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Actually I have been drawing a bit. I decided to do more fanart actually. I've barely done any and I feel like it'd be good for me to draw characters I love instead of just OC's.

I dunno there's been a lot going on lately though. Even now i have some stuff to do so I'll have to write more later.

Just letting anyone who still cares know I'm here.

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I really want a fucking cheeze burger right now. A big tasty juicy one. I also want my coco to be here right now. lol. I miss him. But for me it's fucking milkshakes yogurt, mashed potatoes and carnation instqant brekfast T.T

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I made... *drumroll please*

1340 dollars!! And more chacks are apparently in the mail.

I can afford my first year of school! fucking yay! my dream is coming!!

so even though its late, i get to register for classes tomorrow. Yuppp. Fucking pro.

and this weekend im going to grand rapids with my friend peko, it's gonna be pro.

My life is finally feeling good again.

Thanks for the help guys.

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But thinking i should get something back seems like its too selfish. I just dont know anymore. you're supposed to get something out of relationships as well arent you? I just dont know what to do anymore. It's stressing me out.

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2. Give answer for ALL questions.
3. Answer you and your chara.
4. Tag 5 peoples.
5. Have fun! 8D


QUESTIONS :
1. Where do you live?
Syme: In a castle. What kind of villan would I be without a castle?
Pervy: Port huron michigan. Home of nothing.

2. How old are you?
Syme: Oh very. But I look about 23.
Pervy: 18

3. Do you have GF/BF ?
Syme: There are a lot of people I fuck, but no "significant" other.
Pervy: My sweetie lee. Eddie Lee <333

4. Whos that?
Syme: Well theres My three servants, I've laid them all. I got close with Andreios James and Akihiro. Of corse Ruy, The list goes on and on really.
Pervy: My Eddie lee<333

5. Fav game?
Syme: Oh I don't know. Beer pong?
Pervy: *sighs* Tales of the abyss for me.

6. What you like in yourself?
Syme: Oh I'm perfect. There is nothing I don't like.
Pervy: My strong sense of justice.

7. You are artist?
Syme: No but I've fucked an artist.
Pervy: *wow no one cares syme* I try to be :/

8. What is ur hobby?
Syme: Sex.
Pervy: My C.S.I. Competitions ^_^

9. Belive in God?
Syme: I am god
Pervy: Naw.

10. If you be animal.....
Syme: What does that mean?
Pervy: You mean if i could be an animal? Then I would be a human, just like I am.

11. Fav type of music?
Syme: Classical. It get me going if you know what I mean.
Pervy: Well I like calssical, but for different reasons. Mostly I listen to visual-kei bands.

12. Fav band of music?
Syme: This composer I slept with once, he had such skilled fingers... For the violin and...
Pervy:I love Mana, so his bands (ie malice mizer and moi dix mois) are my favorites.

13. Tagg 5 peoples.
Syme: I don't understand...
Pervy: lol.

14. Say byebye! ^-^
Syme: Good thing that is done.
Pervy: Bye bye

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Prom is in less that two fuggin days! AHHHHH!

I get to get my hair cut tomorrow! I'm totally geeked! It's going to be so sweet. I haven't had my hair cut in a very long time T.T! I am going to get bangs again! I'm excited about that! and hopefully they'll be alot cuter this time!

My other bangs just weren't that cute >.<

Um as far as my dress goes, its pretty simple pretty plain. it's pretty and has alot of pretty accents though!

On the other hand I'm broke as hell >.< I'm so poor i just don't even know what to do. I can barely pay for Gas money i don't know how I'll pay for school!! GAHHHH. That and i still havent enrolled! Horrible!

Um i don't really have any info on the art. Cause I haven't had any time to draw really. T.T

But I'll sign off for today. i still have more preparing to do and lots more cleaning.

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[x] You own a credit card. (debit)
[x] You know how to change the oil in a car.
[x] You've done your own laundry. (when i want it done quick!)
[x] You can vote in an election. (but I don't!)
[x] You can cook for yourself. (sometimes i feel I cook better than my mother T.T)
[] You think politics are interesting. (if you think this you're gay)

TOTAL SO FAR: 7


[] You show up for school late a lot. (this makes you old?)
[x] You always carry a pen/pencil in your bag/purse/pocket.
[] You've never gotten a detention.
[x] You have forgotten your own birthday.
[x] You like to take walks by yourself.
[x] You know what credibility means, without looking it up.
[x] You drink caffeine at least once a week.

TOTAL SO FAR: 12


[x] You know how to do the dishes.
[x] You can count to 10 in another language. (3 actually! lol)
[x] When you say you're going to do something you usually do it.
[x] You can mow the lawn.
[] You study even when you don't have to.
[x] You have hand washed a car before.

TOTAL SO FAR: 17


[x] You can spell experience, without looking it up.
[] The people at Starbucks know you by name.
[x] Your favorite kind of food is take out.
[x] You can go to the store without getting something you don't need.
[x] You understand political jokes the first time they are said.
[x] You can type pretty quick.

TOTAL SO FAR: 22

[] Your only friends are from your place of employment.
[x] You have been to a Tupperware party.
[x] You have realized that practically no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job.
[x] You have more bills than you can pay.
[x] You have been to the beach.
[x] You use the internet every day.
[] You have been outside of the united states 3 or more times.
[] You make your bed in the morning.

27 i guess. lol. i feel like i'm older though. ha ha ha

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I'm sure its about to run out! I know it! I can feel it in my bones!!! >.< Mannnnnn.

Well I still don't have a car. I'm pretty sad about it too. It's really a depressing thing to have a car for almost 2 years and then have someone total it. I realized that I got my liscense 2 years ago last thursday. I also got in my accident almost the same day only a month before i had my liscense for two years. lol. Depressing business.

But the good news~~~

Tax refunds are here soon for me! Hopefully I'll be driving my new car in less than a week!! I'm excited!

As far as art goes, I have a sketch from my blood debt mission to up load. My boyfriend has been pressuring me to start an outline on a manga we're supposed to work on together , and of course i have a few sketches I need to put up still. T.T I'm just so lazy. Plus I've been sick for almost a week!

But wait! Another beautiful thing!

SCHOOL IS ALMOST OVER... FOREVER!

Well maybe not forever, because I still want to go to college, but public school, being forced to go and getting in trouble alot, is almost over. Ahhhh its so great~~~

Couldn't be more excited!

Anyways, I'm going to call it a day. I'm on a school computer and we have a substitute. Not that I would get in trouble or anything but I don't feel like getting talked to. -_-'

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I've realized that there are only 12 more weeks of school left and then it's on to college. I think I want to go to community college. Just to stay in town for a few more years you know. Not that I want to live with my mom forever, but I think now theres at least something holding me back. ^_^!

I mean I don't want to sound stupid, but it's true. There are some major things I'll miss about this town, and living here, and I'm not sure I want to give it up just yet. T.T

As far as art goes you can see I put up some new photos. I'm proud of them! One from my comic, and other from a story, and then the two pandas <3! You know there cute. Pandas are~~

As far as an update with my car, I'm looking at a new one. Well it's a 2003 chrysler lhs, but it a super slick car! It white, and it needs some repairs that will probably cost me like 600 bucks, but the car itself is going to be only 1000! Thats a steal at that price! I'm very excited! Hopefully everything will go exactaly as planned (lol) and I'll be on the road again in a matter of weeks! Yesssssss~~~~~~~ I do miss my baby car though. He's gone to the great beyond now. Theres nothing more i can do for him but remember T.T!

Lol, blood-debt missions are out!!! Are you excited guys???? I am. I mean I missed the last mission, and the mission before that I messed up so it didn't end up getting submitted! It's pretty crappy, but totally my fault, I should have know better and read the rules! *shakes head* I'm so stupid soemtimes. So now I'm pretty much on robation, and if I miss one more mission I'm a gonner!!!!!!!!! NUUUUUU No Liam!! I refuse to let him die, no matter what!

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So I'm just going to throw this out there.

FUCK LIFE.

Seriously fuck my life right now. I'm not saying that because it's valntines day and i have no one to spend it with, because i do <3

But some asshole decided it would be a grand idea to fucking t-bone me on thursday, so My car go totaled, and I'm all banged up and bruised and bloody.

And the best part...

I can't afford a new car! Yay! No car for me. sure all the fucking spoiled rich kids that were driving by the same damn time as me didn't get assaulted by some bitch, but me, the kid who bought her car, paid for everything, never even recieved so much as a fucking parking ticket gets fucking t-boned for driving striaght. I didn't fucking do anything wrong, and the accident was 100% his fault.

But his insurance will pay him to get his car fixed, and my insurance? HA, fucking nothing!


I just want to kill myself. really someone please kill me.

