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        <pubDate>Sat, 05 Dec 2009 20:52:13 PST</pubDate>        
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                <title>Wide Awake and Never Bored</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 05 May 2009 02:58:28 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well, half of it's true. Seeing as I haven't updated my journal in over 2 years, this needed to fill that large text wall up top of my page. I'm alive haha, I'm doing alright, and I am slowly working on finding myself doing art. I actually sketched some small, quick headshot today. Kind of proud of that.<br /><br />I'm finally applying for university! I need to send in some paperwork and then hope to Jebus that they want me. I'm not going to take no for an answer though. Things are looking up, I moved out of my house. I'm still working hard, not at Starbucks though, 3 times was enough for me. <br /><br />And, yeah - I'm alive, it's okay <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Two hours and a cup of coffee</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 09 Jan 2007 08:26:02 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ And I am still bored to tears sitting in Starbucks waiting to start working. I have looked at almost every webpage I would want to, sent out comments, read, listened to a bunch of music and I am tired, and I feel like I want to cry for no reason. BLAH! XD<br />
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I have not been able to laod any meager attempts at art on here as they went and changed the layout from when I last did - which could have been in like 2005 for all I know but I can't seem to get a preview image up and for the site to recognize it so I am avoiding it like the plague at the moment. Not that I have been doing much anyways <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /> <br />
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I started a small project of overhauling my laundry dumping zone of a living room into an actual living room - it used to be a pool table and junk. And I will have pics and I might make a website and stick them up there as I am too annoyed to bother trying to figure this out again. Unless you, the reader, have some tips for uploading on here!<br />
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And I am feeling better - the comfy chairs opened up and I am so there! I am being the uberleet Starbucks customer - on their wi-fi, drinking their drinks and loving being more snooty then anyone else in the place. I hate Starbucks for the fact people come in here like it means something and that they are someone for doing it. I just like the coffee - I don't think this place has some godly relevance in the day to day. *Please note I worked for Starbucks for nine months - there are some super sweet customers that come in*<br />
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ANYWAYS - I think I am done ranting for now so I am going to continue to surf the net and just so everyone knows - The Illusionist, Crank, Bandidas and ... I forgot are coming out today - the Illusionist was pretty good actually <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> Oh the joys of working for a Video Store.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Tidings of the New Year</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 02 Jan 2007 08:44:53 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Okay... I love you and and I want you to know it. But there isn't a chance in hell I am looking at 480 pieces of art and reading 181 journals to get myself updated on the world as we all know it. Sorry kids! Anyways, I am spinning my wheels so I am hoping this month and this year will wreak some creative havoc so I can run amuck with a pencil and get something done. I have sketched a couple times and I am starting to use my tablet so here is to hoping to post something on here soon. The big plan is a painting by the end of March - 22x28 ish and an ode to surreal landscapes and my fav band. Right Now I am sitting in Starbucks on my Xmas present to myself - my cute lil laptop and I hope that now that I have all the tools that I could need with me that something will be done of it. If you can - give me a shout, take me out for coffee - I can buy! I dedicate my time to work and mindlessly sitting in my office. Really, it's kind of pathetic.<br />
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ANYWAYS! I am sucking battery power so I am going to jet. Mwuah! to you all and best of everything you could hope and wish for for this new year.<br />
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*Ben<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Return from Never-never Land</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 23 Aug 2006 16:56:24 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Dear bloody God! I was on here last sometime before my poor little world imploded on me - Again. I worked diligently on graveyards at eBay and that ran my system into the dirt and beyond. Sat in my house most of the summer bound to a very glum attitude and the inability to do really anything. Sufficed to say - it was MISERABLE and I am finally working on getting myself back on track again. I haven't been doing too much else - had a bf and was dumped - thought I was depressed and realized that I was just STUCK.<br />
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SO I am unsticking, and BROKE AS FUCK and hating it.<br />
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I hope everyone out there still loves me <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/c/cry.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":'(" title="Crying" /> Lol ]]></description>
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                <title>Tonsels Inflamed + Not at Work = Stealing from Mic</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 19 Apr 2006 17:31:55 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I am sick AGAIN and so I needed some form of distraction.<br />
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1. YOUR PORN STAR NAME: (first pet and current street)<br />
