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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 21 Nov 2006 02:50:57 PST</pubDate>
                
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                <author>~Pa-Hsia</author>
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                <title>Lazy wolfling</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 23 Feb 2006 05:32:21 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <strong>Mood</strong>: <img style="vertical-align: middle" src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/c/community.gif" alt="Community Spirit" title="Community Spirit" /> ^_^<br /><strong>Listening to</strong>: Final Fantasy Songbook Mahoroba<br /><strong>Reading</strong>: Temeraire<br /><strong>Watching</strong>: Transformers: Robots in Disguise<br /><br />OK, I am now oficially a lazy-arse wolfling.<br />
The number of deviations in my message box is over 1000 and, despite all efforts, thay haven't gone away if I ignore them.<br />
<br />
I'm going to start visiting dA more often and (brace yourselves) actually posting something. Yes that's right. i will produce work and cut down the number of people I'm watching to something more manageable.<br />
<br />
Since I haven't posted since October, you're probably not wondering what I've been up to, but I'll tell you anyway.<br />
<br />
I'm at still uni (not kicked out yet) and I've been improving my grades with each completed project so far. I've made a bunch of new friends, met up with some old ones and been introduced to the wonders of life on a budget (I'm currently £180 over my budget -_-<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" /> and Transformers.<br />
<br />
I'm waiting for Advent Children to come out on DVD, since I saw it at the New Year, and trying to find out if I can get it subbed (the general Bitish release seems to be only available dubbed).<br />
<br />
I'm not dead. Sorry for any inconvenience this may cause. ^_~<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Pa-Hsia</author>
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                <title>Tagged!</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 13 Oct 2005 13:02:07 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <strong>Mood</strong>: <img style="vertical-align: middle" src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" alt="Happy" title="Happy" /> Very Happy<br /><strong>Listening to</strong>: Dark Side Of Phobos<br /><strong>Reading</strong>: Howl's Moving Castle - Dianne Wynne Jones<br /><strong>Watching</strong>: Blackadder<br /><br />Tagged, eh?<br />
<br />
Tagger: ~<a href="http://kyariko.deviantart.com/">kyariko</a><br />
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OK, let me see ... 20 facts about myself.<br />
<br />
01. I'm writing a series of sci-fi novels<br />
02. I've been dating my current boyfriend for four and a half years<br />
03. I bought a graphics tablet yesterday<br />
04. I'm designing my own website<br />
05. My three favourite drinks are apple juice, lemonade and snakebite (w/blackcurrant)<br />
06. I have a habit of talking my characters as if they were real people<br />
07. I like math!<br />
08. I like GMing sci-fi roleplays<br />
09. My boyfriend has promised to propose once I finish university<br />
10. My favourite foreign language is german<br />
11. I have autism<br />
12. I'm a WorldBuilder<br />
13. I enjoyed Myst<br />
14. I love British comedy<br />
15. I'm going to spend my time at uni learning how to use watercolours properly<br />
16. I'm vegetarian<br />
17. My favourite food is spaghetti with Quorn meatballs<br />
18. The last DVD I bought was Ulysses 31 (ah, nostalgia)<br />
19. I really, really love reading<br />
20. I once spent £80 on a book<br />
<br />
I now tag:<br />
<br />
~<a href="http://capntsubasa.deviantart.com/">capntsubasa</a> ~<a href="http://ridfiel.deviantart.com/">Ridfiel</a> ~<a href="http://eviluser.deviantart.com/">eviluser</a> ~<a href="http://ginkitsune.deviantart.com/">GinKitsune</a><br />
<br />
Anyone who enjoyed Doom or just likes industial, game-inspired music, <i>needs</i> to go download this, now:<br />
<a href="http://doom.ocremix.org/">Dark Side of Phobos</a><br />
<br />
Also, my computer turned up today. ^_^<br />
250gB HDD, 2gB RAM, Athlon 64 3800 CPU, nVidia GeForce7800 GTX Graphics Card and a 17" monitor.<br />
<br />
I'm so happy ^_^<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Pa-Hsia</author>
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                <title>On the move</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 08 Oct 2005 03:19:10 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <strong>Mood</strong>: <img style="vertical-align: middle" src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/angered.gif" alt="Angry" title="Angry" /> Annoyed/Nervous<br /><strong>Listening to</strong>: Doro<br /><strong>Reading</strong>: Crisis Four - Andy McNabb<br /><strong>Watching</strong>: Bucky O'Hare<br /><br />Today is my last day in Cambridge, the town I have known since birth. I'm off too university tomorrow, and I'd be lying if I said I wasn't nervous.<br />
<br />
Packing all my stuff into boxes to ship off is a thought-provoking experience. Do I need that? I mean, really need it? Didn't think so. So why did I just put it back, rather than chuck it out? Do I trust my sister not to sell half the contents of my room on eBay?<br />
<br />
