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Ive been really busy with everything lately; Im working on finishing one story at a time for the contest entries, and Ill work from first place downwards. Im still waiting ti hear about what you want if you think youve got an idea.

But what Im really writing about is my new user account. Im still using this one, of course, but I thought it was time I tried writing a little more maturely for a while.

This new user name is for pure fiction only; no fandoms of any sort. And I believe that I will only start one story on that accuont nuntil I finish it, as Ive learned not to start too many stories with so little time to finish them (Ahem. LAK, PGMH, TSIICCAD, The Golden Masquerede, gifts, ect.) Ive posted the first chapter to my new story Let's Call This Town Ours. This story has a more serious writing style and I consider it well done, but I still want to know what you guys think. So I'll give you my new name and you can go read it if you love me.

Ill add any of you that want to watch my new name, as I feel pretty lonely with no one on my watch list.

So *Dramatic music* Here it is. My new username.

It's Accidents-And-Apathy. . Go check it out. Please?

But Ill still be using this one as well, so dont get too alarmed. I cant let my fics just fall into oblivion and forget about them. Dont worry.

Now go read!!

]]> ~PanicxFOBx4Everx http://PanicxFOBx4Everx.deviantart.com/journal/20306350/ http://PanicxFOBx4Everx.deviantart.com/journal/20306350/ Wed, 03 Sep 2008 11:49:02 PDT
I'll start with the writing category.

1st place goes to...

Moony-Wentz!

And the drawing portion...

1st place goes to...

PrettyOddApplesauce!!

You both get a 5 chapter story of your choice. You can tell me whatever you want about it...Characters, plot, setting, ect. Or, if you prefer, you can have me write it by myself [if you trust me]. But, just a heads up, Im better at writing realistic fiction/drama, rather than fantasy. But Ill do whatever you want me to. =]

And, because I said Id have a second and third place prize, and there were only 3 entries in each category, I decided there wouldnt be prizes. But, Ive changed my mind, so the two people that entered in each contest that didnt come in first place both get a 3 chapter story of their choice. Sound good?

So PrettyOddMCRmy, Kittcat1805, PunkChick94 and Moony-Wentz all get a 3 shot. The chapters will be pretty long, because Ive got nothing to do for a while.

Im sure I made the right choice, even though it was extremely difficult. I hope you know that me and my sister didnt agree on which one should be the winners, so we had 2 other friends help decide. Thats how close it was.

Once youve got your ideas, note me. But I must warn you (more warnings! XD) that there is a slight chance I wont be on much anymore. That will be explained shortly. XD

Congratulations to the winners, and thank you to everybody that entered! I hope I made you as equally happy as you made me.

*******************

Okay, on a different note, my lap top's a piece of shit.

What a nice note to start off on!

Butit doesnt seem that theres a way to fix the internet on it any time soon. Its not retaining the information that the internet access is there, and its not remembering the modem its connected to [Yes, Im a computer nerd once in a while, too xD].

So, as a result, Im not sure how much I'll be on now. It may be a while until I update, as I can only use my desktop, and my mother uses it for her artwork. [If you want to see it, Ill send you a link. I think its amazing, to be honest. xD]

But Ive started school now, and Ive got homework, dammit. I mean, Im all for the learning thing, but, Jesus, Algebra is scary, and homework makes it even more frightening. And, well, to put it simly, school sucks. Seeing friends is nice, but thats why Ive got their numbers, haha.

And on top of that, my english teacher is a witch. No lie; I saw her ride her broomstick in on the way to my classroom, haha. So what was my favorite class is now a nightmare. But Im not one to just give up; I dont stop until I know Ive succeeded.

But, anyway, tell me what you want written so I can have something to keep me busy, okay? Ive got a big ass load of free time coming my way, because things are looking pretty desolate when it comes to the internet. Haha.

But, on ANOTHER note [Damn, what is this, an orchestra?! XD] I AM FUCKING EXCITED FOR FOLIE A DEUX. NO IE, IM GOING TO THROW A PARTY WITH ALL OF MY FRIENDS THAT LIKE FOB. AND IM BUYING THAT ALBUM THE DAY IT COMES OUT. I DONT CARE; ILL WALK THE 50 MILES TO THE MALL IF THATS WHAT IT TAKES, I AM GETTING THAT CD.

Okay, sorry, thats my fan girl instinct coming out. But seriously, Im a dedicated fan! I cant help things like excitement!

Finally, I love you all, and Im sorry I havent updated. Love me back, I hope?

To the people have entered, be thinking of your story. I need something to do, goddammit! Haha.

[Sorry about my language if youre offended by any of it. xD]

And, on the next and FINAL note, Im going to end this journal with a qoute from one of my favorite writers and musicians that goes by the name of Peter Lewis Kingston Wentz the Third.

"Shit happens when you party naked."

XOXO,
-Travis.

(Haha, ha... ]]> ~PanicxFOBx4Everx http://PanicxFOBx4Everx.deviantart.com/journal/20082785/ http://PanicxFOBx4Everx.deviantart.com/journal/20082785/ Thu, 21 Aug 2008 17:36:39 PDT
So when my lap top gets fixed, Ill tell you the winner and Ill start on the prizes that you request. Im sooooo glad that you all took the time to enter, though!

Ill update more soon, pinky promise.

XOXO,
Nicole.


]]> ~PanicxFOBx4Everx http://PanicxFOBx4Everx.deviantart.com/journal/19890718/ http://PanicxFOBx4Everx.deviantart.com/journal/19890718/ Mon, 11 Aug 2008 04:42:24 PDT
Now...Do you guys need more time? Im giving some people more time under the circumstances, but just tell me if this dead line is a little too much to ask for.

Please, PLEASE try to get them in as soon as you can. Ive only got unlimited access to a computer until this Thursday, and then I have a timed one hour turn when I go home because of my siblings.

If all entries are in by Wednesday, Ill have them read and evaluated and looked over by Thursday night at latest.

If you guys need more time, I can extend the dead line until Thursday at 4 o'clock [because thats when I get home from being with Ben XD] at the latest.

Tell me what you think? And tell me how far along you are in your entry, and just exactly who is entering. Some people dropped out, so Im not sure anymore, and Im going to put you all in a list. =]

Okay? Just let me know if i forgot you on the list.

XOXOXOXOXOX,
Nicole <3

******Entrants******

-[link]

-Waiting on entry

- Waiting on entry

-waiting on entry

-Waiting on entry


Oh, Ive got news...

Because there are only 3 entrants in each category, there will only be a first place prize, okay? I need more in order to do that.

And can all of you that said they would participate make sure they dont drop out? That would leave 2 in a category, and I cant have that happen.

]]> ~PanicxFOBx4Everx http://PanicxFOBx4Everx.deviantart.com/journal/19595268/ http://PanicxFOBx4Everx.deviantart.com/journal/19595268/ Tue, 05 Aug 2008 14:45:30 PDT Contest Entries that have been finished so far:

.)[link] by

**EDIT!!**

Ive got an idea for the deadline...Does next Wednesday sound good? I think its the 13th. Thats a week to work on it...Im not sure if thats enough. Tell me if you like that date, or if you dont, tell me what you think it should be. But as it is, the deadline is Wednesday of next week, unless I get too many complaints.

