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Just wanted to let you all know that I will be cleaning up my jewelry deviations. I took some new pictures of the jewelry I've already made and I'm posting them all little by little, replacing the older ones.
With these, I took a clearer and more close-ups of the weaves and pendants. But if you find some that you want more detail, just let me know.

I also need to post the lengths of each jewelry piece, I'll get those up soon as well.

If you are interested in any of the necklaces, bracelets, rings, keychains, chokers or anklets, please note me! I'll make you a deal!

Thank you all for your support, I really appreciate it!

Love you all ^.^
Maki

]]> ~Perpetualwolfsage http://Perpetualwolfsage.deviantart.com/journal/27506547/ http://Perpetualwolfsage.deviantart.com/journal/27506547/ Wed, 30 Sep 2009 15:50:05 PDT People who know me, talk to me (in person or not), know that I'm usually a very cheerful chick. I'm pretty much always bouncy, I don't let things bring me down. If they ever do, no one knows it.

And now, recently, I've been getting a bit deeper, and I hate it. I don't like feeling this way. When my friends or people I know ask me what's wrong, I say: Nothing. Because I don't want to spread that energy around. I don't want to press it all on them.

That being said, I want to point out that posting this journal is not for the sake of telling you guys this and have you feel sorry for me, I'm not asking for that kind of sympathy, but thanks.

There is only one thing that is really keeping me on edge right now. Everything else can be dealt with, but, this is getting really hard.
I'm having extreme money problems... And I never really wanted to resort to this, and I'm sure it's not going to work. But fuck, if I've tried everything else, then maybe, just maybe....
I know my fanbase is very small, but hell, let's try it.

I'm going to reduce prices of any peice here I have posted by half. If you see anything you like, send me a note with a link to it and I'll let you know how much it is. Honestly, none of them should be more than 8 dollars. And THAT, is going to help me. I need every little bit.

I've got new Gems as well, new beads that I need to get posted up, and I'll get them soon. So, if you see something you like, please let me know. I need as much as I can get. Even if you can show other people that you think might be interested, please spread the work. Thanks so much guys. <3

]]> ~Perpetualwolfsage http://Perpetualwolfsage.deviantart.com/journal/27140991/ http://Perpetualwolfsage.deviantart.com/journal/27140991/ Thu, 10 Sep 2009 20:39:18 PDT
I'm sorry...I usually have great self confidence...but this really bummed me out.
The most recent comment....

[link]

]]> ~Perpetualwolfsage http://Perpetualwolfsage.deviantart.com/journal/26211398/ http://Perpetualwolfsage.deviantart.com/journal/26211398/ Mon, 27 Jul 2009 12:29:24 PDT



In other news.


School will be starting again in a couple weeks for me. I'm still working on a couple of wood projects requested by a couple of my watchers. I think I still have 2 more peices of jewelry I'm working on as well for them.

I'm off to chill with the awesome . It's his birthday, so go wish him a Happy Birthday. He probably won't see your message (if you leave one), until much later because he doesn't log on often. But wouldn't it be such a nice surprise for him?
It would.

So, as always, let your guiding light take you to beautiful places and keep smiling everyone!! Love is infinate!!

Blessed be!

]]> ~Perpetualwolfsage http://Perpetualwolfsage.deviantart.com/journal/25777203/ http://Perpetualwolfsage.deviantart.com/journal/25777203/ Mon, 06 Jul 2009 15:08:43 PDT
You rock.

I love all of you.

Life is getting even more wonderful by the minute.

That is all.

Love is the Bond. Blessed Be!
Maki

]]> ~Perpetualwolfsage http://Perpetualwolfsage.deviantart.com/journal/25686983/ http://Perpetualwolfsage.deviantart.com/journal/25686983/ Thu, 02 Jul 2009 02:33:25 PDT
I had....

I HUGE journal entry....all typed out...and everything.
It's gone. My internet...failed on me...and it's all gone...


*sigh*

Okay... A quick update I guess. I'm thinking it's the Gods telling me that you guys really don't want to read all that I had written. Last time I wrote a big entry, no one read it. I'm assuming it was because it was too inconvenient. So, I'm going to take everyone's advice.

Lately, I've discovered something: Love is....very spontaneous. I've found the one person. The ONE person that I want to spend the rest of my life with. They feel that same way. But, like almost everything in life, there are some hurdles we must accomplish over in order to obtain our prize. And we're working on it. (In the entry I had written before, this topic was about 8 times as long. Count your lucky stars)
I would do ANYTHING for this man. He has led me through a complicated set of emotions that I have never felt for anyone else before in my life. And I can say that...whole heartedly. Just the thought of him holding me in his arms, sends me to a rush. It could hardly be explained.
But already, there are things that I have thought about that has been happening recently that have some of my thoughts hung up. There is a person that I already deeply care about, someone I haven't even met. And it seems like, I can't stop them for forming an opinion about me, at least, I think it is about me...or us... I know I can't...but...I want to show them that I want the best for him. I want to show her that I'm not taking anyone away. I think that's what she's feeling...
I want her to know that I care for both of you. My love for him, and my heart for you.
I wish I could snap my fingers and just have her automatically understand why we are all feeling these things. But that can't happen.
I know that love is complicated, and I'm not trying to be cliche, but it's true. I did not expect for this to be easy, Charlie. But, I am going to keep that promise I made at 1:53 am on Thursday, July 2nd.
And I know...the title of this journal entry doesn't really have anything to do with the entry itself. It's there to acknowledge that I have read a certain entry. You know who you are. And if you don't, know this: Butterflies and Kool-aid.
If you don't get it, don't worry about it.

Secondly, the Wicca group I'm a part of, "Sacred Well", held an open circle today at Freedom Chapel. We built and walked a labrynth outside. The purpose of this labrynth was to journey to the center, so that we may unwind our own complications as much as we possibly can. We were able to focus on one, or many topics, depending on your own meditation style. It was an active meditation. Very relaxing. Complicated, but relaxing. I found the answers to many of my problems that I have been experiencing lately. One of which....Coming out of the broom closet to my parents.
The main thing is, though, after my experience in the labrynth, I have come to realize a new appreciation for the people I have come to adore, love, respect, and care for in general in the life I am leading today. That is a lot of people.

What I want to really say, is that I hope you all are taking care of yourselves, others, even if they are people you don't like. I love you all and would do anything for you if I could. Don't let go of the things you care about the most. Some of you may be asking: What if that person hurt me in the past? In that case....forgive them, and forget. Go on with your life and use your energy, your good will, your kindness for others. Love and embrace those around you. The people that make you happy, return the favor.

That's all.
Maki

Also...

Your necklace is done.
I'm halfway done with your pendant

]]> ~Perpetualwolfsage http://Perpetualwolfsage.deviantart.com/journal/25059541/ http://Perpetualwolfsage.deviantart.com/journal/25059541/ Sun, 31 May 2009 20:51:45 PDT

Just wanted to let you guys know that I'm still here. I know I haven't really submitted anything new. I have been making more jewelry, I just have not gotten around to taking images of them to post up here. I will get them up soon though, I promise.
I have a few issues at home that I'm having to help out with that isn't letting me have a lot of time to myself. It shall be resolved soon though. No worries.

I just wanted to say thank you to all of those that have been keeping up and watching me. You guys rock and you give me a reason to keep doing what I do.

Speaking of which, I found an amazing artist, another weaver, that has the most awesome stuff. Her name is Suzanna. Please go check out her page and look at her jewelry. It's so beautiful! She has an Etsy shop as well, if you'd like to consider purchasing any of her jewelry. Not only does she make amazing jewelry, but she's also a very talented artist when it comes to drawing tools.
I look up to her as an artist, I'm practicing new weaves, hopefully, to be at least just as good as her.
So here, ... Check her out, leave her a comment saying Hi and stuff..


As of now, I'm working on various pieces for myself to get ready for First Friday. Hopefully I can get some more drawings up soon too. There's a lot I have to work on, and I'll have it all up here as soon as I can.
I need to get to sleep so that I can get up early in the morning for a nice bike ride. I helped my dad fix my bike, so I get some exercise on!! Hurrah

Goodnight everyone
Love to all!!! ~ Maki Wolfess



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I can take requests for Hemp and Beaded jewelry. If you'd like to have a certain kind of pendant, cord, knot or anything like that, please tell me and I'll see what I can do. I'd need to know what color Hemp, the length, what weave, and if you'd like any glass beads weaved in with it.

I make necklaces, chokers, bracelets, anklets, keychains and even rings!

Slots: 5 of 5 Open

Dragon Pendant/Necklace for
- DONE!


~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~... ]]> ~Perpetualwolfsage http://Perpetualwolfsage.deviantart.com/journal/24818857/ http://Perpetualwolfsage.deviantart.com/journal/24818857/ Mon, 18 May 2009 18:53:07 PDT and a spontaneous text message the other day

It will me named....
*drumroll please*


ROFLMaki!!!
Summary:
~~This is a story about a girl named Maki and her adventures with friends and family. She deals with the stress of home, school, art deadlines, drama and making time for all friends. While she has to figure out every day consequences of her actions in ways of her own, there is a twist- She's got SEVEN seperate personalities, or "friends" (as she likes to call them) in her head that like to make an appearance whenever they feel like it. They even give their input whenever they want!
Sometimes, they even "take over" her body and act physically for her! The seven personalities include a shy wolf boy, or Loupe Garou from Romania, A blind Necromancer and her talking puppet that sees everything for her, a boy obsessed with spiders, A wolf that hates the humid Texas Weather, An Egyptian Thief, and Vampire girl that can't seem to keep her hands to herself.
With her best friends Trebie (who also has one other personality named Trevor) and Gus Gus, she'll learn how to juggle life as she studies for her college exams at Texas State. She needs all the support she can get!~~

I'll also post more character drawings Right now I'm working on Trebie's Raccoon character and Chance Morrison's military character. Look forward to those!

Until then.... GO FORTH AND BE AMAZING

I love you all


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I'm in the process of posting the jewelry I've already made into the Jewelry Folder. Once I get more in there, feel free to take a look!
I can take requests for Hemp and Beaded jewelry. If you'd like to have a certain kind of pendant, cord, knot or anything like that, please tell me and I'll see what I can do. I'd need to know what color Hemp, the length, what weave, and if you'd like any glass beads weaved in with it.

I make necklaces, chokers, bracelets, anklets, keychains and even rings!

I won't start making prices for them unless I actually get lots of requests, so get them while you can.