The house I'll be living in is small, and with four of us living there, I'm sure it'll be ... cozy. I wish it were halls. Apart from the fact we can now reenact 'Young Ones' sketches, if things turn out badly, and I don't get on with three of them, at least in halls there would be four others.<br />
Right now I don't even know if it'll be an all-female house or not, and I keep envisioning my three flatmates as a pathologically organized preppy-type, a real pink and chihuahua girlie-girl and an anime-phobic 24-7 party girl.<br />
<br />
My only really major concern is at what point in the conversation do I drop my little bomb? Do I introduce myself "Hi guys, I'm Kathryn, I like anime, reading and sci-fi. Oh, and I'm autistic" or leave it until they think that I'm a complete sociopath and grade-A oddball?<br />
<br />
All the rooms have their own locks, which is a blessing, but means I'll have to carry my keys about the house.<br />
<br />
Obviously, the house isn't exactly kitted out for internet usage, so all my access will come from college, or internet cafes. I've already scoped one, over the other side of town, but since Canterbury is so crazy-small it won't really matter.<br />
<br />
Right now, my mum is trying to get me to sell half my stuff in her jumble sale. Instead of continue packing and getting the other bits I'll need, she wants me sorting through the rest of 'my crap in her house' to see what she can sell or chuck out. My A-level origami has already gone and she wants to donate my interview shirt to the scouts, too.<br />
<br />
If this morning is anything to go by, I'll be glad to get gone for good.<br />
<br />
[EDIT] 08/10<br />
I've come back home to get my computer, only to find it's still not here -_-'' I've called scan, and they haven't even dispatched it yet. Now the case is out of stock, amongst a few other things. *sobs in fustration*<br />
I can't afford to keep coming back, so I have to stay until it's here. I'm hoping (read: praying) it won't be longer than a week, or my attendance will suffer.<br />
My housemates seem OK. One never turned up, but the other two girls seem likeable enough, if afflicted with a terrible urge to shoe shop and watch slushy movies.<br />
We seem to have an inordinate amount of free time (all-day Wednesday and thursdays after 12, plus the weekend), but finding a job is incredibly hard, so my disposable income is nearly nul.<br />
Still, all things considered, I've met a bunch of new and interesting people and, by and large, I'm looking forward to the rest of uni.<br />
<br />
Let's see how long that lasts.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Pa-Hsia</author>
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                <title>Status Report</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 22 Sep 2005 03:24:24 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <strong>Mood</strong>: <img style="vertical-align: middle" src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/worry.gif" alt="Worried" title="Worried" /> Mildly worried<br /><strong>Listening to</strong>: Doro<br /><strong>Reading</strong>: Crisis Four - Andy McNabb<br /><strong>Watching</strong>: Bucky O'Hare<br /><br />OK, I want to thank everyone for being so patient with me (or else forgetting my existence -_-; ). <br />
<br />
I've been so busy dealing with real world stuff that everything else has been put on hold. I'm going to university very soon (Sun 25th), and I think I'm about on top of it now.<br />
I've paid my rent, I have enough for my tuition, my insurance is sorted, I've got my student railcard and am going to Canterbury on Tuesday to get my keys (and have a look around).<br />
<br />
I still have to complete my induction form (but only the exam results section). I hope that's it all, though.<br />
<br />
As far as my spangly new computer goes, don't even get me started (oops, too late!)<br />
I ordered the motherboard from Novatech, and I have that. The monitor is from Savastore and that's just been dispatched. The keyboard/mouse combi came from Amazon ages ago but it's just everything else is the problem (you know, the little bits like the case, graphics card, processor).<br />
I persuaded my mother to order them from Scan and everything seemed fine, it would just be a short wait until they got the Hard Drive (HDD). When they got stock of the HDD, they'd send the whole lot.<br />
Unfortunately, my mother doesn't trust me to know her password (because I'd splurge on componants I don't need with her food buget or something, I supppose) so I've been sitting around for two weeks waiting for the parts to come. When I finally got ticked and got her to long in, it turns out that she's maxed out the credit card and scan couldn't get the money. The e-mail they sent was handily directed to her junk email by the 'contacts only' spam filter.<br />
So she's cashed the cheques I gave her, hasn't sent them to the credit card company and won't unless she's hassled into it. I have to reorder the componants (probably using dad's credit card) and pray that they arrive before next sunday, and that my b/f has time to put them together before I have to go.<br />
<br />
I feel better now.<br />
<br />
I want to thank Aku-rei for buying me a one-month subscription to dA ^_^ Thanks mate.<br />
<br />
