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really really sucks.
i loved that job...

]]> ~Painfullyiced http://Painfullyiced.deviantart.com/journal/28174904/ http://Painfullyiced.deviantart.com/journal/28174904/ Fri, 06 Nov 2009 08:22:52 PST [link] = painfullyiced *shoot... it goes into a smily face.. so take out the spaces between the 'tag' = and my 'name'
and
[link] (mines at min 1:55)


Kinda irks me, in the sense that no one asked me if they could repost my work... But in a sick sense I am semi honored that they liked it enough to repost it... at least they credited me....

watermarks are goin on i think...
sucks.


now I need to do some fast bs'ing on my midterm... shoulda done it sooner.

]]> ~Painfullyiced http://Painfullyiced.deviantart.com/journal/27808456/ http://Painfullyiced.deviantart.com/journal/27808456/ Sat, 17 Oct 2009 01:55:36 PDT
good news though: my fractured toe, is almost completely healed! i went in for a cast, and the dr Xray'd it again, and said that it was almost gone. So I apparently heal very quickly. yay me.

minus the fevers.

I am currently working on a midterm, its my own Personal Code of Ethics... Rules I would be "willing to live by for the rest of my life"

so far, i have it narrowed down to:

Creativity: Seeing things outside of the box.

Daring: Overcoming fear (by accepting Guidance.. I couldnt fit Guidance in anywhere else)

Inspiration: being inspired by life

Happiness/Loving: *am not sure how to word that one.. but includes close friends and family

Perseverance/Learning: not sure which one i'll pick there.. but they tie in together

Unique/Individual:

Versatility/Chameleon: with Multi Faceted and forging my own path type thing.. maybe use Flexibility as the word?

Simplicity: because life is too complicated...

and with those words (for the midterm anyways) i have to give a short example with "I will"... Like... "I will live creatively and see things outside of the box."

as for the final, I take these words, and make a visual project (any type of visual, cake, drawing, song, poem etc etc etc), as long as it 'Describes me on the inside"


and who'd've thought that business courses could be fun?

]]> ~Painfullyiced http://Painfullyiced.deviantart.com/journal/27661033/ http://Painfullyiced.deviantart.com/journal/27661033/ Fri, 09 Oct 2009 00:57:59 PDT
They are a forward swing of your leg, then a backwards swing, and then a forward one again... and on the down ward of the back one, I kicked the toilet with an incredible amount of speed... and either broke my toe, or just the veins that connect to the toe, because it is completely purple and blue, and swollen like no other... and so seeing as i know most times you cant do jack about broken toes, i put my foot into a tennis shoe, and went to school and from there went straight to work, where i was on my feet for 7 hours...

So, i am currently ice'ing my foot, and will see the doctor before work tomorrow.

]]> ~Painfullyiced http://Painfullyiced.deviantart.com/journal/27608947/ http://Painfullyiced.deviantart.com/journal/27608947/ Tue, 06 Oct 2009 03:29:56 PDT
now i can sleep!

Im going to up load the cakes in just a moment.

quick info, they are 5 inches by 5 inches, and we attempted to make them perfect 5 inches high as well, but that was a little more complicated, so we have all sorts of heights.

theres two chocolate, and two white ones...

the pics, i made a slight booboo on the second 'B', but it is fixed now... it was just a decoration piece that was really easy to fix... so if you look at it and wonder 'well why is that...'
thats why


sleeeeeeep

is sooo close!

HALLOWEEN DRESS IS NEXT PROJECT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOOOOOHOOOOOO!!!!!!

mkay random energy burst is over
haha


Update:
I uploaded the pictures from my phone, not the camera, and i cant get to the camera pictures tonight... So here is a link, to my twitter account for yall to see the cake pics... or you can wait. whichever ;D

[link]

]]> ~Painfullyiced http://Painfullyiced.deviantart.com/journal/27589692/ http://Painfullyiced.deviantart.com/journal/27589692/ Mon, 05 Oct 2009 00:43:23 PDT
So he has the flu, whether its swine or not, we'll see... I think its just regular flu though.

School started monday... Im already irritated with a class of mine.
Slacking in some parts, and am just tired.

Itll help once i get the baby cake done. (we're throwing a baby shower for a coworker as her friends suck and decided "our birthday is more important then a baby shower for you")

anyways, bed time... I need to be up in 6 hrs.

]]> ~Painfullyiced http://Painfullyiced.deviantart.com/journal/27394408/ http://Painfullyiced.deviantart.com/journal/27394408/ Thu, 24 Sep 2009 15:15:35 PDT
Regardless of Religious opinions, I still love Halloween. It is my favorite holiday, and as I am mentioning this now, you can tell how far in advance I plan my outfits!

This year I am going with a Steampunk theme...
There's lots of people here on DA that do work in this type of theme... which is how i got inspired to do this... I wanted to just purchase some items, which is rather rare for me, seeing as i have always made my costume for the last 7 years... And then when i saw how much i was willing to spend, and it wasn't all that unique, I said screw it, and decided i would do my own. Again.

So I looked it up, [link] ... and the picture that's there, with the woman's outfit, is probably the closest thing to actual 'steampunk' that you'll find on the internet... [link] is a link of a bunch of stuff, which is completely non related whatsoever.. .and that's all that I could find... so, Im taking that as a "you're free to interpret (spelling?) this as you will" and just doing whatever I want.
*wiggles eyebrows*
hehe

anyways, so my theme is Clocks... and i already have a ton of parts and what not... Im revamping a corset I have (which the seams came apart the first day i wore it), and using this funky silver/black 5 petaled velvet material that I have as the skirts material.

Im already really excited, and we'll see how it turns out...


School starts Monday... I dont want to go.

]]> ~Painfullyiced http://Painfullyiced.deviantart.com/journal/26918246/ http://Painfullyiced.deviantart.com/journal/26918246/ Sun, 30 Aug 2009 14:57:12 PDT
she was tearing up a little and I just looked at her like she was crazy, set down my book and said "why?"

She had spent the day with her best friend at the lake, and found out that her best friends daughter is missing.

not only is she missing, but we know who 'took' her and we know that she didnt leave by her own free will, but theres basically nothing we can do about it as she is 26.

Rachele has been dating guy named Andre (spelling? thats what it sounds like)... anyways, he's a thief, he's a jerk, hes hit her, he stole her car, sold it and bought a BMW in her name, on her charge card... he tried to withdraw over a million dollars from her charge card, and took her entire savings and rent money from the bank. We think he may have been drugging her, and she's a pretty small gal, smaller then me, she doesnt know self defense, and if he said 'do this or ill hurt your family' she would.
He tried breaking into her parents house, (without knowing they changed the locks because of him... and without knowing they were at the coast for the weekend), and her big brother and his wife recognized him, so they went up in their new van, and saw that he was trying to break in.

the Police repo'd the BMW, and found a loaded gun in it, which was supposed to be used (from what the police gathered) on her parents had they been there...

Anyways, Rachele called in Tuesday to work, said "Im taking a break from Weds-Friday", when she's never even taken a sick day. She loves her job, and wouldnt ever leave it... And Weds morning she called in and said she quit. Friday, early morning, Andre went up to the neighbors and asked for a ride into Ashland (where Rachele's real father lives), by using Rachele's brothers name, and by Friday evening, they were gone.


