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                <title>just to let you know</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 30 Nov 2007 13:53:45 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ my scanner is broken<br />
<br />
and this site had become too bitchy<br />
<br />
so i might find somewhere else for my sketches from now on.<br />
<br />
nobody is on here just for art any more, people just want to bitch and look cool and tell other people why they suck so as to detatch themselves from their own insecurities. <br />
<br />
IF YOUVE NOTHING NICE TO SAY SAY NOTHING ATALL<br />
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i may come back at some point who knows.<br />
<br />
x<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~PastureOfPuppets</author>
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                <title>Cate Got Tagged. oh yeah. IM BACK</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 29 Oct 2007 05:19:14 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ heeey<br />
<br />
well Tohru80 was kind enough to tag me <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /> [www.Tohru80.deviantart.com] <br />
<br />
~PS JUST SO EVERYONE KNOWS, I DONT KNOW HOW TO DO SNAZZY LNKY THINGIES <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" />~<br />
<br />
Rules:<br />
post 8 facts about yourself<br />
post the rules<br />
tag 8 people<br />
*salute* SIR YES SIR<br />
<br />
Fact 1 : im allergic to like friggin everything [slight exageration]! like... GRR its so annoying!<br />
Fact 2 : i am unnaturaly short tempered, and you will more than likely get on my nerves - however i will act all sweet and lovely while plotting your murder in my head.<br />
Fact 3 : im scared of wooden lolly sticks. dont ask. i dont know. they freak me OUT! and they feel so so so so wrong *Shudder*<br />
Fact 4 : I hate every piece of work thats on here by me bar like, four things maybe. i only like things before i finish them!<br />
Fact 5 : i would Die without music. dont know how to function without!<br />
Fact 6 : im partialy deaf and i have to wear hearing aids. which sucks. <br />
Fact 7 : I live in cheshire. and i used to be called Cat rather than Cate. I AM THE CHESHIRE CAT! puahahaha<br />
Fact 8 : im so boring i cant think of 8 facts about myself!<br />
<br />
ok so there done. imma Tag<br />
ReeRee : <a href="http://azerisii.deviantart.com/">[link]</a><br />
Graeme : <a href="http://mega-lupin.deviantart.com/">[link]</a><br />
MARC : <a href="http://portegepenner.deviantart.com/">[link]</a><br />
SIAN : <a href="http://darkestwhispers.deviantart.com/">[link]</a><br />
ALLY : <a href="http://alnyalrocahyst.deviantart.com/">[link]</a><br />
FELIX : <a href="http://yuzuki-chan.deviantart.com/">[link]</a><br />
BENJAMIMER : <a href="http://aldoliel.deviantart.com/">[link]</a><br />
aaaand BEAK : <a href="http://bliesz.deviantart.com/">[link]</a><br />
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THAR done. that took an unnatural amount of effort for what it was.<br />
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IN CATE NEWS!<br />
my laptop is back. turns out i had 5683 virus's, i know... im REALLY stupid.<br />
I went to see the Gazette this weekend in london, was guuurd, i met Yuzuki-chan (felix) <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> and made some cool friends.<br />
Im Going to see plastic tree in 8 days, and i SO SO SO cant wait.<br />
i will be updating alot in the near future cause while i didnt have my laptop i was sketching loads.<br />
ITS MY BIRTHDAY IN 33 DAYS <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
<br />
Hope everyone has beeen ok for the past few weeeks?<br />
<br />
anyway, if you neeeed me (like you will) i will be on myspace [www.myspace.com/playing_favourites] or msn [xcriedforathousanddaysx@gmail.com]<br />
<br />
AND IM WILLING TO TAKE PICTURE REQUESTS. IM NOT GONNA CHARGE CAUSE I ENJOY DOING THEM <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> - nothing tooo rude though- <br />
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loves to all xxxxxxxx<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~PastureOfPuppets</author>
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                <title>HEY</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 03 Oct 2007 12:05:59 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ OK<br />
<br />
so ive been kind of a sketch maniac at the moment and there are still more unfinished ones i wanna like.. finish!<br />
<br />
Cause im irritating people with how much i rant about music ive started a journal, purely for the purpose of ranting about music, and telling you what i think is cool at the moment <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /><br />
<br />
the page may load slowly cause there are music videos, but it can be found, here : <a href="http://pastureopuppets.livejournal.com/">[link]</a><br />
<br />
i know i dont have the right to say what better, but im not saying you have to live by my music am i? im just giving my opinion <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
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its only 62 days till the gazette now i so so sooooooo cant wait<br />
gonna have the bestest time with  : <a href="http://www.yuzuki-chan.deviantart.com">[link]</a><br />
<br />
ok loves to all, im too lazy and tired to write more!<br />
<br />
you can find me here : <a href="http://www.myspace.com/playing_favourites">[link]</a><br />
<br />
love love love xxx<br />
<br />
BIG BIG BIG EDIT HERE : MY LAPTOP IS FUCKED AGAIN AND HAS BEEN TAKEN AWAY FROM ME TO BE FIXED, SO IF YOU NEED ME REALLY REALLY BADLY GET IN TOUCH WITH YUZUKI-CHAN OR AZERISII AND I WILL TRY GET ON HERE AS MUCH AS I CAN, BUT I HAVE A YOUNGER BROTHER WHO IS ADDICTED SO IT DOESNT SEEM LIKELY!!!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~PastureOfPuppets</author>
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                <title>howdy</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 21 Aug 2007 12:49:55 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ just an update for the sake of update<br />
<br />
my lip ring aparently really suits me so im happy<br />
<br />
i know ive not updated much im sorry<br />
<br />
im just so tired <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /><br />
<br />
its easyer to take photos than spend a long long time on sketches n stuff<br />
<br />
sorry about the fics <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /><br />
<br />
sorry about the requests.... yeah<br />
<br />
66 DAYS TILL THE GAZETTE<br />
<br />
ok well this is all i can be bothered with.<br />
<br />
im feeling kind so i want people to ask me and i will do any picture there hearts desire!<br />
<br />
