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Alright, UP... ]]> ~Pawky-san WUT. http://Pawky-san.deviantart.com/journal/23087858/ http://Pawky-san.deviantart.com/journal/23087858/ Sun, 08 Feb 2009 17:12:18 PST Pawky-san has 5,527 pageviews total and her 133 deviations were viewed 11,667 times."

I DON'T GET IT.
Apparently..over 10,000 people look at my other deviations, but not my main page?

I actually kind of lol'd at it.
I feel odd for doing so. xD

]]> ~Pawky-san oshi- http://Pawky-san.deviantart.com/journal/23080520/ http://Pawky-san.deviantart.com/journal/23080520/ Sun, 08 Feb 2009 11:17:22 PST
I had to let you guys know that. D:

ALRIGHT SO...

It's cold here, and I've been helping at the local game store.
On Thursday, the manager paid me in games, instead of money. (But it was a free vol. work so she didn't have to. ; w; ), she gave me the games FF7, FF8, MGS2, FFX-2 and Dark Cloud 2. xD

I SCORED. MAJORLY.

....Scriptors. I'm getting sick of them.
Gaia TOWNS, they'll lock blocks (or sometimes all of towns) just because they have nothing else to do.
xD It really ticks me off after a while. ; w;

Grrr.

...Mmm these crackers.

]]> ~Pawky-san Cardboard, pipes and spray paint OMAI http://Pawky-san.deviantart.com/journal/22945319/ http://Pawky-san.deviantart.com/journal/22945319/ Sun, 01 Feb 2009 14:20:55 PST It's needed for the pyramid head helmet.
I sense lots of brain cells lost by the time this is done. xD

Silent Hill Origins; I want to play, but I don't.
I'm around the part after the Hospital, and you have to go in the Butcher shop...

I'm in denial so I'm walking around the town just to make sure that I don't have to go in there. xD

lololol

/shot

]]> ~Pawky-san Art Block n' stuff ;w; http://Pawky-san.deviantart.com/journal/22925370/ http://Pawky-san.deviantart.com/journal/22925370/ Sat, 31 Jan 2009 14:56:05 PST Well, I guess that's what you would call it.

I have so many ideas to be put down on paper, but every time I try to draw them; they come out horrendously gross and I end up erasing or throwing them away.
They're so pretty in my mind, I just can't put them on paper! I hate it, I really do. xD

My cosplay ideas have finally settled, I'm going to be making a Pyramid head cosplay next week. Cardboard and lots of spray paint. mmm. Fumes.

I'm also pondering on getting a lip piercing when my friends come up here.
Pondering on getting the lower right corner pierced. I might have the money to do it, I just need to find out if there is a freaking tattoo & piercing place around here. D:<
I also hear you can ask them to numb your lip or whatever you're getting pierced.
I'd ask them to numb the shit out of my lip, since I'm the biggest wimp ever. xD

o wo...It's cold here on the coast.

]]> ~Pawky-san Fweeep;&'This might be relevant to your intere http://Pawky-san.deviantart.com/journal/22844585/ http://Pawky-san.deviantart.com/journal/22844585/ Tue, 27 Jan 2009 14:06:55 PST
[link]

Read that, if you haven't already.
If you see a comment with that /Points to title, DO NOT CLICK THE LINK, it will hijack your account and make you spam the same comment on other people. :/

Helping get the word out yo.

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I don't know what to report.

I'm just in a super happy mood.

Job hunting is still going on, I'm not happy about that.
And I have to do my laundry, I'm running out of pants to wear. (no srs.)

Speaking of jobs which leads me to money...

I need it.
Anime cons are coming up, and I need money to start making cosplays.
...Let alone an idea that will be easy for a first time. (ololol that sounds so dirty.)

Any ideas?
Zelda (Twilight Princess) will be too hard for a first time making, so I'll wait until I have enough experiance with the sewing machine.
I was thinking Silent Hill for a day or two, but I want some other ideas. :3

Ideas plz.

]]> ~Pawky-san OHGODDOITFAGGOTS http://Pawky-san.deviantart.com/journal/22694529/ http://Pawky-san.deviantart.com/journal/22694529/ Tue, 20 Jan 2009 13:40:21 PST .