T.T kill....


me....

kiss....

me....

love....

me....

lol. Fucked up.

ohhh and also even though i'm preeeeeeetttttttty sure i NEED to go to the hospital, yeah, not money for that shit either and the insurance will make me pay at least 800 before they give me a motherfucking dime.

I think my arm is broken, and my neck hurts real bad.


But w/e fuck the doctors.

fuck doctors.


Fuck art.

fuck life.


Karma doesn't exist, it's unfair and unjust.

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Ohhhhhhh I love these damn things!


<33333 So funnnn


1. Choose 4 to 6 of your OCs
2. Make them answere the following questions and react to the random stupidity!
3. Tag some bitches and make them do it!
4. Title the journal "The WTF journal meme"

1. Syme
2. Atticus
3. James
4. Andreios
5. Akihiro

10 epicly random questions!

1. what are you? (the first question must always be this)

1. Syme: I'm like a zombie I guess. Only not retarded.
2. Atticus: Human.
3. James: Ummmmmm A boy?
4. Andreios: A person.
5. Akihiro: I am Atticus' bo--*muffled by syme*

2. How old are you?

1. Syme: I don't even remember anymore.
2. Atticus: Mid-twenties...
3. James: I'm 15!
4. Andreios: I'm old enough.
5. Akihiro: Older than james and Andreios but younger that Atticus <333~~~

3. Where do you come from!?

1. Syme: Lysandrea
2. Atticus: Lysandrea
3. James: Boston
4. Andreios: Firnav
5. Akihiro: A small borderline village between Firnav and Lysandrea

4. Gender?

1. Syme: Oh, I'm a man!
2. Atticus: Male.
3. James: Boy!
4. Andreios: Male.
5. Akihiro: Male, but I wish sometimes that I was a female so Atticus wouldn't be ashamed to be with me.


5. Any family I should be aware of?

1. Syme: Atticus, little brother... Give your brother a kiss~~
2. Atticus: An evil brother, who I will kill one day. In the name of revenge and of justice! And Tell Akihiro that I'm not ashamed...
3. James: Uh, wow that question upset atticus... oh! I have a mom and a dad and a little sister names Maya.
4. Andreios: I had a mother and a sister.
5. Akihiro: Atticus is my only family now...


6. Ever killed in cold blood?

1. Syme: Of course, it's a daily occurance.
2. Atticus: I kill those who stand in my way!
3. James: Oh no! I killed this one guy but geez, he kinda did it to himself.
4. Andreios: Yes.
5. Akihiro: I do what I have to do to help Atticus achieve his goal!


7. Where is the object!? *slaps*

1. Syme: Mmm, you're going to regret that when I'm slapping you all night~
2. Atticus: What the--
3. James: Ow!!! T.T I don't know what you're talking about!
4. Andreios: ...
5. Akihiro: You better not have hit Atticus!! >:C


8.Would you eat a cookie thats been on the ground?
1. Syme: Uh. What? (omggg Syme is confused)
2. Atticus: Uh, No?
3. James: It depends... I mean no!
4. Andreios: This is a waste of time.
5. Akihiro: Ewie! Gross!



10. Why aren't you dead yet!?

1. Syme: Because It is extremely difficult to kill me. Keep trying little brother keep trying <3
2. Atticus: I have a goal to accomplish before I can rest.
3. James: Thats mean...
4. Andreios: I don't know... Why aren't I dead? (fucking emo)
5. Akihiro: Because Atticus and I still haven't been married!


11.THERE'S AN ALIEN BEHIND YOU!

1. Syme: Is he sexy?
2. Atticus: I'm not longer amused.
3. James: Ah! No, please don't kidnap me!
4. Andreios: Alien??
5. Akihiro: Um... what is an alien?

12. On your knees peasant!

1. Syme: Ha ha, you'll be the one on your knees... later tonight.
2. Atticus: Never will I bow to the likes of you.
3. James: *drops to knees* What was the point of this?
4. Andreios: James is so ductile. And you can got to hell with that notion.
5. Akihiro: Only Atticu can tell me to get on my knees.

13. *pulls out a sword* what now?!

1. Syme: This ought to be fun! *pedo grin*
2. Atticus: Tell Akihiro to be quiet! *completely distracted*
3. James: Oh god, not again! *arms up*
4. Andreios: Do what you will...
5. Akihiro: Bring it!


14. I am going to spontaniously combust!

1. Syme: Wait! I can't fuck ashes!
2. Atticus: Akihiro... he needs to quit embearassing me! *still distracted.*
3. James: Um... Alright? Get away from me though.
4. Andreios: ...
5. Akihiro: I'm too rough for you! ha ha ha~


15. Rolercoaster time!

1. Syme: Whatever, you're mine now.
2. Atticus: I'm leaving, Akihiro is going to regret embearassing me like that.
3. James: Yay! I love rollercoasters!
4. Andreios: I'm so done with this.
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^.^

I won my competition! It was for crime scene investigation and I definately got first place! I'm so excited! I totally didn't expect to win, there was this other kid and he is totally lax and I though for sure he would win because he was so calm! That and all my plaquards were out of place, when i walked in ther B was behind Z and C was between J and K! The girl who did the crimescene the day before me decided she wouldn't put them back in order! I was pissed!

But she got last place and I got first! HA BITCHO!!!

It was amazing, so I get to go on to regionals and strut my stuff there. You can bet your ass that I'm going to kick some major ass! It'll be wonderful! Hopefully we'll make it to Nationals!

Sorry that I have been epically failing at art, if I have time today I might post some art, I've been saying that all weekend, but I am for real this time. lol, hopefully.

>.<

I also have a date tonight. I think it's a date anyways... lol I HOPE it's a date! lol~

Anyways this is all I have to say. I guess I'll see you around~

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Today is national hang over day. so whos feeling it?

*raises hand*

lol I started feeling sick after I woke up and moved around. I really didn't think I drank that much but damn. I guess 4 long islands, a pina coloda and 4 shots will do that to you. Strange thing was I only felt a little tipsy.

I think drinking is all in ones head. you know? If you want to seem drunk, then you'll feel it, if not than you wont. I mean I felt it for awhile, but then it wore off. After I freaked out over a commercial and yelled at the Jonas brothers and ryan seacrest it kinda slowed down from there.

Wii sports made me sick, and I sucked at it. Except bowling, aparently you're great at that while under the influence.

Well newyears is over and 2009 is here, so no more drinking for me until maybe 2010. Drinking really is a once a year thing, anymore than that and your a drunk. lol.

Did anyone do anything really fun for new years? Its usually a very fun day!

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Well I hope everyone had a great christmas! Me and my wittle puppup did. I'm just sad it's over.

Anoyone have a good new years resolution? Lets hear it!

Mine is to win a crime scene investigation competition!

So now it's your turn!


1. What is your character's name?
Liam

2. What is your character's name in another language?
I uno Liam?

3. How old is he/she?
27

4. What is your character's race/species?
Human.

5. Do they have a crush?
Eh. He had a lover.

6. Do they have many friends?
He does, though he wont admit it.

7. What planet is your character from?
Earth.

8. Does your character like to eat?
He has no preference.

9. What's his/her favorite food?
Probably anything sweet. But he wont admit that either!

10. What's his/her favorite drink?
Burbon.

11. Is your character annoying?


13. Is your character loved?
Who knows?

14. Is your character hated?
I'm sure.

15. Is she/he emo/goth?
He is just Liam.

16. Is she/he straight, bisexual, or gay?
Gay.

17. Is she/he a virgin?
No.

18. Name 3 hobbies:

-Sleeping
-Smoking
-Bar hopping


19. Is your character normal?
Yes and no.

20. Is your character attractive?
I think he is.

21. How does your character handle emotions?
He bottles them up.

22. Does your character have other forms?
No.

23. Does your character overreact?
He keeps a cool demeanor most of the time.

24. Is your character a criminal?
Yes.

26. What's his/her IQ?
His I.Q. is 157.

27. Does your character have a disease/curse?
No.

28. Is your character dead?
No.

29. Does your character have a family?
His mother back in seattle, but she hates him.

30. Has he/she encountered any tragic times in life?
Just one.

31. What's the best time in your character's life?
When he and Edgard got their apartment together.


32. If you could name 1 friend, which would you relate to your character?
I don't really have a friend that is like Liam. Thats why he's fictional.

33. Is your character single?
Yes.

34. Has he/she developed any relationships?
Yes, but it's over now.

35. Does he/she have an element?
No.

36. Do you roleplay your character?
no.

37. Do you write about your character?
Yes!

38. Does your character have a bad temper at times?
He has a bad temper!

39. Does your character get depressed?
Yes. Thats why he drinks and smokes.

40. What's your characters favorite animal?
He hates animals.

41. Does your character have any fears?

Loneliness.

