http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:OrigamiCrane&section=today deviantART RSS for by:OrigamiCrane en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Mon, 07 Dec 2009 09:12:46 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://OrigamiCrane.deviantart.com/journal/10006306/ http://OrigamiCrane.deviantart.com/journal/10006306/ Fri, 08 Sep 2006 06:37:03 PDT My father is right.
I cannot be an artist.
I cannot amount to anything.

He was right.
And I was too blinded by my own ambition and dreams to see it.
Too young to understand that I don't know what's right.
Too old to just accept it.

I was wrong.
This whole time.
There is nothing for me in this.
I cannot be an artist.

I am not an artist.
My technical skill? Don't even tell me it's good. It's not. It's not even close to what I wish I were. What people accept in this world.
Not that it'd matter anyway, seeing that art is now going digital.
On that note, I can't do photography for that matter.
Oh, and if you didn't know, I stole my Sakura/Trancpaency style from Miki Ishii.
I stole my cartooning style from Yoshitaka Amano and Tim Burton.
I want to steal Guy Bourdin's fetish and I want to steal Mark Rothko's emotions.
I want Tetsuya Nomura's schemes.
I want HR Giger's feel.

I've stolen everything from everyone, and I will never even truely be able to call it mine.


I am not them.
I am not an artist.
I am nothing. ]]> ~OrigamiCrane http://OrigamiCrane.deviantart.com/journal/9811276/ http://OrigamiCrane.deviantart.com/journal/9811276/ Tue, 22 Aug 2006 01:52:15 PDT So I may remember them later in life when you are not so near
(Half a year to imprint the value of you.)
Eventually you will be of charcoal and paper.


-E. ]]> ~OrigamiCrane http://OrigamiCrane.deviantart.com/journal/9790102/ http://OrigamiCrane.deviantart.com/journal/9790102/ Sun, 20 Aug 2006 07:03:24 PDT Flickering smell of candle wax drip
Down the sides of its shaft
Aftermath of red wine and empty glass
(Crawling away; too exhausted to scream.)
Touch of black satin on white skin (Red
Cut of a mouth. If only she’d know how to use it.)
Hand. Lips. Limbs. Heat. Hesitation.
This was a mistake.



Posted at the request of a friend.

-E. ]]> ~OrigamiCrane http://OrigamiCrane.deviantart.com/journal/9778189/ http://OrigamiCrane.deviantart.com/journal/9778189/ Sat, 19 Aug 2006 01:37:19 PDT
Take this quiz and find out how girly you are. (GUYS TOO) Put x's beside each thing that's true. Each x that you put is one percent. Have fun!!

[ ] my fingernails/toenails are almost always painted
[ ] during the summer the only shoes i wear are flip flops
[] my favorite toys as a child were barbies
[ ] my favorite colour is pink or purple
[ ] I did Gymnastics
[ ] I love skirts
[ ] hollister is one of my favorite places to shop
[ ] tight jeans are the only jeans i'll wear
[x] I love chocolate
[x] I've never had a real job

TOTAL: 2

[ ] my hair is almost always straightened -- noooo wavy
[x] I have at least 8 myspace pictures (... I think?)
[ ] I usually go shopping once a week
[ ] I love to hang out at the mall with friends
[ ] I have a real diamond ring or diamond necklace or earings.
[ ] I've gone to a tanning salon
[ ] I've gone to the beach to tan - not to swim
[ ] I have at least 10 pairs of shoes
[ ] I watch either the OC or Laguna Beach
[ ] I change my icon weekly
[ ] I wear a shower cap

TOTAL: 1

[ ] I dont shop at Hot Topic
[ ] my cell phone might as well become a part of me
[ ] I wear mascara everyday
[ ] I've been or am on a diet
[ ] bathing suits are adorable
[ ] I dont know the difference between a sheep and a goat
[ ] big sunglasses are hott
[ ] I have gotten my nails done before
[ ] I own over 10 purses
[ ] MTV is one of my favorite channels (Vh1 you whore.)

