deviantART: by:Ph4nt0m42 http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:Ph4nt0m42&section=today deviantART RSS for by:Ph4nt0m42 en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Sun, 27 Dec 2009 09:26:18 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png **NEW ACCOUNT** http://Ph4nt0m42.deviantart.com/journal/29096272/ http://Ph4nt0m42.deviantart.com/journal/29096272/ Mon, 21 Dec 2009 23:41:39 PST
If you still like my art I have a new account at :iconthecuckoosnest:

Thanks,
Rita

]]> ~Ph4nt0m42 Yeah http://Ph4nt0m42.deviantart.com/journal/17387400/ http://Ph4nt0m42.deviantart.com/journal/17387400/ Mon, 17 Mar 2008 21:29:42 PDT
Have a nice day!

~Rita

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COMMISION (for my art page): [link]
The 100 Themes Challenge(for my art page):[link]


:iconcomatorium22: My Art page

]]> ~Ph4nt0m42 Whats new http://Ph4nt0m42.deviantart.com/journal/15604759/ http://Ph4nt0m42.deviantart.com/journal/15604759/ Wed, 21 Nov 2007 12:15:12 PST MagneticMedia) I encourage everyone to check it out and get involved!

For November’s theme we will be holding a series of contests to support gay/lesbian/bisexual/etc. orientations. We would like to promote and show support to people’s choice and their freedoms. Any intolerance to the theme will result in immediate disqualifications, we are taking this theme VERY seriously.

We will have 4 categories for different mediums, so we will have 4 different winners for each category, the mediums will be:
Literature
Photography
Traditional/Painting/sketch/etc.
Digital/Other/etc.

(If you are unsure of anything at all, just note the club or the administrator ~Comatorium22)

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COMMISION (for my art page): [link]
The 100 Themes Challenge(for my art page):[link]


:iconcomatorium22: My Art page

:iconmagneticmedia: Contest Site (Administrator)

]]> ~Ph4nt0m42 Contests! http://Ph4nt0m42.deviantart.com/journal/14813919/ http://Ph4nt0m42.deviantart.com/journal/14813919/ Thu, 27 Sep 2007 13:32:59 PDT
here is the site: *MagneticMedia

]]> ~Ph4nt0m42 Tagged? http://Ph4nt0m42.deviantart.com/journal/14673355/ http://Ph4nt0m42.deviantart.com/journal/14673355/ Mon, 17 Sep 2007 12:49:15 PDT
To begin this torturing set of questions (which I might add I have never had the privilege of experiencing) I would like to first say that if I do not return, all my stuff goes to me, that is I want it burned with my body so that you grubbers can’t get to it.

Six weird things?

1. I chew on my fingers and eat off the skin when I am bored or nervous.

2. I convulse when I see a dead animal on the side of the road.

3. I can’t handle a lot of caffeine because yes, you got it, I convulse…

4. My hair refuses to stay a “normal” color; seriously, I dyed over my green TWISE with black and it is still here, its not even sort of green it is GREEN. Oh well, I got a job now so it doesn’t matter.

5. I don’t like it when people are too close to me when they talk, I feel like I have to smile at them…

6. And…I am really hungry right now; I just sat through a lecture about the U.S. Constitution that I DIDN’T have to go to.


I tag…

:iconsomekindofstrange:

and

:iconwednesdaywhite:



Otherwise, wow, college is a lot of homework. I don’t sleep anymore…and I can’t drink coffee, which is Flip floppin awesome. I don’t have very much time to paint because my art class blows and he is teaching the class like nobody knows a single thing about art or drawing whatsoever. But, well…I really don’t think any of them do anyway, I’m not intimidated by a single one of those wannabes, which is unfortunate for me because a little competition does a person good. They act like their shit doesn’t stick but by god, it is some of the worse crap I have ever had the misfortune of witnessing in my entire being. You would think that someone taking a college level art course would have a little base knowledge in well…ART! For crying out loud, I don’t think the teacher even has a simple base knowledge. You know what they say, “those who can’t do, teach.” I would have to agree 100% because every art teacher I have had in my many years of art classes acted like they had no idea what they were doing.

Etc…and here ends my ramble, I have to get to work.


My Art site: :iconcomatorium22:

]]> ~Ph4nt0m42 Brain Slug http://Ph4nt0m42.deviantart.com/journal/12892364/ http://Ph4nt0m42.deviantart.com/journal/12892364/ Tue, 08 May 2007 19:31:56 PDT No fear of spies, or judgmental eyes.
There is only me, and only my mind.


I was trying to write something productive and was unable to stop rhyming... :D



ANYWAY...

