http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:Persium&section=today deviantART RSS for by:Persium en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Wed, 02 Dec 2009 16:57:40 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://Persium.deviantart.com/journal/28637850/ http://Persium.deviantart.com/journal/28637850/ Sat, 28 Nov 2009 19:49:59 PST so basically I've been really crushing hard on this cute Asian guitarist in the other band at the place mine practices at...
I asked him out today 'cause I was getting really sick of not knowing what to do about it, and while the answer wasn't yes, it made me just as happy~
he said we can hang out. now, the only thing really different for me about boyfriend vs. boy friend is the lack of kissies and hugs and such. so he might as well have said yes, because I'm very happy just hanging out with someone I like that much, haha~ >w<

from now on, what happens will happen, I'll just be as good a friend as I can be in the meantime and let whatever develops do just that.
maybe something more will happen, maybe not. but I'm happy just having him as a friend. *__*

those of you on my LJ already know about this, haha.

]]> ~Persium http://Persium.deviantart.com/journal/28432722/ http://Persium.deviantart.com/journal/28432722/ Wed, 18 Nov 2009 13:23:33 PST
see, I'm making this OC visual-kei band, and I've got a vocalist, guitarist and bassist from my music-playing (or at least wish they were music-playing) friends already. now all I need is a drummer (and a second guitarist and/or keyboardist if I want.) so I want to hold a quick contest for my friends to make me a drummer. *__*

I actually want entries though, so I'd only need a sketch of whatever you think would be a good look for a visual-kei drummer. just give me something basic and easy, I don't want too many details because ultimately things will be changed to my liking/VK style. though I suppose that might turn off a few people...

anyway, what should I do for a prize? I really don't want to do art for a prize, because I owe tons of things and never do them, but if I want a drummer I may have to D:

I dunno, should I? it doesn't SEEM like too much work and I'd also let descriptions be entered (in a format) so those of you too lazy to draw/can't draw can just type up a short description for me.

I'll probably have to draw all the entries out my way before I decide which one I like best, though... lol. that'll be my judging. >w<

edit: just to clarify, you don't have to draw visual-kei style if you don't know what it is or don't like it or don't want to -- I can do that when I take the possible entries and draw them my way.

]]> ~Persium http://Persium.deviantart.com/journal/28182591/ http://Persium.deviantart.com/journal/28182591/ Fri, 06 Nov 2009 16:26:35 PST w<

that's what I've been up to the past few days. except I've also been playing Pokemon Pearl with a new team (so far I have 3 of 'em) and have a trainer for them too.

but when Graffiti Kingdom arrives, I will be totally engaged in that *___*
drawing your own monsters and then fighting with them in an action-RPG is going to be so AWESOME. I really liked Magic Pengel before it, so I'm going to love this even more because it's got better graphics and because of the action-RPG I love so much.
dfhsfsjdf I can't wait. ;w;

]]> ~Persium http://Persium.deviantart.com/journal/27944072/ http://Persium.deviantart.com/journal/27944072/ Sat, 24 Oct 2009 15:31:54 PDT
but that does mean something good!

moar art, hopefully.
if I'm not being a huge furry on FA or something instead. >__>;;

and don't I still owe kiriban sketches to a couple people? .__.
if so, please speak up!


anyway, I'm kind of experimenting in 2 things. style, and fandom.

I'm dabbling in older fandoms, looking through like 3+ years old art (lol) and such. I'm looking at Invader Zim and Okami and random stuff I used to be into. ahh, it's such fun.
but I've got a few trades and stuff to finish so I'll be working on that later today~!

right after edit: I just realized .__.
I need someone else most of the time to be in a fandom with me.
but that means contacting old friends who I think might hate me. >:

]]> ~Persium http://Persium.deviantart.com/journal/27557417/ http://Persium.deviantart.com/journal/27557417/ Sat, 03 Oct 2009 11:41:06 PDT
Absolute Favorite: Milotic
Kanto/Generation: Ninetales
Johto/Generation: uhh. Sneasel. I like Johto pokemon, fond memories but not as much as Hoenn pokemon. |:
Hoenn/Generation: Milotic lol
Sinnoh/Generation: Purugly!!
Grass Starter: Chikorita
Fire Starter: Cyndaquil
Water Starter: Totodile
Eeveelution (oh how I hate that term): Leafeon
Legendary Pokemon: Rayquaza or Latias
Starter in basic form: Cyndaquil
Starter at Stage 2: Grovyle
Starter at stage 3: Feraligatr

2. Why do you like your absolute favorite?
Milotic is pretty, graceful and stylish. as well as working well for both battles AND contests!
I get oddly upset if people don't like Milotic. I saw one the other day and felt rather depressed.

3. What is your favorite type of Pokemon? Why?
I like most types!

4. If you were a Pokemon, what would you be?
Milotic, obviously... though Lopunny is pretty cute.

5. What would be the first Pokemon you catch on your journey? (Name one for each region)

Kanto: I don't even remember Kanto lol
Johto: Mareep
Hoenn: Ralts
Sinnoh: Buneary, for me too

6. Name your dream team. (Any region)

I have this team, but okay
Milotic
Ninetales
Gardevoir
Altaria
Roserade
Lopunny

7. How long have you been interested in Pokemon?
I don't even know... lol

8. What do you value more, the games or the toys?
games! though I would like a ton of plushies.

9. What games do you have?
had: Blue, Ruby
have: dead Crystal, Emerald, Pearl, Platinum

10. What's your favorite plushie? Figure? Game?
Plushie: Milotic plushie someone here made
Figure: if there is a Milotic figure, that's it
Game: R/S/E <3

11. Name your top 5 least favorite Pokemon.
I really don't have any least favorites... I like them all normally owo

12. What is your most favorite and least favorite regions?

Favorite: Hoenn~!
Least favorite: Kanto

13. Do you like anthropomorphic (human-like) Pokemon (Pokemorphs?)
oh yes. I draw them.

14. What Pokemorph species would you want to be?
Milotic? duh

15. What was your favorite moment in the Pokemon anime?
I don't even remember the anime much...

16. Which feature in any Pokémon game do you enjoy the most? (e.g. multiplayer battles, contests, day/night system, etc.)
battles with allies! >w<

17. What is your favorite Pokémon song(s) (or song used in the Pokémon animé and movies)?
I don't even remember the music. lol

18. What's your favorite Pokemon movie?
I don't recall...

19. Do you prefer Pokémon that are powerful or Pokémon that have a good design (in other words, good looks)?
good looks, lol >__>;;;

20. Quick! What is your most random thought (that's clean) of a Pokémon doing something that humans do?
Aggron eating, but that doesn't really work if they eat iron lmao

21. Tag 5 people.
anyone who likes Pokemons should do it >w>

]]> ~Persium http://Persium.deviantart.com/journal/27472649/ http://Persium.deviantart.com/journal/27472649/ Mon, 28 Sep 2009 17:14:05 PDT
also for those of my friends who have Pokemon Platinum, google how to get Mystery Gift, and download Oak's Letter so when you get the national dex you can go chill with Marley and go get Shaymin. >w<

]]> ~Persium http://Persium.deviantart.com/journal/27371647/ http://Persium.deviantart.com/journal/27371647/ Wed, 23 Sep 2009 09:12:52 PDT
um. I has a wallpaper I'm doing for myself that I'll upload if/when it gets finished. so far it's like 70% done, but there's still 3 more shots in the background to color.

and I wish my friend had a girl Milotic in her sapphire so she could trade it to me D: I don't want to have to catch a Feebas all over again in Emerald. takes hours. and because the internal battery is dead, I'll need all the dry berries I can get from the NPC berry giver-out people... :/ and if I screw up? it'll be ages before I'll have all those berries back.

besides, there hasn't been any contest hall yet, and IDK if there even is one but I need to make Pokeblocks to get a f---in Milotic D:

if worst happens, I can just borrow her Sapphire to evolve any Feebas I get.
or I could just get a ROM and use cheats to quickly get through the part of the game I already have been through on my actual Emerald. hmm. I really don't know what to do. ~__~

blah.

