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THANK YOU MY INFINITE LOVER FOR BUYING ME A SUBBY


I am grateful.

And with this I'd love to create a wonderous CSS forrr my journal.



BUT LOL, I'M A TOTAL RETARD WHEN IT COMES TO THIS and need help.
I always need help.

with everything.

ohmygod I'm sorry I'm so needy :U



BUT LIKE, IF ANYONE ANYYYYYONEEEE would be willing to walk me through, or just...idk help me out with making the skin..thing for my journal I'd love you forever and we would make beautiful babies.


butlol TIPS or anything really would be gr8! xD

]]> *PanicPavo http://PanicPavo.deviantart.com/journal/27879055/ http://PanicPavo.deviantart.com/journal/27879055/ Tue, 20 Oct 2009 19:46:45 PDT from the very start.

I woke up with bruised feeling lungs because my inhaler ran out and I was struggling to breathe the entire night.

THENNN the power temporarily went out, so I had to wait forever to dry my hair. AND THE WORST PART IS
I RAN

out of hairspray.
In the middle of doing my hair. SO I HAD LIKE ONE SIDE WITH /INTENSEEEEE/ volume. And the other was just kinda...erf.

Augh, thenn I had to wait in the cold at the bus stop, just to have a crappy bus ride. I got on and the kid I normally sit next to straightup ignored me. And that made me SO ANGRY BECAUSE THERE WAS NO REASON IN THE WORLD FOR IT.

AND JUST..the rest of the day was so ridiculous. My teachers HATE me and they decided to hate me extra today.
I'm just sitting here like

wow
everyone has a stick up their ass today.

THEN LOL at lunch I was standing with my friends and THIS
KID
that i've not ever met before in my life
came up to me and tried to rip my water bottle out from my hand.
LOL IT WAS HELLA WEIRD.


fffffff then i found out i had this crazy detailed project for english. We're reading Lord of the Flies.
Well..


everyone ELSE is reading it. I'm SUCH A BUM xD
AUGHAUGH. AND.
PEOPLE.
I JUST.
THEY.




they bother me.
i put so much effort into things.
i actually CARE.
but nobody ever gives back.

/FRUSTRATIONNNNNN.

ah. oh well. i don't...really care if anyone reads this. I HOPE THEY DIDN'T ACTUALLY. IT ANNOYS ME THAT I WROTE THIS.




but more art to come c:
working on my commssions.
i think i'm just going to upload them all at once haha.

]]> *PanicPavo http://PanicPavo.deviantart.com/journal/27547774/ http://PanicPavo.deviantart.com/journal/27547774/ Fri, 02 Oct 2009 21:07:13 PDT

it just kills me when people think they can make me jealous.

it just
doesn't
work.

all it ever does is piss me off and make me want to scrape my face on concrete.


FJKSLDJKAFJ
FDSAKL
fsadjf TOMORROW THOUGH IS
MY BIRTHDAY.

I am so ecstatic about getting my tattoo.
even though it's hella small xD


WELL I found out what I'm going to be for halloween finally.
They're having a halloween party at the restaraunt where I work (which is awesome, we're all really close there)
My boss's kids always call my mom, who also works there, "The Other Mother"
SOOOOO my mom is going to dress as the other mother, and have little button eye dolls of the kids.
AND I GET TO BE CORALINE.
it's gonna be so beast.



cB

]]> *PanicPavo http://PanicPavo.deviantart.com/journal/27453914/ http://PanicPavo.deviantart.com/journal/27453914/ Sun, 27 Sep 2009 17:18:19 PDT
I HATE
feeling like a backup.

Like dude sorry that I'm not born to your liking.




BUTLOL anyways, I really...have no idea why I'm making a journal.

Like..there's not purpose to this whatsoever ff.


I AMMM a senior now. I MET SOME NEW FRIENDS AND THEY'RE PRETTY FLY


GO CHECK THIS PEICE OF HOTSECKS OUT. I met her in my french class and fskld she's incredible.
We might be going to a DeviantArt meeting in Dallas together C:


Whatelse. OHHHHH MY BIRTHDAYYYY is this saturday. I'm mad excited about it. I CAN BE LEGAL AND BUY CIGARETTES AND HAVE SEX AND PARTY AND WORK AT PET SMART AND GET INTO RATED R MOVIES BY MYSELF AND GET MY FRIENDS INTO RATED R MOVIES WITH ME BY MYSELF AND OMFG.

lol i turn 18, which meannssss I get my tattoo and hip piercing 8D
I'm getting a peace sign on my foot like the beautiful christofer drew on saturdayyy ohman cB





uhuh.
+ i get to go seeeee cobra starship, hey monday, blg, we the kings, and all time low on halloween hurrdur.

LOL as far as art goes, I finally got back into it. I'm currently working on trades and commissions. SERIOUSLY GUYS I am terribly sorry about the wait. I don't want you to think I'm just gonna flake out on them. I haven't forgotten, I just....got in way over my head at the wrong time baw :C
I'll also be uploading my concentration and breath pieces once I get them photographed.
WHICH REMINDS ME. I'm going to be applying at RISD since its like RIGHT where I planned on moving anyways.
goes there now..so that would just be so cool flkhg.


DERP SORRY FOR THIS USELESS BORING JOURNAL. I'm so lame and frustrated today x)




o and
my frand.
go watch her and leave her nice comments on every picture
except
the one titled
self
>%C

]]> *PanicPavo http://PanicPavo.deviantart.com/journal/26802077/ http://PanicPavo.deviantart.com/journal/26802077/ Mon, 24 Aug 2009 17:37:02 PDT
I can't...access my messages for some reason. My computer is being screwy. I'll...figure that out and respond to them later.

Buuuutt, I feel like trying that livestream thing....if anybody wants to watch. So yeah.

I'll be online for that for a little whileee.

[link] (:

]]> *PanicPavo http://PanicPavo.deviantart.com/journal/26444264/ http://PanicPavo.deviantart.com/journal/26444264/ Fri, 07 Aug 2009 12:20:11 PDT

If I used it would anyone like...watch me draw?
I have really retarded processes and

idk

rofl.

]]> *PanicPavo http://PanicPavo.deviantart.com/journal/26442648/ http://PanicPavo.deviantart.com/journal/26442648/ Fri, 07 Aug 2009 10:54:25 PDT fml.