42. Does your character have any weaknesses?
He doesn't like to show emotion, and has low self-esteem.

43. Does your character look up to anyone?
No.

44. Does your character like music?
Not really.

45. What's your character's favorite type of music?
If anything classical.

46. Is he/she impatient?
Yes, he is.

47. What's something funny about your character?
He matches his underwear socks and tie.

48. Name 5 nicknames

-Liam
-Lia (only edgard ever called him that as a joke)


49. Does your character curse?
Oh yes, ha ha.

50. This test is over, what does your character have to say?
"..." He has no comment.

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stolen from


1. You are not alone. You are walking in the woods. Who is with you?
Sam, April, B.K. Maybe L-chan.

2. You are walking in the woods. You see an animal. What kind of animal is it?
A monster, very effed up looking.

3. What interaction takes place between you and the animal?
An epic battle for justice!

4. You walk deeper in the woods. You enter a clearing and before you is your dream house. Describe it.
A castle, lit entirely my candle lights, at the very tippy top of the castle is a huge room, but the whoel castle is gaurded by skeletan warriors and what not. So i fight my way through it.
I have to fight dracual for that castle one day. ^.^ lol.

5. Is your dream house surrounded by a fence?
Iron gated fence!

6. You enter the house. You walk in to the dining room.. what do you see in the dining room?
A huge table, lite up with candles, and some really super cuteeeeeeeee dude at the end.


7. You exit the house and a cup is on the ground, what kind is it?
A golden goblet, with a red staind in the bottom >.<


8. What do you do with the cup?
Collect it a evidence!


9. You walk to the edge of the property where you find yourself standing at the edge of a body of water. What kind of body of water is it?
A stagnant pond, swimming with monsters!

10. How will you cross the water?
A rowboat!

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1. The person who you are walking in the woods with is the most important person in your life.
Obviously!

2. The size of the animal is representative of your perception of the size of your problems in your life.
Fuckkkkk!

3. The severity of the interaction you have with the animal is representative of how you deal with your problems.
The fight for justice is my problem!

4. The size of your dream home is representative of the size of your ambition to solve your problems.
Ha ha ha.

5. A lack of a fence is indicative of an open personality. People are welcome at all times. The presence of a fence indicates a closed personality. You'd prefer people not drop by unannounced.
Well, I love unexpected visits, but the fence is to impale my enemies really.

6. If your answer did NOT include food, flowers, or people, then you are generally unhappy.
Ah! A sexy man is a person!

7. The durability of the material with the cup is made of is representative of the perceived durability of your relationship.
Shit, gold blows.

8. What you did with the cup is representative of your attitude.
My attitude is to collect evidence?

9. The size of the body of water is representative of the size of your sexual desire.
HA HA HA I said a Stagnant Pond! *Virgin mobile, how I need thee, to carry me to my grave.*

10. The way you cross the water is representative to how easy or hard you expect your life to be.
E-gads, a rowboat against swamp monsters is no easy task!

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Christmas is B.A.



I got lots of sweet shit, and I actually can't believe I'm not playing videogames right now! I got three, two of which I've already played and one that I haven't. Another Castlevania! Hell yeaaa! Now I can further practice my vampire hunting skills.



I also got a bad ass digital camera. I love it so much. Though sadly the video doesn't have any sound. lol T.T <---- my tears. lol. But it still takes nice pictures.



I also got this amazzzzzing thing to put over my matress, omg it is amazing. I makes my bed like a fucking cloud! It's amazing! I had all the puppups laying on the bed with me. They loved it too. Babier brought his chicken up on the bed with him when we took our christmas day nap!



Then the faminly came over. Aunt tomoe and uncle dave, and aunt vicki and uncle dale. We had a yummy dinner and sat around cahtting. It was ablow of fun in my life I needed. plus you know i had like a whole week off!



I will miss my beloved sister and her little pups when she goes home tomorrow. god it's going to suck. T.T They're leaving at like fucking 10 in the morning. effing gay.



So then I'm sure I'll have a load of free time on my hands for the next week that we're on break. It's going to be awesome!

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omgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomg!!!


only 15 minutes tilllllll CHRISTMASSSSSSSSSSS~~~~~!!!!!!

I'm so excited! gahhhhh <333333!!!

I don't even know what to type about!! omg!

I hope everyone has a safe and merry christmas! remember, family is more important than any gift you get this year! cherish and love all of the people in you life!

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I'm so glad to finally have my subscription back!! yay! Three months left! yayayayaya!

So anyways, I'm really tried right now. I spent a long ass time shopping for Christmas today. (I know, I'm a last minute shopper >.< But I got everything I wanted! <333 All the people I was buying for are SET! It feels good. lol. Some of the things were EXPENSIVE though. lol. I blew through like 150 dollars! Ouch, I'm really broke now. like for serious!

Anyways I'm trying to keep tabs of the art i still have to do. Don't think I've forgotten about you! I'm just working very slowly and my sister is in town so knock my already limited productivity down to like srsly half. lol. I'm trying!!! I promise!!

I'm so sleepy! It's only like 11:30 and I'm sleepy! whats wrong with me! for real! It feels so wrong, its like the first REAL day of break and I don't think I'll last much longer.

Oh~~~~ I get to go yo Ohayo-con! I'm so excited! even though I'll be 18 when it roll around, I still had to make sure it was ok with my mom, so I talked to her about it and she barely objected. lol. I'm going to take it as a yes, and if she has a problem when the time rolls around, I'll play that "I'm 18 don't tell me what to do." lol. I'm stoked though! Gahhhh <33333

Thats about all I really have to say. lol.

Hope everyone is having a good break!

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Tomorrow i get to go pick my sister up. That means a whole day with no cigarettes! I don't know what I'm going to do. srsly I can't smoke. Grrr.

Andddddddd on top of all of that, I'm as broke as a joke. I have maybe 200 dollars to my name, and i have to buy christmas presents still! WTF and i going to do!!!!!!!!

My life is totally fail at some aspects, and totally killer at some.

so since I've explained the bad I might as well go ahead with the good. lol


Christmas is coming up, and i'm going to get some new shit. thats a plus.

I don't have to work again for a whole week.

christmas break hasn't really even started yet, so i have the whole break to look forward to.

I finished night school. lol.

I dunno. I feel like i neglect DA too much, and it's like impossible for me to get popular on this site. I really don't try anymore. ha ha.


ohhhh! and

Um, i know people that are obsessed with serial killers are fucked up. like srsly fucked up. like there is something srsly wrong with you when you are obsessed with them... but Jeffrey Dahmer was kinda cuteee!!!!

lol like for realz. I mean sometimes he looked ADORABLEEEE!!! and other times not so much.

I just feel bad for him because his sexuality confised him. I mean you know theres something wrong with you when you have visions of laying next to an unconcience victim. and doing dirty thing with him, you know? and how do you go to a doctors for that?

"Hey doc"
"Why are you here?"
"Well i want to have sex with dead men!"
"..."

Yeahhhhh, poor guy TT.TT

BUT THE FACT REMAINS!!

He still killed others, therefore he was evil, and diserved extermination. Sadly.



OH! I'm doing a Crime scene investigation competition. It could win me a scholar ship and international recognition. lol. I have a lot of studying to do for it and its going to be a lot of work, but hopefully in the end it will be worth it...

WHEN I MOP THE FLOOR WITH MY COMPETITION!!!

I have to win! If not I fail. and no one likes failing!! lol

I sound kinda crazy right now... lol such is life i guess. What can i say?

But anyways, if i make it in nationals look for my name in the papers! and if i make it international, root for me, I'd enjoy being the BEST IN THE WORLD!

lol as if. Let me step off my soap box. lulz.


anyways... my art status, which i explained earlier is slow.

I know i owe two people pictures. I am slowly working on them, but isrsly think i hurt my hand. ha ha.



i wrote wayyyyyy too much, I'm going to go now. ha ha ttyl

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But anyways i noticed in my deviations folder that a bunch of people from Blood debt died. lol WOW. I never want Liam to die...

Sorry, there is one death in particular that i feel responsible for. We were supposed to work on our missions together, but they never finished it.

sad.

Hm. What else to say.

I hate women that claim to be so attractive that everyone wants to rape them. Like fucking for real get over yourself. If everyone wants to rape you you're probably a whore, not pretty. Whores are easy reap targets, hell i don't even know if i'd consider it rape, you were asking for it.

There are certain things anyone should consider if they don't want bad things to happen to them you know? rubbing some strangers dick through his pants is probably not something you want to do if you aren't looking for sex. Right?

God I swear. people are retarted. Especially women.


I hate whores.

