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I Changed Accounts, Made a new one, a fresh start for me on dA.

Please go to ~NutExtrordinaire if you wish to continue to stalk me and my art.



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Userpage Views:
2003: 1,093
2004: 10, 462
2005: 5,351
2006: 4,426
2007: 2,781
2008(thus far): 1,578

Total: 22,820

Top 10 Favorited Deviations:
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Sir Lancelot: 9
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Kiefer Sutherland - again: 7
Milo Ventimiglia: 7
Adrian Pasdar: 4
Morton Rainey 4-26-04: 4

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Average Favorites per Deviations: 2.38

Top 10 Commented Deviations:
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Full Title: 'How Do I Do It...? Good Question... I Really Don't Know.'

XD. Just a condensed form of all my WIPs leading up to the Final Newest-Oldest. (Numbered from first wip to last blah blah blah) I just wanted a shorter journal XP

Progess Shots:

The Beatles:

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II:

Bono:

I:
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III:

Peter Petrelli:

I:
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Just three, The Peter one is the most complete stage-like form of WIPs I got on dA.

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Just to prove to myself, I have gotten a HELL of alot better...lol

2004-2008

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I've been thinking about doing this for a LONG ass time, I mean several years. That is drawing musicians or singers or what have you instead of the usual Actor obsessive trends that I get on. So yea the next several pieces are most likely going to be music oriented, starting with my pencil portrait of Bono from U2. XP

Others that may make an appearance later on...
- Jack Johnson
- Dave Matthews
- Jimmy Buffett
- The Beatles (each as an individual, and also I want to do a group portrait)
- Bob Marley
- Whoever else I can think of



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Featuring folk's fanart...well the thumbnails of them...so free journal features for these luvely artists:

Heroes Fan Art!!!

Peter/Claude:


Yes, I kno. Its the one I like the most though (as far as gay couples on Heroes goes..) Gay is okay...The incest though I cannot deal with.

Group Shots:


Just Sweet Ones:
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new club joinage.

new project: heroes character portraits, got peter, nathan, sylar done, have a few left and once i have em all done im gonna make a computer wallpaper out of em XD



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Yes It is my birthday today. I am now 19 years old!

WOOT.



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The Anthem of Hockey...and Minnesota

Shut Up I am close enough to be considered a Minnesotan. GO WILD!

We were raised
With the stick
And a pair of blades
On the ice we cut our teeth
We took our knocks
In the penalty box
Our mother was the referee

This sport was here
Before we came
It will be here when we're gone
The game's in our blood
And our blood's in the game
Lay us down under
A frozen pond

We will fight to the end
We will stand and defend
Our flag flying high and free
We were born the child
Of the strong and wild
In the state the state
Of hockey
A big blue line runs around our state
A line that can't be crossed
The day they try to take this game
Is the day the gloves come off

We will fight to the end
We will stand and defend
Our flag flying high and free
We were born the child
Of the strong and wild
In the state the state
Of hockey.



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The disappointing revelation is...
I am allergic to cats... and I found out the hard way... I was at a friends makin a video and all and I was just falling apart by the end of the night and i just couldn't stand it anymore, my eyes were burning...anyways when I left her house I was fine ten minutes later... then i found out it was the cat...or it had to be the cat at least... which means i'm f'd cuz alot of my buddies have kitties and and yea... I gotta stock up on the benadryl i guess... XD

The new toy is...
Itouch... The thing is like my new favorite thing of the year, its shiny...I can go online with it... I mean yes it is sort of limited in the online access, no flash or anything, but still I can get to here...and and to youtube...and fanfiction...i'm set... lol

Sadly I don't have MY my music on it right now, its my parents collection (which is basically half of mine as well...lol) but yea I can't get MY collection until break ends and I can get back to my dorm XD (which is somewhere between jan 21st and jan 28th) semester starts jan 28th. ^^'

The New Project is...
I'm working on a pencil drawing of Al Pacino right now... will have it up as soon as I am done and able to put it up



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Just wanted to wish you all a very Merry Christmas, Peace!

and just to note anyone who doesnt know this already, I'll be on the scarce side for the next 4 or so weeks, winter break, little access to computer, even less to IMs and stuff... okay?

laterz



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My New Ambition is to master pens....everything about them from drawing, to writing, to making them explode and creating a fun mess....everything...

XD



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just a few words...a happier journal to set on the page XD

You need to watch the following movies if you havent already:
Near Dark
Into the Wild - the one that just came out XD



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I need to rant... I'm angry with the giants over in hollywoodland....

GIVE THE DAMN WRITERS WHAT THEY WANT!

...

Seriously, THEY DESERVE IT!

and SINCE you shitheads were so damn greedy and didn't let them get what they DESERVE, we the audience must suffer. In turn you will suffer severely as well...

YOU CAN"T FUCKING END A SEASON HALF WAY INTO IT!

...

Heroes is ending in a month from now because of the writer's strike. As MUCH as I'd like to see how they plan to do that, I would rather have the full 23 episode season instead of...11!

Then 24, 24 may not even come on according to my sources. You CANT just dangle that teaser infront of our eyes and take it away! ITS JUST CRUEL!

and what about house? I dunno if that has been affected, if it has, and they end half a season early. That would totally ruin my year.

You wonder why I am making such a big ass deal about it? BECAUSE! I like every other damn audience member have invested emotions in these characters, in these plotlines. WE DESERVE THEM TO BE EXCUTED FULLY DURING THE WHOLE SEASON! as much as the writers' deserve their money.

Also, I only watch...4 shows a year (weekly)... Heroes, House. 24(hasn't and probably won't start this year ;.. and CSI (not so much anymore) They give me a break from my mound of homework. I can relax during those hours and get invested into a fantasy world where I have gotten to know the characters on a decent level. With this strike the companies have shut down these shows for the year, causing them to either never start OR get cut in half, My relaxation hours GONE!