OH WELL. I'll just wait till octoberrr.


OKOK. I have another question.

How do you people do the livestream thing where people can watch you draw?
I made an account for it..but idk how to have the screen showing to where people see what you see.

Anyone know how to do this?

]]> *PanicPavo http://PanicPavo.deviantart.com/journal/26128883/ http://PanicPavo.deviantart.com/journal/26128883/ Thu, 23 Jul 2009 12:04:32 PDT
I was /supposed/ to get the tattoo I wanted this summer
BUT

I can't find any place to get it if you're under 18 ugh.

So I guess I'll just settle for more piercings for now.

UHM. Well I want to get my snakebites redone...since they came out and closed up a few months ago. I think I want to wait a little while longer for that though. PLUS like EVERYBODY is getting snakebites grrrf.

I also really want to get my hips peirced. I have for the longest timeee. So I think that's what I might go get???

BUT I WANT SOMETHING A LOT LESS COMMON. I've been trying to think of interesting places to get a peircing that normally people don't get? I don't want it to look totally gay though.

LIKE I think a wrist piercing would be cool. I don't know many people with that. BUT IDKIDK.


DOES ANYONE HAVE ANY INTERESTING IDEAS? I'd like to hear themmm cc:

]]> *PanicPavo http://PanicPavo.deviantart.com/journal/25307176/ http://PanicPavo.deviantart.com/journal/25307176/ Sun, 14 Jun 2009 10:55:40 PDT
I know it just started, but how has summer been for everybody? Got any special plans? C:


UH
UH

Sorry for the inactivity. I don't know how long it's gonna last, though.

I'm not too sure what's wrong with me. I can't...produce...any art whatsoever.
I don't know what it is. If it's art block, I've never had it this bad in my entire life. :/

I had a lot of things happen to me.
My heart got completely DEMOLISHED by someone...which made me not even pick up a pencil for 2 weeks.
Then I got in a car accident, and that just scared the shit out of fkdsaj. I got tboned and my car is totaled xDD

But yeah. It's a weird feeling not being able to draw.
Normally even when I get upset, that's what I do to calm me down is draw. But that doesn't even work.

I have absolutely no inspiration AT ALL. I see so many things everyday that would normally make me want to get creative, but nothing is...working. My brain doesn't think the way it used to. I've come up with no new ideas in about 2 months.
I don't...know how to draw. Like I feel like I've never drawn or painted or anything in my entire life.

You know how people who have no artistic talent act? That's how I feel.
Nothing I draw comes out right. And it's not like I'm having too high expectations for my art, I can't even draw as well as I used to.

I've tried to do different things, like different animals, people, landscapes...all things I'm not used to. And that doesn't help either.

I feel like I'm not an artist anymore. Like I'm just...broken.
And I don't know what to do. It's frustrating because art is the only thing I've had going for me.
My art teachers and family have said that this is disapointing to them, not seeing anything from me.

I'm scared that I'm gonna lose it forever.


Does anybody have any advice or anything? Has this happened to anyone before?

]]> *PanicPavo http://PanicPavo.deviantart.com/journal/24668113/ http://PanicPavo.deviantart.com/journal/24668113/ Sat, 09 May 2009 11:52:40 PDT
My life has been going downhill.



If I owe you any art what so ever, please tell me.
I'll try to get caught up a little.

]]> *PanicPavo http://PanicPavo.deviantart.com/journal/24183440/ http://PanicPavo.deviantart.com/journal/24183440/ Sat, 11 Apr 2009 13:43:51 PDT
i feel very bored and useless today.
but

MUSIC ALWAYS SEEMS TO CHEER ME UP.

I have a crapload, but it's not enough.


ANYBODY HAVE ANY SUGGESTIONS?

i hatehate rap.
but
um

any kind of alternative, indie, or ska is good yesyes 8D

]]> *PanicPavo http://PanicPavo.deviantart.com/journal/24042643/ http://PanicPavo.deviantart.com/journal/24042643/ Fri, 03 Apr 2009 15:07:31 PDT

SORRYYYY for the inactivity once again. I've been grounded.

But I'll be back next week! I'll have some commissions and stuff to upload~



UH.

My art class is decorating t-shirts for a fundraiser. The fundraiser is going toward cancer patients, and my art teacher's daughter has been living with cancer for a while. BUT THEY JUST FOUND OUT ON THURSDAY THAT SH'E FINALLY CANCER FREE!

I can't think of anything to put on the t-shirt...so I was wondering if anybody had any cool ideas? It can be pretty much just...anything really. But I wan't some creative concept, or tecchnique or something.

SO ANYONE'S INPUT WOULD BE JUST LOVELY~

ccc:

]]> *PanicPavo http://PanicPavo.deviantart.com/journal/23745283/ http://PanicPavo.deviantart.com/journal/23745283/ Tue, 17 Mar 2009 11:36:57 PDT

Thank you SO MUCH everyone who bought commissions from me. You helped me GREATLY. <333

I may start them back up whenever I catch up on all my other art.



UH. Okay. ALSO ANOTHER FAVOR MAYBE PREASE?
Would someone be kind enough to help me out in making a journal CSS? I have....no idea how to....and yeah. That'd be WONDIFEROUS.



OH. THIS KID. HE'S AMAZING. Seriously. He has one of THE most original, expressive styles I've ever seen.
SO

GO
check him out.




8DD

]]> *PanicPavo http://PanicPavo.deviantart.com/journal/23597885/ http://PanicPavo.deviantart.com/journal/23597885/ Sun, 08 Mar 2009 18:30:44 PDT

I really need help. Like, really.

I desperately need some money before this weekend.

SO UM for pretty much this week only, I'm going to put ALL of my other art on hold until next week and start doing mini commissions.

I'll draw whatever one of your characters that you want me to draw like this:



It'll be that size and shaded.

Only $5

And I SWEAR they'll be done in and extremely reasonable amount of time. Like...you really won't have to wait at all. I can spit them out pretty quickly.


SO PLEASE PLEASE NOTE ME IF YOU'RE INTERESTED. THANKS <3333

& = 's

]]> *PanicPavo http://PanicPavo.deviantart.com/journal/20988523/ http://PanicPavo.deviantart.com/journal/20988523/ Tue, 14 Oct 2008 15:51:47 PDT
Hey.