So mom and Debra were talking, and Debra said "what if I never see my daughter again?" (Rachele is the only daughter in that family).

And it really hit mom hard, and she said that she didnt want me to leave, not until Im out of school at least, and that she just didnt want me to lie to them ever again (which I had about the phone). Because if Rachele had only told her parents the truth, they might have been able to help her.

Something I found out yesterday, that I didnt know, (and im sure there's nothing TOO wrong with this, but it doesnt make me feel comfortable), Andre is Iranian. If he forces her to marry him, and leaves the country, there's almost zero chance we'll see her again


The police can only try to get to him, if he's speeding or something visable, which then he'll get 20 years in prison, because of all his felonies on his record.

So I get to stay, but my God-Sister is missing.

]]> ~Painfullyiced http://Painfullyiced.deviantart.com/journal/26895614/ http://Painfullyiced.deviantart.com/journal/26895614/ Sat, 29 Aug 2009 12:46:09 PDT
Problem 1: is they told me to find an apt, and pack my stuff right away....

Problem 2: I roughly, get paid about 1047 a month, which minus rent, utilities, phone bill, car insurance, and last but not least about 20 bucks for food (i have this all on another sheet of paper figured out, I'm just summarizing now), I would probably either be in the hole, or just barely make it... I didn't factor in Tips, which I DO get, (thank goodness!).. but still, i cant even make my payments to my parents for 500 $ a month, how the hell am I supposed to pay for everything anywhere else.

Problem 3: Even if i DID move out into an apt, the prices for the ghetto'est ones around here, are 500. That's the cheapest, slummiest, grossest places i could find, because its within my budget... And they require me to be making a MINIMUM of either: 33%, 2 1/2 times, or 3 times the amount of rent per month. I don't make that much, and there was ONE company, that said 'or have a co-signer'. Which means my parents would STILL be in control of whatever I do.

So either way, its B.S. and not going to work.

And I cant do anything about it, because they're not even home to discuss this with!

And another odd thing, is I got boxes, and tape, and what not... came home, didn't pack like they asked me to, (as they had woken me up at 5 yesterday to tell me this, so I was complete exhausted after work) so I took a nap, and when i woke up (around midnight), my mom talked to me like normal, and like nothing had happened.

I don't know what the heck is going on any more.

And I don't know what to do about it either.

(and I have already thought about a roommate, but either my friends are married, having babies, or in tiny little flats where they can barely fit in let alone me... and I don't trust anyone else.... besides that, i've been an only child for 21 years, i'm not going to have a roommate just so i can get out of here. not going to do it. There's a co-worker of mine, who just 'cant wait' to move in with me, and I... cannot.... stand her... at all. She drives me up a freaking wall, and I know that if she asks me again today at work, i'm going to loose it...)

]]> ~Painfullyiced http://Painfullyiced.deviantart.com/journal/26722282/ http://Painfullyiced.deviantart.com/journal/26722282/ Thu, 20 Aug 2009 20:38:13 PDT
I hate being wrong.

And its really my own fault for not reading all fine print before hand...

I submitted a journal a while back, a month or so, that I was so for this site for scholarship opportunities...

Well instead of being this awesome site to get help for school, they take all rights from you, (i got a hold of the small print today! Thank goodness I read that before submitting my work for a contest!!!)

Anyways, *quote*:

Upon submission, Sponsor and Brickfish will have the right to use all Submissions in
merchandising, advertising, marketing or promotion or for any other commercial or noncommercial purpose in connection with the Campaign, Sponsor or Brickfish without
additional compensation to the participant. Participants hereby irrevocably grant to Sponsor and Brickfish a perpetual, non-exclusive, sub-licensable, royalty-free, fully-paid license and right to use, distribute, make derivative works from and otherwise exploit the Submission, in any manner and in any medium now known or hereafter devised, throughout the universe inperpetuity. Participants hereby forever waive and relinquish all so-called "moral rights (droit moral)" now or hereafter recognized. Participants agree that Brickfish and Sponsor shall have sole discretion in determining the extent and manner of use of Submissions and are not obligated to use any Submission.

*unquote*

Lots of gibberish (actually, i feel smart-ish, i was able to read most of it ;D )

Anyways, I totally advise reading ALL small print, regardless of who says what... and I will do so from here on out!

I just cant believe that people will pry on young people (being high school-college whatever)... do people think we're really that dumb?

]]> ~Painfullyiced http://Painfullyiced.deviantart.com/journal/26495605/ http://Painfullyiced.deviantart.com/journal/26495605/ Mon, 10 Aug 2009 00:23:10 PDT
they always swell from anywhere from 1 inch to 5-7 inches.... today, they blistered without me itching them... and when the blisters pop, new ones form... and i just dont get it!

NO ONE else i know, has this problem...

i cant explain it, unless im truly allergic to the numbing crap they inject into your skin when sucking your blood..



]]> ~Painfullyiced http://Painfullyiced.deviantart.com/journal/26357596/ http://Painfullyiced.deviantart.com/journal/26357596/ Mon, 03 Aug 2009 11:32:45 PDT

haha i know mine is over 400 messages...

i panicked and thought they were deleted, but they arent, just glitching...

had my first night on my new job, and it went pretty well... im now a cocktail waitress, and have lots to learn (as i dont drink!)

:}

so im pretty excited about that, and between school and that (school starts sept 28th), ill be crazy busy, so things may slow down a bit

]]> ~Painfullyiced http://Painfullyiced.deviantart.com/journal/26318845/ http://Painfullyiced.deviantart.com/journal/26318845/ Sat, 01 Aug 2009 13:32:32 PDT

i dont know if its the heat... or what... everything has been breaking for me lately.

It started out as my parents suspending my phone, 'as a lesson', and then i called my mom a dumbass (exact words), and they canceled it all together.

actually, no.. it started as my Ipod thingy, that plugs the Ipod into the cigarette lighter, so it'll play in your car... whatever thats called. That went first, then the phone..

Then my Ipod's sound up and quits... I ask a friend and he said 'lets get your music off of there now, its dying'

I didnt even know the sound COULD quit on something like that...

anyways, and then my sound on my phone dies, must've been yesterday or the day before... I just havent noticed it, as i havent been using it as much...


I cant figure out whats next... everything happens in threes... (usually, to me anyways)
**and im not counting the Ipod car converter thingy either... its not big.. phone and ipod are big and expensive!

it better not be computer, or my car.. because i wouldnt be surprised if those went next.

Oh my gosh, or my camera! I would probably loose all point of existence if that died..



so those things have died, its been 108 on average this last week, and i have to go to work in a concession stand, where theres no air conditioning...

swell

]]> ~Painfullyiced http://Painfullyiced.deviantart.com/journal/26007367/ http://Painfullyiced.deviantart.com/journal/26007367/ Fri, 17 Jul 2009 13:35:32 PDT
and theres one: [link] : that is about nature's natural textures...

Im debating between three that I already have in my gallery (or a few i haven't even posted yet.... But i dont want to get into that at the moment... just because theres sooo many!)