Slots: 4 of 5 Open

Dragon Pendant/Necklace for
- Pendant 100%
- Cord Weave 50%

Palm Tree Wood Key Chain for with beads
-DONE!

~~~~~~~~~ ~Perpetualwolfsage http://Perpetualwolfsage.deviantart.com/journal/24766468/ http://Perpetualwolfsage.deviantart.com/journal/24766468/ Fri, 15 May 2009 10:01:22 PDT

I shouldn't have to say this, but I will, just in case: These are NOT to be taken seriously.

THESE REALLY WORK!!

AMAZING SIMPLE HOME REMEDIES

1. AVOID CUTTING YOURSELF WHEN SLICING VEGETABLES BY GETTING SOMEONE
ELSE TO HOLD THE VEGETABLES WHILE YOU CHOP.

2. AVOID ARGUMENTS WITH THE FEMALES ABOUT LIFTING THE TOILET SEAT BY
USING THE SINK.

3. FOR HIGH BLOOD PRESSURE SUFFERERS ~ SIMPLY CUT YOURSELF AND BLEED FOR
A FEW MINUTES, THUS REDUCING THE PRESSURE ON YOUR VEINS. REMEMBER TO USE
A TIMER.

4. A MOUSE TRAP PLACED ON TOP OF YOUR ALARM CLOCK WILL PREVENT YOU FROM
ROLLING OVER AND GOING BACK TO SLEEP AFTER YOU HIT THE SNOOZE BUTTON.

5. IF YOU HAVE A BAD COUGH, TAKE A LARGE DOSE OF LAXATIVES. THEN YOU'LL
BE AFRAID TO COUGH.

6. YOU ONLY NEED TWO TOOLS IN LIFE - WD-40 AND DUCT TAPE. IF IT DOESN'T
MOVE AND SHOULD, USE THE WD-40. IF IT SHOULDN'T MOVE AND DOES, USE THE
DUCT TAPE.

7. IF YOU CAN'T FIX IT WITH A HAMMER, YOU'VE GOT AN ELECTRICAL PROBLEM.

DAILY THOUGHT:
SOME PEOPLE ARE LIKE SLINKIES - NOT REALLY GOOD FOR ANYTHING BUT THEY
BRING A SMILE TO YOUR FACE WHEN PUSHED DOWN THE STAIRS.

Have a great day every one ^.^


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I'm in the process of posting the jewelry I've already made into the Jewelry Folder. Once I get more in there, feel free to take a look!
I can take requests for certain jewelry. If you'd like to have a certain kind of pendant, cord, knot or anything like that, please tell me and I'll see what I can do.
I make necklaces, chokers, bracelets, anklets, keychains and even rings!

I won't start making prices for them unless I actually get lots of requests, so get them while you can.

Slots: 4 of 5 Open

Dragon Pendant/Necklace for
- Pendant 100%
- Cord Weave 0%

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~Perpetualwolfsage http://Perpetualwolfsage.deviantart.com/journal/24643678/ http://Perpetualwolfsage.deviantart.com/journal/24643678/ Thu, 07 May 2009 22:03:56 PDT

I'm was bored, so I decided to entertain myself by posting these two videos of my friends and I playing DDR.

If you'd like to see them, go here:

For the video of me and my friend Kasey dancing to Heaven is a '57 Metallic Gray, Click here [link]

For the video of me and Josh playing to Daikenkai, Click here [link]


Sorry for the weird angles that my friend got us in the Daikenkai video. You might need to tilt your head a bit...I was trying to tell her to flip it and tape us from behind, but she couldn't hear me. It's ok. Next time will be better.
Enjoy


Funniest icon ever: [link]

http://Perpetualwolfsage.deviantart.com/journal/24576632/ Wed, 30 Sep 2009 15:52:09 PDT ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~




Taking requests for Hemp and Beaded jewelry. If you'd like to have a certain kind of pendant, cord, knot or anything like that, please tell me and I'll see what I can do. I'd need to know what color Hemp, the length, what weave, and if you'd like any accessories weaved in with it.

Please visit the "Materials" folder in my gallery to pick out the specifics of your request, then send me a note

I've also got:
Multiple colored glass beads
Marble Glass Beads
Shell Cross charms
Neon Colored Horseshoe beads
Cowry Shells

~~ I've added wrapped Gem Stones as an option for pendants. They are an extra $5 if requested. Even if the whole jewelry piece is free
Find them here: [link] and [link]
I've also got new Obsydian gems and Crystal Gems.

Knots:
Half Knot: [link]
Half Hitch Knot: [link]
Square Knot: [link]
Switch Knot: [link]
Wrap Knot: [link]

I make Necklaces, Chokers, Bracelets, Anklets, Keychains, Rings and even Dog Collars!


Slots: 3 of 5 OPEN~!

Skull and Cross Pendant for


Choker for




For any other questions, please Note me

