT

art (c) =Alexa-chan thank you sissy ;0;

Hey all,
Just letting you all know and who ever cares that I will be gone all of May. I just need time to gather myself and to relax. I will be online rarely and if I am, I will just pop up to say hi on MSN. I'm just goin through alot that needs to come first but you all are first to me... I haven't drawn a good picture in a very long time... It feels like i'm just walking in circles. Day in and day out is the same old thing, Work-eat-sleep-do same thing tomarrow. It feels like the remaning time I have left as a kid went out the door a very long time ago. I just got backed into a corner and let myself be defeated. I'm just so tiered. I just wanna sleep in a never ending happy dream. But, this is the real world and nothing is ever easy. So i'm just gunna suck it up and move forward. I want to be strong...I want to be happy...I want to be free from my depression... I want to live. Eh heh sorry i'm being Emo arn't I?! ~.~; Sorry XD; So yeah ilu you guys and see yeah when I return!
-gives you all Nyu hugs-

Nyu

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art (c) =Alexa-chan thank you sissy ;0;

omg omg ahahaha ok ... STFU PLZ.... and shut the door your letting in the hobos. >>*

hokay, fnbvnmdfsb fsdbfvkjbfd ok I had to let that out. I got most of my messages don' -shot in the face-

aaaaaand I saw Silent Hill C8 it made me happy. can anyone say....SEQUEL TIEM. omg and OMG!!!!!!! I saw a trailor for... POTC dead mans chest and homg... -nose bleed on the person sitting in front of her- I CAN NOT wait to see that movie XD -major crush on Jack- shhh DB<

omg I also omg I bought FF7 advent chilren on my way home then watch'd it right when I got home. HOMG happy in the pants I was. DB but omg O M to the G the english killed me like five times over, yeah it was horrable 8| but I hate subtitles cuz I spent more time reading then watching the damn movie DB< -heavy breathing- Yeah but the movie kick'd ass. OMG I LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE RENO XDDDD he made my day complete cB The voices for Vincent,Yuffie and cloud were dead on though. Sephy's was ok. buuuut omg tifa and aerth just made my ears bleed and it seemed the audio was off. like the voices were -donknowhowtoexplainit- low? it just pissedmeoffplz. fan arts are a must.

omg and yeah thas it 8| my worthless journal XD; and omg wow I say omg alot huh? like I mean o-
-Cloud slash'd-

Nyu

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art (c) =Alexa-chan thank you sissy ;0;

Except you.

lolz

Yeah I have alot of messages... I promise to get to them tomarrow cuz I have 3 days off. ^^

but, g2g to sleep now, I get to see Silent Hill tomarrow. ^^

YJHGJHGJG BOOYEAH SLACKER PB&J!!! DB<

*shot'd down*

Nyu

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I'm sorry...so sorry... You know why...
I just been goin though alot... Like trying to get back into school,family matters,work,boys,depression... I think I might leave DA soon... I'm sick of making excuses...and angering people with my sob storyies... I will still draw just that I never have time or the energy for DA anymore. Ifus and Rhia have helped me alot in the last 6 months... they are my hope. I just really wish I was stronger... and happy. I've become all emo lately... I hate lables... But in the end thats all people are now'a days... I want a happy ending...to fly away from here...

Sorry for the sarrowful rant, i'll see you sex biskets in later days.

Nyu

My hope and the reason for living-

Thank you both for the fun times and the hard times...

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HEY HEY HEEEEEY GET OUT OF MY PARKING SPACE!!!1bvcjhcv cknvjmc D8<

-huff huff- ok i'm here.... >> << ><* -runs away then comes back- Sorry, I had to park my scooter! D8< effin kids these days! UHG!

Ok to the point. I'm gunna stop being lazy and comment more offen to people. Not wait a day then come back with 896789e87 messes. yes "e" thas a high number! D8< omg I just ate some cake hrgiuegbuireTJFYTDJYT SUGA HIGH! Someone stole a plant off my portch! MUTHA CROCKER! D8<

OOOO I got a camura the other dayyyyy BUT I don like eet... =C ANNND I can't return it cuz they take 40% back! STOOPID FROKS! D8< oh annnnd hiiii this is me all scum'd out~>

yeah i'm fugly and tiered

I really need to WAKE UP, annnd -crash- hmm? OMG! D8 MY SCOOTER! NUUUUUuuu -fades into darkness-

Nyu

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Hey dudes, i'm really sorry that I haven't been here commented/faved/sex'd up people lately... My life is how you say...tireing? I work about 40 hours a week and now have to take care of 15 pets and its like killing me slowly and painfully. When I really wanna be there for friends and wanna draw i'm either to stressed or tired. My moms birthday is tomarrow and I haven't even had time to shop for her. I even wanted to draw her a pic... I can't even do that. Like 54969389 peoples birthdays pasted including *Lonina , ~ToddFox , and soon to be ~timberwolf15. I feel aweful about it... :C I have the next two days off but I will be buzy-er then EVA them days... I...just want some sleep... TT;