TOTAL: 0

[ ] all I want to do at sleepovers is talk about boys
[x] I love to have girls do my hair (I.... there's no excuse... it feels nice...)
[ ] I give and recieve hugs from all my friends (not all. hah.)
[x] I hate bugs
[ ] carnivals are so fun!
[ ] Summer is THE best season'
[x] my swimsuit has 2 pieces (I... there's no excuse again....)
[ ] Im waiting for my knight in shining armor
[x] musicians are so hot (some.)
[ ] you write me a poem and tell me im beautiful and im all yours

TOTAL: 4

[ ] I am self-conscious
[ ] I cry often
[ ] my car smells like vanilla or cherry
[ ] my dishes get washed more than once a week (... what the hell?)
[ ] I dont do sports
[ ] I HATE to run
[ ] I squeal when i am surprised or angry
[ ] I eat dried fruit as a snack
[ ] I love romance novels
[ ] Drew Barrymore is so cute (HOTT)

TOTAL: 0

[x] I dance a lot (em... I won't recall homecoming.)
[ ] usually spend an hour or over to get ready to leave my house
[ ] I only have like 5 billion hair products
[ ] I love to get dressed up.
[ ] every part of my outfit needs to match
[ ] I talk on the phone at least once a day to my friends
[ ] I would love to have a photo shoot (YES. But not with me in it? see?)
[ ] I apply lip stuff 50 times a day
[ ] I wish I were a model (Mine wishes I was a model.)

TOTAL: 1

[ ] I wish I could meet Paris Hilton
[ ] I have been something that was semi
[ ] I own Uggs
[ ] Hip Hop is the best music
[ ] I pop my collar
[ ] I like to be the center of attention
[ ] guys with Mohawks are crazy
[ ] horses are beautiful
[ ] I'd rather not pay attention in school
[x] Cats are adorable (some... I'm more of a dog person though.)

TOTAL: 1

[ ] I write my own music
[ ] I would love to visit Hawaii
[ ] Valentine's day is so cute!
[ ] white is better than black
[ ] I wouldn't be caught dead in all black
[ ] my closet is STOCK FULL of clothes
[ ] hate the grunge look
[ ] love to read magazines

TOTAL: 0

[ ] I love to gossip
[ ] I had Lisa Frank folders/posters/notebooks as a kid
[ ] I love Celine Dion
[ ] my bubble baths are 1-2hrs long
[ ] My wedding only needs a groom because it's already planned
[ ] My friends and I are in a strict group.
[ ] I like little kids
[ ] Diet drinks are the best
[ ] I'm all about being vegetarian
[ ] I refuse to eat at McDonalds

TOTAL: 0

[ ] I check my myspace everyday.
[ ] I love life!
[ ] I have a lot of jewlery!
[ ] my screen name(s) have x's in them
[ ] either one of my myspace names has/had <3's or in them
[ ] I would never want to be the opposite sex
[x] It's not what he/she said it's the way he/she said it
[ ] I have more than 3 pillows on my bed

TOTAL: 1

Now add up all the total points and put "I am _% girly" for the subject if you steal or get tagged.

~OrigamiCrane http://OrigamiCrane.deviantart.com/journal/9721745/ http://OrigamiCrane.deviantart.com/journal/9721745/ Mon, 14 Aug 2006 06:35:11 PDT Exposed.Vulnerable. Stripped of responsibility.
Responsibility is a bullshit word.
It was told to us to make us feel like we have power over ourselves. Something, at least. Anything, at last.
Another form of control.
And you know there's nothing left when you feel that pressure behind your eyes
And the muscles around your throat tighten
And what may be a familiar sensation for most of you is so unfamiliar and the heat rises to your temples creeping out from beneath your hairline or from somewhere below your neck.

And all you wanted was some control.


-E. ]]> ~OrigamiCrane http://OrigamiCrane.deviantart.com/journal/9698214/ http://OrigamiCrane.deviantart.com/journal/9698214/ Sat, 12 Aug 2006 03:16:34 PDT
1) Name : Emi

2) Name Backwards : imE (It's like what all the British people call me.)

