http://browse.deviantart.com/journals/?order=5&q=by%3AOpticPessamist deviantART RSS for in:journals sort:time by:OpticPessamist en-us Copyright 2013, deviantART.com Sat, 25 May 2013 16:04:01 PDT deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://st.deviantart.net/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://opticpessamist.deviantart.com/journal/Wow-hi-there-271300357 http://opticpessamist.deviantart.com/journal/Wow-hi-there-271300357 Sun, 27 Nov 2011 18:40:19 PST Wow hi there nonadult journals/personal OpticPessamist http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/o/p/opticpessamist.jpg?5 Copyright 2011-2013 ~OpticPessamist
......

and I have literally nothing to say.

welp. ]]> http://opticpessamist.deviantart.com/journal/Harry-Potter-pt-2-lt-3-227270984 http://opticpessamist.deviantart.com/journal/Harry-Potter-pt-2-lt-3-227270984 Thu, 14 Jul 2011 15:43:54 PDT Harry Potter pt.2 </3 nonadult journals/personal OpticPessamist http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/o/p/opticpessamist.jpg?5 Copyright 2011-2013 ~OpticPessamist This journal dosnt really matter but I thought I might as well make a new one. Deviantart still isnt letting me upload art so for those of you who like my art im really sorry.

:bulletgreen: Im going to watch the midnight premire tonight with a big group of my friends. IM SO SAD!
Harry Potter was my childhood ;3; Instead of reading my fairytale stories or whatever kinds of stories are read to little kids , my mom read Harry Potter to me!
Its been going on since I was 5 and ive seen all these actors grow up. I know im gonna bawl my eyes out during the movie >>

SO

When dA allows me to upload again be expecting some HP art.....and some HP ]]> http://opticpessamist.deviantart.com/journal/dA-submition-problem-218136343 http://opticpessamist.deviantart.com/journal/dA-submition-problem-218136343 Sat, 11 Jun 2011 00:23:09 PDT dA submition problem nonadult journals/personal OpticPessamist http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/o/p/opticpessamist.jpg?5 Copyright 2011-2013 ~OpticPessamist Beacause when I go to sumbit art and i click the file it dosent show up. It still just says "No filed added yet" and its getting frustrating.
It started a few days ago and I thought if i gave it some time it would fix but....it hasnt. ]]> http://opticpessamist.deviantart.com/journal/Please-help-this-girl-218547036 http://opticpessamist.deviantart.com/journal/Please-help-this-girl-218547036 Sun, 22 May 2011 14:57:54 PDT Please help this girl nonadult journals/personal OpticPessamist http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/o/p/opticpessamist.jpg?5 Copyright 2011-2013 ~OpticPessamist Theres a wonderful cosplayer on here (:iconChibiMitzy: ) and her dad has several diffrent cancers. They can hardly aford their bills as it is and now they have to pay around $150,000 in total i believe.
http://chibimitzy.deviantart.com/journal/40715235/ and http://chibimitzy.deviantart.com/journal/40773723/ are two of her journals explaining. If you can donate please do or just drop an encouraging message :( this poor girl needs help.

Thank you for those who read this! ]]> http://opticpessamist.deviantart.com/journal/10-free-sketches-UPDATE-219140553 http://opticpessamist.deviantart.com/journal/10-free-sketches-UPDATE-219140553 Mon, 25 Apr 2011 12:58:00 PDT 10 free sketches UPDATE nonadult journals/personal OpticPessamist http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/o/p/opticpessamist.jpg?5 Copyright 2011-2013 ~OpticPessamist
1. :iconmakiesharigan: (this is for your late birthday present daddy -3- )
2. :iconfreddofroggy: Something from Durarara
3. :iconLilliannRAconteur: A Ouran and Fruits Basket picture
4.
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PLEASE TAKE NOTE I SHALL BE DOING THESE SOON
Im just trying to atleast get a little better with anatomy before i make you guys something so it dosent suck D;

The other slots are still open ^^ ]]> http://opticpessamist.deviantart.com/journal/Such-a-fail-219933457 http://opticpessamist.deviantart.com/journal/Such-a-fail-219933457 Sat, 19 Mar 2011 12:22:55 PDT Such a fail... nonadult journals/personal OpticPessamist http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/o/p/opticpessamist.jpg?5 Copyright 2011-2013 ~OpticPessamist
SO : Expect alot or Durarara!! fanart beacause i just found the character songs and the outfits that go along with them so.....yeah. They make me laugh. Mikado is a hippie , Izaya is both a king and a wierd pink/white eskimo , Shinra reminds me of something from Tsubasa.....and so on.

