http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:Oakmi&section=today deviantART RSS for by:Oakmi en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Fri, 11 Dec 2009 10:15:13 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://Oakmi.deviantart.com/journal/26785400/ http://Oakmi.deviantart.com/journal/26785400/ Sun, 23 Aug 2009 22:10:19 PDT
Story time;

Awhile back, when I was still in school, I was doodling on a desk in Math.
I had wrote "Sometimes we take chances, Sometimes we take pills" from Hum Hallelujah.
I wasn't upset or anything, I was just doodling, decorating it and whatnot.
The next day, I sat back down in the desk, and someone had left a little note for me,
Telling me everything was going to be okay, and I don't remember the exact note unfortunately,
But I thought it was extremely sweet someone did that.
I don't know, I thought it was nice.
They didn't even know me, and they took time to do that.
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So, of course, I have to ask,
What's a random act of kindness someone has done for you,
Or an act of kindness you saw someone do,
Or something of that nature.
Love you guys<33

]]> ~Oakmi http://Oakmi.deviantart.com/journal/26614906/ http://Oakmi.deviantart.com/journal/26614906/ Sat, 15 Aug 2009 18:35:17 PDT I need to get a needle for it, and it's good to go.
I love old stuff if I haven't told you yet. :]]
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I still can't write,
But I feel like it's coming.
I could be wrong,
But I feel like it's waiting on my fingertips.
[I'm anxious!]
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What's your new favorite song right now?
I go through periods of falling totally head over heels for a song,
Or a band/album,
Do you ever do that?

]]> ~Oakmi http://Oakmi.deviantart.com/journal/26474067/ http://Oakmi.deviantart.com/journal/26474067/ Sat, 08 Aug 2009 22:42:30 PDT I'm never specific enough.
Like, let's say I wish for a puppy,
I'll get the puppy, but I'll have to give it back.
Like, you got the puppy, you never said you wanted to keep it, type thing.
It's annoying after 2-4 times.
Seriously stars. Stop.
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Despite that emo cookie up there, the past couple of days have been quite amazing. :]
It's been pretty good for a few days.
[I just jinxed it, but oh well]
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What's a little thing you always mess up?
But I mean little, like pop your guitar strings when you tune it,
Or fold paper crooked.
[I do both of those thing, haha]

]]> ~Oakmi http://Oakmi.deviantart.com/journal/26318744/ http://Oakmi.deviantart.com/journal/26318744/ Sat, 01 Aug 2009 13:27:23 PDT I always say the wrong things at the most important times.
I think I'm defective//


So anyway, random question.
If you could be instantly great at any instrument besides guitar, drums and, bass guitar what would it be?

]]> ~Oakmi http://Oakmi.deviantart.com/journal/26180803/ http://Oakmi.deviantart.com/journal/26180803/ Sat, 25 Jul 2009 23:07:34 PDT Like this song:
[link]
[Don't click that if you don't like music that yells at you, haha.
It's 'The Sadness Will Never End' by Bring Me The Horizon.
It's good screamo though, cuz I'm ungodly picky about my screamo,
So if you're not faint of heart listen to it, haha.
Hahaha, I'm exaggerating about that part, it's not super 'RRRAAAWWWWRRRR' I promise. x]
As a matter a fact he barely screams, in my opinion anyway.
If you could read the lyrics on the side, that'd be great though. :]]

I know the song is saying the whole thing is self destructive, but the chorus is really comforting to me.


I'm sure you guys know by now I love asking weird questions;
Do you think you can be too attached to music?
I've heard yes's and no's, so I'd like to hear what you have to say. :]

And do you have a song like I have The Sadness Will Never End?

[I'm really having a hard time writing, that's why I'm spamming you with these pointless journals so much. Sorry]

]]> ~Oakmi http://Oakmi.deviantart.com/journal/26056302/ http://Oakmi.deviantart.com/journal/26056302/ Mon, 20 Jul 2009 00:34:11 PDT [link]

Oh my god, that's such a feel good song.
I love it. I can't help but smile when I hear it. :]

What makes you happy? :]]

]]> ~Oakmi http://Oakmi.deviantart.com/journal/25761432/ http://Oakmi.deviantart.com/journal/25761432/ Sun, 05 Jul 2009 20:16:46 PDT 7 months into 2009, and I still put '08 on things.
I also forget how to spell small words, too. Like, I was working on my euro history summer assignment today, and I misspelled "between" twice. And, I almost misspelled it there, too.

What's something simple you forget, besides the day/date?
You guys know I like asking questions, right? :]

]]> ~Oakmi http://Oakmi.deviantart.com/journal/25721817/ http://Oakmi.deviantart.com/journal/25721817/ Fri, 03 Jul 2009 18:47:03 PDT ~Therapy by All Time Low

I'm so in love with that line.
I want it tattooed one me somewhere someday.
What's some of your favorite lyrics/poetry lines?

]]> ~Oakmi http://Oakmi.deviantart.com/journal/25594461/ http://Oakmi.deviantart.com/journal/25594461/ Sat, 27 Jun 2009 20:26:12 PDT Put to mouths and then put out."
-Peter Wentz
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Eh, I'm actually doing alright.
[I just really like that metaphor. It's a bit extreme though to be applied to me, though. :/]
I just felt like I needed to update this. So,
UPDATE.
I really want to write something, but I can't. ://
Tell me how you're feeling, but there's a catch.
Use a metaphor. :]]
Please? I've missed every last one of you.


KGO!!