3) Were you named after anyone? : Not really, no.

4) Does your name mean anything? : Picture Beautiful. Beautiful Picture. In total contradiction with my last name.

5) Nick Name(s) : Emu, Intu, Emmeh-Pooh, Emai...

6) Screen Name(s) : Mostly I just use OrigamiCrane.

7) Date Of Birth : May 16, 1991

8) Place of Birth : Camarillo, California, USA

9) Nationality : Tri-citizenship. British/Japanese/USA

10) Current Location : Matters when you read this, don't it?

11) Sign : I like flicking people off. Actually, I don't really.

12) Religion : Or lack thereof. Agnostic.

13) Height : 5'7. Maybe 5'8 by now. I think I grew.

14) Weight : You know how most people gain weight during the summer? I drop weight like crazy.

15) Shoe Size : 10. 9.5 in dress shoes, usually. 26.5 in Japan.

16) Hair colour : Currently it's Ash Brown at the roots. And some weird brownish/yellow color for the rest.

17) Eye colour : Brown.

18) What do you look like? : Violent. And right now very tired.

19) Innie or Outie? : Innie in so many ways.

20) Righty, Lefty, ambidextrous : I write with my right. But sometimes my right hand doesn't work so I draw with my left.

21) Gay, Straight, Bi, or Other? : I'm not entirely sure. Give me a while to figure it out and I'll get back to you.

22) Best friend(s) : Don't ever do this to me again. I will get CTS

23) Best friend you trust the most : That's hard. Probably Mine/Caitlin/Kendall. They've been with me for quite some time.

24) Best friends {your sex}: Refer to question 22.

25) Best friends of the opposite sex : Kendall, James, Dev

26) Best Bud(s) : Make a variety.

27) Boyfriend / Girlfriend : James/n/a

28) Crush : -ing your head.

29) Parent(s) : I'm starting to think that they really did pick me up in a trashcan.

30) Worst Enemy : I would say Jyde. But that's a matter of if you think she exists or not.

31) Favorite on-line Guy(s) : Most of my guy friends are online.

32) Favorite on-line Girl(s) : Refer to question 31. Replace "guy" with "girl".

33) Funniest friend : Cynical/Sarcastic- James
Silly/Franzy- Kendall
Shannony/Blunt Spoony- Caitlin
Witty/Punny/Britishish- Mine
Random- Hinano
Cute- Kailey
Perverted/Penis- Kenna

34) Craziest friend : Read Alice in Wonderland.

35) Advice Friend : Depends on what I'm asking about.

36) Loudest Friend : Hah. Where's the setting?

37) Person you cry with : I don't cry with people. It makes me feel like I'm burdening them. Hell, I don't cry that much in general. Vinny.

Do You Have...

38) Any sisters : No.
39) Any brothers : Yes.
40) Any pets : Yes.
41) A Disease : Yes.
42) A Pager : I never have.
43) A Personal phone line : I have a celphone.
44) A Cell phone : Well, there we go again.
45) A Lava lamp : Somewhere.
46) A Pool or hot tub : In California I have a pool.
47) A Car: It doesn't have an engine anymore, but I do have the body of a car.

Describe Your...

48) Personality : There's no exactly much to say. Ask someone who knows.

49) Driving : I haven't driven in a really long time.

50) Car or one you want : A cream colored Austin Healey MK III. At least, it's entrusted to me. I kind of wanted a black Fairlady Z for a while. Or a Mini Cooper S.

51) Room : Inhabited.

52) What’s missing? : Currently my sense of reality. But many things on top of that.

53) School: Too soon. Otherwise it has very nice lighting at night.

54) Bed : Single. Unmade. Unihabited.

55) Relationship with your parent(s) : Nonexistant.

Do You...

56) Believe in yourself : Anticipation and expecation tend to disappoint.