Also expect alot of lolita and or frilly things beacause i seem to be liking that for some odd reason as of late. I think im just going to upload them as sketch dumps beacause mos ]]> http://opticpessamist.deviantart.com/journal/Im-so-unoriginal-creative-219982297 http://opticpessamist.deviantart.com/journal/Im-so-unoriginal-creative-219982297 Thu, 17 Mar 2011 15:52:32 PDT Im so unoriginal+creative... nonadult journals/personal OpticPessamist http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/o/p/opticpessamist.jpg?5 Copyright 2011-2013 ~OpticPessamist
My art is so overdone , so....bland. It really dosent suprise me that not alot of  people comment or even look at it.
I think my arts a joke. I just...My mom said she thinks im just in a slump when i expressed this to here but really?
a year long slump?
Its ridiculous......

I feel sad beacause i look at my old stuff and yeah it sucked but at least i was creative (with the outfits...the poses were all the same.)

I can come up with designs , everyones hair or clothes look the same. I use the same generic pose and i usually do busts instead of full body.Theres no depth to my work , no symbolism..Its all just so...

Bland.
Borin ]]> http://opticpessamist.deviantart.com/journal/IM-SO-SAAAAD-Contest-news-220441895 http://opticpessamist.deviantart.com/journal/IM-SO-SAAAAD-Contest-news-220441895 Sun, 27 Feb 2011 13:03:11 PST IM SO SAAAAD+Contest news nonadult journals/personal OpticPessamist http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/o/p/opticpessamist.jpg?5 Copyright 2011-2013 ~OpticPessamist that means i can upload any art for awhile unless i use Tegaki ;_;
I had so many plans for things to draaawwwwww but now i caaaant DX I also cant buy SAI unless i can talk my mom into it...
FML.

About the contest im having someone said they wanted to enter~ (i wont say their name incase they wish to drop out.)
Technically one of my judges enterd beacause she gave me a description >w<
I really hope more people enter ^^ ]]> http://opticpessamist.deviantart.com/journal/Contest-oWo-221171356 http://opticpessamist.deviantart.com/journal/Contest-oWo-221171356 Sun, 30 Jan 2011 11:18:16 PST Contest? oWo nonadult journals/personal OpticPessamist http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/o/p/opticpessamist.jpg?5 Copyright 2011-2013 ~OpticPessamist
I decided to make a new OC.
Her name is Frappe Chino and her nickname is Caramel XD
Guess what inspired her?
Well i sat there and i was so excited and i tried to draw an outfit for her....yeah lets just say it didnt work.

Im not very creative with clothing beacause what i ususally wear is jeans and a T-shirt and that shows in my art. Im trying to work on it but...yeah.

So i thought 'mabye i can get some help!' and i came to you guys 8D.

Now im going to draw a body and posting it. There will be no color or hair or clothing , you guys can have fun with it ^^
However if you want you can just draw your ]]> http://opticpessamist.deviantart.com/journal/Contest-oWo-221171355 http://opticpessamist.deviantart.com/journal/Contest-oWo-221171355 Sun, 30 Jan 2011 11:18:21 PST Contest? oWo nonadult journals/personal OpticPessamist http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/o/p/opticpessamist.jpg?5 Copyright 2011-2013 ~OpticPessamist
I decided to make a new OC.
Her name is Frappe Chino and her nickname is Caramel XD
Guess what inspired her?
Well i sat there and i was so excited and i tried to draw an outfit for her....yeah lets just say it didnt work.

Im not very creative with clothing beacause what i ususally wear is jeans and a T-shirt and that shows in my art. Im trying to work on it but...yeah.

So i thought 'mabye i can get some help!' and i came to you guys 8D.