]]> ~Persium http://Persium.deviantart.com/journal/27328949/ http://Persium.deviantart.com/journal/27328949/ Sun, 20 Sep 2009 20:58:09 PDT
also, the ninth question, along with all the undying loyalty... do not ask. I am not telling anyone on here. if I know you well, then ask me over IM or something.

- Choose 3 of Your OC's
- Have them answer the questions like this
Name - Answer
Name - Answer
Name - Answer
- Tag 5 of your Friends!

1) How old are You?
Emi-chan -- 25.
Emi-chan's Milotic -- 13 or 14.
Emi-chan's Gardevoir -- 18.

2) What are You? (Breed,Race etc)
Emi-chan -- a human, a Pokemon trainer.
Milotic -- a Pokemon.
Gardevoir -- a Pokemon as well.

3) Do you have a Love/Crush?
Emi-chan -- Anyone who is cute, mature, and close to my age is fair game.
Milotic -- I need no one besides my trainer.
Gardevoir -- Likewise.

4) Got any special Powers?
Emi-chan -- Nothing that anyone else couldn't do.
Milotic -- As a water Pokémon I can control water.
Gardevoir -- I am a psychic Pokémon, I can use others' minds to my advantage.

(something like that, IDK, Pokémon physics are so messed up.)

5) What do you like to do?
Emi-chan -- I spend most of my time training my Pokémon, be it for battles or beauty contests. I also take good care of my appearance as best I can.
Milotic -- Training, swimming.
Gardevoir -- Training, as well.

6) What do you do best?
Emi-chan -- Winning contests and battles is my specialty. I don't do too much else because I'm nowhere near as good at anything besides those two things.
Milotic -- Winning battles and contests for my trainer.
Gardevoir -- Likewise. I am trained for them extensively along with all of Emi's other pokémon.

7) How many marshmallows can you fit in your mouth?
Emi-chan -- Depends on the size... big ones? Maybe seven to ten.
Milotic -- I'm guessing 50 or 60, given my size.
Gardevoir -- Ten at most.

8) What's your favorite Animal?
Emi-chan -- I love my pretty Pokémon most.
Milotic -- I quite like cute mammal types.
Gardevoir -- Humans are still animals. I find them endlessly interesting.

9) Are you Straight, Gay or Bi?
Emi-chan -- Mostly straight, but I can't keep my hands off pretty girls at the same time.
Milotic -- I can be considered gay, but I have no experience with males.
Gardevoir -- Likewise.

10) What's your greatest Fear?
Emi-chan -- Losing. I hate losing, so I train as much as possible so I won't.
Milotic -- Disappointing my trainer.
Gardevoir -- Yet again, likewise.


I tag... uh.
hmm.
you'd like to do this, I'm sure, since you have like 23463507 OCs. am I right, or am I wrong?
'cause I'm sure you have OCs too.
but I bet you've done this already lmao. if so, ignore me. lol
I think you've done this already too, but just in case.
don't know anyone else offhand, and fishing through my friendslist didn't help. but you can do it if you like, I guess? lol

]]> ~Persium http://Persium.deviantart.com/journal/27278814/ http://Persium.deviantart.com/journal/27278814/ Fri, 18 Sep 2009 11:22:28 PDT
I also found something to do with my obsession. lol
so don't worry anymore. as if anyone ever did lol >w>

]]> ~Persium http://Persium.deviantart.com/journal/27118159/ http://Persium.deviantart.com/journal/27118159/ Wed, 09 Sep 2009 16:37:29 PDT
.__.
yeah, I'm into pokemons for a little while again. I don't think it'll last too long, which is good.
why is it good... ?

well. I really can't do anything with my interest in it. so I don't really know wtf to do about it, besides play my games.
my friend has a fic and he might be able to throw me/my char in the sequel, but it'll be quite a while before he gets there seeing as he's got a big tournament to finish and 9 chapters of it to go. after that he should be able to finish it quickly.

I can't really help out either, and I'm still only on like chapter 12 so I have quite a while to go and quite a lot to read. if I get 6 chapters or so read in a day, that'll still take like around 10 days, and my interest might have faded by then OTL

really, I have no idea what to do with my interest.
another friend's fic is on hiatus kinda because he runs a McDonalds and doesn't exactly have much time to write. and his is the amazing kind that even though the story is based on OCs, it is so awesome and I spent a good seven hours or so reading it again a few months back.
... and he too still has a while to go. :/ and his will take years, I'm sure. poor thing. D:

bah... so what am I to do?

-cries- ;3;

]]> ~Persium http://Persium.deviantart.com/journal/27083338/ http://Persium.deviantart.com/journal/27083338/ Mon, 07 Sep 2009 19:59:10 PDT
Plays musical instrument: this is a requirement, actually

Is taller than you: yeah

Is shorter than you: it's okay, but not preferred

Has green eyes: don't care

Has blue eyes: don't care

Has brown eyes: don't care

Has hazel eyes: don't care

Has long hair: ehh. not on a guy unless he's like sparkly anime beautiful.

Has med. hair: not really

Has short hair: cute short hair is great!

Drinks alcohol: eww no

Smokes cig's: eww no

Has blonde hair: sure

Has brown hair: sure

Has black hair: sure

Has red hair: I don't actually like red hair much but my first crush was a redhead. but he had short hair.

calls you just to say hi: on someone I love? oh yes.

Creative: yep

Compliments you: yep

Shaves her legs: actually, I don't like hair anywhere else than on the head (and not really beards/goatees either, but if done right they can be cute... )

Wears jewelry: maybe...

Has bigger feet than you: yes please, on a guy. lol

Belly piercings: eww, but whatever

Doesn't party: I don't care

Does party: I don't care

Likes to party: ... maybe.

Laughs: of course!

Happy: of course!

Funny: of course! this is a semi-requirement.

Skinny: honestly, I don't mind pudgy but I prefer skinny. I'm so heartless, I know. .__.;;

Anorexic: meh, bony on a guy is weird.

Rides a street bike: awesome!! that is about as good as playing guitar.

Tattoos: eww no

Honest: yeah!

Open: I'd hope so

Shy and quiet: shy and quiet guys are cute too!

Huge tits: hahaha, I like huge tits on a girl, but on a guy? hells no.

Licks lips: can't tell yet

Lightly bites bottom lip: can't tell yet

Talks dirty: this is a guy I'm doing this meme for, so yes. lol

Leaves you random comments: yeah! that could get annoying, though.