Prom is Saturday, I'm only half excited. I'm expecting to be a little let down, so I wont be too disappointed with the outcome this way. All that I have figured out so far is that people I don’t really care to hang around the whole night will more than likely be clinging to my side taking pictures at every awkward face I make till I get frustrated and decide to leave. I might be left with the responsibility to cart people around to and from the prom, oh what fun. I realize that I should probably get back into my summer workout routine because those winter pounds refuse to let go. And my boyfriend doesn’t seem to inclined to join me to the prom, not that I am surprised…

Other than that…I Graduate on June 1st and I’m moving out in 3 months or so.

Feelings: Excited, Scared, FREEDOM!

]]> ~Ph4nt0m42 Fatal tragedy http://Ph4nt0m42.deviantart.com/journal/11834378/ http://Ph4nt0m42.deviantart.com/journal/11834378/ Thu, 15 Feb 2007 19:04:36 PST Since when was so much pressure put onto the children of this generation. Since when did they ban fun? There is no time to be well a kid, and when you try to act like a kid, you are immature and “unprofessional”. Everyone’s striving for perfection that will never be achieved; Sniveling from lack of sleep, strangled with stress, and living with a burnt out motor without the resources to fix it.
This century brings obesity, depression, and suicide; anorexia and bulimia at an all time high. If you’re not perfect, you have failed. The country is littered with mental disorders, with more suicides taking place than murders.
I was lethargic enough to sleep all day and let my life just waste away, does this mean I don’t care. There are plenty of other people at school who are willing to risk the health of others by continuing to go to school even though they are on the verge of vomiting. Choked with nausea and red eyes, if they miss a day it’s the end of the world. “Who cares if I get you sick, I have to move forward or I will be unsuccessful.”
But I still walk beside you, so don’t abandon me.
How much smaller is my web after a day? How much more will I have to give tomorrow to make it equal again, what makes me or anyone else better than the last person! I really want to know! What difference does it make if you are a millionaire some day and I am left in the dirt? Maybe I like the dirt, when did money and pride equal happiness.
Look around, what do you see? Where do you belong? Don’t second guess yourself, keep your eyes open and be happy with what you have, of your not, then keep working toward what you deserve until you are content; someone who is looking for it all will never be happy. Don’t be content with being sad or upset, life is the longest thing you have, but how much if it will spend being miserable? The process is forever, you will always be working toward something better, so don’t think that you have to do it all at once in your youth, these are supposed to be the times of our lives, these are supposed to be the happiest moments you ever live. This of course not being true for everyone but, enjoy each day.
Don’t look at life as a process to euphoria, I might be biased because I am Atheist, but don’t rely on death to experience complete happiness. I am studding now so that I am happy after school, I am working now so I am happy during retirement, I am praying now so I get into heaven. Why not try being happy NOW, enjoy NOW!
Life cant mean death, are we living just so that we can die? And even if we are, why not enjoy it till the very end.

It all seems so unfair...I'm still learning how to live.


:music:The Root Of All Evil - Dream Theater:music:


Proud enough for you to call me arrogant
Greedy enough to be labeled a thief
Angry enough for me to go and hurt a man
Cruel enough for me to feel no grief

Never could have just a part of it
I always need more to get by
Getting right down to the heart of it
The root of all evil has been running my whole life

Dirty enough for me to lust
Leaving nothing left to trust
Jealous enough to still feel envious
Lazy enough to sleep all day
And let my life just waste away
Selfish enough to make you wait for me

Driven blindly by our sins
Misled so easily
Entirely ready to leave it behind
I'm begging to break free

Take all of me
The desires that keep burning deep inside
Cast them all away
And help to give me strength to face another day
I am ready
Help me be what I can be

Self-centered fear has got a hold of me
Clutching my throat
Self righteous anger running all through me
Ready to explode

Procrastination paralyzing me
Wanting me dead
These obsessions that keep haunting me
Won't leave my head

Help to do for me what I can't do myself
Take this fear and pain
I can't break out this prison all alone
Help me break these chains

Humility now my only hope
Won't you take all of me
Heal this dying soul

I can feel my body breaking
I can feel my body breaking
I'm ready to let it all go
I can feel my body shaking
Right down to the foundation
The root of it all

Take all of me
And the drive that keep burning deep inside
Cast it all away
And help... ]]> ~Ph4nt0m42 Valentine's Day http://Ph4nt0m42.deviantart.com/journal/11707709/ http://Ph4nt0m42.deviantart.com/journal/11707709/ Tue, 06 Feb 2007 09:12:38 PST The day is most closely associated with the mutual exchange of love notes in the form of "valentines". Modern Valentine symbols include the heart-shaped outline and the figure of the winged Cupid. Since the 19th century, handwritten notes have largely given way to mass-produced greeting cards. The Greeting Card Association estimates that approximately one billion valentines are sent each year worldwide, making the day the second largest card-sending holiday of the year behind Christmas. The association estimates that women purchase approximately 85 percent of all valentines.
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In the United States, the marketing of Valentine's Day has tagged it as a "Hallmark holiday".