So yea if I am twigging out spring semester, it is because I have no weekly tv shows to look forward too.

So I guess, since I know this will happen and I gotta come to terms with being screwed. I am for the writers, go get what you WANT and DESERVE, but please! I beg you PLEASEEEEE get this done with in time so we don't have to endure this torture in the fall... (I couldn't take that... I need my tv relaxing hours to maintain sanity)



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Have you ever wondered why I obsess over a particular actor and draw im alot...

Heres' your answer.

I pick actors because of their faces. Usually they've got hot bodies as well, but mainly because of the face. I like expressive facial features. I love those people who can just nail them dead on, I envy them.

And because I envy them, I draw them.

Because if you haven't noticed yet, I love color. I love adding more to the already very expressive facial expression.

so in the end, I chose pictures and actors with good facial expressions. XD



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Hello Fellow Deviants.

I decided to update my journal...FINALLY. Whats the occasion you wonder?

Halloween.

I wanted to wish you ALL a happy halloween. So.

HAPPY HALLOWEEN DEVIANTS!

May your costumes be a complete success, and I want to see photos if they totally rox this world. Seriously, I am not one for dressing up. Why? Because if i dress up I want an AWESOME costume. And I have not the time nor the money to do that, so I simply do not dress up.

XD



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20,000 pageviews. hmpf.

the last thousand or so are probably solely based on the fact that i've been a whore about showing my pictures off. Acting like I am proud of em, and I admit I do like some of em Alot, but the rest of em my defeatist attitude kicks in and...yea.

Cynical view on my Art: it all sucks.

so *shrug*

I hate the fact that I gotta basically be a whore to get some attention here. That my art alone can't attract people. Does it suck that much?

*heavy sigh*



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i cleaned up and reposted some pieces in my gallery XD



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I find this hilarious.

2005 was my peak of pageviews # and it has basically dropped to making about a thousand a year since... (I made 18 thousand between 2003-2005 roughly)

I just find it absolutely bloody hilarious!

Seriously My skills have increased, gotten better, what do I get...Ignored. Odd thing I believ.

Sad. Pathetic.

Oh Well. I get to go to the twins game tomorrow that should cheer me up.



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Digital:


Traditional:


You Decide! What am I Better At?



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I'm workiing on a Jim Carrey pencil piece

yes obviously I am slightly obsessed at the moment with him...hes my actor of the momet *shrug*

:iconportraitpencilclub:

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I bought myself a subscription finally WOOT!



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Now if there is a piece in the gallery that I didn't make a print available and you want one just comment in this journal with the title of the piece and I will make it available to yea alright?

I also finally got a wishlist goin'.


O and for those who are CSI fans? The finale last night was just plain EVIL! evil I tell you.... I hate/love cliffhangers... so yea... but of course it works I'll be watchin' next year...

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We have established the fact that I will be going into the psychological field. Why? Thats' slightly harder to explain then one would think. I have been mulling it over in my mind for eyons now... To simply put it I am fancinated by my fellow beings. I want to figure out why they act the way they are acting. Psychology intrigues me. What drives people to chew out teenagers about fifty-cent late charges. Is it just to prove a point? To rant? To feel superior over the teenager that just has to sit there and listen... What drives a parent to let their kids run all over them? Seriously, who in their right mind would let a 10 year old watch Deuce Bigolo Male Gigolo. Or a 6 and 8 year old watch Jackass on MTV? I want to know WHY!

And this is not just me gossiping about jerks at work. I honestly want to know why? Do they have any real indication that almost every time we get one of those people we are blind sided by the rage. I just don't understand.

Anyways that is not just the reason. My brother, who has major-ed in Neuroscience and Psychology, got me intrigued. Though I must say I was already intrigued, I have always been fascinated by the human mind. How it works...why people are driven to do certain things. How the hell society has so much influence over us... Another thing that gave me a much needed push was AP Psychology. The more I read the more I want to know. Hell that is my favorite class of the day. Not just cuz the teacher is good. Though he is... The information generally interests me. I let the teacher think i'm an average student, decent. I got a B in the class, C+ average on the tests. I do know the information, I just don't have any incentive to show it. Hell why should I, the AP test is all that matters anymore.

You say what happened to art? I thought that was your passion, blah blah blah.... I love art, yes, it is great. The problem is it is not my passion. As the years have gone on I have realized that more and more. I think it was all the fact that I've been conditioned to think that Art should be my profession. Yes I have some innate ability for art, and people have trained me to work with that. For that I've gotten quite good. I am not good enough to go professional. Maybe it is a bit of an overjustification effect working because I kept getting compliments. I kept getting reinforced for something i naturally liked to do it. Anyways over the years came and went I had begun craving something better. I tried history last year, but I realized I have carved myself a hole into the whole art deal, that my parents were going to convince me to be a curator, or something. If i was going to do art...I was gonna be a freelancer mate. So, when psychology came along....something i had davelled with for a year or so then (mainly getting knowledge from my brother who was in college at the time).... something clicked. I had like one of those momentious revelations. Like, YES! This is what I want to do.

Since this took place in my teenage years. I could rightly explain this using Eriksons' psychosocial model; Stage 5s' Identity thing. That I think is what this is, an identity crisis.

SO Yes, my future plans. Attending college for a psychology major, and art minor. Thats' first round. Then I am going to apply for graduate school at U of M, their psychology program seems very good. I've looked into it and yea. If all that goes well, I will eventually go for my Ph.D. Possibly be a professor, but mainly I want to research.

comment on this please...

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Don't take pity on me
For I will not accept

Support me
You Silent Stocker

For I know Your there
I hope your there

That is why I return
again and again
to nothing.

Hmmm... thats pretty good for just 1 minute of thought.

Life Updates

Advanced Placement Studio Art Status:

Yesterday I finished last quarters' worthe of artwork. Sending in a portfolio seems actually feasible. Two pieces for grading due the week after next -plus a breathe section piece-, and slide shots needed by Cinco De Mayo. (I think...)