Its been 2 weeks since I gave you the prompt. Have any of you started writing or drawing yet? I'd love to know.


Oh, and someboy asked me for reference pictures of what Cammy looks like. I want you to use your imaginations a little, so in general, this is what she looks like. Here are some links;


.) [link]

She looks like this kind of, but not that bubbly. And shes less model-y looking. Shes just a normal girl.

.) [link]

Thats what the color of her hair is, or just about. Never mind the length or style.


.) [link]

She doesnt really have a specific hair cut, so you can make it whatever you please, but since I like this one, I thought Id give you the link, too.



Thank you!!


The temporary deadline is Wednesday, August 13th.

***END OF EDIT***


I was thinking of a contest you could all do for the week that I was gone, and came up with this (Good news for all you die hard Like A Knife fans xD).

Youve got to read my series Like A Knife to participate, though, so sorry all you non-readers.

Okay, here it goes. I dont even know if its worth participating in, so keep your hat on.

***Object***

::To draw a picture that represents your favorite pairing in Like A Knife, with a scene that you enjoyed or that you want me to put in.

OR!

::Write a one shot about a scene between your favorite pairing. It can be one that you liked that I wrote, or one that you would like to see me incoorperate in the story.

**Rules**

.) There will be one winner for each category.
.) I will have some other people, (including my brother and sister) to make it fair, as I dont want it to seem like Im choosing favorites by personalities.
.) All drawing must include a short description representing the one shown, to explain what is going on before, during and (if you want to go over the top) after the scene takes place.
.) There is no limit to how many words in the writing category. It just all has to be in one deviation.
.) Drawing will be judged on neatness, creativity, and the short expanation (It doesnt need to be well written; that doesnt matter. Im just looking for a good description).
.) Writing will be judged on creativity, grammar, and mechanics (Take your time! Go back and edit a few things! Make it better!)
.) Deadline will be well after I get back (I want these to be well done!). Ill decide exactly when once I see how many people are actually willing to participate. Don't worry, youll have plenty of time! I promise!
.)This can't be raunchy. Sorry, no sex scenes. xD I allow swearing and "intense" kissing scenes if you wish, but don't push it.

**Relevance**

:: This must be based on characters from Like A Knife, with their feelings and personalities somewhat present (I dont mind if you take them and make them your own, too).

::It doesnt have to be a pairing that exists; you can do Cammy and Spencer, Addi and Brendon, Pete and Patrick for all I care! Anybody!

----HINT-----

::I love mushy stories. xD


**Prize!**

1st place.)I will write you anything you like, with up to five chapters. You can pick characters, the plot, the setting...Anything you like! Whatever you want, because youve deserved it.

2nd place.) I will write you anythin... ]]> ~PanicxFOBx4Everx http://PanicxFOBx4Everx.deviantart.com/journal/19578462/ http://PanicxFOBx4Everx.deviantart.com/journal/19578462/ Thu, 24 Jul 2008 18:55:25 PDT

I AM BEING FORCED TO GO TO MAINE FOR A WEEK.

NO MAINE, NO BEN.

GOD FUCKING DAMN IT.

Why do they have to do this to me??! How can they not know that Ive got nothing to do in Maine for a week? I hate it there!! A few days is good, but it just gets boring, especially when you live in the middle of nowhere. And if I dont go, I cant stay at my Grandmas house the following week after that which means I can't see Ben!! ARGH!

How could they do this to me? They should know that I need to see him. I have to see him! And...Ive got (I think) one more week with him until hes gone for good. Who thought that you could love someone so much and that a month and a half would go by so quickly?

DAMNITDAMNITDAMNITDAMNIT. > > > >

I DONT WANNA GO!

I WANNA SEE BEN!

FUCK!

No internet means no fics for another week at most. No Ben means no life.

Somebody, come and save me now. Before I die of boredom in Maine.

My family should know by now that I dont like to stay in one spot for long. I like to try new things, to get out and experience something ive never done before, and Ive gone there every year for the past...4 years? For about 2 or 3 weeks at a time?

Ugh. God save me.

****************

On the lighter side of things, I saw him again today. We had a great time. xD Theres this tall basketball hoop on this court outside a middle school that I go to for day camp, and I asked him to show me how to dunk on it. He did it and started blushing when I complimented him. I ran my fingers through his (ORANGE!) hair and he blushed (Apparently he lieks to do that quite a bit). And then I noticed his hands were REALLY REALLY big, so I pushed mine up against his, and he blushed again, but he turned away that time. Whats going on?? Mixed signs is a disaster. especially for me, a confused girl who cant seem to control what shes feeling or even understand it.

Im going to Ashland State Park with him and that day camp thing tomorrow. It should be pretty great; we're going swimming together (!!!!).

For the love of Panic, Im confused, GODDAMNIT! XDD

Any tips on what any of his blushing escapades mean? Or what it means when he turns away like that?

Whatever. Im leaving on Saturday, so ive got one more day to check all of your messages and shit (Its really not shit, though, because I really do appreiate you all talking to me, and I love replying, too).

And I think Im going to write a one shot about a girl who cant seem to understand herself or keep her emotions under control, who meets a boy who's exactly the opposite and learns a lot from him. If you catch my drift.

I should have lots of chapters done by the end of this trip, anyway, so thats good. And that would be because theres nothing to do up there except eat, sleep, swim and go to the Dollar Store. xDDDD

Talk to me; Im pretty bored right now.

XOXO,
Nicole


I you (and Ben )

]]> ~PanicxFOBx4Everx http://PanicxFOBx4Everx.deviantart.com/journal/19486902/ http://PanicxFOBx4Everx.deviantart.com/journal/19486902/ Sat, 19 Jul 2008 17:52:58 PDT
I know it.

And I also know that I can never have him. I want him so badly; I need him to stand by my side through the good times and bad, to give me a shoulder to lean on and to cry on and to rely on, but I know. I know that he's got better things to do.

Ever had the feeling that you love someone so much that you're afraid to blink because you might miss half a second with him? Ever had the feeling that you loved someone so much that your heart felt like it was going to explode when you found out he was about 4 or 5 years older than you? Ever felt like...Like you only wanted to cry when you thought about him, even though love overtook your body and seeped through your brain?

I have, and all in a few days.

In a few days, I have fallen head over heels in love with this boy that probably doesnt realize I exist. Not many people can understand me; youre lucky if you can. And he seems to know everything I feel.

I never wanted to think about someone this way again because Ive had my heart broken so many times. I never wanted to feel anything like that again; like someone was able to pull your heart out, hold it in their hand, and stab a knife through it at any given moment.

And Ive given this boy my heart.

One other thing is that I know after this summer, I probably wont see him ever again. That feeling hurts, too.

Ben.


*******

On the plus side of things, I went to the amusement park 6 Flags yesterday and had the time of my life. I went on numerous rollercoasters until I felt like my lungs were about to be torn out of me from screaming, went on a spinning ride that made me so dizzy that I couldnt walk in a straight line for at least 20 minutes, and won a stuffed octopus that I named Armando. His full name is Armando Jesus (pronounced the Spanish way) Ramirez the Second. I love it to death.

I got a disposable camera for next week when I see all of my friends again (And hopefully Ben) so I'll try really hard to put them up on dA. Ive been at my Grandparent's house for the last 3 weeks, so I dont really have time to write any more. Ill try my hardest to do that, too.