]]> ~Oakmi http://Oakmi.deviantart.com/journal/25224594/ http://Oakmi.deviantart.com/journal/25224594/ Tue, 09 Jun 2009 20:01:13 PDT I cried for a long time, as pansy as that sounds.
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<sup>"it's all a game of this or that, now verses then, better off against worse for wear/ you're someone who knows someone i once knew, i just want to be a part of this/ the road outside my house is paved with good intentions, hired a construction crew, 'cause it's hell on the engine/ you are the dreamer and we are the dream, i could write it better than you ever felt it/ so hum hallelujah, just off the key off reason, i thought i loved you it was just how you looked in the light/ a teenage vow in a parking lot, "till tonight do us part"/ i sing the blues, and swallow them too/ my words are my faith to hell with our good name/ a remix of your guts-your insides x-rayed/ one day we'll get nostalgic for disaster/ we're a bull your ears are just a china shop/ i love you in the same way there's a chapel in a hospital/ one foot in your bedroom and one foot out the door/ sometimes we take chances sometimes we take pills"

~Hum Hallelujah by Fall Out Boy
It's about overdosing on anxiety pills. You are a brilliant mess, Peter Wentz.
I want to write something so bad.
I just don't know what to say.
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What are you thinking right now?</sup>

]]> ~Oakmi http://Oakmi.deviantart.com/journal/25183393/ http://Oakmi.deviantart.com/journal/25183393/ Sun, 07 Jun 2009 16:46:12 PDT I didn't know how much I missed it until then.


It may be a bit late in the day now, but do something tomorrow that you haven't done in a while.
It's amazing what time makes us forget.
Try smile for yourself today too. Maybe something small you did, or just because.
Feel as good as you want. :]

]]> ~Oakmi http://Oakmi.deviantart.com/journal/25091408/ http://Oakmi.deviantart.com/journal/25091408/ Tue, 02 Jun 2009 15:27:42 PDT But my internet was throwing a fit.
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On the up side, I have a few ideas I want to put up.
They're a bit underdeveloped, but I think that could be something big in time.
[And if you guys see something that sparks anything, I would love to hear it. :]]

<sub>i think i'm at it again; caught up in the moment, but not in the right way</sub>

]]> ~Oakmi http://Oakmi.deviantart.com/journal/25006744/ http://Oakmi.deviantart.com/journal/25006744/ Thu, 28 May 2009 22:31:56 PDT

Give me some ideas if you've got some, please. :]

How do you feel right now?
What song do you have stuck in your head?
If you could have one wish what would it be?
What do you think about the rain?

Haha, we should play 20 questions for real one day.

]]> ~Oakmi http://Oakmi.deviantart.com/journal/24865516/ http://Oakmi.deviantart.com/journal/24865516/ Wed, 20 May 2009 22:12:22 PDT

Have you ever broken[for lack of better word] by a small bit of information?
Like, not even tragic info. Just something that killed your buzz///

Just wondering.
You guys know I love 20 questions. :]
<3
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Something pretty great happened today. :] I finally worked up the nerve to talk to someone I've been wanting to talk to for awhile. And it went well. :]] I'm a happy munchkin.<3
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My muse has taken a vacation. Unfortunately, when I'm in a good mood, I can't write.
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What inspires you?

]]> ~Oakmi http://Oakmi.deviantart.com/journal/24790260/ http://Oakmi.deviantart.com/journal/24790260/ Sat, 16 May 2009 16:11:43 PDT
What makes you smile?

]]> ~Oakmi http://Oakmi.deviantart.com/journal/24686049/ http://Oakmi.deviantart.com/journal/24686049/ Sun, 10 May 2009 12:19:17 PDT [If they stop moving, they drown.
I'm like a shark with a sheep's heart.]

People have told me they coast in a current, but I thought they constantly had to be in motion. But I know very little about sharks, so I don't know. It's definitely a good thought to ponder.
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So, I feel like I haven't spoken to you guys in forever. How've you guys been? :]
I hope you're doing very well, you deserve it.
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Random Factoid:
I've been on a serious Fall Out Boy/Kanye West kick. I find that to be a bit of an odd mix.
[Leave something random about yourself in a comment. :]]
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I'm going to try something Monday that my shyness is screaming about sometime this week. Wish me luck<3
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<sub>"All the streetlights glowing
Happened to be just like moments passing,
In front of me so I hopped in,
The cab and I paid my fair,
See, I know my destination
But I'm just not there."
~Street Lights by Kanye West</sub>

]]> ~Oakmi http://Oakmi.deviantart.com/journal/24588490/ http://Oakmi.deviantart.com/journal/24588490/ Mon, 04 May 2009 17:13:42 PDT I took a walk, and got soaked. It soaked through my Converses, and my worn out jeans.
I had the song that tells my heart's story[this week at least] blaring in my ears, finally got a breath of fresh air.
It's undoubtedly the best I've felt in 2 miserable weeks.


How've you guys been? I feel a bit out of touch with everyone.


[Go look up (at least) the lyrics of Pavlove by Fall Out Boy, you'll know exactly what's up with me.
It's not drugs though. Well, metaphorically speaking kind of.]

[[I swear, that hoodie is one of the best friends I've ever had.]]

]]> ~Oakmi http://Oakmi.deviantart.com/journal/24488168/ http://Oakmi.deviantart.com/journal/24488168/ Tue, 28 Apr 2009 20:39:16 PDT
I know I already kind of disappeared without meaning to, but now I'm just making it official.
I'm going to be gone for a few days.
My muse quit, and things have been very down hill from there.
And I don't mean the construction of my house with my writer's block.
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Also. I feel like I've stopped making a whole lot of sense.
I mean, when I think of it, it fits together in my head, but when I write it on paper, the most important part of explaining the meaning is lost.