go look through my gallery, make me smile.<br />
go look at my myspazz, make me smile : <a href="http://www.myspace.com/playing_favourites">[link]</a><br />
<br />
<br />
loves to alllll xxx<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~PastureOfPuppets</author>
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                <title>*jiggity*</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 18 Aug 2007 12:08:17 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I didnt fail my exams <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br />
I didnt do brilliantly, but i didnt fail!<br />
<br />
Ive got my lip pierced<br />
Callum prodded it and made it hurt <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /><br />
<br />
I got new clothes<br />
I got a new necklace<br />
I got new TUK Kitty shoes all checkered and awesome<br />
<br />
I got hapyfied <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br />
<br />
Greames coming over tomorrow, We are going to have fuuun!<br />
<br />
its like, 69 days till the Gazette i think... could be wrong though!<br />
<br />
MCM Expo Next month<br />
<br />
Im Finally, now, when im nearly 19, starting my driving lessons!<br />
<br />
I applied for a new job!<br />
<br />
I have a mountain of new Sketches<br />
<br />
IM ON MY LAPTOP <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
<br />
i wrote a bit more of all my fanfics <br />
<br />
and yeah, woooooo<br />
<br />
happy happy happy<br />
<br />
loves to all x<br />
<br />
*sneeze*<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~PastureOfPuppets</author>
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                <title>calm before the storm</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 12 Aug 2007 08:42:37 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ found my scanner software <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
<br />
marc got me photoshop <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
<br />
callum is on here less <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
<br />
im getting my lip pierced <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
<br />
life could only be better if i wasnt getting my exam results on thursday<br />
<br />
im terrified<br />
<br />
i think ive failed<br />
<br />
what if ive failed?<br />
<br />
ARRRRGH OMG SHITE SHITE SHITE!!! i dont wanna fail <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /><br />
<br />
urgh ok so now im freaked out...<br />
<br />
if i fail, what then? i dont recon my dad will let me start college over again, even though im all sorted now with what i want to do and universities and stuff... mneh oh well...<br />
<br />
still cant get to my fanfics sorry! but the sketchie number may go up, cause i found some funky pens when cleaning my room... and a load of sketch books... so yeah, im finishing alot of old sketches. and everything is bright and colourful and yeah!<br />
<br />
SQUEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE GAZETTE IN LIKE.... 75ish DAYS <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> CANT WAIT *JOY*JOY*JOY*<br />
<br />
and i get paid on friday, so i can buy hair dye and make my hair BRIGHT blue again instead of this faded blue/green/blondeybrown/torquise monstrosity it is right now <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
<br />
go talk to me on <a href="http://www.myspace.com/playing_favourites">[link]</a> (make me feel loved a little <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" />)<br />
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cate xx<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~PastureOfPuppets</author>
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                <title>ARRRRRRRRRRRGH</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 06 Aug 2007 12:23:46 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ OK<br />
<br />
so im not going to be here very much atall<br />
<br />
my laptop charger is, for lack of a better word, fucked!<br />
<br />
i took it in to the store today to be looked at, and they took it away, and it could be four weeks before i get it back <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /><br />
<br />
so no laptop, therefore NO access to my nearly finished fanfics! no access to my half done photoshop stuff, no access to all my music, including, MOST of my gazette stuff that isnt on my shuffle, no access to my music videos, no access to moon child, no access to ANYTHING<br />
<br />
for the next four weeks i am grumpy >.<<br />
<br />
for the next four weeks my life is teh oooooover!<br />
<br />
i will try and get on here occasionaly to keep up with people, but this also means no new sketches, seeing as the scanner software is on my laptop and i dont know where the disk is...<br />
<br />
not to mention how difficult it is to get my brother offof here!<br />
<br />
anyway, im gonna go strop in the living room about how much comet suck for taking away my life!<br />
<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /><br />
<br />
x<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~PastureOfPuppets</author>
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                <title>Backings From The London Land</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 02 Aug 2007 06:05:17 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ok so im compleeeeeeeetely knackered<br />
<br />
but its all good! Because i got to see Dir En Grey *jigs*<br />
<br />
unfortunately i also found out the tickets for the gazette are sold out... must... go ... on .... EBAY!<br />
<br />
EDIT : URGH THAT GUY LAST NIGHT THAT TOLD ME THE GAZETTE WAS SOLD OUT WAS LYING! WHAT A DICK! i just bought a ticket, i am happy ^_^<br />
<br />
But Yeah! DEG was awesome <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /> and i jigged alot, and drank more than i should, and perved on random hot people... good night !<br />
<br />
and aparently people LOVE my tattoo even more in the real world <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /> ive never been photographed so much in my life! and accosted by strange brightly coloured strangers!<br />
<br />
anyway.. im not posting any more pics from the concert, mostly because they came out CRAP, they dont allow cameras so i had to use my phone, and the quality is aweful, not to mention how difficult it is to take a photo when you are jigging about and drinking! i was trashed, thats my excuse!<br />
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<br />
on the fanfics side of things... im SO sorry, i will force myself to write more i promise, although i know it will come out shit, i just cant put my head into gear, because i know what i want to write, its just getting started again thats the hard part.<br />
<br />