It's fun ;w;

1. I ___ Pawky.

2. I want to _____ Pawky.

3. Pawky is _____.

4. Pawky and I are_____.

5. If I was alone in a room with Pawky we would probably _____.

6. I wish Pawky could ______.

7. Pawky should ______.

8. Pawky reminds me of _____.

9. If Pawky was an animal, she would be a ________.

10. One day, Pawky and I will ________.

11. If Pawky leaves I will ________.

12. If Pawky stays I will ________.

13. If Pawky was a noob I would ________.

14. If Pawky dies I would _______.

15. If Pawky asked me out I would ________.

]]> ~Pawky-san Nyon~ http://Pawky-san.deviantart.com/journal/22588763/ http://Pawky-san.deviantart.com/journal/22588763/ Thu, 15 Jan 2009 01:31:44 PST
And I don't know why. >w<

Lol, and I have amazing conversations, they make me Lol so hard. xD
"Golden showers" Anthy.
That's a shower I do not want. xD

I've been inspired lately too, I wonder why that is. o wo
All I've been wanting to do is draw chibis, and just be silly. >w<

I have a new game coming in the mail!
My coach: Japanese. <3
If I'm going to Japan, I need to learn. ; 3;
I'm also getting into pattern making. <3 I'm going to make [link]
Both of those, and maybe something different too. <3

It'll help with my Zelda costume too. <3

]]> ~Pawky-san I ATE A GRAPE... http://Pawky-san.deviantart.com/journal/22517105/ http://Pawky-san.deviantart.com/journal/22517105/ Sun, 11 Jan 2009 01:44:20 PST jizzed in my pants enjoyed it.

I'm feeling a lot better now, I'm still freaked out about my root canal on the 20th. /Sigh
Lala pills better fucking work. D<

New(?) news; Looking for art of William.
OC art makes me giddy and happy. <33

not much else. Art block.
Bleh.

]]> ~Pawky-san Well I feel like a giant pile of crap. http://Pawky-san.deviantart.com/journal/22488122/ http://Pawky-san.deviantart.com/journal/22488122/ Fri, 09 Jan 2009 13:39:29 PST I have an infection in a broken molar, which went down to my throat...Which is making me get a root canal. :/

And now, I'm having a depression because I'm probably the worst person ever. I just feel like I should just shoot myself in the face and get it over with. I really hate not smiling, it just...FDLKJDASLFKAJ BAH.
Horrible horrible horrible. I don't want to draw, I don't want to practice my ocarina, I don't want to play games, all I want to do is lay around, think and listen to my emo music.
Off note: I can't stop listening to "The Last Night" By Skillet. D:
It's making me re-think things. -w- /nods

Christmas was good, I got some old school Zelda games, Silent Hill Origins for the PS2, and some imported Japanese game&anime figures. Love love love.
I even got a clock that rolls off the table! It's pretty awesome.

My root canal will be on the 20th, But the dentist gave me lala pills.
...I really hope they work. D:

]]> ~Pawky-san Cosplay guidance? D: http://Pawky-san.deviantart.com/journal/21990775/ http://Pawky-san.deviantart.com/journal/21990775/ Mon, 15 Dec 2008 01:42:28 PST
Dear Anthony,
I *inserts an emotion here) you.
You have a nice fridge.
You make me a sammich nao.
You should seriously.
Someday I will do something that isn't planned yet.
You + me = full of lulz.
If I saw you now I'd demand a sammich.
I want to kidnap you.
I would build a GIANT SAMMICH just for you.
If I could sing you any song it would be the first pokemon theme.
We could do a odd dance under the stars.
Love,
Pawky
(P.S. I stole your socks last night.)

THERE. I DID IT. D:<
btw. you're all tagged. >W>

ANYWAYS.
I'm making a Princess Zelda cosplay! (Twilight Princess I may add)
If ANY of you have ANY helpful tips at all, PLEASE let me know!
Expecally if it has to do with making a pattern for the costume itself!
Ears are found and will be taken care of, it's the armor and the gems I'm afraid of ruining.