Finally. That would be the end of my speech about love. Because Im sure that I resent it, even when Im in love with feeling in love. Whatever.

XOXO,

Nicole.



On the plus side of things,

]]> ~PanicxFOBx4Everx http://PanicxFOBx4Everx.deviantart.com/journal/19293441/ http://PanicxFOBx4Everx.deviantart.com/journal/19293441/ Wed, 09 Jul 2008 13:56:50 PDT Did you really think you would get all of the attention?



All right. Now that I'm back (Not for as long as I was before I lost internet.), I though that I would give the characters in Like A Knife some more...publicity. Their lives are almost mysteries, as the whole thing revolves around mainly 3 or 4 characters. So, since Ive decided that...Im making a side series. I think Its going to be called You KNow Im Always Late. Why? I dont know. I just like how it sounds, and its a FOB lyric. Ill probably think of something more meaningful later on, after the first chapter is posted. The characters it is mainly going to be based on are:

-Moony
-Addi
-Pete
-Patrick
-Em
-Ray
-Jon

Possibly....

-Spencer
-Andy
-Joe

And Special guests!!:

-Gabe Saporta of Cobra Starship
-Travis McCoy of Gym Class Heroes
-Suggestions??


It basically just tells their stories, behind Cammy's and Ryan's. It just gives a different point of view, and I thought that they deserved a bigger role in the story. So Ill be posting that ASAP, along with more regular LAK and PGMH. ^.^


XOXO,
Nicole




]]> ~PanicxFOBx4Everx http://PanicxFOBx4Everx.deviantart.com/journal/19253884/ http://PanicxFOBx4Everx.deviantart.com/journal/19253884/ Mon, 07 Jul 2008 12:14:23 PDT

GOT MY INTERNET BACK ON MY LAPTOP! That means...

MORE FAN FICTION!! And more deviations! And ITS SUMMER on top of it all! WOOP FUCKING WOOP!

I am so excited to get the next Like A Knife up. And Im working on more Panic Got Me Here, although Im rather Stumped (Patrick STUMPED, that is) about what to do with it. Just be patient with me.

On a WORSE note...

Watch this and tell me how horrible it is. How completely wrong in every way possible it is. How terribly insulting it is. And how much you want to shoot Jesse McCartney, lol.

[link]

Ugh, I hate him so much its scary. xD Someone should hurt him. Katy is going to let Brenny on sugar loose to attack him, lol.

Anyway...I miss Mitch. Im so in love, and Im so far away from him. I miss him so much that my heart is heavy. I know that sounds tacky, but its insanely true :tear:.

But Im still uber happy none the less. I got some Cds that I would like to review for you.

"You're Awful, I Love You," by Ludo: This is an insane CD. Their lyrics mean a lot to me, which is really important (I think). They have a good sense of humor as well, and use it in some of their songs. You should really check them out if youve never heard of them, because theyre amazing.

"Whisper War," by The Cab: Every bit as good as I thought it would be. Their single One Of Those Nights really caught my attention (Brendon Urie and Patrick Stump are featured in it). Its really good, and their lyrics are wonderful, too.

"Scream," by Tokio Hotel: AMAZING! I love this CD with my life. Bill has an amazing voice and they all make some amazing music together. Its all real meaningful, and makes you feel something when you listen to it. Go look them up somewhere, youll like them. I think you will anyway.

Yup, thats it. I like life right now, for the most part. And I GOT INTERNET BACK! YAYYY!


XOXO,
Nicole




]]> ~PanicxFOBx4Everx http://PanicxFOBx4Everx.deviantart.com/journal/18944048/ http://PanicxFOBx4Everx.deviantart.com/journal/18944048/ Fri, 20 Jun 2008 07:03:58 PDT ( ) Smoked A Cigarette
( ) Smoked A Cigar
(x) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex

SO FAR: 1

Level 2
(x) Are / Been In Love
() Dumped someone
( ) Been Fired
( ) Been In A Fist Fight

SO FAR: 2

Level 3
(x) Had A Crush On An Older Person
( ) Skipped Class
( ) Slept With A Co-worker
(x) Seen Someone / Something Die

SO FAR: 4

Level 4
( ) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your deviantart / sheezyart Friends
() Been To Paris
() Been To Spain
() Been On A Plane
( ) Thrown Up From Drinking

SO FAR: 4

Level 5
(x ) Eaten Sushi
( ) Been Snowboarding
( ) Met Someone Through Internet
( ) Been in a Mosh Pit

SO FAR: 5

Level 6
( ) Been In An Abusive Relationship
(x) Taken Pain Killers
(x) Liked/loved Someone Who You Cant Have
(x ) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By
(x ) Made A Snow Angel

SO FAR: 9

Level 7
(x) Had A Tea Party
(x) Flown A Kite
(x) Built A Sand Castle
( ) Gone mudding
(x) Played Dress Up

SO FAR: 13

Level 8
(x ) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves
( ) Gone Sledging
(x ) Cheated While Playing A Game
(x) Been Lonely
(x) Fallen Asleep At Work / School

SO far: 17

Level 10
(x) Watched The Sun Set
( ) Felt An Earthquake
( ) Killed A Snake

SO FAR: 18

Level 11
(x) Been Tickled
( ) Been Robbed / Vandalized
( ) Been cheated on
(xxxxxxxx) Been Misunderstood

SO FAR: 20

Level 12
(x) Won A Contest
( ) Been Suspended From School
(x) Had Detention
( ) Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident

SO FAR: 22

Level 13
( ) Had / Have Braces
(x) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(x ) Danced in the moonlight

SO FAR : 24

Level 14
(x) Hated The Way You Look
(x) Witnessed A Crime
( ) Pole Danced
(x) Questioned Your Heart
( ) Been obsessed with post-it-notes

SO FAR: 27

Level 15
(x ) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud
( ) Been To The Opposite Side Of The World
(x ) Swam in the ocean
(x) Felt like you were dying

SO FAR: 30

Level 16
(x) Cried to sleep
(x) Played Cops And Robbers
(x) Recently Coloured With Crayons / Coloured Pencils / Markers
(x) Sang Karaoke
(x) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins

SO FAR: 35

Level 17
(x) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't
(x) Made Prank Phone Calls
(x) Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose
( ) Kissed In The Rain

SO FAR: 38

Level 18
(x) Written A Letter To Santa Claus
( ) Watched The Sun Set/ sun rise With Someone You Care/Cared About
(x) Blown Bubbles
(x ) Made A Bonfire On The Beach Or Anywhere

SO FAR: 41

Level 19
(x ) Crashed A Party
(x ) Have Travelled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People
(x ) Gone Roller-skating / Blading
(x ) Had A Wish Come True
(WTF? NO!) Been Humped By A Monkey

SO FAR: 45

Level 20
(x ) Worn Pearls
( ) Jumped Off A Bridge
(x (lmao) Screamed "Penis" or "Vagina"
( ) Swam With Dolphins

SO FAR: 47

Level 22
(x ) Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/ice Cube
( ) Kicked A Fish
(x ) Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes
(x ) Sat On A Roof Top

SO FAR: 50

Level 23
(x) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs
( ) Done / Attempted A One-Handed Cartwheel
( ) Talked On The Phone For More Than 6 Hours
( ) Recently stayed Up for a while talking to someone you care about