57) Do you believe in love at first sight? : What is love? I believe in signs that lead to love. But not love. Love is after you get to know someone.

58) Consider yourself a good listener : Not really. I can't really think of things to say in return to make people feel better.

60) Get Along with your parents : I'm tolerant. They're... not. To say the least.

61) Save your e-mail conversations : Not usually. They just sit in... ]]> ~OrigamiCrane http://OrigamiCrane.deviantart.com/journal/9659357/ http://OrigamiCrane.deviantart.com/journal/9659357/ Wed, 09 Aug 2006 05:34:34 PDT "A horse?"
"A horse."
"Last time I drew a horse you said 'I thought horses had joints in their legs,'" She said. Defensive.
"You were nine." Startling. Some recognition. "You know, you're actually not that bad. Anymore."

I'm not entirely sure how to react.

-E. ]]> ~OrigamiCrane http://OrigamiCrane.deviantart.com/journal/9595021/ http://OrigamiCrane.deviantart.com/journal/9595021/ Fri, 04 Aug 2006 06:54:23 PDT she said "What pleasant things are there to draw?"
"I don't know." he replied.

-E. ]]> ~OrigamiCrane http://OrigamiCrane.deviantart.com/journal/9507567/ http://OrigamiCrane.deviantart.com/journal/9507567/ Thu, 27 Jul 2006 03:59:40 PDT
-E. ]]> ~OrigamiCrane http://OrigamiCrane.deviantart.com/journal/9486330/ http://OrigamiCrane.deviantart.com/journal/9486330/ Tue, 25 Jul 2006 04:38:23 PDT Thus I will curse you with many pictures of men in skirts (... kilts.) from my cousin's wedding.
After I take care of my ankles
Damn new shoes that are now covered in blood.

-E. ]]> ~OrigamiCrane http://OrigamiCrane.deviantart.com/journal/9054018/ http://OrigamiCrane.deviantart.com/journal/9054018/ Tue, 13 Jun 2006 06:26:44 PDT
Long Term Art Goals:
1. Get on a billboard in Shibuya or on Omotesando.
2. Do fashion photography for at least 1 year.
3. Make an album cover/insert for a band.
4. Do promo photos for a band


Let's see in 20 years.

-E. ]]> ~OrigamiCrane http://OrigamiCrane.deviantart.com/journal/8794384/ http://OrigamiCrane.deviantart.com/journal/8794384/ Wed, 17 May 2006 02:19:18 PDT 1. MUST (!!) answer EVERY SINGLE question.
2. Be HONEST.
3. Pass onto 6 of your DA friends. ^^
4. Have fun and let us grow together as a community ^^

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Emi
Birthday: May 16th
Birthplace: Camarillo, CA
Current Location: Tokyo
Eye Color: brown
Hair Color: currently blackish... purpleish... brownish... originally I'm an ashy brown with some red. Or something.
Height: 5'7
Right Handed or Left Handed: Right. But sometimes I amuse myself by using my left.
Your Heritage: Scottish/Japanese
The Shoes You Wore Today: My converse
Your Weakness: Like I'm telling you. THIS IS NOT THE TRUTH GAME.
Your Fears: refer to above question
Your Perfect Pizza: Heh... good question. I really like anchovies...?
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Get the Artists' Award at school...
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: Um... ellipses
Your Bedtime: If I sleep... around.... 3? 4?
Your Most Missed Memory: If the memory is gone then I can't remember it to miss it...
Pepsi or Coke: Coke
McDonalds or Burger King: McDonald's
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: oo... hard one. Maybe Nestea. But I like Lipton too... I actually really like Tetley's.... Chaiiiiiii......
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee: mmm... Coffee.
Do you Smoke: No.
Do you Swear: Yes.
Do you Sing: Sometimes. Badly.
Do you Shower Daily: Yes.
Have you Been in Love: If it is what I believe it is.
Do you want to go to College: At some point.
Do you want to get Married: Someday.
Do you believe in yourself: Not really.
Do you get Motion sickness: Sometimes. Usually if I'm reading or looking down. Or listening to bad music.
Are you a Health Freak: No.
Do you like Thunderstorms: Very much so.
Do you play an Instrument: Yes.
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: ... not that I recall.
In the past month have you Smoked: No.
In the past month have you been on Drugs: Did you drug me?
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: No. I haven't been to a mall in more than 6 months.
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: No. Not for... a year. Maybe.
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: Yes.
In the past month have you been on Stage: No.
In the past month have you been dumped: No.
Do you work (as in official work): No.
~In a Boy/Girl~
Favorite Eye Color: I like the color of my dog's eyes....
Favorite Hair Color: Black. What do these questions matter to you anyway?
Short or Long Hair: Um... shorter than mine.
Height: Taller than me. I feel intimidating if I'm too tall...
Weight: Are you assuming that all I think about is surface appearance?
Best Clothing Style: ... um... as long as they don't wear pink.
Number of Drugs I have taken: I don't recall...
Number of CDs I own: I should probably count.
Number of Piercing: Two.
Number of Tattoos: None.
Number of things in my Past I Regret: Thinking about that in a number is overwhelming.


