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                <title>Nothing Bt No One</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 01 Nov 2007 19:06:39 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ THere's no reason for me to ignore anything. THere's no reason for me to stop and stare into a thousand broken shards of a mirror and wonder "What are you?" No more. There is nothing but no one hidden in the meanings of myself. Maybe I'm made to do this game where i destroy countless hearts and drag them through the swampyard of my mind. Maybe I am made to do this stupid game every time I get to close. I've done it to too many people. I'm just tired of this. I want all the guns unloaded on me. Just tell me what I am. I want to know what I need to know how everyone feels. Why? Because I am tired of caring. I don't want to think about what others think. I don't want to care anymore. It is me who decides my life. It is me who does what I desire. I am the failure. I am the disgrace. No more complaining. I just say it now. I am only fiction. The great lie of your mind. I am only what you make me, or what I make you make me. Perhaps I'm just another broken human, living the inhuman life of wasting away for tommorow. No, I am nothing but no one, another failure at hearts and the winner of every dark spade, the shovel I used to kill my mind and the same I will use to bury away what ever is left a broken dream called "humanity". I don't have it. I don't have the will power to grasp it. My tounge is the slithering weapon I have used to degrade the minds of others like a decomposer in the soil that I have made from the horrid spew of deciet. I stare through the eyes of the devil around a little peep hole into the life you put on display. Have I pried into your heart? Do I know your secrets. Don't answer that. Maybe I do. Maybe I don't. EIther way, I am just another enemy to the world we build. My world is that inside my broken skull; an empty reflecting pool that is now used as the bar-b-que pit to cook all your little flaws in, all for the enjoyment of whatever devil lurks in the sanctuary my heart once claimed.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Omnius</author>
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                <title>Revival</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 28 Jun 2007 08:12:12 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Now i am going to come back to my home ground. It's time to go back to where i came from and bring the old with the new. Yeah, that's right; I'm mixing my old art styles with my newer innovations. I have no damn clue how i'm pullin it off, but i intend to di it and i intend to do it well. <br />
<br />
My ex, she pulled me from my art and made me her slave. Now, broken from her powers, i am now inspired once again by my new love. I am filled with new ideas, new images, images i love far more than the ones i had before her coming.<br />
<br />
I'm bringing back my anime drawings and i'm not going to post them until they are awesome-class works. it will be slow to start; i have to get back into it again. Once i get going good, i'll be posting regular stuff.<br />
<br />
Love you all,<br />
Omnius. . . .<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Omnius</author>
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                <title>It's Over</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 18 Jun 2007 22:39:22 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I broke up with my ex of 2 years<br />
<br />
I got with a new girl<br />
<br />
My ex was a prep<br />
<br />
My new GF is an emo<br />
<br />
I went from hi-heals<br />
<br />
To hi-tops<br />
<br />
I went from mini-skirts<br />
<br />
To baggy Tripp NYCs<br />
<br />
I went from outer beauty<br />
<br />
To inner beauty<br />
<br />
I went from superficial<br />
<br />
To no make-up<br />
<br />
I went from think i feel<br />
<br />
To knowing i feel<br />
<br />
I went from obsession<br />
<br />
To love<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Omnius</author>
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                <title>So I Return</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 17 May 2007 19:32:13 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So, the world finds me in this state of mind where I'm caught wiht so much on my plate. But, i love all of you so much. I love this place here on the internet. I love all the freinds i have met in my time here at deviantART. This has been an experience for me. So, dispite the mass load of bullshit that the world as shoveled onto my plate, a sectioned styrofoam place, there will always be one little open cube for the lovely cherry jell-o with cool-whip that i call deviantART. More art will come soon, tonight even. I will revive my art and bring it into the world. I will breach the 5 digit pageview. I will be awesome. <br />
<br />
Keep an eye open for me. I will have lots of new art as well as some new literature being written, especially poetry. It may say on my profile that i'm a procrastinator, but that's only when it comes to manual labor. . . . <br />
<br />
Rockin it out,<br />
Omnius<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Omnius</author>
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                <title>Just an update</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 14 Feb 2007 04:57:22 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Find cool peoples here! <a href="http://dapagan.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/d/a/dapagan.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="dapagan" /></a><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Omnius</author>
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                <title>Dreams on the line</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 06 Feb 2007 22:58:16 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ when your dreams are on the line, what do you do? It's her decision. I can't decide that. All i can do is hope i persuade it slightly. I just hope that she chooses the choice that i think is right. I'm sure. She's not sure. Why? It's my fault. I spoke and ruined everything. My mouth opened and a river of fire scorned across me. Now, I must take the consequences and the wrath of my tongue. I know she lvoes me, but will she choose to be mine forever as I wish her to be so badly. I hope so. I hope to God. . . .<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Omnius</author>