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Monday- Wake up at 5, get home around 2:45, sleep sometimes i work sometimes i don't. but if i do its from 3:00 (or 3:30) until 10:30 (or 11:00) do my homework until about 12 or 2a.m. at the latest.
Tuesday- Wake up at 5, get home around 2:45, do homework, got to school again at 5:30 to 9:30.
Wednesday- Wake up at 5, get home around 2:45, go to work from 3:00 (or 3:30)until 10:30 (or even 11:00)do my homework until about 12 or 2a.m. at the latest.
Thursday- Wake up at 5, get home around 2:45, do homework, go to school again at 5:30 until 9:30.
Friday- Wake up at 5, get home around 2:45, got to work from 3:00 (or 3:30) until 10:30 (or 11:00)
Saturday- sleep in!!! got to work around 3:00 (or 3:30) until 10:30 (or 11:00) usually stay up late doing homework and playing videogames.
Sunday- My real day off. Sleeeeep.

So it's not uber busy, but there are alwasy thing that i end up having to do on my day off, and usually I'm so tired by the time i get home from work on the days i work. Then night school kicks my ass, and I'm so tired on those days i almost fall asleep at school the next day. Plus at tec we have to do a buncha physical fitness bullshit and it tires me out biggg time.

Drawing is the only thing that makes me feel better most of the time but i never get to do it. I am working on a picture but I'm not that impressed with it. I'll try to finish it up tonight, and mabye post it but like i said not that impressed.

Well i guess i really don't have much to say, lol what a waste of time.

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A Triple homicide is what set me off. I've never felt so much anger in all my life. I'm not sure if it was anger or sadness. Anyways.
First was a 37 year old indian female, the mother.
Second was a 14 year old indian female, eldest daughter.
Third was a 12 year old indian male, youngest child.

You want to know how they were murdered? What is missing from that nuclear family? Obvious, the father, and the killer.

This sick bastard brutally murdered each member of his family. Slit their throats. The mother's body had over 40 stab wounds, mainly on her arms (A sign that she was struggling) and her thighs and buttox ( A sigh that he was holding the knife at his side) And finally the killing blow was a deep laceration to her throat.

As I imagine this scene I become more and more angry. How do you think it played out?

Husband/father was angry with the wife/mother, confronted her with the knife, and they began to fight. The mother trying to fight him with only her hands. Thinking of the safety of her two children that looked on with horror as she was stabbed repeatedly in the arms and wrists, then in the thighs and bottox. Finally I imaging him standing over her as she lay on the floor bleeding and crying begging for him to stop. Does he? No, he slits her throat, in front of her two children... Their two children.

The children he had with that woman. His agression is then directed at the eldest child (I'm assuming, older children often have a protective nature about them) who is begging him to stop and crying while she holds her little brother, who is also crying.

From there i don't know what. I can't even begin to imagine how he slashed his own childrens throats. I can't imagine wether they begged or not. I don't know. I'll never know. But I'll always remember their faces. And I will be forever angry about it.

I don't even know what to do. It makes me so angry. so upset. I want to cry and i want that sick fuck to die the same way he murdered his family. I want him to suffer.

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My life is just one epic fail after another these days. I honestly don't see the point in living anymore. I wish i had the courage to self-pwn, but sadly like i'm too afraid. so I have to live, every miserable day, hoping that I might die. That'd be nice.

Like seriously, i can't draw anything, because the brand new motherfucking 100 dollar tablet i bought isn't pressure sensitive for some reson, probably becasue vista is a fucking gay son of a bitch. I'm completely head-over-heels in love with someone ina way I've never felt before, and he wont even acknowledge me. Well he does lead me on, but I don't care. I love him so much he could kill me and I'd just smile.

God i hate this. i need a good program that has pressure sensitive capability that doesn't cost 100000000000 dollars, so I'm pretty much out of luck bigtime. fuck this.

God i hate this shit.

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omgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgogmomg


TALES OF THE ABYSS ANIMEEEEEEEE


I have school tomorrow, its one in the morning and i have to be up at 5.



FUCKKKKKKKKK

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omg can anyone draw backgrounds? because I can't and I need help! omg seriously if you could contact me, I would love you forever, i need bg for my visual novel, and I can't draw them worth a damn!!!

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man today is not my day. NOT MAI DAIIIII


I slept in, badnesssssssss part 1 right there. I can't even wake up at 10, what the hell is my problem!!!?

Badness part 2: MY WORK CLOTHES AREN'T WASHED!! Because i didn't wake up at fuggin 10.

Badness part 3: I'm out of chocolate milk, now i have to mix my own, which I AM TOO LAZY FORRRRRR!!

Badness part 4: I have 2 smokes left over, if that. DOOM!

Badness part 5: I have seven dollars to my name, and my bank upped me to a regular checking account, so i have to have a minimum balance of fucking 750 dollars or they'll take 10 out every month. Want to know how much money i have in there right now?


7 dollarsssssssss



FUCKKKKKKKK



In other news (aka not so bad news)

I have a full tank of gas

I've begun working on my Visual novel~~~ Hopefully I can sell it (eventually)

I might make a hetero visual novel (To make moar moneyyyyy)

I still want to learn to make one in flash, so that people will know how awesome it is and want to buy it.

ummmm. what else.

thats about it i guess...

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Since i got tagged by my metal gear buddy.. here we go!

.Are you male or female?
Zetsubou Billy (Maximum the Hormone)

.Describe yourself
Stella by moor (Seatlbelts) I'm blind?

.What do people feel when they're around you?
Last Remaining light (Audioslave) Huh?

.How would you describe your previous relationship?
Immanence (Death note)

.Describe your current relationship.
Ave Maria (Beethoven) NO!

.Where would you want to be now?
Aitsu (Dicot) NOOOOOOOOO

.How do you feel about love?
Mizerable (Gackt) ok I can deal with this one <3333

.What's your life like?
Violet Hill (coldplay) Um.. not really. lol.

.What would you ask for if you had only one wish?
Wish (luna sea) OMFG HOW ODD! HA HA! Fucked up.

.Say something wise.
Misa no Uta (Aya Hirano) Thats odd, I guess it's pretty wise? Does anyone else think Misa looks like a whore in that part? Her makeup is so hideous.

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By Geoffrey Lee Martin in Sydney (8/99)

HUNDREDS of children in orphanages and care homes in the Australian state of Victoria were used as guinea pigs in secret medical experiments for 25 years up to 1970, it was disclosed yesterday.

The experiments, some on babies three months old, included trials of new vaccines for herpes, whooping cough and influenza. The largest test was of 350 infants up to three years old injected with full adult doses of trial influenza vaccines. The trials were designed to test for toxic reactions even though medical researchers knew the vaccines often produced more severe reactions in children than in adults.

Some of the vaccines used on children had failed safety tests on animals, said the newspaper The Age. In some cases the children developed serious reactions, including abscesses and vomiting. Jeff Kennett, the Premier of Victoria, last night ordered an immediate inquiry into the disclosures.

Most of the tests were carried out by the Commonwealth Serum Laboratories. It is not clear who gave permission to use the children for the experiments. The CSL refused to comment yesterday, saying it was now an independent public company but was then government-owned. Other experiments were done by the prestigious Walter and Eliza Hall Institute, a private medical organisation which confirmed that it knew of research for a herpes vaccine using 16 babies from a local home, in which it had been involved.

Dr David Vaux, a spokesman for the institute, said on radio yesterday that the doctors who conducted the tests "should be seen as heroes saving lives" rather than as using children as guinea pigs.

He said the institute confirmed tests at St Joseph's Foundling Hospital, where meningitis killed up to 30 children in 1970. Vaccines, he said, were tested on animals to see whether there were any toxic effects and if there were not they were then tested on humans.

"At the time there were all sorts of infectious epidemics going through children, especially where children were crowded together," Dr Vaux said. "These included epidemics of lethal meningitis and poliomyelitis that caused death and paralysis . . . so people were desperate to try to prevent these diseases spreading and killing children.

"They were given to healthy children to try to prevent them getting the disease, which was before penicillin . . . to stop them from acting as carriers. In this way many children's lives were saved."

A group called Innovate, which acts as a voice for former wards of the state, has called for an inquiry, while the Australian Democrats party, which holds a key balance of power in the Federal Senate, has demanded a royal commission. "The federal government has a clear responsibility to launch an investigation into exactly what went on," said Meg Lees, the Democrats' spokesman on health.

She said any royal commission should also look at CSL's human pituitary hormone programme, where 2,500 people were given hormones from dead people between 1967 and 1985 to treat infertility and short stature."

Michael Wooldridge, the Federal Health Minister, said: "It shouldn't have happened then, it couldn't happen now." He would not comment on the possibility of a federal inquiry.




This my friends is how we grow as a species. Without the sacrifices of others we could not live one. Survival of the fittest in its prime.

The doctors conduction these experiments should be heros, they saved many lives.


Have you ever heard of Triage? In mass casualty incidents survivors are classifed into 3 categories. Green yellow and red. Similar to a stop sign. Green means good, victim can walk and minor injuries were sustained. Yellow means patient needs assistance. Red means there is no hope.