So theres the dragonfly picture : [link]

The poppy picture (which i just 'updated' so that it fits the size requirements) : [link]

and the Fuzzy elegant cat ears flower... : [link]

okay, im adding the other one i had in mind... lemme up load that here...

[link]
there... or that one..

OR any in my gallery that you think is much more suitable for the contest

:}

please help... I know its not good to ask for opinions on things like this, as in the end the final decision is mine, but I would appreciate some input



Thanks!

]]> ~Painfullyiced http://Painfullyiced.deviantart.com/journal/25961021/ http://Painfullyiced.deviantart.com/journal/25961021/ Wed, 15 Jul 2009 10:11:19 PDT
Anyways, I think the biggest thing that gets me, is that people (not all people, but some people) get picked for DD's just by their popularity.

I can appropriate most pieces that are up there, I usually add the ones I like, and then go through their gallery and fave a bunch more. But yesterday there was a nice picture. I looked at it, faved it, and then REALLY looked at it... and noticed that some things in the picture were just... Off.

So I asked her about it in a comment, because the fog seemed too fake, (now you'll know which one it was, i think there was only fog in one picture yesterday.. I maybe i should delete that part... meh.)

anyways, she wrote back and said 'yes the fog and trees were added to cover up the houses in the background."


So the picture is photoshopped. It wasnt listed under manipulated... and the DD was given because: " Title by Name Wedding Portraits may sometimes be hard to define as being unique, but this one crosses the boundaries and stands original. The mood, lighting and location are amazing. A truly beautiful capture."


So that entire thing is biased off of a faulty picture?

For shame!

Im sorry, but this really irritates me. It wouldn't have been a 'great picture' had it not been manipulated.. or maybe it would be, but we'll never know. I would prefer to have the houses in, then have something fake. Personal opinion

Bah.

Im removing my favorite, and now that I've spew'd my gullet here, I am getting up and going to find work.

]]> ~Painfullyiced http://Painfullyiced.deviantart.com/journal/25946821/ http://Painfullyiced.deviantart.com/journal/25946821/ Tue, 14 Jul 2009 16:21:43 PDT [link]

you have to check this site out!

oh my gosh!


i usually never advertise for companies, websites etc... and i dunno, i think its kind've exciting!

this is what they're about:


* Submit a photo, video, blog or audio file that captures the essence of a campaign.
* Share content with your friends & family and across the web.
* Earn rewards like trips, electronics, clothes, scholarships and even cold, hard cash!

* Easy sharing with Facebook, MySpace, Yahoo, and more!
* Email your friends and family right from your Yahoo, AOL, Hotmail, and Gmail address books.
* The more you share the greater your chances to win.

* Be creative – Submit an entry.
* Be influential – Share your favorite entries with friends & family.
* Be a judge – Vote for your favorites.
* Be a critic – Review other's entries.
* Be Yourself – It's your community.

* Enter your own content into campaigns for the chance to win.
* Tell your friends to review the entries and vote for you.
* Review and vote for your favorites.

Anyone can get involved. Enjoy Brickfish as a visitor or register as a member and start winning now!

Sign Up Now to become a registered member!

]]> ~Painfullyiced http://Painfullyiced.deviantart.com/journal/25921671/ http://Painfullyiced.deviantart.com/journal/25921671/ Mon, 13 Jul 2009 13:50:49 PDT
Ive told a couple people, and i'll tell it again... for the last couple weeks, because of a volcano in russia, the USA has had some pretty awesome chances for beautiful sunsets.


Its technically been happening since June 12th, when it erupted, because the plume of ash rose the atmosphere a bit...

BUT i didnt find out about it until just under a week ago, from dad.


So i've been trying to get some good shots and go figure, we get clouds the last few days... and the nights that havent been cloudy, i was sleeping, due to heatsickness.

*rolls eyes*

anyways, I have a disposable camera that I need to get transferred to disk so i can show everyone those pictures (yay!!!)

and im off to work... We'll get a great view of the sunset tonight!



Oh, PS: Our internet has been acting up lately, and it comes and goes... so if you dont hear back from me for a while, thats probably why.


PPS

theres an article incase you wanted to read it
[link]

]]> ~Painfullyiced http://Painfullyiced.deviantart.com/journal/25841582/ http://Painfullyiced.deviantart.com/journal/25841582/ Thu, 09 Jul 2009 14:53:52 PDT
Anyways, Im getting off here for the day, we have thunderheads building, and its just giving me a major headache... ive had it all night and morning.

As for the final project, I got it finished, but my teacher wants me to tweak it, so i'll get pictures up here eventually.

]]> ~Painfullyiced http://Painfullyiced.deviantart.com/journal/25678940/ http://Painfullyiced.deviantart.com/journal/25678940/ Wed, 01 Jul 2009 17:24:38 PDT


I went through about half of the folders I have stored on here, that I havent posted from at all this last year, and posted the best of the best...

Now it is time to go draw...

PS

I still need to make those WIPs for yall... Its gonna be a while though :}

]]> ~Painfullyiced http://Painfullyiced.deviantart.com/journal/25539475/ http://Painfullyiced.deviantart.com/journal/25539475/ Thu, 25 Jun 2009 12:47:25 PDT
I house sat a friends parents place... and her brothers house.. for two nights, and then went to the casino with my mom, aunt, and grandma for 2 days... and now am helping out with a wedding tonight and tomorrow.

its just AH so crazy!

and i took 2 allergy pills because of the smoke from the Casino... and Im still groggy from them... never take two in one day apparently... thats the lesson there.

so i promise i will eventually get back to everyone... just not sure when

:]

]]> ~Painfullyiced http://Painfullyiced.deviantart.com/journal/25335950/ http://Painfullyiced.deviantart.com/journal/25335950/ Mon, 15 Jun 2009 18:47:29 PDT
So, only 4 of the drawing students finished their finals. I was not among them. I got the basic outlines done, and haven't filled in the rest... My piece is going to be bigger, and better then what my teacher asked for, and thus, will probably take working on it every day from today, until the actual due date (July 6th)
I have a few WIP's to post, and 2 pieces that are finished, that I havent posted...

I know, I know, I've been slackin ;D

anyways, Im frustrated, because the piece I'm doing is a Lord of the Rings inspired piece... Which I decided not to do too much from there because I only read the books and watched the movies once... Plus I couldnt find too much on the scenery on google. Very irritating. When my eye caught my Eldest book (Sequel to Eragon) sitting in its box on my shelf getting very dusty.. I remembered a wonderful forest, (Ellesméra) and figured, yea! Lets go off there for inspiration....

THERE IS NOTHING ON THE INTERNET REGARDING THAT PLACE... I forgot, if they havent made a movie of it yet... youre SOL, and Im gonna have to rely on the book, and my imagination for this one... because there is nothing. out there.

soooo that'll be interesting.

and i have to have graphics and a single word... and still dont know where, or what Im using yet

]]> ~Painfullyiced http://Painfullyiced.deviantart.com/journal/24954769/ http://Painfullyiced.deviantart.com/journal/24954769/ Tue, 26 May 2009 03:53:37 PDT
1. Your name? Calley

calley

Calley is the most nicest person a live and the person you will have the most fun with. And everyone loves calley cause she is sooo ohhh sooo sexy.Everyong envies calley and she is also known as calleybaby.Calley loves rock music..and is quite the original white chick.