HEYHEY.




hey.



You'll never guess what.


I got my dA back.


yeah.


BE jealous.





ROFLROFL OK. BUT YES. I AM FILLED WITH MASSIVE AMOUNTS OF JOY.

I...actually don't have alot to say though. Just...don't...be brainless and ask for Photoshop in your journal. DEAR GOD. DON'T.


UHHHHH. I probably won't be on as much as I used to be though. I've discovered that there IS in fact life outside of the internet. And it's fabulous c:

I just hope that this place don't take over again haha.


Ok. I have SHITLOADS of art that I owe people. I swear to God I haven't forgotten about any of it. I even have a little to-do list on my desktop keke.
So I'm sorry if things take a while. Things are....stressful..ish and confusing for me right now.


BUT YEAHYEAH. WHAT'S POPPIN HOME SLICES? I MISSED YOU ALLLLLL.

]]> *PanicPavo http://PanicPavo.deviantart.com/journal/19956793/ http://PanicPavo.deviantart.com/journal/19956793/ Thu, 14 Aug 2008 17:21:16 PDT


My laptop broke.


AGAIN.


I have no idea if it's fixable or not. It's at Geek Squad right now...so they'll tell me the verdict tomorrow. :l

Well, I'm holding off all of my art until I know if it's going to survive or not. Then if not...I don't know what I'll do.




so yeah. just letting you guys know that.

]]> *PanicPavo http://PanicPavo.deviantart.com/journal/19724544/ http://PanicPavo.deviantart.com/journal/19724544/ Fri, 01 Aug 2008 19:16:48 PDT

I was just wondering if anybody has a version of Photoshop 7 or up that they could possibly send me?


I had Elements 3.0 before... which sucks btw. and now that I have Windows Vista my old disk doesn't work.

SO YES. I WOULD REAAALLLY APPRECIATE IT AND LOVE YOU FOREVER IF I COULD GET THAT FROM SOMEBODY.

I think you could send it to me through Megaupload. (8

]]> *PanicPavo http://PanicPavo.deviantart.com/journal/19608808/ http://PanicPavo.deviantart.com/journal/19608808/ Sat, 26 Jul 2008 15:00:03 PDT
Quiz teimmmm.

-----------• × • A L L | A B O U T | M E • × •--------------

- Name: Amber~
- Single or taken: Single lolol
- Sex: FEMALE FO SHO
- Birthday: October 3rddd
- Sign:LIBRA
- Hair color: Uh right now it's maroonish...mahogany?
- Eye color: Blue
- Height: 5'4".
- Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: FFFF STRAIGHT

-----------• × • F A S H I O N | S T U F F • × •--------------

- Favorite place to shop for clothes?: ZUMIEZ! Hot Topic, aaand Wet Seal
- Favorite designer?: I don't....know?
- What is your sexiest outfit?: NOTHING c:
- What is your most comfortable outfit: Pajama bottoms and a tank top....if you can call that an outfit.
- What do you usually wear?: SKINNY JEANS everyday lol. And some random Hot Topic shirt usually.

--------------• × • S P E C I F I C S • × • -------------------

- What kind of shampoo do you use?: AUSSIE. It smells so niceee
- What are you listening to right now?: Insurance? byyyy The Higher
- Who is the last person that called you?: Ahuh. My friend Stephanie I think
- How many buddies are online right now?: bumbumm 8

-------------• × • F A V O U R I T E S • × •-----------------

- Food: CHINESE FOOL
- Girls' names: Ryley, Britin, Lilly...and just....really uncommon ones.
- Boys' names: ...Ryley, Charlie, Kenneth
- Subjects in school: ART
- Animals: PEACOCKS O___O and giraffes lol

----------------• × • H A V E | Y O U | E V E R • × •-------------

- Given anyone a bath?: lololloolololo no. BUT I'D LIKE TO ;D
- Smoked?: Absolutly not u_u
- Bungee jumped?: HECK NO LIKE TECHNO
- Made yourself throw up?: ...possibly.
- Ever been in love?: JFSKF I DON'T...THINK SO?
- Made yourself cry to get out of trouble: HAHA YES. It's never worked though.
- Actually seen your crush naked?: kek no
- Cried when someone died?: No. I'm a heartless punk. OF COURSE I HAVE DIPSHIT.
- Lied: Yeah
- Fallen for your best friend?: I'm straight~
- Rejected someone?: YES LMAO. But I didn't...know I was doing it.
- Used someone?: Probably XDD
- Done something you regret?: OHYES.

------------• × • C U R R E N T • × •--------------

- Clothes: A The Matches shirt, 2 undershirts, black skinny pants, crappy vans,annd a random bandana around my wrist.
- Desktop picture: A super sexy one drawn for me by Luu.
- CD in player: The Rocket Summer I think. Idk I don't listen to cds that often
- DVD in player: 21. YES!
----------------• × • L A S T | P E R S O N • × •----------------------

- You touched: MYSELF. OH HOHO
- Hugged: My dad.
- You IMed: Luu~
- Talk to online:....Luu.
- Sex it up with: OH WOULDN'T YOU LIKE TO KNOW.

---------------• × • A R E | Y O U • × •---------------------

- Understanding: TOTALLY
- Hungry: YES OMG. I haven't eaten today.
- Open-minded: Not...really. I'm very biased.
- Arrogant: idk what that means lol -retarted-
- Insecure?: YOPYOP
- Random?: Yes.
- Smart: I'm pretty smart. I don't have alot of common sense though.
- Organized: AHAHAHAHA. FUCK NO.
- Shy: Around some people.
- Difficult: yesyesyes
- Bored easily: I'm bored ALL the time

---------• × • W H O | D O | Y O U | W A N T | TO • × •--------

- Kill: Stupid Swedish Girl. andand KELTIE. H&H TEIM.
- Slap: nobody lol
- Get really wasted with: NOT ANYBODY.
- Get high with: A LITTLE HELP FROM MY FRIENDS. -beatles lmao-
- Talk to offline: My mom-ther
- Talk to online: Anyone who wants to talk lol
- Make love to: -gets list- RYAN ROSS, RYAN ZIMMERMAN (not the baseball player roflz) DAVID COOK, JHONNY DEPP, GERA-- I'll stop.