Ocarina tips will be loved as well!

ANY TIPS/HELP WILL BE LOVED BEYOND ALL REASON. <3

P.S: Anthy; I'm not kidding about that sammich.

]]> ~Pawky-san Laptop and other things. http://Pawky-san.deviantart.com/journal/21879438/ http://Pawky-san.deviantart.com/journal/21879438/ Mon, 08 Dec 2008 10:20:54 PST But I don't have any photoshop yet. ;-;

So, for now, is just going to be traditional. With Copics or just stupid pen doodles. :B

Uhhh. Not much else to report. ._.;
I'm moving to Brookings,OR for the time being. And going to Ohio after Christmas. o 3o

]]> ~Pawky-san /Dramatic tears of sadness http://Pawky-san.deviantart.com/journal/21780036/ http://Pawky-san.deviantart.com/journal/21780036/ Tue, 02 Dec 2008 08:34:33 PST
As I posted on Gaiaonline:

"
I boot up my laptop, I let it do it's thing as always.
When it gets to the point where I can normally click around and do my stuff; it gives me a blank white screen, with just my pointer.

I can move it around, but that's about it.
No Control, alt, delete. Nothing.

My photoshops are gone (All six of them), my limewire, my Virus protection, my MSN. Everything.

It's a Dell Studio 15."

This thing is like my baby. And it has all my art and my six photoshops on it. ;___; As well as all my music.
So my art might be down to traditional for the moment. ;-;

]]> ~Pawky-san Worst movie ever. Seriously. http://Pawky-san.deviantart.com/journal/21740536/ http://Pawky-san.deviantart.com/journal/21740536/ Sat, 29 Nov 2008 23:40:38 PST
Yes. That is right.
I. Kayleigh.

Have said the Twilight movie is the WORST movie ever made.
I can't even PROCESS how much money AND brain cells where wasted while watching that crap.
I'd rather sit in a room, with no windows or doors, filled with water,acid and parahnuhz. AND JUST SIT THERE.
BURNING AWAY WITH PAIN.

I can't even call it a movie.
Yes, the setting and ONE character I was ok with.
That's it.
Other wise, I wouldn't even CONCIDER buying or WATCHING it again.
Ever.

I fucking want my ten dollars back.

And what the FUCK was with the author in the movie?
In the diner? wtfh was that!?

LKDJFSALKJDSALKDSAJSDALKJ.

I can't even type on how bad aweful this was.

DLFKAJS I CAN'T EVEN TYPE RIGHT.
I MEAN SERIOUSLY. HOW CAN PEOPLE THINK THAT MOVIE WAS ACTUALLY GOOD?!
The part when he sparkled, was just too much for me.
I almost got up and left. :/ But my friend said it was amazing, so I stuck around and wasted time and money.
e___e

/Sigh.

So of those who haven't seen it, DON'T.
Waste your money on art supplies or games. ;w;

ANYWAYS.
I'm in Oregon!
Woo. How exciting.
I'll be taking lots of pictures, so make sure to check them out! >W<

Annnnnnnd. I dunno what else.

]]> ~Pawky-san Twilight fan girls http://Pawky-san.deviantart.com/journal/21611851/ http://Pawky-san.deviantart.com/journal/21611851/ Sat, 22 Nov 2008 10:11:31 PST I didn't go to the premire, but I saw what it looked like on the news.

DDD: I'm so scared.

]]> ~Pawky-san OHLULZ ;D http://Pawky-san.deviantart.com/journal/21463319/ http://Pawky-san.deviantart.com/journal/21463319/ Thu, 13 Nov 2008 00:44:09 PST

Ok, now that's out of the way....~

I'm leaving for Oregon on the...17th perhaps; and HOPEFULLY my gramma will have wireless or something so I can snug in the warm comfy bed up at my gramma's.

I'll then be on the way to my Dad's house in Ohio.
I am HOPING that we'll have a road trip down to Flordia. OH DEAR GOD I HOPE. ;_____;

I WILL GET ON YOUR DRAWING. ;O;

...SOMEDAY. D;

I am so excited about the trip!
I can smell that sweet sea breeze in mah nose already. /Awesome pose, as I take a long breath in and inhales some of her hair as well.