Puss (In Boots) Rawlison (NOTE: I live on a numbered street, Rawlison is the closest named one)<br />
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2. YOUR MOVIE STAR NAME: (grandfather/grandmother on your mother's side, your favorite candy)<br />
Gerry Snickers<br />
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3. YOUR "FLY GIRL/GUY" NAME: (first initial of first name, first two or three letters of your last name)<br />
B-Ma<br />
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4. YOUR DETECTIVE NAME: (favorite animal, favorite color)<br />
Cat Green<br />
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5. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME: (middle name, city where you were born)<br />
Orin Langley<br />
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6. YOUR STAR WARS NAME: (first 3 letters of your last name, last 3 letters of mother's maiden name, first 3 letters of your pet's name)<br />
MarNan-Rap<br />
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7. JEDI NAME: (middle name spelled backwards, your mom's maiden name spelled backwards)<br />
Niro Nanahcub<br />
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8. SUPERHERO NAME: ("The", your favorite color, the automoblie you drive)<br />
The Green Cutlass ]]></description>
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                <title>Tooth Decay and Other Scenarios</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 17 Jan 2006 01:10:37 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I refrain from all the hopes of trouncing into residence this fall. There is a MAJOR roadblock in my way, which I didnt see coming until I ran into it fully head on, like a boulder rolls into a house during a landslide. This ship is currently docked until further notice. I dont have a portfolio, and nowhere near enough work to even think of throwing one together. Now, you are probably thinking, 'Well duh you idiot! Of course you need a portfolio!' Shush. I didnt think of it at the time, I was caught up in the moment. SO until I get off my procrastinating ass and do something about it, here is where I am.<br />
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IN OTHER NEWS: For anyone who knows me personally,  you may begin the greiving process. I cut off the afro. I mean its like an inch long now. I know, the fro was much loved, but it had to be done, and it will be back soon enough. However I am now trying to take a care in my appearance, though sometimes I must look like I am 13 and tall for my age. XP<br />
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I also have been introduced to a new crowd, or will be slowly but surely. Hoepfully it will pan into an actual social life! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Optical Joy</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 01 Jan 2006 19:20:36 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Okay, the scoop. First up, I spent New Year's Eve with good company I had not seen in months, literally. We talked, watched this weird artsy indie flick and went to a party, drank a bit, and talked a lot more. After having done that, I proceeded to bed @ 3am, to wake for work at 9ish. <br />
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My friends really really drove home that I need to be in university. K.B. has been in Toronto going to York, and told me all about the crazy, wonderful campus life and man was I ever envious. It was great to finally hear from someone I have known for a while what the real deal is like. So, I am seriously considering quitting my present job, getting a new one until the end of the summer, and going back to education. <br />
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First comes the research. I am damn broke and in no financial position to be back in school without help. So, cross you fingers with me and off I go. ]]></description>
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                <title>Martha Stewart-like Empire</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 26 Dec 2005 20:31:14 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Okay, XXXmas and Boxing Day have passed, and I can go onto the computer at will once again. I have to say, even though I listened to an excessive amount of Christmas Music at work, and said Merry Christmas all day long, the day of didn't feel like it at all. Instead it felt liek every other day. I was happy everyone enjoyed what I worked hard to buy them, and I was happy for what I received. It just didn't feel like Christmas as I remember it. I felt empty. Like an empty vase; something was supposed to be in it, but its just sitting there on the table. I have no clue, maybe work has finally gotten to me, I haven't really seen any of my friends in a while. However, I got some nice house-y swag from the family, to expand my stock-piling for when I eventually move out. I was working on something that didnt seem to want to co-operate, but I am apparently receiving a copy of Photoshop and a friend of mine has promised tutorials, so I should be posting sometime soon. Keep your eyes peeled! Until then I am going to hopefully keep writing, and sketching. I hope everyone had an awesome holiday and was STUFFED with stuffing! Teehee! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/d/dygel.gif" width="28" height="22" alt=":dygel:" title="Dygel" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Premadonna Self absorbed</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 20 Dec 2005 21:44:15 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Wide awake, sometimes bored. Epifany aside, I think its time to move past, as we all end up doing in the end... in one way or another. I'm currently off work, thank god. I feel bad for them, but then again everyone is off from school so it shouldnt be that much of a problem. I have been self medicating, with lots of time spent in bed. I have drifted in and out of conciousness for about half the day, but I am doing better then last night thank god. <br />