Calley is addicted to the drug of lust.hehe


2. Your age? 20

20

part of a series of '10-codes' that many security officers & law-enforcement-types use, the '10-20' code refers to receiving a location coordinates from a second party at the other end of the line (over distance radio transmission). '10-4'- meaning that the transmission has been received.

"Soldier.. what's your 10-20?" often shortened to: "what's your 20?"

3. One of your friends? Jessie *i loved the first few definitions, so Im posting those haha*

Jessie

A wonderful person who brings sunshine into people's lives. Being a Jessie is a beautiful thing and a rare quality.
A Jessie is a wise and witty person who proclaims virtues that everyone can learn from.
A typical Jessie enjoys quotes from all kinds of wise people and enjoys the use of spell check.
A very interesting person whose intelligence is matched by grace. She would be something any man would hope to have in his arms.
"Yes i am lucky enough to have a Jessie of my own."

"Man, wish I had a girl like yours..."

"Maybe someday..."


4. What should you be doing? sleeping
sleeping

something you never get enough of once you hit the age of 15.


5.Favorite color? Blue

The feeling when u wake up at 7 in the morning and remembering it's a monday.


6. Hometown? Medford Or Haha, sadly, they didnt have MY Medford... but they had others.. so i'll include Lakeview's definition also

Medford
not as ghetto as scumerville, not as Chinese as Madlen, not yuppie like Winchester...kids will probably fuck you up; girls are nuts.

Wonderland. Eden. Serenity. Clean. Natural. Unruined. Green. Peaceful.
Dont visit we don't want you.

7. Month of your birthday? June
The month in which the most awesome girls ever are born. June babies are sweet, caring, sexy, lovable and all around cuddly.


8. Last person you talked to? Justin
Sexy, without flaw, loving, kindhearted, name for someone that is special to you, thoughtful.


9. Where are you right now? Home
A word that means something different to each person who uses it. A person's home can be the place where they live, the place they grew up, or the place where the people they care about live. In the case of some people, home is a variable concept, changing dependent on the placement of another person or object, or a person may even consider his or her own body the only 'true' home.



10. Your nickname?
Bug: A term of endearment
Bear: A fuzzy and cute woodland creature. Very huggable, but if hugging is attempted it is likely that the bear will maul and/or kill the hugger.




*yawns*

bed time was hours ago... night night!

]]> ~Painfullyiced http://Painfullyiced.deviantart.com/journal/24848150/ http://Painfullyiced.deviantart.com/journal/24848150/ Tue, 19 May 2009 21:52:07 PDT nor are they good at all...

I cant tell if its a bite wound, or a pellet or bb....

Theres about 2 inches, maybe 3 of hair missing around her wound... and is very fresh... she may not make it through the night, because we cant afford to take her to the Pet ER... not at 500-600 a go.

sooo... we'll see what happens.. i actually got a decent shot with my camera, which is saying something... she actually let me take pictures of it... with her eyes open... she has the most sensitive eyes ive ever seen...

]]> ~Painfullyiced http://Painfullyiced.deviantart.com/journal/24780779/ http://Painfullyiced.deviantart.com/journal/24780779/ Sat, 16 May 2009 04:07:49 PDT "Even though the economy is bad, even though your heart disagrees with your head, you can't under charge for your work. Sure you could lower your prices and get in with a particular group of people and be selling things just fine, but you'll get stuck in that category. Example: You sell your work for 50$ every time, but who's to say, that people who have 1000$ to spend, wouldn't buy your work as well, but you're selling down here *moves hand low* and they won't be seeing your work as up here *moves hand high*. So don't undersell yourself. And you also have to take into account how much time you invested in it. Perhaps you took 10 hours. 10hrs X effort & supplies = Price charged. But as you get better, you'll get faster, so you could be charging that price, and only be spending two or three hours on that piece. Sounds a little unreasonable, but you have to put food on the table as well as the next person. Besides that, you could be taking in twice the amount of work, because it doesn't take as long, and be getting twice the amount of money. In this world, people want the extra things, the special things. But they also have to PAY for the things they want. If they don't want to put forth the money, they shouldn't have asked for it to begin with."




It makes sense, but still doesn't make me feel any better... I sold my first piece today, for 100$... which was actually 25$ under my original asking price... but I know that the couple I sold it to doesn't have a whole lot of money, and I said we could do it in payments just to ease things a little... But at the same time, I still feel horrible about it... I mean, this couple, couldn't afford to support their little girl by them selves, so they had to move in with their parents...

Should I give a little bonus portrait of them, as a custom thank you type thing? Do you think that would be a nice gesture?
Or should I just leave things as they are?

I feel that maybe, if I did a quick, small family portrait, that they'd be more willing to do business with me again.. [Possibly, I don't know if I would do this* again, but... maybe as just a side thing...]
*This being commissioned work. If I hadn't stressed out so much about it, it would've gone better/faster..

What do you think?

]]> ~Painfullyiced http://Painfullyiced.deviantart.com/journal/24677257/ http://Painfullyiced.deviantart.com/journal/24677257/ Sat, 09 May 2009 22:47:05 PDT

how awfully embarrassing today was!

I was at work, about an hour after my shift started... and i bent over to help someone with something, and my bra completely broke! we had to mcgiaver (sp?), things to try to fix it, but it just wasnt happening... luckly i had a long sleeved shirt in my car, i folded it up so the body part was in a rectangle and tied it around my chest... an 8 hr shift like that.. ugh it was awful... im now adding clothing to my first aid kit, which should be kept in the car at all times.... *sighs*

anyways, felt the need to mention it... get it off my chest so to speak... LOL thats a bad pun.. had to say it... *giggles*

]]> ~Painfullyiced http://Painfullyiced.deviantart.com/journal/24577018/ http://Painfullyiced.deviantart.com/journal/24577018/ Mon, 04 May 2009 02:21:18 PDT


life can be good in a gentle way...

*yawns*

oy, tired...

am heading to bed here, just wanted to get a few things off my mind first.

first being, i havent typed up my script for my writing class yet... oops
will have to speed type tomorrow

second, is the drawing im working on... oh my gosh, i dont know what it is thats wrong with it, but its just driving me nuts!

and i want to finish it, because i want to work on my mid term and get it done, because i am SO excited about my midterm

i figured the one that someone offers to pay me would be way easy... its not


ah well. such is life.

and i got a job!
im going to be working as a concessionist, at the speedway... i dont know what a speedway is, but ill be serving food there!

IF the weather ever clears up.
was supposed to have my first day sat, but it got canceled because of the weather..

anyways, just dropping a hello, and that Im still around... just trying to get school done

]]> ~Painfullyiced http://Painfullyiced.deviantart.com/journal/24479320/ http://Painfullyiced.deviantart.com/journal/24479320/ Tue, 28 Apr 2009 12:09:15 PDT
THE ROSE



The first day of school our professor introduced himself and challenged us to get to know someone we didn't already know. I stood up to look around when a gentle hand touched my shoulder.



I turned round to find a wrinkled, little old lady beaming up at me with a smile that lit up her entire being.

