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Hate my "art" again, but heck. Whatever.

]]> ~ParaNoiart http://ParaNoiart.deviantart.com/journal/18497729/ http://ParaNoiart.deviantart.com/journal/18497729/ Sun, 25 May 2008 16:17:30 PDT
I'm serious about getting into some art school. If I get rejected by The One School I intended this spring I will stick some explosives into my ear and...

Well, it takes three more weeks to get a letter I will be afraid to open.

]]> ~ParaNoiart http://ParaNoiart.deviantart.com/journal/16561967/ http://ParaNoiart.deviantart.com/journal/16561967/ Thu, 17 Apr 2008 13:20:39 PDT
Oh my. Everything happened so fast that I'm just beginnig to realize what I've done. I'm studying arts at... "Eurajoen kristillinen opisto?" = Eurajoki Christian Folk High School as they seem to call it on their site. Well anyway. That means I draw, paint, sculpt and whatsoever this whole spring!

Yes it's "christian" and I was scared shitless when I went there and got in the middle of... morning worship. They gave me this psalm book and... It was a weird experience. But that's not required to participate, so. Great. Otherwise it's just normal there. Or as normal as things can be at Eurajoki. It's a small place with few thousand people living in there. And then there's the nuclear power plant. It's a common joke that you can see far how that place glows in the dark. And how it's no wonder everybody are a bit weird in there.

So this all means that I might update some stuffs here too. Kind of "real art" instead these childish pretty girl-drawings. Which doesn't mean I will stop drawing poofy princess skirts either. Or maybe I will get annoyed with this sh*t and delete all my works from DA. We'll see."

FOUR months later.

HELL YEAH I WILL UPDATE. I ended up ignoring my gallery completely and now I just hate hate hate it all. Well I'm kind of mentally attached for some works but... Hum. And I still cant' draw any better so it would be futile to delete my stuffs. Anyhow. I'M NOT DEAD. Either. And my paintings you shall not see.

]]> ~ParaNoiart http://ParaNoiart.deviantart.com/journal/15725461/ http://ParaNoiart.deviantart.com/journal/15725461/ Thu, 29 Nov 2007 18:10:24 PST
All I draw is all I've seen, gothic clothes, human faces, laces and ruffles and corsages. Furnitures, houses, windows, it all exist. And the things that doesn't exist in this world exist in other drawings done by other people; dragons, fairies, angels, demons, elves. Even if I construct something that I personally haven't seen, all the parts exist. Materials exist. Somebody somewhere might very possibly have putted it all together long before I came to think of it.

Techniques, I don't own them either. I only am one of many that use them. Cg softwares, tablet, ballpoint pen. I haven't invented any of my tools. Some things on my colorin means are my own, but those things are invented thousands of times, like everybody figures out as a child how to write their name.

So what is left that's my own? My aesthetics? My delicate fingerprint on the lineart, colorscheme and atmosphere? My feelings that I pour on the current drawing. Accidentally or intentionally. Trying, succeeding or failing.

I'm not thinking of this first time. I just keep wondering. Because all things new that please me I absorb so easily. I take influence accidentally or for purpose all te time. I can't remember and credit everyone who have been my mentors for those maybe few seconds I've looked at their art. Mostly I don't take this seriously because I'm sucha sucky doodler compared to real artists.

But now I've done it. I studied anatomy. I used models. Photographs of people. Photographs taken by some artists here at DA. ( I really can't get a real model anywhere.) Some practices I liked and worked with them further. Today I scanned a random pile of works I like. And I have no clue about artists or models. There are two or three of them and they are not copies, they're ballpoint pen drawings based on models. I drew them for fun. So I'm thinking is it all right to show them, mentioning using a model. I would no way use them ever to make profit or anything. Either would I ever want to offend anyone. Allright, it's not like I wouldn't know how to provocate people if I want to, but this is a serious thing to me. After being a wictim of a good old honest art teft I really know how shitty things these are. I realised afterwards that there is a category of stock images, and I guess I use thm from now on f I must have a model. (Noticing that most of the good anatomy propotions are from ugly naked nerd people, and now I guess I finally did offend some people, but I find it hard to have a picture of a unknown guys gross hairy ass on my high contrast 21'' screen. And let's not talk about having to see hundreds of these asses before you find a proper model for tha ELBOW you're trying to get right.)