Nyu

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EDIT: Wow gone for a day and have like 5983576277 and 1 messages D: Eheh I'll try to get to all of them, plz no ge maddy at me. D,:

omgomgomgomgomgjdfhgbdhabIGOTkfdgkdjfsMY jfbdjfjTABLETglndkjgTODAYghfgjh!!!!gvjdgiujb!!11!SEXOVERLOAD

*heart attack*

Omg I got 3 hours of sleep last night BUT THAS okay! I woke up at 8 to run to the door I accualy huged the guy im like "OMGILOVEYOU *drools on his shirt*" c: Then I ran to my room with this huge ass box I ran into the wall with it and fell GODDAMNIT! Hurt my boob D8< Anywho, I opened that sheet up and BAM I was spirited away to the world of safe sex and where the hawt people roam free... It was beautiful... <3 And I hooked it up and my hand was like shaking i'm like IFEEEELTHEPOWER I went and oekaki'd for like 10mins cuz i'm so effin tired XD; and made this sheet--->

By gwad tabbyies are hard to use D8< When you've been useing a mouse for so long it hard to get used to... OHIMAHAPPY! I dub my tablet.... Pinny-San D8<

*head slams to the computer desk*

ZzzZZzAHAHAHAHAZzzZzZzzz *drool*

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Omg I went to the mall today at 10am to pick up KHII BABY~! I came home and poped that motha in and played it for 5 and half hours. and omg I must say... OMFGTOMUCHTALKING!!111nbxcjhsvfjjhbvfjdon't getmadgetglad11! Seriously, it took me 3 hours to do just the intro! I'm like "ok wtf this is booooring wheres my sex Sora?! *picks nose,flings*" And when i'm finally Sora i'm like "zgdhagxn YEY OMG *spazzes*" then "OMG MORE TALKING?!?!!?" *smashese tv* But com'on i've been playing this long and i've bearly fought!!! I WANT VIOLENCE SUCKA I know how to farking play this game! "ok X button does...um cool sheet." I KNOW!!! *flops like a fish* But, yeah i'm just taking a break from it. Confusing story line so far,shweet. Next is Mulan's place thinger. WHEEE FINALLY some fighting. The over drive thing like is like bum secks. I luv it.

Enuf of that last night I saw three movies. The sound of thunder,King Kong, and chicken little. Which I also bought them all today. *geek squad'd* Sound of thunder was messed up but had a good story line. King K made me cry... THE T-REX SEEN KICKS ASS. and chicken little was really funny XD

So yeah sorry guys i'm gunna be pre-occupid with KHII for the next few days... YEAH,I'M A ADDICT. SO WHAT, WANNA FIGHT ABOUT IT?!!?!11

*swing and a miss*

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Heh I just realized i've been at DA for a year now... Two moved accounts ~God-of-the-Sun , *Nyu-Wolf , and many cookies later and i'm still here. There are people like ~BurgerForLunsh , =CelestialWolfen , and *Skarrbag who have been there for me from the very begining. I have come far in my art. I sure have changed alot since i've been here... More horn-e and sex-less. YJFDND AHAHA jk mo foo. Anywho, I've made so many close bonds with many of you. I would thank each of you, but maybe at another time. XD; *lazy'd* But, you know who you are. People that I have come close to. Your my reason I draw and pushed me this far. Thank you guys. *passes out freshly baked cookies to celabrate*

In other news, anyone wanna collab? I haven't in a very LONG time. It lota fun. =3 Plus I R bored-ed. D:

OMG YJDTHERHBT SEX PARTY IN MY PANTS!!1 And why this? Cuz KH2 in ... omg 1 more day sexies D8> omg 1 more day.... *dies and ferments* And I have Tuesday,wenesday AND thursday off. I'm so locking myself in this room and playing till i'm fully dead D8>

Yeah cuz i'm that cool. c:

*frolicks off to read more journals*

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Sorry for all the damn journals i've been submiting. O.o Just wanted to get rid of the last one.

I just like to thank each and everyone of you who suport me. THANK YOU~

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Yeah...nothing interesting to say... OH inspired me to write storyies. Would anyone read them? I have a few in mind. C= Like Nyu's story and others... >>; I just get lazy'd D8

Speaking of lazy. Sorry I don't write back or in journals. I tell myself I will get to them. But then days pass by and they pile up... I will try hard to get to everything. Promise. D8>

I'm workin hard i'm tellin ya D8>

I feel alittle sick... =.=

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PLEASE read if you have the time...

Something very devistating happend tonight... Something that will change my life forever...