For the trip, I'm thinking about buying Phoenix Wright.
I really need something to entertain me while I'm going up there. /Sigh

I'm going back into Silent Hill faggotry.
I still can't find the way to God. ;___;
Seriously. /Sigh
I'm so lost in the church, now I know why I don't like going in one!
...Besides horrible Silent Hill memories, and a wierd headache when ever I walk into one. ;w; /hmmm.

I've slightly been having trouble sleeping.
For some odd reason, I can only go to sleep at the early hours of 1am-5am.
I'm just odd I guess.

My birthday party is on the 15th!
I'm looking so forward to it!
SIlent Hill V. I can sense it. >;D

Uhhh.
I dunno what else.
I'm just wasting space.
...So I dont' have to listen to my ex blab on about emo shit on the phone.
...Because I really don't need to hear this.
I kinda just want to punch him in the face; and be all "OHALENO STFU 'BOUT YOUR EMO SHIIIIIT >:U KTHX"It's been more than a year, so grow the hell up and get over it! D:<

>W>;;; IN OTHER NEWSSSSS:

http://Pawky-san.deviantart.com/journal/21382974/ Sat, 08 Nov 2008 08:13:31 PST YOU WILL ROFL AT THESE:

[link]
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Well, a lot of stuff has been happening.
I've been trying to get a job, get out of this house, go to college, work on art, and all of this stuff.
Not to mention that my birthday is on the 11th! (As well as 's on the same day!)

Full Sail University of Art contacted me, I'm in Cali and it's all the way in Winter Park, FL!?
How the hell did they find me?! ;_;

I'm so sorry your commish is taking SOOOO long.
I have two other's I need to do before yours!
If you don't get it by this week, you'll get it next week.
Maybe the ocean air will clear my mind.

I recently downloaded SAI; and it's pretty freakin' awesome.
I need to re-download Macromedia Flash, if anyone has a link to where I can download the entire thing including the pin code, I will be your bitch. (No foolin'.)

I'm off to Oregon starting either the 15th or the 16th.
After that, to Ohio; I hope there's snow! (Because Pawky LOVES snow )

I'm also trying to figure out what to draw on a 30x60 Crecent board.
Any ideas would be AWESOME.
I was at first thinking about painting in Acrylic paints, some japanese cherry blossoms.

I found my COPIC markers as well!
They were in a bag, under my bed. Oh how I missed them sooo.

I'm also in the process of watching and reading Shugo Chara. *Sigh* I'm on episode 22, so...this may take a while to finish. *Heh*

I'm also trying to learn japanese. But I do not have the money for classes.
Someone should teach me. I would be forever grateful.

Original Characters!
I'm having some trouble making some OC's as well as re-vamping my older ones.
Should I kill off some? Should I continue to let them rot in the back of my mind, and just forget about them? I simply have no idea.

If any of you have a GaiaOnline add/message me here: [link]

]]> ~Pawky-san zOMG (Lol literally) http://Pawky-san.deviantart.com/journal/21281448/ http://Pawky-san.deviantart.com/journal/21281448/ Sun, 02 Nov 2008 10:53:26 PST beta of 'zOMG'.
The MMO that I've been waiting for since 2004 maybe 2005.

It's better than I thought it would be.
Except the horrible bursts of lag.
But that's why it's called a beta isn't it?

So they know what to fix and whatnot?

People have been saying they should have special servers for the 03,04,05 and 06 members.
I personally think it's a great idea, but....knowing most of gaia now is 07+ they'll be all "ohaleno" in the idea of it.

Other news!

