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I'm deactivating this account and moving my newest work to ~Unspoken-Romance.

I have been using this account for three years and have so many amazing watchers that offer me a ton of love and support whether it's with my work or with my own personal life. That being said, I would really love to not lose them. So please, if you would like to continue watching me, add my new account to your watchlist. I think it's time for me to grow up a little more in my artwork, meaning taking a nice fresh start with this new name and new route.

This account will be deactivated by Monday, so please do this soon if you so wish. :]

- Hannah -

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I hate it when I get in these awful lonely moods and I have absolutely no reason to be that way.

I don't understand myself.

]]> ~OhhmyLOVELY http://OhhmyLOVELY.deviantart.com/journal/28449081/ http://OhhmyLOVELY.deviantart.com/journal/28449081/ Thu, 19 Nov 2009 11:29:42 PST

I'm trying to find a nice, pretty victorian garden or castle courtyard background for a photo I'm making, but I can't find any decent ones anywhere. The model has a rather large gown on, so it would have to have enough room for that. If anyone happens upon any, please leave the link here. Thank you. :]

- Hannah -

]]> ~OhhmyLOVELY http://OhhmyLOVELY.deviantart.com/journal/28206443/ http://OhhmyLOVELY.deviantart.com/journal/28206443/ Sat, 07 Nov 2009 20:35:01 PST

...takes my breath away.



Download these three songs:
You Belong To Me.
Broken.
Everything.

Best songs ever. <3
PERIOD.

Lovelovelovee,
Hannah

]]> ~OhhmyLOVELY http://OhhmyLOVELY.deviantart.com/journal/28009226/ http://OhhmyLOVELY.deviantart.com/journal/28009226/ Wed, 28 Oct 2009 09:49:46 PDT

So I really miss . & I'm so happy that things are going better for her. She really needed to get away from the enviroment that she was in. Love you so much Jaceypants. <333

Anyways, on to updating everyone. As far as huge news....not too much has been going on. haha. I was working at PetSmart in the grooming salon as a bather, which means obviously bathing the dogs, clipping/dremelling (sp?) their nails, brushing their teeth, cleaning their ears, brushing them out, etc. Then they hired some extra people back there so I was cashiering, which I hate doing with a passion. Because people really suck. haha. Anyway, so I had to end up taking a 2 month medical leave of absence for some problems I was/am still having and I think they just don't care about me coming back. I called and called and called and I haven't gotten any response. So that pretty much sucks. I give up on that place if all they're gonna have me do is cashier anyways. So I'm gonna go to the mall pretty soon and see if Aeropostale and Guess needs any people, because they offered me a job there before...and I could use the discount on clothing. ;] hehe. Hopefully that works out. I can't stand having nothing to do but clean. haha. It's making me feel a little bit like a loser.

I'm so happy it's Autumn; it's my favorite season of the year. I hate summer with a bloody passion. Not too sure why. I like warm weather, even though I prefer cold. But I guess it's just too...bright? hahaha. I don't know how to explain myself on this one. Autumn just makes me really happy and really stirs up my mind and imagination. It's hard to put into words. The colors and the cold, but not bitter cold temperatures, the leaves all over the ground...I just adore it. I think it's the most romantic time of year, to be honest.

I don't really have much else to say at this point. I missed you all SO much though! It's ridiculous that I've let this place go so much. I love it to death. I've had this account for three years now. I really miss and . I remember talking to them CONSTANTLY. Maybe they'll read this and we can get back in touch!

Love you all to death.

Loveloveloveee,
Hannah.

]]> ~OhhmyLOVELY http://OhhmyLOVELY.deviantart.com/journal/27992945/ http://OhhmyLOVELY.deviantart.com/journal/27992945/ Tue, 27 Oct 2009 10:49:46 PDT

So I've decided that GIMP is so much better than PhotoShop; I really like using it more. I think it's a little less complicated than PhotoShop, which is part of the reason, considering I'm still more of a beginner with photo editing. Anyways, I'll be uploading random various finished works here and there. So watch out for them!

You used to be me to take care of things,
Then smile at the thought of me failing.