[UPDATE] Scan don't have the DVD-RW I ordered, or a 5.25" to 3.5" conversion blanking plate in stock, and won't have them until monday. That means they'll arrive around Wednesday-ish, about four days too late. I'm going back home on Friday 7th for the weekend, so I guess I'll do computer stuffs then.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Pa-Hsia</author>
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                <title>Just a heads up...</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 19 Aug 2005 02:40:11 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ It's my birthday today (Aug 19) and I'm now 19 -_-; I feel old.<br />
<br />
I'm going on holiday with my boyfriend and his family tomorrow so I won't really get much chance to celebrate at home. We leave at about three in the morning to get an early flight to Berlin, so I can't celebrate much at all. Hopefully I'm going to see Unleashed tonight, but that'll be it as far as an actualy party goes.<br />
<br />
On the up side, I finally got my camera working so those Prauge photos are now available (well, not <i>right</i> now but in a short while) for download. Also available are a bunch of reference shots of military vehicles from the Imperial War Museum Duxford Military Vehicle event. Help yourself ^_^<br />
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<a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/21925084/">Prauge</a><br />
<br />
<a href="http://www.lancs.ac.uk/iss/enzip/">Open .zip files with enZip</a><br />
<br />
I have no intention of being blamed for anyone's computer crashing, so please run a virus check on any files you dowload. I have before uploading, but better safe than sorry, right?<br />
<br />
Since I have absolutely no excuses now, Berlin photos will arrive promptly. ]]></description>
                <author>~Pa-Hsia</author>
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                <title>Come to the Jark side</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 02 Aug 2005 04:29:36 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ It has come to my attention that something decidedly wonky is happening amongst the deviantART community. It seems like everyone is in hysterics over the whole 'Jark Thing'.<br />
<br />
Jark has been removed from staff at the behest of Spyed who, as far as I can see, is intent on turning dA into a cash cow. Whether the rumour that unproductive deviants will be 'disappeared' is true or not, I will leave you to make your own decision. (See Scaling the Deviants 1, 2 and Conclusion: <a href="http://spyed.deviantart.com/journal/">[link]</a>)<br />
<br />
Check out these links:<br />
<br />
<a href="http://onestar.deviantart.com/journal/6061173/">[link]</a><br />
<br />
<a href="http://bookdiva.deviantart.com/journal/6066076/">[link]</a><br />
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<a href="http://www.t52.org">[link]</a> ]]></description>
                <author>~Pa-Hsia</author>
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                <title>Beware the Paine</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 21 Jul 2005 02:39:59 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ One of the deviants I'm watching has been having a small problem with an art theif that goes by the name of Paine (amongst others). She'sd here and active on deviantArt as I write this.<br />
<br />
Go here for more information and to show your support to the 'Paine Hunters': <a href="http://saimain.deviantart.com/journal/5960030/">Saimain's journal entry</a> ]]></description>
                <author>~Pa-Hsia</author>
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                <title>Summer starts here. Official.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 02 Jul 2005 03:20:29 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Got my results back, got a pass. Not a merit or a distinction, just a lowly pass. Pfft. I don't care anymore. It gets me into KIAD, and that's good enough.<br />
<br />
I've realised that I don't know what I do with my days. Mostly it seems that I waste them, and I haven't drawn anything in an age.<br />
I haven't written anything in forever and I'm going to recify that now. I have three months to myself and I'm going to do at least one painting - probably in oils - before term starts. She says. ]]></description>
                <author>~Pa-Hsia</author>
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                <title>Sneak peek at a new website</title>
                <link>http://Pa-Hsia.deviantart.com/journal/5635662/</link>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 13 Jun 2005 10:43:18 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <strong>Mood</strong>: <img style="vertical-align: middle" src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" alt="Happy" title="Happy" /> Cheery<br /><strong>Listening to</strong>: Therion<br /><strong>Reading</strong>: GTO<br /><strong>Watching</strong>: Mr. and Mrs. Smith<br /><br />Not that I'm at all taking advantage of my free subscription, or anything...<br />
<br />
I thought you might be interested in getting a sneaky peek of my new website layout. Be warned though, these images are full screen gifs, but shouldn't be more than 250kB in size.<br />
<br />
Thoughts, comments and random ideas welcome, as always.<br />
<br />
<a href="http://tinypic.com/5xizjm">Main</a><br />
<a href="http://tinypic.com/5xj0w7">Landscapes</a><br />
<a href="http://tinypic.com/5xizgl">Profile</a><br />
<br />
