http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:Paltsu&section=today deviantART RSS for by:Paltsu en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Thu, 03 Dec 2009 00:12:00 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://Paltsu.deviantart.com/journal/28121233/ http://Paltsu.deviantart.com/journal/28121233/ Tue, 03 Nov 2009 08:39:36 PST And I don't have much self-confidence. And for me it's not obvious where can I find it or easy. So... Yeah. It's good for those who has it or knows how to get it, but don't expect me to be the same way.

Well, here comes the 'happy part.'

Yay for snow! Even tough there is only a little, but still. And I think I have a "puppet season". (Krhm Naruto, Kuroshitsuji krhm..)

]]> ~Paltsu http://Paltsu.deviantart.com/journal/25448734/ http://Paltsu.deviantart.com/journal/25448734/ Sun, 21 Jun 2009 07:56:26 PDT
Its about comics. There is going to be some bad news to them who reads them. And I'm sorry about what I'm going to say next.

Lost in the Death Valley
I don't think that I will continue this. It was easier when I had the old computer. Same goes for the Confessions. I think I need a miracle to continue those. .___. Aaand I have no longer interest either. But we'll see.


Your secret admirer
Ufff. Yeah. I think that there is going to be a loooong pause on this one. I don't have any interest at the moment. And I haven't drawn with computer so long.. It's gonna take some time that I can do it again.

Whou. I really shouldn't start drawing comics if I can't finish them. :'D

And sorry about yesterday. Thank you for all your kind comments. I really appreciate them. ^___^


... Damn, that stupid 'mood' thingy still doesn't work. >___>

]]> ~Paltsu http://Paltsu.deviantart.com/journal/25429061/ http://Paltsu.deviantart.com/journal/25429061/ Sat, 20 Jun 2009 05:56:48 PDT

I'm very embarrassed right now. Can't tell reason tough. Sorry. But yeah, when I'm embarrassed I get depressed easily. And then I called to my friend (which I shouldn't do, because my.. Krhm, phone bill).
Well. I will tell you this. I wasted 7 minutes (yes, in this case to me it is much, too much) of my life AND phone bill. THAN YOU SO FUCKING MUCH. I will not do the same mistake again. Don't expect me to answer calls either.

Hmm, maybe I will draw something.. Prepare some moooore emo pictures. And.. I'm sorry if I wasted you time.


.. And dammit that stupid thingy won't let me change 'Mood' >_____< It shouldn't be 'stunned'. It should be miserable or something. ARGH.

]]> ~Paltsu http://Paltsu.deviantart.com/journal/24831774/ http://Paltsu.deviantart.com/journal/24831774/ Mon, 18 May 2009 22:47:39 PDT
Summer vacation is close. o__o I mean reeeallly close. Omfg.
...
...
Yesterday I found a interesting manga. Love Neko (or Neco, I'm not sure). And I also learned what a drama CD is. Krhm. *blush* Oh god. My hands are shaking. I can't trust my voice to speak. *hides under the pillow*

]]> ~Paltsu http://Paltsu.deviantart.com/journal/24712528/ http://Paltsu.deviantart.com/journal/24712528/ Mon, 11 May 2009 22:18:37 PDT When I was going to bed, my mother decided to check if I was okay. She thought that I was cold, because I was trembling. Well. I was scared as hell. It's been long since I cried like this.

I know this doesn't sound too bad, but to me.. It's too much. I can't take this. I don't know how should I feel anymore. Maybe.. Just maybe, it would be better for my parents that.. That I wouldn't even exist.
And I know my english sucks, but I'm too tired to think about that. And I can't see properly, because of tears.

Aaand now I'm too scared to go to the computer. Or home. (I'm at the school's computer right now) But well I think that now the argument is only between my mom and dad.

Oooh and morning my dad said that there is no need to afraid of him. HOW DARE HE TO SAY THAT AFTER LAST NIGHT!

Pffft. I think I'm going to visit at the graveyard today.

]]> ~Paltsu http://Paltsu.deviantart.com/journal/23518204/ http://Paltsu.deviantart.com/journal/23518204/ Wed, 04 Mar 2009 03:26:48 PST
Mm. My birthday was yesterday.. I'm 20 years old now.. Fuck. Old.
Don't really feel anything.. Maybe I should worry. Nah.

