http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:PallidOphelia&section=today deviantART RSS for by:PallidOphelia en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Wed, 16 Dec 2009 02:05:50 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://PallidOphelia.deviantart.com/journal/10107363/ http://PallidOphelia.deviantart.com/journal/10107363/ Mon, 18 Sep 2006 01:29:43 PDT
So my project!!

I am going to draw two portraits or whatever each of all the shinhwa members... and focus on what I think is each member's two best features~~

I love Shinhwa~~~ ^^

<33 You! ]]> ~PallidOphelia http://PallidOphelia.deviantart.com/journal/9971911/ http://PallidOphelia.deviantart.com/journal/9971911/ Tue, 05 Sep 2006 00:45:47 PDT [link]
Look! This is what I look like after I haven't slept for TWO DAYS!!
-_-a
School and work are KILLING me. I swear... Right now, it's 2:38 in the MORNING. IN THE MORNING. I'm not even half-way finished with the English paper I have to do, I have to study for a test I have TOMORROW, and I have to find a monologue for Wednesday... -_-a Believe me, I didn't procrasitnate. At all. But I've had SO much stuff to do... My English paper was started a long time ago, but I still haven't finished it... it's been like TWO WEEKS! >ㅁ< ACK!!!

Sunday I worked for TEN HOURS!! TEN!! It was so tiring... ㅜㅅㅜ I wanted to cry by the time I got off work... So many peoples wanting sandwiches...ㅜㅅㅜ
But on the bright side, Dongwan posted the cutest piccie on his journal~~ㅅㅅ
Dongwan is so adorable~~~~ He makes me smile! ㅆ

Sunday, I also spent the night at Giselle's house. XD That's where the piccie is from... LOL We had a little freak out session watching H.O.T's final concert. ㅠㅅㅠ I think we both came out of it fairly bruised, what with her hitting me every time she saw Tony, and me digging my nails into her arm every time Kangta came on~~~ Haha. It was amusing. Now back to my English paper~! ㅠ_ㅠ ]]> ~PallidOphelia http://PallidOphelia.deviantart.com/journal/9929641/ http://PallidOphelia.deviantart.com/journal/9929641/ Fri, 01 Sep 2006 12:07:22 PDT
I have go H.O.T stuck in my head... hahaha It's driving me insane!! And making me think of Kangta at the same time... Hehehehehe. Kangta~~ <33 *sigh*

Speaking of! ONLY 26 DAYS UNTIL THE SM AUDITION!!!! OMGSSSSH!!! T_T I reall, beyond all reasonable hoping things hope Kangta is there! I'll cry if he isn't... ㅠ_ㅠ (No... I am not the one auditioning... I'm just tagging along with my friend who is for moral support/to meet Kangta if he's there... xD)

OH! OH! OH! And!!!! H.O.T's tenth... Starting Monday~~~~


FOREVER H.O.T! T_T

I'll upload piccies of me and Giselle all next week~ XD WITH THE T-SHIRTS OF DOOM!!!! PUHAHAHAHA!!

God... sometimes I could swear I'm on more crack than Hyesung when he's in a car singing Bump!!, but then I remember I don't do drugs...