]]> ~ParaNoiart http://ParaNoiart.deviantart.com/journal/14954474/ http://ParaNoiart.deviantart.com/journal/14954474/ Sun, 07 Oct 2007 11:15:40 PDT
Why does this thing exist? Is it good for anything? I've only heard of a massive amount of problems with this or that program. And oh yes, for games it doesn't work at ALL. Which is great, 'cause I love pc for playing platform and I already got myself WoW, which I'm not even going to install before I'll have XP because it surely doesn't work with vista for anyone. Shhhhhit.

]]> ~ParaNoiart http://ParaNoiart.deviantart.com/journal/14658608/ http://ParaNoiart.deviantart.com/journal/14658608/ Sun, 16 Sep 2007 11:34:40 PDT
And I screwed up with this computer or with open canvas to be exact, so I deleted the whole shit. And appereantly all my works under process too. Three of them.

And I'm not caring much now to show my works to anyone. The case got even worse again today, when I read Neil Gaimans latest sandman stuffs, "Endless Nights", or Ikuiset Yöt as it stands in finnish. I can't even hold a pen compared to some real artists.

]]> ~ParaNoiart http://ParaNoiart.deviantart.com/journal/13708438/ http://ParaNoiart.deviantart.com/journal/13708438/ Thu, 12 Jul 2007 13:19:13 PDT
But I HAVE found a new way to paint. A new "style" or so. That allows me paint while infected by happiness too. But my paintings won't be seen here, or in the whole web at all. So you need to know me in person, and know me THAT well that I'm able to show my paintings, and that means just a few person in the world. But no need to worry. My works suck.

Anyhow, see ya. Maybe I'll submit some oekakis for the scraps. But they also suck, so... Yeah. Bye.

]]> ~ParaNoiart http://ParaNoiart.deviantart.com/journal/13352930/ http://ParaNoiart.deviantart.com/journal/13352930/ Fri, 15 Jun 2007 07:53:06 PDT
We watched NGE dvd 1 last night, that we found from library. Hooray for finnish libraries! That kind of stuff for free. Anyway. He has lived A YEAR in japan and it's not nice when YOU have to read the text and he laughs to what shinji actually says. And comments something in japanese. That I don't understand. I felt like an outsider, even if it was me who knows much more about anime series and the finnish anime-manga-cosplay-japan-fandom and shit. But that's okay because he tells me so much interesting things about his travels and how it is in england or japan for example. It really is so that most of japanese aren't so familiar with manga or anything and... He was in japan when Hide died and girls cried at the streets. Lol. (Neither of us can remember in which band Hide was in... tell me?)

]]> ~ParaNoiart http://ParaNoiart.deviantart.com/journal/13162549/ http://ParaNoiart.deviantart.com/journal/13162549/ Thu, 31 May 2007 10:34:59 PDT
So I guess my life as a free artist goes on now on 100% and maybe some of what I'll produce will be seen here too. THANK YOU all my new watchers, there's been quite a lot of you too while I've been away. See ya <3

BTW the Placebo's gig was at last sunday and it was a motherfuckin' HEAVEN. I still feel good for it. And my adorable boyfriend was with me. So I love my life so much that I might not find the holiest angts to create art for a while...

]]> ~ParaNoiart http://ParaNoiart.deviantart.com/journal/13009301/ http://ParaNoiart.deviantart.com/journal/13009301/ Sat, 19 May 2007 05:19:13 PDT
I've painted. Not much, but it's pretty good stuff. It's also too personal shit to put up to internet, it's actually too personal to be shown at all. For now, at least. Usually the effect (for me) gets weaker over time. They tell my feelings so symbolic and hidden ways that I seriously doubt, can anyone "read" my art as accurately as I fear.