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                <title>FightRealmRP; ANSWER THE CALL!</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 26 Dec 2006 20:33:33 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Sick and tired of the standard romance RP? Tired of mysteries with no combat action? Are you a battle-thirsty warrior in need of a place to wage your own war against zombies, demons, vampires, and other scourges of evil? Well my new RP is the place for you. Here at FightRealmRP, I take pride in fight RP. I want to make this place a BATTLE BASED RP with romance, mystery, and vengence tales mixed in to my personel favorite type of RP; fighting. So, answer the call to my need of RPers. Veteran RPers are wanted, but beginers are welcom as well. The rules are as below. Post all your characters here. There is a limit of 20 characters per person. Regular RPers may be promoted in the CasteSystem. This system, a system to keep control of things in the RP, will be made to enforce GodModding and such. Here are the rules. . .<br />
<br />
1. NO GODMODDING! dont act godly. we dont want you to massacre everyone. if you do godmod, i will godmod you and destroy you thoroughly, then i will kick you from my chat. I hate godmodding. . . .<br />
<br />
2. PLEASE BY DESCRIPTIVE! if you're a new RPer, i understand. But, please note that combat RPs generally go faster with lost of detail on your cahracters actions. Don't go so far to control other characters and also don't kill everything in your wake (this would be GodModding) <br />
<br />
3. PLEASE BE SINGLE-CHAR! dont multi-char. I do this from time to time and you may as well but i dont want you multi charing with seven different chars in your name. two is the limit. you may use three with my permission or another arbiters permission.<br />
<br />
4. HAVE FUN! ^_^ use brackets for OOC and if you need help, ask me. But know this. Anything is possible in the world of FightRealmRP. SO be creative.<br />
<br />
This is the standard info for a character.<br />
<br />
Name:<br />
Age: <br />
Gender:<br />
Weapons:<br />
Race: (alien races must be aproved below first; post a decription of the alien and i will aprove it)<br />
Magic: (OPTIONAL!)<br />
Appearance:<br />
Eye Color:<br />
Hair color:<br />
Personality:<br />
Tattoos:<br />
Piercings:<br />
Affiliation: (good/bad/neutral)<br />
History:<br />
Hates:<br />
Loves:<br />
<br />
You will be classed by you weaponry, weapons, and special abilites. . . <br />
<br />
PLEASE JOIN FIGHTREALMRP!!!! ANSWER THE CALL. . .. ^_^<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Omnius</author>
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                <title>i am sorry BUT NOW I'M BACK!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 21 Dec 2006 11:35:12 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hey all my peeps, Gs, Homies, bros sistas and friends. . . .<br />
<br />
Sorry. I know i havent been commenting on all of your peices lately and i know that you may be pissed about that but my life has been hectic lately and those of you who know why. . . you know why. But anyway. I'm going to sxtart commenting on everything now. I may not comment on ALL things.. . . but i'll do my best. Sorry for the delay. But i'm back. .. . what else could you ask for.<br />
<br />
Lovingly the Awesomest<br />
Omnius<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Omnius</author>
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                <title>How i feel without you</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 09 Dec 2006 19:40:05 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Stone Sour<br />
Through Glass<br />
<br />
<br />
I'm looking at you through the glass <br />
Don't know how much time has passed <br />
Oh god it feels like forever <br />
But no one ever tells you that forever feels like home, <br />
sitting all alone inside your head <br />
<br />
How do you feel? that is the question <br />
But I forget you don't expect an easy answer <br />
When something like a soul becomes initialized <br />
And folded up like paper dolls and little notes <br />
You can't expect a bit of hope <br />
So while you're outside looking in, <br />
describing what you see <br />
Remember what you're staring at is me <br />
<br />
Cause I'm looking at you through the glass <br />
Don't know how much time has passed <br />
All I know is that it feels like forever <br />
But no one ever tells you that forever feels like home, <br />
sitting all alone inside your head <br />
<br />
How much is real, so much to question <br />
An epidemic of the mannequins <br />
contaminating everything <br />
We thought came from the heart, <br />
But never did right from the start <br />
Just listen to the noises (no more sad voices) <br />
Before you tell yourself <br />
It's just a different scene <br />
Remember its just different from what you've seen. <br />
<br />
I'm looking at you through the glass <br />
Don't know how much time has passed <br />
And all I know is that it feels like forever <br />
But no one ever tells you that forever feels like home, <br />
sitting all alone inside your head <br />
<br />
Cause I'm looking at you through the glass <br />
Don't know how much time has passed <br />
And all I know is that it feels like forever <br />
But no one ever tells you that forever feels like home, <br />
sitting all alone inside your head <br />
<br />
And it's the stars <br />
The stars that shine for you <br />
And it's the stars <br />
The stars that lie to you <br />
<br />
I'm looking at you through the glass <br />
Don't know how much time has passed <br />
oh god it feels like forever <br />
But no one ever tells you that forever feels like home, <br />
sitting all alone inside your head <br />
<br />
Cause I'm looking at you through the glass <br />
Don't know how much time has passed <br />
And all I know is that it feels like forever <br />
But no one ever tells you that forever feels like home, <br />
sitting all alone inside your head <br />
<br />
And it's the stars <br />
The stars that shine for you <br />
And it's the stars <br />
The stars that lie to you <br />
<br />
And it's the stars <br />
The stars that shine for you <br />
And it's the stars <br />
The stars that lie to you <br />
<br />
Who are the stars? <br />
Who are the stars? <br />
They lie <br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
I love you. . . .<br />
You make the universe a single grain of sand. . . .<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Omnius</author>
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                <title>He's gone</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 30 Nov 2006 22:45:20 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ My nephew passed away on the last day of November in the year of 2006. It was the day before my birthday. I turned 17. I loved him the best i could, but now he's in a better place. He was so wonderful while i knew him but now he is gone and all i have to his name are my tears and the memories of his precious smile. He was such a wonderful child, an infant of 5 months. I loved him so dearly. I know that i will miss him. I just wish i had loved him more. I wish i had held him and played with him so much more.<br />