No hope means that don't worry about you. you're dead. They will treat the green and the yellow before they even look at you. Because they are worried about quantity, not quality.

HA HA HA HA! That is amazing! I applaud us, what an amazong speicies, maybe beneath all of those emotions and feelings were are smart selfish beings after all!!!

HA HA HA HA! I love it!

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I SWEAR TO GOD IF I SEE ONE MORE FUCKING GOD DAMN PICTURE TITLED "WHY SO SERIOUS" I'M GOING TO GO BERSERK!!!!!

GAHHHHHH iT'S SO ANNOYING! AND UNORIGIONAL! SRSLY GUYS JUST BECAUSE YOU PUT FUCKING MAKEUP ON A PRETEND TO ACT CRAZY DOES NOT MEAN THAT YOU'RE SWEEEET!

ASLRGJKHA;OEIR HTOI HAERO gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

I'm being fucking serious cat right now!

God damn you little bastards, grow up. omg, think for yourselves.


and for fucking future refrence, The Dark knight was batman, not the Joker. Douchebags.


Anyways now that I've expelled that from my system I have another question.

Why the hell are kids allowed to walk around at fucking 2 in the morning without an adult. Furthermore why are they allowed to yell shit into my open window? I swear to god someone is going to die tonight.

brb calling the 5-0.

Fucking kids theres a curfew, and I'm about to remind them of that little fact.


Anyways. hopefully I'll be getting my scanner tomorrow. But only hopefully. It's expensive but I guess I'll deal. then i have to give my mom and dad a bit of money for my laptop and then I should be golden.

I'm going to be dyeing my hair tomorrow. I hope anyways. It's going to be so totally awesome <333!

NOMNOM WHAT ELSE... lol oops caps.

well thats prolly all i have to say for tonight.

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Srsly what happened? I used to get at least 3 comments on my journals and new pictures and stuff whats the deal?

It's really depressing, but what do I have to do to get more comments? I may sound like all I want is popularity, but thats only half true. It sucks when you don't get many comments, you feel like no one cares.

so~~~~

the first 3 people to comment on this get pictures. of whatever they want. I'll draws anything. Because I'm sick of not being able to get any comments/

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my laptop just gave me the biggest scare of my life!

now I'm messing with all of my settings while waiting for april to come over, I haven't seen her in such a long long time! I'm sad that shes moving away.

Man I'm starving right now like nobodys business! grrr it really sucks.

Come to think of it I haven't eaten much of anything today. lol I should probably consider eating... Maybe when april gets here we can go to mcd's lol. I wonder if they're still open though? mm probably.

Taco bell is open. lol. They're open till like two, and I hate it.

Good thing I'm not old enough to work nights or I'd hate it even more!

man she is late, it's 12:30 she was supposed to be here at 12... i hope shes ok.

Anyways as far as new art goes I've been too excited with this accursed laptop to get much of anything done. and all of my software wont transfer over, sadly. So hopefully I can buy Sai painter. Im just afraid that they'll charge me 5000 for it (because it's like 5000 yen) So I'm a bit reluctant to get it because of that price. I'm afraid that I'll get charged 5000 usd instead of 50usd. I'd be so screwed.



omg i almost forgot about the blood debt contest. I should have time to do it in the next few days. My bf is going to be working a lot and so will I so night time sound good for me. Thats when I draw best anyways. lol.

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God I can't even begin to explain how much I love this laptop. It's amazing!! I'm so looking forward to this when school starts up again, it will make homework so much easier! I love this wireless internet shit too! lol I'm like in my bed right now typing on my laptop. ha ha ha.

Oh and my wig for the Natalia costume came today. I can't say that I'm utterly satisfied, but i guess it will have to do since I've already spent all that money one it. ha ha ha. I'm so excited. so to complete my Natalia cosplay all I need is to fix the boot covers, fix the little fluffy wrap around thing, and buy some black spankies and black tights, because the dress is wayyyyyy too short. lol. I'll dress up in it and take some before con pictures to show everyone. lol. It's going to be amazing! lolololololololol.

The wig says not to use curlers or anything, but I'm going to have tom, sorry wig if you dislike hot things, you'll have to get over it because natalia has curly hairrrr!!!

anyways enough rambling about cosplay and stuff. I am going to surf the web from mm newly appointed catalyst.

lol did that even make sense?

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Natalia Cosplay is a go! omgomgomgomgomg I'm so excited! as soon as I get my wig, I'll be posting pictures of me in it! I'm so in love.

Have that to look forward to! lol me in a wig. I have to find some way to lighten my eyebrows. ha ha ha. That's going to be a big ass pain. lol

And about the lack of art, sorry! lol I'm trying to get my submission for BD done so that I don't let my partner down. lol. i have to start working on that asap. lol.


But hey if anyone has any suggestions about what i can do to my eyebrows to fix them , let me know, because, I really don't want to throw down like 20 bucks to get it doen at a salon.

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Omg I'm so excited!!!! (still has about 4 months to wait)

I'm going to list the cosplay that My friend Peko and I are doing this year. Were doing quite a few actually.

First, I'll be cosplaying as Natalia from tales of the abyss, and peko is going to be tear! This is the cosplay that I am most excited for seeing as how we've been planning it since last year. It's going to be so great!

Next, Were going to be cosplaying turks. Shotgun and (female) gun! I'm going to be shotgun and peko will be Gun. [link] (the blond, also elanas sister, and the Woman with the gun in front of cloud, also called Inari?)

Then finally the other one I'm especially excited for~~

Shizuma and Nagisa from Strawberry panic!!! I'm going to be Nagisa Aoi, and peko will be Shizuma Hanazono. We get to be lesbos for a few hours! lol. It's going to be funny!

Plus their dresses are so damn cute! <33333

anyways I'd super appreciate any help you could give me on making a bow and any advice on trying to make a shotgun similar to Shotgun's. lol.

confusing.

Anyways, I'd like to hear, if you could cosplay as anyone in the whole wide world of anime, who would you cosplay as??

Let me know! <3

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So I had my first date in a long time, and I must say I'm definitely in a good mood about it. I just wish I didn't have to work so much so we could see each other more, but such is life I guess. I'll have to see whats happens with this one I guess. It's the first time I've actually dated someone manly, and not scrawny and almost girlie. ha ha.

So I'm still working on a meme, and I made a team L Stamp, mostly for myself, because sometimes I feel like I'm the only one who is team L. Does anyone see that kira is a big douchebag? I HATE HIM! Well now that I think about it, I was more Ray Penbar. ha ha ha He was sexy! lolol maybe I'll make a "team Ray Penbar" Stamp too. Wah ha ha ha ha!

What else to say... hm. I don't want to go to work tomorrow... I want to sleep in until forever, I want to go see him tomorrow, and i don't want to go to workkkkk.

Anyone want an art trade? Please? I'm getting bored... like srsly.

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Phew! So another day done and I still don't have much to show for it, except for like fucking 8 hours of work. lol.

But tomorrow I have the day offf!! And strangely enough I have soft of a date. ha ha. I'll be nervous until that's over. >//< wow.

So on the fourth of July I got pwned in the ace with bug spray Thanks to , almost witnessed the deaths of my friends via exploding firework, and went to McDonalds with a bunch of really drunk people. It was so much fun. ha ha.

Um what else. omg the epicness of the home-made tent. I have to put some pictures of that shit up seriously. ha ha. The story goes, we didn't have a tent-but I wanted to sleep outside- so we created a tent using an old umbrella (ella ella eh eh) and some nasty tarp. It was epic. so then we had a fire and camped out until like 4 iin the morining and got epically scared by coyotes (well April and I didn't) but it was damn funny.

What else.

OH YEAH! ART TRADES ANYONE??? I have 's done ( ) I hope he likes it.

Also there's commissions. But blah blah whatever. I understand the dis-want of spending money on crappy art work. lol. but hey if you got like 3 bucks you want to spend i'm totally willing to draw my ass off for you.

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Level 1
(X) Smoked A Cigarette
(X) Smoked A Cigar
(X) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex
SO FAR: 3

Level 2
( ) Are / Been In Love
(X) Dumped someone
( ) Been Fired
(X) Been In A Fist Fight(Yup when I was very young, I go suspended.)

SO FAR:5

Level 3
(X) Had A Crush On An Older Person(Of course, he was like 50. lol.)
(X) Skipped Class(Um, like i called in sick but, lol.)
( ) Slept With A Co-worker
(x) Seen Someone / Something Die(Um yes. Pets and stuff.)

SO FAR: 8

Level 4
(X) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your deviantart Friends(Nodnod)
( ) Been To Paris
( ) Been To Spain
( ) Been On A Plane
(X) Thrown Up From Drinking(Yeah, and I couldn't throw up in the bathroom so I had to puke outside in front of my aunts neighbors.)