I don't tag people.
I don't.

-E. ]]> ~OrigamiCrane http://OrigamiCrane.deviantart.com/journal/8412579/ http://OrigamiCrane.deviantart.com/journal/8412579/ Sat, 08 Apr 2006 22:12:31 PDT
... of course, I refuse to do any off the tagging. I just get tagged.

1. When I get nervous I'll start digging my thumb into my palm or push my fingers back from the joint that connects to my palm. Yeah. Sometimes both at the same time.

2. I don't particularly like color, even if it is an element of art...

3. I enjoy rain to the extent that I'll climb on my roof while there's a typhoon and risk falling and breaking my neck to experience it.

4. I'm half-Japanese half-Scottish and was born 10 miles away from Doug Robb... who's also half-Japanese half-Scottish... hah. He's twice my age though. (Coming to Japan on May 29th, 2006. Yes.)

5. I am a biosport in that my whole family is math/science oriented and I am definitely not. Also, despite what you think, I do not take after my mother. And I sure as hell hope I look nothing like my father. And I have no sense of direction.

6. I shake, almost constantly, so sometimes it's hard to keep my hand steady when drawing.

-E. ]]> ~OrigamiCrane http://OrigamiCrane.deviantart.com/journal/8213365/ http://OrigamiCrane.deviantart.com/journal/8213365/ Mon, 20 Mar 2006 04:16:56 PST > What song describes when you are .... <<

With the person you're dating? This Modern Love by Bloc Party amongst many others
Engaged in a sexual activity? Can't say I have been. Though I imagine it might be something like Tear Your Apart by She Wants Revenge. Or Closer by Nine Inch Nails. Or maybe Michael by Franz Ferdinand XP (ohhh, Michael Fetish.)
Mad at a family member? Disposable Teens by Marilyn Manson
Mad at a friend? Low by Foo Fighters
Feeling bad about yourself? Matters. Recently it was Stockholm Syndrome by Muse and Caroline by Radio 4... and Heart In A Cage by The Strokes... and This Is The New Shit by Marilyn Manson... And Dirty Words by The Departure... I'll just stop.
Wanting to die? Oh, that varies.
Happy about something? mmm... Michael by Franz Ferdinand. Kind of just matters what comes on.
Feeling like you've accomplished something good? Starfighter Pilot by Snow Patrol
Having a good time? As of again, matters what's on.
Driving? When I am driving it's usually to some shite rap my brother puts on.
Sleepy? Coldplay. Or Aqueous Transmission by Incubus
Meeting someone for the first time? Matters who it is.
Going on a blind date? I... don't?
By yourself and pondering life? Put my iTunes/iPod on shuffle. Pondering life seems like a common activity in my head.
Bored? probably something by Franz Ferdinand or Panic! At the Disco.


Woo, I just wasted 4 or 5 minutes of your life. If that.