~~~~~~http://Perpetualwolfsage.deviantart.com/journal/24494964/ Wed, 29 Apr 2009 10:43:46 PDT erson” and “two” When we look at the Chinese ideogram for the virtue of Ren, we understand it’s meaning: To think of the other. It is translated in many ways: “Sympathy:, “empathy”, “Benevolence” Humaneness”, “Kindness” “consideration,” thoughtfulness” and “Human heartedness” It does not mean to drop one’s own self interest or to be mindlessly generous. It simply means that one must be considerate of the other person through one’s actions and words.
~~~~

I apparently have to watch my "too nice-o-meter".
FML.

I was taken advantage of by a "friend" of mine, who had asked me to drive across town to help him with his car troubles.

(For those that don't know. I live in San Antonio Texas. If you can imagine, say San Antonio is a circle, which, according to the highways, it is.

Look at the circle. From the furthest point on the left side, to the furthest point on the right. That's where I traveled.
If you actually went and looked at a map. I traveled from my area, literally right next to Sea World, straight across to Converse, TX)

So...That's A LOT of gas.
I didn't even get a thank you.
Nope.
Nothing.

I suppose, I'm only complaining because now, I barely have enough gas for the rest of the week, and it will only get me from School and back every day until Friday. Really puts a strain on me, I'd just like a little bit of appreciation. That's it.
If not...I'd hope AT LEAST for that person to Pay It Forward.
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I also think it's funny how people tend to read only the short journal entries... I understand why. But still..it's a bit irritating.

Even the long ones have something important to say.

My first week as a 20 year old has been....great.

]]> ~Perpetualwolfsage http://Perpetualwolfsage.deviantart.com/journal/24338935/ http://Perpetualwolfsage.deviantart.com/journal/24338935/ Mon, 20 Apr 2009 07:35:27 PDT
Indeed it was a pretty cool weekend. And when I say weekend, I mean Thursday. Because I don't have classes on Friday. Ha!

Thursday- I was scheduled for work at 8 am, but I slept in accidently. >.> I just kept pressing the snooze button! I was so tired x.x I don't even know why. So around ten AM I finally called in to work, talked to my boss and told her that I wouldn't be in. Heehee. She even laughed at me for calling late. No worries though.
For the rest of the day, I cleaned the house a little bit and went over my Talent Show routine. Working out the kinks and stuff like that.
After watching some tv with my parents at night, I recieved a call from Andrew to make sure that I was ready to pick him up and take him to the airport.

Friday- 3 AM. I'm seeing Andrew for the last time. I won't see him for another 7 months, while he's in Mississippi. The good news is that they bumped him to Phase 3, so he'll be eligible for off base housing. Trebie () and I will take a road trip to visit him soon. :3
While at the airport, I was on the verge of tears. To refrain, I concentrated on the video game he was playing on his PSP. As much as I wanted him to put it down and pay attention to the fact that we weren't going to see each other for a long time, I remained quiet. After a while though, I couldn't hold it. I stepped outside and let it out. I cried so hard. I didn't notice that I had wet my shirt a bit, so when I walked back in, he noticed. I didn't want him to, but he did. So, of course, he just gave me a big hug and held me for a bit. Even though he was wearing his blues and it might have been against regulations for PDA of any kind. I didn't care.
I watched him go through the security check point with Zych, another airman and a few others, waved bye to them and heading home, arriving around 5 am. Went to sleep for 2 hours so I can wake up in time to get to work by 8.
8 AM- Worked.
7 PM- Talent Show. Performed the hell out of that song. Didn't win any of the scholarships, but I had so much fun, which is what really counts, I think. I'll have the video posted. Then I went out to dinner with my parents and awesome friend named Troy.
Saturday- Went to Oyster Bake with Troy. Saw 10 Years and Chevelle in concert. Afterwards, Troy and I hung out in the bed of my truck at Sonic, chatting and laughing. I get a call from my mom.

A childhood friend of mine named Anthony offered to share his table at a big art show downtown on the first Friday of May.
This art show is called First Friday, it happens once a month. Artists of all varieties from all over town come and display their work, have it for sell, or just to show it off!! I'm so excited! I just have to pitch in a few bucks to cover the cost of the table and I can put my stuff up! Anthony is a pretty cool guy, and since I've never done it before (I've only been down there to look at the art and envy the artists), he's going to help me get set up and all that jazz.
So I need to make more prints of different art, I'm going to watercolor up some different things, I might show off some other photography. Eek!!!!
I'm shaking again.

Sunday- Went to service. Meditated. It was awesome. Came home and chilled out with my family in the back yard because it was a BEAUTIFUL day. We played Spoons and laughed a lot. Dad was working on the yard a bit and I saw these bricks laying around. So I asked dad if I can make a in ground fire pit. To my surprise, he said yes!! So I got digging and moved the bricks into a nice little circle. After about an hour, we were sitting around it with lawn chairs roasting marshmellows!! The fire felt soooooo good, even Casey, my dog liked sitting next to it. The bugs stayed away because of the smoke and it made for some excellent family time. Ah...I love it. I think we'll spend some more time out there now.

Monday- 12 AM. My sister took me out to eat for my "first birthday meal". I had Tilapia topped with Hollandaise. It was delicious and I made the waitress laugh with my hyper antics since I was wearing funky necklace.
2 AM. Moved my room around. It's a mess now, but I plan to get it clean throughout the week. Fell asleep around 5.
9:24 AM. I'm here. At work, starting a new and amazing week. I'm 20 years young today. People have been texting me Happy Birthday messages all morning. My dad's birthday is in 4 days and I'm more excited about that.


Haha....Yeah....my weekend was great... Sorry for the long post.

I hope everyone has an amazing week and weekend. Comment and tell me how YOUR weekend was! I... ]]> ~Perpetualwolfsage http://Perpetualwolfsage.deviantart.com/journal/24248177/ http://Perpetualwolfsage.deviantart.com/journal/24248177/ Tue, 14 Apr 2009 22:08:33 PDT

Alright!! So I'm in! All that jazz has been said and done. But now...


I'm nervous. I shake when I think about it. I don't even remember getting up on stage and performing for the rehearsal.
The performance is this Friday. Troy will go, which is great! But, I wish Andrew could come. The thing is...

He's leaving for his new tech school in Missippi on Friday morning. He won't even be here for my birthday, which is coming up on Monday.

Oh well.

That being said, wish me luck on the performance, I'll have the video posted when I get it from dad.

Also, Any suggestions on what I could do for my b-day? It's on April 20th.
No I'm not going out to get high, no I'm not going drinking even though I'm still underrage. I don't have much money, and it's short notice to reserve anything. Haha.

Woo! I know you guys are creative, so help me out

Another note:

I've noticed that there are quite a few deviants around here with the same icon as the one I have. Granted, this is not an original icon of mine or anything. It's annoying, but I understand its popularity. So here's what I propose:
I wanted to see if anyone will be gracious enough to help me out with creating a new icon ^.^

Preferably, something that has to do with wolves, but if you have another idea, please let me know!! In exchange... I'll draw something for you...or something. Even if more than one person makes one, I'll give art for all of you.

I'm just not good with icons. I've tried, and I can't. So....GO FOR IT GUYS!!!



Much love,
Maki

]]> ~Perpetualwolfsage http://Perpetualwolfsage.deviantart.com/journal/24019753/ http://Perpetualwolfsage.deviantart.com/journal/24019753/ Thu, 02 Apr 2009 08:33:45 PDT
Here's a copy of the message I sent Ms. Blanco and the response she sent me from the Activities Center:

Hi Kelly



I recently tried out for the Talent Show coming up later this month. If we haven't heard back from the Activities Center about being chosen to participate yet, is that because our name wasn't drawn?



Thanks

Amanda

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Her response:

The information sheet that you received at try-outs stated to check your PALS e-mail after 12pm today for the talent show participants.

But, I’ll let you know right now…YOUR IN! Good job Amanda! Rehearsal is at 6pm on Wed, April 8th.



Kelly





YAY!!!!!!

I got chills when I read this! GAH!!! Now I really need to work on the routine and get my outfit ready for the show! EEK!!! I also giggled on how she misused "your". I thought about you, !

*sigh* Hard part's over. Time for practice!!! Toodles!

]]> ~Perpetualwolfsage http://Perpetualwolfsage.deviantart.com/journal/23995935/ http://Perpetualwolfsage.deviantart.com/journal/23995935/ Tue, 31 Mar 2009 23:27:13 PDT

TigerTail (1:13:26 AM): Oh yeah, I have some news.
PurpleThunder07 (1:13:30 AM): Speaking of which *switches music*
PurpleThunder07 (1:13:32 AM): k
TigerTail (1:13:35 AM): You may not like it though.
TigerTail (1:13:39 AM): lol
TigerTail (1:13:54 AM): Well... You know how my dad is Area Manager of Mattress Firm, right?
PurpleThunder07 (1:13:57 AM): yes
PurpleThunder07 (1:14:01 AM): Well...sure
TigerTail (1:14:49 AM): Well, they want to promote him again, to a job that will pay a really good salary and provide really good benefits... But the job is up in South Carolina. So, basically, at the end of the summer, my family is moving away for SC.
PurpleThunder07 (1:15:02 AM): ....
PurpleThunder07 (1:15:04 AM): yeah
PurpleThunder07 (1:15:07 AM): I don't like that...
PurpleThunder07 (1:15:13 AM): lol
TigerTail (1:15:35 AM): Possibly before the end of summer, like in May, so I may not be able to go to AKON...
TigerTail (1:16:04 AM): Which sucks. I really wanted to go...
PurpleThunder07 (1:17:05 AM): Well, it's great that your dad got that promotion, Send my grats for him
TigerTail (1:17:12 AM): There is one good thing though...
PurpleThunder07 (1:17:22 AM): You know what would be cool

PurpleThunder07 (1:17:23 AM): waht
PurpleThunder07 (1:17:26 AM): *what
TigerTail (1:17:37 AM): This was all just a big April Fool's Day joke. I'm not going anywhere! xD
PurpleThunder07 (1:17:48 AM): omg you suck
PurpleThunder07 (1:17:50 AM): I hate you
PurpleThunder07 (1:17:51 AM): go away
TigerTail (1:18:05 AM): xD
TigerTail (1:18:10 AM): Lies, you love me. ^_^
PurpleThunder07 (1:18:17 AM): I do
PurpleThunder07 (1:18:19 AM): lol
PurpleThunder07 (1:18:21 AM): *sigh*
PurpleThunder07 (1:18:30 AM): I'm going to saran wrap your toilet


HAPPY APRIL FOOLS DAY!!!!

DON'T GET IN TOO MUCH TROUBLE EVERYONE!!

]]> ~Perpetualwolfsage http://Perpetualwolfsage.deviantart.com/journal/23892961/ http://Perpetualwolfsage.deviantart.com/journal/23892961/ Thu, 26 Mar 2009 00:05:23 PDT

Here's the song I will be performing to...It's called "Some Eye" by Pentaphobe.
Here is also a performance from Rachel Brice to the song....

Enjoi....
[link]

And yes...I will be doing this style of belly dance....it's called Tribal Fusion. Try outs are on Friday. Wish me luck.

]]> ~Perpetualwolfsage http://Perpetualwolfsage.deviantart.com/journal/23760804/ http://Perpetualwolfsage.deviantart.com/journal/23760804/ Wed, 18 Mar 2009 09:45:04 PDT

Step 1: Fill this in, as such everyone on your watch list may then tell you are not a bad artist. This will let you know how splendid you are, that way you can boost your monstrous ego just a smidgeon more.

Step 2: Now that you've got that great ego boost that you needed, you can sit and revel in it, and beleive (falsely) that you are so superior than everyone else.

1. [ ] When you doodle, you say it's a simple drawing.

2. [x] Always provide excuses such as "Still in development"

3. [ ] Can only create an excuse of "I used a mouse, not a tablet"

4. [ ] You only draw faces.(thats what i like to do..)

5. [ ] You always draw faces at the same direction.

6. [ ] The proportion is awful.

7. [ ] Every character looks the same.

8. [x] Uses different hairstyle to distinguish characters.

9. [ ] Cannot distinguish left and right direction.

10. [ ] "Sketch? Who cares about that?"

11. [x] You only draw sketches.

12. [ ] What's a LAYER??? Seriously...

13. [ ] You always draw one character.

14. [ ] You always draw characters in same angle.

15. [x] No matter how you draw, it's the same expression. (I'm starting to branch out)

16. [ ] You couldn't draw characters with movement.

17. [ ] You barely draw feet.

18. [x] You can't draw figures from high or low angles. (Haven't really tried..)

19. [ ] You don't even know the definition of high and low angle drawing.

20. [ ] A shitty figure drawing in dynamic pose can be turned into a 4th Dimensional abstract.

21. [ ] Same character looks totally different when it is drawn in different angle or direction.

22. [ ] You can't even draw anything other than characters or draw everything except characters. (what?)

23. [ ] You can only draw cute characters. (I can draw oogly ones too)

24. [ ] You can only draw handsome characters.

25. [x] Hands is your nightmare

26. [/] Your character's hands are always hidden behind.(Either that, or I just leave them blank...handless. Haha)

27. [x] The idea sketch is professional but the actual quality is shitty.

28. [ ] You try to cover up one of the eyes with hair so that you can draw only one eye.

29. [x] Your works are always asymmetrical. (Isn't that a good thing?)

30. [ ] Line art only = Finished piece.

31. [ ] Rough sketch only = Finished piece

32. [ ] You have no anatomical knowledge.

33. [ ] You only draw eyes.

34. [ ] Character's hand and eyes are huge.

35. [] You're poor in drawing the position of boobs. (I draw pretty bewbs)

36. [x] Your artworks are free from all logic. Awkward anatomy and proportion. (for fun)

37. [x] You lose confidence when other people's works look great.

38. [ ] You think they are genius when they come up with satisfied quality.

39. [ ] You collect other people's works as practice references but you actually collect them as a collection.

40. [ ] While drawing, you easily lose patience and go do something else
41. [ ] Tablet is your god item.

42. [ ] You regain confidence when other people's works look crappy than yours.

43. [ ] You are more than willing to draw but you lose the spirit so easily.

44. [ ] You completely lose the confidence when you see the works of true genius. (quite the opposite)

45. [ ] You draw once a month or even once a year.

46. [x] You get mad when their favorite artists are being lazy.

47. [ ] When you draw Hentai art, you end up drawing grotesque horror pictures because their proportion is so fucking awful.