SO FAR: 10

Level 5
(X) Eaten Sushi(Yes! I loved it!)
( ) Been Snowboarding
(X) Met Someone Through Internet
(X) Been in a Mosh Pit

SO FAR: 13

Level 6
( ) Been In An Abusive Relationship ( I Wish.)
(X) Taken Pain Killers(does the proper dose of asprin count?)
(X) Liked/loved Someone Who You Can't Have
(X) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By
(X) Made A Snow Angel

SO FAR: 17

Level 7
(X) Had A Tea Party(I did.)
(X) Flown A Kite
(X) Built A Sand Castle( lulz, who didn't?)
(X) Gone mudding(Awesome times.)
(X) Played Dress Up(get off my back!)

SO FAR: 22

Level 8
(X) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves
(X) Gone Sledging (thats how I broke my collar bone <3)
(X) Cheated While Playing A Game
(X) Been Lonely
(X) Fallen Asleep At Work / School(Nod. I fell asleep in tech all the time.)

SO far: 27

*Lack of Level 9*

Level 10
(X) Watched The Sun Set
(X) Felt An Earthquake (It was the wierdest experience ever...)
(X) Killed A Snake(Hell yeah, I run those things over with lawnmowers, and decapitate them with shovels. I am a snake hunter!)

SO FAR: 30

Level 11
(X) Been Tickled
(X) Been Robbed / Vandalized
( ) Been cheated on
(X) Been Misunderstood

SO FAR: 33

Level 12
(X) Won A Contest
(X) Been Suspended From School
(X) Had Detention(Geometry 10th grade year. I was always late.)
( ) Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident

SO FAR: 36

Level 13
(X) Had / Have Braces
( ) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(X) Danced in the moonlight one day...

SO FAR : 38

Level 14
(X) Hated The Way You Look(Tsch, I still do. No past tense there.)
(X) Witnessed A Crime
(X) Pole Danced(My friends basement?)
(X) Questioned Your Heart(lol)
( ) Been obsessed with post-it-notes

SO FAR: 42

Level 15
(X) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud
(X) Been Lost
( ) Been To The Opposite Side Of The World
(X) Swam In The Ocean
(X) Felt Like You Were Dying

SO FAR: 46

Level 16
(X) Cried Yourself To Sleep
(X) Played Cops And Robbers
(X) Recently Coloured With Crayons / Coloured Pencils / Markers
(X) Sang Karaoke
(X) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins

SO FAR: 51

Level 17
(X) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't
(X) Made Prank Phone Calls
(X) Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose
(X) Kissed In The Rain (does snow count)

SO FAR: 55

Level 18
(X) Written A Letter To Santa Claus
(X) Watched The Sun Set/ sun rise With Someone You Care/Cared About
(X) Blown Bubbles
(X) Made A Bonfire On The Beach Or Anywhere

SO FAR: 59

Level 19
( ) Crashed A Party
( ) Have Travelled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People
(X) Gone Rollerskating / Blading
(X) Had A Wish Come True
(X) Been Humped By A Monkey(it was stuffed)

SO FAR: 62

Level 20
(X) Worn Pearls
( ) Jumped Off A Bridge
(X) Screamed "Penis" or "Vagina"
( ) Swam With Dolphins

SO FAR: 64

*Oh look, Level 21's missing*

Level 22
(X) Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/ice Cube
(X) Kicked A Fish(on accident)
(X) Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes
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Wow you know what I hate? When people mis-spell names like "Lavi" and "kilala".
JUST BECAUSE L'S ARE PRONUNCED LIKE R'S IN JAPANESE DOESN'T MEAN ITS SPELLED LIKE THAT! Seriously. I know you people are trying to be azn, but stop. It's fucking annoying when i cant find a god damn pic because some fucking douche bad decided to spell "Lavi" like "Rabi"

WTFFFFFFFF.

Anyways now that I got that out of the way <333 I'm excited because I've made some new friends <3 lol it always feels good to do that you know. ha ha.

AND OMG! I know what I've been doing wrong with my comics! I'm supposed to print the picture off and re-scan it to make it full size. HA HA HA sorry that I'm retarded! so my comic pages will be removed until I get a chance to revamp that shit <3 I was so excited when I discovered this though. ha ha.

Um gosh what else to say... man I feel really sick, all I've eaten in the past week if fucking taco bell. no joke. I wake up at like 2 and go to work, then at like 9 i go on break and eat then i go home at like 10:30 and then I fucking stay up until 4 or later for no reson and that is my life as of late. lol.

It's sad.

But I've been on a total .hack//anything hype lately. lol I love Endrance!!! He's so cute!! omg *fangirl kicking in* GAHHHHHH~~

Anyways. Um not much moar to say.. ha ha.

Art Trades and comissions are still open, so WHOOP! Hit me up please <3

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So here I am stuck at home on a very eventful day. I neglected to clean my room and therefore am not allowed to leave the house, even though it is the date of one of my best friends birthday party. I am utterly pissed.

First of all I'm fucking 17. I'll be an adult in 6 months. My mother can't understand this. I know I have specific obligations I have to meet in a day, but it's my first day off in awhile, does she really think that I want to spend it cleaning? I should just get in my car and go, but I don't want to loose that privilege. It's just supreme shit.

On a different note, I'm fucking bored. That's not really a different note is it? I'm probably going to wind up playing Disgaea all night. Or at least until my mom goes to bed. I really don't want to have to talk to her.

I'm still open for Art trades and commissions. if you want one drop me a note. Please if you have some money you want to spend, I'll draw anything, I'm shameless. I'll even make comics! Promise! Just note me. I swear the price wont be over 5 bucks.

Well I'll be home all night, and I'll be up late, so if you're around you know what to do.

And to I'm so sorry. Happy 18th <3

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So How's everyone been?

Work today was an extreme killer. Omg it sucked. I got hassled by some extreme assholes and had to work extra late. But whatever I guess. such is life.

Then I come home and my mom tells me that My great uncle Dave is under a bunch of stress because his mother (my great grandma) is dieing and his ungrateful brothers and sisters are fighting over her stuff. She isn't even dead and they're trying to get their share. It's so frustrating! My grandma is such a strong woman, she's 106 years old and before she was admitted to the hospital she wasn't taking any meds and she lived all by herself, what makes her damn kids think they can treat her like that.

And my Great uncle Dave is the nicest man you'll ever meet. I've always been very close to him and my aunt Tomei. They're my favorite aunt and uncle. And uncle Dave had a stroke a few years back so it worries us all when he gets stressed. Gahhhh It makes me so mad

But I heard my Great Grandma is getting better! I'm so amazed by her. Shes 106 years old! She can walk again and take care of her self for the most part. Though they moved her to a home, which makes me mad. Her house has been in our family since forever! Thats another thing her stupid kids are trying to get. Hopefully they wont because my Uncle Dave is in charge of her will. I hope they keep it, it'd be nice to see it stay in the family.

Anyways, now that I blew off some steam, I get the whole day off tomorrow! WHOOT! lol. so I'll probably be up late tonight, drawing and writing.

I need to write up a story with Grace ( 's character for ) in it. I'm super excited! I love her character. If Liam wasn't gay, he'd be all over her. lol! I'm going to work on that tonight as well. I'm just trying to think of the details.

Oh! I've also been playing Disega a lot. That game is so damn entertaining, and I can't figure out why. Maybe the adorable characters! I don't know but I love it! <3 Seriously I got off the PC last night around 4 and played it until like 8 in the morning. can you believe that shit? I'm addicted. lol.

Anyways, I'm going to leave it at that. lol. I'll be around if you need me, just comment or message me.

And the art trades, and comissions are open. If you want one, just note me and I'll get back to you. Ask about prices, they're cheap I swear. Because I'm not a good artist.

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WORD!

I'll probably add my friends in hereeeee ]]> ~PervyPanda11211 http://PervyPanda11211.deviantart.com/journal/19137677/ http://PervyPanda11211.deviantart.com/journal/19137677/ Mon, 30 Jun 2008 23:32:59 PDT
lol I subscribed... and now I don't know what to dooooooo.

Can anyone out there help me with this whole CSS bull crap!


I'm dieing...

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I got... a lot of food. Hey what could I say, my sister had NONE!

Then I bought a flash light. (ghost hunting lol.) A Dir en Grey CD, first volumes of .hack//sign and .hack//roots and the second volume of KKMaoh. lol Um... viva la vida cd, a how to draw manga book (love those things<3) Um... god i know there was more. Oh! lots of chocolate truffles <3 and a super cute top! omg it is so cute! *dies*

What else... omg i just can't remember.

Hm.

oh well. I'm super bummed. My mom is going to be home all week. *Dies* That means "nag nag nag!" Alllll weeeeekkkkkk!!!