She said, "Hi handsome. My name is Rose.
I'm eighty-seven years old. Can I give you a hug?"

I laughed and enthusiastically responded, "Of course you may!" and she gave me a giant squeeze.

"Why are you in college at such a young, innocent age?" I asked.

She jokingly replied, "I'm here to meet a rich husband, get married, and have a couple of kids..."

"No seriously," I asked. I was curious what may have motivated her to be taking on this challenge at her age.

"I always dreamed of having a college education and now I'm getting one!" she told me.

After class we walked to the student union building and shared a chocolate milkshake.

We became instant friends. Every day for the next three months we would leave class together and talk nonstop. I was always mesmerized listening to this "time machine" as she shared her wisdom and expe rience with me.

Over the course of the year, Rose became a campus icon and she easily made friends wherever she went.

She loved to dress up and she reveled in the attention bestowed upon her from the other students. She was living it up.

At the end of the semester we invited Rose to speak at our football banquet.

I'll never forget what she taught us. She was introduced and stepped up to the podium. As she began to deliver her prepared speech, she dropped her three by five cards on the floor.

Frustrated and a little embarrassed she leaned into the microphone and simply said, "I'm sorry I'm so jittery. I gave up beer for Lent and this whiskey is killing me! I'll never get my speech back in order so let me just tell you what I know."

As we laughed she cleared her throat and began, "We do not stop playing because we are old; we grow old because we stop playing.

There are only four secrets to staying young, being happy, and achieving success. You have to laugh and find humor every day. You've got to have a dream. When you lose your dreams, you die.

We have so many people walking around who are dead and don't even know it!

There is a huge difference between growing older and growing up.

If you are nineteen years old and lie in bed for one full year and don't do one productive thing, you will turn twenty years old. If I am eighty-seven years old and stay in bed for a year and never do anything I will turn eighty-eight.

Anybody can grow older. That doesn't take any talent or ability. The idea is to grow up by always finding opportunity in change. Have no regrets.

The elderly usually don't have regrets for what we did, but rather for things we did not do. The only people who fear death are those with regrets."

She concluded her speech by courageously singing "The Rose."

She challenged each of us to study the lyrics and live them out in our daily lives.

At the year's end Rose finished the college degree she had begun all those years ago.

One week after graduation Rose died peacefully in her sleep.

Over two thousand college students attended her funeral in tribute to the wonderful woman who taught by example that

it's never too late to be all you can possibly be

When you finish reading this, please send this peaceful word of advice to your friends and family, they'll really enjoy it!

These words have been passed along in loving memory of ROSE.

REMEMBER, GROWING OLDER IS MANDATORY. GROWING UP IS OPTIONAL.

We make a Living by what we get, We make a Life by what we give.

God promises a safe landing, not a calm passage. If God brings you to it, He will bring you through it.

Pass this message to 7 people except you and me. You will receive a miracle tomorrow .

If you choose not, then you refuse to bless someone else.

"Good friends are like stars.........You don't always see them, but you know they are always there."

]]> ~Painfullyiced http://Painfullyiced.deviantart.com/journal/24468461/ http://Painfullyiced.deviantart.com/journal/24468461/ Mon, 27 Apr 2009 17:55:28 PDT
Is when 'artists' take work, and manipulate it just the tiniest bit, and passing it off as their own, and saying just one or two words about it... and people don't even realize, so they get lots of faves and compliments AND THEY DONT SAY 'oh i photoshopped it to make it black and white, I DIDNT TAKE THE PICTURE'

SCREW PEOPLE

Im sorry.

But it is WRONG

i am currently looking up possible ideas for a drawing project, and typed in "dance" in the search bar here on DA, and low-n-behold, i find one of my favorite dance groups pictures... it looks a little different, but i would know it anywhere... (ive practically memorized everything they have out there)... and this person has "dance" as the description.. theres over 800 faves on it, and people are just falling over the work... and not once do they say 'oh its not mine'

*fumes*

]]> ~Painfullyiced http://Painfullyiced.deviantart.com/journal/23893886/ http://Painfullyiced.deviantart.com/journal/23893886/ Thu, 26 Mar 2009 02:56:21 PDT
so finals are over

the boy i adored, is now my best friend.. Im cool with that.


think im catching a cold, dad's sick again... stupid colds...

and im goin to sleep i think!

Nightnight!

]]> ~Painfullyiced http://Painfullyiced.deviantart.com/journal/23789969/ http://Painfullyiced.deviantart.com/journal/23789969/ Fri, 20 Mar 2009 00:20:47 PDT
I just spent a total of about 8-9 hours on this final... actually sat down and worked on it... got a 7 hr extension for it from my teacher, got it turned in on that time.... and went to show it to mom and it dis-afreaking-peared on me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ITS GONE

GONE GONE GONE

I zipped it up in a folder, and its gone

GONE

FRAK


I dont know what to do!
I emailed my teacher with it only half there!!!!!

Hes gonna flunk me!

]]> ~Painfullyiced http://Painfullyiced.deviantart.com/journal/23697269/ http://Painfullyiced.deviantart.com/journal/23697269/ Sat, 14 Mar 2009 16:00:56 PDT
[link]

]]> ~Painfullyiced http://Painfullyiced.deviantart.com/journal/23687127/ http://Painfullyiced.deviantart.com/journal/23687127/ Sat, 14 Mar 2009 01:28:46 PDT
I'm actually really excited, because now I can update the cake projects, and other photos that I've taken in the last couple years.

PS

I am now going to bed, I will add more photos from other folders tonight, but i have class in less than 7 hours, and i have not slept yet!
haha

PPS, sorry there was so many photos that i just added!!!!

]]> ~Painfullyiced http://Painfullyiced.deviantart.com/journal/23355912/ http://Painfullyiced.deviantart.com/journal/23355912/ Mon, 23 Feb 2009 03:19:17 PST I dont know what it is about me, but I run late, all the time... and i slack.... I have a 5-6pg essay due in well... technically 8 hours... but i have 30 mins drive, so 7.5 hours.

I thought it was due on weds...

So here i sit, on myspace, facebook, neopets (yea im a nerd, get over it. haha), and deviantart..

listening to music, and debating how to start the stupid paper.

Got a pretty awesome desktop picture, its a tornado... great picture.

anyways, So I have to update alot of things, like pictures and stuff... just havent gotten around to it lately, i apologize.

hmm..

lots of stuff running through my mind, but I dont want to just babble randomly...

Maybe it'll help me get my thoughts out onto paper.

So theres this guy, I absolutely adore. Hes amazing, and i really like him. and sometimes it seems like he likes me too... but then he runs from me... I think Im just way too head strong, because I try to love everyone like, all the time, and guys just dont get that. Im not sure why.

at least hes not taking advantage of me that way though... Unlike the last couple guys I dated... it seemed that they just took and took and didnt want to give back... so I cant tell which is better.

He asked me to dinner last week... And like a retard, I said no because I didnt have money... so we decided to post pone it, so the next night we were going to go, but he had a 3 hr computer problem to fix, so we were going to go this weekend... and then he found out that his two jobs might both be letting him go because everyone is making job cuts lately.... and I dont know if the stress is making him crabby or if i totally annoyed him or what... but lunch/dinner got canceled for a while.

im pretty bummed about that, because I was so excited, it seemed like finally i got something right and now i just dont know.

