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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 27 Mar 2008 21:05:58 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Website: <a href="http://www.terradawnphotography.com">[link]</a><br /><br /><br />Blog: <a href="http://www.terradawnphotography.blogspot.com">[link]</a><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Odessa04</author>
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                <title>Figgurin the shite out!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 21 May 2007 12:51:37 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Oh....my....goodness.  My brain hurts.  Things have been nuts lately.  I had a shoot about two weeks ago.  It came out great, and i learned a lot. I learned, primarily, how to work with a team.  I was working with an MUA/hair stylist, an assistant, a professional model, and a lighting director (of sortes).  I was even working in a real studio!  (Of which I now rent full-time every month.  I have three more shoots set up for the next two weeks.  One on the 26th of May, memorial day, and then on the 2nd of June.  They should prove to be absolutely gorgeous!  <br />
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I am finally settled in back home.  It has taken a while, but I am finally on a schedule of how my life is supposed to work, living with my parents again.  I.E......I need to get out of here and find my own place.  Don't get me wrong!  I love the 'rents!!  We get along great......I just need my space again.  It's natural, right?  Right.  <br />
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Anyways.....leave the love.  I'll keep you updated!!<br />
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Terra<br /><br /><a href="http://www.terradawnphotography.com">[link]</a><br />
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                <title>back in Virginie</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 01 Mar 2007 10:16:13 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Right, so I am officially back in Virginia.  I will only  be here for a couple of months, though.  Just long enough to do some kick ass photography and head to another school.  <br />
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Basically our trip went......Santa Barbara, CA....Fountain Hills, AZ.......El Paso, Tx......Muleshoe, Tx (where my family grew up),  Denton, Tx.........Memphis, TN..... Knoxville, TN.......and home.  All in all, it took us seven days.  We took a lot of photos along the way.  (I probably should have taken more.....but we never would have gotten home!!)  I am going into the darkroom for the first time in years this Sunday, so I should have some developed for you.  Memphis was, by far, one of the best stops along the way.  We went to Beale Street (my relatives live in Germantown, so I have been to Beale before) and just our luck, there was a Zydeco festival going on.  I think it was in honor of Mardi Gras.  If you guys have never checked out Zydeco, then you need to.  Google it.  <br />
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I got some great posters there.  And Maisee and Dole....there are suevineres (I can never spell that word) coming your way.  <br />
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Muleshoe also kicked some ass (no pun intended).  This is a city of 4000 where my parents grew up.  Most of the town is now shut down, so I got a lot of pictures of how the city has changed for my parents.  They are pretty excited to see them.  I will post pictures as soon as I can.  <br />
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Anyways, I guess that is the update for the time being.  Great to be home Manassas!!!  (I don't think anyone can ever get me to say that again...)<br /><br /><a href="http://www.terradawnphotography.com">[link]</a><br />
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                <title>photographic quilt idea....</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 09 Feb 2007 23:52:27 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Got a really cool idea.  Like I said in my last journal, I am about to spend seven days traveling across the country with my best friend.  There should be a lot of opportunities for photographs.  I was reading a second ago, about a lady who makes cyanograph quilts.  I think it looks like a lot of fun.  So...I think I am going to start collecting things in bags and labeling the cities that they are from.  Then, when I get to Manassas, I will start developing cyanotype quilt pieces on fabric (good, quilting fabric obviously). Then, I will label each piece with the city the objects came from.  It will be my traveling quilt!!  <br />
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Art and craftsy...i know.  But it will be something to keep and maybe even hand down.  Plus...it will just be really cool to own if it works out.  Here is the link wher I got the idea.  It actually gives the step by step process for making the quilt.  C'mon....you know you want to....<br />
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<a href="http://images.google.com/imgres?imgurl=http://www.alternativephotography.com/articles/images_articles/jvf_blueprint_quilt1.jpg&imgrefurl=http://www.alternativephotography.com/articles/art044.html&h=375&w=500&sz=36&hl=en&sig2=OoBV1JTsOkM_h8WYgyNsMQ&start=14&tbnid">[link]</a><br /><br /><a href="http://www.terradawnphotography.com">[link]</a><br />
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                <title>movin' on up....to the east side</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 08 Feb 2007 20:43:05 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ No...seriously....that is what I am doing.  I am leaving in about eight days to Manassas, VA....HOME SWEET HOME!!!  Yes ladies and gentlemen who don't read this journal....I am a Manasshole.  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br />
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I am excited to move back, actually.  I have a lot of ideas...a lot of models to work with....a great space to work in....and some new techniques learned.  Some of them were experimented with in the previous submissions.  I used some new lighting and PS techniques.  Fun times!!  <br />
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Anyways, Conor and I are taking a cross country trip.  (Once in a lifetime (or twice in my case) opportunity!!!!!)  We are going from Santa Barbara, CA to Arizona to Texas to Louisiana to Tennessee to VA.  SSSSOOOOOOO excited!!  We are stopping off in Muleshoe, Tx...population 4500 (no seriously!!).  It is where my parents grew up.  The town, from what I understand, is slowly dying.  So, I want to go and take some photos while everything is still standing.  I am stoked!!  When we go to Louisiana, we are stopping for a couple of hours for Mardi Gras.  We are  not staying long...just enough to experience a little of it. It will be interesting to see Louisiana, anyways.  <br />
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I can't wait!!  eight days and counting!!<br /><br /><a href="http://www.terradawnphotography.com">[link]</a><br />
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                <title>christmas....here I come baby!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 01 Dec 2006 16:33:48 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I have officially made my plans for Christmas.  I will be home for about a month....doing drag queen photos!!!!  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" />  fun times, abound.  They are for a friend, and I will post them as soon as they are ready. I am actually pretty excited about them.  <br />
