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]]> ~PandaxSuicide http://PandaxSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/22136375/ http://PandaxSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/22136375/ Tue, 23 Dec 2008 07:46:12 PST Now I can set up a new store on gaia again xDDD
I'm a make sure to not lose the pen this time. Gonna glue that sucka to a long ribbon with super glue to the tablet.


---Friends---

---Clubs---


]]> ~PandaxSuicide http://PandaxSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/21333102/ http://PandaxSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/21333102/ Wed, 05 Nov 2008 03:49:22 PST What i mean is people barely bought my art. It use to be the occasional friends every now and then. Now I cant seem to get a day off DDD: Seems snice my art improved dramatically Some people cant get enough of it. o.o; I've been thinking if I should change the price I have there. People very rarely buy fullbody art from me Its mostly normal bust shots in single &&couple.

Ohh boyy well on another note I'm lvl 69 on maplestory. Almost to my 3rd job Squee~!


---Friends---

---Clubs---


]]> ~PandaxSuicide http://PandaxSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/21037722/ http://PandaxSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/21037722/ Fri, 17 Oct 2008 20:01:33 PDT I get up to get the phone which in
the next room I come back and its gone.
O>O
Jeez..

]]> ~PandaxSuicide http://PandaxSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/20714837/ http://PandaxSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/20714837/ Sat, 27 Sep 2008 23:45:54 PDT I went to it today I had so much fun there.
So many people were there so many cosplayers too.
Too many bleach cosplayers DDD: I feel kinda bad for not cosplaying at all. I was going as That succubus girl from rosario +vampire. Her outfit was so simple but i could not find a yellow vest anywhere DD: I have the skirt, made the head band, the socks and shoes. But I did get a Baka fan &&a tail. It was so nice of my boyfriend to buy me a ticket to go for one day.
He is going back tomorrow again he got a weekend pass. x3 Lucky boy. He might buy me a hat of my choosing hopefully cuz um he broke my tail. But I sewed it back together.

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]]> ~PandaxSuicide http://PandaxSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/20324242/ http://PandaxSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/20324242/ Thu, 04 Sep 2008 13:21:20 PDT Its gonna be late so please bear with me.
DDD:
2. 2 comissioned arts from gaians.
3.Planning on to jump on the band wagon with the "Pixel IDs"

4. I need rest D:

]]> ~PandaxSuicide http://PandaxSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/20193454/ http://PandaxSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/20193454/ Wed, 27 Aug 2008 22:38:55 PDT Either that or just art if you would like?
n_______________________n

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Since now I know how to edit my journal I shall be doing this. n___________n wish me luck.


1. Introduction
2. Love
3. Light
4. Dark
5. Seeking Solace
6. Break Away
7. Heaven
8. Innocence
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again
11. Memory
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17. Blood
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Fortitude
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
23. Cat
24. No Time
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain
31. Flowers
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand [link]
36. Precious Treasure
37. Eyes
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. 67%
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation

]]> ~PandaxSuicide http://PandaxSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/19751211/ http://PandaxSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/19751211/ Sun, 03 Aug 2008 11:36:13 PDT I'm going to try my luck with making videos. Seems more fun anyways. Its hard looking for anime episodes to download for free online. Only I have is some kingdom hearts ones that I downloaded yesterday.

[link]
Be sure to check it out.
I'm sure I'll get better as time progresses.

]]> ~PandaxSuicide http://PandaxSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/17939105/ http://PandaxSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/17939105/ Sun, 20 Apr 2008 06:46:21 PDT .>
I'll be takingg some manyy pictures there withh my bbyckes~<3 I'm not goingg as a major trademark anime chater but as one of my own i made upp a couple of months ago. x3 But next yearr am going as lucy from elfen lied.

Later my duckies~!!.

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]]> ~PandaxSuicide http://PandaxSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/15517898/ http://PandaxSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/15517898/ Thu, 15 Nov 2007 08:31:56 PST Mama is getting rid of the internet. So I'll be uploading at my boyfriends place. They have a scanner hopefully his family will let me scan my pictures. ;-; I'll miss this place dearly...If only i found out how to make some cash of my art here maybe my mama would reconsider.
=/
Remember I love you all~!!!!
<3

]]> ~PandaxSuicide http://PandaxSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/15476746/ http://PandaxSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/15476746/ Mon, 12 Nov 2007 10:05:06 PST OMG OMG OMG OMG.
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]]> ~PandaxSuicide http://PandaxSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/15345302/ http://PandaxSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/15345302/ Sat, 03 Nov 2007 11:44:03 PDT My mom decided out of the blue to paint my room.
She threw all my books, mangas, color pencils, and my inking pens. I only own two of them and she lost them ;-; A-and she broke my desk that i put all drawing things on TT^TT And she says she wont buy me a new one either. I really need to get out of here and get my own place where i can work in place without having any of my works being moved out of place -_-'

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>w<

]]> ~PandaxSuicide http://PandaxSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/15035749/ http://PandaxSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/15035749/ Fri, 12 Oct 2007 21:12:51 PDT So after i came home from school i had my mother investigate and we found a litter of baby mice seem they were just a few weeks old too. they're eyes were still closed. and they didnt run when we took them out.

My mom did scream when she found them and started batting at them with the broom. I got so scared for them they were defense-less so i jumped in and took the broom away from my mother and yelled at at her at the top of my lungs I got a small shoe box and put the baby mice inside. my mom yelled at me for doing that. But they are babies what am i suppose to do sweep them up as if they were trash?! No wayy i care for all animals even so called pests.

Now that would have happened if i was able to in time..my mom stun them and left some paralyzed and shocked. the poor little darlings..she sweep them up and threw them away like trash. I cried like for an hour because if that. They were just babies! Babies!!

]]> ~PandaxSuicide http://PandaxSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/14360624/ http://PandaxSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/14360624/ Mon, 27 Aug 2007 06:54:59 PDT
^^

He says he cant wait
I'm so tired right now i stayed up till 5am.
Havent slept yet XDD
I'm so werid.

I got DDR supernova (finally!!) got AA in standard for love shine. Sometimes i hate being a girl am always attracted to pretty to pretty music.

]]> ~PandaxSuicide http://PandaxSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/14187687/ http://PandaxSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/14187687/ Wed, 15 Aug 2007 21:58:53 PDT
Thats what he told me and i seem to be content with just that. So i shall stay right by his sides always.

<333

]]> ~PandaxSuicide http://PandaxSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/14139137/ http://PandaxSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/14139137/ Sun, 12 Aug 2007 20:08:58 PDT
:jumps around:

I love you Travis. Do hear this baby my heart beats for you!

]]> ~PandaxSuicide http://PandaxSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/13942938/ http://PandaxSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/13942938/ Mon, 30 Jul 2007 14:37:44 PDT I swear if this friend thing doesnt end I'm going to burst and shoot meh self. I'm serious!
How many hits does my heart need to take!

]]> ~PandaxSuicide http://PandaxSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/13875239/ http://PandaxSuicide.deviantart.com/journal/13875239/ Wed, 25 Jul 2007 14:19:26 PDT
He always telling me he wants to die then he says he doesnt. And I cant do anything about it cuz we live far from eachother. He makes me feel so sad when he tells me that. I always have to say something to snap him out of it. I dont know what do with him.

:le sigh:

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