Competes with you: ... no thanks, man.

]]> ~Persium http://Persium.deviantart.com/journal/27040455/ http://Persium.deviantart.com/journal/27040455/ Sat, 05 Sep 2009 18:01:55 PDT
... I'm also going to have a hard time getting my lazy butt upstairs to use Photoshop.

hahaha, it'll never happen. >:

]]> ~Persium http://Persium.deviantart.com/journal/26741932/ http://Persium.deviantart.com/journal/26741932/ Fri, 21 Aug 2009 19:55:03 PDT and I hardly even draw anymore.

also I fail and owe kiriban pics and am probably going to be too lazy to scan even if I do them. blah. sorry guys idk >:

]]> ~Persium http://Persium.deviantart.com/journal/26170236/ http://Persium.deviantart.com/journal/26170236/ Sat, 25 Jul 2009 12:24:16 PDT
maybe I'll just draw something for myself heehee

]]> ~Persium http://Persium.deviantart.com/journal/26049317/ http://Persium.deviantart.com/journal/26049317/ Sun, 19 Jul 2009 17:16:14 PDT
if no one gets it, it'll just be Istara or something or one of my OCs idk. something like that.
yeah. that is all.

]]> ~Persium http://Persium.deviantart.com/journal/25823025/ http://Persium.deviantart.com/journal/25823025/ Wed, 08 Jul 2009 17:31:14 PDT LAYER 1: ON THE OUTSIDE.
Name: Emi
Birth Date: March 7 '92
Hair Color: brown
Righty/Lefty: right!

LAYER 2: ON THE INSIDE.
Your fear: vomiting. lol
Your dream of the perfect date: umm. something fun!
Goal you'd like to achieve: have fun in that RP comm I joined! for a long time, too.

LAYER 3: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW.
Your thoughts first waking up: "I wonder if that person replied to my entry yet... "
Your best physical feature: um. I don't know.
Your bed time: sometimes 9PM sometimes 10PM
Your most missed memory: having a full family D:

LAYER 4: YOUR PICK.
Pepsi or Coke: I like both.
McDonald's or Burger King: Burger Kinggg!
Single or Group Dates: single!
Adidas or Nike: Nike.
Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate!
Cappuccino or Coffee: I hate all kinds of coffee, even when I do try them D:

LAYER 5: DO YOU.
Cuss: like this: f---- sh-- b-tch. etc.
Take showers: about every 2 days, but don't worry, I use deodorant.
Have a crush: nope!
Like(d) school: it was all right!
Believe in yourself: sometimes.
Believe what goes around comes around: doesn't really happen to me, though, no matter how many good things I do... :/
Think you're a health freak: not at all!

LAYER 6: IN THE PAST MONTH.
Gone to the mall: of course!
Been on stage: ... no, but man, in the future I am going to be that awesome bassist on the stage and you know it.
Eaten sushi: nope...
Been hurt: hmm... sort of, but it wasn't serious at all.
Dyed your hair: no, a month and a half ago though!

LAYER 7: HAVE YOU EVER.
Played a stripping game: nope!
Got beaten up: nope!
Changed who you were to fit in: yep. I had to, the real me is really quite mean. it's more for everyone else than for me to fit in, though.

LAYER 8: GETTING OLD.
Age you're hoping to be married by: I don't want to be married D:
Number of kids you're planning on having: none!

LAYER 9: IN A GIRL/GUY.
Best eye color: hmm. I like brown.
Best hair color: blonde on a girl. I'm so mainstream, I know. but black on a guy.
Short or long hair: long on a girl, emo hair long on a guy.
Fat or fit: doesn't matter to me much!
Looks or personality: gotta have both to have me.
Fun or serious: I honestly like serious people, but I need someone who knows how to have fun once in a while, too.

LAYER 10: WHAT WERE YOU DOING.
1 MINUTE AGO: chatting, being bored.
1 HOUR AGO: playing my Spyro game. shut up, I love those kinds of games. that and Musashi games. they both have good music, too.
1 WEEK AGO: posting my app in Luceti to play Istara.
1 YEAR AGO: obsessing over the first Musashi game. Brave Fencer. he was so awesome... >:

LAYER 11: FINISH THE SENTENCE.
I FEEL: bored
I HATE: your mom!
I HIDE: my real feelings.
I NEED: the internet, lol. shut up.
I LOVE: Istara!!




What is a food that you'd hate to be allergic to?
fruit ;w;

What color was the last towel you used?
white.

Would you prefer to date someone taller, shorter, or the same height as you?
f---in' taller yeah!

When was the last time your nose bled?
today, lol. I blew too hard or something .__.'''

How old are you turning this year?
this year I already turned 17.

What is your favorite thing to snack on while watching a movie?
ice cream!!

Swimming pool or hot tub?
swimming pool by day, hot tub by night!

What body part do you wash first in the shower?
my hair.

Who would you allow to read your thoughts for one day?
my one friend Takuya-chan, and maybe my other friend because they both really let me be myself as it is.

Name your last reason for using a camera?
taking a picture of my clothes for Poupeegirl. lol.

Where was the last place you fell asleep other than your bed?
on a desk about two years ago... listening to Istara's theme song. I didn't know the game at the time, but wow, that is so ironic.

What are you excited about?
waiting for someone to post on a thread in the rp comm. >w<

Are you a happy person?
pretty much! though that's mainly 'cause I'm on a lot of medication. but it's super nice feeling good!

When was the last time you laughed really hard & why?
when my friend Emma typoed 'snese' lmfao.

What are you wearing?
t-shirt, cami, panties, pants.

What do you want?
... that person to post on the rp thread. >w><... ]]> ~Persium http://Persium.deviantart.com/journal/25744747/ http://Persium.deviantart.com/journal/25744747/ Sat, 04 Jul 2009 23:39:19 PDT
I just got accepted into the RP comm I really wanted in, but I plan to wait four days or so before I can actually start playing. gotta give people a chance to add me, y'know? so that means I'm still going to be bored for a few more days.

but...
the amount of boredom I have been dealing with is amazing. I'm coming up with some of the weirdest things ever. like... you know Soul Eater? he and Istara are kind of similar looking in terms of spiky hair and headband, so I went and made myself SoulEater!Istara.
now I won't be posting any of that, but those of you on MSN will probably find my icon of her either scary looking, hilarious or awesome.
those three reactions are from real people on my friends list.

but seriously, where the heck did /that/ come from? I'm not even sure I remember, and it was only like 7-8 hours ago.

my god... I need help XD

]]> ~Persium http://Persium.deviantart.com/journal/25594729/ http://Persium.deviantart.com/journal/25594729/ Sat, 27 Jun 2009 20:41:39 PDT Istara.
Samurai Legend Musashi is the game she's from.
dangit. I'm doing my best to analyze her personality from what little I can get from the game script and one Youtube video. I'm also mostly done with my application to the Livejournal RP comm Luceti, where I might get to play as her if I get accepted. that is my current goal. I have four or five more days to wait until applying opens up, four or five more days to finish my app. is helping me out, bless her heart, and with her help I think I'll be able to do it in time and apply when they open up again. >w<

but for now, when I can't work on the app, I'm mostly just doodling her. figured out what her hair would look like when down so I can draw that, too. strangely enough, ChapStick helped out with that. I used it to measure the length of hair. her bangs are longer than my hair, and I've been growing it for like, 3 years. sheesh. XD

so yeah. I might put up some artsu in scraps, or if I'm lucky enough, a cg or oekakistyle pic. who knows.
... though most of the time I fail at drawing her. so. I dunno if that's going to happen. probably she's just like Faize and takes practice to do right.
what do you guys think? am I crazy? >___>

]]> ~Persium http://Persium.deviantart.com/journal/25470459/ http://Persium.deviantart.com/journal/25470459/ Mon, 22 Jun 2009 09:53:43 PDT
]]> ~Persium http://Persium.deviantart.com/journal/25385083/ http://Persium.deviantart.com/journal/25385083/ Thu, 18 Jun 2009 00:50:18 PDT
also, I fixed it so it's not quite so annoying to read the questions. owo
I hope that doesn't bother anyone. .___.'