oh and i finished another sketch book (mostly with snupin) so there could be some new sketchies appearing soon.<br />
<br />
OOH and im just gonna send out some love to Saif and His Sister for getting me home safe, fuck knows how i would have managed to get the tube and the train home in the state i was in, im suprised i managed to get off the train at the right stop and find the car!  Thanks again, and thanky for the lovely day and the camden wanderings!<br />
<br />
and some loves to greame cause he just needs it <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /><br />
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LOVES x<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~PastureOfPuppets</author>
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                <title>no spoilers, dont worry</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 22 Jul 2007 08:14:27 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ SOOO<br />
<br />
i finished the New harry potter book last night<br />
<br />
and i am dissapointed...<br />
<br />
that ending was... eurgh...<br />
<br />
i mean... WHAT THE HELL???????<br />
<br />
<br />
cate has blue hair though so its fine ^_^<br />
<br />
and im going to see the film for the third time this evening, because now yet another person wants me to accompany them...<br />
<br />
i think people just like seeing me complain about it<br />
<br />
and i cant really watch the film without sitting their thinking OMG ive seen him naked, cant do it, its my own fault for sitting on the front row when we went to see Equus i suppose, but it has ruined watching harry potter for me... i tihnk i amused leanne by sitting in the cinema and proclaiming...<br />
<br />
"IVE SEEN HARRY POTTERS INADEQUACIES!"<br />
<br />
...i need to get out more.<br />
<br />
<br />
i know people are waiting for more of my fan fics to be finished but i just cant get my brain in to gear properly, and i have a pile of sketches that either need finishing or scanning or... urgh... my creativity has just flooown away!<br />
<br />
BUT on the awesome side, im off to see Dir En Grey in london on the 1st of august, its a hell of alot of travel, and considering my ipod had an accident with a bottle of malibu, its gonna be a boring travel... but its worth it <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> {ANY ONE GOING TO BE THERE OR WILL I BE REALLY LONELY?}<br />
<br />
i think thats all i have to say...<br />
<br />
loves! cate xx<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~PastureOfPuppets</author>
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                <title>Wahey</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 01 Jul 2007 13:54:44 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ok so the miyavi ticket i was bidding on on ebay got boughtened for more than i could EVER afford<br />
<br />
so i consoled myself by buying a Dir En Grey ticket instead<br />
<br />
soooo next month im goings to london to see them and it will be teh awsomest, its not quite miyavi but y'no... yay <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
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other than that, things are dullllllllllll, except i have a proper job now, and and next friday... the 13th??? i think its that, im getting my hair all bleached and dyed bright blue, finally decided my obnoxious colour ^_^<br />
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<br />
and thats it, cause im not sleepy with a headache and the adverts for supernatural just finished ^_^<br />
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loves ! x<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~PastureOfPuppets</author>
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                <title>odditynessificationiful</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 04 Jun 2007 12:43:01 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ok so things are ODD<br />
<br />
being away from college and people has cleared my head a tiny bit<br />
<br />
but i know i cant hide forever, and i need to see people that arent Greame, I should be able to tolerate people and not get irritated and anxious, and i do get anxious and it DOES irritate me, it irritates me that it means i cant be comfortable around people<br />
<br />
i hope by september and the expo in telford i will be able to talk to anyone i meet there, and be comfortable enough to wear a costume like i plan to, and i know that people always ask about the KH tattoo when they recognise it so i wanna be able to answer with more than a blush and a mumble<br />
<br />
im lonelyful though <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> other than a brilliant day me n Greame had giggling i havent seen anyone, and and any plans i do have get cancelled (hint hint ben <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" />)<br />
<br />
oooh and the ODDEST thing happened at work, theirs this kinda cute youngish guy that works in the office, and he looks how i would expect james potter to look, so in my brain-space i nicknamed him james, and when i was cleaning his desk today... turns out his name IS james... yeah so... odd coincidence... *shrug*<br />
<br />
anyhoo im tired and need to revise, and im up to my ears in half finished sketches<br />
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toddleooo!<br />
<br />
cate x<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~PastureOfPuppets</author>
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                <title>le sigh</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 21 May 2007 15:36:26 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ im feds up<br />
<br />
gonna go away for a while<br />
<br />
for you who know me i doubt you will see me much after this week<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~PastureOfPuppets</author>
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                <title>bleurgh</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 08 May 2007 15:17:43 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ so ive been dabbling in photoshop ( i suck ass at it)<br />
<br />
and my doodle rate has plumeted cause nothing is getting finished. (im lazy)<br />
<br />
and anything i do finish im not happy with.<br />
<br />
and im tired of psychiatrists and doctor people, they are doing my head in.<br />
<br />
BUT on the plus side my gravitation and sukisyo dvds arrived, and and my death note necklace and and and my fake books ^_^ so i now have the complete fake series and more dvds than ever with marc lendings me bandit king jing, van dread and a few others<br />
<br />
unfortunately my aya dvds and excel saga are still missing <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /><br />
<br />
im gonna fail college this year i know it<br />
<br />