SO FAR: 51

Level 24
(x ) Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree
(x ) Climbed A Tree
(x) Had/Been In A Tree House
(x ) Been scared To Watch Scary Movies Alone

SO FAR: 55

Level 25
(x) Believed In Ghosts
(x ) Have had More Then 30 Pairs Of Shoes
( ) Gone Streaking
() Visited Jail

SO FAR: 57

Level 26
(x ) Played Chicken
( ) Been Pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
() Been Told You're Hot By A Complete Stranger
(x ) Broken A Bone
(x) Been Easily Amused

SO FAR: 60

Level 27
( ) Caught A Fish Then Ate It Later
( ) Made A Porn Video/got asked to make one
(x ) Caught A Butterfly
(x) Laughed So Hard You Cried
( ) Cried So Hard You Laughed

SO FAR: 62

Level 28
( ) Mooned/Flashed Someone
( ) Had Someone Moon/Flash You
( ) Cheated On A Test
(x) Forgotten Someone's Name
( ) French Braided Someone’s Hair
( ) Gone Ski... ]]> ~PanicxFOBx4Everx http://PanicxFOBx4Everx.deviantart.com/journal/18804964/ http://PanicxFOBx4Everx.deviantart.com/journal/18804964/ Thu, 12 Jun 2008 15:18:38 PDT 1. Kissed someone in the past week- I had a dream I was kissing Spence hehe. If that counts. xD
2. Hugged someone in the past week- Hell yeah!
3. Been in a fight in the past week - More than once. With this...mentally challenged girl I call my sister. Hehe.

Do you?
1. Like someone - Nope. But Ive got this really obnoxious kid named Steve who follows me around who likes ME. hahah. Thought Id tell you that. WAIT! Ryan Ross, because he is my husband.
2. Have a boyfreind - Husband, to be correct. *cough* Ryan *cough* Ross.
3. Love a non family member - Yup. I would die without my friends and my favorite bands.
Would you?
1. Ask someone out - I have and I would. It just depends who it is.
2. Kiss a stranger - A hot one? Maybe. If I was, like, drunk. And does Ryro count as a stranger because I havent met him?
3. Die to save a friend - A quick, painless death? Yeah, definitely. A slow, excrutiating death? Well...it depends who it is.
Are you?
1. Human- psh. I dont remember.
2. In love- Yesssssssss.
3. An outcast - Hell yeah! A proud outcast.
Yourself
1. First name - Nicole
2. Second (and third) name- I dont have one. My mom and dad had all to do to decide on my first name. My dad wanted Heidi, my mom wanted Michelle. Somehow I ended up as just Nicole.
3. Last name- Last name of choice? Ross.
4. Occupation - teenager. lol. My occupation is complaining about my life and worrying my parents.
5. Height - 5 foot 4 and a half inches
6. Hair colour - I dyed it auburn, but it didnt stay, so now my hair is coppery. But originally, it was really light brown, so if you looked at it in the light it was blond. And I got natural red highlights in summer.
7. Eye colour - Ugly brown. Blech.
8. Age - Ask me, I dont like stalkers, haha.

Favourite?
1. Book - A Great and Terrible Beauty by Libba Bray. Go read it.
2. Movie - ALADDIN! Thats Ryabs favorite. We have a mad love triangle going on there. Or the Notebook. Ryan is my Noah. xD
3. Song - The list is wayyy too long.
4. Band - PANIC AT THE DISCO/ FALL OUT BOY WOO LONG LIVE THE CAR CRASH HEARTS!
5. Animal - Definitely a monkey. Or a bunny.
5. Place - VEGAS! Lol. Well..probably anywhere but here.6.
Day - FRIDAYYYY.
7. Number - 4. Its just a good number.
8. Season - Summer or Fall. I like the cisp air in Fall but the cool clothes in Summer.

]]> ~PanicxFOBx4Everx http://PanicxFOBx4Everx.deviantart.com/journal/18510884/ http://PanicxFOBx4Everx.deviantart.com/journal/18510884/ Mon, 26 May 2008 12:50:26 PDT has tagged me. Wonderful, lol. XDDD

The rules are:
~1. Post these rules.
~2. Each tagged person must post 8 things about their self on their journal.
~3. At the end, you have to choose and tag 8 people and post their icons on the same journal.
~4. Go to their pages and send a message saying you tagged them.
~5. No tag-backs.

8 things. Okay then, here goes.

1.) When I was about 5 years old, i was a tomboy, but I had a scary obsession with Barbie Dolls (Contradictory, right? )

2.) I have size 9 feet. Not sure what that is in other countries.

3.) Ive planned out my life with . (Im married to Ryan Ross and have a child who looks like the one in that Green Gentleman named Brendon Spencer Jonathan Ross.)

4.) Chocolate ice cream is my least favorite flavor.

5.) I'm wearing a shirt with pears on it that I just bought today right now.

6.) When I was young, my hair was bleach blond.

7.) I still wish on things (The first star, dandelions, wishing wells, ect. And for all of you who didnt know... I wish I may, I wish I might, on the first star I see tonight, Shining high and shining bright, may my wish come true? Lol, thank you, Great Grandma. )

8.) On AIM, my icon is a teddy bear of which I have named after Ryan Ross. Hehe.

And, as for the people that I tag....

1.) :iconereplaythiskiss:
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8.) :iconNLfanxshleyedit13: (Who, by the way, sis starting an AMAZING story that you should check out).

]]> ~PanicxFOBx4Everx http://PanicxFOBx4Everx.deviantart.com/journal/18466633/ http://PanicxFOBx4Everx.deviantart.com/journal/18466633/ Fri, 23 May 2008 16:35:58 PDT
I was online all day one time, and my twin sister decided that she wanted a turn on the lap top at about eleven at night. So she went on the computer and ended up leaving it on all night. I didnt notice when I got up in the morning and went to schhol for another 6 hours, so that makes...13 hours. And then I didnt get to go on that day because I ended up going out with my dad, coming to a total of about 16 hours. I have a USB plug that connects my lap top to the internet and SHE BURNED IT OUT. How the HELL do you burn a USB plug?! I dont know, but she managed it. It over heated according to my mom, so as of now, I have no internet access because my mother (GRR) decided that she would not let me use the desk top computer. I was like WTF?! Its not MY FAULT that the lap tops connection isnt working!! (Friendly note- dont drop the F bomb in front of your mom. She wont care if its an accident or not.) And in order to buy another cable thing- I NEED TO SAVE UP 80 FUCKING DOLLARS. With an allowance of 12 dollars a week. Im at my grandmas house right now (THANK THE LORD) and will upload as much as humanly possible over the next three days. I really hope you understand.

And I was at school today, and I swear on my life that a girl with a shirt from the Honda Civic Tour was purposely walking in front of me all day just to piss me off. The world must have some crazy ass vendeta and its getting back at me.


ON A LIGHTER NOTE- I just got fully interested in Gym Class Heroes once again. I never really listened to some of the lyrics on that CD- theyre really meaningful to me. (The ones that arent about drinking and...you know. O.o)

I am going to work my freaking ass off in order to get the money for my internet sooner, and Ill beg my friends to loan me some extra cash. I hope theyre good enough friends to do that . Ive been having internet withdrawals and theyre scary. (Imagine a drug addict with absolutely no way of getting drugs. Then picture me yelling at my family for no reason or petty reasons like eating the last of the waffle fries in the freezer . That would be me.)


