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]]> ~PiMaster http://PiMaster.deviantart.com/journal/20627776/ http://PiMaster.deviantart.com/journal/20627776/ Mon, 22 Sep 2008 21:18:11 PDT
Besides that, Crimson Shadows (my basement rock band with is doing well. We've got new people and are trying ou t for the talent show on Wednesday.

But yeah, not really been in a great place in life. We had an over-night band trip this last weekend and it was unbearably painful. Then I almost had an emotional breakdown today during 1st hour, and had to fight to keep in the tears. Though in the process of that fight there was some lost blood but oh well.

Bascially the cause of all this is that last week I basically had my heart smashed and handed to me. Knew it was coming all along. But somewhere along the way my hopes had gone up, foolishly on my part, so I had a ledge to be pushed off of when it happened. It hurts to see and talk to him, despite the fact that if you didn't know any better you'd think he had no recollection of the conversation, but that's just life I guess. I'm trying to keep the pain inside to avoid making things worse for both of us, seeing as how none of it's his fault anyways.

Oh well. Self-esteem's way down there lately. I got my first B- on a test this week, AP US History, and I'm behind on homework because of all the junk swimming around in my brain. But I'm pulling through.

That's all I've got, this isn't meant to be a rant letter. Just an update.

I've been going poem crazy lately, as you can see. I also went through and accurately changed the categories. In the process of that I noticed that my writing has both gotten longer and a lot better. It's kinda cool to go back and look at the change.

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But that's about it. Finished driver's ed, finished marching band, so now my summer gets to start. Yay.

]]> ~PiMaster http://PiMaster.deviantart.com/journal/18721730/ http://PiMaster.deviantart.com/journal/18721730/ Sat, 07 Jun 2008 21:45:34 PDT
Well for starters, Tuesday's the last day of school. It's very bitter sweet because after this year one of the band teachers is moving to Chicago, and I'm really going to miss her; she's more of a friend than a teacher, and an amazing saxophone player. It makes me very sad :'(, and I'm sure I'll be riding home with tears on my face on Tuesday. In fact I can almost guarantee it.

Besides that, love still sucks, I'll get back to you if I ever decide otherwise. Doubt it's going to happen though -_-.

Ummm.... went to the zoo today. Bunch of new pics in my gallery .

Oh, my band has it's first gig (sort of) on Tuesday. In band for the end of the year we're doing a research presentation about a genre of music and I'm in the rock group, so my band is going to play live as a demonstration of rock music. I'm so excited, and nervous. And I can't say I'm excited to bike to school with a guitar on my back.

Let's seeeee.... marching band's started up again. First parade is Thursday. Our show this year is really cool, it's Fiddler on the Roof. And we're doing some amazing visual stuff, plus the music's great. There's this one measure that brings a tear to your eye, it's very slow quarter notes A C# E G then followed in the next measure by an F natural half note <3. Then at the end we get to sing a very sad song, which was kind of cliche to rehearse last week in the rain, haha. I'm kind of excited to sing, I love to despite that according to I'm no good. Oh well.

That's about it, life's kind of sucking right now :S. I'll get back to you later.

]]> ~PiMaster http://PiMaster.deviantart.com/journal/16887816/ http://PiMaster.deviantart.com/journal/16887816/ Thu, 14 Feb 2008 18:23:47 PST
Anyways, what's up with me lately... Life's starting to slow down; pep band's almost done for the year. I'm trying to learn an A Minor Etude from hell for a solo contest and that's actually going pretty well, once I can get my embouchure under control.

But yeah. I'll be writing more soon, just lack inspiration because I'm just feeling the same as I have been and I don't think ya want twenty "love sucks" poems, eh?

]]> ~PiMaster http://PiMaster.deviantart.com/journal/16680281/ http://PiMaster.deviantart.com/journal/16680281/ Fri, 01 Feb 2008 19:24:44 PST
Well, for starters today's my birthday. Went to a German restaurant and got a bunch of monies with which I plan to buy an electric guitar. So I guess that leads to the next thing, I'm self teaching myself the guitar and am playing in a rock band with some friends of mine including on bass.

Also started new classes on Tuesday, now I've got Physics English and Electronics along with band which goes all year. So far they seem fine, my electronics teacher is weird...

And despite the fact of it being my birthday I'm feeling pretty crummy lately which is a combination of several things such as lack of self confidence and the whole love sucks thing made worse by several factors. But I'm not writing a ranting journal for the time being.

That's all I can think of for now, happy Friday for sure.

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So, marching band ended, I'm 16th in my class of 784, I'm writing a book, that's about it.



And love sucks

]]> ~PiMaster http://PiMaster.deviantart.com/journal/15179797/ http://PiMaster.deviantart.com/journal/15179797/ Mon, 22 Oct 2007 20:19:36 PDT
1) Heartbreak is generally not fun. Thanks for using the "I wouldn't want to hurt you excuse" It's still no however you dress it up and no hurts a lot more then yes, so I'm afraid I don't see your logic there. I'm sorry if that makes you feel bad. Though you can probably imagine how I feel.