Speaking of which, how hillarious is it that Shinhwa did a non-smoking commercial and both Hyesung and Dongwan smoke? Hahaha. Makes me laugh.... ]]> ~PallidOphelia http://PallidOphelia.deviantart.com/journal/9427721/ http://PallidOphelia.deviantart.com/journal/9427721/ Wed, 19 Jul 2006 14:31:02 PDT
1. Introduction -
2. Love -
3. Light -
4. Dark -
5. Seeking Solace -
6. Break Away -
7. Heaven -
8. Innocence -
9. Drive -
10. Breathe Again -
11. Memory -
12. Insanity -
13. Misfortune -
14. Smile -
15. Silence -
16. Questioning -
17. Blood -
18. Rainbow -
19. Gray -
20. Fortitude -
21. Vacation -
22. Mother Nature -
23. Cat -
24. No Time -
25. Trouble Lurking -
26. Tears -
27. Foreign -
28. Sorrow -
29. Happiness -
30. Under the Rain -
31. Flowers -
32. Night -
33. Expectations -
34. Stars -
35. Hold My Hand -
36. Precious Treasure -
37. Eyes -
38. Abandoned -
39. Dreams -
40. Rated -
41. Teamwork -
42. Standing Still -
43. Dying -
44. Two Roads -
45. Illusion
46. Family -
47. Creation -
48. Childhood -
49. Stripes -
50. Breaking the Rules -
51. Sport -
52. Deep in Thought -
53. Keeping a Secret -
54. Tower -
55. Waiting -
56. Danger Ahead -
57. Sacrifice -
58. Kick in the Head -
59. No Way Out -
60. Rejection -
61. Fairy Tale -
62. Magic -
63. Do Not Disturb -
64. Multitasking -
65. Horror -
66. Traps -
67. Playing the Melody -
68. Hero -
69. Annoyance -
70. 67% -
71. Obsession -
72. Mischief Managed -
73. I Can't -
74. Are You Challenging Me? -
75. Mirror -
76. Broken Pieces -
77. Test -
78. Drink -
79. Starvation -
80. Words -
81. Pen and Paper -
82. Can You Hear Me? -
83. Heal -
84. Out Cold -
85. Spiral -
86. Seeing Red -
87. Food -
88. Pain -
89. Through the Fire -
90. Triangle -
91. Drowning -
92. All That I Have -
93. Give Up -
94. Last Hope -
95. Advertisement -
96. In the Storm -
97. Safety First -
98. Puzzle -
99. Solitude -
100. Relaxation - ]]> ~PallidOphelia http://PallidOphelia.deviantart.com/journal/8500171/ http://PallidOphelia.deviantart.com/journal/8500171/ Mon, 17 Apr 2006 13:33:31 PDT ~PallidOphelia http://PallidOphelia.deviantart.com/journal/5965730/ http://PallidOphelia.deviantart.com/journal/5965730/ Mon, 18 Jul 2005 06:51:40 PDT
Ehem... I is done, yo!

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]]> ~PallidOphelia http://PallidOphelia.deviantart.com/journal/5831723/ http://PallidOphelia.deviantart.com/journal/5831723/ Sun, 03 Jul 2005 19:20:59 PDT awesome group. GO BUY THEIR CD NOW!!! GIVE THEM MONEY! <3

That is all.

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]]> ~PallidOphelia http://PallidOphelia.deviantart.com/journal/5712678/ http://PallidOphelia.deviantart.com/journal/5712678/ Tue, 21 Jun 2005 09:56:13 PDT so awesome! I love Orange Range. <3 ^_^

I also downloaded the When I Open My Eyes MV... it's so sad. It makes me cry every time I watch it. TT_TT So does the song (and MV... original versions for both) "Because I'm A Girl." *sniffles* I want my blankie... or Ken Hirai lying on top of my bed in sexy undies... *drool* Hehehe... I love Japanese guys. ^_^ Diggy-mo from SOUL'd OUT has got REALLY pretty eyes. *squeal* I am going to draw him next, I think.

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]]> ~PallidOphelia http://PallidOphelia.deviantart.com/journal/5595521/ http://PallidOphelia.deviantart.com/journal/5595521/ Thu, 09 Jun 2005 05:52:52 PDT site is now dedicated to him. <3 Bi forever. ^_^ Expect plenty of fan art soon. *drools*

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]]> ~PallidOphelia http://PallidOphelia.deviantart.com/journal/5476196/ http://PallidOphelia.deviantart.com/journal/5476196/ Fri, 27 May 2005 10:50:59 PDT
Hard to Say

Shuumatsu no PARTY wa oosawagi
soko wa Shibuya CONNECTION chou DIRTY
Kike YEAH HEADS mo BANGIN GYARU CRUKIN
Amai SHANPAN ga KEY omaera nottori
Getore MO MONEY getore MO HONEY
EH YO WORD! NO DOUBT! chou TIGHT
ALL THE GIRLS BE sakenderu MO! DADDY
Ie yo CRYSTAL KAY wakasu jounai

* wanna know what you're feeling kimi no koto
baby u know i'm just keepin it real
Dou shite is it hard to say
Kimochi wo kiku no ga kowakute

Konna ni kimochi ni kizuitara
Dou shite? Futsuu ni kakusenai
Koko kara wo kimeru no wa friendship or love
should i tell you?
baby what's on your mind?