]]> ~OhhmyLOVELY http://OhhmyLOVELY.deviantart.com/journal/27729498/ http://OhhmyLOVELY.deviantart.com/journal/27729498/ Mon, 12 Oct 2009 15:52:59 PDT


Well you have suffered enough,
And warred with yourself.
It's time that you won.

Does anyone have facebook and/or vf? If so, send me your url!

Loveloveloveee,
Hannah

]]> ~OhhmyLOVELY http://OhhmyLOVELY.deviantart.com/journal/27154319/ http://OhhmyLOVELY.deviantart.com/journal/27154319/ Fri, 11 Sep 2009 16:36:10 PDT
No more PhotoShop. !!!!

]]> ~OhhmyLOVELY http://OhhmyLOVELY.deviantart.com/journal/23535368/ http://OhhmyLOVELY.deviantart.com/journal/23535368/ Thu, 05 Mar 2009 05:15:37 PST
Our computer got a serious virus to the point that well...Rest In Peace, computer. And now I have to get myself a laptop if I ever wanna see the light of cyber world again. The thing about THAT is, though, I'm getting engaged by fall. Yes, engaged. To Kevin. :] Woot!!!!!

So being that I'll be engaged and we'll wait 6 months at the most to get married, I wanna start getting stuff ready NOW. I just got a job at Aeropostale and I'll be working there as much as I possibly can. Half of that money from each paycheck is going into my savings and the other half is mainly going toward a bedroom set for now. Which the bed alone costs $400. So that means that I probably won't even have much money for clothes and stuff like that. So yeah... as far as a laptop goes... not happening for a while. lol. le sigh.

It'll be worth it, though. :] A laptop is probably the last thing I should be worrying about.

Anyways, the point of this is that I'm on a temporary haitus because of my lack of computer usage. I'm using my grandma's computer at the moment.

I'll be back when I can, everyone. I love you all. <3

Loveloveloveee,
-Hannah-

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I'm having serious creative block.

:/



]]> ~OhhmyLOVELY http://OhhmyLOVELY.deviantart.com/journal/22630758/ http://OhhmyLOVELY.deviantart.com/journal/22630758/ Sat, 17 Jan 2009 10:11:09 PST
A letter to my future self, am I still happy, I begin
Have I grown up pretty? Is daddy still a good man?
Am I still friends with Colleen? I'm sure that I'm still laughing
Aren't I, aren't I...?

Hey there to my future-self, if you forget how to smile
I have this to tell you, remember it once in a while
Ten years ago, your past-self prayed for your happiness
Please don't lose hope...

Oh, oh what a pair me and you, put here to feel joy not be blue
Sad times and bad times see them through
Soon we will know if it's for real
What we both feel

Though I can't know for sure, how things worked out for us
No matter how hard it gets, you have to realize
We weren't put on this earth to suffer and cry
We were made for being happy, so be happy
For me, for you, please...

Oh, oh what a pair me and you, put here to feel joy not be blue
Sad times and bad times see them through
Soon we will know if it's for real
What we both feel

We were put here on this earth, put here to feel joy
We were put here on this earth, put here to feel joy
We were put here on this earth, put here to feel joy

- Akira Yamaoka


]]> ~OhhmyLOVELY http://OhhmyLOVELY.deviantart.com/journal/22539238/ http://OhhmyLOVELY.deviantart.com/journal/22539238/ Mon, 12 Jan 2009 08:13:42 PST

Okay, so here's my dilemma. For the past few days, I have been trying to figure out how to load PhotoShop actions onto my version of PhotoShop, which is Elements 3. I don't have any higher version, and I can't download any free trials because my computer won't allow it for some odd reason. I've looked up on google for information on how to load them and such, and I keep seeing Actions Palette being mentioned. The thing is, I don't have that palette. I just have the Styles & Effects one. And I can't seem to figure out how to load PhotoShop Actions anywhere on that version I have.

I'm probably just missing something very obvious or making a really stupid mistake, but regardlses I need some help from someone. Anyone. haha. I'm getting extremely frustrated.

So if anyone has any idea on what I'm doing wrong or what I should do, please let me know. I will be forever in your debt if you do.

Loveloveloveee,
Hannah



]]> ~OhhmyLOVELY http://OhhmyLOVELY.deviantart.com/journal/22380156/ http://OhhmyLOVELY.deviantart.com/journal/22380156/ Sat, 03 Jan 2009 18:39:31 PST

I'm so occupied with 54835835 other things. haha.