Grades for 3rd Quarter, Part 2:
Queen of Hearts, 95
Jack of Spades, 80
Queen of Spades, 80

Still need to be done:
King of Hearts
King of Spades
12th piece of Breathe Section

Health in that class is slowly on the rise after breakdown in early April. I still hate painting with a passion. Not a huge fan of the teacher, hell thought she was outright bitchy at the beginning of the month. I JUST WANTED MY DAMN QUARTER GRADE! *sigh* Wouldn't let me turn anythin in til it was just *perfect*.

Advanced Placement Psychology:

Still loving this class to death; the teacher, the material, the class entirely.

Though I do have one little thing, as usual nothing is *perfect*. I am 1-3 for questions asked during class. I can't fucking answer orally. If you ask me to write it down I will have a better chance of finding the right damn words to be correct, but orally, I don't have a shot in hell if its friggin longer then 2-3 word answer. So yea, converting from thought to word orally = no good, thought to word written = 90% accurate(If i actually know it). I knew all four fucking answers, its just I couldn't find the damn words, and its frustrating the hell out of me! It happens every fucking time, not just in psych. There is a bloody reason why i avoid eye contact, I get negatively reinforced that way cuz the teachers must think either i just don't want to answer (the true meaning) or I just don't know (not that often). Its' all in the nerves I tell yea, they get to me.

I learned I most likely have undiagnosised general anxiety disorder. I fit the criteria almost perfectly. as well as retrograde amnesia...which is slightly frustrating. But who needs to remeber the first 11 years of life anyways?!

Ceramics:

I love this class with a passion as well. I've gotten really good at making verticals, bowls, and pitchers. As well as fun other stuff too that you can do with a wheel. I may take some pics later of my pottery and show 'em to you the silent crowd. Maybe.

Life Changing Decisions:

I am no longer going into the Art field as a profession. I realized, I won't be able to handle it. I hate art with a passion three months out of the year, every year. Yes I have noticed the reaccurance, and that is why i've decided to take another route. I will still minor with Art, but my major in college will change to psychology. I wanna be a researcher in the field of cognitive psychology, more specifically; personality, intelligence, motivation(in order of my interests).

And no i didn't do it JUST because of the class; though it has given my extra incentive. Nor the fact that my brother is a psychology major (though he is taking a completely different route then I plan to, Mr. Docter-in-the-making), he was the one that got my intrigued in the first place though. I made up my own damn mind. Plus it is more logical to be a practicing psychologist with an artistic hobby, then an artist with a hobby of reading psychology. At least I think.

Anywho. Yea, that basically catches you up with my life status, more or less. Must sign off and get some dinner now. Later much.

Peanut

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Anyways, today I had my tests for UWRF. Took alot less time then I realize it would. Originally thought i'd be out by 2, i was out at 11:30. Which was pleasantly suprising.

Spanish wasn't as difficult as I thought it would be. I thought I did alright since I haven't touched the subject since at least 2 years. I got the main jest of the paragraphs I needed to read. The hardest part was the questions were all in spanish, sadly, thats where I had all the trouble. Anyways.

I just put up a new piece, a ballpoint pen piece of Adam Duritz from Counting Crows. Just needed to get a small piece done for myself before AP Art kills me. lol.

Spring break is almost over sadly. School resumes monday. *shrug*

Zodiac, saw the movie Thursday night. It was alright, the story was absolutely intriguing. Scary, but intriguing. Had the first nightmare in a long time over a movie. Long time being...the last one I had was when my parents took me to Jurassic Park (The first one) in theaters. Yep. Its a reaccurring thing, but now i find it funny not scary. A t-rex rampaging through the neighborhood, lol.



]]> ~Peanut0565 http://Peanut0565.deviantart.com/journal/11908747/ http://Peanut0565.deviantart.com/journal/11908747/ Wed, 21 Feb 2007 13:32:23 PST
I suck at art. I should not even attempt for an Art major. What the hell am I thinking?! I have no talent. No skill. Seriously what the hell was I thinking with that last journal.

Me feel good enough to make a statement such as that?! *snort laugh* I must have been high or something.

I mean seriously. I get no fucking comments here, hell I probably forgot what one even LOOKS like.

No comments = No good
No Favs = I must suck

You guys are only fueling me more by the damn silence.

18,748 pageviews. WHOOP-D-FUCKING-DO!

Seriously.

I could probably say I am going to fucking kill myself and you guys would not even give a flying fart about it.

I apologize for this, I had a bad day, and I think I am getting sick. And on top of all that I showed my mom my sketch of Tim Robbins and she asked me who it was. Talk about a slap in the face. All my enthusiam and happiness knocked out with one little comment. I basically had to defend myself by saying that was only a 30 minute sketch.

]]> ~Peanut0565 http://Peanut0565.deviantart.com/journal/11895774/ http://Peanut0565.deviantart.com/journal/11895774/ Tue, 20 Feb 2007 14:18:53 PST
You think I am nuts probably now, firing back misc. comments of how could I think that?! I told several people this thought of mine and they did that very thing.

Well seriously, I am saying now and only now that I have skill in the art, after five years of heartless ridicule of my own work. Meaning myself ridiculing my own work, saying it sucks. It has paid off, though I will still have the defeatist attitude that I have always had. There was a reason for the defeatist attitude! I knew I could do better, I was improving, I knew this. I was improving greatly over very short periods of time. And now this has sort of leveled off at a very high skill level, and I can be satisfied. Though I will still strive to do better, I believe I have hit my plateau. My style is relatively steady, and I can produce fine art with it.

Also this dawned on me, If I can do a nice sketch in 30 minutes of Tim Robbins in a basic photo I pulled from the internet and still LIKE it afterwards. Yea, that is what I call achievement. The first time around just freeworkin it and all with a pencil.

But yea. My declaration to myself, I am a skilled artist.