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I am actually suprised at how I have managed to actually keep up with writing in a journal, I dont usually. I am the worst person when it comes to something like this. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" /> Nate and I havent recieved any bolts of creative thought recently, which may or may not be a good thing. Time shall tell none the less. I just hope that I am doing alright for Thursday, which is going to be my OMFGIhaventseenyouinIdontknowhowlonglets goforcoffee day before Christmas. That should prove to be interesting, none the less.<br />
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So yeah, my parents are probably taking over the office tomorrow or thursday so I wont be on till after Xmas, so Happy Holidayness to you all! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/holidays.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":holly:" title="Holidays" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Gorgeously, Disgustingly Self Destructive</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 20 Dec 2005 02:11:36 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Okay, much pain, some medication, a lot of time and three slightly disjointed yet insightful conversations later (not to mention some sidetracking and IE dying on me and having to rewrite this again) Here it is. THE RANT of my 20 year life... I am AMAZINGLY self-destructive. I tend to cover this gaping and obvious flaw with work. Work is currently an incredibly haphazard schedule that can literally change every two days where I work anything from 27-40hrs a week, on no set timeline. I have no social life, I barely eat, and when I do, I am stuffing myself usually with sugar... to the point that I don't even drink water sometimes unless its filled with manufactored flavour and sugar. I sleep when I can, infact I am work, eat, sleep, repeat. I have gotten to the point where I physically and mentally brace myself for whatever I might not have done right, or what might have happened that I have to deal with when I get in. I literally physically shake sometimes, to the point where my boss has noticed and commented. Not good. I also suffer from an inate and utter lack of ability to forsee anything into my future, which isnt helped by work, as previosuly mentioned. I also cover this flaw up by trying to free and liberate my mind by sitting in front of my damn computer till god knows what time. Doesnt do much of anything. I was going through extreme cramps, bloating, back ache, head ache to the point where I was crying without my say so... My tears just welled up and let loose. I am writing all of this down because I need to vent, I need to relax, and I need to be able to stare this dead on and say "Okay, what the f*ck am I going to do about it??!!??" Okay, moving on... once again, work effects me. I have no social life to speak of, I work 1pm-9pm which usually takes me till 10pm anyways. Then I go home, eat if I havent already, and go to bed, only to wake the next day, and do it all over again. Or I have no clue when I am working/needed next and thus won't schedule things with the few friends I speak to now in fear of disappointing them too much. I feel mentally, emotionally and physically confined to a kiosk in a grocery store. F*ck. ]]></description>
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                <title>Anyone have a tent post?</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 19 Dec 2005 00:41:54 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I have become painfully aware that people on here aren't much for reading poetry. I myself find that I don't want to read poetry, but crave and long for those riveting images to stir and add to my favourites list. Sad, yes. True, painfully. I think the whole reason is that we all have our own tastes about writing. After you have read the same theme over and over again in the same context, you just block it all out. Well, I intend to keep posting sketches, pictures and poetry, because they are my outlets. If you so choose to humour both yourself and myself by reading what I have to say, all the better. If not, I'm probably writing about something new all the same. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/d/dygel.gif" width="28" height="22" alt=":dygel:" title="Dygel" /><br />
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*Update on Nate*: I have been thinking about him non-stop for two days now, and I just discovered that a tablet won't put me as far back financially as previously thought. HUZZAH! So sometime in January or February I am cracking down and getting one! Teehee! Until then you will probably be stuck checking him out in my scraps (dressed) or up front here (undressed.)<br />
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PS: I am probably not going to be on here until after Christmas, so for all watching, stopping by and everyone in general: Merry Christmas! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/holidays.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":holly:" title="Holidays" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Orange Tictac</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 15 Dec 2005 18:24:22 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Okay, the great procrastinator is actually writing in the journal, and NOT the comment box to update people on where I am at the moment.<br />
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HEADLINES: I am actually apparently getting my training started to become the assistant manager I have been told I am becoming at work for over two weeks now. Huzzah! Almost full-time employment rox <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/d/dygel.gif" width="28" height="22" alt=":dygel:" title="Dygel" /><br />
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NEW CHARACTER IDEA: I am hatching an idea of a new character to draw/write about named Nate. I'm not releasing anything else about him for now, but keep your eyes peeled for him stopping by soon. *As soon as I crack down on myself and get myself back to my mechanical pencils*<br />
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I think that's about for now, will keep posting. ]]></description>
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