I feel that they're a lot sleeker than <a href="http://tinypic.com/5xj1ch">the old design</a>. Fortunately this design no longer exists as a HTML file.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Pa-Hsia</author>
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                <title>Assorted ramblings</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 09 Jun 2005 01:25:05 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <strong>Mood</strong>: <img style="vertical-align: middle" src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/n/nod.gif" alt="Agreeable" title="Agreeable" /> Affable<br /><strong>Listening to</strong>: Nightwish<br /><strong>Reading</strong>: All the Weyrs of Pern<br /><strong>Watching</strong>: Sin City<br /><br />As you may have guessed, I've got myself a subscription. It's only one of these one week jobbies that's going around, but it seems interesting.<br />
<br />
I'm in my last week of my practical exam, which I've finished four days early, and I have my exhibition next week. I'm told that, since I've handed all my work in, I'm guaranteed a pass, which is nice. All I need to get into uni is a pass, so now it becomes a matter of filling in the application for financial aid.<br />
My sister is still revising for her GCSEs, so the whole house is walking on eggshells, too afraid to say boo to a goose in case it upsets her. Even my typing is drawing irritated looks. I'm just glad I'll be in Canturbury when she's doing her A-levels.<br />
<br />
Anyway, I now have to get reacquainted with free time.<br />
I think I'll try to watch some of those DVDs I've been hoarding, or attempt to finish Final Fantasy X. Alternatively, I could get used to the novelty of not feeling guiltyfor taking time out, reading a book or programming my new-look website. I'm getting paid hosting this time. No more ads, no more Angelfire.<br />
So much to do, and I've only got until October to do it in. ^_~<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Pa-Hsia</author>
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                <title>Academia</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 06 May 2005 05:35:27 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I went onto the Online Manga University  this morning, read my messages and the  bottom dropped out of my world - but in  a good way.<br />
The mods and the admins seem to be  under the impression that I should be  May's student of the month.<br />
I just sat, staring at the screen, for  a good ten minutes or so, my brain  refusing to accept the text in front of  me. I was almost convinced that ~<a href="http://lauwenmark.deviantart.com/"> Lauwenmark</a> would get SOM. I still don't  quite believe it - I thought I was just  part of the scenery at the OMU.<br />
<br />
In other news, I've finally finished a  couple of projects for school. The  first is an essay that should have been  finished and presented nearly three  weeks ago. It'll be in scraps if you  want to see it.<br />
The other is an artist's book - that  is, an object that represents me as an  artist. I chose to make an empty  sketchbook, with small illustrations on  alternating pages.<br />
If this goes well, I might make  sketchbooks to sell on eBay or  something. ]]></description>
                <author>~Pa-Hsia</author>
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                <title>Schaffen freude</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 24 Apr 2005 18:44:08 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ The funniest thing you would have seen  this week, had you been able to follow  my journey to and from Scarborough and  a disembodied viewer, would have been <i> schaffen freude</i> in its truest sense.  The day started thus:<br />
<br />
I woke in a state of some panic  realising my alarm hadn't woken me. I  occasionally sleep through my 7:30  wakeup call, but I don't usually have a  train to catch. I leapt out of bed and  practically tripped over myself getting  ready before snatching up my mobile  to  check the time(I don't own a watch).  7:00. <i>7:00?</i> After all that it's only  7:00? Gah.<br />
<br />
I managed to leave the house after  three attempts, having forgotten my  coat, my tickets and my portfolio. The  bus was late, but then what else is  new? I arrived at the sation eventually  prepared for my train at ten. I had the  route planned perfectly - ten AM from  Cambridge to Peterborough, Peterborough  to York at eleven-fifteen and finally  York to Scarborough at about  twnty-to-one, arriving at  one-twentyfive.<br />
I could have gotten an eight o' clock  train, to avoid any delays, but I had a  plan and I don't like to change my  plans last minute. It's an Asperger's  thing, apparantly.<br />
<br />
Anyway, the train was late getting to  Cambridge and we finally departed at  ten-twenty, with things already looking  bad. Arriving at Peterborough, I had  about a minute and a half to get to my  connection.<br />
Have you ever seen a flustered student  pelting across a crowded platform, A1  folio in one hand and a polythene bag  containing her lunch in the other,  trying to get through the crowds of  commuters whilst simultaneously  avoiding tripping over both folio and  lunch bag? No? Well it's bloody  hilarious, if the smirks were anything  to go by.<br />
<br />
I made the connection (just) only to  get lost at York. You see, the station  the train was supposed to arrive at  turned out not to be the one it was  arriving at after all; and I had four  minutes to get over to the other side  of the station, back to the platform I  just disembarked onto. Having arrived,  exhasted and with thoroughly bruised  legs, guess what? Yup, got it in one.<br />