So, if I say something that makes you think, "What the hell is she saying?"
Tell me. I'll explain.
I wanna fix this.
It's getting annoying.
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I'll be back when some things straighten out.
[I'm looking at Saturday-ish]

]]> ~Oakmi http://Oakmi.deviantart.com/journal/24446262/ http://Oakmi.deviantart.com/journal/24446262/ Sun, 26 Apr 2009 13:15:23 PDT
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That's the short version. :3 You can stop reading if you don't want to hear me gush some more over Fall Out Boy. :]
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The show. was. AMAZING.
A religious experience, if you may. [Or at least for me.]

Where do I start? Where do I start?
Well, we sat in traffic for 2 straight hours, because we left late. We had to rush from the hotel to wait in line to look for seats for 30 mins. And we had to drive for 6 hours to cover 238 miles, which is normally a 4 hour trip.

BUT. That doesn't matter. At all.
Because Ashley and I saw Fall Out Boy play live. And for those of you who don't know how much I love them, here's an idea; I'm more proud of those boys every single day than I have ever been of myself.
But, that's just a taste.
They played supercalafragalistiexpialadoshusly minding blowingly amazing.
I cried. Twice. And a lot. Cuz I'm such a sucker[And I'm always last to know]
Once during Sugar We're Going Down[because that was my first Fall Out Boy song ever, and one that I could deafen myself to on a regular day] and again during What a Catch, Donnie[Which I cried listening to the first time anyway, because the lyrics at the end are just too much for my little car crash heart. I recommend looking the lyrics up]
[Also, I cried just in general cuz I'm a big baby, and those guys make me feel not so alone just with a CD, so having them right there actually singing and playing, was extremely overwhelming.]
It's pretty surreal to know they actually exist and aren't just a dream, or pictures on the internet.
And the fact that they still remember the words, and how to play the songs from back in the day made my life. Reminds me they're still the same four guys from the broken van in Chicago. :]

OH. And Jesus Christ. Pete Wentz. During Headfirst Slide into Cooperstown on a Bad Bet he definitely did some fan service. XD Oh gosh that guy is so smexi. [insert fan girly squeal] AND licked his bass in Tell Mick He Made My List of Things to Do Today!! X3 [insert even more fan girly squeals] Sorry guys, I'm still and annoying 15 year old. No matter how many bad poems I post up here. XD Ha ha!!

[And Patrick did his little heart during Dance Dance<3<3]

Oh yes, All Time Low, Hey Monday and Cobra Starship rawked my socks off<3
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Sorry you had to hear me ramble, and I read your lovely messages. I'm going to reply as soon as I get a shower, because I'm covered on 2 inches of sweat. [I didn't get a chance to shower at the hotel, so I'll be back!]

]]> ~Oakmi http://Oakmi.deviantart.com/journal/24403228/ http://Oakmi.deviantart.com/journal/24403228/ Thu, 23 Apr 2009 23:01:08 PDT
Or is it today because of the time?

[I'm turning fifteen on the 24th, so we're on the same page]

]]> ~Oakmi http://Oakmi.deviantart.com/journal/24300898/ http://Oakmi.deviantart.com/journal/24300898/ Sat, 18 Apr 2009 01:26:00 PDT Don't worry your head, just go to sleep.

When you wake up the world will come around.




Isn't that a nice thought?


[Lullabye by Fall Out Boy]

]]> ~Oakmi http://Oakmi.deviantart.com/journal/24210488/ http://Oakmi.deviantart.com/journal/24210488/ Sun, 12 Apr 2009 21:34:03 PDT Oh my god.
My dog chewed up my yo-yo, Sylvester!
He was my very first(real) yo-yo. I love him very dearly!! DX
Think back to when you were a kid, and you had that one thing you loved more than anything.
That was my yo-yo.
I almost cried. V.....................V
He was a wonderful yo-yo.
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My mom bought me two other yo-yos. Duncans(the kind that was expensive back in the day); one butterfly, and an imperial. It's not the same. D8
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I'm trying to bring yo-yoing back, go out and buy one.
They're about 3 bucks at most. (I get 'em at Wal-Mart)
It's not hard to learn, it just takes practice. X3
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I'm keeping Sylvester, in case you're wondering, I love him too much to part. DD8

]]> ~Oakmi http://Oakmi.deviantart.com/journal/24187195/ http://Oakmi.deviantart.com/journal/24187195/ Sat, 11 Apr 2009 17:58:05 PDT

It's Spring Break on this end, I'm catching up on sleep. :]
(Lol, did you know if you go to sleep early, you feel fabulous!? I went to bed around 1:30ish the other day, and felt great the day after!! X3)

DUDE. I finally got 'The Boy With The thorn In His Side' by Pete Wentz.
...oh my god...IT'S AMAZING!!!! X33 LOL, it's was so overpriced because it's out of print, but I don't care, it was so worth it!! He's not that great at writing about what's happening, but he describes the characters in a way that takes my breathe away.

If you haven't noticed by now, Mr. Wentz is a hero of mine. ;]

.......Oh!

Also, to everyone who commented on my last journal, my reply for everyone is just about the same, so I'm going to tell you here;

I wish I could give you everything you ask for and more, because you really deserve it.
You're amazing in ways you don't even know about

]]> ~Oakmi http://Oakmi.deviantart.com/journal/24137738/ http://Oakmi.deviantart.com/journal/24137738/ Wed, 08 Apr 2009 21:15:11 PDT Sorry, I feel like I need to update this, I just don't know what to say.
So, I'm going to ask you guys a question instead...


...

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If you could have anything in the whole entire world(that includes your world too), that is not a material thing, what would it be?

...

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Dang, that question sounded a lot better in my head. XD

]]> ~Oakmi http://Oakmi.deviantart.com/journal/24137737/ http://Oakmi.deviantart.com/journal/24137737/ Wed, 08 Apr 2009 21:15:11 PDT Sorry, I feel like I need to update this, I just don't know what to say.
So, I'm going to ask you guys a question instead...


...