Also I have noticed, my art teacher is starting to like me once more. Well.... I am getting better grades...

Concentration Piece Grades:
Jack of Diamonds: 83
Queen of Diamonds: 68
King of Diamonds: 75
Jack of Clubs: 74
Queen of Clubs: 80
King of Clubs: 85
Jack of Hearts: 90
Queen of Hearts: N/A
King of Hearts: N/A
Jack of Spades: N/A
Queen of Spades: N/A
King of Spades: N/A

Yep. My grades increased over time. The jack of hearts is my favorite piece of all year at the moment. I would have been crushed if I got a bad grade on that. So far as to drop the class crushed.

My other classes?

Doing well, mostly As and Bs. Aside from Psych. I have a D in there, but I will get that back up. Was slackin a bit, yea know how senioritis is? lol.

Life is going better now though since my grades are better. Though my parents have found something new to bitch about. Well it wasn't NEW but it became more promenint after the grades got settled over. The weight issue. *shrug* Do they want me to flat out admit, I am fat. Well No Fucking Duh! And I do stuff to change that, its just they don't see it. They don't see the fucking running, the sit ups, the endless torture I push myself through. Hell I am bloody She-Man muscularness. *sigh*

Can't wait til next year. All the weddings will be over, I'll be in the dorms at River Falls with a total stranger as a roommate. Away from parents. Yes that will be the life.

]]> ~Peanut0565 http://Peanut0565.deviantart.com/journal/11817785/ http://Peanut0565.deviantart.com/journal/11817785/ Wed, 14 Feb 2007 15:54:09 PST
Anyways.

i put on my blue swade shoes and i boarded the plane
touch down in the land of the delta blues in the middle of the pourin rain

yea i got a first class ticket but i am as blue as a boy can be

Yea I am walkin in memphis...

...

*smirk*

Anyways!

Just got chalked up for the 10th to go have a day of testing! WHAT FUN WILL THAT BE! down at UWRF the good old agricultural building. I am beginning to know that building very well. Took my ACTs there...twice. lmao. Anyways Check out this schedule.

8-10am - Intro/Math test
10-12 pm - English test
12-2 pm - Spanish Test

Guess I am spending my day down at River Falls, WOOT!

lmao.

moving on

i put on blue swade shoes and i boarded the plane
touch down in the delta blues in the middle of the pourin rainnnnnn

*plays piano*

i thought i saw a man bore to life
he was warm he came around and he was diginfied

there was nothing where he use to lie
the conversation has gone dry

i am cold and i am shamed
lying on the floor

you should have never changed into something real

your a little late i am already torn...

*blinks*

I swear this is all i think about all day, music lyrics. I'll davile later into my own thoughts of my psyche and such...when i have more time. I'll even ramble about the fact that I realized, I don't care. At all anymore. I don't think I ever had, at least about school work. I think I fear reject, or success. Or both. I don't understand it fully.

I don't like verbal praise. At least not alot of it. I think it is cuz my parents don't praise me, not enough at least. And because of that I am nervous when I am praised. I don't know how to act when I am praised face-to-face. I am uncomfortable when I am praised.

yes. thats it for now. I've rambled enough.

]]> ~Peanut0565 http://Peanut0565.deviantart.com/journal/11315299/ http://Peanut0565.deviantart.com/journal/11315299/ Thu, 04 Jan 2007 15:49:44 PST
I came back to:
625 deviations...
553 journals...
23 polls....
9 hot topics...
4 favorites...
1 comment....

What Happened in the Last month:
4 Christmases....
1 New Years...
1 Graduation...
1 Wedding....
1 Birthday....

More Stuff:
I have Jack, Queen, King done of Diamonds and Clubs (they will be up sooner or later)

I have started on Hearts now.

I am offically half way done with my concentration, and not getting all sucidial with art, like the other fools who decided to take Studio Problems with that... Poor fellas.

Anywho, I'm ahead of the game, semester is almost done and Senioritous is setting in! Of course not on Art or Psych. Those are the two classes that I will still take seriously. But next semester. Omg nice set up, heres' how it looks as of now:

1st Period: AP Studio Art
2nd Period: Ceramics I
3rd Period: British Literature
4th Period: Study Hall - TA in Art room
5th Period: Issues of Modern World Literature
6th Period: AP Psychology
7th Period: Study Hall - TA in Art room

How much of those classes do I actually need to graduate? Just one of the literature classes.

Why Am I taking all the rest then? Well the AP classes, if I pass the test, it will be one less class to take once I get to college, and Ill have some credits there to add along with my AP United States History course. The others are just fillers so I am counted as a 'full-time' student. I actually debated about taking the youth working thingie, but whatever. Like it Matters.

Mental Notes to Self:
Financial Aid Meeting on the 9th.
Birthday on the 11th. - Yes I know I am patheic, I forget my own damn birthday. But really it doesn't matter that much to me, it is just another day. Seriously, you guys make to big of deal outta it. ('O look Peanut turned 18!, WOW.') roflmao.

Anywho. Thats about it.

General Feelings of the moment: Pretty good now that all the busyness is over of last month, I just need to survive until August 2007, when I move out of my place and into a dorm! WOOT! UWRF HERE I COME!

Damn I can't wait. I am so never coming home for extended periods of time. Maybe for christmas, and thats about it. That and maybe my mom will pick me up and hitch me a ride down to my grands for a bit. Whateva. I got it made, a college, a job, a shelter, a new computer(laptop ill get for graduation, so can't wait).

Yep, life will be good. O PLUS! I can go visit my psych teach down there too cuz he teachs there like once a week, ooo that would be fun. (I take that course again just for the fun of having him as a professor, - as you can tell hes one of my favorite teachers ^^'-)

O does anyone know what are the generals I need to complete for UWRF, or are they the same at every college, I dunno really?