<br />
I held him 4 times.<br />
<br />
I played with him once.<br />
<br />
He was at my house 4 out of 5 days in the work week.<br />
<br />
He died of SIDS. (sleeping infant death syndrome)<br />
<br />
He was 5 months old.<br />
<br />
He had a happy smile. <br />
<br />
He had blue eyes.<br />
<br />
he sophocated in his sleep sometime between the hours of 4 and 6. . .<br />
<br />
I loved him so much. <br />
<br />
Right now, it's my 17th birthday.<br />
<br />
My sister, his mother, is sleeping in the other room.<br />
<br />
His sister, my niece Hannah, is sleeping in the other room.<br />
<br />
Worst part of it all. . . .<br />
<br />
His mother. . . <br />
<br />
Her birthday is tommorow. . . <br />
<br />
The day after mine. . . .<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Omnius</author>
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                <title>the BIG 1-triple O</title>
                <link>http://Omnius.deviantart.com/journal/10856231/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 26 Nov 2006 12:08:16 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I HATH BROKEN 1000 PAGEVIEWS!<br />
FEAR MY ATILLA THE HUN ROAR!!!!!!<br />
*Roars in germanic tribal language so scray that you cannot know what it truly means or you will shit your pants*<br />
<br />
so i broke 1000<br />
Big whoop, you might say<br />
but since i came to DA<br />
my progression has been slow<br />
but now<br />
now i'm climbing the ladder<br />
with my innovative style<br />
my classic good looks<br />
my incredible love for ALD<br />
my brawny muscles<br />
my strong toilet paper<br />
17 LAYERS!<br />
my silky-gravity-defying-OMG-look! hair<br />
my ultra gigantic co. . . <br />
. . sorry. . . <br />
My laser vision<br />
my sunglasses i wear at night<br />
my Undertaker holloween costume<br />
and of course my incredible friends<br />
this is truly a celebratable thihng<br />
this 1000<br />
of mine. . .<br />
<br />
I love you ALD<br />
Always and forever. . .<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Omnius</author>
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                <title>Rebuilt, Refined, ReDEFINED</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 08 Nov 2006 22:03:58 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ We're back as one. . . .<br />
<br />
I love her so much. It felt so good to have her close again in the way we both wanted to much. I missed having that so badly. I never thought i would have that again. After holding her close, tasting her lips against mine, i feel full once more. . . . a feeling to that i thought i would never have again. Now, i am rebuilt for her. I am newly polished and oiled to a new level of performance. I am refined as well, cleaned away of some impurites and hopefully i will be clean of those others soon. . . .<br />
<br />
Mostly, i am redefined. I was once rage, now i am peace. I was once self hated, yet now i appreciate what i am for the good things. I was once matt, but now i am a new matt. . . <br />
<br />
Rebuilt, refined, redefined. . . ..<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Omnius</author>
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                <title>Life goes on, and she'll be there</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 06 Nov 2006 20:32:54 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ FUCK THAT!<br />
<br />
NO!<br />
<br />
I WILL HAVE HER EVERY DAY OF MY LIFE!<br />
<br />
IF SHE KEEPS HURTING ME?!<br />
<br />
FUCK THAT! <br />
<br />
I'D TAKE EVERY PAIN SHE COULD DEAL JUST TO HAVE HER IN MY ARMS EVERY NIGHT!<br />
<br />
I SCREAM YOUR NAME!<br />
<br />
I YELL IT TO THE WORLD!<br />
<br />
I WANT YOU! <br />
<br />
I WANT NO ONE ELSE!<br />
<br />
I've lied so much this laswt week. . .<br />
<br />
I apologize to everyone I've lied to and hurt. . . <br />
<br />
But I can't help my feelings. . . <br />
<br />
I love Ashley. . . No one else. . . Forever. . .<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Omnius</author>
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                <title>Life goes on. . . . .</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 05 Nov 2006 21:17:26 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well. . . I guess everything has its pass. Ashley was apart of my life, and i will look back on her and smile. It's not my fault it ended. Mybe it wasnt meant to be. Hell, maybe it was but we defied it. I don't know. . . i know that she's gone and i have memories to hold onto forever. I know i've got somthing greater now. Someone who understands me, knows my problems, sees my pain and will do anything ot stop it. She'll keep me safe. She'll hold me close in her arms. All my life i've held my arms out to hold someone when all i really wanted were some arms to hold my weary body. I am cut from time. I am bruised from life. I am exhausted from walking through all these things. Now, i find peace. I find peace in her arms and that is all i really need i guess. I just want to be happy. I am happy. Now, i'll sit backand relax and see what adventures life has in store for me tommorow. Until then i guess i'll just smile at my chameloenesc changing of clothes and my smile to know that people dont really give a damn how i look. I love my friends around me. I love my love more than i thought i could in such a short amount of time. I love my life to know that she'll help me stop hating myself. I love my life to know that i help her not hate herself. I love this world for all it is. I am fortunate for my friends. I am fortunate for my things. I am fortunate for god. . . .<br />
<br />
Thanks. . ..  I love you. . . <br />
Sincerely<br />
Your Favorite Deviant<br />
Omnius of Tears<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Omnius</author>
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          <item>
                <title>35</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 01 Nov 2006 18:54:19 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ my top 35. . .<br />
<br />
1. does it make you uncomfortable?<br />
2. does it feel good?<br />
3. are you happy?<br />
4. how much?<br />
5. do you need me?<br />
6. is everything ok?<br />
7. i didn't upset you, did i?<br />
8. i'm nervous<br />
9. i'm embarresed<br />
10. can i?<br />
11. really. . . ?<br />
12. you're so perfect. . . <br />
13. i'm so ugly. . . <br />
14. i hate myself. . .<br />
15. i love you. . . <br />
16. i want to hold you. . .<br />
17. i want to kiss you. . .<br />
18. i  need  you. . . .<br />
19. closer. . . <br />
20. forever. . .<br />
21. i'll never leave you. . .<br />
22. cause i love you. . .<br />
23. hold me. . .<br />
24. kiss me. . .<br />
25. harder. . .<br />
26. everywhere. . ?<br />
27. everywhere. . .<br />