<br />
The train was delayed.<br />
<br />
After much melodrama (bordering on  pantomime idiocy), I arrived on time  and slumped in the back of the taxi  taking me to my destination. It was a  little way out of town, but I didn't  care - I had arrived with but moments  to spare. Reporting to the front desk  uttely flustered, hungry, thirsty and  tired. I actually smiled, only to be  told I wanted the <i>other</i> campus.<br />
The one in town.<br />
My interview had been at two. By the  time the replacement taxi turned up it  was ten past. After returning the way  I'd come I noticed us passing the  station. The taxi driver hd a knowing  smile that was making me feel  uncomfortable.<br />
"You're going to feel a right turnip  when you see where you needed to be."  he promises. Round the corner from the  station, about twentry yards down the  road and up the drive. He was right,  you know. It would have taken fifteen  minutes at a slow walk with my folio.  And the first driver fleeced me on the  fare.<br />
<br />
After the interview (the receptionist  at the out of town campus had called to  let them know I was on my way), I  walked back to the station. The drama  didn't end there, though.<br />
<br />
At Peterborough, there appeared to be  some confusion about the trains. I  hopped onto the sceduled train and  settled down to continue reading,  during the day I'd polished off The  White Draon and gotten most of the way  through The da Vinci Code, when I was  roused by a phonecall behind me.<br />
"We're going to be a bit late, we got  on the Norwich train by mistake. It  doen't even stop at Cambridge."<br />
Like a shot, my head snaps up and  stares. The scrolling marquee of stops  glares down at me malevolantly with  orange LCD eyes. March, Ely,  Thetford...<br />
<br />
Bollocks.<br />
<br />
It turns out that five of us at least  got on, anticipating a smooth ride to  Cambridge station. Panicked, half of us  alighted at Ely to locate a  stationmaster whilst the other half  stood obstinately in the doorway,  irritating tired commuters. It turned  out that the marquee, with its baleful  glare, was wrong. Crisis averted, we  were going home.<br />
It wasn't until I was on the bus home  that the reality of it all really sunk  in.<br />
<br />
They'd offered me a place, there and  then.<br />
<br />
-_-zzz ]]></description>
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                <title>Folio Review Update</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 19 Apr 2005 11:39:11 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ After getting all weird and vaguely  angsty on you in my last journal, I'm  happy (not to mention relieved) to say  that I've passed my review, and have  finally moved on to one of my Final  Major Projects (the first sketch of  which is <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/17318176/">here</a>). The other is  lifedrawing, and when I finish I'll  consider making it available on my web  page.<br />
<br />
I have my last uni interview tomorrow,  up in Scarborough. Frankly, I'm glad to  get them over and done with. I'm not  sure my bank balance can take much more  abuse. I daren't recall how much train  travel to the three inverviews has been  -_-;<br />
I'll let you know how it goes when I  get the chance (Thursday or Friday).<br />
<br />
I've been asked to put up my Prague  pictures again, but I've just  discovered that my SD card reader is  broken. I'll try again soon.<br />
<br />
I did end up spending most of the  Easter holidays glued to the computer,  trying to produce a body of work for my  review. Most of the work was 3D (as  suggested) and in Terragen, because  there is <i>no way</i> I'm going through hours  and hours, stuck in the same program,  waiting for the picture to finish  rendering when I have a deadline. I'm  crazy, just not <b>that</b> crazy. I have  acquired a new toy - Poser, which works  in conjunction with Bryce to put  figures in the pictures (finally!).  Fortunately, I won't be inflicting it  on you until I'm at least competent  with it.<br />
<br />
On similar note, the removal of the  Artisan's Workbench picture was due to  artistic differences. First I liked it  and was so pleased to have finished the  bloody thing I wanted to show it off,  then I grew to hate it with a passion.<br />
C'est la Vie. ]]></description>
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                <title>Folio Review and Universities</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 30 Mar 2005 02:56:26 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So far, I have had two University  interviews, and have been given a  conditional offer by the Kent Institute  of Art and Design (KIAD) in Canturbury.<br />
I'm still waiting to hear from Swansea  Institute, and I have an interview at  Yorkshire Coast College of Art and  Design on the 20th of April.<br />
<br />
Given my current home situation, I  think I'll take the Canturbury offer  (provided I can pass my current course)  and be out of here in about six months.<br />
<br />
I want to apologise for my prolonged  absence, foisted on me by actually  failing one of my folio reviews. If I  fail the review after the easter break,  I can't progress to the next phase of  the course and, therefore, can't pass  the course or proceed to university.<br />