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If you could have anything in the whole entire world(that includes your world too), that is not a material thing, what would it be?

...

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Dang, that question sounded a lot better in my head. XD

]]> ~Oakmi http://Oakmi.deviantart.com/journal/24066277/ http://Oakmi.deviantart.com/journal/24066277/ Sat, 04 Apr 2009 22:13:05 PDT















P.s. I've decided what I want tattooed on one of my wrists when I'm old enough; 'Unlovable'
Just a random factoid.
Because I've been trying to decide for a long time.

]]> ~Oakmi http://Oakmi.deviantart.com/journal/23943205/ http://Oakmi.deviantart.com/journal/23943205/ Sat, 28 Mar 2009 23:49:13 PDT ~Pete Wentz

Thanks Peter Panda, I'll see if I can remember.


I know a person or two who also needs to remember that.
...So just, try, okay?
Please?

]]> ~Oakmi http://Oakmi.deviantart.com/journal/23892475/ http://Oakmi.deviantart.com/journal/23892475/ Wed, 25 Mar 2009 22:54:54 PDT better
Not okay, but better.

But does it even matter?
Seriously, who's going to care in 10 years?
.
.
.
.
.
I'm glad that's not how we measure the importance/worth of things.
I know I'd lose to High School Musical, or Hannah Montana.
[Ha, ha]

(I'm back, guys.
And I love you guys who commented to death,
Because you make me feel like I'm worth something.
)

]]> ~Oakmi http://Oakmi.deviantart.com/journal/23890283/ http://Oakmi.deviantart.com/journal/23890283/ Wed, 25 Mar 2009 19:49:12 PDT You'll see my smile looks out of place
If you look closer it's easy to trace
The tracks of my tears"
Jesus Christ, Smokey.
I was watching American Idol, and Adam asked Smokey Robinson what he was thinking when he wrote "The Tracks of my Tears" and he got real close and said,

"I was just thinking, what if someone cried so much, it actually left tracks down their face."

A lump found it's way in my chest, made it's way to my throat, and I just couldn't take it from there.
I cried my eyes out.[I guess you can see more tracks than I hoped]
Jesus Christ.
Look the song up,
It's an oldie,
But goodie.
<3I'm still thinking Thursday.
Maybe Friday.
The next few days are crucial.

]]> ~Oakmi http://Oakmi.deviantart.com/journal/23858768/ http://Oakmi.deviantart.com/journal/23858768/ Mon, 23 Mar 2009 23:10:27 PDT
I'm dropping off the face of dA for a few days, okay guys?
I'll be back by....Thursday? We'll see, it's only Monday.
I'll get back to messages then.

I think I had a miniature anxiety attack in English. >>
I don't really know the definition of an anxiety attack,
So I'm not really sure.

I had to read my poem to the class,
And last night was...not a good night for me,
And I can't speak in front of a large group of people,
And I was shaking while reading it, [how pathetic, I know. >>]
And when I got back to my seat,
I was on the verge of breaking down in my lovely English class.
Tears, and all.

But besides that, my day was spectacular.
How was yours?

Out of curiosity, do you wish on stars?
I would just like to know.
What with my philosophizing, and all.

...I'll see you Thursday.
I wouldn't expect to get a response on anything until then.
Sorry
I love you
And I didn't want anyone to think I was ignoring you,
I'm not,
I love you too much to do that.
I'm just taking a break.

]]> ~Oakmi http://Oakmi.deviantart.com/journal/23805671/ http://Oakmi.deviantart.com/journal/23805671/ Fri, 20 Mar 2009 22:37:50 PDT because im telling you the truth
i mean it. im okay.
.Trust Me.

I wanted to take that last part out because I'm quite sick of looking at it in the 30mins it was up.
Let's talk about rainbows and unicorns, instead, alright?
Sounds a lot more fun.


]]> ~Oakmi http://Oakmi.deviantart.com/journal/23770837/ http://Oakmi.deviantart.com/journal/23770837/ Wed, 18 Mar 2009 20:15:04 PDT Lol, his acting was atrocious as usual, but I loved it<3
It was nice to see Pete under a green light again, it brought me back to the "A Little Less Sixteen Candles..." days<3
(Which I wish soooo bad they would make a full out movie out of, cuz that video rox my freakin' sox)
([link] I promise the link won't bite)
(Lol,how ironic, ^^^ Pete's a vampire in the video. XD)
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I was thinking about doing a collab...
I've never done one, but
anyone who wants to do a writing collaboration is welcomed to the idea. :]
I've never done this before, but I can almost promise it'll take me forever,
So keep that in minds, loves<3
Wait for me<3<3 *cue the cheesy soup opera love scene music here*
(Lol, I'm such a loser. XD)

]]> ~Oakmi http://Oakmi.deviantart.com/journal/23734241/ http://Oakmi.deviantart.com/journal/23734241/ Mon, 16 Mar 2009 17:33:17 PDT I'm excited, scared, anxious, inspired, and out of ideas. We have to read it in front of the class, I'm pretty worried.
It's due Friday, and I don't know what to right about because my teacher was like "Don't write about your lost love, you're fifteen for God's sake!"Well, I'm fourteen, so he can trip, but that's not the point. XD It has to be based around something that isn't an emotion. Like, it can't be about missing someone, or something. Which sucks, cuz I'm just a little ball of emotions. Lol, we'll see what I can come up with.
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Something else, one of my other teachers was telling a story about her sophomore year, and how she was so heart broken over some boy at the time, and how she thought that was too young to be heart broken. And that got me thinking.
Fourteen is really a little young to be heartbroken, isn't it?
I don't know, it was just a thought of mine.