and next year will do nothing but make me more bored<br />
<br />
and im too tired of hiding the truth and playing agony aunt to everyone else when i cant even tell people my truth without it backfiring and me losing what i care for.<br />
<br />
oh well<br />
<br />
more depressed ramblings... i so didnt want to do this but oh well<br />
<br />
fair thee well<br />
<br />
cate x<br />
<br />
ps i SUPER love sukisyo<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~PastureOfPuppets</author>
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                <title>Tuesday</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 17 Apr 2007 08:33:26 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ im bored and ill and and i want my stuff to arrive... i need to stop buying things offof amazon cause im waiting for so many dvds and books its makings me all anxious and irritating cause i keep asking if i get parcels...<br />
<br />
I have artisty block again, both with writing and drawing. sorry to the people who mistakingly like my fanfics, however by forcing myself to i have half written the nett parts for most of my fics, so when im better i might actualy finish them... and it would appear the only time im doing much drawing is when im on the phone at the samaritans and its just random doodles so... yeah i will try and resolve that... will somebody make a cure for all illnesses??????????? then maybe i can get some stuff done!<br />
<br />
ah well the list in my brain goes on and on for what i wnt to draw- but i never will.<br />
<br />
oh and all males suck ass. big hairy ass.<br />
<br />
that is all. cate x<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~PastureOfPuppets</author>
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                <title>Enough...</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 01 Apr 2007 16:02:39 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So when is the right moment to give up on the one thing you know would make life that slice easier...? im tired of feeling things i dont want to, tired of wanting things i cant feel. I cant draw, i cant write, hell i cant think. Im completely lost in my own head and i want out. this is very un-me to announce this to hell.. the whole world, nevermind one person, but i just want to justify the lack of anything being added to my account, im just sad i guess <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /><br />
<br />
Do i want to live like this? no i dont... but do i want to do like this.. no i dont! i want to live and be happy, die old, happy having lived a real life, not some pathetic attempt, im young, i have year left ahead of me, and i will be damned if im going to waste them.<br />
<br />
i will get well, i will be fixed, and i will re-find my inspiration and things will become better, i will NOT let this beat me.<br />
<br />
         I am in control of my own self. hormones arent going to tip my mind anymore. <br />
<br />
<br />
and im willing to take any offers for help i can get !!! ^_^<br />
<br />
<br />
cate x<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~PastureOfPuppets</author>
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                <title>Utter Exaustion</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 11 Mar 2007 17:11:05 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Ok so i havent slept properly in a week, and im exausted and yeah i have to go to this crappy "Hawthorn Centre" so if they get their way i could be gone away for a while, but i have plenty to scan before i go away, and ive NEARLY finished the next midnight wanders.<br />
<br />
new sketchies - some akuroku and yeah other KHthemedy stuff<br />
<br />
                     - A toon i remembered i was gonna do about something funny graeme mentioned <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /><br />
<br />
and i cant remember what else.<br />
<br />
ummmms yeah so ummm there isnt much else to tell but ummm yeah....<br />
<br />
im descovering photoshop, so be-warned, artness could increase and im doing some paintings for my ickle brothers bedroom so they may appear.... and...<br />
<br />
OOOH YEAH im getting two new tattoos a week on thursday .. THE 22ND!(OMG 2 days before EQUUS)   and and im having soras crown pendant thingy on my left shoulder blade and and Roxas' zippy thingy thing on my right... EVENTUALY there will be two keyblades crossing in the middle of it all.... i know im sad, no need to tell me ^_^<br />
<br />
im gonna go sketchie now, BYYEEE<br />
<br />
cate x<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~PastureOfPuppets</author>
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                <title>friday evenings suck</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 02 Mar 2007 14:39:52 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ OK so a shocking thing... ONE OR TWO UPDATES... and a few to come when i get round to the finishing and scanning thing, more snupin <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /> hehehe<br />
<br />
ummmmmmms im thinkings of doing more KH2 chibis, cause i have like... a million uncoloured/ completely unfinished ones<br />
<br />
college sucks ass - english is ruining books for me<br />
<br />
i actualy have poetry to update, shock horror.<br />
<br />
OOOOH and my tickets for Equus came today, second row of the stalls <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" />  only 22 more days aswell<br />
<br />
WOOOOOOO i reserved my copy of HP book 7 and i cant waaaait<br />
<br />
ummm thats all thats really happening in the world of cate, other than the fact my dollfie is looking snazzy and has a new wardrobe and everything <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /> ive even been sewing, and umm... OOH ive been baking... COOOOKIES i like cookies <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
<br />
got to make more in the morning to take to graemes, WOO EYETOY <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /><br />
<br />
so yeah, hopefully i will be all happyfied and able to write the lovey dovey fanfic stuff soon, but its still a bit difficult for me to write love stuff while i feel like one more emotional blow and cate might end up having to listen to the docctor laddeee, (however much she wants to stab the lot of them)<br />
<br />
new shrink next week, third one since january... how can i irritate this one???<br />
<br />
oh weeelll<br />
<br />
<br />
loves, cate x<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~PastureOfPuppets</author>
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                <title>tummy hurt and cate wants your help :)</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 19 Feb 2007 11:17:32 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i had to sit in A&E allll last night in my japalmers waiting to be seen cause my tummy felt like it was going to explooooode, and they prodded and pokeded me and even they arent sure whats wrong <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/c/cry.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":'(" title="Crying" /><br />