1. You must choose only ONE of your OCs. Do it again if you want to use another OC.
2. Your OC must answer every question as truthfully as possible.
3. Title the journal as "OCs Quiz (your OCs name)".
4. When you're done, tag as many people as you want.
5. Have fun!!!

1. 'Sup. So, to begin, what is your full name and or nickname?
Intetsu, though people call me Honey Flavor, but you can just call me Honey.

2. Awesome, what is your current age?
I'm 23.

3. So what is your favorite food?
Fruit flavored things. I also like honey, but people seem to find that so amusing.

4. What about your favorite drink?
Fruit smoothies.

5. Who is your lover? And you HAVE to tell us.
I don't have time for love...

6. Okay then, have you two ever kissed before?
No, haven't kissed anyone past first grade, either.

7. Do you have a favorite color?
Is it odd when I say it's that amber color of honey?

8. Who's your favorite author?
I don't really like to read.

9. Now what's your biggest fear?
That people don't like me, that my friends hate me.

10. Okay then, any brothers or sisters?
If I have any, I don't know of them.

11. Awesome. Who's your hero?
My parents.

12. Okay, who is your worst enemy?
Criminals who defy the law. Though, at the same time, I feel a little bad for them.

13. What would you do if your hero and your worst enemy got together?
I certainly would feel a little more detached than I already do from my parents.

14. What would you do if you met your creator?
I actually did. Unless you mean religious creator... then no.

15. What do you want to be when you grow up?
I am what I want to be. I am what I'll be until I get too old to do this anymore.

16. What's your worst nightmare?
That everyone hates me, no one likes me, and that I bother people.

17. What's your lifelong dream?
That everyone would someday live in peace. But there are always dark sides to life... there is no light without darkness.

18. What would you do if your lifelong dream came true?
I'd be happy, for one.

19. Okay, where's your favorite place to relax?
Home, in front of the TV and with a bowl of ice cream.

20. What do you spend most of your time doing?
Working, then sleeping.

21. What is your weapon (if any) of choice? Describe it.
Martial arts. It's a very ancient style mixed with some of my own moves. I don't think many people can do backflips with ease, so that would be why they're my own moves.

22. Do you have any powers?
I'm only 75 pounds -- my whole body was designed to be light but much stronger than average -- so I suppose so. I can use a little simple light magic, but it's all offensive.

23. Now if you were to pick from intelligence, strength, magic, or speed?
Strength.

24. Alright, we are almost done. What is your # 1 weakness?
Pollen. I have terrible allergies in the spring, and a sneeze can have big consequences if you're in a fight.

25. We're done! Now tag whoever the hell you want.
Anyone who feels like doing this.

]]> ~Persium http://Persium.deviantart.com/journal/25309651/ http://Persium.deviantart.com/journal/25309651/ Sun, 14 Jun 2009 13:12:58 PDT
still trying to decide what I want to buy art of... I change my obsessions so much that it gets kinda obsolete to buy art if I'll just get bored of it a few days later...
but right now it's an OC pair I'm obsessive about right now. I'd tell you what but I don't have any pics of Honey lined and colored or anything yet...
I think I'll change that one color pic to a normal deviation, instead.
then maybe I'll line and color that cute wink pic for fun... >w<

]]> ~Persium http://Persium.deviantart.com/journal/25049128/ http://Persium.deviantart.com/journal/25049128/ Sun, 31 May 2009 10:53:38 PDT I just want to commission someone awesome to draw me Arumat/Faize so I can just stare at it whenever I have the urge. and then I'd be perfectly fine... D:
what awesome person would do this for under $20? I have to get my hair re-Albel'd tomorrow, since the black faded to brown... so I don't have like the $50-$100 I'd need to spend. x__x uuuurgh. but I must get art, somehow D:

ideas?? ;____;

]]> ~Persium http://Persium.deviantart.com/journal/25004276/ http://Persium.deviantart.com/journal/25004276/ Thu, 28 May 2009 19:43:35 PDT
I'm... feeling almost lonely today. .__.'
there's just this one person who's barely out of my reach. I want to be friends so bad, but...
I'll do my best to try and talk but I just feel so... nervous around them. and they sometimes just kinda stop talking to me. and I never know what to do at that point, it's just like 'do I say something? or do they want to be left alone?' but I never can be sure what to do. so often times I just don't say anything in fear of bothering them.
they don't always come to me when they're sad. I'd listen, and I'd try my best to say at least something. and that may not be much, but really, I'd try for them.
it's almost like a crush, but it's the kind of crush you have on your friends. the one that drives you to be closer friends with them, you know? surely most people have experienced something like that.

now, don't ask me to name names, 'cause I won't. I don't trust many people that much. >__> I'm not looking to be an attention whore anyway, the person I'm talking about isn't likely to read or recognize this as being them. and that's on purpose, I just want to get this feeling out. and on LJ, no one says anything, so it's probably better to say it here. where maybe someone will give me advice. D:

sigh... there's a couple of other things I wish I could say, but there's people who could see and I'm not going to start any drama or make anyone feel bad, so there's not much I can do about that, huh. ~__~

oh, and edit: one more thing.
uuuuuuugh.
my imagination is spent for this week. I have had to use it so hard to think up replies to everyone's problems, think up stuff for my wannabe doujin, think up stuff to write in RP posts, think up new scenes for that RP, think up stuff to write in my rather long short story for class, think up stuff to draw...
I really don't mind listening to people's issues but I am exhausted... so tired of helping. I've had to help so many people lately and listen to so much that I'm just really sick of it, at least for today. there's only so much of someone else's problems one can take before they explode from stress, right?
well... yeah. I blew up already.
I've got my own worries to worry about, I don't want THIS many worries about other people too. I really just need to find someone I can really talk to for a long time, someone to spill my own problems out to. someone I can actually trust not to tell a soul about most of what I'm saying. I need someone like myself for myself, someone to just all out whine to. someone who can actually help and really tries to respond, instead of just o.o/o3o/owo-ing me or OK-ing me or stuff like that.
... tomorrow, I'll be fine, really... just tonight is not the night to come to me if you have problems, okay? I might as well be emotionally dead.
I'm just going to go downstairs and have something to eat. bleh...