Now im going to draw a body and posting it. There will be no color or hair or clothing , you guys can have fun with it ^^
However if you want you can just draw your ]]> http://opticpessamist.deviantart.com/journal/Call-of-duty-black-ops-question-221323794 http://opticpessamist.deviantart.com/journal/Call-of-duty-black-ops-question-221323794 Sun, 23 Jan 2011 19:37:46 PST Call of duty : black ops question. nonadult journals/personal OpticPessamist http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/o/p/opticpessamist.jpg?5 Copyright 2011-2013 ~OpticPessamist Ok so he's in the zombie level right? And there are Nazi flags everywhere.
I mean everywhere. So I'm like 'oh ok , Nazi time?' and I was confused beacause I heard call of duty was set in the cold war but you know , I disreguarded it.
Then the zombies started talking.
THEY HAD F****** RUSSIAN ACCENTS.
They were saying stuff stuff like 'You won't get this Soviet!' or 'No! My vodka , MINE!!!' and my brain like , exploads.
So the next day I ask my teacher if the Nazi's and Soviet!Russians ever worked tog ]]> http://opticpessamist.deviantart.com/journal/Art-Feature-and-more-221657515 http://opticpessamist.deviantart.com/journal/Art-Feature-and-more-221657515 Sun, 09 Jan 2011 09:36:52 PST Art Feature and more nonadult journals/personal OpticPessamist http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/o/p/opticpessamist.jpg?5 Copyright 2011-2013 ~OpticPessamist Well last night i went to a school dance :legasp: and i auctualy danced.
Im being for realz.
I want to tell you guys more about this (if you even care lol) but i cant right now so ill do it later ^^

the other thing is that around 4 am we had a hail storm. No kidding , in south texas we had a freakin hail storm. It was really loud but i wasnt scared beacause i wasnt even awake XD My brain wasnt there.

AND NOW

The first [10]* people who comment on this journal will be featured here, along with three deviations chosen from their gallery by myself. If you answer, you'll have to do the same in your journal, putting me on the first p ]]> http://opticpessamist.deviantart.com/journal/New-years-221841277 http://opticpessamist.deviantart.com/journal/New-years-221841277 Fri, 31 Dec 2010 21:41:53 PST New years!!!!!!! nonadult journals/personal OpticPessamist http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/o/p/opticpessamist.jpg?5 Copyright 2010-2013 ~OpticPessamist Uh well I've spent my new years eve cleaning XD This mornin me and mom packed up all the Christmas stuff and then at 10 pm we both thought "oh $**** I should clean".
So right now I'm cleaning my room and watching The ballad of Ricky Bobby.
So that's my introduction to the new year : Ricky Bobby. I'm THAT awsome.

Anyway it's just me , my mom and my brothers this year which is good with me <3

So now I wish all of y'all a happy new years from the U.S. Of AWSOME
…
(ffffffff jk) ]]> http://opticpessamist.deviantart.com/journal/Merry-Christmas-222018523 http://opticpessamist.deviantart.com/journal/Merry-Christmas-222018523 Fri, 24 Dec 2010 20:40:33 PST Merry Christmas! nonadult journals/personal OpticPessamist http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/o/p/opticpessamist.jpg?5 Copyright 2010-2013 ~OpticPessamist I know not all of you celebrate or have good memories of Christmas but I really and truly hope tomorrow is a nice day for you. I personally love Christmas ^^
now I'll do a better journal later but I have a question :

do any of you have any Christmas eve/Christmas traditions? I really want to know (: ]]> http://opticpessamist.deviantart.com/journal/I-hate-love-my-friends-222124234 http://opticpessamist.deviantart.com/journal/I-hate-love-my-friends-222124234 Mon, 20 Dec 2010 11:23:57 PST I hate *love* my friends nonadult journals/personal OpticPessamist http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/o/p/opticpessamist.jpg?5 Copyright 2010-2013 ~OpticPessamist
arent they just the sweetest people?
and this is on my facebook beacause she put it there......fuuuuun ]]> http://opticpessamist.deviantart.com/journal/THIS-222208604 http://opticpessamist.deviantart.com/journal/THIS-222208604 Wed, 15 Dec 2010 20:06:31 PST THIS nonadult journals/personal OpticPessamist http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/o/p/opticpessamist.jpg?5 Copyright 2010-2013 ~OpticPessamist http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GXjwocuctjg

if ANYONE can find this on DVD....i will....do a picture for you or something ]]> http://opticpessamist.deviantart.com/journal/A-tragedy-222463501 http://opticpessamist.deviantart.com/journal/A-tragedy-222463501 Wed, 01 Dec 2010 20:24:05 PST A tragedy nonadult journals/personal OpticPessamist http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/o/p/opticpessamist.jpg?5 Copyright 2010-2013 ~OpticPessamist There was a man named Joe Harris. He was a very sweet , very happy man. He smoked with my mom ouside and he was always there.
There is a woman named mrs.Lora and she and Joe are best friends. Literally , they are as close as they can be without being lovers. He worked on the farm her and her husband owns.
Him and mom weren't close friends but He was always there.