]]> ~Oakmi http://Oakmi.deviantart.com/journal/23699200/ http://Oakmi.deviantart.com/journal/23699200/ Sat, 14 Mar 2009 18:06:33 PDT My computer works again!! I'm so happy!! X3
*cuddles my computer*
I missed you guys so, so, so much!! Like, I didn't know how much I was on dA until I couldn't anymore. >> I had A LOT of free time. XD
ALSO,
OMG!!
*overwhelmed*

You guys are so sweet, I didn't think anyone was gonna really care that I couldn't get on!!
I love you guys!!!! X33


P.S. One last thing, that is quite possibly more important than my new highlights, or pretty much anything else in my life right now,


MY MOM BOUGHT ME TICKETS TO MY VERY FIRST FALL OUT BOY CONCERT!!!!! SKJNFSLDBDLICVSBDCSNCBISDBFSJVSKUSB IT'S IN MARYLAND, BUT MY MOM'S DRIVING ME ANYWAY!! I'm soooooo stoked!!!!!!! *rolls over*

]]> ~Oakmi http://Oakmi.deviantart.com/journal/23603593/ http://Oakmi.deviantart.com/journal/23603593/ Mon, 09 Mar 2009 04:15:23 PDT I won't be on very often, sorru guys. D:
IMMA MISS YOU!!
DX
*dies*

]]> ~Oakmi http://Oakmi.deviantart.com/journal/23372385/ http://Oakmi.deviantart.com/journal/23372385/ Mon, 23 Feb 2009 21:02:41 PST But I'm better.
Also, I wanted to thank you guys so much who commented my last journal<3
You have no idea what it all means to me,
I'm gonna reply back as soon as I'm done with this.
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I also attended an amazing Cute is What We Aim For concert.
I was freaking mosh pitted. Breathe Carolina came on and the kids went f^$king crazy.
My friend got punched in the forehead area, and I was grinded on/shoved, and nearly fell over a countless amount of times. It wasn't fun.
I'm not a fan of mosh pits apparently.
But the rest was a freaking blast.
Every Avenue rocked the house,
And I re-realized that I am so freaking attracted to Jeff Czum<3(from Cute)
Here's a great pic of him(he's all the way to the right with the black hair): [link]
And here's a lovely collage: [link]
I forget about him a lot, but when I remember I'm blown away every time.
Lol, I'm so strange.
I think I really needed this concert,
I had a really good time.
I forgot about everything for a while<3

P.s. It was pretty funny, like 3 bras were thrown on stage during Cute's set. XD Shaant actually threw one backstage it was hilarious.

]]> ~Oakmi http://Oakmi.deviantart.com/journal/23354563/ http://Oakmi.deviantart.com/journal/23354563/ Sun, 22 Feb 2009 23:49:40 PST I wish I could have watched him forget about me.
Just so I knew he had.

I'm sorry you guys have to hear about this-again.
I'm having a really bad night.
And I can't even pull anything poetic out of it.
It's really pathetic.

]]> ~Oakmi http://Oakmi.deviantart.com/journal/23319688/ http://Oakmi.deviantart.com/journal/23319688/ Sat, 21 Feb 2009 07:52:27 PST
I saw a few of my friends doin' this, and decided I should too, to show some love that I've neglected.
Sorry I take so long to reply, I'm really freaking lazy.
Yeah, I'd be mad to if I was you.

]]> ~Oakmi http://Oakmi.deviantart.com/journal/23194273/ http://Oakmi.deviantart.com/journal/23194273/ Sat, 14 Feb 2009 11:23:20 PST Yeah. Yeah. Yeah.

So, my Valentine's Day has consisted of Being sick, dropping cake onto the floor and my purple pants.
I'm trying not to be bitter about the whole thing, but the stains on my pants are making it hard.
I really liked those pants.

Anyone you guys wanna be my Valentine? ;D

P.s. I wanna tell Happy (late) Birthday!!

]]> ~Oakmi http://Oakmi.deviantart.com/journal/23111027/ http://Oakmi.deviantart.com/journal/23111027/ Mon, 09 Feb 2009 20:18:35 PST I don't know about you just but last April I had a mini panic attack when I saw the prank Mudkip thing for my icon! XD I was like, "Omg! I didn't change that! I didn't change that! OMG!!" Lol, I just saw that someone still had that as there icon and it made me laugh. :]
lol, just a passing thought<3

]]> ~Oakmi http://Oakmi.deviantart.com/journal/23079823/ http://Oakmi.deviantart.com/journal/23079823/ Sun, 08 Feb 2009 10:42:55 PST Last week it was 19 degrees, but today it's 76 where I live.
Virginia is a freak. Seriously. >>

]]> ~Oakmi http://Oakmi.deviantart.com/journal/23049441/ http://Oakmi.deviantart.com/journal/23049441/ Fri, 06 Feb 2009 21:04:32 PST How are you?

I was pretty sick of looking at the old entry, so here we are!! :]
Some news that I'm too lazy to write about:

*My new guitar is supposed to be here Monday!: [link]
It's a classical guitar(which is different from an acoustic), that I got dirt cheap off ebay! XD I'm very excited!

*It hurts to type because my fingers are sore from practicing on my acoustic guitar. But!! I learned Lyrical Lies by Cute Is What We Aim For: [link]
Lol, it's not that big of a deal cuz even a person who has never picked up a guitar in their life could learn it in a day or so. XD My best friend Dejah is proof of that! The whole song takes 2 whole fingers, but it's very fun to play!

*I'm bad at spanish.

*February sucks.

*I'm going to push my friend Morgan if she doesn't stop bugging me. Seriously!! >///////////< Gawd!

*I'm feeling pretty good!

*My friend Angie gives awesome advice!

