http://browse.deviantart.com/journals/?order=5&q=by%3APigeonartist deviantART RSS for in:journals sort:time by:Pigeonartist en-us Copyright 2013, deviantART.com Sat, 25 May 2013 21:38:53 PDT deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://st.deviantart.net/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://pigeonartist.deviantart.com/journal/I-want-to-move-out-373808504 http://pigeonartist.deviantart.com/journal/I-want-to-move-out-373808504 Sat, 25 May 2013 14:30:46 PDT I want to move out... nonadult journals/personal Pigeonartist http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/p/i/pigeonartist.png?5 Copyright 2013 ~Pigeonartist And even if I get in the house, if she finds out apparently she can press charges against me for "breaking and entering" my own frikken house. I still have no idea how what she's doing is even remotely legal. She always seems to find a loophole, ]]> http://pigeonartist.deviantart.com/journal/So-I-guess-I-haven-t-written-anything-in-a-while-368434220 http://pigeonartist.deviantart.com/journal/So-I-guess-I-haven-t-written-anything-in-a-while-368434220 Sun, 28 Apr 2013 10:18:23 PDT So I guess I haven't written anything in a while nonadult journals/personal Pigeonartist http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/p/i/pigeonartist.png?5 Copyright 2013 ~Pigeonartist
Well, after having a massive panic attack along with a seizure that followed an extremely violent mood swing, the doctors finally decided to try and give me something to keep my bipolar shit under control. The thing is, they gave me.... seroquel. Which can cause weight gain, and I've had quite a few anorexic / bulimic episodes in the past.... yeah probably should've mentioned that. Anyway I've been taking the stuff for like 3 days but thankfully I don't seem to be experiencing the typical insatiable appetite. It does knock me out pretty well though, and I had heard it can cause hallucinations in ]]> http://pigeonartist.deviantart.com/journal/So-to-be-honest-life-is-a-hell-hole-right-now-358482338 http://pigeonartist.deviantart.com/journal/So-to-be-honest-life-is-a-hell-hole-right-now-358482338 Fri, 08 Mar 2013 23:59:05 PST So to be honest... life is a hell hole right now nonadult journals/personal Pigeonartist http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/p/i/pigeonartist.png?5 Copyright 2013 ~Pigeonartist
I mean o__o REALLY crappy. My mom really got ripped off. Its pretty far away from everything, about a 20 or 30 minute walk just to get to a gas station. Its in a really shitty neighborhood. All the houses around it are rich, and all the neighborhoods next to it are even richer. I've met people who live there before, and from what I've seen everybody just has their heads up their ass over there. The only way my mom managed to afford it was because its much smaller than the other houses, its a rental, and she convinced her fiance into paying for pretty ]]> http://pigeonartist.deviantart.com/journal/A-strange-thing-o-o-351028323 http://pigeonartist.deviantart.com/journal/A-strange-thing-o-o-351028323 Sun, 27 Jan 2013 20:14:32 PST A strange.. thing o__o nonadult journals/personal Pigeonartist http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/p/i/pigeonartist.png?5 Copyright 2013 ~Pigeonartist 2. Does your dad know you like boys yet? yeah o__o
... 3. Do you enjoy drama? hmmmm... sometimes, sometimes no
4. Are you a girly girl? In someways >__> I do love makeup. and I hate it when my hair is frizzy. but thats it.
5. Small or large purses? large - medium
6. Are you short? XD YES
7. Do you like somebody? meh. yeah
8. Do you care if your socks are dirty? yes
9. Do you like Halloween? CANDY OWO
10. Are you double jointed? I... dont actually know o__o
11. Where is the weirdest place you've slept? under a 3 foot coffee table in a motel
12. Has anyone touched/smacked yo ]]> http://pigeonartist.deviantart.com/journal/Wat-350843976 http://pigeonartist.deviantart.com/journal/Wat-350843976 Sun, 27 Jan 2013 01:39:00 PST Wat. nonadult journals/personal Pigeonartist http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/p/i/pigeonartist.png?5 Copyright 2013 ~Pigeonartist
I WANT THEM SO BAD O____O THEYRE CALL IS SO STRONG NOTHING BUT THEM REMAINS ON MY MIND.

and I keep saying I want to lose weight >____> well after weeks of eating nothing, maybe. MAYBE. I WILL MEET YOU ONCE AGAIN, MCDONALDS PANCAAAAAAAKES.