Tonight at 5:30 he was pulling a tree trunk out with a tractor and it fliped backwards on him then set on fire. They couldn't get his body out until 7:30. ]]> http://opticpessamist.deviantart.com/journal/Do-you-even-read-my-journals-EDIT-222789166 http://opticpessamist.deviantart.com/journal/Do-you-even-read-my-journals-EDIT-222789166 Sun, 14 Nov 2010 18:49:44 PST Do you even read my journals? EDIT nonadult journals/personal OpticPessamist http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/o/p/opticpessamist.jpg?5 Copyright 2010-2013 ~OpticPessamist I would like to go ahead and apologise. I know the journal was kinda whiny and bitchy and I'm really sorry you guys ) :

Mkay , well I think the title says it all.

Do any of you even read them? I mean seriously , do ANY of my watchers read them?
The only people who it's ok with are Irela (she dosnt have the Internet anymore) and Sara ( beacause she has never commented on them)

As for the rest of you.....I mean , on my old account not a crap-load commented but atleast some of you did. I'm not ranting and sounding all bitchy-whiny beacause I want attetion it's just that...well I want to try to be involved with my watchers and want t ]]> http://opticpessamist.deviantart.com/journal/New-Journal-meme-222920373 http://opticpessamist.deviantart.com/journal/New-Journal-meme-222920373 Sun, 07 Nov 2010 10:11:54 PST New Journal meme? nonadult journals/personal OpticPessamist http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/o/p/opticpessamist.jpg?5 Copyright 2010-2013 ~OpticPessamist :bulletblue: Now i realize that there is probably one alot like this but im not copying anything mkay?
Mkay.

 R U L E S
:bulletblack: this isnt a rule but whatever. If you comment ill answer with a reply to the questions im about to list.
In turn you SHOULD answer the same questions about me.

E X A M P L E

#INSERTRANDOMSCREENNAMEHERE#
  hi

#opticpessamist#
1.I like your blah blah blah...

#INSERTRANDOMSCREENNAMEHERE#
ok cool!
1. what i like about you is blah blah blah...

Make sense? Probably not....hopefully so

Q U E S T I O N S

1. What do you like about me?
]]> http://opticpessamist.deviantart.com/journal/Realmscon-2010-223532032 http://opticpessamist.deviantart.com/journal/Realmscon-2010-223532032 Sun, 03 Oct 2010 09:45:34 PDT Realmscon 2010 nonadult journals/personal OpticPessamist http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/o/p/opticpessamist.jpg?5 Copyright 2010-2013 ~OpticPessamist
WARNING : LONG JOURNAL IS LONG

it was amazing in all honesty.

K , cause im such a nerd im gonna tell yall what happend ok? Ok

so we got there in our normal people clothes , squeeling at the cosplayers and ALL OF THE AMAZING STEAMPUNK PEOPLE OGAHD and feeling out of place
(only at an anime convention can you wear normal clothes and feel out of place)
and we walked around downstairs , upstairs and then in the big room where you can buy stuff
I got a black bunny fleece cap and irela got a bear kigurumi (i will post pictures of these at some point)
SO
WE RAN INTO AN OLD FRIEND WE HAVNT SEEN SINCE THE SEV ]]> http://opticpessamist.deviantart.com/journal/i-need-help-223817719 http://opticpessamist.deviantart.com/journal/i-need-help-223817719 Wed, 15 Sep 2010 16:43:01 PDT i need help nonadult journals/personal OpticPessamist http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/o/p/opticpessamist.jpg?5 Copyright 2010-2013 ~OpticPessamist
a couple of weeks ago my headphones busted out (the left ear piece)so i got a new pair

well when i plugged them in i couldnt hear out of my left war piece at all unless i messed with the part thats plugged into the iPod