48. [ ] You don't even have faith in yourself.

49. [ ] You can't even draw since the beginning.

50. [x] You realized their problems and know where to fix but you never do.

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So I don't even really know the point of this survey..it just looked fun. Is it good or bad if I have more or less X's? I dunno.

Anyway. I'm back from Corpus and all that jazz. Woo. I collected Sea shells for my Dance of the Rock meditation. ^.^ I'm excited.

And yes, I made it to the restroom O.O hahalulz

]]> ~Perpetualwolfsage http://Perpetualwolfsage.deviantart.com/journal/23517766/ http://Perpetualwolfsage.deviantart.com/journal/23517766/ Wed, 04 Mar 2009 02:03:19 PST
With me, I'd say, yes, I'm into my gadgets and stuff. Although, the only piece of technology that I'm most "connected" with is my laptop, and my iPod Shuffle. Of course, I use a toaster oven, a microwave, a tv every once in a while, the remote, yeah yeah yeah whatever. Don't you people start commenting me or writing me, telling me the exact pieces of tech machinery I use throughout the day, whether it be minor or major. I know I know...I'm talking about what I'm typing on right now, and what I'm listening to when I walk to and from classes....the two that I'm most "close" to.

Anyway...When I'm on my laptop, I'm usually on the internet, or editting some artwork with Photoshop, whilst listening to Windows Media Player on random, typing a journal entry, checking Gaiaonline.com, playing World of Warcraft, chatting on IM, and sometimes, all of it at the same time! Either way, I depend on the Internet a lot. I've met so many wonderful people and have made many fabulous and loving friends through the internet, and I spend a lot of time with them. Not because it's addicting, but because I genuinely love them all. And just like any other friend, I miss them, and the internet is the only way to "see" them.

Of course, I do get out of the house and excercise, go to school, talk to "IRL" friends and such...yes, I have a life, ok?

But that's beside the point. The point is, I make a lot of connections through my laptop, through the internet. I relate to so many things out there, and that's the beauty of the internet. You can do a lot of things with it. I especially love the fact that I can release anything I want into it, anything in my head...and I know that SOMEONE out there will or can relate to me, whether they let it be known or not. When I'm online, when I'm editting a blog, playing World of Warcraft, gathering gold on Gaia, Roleplaying, all of that other jazz, I really do feel connected to everyone out there. Even if they are enemies of mine (I don't have many) and we've taken a silent vow towards each other, never to see or speak of each other ever again, it's like there's a tunnel out there somewhere that makes it so much more possible for all that to be eliminated. Most of the time, it's whether we like it or not. So ha.

But when I finish with doing whatever it is I would be doing, I close out the window, log off, disconnect, and stare at my deskstop, I feel like another part of the world was just closed off, like I entered and exitted (sp?) whole 'nother realm of my reality. This feeling crawls over me, and I have to sit there for a moment and gather my thoughts and re-introduce myself into the world that greets me as a human person, capable of physical interaction, speech and movement. Even I am just looking away from my laptop, just at the ceiling or resting my eyes for a moment from staring at a brightly glowing monitor in the middle of a dark room....I feel like I was just ripped from a possession.

I do get close to my online personality. I think it is a lot different than it is "irl". Only a few online friends are able to see me as a different person different than an average internet goer.

No lolz, roflcopters, zomgs, profile pics, warhaxz, 1337 monsters, NM's, Undo buttons, ESC and ALT F4's can measure up to the person I am...in real life.

]]> ~Perpetualwolfsage http://Perpetualwolfsage.deviantart.com/journal/23148922/ http://Perpetualwolfsage.deviantart.com/journal/23148922/ Thu, 12 Feb 2009 00:13:19 PST
I'm sorry!!!

So it looks like TWO people caught my kiriban! I dunno if that's possible, but I will give gifts to the two that sent me the links to the image. Congratulations to and



I will be getting those up soon, and note you about whether or not you will want me to send the original art to you ^.^


Keep up the beautiful artwork guys.

Back to "life" for me I'll get some new stuff posted soon. Much love to you all <3

__________________________________________________________________________________

Things to be done...

- Kiriban art

- Kiriban art

- 3 OC's

- A rose/dager

- OC Chibi

- Trebie Attack

My friend Gus's Christmas Present - DONE!!

Contests...

's Latchme and Monty love scene

Trades...


-Maki

]]> ~Perpetualwolfsage http://Perpetualwolfsage.deviantart.com/journal/22932754/ http://Perpetualwolfsage.deviantart.com/journal/22932754/ Sun, 01 Feb 2009 16:20:20 PST
I think I either caught my own Kiriban, or someone got it and hasn't messaged me.


SO....

I'm changing it to 3,100....

Please Screen cap it and send it You'll get something cool I promise ^.^

*End Edit*
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Reposted from:


"EDIT: "DA Oddness abounds. If I or anyone else comments on one of your Deviations with a link that says "rofl this may be relevant to your interests" DO NOT CLICK ON IT! It will send you to a webpage that does not load, but somehow uses your account to quite randomly send the same comment link to other Deviations that you never even visited. This of course makes the system think you're spamming and refuses to let you comment further. Again, DO NOT CLICK ON THAT LINK!"

"This is a warning, if you see myself or anyone else on deviant art post a comment anywhere on your page or deviations that reads "rofl this may be relevant to your interests" absolutely DO NOT click on it. I did and now my entire computer is fucked up. I repeat, DO NOT click on the link."

MAKE A JOURNAL REPOSTING THIS STATEMENT!!! SPREAD THE WORD!!!


Be wary of this comment or others. In fact, if anyone links you to something and you're unsure of what it is, ask the person first to now what they're sending to you. If they don't reply in a while it's most likely spam/hack. Don't click any link unless the person clears up what it is about.

]]> ~Perpetualwolfsage http://Perpetualwolfsage.deviantart.com/journal/22723855/ http://Perpetualwolfsage.deviantart.com/journal/22723855/ Fri, 23 Jan 2009 23:41:29 PST
I think I either caught my own Kiriban, or someone got it and hasn't messaged me.


SO....

I'm changing it to 3,100....

Please Screen cap it and send it You'll get something cool I promise ^.^

*End Edit*
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OMG


23 more...

I guess...last minute decision..

Whoever gets the 3,000 page view, Screen cap it and send it to me. I'll see if I can cook up something after I finish these requests. I'll even mail it to you ^.^

Things to be done...

- 3 OC's

- A rose/dager

- OC Chibi

- Trebie Attack

My friend Gus's Christmas Present

Contests...

's Latchme and Monty love scene

Trades...

Cute girl Origami scene for

__________________________________________________________________

If I forgot someone, please let me know. I'll add you

]]> ~Perpetualwolfsage http://Perpetualwolfsage.deviantart.com/journal/22465269/ http://Perpetualwolfsage.deviantart.com/journal/22465269/ Thu, 08 Jan 2009 06:28:47 PST

She's an awesome friend of mine, I'd say, my best friend. I've known her since my sophomore year in high school and her art has only gotten better since then.

Even though, so far, she's only got one deviation right now, Go check it out It's cool, and she'll have much more up later on. I totally think her art is worth it and adorable. Maybe you can give her ideas on her comic that she's working on.

So please, everyone, just drop by to say hi. She's had her dA for a long while, but has only recently started to use it. Welcome her with open and loving arms as this community has done for me.









]]> ~Perpetualwolfsage http://Perpetualwolfsage.deviantart.com/journal/22367750/ http://Perpetualwolfsage.deviantart.com/journal/22367750/ Sat, 03 Jan 2009 05:23:05 PST [link] and [link] led me to things such as [link] and then eventually I was browsing dA's Macabre and Horror section of it's art.

*sigh* Side tracked...

But not really. Because looking at all those images made me wish that I was better at photo manip than I am now. I have so many cool (at least I would think they'd be cool) ideas that I want to get out and submitted. A lot of poses I found would be perfect. Oi.

On another note...

I hope everyone had a wonderful New Year's Celebration and brought it in with happiness. I know I did. I spent the evening hanging out, laughing and chilling with my family and my cousins. We didn't get to pop any fireworks, but did get to break cascarones(for those that don't know what they are ...[link]) on each other's heads. That was fun. I taught my little cousins how to make S'mores, and even taught a few of my older aunts how to make them. I couldn't believe some of them didn't even know what they were!!! My Gosh.
Naz called me a few minutes before midnight struck, so I was still able to spend the New Year with him. He's going to be moving down here soon, so that small bit of stress leaks to me as well. But the happiness and excitement is overwhelming.
So as I sit here, a bit hungry, a lil tired, I'm hoping everyone will have a wonderful day. I'm still working on a few VERY LATE Christmas presents. I bid you goodnight (er...morning...it's 7:21 am right now).
Blessed Be!!!


Also, Stolen from

I fear…
[x] the dark
[ ] staying single forever
[ ] being a parent
[x] giving birth
[ ] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[ ] closed spaces
[x] heights
[ ] black cats
[ ] dogs
[ ] birds
[ ] fish
[ ] spiders
[ ] flowers or other plants
[ ] fire
[x] deep water
[ ] lakes
[ ] silk
[ ] the ocean
[x] failure
[ ] success
[ ] thunder/lightening
[ ] frogs/toads
[ ] boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[ ] mice/rats
[x] jumping from high places
[ ] snow
[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[ ] crossing hanging bridges
[ ] death
[x] heaven
[x] being robbed
[x] falling
[ ] clowns
[ ] large crowds of people
[x] men
[ ] women
[ ] having great responsibilities
[x] doctors, not including dentists
[ ] tornadoes
[ ] hurricanes
[x] incurable diseases
[ ] snakes
[ ] sharks
[ ] Friday the 13th
[ ] ghosts
[x] poverty
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[x] being alone
[ ] becoming blind
[ ] becoming deaf
[ ] growing up
[x] monsters under my bed
[x] creepy noises in the night
[ ] bee stings
[x] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[ ] needles
[ ] blood
[ ] dinosaurs if they were alive
[x] the welcome mat
[ ] high speeds
[x] throwing up
[ ] falling in love

I fear 19 out of 70
I BEAT YOU !!!! I'm apparently more normal than you are!!!
Wait...that's not always a good thing u.u *defeat*

If you get more than 30 I strongly recomend some counseling!
If you get more than 20 you’re paranoid.
If you get 10-20 then you are normal.
If you get 10 or less you’re fearless.

]]> ~Perpetualwolfsage http://Perpetualwolfsage.deviantart.com/journal/22272028/ http://Perpetualwolfsage.deviantart.com/journal/22272028/ Tue, 30 Dec 2008 01:43:52 PST [x] Mother
[x] Father
[ ] Step-Father
[ ] Step-Mother
[ ] Step-Sister
[ ] Step Brother
[x] Brother
[ ] Brother In Law
[x] Sister
[x] Sister In Law
[ ] Half sister
[ ] Half brother
[ ] Nephew
[ ] Niece
[ ] Girlfriend
[x] Boyfriend
[x] Cell phone
[ ] Have/had a Swimming pool
[ ] Have/had a Hot tub
[x] Guestroom
[x] Living Room
[x] Game Room
[x] Computer
[x] TV
Total: 12

[x] Full size or bigger bed
[ ] More than 8 pairs of shoes
[ ] Sunglasses
[ ] Watch
[x] MP3 Player/iPod that works
[x] PS2 that works
[ ] Xbox that works
[x] Nintendo DS or PSP that works
[x] Gameboy/Advance
[ ] Gamecube
[ ] Wii
[x] PS3
[x] Laptop
Total so far: 19

[ ] Basketball/Netball hoop
[ ] Air hockey table
[ ] Pool table
[ ] Ping pong table
[ ] Fooseball table
[ ] Volleyball net
Total so far: 19

[ ] Nightstand
[ ] Stereo in bedroom
[ ] DVD player in bedroom
Total so far: 19

[ ] Goes shopping at least once a week
[x] AIM/MSN
[x] Camera/or on phone

Total so far: 21

[ ] Electric or gas scooter/4x4/motor cycle/car/go-cart
[x] Guitar/drums/bass guitar / guitar hero
[ ] Piano/Keyboard
[ ] Any other instrument
[ ] Been on a cruise
[x] Traveled out of the state
[ ] Had a personal trainer
[ ] Expensive jewelery
[x] Met a singer/band/actor/actress
Total so far: 24

[x] Staightener/curling iron
[x] Have been to a batting cage
[ ] Have $50 on you right now
[x] Credit card or atm and or debit card of bank card
[x] Have/had a massive tv
[x] Mirror in your room
[ ] You have about two closets in your room
[x] 2 or more bedrooms in your house
[ ] Been to Las Vegas
[ ] Been to the Bahamas
[ ] Been to Mexico
[ ] Have over 5 trophies in your room or medals or ribons
Total so far: 30

[x] Your Parents have a car
[x] You have a car
[ ] You/parents own or owned a Jet Ski/boat
[ ] Have owned or own skis/snowboard
Total so far: 32

[x] Been camping
[x] Been to 3+ states (I'll leave that checked since I've been to more than a few countries, only 2 states)
[ ] 100+ buddies on facebook/myspace/aim/msn
Total so far: 34

[x] Home cooked meal almost everyday
[x] Been in a limo
[x] Been in an airplane
[x] Own/owned a camcorder
[x] Own a computer
Total so far: 39

Average…

0 or less = Bum____________
1-22 = Poor emo___________
23-33 = Average Teen_______
34-44 = Upper class teen_____
45-up = Rich brat___________

Upper class as well...even though I don't feel like it at all >.>

]]> ~Perpetualwolfsage http://Perpetualwolfsage.deviantart.com/journal/22130306/ http://Perpetualwolfsage.deviantart.com/journal/22130306/ Mon, 22 Dec 2008 20:53:07 PST
My parents, unfortunately, do not know that I've been attending these meetings for the past month or so. Every weekend, I've had to come up with an excuse to get out on Sunday, from 1 pm and on. Later, Gus and I will be going to "O.P Schnabel Park", to walk around in the early mid afternoon. HOPEFULLY, I'll get to Arnold Hall in time, and not miss meditation like I did last time.

I wish I could tell my family about all the wonderful people I've met so far. How much they have helped me with my spiritual being. They don't know how much trouble I have been going through with my original religion that I was born into. Catholicism. I know I'm not the only one that has had this issue. And even though my parents and immediate family has not been INCREDIBLY religious and as faithful as most Catholics, even though they don't go to church every Sunday, even though I don't hear them uplifting and celebrating God and Jesus in the way I have found most others do....I just don't think they'd fully support my actions. My sister knows of my INTEREST, but not my endeavors. There is a difference.
I just don't know how I will do it, or when I will do it. After all of my research this past year on Wicca and after these meetings, I know that this is right for me. I just feel it. Like I've told many others, I feel WHOLE when I'm there. Complete. Happy.