*sighs*

hmm

as for this paper, Ive changed my topic about 25 times. just because i either run into dead ends or something... I have a possible idea... its a research paper, and i found that theres alot of drugs (thats the class this is for, Drugs, Crime and Addictions), anyways i found theres a ton of drugs that can be used/made right at home.

I just dont know how to make it sound like a research paper. because theres just so much... and no point to what im trying to say... I dont know if theres supposed to be a point or what.

I really like how nutmeg, when taken in 1-2tablespoons, is a total hallucinogen...

GRRRRRR

I just dont know how to start the paper...

maybe I should write the middle stuff first.
haha

........

hmmm...

not a bad idea.. type out everything i know and somehow tie it all together.

bleh if only i had realized it was due today... like a week ago

]]> ~Painfullyiced http://Painfullyiced.deviantart.com/journal/23053273/ http://Painfullyiced.deviantart.com/journal/23053273/ Sat, 07 Feb 2009 03:52:30 PST
:}

1:
"
Warning!
If you recieve a comment saying "Hey. I think i saw your picture on this website/blog here CLICK HERE" or:
"Hey. check out this funny blog!! LOL CLICK HERE", don't click on the link
DO NOT click on the link. It will take you to a fake dA login page which will steal your login details if entered.

If you recieve a comment like this, MARK IT AS SPAM using the Mark as spam button on the comment. This will alert moderators to it and will also hide the comment it so others won't be caught out.

if you accidentally clicked on it, make sure you change your password IMMEDIATELY, and Mark the comment as spam! It would be wise to scan your computer for any viruses as well.

If you see others who're infected, let them know!!! "








2:
"Ok guys lookie here. If you get a comment saying:
"Hey. this person wrote something about you in their blog.. CLICK HERE"
OR
"hey i thouight this iQ quiz was cool. i just took mine!! CLICK HERE"
OR
"hey! check this out! I just saw who my Secret VALENTINE WAS !! it really works.. see who your VALENTINE is just CLICK HERE"

PLEASE DON'T click on it! The spam will sent to others through your account!

]]> ~Painfullyiced http://Painfullyiced.deviantart.com/journal/22974492/ http://Painfullyiced.deviantart.com/journal/22974492/ Mon, 02 Feb 2009 22:14:50 PST
*and some of her answers i liked, so im tweaking them with my answer...


How many relationships have you been in?
real, acknowledged ones? 4, plus a couple complications.

Do you know someone who doesn't use iTunes for music?
I do

Does anyone in your family drive a red car?
no

Have you ever had to go to a laundromat to do your laundry?
no, thank goodness... almost did... dad did... i was stubborn and just kept wearing everything in my closet. and i proved to myself, that I CAN wear everything in my closet only once, in a month.

When was the last time you used a type of public transportation to get anywhere?
uh, march? of last year

The last time you went to the mall, who did you go with?
with myself. was going to work

What's the funniest thing you heard today?
to be honest... i didnt hear anything funny... being sick does that.. but i read something funny, just because mike was talkin to me

Last guy other than family you had a conversation with?
online: mike, in person: my doctor

Have you ever dressed provocatively on purpose?
hahaha.. oh my thats funny... yesh

What's the last thing you heated in the microwave?
was reheating instant mashed potatoes... that i didnt eat anyways...

Last thing you cooked?
mac and cheese sometime last week

Who was the last person that apologized to you? For what?
ben, for being a douchbag... he hasnt learned his lesson yet.

If you ever had to, do you know how to change a flat tire?
i think i could attempt to, and then end up calling someone haha

If you have full battery life on your cell phone, how many bars show?
usually all 4, and or the electrical plug in sign that says 'charging'

Is there something you own that you constantly lose? If so, what?
does mind count? or nose... that keeps trying to run away...
my keys.

How much were your sunglasses when you bought them?
at least 200 ish... perscription

Do you have your driver's license?
i do

What was the first ever car you've owned?
was a 2 door acura

If you lived in a busy city like New York City or San Francisco, would you still try to get your license or just rely on public transportation?
I am not sure... i like my small towns

Did you attend pre-school?
yeap. i think it was a Presbyterian ... the mascot was a lamb

What's the last song you played on repeat?
i think it was 'better get to livin', by dolly parton

Have you ever had a multi-layered cake for your birthday? If so, how many layers was it?
3 triple chocolate!

What do you think you'll be doing tomorrow?
staying in bed for as long as i can

When you last ate ice cream, what was the flavor?
vanilla

Are you an assertive person?
im not sure?

Have you ever had a themed party before?
nope

Whenever you use your instant messaging, who do you talk to the most?
was ben actually

What was the last thing you ate that had dairy products?
cereal

Weirdest thing you've done today?
Asked my doctor if getting the meds for my sinus, would take away my red hilter mustache

]]> ~Painfullyiced http://Painfullyiced.deviantart.com/journal/21046108/ http://Painfullyiced.deviantart.com/journal/21046108/ Sat, 18 Oct 2008 11:18:19 PDT
im thinking of posting a piece of writing, but its in total mold mode....

its not my normal work thats all happy and chipper.


im just not sure....

would anyone be interested in reading?

]]> ~Painfullyiced http://Painfullyiced.deviantart.com/journal/20036161/ http://Painfullyiced.deviantart.com/journal/20036161/ Tue, 19 Aug 2008 06:40:53 PDT I guess its just not as fun as it used to be... or it could be that ive just been so busy lately...

I went camping this weekend! First time ever!
(haha all the guys are probably like WHAT?!?! *grins* )

anyways, it was amazing. I couldnt have dreamed of a more perfect weekend... We went to Union Creek... The forest was beautiful, the tempature wasnt as hot as medford, there was no ashy haze to fight to breath, the water was super cold, (well seeing as it comes from Crater Lake, thats kind've a stupid comment...) ... and it was just peaceful.
no stress, no phones, no computer, no worrying about time...
absolutely. perfect.

I did get some pictures, and I may just post them... we'll see... I havent been posting alot either...
: }

anyways, the new job is going well.. today is still a training day, but its 'on site' for a few hours... and i just so happen to be going to my [old] high school, so I am super excited!
:}

and then the rest of training, however long that is will be at the office... (sad face, i rather be at my school and see it live... but at least i get to do that.. im only one of two that gets to go to a school today.)

anyways, Ill try to updtate this more... respond to my 392 messages (i know i know... I finally got them down to 100 or so... but seriously doing that many messages with the new version takes FOREVER)... and ive noticed theres a slight decrease in deviations compared to messages... messages are mostly journals in the first place... but usually devations were shooting through the roof before V6... now its a deff increase in journals...

149 vs 392

weird.

anyways, have a great day!

]]> ~Painfullyiced http://Painfullyiced.deviantart.com/journal/19929696/ http://Painfullyiced.deviantart.com/journal/19929696/ Wed, 13 Aug 2008 07:36:56 PDT
so im gonna be tired tired later today... and i still dontknow if i should take a lunch (because they didnt mention a lunch break...), and if close toed shoe means, close toe AND closed ankle, or if it can be open ankle, but closed toe... or if tennie shoes classify as 'allowed'

so... yeap.. i need sleep

have 14 till when i was suppsed to get up....