------------------• × • R A N D O M • × •---------------------

- In the morning I: sleep hehe
- Love is: gay
- I dream about: ABNORMALITIES
- What do you notice first in the opposite sex?: BULGE ON FRONT OF PANTS. fjalksdjas lolno. UHM. I'd have to say their hair~

---------------• × • W H I C H | I S | B E T T E R • × ---------------

- Coke or Pepsi: I don't drink caffiene lol
- Flowers or candy: CANDYY
- Tall or short: mediumsz

---------------• × • W H O • × • ---------------

- Makes you laugh the most: Dane Cook...or Jim Gaffigan....or Kristi lolz
- Makes you smile: PANDAS
- Gives you a funny feeling when you look at them?: Retarted kids. lD
--------------• × • D O | Y O U | E V E R • × •-----------------

- Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to IM you?: I used to~ but now I don't have a special someone :C
- Wish you were a membe... ]]> *PanicPavo http://PanicPavo.deviantart.com/journal/19431734/ http://PanicPavo.deviantart.com/journal/19431734/ Wed, 23 Jul 2008 11:34:50 PDT
ANDDD THEY ARE NOW OFFICIALY OPENNNN.


oh and btw. If I made up Character Designs and put them up for sale, would anybody buy them? It would be a first come first serve type of deal.

I GOT ALLL THE INFO RIGHT HURRR.


~*COMMISSIONS*~

What I Will and Will Not Draw.

-I'll draw any animal or animal character for you.

-I will NOT draw humans, anthros, or any inappropriate theme (Ex. yiff...and...sex...yeah.)

PAYMENT

-I only accept payments through Paypal. Sorry ):

PRICES

Sketches

-Headshot--$1.00
-Full Body--$2.00

Headshots

-Flat Color(no shading)--$3.00
-Simple Shading--$5.00
-Complete Shading--$6.00

Full Body

-Freehand Lineart, Flat Color--$6.00
-Freehand Lineart, Simple Shading--$7.00
-Freehand Lineart, Complete Shading--$8.00
-Beizer(smooth) Lineart, Flat Color--$7.00
-Beizer Lineart, Simple Shading--$8.00
-Beizer Lineart, Complete Shading--$10.00

*Backgrounds.

-Simple +$2.00
-Complex +$4.00

*Extra Characters

-Each Extra +$5.00

Character Refs

-Freehand Lineart--$6.00
-Beizer Lineart--$7.00

Character Designs

-Price starts at $10.00. Depending on how complicated the design and how many accessories determins the price.




**I will also be doing Chibi commissions. I can do both animals and humans. Note me for the details and prices on these.

**I can offer two different types of styles. The one with pretty close to normal anatomy (what i do my character refs in.) OR the anatomy that looks like the animal is dying XD
People who watch me, you know what I mean~
So be sure to let me know which one you want.


*If you need an example of any of these please ask.


*Once I have the sketch for you're commission I will show you the sketch. You can decide if you like it or not and if you'd like me to redraw it differently ONCE MORE.


I may ask questions about the personality of you're characterbefore I begin to draw it. So be prepared for that.


PLEASE NOTE ME IF YOU ARE INTERESTED. c:

You can also contact me here: ambercookross@hotmail.com


THANK YOU~

]]> *PanicPavo http://PanicPavo.deviantart.com/journal/19006633/ http://PanicPavo.deviantart.com/journal/19006633/ Mon, 23 Jun 2008 17:35:58 PDT


I GOT MY LAPTOP FIXED.

FINALLY. I still didn't get my pictures and stuff back...which is a disappointment. BUT OH WELL. I'll get over it~

Uh ok. I want to go over what you should be expecting from me this summer. I HAVE A LISTTT. 8D



-First off I reallyreally want to complete my trades. I NEED TO GET THEM OFF MY BACK. I seriously have had some stacked up for almost a year now XD

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I JUST NEED TO SUCK IT UP AND GET THOSE DONE.

-Secondly, there are some amazing people that I really need to draw gifts for. If..if you drew me something...I have a hard time accepting it just as a gift. I feel compelled to draw you something in return <33

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AND A WHOLE LOT MORE. But the rest are a secret. ;D

-I plan on making refs for all of my characters. I have A TON. It's sad really, none of them have backstories. I pretty much just draw a dog and slap scene hair on all of them. XD
But yeah Panic needs to be updated pretty badly. Her old ref makes me want to vomit. 8l

-I'm frivoloulsy working on humans in my sketchbooks. It makes me depressed that I cant draw them. :/ So my goal is to post at least ONE of my humans by the time school starts. just am having a horrible time trying to find a style.

-GUYS I CAN DRAW MORE THAN JUST DOGS. I draw bears, and lions, and horses and a million other things on paper. I just never have a chance to draw them on the computer.

-PHOTOSHOP. I really want to learn it. If anyone has some super sweet tutorials on any tips or techniques or whatever I would greatly appreciate you sharing with me. OHOH and i would love to have PS 7.0. or anything abouve it. I HATE ELEMENTS. CAN ANYONE LIKE...SEND IT TO ME PLZPLZ?

-COMISSIONS~ My parents want me to get a job. but i dont want a real one. GOING TO START COMMISSIONS VERY SOON. How many people would accually HONESTLY buy one from me? Like if I started them right now, who woiuld seriously be interested in buying one?

-Upload my traditional art.

-Experiment with new media. Like paints and whatnot. Again, any cool tutorials or tips?

-Kidnap and rape Ryan Ross. Then convert him back to his old self.


SOYES. Thats what's goin downnnn.




OHOH. Go draw at my friend's oekaki. I ASSURE YOU YOU ILL HAVE FUN.
[link]


ANNNND check out my buddy
HE'S INCREDIBLE AND I DONT... ]]> *PanicPavo http://PanicPavo.deviantart.com/journal/18679541/ http://PanicPavo.deviantart.com/journal/18679541/ Thu, 05 Jun 2008 12:51:07 PDT
SO..GUUESSSS WHAT?

IM OFF THE HOOK FOOLS.

It's been a long, agonizing process, being grounded and all. But somehow I've managed to survive....barely.


I really..i had a whole lot i wanted to say. to tell you the complete truth though...i'm a little intimidated. i just went brain dead.


Well, i guess i'll just start off about my laptop.

About a month and a half ago i was having problems with the disk drive. it like...disapeared. so i was gonna take it to geek squad to get it fixed...