]]> ~Persium http://Persium.deviantart.com/journal/24968377/ http://Persium.deviantart.com/journal/24968377/ Tue, 26 May 2009 19:35:20 PDT
[ ] You know how to make a pot of coffee.
[x] You keep track of dates using a calendar.
[ ] You own a credit card.
[ ] You know how to change the oil in a car.
[x] You've done your own laundry.
[ ] You can vote in an election.
[x] You can cook for yourself.
[ ] You think politics are interesting.

TOTAL SO FAR: 3


[ ] You show up for school late a lot.
[ ] You always carry a pen/pencil in your bag/purse/pocket.
[x] You've never gotten a detention.
[ ] You have forgotten your own birthday.
[x] You like to take walks by yourself.
[x] You know what credibility means, without looking it up.
[ ] You drink caffeine at least once a week

TOTAL SO FAR: 6


[x] You know how to do the dishes.
[x] You can count to 10 in another language.
[x] When you say you're going to do something you usually do it.
[ ] You can mow the lawn.
[ ] You study even when you don't have to.
[ ] You have hand washed a car before.

TOTAL SO FAR: 9


[x] You can spell experience, without looking it up.
[ ] The people at Starbucks know you by name.
[x] Your favorite kind of food is take out.
[x] You can go to the store without getting something you don't need.
[ ] You understand political jokes the first time they are said.
[x] You can type pretty quick.

TOTAL SO FAR: 13

[ ] Your only friends are from your place of employment.
[ ] You have been to a Tupperware party.
[x] You have realized that practically no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job.
[ ] You have more bills than you can pay.
[x] You have been to the beach.
[x] You use the internet every day.
[] You have been outside of the united states 3 or more times.
[x] You make your bed in the morning.

TOTAL: 17


*** Repost this with the subject as: I'm (how old you are) but I act (what you got on the test)
*** The number of people you have to tag is the number you got on the test.

]]> ~Persium http://Persium.deviantart.com/journal/24925916/ http://Persium.deviantart.com/journal/24925916/ Sun, 24 May 2009 14:24:14 PDT man, I'm seriously considering waiting on getting my hair redyed to buy some really neat art. >w<

so what should I do? XD

]]> ~Persium http://Persium.deviantart.com/journal/24467932/ http://Persium.deviantart.com/journal/24467932/ Mon, 27 Apr 2009 17:30:12 PDT

.:FIRE:.

[ ] You have a short temper.
[ ] You often act on your emotions without thinking first.
[ ] You are very competitive.
[ ] You like to play with fire.
[ ] You are not a strong swimmer or you can't swim at all.
[ ] You prefer warm weather over cold weather.
[ ] You often lose control over yourself.
[ ] You can be quite reckless.
[x] You sometimes hurt people without realizing it.
[ ] People have often called you insane.
Total: 1

.:WATER:.

[x] You have a calm, laid-back personality.
[x] You like to go to the beach.
[x] You rarely get angry.
[x] When you do get angry, you know how to control it.
[x] You think before you act.
[ ] You are good at breaking up fights.
[ ] You are a good swimmer.
[x] You like the rain.
[ ] You can stay calm in stressful situations.
[ ] You are very generous.
Total: 6

.:EARTH:.

[ ] You are physically strong.
[ ] You have a close connection with nature.
[ ] You don't mind getting dirty.
[x] You form strong opinions on issues that concern you.
[ ] You could easily survive in the wild.
[ ] You care about the environment.
[x] You can easily focus on your work without getting distracted.
[ ] You rarely get depressed.
[ ] You aren't afraid of anything.
[x] You prefer to have a strict set of rules.
Total: 3

.:AIR:.

[x] You have a free spirit.
[ ] You hate rules.
[ ] You prefer to be out in the open rather than in small, enclosed spaces.
[ ] You hate to be restrained.
[ ] You are very independent and outgoing.
[x] You are quite intelligent.
[x] You tend to be impatient.
[ ] You are easily distracted.
[x] You can sometimes be hyperactive and/or annoying.
[x] You wish you could fly.
Total: 5

.: DARKNESS:.

[ ] You spend most of your time alone.
[ ] You prefer nighttime over daytime.
[ ] You like creepy things.
[ ] You like to play tricks on people.
[ ] Black is your favorite color. (one of them)
[ ] You prefer the villains over the heroes in movies, TV shows, videogames, etc.
[x] You don't talk much.
[ ] You are atheist.
[x] You don't mind watching scary movies.
[ ] You love to break the rules.
Total: 2

.:LIGHT:.

[ ] You are very polite.
[ ] You are spiritual.
[ ] When someone is in trouble, you never hesitate to help them.
[ ] You believe everything you see or hear.
[x] You are afraid of the dark.
[x] You hate violence.
[x] You hope for world peace.
[ ] You are generally a happy person.
[ ] Everyone loves to be around you.
[x] You always follow the rules.
Total: 4

I guess I am water according to this, then--?

]]> ~Persium http://Persium.deviantart.com/journal/24235738/ http://Persium.deviantart.com/journal/24235738/ Tue, 14 Apr 2009 09:36:54 PDT and how I can almost almost play things smoothly enough for a band?
yeah, well, I found one that needs a bassist.
only it's HEAVY METAL
uuuuughhhhh I hate screaming and banging on instruments ~____~

]]> ~Persium http://Persium.deviantart.com/journal/23983079/ http://Persium.deviantart.com/journal/23983079/ Tue, 31 Mar 2009 10:07:15 PDT I'm training before getting the last badge in Platinum, and working on making a better, more wide-spanning team.

these are all my options to use (though some need training):
Altaria lv37
Steelix lv35 (I don't really want to use her though... yes, her)
Leafeon lv48 (I want to keep him though.)
Giratina lv47 (is always an option lol)
Drifblim lv47
Gardevoir lv47
Lumineon lv51
Infernape lv53
Luxray lv51.

and as you can see that's nine, not six. D:

I could also go on the hunt for a Feebas/Milotic if Lumineon isn't good enough. because while my brother might still have Diamond, he might not have been the one keeping my older, more useful Milotic. which would really suck if not... :/

I can always get other pokemon too. GTS is amazing (for the most part lol.)

so like. any ideas?

]]> ~Persium http://Persium.deviantart.com/journal/23668608/ http://Persium.deviantart.com/journal/23668608/ Thu, 12 Mar 2009 22:19:58 PDT
but anyway, yeah...
kinda sad about it, but I know it's for the best. I'll be fine by myself, I'm going to be independent.

...
besides, men are pigs anyway. ~__~ every single one of them, and even if I am sad about losing one...

>__>;

heh... yeah, I'm okay. it was only almost two years. I've heard about five-year breakups before. I'll be able to live just fine.

]]> ~Persium http://Persium.deviantart.com/journal/23542915/ http://Persium.deviantart.com/journal/23542915/ Thu, 05 Mar 2009 15:36:11 PST w<

guess it really was food poisoning. it's out of my system now. good heavens.

but anyway, it's my birthday in three days. I'll be 17~
I don't expect anyone to make me anything, either, so no one of my friends should be all D: or anything about it, especially 'cause a lot of them are going through hard times as it is. besides, I got the best gift ever already. <3

and a gothloli coat, which I am so excited about wearing out places. I'll be a real loli for just a while >w<
wheee~~~!

hahaha I'm so happy. I smear my happiness onto everyone who reads this journal! so people will be happy themselves!
... or something like that.