BUT the whole point was that I won't be here much, will update less and be so quiet that you'll be able to believe me dead. See ya<3

]]> ~ParaNoiart http://ParaNoiart.deviantart.com/journal/12229025/ http://ParaNoiart.deviantart.com/journal/12229025/ Sun, 18 Mar 2007 07:17:09 PDT
Tampere Kuplii will be soon and I just missed the whole thing untill like a week ago and I can't be sure can I get there anymore... I really hope so. It's a big con-like thingie for comic artists and volves around stuff like that. There will be so interesting lectures that I'll surely cry if I can't get on the road.

AND PLACEBO IS COMING INTO FINLAND!!! And I know who I go with to see it. I just MUST get there. Another thing that missing of which might kill me. We must get the tickets...

And at last: Ive done some of the 10 sketches, some are somewhere lost to be found soon, some are ready and so on. [link]

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UPDATE 1.3: Please pay some attention for the rules if you want a sketch: there's still some room.

RULES:

- In order to get a free sketch from me, you must reply to this journal and go start your own ten free sketches in your own journal. Only after both of these are done will I sketch you.
- This will be mainly sketches.
- Only one character per person, please.
- In your comment, please tell me what character you would like sketched, leave a link to a picture of that character, and give me a little personality bit about them.

1. Lamppuzini [link]
2. dayMdel [link]
3. katChanSan [link]
4. razen
5. gsdark
6. terrorwhite [link]
7. Purastik [link]
8. Nettan87
9.
10.

NOTE: These ALL TEN will be/ are already under the CREATIVE COMMONS license. Meaning, you have rights to take/ use/ put them on to other sites etc. as long as you wont get financial profit from them. So that I wont come with an axe after you. Have fun ^^

]]> ~ParaNoiart http://ParaNoiart.deviantart.com/journal/11537268/ http://ParaNoiart.deviantart.com/journal/11537268/ Tue, 23 Jan 2007 04:00:15 PST
So if you know any possible way to get rid of random shit appearing into e-mail box, tell me. I use hotmail and you can "report" advertisement-trash so the same thing can't come twice BUT STILL my mail is getting filled with american gambling site advertisements or wonderous SUPER SALE fatburner stuff. HELP!

]]> ~ParaNoiart http://ParaNoiart.deviantart.com/journal/11386456/ http://ParaNoiart.deviantart.com/journal/11386456/ Wed, 10 Jan 2007 12:51:31 PST
So I have lots of time for myself to be used in sewing, painting, (and of course, studying. Maybe.) I have no interest in doing digital stuff and I don't feel like submitting anything... Kind of because that "art teft", which made me wonder why in hell am I putting all my stuff here to be seen, and possibly taken, without any watermarks, and then go on whining about it, it's like leaving a bike unlocked in the middle of the town and complaining when it's stolen. I want to keep something just on myself for chance.

I just realized a moment ago that my "style" in digital art is transferring into my paintings. Whatever, I love it happening but its just so clearly visible... But it has caused that I was actually able to finish a painting that has been stalking me from on top of my bookshelf about a year. And it came out so fine I actually, first time in my life, could hang it on to my wall. And so I will do.

]]> ~ParaNoiart http://ParaNoiart.deviantart.com/journal/11229035/ http://ParaNoiart.deviantart.com/journal/11229035/ Fri, 29 Dec 2006 00:15:58 PST
[link]

AND I ASK WHAT THE FUCK?! I'VE NEVER GIVEN ANY PERMISSIONS FOR USE OF MY ART SO FUCK OFF OR AT LEAST TELL ME IF YOU DO SO!!! IS THAT LEGAL?!

Well at least the tutorial includes a part where they add in copyright mark but what the hell if they stole it allready?! (and its wrong adress anyway) Its goddamn my property. FUCK THIS.

TELL ME if you see my stuff stolen?!

+edit: I really don't think it's nice. BUT I am capable to imagine how children may think that if it shows here, it's on my computer, so well then, why can't I use it just as I please. But being ignorant moron isn't any excuse to act stupid and get away with it. THAT case its not so bad 'cause the imge was a quickie and sucked anyway but if I ever get to better... At least I got a good warning before someone would've been doing some real profit with my art.