I have a photo shoot with a co-worker next week.  I have no idea what I am going to do, honestly.  I think it will be alright, though.  I always pull through in the end. I want to do a studio shoot, which looks like a location shoot.  Most of my work is either out of the studio, or in front of a relatively plain background.  I want to do a really crisp, indoor, semi-action shot.  <br />
I also want to learn how to use strobes instead of hot lights.  I am going to see if I can find a book or a website which will showw me how.  I have tried to learn before, but it almost seems like I need to be shown instead of learning on my own.  <br />
Since the last time I updated, there has been a new addition to the family.  As of now, she is almost five months old, about two feet tall, and incredibly hairy.  She is a Bichon Frise (we think mix) and awnry as all hell.  We went to the beach today and went for a three hour hike, so she is pretty dead right now.  Her name is Johnnie Bean.  Very cute.  <br />
Right....I guess that is all that is going on my life right now.  I am about to get started in my shoots again...so that is exciting.  I will, of course, keep you all posted.  <br />
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Right...done then.<br /><br /><a href="http://www.terradawnphotography.com">[link]</a> ]]></description>
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                <title>confused and a little diluted I think.....</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 29 Aug 2006 19:41:35 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I love DA....I will be among the first to admit that.  It gives artists a great chance to be seen and known.  I have a problem like a lot of other artists on here, though.  I work my ass off trying to learn all that I can and improve on my art, and I still don't have the critiques to show for it.  DA seems to be the only forum where thousands of artists can get together, both great and beginning to give support and raise spirits.  There are so many artists on DA who are serious about there craft, but don't get the support from the community that other, more established artists recieve.  <br />
Anyways, maybe I will try to do something about it.  These guys, in the mean time, are absolutely amazing and, in my opinion, ,don't get the attention they so aptly deserve.  <br />
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                <title>sick as a dog and my website</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 12 May 2006 11:46:23 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ god I hurt. i have the flu....shoot me.  anways...for those of who don't know, I finally got around to creating my website.  It is now officially up and running.  <br />
For those of you who did know about the website, I recently added a second portfolio page.  So....more to look at!!  <br />
Right....I am going to go roll over now and go back to bed.  (Trust me, it takes a lot.)<br />
Be sure to sign the guestbook and tell me what you think when you visit.<br />
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The website is <a href="http://www.TerraDawnPhotography.com">[link]</a>.  Enjoy!<br /><br /><a href="http://www.cafepress.com/tchandler">[link]</a><br />
<a href="http://www.terradawnphotography.com">[link]</a> ]]></description>
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                <title>Duffs and Derriers</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 13 Apr 2006 22:47:26 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hello my friends!!!  Everything is moving right along in Terra world.  I have two competitions coming up...both of which I expect to kick major derriere.  The first is the Lucie Awards.  There is way to much to explain on that one...so just go to <a href="http://www.lucieawards.com">[link]</a>.  Anways, so that should be postmarked by the 23rd of this month.  The other competition is the Adobe Student competition.  I am, obviously, entering into the photography division and those have to be in by May 30th....unless I have the two competitions mixed up and in that case, they are each due on the other's date. lol.  After I am done with this, I should probably get off my duff to go check the calendar.  <br />
I bought a camera thing that came in the mail yesterday.  It is a russian camera from the early 80's.  (I got it off of Lomography.com).  It is called the Meccano erector set.  Yes folks...it actually is an erector set.  It came with a whole bunch of parts.  It turns into a 35mm, a slide projector, a film enlarger and a magnifying glass.  I actually got it for its enlarger qualities.  Funny thing, though.  All the directions are in Russian and Ikea.  lol.  All the pieces are numbered and there is a little chart, but without the instructions, it is very difficult to tell which piece goes where.  I finally got the enlarger into what I thought was a working model.  No...I was wrong.  I didn't.  Damn thing only projects the portion of the film that the light is shining on.  In other words, I think I may have the lenses in wrong.  ARGHHH!!!!!  (Charlie Brown exasperation right there, people.)  Anyways, I have taken a break so as not to throw it into a wall.  I shall try again tomorrow.  G' Night all.<br /><br /><a href="http://www.cafepress.com/tchandler">[link]</a> ]]></description>
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                <title>creative pins better watch out, this ball is roll</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 05 Mar 2006 21:30:12 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I am so on the edge of my seat right now.  I am waiting patiently for the next week for conor to arrive, so that I can drag him to an empty parking garage and take his picture at night.  Ahhh....he should be used to it by now.  This series of pictures (not all will be of conor) should prove to be my best yet.  I have been waiting patiently for the past year for my creativity to go to the next level.  I am thrilled to say, that I think it is about to happen (and Murphy had better not kick me in the ass this time......).  I think I have my lighting down perfect. I have all of the components and props of the shot.  (I even stained a chair I bought at the local thrift store.)   The only thing that I might be just the slight bit worried about is the lighting.  I have to SV lamps and am going to rent a portable battery (as there is no place to plug in lamps in a parking garage.)  I am taking extra bulbs, two diffusers, and four extension cords, in case the lighting is too bright and I need to move the lamps around.  I think I have everything covered, but I guess I worry as every artist worries, that I am not going to be able to express myself fully the way I want to.  Well, this has taken a lot of work so far (and incidentally, more money than any other shot) so with just that in mind, I am sure the shots will come out at least somewhat better.  Or.....at least I can say I will have learned something.  We shall see.  Stay tuned for the next installment of "Panic, Terra!  Panic!".<br /><br /><a href="http://www.cafepress.com/tchandler">[link]</a> ]]></description>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 08 Feb 2006 15:46:24 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I have recently been fighting with myself over my abilities and exactly how far and especially how fast I can push myself. I am determined to be at a certain point in my career by a certain point in my life, but it seems to me that the point I am at right now is not quite where I should be.  I guess to make it clear, in the way I explained it to my roommate...I feel like I am walking on "the road of art".  Every step I take is a step towards where I want to be.  Right now, however, it feels like I am just walking in place.  Every image I take is not an improvement on the last.  <br />
