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Ahhh fucking hell, I can feel the tears already.
Lets start with the event that triggered my downward descent of pain and misery..... Towards the very beginning of the school year, I broke up with a guy to go out with a boy who I liked the year before and who I was told really liked me. We started dating, and except for the fact that we didn't talk much or hang out really often, everyone thought we were the cutest and perfect couple. I thought we'd be together for a long time... Fast forward to eight months later. I could tell something was wrong. It felt like he was avoiding me, and just didn't want to be near me. Whenever I was with other friends, he would get mad and be like- 'fine! Ill leave you alone!' even though I never said I wanted to be alone. Of course since I thought he was avoiding me, I began to keep my distance. Then one day, we decided to take our relationship to another level. I thought this was good, and meant that things were going to get better and be okay. A week later, i sent him a message on facebook asking if he actually wanted to hang out sometime. A few days later... His response: 'Idk. We've been getting disconnected lately. I dont think I want to deal with this right now.' Oh, did i mention that that afternoon at gym, he held my hand and had his arm around my waist... and was talking about how we would hang out more often and we kind of talked about ways to fix things. That night on facebook, he broke up with me... basically saying he changed his mind and didnt mean what he had said that day in school. Me, being mature, wanted to fix things. It wasnt a big problem, and I tried to understand his reasons. He said he was hurt that I was avoiding him. I told him that i felt the same way and that it was all a misunderstanding. I never wanted to be alone. Then he started listing all the things i should have done, like called him just to say hello, or tried to find him at lunch... One reason we never hung out was because i work on the weekends. I also have anxiety, so i tend to leave my phone off and not return calls. I said I'd work on that. I guess he didn't care enough to want to fix things. For him, we were done. He said he wanted to be friends and later that he still liked me and that after i worked on my own problems, we would see what would happen(after a friend told him i wanted to get back together). The school i go to has like 30 kids in total, so its hard to avoid someone.... i was hurt, because i loved him. like legit loved this kid more than anything. Id walk to china if it meant we'd stay together (at the time i would, that is). He ignored me and was acting like a real jerk every day at school. Of course that hurt me more and every day i would cry and sit alone and look depressed. he never seemed to care. he would just hang out with other people (and a girl i hate) and talk and laugh. When i tried to talk, he'd be rude or ignore me. He said he wanted to be friends and for things to go back to normal, but he sure didnt act like it. We talked on facebook a few more times, and he never seemed to be at all upset at the fact that we broke up. I got to the point where i was so depressed i cut myself. I was even in the hospital last week for three days because of it. I got home to see he blocked me on facebook. I also learned that one of the staff at school asked for him to not be rude to me and he said 'leave me alone'. I sent him a message asking about why he blocked me after saying he wanted to be friends, and he flipped out on me. He basically said that he was annoyed that i cried and was so upset over the break up and was mad that i cut myself (like i had any control over my depression) and he thought it was all because i was being over dramatic about the break up (i had other bad things going on too). I responded that i was crying because i cared a lot about him and i still liked him. i said i was over the break up and was only upset because he was being nasty to me and that hurts after thinking someone loved you for 8 months. his response.... 'Stop saying cares about. there is officially no more caring. Im through talking with you. F-You! Im done talking forever!' (and a bunch of other terrible things). That was all after i got out of the hospital. i was hoping things would go back to normal and id talk to him and everything would be fine. he was mad that i was hurt when he broke up with me. what, was i supposed to be happy? so yeah, now im not going to school anymore, and who knows if ill graduate. i still cringe when i see his name or anything about him on facebook. i told him the cutting wasnt because of him. it ind of was, but that in addition to other things. I cant stand this, and i dont know how ill be able to attend my schools graduation or my friends parties. oh, and i was looking forward to hanging out with my friend jo... ]]> ~Ome-ga http://Ome-ga.deviantart.com/journal/23340523/ http://Ome-ga.deviantart.com/journal/23340523/ Sun, 22 Feb 2009 10:34:35 PST
My friend code is 4038 4885 8348 and the name is Skai

And thats all for now! =]

^thats so cool!^

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Go Here!!

Gahh... cant get image to work... oh well. So i have dragons there... and people need to see them or they will die =c
Please clicky and look at my other eggs too!!