(sorry my bad english)

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]]> ~Paltsu http://Paltsu.deviantart.com/journal/20619639/ http://Paltsu.deviantart.com/journal/20619639/ Mon, 22 Sep 2008 13:14:06 PDT
YAH.

Guess who is depressed again! No wait.. Still. Yes. Still depressed. I must be emo. LOL.

My senpai keeps telling me that I should go to psychiatrist. I wonder why..

Sometimes.. I got the feeling that school is not for me. But no no! I must not give up now. Yosh. I just have to hope that I will be okay.. Shit. I have the feeling that I'm losing my sense of reality.. I can't get my school work done in time and I feel very bad for it. And this flu of mine isn't helping at all..

You can call me whatever you want, I don't care.. Just wanted to write down my feelings..


.... I need a hug. ,______,

]]> ~Paltsu http://Paltsu.deviantart.com/journal/20546010/ http://Paltsu.deviantart.com/journal/20546010/ Wed, 17 Sep 2008 22:50:02 PDT
*sigh* Okay. Let's do this.

Rules:
1. Post these rules
2. People tagged must post 8 facts about themselves
3. Tag 8 people and post their icons in the same journal
4. Go to their page and send them a message saying they've been tagged
5. No tagbacks

--
8 facts about me:
1. I LOVE cats. <3
2. I'm scared of the dark and spiders.
3. I stress easily and much.
4. I hate to be alone.
5. I'm lazy.
6. I'm short-tempered.
7. But not unforgiving.
8. Music relax me.

Uh.. Sorry, but I don't want to tag anybody. o.o
I hope I did this right.. Erh.

]]> ~Paltsu http://Paltsu.deviantart.com/journal/20077599/ http://Paltsu.deviantart.com/journal/20077599/ Thu, 21 Aug 2008 12:20:56 PDT Or maybe I'm just too sensitive.. Who knows.
I need a break. From EVERYTHING.
.. Even from my beloved senpai. .__. And that is something.

I don't wanna do plans beforehand. Because usually they will change. And that's when everything goes wrong.
Well. I have to find a way to get through the day.

Uhh, sorry.. I just wanted to talk to someone.. (And sorry my bad english.. I'm just so tired and.. Well angst.)

]]> ~Paltsu http://Paltsu.deviantart.com/journal/19786660/ http://Paltsu.deviantart.com/journal/19786660/ Tue, 05 Aug 2008 09:05:46 PDT And I feel so lonely. And same time I'm feeling like.. I just annoy my friends.. *sigh*
I think I'm starting to have a stress about school.. already. Because I had a nightmare about school.. Yeah.
I.. I wish that I just could disappear..

]]> ~Paltsu http://Paltsu.deviantart.com/journal/17160914/ http://Paltsu.deviantart.com/journal/17160914/ Mon, 03 Mar 2008 08:02:01 PST
Kiitos kun autoit käännöksen kanssa. <3

]]> ~Paltsu http://Paltsu.deviantart.com/journal/15405466/ http://Paltsu.deviantart.com/journal/15405466/ Wed, 07 Nov 2007 12:10:22 PST

..This is so sad. ,__,

]]> ~Paltsu http://Paltsu.deviantart.com/journal/14379787/ http://Paltsu.deviantart.com/journal/14379787/ Tue, 28 Aug 2007 12:06:08 PDT
2) Male/Female: Female

3) Were you named after anyone?: No

4) Does your name mean anything?: Nope

5) Nick Name(s): Jossu

6) What do you think you look like... name wise:

7) Date Of Birth: 3.3.1989

8) Place of Birth and Current Location: Finland and ah yes, Finland :’D

9) Nationality: Finnish

10) Astrology Sign: pisces

11) Chinese Astrology Sign: Snake~ >:9

12) Religion: Um..

13) Whats your favorite smell?: Coffee <3

14) Political Position?: nnoo D:

15) What do you prefer to drink in the morning?: coffee of course <3

16) Hair + Eye color: my hair is red and eyes are blue (little gray)

17) Do you look like anyone famous?: no

18) What do you look like?: Not pretty - -‘

19) Any unusual talents?: nope.