]]> ~Peanut0565 http://Peanut0565.deviantart.com/journal/10891308/ http://Peanut0565.deviantart.com/journal/10891308/ Wed, 29 Nov 2006 14:17:01 PST 'Part of me is sucidial, and the other part of me is yelling at the sucidial part to grow the fuck up'

long title I know. but that is basically how i feel at the moment.

At School, going from class to class feelings;

Advanced Composition - Fucking A! I got a 68% on my bloody paper. that has been my average all fucking year! please seriously, teacher help me, I have asked you, begged you, groveled for christ sakes. I TOLD YOU I HAD FUCKING GRAMMAR PROBLEMS! honestly. I need someone to go over my paper for the stupid mistakes and grammatical stuff before I hand it in, because that is WHY i am fucking doing terribly in that class. yea.

Advanced Placement Studio Art - *shrug* I am alright there actually since I got to start on my King of Diamonds today. ^^' And i am happy I got a 83% on my jack of diamonds. I expected bad for the queen of diamonds, but not that bad. She wrote on the back that my porporations are off. The arm is too short. And on both of them that my writing is kinda sloppy. But i knew the last aprt. Anywho. Half and Half with this right now. At least I made my deadline, two pieces done by nov 30th. Woot. Now i can settle a little bit. (monday i was like 'kill me now, just please kill me now'

Advanced Placement Psychology - I got a 66% on my learning test. But i feel better since everyone else got about that. It wasn't just me, and my procrastination on that section. But im telling you i knew it, I just didn't have adiquete time to explain it on the damn FR.

Government - Im stressing over my roundtable that isn't til dec. 15th. I have a partner that doesnt talk much, and I am uncomfortable talking infront of the class as well but ill have to do all the damn talking. O well. I guess. I won't Fail the class... ^^'

Creative Writing - My favorite class. I find it hilarious that I get an A+ in this class and a D+ in Advanced Composition. Quite hilarious. But o well, I'm more about the imagination writing then anything else. *shrug*

LifeTime Sports - its a damn phy-ed class. With Kurko!(you know who I mean if you go to my school) Fucking portfolios. Getting a D- in that class just cuz i dont have fucking time to get that damn work in! its not hard, its just tedious. Like fucking vocab! Honestly. I wish i had J.

Bomb Threat - We had a bomb threat today. We evacuated the school during third hour, stayed there for like an hour or so then returned. What a disruption! Fucking hell, kids grow the fuck up! Honestly! Stupid people! If i eva get my hands on them Dear god they betta pray to god I don't kill em. Right now I wanna. I had only 20 minutes of my Psych class. I LOVE THAT DAMN CLASS! grr towards the person who robbed me of that. AND YOU ROBBED ME OF RESEARCHING FOR MY DAMN TERM PAPER! I NEED TO DO WELL ON THAT, SO THANK YOU VERY FUCKING MUCH!

...

^^'

And thats all my class frustrations taken out.

Work: Going like it usually does

Friends: Only thing keeping me going right now.

Other: theres a friend that i have that I dunno if she likes me or not. Its like bipolar. Its' weird, sometimes shes really nice and talkative. Other times she wants nothing to do with me. STOP SENDING ME DAMN MIX SIGNALS! I am honestly confused. Its like okay...?

Thats about it. ^^. I feel better now after typing all that shit down. I apologize for the swearing. I was just so faborasted, its just not even funny. I need a break from it all.

]]> ~Peanut0565 http://Peanut0565.deviantart.com/journal/10724866/ http://Peanut0565.deviantart.com/journal/10724866/ Tue, 14 Nov 2006 15:40:54 PST "Jedi Song" (the anakin one)
"Amish Paradise"
"White and Nerdy"
"Ebay Song"

those are my favorite.

hehehehe

Also what can I combine with an Art Major? and what can I do with such

]]> ~Peanut0565 http://Peanut0565.deviantart.com/journal/10659936/ http://Peanut0565.deviantart.com/journal/10659936/ Wed, 08 Nov 2006 14:49:28 PST
Anywho onto greater funner news.

I GOT ACCEPTED INTO UWRF! FUCK YEA! *dances and bounces off walls* your damn right I am excited! *confidence level just shot up a good 100 percent so it is now at 0% instead of -100%*

HAHAHHAHA and the fun part is i know at least 2 others that got in, and yea, hopefully they go there with me. Of course I will transfer out to stout the next year, but what the hell. UWRF has a nice art program, and I was told I had to take the glass blowing class by several people. Hopefully I can do that. Anywho I am damn proud of myself of getting into UWRF. I don't give a damn what you say about the school, I GOT IN on MY grades. and If you saw my GPA and old ACT score you would be amazed. I mean i was below their standards for hell sakes.

I'm kinda curious to see how I did on the newest ACT though. Maybe its better and i can still appeal to Stout and maybe theyll let me in...

Anywho.

Concentration in art is fucking fun. I never been so focused in my life in an art class. This is a whole new level I have reached. Its going to be a great bloody year.

Okay Peace out folks.

]]> ~Peanut0565 http://Peanut0565.deviantart.com/journal/10541512/ http://Peanut0565.deviantart.com/journal/10541512/ Sat, 28 Oct 2006 20:25:17 PDT
Last night was October 27, 2006....

Why I say that? That was when my plans after college changed. After 5 years of sayin' I'm movin to California after college, I have changed my mind. To what you may ask? To Japan. Where in Japan? I have no clue, you give me some nice reccomendations; I like BIG cities....n I need work as a graphic designer... Cuz my major in college shall be Graphic Design. So point some places out for me and I shall scout em out for prices and availability. Take me seriously too, cuz I am taking this seriously. That and I am going to start taking Japanese, I have already found 'Japanese for Dummies' and 'Idiots' Guide to Conversational Japanese' if you have any other good reccommendations for books to learning japanese please point them out to me... Once I got the cash I am gonna buy the two above. ^^'

On to Other things.