also jack in the box has really good sandwiches. And milkshakes. I really like fancy pickles too e__e ]]> http://pigeonartist.deviantart.com/journal/Bak-Anime-2013-349867983 http://pigeonartist.deviantart.com/journal/Bak-Anime-2013-349867983 Mon, 21 Jan 2013 20:34:03 PST Bak Anime 2013 nonadult journals/personal Pigeonartist http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/p/i/pigeonartist.png?5 Copyright 2013 ~Pigeonartist
And my best lesbian lover didnt come v.v goddamnit Mads, getting sick and crap XD I still got to see some people I knew though :3 It was really fun, I saw a bunch of homestuck cosplayers and they were amaaazing ;o; I saw this awesome Dave cosplayer and I wanted to ask to hug him but I was shy >.< my Dave obsession needs were not filled! XDDDD

I also cosplayed as Neliel Tu from Bleach. I tried to cosplay her back in my weeaboo days, when I was like 12 XD it was such a horrible fail. But I still had fun, and I ha ]]> http://pigeonartist.deviantart.com/journal/Happy-Doomsday-Biatches-D-343991584 http://pigeonartist.deviantart.com/journal/Happy-Doomsday-Biatches-D-343991584 Fri, 21 Dec 2012 11:02:03 PST Happy Doomsday Biatches ,'D nonadult journals/personal Pigeonartist http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/p/i/pigeonartist.png?5 Copyright 2012-2013 ~Pigeonartist w>

Humans: 1
Apocalypse: 0

I will tell my grandchildren of the non-existent horrifying events that took place today. When in reality I'm sittin here just takin my meds and eatin fruit loops XD

Oh yeah and I got on medication finally o.o Wellbutrin. Im not really sure if it works yet. I dont knock out for hours at a time any more though, so maybe it does a little bit. But I still get really agitated around people. So maybe I need more of it or some other shit. Maybe Im bipolar O.O Dont wanna take Lithium, itll make me fatter. Wellbutrins makin me not wanna eat and get skinnier, which is pretty cool. I just hope I w ]]> http://pigeonartist.deviantart.com/journal/Meep-340705714 http://pigeonartist.deviantart.com/journal/Meep-340705714 Sat, 01 Dec 2012 13:53:21 PST Meep @__@ nonadult journals/personal Pigeonartist http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/p/i/pigeonartist.png?5 Copyright 2012-2013 ~Pigeonartist
Im also gonna dye my bangs blue because my darker ash blonde roots are starting to show really badly on the light blonde portion of my hair. In other words, it looks REALLY bad, and kinda makes my bangs look greasy. So, blue and black hair here I come :3 I just hope it will look ok lol