I never felt it when I was at church with my family. I never really did feel it when I said I was ready to be confirmed. I can't believe I actually did it. I lied.

I lied to my family, to my church, My Religion (?). None of it is worth it. *sigh*

However, I will say this: While I believe that they will not support the path I am choosing as of recently, I know they are supporting the fact that I am furthering my intellectual being and general knowledge with my studies in ALL or MANY various religions. I think it is "as long as I don't forget my roots"... I know this because a few days ago, my father remembered that I had enrolled in a World Religions class for this upcoming semester. He took it to himself, to actually search for his World Religions book, and presented it to me so that I can start reading it early. This means that he DOES support my intentions of learning about things other than my own religious background. Instead of forcing me to take a class based on Christianity, both embraced the idea.
I suppose this is because they don't even think that I have indeed already strayed away from the road I'm intended to stay on.

They'll know...They'll figure it out...soon enough.

Blessed be!
-Maki

]]> ~Perpetualwolfsage http://Perpetualwolfsage.deviantart.com/journal/21934554/ http://Perpetualwolfsage.deviantart.com/journal/21934554/ Thu, 11 Dec 2008 16:33:43 PST Post 8 facts about yourself and tag someone else.


1. I weigh 165 and I'm proud of it.

2. I meditate regularly.

3. I don't have a favorite color.

4. My best friend is my dog, Casey.

5. I bellydance.

6. I have Automatanophobia.

7. Hitler and I share the same birthday.

8. My favorite superhero is Freakazoid

I tag.....

]]> ~Perpetualwolfsage http://Perpetualwolfsage.deviantart.com/journal/21429830/ http://Perpetualwolfsage.deviantart.com/journal/21429830/ Mon, 10 Nov 2008 21:58:20 PST
I've got to say...
I miss you.
You know who you are.
A lot of people know who you are.

I'm planning to come visit you this week. I apologize for not being able to show up today. You know I love you and I think about you every day. I'm still practicing "So Deep" and have yet to pass it, but I'm trying my hardest just for you every time I step onto that DDR pad.

I can't wait to see you
Love you forever. Rest in peace Duo.

David Luna
[Forever Drifter, Forever Friend]

]]> ~Perpetualwolfsage http://Perpetualwolfsage.deviantart.com/journal/21316259/ http://Perpetualwolfsage.deviantart.com/journal/21316259/ Tue, 04 Nov 2008 11:06:35 PST [link] <----Kris Wilson comic.

I'm really excited to see what the next 4 years have in store for us.

The Daily Show and Colbert Report both assume that Obama is going to win, by far. They had a few "important people" on the show and 'tis what they said. But I suppose we'll just have to wait until we really know.

Either way, I'm excited, yet scared at the same time.


What do you guys think? Are you excited, or scared? Both? Other?

]]> ~Perpetualwolfsage http://Perpetualwolfsage.deviantart.com/journal/21200484/ http://Perpetualwolfsage.deviantart.com/journal/21200484/ Tue, 28 Oct 2008 11:25:15 PDT
My bro is finally married Huzzuh.
I didn't cry when I gave him the last hug before I left to come back to Texas. A big thing for me, because honestly, we don't know when we'll be able to see him again. We don't know when we'll be able to take another trip back up to Colorado and still unsure on whether or not he'd come down to visit us.
Either way, I know he's still happy because he has Suzin. I think that is what let me let him go without any depressing feelings.
During the reception, Joe (his best man) and I gave him his . I did my little speech that I pretty much made up there on the spot and also did a tribute belly dance for the newlywed couple. The song was called Dulab Rast.

On the flight home, I was able to sit in a comfortable place towards the back of the plane with my sister. I listened to my music and napped while Sami watched Across the Universe on her laptop. We haven't flown on a plane in about 9 or ten years. Our excitement dwindled down as our elevation grew. Then I sat back, and discovered what it felt like to meditate thousands of feet in the air, since the other guests were very quiet anyway.

I know that sounds wierd...but...wow it was a new experience. For two hours, I was able to take care of any of the stress I had accumulated within the past week. Amazing.


So...needless to say, I'm back in town, and back at school. My next class starts in about 45 minutes and I have a simple speech to give that will instruct my class how to do "something". My "something" is how to toss a flag. I've brought my mini flag with me.

With that, I'm off for the day. I'll be online later this evening. Until then...


AWWWWWWWWAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!
BTW, I just lost the game.

]]> ~Perpetualwolfsage http://Perpetualwolfsage.deviantart.com/journal/21132867/ http://Perpetualwolfsage.deviantart.com/journal/21132867/ Thu, 23 Oct 2008 21:34:07 PDT
We are busily preparing for the wedding with ribbons, boxes, candy, cakes, Sunny D, snow, beer, skate shoes and white stuff.


Mmhmm. I helped my mom bake *looks into the kitchen and counts* 9 cakes today. All of them are delcious.

A 4 tier cake-
1st tier is a Butter Cake
2nd tier is a Chocolate Cake
3rd tier is a Red Velvet Cake
4th tier is a Confetti Cake.

Then we're also making a Nintendo Cake for the Groom's cake made of the Confetti mix. That's right. We're designing it after the Super Nintendo console. We've even got a controller to attach to it. It was a lot of fun, but so much work. I know it's all going to be worth it when we get to show them off and eat it at the reception, which is going to be super bad ass.

During the time that I wasn't cutting, transferring, wearing oven mitts or preparing the trays, I was assembling the small gift boxes that we'll be putting small candy in for favors. Tedious Work.
But worth it.

As much as I wanted to stop and rest, or was bored, or was just plain sick of it, I knew that mom had it worse. She hadn't gotten as much sleep as I did the night before and suffered from frequent headaches.
I couldn't sit there and put icky energy into what I was preparing for the most important day of my dear brother's life. As of yet.

So I continued without an attitude. It's only just a few hours ago before we decided to go out for dinner that we finally took our break. The whole family went to eat for the first time in about a year or so. Uwe's is an amazing authentic German restaurant that became the family's ultimate favorite when we lived here in Colorado; since before we resided here, we lived in Germany. It's my mom's birthday today, and that's where she wanted to go.
Yes, Mom was baking all day, on her birthday. She wanted to.

Happy Birthday Mom. I love you.

Anyway, we've begun again with the tiny boxes.

OH! That reminds me. During the trip here, we decided that the word of the day on the 22nd was "Tumbleweed", since we passed by a million of them on the 14 hour drive to Colorado from Texas. Everytime we saw one, I instructed everyone to scream. Yes, like PeeWee Herman. And since I'm the only one in the family that CAN scream like him, I was the only one that did, letting my family continue with the laughter.
Today, the Word of the Day is "Box" (AAGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHH)

Heheheh...

I guess, that's about it for now. The wedding is on Saturday. I'll be wearing an Apple Red Bridesmaid Dress along with my sister. Indeed I'm very excited.

I'm off to finish more little boxes.

*AAUUUUGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH*

Much love,
Maki

]]> ~Perpetualwolfsage http://Perpetualwolfsage.deviantart.com/journal/20717176/ http://Perpetualwolfsage.deviantart.com/journal/20717176/ Sun, 28 Sep 2008 05:12:33 PDT

I don't really know how to tell you this, but I'm in love with your sister. I think I realized it I tripped on some sesame seeds with George Bush and his wife and carved your initials into my mustard souffle. I'm sure you're senile enough to understand that Santa doesn't exist. I'm returning your old lottery coupons to you, but I'll keep your photo as a memory. You should also know that I will tell the Authorities about Oprah Windfrey imitations.

Fuck off now,
Big Mak Attack







((BTW~ I was requested to change my icon So, until I can find an original icon, this lil wolf will be my temporary.

Also, I tag , , , , and



RULES:
Do the "Letter MEME". Tag no less than 5 other people, and leave them a comment, informing them that they have been tagged. Then copy the "How-to" Letter Meme, and finish your Journal entry.

-> How you do the Letter Meme:

Dear (the last person who left a comment on your journal):

I don't really know how to tell you this, but ___1___. I think I realized it ___2___ ___3___ and ___4___ ___5___. I'm sure you're ___6___ enough to understand ___7___. I'm returning ___8___ to you, but I'll keep ___9___ as a memory. You should also know that I ___10___ ___11___ .

___12___,
-Your name-



1. What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I'll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn't match
Grey - You're a pervert
Yellow - I'm selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're a loser
Other - I'm in love with your sister


2. Which is your birth month?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes


3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Chicken - In your closet
Kabob - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women's clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush and his wife


4. What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive out


5. What's the color of your underwear?
Black - My best friend
White - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard soufflé
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My penpal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy-statue
Other - The crazy monk


6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs - Man
O.C. - Emotional
One Tree Hill - Open
Heroes - Frostbitten
Lost - High
House - Scarred
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - Mongolic
Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Senile
Top Model - Middle-class
None of the above - Ashamed... ]]> ~Perpetualwolfsage http://Perpetualwolfsage.deviantart.com/journal/20610610/ http://Perpetualwolfsage.deviantart.com/journal/20610610/ Sun, 21 Sep 2008 22:11:08 PDT
I know I haven't submitted much lately. In school I'm taking a drawing class to improve my art skills and all that good jazz. And to be quite honest....it leaves me pooped! I've drawn and drawn so much in that class, I'm already needing to buy a new sketchbook for it!!
Oi. So, I'm TRYING to keep up some art, but it's a bit difficult.

Other stuff that's been going on is school in general. A friend of mine and I have started a new club at school and it's going great!! I'm just turning in the last paper work and we'll be an official Recognized Student Organization. I'm very excited.
is helping out with it as well! KS is amazing! Thank you so vey much hun *hugs*

I was thinking about starting a new account that would have all the work I do from my Drawing class, but I have been drawing so many things in it, I would get so frustrated with the scanning and the uploading. Heh. Maybe I'll just post the finished works, yeah?

Hmm...What else?

Oh! While I was helping my mom and dad clean out the garage today, I found a binder that belonged to my mom that had a bunch of papers, forms and stuff from her a cake business she used to run when we lived in Portugal. I asked her if she needed anymore, and she told me I could just throw it away. I felt bad to do that since she had put so much work into it and for a long time too. She was very successful with the business and it all happened by word of mouth. So guess what she did.
She suggested that I do it. That I should take up the business now and see how I do. Since I love baking and I could add a bit of a "different" art aspect to those you ask for it on their cake, She thinks I'll be successful as well.

So what do you guys think? She said she's help out with it, so I know she's not giving it up forever. Dad would help with the business aspect; he's experienced with it.
I guess we'll see. I've already got a couple of my friends that sayd they'd love to have some cake. Lawl. So I guess I gotta try my hand at it and see what they think.

First thing's first. Gotta spend money to make money. I must buy ingredients and supplies. Good thing mom still has some kick ass design stuff that is in really good shape. I know some cake businesses could charge up to $100 or even $200 for a cake...but I don't think I want to charge that much for it. I dunoo. We'll see.

I'm trying to get some stuff posted soon Love you all!!
~ Maki

]]> ~Perpetualwolfsage http://Perpetualwolfsage.deviantart.com/journal/20414161/ http://Perpetualwolfsage.deviantart.com/journal/20414161/ Tue, 09 Sep 2008 20:30:38 PDT

How old are you?
19

Gender?
Fee-mail

Gender preference.
Everyone

Your honest, balls(boobs?)-to-the-wall opinion on:

Furries
We do our own thing. Don't hate, but if you do, keep it to yourself. I think a lot of times we're misunderstood.

People-who-wear-fursuits-and-go-to-cons:
Personal choice indeed. I go to cons with my ears, tail and paws that my friend made for me. I honestly couldn't wear the suits. They're just not for me. But I do like seeing all the cool outfits and suits people make. It's a signature of indivuality when it comes to each one, because each one represents their own character.

People-who-draw-furry-art:
I love it It's a unique form of art that we don't see very often. The people themselves are talented, like every artist out there, in their own way. They should keep it up!

Furry-porn:
Um...I know it exists and all that jazz, but I'm not into the major stuff like...I dunno. Yiff orgies or whatever. Icky

Fangirls.
Oi...Some are ok. But please....DON'T SCREAM in my ear and glomp without a warning

Fanboys.
Er....same with the girls

Yaoi.
I actually love yaoi, in moderation.

Critique, regardless of art form or genre.
Constructive Criticism is meant to be helpful. So, I appreciate it, as long as you're not going to be an ass about it.

Manga-style illustration.
It is beautiful in its own way I like it.

Manga-style illustration with a Western influence.
Hm...Also unique. I don't have a problem with it. I like to see what the results are sometimes and compare them. Most of the time they're still ok.

Rap music.
Old school rap is awesome! I really don't like what's been splooging from the radio lately though. I'm pretty open-minded about music.

Mainstream pop music.
Some of it is good. I like to dance a lot, especially in the car. If it's mainstream, it's on the radio, which is basically all I listen to in my car.
Some of it is crap. Then I change the station.

'GRRL GAMERS'.
*is sort of one*

Women in general.
~~~Needs to calm the f@#k down! And stop making us guess at everything!!! It sucks!!!~~~ ((I agree with Dracco))