28. forever. . . ?<br />
29. forever. . .<br />
30. it's ok. . .<br />
31. don't be afraid. . . <br />
32. don't be nervous. . .<br />
33. don't be embaressed. . .<br />
34. you're so beautiful. . .<br />
35. i want you so deeply. . .<br />
<br />
... all about her ...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Omnius</author>
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                <title>The Rebirth of Omnius</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 31 Oct 2006 19:12:18 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ This is how i feel. . . . <br />
<br />
"Evil Angel" by Breaking Benjamin<br />
<br />
Hold it together, birds of a feather,<br />
Nothing but lies and crooked wings.<br />
I have the answer, spreading the cancer,<br />
You are the faith inside me.<br />
<br />
No, don't<br />
Leave me to die here,<br />
Help me survive here.<br />
Alone, don't remember, remember.<br />
<br />
Put me to sleep evil angel.<br />
Open your wings evil angel.<br />
<br />
A-ah.<br />
<br />
I'm a believer,<br />
Nothing could be worse,<br />
All these imaginary friends.<br />
Hiding betrayal,<br />
Driving the nail,<br />
Hoping to find a savior.<br />
<br />
No, don't<br />
Leave me to die here,<br />
Help me survive here.<br />
Alone, don't<br />
Surrender, surrender.<br />
<br />
Put me to sleep evil angel.<br />
Open your wings evil angel.<br />
<br />
Oh.<br />
Fly over me evil angel.<br />
Why can't I breathe evil angel?<br />
<br />
Put me to sleep evil angel.<br />
Open your wings evil angel.<br />
<br />
Oh.<br />
Fly over me evil angel.<br />
Why can't I breathe evil angel?<br />
<br />
<br />
I have so much more now. . . .<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Omnius</author>
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                <title>Completion, I'll be wating. . . .</title>
                <link>http://Omnius.deviantart.com/journal/10519836/</link>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 26 Oct 2006 17:40:42 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ this is how i feel<br />
<br />
The End of Heartache by Killswitch Engage<br />
<br />
Seek me, call me<br />
I'll be waiting<br />
<br />
This distance, this dissolution<br />
I cling to memories while falling<br />
Sleep brings release, and the hope of a new day<br />
Waking the misery of being without you<br />
<br />
Surrender, I give in<br />
Another moment is another eternity<br />
<br />
(Seek me) For comfort, (Call me) For solace<br />
(I'll be waiting) For the end of my broken heart<br />
(Seek me) Completion, (Call me) I'll be waiting<br />
(I'll be waiting) For the end of my broken heart<br />
<br />
You know me, you know me all too well<br />
My only desire - to bridge our division<br />
<br />
In sorrow I speak your name<br />
And my voice mirrors my torment<br />
<br />
(Seek me) For comfort, (Call me) For solace<br />
(I'll be waiting) For the end of my broken heart<br />
(Seek me) Completion, (Call me) I'll be waiting<br />
(I'll be waiting) For the end of my broken heart<br />
<br />
Am I breathing?<br />
My strength fails me<br />
Your picture, a bitter memory<br />
<br />
For comfort, for solace<br />
(Seek me) For comfort, (Call me) For solace<br />
(I'll be waiting) For the end of my broken heart<br />
(Seek me) Completion, (Call me) I'll be waiting<br />
(I'll be waiting) For the end of my broken heart<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
I miss her so damn much. . . .<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Omnius</author>
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          <item>
                <title>We Are. . .</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 23 Oct 2006 21:47:02 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ We are flame<br />
A passion of love<br />
A fire of desire<br />
A pheonix dove<br />
<br />
We are rain<br />
A everlating fall<br />
A cooling relief<br />
A cleansing call<br />
<br />
We are wind<br />
An echo of air<br />
Ever existant<br />
For all to share<br />
<br />
We are earth<br />
The Base of life<br />
A thing so strong<br />
Never to strife<br />
<br />
We are light<br />
A serenity true<br />
A love so great<br />
Me pure to you<br />
<br />
We are darkness<br />
A fall of night<br />
So deeply held<br />
To each other tight<br />
<br />
We are peace<br />
A world so clean<br />
A pillar of white<br />
Like none ever seen<br />
<br />
We are chaos<br />
A heated passion<br />
Loving each other hard<br />
In dissarayed fashion<br />
<br />
We are justice<br />
A law unbroke<br />
A sword to destroy enemies<br />
All in one stroke<br />
<br />
We are crime<br />
From the eyes of most<br />
But our love is eternal<br />
God as it's host<br />
<br />
We are strength<br />
Our bond so hard<br />
Never to be shattered<br />
Not a shard<br />
<br />
We are weakness<br />
Bringing others to tears<br />
We are so strong <br />
In the eyes of thier fears<br />
<br />
We are eternal<br />
Living forever as one<br />
We shall love forever<br />
Under the Lord's sun<br />
<br />
We are a moment<br />
Our love so sweet<br />
Time passes so fast<br />
Like the taste of a treat<br />
<br />
We are a power<br />
Unbroken by anything<br />
We are a power<br />
That forever will ring<br />
<br />
We are love<br />
A thing so great<br />
That no matter how hard they try<br />
They can never be of, the fate. . . .<br />
<br />
I love you baby. . . <br />
and even though i miss you so much. . . .<br />
i smile basking in the rays of your love. . . .<br />
I love you so much. . . .<br />
More than anything in the world. . . .<br />
I always will. . . <br />
No matter who or what happens. . . .<br />
<br />
I love you baby. . .<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Omnius</author>
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          <item>
                <title>I miss her. . .</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 19 Oct 2006 16:53:17 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I miss her so much<br />
He calming soft touch<br />
The touch of the day<br />
It takes away<br />
The pain and the hurt<br />
The blood staining my shirt<br />
That always destroys<br />
And brings me dismay<br />
<br />
I want her so close<br />
Closer than most<br />
Closest of all<br />
To catch me when i fall<br />
To hold me forever<br />
In my life's endevor<br />
to show them i love her<br />
Far more than they think<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Omnius</author>
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                <title>Reaching</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 16 Oct 2006 14:15:19 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I feel so voided<br />
I feel so torn<br />
Im walking across a barren waste<br />
open with nothing in the distance<br />