<br />
i have alot of sketches that are half done and need uploading, even a new field... *drum roll*... SNUPIN! hee hee hee! <br />
<br />
hollyoaks is really sad <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> poor nancy, and and poor Jess.. and Gaah why is everything so sad? and and poor john paul, sonny needs to get shot in the ass for being... himself!!<br />
<br />
umm Scotland was awesome <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> although i will never go to happy hour with sian again, for fear that my liver will never recover <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /> shots £1 tho <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /><br />
<br />
<br />
OOOHHHH and i have thought of a new way to get over my creative block.<br />
<br />
i want anyone who feels like it, (and those who dont) to give me either a word, or phrase or even a book quote (providing ive read the book <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" />) or even a photograph, just so i have some mild form of inspiration that i can pull a drawing from <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> - i would really apreciate anyone who helps!!!<br />
<br />
whincing stylee hugs, pailkillers and love<br />
<br />
cate x<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~PastureOfPuppets</author>
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                <title>Another Sleepless Binge</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 05 Feb 2007 13:42:59 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ soooo im still not little miss happy but i have my creativity back atleast (for now anyway)<br />
<br />
im exausted though, illness and being all depressed takes alot outa you...<br />
<br />
im really looking forward to scotland, except for valentines day, it will be nice to spend the day with sian, but i know im going to get really upset and cry alot, im kinda fed up of being unhappy, but im just not really sure what to do anymore, doctors this councellors that shrinks blah blah blah, is any of it helping me?<br />
<br />
i just want to stand up and scream what i feel to the world, but i dont want to lose a friendship im really grateful for. im grateful for all my friends at the moment, for putting up with me, for helping me and for letting me sleep on the table in the cafe mostly not disturbing me... i know im difficult, and not the most fun person in the world, but you guys make it all that bit easier. And the people who watch me and fave my stuff, you really make me smile... even if its the "rood" suff that tends to get faved, but the faves mean alot to me, im insecure about most of my work and i know its not the best, but if just one person likes a piece, it makes it better <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
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sorry for the rambling<br />
<br />
love you, hate YOU, despise you, need you, forgotten you, you you you... all of you something different...<br />
<br />
<br />
Cate, PoP xx<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~PastureOfPuppets</author>
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                <title>Of Exaustion</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 31 Jan 2007 13:07:55 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So although this journal is a TAD more positive, i still dont feel able to produce pictures as normal, i get too frustrated to finish anything, and what i do finish, you may have noticed, has taken on a slightly... "horror" feel to it, think its bens fault, he threw a bottle at my head, and it hurt, and i have a bump and ive not drawn cute since then<br />
<br />
im still not planning to update asmuch as normal, and seeing as i dont feel like the most loving/loveable person at the moment the fanfic is going nowhere although the thought of killing one of them... no thats mean<br />
<br />
there will still be the Odd upload here and there<br />
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<br />
loves to all<br />
<br />
cate x<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~PastureOfPuppets</author>
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                <title>Of brains and things</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 26 Jan 2007 15:52:57 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Cate feels a little bit broken and lost at the moment, so her concentration and creativeness are a bit lost aswell. so things may be on halt for a while, i think one or two things every now and then. i cant write at the moment, heck i cant sleep, so i apologise for those people waiting for me to write more on my fanfic, i will try my hardest but things are a bit complicitated in my brain space<br />
<br />
cates a little tired now so shes gonna go, upload one last picture and try and relax<br />
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thanks all the people who watch me, it means alot <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br />
<br />
cate x<br />
<br />
<br />
"So its said this doesnt suit you now, and me fresh out of hope, please ignore the lisp i never meant to sound like this, so take me and break me, and make me strong like you, i'll be forever gratefull too, this and you, its only you beautiful, i dont want anyone else, if i can choose, its only you."<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~PastureOfPuppets</author>
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                <title>The time has come my little friends...</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 16 Jan 2007 13:28:20 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ .... to talk of other things!<br />
<br />
i have lostened my creativity a little i cant finish a picture for some reason but but i will try to write instead, neverknow the fanfic might get finished lol<br />
<br />
London was awesome, phantom was awesome, tate modern was awesome, my camera RETARDING wasnt quite so awesome<br />
<br />
<br />
me n sian went to the tokyopop recon last night and it was toatlly AWESOME and we totally fit in, and i was COOL because i have kingdom hearts jewellery and YEAAAh and we made new friends and they are like completely awesome and yeaaah<br />
<br />
and and and... im lonely <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> and and sian knows why so its ok!!<br />
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thats all i can be bothered to write cause cause reading and yeah and<br />