]]> ~Ome-ga http://Ome-ga.deviantart.com/journal/19077132/ http://Ome-ga.deviantart.com/journal/19077132/ Fri, 27 Jun 2008 14:12:12 PDT I will be laving to go to NY tomorrow, and then I'm off to Israel! I'll be back August 11th.... and sometime after, I get to see !
See you all later!

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So yeah, I leave for Israel at 10AM on Sunday, June 29th at the JFK international airport, NY,NY!!!
Ima flying ISRAIR AIRLINES!! SAHWEET!

I will be arriving at Ben Gurion Airport in TEL AVIV Monday, June 30th at 7:40AM...


I go home on August 11th at 11:10AM and arrive in NY the same day at 4:25PM!


Okay, so my schedule:

DAYS UNO-NINE!
-arrive in ISRAEL!!! Meet fellow travelers and load up our bus, then head to Har Ha'Negev Field School in the Negev Desert. There we will drive down to the Ramon Crater at sunrise, and continue with hiking,cooking, and CAMPING! Dinner, bonfire, and sleep-out on the crater floor one night!

JOURS ESER-23!
Lessee.... we will go to: Chavat Kinneret, Tsfat, Community service places in the Galilee, the Golan Heights (we get to swim in waterfalls!), Hermon Field School, Har Ben Tal, Gamla, and more!

DAYS 23-39! (yeah, im mushing them together cause im tired now)
We will go to: Jerusalem, Yad Vashem (been there before), Har Herzel, HOME HOSPITALITY!!!, Tel Aviv, Yafo and Neve Tzedek, Rahat and Kseifeh (near Be'er Sheva and Arad), Kibbutz Shoval/Arad youth hostel, Emek Ha'Aylah, Judean Desert, DEAD SEA!!, Ein Gedi Field School, MASADA HIKE AT SUNRISE!!!... and then ofcourse since it will be Tisha B'Av, we have to fast and read Megillat Eicha... (its so creepy).

THEN WE LEAVE!! YUS!!!

]]> ~Ome-ga http://Ome-ga.deviantart.com/journal/18012922/ http://Ome-ga.deviantart.com/journal/18012922/ Sun, 27 Apr 2008 10:00:17 PDT some time before I was born, my parents bought two kittens. I grew up with those cats and one of them, sadly, died a while ago. Now his brother, who is 18 and was diagnosed with terminal cancer some number of years ago, is starting to shut down... I'm so scared he's going to die (really soon) and its so sad. I really hope he had a good life, I think he did, but I hope he thinks so too. I love him so much and I wish I would never have to say goodbye.


Okay, so he died yeserday...

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100 Pic Challenge!! YAY!!

1. Introduction
2. Love
3. Light
4. Dark
5. Seeking Solace
6. Break Away
7. Heaven
8. Innocence
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again
11. Memory
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17. Blood
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Cookies
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
23. Cat
24. Orly?
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain
31. Flowers
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand
36. Precious Treasure
37. Eyes
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. 67%
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation

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so...


QUACK

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]]> ~Ome-ga http://Ome-ga.deviantart.com/journal/15888643/ http://Ome-ga.deviantart.com/journal/15888643/ Tue, 11 Dec 2007 11:49:14 PST these are my thoughts/feelings:

good:
a girl at school asked me to draw a fairy for her; she thinks im good at drawing, might be in local paper, unexpectedly saw some friends, new boots, ordered a cd online, art occasionaly improving,

bad:
too much homework, messy room, very moody, terrible cramps, desperately need a haircut, ugly pimple on my upper lip, unusual dream accuracy in predictions of bad things, increased sensitivity, head is filled with thoughts and fears, lonely, bored, gained weight, missed auditions for the town's high school play ( i go to a different school), no contact with town high school friends, forgotten by some,

dont get me wrong, im not compleatly upset

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no offense to my male buds on DA

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GOOO!


kay, so maybe I might just forget this whole thing... should i end it....?

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I know this was super long, so thanks for reading it. I love you guys...

]]> ~Ome-ga http://Ome-ga.deviantart.com/journal/12910711/ http://Ome-ga.deviantart.com/journal/12910711/ Thu, 10 May 2007 12:51:51 PDT
I gave this kid money for lunch and he grabbed it out of my hand and scratched my finger doing that. he never said thank you, AND he used the money in the gift shop, and ate another kids lunch!!