When I do a shoot with someone, I want it to always be a learning process.  I want always to be able to improve on something I do.  ARRRGGHH!!!  I just don't feel like I am getting anywhere!  I have a few people who really support me and my work, but other than that, I can't seem to get to the point in my work where I am drawing attention to it.  I dunno, maybe these are things that are only thought and don't make much sense on...er...computer screens.  Anways, I don't know if I am mad at myself because I have set certain expectations that are a bit unreachable at this time, or if I am mad at myself for not reaching the reachable goals I have set.  Haha.  Wow, my brain is all twisted right now.  <br />
Well....I guess I am off to figure.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>still alive</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 03 Nov 2005 13:18:11 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ hey guys...still alive.<br /><br /><a href="http://www.thehideaway.org"><img src="http://www.thehideaway.org/thbutton.gif" width="88" height="31" alt="TheHideaway" /></a> ]]></description>
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                <title>fuck uck ck........BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 20 Sep 2005 20:24:38 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ AAAHHHHH!!!!!!!  I just about killed my roommate today!!  NO!  REALLY!!!  We just ended up cussing each other out and slamming doors.  She is such a raging BITCH!!!!!  She thinks that because she has landed a main stream job in the photography business, she is better than everyone else.  It drives me nuts.  I understand that stock photography is needed in this world, and is great for income.  But you have to admit, there are more creative mediums in the photography world.  Stock, although difficult in its own way to sell, is probably still a little less difficult than other forms.  SHE DRIVES ME NUTS!!!!<br />
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Basically, I told her today that I had officially given my 30 days notice to the apartment co. that I would be moving.  I was going to let her know that if that date was not good for her, then I could work something else out.  She, however, being the fuck that she is, interrupted me and started getting pissy, saying that I hadn't given her enough time to find a roommate.  First of all....I told her three days ago that I was going to be moving.  The market is so hot right now in Ventura, Ca.  and the rent is so damn cheap for our house, she could easily have found someone by now.  I checked online at roommates.com and pulled up at least 50 people who would have worked. Anyways.....she interrupted me by asking what the fuck I was thinking, not giving her any time.  Then she said what really pissed me off (she wears sunglasses indoors, so this made it ten times worse) "Just walk away Terra.  I don't want to have this conversation right now."  I lost it.  I basicallly told her the real reason I was leaving....ie: her.  I told her to fuck off and that she was a bitch.  Anyone who knows me, knows that I don't cuss people out.  I have only done that one other time in my life, and that was to my drug dealing, backstabbing, credit card stealing, ass hole of a best friend at the time.  fucker.....<br />
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Anyways....that was my rant for the evening.  I know no one actually reads this, as I haven't recieved a response on a journal entry in a while now....so I guess this was more of a rant for myself.  Right, so I am done with that then.<br /><br /><a href="http://www.thehideaway.org"><img src="http://www.thehideaway.org/thbutton.gif" width="88" height="31" alt="TheHideaway" /></a> ]]></description>
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                <title>the world is a perfect place.</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 07 Sep 2005 22:23:57 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ NOT!!!<br />
Everyday, it seems, I have been hearing things that just rip my heart out.  It is amazing to think that in   <br />
life, we can feel such sympathy and remorse and sorry.  Granted, it is usually counter balanced by happiness and joy and warm fuzzy feelings.  <br />
<br />
If you don't know me, here is a little tip.  I AM A MAJOR ANIMAL LOVER!!!!!!!  I keep hearing about people in the parts of the country where Katrina has left her devastation.  Some of them will not leave their homes because of their animals.  My heart goes out to them.  I would probably be one of them if I were in their position.  They have lived with these companions for years.  They have become family members, and in some cases children.  To leave them behind is just a heart wrenching idea.  I understand why they are being asked to, don't get me wrong.  I understand that there just aren't enough supplies and space for these animals to be rescued.  I just feel for those who are having to make this choice.  They are being asked to leave part of their family, who are completely dependant upon them, behind.  <br />
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The wreckage of family and home itself is enough to make one's heart stop.  I have been watching, like the rest of the world, the devastation and the recent surge of energy to fix what is shattered.  My greatest wish in the past few days has been to get on a bus and go to Louisiana to volunteer.  Unfortunately, I like the funds to do this.  So, I am going tomorrow to an orientation held by my city (Santa Barbara, Ca.) for volunteers.  Just because I am too far away to help in person, doesn't mean I can't help from a distance.  I urge anyone who actually reads my journal (which is not ver many of you) to find out how to spend your spare time volunteering for this cause.  There is a war zone in our own country.  Most cities have some sort of volunteer program to help with Katrina victims.  Look at it this way....thousands of people are homeless, without their families, their schools, their churches, or their friends... and you are sitting in your cush chair in your bedroom, surfing the deviant website and watching some mindless program on tv.  I hope there are more people than not who take their spare time seriously.<br /><br /><a href="http://www.thehideaway.org"><img src="http://www.thehideaway.org/thbutton.gif" width="88" height="31" alt="TheHideaway" /></a> ]]></description>
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                <title>jm barry</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 02 Apr 2005 20:11:27 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I finally got a chance to watch  "Finding Neverland" last night.  I  loved it.  JM Barry is by far the most  creative writer I have ever had the  pleasure to read.  And for those of you  who know me...that is saying something,  as I read A LOT.  <br />
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Everytime I read Peter Pan, it sparks  something in me.  Most of the time it  is just "I have to do something  creative...I don't know what.....but it  must be creative."  That sounds funny,  but it is true.  Last time I read it, I  tried to be an author.  I commend  anyone who actually can write.  Lets  just say, it is not my forte.  <br />