Yup, thats all Ive got to say. Im not suffering from some strange illness and I wasnt shot anywhere, so I just wanted you to know that Im not under any circumstances disappearing from the face of the Earth. Please understand. I love you guys.


XOXO,
Nicole.



]]> ~PanicxFOBx4Everx http://PanicxFOBx4Everx.deviantart.com/journal/18353134/ http://PanicxFOBx4Everx.deviantart.com/journal/18353134/ Fri, 16 May 2008 14:46:44 PDT
[link]

Go look at his personal life part, and then rad about Keltie and him splitting. I know its Wikipedia, and I know that you cant always trust it, but...

Does anybody know if its true?! I need to know as soon as somebody can find more info on it. And tell me your opinion about it, as well! I need to see what you think, because im really excited now. I mean, I want Ryro to find someone thats worthy of him, that doesnt 'own' him and instead just returns his love. I know that they were happy, but...I just dont want him to be happy with her. I want somebody who's...more likeable. I hope you know that as long he's happy, Im uber happy for him, because it makes me smile and lets me know that hes okay.

But, honestly, I hated Keltie with my life. XD Dont judge me, its just my opinion. Who knows? She could be the nicest person on the face of the planet.

As for whats going on...Im soo busy writing 4 fan fics and trying desperately to get a present ready for 's birthday. And speaking of which, Cat...Ive decided to go with artwork for Sunday. Ill draw you something, as Ive been having a horrible writers block and cant quite think of anything to write just yet. BUT! I will be working on something for you, but it will be just a little belated. I hope I can make you happy with a drawing...Fan art, probably, but a cute one thats dedicated to you.

Like A Knife is in progress. I havent started the next PGMH or TSIICCAD yet...and me and 's new fan fic TIIRTTP is going to be up soon, I hope. But I cant talk for you, Katy, because I have no idea how far you are in writing it. Yeah, guys, Katys working on the next chappy for that one, so you know.

All right. Really sorry if I bored you to sleep, but if you actualy decided to read all of this I applaud you and will send you a cyber cookie. Lol.

And if youve got an approaching birthday, let me know, because Im the type of person that likes to give gifts to make other people happy.

XOXO,
Nicole



Thank you for reading to the end!!

]]> ~PanicxFOBx4Everx http://PanicxFOBx4Everx.deviantart.com/journal/18336617/ http://PanicxFOBx4Everx.deviantart.com/journal/18336617/ Thu, 15 May 2008 13:22:50 PDT
Me and are co authoring a new fan fic about PATD/FOB called The Ink Is Running Towards the Page. She will be posting it on her DA account, but just heads up-ping you so you can check it out. Its going to be intense. Ill post a link later, but I dont think youll need it. Just go check out Replaythiskiss's gallery.

See?! Im good at this advertising thing. I think Panic should hire me to spread the word that theyre AH-MAZING! hahaha.

Just letting you know. XD

I you, DA family!!

XOXO,
Nicole




[link]

Heres the link to the first chapter/part thingy like i said i would. You should check out the rest of her gallery, too. DO IT NOW! BECAUSE I SAID SO! Lol.

]]> ~PanicxFOBx4Everx http://PanicxFOBx4Everx.deviantart.com/journal/18234453/ http://PanicxFOBx4Everx.deviantart.com/journal/18234453/ Thu, 08 May 2008 21:38:57 PDT
PANIC IS THE MUSICAL GUEST! Its about midnight now. Yeah, Im committed. And Im doing my science homework at the same time, so Im basically multitasking. Im pretty good at that. And David Letterman is hilarious. If you get to watch him sometime, I recommend it. And ever better is David Letterman+Panic= AMAZING!!! LALALA! So Id thought Id tell you that its about midnight and Im watching it on TV. I love them enough. Panic owes me.

I have written more LAK and PGMH and Im working on TSIICCAD, so stay tuned, haha. Im like a TV station. But Im not half as cool as David Letterman. Anybody who decides to have Panic at the Disco on their show is one of my best friend.

Im writing while Im watching. OOOOH! THERES A MAGIC SHOW ON IT TOO! SICK NASTY!

LMFAO, he said Blades of Death. HAHAHH!

LOLLLLLZ! If they put this on YouTube, go watch it.LOL, now theyre making fun of George Bush. I like this guy. Ive never watched this show, but I like it.

WOOOHOOOO PANIC IS ANNOUNCEDDDD!

Hahahahaha, Paris Hilton is on this show, too. Shes hilarious.

WOOP WOOP! Science homework is done. Now I can watch this show with my complete, utter attention. Hahaha.

Im pretty sure its not healthy to have caffiene this late at night, but Im doing it anyway. PANIC NEEDS ME! The only reason my parents are letting me stay up is because Im missing the concert this saturday. Blech. So this is my alternative. They should play this on a saturday night, as Thursday just happens to be a bad night to stay up this late.

Lmao, he just did a funny card trick. And now the part called "Daves mom" Is on. I need to glomp this guy. And his mom. HAHAH! Toaster. And tea kettle. LOLLLLLLL! illegal fireworks. that was good. and 60 minutes! I JUST WROTE ABOUT THAT IN LAK! Paris Hilton is next.

LMFAO! She is SUCH an idiot, its an insult to the US. The stump in my back yard has a higher IQ than she does. HAHAHHA! OMG! She ised the word situations. Thats longer than 3 letters! Lmao, how can Benji Madden date that girl? His music isnt bad. He shouldnt have to stoop that low.

PARIS HILTON PLAYED ICE HOCKEY?! WTF??!?!? LOL! She made a drink thats chapagne in a can? Lmao, its not bubbling like it should. But according to her, its 'sexy'. I love how hes always making fun of her in this. I really wish I was there. And she makes clohes for dogs. That she sells for 40 dollars. And then he held up the little clothes and was like "Ladies and Gentleman, this is why the rest of the world hates us." and I couldnt agree more. People who live oustide the US...do you hate us? I dont mean me, but America itself. Seriously, youve got to hate us. If I were you, I would.

I remember that time I stayed up until 2 to watch Panic on Saturday Night Live. I believe that I have an unhealthy obsession. OMG! BIG SAW THINGGGGGS! SIKK NASTAYYYY! MAGIC SHOW! WOOO! This guy could freaking kill himself. Hes only got 90 seconds to get out of this blade thing. OMGGGGG! Awww, they wont show how hes going to get out. WHOAAAAAA! HES GONEEE! THAT WAS SWEEEEET!

PANIC IS COMING ON NEXXXXXT! AHHHHHHHH! Wait for it.....Waiiiit forrrr ittttt....and....WOOOOOOOOOHHH! THERE THAY AREEE! Lmao, Bden bobs back and forth when he sings. Its cute. ITS RYAN! MY HUSBANDDDD! RYRO I LOVE YOU! Theyre performing NITA. Now Ry's doing a bobbing thing. But it looks like an uncomfortable bob. And have you guys noticed that ridiculous head band that Spence wears everywhere? It bothers me. Because hes wearing it now. OMFG THAT WAS FREAKING AMAZINGGGGG! Aww, poor Spence didnt get a hand shake from sick ass David Letterman. Im sorry Spence.