-E. ]]> ~OrigamiCrane http://OrigamiCrane.deviantart.com/journal/8174262/ http://OrigamiCrane.deviantart.com/journal/8174262/ Thu, 16 Mar 2006 01:12:10 PST white with the blue and... yellow, I think. Kind of goldish color... trim.

2. What book are you reading now?
I just finished Prep. Kind of interesting. Though somewhat of an ass to read through.

3. What is on your mouse pad?
I don't have a mousepad. I have a laptop.

4. Favorite board game?
I used to love Monopoly, but no one would play with me. And they still don't...

5. Least favorite smells?
You know that smell when you pass between the Middle School and the cafeteria on your way to the bus and it smells kind of like garbage, but there's something toxic about it? Yeah, that's one of them

6. What is the first thing you think of in the morning?
What is "morning?" If it's when my alarm goes off it's usually something like "fuck."

7. Favorite color:
dark red.

8. Least favorite color:
maybe pink... or bright yellow...

9. How many rings until you answer the phone?
On my cellphone matters who it is and how fast I can get it. On my home phone.... I don't answer my home phone.

10. FUTURE CHILD'S NAME:
Hell if I know. Watch my child end up being named Cloud, or Tidus, or something like India.

11. Chocolate or Vanilla?
Chocolate.

12. Do you like to drive fast?
Sadly enough, I do... Though I don't get many chances.

13. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal?
Nein. I sleep with a gutted one.

14. Do you like thunderstorms?
I don't get enough. I don't think I've heard thunder or seen lightning for more than half a year...

15. What was your first car?
That one car that Diddy Kong drives on Diddy Kong Racing on Nintendo 64

16. What is your sign?
Taurus

17. Do you eat the stems of broccoli?
Yes... is that not accepted in society?

18. If you could have any job what would it be?
Artist. At this point, I'll be happy with any kind of art oriented job.

19. If you could have any color hair what would it be?
The color it naturally is, which has been categorized into "Dark ash brown with red tints in the summer/bright light." or maybe black-blue (I miss my hair... damn hair coloring...)

20. Is the glass half full or half empty?
The glass has been shoved up Franny's ass.

21. What is your favorite movie?
That one movie of me and my friends the morning after homecoming at starbucks and we all look disheveled and disoriented.

22. Do you type with your fingers on the right keys?
No. Especially since I broke my finger.

23. What’s under your bed?
When I was a kid I used to think a cook lived under my bed and would come out at night and make me into soup. Yeah. He moved to the foot of my bed though.

24. What is your favorite number?
Numbers? I'm bad with numbers.

25. Favorite sports to watch?
Basketball, maybe. It's usually more fun for me when I'm playing. Watching isn't all that appealing, quite honestly.

26. Your single biggest intense pain?
I pass on this question.

27. Person most likely to respond?
I'm not going to tag anyone.

28. Person you sent this to who is least likely to respond?
NOTE: refer to question 27 acompanied with answer.

29. Ketchup or mustard?
Ketchup.

31. Hamburger or hot dog?
Hamburger. Something about hot dogs bothers me.

32. Favorite season?
Autumn, possibly. Or Winter.

33. The best place you have ever been?
A place I will never be again.

34. What is your screen saver?
My computer screen goes into hybernation.

35. What is your favorite fast food place?
Taco Bell. I've grown fond of Mosburger too....

36. What is your favorite breed of dog?
Labs. Or Rhodesian Ridgebacks

37. Your nicknames?
Intu, Emu, Emai, Big Sister, Emmeh-pooh, E, Lulu (Just don't. Don't ask.), EMI-DEUS, ThatTallGirl, pothead (by Leo Homler, mind you.) And I was once called poohead. That was then I was in 1st grade.

38. Have you ever been kissed by the opposite gender?
Yus.

39. What annoys you the most?
Many things. Though one of them is when the one time you don't do something, and people think you did it, when you actually did (woo. I win the vagueness award.)