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I do, however, have a project in the  works, currently.  I have had the idea  for quite sometime, and only now have  decided to finally act on it.  I hope  it comes out perfect, the way I intend  it to.  You shall probably be seeing  the results of my effort within the  next two weeks.  We shall cross our  fingers, yes?<br />
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I intend the project to be a full  representation of my creative limits at  this stage.  I know that sounds weird,  but it just seems like everything I do  these days, is not my best.  So....I  shall show you my best (for those of  you that actually watch my work.).   <br />
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Speaking of work....did anyone else see  the Vogue cover of Drew Barrymore, shot  by Annie Lebovits??   AMAZING!!  And  the insides were even better.  You  should check it out.  It came out this  month.  Should still be on the stands. <br />
<br />
Well...I guess that just about wraps up  my life for now.  Hopefully, it will  continue on full throttle and I will  keep you posted per usual (meaning once  a month.)<br /><br /><a href="http://www.thehideaway.org"><img src="http://www.thehideaway.org/thbutton.gif" width="88" height="31" alt="TheHideaway" /></a> ]]></description>
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                <title>i feel.....</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 03 Feb 2005 17:56:40 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Wow....right.  So in Cali now and  loving it!!!  The weather here was  meant for me.  There are sunny skies  almost always and no clouds (except for  the occasional white fluffy one).  My  classes started two weeks ago, and I  have officially launched myself into  knowledge again.  That is good, b/c my  brain was feeling like a squashed  twinky there for a little while. <br />
<br />
I start at Brooks in July which I am  REALLY looking forward to.  They let  you check out equipment!!!  Wow!!  I am  going to be like a kid in a candy  store.  <br />
<br />
I have started writing again.  A kids  book actually.  And no...I am not going  to post it.  I won't torture you guys  with that. lol.  I am not even going to  talk about it until it is all done, and  I know it is not just something I wish  I were good at.  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> Well....except for  right now.  But I shall mention it no  more!! <br />
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My 56 year old room mate sucks.  She  drives me nuts.  She goes to bed at  like 8 at night.  Stupid.  So...I am  moving.  That is all on that.<br />
<br />
Right....so goodbye until I remember to  update again!!<br /><br /><a href="http://www.thehideaway.org"><img src="http://www.thehideaway.org/thbutton.gif" width="88" height="31" alt="TheHideaway" /></a> ]]></description>
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                <title>wake the fuck up!!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 08 Dec 2004 01:08:06 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Dear World, <br />
	Get up off your fucking ass and do  something.  One life, that is all there  is.  And is this what you really want  from it?  Nine to five monotony.  Jump  of the edge.  Take the dive.  Make your  goal something new everyday.  Find your  passion and don't achieve it, live it.   Know your life.  What the fuck are you  waiting for?  <br />
		<br />
							Sincerely, <br />
								One of the Few<br /><br /><a href="http://www.thehideaway.org"><img src="http://www.thehideaway.org/thbutton.gif" width="88" height="31" alt="TheHideaway" /></a> ]]></description>
                <author>~Odessa04</author>
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                <title>colorado and Neil Gaiman</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 08 Oct 2004 21:59:40 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ok folks....i'm excited.  I am taking  five days off of work next week to go  to colorado and check out the art  institute there.  even if the trip is a  bust, and i don't like the campus, I AM  TAKING FIVE DAYS OFF OF WORK.  I am  soooo fucking tired!!!  I AM TIRED OF  THE MONOTONY OF IT ALL!!!!!!  <br />
mk...done with that. <br />
<br />
moving on....<br />
 <br />
the cd stuff if coming well.  I am  sending off the cd on tomorrow,  hopefully.  they have already picked  out the shots they want to use for the  cover, so that is good.  They just need  to sift through the other fifty and  decide which ones they want to use for  the inside.  i am very excited. <br />
<br />
right...so I think that is it.  <br />
<br />
OH!!  my sister just join DA!!  <a href="http://redheadnikixox.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/r/e/redheadnikixox.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="redheadnikixox" /></a>   Her  art is awsome.  she hasn't posted  anything as of yet....but she will and  it will knock your tubesocks off.   soooo....you should watch  her....yeah....that is all. <br />
<br />
no!!...wait!!  I am going to the  bookfestival tomorrow and am going to  meet Neil Gaiman.  <br />
Ok....that is all....<br />
<br />
<br />
yeah.....that is all.  <br />
<br />
night night<br /><br /><a href="http://www.thehideaway.org"><img src="http://www.thehideaway.org/thbutton.gif" width="88" height="31" alt="TheHideaway" /></a> ]]></description>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 26 Sep 2004 08:32:47 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ wow....hi.  lotsa goin on.  Photography  is going strong again.  I recently  found inspiration.  Yipppeeee!!!!<br />
<br />
I am going to Colorado next month to  look at the colorado art institute.   They are supposed to have a really good  photography department.  We shall see.   <br />
<br />
I am working on a project for a band in  NC.  I hope the shots come out well.  I  will let you know the band after the  deal is over and I have the job nailed  down.  I mean...I have been hired, I  just hope they like the shots.   :nervous: <br />
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Right....so.....I guess that is just  about it.  bye now!!<br /><br /><a href="http://www.thehideaway.org"><img src="http://www.thehideaway.org/thbutton.gif" width="88" height="31" alt="TheHideaway" /></a> ]]></description>
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                <title>suck, suck, suck</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 14 Jul 2004 21:37:58 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ photography has been sucking lately.   suck, suck, sucking.  it is like....i  have all of the sudden stopped  experimenting and learning new things,  and am just taking pictures now.  I  know there is still so much to  learn.....i just don't seem to be  advancing very quickly.  i am going to  start trying harder, though.  i have a  shot in my head (I am not telling what  it is until it comes out good) that i  hope will work out.  I have to by each  set piece one at a time, though...for  lack of money.  I think this picture  might be just a tad bit expensive...so  i hope it comes out.  <br />
<br />
alrighty...enough with the boring talk.   i am going to go to get my beauty rest  now.  I bid you all a fond good night.   <br />
<br />
uh....good night.<br /><br /><a href="http://www.thehideaway.org"><img src="http://www.thehideaway.org/thbutton.gif" width="88" height="31" alt="TheHideaway" /></a> ]]></description>