Except the mountains edge<br />
A line of reaching peaks i shall never reach<br />
Only she can lift me<br />
Away to a place without pain<br />
I am blinded<br />
Only she can open my eyes<br />
In this world of overcast skys<br />
Only she can illuminate<br />
I am lost<br />
And only she can find me<br />
I want only her<br />
I miss her so much<br />
I have never dried this much<br />
I am being destroyed inside<br />
But it is the most delightful destroying<br />
that i have ever felt<br />
Because the once small love i had<br />
Has risen to the next level for her<br />
i love her more each second<br />
I love her more each second <br />
And now that love as broken the boundaries<br />
It is beyond love<br />
Beyond words<br />
Beyond man<br />
Almost beyond God<br />
Beyond the space<br />
Beyond galaxies<br />
Beyond the universe<br />
Beyond what else lies beyond that<br />
I love her wiht every ounce of who i am<br />
I will wait as long as i must<br />
I need her so deep<br />
I need her so bad<br />
But i will wait<br />
I will hav eher close soon<br />
I will smile with my tears <br />
Because i know everything will be okay<br />
I know we will be together once more<br />
I know that they cant stop us<br />
I know i love her<br />
I know she loves me<br />
That is somthing that means more than anything to me<br />
We love each other<br />
I love her<br />
She loves me<br />
We love each other<br />
The next time i see her<br />
I will hold her so close<br />
I will kiss her with all my passion<br />
I will love her just as much as i love her now. . . <br />
Beyond the edge of the universe<br />
and beyond what is beyond that. . . . . <br />
<br />
I love you Ashley-baby. . . . . . so much. . . . <br />
<br />
and if Ashley's parents read this, i'm sorry for whatever i did to upset you. . . . .<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Omnius</author>
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                <title>I little oasis in the long journey</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 10 Oct 2006 18:08:34 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ happieness fills my heart <br />
as her words fill my ears. . . .<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Omnius</author>
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                <title>The Lonely</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 04 Oct 2006 18:41:18 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Missing without is so hard and i cannot bear this any longer. I just need her so bad that i cannot stand trying to hide my messages to her in my journals. I love her and nothing can stop that. I am swept by these feelings as if an ocean were broken free upon me. I love being swept away by it though. It makes me smile so wide that you'd think i had died and gone to heaven. I love her so much and i always will no matter who says i can or cant love her. She is my dearest and my most precious. If only her parents knew who the real danger was to her. I dont understand why they think i am a danger. I was upset and depressed and afraid of losing my love for good. Is that a crime? the neighbors lied to her parents. I wasn't rude! they didnt even talk to me or have contact with me. And the policeman! What lies! i would NEVER think of hurting my love. I would NEVER! i would hurt myself before i hurt her. I love her to much to hurt her. So, if you read this, why do you hate me so much? i want to know why. I really do. WHy do you tow dislike me with such a passion that you're afraid i'll be whereever she tries to go? call me on that one. i really want to know. <br />
<br />
I love you baby. I always will, no matter who says i can or cant.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Omnius</author>
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                <title>Characters 2</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 04 Oct 2006 18:25:56 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Name:Malachite (Kite for short)<br />
Age: created 50 years ago; looks to be 20<br />
Gender: Male<br />
Class: genetically engineered super human<br />
Appearance: He is roughly 5 and a half feet tall. He has short silver hair that looks windblown and unorganized. He is incredibly fast and extremely strong, to he has ripped abbs and is muscular for his thin build. His eye sight is extreme, being able to see a speck of dirt on a piece of paper from 300 feet as max. He wears all white and wears a special set of silver gauntlets that are made of cyferion alloy. he is very thin and has a aura of unreality about him.<br />
Eye Color: Pale silver<br />
Hair color: Pale silver<br />
Personality: He is a very nice person but when he begins to fight, he becomes so passion about his battles that he cries. He loves to talk, especially to ladies. . .<br />
Tattoos: One black tattoo on his pale skin at the base of his neck. It is a cross with roses growing up it.<br />
Piercings: None<br />
Affiliation: Nuetral (Failurantes)<br />
History: He was created in the series of experiments that led eventually to Abel Nightroad and all the other Kresniks. Kite was the first set of experiments, code named Man of Life. He has over 3000 sets of chromosomes. This makes his mucles very complexly designed and strong. This also makes him border telekinetic with his reactions. Though he is a super-human, his weakness still lies in the fact that he is human; and since his mucles are so complex, they heal incredibly slow. He is on many medications to keep his body healing at a normal rate. He, along with Omnius after finding all the experimental men of the early development to Kresiks, founded the Failurantes.<br />
<br />
Name: Zellion (Zell)<br />
Age: roughly 40; looks like death.<br />
Gender: Male<br />
Class: Bio/Nuclear Hazard<br />
Appearance: He is very tall and very broad shouldered, covered entirely in black leather and a black metal that is unknown in it's properties. His head is completely locked down by a helmet made of the same metal, rounded with two large eyeholes for him to look through; it looks almost gasmask like with the many tubes it has going from his face to the top of his back. his left wrist is bolted to a large gun with a glass tube as a barrle. In the glass tube, there glows a light nean greenish color. At his left hip, a large sheath is bolted. <br />
Eye Color: Unknown<br />
Hair color: Unknown<br />
Personality: Silent, only his breathing is heard. He only speaks to the other Failurantes. He is dark and cold, a protector and a predator. He usually is constantly away from the rest of the Failurantes.<br />
Tattoos: None<br />
Piercings: None<br />
Affiliation: Neutral (failurantes)<br />