20) Righty, Lefty, or Ambidextrous?: Wha..? righty I guess..

21) Gay, Straight, Bi, or Other?: Straight

22) What do you do for a living?: Nothing

23) What do you do for fun?: Um.. Be with my friends.. Play with my cat.. draw.. Yeah
24) What are your favorite art materials to work with?: … Well I only have paint so.. Oh, and pencils

25) What kind of materials would you like to work with?: I don’t know.

26) Have you met your grandparents?: yes

27) Boyfriend/Girlfriend: no..

28) Crush: Mm.. Nope. I guess.

29) What celebrity would you date if you could?: *blush* Not telling..

30) Current worries?: School

31) Favorite online Guy/Girl(s): ..?

32) Favorite place to be?: In my bed

33) Least favorite place to be?: Not sure

34) Do you burn or tan?: Burn

35) Ever break a bone?: Yes

36) What is your favorite cereal?: Nope

37) Person you cry with: My best friend <3

Do You Have...

38) Any sisters: Nope. ;w;

39) Any brothers: One 8D

40) Any pets: Cat (her name is Sirius) <3

41) An Illness: Hmm.. I don’t think so..

42) A Pager: Wha..?

43) A Personal phone line: Wtf

44) A Cell phone: yes

45) A visible birthmark: nope

46) A Pool or hot tub: No ;__;

47) A Car: no

Describe Your...

48) Personality: Well.. Shy. But when I’m with my friends, I’m happy.

49) Driving: Um..

50) Your clothing style: Boring. >w<

51) Room: It's good enough to me. I like it <3

52) What’s missing: Wha.. o__o

53) School: Don’t wanna talk about it..

54) Bed: Veeery nice~ <3

55) Relationship with your parent(s): Fine, just fine. Mom is the best! o/

56) Do You believe in yourself: Mm.. Sometimes..

57) Do you believe in love at first sight?: .. Nope.. *tear*

58) Consider yourself a good listener: Well.. I guess I am..

59) Have a future dream that you would like to share?: I wanna biiiiig house which is full of cats! \o/

60) Get Along with your parents: Yes

61) Save your e-mail conversations: no

62) Pray: Sometimes

63) Believe in reincarnation: Maybe

64) Brush your teeth twice a day?: Nope

65) Like to talk on the phone: Too much.. >___>

66) Like to eat?: Yes

67) Like to exercise?: Mm.. Not much.

68) Like to watch sports?: No

69) Sing in the car?: Hell no o__o

70) What is a dream that you have all the time?: *blush* Not telling..

71) Dream in color: Don’t remember.

72) Do you have nightmares?: Sometimes

73) Sleep with a stuffed animal: Yes. <3

74) Right next to you: Empty..

75) On your favorite coffee cup?: Cat picture <3

76) On your mouse pad: Nothing really. It’s blue

77) Your favorite flavor of gum?: Can’t really say

78) Your brand of deodorant?: Don’t know

79) Your dream honeymoon spot: I don’t think I will ever get that far..

80) Your dream husband/wife: …
81) Hiding in your closet?: Not telling. >:B

82) Under your bed: Some random boxes.. Oh and treasure box 8D

83) The name of one of your closest/best friends?: Sari

84) Your bad time of the day: Don’t know

85) Your worst fear(s): You know.. I really don’t know.

86) What's the weather like: Cold and dar... ]]> ~Paltsu http://Paltsu.deviantart.com/journal/13606230/ http://Paltsu.deviantart.com/journal/13606230/ Wed, 04 Jul 2007 11:19:39 PDT .D

RULES:
1. Put Your itunes, windows media player etc on Shuffle
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name

If someone says "is this okay?" you say,
Break My Stride- Matthew Wilder
(Nobody gonna slow me down, oh no~)

How would you describe yourself?
Be with you- Enrique Iglesias
(Erhm.. .'D)

What do you like in a guy/girl?
Hikari- Hikaru Utada
(Japan version)

How do you feel today?
Kylie- Akcent
(oh nooo~ XDD)

What is your life's purpose?
Heaven’s a lie- Lacuna Coil
(Hell yeah >:B)

What is your motto?
Hips Don’t Lie- Shakira
(Omg XD)

What do your friends think of you?
My Sharona- The Knack
(LOL XDDD)

What do you think of your parents?
U & Ur Hand- Pink
(*laugh*)

What do you think about very often?
Apinamies- Kikka
(Monkeyman XD)

What is 2 + 2?
My Sweet Heart- Tokyo Mew Mew
(Well.. Yeah.)