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                <title>ooooo....pretty</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 07 Jul 2004 07:16:45 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ OOOO....i went to an estate sale last  weekend, and they were selling cloth  for like $1.  And it was all in like  five yard incriments.  and guess what?   EVEN BETTER!!!  IT WAS ALL FROM THE  1950'S!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!   YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<br />
<br />
Right....so steph is coming over and  she is going to pose for me while I  take some very orange oriented shots. <br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" />  I will post the ones that come out  decent.  <br />
<br />
Oh....and those shots I was nervous  about?  Just to let you guys no....they  came out loverly.  (I am not going to  post them though, for the sake of the  model.)<br />
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alrighty everyone, I am off to  gallavant for the morning before  picture time!!  Have a good  week!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<br><br><a href="http://www.thehideaway.org"><img src="http://www.thehideaway.org/thbutton.gif" width="88" height="31" alt="TheHideaway" /></a> ]]></description>
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                <title>brain down the drain</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 25 Jun 2004 20:25:55 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ my brain hurts.<br><br><a href="http://www.thehideaway.org"><img src="http://www.thehideaway.org/thbutton.gif" width="88" height="31" alt="TheHideaway" /></a> ]]></description>
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                <title>new pics</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 21 Jun 2004 22:22:24 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ alrighty...the pictures today were fun,  but I don't know if they are going to  be what we want.  i am really nervous  as to how they are going to come out.   wish me luck!!<br />
<br />
on other news...I am revamping the  gallery.  I am deleting a couple of  things and then also re-submitting some  things (after tweeking them in ps of  course).  so, I should be getting rid  of a lot of the junk in my gallery.  <br />
<br />
well....i am off to bed.  night  everyone!!<br><br><a href="http://www.thehideaway.org"><img src="http://www.thehideaway.org/thbutton.gif" width="88" height="31" alt="TheHideaway" /></a> ]]></description>
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                <title>nervous!!!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 21 Jun 2004 09:50:54 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ very nervous.  today i am doing a photo  shoot with mollie.  maybe (if I really  have nothing worry about) you will see  what i am so nervous about.)  wish me  luck!!!!!  eeeeekkkk!!!!!!!!!<br><br><a href="http://www.thehideaway.org"><img src="http://www.thehideaway.org/thbutton.gif" width="88" height="31" alt="TheHideaway" /></a> ]]></description>
                <author>~Odessa04</author>
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                <title>piiiiiictures!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 10 Jun 2004 22:41:07 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Yay!!!  new colorful pictures!!!!!<br><br><a href="http://www.thehideaway.org"><img src="http://www.thehideaway.org/thbutton.gif" width="88" height="31" alt="TheHideaway" /></a> ]]></description>
                <author>~Odessa04</author>
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                <title>rockin ma socks!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 23 May 2004 12:53:17 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ these pictures are currently rocking my  socks.  i am going to go and get them  developed now.  bye, bye.<br><br><a href="http://www.thehideaway.org"><img src="http://www.thehideaway.org/thbutton.gif" width="88" height="31" alt="TheHideaway" /></a> ]]></description>
                <author>~Odessa04</author>
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                <title>pictures on sunday!!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 21 May 2004 20:59:32 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ wee!!!  <a href="http://twigs.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/t/w/twigs.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="twigs" title="twigs" /></a> is coming down from jersey  tomorrow and i am getting in some  pictures on sunday.  I have a lot of  good ideas, but have to go hat shopping  tomorrow. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" />  <br />
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I am working on an art project that  looks really awsome (in my opinion)  right now, but it is taking all of my  time to do it.  I have been working on  it since last night and have only  gotten about 2/10 done. (yay!!  i did a  fraction!!)  But, it looks really cool  so far.  It involves lots and lots of  detail and color.  paiiiiiinful!!   righty...but I will post it when I get  the first part done.  (I think there  will be about three parts.)<br />
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ok....talk to you babes later!!!!!   :muah!!!!:<br><br><a href="http://www.thehideaway.org"><img src="http://www.thehideaway.org/thbutton.gif" width="88" height="31" alt="TheHideaway" /></a> ]]></description>
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                <title>oye, oye, oye</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 11 May 2004 21:07:37 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ "Row, row, row your boat.<br />
Gently down the streem. <br />
Throw your teacher overboard,<br />
and listen to her scream."<br />
~author unkown<br />
<br />
<br />
HA!!  I just thought this would be  really funny because everyone else is  quoting meaningful lyrics.....and these  really mean something too me.  There is  a lot of meaning in these words.  :Sigh:....takes me back to childhood.<br><br><a href="http://www.thehideaway.org"><img src="http://www.thehideaway.org/thbutton.gif" width="88" height="31" alt="TheHideaway" /></a> ]]></description>
                <author>~Odessa04</author>
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                <title>collapsing- matrix style</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 09 May 2004 21:49:43 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ must collapse on bed (slow motion with  bullets wizzing by head, making space  waves)....(see subject.).  <br />
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GOODNIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<br><br><a href="http://www.thehideaway.org"><img src="http://www.thehideaway.org/thbutton.gif" width="88" height="31" alt="TheHideaway" /></a> ]]></description>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 07 May 2004 11:38:36 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i love <a href="http://forthesakeofme.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/f/o/forthesakeofme.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="forthesakeofme" title="forthesakeofme" /></a>.  I love <a href="http://molls.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/o/molls.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="molls" title="molls" /></a>.  and i love <a href="http://twigs.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/t/w/twigs.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="twigs" title="twigs" /></a>  i just  thought i would share.  they are my  bestest pals.  ok.  i am done.  <br />
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p.s.  you should look at my newest  deviation...i am really proud of it.  <br />