ACT was this morning for me. I felt good about it after, which is strange. It felt like I just finished an AP Psychology test. My average there is a C+/B-. Thats a weighted/college course as well. So does that translate into me getting the score needed to get my ass into a 4-year college? Or am I doomed for all eternity, if so tell me now so i can commit mental suicide. Wait...nevermind I'll wait until I receive my rejection letter from UWRF, then i shall commit mental suicide.

On to Other Other Things.

I just got back from watching 'The Prestige'. Pure Excellence. I have not been that baffled by a movie since 'The Sixth Sense'. Something that can baffle me like that deserves a bloody Oscar. Micheal Caine, Excellent. Christian Bale, Excellent. Hugh Jackman, Excellent. Story, Outstanding. Special Effects, Outstanding. Directing, Outstanding. Cinematography, lovely. As you can tell, I absolutely love this movie. I shall not spoil it for you guys and not go into the details of the story, but I do suggest you pay VERY VERY close attention. I did as such and I was still baffled by the end. Fantastic Movie. Bravo to all those who made it possible. I give yea an A, mateys. Hope yea get nominated for many an oscar.

My review is fineto.

O and on a sidenote, I bought 'Deathnote' manga volume 1, I love it so far. I blame you guys for getting me hooked. (In particular, :deviantpu-sama: )

Peace Out.

]]> ~Peanut0565 http://Peanut0565.deviantart.com/journal/10430592/ http://Peanut0565.deviantart.com/journal/10430592/ Wed, 18 Oct 2006 04:46:32 PDT
I need someone to find me an episode of CSI:Miami, titled "lost son" I believe its in the 3rd season if that helps. But yes, please if you have it or can get it easily, PLEASE send it to me at peanut0565@aim.com

the person that does will get ootles of hugs from me and a box of virtual cookies... and BEST OF ALL a free drawing(which ill post here and in the comment box ill glomp yea to death and praise yea like you just became queen of england....^^')

i'm very desperate for this episode so please...DON'T IGNORE THIS JOURNAL!

]]> ~Peanut0565 http://Peanut0565.deviantart.com/journal/10413592/ http://Peanut0565.deviantart.com/journal/10413592/ Mon, 16 Oct 2006 14:59:11 PDT
Which CSI Vegas Guy is YOUR match?
Result: Greg Sanders! The adorable lab tech who is into Punk Rock and Metal. Greg and you will have fun and a strong relationship. Woo!

My Response: Coo I like Greg alot, hes cute... ^^'

Which CSI Guy will you marry?
Result: Your Going To Fall Madly In Love With Greg And One Day Marry Him.

My Response: okay moving on we have established the fact that i do like Greg.

What CSI ship are you suited to?
Result: Hmmm... So remind me exactly why you came to this quiz if you hate CSI!?

It was a waste of time!

My Response: HEY HEY HEY! wait a minute here... I LOVE CSI hell i'm down right obsessed!

Which CSI Character are You?
Result: you are greg!

My Response: It was only two damn questions long and all i could say was i'd go with the wacky damn hair cuts! *though bugs are coo too*



Well thats it for now, all quizzes found at quizzilla.comish ^^'

]]> ~Peanut0565 http://Peanut0565.deviantart.com/journal/10325667/ http://Peanut0565.deviantart.com/journal/10325667/ Sun, 08 Oct 2006 13:12:23 PDT
1. I got a B on my Psych test, WOOT WOOT! muehehehe

2. I got my first rejection letta.

3. My dad shot my confidence down by saying my collage sucked. That hurt badly.

4. I went and saw Departed last night, it was excellent. *big fan of scortese films*

muehehehe

nothin' else thats basically what has happened since i've updated last, enjoy, please comment on my stuff, i'll be more inclined to submit more if i get more feed back. Take that to heart.

^^'

Peace-out.

]]> ~Peanut0565 http://Peanut0565.deviantart.com/journal/9747481/ http://Peanut0565.deviantart.com/journal/9747481/ Wed, 16 Aug 2006 11:29:16 PDT 2. Study Hall/Lifetime Sports
3. College Prep Composition
4. AP Psychology
5. Creative Writing
*Lunch C*
6. Government
7. Study Hall ]]> ~Peanut0565 http://Peanut0565.deviantart.com/journal/9647968/ http://Peanut0565.deviantart.com/journal/9647968/ Tue, 08 Aug 2006 12:43:10 PDT
*gawks* ]]> ~Peanut0565 http://Peanut0565.deviantart.com/journal/9536925/ http://Peanut0565.deviantart.com/journal/9536925/ Sat, 29 Jul 2006 20:13:58 PDT [link] ]]> ~Peanut0565 http://Peanut0565.deviantart.com/journal/9499016/ http://Peanut0565.deviantart.com/journal/9499016/ Wed, 26 Jul 2006 09:14:44 PDT
I've been here forever... (seriously... its almost my 3rd year anniversary!) ]]> ~Peanut0565 http://Peanut0565.deviantart.com/journal/9489377/ http://Peanut0565.deviantart.com/journal/9489377/ Tue, 25 Jul 2006 12:41:04 PDT
http://Peanut0565.deviantart.com/journal/9373269/ Fri, 14 Jul 2006 08:36:05 PDT ~Peanut0565 http://Peanut0565.deviantart.com/journal/9086794/ http://Peanut0565.deviantart.com/journal/9086794/ Fri, 16 Jun 2006 12:01:43 PDT
[link] ]]> ~Peanut0565 http://Peanut0565.deviantart.com/journal/8758956/ http://Peanut0565.deviantart.com/journal/8758956/ Sat, 13 May 2006 12:22:33 PDT ]]> ~Peanut0565 http://Peanut0565.deviantart.com/journal/8631923/ http://Peanut0565.deviantart.com/journal/8631923/ Sun, 30 Apr 2006 14:38:54 PDT
As in i'll take some historical stuff, spice it up with some humor(if i have to spice it up at all that is...lol) and do like comic strips