(yeah, we was at the museum of science)

the dino exhibit was awesome!!

and..... being female is my current hatred.

so are machines that eat your only two quarters!!!

I need a vacation...

and I have only 4 or 5 friends on here... whats with that?

bees are in my bedroom....
i am scared to tears of them.
this sucks.
Spring Convention starts tomorrow... ends sunday.


Monday i visit this school called TEC.
The Education Collaborative.
I get to go to school there for a day!!

kids...will...not like...me...

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]]> ~Ome-ga http://Ome-ga.deviantart.com/journal/12617995/ http://Ome-ga.deviantart.com/journal/12617995/ Mon, 16 Apr 2007 11:47:51 PDT
sick with bad cold. woke up friday in Israel,went to שדרות. ate a ton of food. talked with family. met my cousins husbands parents. lalalala. packed, checked out of all rooms but one. ate dinner, went to remaining room. stayed awake untill 2:00AM. was saturday. went to Tel Aviv airport. got on swiss air. plane to Zurich. 4 hour ride. Landed in Zurich. got on swiss air. plane to Boston. 8 hours. 13:00/14:00 (3 or 4 pm) landed in Boston. in total, my day was over 40 hours. plus there is a 7 hour difference in Israel. its 7 hours ahead of New England.

שדרות is pronounced Sderot

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the worst four letter word in existance.
MCAS...
So all 10th grades in MA had the exact smae gruesome task:
Long composition for the english section of the MCAS


you guys are lucky! me and had to take it and wont be done for another few days!!!

so any guesses on the five letter word? how about the six letter word?

(i feel stupid now)

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THIS JUST IN! I BE LOOKING FOR A HAT!! NOT JUST ANY HAT< BUT A HAT LIKE THE BORGS IN ALIEN NINE! why? because i now have the dvds!! yay!!

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in other news!! i have decided to name this day Elissa likes lemons day!!! no real reason.... i just feel like it! so shower me with gifts of lemons!!! i should be cleaning my room.... lolz i just found out what colour my rug was!! under my bed........ not gonna clean..... Elvis lives there o_O

Also.... i have decided i need more characters! Hideki and Skai also need a refs....

Anomoo.... i will do the request journal but the scanner STILL isnt here!!

oh yeah... i was tagged by Anomoo and Moonbright91! so...
1. I act like I am 8 years old.... quite often...(its a good thing though)
2. I make funny faces without noticing
3. I cant tell when someone is joking or if they are serious
4. I always forget the name of things and try to show what i mean with (crazy) hand movements
5. I make random weird noises
6. When i am with my best friend i talk in a southern accent
(7.)(i had too) i used markers as dolls once.... to show emotions, i changed the caps to different colours... ill post the story later

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btw- i found out that i wasnt touched by anyone!!! the person was out at a friends house the whole afternoon. so no worries and this thing is over and forgotten kay? im serious.

]]> ~Ome-ga http://Ome-ga.deviantart.com/journal/11083897/ http://Ome-ga.deviantart.com/journal/11083897/ Thu, 04 Jan 2007 14:22:52 PST i now have amazing friends out of state. i miss them and still get a little teary sometimes...

btw: what year is it?(animal)

NEW YEARS!! im doing new years requests! also, aligator picture requests! i will be about 3 ft away from aligators the end of this month so you can all have an aligator from the gulf of mexico!!

for those who are lucky, i have some new years gifts too!!!

im in a weird mood so bear with me! hopefully life will sort itself out soon. if not, ill explode....

i am getting a scanner and paint shop so i will take requests! NOTE: my art HAS improved!!!

so request away!

i need a name for my Naruto person..... so ill have a contest fer that too!

Winner's prize soon to be determined!
the scanner wont be here immediately, so it might take a little...