History: He was created after Malachite. He is similar to Kite in the fact that he to is a lab-created. Zell is the only Uranium based being. Thus, he is highly radioactive. He can allow his radioactiveness to flow by making his metal suit open it's "pores" and let out radiation. His gun also can blast a highly explosive ray of radiation. His sword is a blade of depleted uranium.<br />
<br />
Name: Steel<br />
Age: roughy 40<br />
Gender: Male<br />
Class: metal hybrid being<br />
Appearance: slender and long Steel's skin has a metalic luster to it. Steel is very tall at around 7 feet. He glides when he walks, looking like he is an angel. His hair shines golden and his eyes look to be platinum, staring straight through the soul of a man. He is very gaunt and hard looking, yet dispite this, he looks to be very gentle.<br />
Eye Color: Platinum and silver<br />
Hair color: Gold<br />
Personality: He is quite and gentle, and when he fight he is quite but not gentle. He is very aggresive in battle. He loves his friends and will stand up for them at any moment. He is highly protective and very compasionate. His face rarely smile, but he is generally very happy.<br />
Tattoos: none<br />
Piercings: one, a diamond stud in his left ear.<br />
Affiliation: Neutral (Failurantes)<br />
History: He was created very shortly after Malarok XIV, the thought behiund him was to make a non-human being of metal base. They did and Steel's blood is mercury and his other tissue's are based on iron and other basic elemtary metals. He is very stout, but his strength is orginary. He uses a two guns as his weapons, both pistols.<br />
<br />
Name: Rok<br />
Age: unknown<br />
Gender: male<br />
Class: raging inferno<br />
Appearance: Rok is medium build and medium hieght at aroung 5 foot 10. He has red hair of medium length and a red stubble on his face. He always wears orange.<br />
Eye Color: Redish Orange<br />
Hair color: Orange Red<br />
Personality: Rok is a firecracker. The only words for him are "easily set off". Rok is usually upset and angry but if you make him mad, things get ugly. Dispite his rage, when it is needed, he is very stern and serious. THe one way to set him off the best is to mention his tattoo he got once when drunk; a he... ]]></description>
                <author>~Omnius</author>
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                <title>700!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 02 Oct 2006 21:34:10 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ WOOOOOOOOO!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Omnius</author>
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                <title>The Ache</title>
                <link>http://Omnius.deviantart.com/journal/10263792/</link>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 02 Oct 2006 18:51:28 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I wish only for it<br />
<br />
My heart longs for it<br />
I just want it<br />
So badly<br />
So Deeply<br />
<br />
Holding on tight<br />
Eternally for love<br />
Resting in peace at last<br />
<br />
So fear wont take me<br />
Only love do i feel<br />
<br />
But sorrow is painful<br />
And i shall prevail<br />
Doubt banished from my heart<br />
<br />
I wish only for it<br />
<br />
Waiting, i shall be here<br />
All through my days<br />
Never to be dismayed<br />
Till i can have it once more<br />
<br />
Hell will not stop me<br />
Even god cannot stop this<br />
Real love is unstoppable<br />
<br />
A true love deep<br />
Never to stop<br />
Devotion i show this thing<br />
<br />
Others may judge me<br />
Never will i be broken<br />
Living for this thing<br />
Youthfully forever<br />
<br />
Hatred cannot stop me<br />
Ever after will we be<br />
Resting in each others arms<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Omnius</author>
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          <item>
                <title>Characters</title>
                <link>http://Omnius.deviantart.com/journal/10263519/</link>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 02 Oct 2006 18:29:09 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Name:Vellenge the Black<br />
Age: Unknown<br />
Gender: Unknown<br />
Class: undead blade patron<br />
Appearance: his skin, a fleshy grey, is cut and wounded up his arms, chains wrapped tightly around his arms from his shoulders where they are bolted into his corpse, all the way to his wrists where they sag to the ground then back up to the two handles of his blades. His torso, muscular to a small point, is wrapped in black cloth entirely and this extends up his neck and onto his face, completely covering his head all except one place where there is a long just of black hair sticking from the cloth, hanging infront of his right eye. His other eyes is wrapped below the black cloth. The cloth goes down below his waistline where he wears baggy black pants. His shoes make no noise as he walks. He is 5'11" and very thin.<br />
Eye Color: Unknown, red when enraged<br />
Hair color:Black<br />
Personality:He rarely speaks, but he is quite and refined.<br />
Tattoos: On on his left hand. A cross<br />
Piercings: Only the bolts where his chains are in his body<br />
Affiliation: Neutral<br />
History: born in the early 1900s, he is a living undead, an experiment gone bad. He may be seen traveling with Omnius or other fellow members of Failurantes. Vell is said to be so destructive in battle, more destructive than any other members of Failurantes, the group of failed experiments in the development of the Krusnik. Vell, despite his appearance, is mostly good-side aligned.<br />
Anything else: He is very combat skilled with his custom weapons; two kantanas chained to his body. . .<br />
<br />
Name: Omnius Reginald Blade AKA Omni or Blade<br />
Age: appears to be 22<br />
Gender: Male<br />
Class: Free-lance Avenger<br />
Appearance: pale-skinned with curly black hair, a slight black stubble, and he is garbed in a black trench-coat with a crimson lining. he is strapped with many belts visible under his coat. He is thin, tall and thin fingered. He has a slight grin on his face, looking from behind his silver shades with a curious aria.<br />
Eye color: Silver most of the time.<br />
Hair color: Black with a few strands of silver<br />
Personality: Omni has a nose for trouble and can will be friendly if he likes the air about you. He's easy going but when things get serious, he a stern leader.<br />
Tattoo: One on his back shoulder that is covered by a metal plate that is always strapped to his body under all his clothing.<br />
Piercings: One in his leftr ear, a single saphire.<br />
History: He dosen't like to discuss his past.<br />
<br />
Name: Malarok XIV<br />
Age: Unknown- Custom Model<br />
Gender: None (male voice)<br />
Class: Custom Heavy Battle Mech<br />