Ideas for Strips so far:
-TR getting shot then standing up again at a speech
-Jackson vs. Bank(dunno how i'll work this one out yet but it just sounds so friggin funny in my head...lol)
-20 year curse(yea know that one curse...right when every 20 years the president is killed, or died in office? lol that one propably needs a page...lol)
-Nixon and his underhanded work stuff(saturday night massacre...)
-A. Johnson, first president to be impeached(if you know a lil about it you'll know right away how i can and will make it funny)
-Senator McCarthy!(too easy ... too friggin' easy)
-The whole bomb threat stuff of the 50s(as in making the kids learn to 'duck and cover' thing...i could easily have fun with that)
-President Polk and the mexican war(dude the guy just went to war with mexico cuz he wanted bloody territory....the war was about as pointless as the vietnam one...)
-possibly canning of sumner...*maybe if i can find a humorous angle about it*
-washington...master of stragetic retreat...(lmao...)


umm...thats all i can think of right now... any ideas from those who are good with american history stuff? I can't remember it all yea know... ]]> ~Peanut0565 http://Peanut0565.deviantart.com/journal/8612127/ http://Peanut0565.deviantart.com/journal/8612127/ Fri, 28 Apr 2006 13:38:01 PDT
I didn't do well... on the Mock APUSH Test/Semester Final, I'm fucking killin myself over it too mentally... Stupid me stupid meee!!! *slams head into desk more*

Honestly, I should have fucking seen that coming! TEST SYNDROME! thats what i call it at least, like you know you know the shit but its just not coming to you... I mean seriously...

I totally Fucked up the DBQ. I don't expect any better then a fucking 2(out of 9), and on the FRQs' I don't expect better then a fucking 4! THATS HOW BAD I DID...

and know what, heres the fucking BEST part! I was hoping to do well on the M.C. to save my poor patheic ass, cuz i knew i'd do badly on the essays. and I got lower then I fucking had before!

First Practice M.C. Score: 40.25
Semester/Mock M.C. Score: 35.75

fucking 5.50 less! THATS A FRIGGIN LOT! i gotta get into high gear, study my fucking ass off more then ever! the AP test is friday so I got my work cut out for me!

even mr. amann was like 'you gotta get that up in the 40s again' i was like...'fuck no...shit....there goes my chances for a 4 on the semester final' in my head

*sighs, then bangs head into desk more*

hell i even forgot to bring home my fucking APUSH binder...STUPID ME!

*sighs* ]]> ~Peanut0565 http://Peanut0565.deviantart.com/journal/8604614/ http://Peanut0565.deviantart.com/journal/8604614/ Thu, 27 Apr 2006 17:35:14 PDT
I am not stressed what so ever about the AP test, I am oddly excellerated by it...I'm pumped to take the thing tomorra, bring it on, mr. amann, BRING IT ON! lol...

*smiles sweetly*

I have to admit, I am grateful for taking APUSH, I love the class to death, the teacher rocked(though others beg to differ with me), and this class has also shown me that I am infact a History fan, to the 9th degree, so far as I am sidelining the Art profession idea, and taking up History, be a teacher, torture my lil students with history funish fun...(as in find the lil odd stories and throw it in there to make em smile...then kill em with stress on the tests...lol) Of course the level would either be APUSH itself, or AP European history(if I ever *get* the chance to study european history that is, propably in college), high school students, OR OR OR be a professor and torture college students... lol... prefer high school student minds' to mold cuz...well...yea...just yea... anyways

I want to *at least* get a Masters Degree in History... and if i feel compelled enough maybe shoot for a Ph.D. but at least Masters... muehehehe

so yea... What APUSH has done to me...

Peace Out! Final tomorra and I gotta get some well deserved relaxation in(feelin for my teach this weekend though, 300 essays...wowie....) ]]> ~Peanut0565 http://Peanut0565.deviantart.com/journal/8435520/ http://Peanut0565.deviantart.com/journal/8435520/ Tue, 11 Apr 2006 07:01:33 PDT
kay

question #1: Joseph Pulitzer achieved fame and wealth as a...
A. radio commentator
B. political cartoonist
C. photographer
D. film producer
E. newspaper publisher

question #2: Which of the following raised the most serious doubts about the effectiveness of Keynesian economics?
A. The energy crisis of the 1970's
B. The combination of the recession and high inflation in the 1970's
C. The growing power of massive corporations and conglomerates in the 1970's and 1980's
D. The entry of the "baby boomers" into the labor force in the 1970's and 1980's
E. The massive trade deficits of the 1980's

question #3: The Halfway Covenant provided for which of the following?
A. The baptism of children of baptized but unconverted Puritans
B. The granting of suffrage to non church members
C. The expansion of women's power within the Congregational church
D. The granting of full membership in the Congregational church to all New Englanders
E. The posting of banns by engaged couples

question #4: In the late nineteenth century, all of the followiong encouraged American jingoism EXCEPT:
A. yellow journalism
B. the New Navy policy of Alfred Thayer Mahan and Theodore Roosevelt
C. the example of European imperialism
D. The flooding of American markets by foreign producers
E. Social Darwinism


***

Tose are the actual questions off my practice take home AP testies for APUSH...can't find em worthe shit from the book, hell I dunno what jingoism is even...o.o so help meee ]]> ~Peanut0565 http://Peanut0565.deviantart.com/journal/8434851/ http://Peanut0565.deviantart.com/journal/8434851/ Tue, 11 Apr 2006 05:12:59 PDT ~Peanut0565 http://Peanut0565.deviantart.com/journal/8323331/ http://Peanut0565.deviantart.com/journal/8323331/ Fri, 31 Mar 2006 12:31:24 PST
Tuesdays after school 3-4
Wednesday mornings before school 6:30-7:30
Thursdays after school 3-4

for the next 5 weeks, test is friday may 5th, of which we review all the way up til then...I can manage the tuesdays and thursdays but thats early wednesday morning stuff...o.o o well...I will make due...didn't put in all this bloody work to lessen it now, I wanna get a damn 5 on the test! HELL YEA I AM SHOOTING FOR TOP SCORE! (well...its outta 5) lol.

shoot for the best...