NVM THIS STORY IS TO HARD TO TELL. To sum it up, my dad accidently erased the WHOLE thing. everything.

I had a lot on there. i feel like a loser for saying this but that computer had half of my life on it. so i got like..really depressed. i didnt draw ANYTHING for 2 weeks.

That will explain why i suck when i start drawing again. Dont be expecting alot from me at first. My dad has to pay $200 to get it fixed. so unil then i'm stuck with this fag of a computer. THE FAMILY COMPUTER. HAET.

I have about 10 pages of traditional art I'm going to upload. I just...need to find a scanner.

I'll update this stupid journal later. GOD YOU DONT KNOW HOW EXCITED I AM



Wow...thats alot of messages...i dont know where to start

]]> *PanicPavo http://PanicPavo.deviantart.com/journal/18256180/ http://PanicPavo.deviantart.com/journal/18256180/ Sat, 10 May 2008 11:19:07 PDT
BUT WHEN I AM....i have alot to say.

like...my amazing experience at the Panic at the Disco concert.

and...how my whole computer got erased.


and i do have a lot of traditional art i'm going to upload.

I WOULD have had a spam dump...but yeah. now thats not gonna happen.


SO I GUESS....I SHALL TALK TO YOU GUIZ L8ERZ.

]]> *PanicPavo http://PanicPavo.deviantart.com/journal/18036834/ http://PanicPavo.deviantart.com/journal/18036834/ Sat, 26 Apr 2008 10:43:04 PDT

I've been gone.

yes.


Uh. grounded again....

all i can say is SPANISH SUCKSSS.

but yes i'm still alive.


I think I'll be back for good in about 2 weeks.


LOVE YOU ALLLL~

]]> *PanicPavo http://PanicPavo.deviantart.com/journal/17529708/ http://PanicPavo.deviantart.com/journal/17529708/ Wed, 26 Mar 2008 17:45:03 PDT


...eventually.


BUT FOR NOW. I'm going to be making chibi commissions.

HERE'S THE PRICES

Oekaki One Character--$3
Photoshop One Character--$5

Oekaki Two Characters--$5
Photoshop Two Characters--$7

If you want shading its 2 extra dollars.

EXAMPLES:

[link]

[link]
(referring to Chalise in that one.)

[link]
(This is an example of an unshaded oekaki one.)

Uhm. They wont look that bad. They will have a neat out line and neat coloring.

I'll put more examples up in a little while.


THESE AREN'T OFFICIALLY OPEN YET. I'm getting a Paypal account sometime this week hopefully.

YOU CAN GET ONE...for a subscription too. So if you'd rather pay for it that way...then just note me. That would get you either a normal photoshop one or a sheded oekaki one.


Kay.






FLSJSKS I'M TOTALLY IN LOVE WITH PANIC'S NEW ALBUM BTW. I DONT CARE WHAT ANYONE SAYS.

LOLOL I WOKE UP SUPER EARLY..and i was...the first person in Wal-Mart yesterday morning just to get it. XD

]]> *PanicPavo http://PanicPavo.deviantart.com/journal/17266364/ http://PanicPavo.deviantart.com/journal/17266364/ Mon, 10 Mar 2008 05:34:57 PDT

My mom is such a freak.


Lol I have a picture of Sweeney Todd as my desktop and she saw it and wanted to look at more pictures of Johnny Depp. She claims that he looks like my step-dad...but lol I don't think so.
Well, she was browsing Google images and all of a sudden she goes

OMG HE'S SO HOT.

and i was all

LOL I NO RITEZ?

and she was all.

YEAH. He definitally beats Mufasa.

....
..


...I was just sitting there all...wtf.

So my mom's friend, whos' staying with us, says...YEAH SHE'S IN LOVE WITH MUFASA.

So I was still sitting there all wtfing and she tells me that if she was a lion she'd do him.


OMG IT WAS SO FUCKING WEIRD.

I can see me or one of my friends saying something like that...but my mother? LOLOLOL



...yes. I just felt like that needed to be shared.

]]> *PanicPavo http://PanicPavo.deviantart.com/journal/17171182/ http://PanicPavo.deviantart.com/journal/17171182/ Mon, 03 Mar 2008 19:46:13 PST

I just ATTEMPTED...and horribly failed to make a joined icon with

But for some STRANGE REASON. she still wants it. XD

I cant...fingure out...how to split them.

If anyone can help me with this...I'd totally love you forever.

[link]


That's what it is...if you need the photoshop verion just ask.

]]> *PanicPavo http://PanicPavo.deviantart.com/journal/16979418/ http://PanicPavo.deviantart.com/journal/16979418/ Wed, 20 Feb 2008 15:10:14 PST
My mom said i can do commissions. I need some money and I cant get a job until I get a car. Which will be idk when.

I have...no idea what to do about the prices.

I know I want to do headshots, full bodied pictures, sketches, ref sheets, character design and some other stuff.

I really don't know how much these things would be worth.

Can someone more expericenced with this help me out please? lol im so confused~

]]> *PanicPavo http://PanicPavo.deviantart.com/journal/16864332/ http://PanicPavo.deviantart.com/journal/16864332/ Wed, 13 Feb 2008 13:28:57 PST
hi. i just had the worst day of my life.

i...i got my ipod stolen. AGAIN.

i dont really wanna talk about it....but. none of you can possibly understand how depressed i am. i was EXTREMELY attatched to it. you have no idea.


SO. I need some money. I know i wont get it back.

Im THINKING about starting commissions. I wanted to sometime during the summer...but I feel I should do it sooner now.

If I do...I will probably do like....headshots, fullbody pics, character designs...and stuff like that. I'll get into details later.

I really need to know though, if anyone would buy them? Like SERIOUSLY.

So yeah. Just let me know if you would or not or if you have any thoughts on it please! Thanks! <3

]]> *PanicPavo http://PanicPavo.deviantart.com/journal/16679017/ http://PanicPavo.deviantart.com/journal/16679017/ Fri, 01 Feb 2008 17:59:39 PST


I...I have NEVER been this excited in my entire life.


I just found out something amazing.


Something....epic.


.


...I get to go....to a freaking Panic At The Disco concert.



c8


-random scream-


omg. i...i wanna cry im so happy.





oh lol. one mor thing.
If you rape a stripper, would it be called rape or shoplifting?