Appearance: 7 feet tall. 2.5 feet wide. Silver/platinum cyferion alloy body. Red visualizers. Black onyx crest; chest centered. Max speed 57 mph. Max jump hieght 20 feet vertical. Custom advanced aiming retinas. Class XXX ranged weapons training. FuriacK hand weaponry engine. Clasiorr hand-to-hand fighting energizer. FuriaK engeneering chip. Black cape shroud. Silver cyferion schimitar. Core military machine gun. Long-barrel Clasiorr rifle.<br />
Eye Color: Red in alert status mode. White in standard mode.<br />
Hair Color: N/A<br />
Personality: Customized mech program set to "Death Humor" with hybrids of "Mood Of the Moment" and "Wisdom of Memory"<br />
Tattoos: Black painting on his black left shoulder. Skull.<br />
Piercings: N/A<br />
Affiliation: Protect allies programming.<br />
History:Unknown creation date and creator. Hibrnative state for two year period. Reactivated remotely.<br />
<br />
Name: Dust Raine<br />
Age: Appears to be 20 but the truth may never be known. . .<br />
Gender: Male<br />
Class: Phsycotic Being<br />
Appearance: His curly brown hair always seems to be wet and covers over his eyes with dark shadows. Almost 6 feet tall, he slouches and walks with a silent aura about him. He wears a white pair of baggy pants that cover his feet and a large hoodie which he usually wears, covering his headall except for his lips and nose, both composed in a dissarayed way that shudders 'confusion'.<br />
Eye color: Unknown<br />
Hair color: Brown<br />
Personalityistant from the world, Dust dosen't speak often. His actions tell others his thoughts. Just note, he is a former mental patient at the Vatican's special phsyk ward. How he escaped, no one knowns...<br />
Tattoos: none<br />
Peircings: None<br />
Affiliation: unknown, he's just a drifter. . .<br />
History: he seems tyo have just appeared in the world. No one can really place his origins. His abilities are srtong (unknown at the time) <br />
but they have thier side-effects. When he fights in combat, he freaks out in a phyco-rage.<br />
Weapons: Mind and fists<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Omnius</author>
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                <title>Intuity</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 01 Oct 2006 22:18:36 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hold close tight<br />
To a thing i need<br />
Hold close tightly<br />
To the thing i breathe<br />
<br />
It beats in her chest<br />
What they can't take away<br />
I rages in my heart<br />
Where which there is no dismay<br />
<br />
A hollower fate<br />
Is left for us both<br />
A love held bond<br />
With no end to growth<br />
<br />
They cannot diminish<br />
What they think she can't feel<br />
They cannot destroy<br />
What they tell her isn't real<br />
<br />
She holds on so tight<br />
To the hope of the next day<br />
She defies them even still<br />
In this never lasting fray<br />
<br />
Why do they hate him<br />
He may never know<br />
Why do they banish <br />
What they only make grow<br />
<br />
They try to stop his fight<br />
Yet make him fight stronger<br />
They try to stop her passion<br />
But she only yurns for him longer<br />
<br />
A chain of fire<br />
Unbreakable by them<br />
An undying pyre<br />
That comes from love's stem<br />
<br />
They will not destroy it<br />
It lives life forever<br />
They fail in this effort<br />
A long lost endevor<br />
<br />
What use is it now<br />
For them to even try<br />
If only they knew<br />
They only make thier daughter cry<br />
<br />
If only they knew<br />
She wants him so bad<br />
If only they knew<br />
The deep dark when she's sad<br />
<br />
If only they could see<br />
She just wants his voice<br />
If only they could see<br />
She just wants to make the choice<br />
<br />
She loves him so dearly<br />
A love forbidden so<br />
He loves her so deeply<br />
More than they'll ever know<br />
<br />
She will betray them<br />
If it needs in the end<br />
He will protect her<br />
Her man to defend<br />
<br />
They wont let her grow up<br />
She's a prisoner of her home<br />
He wants to show her the universe<br />
An endless tome<br />
<br />
Yet he, I, am patient<br />
I'll wait for her still<br />
Because only her love<br />
This heart can fill. . .<br />
<br />
I miss you so bad. . . I love you *S**** **A** ***O**. . . .<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Omnius</author>
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                <title>Hoping For. . .</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 07 Aug 2006 21:20:49 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ "Aries". . . . .<br />
<br />
I hope to god that i get to see her. I need her so much. It has never been this bad before. I feel like i'm standing onto the edge of a cliff that drops for miles. I only have her to hold me up. I've almost fallen so many times, and when i almost do, it is a frantic sadness that sweeps me over with tears and makes me weep, screaming her name. Dear, lord i miss her. I only want her touch on my skin again. I only wish to feel her kiss, her lips pressed against me. I only wish to see her beautiful smile as i make her laugh. Dear god i want her so much right now. My hearts screams her name frantically. My soul beats at the inside of my chest, a trapped prisoner deprived of what he trully needs. Ashley, baby, i need you. I need you for love. I need your heart to beat close to me. I need to breathe the ari you let go of. I need to look into your eyes and see the future of us with our children. Dear god, Ashley i need you now. I need your love. I need you love so bad. . . . .<br />
<br />
I love you Ashley. . . . . . ]]></description>
                <author>~Omnius</author>
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                <title>Without her again. . .</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 30 Oct 2005 19:46:33 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So passes another day without her. Ashley, my most truly beloved, was with me yesterday. Here in this room i sit in now. I feel a loss without her now. This room, a place i reside my days, smells of her perfume scent. Holding her, I can still feel her under my hands and somthing feels missing now. The taste of her lips, so seet and frail. Oh I miss her so badly. . . . Theres nothing new in my art or life, only the emptiness wihtout her. . . . <br />
<br />
Art & Literature<br />
<br />
-Expect lost of poetry. With how much I miss my love, I'll be laying alot of emotional writing out for a while. <br />
-Maybe I'll do some more of of the Rooms series like i did before. . . .<br />
<br />
Life<br />
<br />
-I really miss Ashley alot. ]]></description>
                <author>~Omnius</author>