What do you think of your best friend?
Angel of darkness- Alex C. feat. Yasmin K.
(Oh yes she is. XDD)

What do you think of the person you like?
Everything you do- M2M
(*blush*)

What is your life story?
Lilium- Anime
(Omg. You know, the song from Elfen Lied.. .D)

What do you want to be when you grow up?
Sweet dreams- Eurthymics
(Dude, I'm gonna be dream~ o/)

What do you think of when you see the person you like?
Vater Unser- E nomine
(Our Father ect.)

What will you dance to at your wedding?
A Narnia Lullaby- Harry Gregson- Williams
(<3)

What will they play at your funeral?
Guardian Angel- Lovex
(I'm gonna be your Guardian angel <3)

What is your hobby/interest?
Everytime you touch me- Hulio Iglesias
(Omg. :'D)

What is your biggest fear?
Hollaback girl- Gwen Stefani
(Wtf? XD)

What is your biggest secret?
Rooftops- Lostprophets

What do you think of your friends?
Lets get loud- Jennifer Lopez
(\o/)

What will you post this as?
Beep- The PussyCat Dolls ]]> ~Paltsu http://Paltsu.deviantart.com/journal/12034546/ http://Paltsu.deviantart.com/journal/12034546/ Sat, 03 Mar 2007 01:29:33 PST :9

(Ja kiitos vielä kerran Tiuhti, että autot tämän tekstin kanssa, love ya. <3)

]]> ~Paltsu http://Paltsu.deviantart.com/journal/11659389/ http://Paltsu.deviantart.com/journal/11659389/ Fri, 02 Feb 2007 12:48:46 PST : Oh my.

1.) List Four fandoms you have.
Wha..?

2.) Have you ever slept in the back of a car?
Hmm. When I was little, yes. .D

3.) Have you recently dyed your hair/cut it?
Umm, yeah.

4.) List Four people that you look up to the most.
Umm. I don't now.. :'D

5.) How many pets do you own as of now?
One cat. Sirius. <3

6.) Which do you prefer white or black?
Both. \o/

7.) Who is your most player character?
Wha? o_O

8.) Choose one or the other, not both
-Being stuck on an island with your best friend
-Being stuck on an island with 5 aquaintences

Being stuck on an island with my best friend. \o/

9.) Name three aspects that tell who you are.
Friendly.
Little shy.
Talkative.

10.) If you could have a power what would it be?
Um. Turn into a cat! 8DD

11.) who was the last person you talked to?
My dad. -_-

12.) Who was the last person you said "i love you" to?
..I dont want to talk about it.. ,___,

13.) Write down the first five words that pop into your head
-Candel
-Friend
-Horse
-Dragon
-Vampire

14.) What's one thing you wish you could do better?
Drawing.

15.) Do you like the way you are?
Umm.. Sometimes yes.

16.) Choose, Summer or Winter:
Summer. :'D <3

17.) Choose, Rain or snow:
Rain.

18.) Water or ice?
Water.

19.) List two odd things about yourself
- I talk indistinct.
- I faint if I see blood. x__x

20.) Now list 6 people who should do this quiz!



]]> ~Paltsu http://Paltsu.deviantart.com/journal/8052318/ http://Paltsu.deviantart.com/journal/8052318/ Fri, 03 Mar 2006 01:11:11 PST Well, my brother said that seventeen is ''useless age'' but i must say, that I disagree. ^^

Yeah yeah yeah! I have waited for this day One more year and then... Yeeesss... ]]> ~Paltsu http://Paltsu.deviantart.com/journal/7618963/ http://Paltsu.deviantart.com/journal/7618963/ Mon, 16 Jan 2006 09:56:12 PST ~Paltsu