Men in general.
Uh...I dunno. Each man is different to me, so I have to figure out how to approach them in each their own way.

World Politics.
Ugh...

American politicians, especially George W. Bush.
...see above.

DeviantART.
I love this site

Gay folks, whether we're talking boy-on-boy or girl-on-girl.
Wonderful community. I've never felt so accepted by any group in my whole life.

Bisexuality.
Is me. It's a choice I've made back in the day. It's actually helped give an understanding on how and why I've felt different than many other friends

Japan.
Hmm...It's very interesting, I'll say that. Indeed it is a place I would like to visit.

Pedophiles and Pedophilia.
Go to hell. Go to hell and you die.

The Internet Male/Internet Tough Guy.
Are PeeWee Herman IRL kthnxbailolomg1337internetz/b/wtfBBQ

Roleplayers.
I love RPing! I do have to bring myself back to reality once in a while. Other than that, it's an excellent way to empty your imagination and sometimes, creative reflexes with friendly, unique people that have the same interests

Myspace.
I like it because I've found so many people I have missed since I was young. A good form of communication, but I'm a face to face person myself.

Straight Edge.
*laughs at Dracco* (You're so funny)
I respect and support all those that refuse drugs and all that jazz. Being one myself, It takes will power and I'm proud of everyone.
I'm not against people who do do the drugs, smoke and... ]]> ~Perpetualwolfsage http://Perpetualwolfsage.deviantart.com/journal/20158717/ http://Perpetualwolfsage.deviantart.com/journal/20158717/ Mon, 25 Aug 2008 23:16:46 PDT Oh god it's a manga....Oh let's see here...
"The one destined to carry on...The legend of the dot hackers"

2.Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you reach?
My pillow with kanji on it.

3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?
Oh jeez...um...America's Funniest Home Videos

4. Without looking, guess what time it is:
1:30 am
5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
1:06 am

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
My music

7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
Coming home from Drawing Class

8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
My friend's IM window

9. What are you wearing?
My Pwn* shirt and undies.

10. Did you dream last night?
No I slept quietly.

11. When did you last laugh?
A few minutes ago, at Fidem

12. What are on the walls of the room you are in?
Posters, my drawings ( I draw on my wall), Wall scrolls

13. Seen anything weird lately?
Everyday.

14. What do you think of this quiz?
Not boring like the others.

15. What is the last film you saw?
Tropic Thunder.

16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
The rest of my and my sister's and mom's education.

17. Tell me something about you that I don't know about you.
Um...That there are somethings I will just never tell.

18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
War?

19. Do you like to dance?
Of course I do. *does a lil jig*

20. George Bush:
*burps*

21. Imagine your first child is a girl. What would you name her?
Narah

22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you name him?
"Ladies and Gentlemen"

23. Would you ever consider living abroad?
I would love liveing abroad. I miss living abroad damnit

24. What do you want god to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?
Don't be impressed.

25.Tag two people who must also do this in THEIR journal:
Hm....EVERYONE!!!


26. If you could have the answer to any question, what would you ask?
Why?

(Dude think about it...That is the most complex question EVER)

]]> ~Perpetualwolfsage http://Perpetualwolfsage.deviantart.com/journal/19897928/ http://Perpetualwolfsage.deviantart.com/journal/19897928/ Mon, 11 Aug 2008 13:17:24 PDT
I drove the last leg of the trip since I supposedly am the "nocturnal one" in the family. I just had energy and wasn't sleepy at the time. Everyone else was. So I offered to have my dad sit in the passenger seat and get some rest. I saw that he was yawning and rubbin his eyes.

Other than that, I went to SAN JAPAN 1.5!!!

That was the highlight of this month, pretty much. It was so cool.

I'll have to update about it later because in a few moments, I'll be on the way to see another highlight of my month

I get to hang out with an old friend I haven't seen in a while. She's amazing! I missed her so much. I did get to see her when she came back into town, and we hung out with my other friends. Today she invited me to hang out at a bookstore. So off we go.

I guess that means I will talk to you guys later
Be safe! Love you all

]]> ~Perpetualwolfsage http://Perpetualwolfsage.deviantart.com/journal/19757639/ http://Perpetualwolfsage.deviantart.com/journal/19757639/ Sun, 03 Aug 2008 18:26:28 PDT Obviously, he won't be living with us in San Antonio anymore. It will just be me and my sister with my parents.

I'm happy, yet sad, that we're leaving my brother here with his fiance Suzin. I won't have anyone to pick on anymore. I don't want to leave him again. It will be the second time he lives without us. I'm scared to leave him, but I know it's for the best. My mom has been the only one that's noticed my mood balance off. I stay happy for the people and family around me, but she knows I'm stressed about leaving my brother again. We're just really close and I know I'm going to miss him a lot.
I'm happy though, that he'll be with the one he loves, with his friends, in the place that he's grown used to. While he was San Antonio, he mostly stayed in his room playing games and such. So, I know this will be better for him.

Right now though...I'm so tired. We've been waking up early and going out to the different tourist places we never visited while we actually lived here 4 years ago. I got some nice photos that I'll post up soon.

I've finished coloring Coathanger's dragon, I'll have that posted up soon as well.

When I get home, I'll get my tattoo after I make up my mind on which tattoo parlor I want to go to. Tiger's Den or Dandyland.
I've heard good things about Tiger's Den, and have been inside and talked to the staff. But I got my lip piercing at Dandyland, and I know they are clean, friendly and their prices are reasonable.
I'll post pics of that too, as soon as I get it. What the actual tattoo will be of is a surprise until I post it ^.^

At the moment, I'm watching my brother, Suzin and a family friend of ours named Joe play Guitar Hero. I'm waiting on a call from two of my old friends. I think we're going to see a movie.
I'll be heading back to San Antonio tomorrow morning. Waking up at 5 or so.
See you guys soon
Much love <3
Maki

]]> ~Perpetualwolfsage http://Perpetualwolfsage.deviantart.com/journal/19672757/ http://Perpetualwolfsage.deviantart.com/journal/19672757/ Wed, 30 Jul 2008 01:38:08 PDT

PLEASE SPREAD THE WORD ABOUT THIS! COPY AND PASTE THE CONTENT OF THIS JOURNAL INTO YOURS


Apparently, There's a predator stalking DeviantArt. And he's going under different names in order to hide his true identity. I was asked to copy and paste this to my journal. If you are a member of DA you MUST do the same!

Here is the copy from pepsi-the-hedgehog84's journal:

-------------------------

THIS IS VERY IMPORTANT! PLEASE READ! THIS INVOLVES YOUR SAFETY ON DA

I am begging you to read this, there is an online stalker (!jere1234, !Caeruleum, !kyakuchuu -- all the same person) who recently attacked a dear friend of mine,*Kays-elle-belle . DA has resolved the situation, but this situation is something people need to be cautious and aware of. He has been blocked but theres always a chance that he'll make another account. Im going to post what's in her journal and if you notice any patterns of similarity, please contact DA IMMEDIATELY. This guy has gone thorough great lengths to contact my friend such as making new accounts and pretending to be other people who he's not. If you would, PLEASE copy this entire message and let other DA members know about this threat. the more people know, the better chance users have of not becoming a victim. So please,read, copy and post this again so this information can spread and no one else gets hurt. There is safty in numbers and this sort of thing needs to be stopped!




Read on to see whats in her journal and if you have any questions, contact her here *Kays-elle-belle . She'd would be more than happy to answer any questions you may have so this can be prevented. Please let this word spread.

:devkays-elle-bell:'s Journal from this morning-

"I am begging you to read this, it will explain the last journal and also warn so this won't happen to YOU.

!jere1234 IS !Caeruleum IS !kyakuchuu.

This man is most likely a serial killer or sexual predator of some sort. Deviant art staff is handling this for me right now. The man originally added me as Jere1234 and then he notified me that he would be switching to Caeruleum. He asked that I add him. Thinking he was just some nice man who liked my artwork I said "Sure, why not?" On this account he began writing some poems about and TO my girlfriend Kayla, and I. I began to find this odd but being an overly naive and trusting person I was polite about it, commented the poems, thanked him, so on. He wrote a poem about a lifestyle choice that I thought he spent alot of time critisizing for being different than his own and I believe I posted a comment as simple as "Gosh, what have you got against that, anyhow?" The man literally flipped out. He not only wrote two journal entries condemning me and calling me things between immature and evil, but he also sent me notes telling me how "disappointed" he was with me. A man that I don't know in real life, have only talked to online for a few days, is "disappointed with me." He blocked me, and I blocked him back.