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                <title>They are over. . .</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 26 Oct 2005 20:05:57 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Thank God. The exams at my school are over. I think i did pretty well but I dont really care. The hardest part of the week is over and I get to see my babe this weekend. w00t! It really upsets me that I can't see her as often as I like. I really do love her and i barely see her. I think I'll go to the football game this Friday so I can see her. If I go, its not like I'll watch the game. I'd be to distracted, lol. Anyway, here's your daily report.<br />
<br />
Art & Literature<br />
<br />
-Goodnight My Love Ch. 4 soon to be realeased. It will be here within the next two weeks for sure.<br />
-Working on character pictures for Goodnight My Love. Anyone is free to make a drawing of thier interpretation of a character just make sure you let me see it before you put it up here on Deviant. I just want to make sure it isn't a disgrace. I mean, if you drew Ara as a whore, I would disown you forever, lol.<br />
<br />
Life<br />
<br />
-My father is still on strike. Anyone out there who has heard of the CWA Unions on strike against Sprint Telephone, please take the union's side. It's not about the money. It'a about keeping what they already have. Sprint is trying to take away almost everything the line workers have. When Sprint and Nextel merged, the workers didn't see any of that money. In fact, the CEO of Sprint got a bonus and the workers got nothing. Sprint is trying to take away the worker's sick days as well, saying that if you get sick you have to use your vacation days. Sprint wants to cut the workers 1-year-leave into a six-month-leave. Please, take the unions side and take change service to another company if you have Sprint. That company is dirty. ]]></description>
                <author>~Omnius</author>
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                <title>SSDD</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 25 Oct 2005 20:22:53 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well, Soon i will have been with my beautiful Ashley for 4 months. . . it seems so much longer than that though. It feels like a hell of a lot longer than that. I feel as if i've know her for years. Anyway, you people who know me probably see this and think it isn't me but i'm coming out of my shell. I'm not gonna mope around on the downside of everything anymore. I just want to be happy so I will be. SO, new things in my life and stuff. . . I'll keep you guys updated.<br />
<br />
Life<br />
<br />
-Passing all my classes, HooRay! <br />
-My sister is being evil as always. . . of course that isn't news. . . . She's gotta stree my parents out so much. . . it just boils my blood! When i see my dad sit in his chair and sigh over her, I just wanna give her a mouthful. . . My father gave her thirty dollars in under a weeks time. He probably spends over a hundred dollars on her in two weeks easily. I just wish she would get a job and raise her daughter. If she really cared about that baby, she'd get a job insdtead of be selfish and go to school. . . . .<br />
-About to go off-book in the christmass play. . . I dread. I need to get to work on those lines.<br />
-My aunt and uncle will be here this weekend. It's always good to see them.<br />
-Bad breakout of bacne (acne on the back) but i dont think you really wanted to know that<br />
-Feeling happy<br />
<br />
Art & Literature<br />
<br />
-Working more on Goodnight My love. ..  keep an eye out<br />
-Also, if you see the chapters to Goodnight My Love and want to read the previous ones, look in my gallery. They are there. . . .<br />
-Doing some photo manip as soon as i get some ideas on things. I'm doing som experiments with lighting for my special methods. . . <br />
-Drawing a picture of the vice principal at my school. . .look for it. . .it's gonna be really really cool. . ..Why? Because he's cool..... lol ]]></description>
                <author>~Omnius</author>
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                <title>surviving</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 28 Sep 2005 18:15:36 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ it's hard<br />
i hate it<br />
i want her<br />
i need her<br />
but<br />
i'll survive<br />
for tommorow<br />
will bring<br />
another day<br />
another hour<br />
another minute<br />
to pass<br />
till i see her agian ]]></description>
                <author>~Omnius</author>
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                <title>angry as hell</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 27 Sep 2005 21:24:08 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I wont get to see my girlfriend fro 3 weeks. . . .<br />
expect<br />
lots<br />
an<br />
lots<br />
of <br />
emotional<br />
art! ]]></description>
                <author>~Omnius</author>
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                <title>August 31, 2005</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 31 Aug 2005 17:47:16 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Art<br />
<br />
Today, worked on project "In My Arms" <br />
Projected to have it finished soon<br />
Opening new project "Adrian is Pissed"<br />
Colored pencil drawing<br />
<br />
Other<br />
<br />
Landed the leading role in the school play "Christmas Carol"<br />
Missing Ashley, whats new there, lol ]]></description>
                <author>~Omnius</author>
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                <title>Going Insane</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 10 Jun 2005 13:28:00 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ AHHHHHH!<br />
I'm going insane<br />
Losing my brain<br />
DOn't know my name<br />
Gonna go mad<br />
Losin' it all<br />
It's falling apart and making me mad! ]]></description>
                <author>~Omnius</author>
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                <title>Another</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 22 May 2005 13:10:22 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Another time<br />
Another place<br />
A single line<br />
Yet not a trace<br />
Of what was real<br />
Or what was farse<br />
My memories<br />
Are growing sparse ]]></description>
                <author>~Omnius</author>
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                <title>Good Day</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 03 May 2005 18:49:55 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ It was good<br />
That's great for me<br />
The anger here dosen't rest<br />
I need to keep it at bay<br />
I need to<br />
She calmed it<br />
She fights it down<br />
She dosen't even know it<br />
That's how I like it<br />
I lose my sweet control<br />
And the rage is fought back<br />
Peace at mind then sets in<br />
And I am calm<br />
As I look at her beauty<br />
And then I am at peace ]]></description>
                <author>~Omnius</author>
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