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p.p.s.  ok...that is all.<br><br><a href="http://www.thehideaway.org"><img src="http://www.thehideaway.org/thbutton.gif" width="88" height="31" alt="TheHideaway" /></a> ]]></description>
                <author>~Odessa04</author>
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                <title>sorry...</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 05 May 2004 08:34:19 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Sorry about the lack of pictures.  The  photo shoot from the other day at the  apple blossom festival was a complete  bust.  They wouldn't let me near Sean  Astin with my camera.   Oh well. <br />
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My sister is coming home in this week  and has agreed to pose for me.   Sooo...there should hopefully be some  new stuff coming out around next week  or so.  hopefully.  i have a couple of  good shots floating around in my head  that i need to write down.  <br />
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thanks all for the wonderful comments  and favorites these past couple of  days.  and hope to see you soon with  some new stuff!!  till then, I will  just kind of float around and favorite  other people's stuff.  <br />
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see ya!!<br><br><a href="http://www.thehideaway.org"><img src="http://www.thehideaway.org/thbutton.gif" width="88" height="31" alt="TheHideaway" /></a> ]]></description>
                <author>~Odessa04</author>
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                <title>cherryblossom festival</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 29 Apr 2004 09:44:42 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ alrighty....tomorrow is the cherry  blossom festival in...ummm....well, I  forget.  The flyer is downstairs.  but  anywayz, sean astin (whom I have a very  irritating story about....i still like  him....not his fault...just irritating)  chevy chase, jackie joyner kersey, and  a whole bunch of other stars are  supposed to be there.  Sooo....I am  packing up the camera early tomorrow  morning and headin down.  All by my  lonesome.  <br />
<br />
busy day.  fun, fun. <br />
<br />
anywayz...i will post the pictures that  come out.  byeeee!!!<br><br><a href="http://www.thehideaway.org"><img src="http://www.thehideaway.org/thbutton.gif" width="88" height="31" alt="TheHideaway" /></a> ]]></description>
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                <title>*yawn*</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 27 Apr 2004 21:42:53 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ lalalalalala......so there!!  (don't  ask).<br><br><a href="http://www.thehideaway.org"><img src="http://www.thehideaway.org/thbutton.gif" width="88" height="31" alt="TheHideaway" /></a> ]]></description>
                <author>~Odessa04</author>
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                <title>today's photo shoot</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 21 Apr 2004 11:27:07 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Alrighty.  I got up a couple of shots  from the shoot this morning.  So as not  bombard you with photographs and  what-not all in one night...i shall  post more tomorrow.  <br />
<br />
we mainly worked on lighting this  morning.  I used all natural lighting  from a window in the room.  Soooo...if  you are going to comment that the poses  are not very creative...I am aware.  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" />  still...i have been thrilled all day at  the results of this morning.  the  lighting was perfect and most of the  shots came out wonderful.  all in  all...i got about six good shots out of  two rolls.  I say that isn't bad.  in  any case...i am going to head off to  bed now.  talk to ya tomorrow....<br><br>and now travis<br />
<a href="http://twigs.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/t/w/twigs.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="twigs" title="twigs" /></a>  his gallery puts forth some of the  most thought provoking art on deviant  today.  his colors and words could not  be better matched and the emotions  could not be better displayed.  lovely  work.  check it out. ]]></description>
                <author>~Odessa04</author>
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                <title>ugh.....just woke up</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 20 Apr 2004 07:48:56 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ going to go take pictures  now..................................... ........................................ ...  ........................................ ........................................ ........................................ ........................................ ........................................ ........................................ ........................................ .....:snore:.........OH RIGHT!!!   leaving.........<br><br> ]]></description>
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                <title>it's gettin hot in hur</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 18 Apr 2004 12:22:43 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ AHHHHHH!!!!  YAY!!!!  ok...here is  what's going on.  I wasn't incredibly  fond of the shots from the last shoot,  except like....two.  (We were still  messing around with lighting.)  I think  I might have the lighting down this  time, though!!! YAY!!  conor is coming  over at around fivish and we are going  to play around.  i am going to do some  color and some black and white.  YAY!!!   i am sooo excited.  you have no idea.   <br />
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soooo....if we can get to the  developing place by like....six  thirty-ish (which is kinda rushing the  shoot...but I am really excited) I may  be able to post some new stuff tonight  that is actually good!!!  YAY!!!!!<br />
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:skips around the room:<br />
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plus...one of my ideas worked for a  cheap background.  the cloth was  getting expensive...and I have  discovered that poster board (which  only costs like 39 cents is wonderful  in lighting!!!  I so cited!!!!!!  (push  pins hurt....that is all.)<br><br> ]]></description>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 16 Apr 2004 09:49:53 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i hit a thousand...i hit a thousand...i  hit a thousand hey hey hey hey.<br><br> ]]></description>
                <author>~Odessa04</author>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 14 Apr 2004 23:23:07 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ definately not feeling the creative  juices....bluh....damn.<br><br> ]]></description>
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                <title>new photoshoot and DA is driving me nuts!!!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 12 Apr 2004 22:39:54 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ AAAHHHH!!!!  everytime I upload a new  image, it uploads but it doesn't  update.  they pic sometimes doesn't  show on my main page or in my gallery  and the pageveiws keep going up and  down in number.  IT IS DRIVING ME  CRAZY!!!!!  AAAAHHHH!!!<br />