*Also. I think I may have become nocturnal. o...............o Cuz I come home, and at about 4 I get tired, and take a nap until about 6 then I help my mom around the house, and do my home work, and got back to bed at about 8. Then wake up at like 10 and stay up most of the night. ;;>..................> LOL. I'm trying to fix my sleep pattern, but we'll see! XD

*I've got nothing left to say really. X3 So I lost<3 And bye loves!!<3

]]> ~Oakmi http://Oakmi.deviantart.com/journal/22894181/ http://Oakmi.deviantart.com/journal/22894181/ Thu, 29 Jan 2009 20:46:15 PST that much as a last defense type thing.

BUT right now, I don't really care either way, cuz I'm feeling pretty good for the first time in such a long time<3

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On a totally unrelated note, I want to this this!! X3

Uh...Haruko would be a little to similar to me, Iris is a bit to undeveloped for this, so....I reach into my back pocket(real deep, like from my TheOtaku days, deep)...and pulling out...RIO!!<3 Lol, I just posted a pic of her. :3 She's a grumpy munchkin!! X3

Rules

1) Choose a one of your own character(OC).
2)Make them answer the following questions.
3) Then tag three people.
4) Feel free to add some questions of your own.

1) What gender are you?
Last time I checked I was a girl, thank you very much.

2)What is your age?
16.

3)Do you want a hug?
...Don't touch me... ;;>_____________>

4)Do you have any bad habits?
Hm....

5)What is your favorite food?
Waffles! :]

6)What is your favorite ice-cream flavor?
Mint! 8D

7)Are you a virgin?
*cheeks flare pink* Of course!!! What kind of girl do you take me for!? >////////////<**

8)Have you killed anyone?
No. >> ...Why would I...?

9)Do you hate anyone?
....yeah. More than I should.

10)Do you have any secrets?
None that you should know. 0_______<

11)What is your favorite season?
*small smile* Winter.

12) Who is your best friend(s)?
Ian, and Sorrow!! 8D

13)What are your hobbies?
Reading.

14)What is your favorite drink?
...Water. >________> I don't drink much.

15)When is your birthday?
Sometime in June. I don't give it much thought.

16)What age did you die?
I... Died? >__________> No, no I think I'm still breathing.

17)Are you nice or mean?
That depends on who you are

18)What do you think of your parents?
...Let's not get into that.

19)What’s your weakness?
Running. I'm lazy. :]

20) How long can you stay under water?
...does it matter?

21.) What do you do on a regular day basis?
School, read, hang out with Ian or Sorrow :]

22.) Do you love someone?
>/////////////> N-no...

23.) When was the last time you wet your self.
Uh..when I was a kid...?

24.) Whats your favorite band.
I'm not much of a music person...Silence is nice. :]

25.) Ever worn a dress?
Ugh...

26.) Willingly?
Never. >____________> Momo has definitely tried though...

27.) What do you consider fun in the day-time?
Reading...I'm boring. :]

28.) At night?
....reading...some more...>__________>

29.) Ever kissed anyone?
>//////////////////////> ...

30.) ...Of the same gender?
On the cheek, yes. But not in that way... ;;>__________> *awkward*

31.) Its clear you're gay.
....No...no not really... *looks quizingly*

32.) Whats you're favorite thing to touch?
Fake fur, it's very soft! And animal friendly.

33.) Anyone love you?
>/////////> ...I-i hope so... *awkward cough*

34.) Whats your favorite colour?
Black and red. :]

35.) When was the last time you cried.
Not long enough ago. >________>

36.) Are you crazy?
I've been told that on numerous occasions. >3

37.) What are you?
Straight...? ....I'm definitely human... >__________> If that's a remark about the horns and wing, you're not funny. >(
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LOL. That was fun!! X3 Lol, Rio is so boring! *dodges thrown object* But I love her. I chose her for this cuz we are almost complete opposites. She's short tempered....and not very nice if she doesn't like you. X3 She's frankly an emo kid!

ALSO. Sorrow and Tan are her best friends, and Momo is her sister!! Just so you don't leave confused<3


I TAG ANYONE WITH AN OC!! DOOOO IT....!!!

]]> ~Oakmi http://Oakmi.deviantart.com/journal/22769286/ http://Oakmi.deviantart.com/journal/22769286/ Fri, 23 Jan 2009 20:24:29 PST
But then again, sometimes it's nice to know someone knows exactly what your feeling.

But right now, I hate it.

]]> ~Oakmi http://Oakmi.deviantart.com/journal/22742719/ http://Oakmi.deviantart.com/journal/22742719/ Thu, 22 Jan 2009 17:42:39 PST The new profiles.

]]> ~Oakmi http://Oakmi.deviantart.com/journal/22678488/ http://Oakmi.deviantart.com/journal/22678488/ Mon, 19 Jan 2009 16:58:30 PST
2. I'll tell you which song or movie you remind me of.

3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle you in.

4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.

5. I'll tell you my first memory of you.

6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.

7. I'll ask you something I've always wondered
about you.

8. I'll tell you my favorite thing about you.

9. I'll tell you my least favorite thing about you.

10. If you play, you MUST post this on yours.

if you leave a comment I'll do this and then you have to do it in your journal.
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This is gonna get interesting...kukuku!! XD
TY! GET YOUR BUTT UNGROUNDED, I WANNA DO THIS!!