Not long after I began to get several favorites and then a watch from the account !kyakuchuu. I noticed the similar style of poetry and similar interests but I hate people who make assumptions and I'd rather not be one of them, so I just figured it was another poet with similar interests. "Kyakuchuu" soon after began calling Kayla and I "muses" and writing poems about us as well. 2KL he called them-- and informed me that this meant "To Kayla and Ellie" There is a numerous list of them in his gallery. He favorited absolutely every work of mine with Kayla in it along side of me and also any of my pictures that showed my feet. (foot fetishist, obsessive personality: bad sign) He wrote me notes telling of his extensive admiration for Kayla and I, his plans for other poems about us, thanking me for being his "inspiration". All of this seemed very creepy, but I was always thinking, what if this is really just some eccentric old man minding his own business, and he just hasn't got anything better to do. I would hate to just hurt some innocent old man by lashing out at him for no reason. HOWEVER upon talking to Kayla about this, she has taken criminal justice classes. She said that many of these traits sounded like BAD traits and BAD signs. She told me about a type of serial killer called "collecters" Who will collect information, pictures, anything about their subjects, and obsess over them, for a long time before they make any move. She told me that alot of the time these men will be too smart for their own good and seem kind of innocent but mostly very mysterious. I have never let on in this site where I live as far as I know, all of my friends si... ]]> ~Perpetualwolfsage http://Perpetualwolfsage.deviantart.com/journal/19556454/ http://Perpetualwolfsage.deviantart.com/journal/19556454/ Wed, 23 Jul 2008 13:54:04 PDT
Comment here and I'll:

a) tell you how I know you and a thing or two about whatever you have in your gallery OR Tell you why I friended you. (somebody changed it)
b) associate you with something - fandom, a song, a colour, a photo, etc.,
c) tell you something I like about you,
d) tell you a memory I have of you,
e) ask something I've always wanted to know about you,
f) tell you my favorite pic of yours,
g) in return, you must post this in your journal.


Indeed. I got this entry thanks to ^.^

Not much to really post about recently. I'm about to go to Crew Fest with some friends and have a blast I guess

So comment away and be amazed?

]]> ~Perpetualwolfsage http://Perpetualwolfsage.deviantart.com/journal/19483032/ http://Perpetualwolfsage.deviantart.com/journal/19483032/ Sat, 19 Jul 2008 13:19:08 PDT
Maki here, happy as usual. I know I haven't submitted anything lately. I'm currently working on requests and a couple of contests that I've decided to take part in.
I've got great news though...Someone wanted to actually buy one of the drawings I did for her!!!
I'm so excited! I know this might not be a big deal to some of you guys, but I've never had anyone actually want to buy a drawing!!
HUUUUURRRRRRRAHHHHHHHH
So we're doing the arrangements as to the cost and stuff like that

As soon as I finish with all the requests and entrys, I'll upload them. So far:

Coathanger's Red Whelp Dragon
WarEmperor's Characters
My Brother's WoW toon (that may take a while)
Zippy's Contest Entry
Sugar-pack/ WPW Pack's Fox Contest Entry

That's not too much...but it should take up some time. I'm still working on them.

I do have one miscellaneous drawing done. I'll upload that one soon. But if you guys still have requests, send me a note or a comment ok? I'd be happy to do them!

Other than that, I've reset my friend's list. Added and removed some people. It was getting really clogged and I had to clean it out. If you're not on there, and would like to be, send me a note. No harm done ^.^ I might have missed some of you, so check if you'd like.
This is a really short entry...Woot.
I'm off to go babysit in a couple of hours. Divine beings...help me. These kids are horrible.

]]> ~Perpetualwolfsage http://Perpetualwolfsage.deviantart.com/journal/19265556/ http://Perpetualwolfsage.deviantart.com/journal/19265556/ Tue, 08 Jul 2008 00:51:56 PDT FIRST OFF
I want to say HAPPY (late) BIRTHDAY to my dear friend Amy


Her birthday was on Monday and I get to take her to clubs now Go tell her Happy Birthday because she's the sweetest and most awesome girl friend EVAARRRRRR.

*

Hurrah...I have work tomorrow.

I'm going to upload a few pics I got of my friends and I at Canyon Lake. Almost my whole family went, rented a lil pavilion, to celebrate. It was a mass Graduation party/ July Birthday celebration. We got a big cake for everyone. It said "Congradulations and Happy Birthday", which made me laugh a bit.

The lake was awesome, the water felt sooooo goooooood. Suzin and I played on the bouys (sp?) because there was no life guard to tell us to get off. Heehee. It's always good to see the family too. I love it when all of us get together with good music, food and fun. The older generation teamed up against us "young people" for a game of Volleyball. At first, they were winning, then, we started to pass them up. Bwahaha.
Then we buried three people in sand. Pictures to follow. XD

The day before, I got to go to Warped Tour with my sister and her boyfriend Joseph. Unfortunately, cameras weren't allowed in, and neither of us had a place to hide them (we were both wearing skirts). But I did take a few pictures with my camera phone. It surprisingly, has some pretty good quality. I'll be sure to get those up too. The bands were awesome, got into some new music.
Also, a guy was walking around, giving away spiritual guidance books for tips. He handed me one and we talked for a few minutes. I was only able to give him 2 dollars for the tip, but he was appreciative.
I needed money for food later >.<
So that was fun.

Finally, today!

I woke up and got ready for work. I had to drive Mike back to his house so he can get his stuff ready for work as well. By the time we were ready, it was already raining pretty hard. I didn't rush to get to work at all. Got him and myself there safely. Something made me say "I don't want to go into work today" before I dropped him off.
I still didn't have a good feeling on the way to work, but I got there ok. About a couple hours into my shift, however, my manager, Ms. Sosa, asked me to make a run to another nearby store to drop off some food.
It was about 20 minutes away. I was the only eligible driver/person in the restaurant to go.
So I went.
Made a left, made a right onto the highway, got a little lost, called back for better directions, hang up, rains harder, find my way, headed the right way, switch lanes. Blinker. BOOM.
The lane I wanted to switch to was clear. I turned on my blinker and started to head over. But no. A little car decided he wants to get ahead of me before I make it over. So I swerve back to my lane to avoid him, not seeing the SUV on the other side of my lane, wanting to get into my lane. The SUV would have taken my place on that peice of road I was on if I were to have switched lanes.
So I swerved, which made the SUV swerve as well. The person inside (which turned out to be an older lady and her husband) over corrected, lost control and their front end slammed into the middle barricade.
Of course, I pulled over as soon as I could, called 911 and got all that business done. My manager STILL wanted me to take the food to the other store. I'm like "Fuck. That."
My uncle met up with me at the next exit, which luckily, had a gas station I could rest at. He helped calm me down; I was pretty shaken up, as we waited for my parents. They drove me back to my workplace after I calmed down. I wasn't hurt, so I was able to go back to work and finish my shift.

I wasn't hurt, no one seemed to be. I wanted to go apologize to the couple, but my parents and uncle advised against it since they might hold me liable. I felt horrible.

As much as I actually like driving in the rain, I don't think I'm going to be doing it much anytime soon. I'll just admire it from a window-side. Or maybe even just dancing outside with it flowing down on me. It's more fun than driving anyway. Right?

*sigh*
I'm sorry this update is so long x.x

Last but not least.

I'm really wanting to get some more art uploaded up here with these watercolor pencils. But I'm running short of ideas.
SOooOOooOOOOOOOoooo

REQUESTS ANYONE? That means: FREE ART!
Note me stuff that you guys want and I'll put you on a list (if there enough requests that need to be organized into one). First ask, first serve.
... ]]> ~Perpetualwolfsage http://Perpetualwolfsage.deviantart.com/journal/19078747/ http://Perpetualwolfsage.deviantart.com/journal/19078747/ Fri, 27 Jun 2008 15:53:29 PDT So I finally have a lil' bit over 1000 page views. Don't I feel cool?
Not really. Haha. Thanks though guys, I really appreciate it. ^.^ I really need to upload my new stuff I've been drawing. It seems like I have a hard time finishing my work after they've been outlined out. I think I need more training with color, then I wouldn't be so intimidated to actually try it with my art. I just feel like if I start it and it looks bad, I don't want to ruin a good picture, you know?
I did buy some watercolor pencils though ^.^ I had a lot of fun with watercolors when we played with them and learned about them in High School, and I think I want to experiment with those a little bit.
I've already had a couple of suggestions on how to transfer the image onto the water color paper without messing up the original, but does anyone have any other suggestions?

Other than that...I got back from the hospital yesterday afternoon. I'm ok!
My mother had told me that when the doctor's told my dad that my sister and I were both ok, he broke down crying. It made me want to cry too, I know he cares a lot for us. If he didn't, we wouldn't have been at the hospital getting checked.
Anyway, things were ok. My sister and I don't have Brugada Syndrome, which is a REALLY good thing. For those that don't know, Brugada is a disease that makes your heart beat irregularly, and could lead to sudden death. That is why my parents were really worried. Someone who has Brugada would to have a Defibrillator (sp?) put in them, right under their skin, near their heart. It's like a pacemaker, but instead of constantlly keeping your heart beat the same, it will give it a lil jolt when it senses that the heartbeat is going slower or faster than it's supposed to.
So that's pretty much the epitome of my life right now, and what's been going on in the past week or so.
The job place I applied for has been playing phone tag with me for a few days as well. She'd call, I'd miss it...I'd call her back, she'd be busy. So she said she'd send me an email yesterday...and I haven't gotten it yet. Either she really is REALLY BUSY, or she's not good at keeping her word?
Not sure...anyway, the ball is in her court now, I've got to wait for her to call/write back. I've done all I can for this job at the moment. Still keeping my fingers crossed.
Also...I got a hair cut! It's not as different as it has been, but I like it ^.^ I'll style it later though, I have to take my sister to the her babysitting job in a bit, then to the mall to buy plastic studs for my lip peircing....I swallowed my other one >.<

At least for another few weeks, I will have to stay working at Bill Millers. At least I have someone here that keeps me going everyday I've made a wonderful friend here on Deviant Art

Everyone keep up with all of your wonderful work! Everything you do is beautiful!
Much love to you all~ Maki

]]> ~Perpetualwolfsage http://Perpetualwolfsage.deviantart.com/journal/18920455/ http://Perpetualwolfsage.deviantart.com/journal/18920455/ Wed, 18 Jun 2008 21:39:03 PDT The pay would be the same as the job I have currently, but I know that this other job would be a lot better. I wouldn't have to do so much active running around, getting yelled at and rushing to get things done.
Work smarter not harder...
Work with your head, not your hands <----My father told me this.

So everyone, wish me luck with this interview. And for whatever way you pray, or don't pray, keep me with you. I could really use everyone's support. ^.^

Other than that....

Updates!

A-kon was awesome! I know that was about a couple weeks ago, but I still have yet to upload the pictures I have from it. I didn't cosplay anything special, but I got ideas for what I might do for the next convention. I have some gifts for some friends as well It was so much fun.
The rave was amazing. I felt a lot better after each one. There's certain stress I like to release when it comes to raving. I even got to see an old friend!

Other Other than that...
I'm going to be chilling with my friends watching a movie. Not sure what we're going to watch.
I haven't been able to hang out with a big group of friends in a while. I can't wait until we finally get out of this room though, to go get our movie from Blockbuster. It's really hot in here!

]]> ~Perpetualwolfsage http://Perpetualwolfsage.deviantart.com/journal/18777753/ http://Perpetualwolfsage.deviantart.com/journal/18777753/ Wed, 11 Jun 2008 03:54:34 PDT .

He's a new Deviant that has joined and opted for a special intention and message here on Deviantart that I think should be recognized.
After reading this in his Information, I subscribed, and I hope you guys will too. His images are beautiful. For a year, each photograph he submits will give out a special message per day. I thought this idea was amazing. So far, after 5 days of seeing his messages unfold, I have not been disappointed. I think about these messages throughout the day.