I like my teacher, and the class anyways so I am willing to put in the extra work ]]> ~Peanut0565 http://Peanut0565.deviantart.com/journal/8274363/ http://Peanut0565.deviantart.com/journal/8274363/ Sun, 26 Mar 2006 12:01:59 PST
[link]

feel free to rift through the rest of my account ]]> ~Peanut0565 http://Peanut0565.deviantart.com/journal/8238585/ http://Peanut0565.deviantart.com/journal/8238585/ Wed, 22 Mar 2006 16:27:00 PST [link]eanut

lemon fingers account

for literature oriented stuff, everything(or close to it) that i have written is there, please go read, enjoy yourselves, maybe learn a thing or two well yer at it

ALSO another concentration idea for next year:

okay i've destoried the first idea of the history oriented one cuz id have to make all my pics and stuff, i gotta take the photos myself, itd be too hard i think

anywho, new idea, picture this

12 songs, 12 paintings of my interpretations of them...

would i have to get more specific in the music then that or could i pull off 12 random songs, i wonder o.o

OO and PS on the last journal...if you took me seriously, you need to get to know me better...I love life, I would need a real reason to take it, my world would have to be destoried for me to take my life, and id be on some sick deranged road wreck of which someone would have probably noticed the way i was going before i did the hidious deed... so yea... I just wanted to see if anyone would notice on here, ]]> ~Peanut0565 http://Peanut0565.deviantart.com/journal/8217589/ http://Peanut0565.deviantart.com/journal/8217589/ Mon, 20 Mar 2006 14:04:41 PST
well...

heres a final farewell

Tonight at Midnight I shall take my life...

No one seems to care anyways.

GOODBYE!












































































































































































































































































(Okay just kidding, just wanting to see if anyone actually would pay attention to me... ) ]]> ~Peanut0565 http://Peanut0565.deviantart.com/journal/8195918/ http://Peanut0565.deviantart.com/journal/8195918/ Sat, 18 Mar 2006 08:47:00 PST
What the fuck is up with people these days?! I mean fucking hell. I am fed up with jerks, stupid fucking people... Okay I'll explain what happened yesterday... so I was working and all, it was around 5:30ish, just before the last person came in at 6. Anyways this fucker came to me trying to use an expired supersaver card. And the policy now is that you can only use those punches when you have a valid supersaver(this policy started at the beginning of this year, we've warned people since september of 05), and this fucker walks in and expects to use it. First I calmly explain that he can't use it. He starts getting pissed off and ranting in my ear about it. Of course me being the employee just have to take it. he rants for at least 10 minutes, in which the mean time I have to give him the managers' name, and wanted the number but I finally convinced the jerk to come back on monday if he really wanted to cuz she would be in on the weekdays. After that was settled he bought a new supersaver(which really baffled me, if he was so ticked off in the first place that he wanted to use his remaining punchs, why the fuck did you buy a new one?! Stand you fucking ground mate....) anyways he had a late charge on his account from back in i believe july of 2005, I tell him that, still being polite(slightly twitching, but only those who know me that well could pick up on that) and he blows up on me about that as well!!! FUCKING A DUDE I AM 17 I CANT DO MUCH FOR YOU ACCEPT SAY YOU HAVE ONE!!! guy tries to say his son did it and have his son pay for it, i go into the policy of if its over a month I have to make him pay for it. He bitches to me about that too, so yea...here i am just taking it, waiting for the fucker to leave so I can take a fucking break or something from customers...the guy left but there was another guy behind him. That guy APOLOGIZED for the fellow infront of him. Omg I wanted hug him... the guy behind him was so nice... i think he could tell I was twitching though... but yea... it took me the rest of the night to calm down about that one dude. that and had to write the boss a long length note about the dude just incase he does come back monday, and so shes not blind sided by him.

yea...my night last night was good aside from that. ]]> ~Peanut0565 http://Peanut0565.deviantart.com/journal/8121733/ http://Peanut0565.deviantart.com/journal/8121733/ Fri, 10 Mar 2006 13:25:09 PST
1: SPRING BREAK! WOOT! A week of somewhat rest...well...daytimes to myself....to work on art class project, the phipps exhibition entry, APUSH chapter, and my novel

2: My Novel in the works. called 'Fortnight at Ashbal High' first draft is at my fictionpress.com account, a link provided here ; [link] ; I encourage you to read and review, I would like some CC, i got basically 3 loyal readers right now, and i'm on Chapter 6(though it says 12 there, but youll see why all of that if you read it)

3: Art; I am working on 3 things right now, a. a self portrait for art class in a different artists style, hate it, but o well its for school. b. a piece i am going to call 'patriotism' for the phipps exhibition. c. a group pic of all the House MD characters, mainly for house-online.org, just cuz i wanna do it too... the webmaster gave me modivation anyways hehehe

4: APUSH: ahhh may is approaching quickly, well not quickly but it seems quickly, why? cuz theres like only 5/6 chapters left...o.o and over spring break he expects us to jump ahead 40 some years to the 90s chapter, then come back to the 50s and continue from that chapter...im somewhat of a chronological person so going from truman to clinton then back to truman will throw me for a loop lol ill manage i guess though

5: lemonfingers.com, I have an account there now, look up 'peanut' thats my username, enjoy my literary and nonfiction pieces there

6: comments please?

MENTAL NOTE TO SELF: [link] (i need the link somewhere or ill forget ) ]]> ~Peanut0565 http://Peanut0565.deviantart.com/journal/7829674/ http://Peanut0565.deviantart.com/journal/7829674/ Tue, 07 Feb 2006 15:00:28 PST

NEW HOUSE ON TONIGHT FINALLY!! WOOOTTTTTTT ]]> ~Peanut0565