]]> *PanicPavo http://PanicPavo.deviantart.com/journal/16665108/ http://PanicPavo.deviantart.com/journal/16665108/ Thu, 31 Jan 2008 19:50:19 PST

Does anybody here watch LOST?

BEST SHOW EVAR.
..besides South Park.


BUT OMG. I JUST WATCHED A NEW EPISODE AND IM SO MADDDD.
My favorite character died...I'm not gonna say who though incase someone hasnt seen it.

BUT.

GRR. IM SO MAD.

]]> *PanicPavo http://PanicPavo.deviantart.com/journal/16601346/ http://PanicPavo.deviantart.com/journal/16601346/ Sun, 27 Jan 2008 17:28:32 PST
Like...I get all my music from there and I've downloaded a few music vidoes before. But never full-length movies.

Uh, so I was just wondering if its safe and everything? And does anyone have any tips for that? Like, do I have to have a special program to watch them? I want to put em on my ipod.

Lol I'm stupid when it comes to this stuff.

]]> *PanicPavo http://PanicPavo.deviantart.com/journal/16570165/ http://PanicPavo.deviantart.com/journal/16570165/ Fri, 25 Jan 2008 17:32:08 PST
guess what?



I'M UNGROUNDED! Finnally.


That's all I have to say.





OH. And lol. Christmas gifts....are super!late. I have 3 more left. And I'm gonna have a spam dump.

and...if i have an art trade with you...i havent forgotten. i WILL have them done ASAP.

]]> *PanicPavo http://PanicPavo.deviantart.com/journal/16479823/ http://PanicPavo.deviantart.com/journal/16479823/ Sat, 19 Jan 2008 19:09:46 PST

I THINK I GET UNGROUNDED FRIDAY.



I miss this place so much.

]]> *PanicPavo http://PanicPavo.deviantart.com/journal/16152996/ http://PanicPavo.deviantart.com/journal/16152996/ Sat, 29 Dec 2007 13:30:01 PST

AUGH. OK. I've been grounded...and still am. I have like a forver lot of messsages and deviations to check and comment on. So...that may take a while...

Um. My Christmas gifts....I have about....15? more left to do. I started late and then havent been able to get on. So I'll get those done as soon as I can.


BUT ANYWAYS. HOW WAS YOUR GUYSES CHRISTMAS? GET ANYTHING GOOD?

Mine was awesome. I got a new 80gb iPod Classic and a new laptop. THEY ARE SO COOL.

]]> *PanicPavo http://PanicPavo.deviantart.com/journal/15868292/ http://PanicPavo.deviantart.com/journal/15868292/ Sun, 09 Dec 2007 19:22:09 PST Make a post (public, friends-locked, filtered...whatever you're comfortable with) to your DA journal. The post should contain your list of ten holiday wishes. The wishes can be anything at all, from simple and fandom-related ("I'd love a ______ icon that's just for me") to medium ("I wish for _____ on DVD") to really big ("all I want for Christmas is a new car/computer/house/TV."). The important thing is, make sure these wishes are things you really, truly want.

If you wish for real life things (not fics or icons), make sure you include some sort of contact info in your post, whether it's your address or just your email address where Santa (or one of his elves) could get in touch with you.

Also, make sure you post some version of these guidelines in your DA or link to this post so that the holiday joy will spread.

STEP TWO
Surf around your friends list (or friends' friends, or just random journals) to see who has posted their list. And now, here's the important part:

If you see a wish you can grant, and it's in your heart to do so, make someone's wish come true. Sometimes someone's trash is another's treasure, and if you have a leather jacket you don't want or a gift certificate you won't use -- do it.

You need not spend money on these wishes unless you want to. The point isn't to put people out, it's to provide everyone a chance to be someone else's holiday elf -- to spread the joy. Gifts can be made anonymously or not -- it's your call.

There are no rules with this project, no guarantees, and no strings attached. Give, and you might receive. and you'll have the joy of knowing you made someone's holiday special.



1. LOL. I NEED A NEW IPOD. I want a video one. SOME DIPSHIT STOLE MINE LAST WEEK.

2. Hmm..FANART. I'D LOVE YOU FOREVER. Seriously. I love seeing my characters drawn in other peoples styles. 8D

3. ICONS ARE LOVELY<3 ESPECIALLY ANIMATED ONES. I...I cant do them. I think its amazing how people can draw on that small of a canvas.
4. Stuff from HOT TOPIC. Anything they have is just awesome...I could wear ANYTHING from that store.

5. I would FREAK if I got any Photoshop besides Elements. Like...ANY version with the Pen tool.

6. OMG. JONES FREAKING SODA! That...is possibly the greatest stuff ever invented. It's so perfect. I the most delicious thing ever, its non caffine. (lol i quit caffine 4 weeks ago), aannnnnddd it has pretty pictures! 8D

7. I'D LOVE SOME NEW MUSIC. Music...that's just...all I do, besides draw. I want a heck load of CDs. I know I can get songs off of LimeWire...but just saying..OH YEAH I HAVE THAT CD. is just...so much cooler. XD

8. Uh...I want..a pet chicken. that. would be...wicked.

9. I really want to have a good year......I just..don't want this next year to suck.

10. Ryan Ross..and maybe some missletoe? (: That....that would be nice.

]]> *PanicPavo http://PanicPavo.deviantart.com/journal/15654819/ http://PanicPavo.deviantart.com/journal/15654819/ Sat, 24 Nov 2007 19:15:16 PST
ijustsavedbyswitching2geico@hotmail.com

Um...I...I kinda...am shy. So...I might be kinda...boring...until I get to know you. -lame-

]]> *PanicPavo http://PanicPavo.deviantart.com/journal/15394562/ http://PanicPavo.deviantart.com/journal/15394562/ Tue, 06 Nov 2007 16:12:26 PST
Today this girl let me borrow her anime book thing, Anima, because she wanted mw to draw one of the characters as a doggie for her.

Ok...I've never really been into anime or anything...it's always seemed a LITTLE dorky to me...no offence. But I know that I COULD get into it if I really wanted to. Well, I just started looking through it and it looked sort of interesting. XD

SO...does anyone have any suggestions of some good anime books...like...the one's you read backwards lol. Because I have NO CLUE which ones to look at.