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DO ANOTHER RECON PLEEEEEEEEEASE mr.tokyopop boss man<br />
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mneh doctors on thursday <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /><br />
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<br />
bye bye bye xx<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~PastureOfPuppets</author>
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                <title>Londons Calling</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 12 Jan 2007 09:13:53 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ soooo A CRAZY AMOUNT of updates at the moment<br />
<br />
i guess there was more in my pile to scan than i thought there was<br />
<br />
<br />
IM OFF TO LONDON TOMORROW<br />
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going to see the phantom of the opera - expect fanart upon my return, gonna price up how much it would cost me n sian n ricki to go see avenue Q oooh and i see darran <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
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does anyone know what "CAMS" is? doctor lady is refering me or something<br />
<br />
i haves a list of things i need to do/finish<br />
<br />
to finish - Last three or four chapters of midnight wanders<br />
            - however many chapters i make it of the snake in the lions den<br />
            - My joni mitchell song story picture THING<br />
             - my other wonderfully secret cause nobody knew ive been writing it fanfic<br />
<br />
To start - finaly got a film in my camera photos photos photos!<br />
            - gonna re start sians "dimebag" chibi she requested<br />
            - do more than just the outline on my group of friends chibis<br />
            - the fellowship chibis <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
<br />
<br />
ahhhh well more updates when i return<br />
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bye bye bye xxx<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>DisneyHeadFilledNess</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 06 Jan 2007 09:46:42 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ AHHH after christmas... im like.... even bigger than i was before... and about 50 times more sleepy... and far too distracted to focus much on my writing<br />
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disneyland was awesome... i haves a donald jacket <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /> and TIGGER EARS umm<br />
<br />
OOOOH and thanks to ben *pats head* a kyblade necklace.. and somewhere in the post a KH leather wristband...... oh.. and however slightly broken im wearing a KH WATCH im so cool....<br />
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umm a fair few updates... *looks at number of visits*... WOAH im catching sian up <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /> ummm the fanfic is slowly approaching chapter 6 being finished... just been a teensy bit distracted is all...<br />
<br />
oh yeah the necessarys= COLLEGE SUCKS BUTT, I WANNA STAY HOME AND SLEEP AND PLAY KH2 ALL DAY LONG <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/c/cry.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":'(" title="Crying" /><br />
<br />
OH and ally isnt getting viewed enough considering how amazing her stuff is soooo umm GO LOOK AT ALLYS... its like....... oh i will find a link at some point... loves ally.... and sian... and ricki... etc lol<br />
<br />
toodlepips  <br />
<br />
cate x<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~PastureOfPuppets</author>
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                <title>Chrissymas time</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 25 Dec 2006 10:53:22 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I GOTS A NEW SCANNER FOR CHRISTMAS<br />
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YAY NO MORE BUGGING BEN... not that i dont enjoy our time together scanning things and drinking tea <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /><br />
<br />
oooh and a new umbrolly, and booksies and umm super princess peach for my DS... tho im stuck already *sigh* umm and a COW alarm clock.. yeah <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /> OOOOH and money for paris... yeah paris <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /> ummms the sims 2 pets - FINALY. umm the monkees greatest hits, a new copy of "your favourite weapon" cause mine finally went PHHHHFT and stopped working. underwear... embarressing thing to open infron of my dad... warning would have been nice.... ummm OH YEAH betty spagetti <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /> (callum gots a stretch armstrong <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" />) oh and dvdness - complete dinnerladies <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /> and umm ultraviolet, and MITCHELL AND WEBB <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
Oh and yeah the various odds n ends like.. chocolate and clothes and socks OH and a star belt <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /><br />
but yeah... SCANNER!<br />
<br />
hope everyones christmas is going brilliantly <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br />
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missings everyone from college <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /><br />
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OOOH SIAN SIAN SIAN WE GO TO SCOTLAND ON LIKE.... THE 10th OF FEB... ITS LIKE... A FEW DAYS AFTER WE GO TO SEE BRAND NEW... WHOOOOOOO!<br />
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slightly tipsy loves, cate xx<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>MY NAME IS JONAS</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 22 Dec 2006 13:21:36 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ merry christmas, one and all. (and merry bobunk for those who understand)<br />
<br />
so ummm ive updated a litle, however not in a the fanficness, i apologise. BUT i do have plentyful pictures to upload once i can steal the scanner that is bens - i even drew something to go alongside "midnight wanders" but it aint very good. OOOOH i also drew the picture that came a little while before the "comfort" short story <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /> haha... im rude <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /><br />
<br />
also some doodles, including a ron... knew i would do one eventualy.... shite... my life revolves around harry potter... HELP ME...<br />
<br />
so yeah i answered three e-mails all by myself at the samaritans today, and yeah... doesnt sound alot but it takes ALOT of thought it does... BY MY SELF!!!<br />
<br />