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K.  enough.  I took some shots of <a href="http://molls.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/o/molls.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="molls" title="molls" /></a> and <a href="http://twigs.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/t/w/twigs.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="twigs" title="twigs" /></a>  yesterday when twigs came down to  visit.  HIIII TWIGS!!!!  right.   so...they were mainly an experiment  with indoor light.  I think they came  out well for an experiment.  Obviously  there is an extreme amount of  improvement to be made...but I think it  is a good headstart.  I really like the  way the orange wall turned out.  They  will be white soon.  I dunno...maybe I  will keep them and just buy a white  backdrop.  I dunno.  Oh well.  Lemme  know what you think.<br><br> ]]></description>
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                <title>READ THIS</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 08 Apr 2004 13:15:10 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I would just like to apologize to  anyone on my friend's list for all of  the duplicate posts lately.  I am  trying to go back in and frame most of  my pictures. I am almost done,  though...so no worries.  thank you for  your patience and not dis-friending  me!!!!<br><br> ]]></description>
                <author>~Odessa04</author>
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                <title>Bla Bla Bla</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 07 Apr 2004 11:42:25 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ HOWDY!!!!! I got a studio!!  i got a  studio!!  i got a studio hey, hey, hey.   lol.  <a href="http://forthesakeofme.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/f/o/forthesakeofme.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="forthesakeofme" title="forthesakeofme" /></a> and I finished doing my  sister's room for my studio.  It looks  really nice.  I can't wait to take the  first shots in it.  Definately this  week.  <br />
<br />
The light when it comes through the  window hits perfectly where I will be  taking the pics, but it also has a  shade that I can pull down when I want.   I am soooo cited!!!!  I will take some  shots this week and let you know how  they turn out.   bye now!!!<br><br> ]]></description>
                <author>~Odessa04</author>
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                <title>fuck fuck fuck</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 05 Apr 2004 23:48:20 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ damn damn damn.  i shall be the first  to admit that the pictures from last  night are shit.  if anyone can give me  pointers on indoor lighting techniques  for portraits...please....i will take  any advice you will give.   ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<br><br> ]]></description>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 04 Apr 2004 22:59:18 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Alrighty everyone.  I officially played  around for the first time with studio  lighting today.  I don't think they are  going to come out worth shit....but we  will cross our fingers, won't we.   I  was really going for the elegant  nude/partly clothed.  My art teacher  always said there was a big difference  between nude and naked, and I wanted to  capture the more beautiful of the two  (that being the nude <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" />).  We will see  tomorrow how they turned out.  i will  post any that turn out decent tomorrow.   <br />
<br />
In the meantime, you all should visit <a href="http://molls.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/o/molls.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="molls" title="molls" /></a>.   Her poetry gallery is just....amazing.   Her words are just...amazing.  You  don't know what you are missing. Check  it out for me?  Incidentally, mollie  was also my photographic guiniepig  tonight.  So at least head over there  and give her props for being so brave  tonight.  Send her love.  <br />
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Night night all.<br><br> ]]></description>
                <author>~Odessa04</author>
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                <title>Anahita</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 03 Apr 2004 23:15:06 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ You guys need to go and check out <a href="http://anahita.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/n/anahita.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="anahita" title="anahita" /></a>'s  gallery.  it rocks my socks.  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" />  that is  all.  good night.<br><br> ]]></description>
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                <title>just poppin in</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 03 Apr 2004 12:03:11 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ hello, hello.  I am off to work in a  few, but just thought i would pop in to  say hey.  I cleaned out some of my  pieces this morning.  Don't  worry...they were nothing that you  would miss.  <br />
<br />
Anywayz....I would just like to say  thanks to a couple of people.  <a href="http://shadowedwintersun.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/h/shadowedwintersun.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="shadowedwintersun" title="shadowedwintersun" /></a> - thank  you for all of your beautiful comments  on almost every piece I've done.  They  incredibly uplifting.  <br />
<br />
<a href="http://forthesakeofme.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/f/o/forthesakeofme.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="forthesakeofme" title="forthesakeofme" /></a>- babe...ya know I love ya.  Thanks for  the future website and all of your  support.  <br />
<br />
<a href="http://molls.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/o/molls.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="molls" title="molls" /></a>- mollie.....oh...my  mollie....hahahahaha....thanks for  maken ma gallery!!!!!  love ya much!!!<br />
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mk...that is all.<br><br> ]]></description>
                <author>~Odessa04</author>
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                <title>just got a paid account....testing the featurs...o</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 02 Apr 2004 19:54:39 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <a href="http://forthesakeofme.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar"  src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/f/o/forthesakeofme.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="forthesakeofme" title="forthesakeofme" /></a> is currently working on my website!!  you can now click on my website button  and see.....drum roll please......the  welcome page!!!!!! hahahaha....that is  all.<br><br> ]]></description>
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                <title>studio</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 01 Apr 2004 11:35:16 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ tomorrow...tomorrow I am setting up my  studio in my sisters old room.   Hopefully I can get everything set up  so that it is still spacious and  comfortable.  It might just be perfect  for lighting.  Unnatural or otherwise.   There is a wide window with a shade on  it on the far left wall.  So, whenever  i want to work with natural lighting  indoors, hopefully that will be  perfect.  <br />
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My sister shouldn't mind.  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>WEBSITE!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 30 Mar 2004 23:48:28 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ conor (forthesakeofme on DA) is going  to help me put together my website  starting tomorrow.  I am going to offer  services for informal portraits and  band/small group shots.  I will cater  mainly to the dc and virginia but am  always up for roadtrips <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" />.  Millville?   perhaps? lol.  <br />