THAT IS THE END! Not its almost one and Im done now. Sorry this journal was so hard to follow. I suggest you go look up Panic at the Disco on the late show on youtube and hope they have it.

Good night everyone. ~PanicxFOBx4Everx http://PanicxFOBx4Everx.deviantart.com/journal/18230700/ http://PanicxFOBx4Everx.deviantart.com/journal/18230700/ Thu, 08 May 2008 17:12:55 PDT 'd conversation on AIM. I just thought it was hilarious and you should read it. Seriously. Im PanicxFOBx4Everx and shes Texas Tornado94 lol. Yeah, IM me. I dont care, Ill respond. Seriously though, we've got problems, but we've got problems together. Ray, I freaking love you.

******
PanicxFOBx4Everx (7:40:49 PM): im just a naturally nice person

PanicxFOBx4Everx (7:40:54 PM): BITCH! aha

Texas Tornado 94 (7:42:08 PM): lmao

Texas Tornado 94 (7:42:23 PM): im just a naturally quiet person
LALALLALALALLALALALLALALALLLALALLALALALAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

PanicxFOBx4Everx (7:42:35 PM): im naturally tall. HOWS THE WEATHER UP THERE?!

Texas Tornado 94 (7:42:49 PM): lmao

Texas Tornado 94 (7:43:06 PM): im naturally short. i get dirt in mah hair

Texas Tornado 94 (7:43:07 PM): lmao

PanicxFOBx4Everx (7:43:13 PM): hahahahaha

PanicxFOBx4Everx (7:43:33 PM): im naturally clean. WHAT? WHATS DEODERANT?? IVE NEVER HEARD OF SHOWERS!

Texas Tornado 94 (7:43:44 PM): lmao

Texas Tornado 94 (7:44:03 PM): im naturally a straight woman. OMG DID U SEE THAT CHICK SHE WAS SOOOO HOTTT....

PanicxFOBx4Everx (7:44:12 PM): LMFAO

PanicxFOBx4Everx (7:44:33 PM): im naturally tired. AHHHHHHHHH! SUGAR HIGH!!!!

Texas Tornado 94 (7:44:49 PM): im naturaly hyper.. ZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

PanicxFOBx4Everx (7:45:14 PM): im naturally allergic to milk. I LOVE MILKSHAKES!

Texas Tornado 94 (7:46:55 PM): lmao

PanicxFOBx4Everx (7:46:58 PM): brb

Texas Tornado 94 (7:47:01 PM): k

Texas Tornado 94 (7:47:17 PM): IM WILLY WONKA!! WAT THE FUCK IS CHOCOLATE!?!?!??!?!

PanicxFOBx4Everx (7:48:17 PM): LMAOOOOOO

PanicxFOBx4Everx (7:48:37 PM): im bill gates. WTF YOU DAMN COMPUTER!!! I HATE YOU!! *throws out window*

Texas Tornado 94 (7:49:55 PM): lmao

Texas Tornado 94 (7:49:58 PM): umm

Texas Tornado 94 (7:50:12 PM): im mexican!! WHAT THE HELL IS A BURRITO!?!??1??!

PanicxFOBx4Everx (7:50:19 PM): HAHHAHHAHA LOLLLLLLZ

PanicxFOBx4Everx (7:50:41 PM): im deoderant. WTF IS AN ARMPIT?!!?!

Texas Tornado 94 (7:50:45 PM): lmao

Texas Tornado 94 (7:51:02 PM): im an ass.... WTF IS TOILET PAPER!?!??!?

PanicxFOBx4Everx (7:51:13 PM): HAHHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHA THAT WAS A GOOOOOD ONE!

Texas Tornado 94 (7:51:23 PM): lmao

Texas Tornado 94 (7:51:30 PM): HIGH FIVE!!
Texas Tornado 94 (7:51:37 PM):

PanicxFOBx4Everx (7:51:37 PM): WOO! HIGH FIVE!

PanicxFOBx4Everx (7:51:41 PM): NO TEN FIVE!

PanicxFOBx4Everx (7:51:45 PM): wait that made no sense hld on

PanicxFOBx4Everx (7:51:51 PM): HIGH TEN LOL

Texas Tornado 94 (7:52:00 PM): *cuts off a few digts* HIGH 2!!!

PanicxFOBx4Everx (7:52:16 PM): hahaha *cuts off a few limbs* HIGH
TOES!

Texas Tornado 94 (7:52:31 PM): *cuts off head* BOOTY BUMP!

PanicxFOBx4Everx (7:52:39 PM): LMAOOOO

PanicxFOBx4Everx (7:52:55 PM): *heads roll on floor* head
knockkkk!

Texas Tornado 94 (7:53:09 PM): thats wat my friend tiff does she'll randomly come up to you and shout BOOTY BUMP and then she'lll hit you in the hip with her but

Texas Tornado 94 (7:53:12 PM): lmao

PanicxFOBx4Everx (7:53:19 PM): lmfao

Texas Tornado 94 (7:53:23 PM): no instead of a drum roll its a head roll\
PanicxFOBx4Everx (7:53:58 PM): hahahaha

*****

LMAO. right? Yeah, I know. Be jealous, hehe.

]]> ~PanicxFOBx4Everx http://PanicxFOBx4Everx.deviantart.com/journal/18181302/ http://PanicxFOBx4Everx.deviantart.com/journal/18181302/ Mon, 05 May 2008 13:45:01 PDT
Due to cirumstances that I dont feel like discussing, I cannot go to the Panic at the Disco concert. If you feel like knowing, note me. Ill be glad to tell you.

And now Im crying. I held back tears as long as I could, but I knew at one point I had to let myself break down. I dont like crying, because it shows people that I have emotions, that they get inside my head and can break me down. I decided I didnt care this time because I hadnt cried in a while. I knew that it would have to come sometime. All good times come to an end, and of course, my happy streak had to end only 5 days before the concert.

My favorite band. One that I would die for. I would give up anything- my life, to go and see them. Notice that I said 'see'. Not to meet them. I would give more than that to meet them. But to just see them would keep me content.

But NO. I cant be happy for too long, because life likes to poke me and watch me squirm like a little kid with a magnifying glass and an ant hill. Yup. Im the ant. The world is that kid with the glass, burning me for fun.

The world hates me. And I, for the most part, hate it. Withthe exception of you awesome DA people that can listen to me rant on and not give me any shit about it, Panic and Fall Out Boy. Because they make everything better.

If you know me well enough, and you know how much I wanted to see these people that I love more than a lot of people that I know, than you are sure Im not over reacting.

I need a hug. BADLY.

And some red bull, but my mother wont take me shopping.

UGHHHHH,
Nicole.







]]> ~PanicxFOBx4Everx http://PanicxFOBx4Everx.deviantart.com/journal/18147390/ http://PanicxFOBx4Everx.deviantart.com/journal/18147390/ Sat, 03 May 2008 10:57:36 PDT
Lalala, Im happy. I say lalala when Im happy for some reason.

Anyway...I watched the That Green Gentleman video, and fell in love with it. Its probably my favorite Panic video ever...!!!