]]> ~Ome-ga http://Ome-ga.deviantart.com/journal/10825065/ http://Ome-ga.deviantart.com/journal/10825065/ Sun, 26 Nov 2006 10:48:38 PST
i now know that Naruto is mah twin!! we have teh same birthday! yay!

anywhoo... yesterday i was on the computer and the power went out. usually my sisters room stays on through power outages but not this one. a few seconds later it came back on and there was this alarm/siren sound. it was coming from outside so i went out into the cold in pajama bottoms, a shirt, one sock, and a small fleece blanket. there were other people outside by now and we were all confused. i located the house that was making the noise and some lady said that it was a burgaler alarm triggered after the power outage when the power came back. soooo... after about 20-30 minutes, it shut off. an hour and a half later(or more), a police car finally drove down the street. BUT it didnt even stop or anything! it just drove down the street! they are so lazy!! if only they came earlier noone would have massive headaches!!!

]]> ~Ome-ga http://Ome-ga.deviantart.com/journal/10347637/ http://Ome-ga.deviantart.com/journal/10347637/ Tue, 10 Oct 2006 13:07:20 PDT GJHZJKDFLS XP

CELEBRATE MY BIRTH PEOPLE!!! WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

]]> ~Ome-ga http://Ome-ga.deviantart.com/journal/10259014/ http://Ome-ga.deviantart.com/journal/10259014/ Mon, 02 Oct 2006 11:57:53 PDT yey me!!!! be happy, celebrate mah existance!!!!!!


ps. i broke the fast this morning.... heh heh... just like.. 2 tiny crackers...

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18 more days! ]]> ~Ome-ga http://Ome-ga.deviantart.com/journal/10071954/ http://Ome-ga.deviantart.com/journal/10071954/ Thu, 14 Sep 2006 15:44:12 PDT
oh, im pissed. ist almots the loooooong jewish holyday of roshashannah and yom kippor(aka no pie day) ]]> ~Ome-ga http://Ome-ga.deviantart.com/journal/9179716/ http://Ome-ga.deviantart.com/journal/9179716/ Sun, 25 Jun 2006 14:37:39 PDT s contest! it was really good too!!!


friends:


clubs:



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may 8th 4:52 pm ]]> ~Ome-ga http://Ome-ga.deviantart.com/journal/8690141/ http://Ome-ga.deviantart.com/journal/8690141/ Sat, 06 May 2006 10:26:53 PDT ~Ome-ga http://Ome-ga.deviantart.com/journal/8685208/ http://Ome-ga.deviantart.com/journal/8685208/ Fri, 05 May 2006 19:34:54 PDT ~Ome-ga http://Ome-ga.deviantart.com/journal/8672744/ http://Ome-ga.deviantart.com/journal/8672744/ Thu, 04 May 2006 14:16:34 PDT ~Ome-ga http://Ome-ga.deviantart.com/journal/8652633/ http://Ome-ga.deviantart.com/journal/8652633/ Tue, 02 May 2006 13:55:51 PDT ~Ome-ga http://Ome-ga.deviantart.com/journal/8573047/ http://Ome-ga.deviantart.com/journal/8573047/ Mon, 24 Apr 2006 16:40:57 PDT (what character?) yeayz! ]]> ~Ome-ga http://Ome-ga.deviantart.com/journal/8532210/ http://Ome-ga.deviantart.com/journal/8532210/ Thu, 20 Apr 2006 14:01:29 PDT
ELiSSa ]]> ~Ome-ga http://Ome-ga.deviantart.com/journal/8499126/ http://Ome-ga.deviantart.com/journal/8499126/ Mon, 17 Apr 2006 14:45:00 PDT soooooo... i vas tagged... sooooooo.....

1. i water a dead plant that i keep in my room
2. i bite
3. ive always wanted to be able to sniff my elbow
4. i hate chocolate
5. i like to talk in weird voices
6. i act like a cat or dog at times

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and...
the tagged!!!




meh! i dont know anyone!! ]]> ~Ome-ga http://Ome-ga.deviantart.com/journal/8490722/ http://Ome-ga.deviantart.com/journal/8490722/ Sun, 16 Apr 2006 15:29:18 PDT ]]> ~Ome-ga http://Ome-ga.deviantart.com/journal/8478472/ http://Ome-ga.deviantart.com/journal/8478472/ Sat, 15 Apr 2006 11:52:26 PDT

R.I.P Bailey Dicker
Love you forever
2006


Good Friends Never Truly Die... ]]> ~Ome-ga