I need to work on your commish!
So sorry for the wait! With a birthday coming up, I keep forgeting to do so!
Please be paitent! <33

Pawky-san's birthday is in nine days!
Soon to be Legal!
....Watch out city; Pawky is gonna cause some srs bsns. ;D

Art trades are welcomed, oh so very welcomed. ;w;

Amazing people:

Check them out.
Because they are filled with cool. ;3

]]> ~Pawky-san WOOO~ http://Pawky-san.deviantart.com/journal/21025182/ http://Pawky-san.deviantart.com/journal/21025182/ Thu, 16 Oct 2008 23:49:55 PDT

*sigh* anyways.
It seems that was the only one that entered in my contest.
There for she wins. ;w; <3
Just Message me on what you want! <3

Otherwise, not much has been happening.
I've been on Trickster often, and soon to be joining RO. I can't wait. <3

I still have yet to beat SH3, and I'm not looking forward to it. D:
I really don't wanna fight God. ;___;

Im going to be working at a Halloween fair saturday, with my friend.
We get to dress up, so we're looking forward to it.
WE EVEN GET PAID. <3
Tis amazing.

]]> ~Pawky-san NO U! *FLDKSAJ* :B http://Pawky-san.deviantart.com/journal/20699788/ http://Pawky-san.deviantart.com/journal/20699788/ Sat, 27 Sep 2008 06:39:22 PDT
So expect some flash videos or stuff soon! Is just awesome for helping me. c:

Halloween is right around the corner; and I CANT WAIT. <3
It's just amazing how..It's national cosplay day.

I'm also on the search for Jobs.
So far I've turned in about 33 applications localy, had 2 interviews with Game Stop in the span of 2 hours. *Sigh*
When will it ever end? ;w;

So far, no one has entered for the contest, so I may as well end it.
Seems kind of silly, yus. *sigh*

What should I do on my flash though?
OC's or Gaia avatars? c:

Post any opinions please! <3

]]> ~Pawky-san New programs~! http://Pawky-san.deviantart.com/journal/20523797/ http://Pawky-san.deviantart.com/journal/20523797/ Tue, 16 Sep 2008 15:23:51 PDT
So you should see more of me here...@w@; Hopefully.
Open Canvas, Corel, and GIMP.

Not much else to report. :T

]]> ~Pawky-san CONTEST; Cosplay character sketches/ outfit sketch http://Pawky-san.deviantart.com/journal/20333916/ http://Pawky-san.deviantart.com/journal/20333916/ Fri, 05 Sep 2008 01:01:55 PDT
It's the ANIME CONVENTION season. <3 Kyaa.

I need help making an outline of...William Sincliar Von Bunni III.

More characters are in the works...Maybe you guys can help me make the new characters!

Thats it! It's a contest!

NEEDED requirements for the characters:

One MUST be female; with large breasts. ;w;
The rest must be hot sexy male ~~sex~~ death gods.
I would recommend for the colors to slightly clash.
MUST HAVE BLACK. IT IS A MUST.
Tattered clothing is welcome. <3

William sinclair can be found if you search william sinclair von bunni III .

The others, you may name.
The costumes, PLEASE try to make simple.
NO MECHA, FURRIES, OR UGLY DEMON THINGS.
And Please try not to make it HORRENDOUSLY revieling.
You must remember that this is FOR COSPLAYS. IN PUBLIC.
The convention is in about three to four months.

Furries: None, covered in fur.
Cat ears/fox ears and tails are fine. ONLY ONE CHARACTER WITH ANIMAL EARS.

First prize winners get... Art done by me.

There shall be four first placers.
One for William, and the other three characters.

Note the submissions to me when you're done. :3

ALL ENTRIES MUST BE TURNED IN BY 10/10/08!

Good luck! >W<

]]> ~Pawky-san omfg art block. http://Pawky-san.deviantart.com/journal/19888298/ http://Pawky-san.deviantart.com/journal/19888298/ Sun, 10 Aug 2008 23:26:54 PDT kldjaslf. And in the process of getting new digital art equipment. @o@ Kyaaaa.

Like I've said in the past, College starts on the 18th. I'm nervous, but I don't know what to expect.

I FINALLY beat Silent Hill 2 with my friend, Now attempting to get Silent Hill 3. o.=;
For a game taht's been out for a while; it's really expensive. 30 bucks to me is 'spensive. D:

And I need to know...

What more should I draw?
Fanart?
Avatar art?
I need to know!

]]> ~Pawky-san