:pointr: Of course people claim that it is a "fake" holiday only used today as a marketing tool by greeting card corporations to gain even larger financial revenue. Well, a lot of that being true in modern time, it can still be appreciated as a day to recognize the people that you care about, and let them know you care about them, and I welcome love.


:pointr: I was browsing through DA to find some interesting pieces that have to do with Valentines day or Love, and I found these few that cought my eye:

:heart: [link]:heart:

:heart: [link] :heart:

:heart: [link] :heart:

:heart: [link] :heart:



:music: My Music of the Month :music:

IRON MAIDEN - I recommend the Albums "Brave new world" and "The number of the beast"
DREAM THEATER - personally I enjoy every note that comes out of this band, but something good to start with if you haven’t heard them before is, "Train of thought" or "Awake"



= My Traditional Art page

]]> ~Ph4nt0m42 Black and White http://Ph4nt0m42.deviantart.com/journal/11318005/ http://Ph4nt0m42.deviantart.com/journal/11318005/ Thu, 04 Jan 2007 19:54:48 PST
Take a look at my new blog and all of your questions regarding me and Ben will finally be answered in my own personal view on the entire situation between us.

This was posted in “Myspace” so you have to visit it there if you really want to see it, I will provide a link. This is probably one of my best written works I have done, lots of what we call heart, passion, and goddamn sweat-blood went into the production of this piece. It’s a shame its living in myspace.

Make sure to read it all assholes.

BLOG: [link]

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Make sure to visit my art page as well:

]]> ~Ph4nt0m42 Spreading my Disease http://Ph4nt0m42.deviantart.com/journal/10956896/ http://Ph4nt0m42.deviantart.com/journal/10956896/ Tue, 05 Dec 2006 06:09:03 PST
thanks,
Rita

the new page is here: [link]

]]> ~Ph4nt0m42 Seperate account http://Ph4nt0m42.deviantart.com/journal/10939434/ http://Ph4nt0m42.deviantart.com/journal/10939434/ Sun, 03 Dec 2006 17:12:00 PST
It would be a bit of work but, I don’t really care…and all you die hard fans of mine would watch that of course right? …guys?

I might even get a few more people to notice some of my work when I am resubmitting some things.

]]> ~Ph4nt0m42 Update http://Ph4nt0m42.deviantart.com/journal/10739857/ http://Ph4nt0m42.deviantart.com/journal/10739857/ Wed, 15 Nov 2006 23:04:19 PST I finally reached 1,000 page views; I’m terrifically excited about that! Thank you to all of the people who visited my site and looked through my gallery. And a special thanks to all of the :+fav:s and especially all of the :+devwatch:s.

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Oh, and it turns out the band “DRAGONFORCE” isn’t as spectacular as I thought they were, turns out they are some pretty pompous and arrogant musicians. And a lot of their songs sound remarkably similar. But don’t get me wrong, I still enjoy the music…in moderation.
Now, a REAL band to get yourself into is “DREAM THEATER” I've been a fan of them for quite some time and I assure you of their talent. You won’t be disappointed, or else you are a communist.

Official band site: [link]
John Petrucci solo(fastest freak’n solo EVER): [link]
Music Video (The Silent Man): [link]


:pointl: :pointl: http://Ph4nt0m42.deviantart.com/journal/10116069/ Mon, 18 Sep 2006 20:03:20 PDT Mood: Unimpressed Expressive
Listening to: Decency Defied - Cannibal Corpse
Reading: The Blind Watchmaker - Richard Dawkins

A majority of this I had written previously to a blog that pertained to abortion, I just happened to have saved it. So it makes it quite a bit easier for me. I added a lot to it but well, you will see. Huh…There has been a recent bit of abortion talk around me so I just thought that I would include my own opinion to the pot. Please don’t take offense to what I have to say, if you are offended easily well…just look away now then. I am not expressing this to start things with people. Otherwise, enjoy! …if you can tolerate reading a lot.
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A lot of what I feel is more or less the importance of the human race itself or more so the unimportance, and also a point about abortion would be for families who would be unfit for a child and simply use abortion as a form of birth control. I am strongly against these types of people and do not sympathize at all for their neglect of life. As much as I deride the human race, I still respect life whole heartedly. I would rather this neglectful mother rid the child before it had its first breath or first thought than to have it live a life of abuse and pain, and complete and utter misery.

I don’t understand why people regard themselves so highly. What about humans make us so great, what is it that makes us think we are so superior to animals? Is it the fact that we can think? The mere coincidence that we were allowed a collective and structured independent thought proce... ]]> ~Ph4nt0m42 User Name http://Ph4nt0m42.deviantart.com/journal/9650136/ http://Ph4nt0m42.deviantart.com/journal/9650136/ Tue, 08 Aug 2006 14:56:31 PDT ]]> ~Ph4nt0m42