Kizuiteru? my sign
wanna be right by your side
Hoka no onnanoko no APIIRU CHEKKU suru
are you messin with my mind?
sweet lies wa iranai
i'm for real dare ni mo toraretakunai

** Kono mama furimawasanaide
baby u know i'm just keepin it real
Dou shite is it so hard to say
Anata no kimochi wo oshiete yo

Mawari no tomodachi tell me hoka ni
Motto ii hito out there for me
Wakatte iru keredo he's the only one
Yuzurenai i will make you see

when i'm with you, i get so shy
Suki nante ienai
i get so weak, it's hard to speak
kanjou ga PIIKU it's like hide & seek
are you messin with my mind?
regret shitakunai
i'm so for real dare ni mo toraretakunai

* repeat

Ore no ban da (SPHERE)
Choushi dou PARTY PEOPLE OVA THERE
NO DOUBT machigainai yurazu KURABU ALL NIGHT goukai
Teagero YO PUT YA HANDS IN DA AIR
Kyou mo GYARU CHECK PATOROORU THEN I GET
AFTER HAVE TO CRAWL INTO MY BED
HARD TO SAY WHAT'S HER NAME (CRYSTAL KAY) sakebe
SPHERE (SORA 3000) Jounan REPRESENT

SPHERE OF INF kara sono mama getoruze MAIKU
MY LYRICS LIKE haiku abunai kaze fukaseru LIVE!
CHECK THE yojin no VAIBUSU!!
MY SLANGUAL WORDS COMMIN OUT OF MY LYRISIST BIBLE
SAIKO na RAPPAA futari X SHINGAA WITH THE PUROGURAMAA
TACHYTELIC oto ayatsuru GANMAN
SOUTH EAST Jounan
WA!! akeru SHANPAN!!

do i like him as a friend
if i tell him will it end (hanasetaku naru no)...
does he look at me the same
does he see it as a game (kono mama de iru no?)...

* repeat

** repeat

Yeah. ; I really hope that what I think may be happening isn't. >>'''''

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]]> ~PallidOphelia http://PallidOphelia.deviantart.com/journal/5151736/ http://PallidOphelia.deviantart.com/journal/5151736/ Thu, 21 Apr 2005 18:29:07 PDT
AutoCAD is a bitch. I hate it SO MUCH. ^_^

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]]> ~PallidOphelia http://PallidOphelia.deviantart.com/journal/5073194/ http://PallidOphelia.deviantart.com/journal/5073194/ Tue, 12 Apr 2005 20:16:18 PDT very confused girl right now. I am looking for something and I don't know what it is. This.sucks.balls.

People lately seem to be disliking me more and more because I don't think that they're the best thing that ever happened to this planet. I don't understand it. I mean, hell, I'm sorry if you seem to think that you and everything you stand for is the only way, but don't fucking laugh in my face or tell me I'm stupid or closed-minded for thinking otherwise, and then ask me if I have any fucking friends. People like you are the reason that I hate a lot of the human species. People like you made four years of my life a living hell. Hey, I may be a bitch, but it didn't just happen overnight. People are conditioned by the circumstances in their life. Oh, and for the record, constantly leaning back in your chair when you know I am right behind you and flipping your hair all over my face is not funny. It's really annoying and makes me want to hit something.

Sorry for making anyone waste your time if you read this! ;
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]]> ~PallidOphelia http://PallidOphelia.deviantart.com/journal/4998671/ http://PallidOphelia.deviantart.com/journal/4998671/ Mon, 04 Apr 2005 14:49:25 PDT [x.] piercings = None
[x.] tattoos = Maybe later
[x.] height = 5’1 or 3-ish
[x.] shoe size = 7 1/2
[x.] hair color = Brown
[x.] length = Shoulder
[x.] siblings = 1 half sister
[x.] pets = 3 doggies ^_^

DO:
[x.] you have a b/f or g/f = Yes.
[x.] you have a crush on someone = Yes. ;
[x.] you wish you could live somewhere else = Yes.
[x.] you think about suicide = Newp.
[x.] others find you attractive = Some people.
[x.] you want more piercings = Maybe.
[x.] you want more tattoos = Maybe later.
[x.] you drink = Occasionally, but not to get drunk.
[x.] you do drugs = Nuh uh. Drugs = very bad.
[x.] you smoke = Ewwww. Nope.
[x.] you like cleaning = Sometimes.
[x.] you like roller coasters = YEP! ^_____________^
[x.] you write in cursive or print = A mix of both.
[x.] you carry a donor card = No.