So for now on, the watermarks will remain, so will small low quality images. I can't stop people cropping avatars but at least I will remain to be the only one with high quality PSD images without the text all over the pic.

]]> ~ParaNoiart http://ParaNoiart.deviantart.com/journal/11082067/ http://ParaNoiart.deviantart.com/journal/11082067/ Sat, 16 Dec 2006 09:24:24 PST
I've never knowingly copied anything from anywhere as taking directly some special part and using it in my art. Anyhow, I wonder trough pages after pages in DA and see so much awesome art that i can't avoid being effected by it. Seeing things that make me go "aww" or "eww" or "oh god you CAN'T draw elbows like that!" makes me realize what I love or hate and how I could express myself the best: I see how somebody uses shades so well and realize my own mistakes. And I realize what kind of art I desire to create.

You say you shouldn't copy and it's wrong, but as I see it, the only way to learn and find is to do things that somebody has already done better. I hate direct copying, I hated always doing it and I still do and I can't understand people who only copy and are proud of their skills. There are machines made for copying so I feel no need to do it. Anyhow, you can't rethink thing like the number of limbs and joints of an human being, you can't invent gothic fashion again. You can only create your own way to use these ready elements and use them as tools of your imagination.

So I'm having an inner conflict with chancing my style, or more like, finding it, trying a bit of this and a bit of that and usin ruffles and ribbons and all the stuff I appear to really love, when I've already seen so much that I can't possibly claim them as my very own creations. I see so much so beautiful things, and mirages of them remain in my head, I possibly couldn't get rid of them and it feels stupid NOT to draw striped stockings because I've already SEEN characters drawn with striped stockings. So.

I guess I should just forgive myself that I don't have an limitless imagination like no-one ever has. I'm just a human. It sucks.

]]> ~ParaNoiart http://ParaNoiart.deviantart.com/journal/10168409/ http://ParaNoiart.deviantart.com/journal/10168409/ Sun, 24 Sep 2006 03:15:40 PDT
1.) Make 100 pics each pic having a theme listed below. Each pic should have ONE and only ONE theme to it, for it to count.

2.) No time limit so have fun

3.) The main picture should be drawn but not limited to. for all fair purposes, people are allowed to use their paint programs and photoshop to create the pic.

3a.) pics should be of own artistic ability. You may not edit photos, or break any other rules set out in the Da etiquette policy. Your pics can be anything from sketches and doodles to great master pieces. Just have fun with it.

4.) The list below is to be placed somewhere in your journal for others to see that......
A.)You are in the challenge
B.)What you have completed

5.) make sure to update this list and check off what is done and make a link to the pic

6.) In the comments for your art work note if it is part of the list and what ONE theme it is.

Started on Thu Jul 27, 2006.
And the situation for now:

THE LIST:
1. Introduction [link]
2. Love [link]
3. Light [link]
4. Dark [link]
5. Seeking Solace [link]
6. Break Away [link]
7. Heaven [link]
8. Innocence [link]
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again [link]
11. Memory [link]
12. Insanity [link]
13. Misfortune [link]
14. Smile [link]
15. Silence [link]
16. Questioning [link]
17. Blood [link]
18. Rainbow
19. Gray [link]
20. Fortitude [link]
21. Vacation [link]
22. Mother Nature
23. Cat [link]
24. No Time [link]
25. Trouble Lurking [link]
26. Tears [link]
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow [link]
29. Happiness [link]
30. Under the Rain [link]
31. Flowers [link]
32. Night [link]
33. Expectations [link]
34. Stars [link]
35. Hold My Hand [link]
36. Precious Treasure [link]
37. Eyes [link]
38. Abandoned [link]
39. Dreams [link]
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still [link]
43. Dying [link]
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion [link]
46. Family
47. Creation [link]
48. Childhood [link]
49. Stripes [link]
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
53. Keeping a Secret [link]
54. Tower
55. Waiting [link] ~ParaNoiart http://ParaNoiart.deviantart.com/journal/7598514/ http://ParaNoiart.deviantart.com/journal/7598514/ Sat, 14 Jan 2006 04:01:10 PST ~ParaNoiart