2) I'm singled out in Government for scoring so conservative. I'm so sorry for thinking the way I do!

3) Parker and Cody not being able to play a whole note or quarter notes. What the hell?! It's NOT JAZZ BAND YOU DO NOT NOODLE THE GOD DAMN RHYTHMS PLAY THE DAMN MUSIC THE WAY IT'S WRITTEN.

4) I open my saxophone case and of course all my reeds are covered in mold. Yay. I'm in marching band for the band part, not that I have anything about marching, but not being able to play a single note tonight really pisses me off.

5) People talking to me like a moron. And yelling at me for getting to my set instead of guiding to the damn arc and running into the flutes. Fine, I'll do it your way. I'll just run right into her at the Metrodome. And yelling at me to get set when I'm in the process of bringing my saxophone up. Ok then, I'm sorry I can't make it warp up to playing position.

6) Some how needing to get $45 by Thursday when I'm already $35 in debt. They're white. If I would've known it'd take me 8+ weeks to get enough money I wouldn't have gotten one in the first place. My parents agreed to pay when we were told they'd be $25-$30. So unless I can work something out there, I'm screwed.

7) Bringing my saxophone up and smacking myself across the face. That's my fault, yeah. 'course it doesn't help that I'm scolded for not having it up on time.

That's all I can think of at the moment.

]]> ~PiMaster http://PiMaster.deviantart.com/journal/15068285/ http://PiMaster.deviantart.com/journal/15068285/ Mon, 15 Oct 2007 04:40:25 PDT
Band is fun, we're learning what a treble clef is and how to read a key signature -_-. It's all the boring theory stuff they have to teach so that the morons *cough*trumpetsection*cough* can write music. We all know they're there because their parents make them, they're not going to be writing music. Oh well. Math is good too, my teacher is hilarious. In fact I think you can find his Pi Dance on YouTube . I have an A- though so I'm trying to get that up because it looks bad on my report card. It's all lonely .

Ooh! I got a new Saxophone too. It's a Yamaha Custom Z and it's beautiful. It's kind of a deep gold color and has engravings on the bell and plays amazingly. But I have to keep the shi-xophone for marching band because I'd be insane to march with my Custom. It's my child. Would you play your child in a marching band?! WOULD YOU?!?!

Speaking of marching band, my section is finally treating me good. Well, they talk to me which is a start. But I'm making friends outside the section so who needs em if they're gonna be assholes.

Also, I like a guy at school/marching band who makes me happy. Just thought I'd throw that in here because he's been on my mind a lot lately.

I think that's it. I have a pretty hectic life and stuff. Oh, and the game's kind of on hold because I haven't had much time to do it. I'll pick that up again soon

Anyways, must head to school now. Auf wiedersehen ^^7

]]> ~PiMaster http://PiMaster.deviantart.com/journal/14494378/ http://PiMaster.deviantart.com/journal/14494378/ Tue, 04 Sep 2007 20:27:06 PDT
It's really weird. We have 4 periods a day. Each is an hour and 35 min long. So each class feels like it goes on forever but the day in general zips by. And by the time I got through the lunch line I only had like 5 min to eat.

Let's see.... what else.... I have math 4th period. Try having an hour and 35 min of math at the very end of your day. Blah. I just hope I'm not in the same situation with English next semester.

And my bus route is uber long and I'm the last stop to get off.

I think that's it. We got our full year schedules today and I didn't get the class I wanted the most. I'll just have to teach C++ to myself I guess. Apparently no one takes Computer Programming. Why can't I be a class of 1 darnit!?

Oh! At one point I locked my combination sheet into my locker so I was freaking out but I guessed it and got it right... yay me.

Other then all that the day was really boring. First day of school = rules and crap day. I don't want to see anymore syllabuses.....

Thanks for reading if you did, have to go to bed so I can get up at 6:15 (*groan*) tomorrow. Hoping to not get as lost and stuff ^^7

]]> ~PiMaster http://PiMaster.deviantart.com/journal/13971373/ http://PiMaster.deviantart.com/journal/13971373/ Wed, 01 Aug 2007 12:49:58 PDT ). I'll be posting little bits of it here and there so stay tuned. Hope to have it done by the time school starts .

]]> ~PiMaster http://PiMaster.deviantart.com/journal/13519084/ http://PiMaster.deviantart.com/journal/13519084/ Wed, 27 Jun 2007 23:46:25 PDT
For the record: It's a journal. That's why I'm sticking this pathetic rambling here. If you don't care or think I'm being some whiny emo kid (which by the way I HATE HATE HATE that label!) then don't read and just go away. I don't need any negativity.

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