<br />
I <i>need</i> to get into uni next year. I'm  being stifled at home, and I can't  settle into doing anything for fear of  being disturbed by either my parents or  my siblings. I can't help feeling that  at uni, surrounded by other artists,  I'll finally be able to grow as an  artist and a person.<br />
<br />
The foundation diploma I'm doing at the  moment, combined with dA and the Online  manga University have helped me to  develop my art in the direction I want  to take it, but I find getting to the  computer difficult, and the college is  an hour's walk away, come rain, snow or  sun.<br />
<br />
I've felt my depression coming back of  late. I thought I had this thing beaten  two years ago. Agh. Just getting out of  bed has been a challenge in itself, let  alone going to college. It's gone for  now, but I wish I had fought a little  harder without resorting to cutting  myself again. How stupid is that?<br />
<br />
Still, chin up and all that. I have a  university to get into, and as of next  monday, my boyfriend and I will have  been together for four years, so that's  something to celebrate at least. I  shall eat, drink and make merry like  I've never made merry before. And I <i> shall</i> pass this blasted folio review,  even if I have to spend my entire  easter holiday at it. ]]></description>
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                <title>Czech Mate</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 23 Feb 2005 08:13:15 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ You knew that title was coming. Oh yes  you did.<br />
<br />
Where to start?<br />
I now have all my photos back and  they're not all bad. Most of them are  photos of the buildings and the  architecture, because nowhere I've been  to in England has anything like it,  esecially not like the buildings in the  Old Town and Jewish Quarter.<br />
<br />
I guess it would be easiest break it  down into days.<br />
<br />
<b>Sunday:</b> Arrival<br />
Left for the airport at 5AM and  departed England at six-thirtyish after  watching the sun rise whilst sitting in  the departure lounge at Stansted. Some  turbulence left much the group feeling  a bit queazy, and the airline food  wasn't up to much.<br />
<br />
I'm not sure what I was expecting of  Prauge, just cold and snow  mainly. It  snowed in little showers and flurries  the whole time we were there and the  architecture was amazing - Baroque,  Romantic and Gothic all together and,  in the more modern parts of the city,  mirror glass and chrome. We went up to  the castle on the tram and got some  good shots of St. Vitus's catherdral  and the last resing place of St.  Wenceslas before heading down to the  pubs for food, and across Charles  Bridge to the hotel. Most places have  their own brewery out back, or so it  seemed, and they were some really nice  beers although vegetarian food seemed a  little thin on the ground.<br />
<br />
<b>Monday:</b> Jewish Quarter and Old Town<br />
Reading through my guidebook, Prauge is  divided into five main areas - The Old  Town (Staré Mesto), The New Town (Nové  Mesto), The Jewish Quarter (Josefov),  The Little Quarter (Malá Strana) and  everywhere else.<br />
We decided that the best way to see as  much of Prague (Praha) as possible  would be to visit each of the main  areas in turn.<br />
<br />
As one would probably expect from the  Jewish Quarter, the Synagogues were  fantastic, although the Pinkas  Synagogue, bearing the names of all the  individuals transported from Prague and  the surrounding area to Concentration  camps during the Final Solution made  for a harrowing experience.  Every wall  - and I mean <i>every</i> wall - was covered  in names and dates from floor to  ceiling. <br />
We also went in search of the Rabbi  Löw's Golem, supposedly hidden in the  rafters of the Old-New Synagogue (so  called because it is older than the New  Synagogue, but newer that the old one),  but the search was undertaken  lightheartedly, as we knew that even  the King of Boemia had been unable to  locate it and the quest became an aside  to an enlightening day.<br />
<br />
<b>Tuesday:</b> Contemporary & Modern Art  Museum<br />
Exploring the suburbs of Prague "to get  away from the tourist-y areas and see  how people really live in Prague". The  contemporary and modern art museum  wasn't quite what I was expecting.  Spread over five levels, one was closed  and another was for a private  exhibition, although the rest held an  eclectic collection, from blueprints  and models of some of Prague's most  notable buildings to vaqn Goghs and  Picassos to conceptualist art. The  small market we visited was nothing  noteworthy, but there were a suprising  amount of stalls selling swords, brass  and spiked knuckles, shiruken and  nunchucks.<br />
<br />
<b>Wednesday:</b> Terizin<br />
This was a truly disturbing excursion.  During World War II, Terizin was a  holding area for Jews on their way to  other camps, and was used too hold  mostly the over 65s, decorated war  heros and the important people in  society, as well as younger families  who kept Terizin running. The Nazis  used the town as a propaganda front, to  make films and to show Red Cross  inspectors round. Outside of Terizin  was a fortress (The Little Fortress)  used to house Soviet POWs and criminals  from the town.<br />
Most of the photos I took this day are  futile attempts to try to capture the  atmosphere of the fortress. <br />