]]> *PanicPavo http://PanicPavo.deviantart.com/journal/15348012/ http://PanicPavo.deviantart.com/journal/15348012/ Sat, 03 Nov 2007 15:03:40 PDT
Like...ones that will teach me the tools and some techniques. Because I am totally clueless on how to make pretty pictures in photoshop. and make really cool pictures and I wanna be able to stuff kinda like that, for example. So yeah...if anyone knows how to do that kind of stuff...or know any good tutorials I'd REALLY APPRECIALTE THAT.

]]> *PanicPavo http://PanicPavo.deviantart.com/journal/15231362/ http://PanicPavo.deviantart.com/journal/15231362/ Fri, 26 Oct 2007 15:26:15 PDT
I thought it was funny...

RULES:
1. Put Your itunes, windows media plyer etc on Shuffle
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS
Put any comments in brackets after the song name


If someone says "is this okay?" you say,
Must Have Done Something Right - Relient K

lol

How would you describe yourself?
The Curse Of Curves - Cute Is What We Aim For

Pshh...yah right.

What do you like in a guy/girl?
Cute Without the E - Taking Back Sunday

lol...I AM attracted to emo kids. lol they cut themselves.

How do you feel today?
There's No Penguins In Alaska - Chiodos

What is your life's purpose?
The Sharpest Lives - MCR

What is your motto?
Garden Of Evil - 1997

What do your friends think of you?
Never Say "I Told You So" - The Almost

What do you think of your parents?
It's Hard To Say - The Used

What do you think about very often?
Scotty Doesn't Know - Lustra

OMG LOL

What is 2 + 2?
Tunnel - The Used

What do you think of your best friend?
The Gift - Angels And Airwaves

What do you think of the person you like?
Mandala - Circa Survive

What is your life story?
All That I've Got - The Used

What do you want to be when you grow up?
There's A Reason These Tables...long title ftw. - Panic! At The Disco

What do you think of when you see the person you like?
Sound Of The Sun - Silverstein


What will you dance to at your wedding?
Sweet Tangerine - The Hush Sound


What will they play at your funeral?
Don't Wake Me Up - The Hush Sound

LOLOLOL. OMFG.

What is your hobby/interest?
There's A Class For This - Cute Is What We Aim For

What is your biggest fear?
The Future Freaks Me Out - Motion City Soundtrack


What is your biggest secret?
Someday - Nickelback

What do you think of your friends?
Everyone Here Smells Like A Rat - The Almost

lol

What will you post this as?
The Words "Best Friends" Are Redifined - Chiodos

LOL SOME OF THOSE WENT REALLY WELL.

]]> *PanicPavo http://PanicPavo.deviantart.com/journal/14975135/ http://PanicPavo.deviantart.com/journal/14975135/ Mon, 08 Oct 2007 17:47:04 PDT I'm back from that party thing.


twas fun. ill tell about it laterzzzzzzzz.

but yeah.

Omg. [link]

GO THERE.

These guys are freakin hilarious. WATCH THE I WANT CANDY ONE.


mmmm....and Devon (the guy with the big mouth) is suppa hot.

anyways. lol.


STOLED FROM

x Pick your birth month.
x Strike out anything that doesn't apply to you.
x Bold the five-ten that best apply to you.
x Copy to your own journal, with all twelve months
x Tag 5 people from your friends list.




---

OCTOBER:
Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.




---

And here are the months:

JANUARY:
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.

FEBRUARY:
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

MARCH:
Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.

APRIL:
Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.

MAY:
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.

JUNE:
Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

JULY:
Fun to be with. Secretive. Diffic... ]]> *PanicPavo http://PanicPavo.deviantart.com/journal/14924433/ http://PanicPavo.deviantart.com/journal/14924433/ Fri, 05 Oct 2007 09:27:36 PDT

omgshh i love amber!
were going out of town together until sunday/monday..,
just wasting time until this girl lauren gets out of school..
shes coming too.
gonna be suppa suppa fun!!

your jealous of our future good time!!
peacee

]]> *PanicPavo http://PanicPavo.deviantart.com/journal/14859120/ http://PanicPavo.deviantart.com/journal/14859120/ Sun, 30 Sep 2007 16:17:10 PDT

Lol. I have lots of things to say...but I dont..feel like typing.

Um. My birthday's on Wednesday. I'm turning 16. Yay!
Omg though, I know SO MANY people who's birthday is on October 3. Wtf?

andandand...I've fallen in love with The Hush Sound. Their music is SO GOOD.


Yeah...I'll update my journal some more later....

]]> *PanicPavo http://PanicPavo.deviantart.com/journal/14659542/ http://PanicPavo.deviantart.com/journal/14659542/ Sun, 16 Sep 2007 12:37:50 PDT
My computer has a terrible virus. I can't even sign in when I turn it on. To fix it I have to have the original windows disk that came with my computer. But I can't find it. And I don't feel like spending a lot of money on a new one that costs more than my computer is worth.

So. To the people that I have trades with...

I AM SO SORRY!

I will try to find that disk as soon as I can. Either that or I'll try to draw on my mom's computer...which is the one I'm on now. But this one is so weird, it has funny colors and my tablet doesn't like to cooperate well with it.

But you have no idea how bad I feel for making you guys wait! I really sorry! And I PROMISE I WILL get them done.

I'll try to upload some pictures I drew on paper if my friend lets me use her scanner though...just....cuz I haven't uploaded anything in a while.

]]> *PanicPavo http://PanicPavo.deviantart.com/journal/14477585/ http://PanicPavo.deviantart.com/journal/14477585/ Mon, 03 Sep 2007 19:08:06 PDT

I have....ALOT of stuff I need to catch up on.

I have trades with:

Kiyukii
Visicari
Dullstar
Pehnguinz
Auroaronkitten
Itoku-Chan
Shikirushi
and Koo-ba

I also have a LONG overdue request for someone on EPO.

If you are wondering why its taking so long is because my computer has a virus and it makes it EXTREMELY difficult to draw.

But I PROMISE that I will really try to get those done this week or very soon. I am SO SORRY that its taking a while.

.....so....i guess my trades are closed for now until I finish these ones.

]]> *PanicPavo http://PanicPavo.deviantart.com/journal/14243999/ http://PanicPavo.deviantart.com/journal/14243999/ Sun, 19 Aug 2007 17:15:55 PDT

I'm back peeps!