merry christmas again everyone, and happy new year... i will write again once i return from disney land with dear ricki-boobs-ifer YEAH DISNEY LAND PARIS <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/D.gif" border="0" align="middle" /> D<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/D.gif" border="0" align="middle" /> D its gonna be the BEST new year ever!!!!!   i hope everyone gets what they are wanting for christmas<br />
<br />
OH AND SIAN IM COMIN A VISITING PROBLY ON WEDNESDAY, CAUSE IM AT THE SAMARITANS AGAIN ON THURSDAY ... LOVES YOU... MISSING YOU <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/c/cry.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":'(" title="Crying" />... YOU TOO ALLY........WAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH<br />
<br />
<br />
cate x<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~PastureOfPuppets</author>
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                <title>FANFICNESS</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 14 Dec 2006 13:12:55 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Ok so i currently have 5 chapters to midnight wanders, chapter one to the snake in the lions den and my mini fanfic comfort<br />
<br />
BUT THEY ALL PALE IN COMPARISON TO THIS.... *drum roll*....<br />
<br />
<a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/44726970/">[link]</a><br />
<br />
SIANS WONDERFULL FANFIC THAT WILL BRING A.. AHEM... SMILE TO YOUR FACE..... READ WITH AN OPEN MIND <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
<br />
cate loves sian<br />
<br />
very much <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /><br />
<br />
that is all xx<br />
<br />
oh yeah<br />
<br />
read sians story<br />
<br />
its awesome<br />
<br />
x<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~PastureOfPuppets</author>
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                <title>Updates</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 13 Dec 2006 11:06:41 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ok so ive been busy as hell and havent uploaded in a while, so i stoleneded bens scanner usageness today and managed to scan... ALOT muahaha<br />
<br />
so yeah, amonst the updated ther is a new fanfic or two, and some pictures oh and yeah.... totally uneventfull... MIDNIGHT WANDERS CHAPTER FIVE <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
<br />
yeah so... OH I GOT MY TATTOO ASWELL<br />
<br />
cant be bothered anymore...<br />
<br />
<br />
cate x<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~PastureOfPuppets</author>
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                <title>Midnight Wanders</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 23 Nov 2006 06:41:04 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ OK so the first four parts are up, and the fifth will be up soon, and then i MIGHT write a sixth but im really lazy so it will probably take ages, but yay *woop for cate* i atleast got the first bits up... im such a harry potter freak it scares me <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /><br />
<br />
Part One : <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/43485449/">[link]</a><br />
Part Two : <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/43486030/">[link]</a><br />
Part Three : <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/43486276/">[link]</a><br />
Part Four : <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/43486596/">[link]</a><br />
<br />
<br />
GO READ ye bar stuards<br />
<br />
cate x<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~PastureOfPuppets</author>
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                <title>ebay is addictice</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 19 Nov 2006 07:58:46 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ my badges arrived <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
<br />
umms... and and i got a new hat <br />
and and a wonderfull belt buckle - LIGHTNING<br />
HARRY POTTER FTW!!!<br />
<br />
needs to update but im lazy, i might eventualy<br />
<br />
that is all...<br />
<br />
cate x<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~PastureOfPuppets</author>
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                <title>i love alvhol</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 17 Nov 2006 16:30:37 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ im a bit tipsy<br />
<br />
updating anyway, and and and i have pasta <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
<br />
i have no new doodles to upload.. A- no scanner and B- im really lazy<br />
<br />
BUT I HAVE PATSA!<br />
<br />
seeing old friends is awesome<br />
<br />
tattoooness tomorrow >.<<br />
                                  <br />
<br />
WOOOO! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br />
<br />
<br />
anyway thats it... just thort i would b e noying n random<br />
<br />
<br />
cate x<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~PastureOfPuppets</author>
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                <title>Updates</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 16 Nov 2006 08:28:16 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ so i finaly got round to using bens scanner and uploading some stuff and a new phot and yeaaah<br />
<br />
my fanfic is like... a page nearer being finished... however my yaoi is sill stuck in the first bit, cause i suck, and im slow, and ally is gonna kill me <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /><br />
<br />
but yeah.... more doodles soon, hopefully! (if ben gives me the scanner anway <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" />)<br />
<br />
Currently being made -<br />
1) big pic of Tama and Miko<br />
2) Harry Potter fanfic/yaoi<br />
3)Alice in wonderland costoom for my birthday <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /><br />
4)costume for some stoopid myths and legends party thing <br />
5) Tama and Miko Yaoi story<br />
6) 2 pieces of coursework<br />
<br />
cate is busy busy busy<br />
<br />
that is all... Cate xx<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~PastureOfPuppets</author>
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                <title>BOREDOME</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 13 Nov 2006 10:13:45 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So instead of doing my coursework like i needed to i wrote another yaoi stort about my two little doodles miko and tama. (i will steal bens scanner tomorrow and put my doodles of them up) so i might type that up later and put it on here, it, just like my draco/harry one, is totaly unfinished but i am far too lazy to finish them <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /><br />
<br />