]]> ~Persium http://Persium.deviantart.com/journal/23522986/ http://Persium.deviantart.com/journal/23522986/ Wed, 04 Mar 2009 11:55:31 PST I got violently sick yesterday with what may be food poisoning.
not fun. ~___~
especially since yesterday was the day my boyfriend got up here. but he came over anyway to be a nurse <3
ah well. I hope I won't be throwing up anymore... but you never really know about those kinds of things. I'm so afraid to eat but I really, really want to eat cereal. I have craved it the entire time I've been sick but I have to stick to water. baahhh.

anyway yeah, that's why I'll be absent this week. my birthday's on Saturday and takkun is here to visit until Monday <3

I hope everyone else is feeling better than me.

]]> ~Persium http://Persium.deviantart.com/journal/22925686/ http://Persium.deviantart.com/journal/22925686/ Sat, 31 Jan 2009 15:15:05 PST It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag 10 people. Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real . . . nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.

1. What is your name: Emmy
2. A four letter word: Evil
3. A boy's name: Easton. I used to know a kid named that... he's probably 8 or 10 now...
4. A girl's name: Emily. I used to know a girl named that... I don't know what happened to her...
5. An occupation: Electrician, like my dad is
6. A color: Electric violet
7. Something you wear: Extra ponytail thingies, in case one isn't enough
9. A food: Elephant ears
10. Something found in the bathroom: Excretions (ewww)
11. A place: England
12. A reason for being late: Elephantitis??
13. Something you shout: EPIC
14. A movie title: Everyone Wants To Be Italian, or something like that
15. Something you drink: Energy drink (I don't drink these though)
16. A musical group: E-Rotic
17. An animal: eel
18. A street name: ... E Street
19. A type of car: Eagle [link]
20. The title of a song: Electric Light Moon Light

...
some of those answers sucked, I know. >__>

anyway, I'm only going to tag the people who will actually do this, and that's not going to be over 10 people...





if you even watch me, I don't remember o_O
maybe, if you read my journals at all? XD
if you even do memes? D:
and you, my lovely, never even get on this site anymore but I want to see it done anyway.

oh, and anyone not listed that does memes, I tag you too. -^__^-

]]> ~Persium http://Persium.deviantart.com/journal/22889118/ http://Persium.deviantart.com/journal/22889118/ Thu, 29 Jan 2009 16:23:23 PST
so... I may be working on stuff still while it's out, but as I have no idea how long it'll be out (or what the problem is in the first place) I dunno when I'll be on again.
sorry...
D:

this is mostly for those of you that talk to me on AIM/MSN/Yahoo.

in other news, mom's boyfriend is a bastard and I hate him. >__>
I'm so getting out of this house the minute I get a good job.

]]> ~Persium http://Persium.deviantart.com/journal/22643827/ http://Persium.deviantart.com/journal/22643827/ Sat, 17 Jan 2009 23:50:13 PST I hated it at first, and I still don't really like it that much, but I am getting used to it. just had a friend over last night (totally beat the Maze of Tribulations in SO3 too!)
I just don't like how little there is to actually eat. :/

but that's OK, because at least it is better than I expected. :3

hmm.
I dunno what else to say. XD
other than over 9000 pageviews >__>
lol there's like 11000 now, but woo. still over 9000. 8D

]]> ~Persium http://Persium.deviantart.com/journal/22438308/ http://Persium.deviantart.com/journal/22438308/ Tue, 06 Jan 2009 16:55:33 PST on Friday and Saturday we are moving stuff. so that would be why I might not be around.
though I might borrow a laptop as well, so I might be here anyway. o3o

we are moving into my mom's boyfriend's house, to save money. I'll get two bass lessons a week that way, and have more people around to talk to so I'll be less bored all the time. It should be a nice change, but I'm afraid about some stuff since my mom's boyfriend is really loud and kind of pushy. not to mention he's a union representative, so when he argues, he must win, it's work mode for him.
bleh.

I guess it can't be too bad, though. a much bigger room and stuff~!

]]> ~Persium http://Persium.deviantart.com/journal/22234713/ http://Persium.deviantart.com/journal/22234713/ Sat, 27 Dec 2008 22:38:18 PST
and while I guess I do have two wonderful old friends, we just don't share interests enough. I'm not looking forward to anything in life right now, because knowing my life, nothing ever comes my way.
I'm worried about more than a few people, too. I haven't talked to some of my friends since before Christmas (some even longer wtf?) and I definitely don't have the nerve to initiate a conversation.
it kinda puts me into a crappy situation, doesn't it?

not to mention every little thing my boyfriend does ends up pissing me off, and I really do not have any idea why that is. it's not fair to him and I know he's not even doing anything wrong. it's like it's OCD or something and geez, it's just no fair to him. he shouldn't even have to put up with that, right?

*sigh*

I hate it when life sucks, don't you?
at least my bass lesson is tomorrow... that I am looking forward to.

edit: lol there are 2 contradictions in this.

]]> ~Persium http://Persium.deviantart.com/journal/22112747/ http://Persium.deviantart.com/journal/22112747/ Sun, 21 Dec 2008 23:34:55 PST only two people out of who knows how many seem to realize I have feelings, wants and needs. no one else actually appears to care about me. and now it's gotten to the point where more than one person finds it perfectly acceptable to either rant, spam, or just general obsess over something to me and then wind up ignoring me when I need something.
it should be no wonder why I can't trust these people, and yet I think they believe I should.

In other news, I'm sending out x-mas cards tomorrow to those who noted me... kind of late, so they probably won't be there until New Years...
>_>;
sorry... :/
been having difficulty just living lately, I guess.

]]> ~Persium http://Persium.deviantart.com/journal/22024416/ http://Persium.deviantart.com/journal/22024416/ Tue, 16 Dec 2008 22:33:03 PST I need things to do...
because today I literally spent all day doing character memes. It's ridiculous. lol. >_>

]]> ~Persium http://Persium.deviantart.com/journal/21251928/ http://Persium.deviantart.com/journal/21251928/ Fri, 31 Oct 2008 15:57:53 PDT maybe someone will get 10000?

]]> ~Persium http://Persium.deviantart.com/journal/21099488/ http://Persium.deviantart.com/journal/21099488/ Tue, 21 Oct 2008 17:40:24 PDT
well, at least the lack of deviations/journals was fixed. thank goodness for the help desk.

lately I've been doing lotsa openCanvas commishes on Gaia (should I upload them at all?) for the usual practice drawing other people's characters/avatars. seems like I'm getting better. but even having a minishop doesn't provide enough work to keep me from being bored.

so...
damnit.
I need friends to talk to about star ocean 3 and stuff like that. I need friends in general. I have all three IM clients and I still don't have more than my boyfriend to talk to all day.
wtf that's pitiful.
I'd rather let people come to me, but no one ever really does. D: not anymore, anyway. I still suck at drawing the characters and scraps aren't really enough to attract fanart whore friends like I want to have.
T3T

baww. whine whine whine, yes. meaningful content? no. D:

but certainly there's someone out there who wants to talk to me about this kind of stuff~ ;3;

]]> ~Persium http://Persium.deviantart.com/journal/20795903/ http://Persium.deviantart.com/journal/20795903/ Thu, 02 Oct 2008 15:59:52 PDT
uh, another freebie to whoever gets it?
I bet I've forgotten what I owe the last one >:

]]> ~Persium http://Persium.deviantart.com/journal/20609331/ http://Persium.deviantart.com/journal/20609331/ Sun, 21 Sep 2008 20:17:16 PDT prettier than my art ever gets, at least. lol.