So please, if you would, my friends, Click on his profile and check out what he has to say about the world

Profile:

]]> ~Perpetualwolfsage http://Perpetualwolfsage.deviantart.com/journal/18562443/ http://Perpetualwolfsage.deviantart.com/journal/18562443/ Thu, 29 May 2008 15:24:33 PDT

The plans are all set for and me to go to A-kon! I'm very excited!

Stephen and I will be driving a few hours to get to Dallas. He lives somewhere further than where I do, so I invited him to spend the night at my place for a couple of nights. That way, he won't have to drive too far, and I won't be driving alone It all works out, yes? Yes.
When I get there, I'll be rooming with a good friend of mine I call Nazu-sama. It's going to be so much fun

The only thing is...I don't have any cosplay outfits...I was supposed to cosplay Kagome with Nazu-sama, as he will be playing Kouga the wolf demon. OOOOOOHHHHHHHHhhhhhhh


So...the hours have been passing by ever so slowly..I'm keeping myself busy with housework and stuff, talking with Stephen, playing with my doggies and kitty.

It's so agonizing!!! I have......6 more hours until I should be going to sleep. We're leaving at 7 am tomorrow. I'm driving. All the way. Woot.

As for my wardrobe, I will most likely wear my regular street clothes on Sunday, the last day. On Friday, comfy clothes for driving, I'll change in my room to some Rave Gear, which is probably what I'm going to be wearing the whole time. Friday and Saturdy, I'll most likely go as Raver Wolf Ninja. An original character.

Yay.
Now...Stephen and I have to buy some more food for my kitty kat. Stephen likes my doggies and my kitty kat. Especially the kitty kat. ^.^
Updates later. Love you all!

~ Maki

]]> ~Perpetualwolfsage http://Perpetualwolfsage.deviantart.com/journal/18209686/ http://Perpetualwolfsage.deviantart.com/journal/18209686/ Wed, 07 May 2008 10:21:46 PDT
Aside from that, I finished the ONLY request I've gotten so far. Haha I feel totally cool. No really, I do. It will be the second commission I've ever done in my life. The first, was a Dragon/Human Female anthro I drew in my Senior year of high school. I got like, $10 for that one, but used it for lunch money.

No, I didn't get bullied to have my money stolen. I just didn't have enough for the high prices of our lunch line at the time x.x They were more expensive than a high school lunch line really should be....

Anyway, I've showered and uploaded that lil' drawing. I've washed away the stress that crawled over me through the week. Part of it is that my cell phone broke. AGAIN. It's the second Razor I've been through...I haven't been mean to it or anything. I have no idea why it just went KAPOOP. It just did. So I ordered a new one, not a razor, and hopefully it will come in by the end of the week.

What really sucks is that I have to ask all my friends for their numbers again. I'm sure they're getting sick and tired of it. >.< That being said, if you guys could please send in your numbers so I can save them in my new phone when it gets here, it would be much appreciated. Just send it in a note please? Or if you need my number, ask me and I'll give it to you. No harm done ^.^ Just please have patience with this little phone ordeal guys I'm really sorry!

Umm I guess that's it for now....I'm going to take a nap with some nice relaxing music, and try to relieve myself of the last little bits of strain my soul might have burdening it.

Much love to you all ~
Maki
(p.s. My hip has to pop...but I can't pop it! It kinda hurts. Someone help me! x.x)
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I'm offering simple commissions for anyone who would like them. Character sketches, fan art, canines, pokemon, polka dots, ANYTHING. With this, hopefully, I will gain just a little bit more income for things I find I need throughout my day while on campus.


Charge is only $5 per drawing.

(You won’t see art that cheap often…really)
Pay with, Cashier’s Check or Money order. If you live near me, Cash is fine.


All I need is a character description and maybe an alternate reference (if you have one). It will take one to two weeks to get the drawing done, seeing as how I am still in school and have other duties to fulfill.


Please leave a comment on here or send me a message with a request and I'll put you on a list
I won't put you on the list until I get a description or a request of what you want ok?


Waiting List:

1. Brit ~ Completed

Thanks guys!

]]> ~Perpetualwolfsage http://Perpetualwolfsage.deviantart.com/journal/18155127/ http://Perpetualwolfsage.deviantart.com/journal/18155127/ Sat, 03 May 2008 20:29:08 PDT .>

[link]

A good friend of mine Vaperfox had informed me of this yesterday, and that announcement was indeed familiar because I had seen an actual flyer around Campus advertising this humorous event XD

And then I checked the link he sent me. O.O

So....He said said "Hop to it!", and being the adventurous and somewhat daring person I am, I decided to do so.

I took these pictures earlier today though...As I was too busy to do such things on Friday >.< But...here you go! If you haven't checked the pics out already, here are the links:

[link]

[link]

Yeah, only two. HAHA

Enjoy

______________________________________________________________

I'm offering character sketches, Line Art for anyone who would like them. With this, hopefully, I will gain just a little bit more income for things I find I need throughout my day while on campus.


Charge is only $5 per drawing.

(You won’t see art that cheap often…really)
Pay with, Cashier’s Check or Money order. If you live near me, Cash is fine.


All I need is a character description and maybe an alternate reference (if you have one). It will take one to two weeks to get the drawing done, seeing as how I am still in school and have other duties to fulfill.


Please leave a comment on here or send me a message with a request and I'll put you on a list
I won't put you on the list until I get a description or a request of what you want ok?


Waiting List:

1. Brit ~ In Progress

Thanks guys!

]]> ~Perpetualwolfsage http://Perpetualwolfsage.deviantart.com/journal/18129321/ http://Perpetualwolfsage.deviantart.com/journal/18129321/ Fri, 02 May 2008 07:37:34 PDT
Yesterday I went to the doctor's office, it turns out I'm anemic. >.>

Bah! I also have to take pills for other reasons too. I haven't been prescribed medicine in a long time....One thing I don't like is taking pills though...I hate it. I'm keeping my spirits up though. These pills are meant to make me feel better, and I got them for free because of my insurance. Can't complain.

But...I have to do it.
Hahaha! The funny thing is...I think the pills are taking weird effects on me. Last night I had a strange dream, I kept rolling around, I fell asleep, but kept waking up in the middle of the night, I got warm too easily, I was sweating a bit. Oi...it was crazy.

I dreamt (sp?) someone had donated a subscription to me! HAHA I remember feeling so excited and everything! I was jumping up and down, my heart was beating fast and I couldn't stop smiling. It was awesome ^,^

Hmm...So this is pretty much a pointless post...I'm sitting in class. It's the second to last day with this class, and then I'm done for the semester. I'm so excited


______________________________________________________________

I'm offering character sketches, Line Art for anyone who would like them. With this, hopefully, I will gain just a little bit more income for things I find I need throughout my day while on campus.


Charge is only $5 per drawing.

(You won’t see art that cheap often…really)
Pay with, Cashier’s Check or Money order. If you live near me, Cash is fine.


All I need is a character description and maybe an alternate reference (if you have one). It will take one to two weeks to get the drawing done, seeing as how I am still in school and have other duties to fulfill.


Please leave a comment on here or send me a message with a request and I'll put you on a list
I won't put you on the list until I get a description or a request of what you want ok?


Waiting List:

1. Brit ~ In Progress

Thanks guys!

]]> ~Perpetualwolfsage http://Perpetualwolfsage.deviantart.com/journal/18096037/ http://Perpetualwolfsage.deviantart.com/journal/18096037/ Wed, 30 Apr 2008 03:33:47 PDT
Anyway, a lot of cool stuff has happened since my last journal entry First off, I’d like to thank for [link] This is was gift art from Amy for my birthday last Sunday. It’s beautiful and I love it!! Go check out her profile and gallery! She’s an amazing artist!
and for [link] . This is an amazing gift art from my Wolf Sister and I love it so much I appreciate the love I get for my doggies They rock my faces and my sis has captured it beautifully. Check out her gallery too

Yesh, my birthday was on Sunday, the 20th! I had a lil party with my friends and we had tons of fun I got some birthday money, but unfortunately, I have to spend it on Groceries and Gas, seeing as how college students don’t have a lot of income and stuff….Most of us are sleep deprived and jobless. Haha.

I also got a very wonderful gift from a very wonderful person! A brand new Wacom tablet!!! You guys are sure to see some new artwork with that soon! It’s so awesome ^.^ I’m super excited to start some serious stuff with it. For now, I’ve been doodling and getting used to using it, shading, figuring out different techniques and such. So far, I’m loving it. Thanks love!!

{Internet is working againlawl}

Lastly, I have an offer for everyone. Let me start off like this:
Everyday on my phone, I get a small horoscope text message from Gaiaonline.com (for those of you who knows what it is). There has been something I have been thinking about doing lately, and I the horoscope I received today is the catalyst for my making this announcement.

Here is what it said:
Taurus, April 29: It’s time to unfold your most radical plans. Plenty of people want to get onboard.

SOOOOOOO
The only thing that seems “radical” to me so far..(nothing ever really happens really big at this point in my life. Haha. College…BLAH.)….is that I was going to offer character sketches or Line Art for anyone who would like them. With this, hopefully, I will gain just a little bit more income for things I find I need throughout my day while on campus. I am on financial aid here, but when I get my money, I take out what I need for that month’s bills and stuff, and then give the rest to my parents for their bills. They need it more than I do.

I don’t really expect for everyone to want to do this, but it would really help me out. I’m also doing this same offer on Gaiaonline.com.
I’m only going to charge $5 per drawing. I’ll be able to do a pencil sketch, line art, icons, siggys, or anything else simple you guys can think of. Please send me a note if you’d like anything or comment here ok? I’d appreaciate this all so much.
I think that’s it for updates! Sorry it’s so long! ^.^’

I love you guys!

]]> ~Perpetualwolfsage http://Perpetualwolfsage.deviantart.com/journal/17788097/ http://Perpetualwolfsage.deviantart.com/journal/17788097/ Thu, 10 Apr 2008 22:40:05 PDT
Um...I'm so happy that I've finally started posting some of my most recent art into DA again. All the positive feedback I've recieved so far has helped to push me even further to get this stuff done.

Yes, I'm still working on a couple of gifts for , I'm sorry hun, I know it's taking a while. I'm experimenting with the colors I have, since I'm not the best at them yet. Also, I'm taking my time on your Cabbit drawing, seeing as how I've never drawn one before. Your patience is much appreciated.

I'm not sure if I want to start commissions, or even trades yet. I wouldn't even know how to get started exactly. I suppose I'll let my art style develop a bit more before I even start getting into that stuff. I'll keep practicing until more people think I'm actually good enough to want art from me. I'll most likely get some gift art out there before anything else. Again, I ask, please be patient if I say I want to get some art out to you. It may take me a while.

Other than that...I really don't have much to report for now. These journal posts most likely, won't be entirely common, but maybe expect one or two every week or so.
I appreciate anyone's ideas or suggestions when it comes to my drawings. I'll do what I can to get better!

May the loving light of the Moon shine down on you all ~
Maki

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