yeah so uploads soon hopefully...hopefully<br />
<br />
cate x<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~PastureOfPuppets</author>
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                <title>sleeep :(</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 12 Nov 2006 19:16:05 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ its past three again, thats two night in a row... college is gonna suxs muchly this week!<br />
<br />
perty dollfie girlie has her eyes, but the lady in the shop says i need to leave the wax in till tuesday *sulks*<br />
Still need to think of a name for her, wants help... not that i will get any, but still...<br />
<br />
think ive been reading too many yaoi stories... my brain is turning to mush... will get round to putting my sick twisted little Harry/Draco thing up eventualy, just to amuse ally <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /><br />
<br />
yeah... so thats it...<br />
<br />
cate x<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~PastureOfPuppets</author>
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                <title>JIGS</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 10 Nov 2006 11:21:19 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ IT ARRIVED IT ARRIVED IT ARRIVED!!!!!!!!!!<br />
<br />
dollfie arrived, its pretty and and i haves to wait for it to have its eyes put in <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> and ... YAY dollfie<br />
<br />
ok so im gonna go and doodle...<br />
<br />
xxx<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~PastureOfPuppets</author>
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                <title>dull</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 09 Nov 2006 11:37:40 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ today was dull<br />
<br />
slightly boring<br />
<br />
and i got even more cds<br />
<br />
four more to be exact<br />
<br />
im a music whore<br />
<br />
OH and my violent delight cd arrived<br />
<br />
STILL no dollfie <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> WANTS MY SOOOPER dollfie, its bootiful and and i wants it!<br />
<br />
gonna get round to putting some more stuff on here soon, but as i can only scan at bens gonna have to webcam photomograph them<br />
<br />
DULL<br />
<br />
cate<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~PastureOfPuppets</author>
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                <title>burnt tongue :(</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 07 Nov 2006 09:17:42 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ so no super dollfie yet <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /><br />
<br />
put the eyelashes arrived, and umm i gots earings... they are perty <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br />
<br />
and i gots two new cds which is yay, cause i havent bought a cd in a while, other than dusk and summer....<br />
<br />
burnt my tongue on pasta <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /><br />
<br />
to work i go....<br />
<br />
cate x<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~PastureOfPuppets</author>
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                <title>bored</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 05 Nov 2006 19:35:48 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ wants my dollfie sooo much <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /><br />
<br />
buts i FINALY got the fourth eerie queerie book<br />
AWWWWW mitsuo >.<<br />
<br />
now i just have to wait (im)patiently for the next Harry potter book- ive got a few spare years <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /><br />
<br />
Cate <3s Boys Kissing *evil grin*<br />
<br />
loves xxx<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~PastureOfPuppets</author>
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                <title>blah</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 02 Nov 2006 06:33:15 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ wants my soooooper dollfie to arrive <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /><br />
<br />
the eyesies and wig i ordered offofs her came really quickly...<br />
<br />
gettings impatient...<br />
<br />
*jigs*<br />
<br />
considering actualy doing something with my dollfie plus, like... buying it a wig... lol<br />
<br />
college sucks... though watching supernatural on my laptop all day wasnt bad<br />
<br />
CATE <3s JENSEN ACKLES<br />
(cant put jared padalecki cause sian will eat my soul)<br />
<br />
....bye... x<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~PastureOfPuppets</author>
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                <title>mneh</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 29 Oct 2006 10:28:21 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ so i finaly gots my super dollfie, well i ordered it, so that should be here soon yays!<br />
<br />
im so sad. not because blah blah blah but because i feel like my friendship is worth nothing to anybody, and im just floating through life without any significant changes or anything. everything sucks... but it doesnt at the same time<br />
<br />
and damnit im hungry...<br />
<br />
but YAY dollfie<br />
<br />
yeah... peace... xx<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~PastureOfPuppets</author>
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                <title>so...</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 05 Oct 2006 15:15:35 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i bought myself what i misread to be a super dollfie, and wig and eyes<br />
<br />
ive actualy bought a DOLLFIE and super dollfie wig and 18mm eyes<br />
<br />
im such a dick when im sleepy<br />
<br />
its all ebays fault<br />
<br />
hope it all turns out ok <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /><br />
<br />
wants my dollfie i does <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /><br />
<br />
meh<br />
<br />
tired... so so so tired<br />
<br />
bye<br />
<br />
cate<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~PastureOfPuppets</author>
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                <title>heylo</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 01 Oct 2006 13:50:22 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ first... and probably last journal entry.. cause im just lazy...and i will just depress and annoy the peoples of the worl... what to say...<br />
<br />
OOOOH i got TWO pairs of new shoes... and umm.. saw a film..<br />
<br />
and... HI! *waves nervously*<br />
<br />
yeah... thats it...<br />
<br />
bye bye!<br />
<br />
Cate<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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