]]> ~Persium http://Persium.deviantart.com/journal/20514274/ http://Persium.deviantart.com/journal/20514274/ Mon, 15 Sep 2008 22:22:50 PDT A: Emmy Needs Help.

Q: Type in "[your name] looks like" in Google search:
A: Emmy looks like Amy Brenneman who plays Amy in Judging Amy.

Q: Type in "[your name] says" in Google search:
A: "He was sick and asked for leave to go home to the northern part of Uganda as he couldn't manage to work anymore, because he was too weak," Emmy says.

Q: Type in "[your name] wants" in Google search:
A: Emmy Wants to Know: What Were the Most Memorable Moments in Television.

Q: Type in "[your name] does" in Google search:
A: Emmy does Jagger (?)

Q: Type in "[your name] hates" in Google search:
A: Emmy hates hockey

Q: Type in "[your name] asks" in Google search:
A: At the café, almost in desperation, Emmy asks Ali to travel to a place, "somewhere where no one will stare at us".

Q: Type in "[your name] goes" in Google search:
A: When Emmy goes wrong: The worst snubs of all time.

Q: Type in "[your name] likes " in Google search:
A: Emmy likes being a corporate lawyer.

Q: Type in "[your name] eats " in Google search:
A: Emmy Eats a Dog (omg!)

Q: Type in "[your name] wears " in Google search:
Emmy wears a cozy pink-and-white ensemble with tiny heart-shaped buttons and a pink bow in her soft, micro-rooted brown hair.

]]> ~Persium http://Persium.deviantart.com/journal/20411133/ http://Persium.deviantart.com/journal/20411133/ Tue, 09 Sep 2008 17:30:02 PDT sorry guys. ;__;

]]> ~Persium http://Persium.deviantart.com/journal/20111418/ http://Persium.deviantart.com/journal/20111418/ Sat, 23 Aug 2008 10:38:36 PDT I don't see like anyone's deviations and journals anymore. wtf. ._.

am I the only one? D:

]]> ~Persium http://Persium.deviantart.com/journal/20009291/ http://Persium.deviantart.com/journal/20009291/ Sun, 17 Aug 2008 17:56:35 PDT he was here for a few days, but now he's going home and I'm bored :/

guess that means I'll be drawing more though. *3*

I wanna pixel something... >:

]]> ~Persium http://Persium.deviantart.com/journal/19827695/ http://Persium.deviantart.com/journal/19827695/ Thu, 07 Aug 2008 13:05:49 PDT
volleyball o
volleyball o
volleyball o
volleyball o yaranaika.

ha ha ha~♪♫

edit: see why I'm never happy? even deviantart is against me. making two journals at once.
asdhgfdsgasdfsdfhg.

]]> ~Persium http://Persium.deviantart.com/journal/19635467/ http://Persium.deviantart.com/journal/19635467/ Mon, 28 Jul 2008 05:01:44 PDT
playing brave fencer musashi lately
So I'm probably going to genderbend a little
And maybe mess around

but
hell
The pairings I see for it are the pairings I really don't like D:
so what am I to do?
Put some up for the lulz?


sigh.
well, about those kiribans.
It'd be a long story but I can't even be on the internet that much lately, so good grief...
at least I have some ink pens now. >;
So at least lineart is a snap

]]> ~Persium http://Persium.deviantart.com/journal/19361244/ http://Persium.deviantart.com/journal/19361244/ Sat, 12 Jul 2008 20:07:46 PDT
It looks a lot better XD
except for one thing I can't quite manage to describe >;

oh~ And
My friend from an LJ comm joined this website~
she doesn't have more than one piece up but do go +watch her. 8D


]]> ~Persium http://Persium.deviantart.com/journal/19291781/ http://Persium.deviantart.com/journal/19291781/ Wed, 09 Jul 2008 12:20:02 PDT
but I guess a kiriban is a kiriban
I just want you to make sure you give me an awesome character to doodle ok? <3


anyway, meme:
Go to the Wikipedia home page and click random article. That is your band's name.
Click random article again; that is your album name.
Click random article 15 more times; those are the tracks on your album.

A New Chart Of History--

List of islands in Alaska
1) Offer and acceptance
2) University/4th Street Line
3) 35007
4) AD
5) Triruthenium dodecacarbonyl
6) Rua (Moimenta da Beira)
7) Pretoria Convention
8) I Don't Want You Back
9) Voxx
10) Lords of Radzyn Keep
11) Clermont-Ferrand Cathedral
12) Polygonal masonry
13) Larunda
14) Driftglass/Starshards
15) Strapping Young Lad

]]> ~Persium http://Persium.deviantart.com/journal/18819735/ http://Persium.deviantart.com/journal/18819735/ Fri, 13 Jun 2008 12:03:37 PDT
I really should be doing more stuff
so...
are there any unfinished trades or stuff like that I need to do? ?__?

go ahead and let me know, thx!

]]> ~Persium http://Persium.deviantart.com/journal/17995745/ http://Persium.deviantart.com/journal/17995745/ Wed, 23 Apr 2008 17:32:51 PDT I should have more like 5000 though. thanks to all of you on newgrounds who clicked the link!
And sorry, I love hentai but I don't really draw it. ):
I'll get there eventually.

☆☆☆

I just got a cold in the past 2 days so my throat is really sore and it is very annoying D:

today a friend suggested to put honey in my drinks, so I mixed in about a tablespoon of it into my instant-hot chocolate, and wow, it really works!

the hot chocolate even tastes better. while the honey makes my throat feel a little better~

]]> ~Persium http://Persium.deviantart.com/journal/17608306/ http://Persium.deviantart.com/journal/17608306/ Mon, 31 Mar 2008 15:05:45 PDT it's like under maintenance

D;<

edit:

LOL
dA's april fool is mudkips? lolwut XDD

]]> ~Persium http://Persium.deviantart.com/journal/17586144/ http://Persium.deviantart.com/journal/17586144/ Sun, 30 Mar 2008 08:47:43 PDT [08:39] ☆reichan☆ (´┏_┓｀: .. lol wut
[08:39] ☆reichan☆ (´┏_┓｀: suddenly I have 3 notes
[08:39] scottmale24: You've hit 5000, but at this point you're well above 6000
[08:39] ☆reichan☆ (´┏_┓｀: ... what XD
[08:40] ☆reichan☆ (´┏_┓｀: how did it get so high wtf
[08:40] scottmale24: I made a front page post on Newgrounds (because I can do that once every few weeks) and I titled it Free Hentai XXX
[08:41] scottmale24: And then I'm like because I told some girl I'd give her pageviews on DA.
[08:41] ☆reichan☆ (´┏_┓｀: lmao what
[08:41] ☆reichan☆ (´┏_┓｀: that's pretty awesome
[08:41] scottmale24: Yeah