]]> ~Painfullyiced http://Painfullyiced.deviantart.com/journal/19823529/ http://Painfullyiced.deviantart.com/journal/19823529/ Thu, 07 Aug 2008 08:47:01 PDT
its clearing off, and i hope it gets nice and hot, and gross, and sticky so that we have storms tonight!

and i got a new job...

you are currently looking at the newest, youngest member of LIFETOUCH PHOTOGRAPHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



have a wonderful day!

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*Pines*

i want these kinda storms here:
[link] ]]> ~Painfullyiced http://Painfullyiced.deviantart.com/journal/19671990/ http://Painfullyiced.deviantart.com/journal/19671990/ Wed, 30 Jul 2008 00:04:41 PDT

And my friend is going to be all gothicish

its going to be soooo much fun!
I cant wait


IM GONNA BE INJUN, IM GONNA BE INJUN!!!!

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*Pines*

i want these kinda storms here:
[link] ]]> ~Painfullyiced http://Painfullyiced.deviantart.com/journal/19544101/ http://Painfullyiced.deviantart.com/journal/19544101/ Tue, 22 Jul 2008 20:06:06 PDT
2: when reaching a screen that says ‘undergoing system maintenance” just refresh.

3: there is nothing to help the time it takes for ‘messages’ to load…

4: journals/messages/other peoples devations that you’re watching, missing?

• Journals: on the left hand side when you go to messages, it has the world journals, and then a number... Click that, it'll bring up an entire list of journals. just read, and delete, and you’ll be able to get down to your missing ones
• Messages: do the same, go through which ever section on the left hand side where the single links are, and just read, reply or delete… you’ll find the missing ones eventually.
• Peoples deviations. I found that first, organizing by person was incredibly easier. Now, the past ones that you had before the switch will show up only …. At first. Just view, and then delete. You’ll eventually get through them all, and you’ll find the missing ones.

5: missing comments? I found that if you double click where the “X” is for the comments, you’ll not only lose one, but two. Because you hit the “X” twice. Don’t do that. You’ll lose too many comments that way, and not even know it! So just be patient… The same goes for viewing deviations. I delete who knows how many without getting to view them…

6: if you’re like me, and have [now had], a TON of any of the following: Journals, Deviations, Comments… Right click the link, and make it viewed in a new window. That way you’re not having to wait for each page to refresh, each time you go back and forth. Then you can delete, and view and fave all at once..

7: daily deviations are now at the bottom of any page you look at, as are community news, polls, and other random crap.
If theres anything else you think I need to add to this, just let me know!



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*Pines*

i want these kinda storms here:
[link] ]]> ~Painfullyiced http://Painfullyiced.deviantart.com/journal/19543661/ http://Painfullyiced.deviantart.com/journal/19543661/ Tue, 22 Jul 2008 19:44:23 PDT
FRAK FRAK FRAK

I hit the damned wrong button and it DELETED MY ENTIRE POST

MOTHER FRAKKERS

I HATE THIS VERSON SIX!!!!!!

FRAK FRAK FRAK

I had a whole two pages worth of stuff typed out... *growls* All i tried to do was change the stupid icon... Frak that, its staying at zeal.

*growls again*

alright.

nut shells because im not typing out that crap again.

1: i dont even remember what one was.

2: my cake decorating class is back in session, big mess up yesterday, all is good... i did really good on my first cake (yea, first day of class i decorated a two layer cake... ZOINKS!) anyways, ill post pics here soon.

3: still looking for a new job... a week and a half left and i can get certified and can apply anywhere... theres bound to be at least one job out of like, 12 that would hire me... right???

4: i got offered to go to the Dominican Republic with my moms Best friend.... I may go, not sure...

if i had anything else, ive forgotten it, and dont care righ tnow... sorry.



PS!!!!!
I remembered what one thing was:

I have tricks and 'theorys' of how to rein in this V6... would any one be interested in hearing tips/tricks to get things to work???


PPS
I remembered number 1:
my subsciption runs out next month, and I was wondering if anyone would like to donate one to a poor college student who will return the favor to someone less fortunate, once i get the money....

: }

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*Pines*

i want these kinda storms here:
[link] ]]> ~Painfullyiced http://Painfullyiced.deviantart.com/journal/19530066/ http://Painfullyiced.deviantart.com/journal/19530066/ Tue, 22 Jul 2008 03:06:53 PDT
[link]

that's a poll that asks what you think about V6.

vote vote vote!

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*Pines*

i want these kinda storms here:
[link] ]]> ~Painfullyiced http://Painfullyiced.deviantart.com/journal/19413627/ http://Painfullyiced.deviantart.com/journal/19413627/ Tue, 15 Jul 2008 16:45:14 PDT
anyways, since the new change, those are allllll gone


and i think the journal emotes arent showing the agnry ones, because DA officals dont want to deal with it
*hmph!*

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*Pines*

i want these kinda storms here:
[link] ]]> ~Painfullyiced http://Painfullyiced.deviantart.com/journal/19157651/ http://Painfullyiced.deviantart.com/journal/19157651/ Wed, 02 Jul 2008 01:21:41 PDT

oy.

and my internet died for a few days...

i cant remember if i updated this or not... i didnt get the job.. : {

but thats ok, im still doing the classes



and the moods on here are stuck, in case anyone noticed besides me?

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*Pines*

i want these kinda storms here:
[link] ]]> ~Painfullyiced http://Painfullyiced.deviantart.com/journal/19055061/ http://Painfullyiced.deviantart.com/journal/19055061/ Thu, 26 Jun 2008 10:40:28 PDT
i showed up a half an hour early, got in, and got asked to attempt to write names or words in the cake piping, (which was sooo much fun!), and then was asked to write letters and such with the airbrush (which they had a wonderful airbrush... not to my liking of flow, but im sure i can adjust that later ;D

and then got asked to do a rose with the airbrush... hahaha that was disastorous... but i did a small bud, and the manager was happy with it

she has a few more interviews today, and then she'll be calling me back...

*crosses fingers*

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*Pines*

i want these kinda storms here:
[link] ]]> ~Painfullyiced http://Painfullyiced.deviantart.com/journal/19021991/ http://Painfullyiced.deviantart.com/journal/19021991/ Tue, 24 Jun 2008 14:15:46 PDT






irates2full.jpg"

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*Pines*

i want these kinda storms here:
[link] ]]> ~Painfullyiced http://Painfullyiced.deviantart.com/journal/18909156/ http://Painfullyiced.deviantart.com/journal/18909156/ Wed, 18 Jun 2008 10:22:19 PDT
hahaha

I got woken up by the cat, mom got woken up by the cat, and as I curled up to sleep some more, grandma called and woke me up by singing happy birthday to me... which was cute haha, but I'm sleeping *nods*
*curls up again*

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*Pines*

i want these kinda storms here:
[link] ]]> ~Painfullyiced http://Painfullyiced.deviantart.com/journal/18901622/ http://Painfullyiced.deviantart.com/journal/18901622/ Tue, 17 Jun 2008 21:39:17 PDT a) Tell you why I befriended you
b) Associate you with something - fandom, a song, a colour, a photo, et cetera
c) Tell you something I like about you
d) Tell you a memory I have of you
e) Ask something I've always wanted to know about you
f) In return, you must post this in your journal.