Don't hate meeeeee.



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Wowww.



]]> ~OhhmyLOVELY http://OhhmyLOVELY.deviantart.com/journal/21952065/ http://OhhmyLOVELY.deviantart.com/journal/21952065/ Fri, 12 Dec 2008 18:06:16 PST
This is going to be a giant, long, ridiculous ramble and speech about how amazing I think Kevin is. Here we go!

HIM: God there's nothing I want more than you.
ME: That means a lot to me.
HIM: I'm completely serious when I say that too. There is nothing in this world that I would choose over a life with you.

Okay, so maybe I am obsessed with him. In fact, I know that I am. But honestly and truly.. can you really blame me? If you managed to read my entire 'about me' section AND the section I made especially for him on my MYSPACE., you would be able to at least slightly understand why he means the world to me. I can't remember at time where I've felt so much love and care for me that was completely real. He's not with me just so he can 'fool around.' It's not infatuation. I can actually see him more often than a few previous relationships. He tells me he loves me and I can feel the love and emotion just in his voice alone. He's protective of me without being overprotective to the point that I'm suffocating and he has me on a leash basically. He's completely honest with me in everything we discuss and experience. He's the sweetest guy I have EVER been with. He only cares about my happiness. I'm literally the center of his life. He spoils me to death. He's completely in love with me. And the best part of it all, I completely believe him when he tells me that.

I know that I'm only seventeen, just about to turn eighteen. I know I'm young. And, yes, I have heard the ever-so-famous "You don't know what love is" speech. But the way I'm feeling now… yeah. I know what love is. Everyone knows what love is. No matter how old you are, even if you're five years old, you can know what love is to an extent. But I know fully well what the meaning of it is. I never really understood it until Kevin came into my life, though. Sure, I knew what it could be. But I never first-handedly experienced it for myself until I became his. Yeah, as friends we had some speed bumps. We did and said things we didn't mean and still regret to this day. But really, the only two things that experiences like that can do is draw you closer and tear you apart. And I can't express enough how fortunate I am that it's brought us closer. [=

There's always been a hint of feelings between us. I was with three different guys before I finally decided to open my eyes and realize that HE was where my home was. And somehow throughout my times of being in three different relationships, he was completely in love with me the entire time and he WAITED for me. He actually waited over a year for me to say those three words to him. I've never had someone want me that badly. That just proves right there that it's real. I have no reason to not trust it. You can say that there's always a possibility of it not working out. And that MAY be true. But it's the slimmest possibility known to man. Really, I can't even imagine us not being together. When I picture my future a year from now… 10 years from now, heck 50 years from now… HE is what I see. I can't picture anyone else.

I've never felt so at home in someone's arms. I can be my 100% self with him and not worry about what he's thinking or if I'm annoying him or if I'm being judged negatively, because he loves me exactly for me. That's something I've never had. I've always had my boyfriends try to change me in some way. He, on the other hand, doesn't. As he's told me, he wouldn't want me any other way... because then I wouldn't be "his Hannah." [= He thinks I'm the most beautiful girl in the world. My response to that is "Gag me." Really though, I don't see that at all. But he's somehow convinced that I know I'm cute and pretty and… um… hot… yeahhh. Don't think so lol. The only time he will try to change something about me is if it's for my own personal good and benefit. And I may not always agree with what he thinks it best for me, but he somehow always knows what I need even if I don't. So I rarely argue. He takes really good care of me and I'm always happy as long as I have him. I couldn't imagine life without him. I would be such a complete mess. I would be so lost. I don't know WHERE I would be or what I would be doing at this point in time. He really does love EVERYTHING about me. In fact, he sent me an e-mail a while ago listing 50 things he loved about me. I mean I sent him one like that first, but I was really surprised that he was able to list so many things about me that he liked. I'll list some of my favorite things he wrote:

16. You are, by far, the most beautiful girl in the world. I don't care what you say, you are. You deserve some kind of reward for it.
(See what I mean? ~OhhmyLOVELY http://OhhmyLOVELY.deviantart.com/journal/21729584/ http://OhhmyLOVELY.deviantart.com/journal/21729584/ Sat, 29 Nov 2008 11:11:40 PST

SUCKS.