oh and POTATOES O__________O FREAKING POTATOES ARE THE BEEEEEEST! ]]> http://pigeonartist.deviantart.com/journal/Next-on-My-Strange-Addiction-336125442 http://pigeonartist.deviantart.com/journal/Next-on-My-Strange-Addiction-336125442 Sun, 04 Nov 2012 17:20:35 PST Next on My Strange Addiction... nonadult journals/personal Pigeonartist http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/p/i/pigeonartist.png?5 Copyright 2012-2013 ~Pigeonartist
I need to meet other addicts... converse with my own kind
..jesus christ what the hell is wrong with me XDDDDD ]]> http://pigeonartist.deviantart.com/journal/I-m-going-on-a-rant-334928176 http://pigeonartist.deviantart.com/journal/I-m-going-on-a-rant-334928176 Sun, 28 Oct 2012 23:45:47 PDT I'm going on a rant nonadult journals/personal Pigeonartist http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/p/i/pigeonartist.png?5 Copyright 2012-2013 ~Pigeonartist But now all they play is shit. Some arent as bad as others, and there is one (Gravity Falls) thats actually pretty good, but basically every. single. show. on there. is shit.
So Im going to go on this long ass rant about these shows disney airs, for whoever (if anyone) cares to listen. From Best to worst. And Ill try and put in something positive, but I doubt I can do that for every one of th ]]> http://pigeonartist.deviantart.com/journal/Skinny-334511092 http://pigeonartist.deviantart.com/journal/Skinny-334511092 Fri, 26 Oct 2012 19:51:25 PDT Skinny nonadult journals/personal Pigeonartist http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/p/i/pigeonartist.png?5 Copyright 2012-2013 ~Pigeonartist
Anyway its time to enter teh next phase :D haha
I have noticed that because I eat so littl ]]> http://pigeonartist.deviantart.com/journal/So-333261694 http://pigeonartist.deviantart.com/journal/So-333261694 Fri, 19 Oct 2012 16:41:53 PDT So nonadult journals/personal Pigeonartist http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/p/i/pigeonartist.png?5 Copyright 2012-2013 ~Pigeonartist
And I just got over my usual tonsillitis. Thank god for that and the weekend XD time to lay around, skype, and eat good at dinner with my family and moms friends as they blast metallica and korn until 2am XDD ]]> http://pigeonartist.deviantart.com/journal/I-like-sharks-D-330253725 http://pigeonartist.deviantart.com/journal/I-like-sharks-D-330253725 Mon, 01 Oct 2012 17:50:23 PDT I like sharks :D nonadult journals/personal Pigeonartist http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/p/i/pigeonartist.png?5 Copyright 2012-2013 ~Pigeonartist
Anyway YESTERDAY WAS MADS BIRTHDAY ]]> http://pigeonartist.deviantart.com/journal/So-Saturday-I-dyed-my-hair-and-shit-went-down-xD-327876997 http://pigeonartist.deviantart.com/journal/So-Saturday-I-dyed-my-hair-and-shit-went-down-xD-327876997 Mon, 17 Sep 2012 23:50:19 PDT So Saturday I dyed my hair and shit went down xD nonadult journals/personal Pigeonartist http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/p/i/pigeonartist.png?5 Copyright 2012-2013 ~Pigeonartist I have to have eaten like 3000 calories that day oh god the thought makes me nauseous.
and I DYED MY HAIR :3 I left my bangs blonde and dyed the rest black. But due to the lack of sun my roots are all brown looking. And I think dying my hair so many times screwed up the color. So Im dying my bangs blonder tommorrow. And then my cousin started being a total asshole to me because I pissed him off or something. There were cops everywhere ]]> http://pigeonartist.deviantart.com/journal/Woah-we-got-a-badass-over-here-326650032 http://pigeonartist.deviantart.com/journal/Woah-we-got-a-badass-over-here-326650032 Tue, 11 Sep 2012 13:11:21 PDT Woah we got a badass over here nonadult journals/personal Pigeonartist http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/p/i/pigeonartist.png?5 Copyright 2012-2013 ~Pigeonartist First yesterday I had a major problem. I dont really have any clothes, just two pairs of pants and like no shirts that are my taste or fit. But, my mom on the other hand, has a bunch of like, skin t shirts and metallica shirts and metal mulisha and all that, all of which or only one size too big for me. So for the past 3-4 weeks Ive been stealing her clothes, but on Sunday she got a lock on her door and takes the key EVERYWHERE. Im going to figure out how to get a picklock but obviously thats not gonna ]]> http://pigeonartist.deviantart.com/journal/School-326078175 http://pigeonartist.deviantart.com/journal/School-326078175 Sat, 08 Sep 2012 13:18:15 PDT School -___-; nonadult journals/personal Pigeonartist http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/p/i/pigeonartist.png?5 Copyright 2012-2013 ~Pigeonartist http://pigeonartist.deviantart.com/journal/DDDDDD-319109951 http://pigeonartist.deviantart.com/journal/DDDDDD-319109951 Sun, 05 Aug 2012 01:38:22 PDT :DDDDDD nonadult journals/personal Pigeonartist http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/p/i/pigeonartist.png?5 Copyright 2012-2013 ~Pigeonartist http://pigeonartist.deviantart.com/journal/So-my-birthday-is-in-like-4-days-318713941 http://pigeonartist.deviantart.com/journal/So-my-birthday-is-in-like-4-days-318713941 Fri, 03 Aug 2012 01:59:24 PDT So my birthday is in like 4 days. nonadult journals/personal Pigeonartist http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/p/i/pigeonartist.png?5 Copyright 2012-2013 ~Pigeonartist But thats like my main birthday wish lol.and my Dad already gave me his old laptop. Its incredible especially for being a little old ,2008.  And Im getting another straightener, the one I have right now is pretty good but I wanna give it to my friend for her birthday (which is like 2 months away) because hers is really crappy D:
But ]]> http://pigeonartist.deviantart.com/journal/Anime-Expo-2012-311297118 http://pigeonartist.deviantart.com/journal/Anime-Expo-2012-311297118 Thu, 28 Jun 2012 12:52:43 PDT Anime Expo 2012 ^.^ nonadult journals/personal Pigeonartist http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/p/i/pigeonartist.png?5 Copyright 2012-2013 ~Pigeonartist I am exited to try and find some commissioners there possi ]]> http://pigeonartist.deviantart.com/journal/Derp-304572451 http://pigeonartist.deviantart.com/journal/Derp-304572451 Sat, 26 May 2012 18:46:46 PDT Derp nonadult journals/personal Pigeonartist http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/p/i/pigeonartist.png?5 Copyright 2012-2013 ~Pigeonartist http://pigeonartist.deviantart.com/journal/Exhausted-304105540 http://pigeonartist.deviantart.com/journal/Exhausted-304105540 Thu, 24 May 2012 11:43:43 PDT Exhausted nonadult journals/personal Pigeonartist http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/p/i/pigeonartist.png?5 Copyright 2012-2013 ~Pigeonartist So Ive spent like the last 2 hours (yeah, obsessive much?) working on making my super small round eyes look almond shaped. I think I just learned a lot xD
So theres this chick who I used to go to school with, she was held back like me, taller than me, and absolutley effing drop dead gorgeous. It was like, the way her eyes were shaped and the way she winged out her eyeliner. I couldnt seem to mimick it no matter how hard I tryed, it was like my eyes were just too round and too small. Whit eyeliner only made them ]]> http://pigeonartist.deviantart.com/journal/Devious-Journal-Entry-302304228 http://pigeonartist.deviantart.com/journal/Devious-Journal-Entry-302304228 Tue, 15 May 2012 10:43:30 PDT Devious Journal Entry nonadult journals/personal Pigeonartist http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/p/i/pigeonartist.png?5 Copyright 2012-2013 ~Pigeonartist
lolololol I totally failed this grade because when I got kicked out my grades just dropped and even before that there was just too much bad crap going on at home to focus on school too well so my grades were already pretty bad. I dont think I'll have to repeat though. I think I would die if I had to repeat. Im already a grade behind BUT TWO? omg I'd be a sophomore still stick in middle school.
I've got like... all f's. 'cept for science is like a c or something. Really idgaf because schools basically over, Im not gonna get held back Im just going to go to highschool on probation, and I'll probably just do summe ]]> http://pigeonartist.deviantart.com/journal/Asdfggggggg-296520261 http://pigeonartist.deviantart.com/journal/Asdfggggggg-296520261 Mon, 16 Apr 2012 18:17:58 PDT Asdfggggggg nonadult journals/personal Pigeonartist http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/p/i/pigeonartist.png?5 Copyright 2012-2013 ~Pigeonartist I am so in love with this manga I just want to turn into a little fangirl and squeal about it to everyone LOL
I cant wait until chapter 51 is up. Jesus christ the chapters always end at the good parts it makes me so mad xD I really hope the next chapter is up soooooon.
And I dyed my hair red btw. It does not look good *facepalm* I going to bleach it or remove the color in a week or so. I think its cause Im chubby and and pale ._____. But Im tanning. And I wear dark foundation (dont worry haha, I know how to belnd it so my face doenst look orange with a white neck) so ]]> http://pigeonartist.deviantart.com/journal/Bak-Anime-2012-295630720 http://pigeonartist.deviantart.com/journal/Bak-Anime-2012-295630720 Thu, 12 Apr 2012 07:21:38 PDT Bak Anime 2012 nonadult journals/personal Pigeonartist http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/p/i/pigeonartist.png?5 Copyright 2012-2013 ~Pigeonartist I will need spray tan. And LOTS of it cause' Im pale as a frikkin ghost xD And Im going to die my hair pink. Thankfully I already have white makeup (and fake eyelashes!) So I guess I'm all set. And I have colorful clothes too lol. Idk what my friends are going to do o.O they might not dress up at all I guess. Last time I went I was 12 and all I did was buy an Urahara (from Bleach) hat, and because my hair was blonde, and very very very messy ]]> http://pigeonartist.deviantart.com/journal/Spring-Break-6-293838473 http://pigeonartist.deviantart.com/journal/Spring-Break-6-293838473 Mon, 02 Apr 2012 21:04:31 PDT Spring Break ^_6 nonadult journals/personal Pigeonartist http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/p/i/pigeonartist.png?5 Copyright 2012-2013 ~Pigeonartist Everything is different than how I planned it would be back in January. I was planning to go to the beach so I could tan and get my hair styled, but because me and my mom just moved in my mom has no money to go (even though its only about an hour or so away). But she gave me tanning oil so I'm tanning at my grandparents house lol (I turned into a lobster today xD but for some reason the burns don't hurt much)
And becuse I dyed my hair so much, over and over again, back in December-January I guess it stunted my hair growth so its only shoulder length atm .___.
Its change ]]> http://pigeonartist.deviantart.com/journal/Meh-288130497 http://pigeonartist.deviantart.com/journal/Meh-288130497 Fri, 02 Mar 2012 00:06:00 PST Meh nonadult journals/personal Pigeonartist http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/p/i/pigeonartist.png?5 Copyright 2012-2013 ~Pigeonartist http://pigeonartist.deviantart.com/journal/Back-From-A-Hiatus-D-278438393 http://pigeonartist.deviantart.com/journal/Back-From-A-Hiatus-D-278438393 Sun, 08 Jan 2012 18:50:25 PST Back From A Hiatus :D nonadult journals/personal Pigeonartist http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/p/i/pigeonartist.png?5 Copyright 2012-2013 ~Pigeonartist That's it :3 ]]> http://pigeonartist.deviantart.com/journal/Im-so-tired-today-269945290 http://pigeonartist.deviantart.com/journal/Im-so-tired-today-269945290 Sat, 19 Nov 2011 22:24:09 PST Im so tired today nonadult journals/personal Pigeonartist http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/p/i/pigeonartist.png?5 Copyright 2011-2013 ~Pigeonartist I got so much candy, I dont know what to do with it. Today and tommorow I wont be dieting, because tonight is anime night and Imma stay up and watch everything, even though Ill be aloooone ;3;
I will voice over Al when FMA comes on. And make him say pervy things about Ed and their father >:D
Surprisingly, I sound just like him O_O