I wonder why I didn't get like, 4chan raep'd or something



So if anyone else wants to try for a kiriban
how about 6500? lol
I don't think anyone does, usually I just draw stuff for people if they ask anyway lawl
is that a good or a bad thing?

edit: can someone give me a name for a /b/ tard personality so I don't say '4chan' every time? >_o

]]> ~Persium http://Persium.deviantart.com/journal/17517557/ http://Persium.deviantart.com/journal/17517557/ Wed, 26 Mar 2008 16:01:57 PDT
[link]

BEST REMIX EVER


☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆


if you catch my 5000 I'll draw you something :3
send me a note if you get it w/ a screencap

looks like I'm getting up there in pageviews
soon I'll be 10,000 and feel good about myself 8D


☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆


tag:

warning. I admit about a thousand times I love porn in this lol

1. What is your one FLAWLESS talent?
pulling paragraphs out of my ass
Drawing is too general and I'm not really THAT great at it

2. A new food/ tasty thing you have recently discovered:
jolly ranchers

3. Name a few guilty pleasures you have:
hentai
chocolate
... ugh. hentai. x_x

4.Something that has been bothering you lately:
I'm just... sometimes all I can think about is just. hentai.
I wanna be a pretty hentai girl so much wtf

5. Something that made you happy recently:
hentai. I'm such a mush brain about it... :/

6. What are you listening to now, in terms of music? (if there is no music what did you listen to last?)
old disco music, the shibuya-kei I always listen to, rock with rhythm

7. On the subject of music, what kind of music seems to have peaked your interest lately:
old disco music, like Rick Roll/Macarena/What Is Love

8. How often do use Japanese phrases?
only endings for names. -chan, -kun, -san, etc because they actually sound cute on a lot of names, japanese or not, imo.

9. What do you plan on doing with your life:
right now? I want to be a bassist when I grow up, they are a part of almost every music

10. A burning passion you have:
... sex? :/

11. Cutest couple you know here on DA!
the only couple I know is me and takkun
takkun is

12. Did you ever own a Neopets account, and if so what was your user name?
yes
purple_otter2003
but my password is gone, and it's too inactive to relog in D:

13. What do you think of when you look at a sunset?
something about the beauty of nature

14. What is one thing you have really been itching to do lately?
watch... more hentai. such a mush head. hashsdfg.

15. What element would you consider yourself?
? not sure

16. Something that has made you very sad/ nervous:
doing dishes... :/

17. What is one thing you ALWAYS keep track of?
my desktop
it's usually clean

18. Favorite number EVER!!!!
7

19. Do you consider yourself to be a genius in any field?
mm... not really. I'm pretty stupid in everything.

20. A hobby you have that not everyone knows:
I LOVE GOTH LOLITA FASHION
(But no black lipstick except on actual lolis)

21. The ideal age of a person is:
16 through 25
old enough to do lotsa things and young enough to be fucking sexy
however, you're still not really "old" until you're like, 45. maybe even 50.

22. Your room is...
usually clean for some reason, can get a little messy

23. Describe your mood, now, in one word:
depressed :<

24. What do you think of fangirls?
they're just like me.

25. Your favorite word/phrase:
"lol"

26. Your ideal place to be...
home, in my bed or at my computer. (: <3

27. What is your favorite reality TV show?
lol. um. shit, I never watch TV

28. Something you have always hated with a fiery passion:
... barf of any sort, any mention, etc

29. Any last words before you tag 3 people?

Hentai ):





lol, if you wanna, then do it

I was tagged by

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pretty semi-realism. realistic faces and fantasyish themes. I love it <3



really neat looking photomanips of girls. pretty girls and lotsa color.
and they're wearing such awesome clothes T3T



cute anime artses <3 good friend of mine~
tries different things a lot and yeah... ? XD awesome colored pencil stuff too :B

maybe I should put more of my friends up here, lol... D:

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I want to try fashion design super-chic style >u<
and besides, I just can't seem to do anything good anymore. I was better like 2 months ago wtf is wrong with that picture. :/

then again, I haven't been trying, either. and I don't think I'll ever learn realism, either. even if I want to it just isn't something I can do. :<

and... I drew a big pic of this waterbutterflyserpent thing and it came out really well. 'cept, I can't show you guys without a picture or something. I'm going to need to make a notebook of stuff for the advanced artclass it's for, anyway. I'm not actually as advanced as the rest of the people in there so I feel out of place sometimes, sort of being the worst at what they like to do. it's not that I'm BAD. it's just... idk.
my style is just turning to crap now. *cries* I haven't been motivated at all, either.

yeah, so hopefully pers can manage to draw clothing. I'm just not fond of details and can't draw without it being super-sketchy. besides, I've wanted to mess around with clothing forever now! especially gothic lolita clothing, it's so cute but elegant and all that. :'3

however, have any of you had the feeling that you have too many ideas? I want to draw at least 5 things right now but I need to be sleeping, it's like 10:30 pm ;o; I have school tomorrow, and my homework load is increasing to like 3 hours again.
and even worse because I really have never been able to fathom ratios and proportions at all... and they're giving me advanced things, it's flying over my head completely. usually when you get to the advanced thinking questions you know what you're supposed to do, but it just feels like it's TOO advanced... being someone who really hates disappointing respected people, I just about went crazy.
thank god it wasn't as crazy as yesterday, but that's a different story, and not one you guys need to worry about.

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what tactics can I employ to learn to draw like that?? >: I can do it myself but I'd liek some input.

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PENIS = for attention

It's just not working and never has.

due to the mass amount of stuff I am doing for ppl, whether they're trades or not.
I'm just not able to handle it. 6+ months for most of you guys waiting on me for trades or Gaia commishes. be reasonable, those will never get done.
screw it, I don't care if someone's given me a trade. unless I do it on a whim I know I'll never get it done. never, and frick, I am the most unreliable person ever because of this.

only a few things I will keep. all this stuff I've said I'll do won't get done end of story. nothing anyone can say will change that. I just can't do it.
My recent absentmindedness and forgetfulness could be because of this.

so aside from a few commisshes and stuff, everything else is canceled. even some of the trades-- I'm frickin' sorry if you've done my half already. I just can't do mine.

Some stuff @ my LJ will stay, though. otherwise everything I should be doing is wiped clean.

aiite?

again, SORRY SORRY SORRY. But I'm pretty sure I'm being affected mentally by all the crap online I should be doing. so it's not a good thing. :/

yeah. I can't promise ppl that I'll do stuff for them any more. it doesn't happen unless I have the time and motivation to. and I get distracted so easily.

]]> ~Persium http://Persium.deviantart.com/journal/16288953/ http://Persium.deviantart.com/journal/16288953/ Sun, 06 Jan 2008 15:40:48 PST
hmm... takkun sent me a new song some time ago, though. and I got that. he and the former are on my friendslist, but... have they done something to the notes system like livejournal did? umm... as being kinda depressed and stuff lately, I haven't been on much and don't really plan to for a while.

mainly due to a videogame, so nothing's serious in case someone got worried or something, lol.

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