40. What’s your crushes name?
Your head.

41. What’s your best friend's name?
"Best" is hard to say. I have good friends. A few named Rina, Marge, Shannon, Minnie, MC P Pants, and Kenny Benny.

42. Which celebrity annoys you the most?
Too many to list. Not worth my time.

43. What type of m... ]]> ~OrigamiCrane http://OrigamiCrane.deviantart.com/journal/8136019/ http://OrigamiCrane.deviantart.com/journal/8136019/ Sun, 12 Mar 2006 04:32:33 PST
-E. ]]> ~OrigamiCrane http://OrigamiCrane.deviantart.com/journal/7861243/ http://OrigamiCrane.deviantart.com/journal/7861243/ Sat, 11 Feb 2006 01:27:25 PST ~OrigamiCrane http://OrigamiCrane.deviantart.com/journal/7691904/ http://OrigamiCrane.deviantart.com/journal/7691904/ Tue, 24 Jan 2006 05:20:26 PST Poet, artist, what is the difference between your music in words and my music on paper?
Oh, that's right.
I seem to have lost my sound. ]]> ~OrigamiCrane http://OrigamiCrane.deviantart.com/journal/7475299/ http://OrigamiCrane.deviantart.com/journal/7475299/ Sun, 01 Jan 2006 05:34:24 PST I can feel every breath you try to calm
With the puffs that part from your lips
(Like the way your kiss parts from mine), right above my head.
And every heartbeat that impacts with your ribcage.
You hold me close to save my life from the fatal rush
Of a thousand people I don’t care to know, and never will
We stand in the middle path of this middle road in the middle of this city
Waiting for reds to turn green ]]> ~OrigamiCrane http://OrigamiCrane.deviantart.com/journal/7216297/ http://OrigamiCrane.deviantart.com/journal/7216297/ Sat, 03 Dec 2005 22:50:57 PST
-E. ]]> ~OrigamiCrane http://OrigamiCrane.deviantart.com/journal/6805835/ http://OrigamiCrane.deviantart.com/journal/6805835/ Wed, 19 Oct 2005 01:24:29 PDT
at all.


I'm dead. School has decided to suck all the creativity I had in me out and put it into making T-Shirt designs for JUMP and designing other various, pointless, things that no one else actually wants to do, therefore I'm stuck with.


That reminds me that I have to help on the Class of 2009 "board" thing too don't I?

Wonderful, wonderful.

I need something else to do...


-E. ]]> ~OrigamiCrane http://OrigamiCrane.deviantart.com/journal/6753971/ http://OrigamiCrane.deviantart.com/journal/6753971/ Thu, 13 Oct 2005 02:20:19 PDT


:: dances half-heartedly ::


I feel so. known.


( not really no...)

-E. ]]> ~OrigamiCrane http://OrigamiCrane.deviantart.com/journal/6657060/ http://OrigamiCrane.deviantart.com/journal/6657060/ Sun, 02 Oct 2005 06:11:12 PDT
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH :: goes on for at least five minutes and needs to be slapped before she will shut up ::

FRANZ FERDINAND IS COMING TO JAPAN IN FEBRUARY.

If you don't like my awesome Scottish band you can go to Hell

-E. ]]> ~OrigamiCrane http://OrigamiCrane.deviantart.com/journal/6640600/ http://OrigamiCrane.deviantart.com/journal/6640600/ Fri, 30 Sep 2005 07:56:40 PDT
I DON'T NEED A STUDY.

I DON'T WANT TO MOVE MY STUFF. I KNOW WHERE IT IS IN MY ROOM.

And I happened to have spent lots of time decorating it so that I can actually feel like I've lived in it for more than a year. :: sigh ::



It just makes me think of moving.

I hate doing this.

It's like opening boxes all over again, taking out the paper, decideding where this, that, and that usueless item of sentimental value goes.
Oh I'm sorry. I don't have any usless items of sentimental value. I had to throw them all out and introduce them to the grabage when I moved. Eghhh...



Doesn't she have better things to do?