]]> ~Oakmi http://Oakmi.deviantart.com/journal/22640206/ http://Oakmi.deviantart.com/journal/22640206/ Sat, 17 Jan 2009 19:25:51 PST Ha ha, I made lemonade today
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I'm feeling pretty good today, I have messages, but I'll get to them later-I too lazy right now. :]

Ya know, I had thought up a thousand things to write up here, but I don't remember a thing. Ha ha. :] I just finished the whole Yu Yu Hakusho manga. The whole thing was translated on onemanga.com. Ahh, I loved the ending<3 I wish it would have had a bit more closure, but it was still awesome!(Who knew Yusuke was such a sweetie!! X3)

Today was actually a really good day for me. Nothing really bothered me at all, and that almost never happens<3 :3


I hope you guys had a wonderful day too, loves!!<3

]]> ~Oakmi http://Oakmi.deviantart.com/journal/22512496/ http://Oakmi.deviantart.com/journal/22512496/ Sat, 10 Jan 2009 19:08:46 PST -------------------------------------------------------

I am re-discovering my inner Yu Yu Hakusho fan-girl!!<3 I can't tell you how many times I've watched episode 40(The one with Jin) and 45 and 46(The 2 where Hiei fights the armor guy in the Dark Tournament). LOL Can't help it Imma Jin and Hiei fan-girl. Ty, you should save yourself some time and annoyance and just youtube it or read it here: [link]. Seriously.

Okay, so now you're wondering: Why should I even care?
1Because I'm gonna have more YYH art
2I don't know you read this far might as well roll with it? LOL.

Peace! I love you<3

]]> ~Oakmi http://Oakmi.deviantart.com/journal/22376241/ http://Oakmi.deviantart.com/journal/22376241/ Sat, 03 Jan 2009 14:53:51 PST
]]> ~Oakmi http://Oakmi.deviantart.com/journal/22371669/ http://Oakmi.deviantart.com/journal/22371669/ Sat, 03 Jan 2009 10:44:21 PST
I take every lyric to heart; I cried my eyes out to "What a Catch, Donnie" when the old lyrics played. What the hell would I do without these boys? They've definitely shaped me over the years, I don't even want to think about the person I would be if I hadn't found them.

...What else can I say? Besides I wanna take back everything I said about Pete and the rest of the boys. They're not sell outs, they're people. And I love them regardless because they've loved me regardless. Those CD's wait up for me every time.

P.s. I've read this over and over and over again, and it doesn't even come close to saying how I'm feeling.

]]> ~Oakmi http://Oakmi.deviantart.com/journal/22370899/ http://Oakmi.deviantart.com/journal/22370899/ Sat, 03 Jan 2009 10:02:33 PST
More on this later, I need a moment.

]]> ~Oakmi http://Oakmi.deviantart.com/journal/22331811/ http://Oakmi.deviantart.com/journal/22331811/ Thu, 01 Jan 2009 12:26:25 PST ANYWAY.
I LOVED it!! X3 It was very Panic-ish. Like if old Panic! and new Panic had a baby. That's what that video is like! I have to say, as...frustrated (for lack of better word) with Pete as I am, DAMN He's hott!! XDD That was so shallow!! But it's true! LOL. Anyway, it's showing on Yahoo at 5 tonight! HECK YES I'm watching it again!

]]> ~Oakmi http://Oakmi.deviantart.com/journal/22319081/ http://Oakmi.deviantart.com/journal/22319081/ Wed, 31 Dec 2008 22:45:51 PST
So, it's the new year. I'm restarting everything this year. I spent all of '08 tearing my self down. I think now is a good time to start building myself back up.
My Resolution:
I will try to bend before breaking, love more, write more, think more, appreciate more, give more, take more, accept more, care more, recycle more, imagine more, feel more, be more empathetic, be happy more, take in life more, and look harder for love.
I will also complain less, hate mess, lie less, procrastinate less, be less selfish, and think of myself less.
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I'll work very hard on it, because all these pledges mean something different to me, and all of them are among the things that I'm trying to do to fix my worth as a person, and my heart.
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P.s. I'm seriously messing my icon already!! DX It's only been a few hours!! I'm prolly gonna start using it again soon, cuz I miss it so much! BUT that doesn't mean I don't love the one I'm using, cuz made it, and she did a wonderful job!! Jin looks so cute!! X3 (The rest of gallery is adorable, you should check it out!!)

]]> ~Oakmi http://Oakmi.deviantart.com/journal/22213759/ http://Oakmi.deviantart.com/journal/22213759/ Fri, 26 Dec 2008 17:20:47 PST ? You must fill out EVERY question! No skipping!
? Tag five people afterward.
? Leave a message on their page telling them their tagged.





ARE YOU?
1. Perfect? Dear God no. I wish though...
2. Tall? Eh. I'm averaging out.
3. In your pajamas? ...kinda > V >
4. Left handed? right handed :3 But how cool would that be?

LAST:
1. Friend you saw: : Dejah!! We put up her christmas tree together. XD Yes it's been that long since I've seen my friends.
2. Talked to on the phone: Ty-ty!! : D She hung up on me though! Jerk!
3. Person to text you: Morgan!! She was bored. :3
4. Was today better than yesterday? Yep

FAVORITES:
1. Number: 13!
2. Color(s): Black white blue orange<3 I'm too kewl for commas XD
3. Fruit: Pears peaches pineapples kiwi(I LOVE YOU TY) cherries.
4. Place(s): In the middle of a warm hug!! : D

EIGHT EMOTIONS:
1. Are you missing someone right now? To the point of hurting2. Are you happy? Depends on who I'm talking to
3. Are you sad? ...yeah, but let's keep that on the DL (the down low! : D)
4. Are you bored? Ish. :3
6. Are you nervous? Nope!
8. Are you tired? Actually no! : D I've been hording sleep! XD

ABOUT YOU:
1. Real name? Janine2. Nick names? I had a BUNCH for a while, but now I don't really have one. My main one used to be Foamy. :3 LOL
3. Eye color? Light Brown wishing for blue. :3
4. Zodiac sign? Taurus!! : D
5. Male or female? Chick!
6. Slut? Ewwwww!! D :
7. Smart? Book wise yesh. Common sense wise leaves a lot to be desired. XD
8. Hair coolr? Darkish Carmelish brown wishing for black. XD
9. Long or short? Medium...? D:
10. Sweats or Jeans? Jeans FTW!
11. Phone or Camera? Camera Phone!! : D Lol Imma loser
12. Drink or Smoke? ...Neither is an option, right?
13. Righty or lefty? righty :3