FOR OR AGAINST:
[x.] teenage smoking = Against any smoking, really. But I am not going to get wanky about it. If someone wants to do it, they can go right ahead. I am not going to try and stop them unless it's someone who is my friend or more.
[x.] doing drugs = Again, look up.
[x.] premarital sex = It's up to the individual.
[x.] driving drunk = I'm against getting drunk period.
[x.] soap operas = I don't watch them.

BEST...
[x.] tv show = Family Guy
[x.] thing in the world = Life.
[x.] thing to collect = Friends. XD
[x.] colors of all time = Green, silver, and orange.
[x.] thing to do on a rainy day = Dance outside in the rain.
[x.] feeling in the world = Happiness.

FAVORITE...
[x.] food = Sushi.
[x.] song = Ken Hirai- Somebody's girl.
[x.] drinks = Water or Mango Tapioca.
[x.] clothes = This one particular pair of jeans I have. I love them. ^_^
[x.] movies = Ju-On, the Eye, Amélie, Ringu, Anatomie
[x.] band = Aqua and No Doubt.
[x.] holiday = I love the Christmas season. ^_^ And no. It has nothing to do with getting stuff.

HAVE YOU...
[x.] ever cried over a girl/guy = No.
[x.] ever lied to someone = Yes.
[x.] ever been in a fistfight = No.
[x.] ever been arrested = No.

WHAT...
[x.] shampoo do you use = Some stuff in a bottle.
[x.] cologne/perfume do you use = None.
[x.] shoes do you wear = The kind that go on your feet.
[x.] are you scared of = Spiders and being completely alone.

#('s)
[x.] of times I have been in love?: 0
[x.] of continents I have lived in?: 3
[x.] of drugs taken illegally?: 0
[x.] of people I consider my enemies? 0
[x.] of cd's that I own?: A lot.
[x.] of times my name has appeared in the newspaper?: ZERO
[x.] of scars on my body?: *shrugs*

HAVE YOU EVER...
[x.] Fallen for your best friend? Newp.
[x.] Made out with JUST a friend? Yes.
[x.] Been in love? NEEEWP
[x.] Cheated on someone? Neeewp

WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
[x.] You touched? Trace
[x.] You talked to? My dad
[x.] You hugged? Ummm... either Cameron or Trace. I forgot.

HAVE YOU/ARE YOU/DO YOU....
[x.] Considered a life of crime? No.
[x.] Considered being a hooker? ...No...
[x.] Considered being a pimp? ....no...
[x.] a psycho?? Nope.
[x.] Have Split personalities? No.
[x.] Schizophrenic? No.
[x.] Obsessive compulsive? I can be.
[x.] Panic? Sometimes.
[x.] Anxiety? Yes.
[x.] Depressed? Nope.
[x.] Suicidal? No.
[x.] Obsessed with hate? No.
[x.] Understanding? I try to be.
[x.] Open-minded? Very.
[x.] Interesting? *shrugs*
[x.] Hungry? Always.
[x.] Sad? No.
[x.] Happy? Yep.
[x.] Trusting? Only of certain people. But once somebody has gained my trust, I could tell them anything.
[x.] Talkative? I can be with people I know.
[x.] Lonely? I can be sometimes.
[x.] Floss daily? Yeah.
[x.] Own a webcam? Yes.
[x.] Ever get off the damn computer? Yeah... at some point... maybe... ;

CURRENT:
[x.] Current Clothes: Orange shirt, blue jeans.
[x.] Current Mood: Contemplative.
[x.] Current Taste: Clam chowder.
[x.] Current Hair: Down.
[x.] Current Annoyance: Thirst.
[x.] Current thing you ought to be doing: Getting water.
[x.] Curr... ]]> ~PallidOphelia http://PallidOphelia.deviantart.com/journal/4804187/ http://PallidOphelia.deviantart.com/journal/4804187/ Sun, 13 Mar 2005 17:21:17 PST
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]]> ~PallidOphelia http://PallidOphelia.deviantart.com/journal/4711410/ http://PallidOphelia.deviantart.com/journal/4711410/ Wed, 02 Mar 2005 13:33:51 PST I must spread the love of Snape! ^_^ ]]> ~PallidOphelia