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*Pines*

i want these kinda storms here:
[link] ]]> ~Painfullyiced http://Painfullyiced.deviantart.com/journal/18776442/ http://Painfullyiced.deviantart.com/journal/18776442/ Wed, 11 Jun 2008 00:27:18 PDT i read Nikkis journal, was down to 167 unread messages
and i came back to the message page...
and it jumped up 100.... in TWO SECONDS!

then i got a maintance page... so i think thats whats going on...

if not, im sorry, im waaaaay behind!

219 deviations, 267 messages



just a little


PS

I had to scrap the entire project and start anew

i will be finishing it though, because i have two days till its due, and two days with NO classes

woo

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*Pines*

i want these kinda storms here:
[link] ]]> ~Painfullyiced http://Painfullyiced.deviantart.com/journal/18741795/ http://Painfullyiced.deviantart.com/journal/18741795/ Mon, 09 Jun 2008 03:52:42 PDT
I had my computer backing the paint, and had it gone 180* differently... my computer wouldve been ruined.

with the force that I exerted, I'm actually really surprised it didn't tip that way... holy moly!

gah.
that's amazing.

thank goodness it went the way it did... even though I'm now stained black...and even though I have two days to finish everything, including redoing davids board...

but damn. I rather have that then a ruined computer.
*nods*

night night

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*Pines*

i want these kinda storms here:
[link] ]]> ~Painfullyiced http://Painfullyiced.deviantart.com/journal/18741483/ http://Painfullyiced.deviantart.com/journal/18741483/ Mon, 09 Jun 2008 03:02:37 PDT the paint spilled

over the board, moms table, my lap... everything

and i was using black

absolute disaster
im going to have to redo the whole thing
(which is lucky i booted someone, i have an extra board in the same size)

but im going to bed and going to try to forget about this for now

:{

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*Pines*

i want these kinda storms here:
[link] ]]> ~Painfullyiced http://Painfullyiced.deviantart.com/journal/18706983/ http://Painfullyiced.deviantart.com/journal/18706983/ Sat, 07 Jun 2008 00:43:08 PDT
it was alot of fun, and i got a couple really neat pictures, while we were burning down the place
haha

I have one final left, out of three...

its a 4 piece 15X20 (each) paintings... for my ex/best friend/slight boyfriend???? and his best friends..

im really excited to get it done... no telling of the surprise yet, but i cant wait to start painting... (eeek! due weds and i havent even started painting yet!)

yea, im crazy.
and?

haha

have a good night everyone


OH
PS

[link]

made by South Medford High School students, for a competition in portland... my aunt is in the credits...

hahaha
our family is crazy

the video is awesome...
watch it!



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i want these kinda storms here:
[link] ]]> ~Painfullyiced http://Painfullyiced.deviantart.com/journal/18633804/ http://Painfullyiced.deviantart.com/journal/18633804/ Mon, 02 Jun 2008 19:06:53 PDT

Ben and i have been talking... in fact, even a coulple hours more then we did every night when we were dating... weird right?
anyways, we're getting along better now, and righ tnow it seems to just be at a stand still...

We both have some major growing up to do, and he has a couple things that he wants to work on in his life, and Im willing to support that...
as long as he's willing to support my choices too

So, i dont know if this is a temporary break, or a full time break, but as of right now, we arent together...

But good news, i have a job interview tomrorow at two
: }
and i have one final due tomorrow at 11, i have 3 pages plus to go still... but thats ok..
and then i have a week and a half to get my last final done... which is huge... and for ben and his friends..

so wish me luck
haha

how are ya'll doin?

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i want these kinda storms here:
[link] ]]> ~Painfullyiced http://Painfullyiced.deviantart.com/journal/18602229/ http://Painfullyiced.deviantart.com/journal/18602229/ Sun, 01 Jun 2008 00:03:42 PDT
he dumped me 4 mins ago

thought id update all at once

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[link] ]]> ~Painfullyiced http://Painfullyiced.deviantart.com/journal/18542609/ http://Painfullyiced.deviantart.com/journal/18542609/ Wed, 28 May 2008 11:47:18 PDT
My "Down the rabbit hole" piece, has been SOLD for THREE HUNDRED DOLLARS!!!!!!!!!!








EEEEEE
IM so excited!

and not only that!
But i got a SECOND PLACE RIBBON!!!!!!!


now i just have to find my other piece!

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i want these kinda storms here:
[link] ]]> ~Painfullyiced http://Painfullyiced.deviantart.com/journal/18440060/ http://Painfullyiced.deviantart.com/journal/18440060/ Wed, 21 May 2008 23:40:14 PDT Im behind majorly on writing people back...

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Just a little bit. :\

Im sorry, Things are chaotic, and im tired of writing... thats what i get for taking two writing classes at once.

*nods*

I am working on a new art project...

Im excited

i have to post pictures from the last two

i have an essay to revamp for a stupid teacher i dont even like....
and i have a critique of someones work from english class one, plus my 3 pages of journal that i have yet to write for this week....

and im tired still.

bleh
bleh blehblehbleh

here me whine whine whine... anyone got cheese?

hahahaha
im funny.

anyways, I just wanted to say hi, and ask how people were doing...

I just signed up to be a CNA... im pretty excited about that
: )

and i cant get my own airbrush, until i get a job, which i need... things will be interesting thats for sure

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*Pines*

i want these kinda storms here:
[link] ]]> ~Painfullyiced http://Painfullyiced.deviantart.com/journal/18263828/ http://Painfullyiced.deviantart.com/journal/18263828/ Sat, 10 May 2008 20:54:06 PDT [link]
there.. that's the link...
its a place where people can submit pictures, quotes ideas etc and it can be turned into almost ANYTHING... teeshirts, bumper stickers, coffee mugs, clocks, calendars, dog shirts, ties, anything.


and I was hoping that perhaps ya'll can go through my gallery and put a 'vote' on which pictures younthink people would buy... maybe?

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i want these kinda storms here:
[link] ]]> ~Painfullyiced http://Painfullyiced.deviantart.com/journal/18243857/ http://Painfullyiced.deviantart.com/journal/18243857/ Fri, 09 May 2008 15:06:41 PDT
*nods*

ill update on this.


:}

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i want these kinda storms here:
[link] ]]> ~Painfullyiced http://Painfullyiced.deviantart.com/journal/18016268/ http://Painfullyiced.deviantart.com/journal/18016268/ Fri, 25 Apr 2008 01:04:35 PDT [link]

just a note for myself for my mid term for Airbrush, but if you want to check it out, i also recomend::::

[link]


EDIT:

mk, and this one too!
i know this could scare people, but these jelly fish, are the ones in the Black Sea (i htink its black sea), where the jelly fish have no need for stingers, as they've been in this lake (aka, JellyFish Lake) for hundreds of years, and people can swim with them in bathinsuits and not get hurt

[link]



and this one because its pretty

[link]

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