anywayz...I haven't worked out pricing  yet..<br />
Actually, I would prefer not to charge  at all, but unfortunatly, film and  paper and printing have gotten rather  expensive.  Damn.  Oh well.  We will  see how it works out.  I will post the  site as soon as we get it set up.  Wish  me luck.  <br />
<br />
Terra ]]></description>
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                <title>devil in jersey city</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 29 Mar 2004 09:42:18 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well...we didn't exactly go to Jersey  city.  It was a little town in new  jersey, though.  Went down to visit  Travis (twigs on DA).  The first place  we went was to an old abandoned house.   It was really neat.  The place was full  of old chairs and mattresses and  couches and other stuff.  It was cool,  though because we kept finding things  like old hymn books and toys and stuff.   the coolest thing I found was an old  newspaper with a 1975 date on it.  I  wonder if the house was sitting there  for that long.....<br />
Some of the pictures will be from  there.  It was actually a pretty place  with ivy covering the walls on the  outside. <br />
<br />
The second place we went was kind of  funny.  We were driving by this old,  kinda out in the boonies, run down but  still lived house when mollie (molls on  Da) noticed the old white pickett fence  surrounding the front yard.  I probably  would not have given it a second  glance.  Anywayz, she insisted that we  turn around and take a look.  She  jumped out and asked the girl (who gave  us an extremely odd look, by the way)  if we could use her fence for some  photos.  She said yes, and that is  where the white pickett fence photos  came from.  <br />
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There are more shots to come, but I  haven't gotten the roll developed yet.   This coming week I plan on practicing  my studio work.  I haven't had any  practice at all with it, so there will  be some interesting experimenting going  on.  Wish me luck. ]]></description>
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                <title>faith in color</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 24 Mar 2004 21:41:00 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm just curious how everyone else  feels about their art.  I mean, as I am  taking the pictures, I usually feel  like I am damn good.  Then, right  before I get the film developed I  completely lose faith and positive the  pics will turn out like shit.  Then, I  get the shots back, my friends see them  and love them, and i think I did all  right.  Still, after that I constantly  have to look at my gallery to convince  myself that I am a decent photographer.   Is everyone like this about their art?<br />
<br />
It is just odd to look around on  deviant and see these professional  photographers who do an absolutely  amazing job, and then I know I am not  as good as those guys.  I mean, I will  be.  And I know I have my own  style....but still.  I dunno. Just  curious.  This is probably how a lot of  people act.  <br />
Ignore me.  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>i apologize</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 22 Mar 2004 00:07:41 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ alright...for those of you who have  been bombarded with (15,000 D) on your  comments boards...I apologize.  We had  a wonderful shoot today.  It was fun.  We got some lovely shots out of it.   Most of the best ones went up tonight.   I will put a couple more up tomorrow,  when my eyes don't want to close so  bad.  Night all!! ]]></description>
                <author>~Odessa04</author>
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                <title>ahhhh!!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 21 Mar 2004 08:58:15 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ got crazy ideas!!!  mk....leaving to go  and camera play today.  byeeee!!!! ]]></description>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 18 Mar 2004 13:21:41 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ right....so I put up a new piece today.   I don't really know if i like it or  not. I don't really do that much  digital art, but I think it turned out  allright.  I am not large bush fan, if  you can't tell.  (Don't take this  personally if you happen to like him.   These are only my personal veiws.)<br />
<br />
In any case. I am planning another  photo shoot with my buddy, conor,  hopefully next week.  OH!!  CONOR!!   NEXT WEEK, we should get together so I  can try some new things.  *muah!!*<br />
<br />
anywayz....i will let  you guys know  how that turns out. ]]></description>
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                <title>audry</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 08 Mar 2004 21:28:05 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Wow...I have some really good ideas for  some shots.  My best friend Mollie  (Molls on DA) is an absolutely amazing  poet.  So, I am going to try to take  her poetry and create pictures with  her.  It is all in my head, don't  worry.  <br />
<br />
Next, I would like to try to replicate  some of the old pictures of hollywood.   I don't know how I am going to do this,  but I think I can.  If I allow myself  to buy one or two pieces of clothing or  costume jewelry a pay check, I think I  can do this.  <br />
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MOLLIE!!  WE NEED TO SET ANOTHER  PICTURE DAY!!!  I HAVE SO MANY IDEAS IT  HURTS!!!!! ]]></description>
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                <title>new media</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 08 Mar 2004 10:32:07 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I added some new media to my gallery.   About a year ago, I got really  interested in drawing.  I don't think I  was too bad at it, I just lost interest  really quickly.  I think I am a much  better photographer, anywayz.  <br />
<br />
Well, I found some of my old pieces  lurking around in some of my photoshop  files on my computer, so I decided to  post them.  They have all been tweeked  by photoshop, but are otherwise exactly  like they were a year ago.  I still  think they look alright.  <br />
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Anywayz, I guess that is all. ]]></description>
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                <title>just cuz</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 07 Mar 2004 10:40:55 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ The photos from my last shoot came out  wonderful (the mollie and conor shots).   I am still waiting for the black and  white roll to get back.  They said it  would be about to weeks, which will be  around the fifteenth.  (my birthday)<br />
<br />
I am planning another shoot with a  friend of mine, Brandy, hopefully when  spring officially hits and we start  seeing more flowers.  <br />
<br />
Conor is talking to a guy named Cassidy  who is absolutely gorgeous, if I do say  so myself.  I can't wait to get hold of  him for some shots.  <br />
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I will keep everyone updated so you  know when to expect more shots. ]]></description>
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