Moo.

Well my next paycheck is going to go towards...

Tickets for youmacon. Art supplies GAS MONEYYYYY and thats about it.

and I would like more art trades please. I have no artistic inspiration.

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I feel kinda bad because I feel like I'm ignoring my sister, but she's on the phone anyways. I'm so excited.

But I'm dreading work today. It's going to be shit. I work an 8 hour shift like I do everyday of my god forsaken life. but whatever I guess. My wallet will be huge (hopefully <3)

Also, I'd like to start taking art trade requests. I'd like to see other people drawing my characters. It'd be so nice to see Syme, Atticus, Akihiro and James in someone else's style. Or even Liam.

And I've decided that Liam is going to be a character in my RTF Story. I've thought about some advice that gave me about adding all of my characters into one story, and I think this would be my best option.

So he'll be in there, Raye will be in there, lots of characters will be in there, but not exclusively really. they'll just make appearances. you know like one little story and they're done. or maybe like 4 chapters and they're done. Whatever. lol.

But anyways I have to go to work, so I'm going to leave this journal now <3

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tomorrow is prom, and I've been busy all day today preparing myself. I can not WAIT for tomorrow night!

I'm going with one of my best friends ( :iconVampiricKitsuneKit : ) because I wanted to go and I'm only a junior, and she was a little nervous to ask a kid she likes. So We're going together! It's going to be a lot of fun!

We're going to go eat dinner with her boyfriend, l-chan and her boyfriend. Also the German foreign exchange student and her date.

It's going to be sooooooooooooooo much fun! <3

so I probably wont be around much this weekend. I'll be too busy hanging with my friends and partying. Though I never do anything bad it's innocent partying!

lol.


Well I'm going to go. Try and figure out how to do my hair tomorrow! I'm so excited!!!

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I'm getting really sick of it.

Anyways. I started the blood-debt meme, it's really fun, but I'm stuck on the "Draw him in color" part of it. lol. I've never really thought of how I'd make liam look in color. I tink the only difference would be his skin would have more pigment and his eyes would be green.

I also have been working on the 2 and 3 pages of my comic. Page two I'm toning and page 3 I'm still inking. Page three is my favrite I'd say. James looks really cute!

I don't know what I'm going to do as the story progresses and get more grapic, probably post therest on my own website. Now that anyone really reads my comic though. lol.

Well that about the extent of my updates.

oh and I'm still working on the damned mission. I just don't know what to do for it... It's totally frustrating.

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I accept the fact that my friends are gone now, and some of them I'll probably never see again, its a good thing and a bad thing. I guess whatever happens happens right?

I mean I'm proud of them for finishing high school, but i feel left out, you know because I'm still only a junior. It's going to be lonely the next two weeks without them, but maybe it will help me concentrate on my work better.

I'm going to submit some more drawings and I have another page of my comic to add (lol looks like i did make it to page two! WHOOT!) I just need to spiff it up and then page two will be done <3

Liam also has to do his mission, but I'm still waiting on word for that.

Also, sorry for being inactive this week, I promise I'll try to get all the comments answered and stuff, because i hate not getting replies.

Um. thats about all I have to say really. That and I'm really effing tired. lol.

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Your comments made me feel alot better and the week is much more promising. I'm sittin here in school on da when I'm not supposed to be feeling very happy.

School is going slow. lol we're watching some video about big bugs. lol.

Great Public safety program. lol .It pertains to the class I guess because the customs agents caught the bug smugglers. lol.

anyways, look for some new art coming from me, I have a few pictures I plan on putting up as well as the story I'd been hoping to submit.

Well I'm going to get back to calss now, I have 20 minutes left to work. so bye bye.

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I can't give blood, like no matter how hard I try. Grr! I totally give up.

First I was anemic, now my blood pressure and pulse are too high. Jesus what the hell do i have to do? Grr.

It's a big waste. whatever, if they don't want it they don't need it.


Anyways.. I'm super pissed off now. It's jsut all so useless.

And my moms on my case now. "Maybe you should excercise, you are getting fat."

What a nice mom. I hope the bitch dies.

She seriously needs to shut the fuck up.




On another note... My income is slowly rising. hopefully by time youmacon rolls around I'll have tons of cash.lol.

I guess my fat ass will see.


To all my friends, sorry I've been in a bad mood all day. I'm just going to go cry until I fall asleep. life is stressing me out right now.

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Well some drama went down and i lost all my pictures on my pc. I'm very pissed. I mean they're still there, but I have to actually search for them. Needless to say I'm very pissed. Hopefully I'll be able to find them.

I thought I might have a few pictures to put up, but it seems that just isn't the case. Sadly. I feel so lazy, I haven't been doing anything productive the last week because of school and work.

I want my pictures back... I lost them all...

god I even lost all of my bookmarks!! Everything i bookmarked is gone... all because my parents are retarded.

At least I have my pictures up on this site and others. man I'm sad though.

I guess shit happens. lol.


Hm, what else was I going to say. Oh!

Remember the page of the story I wrote not too long ago? Well I've worked on it some more, scrapped that beginning and started over again. I think it's much better. so far it's about 40 pages long. It's going to be a long running story.

So when i finish the first chapter, which is roughly 15 pages, I'm going to put it up on da for everyone to read if they choose to, though no one will want to. lol. I'm also going to put it on Fiction press, because I'm very proud of it.

I think thats all there is to say. lol.

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Yes zach you are a hero!

*sobsob*

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Oh well, i guess thats life. lol. At least I have a car! ha ha ha.

Hm, no other news besdies that. Oh I bought rule of rose, it's sweet, but really creepy.

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Then to make matters worse, even if I pass my drivers test tomorrow, I can't fucking get my liscense! yay for me right? so ever though I pass, I still don't get to drive until motherfucking tuesday. WTF? I'm so upset I just spent the last goddamn two hours crying! isn't that wonderful?

I fucking hate the state of michigan, i fucking hate Terri lynn land, and I fucking hate every lazy mother fucker who decided that they were going to close on saturdays so that they could be open longer on wendesdays. srsly whose idea was that! FAGGOTS!

yeah and go ahead and point out my typing errors, ha ha ha I fucking hope i slaughtered english right now!


God damn it!

]]> ~PervyPanda11211 http://PervyPanda11211.deviantart.com/journal/17162255/ http://PervyPanda11211.deviantart.com/journal/17162255/ Mon, 03 Mar 2008 10:08:09 PST 1. Choose a few of your own characters. Five at the most.
2. Make them answer the following questions.
3. Tag three other people.

I chose:
Syme, Atticus, James, Andreios, Akihiro



How old are you?
Syme: I look 22
Atticus: I am 32
James: 15!
Andreios: 24
Akihiro: 19


What's your height?
Syme: 6'3"
Atticus: 6'3"
James: 5'5" (I'm the shortest >.<
Andreios: 5'12"
Akihiro: 5'10"


Do you have any bad habits?
Syme: Oh yeah, way too many of them. I smoke drink and fight alot.
Atticus: I..have no bad habits...
James: I don't study as much as I should!
Andreios: Bad habits? Well... I guess...
Akihiro: I complain too much! And just between you and me, Atticus totally has a bad habit! He's obsessive, and he bites his nails!


Are you a virgin?
Syme: HA HA HA HA That's a good one! ha ha ha!
Atticus: I'd perfer not to answer.
James: Of COURSE! I'm only 15!! Geez!
Andreios: T-that's a very inappropriate question! *blush*
Akihiro: No... sadly...


Who's your mate/spouse?
Syme: Hm, depends really. ha ha ha.
Atticus: I'll take a pass on this question also.
James: Well, um...*blush* Andreios...
Andreios: *cough*
Akihiro: Atticus of course! He's always there for me. I love him so much.


Do you have any kids?
Syme: Hell no. I hate kids.
Atticus: No
James: I'm 15!!! I'd hope not!
Andreios: I had a little sister...
Akihiro: No way! I never will either, I love Atticus too much! <333

What's your favourite food?
Syme: Um... I don't know?
Atticus: Food isn't a pleasure item. I eat what i eat to survive.
James: I like strawberry cake.
Andreios: Those green chutes that come out of the ground in the spring time... I don't know what they're called.
Akihiro: Atticus is a liar! He loves chocolate! All chocolate! He goes crazy over it!
As for me, I prefer breads. You know fresh baked bread! It's the best!


What's your favourite ice cream flavor?
Syme: I like bananna splits, but thats really not a flavor is it?
Atticus: I'll refrain from repeating myself.
James: Strawberry of course!
Andreios: Coffee I ce cream is good.
Akihiro: Um, pistachio! But I hate those damn nut in it! They're gross!