=[

Can I get an AMEN?



]]> ~OhhmyLOVELY http://OhhmyLOVELY.deviantart.com/journal/21569986/ http://OhhmyLOVELY.deviantart.com/journal/21569986/ Wed, 19 Nov 2008 17:03:13 PST
Random thought:

I'll be eighteen in exactly one month.
I only have a month left of being seventeen!!!
My childhood is ending as I know it!

Just felt like sharing. [=


]]> ~OhhmyLOVELY http://OhhmyLOVELY.deviantart.com/journal/21322178/ http://OhhmyLOVELY.deviantart.com/journal/21322178/ Tue, 04 Nov 2008 16:50:54 PST
And always, the thought of defeat;
it has lessened you.
Molder and bricks have cut off your air.
And always, the fire that burns deep and down within you;
has left you so afraid of love.
You never chose this - this place you don't fit.
You're just misplaced, a pet with no trick.
And always, the feeling of failure has trailed you.
Nothing you try keeps the vultures at bay.
So restless and weary, you desperately struggle.
Brought it all to no avenge.
The mirror of nerve lays shattered in pieces.
So longed to the image, now you'll never see it.
And the lead and ball that has been chained to your ankle,
has kept you running in circles.
You never chose this - this place you don't fit.
You're just misplaced, a pet with no trick.
How numb have you become now that you've lost all connection?
Your bottle's filled up to the brim.
Who will be left to clean the spill?
And when your breaking point pierces the surface tension.
You're sure to overflow all at once and see how brittle you become.
There is no escaping this. All memories haunt your flesh.
There is no trace to the events. Just the ones you recollect.
Relax and arrest the arrhythmia within your chest.


Again. Certain lyrics explain things better than I ever could.
Still struggling. As always. haha.

That's all I have to say for now.

- Hannah -


]]> ~OhhmyLOVELY http://OhhmyLOVELY.deviantart.com/journal/21114669/ http://OhhmyLOVELY.deviantart.com/journal/21114669/ Wed, 22 Oct 2008 17:26:39 PDT
Why is it that you stand up for yourself,
but only end up bleeding in the end?


]]> ~OhhmyLOVELY http://OhhmyLOVELY.deviantart.com/journal/21081715/ http://OhhmyLOVELY.deviantart.com/journal/21081715/ Mon, 20 Oct 2008 15:44:50 PDT Composed of an element so weak, so frail
Every time she reaches for the sky, she fails
The escape from her shattered existence
Lies above out of her reach
But still sinking further and further
Into her own self-pity

The crack, the cut, the shattered tears
That hit the pavement

In this crumbling existence,
like a champagne glass
Held together at its last seams

With every try there's a little more bleeding
As her heart is leaking

The crack, the cut, the shattered tears
That hit the pavement

All she wants to do now is finish this
Tip the glass to the floor
Watch it shatter

So she will strive and strive
reaching for the sky
As she cuts and bleeds
Waiting for the day she strives to be
This broken glass thrown into heaven


]]> ~OhhmyLOVELY http://OhhmyLOVELY.deviantart.com/journal/21030678/ http://OhhmyLOVELY.deviantart.com/journal/21030678/ Fri, 17 Oct 2008 11:51:34 PDT
Hey everyone!

I'm cleaning up my gallery. It's time that I have a more serious, professional attitude when it comes to what I submit on here and just my interest in photography in general. I'm going to be going to college for photography. I need to be more serious. This isn't my personal photo album. Well, I suppose it is to an extent. But not for myspace-styled, cliche photos. So I've been spending the past hour or so deleting deviations that don't reflect what I want. I've become pretty picky with my work. I've been a lot tougher on myself, and yes, I've been hearing lately that I set my expectations of myself far too high. But I won't settle for anything less than the best for my future.

I know what I'm going to college to study. I'm studying Photography, Graphic Design, Writing, Psychology, and maybe even Cosmetology. I know that's a wide variety, but it goes hand-in-hand with what I want to do with my life. I'm almost done with high school, so it's time I started to really focus on what I'm doing with the rest of my life, right?