FIRSTS:
1. First best friend? Dejah!! 8D And we're still best friends!!<3
2. first crush? The 1st one I remember is from lyke, kindergarten, and that's Chris. XDD EW.
3. First pet? Well... it was definitely a dog...XD
4. First big vacation? ...uh never been on one? 8D;;

CURRENTLY:
1. Eating? I WAS eating a piece of delicious bread. 8D
2. Drinking? Berry Rain Gatorade. :3 It's kinds gross though D8
3. I'm about to: Type up my new Hiei story. :3 YESH I KNOW HE'S A FICTIONAL CHARACTER!! XD I DON'T THINK YOU UNDERSTAND I LOVE 'EM! Lol I have problems. XDD
4. Listening to? The commercial on TV D :
5. Plans for today? I went after Christmas shopping with my mom. :3

WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX?
1. Shorter or taller? I like taller. :3 BUT(comma) same height is better for hugging. 8D
2. Romantic or spontaneous? Spontaneously Romantic! XD
3. Sensitive or loud? Both! 8D He has to be able to keep up!
4. Hook-up or relationship? RELATIONSHIP! Hook-ups are for whores. :3 See how 'hook' is in 'hooker'? Yeah it all fits together like a puzzle. ;D

HAVE YOU EVER:
1. Drank bubbles? ...I've eaten an already blown bubble...Does that count?
2. Lost glasses/contacts? No, but I definitely break my glasses on a regular basis. XD (I LOST!)
3. Ran away from home? No, but I definitely considered.
4. Broken someone's heart? Not that I know of. D8
5. Been arrested? Nope!! 8D Imma a good kid. XD

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
1. Miracles? Yep! :3
2. Yourself? At rare times. :3
3. Heaven? I believe in something after death, but I think heaven is a bit far-fetched...>>
4. Santa Claus? I MIGHT!! XD
4. Love? Most of the time.....D8
5. Do you like someone? I MISS someone.
6. Do you believe in God? ...Still working that one out. Get back to me later. (Wow I prolly just lost some friends on that one. XD)
7. Answered the truth on all questions? Yep!! 8D

Q: What was the first thing you did this morning when you woke up
A: D: ...Honestly, I don't remember. XDD

Q: Do you have anything bothering you?
A: WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY too much to go into right now.

Q: What's the last movie you saw?
A: ...I can't remember.. D: I think Wall-E (LOVED IT BTW)

Q: Where is the last place you went?
A: Mall! C:

Q. Do you smile a lot?
A: Yep! C: A little too much! ;D

Q: Do you wish upon stars?
A: ...yeeeeaaaahhh. D: WELL Actually!! My wish has came true ONCE! 8D

Q: Are you a friendly person?
A: That all depends on who YOU are. 8DD

Q: Where did you sleep last night?
A: ...My bed... >>

Q: When was the last time you cried?
A: Not long enough ago to be quite honest
Q: What was your last thought before going to sleep last night?
A: "Why won't that d... ]]> ~Oakmi http://Oakmi.deviantart.com/journal/22188778/ http://Oakmi.deviantart.com/journal/22188778/ Thu, 25 Dec 2008 11:15:21 PST .............< BUT(comma) his scarf and starburst of white in his hair is...not so white thanks to dust and age. Also his face isn't as clean as it used to be. >> I was thinking hand washing him in the sink and then "damp drying" him. The damp dry thing is the last cycle on the washing machine. I read that was good way to dry stuffed plushies. Help of any kind would deeply appreciated!

THANK YOU!!<3

]]> ~Oakmi http://Oakmi.deviantart.com/journal/22125699/ http://Oakmi.deviantart.com/journal/22125699/ Mon, 22 Dec 2008 16:08:46 PST I want the four tired boys in a broken van back.
I want the old school Fall Out Boy back.
I want the Fall Out Boy that loved to jam at the shows back.
I want the Fall Out Boy that made me grin with tears of joy every time I saw them play back.
I want the four most amazing guys in the world back.

I just hate it that they still have so much of me after all this time.

P.s. Why yes Ty, this IS why I sounded so back on the phone, I was trying to get myself back together when you called.

]]> ~Oakmi http://Oakmi.deviantart.com/journal/22085664/ http://Oakmi.deviantart.com/journal/22085664/ Sat, 20 Dec 2008 13:19:38 PST I decided to let all the shizz that's been bothering me go. It doesn't really matter in the long run. So hopefully my writing will improve now. :3

PEACES<3

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i lost.

]]> ~Oakmi http://Oakmi.deviantart.com/journal/22005492/ http://Oakmi.deviantart.com/journal/22005492/ Mon, 15 Dec 2008 20:19:31 PST I just got my brand NEW phone, and I was doing laundry. I walked away from the washer and went to watch TV with my mom. Later I realized, I had no clue where my phone was.... I seriously thought it was in the washer. I stopped it and everything. but it wasn't in there. ^______________________^;; It was on my desk. But that is something, I could seriously end up doing. XD I'm so scatter brained!

]]> ~Oakmi http://Oakmi.deviantart.com/journal/21889067/ http://Oakmi.deviantart.com/journal/21889067/ Mon, 08 Dec 2008 19:57:40 PST 's journal, and of course, being the equally terrible person; I download it.


HOLY FUDGE MONKEYS TAP DANCING IN WOOD SHOES.

I was ticked off for nothing, it's a AWESOME CD!! I've been listening to it lyke, none stop!! WIN FOR FALL OUT BOY.

]]> ~Oakmi