And I have decided that when Ryro and I get married, and we decided that we're having a child, hes going to look like little Ryan in the video. Im still brainstorming names, but I was thinking something along the lines of Brendon Spencer Jonathan. Yeah, thats an amazing name. So Ill have Ryro and Brendon Spencer Jonathan in my cute little family.

Me and Katy are having a trampoline at out house. Jon and Spence are going to be our son's nannies. Brendon is going to be his playmate.

They're going to be sitting under a tent made out of blankets in our sick nasty living room, with bowls of ice cream in their hand, watching Peter Pan because they both never want to grow up.

Ive go this all planned out. And...

ONE WEEK UNTIL THE CONCERT! WOOP WOOP!

Lalalala,
Nicole

]]> ~PanicxFOBx4Everx http://PanicxFOBx4Everx.deviantart.com/journal/18086241/ http://PanicxFOBx4Everx.deviantart.com/journal/18086241/ Tue, 29 Apr 2008 13:00:07 PDT But I couldnt live without the sun for too long.

On another note...My ex boyfriend got a hair cut. And its really cute. And I hate myself for thinking that because...Hes my EX. Its weird, really, because now I regret everything.

Except for me and Ryans marriage. We're not getting divorced any time soon. But, seriously, my ex boyfriend has to stop looking so cute. THATS WHAT IM GOING TO DO! Ill tell him to stop it!! HAHAHA!

All right, back to things you all care about. Maybe. Ive got another few chapters of Like A Knife that Ive got planned out, so Ill write those as quickly as possible. FOr anybody who likes Panic Got Me Here, Ive got another one of those soon, to. Im just have a...writiers block for a specific story. So Im not sure how long it will be until you see it.

And my tech ed teacher said Ryan Ross looked like a girl, and Pete Wentz looked like an uglier one. There were pictures on my binder, so he just happened to be looking at them. I freaked out at him. I think he could hear me over machinery, too.

I was like, STFU! HES MY HUSBAND!!

Im emotional and have stomach cramps, too. Im not even sure why, if you catch my drift.

All right, thats it for now. Bad day rant over.

XOXO,
Nicole



]]> ~PanicxFOBx4Everx http://PanicxFOBx4Everx.deviantart.com/journal/18056430/ http://PanicxFOBx4Everx.deviantart.com/journal/18056430/ Sun, 27 Apr 2008 14:24:13 PDT

Ryan Ross is my new husband, Brennybear is hers.

Weve got our wedding planned out as well....

Its going to be in London. Spence is best man, Jon is a page boy. XOwentzXO and Kittycat1805, youre invited to be our bridesmaids!! Its a black and white wedding...We're designing our dresses and FOBFanaticxKK is designing our sick nasty shoes. Our families arent coming, so Patrick and Petey are posing as our dads or brothers or something.

Were buying a house somewhere warm, with a waterfall and a pool in the backyard. When I have a kid, Im making Spence and Jon the nannies.

Hobo and Dillon (Bdens new doggy) are going to play around outside in our mansion, and Pete is going to bring Hemmingway to play around with them.

Were going to be in a band. And theres going to be a room designated for Guitar Hero. Theres going to be a huge fridge filled with Red Bull, Pepsi Max, cookie dough and Nutella.

Were going to go around to all of the 'anic fans' that only like the band because theyre good looking. You know...the people who only know about 3 songs. Replaythiskiss is going to rub Brenny's big sexy ass in all their faces. And shes going to get her phone charger back.

And now Bden and Ryro live under our beds.

The END.

***********

On another note, happy birthday Patrick Stump! Im going to make you something. I just didnt have time today.

]]> ~PanicxFOBx4Everx http://PanicxFOBx4Everx.deviantart.com/journal/18055074/ http://PanicxFOBx4Everx.deviantart.com/journal/18055074/ Sun, 27 Apr 2008 12:58:50 PDT
1. Post these rules.
2. Each tagged person should post 4 facts of themselves that are true and 4 facts that are not.
3. In the end tag and name 4 people.
4. Go to their dA pages and comment saying that they are tagged

Okay, truths and lies....Let's see....

-I had a dream that I was an Indian princess who lived in a refugee camp.
-I had a crush on a cartoon character when I was about six years old
-I used to be in gymnastics, broke my tail bone and never went back
-I can fit my fist in my mouth
-I have a stuffed animal that i named crackhead (cracky for short)
-I was born in the middle of a hurricane
-I have a fear of plastic whistles
-My little brother has schooliosis (Bending of the spine)

Pick out the lies and the truths!! Bet you cant get all of them!

As for who Im going to tag....

-qbanminnieme
-inkyster
-FF7lover10207
-LetsHaveAFiesta

If I could, i would retag you, moony.

]]> ~PanicxFOBx4Everx http://PanicxFOBx4Everx.deviantart.com/journal/18050443/ http://PanicxFOBx4Everx.deviantart.com/journal/18050443/ Sun, 27 Apr 2008 07:55:22 PDT
Should Cammy end up with...
-Ryan
-Brendon
-Patrick
-Pete
-I might make Spence a potential love for her, too.
-Possibly Jon.


AND!...
-Do you have any other couples that you would like to see?

I have things planned out, but Im not sure if you guys would enjoy it. I would love to know your opinions.

XOXO,
Nicole



]]> ~PanicxFOBx4Everx http://PanicxFOBx4Everx.deviantart.com/journal/18040823/ http://PanicxFOBx4Everx.deviantart.com/journal/18040823/ Sat, 26 Apr 2008 15:27:41 PDT 2. Each tagged person should post 4 facts of themselves that are true and 4 facts that are not.
3. In the end tag and name 4 people.
4. Go to their dA pages and comment saying that they are tagged.

-I once had a boy friend and told him his brother was cuter.
-My middle name is Alyssa.
-I have a twin
-I once petted a koala bear
-My favorite color is purple
-I beat my X Men Game on PS2
-Ive planned my whole life out, and Im marrying Gabe Saporta.
-My hair used to be black

WHich ones are real, which ones are fake?!?!


All right. Gotta name 4 people...

FobFanaticxKK
replaythiskiss
kittycat1805
emoloa

YOU HAVE BEEN TAGGED! IM GOING TO YOUR PAGES NOW!

]]> ~PanicxFOBx4Everx http://PanicxFOBx4Everx.deviantart.com/journal/18033186/ http://PanicxFOBx4Everx.deviantart.com/journal/18033186/ Sat, 26 Apr 2008 04:50:10 PDT
Im uploading 2 more PGMHs and about 21 more LAK. Get ready to read, DA family, because thats a LOT.

Im SO HAPPY to be back here. Ive missed you all so much!

While I was gone, my writing, my Red Bull and my music kept me sane. Seriously, I almost went mental.

I actually played Guitar Hero yesterday for about five hours straight. That's what you call boredom. And to put it into better perspective for you...

I CLEANED MY ROOM.

Thats saying something there. It was an abyss of junk on the floor in there. I couldnt even see the floor. There must have been a 2 foot pile of stuff until I found it.

Ive got a picture for Bdens bday (Which just happened to be 2 weeks ago). Im going to upload that, too. And right now, I've got over 100 messages to answer in my mailbox thing or whatever you want to call it. Then Ive got to upload my stories on 2 different websites. I've got a lot to do. Wish me luck everybody.

I missed you all!!!!