I was at my dad's house for a week. Um....it wasn't as bad as I thought it was gonna be. My dad....he's kinda weird. He's like SUPERreligiousplz.
Now....don't get me wrong...I'm christian and I love my dad and everything....but he's like.......woah...
He...he thinks iPods are evil. XD

Lol. Like...okay, I can't draw without my music. And...I can't go a day without drawing. Well, I would start to draw and put my ipod on and my dad would try to distract me...or ask me what I was listening to. And I'd be all.
"..um....The Almost (...or Relient K.....or something like that.)
It...it's a christian band, dad."

Even though...I lied once. Lol I was listing to The Ripper I think.

lol.

But yeah...we went to see....Shrek 3 and Nancy Drew.
-loldollarmovies- I wanted to go see Surf's Up....but that was all sold out wtf?
Nacy Drew was really good though. I thought it was gonna suck...but I ended up liking it. yey.

Then we went to this outside mall place in Southlake. Southlake is like...this really rich city which I wish I lived in. 'A'
We went in to the Apple Store. That...just about killed me.
I want a Macbook REALLY BADLY. You...have no idea. But they are like...$1,000. Then, I messed around with the iPhone, which I immediatly fell in love with. I NEED ONE.
Yeah, I'm completly jealous of the people who have them.

We went into Barne's and Nobles too, and I looked around.......I am 5 books behind in the Warriors series. Grr.
If you haven't read Warriors you SHOULD! It's about these warrior cats....in clans....and....they do warrior cat things.
Ugh, and I really want to star reading those vampire books by Stephanie Meyer.

Oh! and I saw this one book. How To Draw Animals Amazingly Easy by Christopher Hart.
I don't usually use how-to-draw books, but this one was awesome! It teaches you like the basic anatomy of dogs, cat, elephants, birds, giraffes and lots of other animals! It looks really easy! For dogs, I helps to get the shape of the snout for like different breeds and stuff. And the poses aren't really generic like most drawing books. You guys should deffinately check it out. It looks really helpful!


...

..
What else?
Uh, last night we had a party at my house for my cousin going off to college. It....was interesting.
At first all the people I knew were there...but then there was like....this big crouwd of people I had no idea who they were in my house. Everytime me and my friends would walk by the would just....stare. It was creepy and annoying. O.Q
Lol we named all of the balloons. Lol I named the only green on Gerard...because I love Gerard Way. <333 Then my other cousin named 2 of them Bert and Quinn from The Used. Because she loves them. This guy dusty kept threatening to pop them. Then finnally he came by with his pocket knife and popped mine right in my face!

Lol and my parents were drunk as hell. My mom poked my cousin Sean (the one that went off to college) girlfriends dad in the butt. Then my neighbor got attacked....by a giant stuffed dog. And....started to fight with it. XD
My mom and Sean's girlfriends mom were all hanging on eachother all buddybuddy like they've know eachother for years when this was the first night they hung out together. lol.

Then some stuff happend and we pretended were were ningas...in a gang or something. We had really cool headbands.

The party got kinda crazy and some more stuff happend. But I don't feel like telling and you guys probably don't feel like hearing.

But yeah, Sean went off to college today. -sob- I'm gonna miss that guy.




KAY.

ANYWAYS. If I have an art trade with you I'll try to get that done as soon as I can. School start's next monday, so I'll try to get them done before that or whatever....
I've got to make some refs for my characters. Including my fursona.
Then I have some other things I would like to work on...

Thank you all who had suggestions for my Photoshop problem. My computer has a virus right now...so I'll try some stuff when it gets fixed.


Well, sorry for the bible long entry....this is why I need to get a LiveJournal. -too lazy-

Good for you if you read it all!

]]> *PanicPavo http://PanicPavo.deviantart.com/journal/14161309/ http://PanicPavo.deviantart.com/journal/14161309/ Tue, 14 Aug 2007 07:43:42 PDT
Um, I'm probably gonna be gone for about a week....
I have to go to my dad's house where theres NOTHING to do. Like, seriously....he doesn't have a computer....or even cable. XD

So yeah, if I have an art trade with you I'll try to get that done as soon as I get back. My computer has a virus so it's really hard to draw....and...I've been kind of art blocked lately....


Oh....and Lunancy Fringe by The Used is an amazing song....go listen to it.

]]> *PanicPavo http://PanicPavo.deviantart.com/journal/14033452/ http://PanicPavo.deviantart.com/journal/14033452/ Sun, 05 Aug 2007 19:17:15 PDT
I need help.

SERIOUS HELP.

...very serious.


...

.








Well, I have Photoshop Elements 3.0. That, of course, doesn't have the Pen tool. Which I have to have.

I need Photoshop CS2, CS3, or just...any Photoshop that has the pen tool...

I dont know...if it's possible that someone could like...send it to me...or somehow let me get from their computer...or.....yeah...I don't know how or if that would work or not.
Or maybe just give me a serial code...or tell me where I could find a serial code generator or something?

I really really really would appreciate if someone could help me please. I would love you forever! Seriously.
...and maybe give you a request or gift art. Lol.

]]> *PanicPavo http://PanicPavo.deviantart.com/journal/13914172/ http://PanicPavo.deviantart.com/journal/13914172/ Sat, 28 Jul 2007 12:51:20 PDT ..

.....i don't know what to write here.

.

...um...

lol.

Uh, I think I'm gonna close my art trades for a while. Like...not a long time...maybe a week or two. I just want to catch up on my own stuff....and stuff.
I have a few I still need to do with people though so I'll get to those as soon as I can.

K, I'm going to try to improve my art. I'm gonna try new coloring techniques and stuff like that instead of the same block cell shading I've been doing. Oh, and I wanna draw other things besides just dogs...so if you guys have any suggestions on what you'd like to see from me that would be great!

lol one more thing
....
If I started to do commissions would ANY of you buy them from me? Like, if I worked on them hard..and i mean really hard and put lots of detail and stuff in them?
I personally don't think I'm good enough to start that quite yet...but it's a thought.

]]> *PanicPavo http://PanicPavo.deviantart.com/journal/13370142/ http://PanicPavo.deviantart.com/journal/13370142/ Sat, 16 Jun 2007 14:51:07 PDT
Check out my gallery!

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