Anyway, I want to thank you all that have supported me ever since 2006 when I joined dA. I've had almost nothing but kindness and encouragement. And I say ALMOST, because there have been some pretty rude and ignorant people that have torn down my deviations and what not. But that's reality. And that's fine. In my opinion, I think brutal honesty is much better than lying just to make me happy. I'd take the truth over that any day. So thank you, harsh critics. You've made me a stronger and better prepared person for the 'real world.'

That's all I have for now. I have a seperate account for my 'graphic design' submissions. They're more me experimenting than anything. Go ahead and visit/watch/comment/whatever: [link]

Thank you again, everyone. You're amazing.



Loveloveloveee,
Hannah


]]> ~OhhmyLOVELY http://OhhmyLOVELY.deviantart.com/journal/20926154/ http://OhhmyLOVELY.deviantart.com/journal/20926154/ Fri, 10 Oct 2008 18:48:13 PDT
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How true is that?



]]> ~OhhmyLOVELY http://OhhmyLOVELY.deviantart.com/journal/20841787/ http://OhhmyLOVELY.deviantart.com/journal/20841787/ Sun, 05 Oct 2008 12:22:49 PDT
There are far more worse things that could be wrong. But, here I am again, feeling nothing but gloominess and hopelessness.

It's not like I don't have anything going for me. I have the undying love of someone who's beyond amazing.. unexplainable. I do have people that care about me deeply. And I hate it when they come to the conclusion that their support and love isn't enough. Because it's more than enough. It's issues with MYSELF. I'm so sick with myself. It has nothing to do with them or them not being enough to make me happy. I'm causing my own problems, in my opinion. Which only frustrates me more.

I used to be such a strong, independant person. But so much has changed in the past year expecially. Everything's just seemed to crash around me and I finally broke. I fell right along with it.

This isn't a pity entry. I'm not looking for people to feel bad for me. Honestly, I don't want that. It's just time I expressed how I felt.

Anyways, I really need to get back into this whole photography routine. I haven't actually done much with it for a couple of months. Nothing huge, at least. So hopefully this month we'll see some improvement in more than one way.

Loveloveloveee,
Hannah


]]> ~OhhmyLOVELY http://OhhmyLOVELY.deviantart.com/journal/20806875/ http://OhhmyLOVELY.deviantart.com/journal/20806875/ Fri, 03 Oct 2008 10:42:08 PDT ...still waiting to be written. Depending on how long we live, the longer the chapters. Depending on how interesting we are, the more we appeal to others. We're often judged by our covers. Sometimes, some people decide to just quit reading us. We're just forgotten until someone finds us. Our characters can develop throughout each novel, but our chapters can never be edited.


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On a different note, I'm completely in love. Again.
This time.. it's so much more real. It is real, for once.

This is quite possibly the most adorable song I've ever heard...

It's the way that you blush when you're nervous
It's your ability to make me earn this.
I know that you're tired,
Just let me sing you to sleep.

It's about how you laugh out of pity
'Cause let's be honest, I'm not really that funny
I know that you're shy,
Just let me sing you to sleep.

If you need anything,
Just say the word, I mean anything.
Rest assured, if you start to doze
Then I'll tuck you in,
Plant my lips where your necklace is closed.

It's those pills that you don't need to take,
Medicating perfection, now that's a mistake.
I know that you're spent,
Just let me sing you to sleep.

It's your finger, and how I'm wrapped around it
It's your grace, and how it keeps me grounded
I know that you're weak,
Just let me sing you to sleep.

If you need anything,
Just say the word, I mean anything.
Rest assured, if you start to doze
Then I'll tuck you in,
Plant my lips where your necklace is closed.

While you were sleeping,
I figured out everything:
I was constructed for you,
And you were molded for me.

Now I feel your name.
Coursin' through my veins.
You shine so bright, it's insane.
You put the sun to shame.

If you need anything,
Just say the word, I mean anything. (I really do)
Rest assured, if you start to doze
Then I'll tuck you in,
Plant my lips where your necklace is closed.

If you need anything,
Just say the word, I mean anything.
Rest assured, if you start to doze
Then I'll tuck you in,
Plant my lips where your necklace is closed.


]]> ~OhhmyLOVELY