<br />
It had snowed six inches or so  overnight and the snow had finally  settled, It was cold, but not as cold  as it had been on Tuesday, but the  fortress seemed to have a chill all its  own. <br />
One of my most vivid memories is whilst  taking <a href="http://tinypic.com/1t7xb7">this photo</a>. <br />
Standing in the courtyard, the  oppressive atmosphere seemed  infectious. Even the wind was only  blowing half-heartedly, almost out of  habit rather than with any conviction.  The only sounds audiable were the  crunch of snow underfoot and the far  distant barking of a lone dog. No one  spoke. No one seemed to know what to  say. Later, when people did begin  talking it was muted, whispered small  talk. That place held what can only be  described as an air of menace,  squatting over the buildings like some  grotesque thing, waiting to snare  another innocent soul in its foul  talons.<br />
<br />
<b>Thursday:</b> Departure<br />
This day came all too soon. I'd packed  my camera, and much of the day was  spent gift hunting for friends and  fa... ]]></description>
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                <title>Czech</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 12 Feb 2005 03:23:25 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm going to Prauge tomorrow. At six  AM. Gah.<br />
<br />
I'll be there for a week and,  hopefully, will come back refreshed,  invigorated and full of creativity. Or  with photos, at any rate.<br />
<br />
I've been trying to finish all my  projects before I go, although I'll be  starting the maps properly when I  return.<br />
Maaj Pei is finished and looks  wonderful. Unfortunately my camera  refuses to focus on mirrors properly  and I can't get a photo I like, but  rest assured I shall persevere.  Painting on the mirror was fun, but not  an exercise to be repeated by anyone  looking for a simple project.<br />
If anyone feels like mirror-painting  I'm more than willing to share my  experiences.<br />
<br />
I really want to get the second half of  the Spieodda diptych finished but I'm  running into problems with colour  matching, and it looks as though it's  going to be postponed for a while.<br />
<br />
Lastly, thanks mostly to *<a href="http://beastofoblivion.deviantart.com/"> beastofoblivion</a>'s influence, I am  collecting artistic anatomy books and  really starting to work on skeletal  structure and musculate. With any luck,  some of the denizens of Caer Dalwin  will allow themselves to be accurately  captured on paper.<br />
<br />
See you in a week.<br />
With photos. ]]></description>
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                <title>Links</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 15 Jan 2005 10:18:02 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <b><a href="http://lethe-gray.deviantart.com/journal/4298231/">Art theft on DA</a></b><br />
Read it. Some stuff is too important to  be ignored.<br />
<br />
<b><a href="http://strangerhood.com/archive/">The strangerhood</a></b><br />
If you like Red vs. Blue, you'll love  this webvideocomic based on the Sims 2.<br />
<br />
<b><a href="http://www.redvsblue.com/archive/">Red versus Blue</a></b><br />
A webvideocomic based on Halo, situated  in a box canyon.<br />
What can a bunch of spacemarines get up  to in a box canyon?<br />
Watch and see.<br />
<br />
<b><a href="http://www.mozilla.org/products/firefox/">Mozilla Firefox</a></b><br />
Like Microsoft's Security Hole with  Added Internet Functionality, but  without the security hole. Firefox also  has an integrated Google searchbar. ]]></description>
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                <title>What is fantasy?</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 11 Dec 2004 10:58:21 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ The thing is, I've given a lot of  thought to Caer Dalwin - it's my baby,  and the last thing I want is for it to  be dismissed as "a poor man's Forgotten  Realms" or "Generic Fantasy world  #43658". I want something original and  recognisably different.<br />
<br />
To this end I've looked at all the  worlds I could find, and come to the  conclusion that the definition of  fantasy follows certain guidelines -  I'll call them D.E.M.T.<br />
<br />
<b>D: Dragons and other myths</b><br />
All fantasy worlds - from Tolkein to  tiny little worlds that exist in the  duty corners of the 'net - involve  dragons, gryphons, chimerae and the  like. Big, recognisable beasties from  Earth mythology. Quite how the  tribesmen of Syllithhid found out about  the Babylonian manticore I'll never  know, but they have.<br />
<br />
<b>E: Elves and other non-humans</b><br />
Ever noticed the prevailence of elves,  dwarves, orcs and trolls in fantasy?  You must have.<br />
Is it possible to have a fantasy  without arrogant elves, reclusive  dwarves and greedy men? Do they serve  as a measure of human fallability, or  are they just there because that is The  Done Thing?<br />
<br />
<b>M: Magic</b><br />
After all, it wouldn't be fantasy  without supernatural powers. At some  point in history, worlds with mages  seem to have had a Mage War that left  great devastation across the world.  Personally I think this is a  high-handed allusion to man's  destructive nature and corruption, but  what can you do about it? It's a  fantasy staple.<br />
<br />
<b>T: Time</b><br />