Have you killed anyone?
Syme: That too is a silly question. I kill people all the time.
Atticus: I do so only to save myself and my friends.
James: God no! I hope I never have to!
Andreios: I...
Akihiro: I'm the same as Atticus. We only do it to survive.


Do you hate anyone?
Syme: No, I hate the whole world. But I do it with a smile.
Atticus: Syme, my brother. I hate him, and I will hunt him until the end of time!
James: I don't want to hate, but how can I not hate someone who wants me dead? So I am on the same page as Atticus. I hate Syme.
Andreios: I hate myself, and I hate Syme, for trying to kill my- I mean James.
Akihiro: Any enemy of Atticus is my enemy too!



Have any secrets?
Syme: Oh yes! A plethora of them.
Atticus: No... why?
James: Of course not, I'm pretty simple.
Andreios: Some things are better kept as secrets.
Akihiro: One or two maybe...


Do you love anyone?
Syme: Myself?
Atticus: Uh-
James: Well I'm still young.. but I'd like to think that...
Andreios: I do...
Akihiro: Yes of course! With all of my heart!


What is your job?
Syme: I am a resurrector, for both the kinf of Firnav and the king of Lysandre, I do dirty work. ha ha ha
Atticus: I am a crusader.
James: I was a student...
Andreios: No job... I... I wan banished, from both kingdoms.
Akihiro: I travel with Atticus, I make a little money here and there using my silly magic tricks.


Boy or girl?
Syme: Male
Atticus: Male
James: I'm a boy! Though some people make fun of me at school, say I look like a girl. I do not though.
Andreios: I'm a male.
Akihiro: Male!


What do you do to relax?
Syme: Trust me, you don't want to know
Atticus: I think.
James: Texting! God why doesn't my cell phone work anymore!
Andreios: I like walks.
Akihiro: I sleep on Atticus.


What song do you think would best describe yourself?
This is where shelby steps in!
Syme's song will defiantly be Face to face by LUNA SEA. lol
Atticus' ain't afraid to die by Dir en Grey
James' so would be shine by LUNA SEA
Andreios' would be the moonlight Sonata
Akihiro's song would be Love shine! ha ha ha.


~PervyPanda11211 http://PervyPanda11211.deviantart.com/journal/17027585/ http://PervyPanda11211.deviantart.com/journal/17027585/ Sat, 23 Feb 2008 15:11:54 PST Thanks! lol.

1. put these rules
2. say 8 things about yourself
3. tagg 8 victi...er, people
4. tell these 8 poor souls that they have been tagged (and laugh at them)

1. In IRL I work at taco bell.
2. I have read "The Count of Monte Cristo" about 5 times
3. My Favorite anime, of all time, ever, is Gankutsuou (Wonder why?)
4. I plan on getting married in a fashion similar to Mercedes and Edmond's, minus the arrest b/s.
5. I only like pop, if it's in a stryafoam container.
6. I plan on moving to the west coast when I go to college.
7. My favorite band is Luna Sea
8. I wish I could draw for a living, but I know that is an impossibility, so I'm going to be a cop.

Um... I don't really know who to tag... so that';; come up later I guess.

]]> ~PervyPanda11211 http://PervyPanda11211.deviantart.com/journal/16820595/ http://PervyPanda11211.deviantart.com/journal/16820595/ Sun, 10 Feb 2008 16:31:57 PST 1. Post these rules.
2. Each person tagged must post 8 random facts about themselves.
3. Tags should write a journal/ blog of these facts.
4. At the end of the post 8 more persons are tagged and named.
5. Go to their page and leave a comment telling them they're tagged.

OK, Here it goes:
1: I have a strong sense of justice, and often times smile when I think about people in general
2: I am a virgin
3: Though I don't come off as a shy person I am, and I'm also very polite irl.
4: When something unjust or frightening happens to people who I may not even know I cry when no one is looking for them.
5: I stand up for knowledge and for staying in school and staying away from drugs/alcohol.
6: I think that overweight people can be just as beautiful as skinny people. I hate anorexic people.
7: I like gay boys, and this oftentimes leads to the downfall of many of my relationships.
8: I have no religion. I'm atheist, and I have strong morals and a good brain.

Thanks for tagging me Gray. lol.


I tag...






]]> ~PervyPanda11211 http://PervyPanda11211.deviantart.com/journal/16723675/ http://PervyPanda11211.deviantart.com/journal/16723675/ Mon, 04 Feb 2008 13:33:47 PST 1.) Be in the FBI
2.) Have sex (don't want to ride the virgin mobile to my grave)
3.) Have a kid.

Three Names You Go By:
1.) Ran
2.) Shel
3.) "It" (that what some sluts who hate me call me lol)

Three Screen Names You Have Had:
1.) Rockerchick11211
2.) Pervypanda11211
3.) Luvableshelby40

Three Physical Things You Like About Yourself:
1.) My retina. SRSLY! RETINAS ARE FUCKING BEAUTIFUL!
2.) My hair. It's so shiny and soft.
3.) My eyes, I've been told I have doe eyes.

Three Parts Of Your Heritage:
1.) Spanish
2.) Irisht (like alot)
3.) Indian

Three Things That Scare You:
1.) Guns
2.) Hating
3.) Fighting

Three Of Your Everyday Essentials:
1.) Lip gloss
2.) Tooth Brush
3.) Lotion ( I have dry skin sometimes)

Three Things You Are Wearing Right Now:
1.) My Dark blue TDU pants
2.) My Tec Shirt
3.) Combat boots

Three Of Your Favorite Bands/Musical Artists:
1.) Dir En Grey
2.) Ayabe
3.) L'Arc ~En~Ciel

Three Of Your Favorite Songs:
1.) Rain-Luna sea (NOT DIR EN GREY!)
2.) Loveless- Luna sea (WHY DID THEY BREAK UP *Sobsob*)
3.) Merciless Cult- D&G too lazy to write out the name

Three Things You Want In A Relationship:
1.) A nice brain
2.) Quiet but controlling type
3.) good looks

Two Truths And A Lie (in no particular order):
1.) I'm a Virgin
2.) I love animals
3.) Yaoi is fucking my life.

Three Physical Things About The Preferred Sex That Appeal To You:
1.) Medium colored hair. Not too dark, not uber blond
2.) Intimidating stature (tall and a medium build, not buff buff and not skinny skinny)
3.) Successful job

Three Of Your Favorite Hobbies:
1.) Drawing
2.) Running/ psuhups (did 110 today lololololololol not J/K)
3.) Anime of course, and J-jock visual kei bands <3

Three Things You Want To Do Really Badly Right Now:
1.) Turn the heat on
2.) Buy some cosplay outfits.
3.) Get some food.

Three Careers You're Considering/You've Considered:
1.) Illustrator
2.) Cop
3.) FBI Linguist

Three Places You Want To Go On Vacation:
1.) Japan
2.) Seattle
3.) Yaoi Con

Three Names You Like:
1.) Cain
2.) Vincent
3.) Elli

Three Ways That You Are Stereotypically A Girl: ( I left this in, thought it'd be harder! )
1.) I love cute clothes! I loooooove Dressing up in them! omg!
2.) I am addicted to makup, and try to make myself look very presentable and womanly without looking like a stupid whore that doesn't know how to use makeup.
3.) I take very good care of my hair and skin.

Three Ways That You Are Stereotypically A Boy: ( Oh, I never noticed this one ^^ )
1.) I'm a big damn pervert!.
2.) I am going to school right now for Firefighting/public safety.
3.) I routinely exercise for strength

Three People That I Would Like To See Take This Quiz Now:
1.) You're mom
2.) My mom
3.) The person who owns / controls / has the most power's mom.

]]> ~PervyPanda11211 http://PervyPanda11211.deviantart.com/journal/16673525/ http://PervyPanda11211.deviantart.com/journal/16673525/ Fri, 01 Feb 2008 11:51:29 PST
It's so relaxing though, listening to Dir en Grey and tanning. The little goggles get really annoying though, and it totally expensive, but I don't care it so worth it. It make my skin nicer and i smell better when I'm done because of the lotion. It's so awesome! I'm probably going to end up being really dark, probably get cancer in the future, but tanning is so nice.

And I put some purple and green in my hair. Well I attempted to put green in it but it ended up looking more like I had blond hair in the one spot and stayed in the pool too long. Kinda disappointing but the purple looks good. It's like underneath so you can only really see it at certain times. lol.



I put up some new artwork too! Akihiro and Atticus. Yup yup, they're a couple from my story that I posted one chapter of on here, lol I'm so lame. The pairings are like this

James+Andreios

Akihiro+Atticus

Syme+Whoever the hell he wants. lol, jp, kinda.


Anyways I'm going to wrap this up, maybe work on a picture or something before its time to go to work. i uno. alll I do know is that I'm seriously broke... which is totally gay. so Bye bye everyone!

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