Is there anything i can do to fix this myself or do i need to go to Best Buy or something to get it fixed? ]]> http://opticpessamist.deviantart.com/journal/OLD-ACCOUNT-223849798 http://opticpessamist.deviantart.com/journal/OLD-ACCOUNT-223849798 Mon, 13 Sep 2010 16:25:14 PDT OLD ACCOUNT nonadult journals/personal OpticPessamist http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/o/p/opticpessamist.jpg?5 Copyright 2010-2013 ~OpticPessamist if you want to see some of my friends then go look! if not then thats ok ]]> http://opticpessamist.deviantart.com/journal/Devious-Journal-Entry-224138365 http://opticpessamist.deviantart.com/journal/Devious-Journal-Entry-224138365 Sun, 29 Aug 2010 13:56:53 PDT Devious Journal Entry nonadult journals/personal OpticPessamist http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/o/p/opticpessamist.jpg?5 Copyright 2010-2013 ~OpticPessamist
:bulletred: i miss sara alot right now. Nuff said.

:bulletgreen: i have a horrible cough that wont go away

:bulletorange: im thinking of converting my old account into an account to put up pics for sara of everyone back here

:bulletblack: i just watched the Black Rock Shooter OVA and....:iconimpressedplz:

:bulletpink: can someone help me get a subscription? I aksed mom and she said 'i dont want this random website to have my credit card number D8 ]]> http://opticpessamist.deviantart.com/journal/New-sketchbook-224293713 http://opticpessamist.deviantart.com/journal/New-sketchbook-224293713 Sat, 21 Aug 2010 18:12:41 PDT New sketchbook nonadult journals/personal OpticPessamist http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/o/p/opticpessamist.jpg?5 Copyright 2010-2013 ~OpticPessamist
I'll pick the best one and if I don't like any...well I'll think of something XD ]]> http://opticpessamist.deviantart.com/journal/Tomorrow-is-the-day-224417441 http://opticpessamist.deviantart.com/journal/Tomorrow-is-the-day-224417441 Sun, 15 Aug 2010 15:14:14 PDT Tomorrow is the day nonadult journals/personal OpticPessamist http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/o/p/opticpessamist.jpg?5 Copyright 2010-2013 ~OpticPessamist im turning 14~
......yaaaaaaay?

anyway ive been watching tsubasa lately.
Does anyone else think fai is a little like fuji from prince of tenis?!? Cause SERIOUSLY dude its wierd...

and for anyone who cares about my health im sick
I was up all night puking (i think i puked a total of 5-6 times).
My mom gave me a shot (i praise the fact shes a nurse) and i baisically had a ghetto IV
I havnt puked in YEARS and this wasa sucky day (cause the first time was at 12:35 or so....I didntfall asleep till 6 am) ]]> http://opticpessamist.deviantart.com/journal/Uprising-224745505 http://opticpessamist.deviantart.com/journal/Uprising-224745505 Fri, 30 Jul 2010 14:57:39 PDT Uprising nonadult journals/personal OpticPessamist http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/o/p/opticpessamist.jpg?5 Copyright 2010-2013 ~OpticPessamist
1. Put your iPod (or media player) on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN, NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OK?" YOU SAY?
Ice Box (omarion cover)- There for tomorrow
~i got this ice box where my heart used to be~..........no

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
All these things i hate - Bullets for my valentine
thats just great

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Kiss me Kill me - Alesana
no. just no

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Remember - Flow
ok?

WHAT IS ]]> http://opticpessamist.deviantart.com/journal/Nothing-gold-can-stay-224779539 http://opticpessamist.deviantart.com/journal/Nothing-gold-can-stay-224779539 Wed, 28 Jul 2010 19:57:43 PDT Nothing gold can stay nonadult journals/personal OpticPessamist http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/o/p/opticpessamist.jpg?5 Copyright 2010-2013 ~OpticPessamist Sara is leaving for Alaska. The time finally came....this morning I gave her and her mom my last hugs.
Last night I saw something heartbreaking.
My big tough Irela just cried her heart out. And I felt like the biggest douche cause I was the only person not crying.

It's ok though. Sara gets to go to a new school that will give her so many more oppertunities than this pissiant redneck Podunk town ever could. She can start over and make new friends.

It kills me , knowing that this is probably the last time I w ]]> http://opticpessamist.deviantart.com/journal/Hello-224888298 http://opticpessamist.deviantart.com/journal/Hello-224888298 Fri, 23 Jul 2010 11:17:47 PDT Hello nonadult journals/personal OpticPessamist http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/o/p/opticpessamist.jpg?5 Copyright 2010-2013 ~OpticPessamist I am the artist formerly known as Kurotenshi333 ]]>