Buddy, a 3 year old irish setter whined and whined at the second floor window of 174 Merrimack st. Manchester New Hampshire, right next door to me. I looked up at him the day of March 20th of 2006 and wonder what was wrong... Head poked his head out of the second story window and continued to cry. I loathed at the person who would do that to a beautiful animal. There were two people that lived there. Loren and her boyfriend David.They were in there early 20s and They fought almost everynight. Till David left her a week ago she also on the same day got a eviction notice on her door. She had 2 weeks to find a new home. She felt she lost everything. I never knew Loren, only past by her a few times on the street, not even saying "hello." She only spoke to me once while she was walking Buddy. I remember it well. "Oh your Dog is beautiful! Whats his name?!" "Buddy." "Buddy! heh hes really cute." "Thank you very much." But, now Buddy was left alone to whine and cry for someone to love him. The next day march 21st, the person that lived below her, Don, yelled up to Buddy knewing something was wrong. I knew Don and didn't like him very much. He was in his 40s and drank more then a fish. But, today he seemed different... Very anxious and scared. I wondered for a moment then lost interest. Later that night around 8pm the fire department and police pulled right out front of my house and was right near my window. They began hosting a ladder up to the window. I wondered "Was this for the dog? Had he really been abandoned?!" I ran up stairs and opened the window in the hall way to look right across and into thee apartment. I was shocked and mortified... I could not let out a word. I stood there shakeing and heart beating faster and faster. Tears began flowing down my face.

For Loren, alayed in the kitchen faced down. she commited suicide by over dose on pills.

My throut became dry as I heard crys from below. The people that lived acrossed from her cryed out her name. I looked to her frige to see many happy pictures on it. One of her and David, one of sleeping Buddy, another of Loren holding a baby. I fell to my knees and watched the tears fall to my bear legs. I then looked to the sky and sang out "silent night" and then ran down stairs. I watched them load her to a ambluance. Then a man had Buddy on a leash taking him to a veicle. He barked out for his owner. Wanting to be petted, loved by his only owner he ever had. He was confused. I ran over to him and hugged him and told him everything will be ok. I then watched everyone leave and everything was normal again. But, it wasen't. Only been 20mins later and I still remember her face, her cold body laying there... I will never forget... And live everyday smiling and saying "hello" to everyone I meet. To make them feel like they belong.

R.I.P. Loren, I wish I could have known you more...

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Woot no work tomarrow and trades are done, now moving on to gift arts. =3 Then ref sheets.. ack... I suck at them.... Also trying hard to learn flash...=C I have no idea wat teh Uck ima doin'. But eh. Also practicing more wif Oekaki, cuz its pure sex.

Oh I took a cab today to work.... them things are effing scary dood. Like really. I get in then close the door and the door doesn't close all the way I had to like hold it shout so I woulden't fall out,crist. and like I look over and my driver is a guy that looks like he just escaped prision... D8> When I got to work I look down at the motor thing it says "pay toll" then something else that was cool yo. I'm like "it says SEXTRAS!! omg I want some... D,:" then looked closer and it says "$ extras" i'm like "oh."

And that ends Nyu's aventure for today~!

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Apology

~Nyuki — Tue, 14 Mar 2006 17:19:36 PST

I know you guys hear this all the time and I get sick of making acuses for my self but, i'm sorry. Alot is going on right know and it is hard for me to draw these days... I ran away from home a month ago and is now living at my aunts home. Me and my mother do not get along at all. She drinks every night and surrounds me with drugs. I don't need it and I do not wanna put up with it any longer. I tryed my whole life to help her, I even got taken away at a younge age for her foolish acts. She still hasen't learned. I care for her deeply and it hurts me to see her this way... I don't wanna bring my life problems apon DA so i'll just move along----

In other news I haven't drawn in like pshh a month?! and last night I go in teh mood for....SEX! - um ...ART! and like I drew allll last night till like 4 in teh morin. I'm slowly catchin up on art. So hold on fer me guys and gals. Thank you all for being so kind to me and I will try very hard to check DA everyday to see joo guys. I luv you guys and will always~

Coochy dance tiem D8
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Nyu-Wolf has come back. I haven't drawn in awhile, I hope i'm not rusty i_i .... 89yt5hnruidyhfor48nbfsaYRFHseckstiemisba ck! D8< I will upload soon, I have to finsh my ref sheets and trades before anything. And then a surprize for you guys~ I hope you all still like teh Nyu... I've missed you guys! D8 I never wanna loose you guys. TT_____TT *tomato'd*

PS. I will smother you will cookies and cheap lipstick if someone bought me a subby! D8 ( and big gifts arts! =3 )

Working on
Nyuki ref
Serious ref
Fossil ref
Kempo ref
Kukki ref
Merlin ref
Trades-3

<3,
Nyuki