Except for that jerk on the forums that was making fun of FOB and PATD.

Besides that, anyways.

XOXO,
Nicole



]]> ~PanicxFOBx4Everx http://PanicxFOBx4Everx.deviantart.com/journal/17835932/ http://PanicxFOBx4Everx.deviantart.com/journal/17835932/ Sun, 13 Apr 2008 16:44:16 PDT
I got grounded longer, Im allowed to come back on in about two more weeks.

Ive been writing Like A Knife on my laptop, have like ten more done.

I had a picture for Bden on his birthday, but couldnt put it up. So its going to be a belated picture.

Happy belated birthday, BDEN!! I LOVE YOU!!


XOXOXO,
Nicole




]]> ~PanicxFOBx4Everx http://PanicxFOBx4Everx.deviantart.com/journal/17667700/ http://PanicxFOBx4Everx.deviantart.com/journal/17667700/ Thu, 03 Apr 2008 13:32:18 PDT
But never fear, its only for a week, not 3 months like last time. So Im not sure how much Ill have uploaded for the next week. If I just seem to disappear off the face of the Earth, its cuz my mom grounded me. I didnt give up DA.

So, my punishment is over next wednesday.

Ill be back on regulrly then.

Thanks so much for your understanding, guys!

P.S.- 1 month and 7 days until the PATD concert! WOO!


XOXOXOXO
Nicole.



]]> ~PanicxFOBx4Everx http://PanicxFOBx4Everx.deviantart.com/journal/17630977/ http://PanicxFOBx4Everx.deviantart.com/journal/17630977/ Tue, 01 Apr 2008 12:08:25 PDT
Kiss me:
Hug me:
Date me:
Get tipsy with me:
Kill me:
Love me:
Hate me:
Hold me:
Lie to me:
Hurt me:
Sing with me:
Dance with me:
Grind with me:
Touch me:
Stare at me:
Cuddle with me:
Let me make a move on you:
Have sex with me:
Make a move on me:
Play with me:
Watch a movie with me:
Get me a B-day gift?:
Let me borrow your car:
Be there for me:
Buy me a drink:
Take a shower with me:
Bring me around your friends:
Give me a massage:
Take me to the club:
Ask me out:
like me:
Drink kool-aid with me:
Hangout with me:
Take care of me if I wasn't feeling good:
Hold hands with me:
Do something incredibly sweet for me:
Give me a lap dance:
Tell me you love me:
What would you do if you woke up next to me:
Will you repost this so I can do the same for you:

]]> ~PanicxFOBx4Everx http://PanicxFOBx4Everx.deviantart.com/journal/17577195/ http://PanicxFOBx4Everx.deviantart.com/journal/17577195/ Sat, 29 Mar 2008 17:03:25 PDT Answer these questions...
Pick your favorite in each group.

-JJ and Ryro or JJ and Brendon.

-JJ and Ryro or Pete and Kay.

-JJ and Brendon or Pete and Kay.

-Tell me about any other pairing you think would be cute as well....

Just trying to get a good idea where everybody stands on this situation. Its important that you pick one from each group.

More LAK and PGMH will be up soon, I promise! Thanks for being so patient!

I love you guys! (And Panic).

XOXO
Nicole.







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Ill write a review later. I just wanted to tell you all that I finally got it, cuz Ive been waiting forever to get it. The day its comes out, cuz Im a true fanatic. YEAHHH!!!

Oh, and thank you all who have looked at my profile page. I officially have 1000 views!! Thank you so much!



Today was a good day. I love you guys. And I love PATD.

XOXOXOXOXOXOXOOXOXOXOX,
Nicole.

]]> ~PanicxFOBx4Everx http://PanicxFOBx4Everx.deviantart.com/journal/17492991/ http://PanicxFOBx4Everx.deviantart.com/journal/17492991/ Mon, 24 Mar 2008 13:30:20 PDT


Things are shaping up to be pretty. odd.

TOMORROW! W00T!

Anyway, Im writing my fanfics right now, so I thought Id let you in on this: PGMH is a really long, happy chapter. Its cute.

Anyway, Im going shopping tomorrow for their new CD. You have no idea how ECSTATIC and ANXIOUS and OVERJOYED and JUST PLAIN HAPPY I am that their new album hits stores tomorrow.

Stay tuned for my fan fics.

Thanks for being so patient!

Pretty. Odd. RULES.
Yours. truly.
Nicole.

P.S.- I. Love. You. Guys.



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]]> ~PanicxFOBx4Everx http://PanicxFOBx4Everx.deviantart.com/journal/17441190/ http://PanicxFOBx4Everx.deviantart.com/journal/17441190/ Fri, 21 Mar 2008 11:12:44 PDT But, for all you fanatics, than you so much for bearing with me. I appreciate all of your kind patience.

PS- For all you people in the US, PATD is going to be on Saturday Night Live this Saturday. (Im not sure if they have SNL in other countries!)

I love you guys.
-Nicole

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P.S.- Ryro is finally singing in this one!! AHH! His voice is absolutely amazing. And is there some sort of like copyright law that says I cant do this? Im no criminal If you dont wanna listen, just dont. Please no mean comments. Their CD comes out this coming Tuesday after all. WOOHOO!

Heres one of my favs on the new CD. Check it out...Its amazing!!!



Mad as Rabbits-[link]

]]> ~PanicxFOBx4Everx http://PanicxFOBx4Everx.deviantart.com/journal/17410872/ http://PanicxFOBx4Everx.deviantart.com/journal/17410872/ Wed, 19 Mar 2008 13:37:31 PDT
]]> ~PanicxFOBx4Everx http://PanicxFOBx4Everx.deviantart.com/journal/17396778/ http://PanicxFOBx4Everx.deviantart.com/journal/17396778/ Tue, 18 Mar 2008 14:50:56 PDT Lots more Like a Knife and Panic Got Me Here! woohoo! And I have a certain request....

Kittycat1805 and moony-wentz...you guys are some of my favorite people on here. Youre always so sweet to me, and I want to put you in my story Like A Knife (I would put you in PGMH but i think its too late in the story to add more characters). If you would like to be in it (Pwetty pwease?!) just let me know. And here are some questiones that I would need you to answer if you decided youd like to be in it:

-What do you want to be called?
-What do you look like? (If you want to you can make it up).
-Whats your style/personality?
-What are some of your hobbies or interests?
-Do you want to be paired with someone? (Just no ryro. hes got a girlfriend, remember? But brendon is still up for grabs. And Im gonna add the FOB boys later on too, so you can choose one of them if you like).
-Whats your favorite food?
-Does it matter if Cammy likes you or not?
-Any additional info you think I should know about you.

Thanks guys...I really do love you!

XOXO
Nicole

]]> ~PanicxFOBx4Everx http://PanicxFOBx4Everx.deviantart.com/journal/17381446/ http://PanicxFOBx4Everx.deviantart.com/journal/17381446/ Mon, 17 Mar 2008 15:05:03 PDT I want a kool ring tone (PATD....FOB....) but, obviously, I cant download it via texting. Are there any websites that you know of that will let me like, just send it to my phone?? Im very confused....Thanks.

XOXO
Nicole



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I just wante to see if anyone else was as mental as I am. What was the strangest dream youve ever had?

XOXO
Nicole

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