Fantasies always seem to be set in the  past, especially in a medieval-type  setting. This seems to be a throwback  to the fairy-tales and 'Once upon a  time' type of storytelling. Is it  neseccary to be set in the past, or  would a future fantasy be Sci-fi, even  if it had magic? Perhaps it's because  dragons lend themselves to knights and  princesses and castles, rather than  mecha.<br />
<br />
I decided a while ago that Caer Dalwin  wouldn't have dragons - except perhaps  in the same way Earth had dinosaurs -  and the manticore, the unicorn and the  gryphon et al wouldn't even get a look  in. Furthermore, I see no reason to  involve the other races, although I am  currently undecided about  shapeshifters. As far as the time frame  goes, Caer Dalwin is an old story, and  the idea of medieval castles still sits  deep, but I don't think I can cope with  the dashing knights and swooning women.  I prefer the Renaissance era, with  leaping advancements in exploration,  science, medicine and engineering.<br />
<br />
The problem is the magic. Schools of  magic, mage wars, all the things that  make fantasy fantasy - having  disregarded the first three, can the  final tradition be done away with also?  More to the point - do I want to? I'm  not sure. Having changed so much, Caer  Dalwin is already beginning not  resemble a typical fantasy land, which  is somewhat of a double-edged sword.<br />
At what point does it cease to become  fantasy and move into the realm of  misc.?<br />
<br />
I think perhaps, in these enlightened  times, mages are far less common that  they used to be. Usurped by the  Artisans - men and women (no delicate  maidens here) who have dedicated their  lives to invention and discovery.<br />
<br />
It's fantasy Jim, but not as we know  it.<br />
<br />
Any thoughts, ideas or random abuse are  more-or-less welcome; the former more  so than the latter. ]]></description>
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                <title>Landscapes</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 05 Dec 2004 03:14:48 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ A word of warning - I've acquired <a href="http://www.planetside.co.uk/"> Terragen</a>.<br />
Expect some rendered scenery coming  your way, at least until the novelty  wears off.<br />
I'll try to do my best to sort the  chaff from the grain so you won't get  inundated with every little experiment;  but in compensation I'll resize any  image for wallpaper on request.<br />
<br />
Let the rendering begin! ]]></description>
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                <title>Artefacts</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 26 Nov 2004 06:19:45 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ The sketch of Maaj Pei currently  residing in the Scraps is a preliminary  for a painting as part of my Foundation  diploma. As part of this I have to  explain my reasoning behing the  painting to my lecturer. Naturally this  involved explaining about her and her  role in the world, which was more  complicated than you might think.<br />
<br />
You see, Caer Dalwin began some even or  eight years ago when I decided I was  going to write a book. At eleven, I  suppose everyone's prone to thinking  that their ideas are the coolest and  most original ever but this was going  to be a fantasy story - get this - <i>with  vampires</i>. Original, no?<br />
<br />
The world would be ruled by seven  powerful vampyres, The Brethren, of  which the oldest, Rafe, would be the  protagonist of the book. At that point  I had made up the name Rafe, and it  wasn't until watching Pearl Harbour  that I realised it was a real name. His  enemy was to be the youngest, Xemras  (previously Nemesis). The whole thing  was very Final Fantasy, with him  collecting allies on his travels  through the world, and the map I drew  has a distinctly FFVII tang to it.<br />
The Bretheren went through several  alterations, and will probably evolve a  bit more hence.<br />
<br />
It was suggested that I also submit, as  part of this piece, all the previous  sketches, notes and doodles that I did  those eight years ago. Some I remember,  some I forgot, all of them are  embarrassing in varying degrees.<br />
All these pictures are in the scraps  because they're all terrible and so  much has changed in the intervening  time they just serve to explain where  Caer Dalwin has come from and  illustrate the evolution of the world.<br />
<br />
I've tried to arrange them in something  approaching chronological order. ]]></description>
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                <title>Hi</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 25 Oct 2004 07:57:50 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Just to say "Hi" to the community. <br />
<br />
Relenting to space constaints on  Angelfire and in order to keep things  tidy, I have turned up at DeviantART to  show the good people here what I am  capable of.<br />
<br />
Feel free to laugh. ^_~<br />
<br />
In a departure from my personal  website, DeviantART will house both  images and text relating to the fantasy  world 'Caer Dalwin'.<br />
<br />
Most of what you need to know about me  is in my Devious Information section.<br />
I doubt I'll update my journal that  often; but when I do, it will  probably  be with things I've found funny,  interesting links or important stuff.<br />
<br />
That's it for now.<br />
Peace ^_^<br />
<br />
~Pa ]]></description>
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