I think she's iching for a move.





she can't seem to stay in one place for more than one or two years.





Why am static in this ever-changing world... especially my ever-changing world. ]]> ~OrigamiCrane http://OrigamiCrane.deviantart.com/journal/6622342/ http://OrigamiCrane.deviantart.com/journal/6622342/ Wed, 28 Sep 2005 04:07:23 PDT
Mood: :: kills you ::
Listening to: Never Gonna Fall in Love Again -- Snow Patrol
Reading: Rebel Angels -- Libba Bray

I'm serious, I was looking through all these people's DA accounts that go to ASIJ.

SINCE WHEN DO THEY ALL HAVE ACCOUNTS!?

I'm not joking, really, all of them are good at digital art.

ALL OF THEM.



Egh, Traditional art is still mine though.....

-E.

]]> ~OrigamiCrane http://OrigamiCrane.deviantart.com/journal/6586431/ http://OrigamiCrane.deviantart.com/journal/6586431/ Sat, 24 Sep 2005 00:29:00 PDT
Mood: Take a guess.
Listening to: A Million Ways to be Cruel -- OK Go
Reading: Sloppy Firsts -- Megan McCafferty

I keep trying to keep my friends together.


I'm tired of being in the middle of it all.


I'm tired to people relying on me.


I'm tired of trying and trying and trying knowing that in the end, I just have to deal with something else.


Why do I even bother in the first place...?

]]> ~OrigamiCrane http://OrigamiCrane.deviantart.com/journal/6517449/ http://OrigamiCrane.deviantart.com/journal/6517449/ Fri, 16 Sep 2005 04:06:23 PDT
Walk by me because I don't exist.
I could touch you
If I weren't so afraid of what you'd say.

See me in the halls,
You know my face, but you'll look away.
There's always someone so much better...

To you I'm just text on a screen
Times New Roman
flawless and bold.

Talk to me when you can't see the face
Would it kill you to ask me how I am?
I know you know... all I feel.
That's why I want to hear you say it.

I want to make you speak.



2005. 9.15

-E. ]]> ~OrigamiCrane http://OrigamiCrane.deviantart.com/journal/6473859/ http://OrigamiCrane.deviantart.com/journal/6473859/ Sun, 11 Sep 2005 05:42:28 PDT
I'm SERIOUS.

it's because I alway start with the eyes
and they all LOOK THE SAME.

God, I'm seriously considering running things through the shredder.

-E. ]]> ~OrigamiCrane http://OrigamiCrane.deviantart.com/journal/6446784/ http://OrigamiCrane.deviantart.com/journal/6446784/ Thu, 08 Sep 2005 01:11:51 PDT
Egh, I love art. it makes me so happy.

-E. ]]> ~OrigamiCrane http://OrigamiCrane.deviantart.com/journal/6210988/ http://OrigamiCrane.deviantart.com/journal/6210988/ Fri, 12 Aug 2005 20:23:11 PDT
All thhanks to Insanitic (... :: pouts :: I have to give you your publicity right?... damnnn...)

-E. ]]> ~OrigamiCrane http://OrigamiCrane.deviantart.com/journal/6120246/ http://OrigamiCrane.deviantart.com/journal/6120246/ Wed, 03 Aug 2005 07:29:47 PDT
Can't anyone be neutral around here!? I could really care less as long as I get to keep posting art.


-E. ]]> ~OrigamiCrane http://OrigamiCrane.deviantart.com/journal/5797396/ http://OrigamiCrane.deviantart.com/journal/5797396/ Thu, 30 Jun 2005 02:29:57 PDT

but once I get my hands on a scanner I'm going crazy. ]]> ~OrigamiCrane http://OrigamiCrane.deviantart.com/journal/5689949/ http://OrigamiCrane.deviantart.com/journal/5689949/ Sat, 18 Jun 2005 22:34:00 PDT


I need a scanner....


badly.






:: sigh ::



NOW.


-E. ]]> ~OrigamiCrane