Besides for going to the market, I slep haha. For HOURS x.x
Dealing with loudmouthed preteens really wears me out. Especially rich, bratty loudmouthed preteens. But at least I know Ill have my friends and my amazing boyfriend to come home to everyday <3

Also, today I m ]]> http://pigeonartist.deviantart.com/journal/School-is-sucking-ass-atm-264773237 http://pigeonartist.deviantart.com/journal/School-is-sucking-ass-atm-264773237 Sat, 22 Oct 2011 16:28:21 PDT School is sucking ass atm nonadult journals/personal Pigeonartist http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/p/i/pigeonartist.png?5 Copyright 2011-2013 ~Pigeonartist http://pigeonartist.deviantart.com/journal/Devious-Journal-Entry-262065292 http://pigeonartist.deviantart.com/journal/Devious-Journal-Entry-262065292 Thu, 06 Oct 2011 16:42:52 PDT Devious Journal Entry nonadult journals/personal Pigeonartist http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/p/i/pigeonartist.png?5 Copyright 2011-2013 ~Pigeonartist Today sucked because (remember Im a grade lower than I should be) lsome stupid little boy kept harrassing me which I ignored until I got told I looked like an effing SEVENTH GRADER o_0. Any self esteem I had just got wiped away right there.  So Im eaing to make myself feel better (yep thats why Im a fattie)
But I guess that pretty much all that ha ]]> http://pigeonartist.deviantart.com/journal/Devious-Journal-Entry-251376025 http://pigeonartist.deviantart.com/journal/Devious-Journal-Entry-251376025 Sat, 06 Aug 2011 13:08:01 PDT Devious Journal Entry nonadult journals/personal Pigeonartist http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/p/i/pigeonartist.png?5 Copyright 2011-2013 ~Pigeonartist http://pigeonartist.deviantart.com/journal/I-m-happy-217426942 http://pigeonartist.deviantart.com/journal/I-m-happy-217426942 Fri, 08 Jul 2011 19:44:25 PDT I'm happy~ nonadult journals/personal Pigeonartist http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/p/i/pigeonartist.png?5 Copyright 2011-2013 ~Pigeonartist Tommorow I will dye it black-brown. Maybe after a little while I'll make the jump to black, and get some real streaks in it. I'm think pink streaks in black hair lol. I can't wait~ ]]> http://pigeonartist.deviantart.com/journal/Random-crap-about-my-stupid-diet-218328379 http://pigeonartist.deviantart.com/journal/Random-crap-about-my-stupid-diet-218328379 Wed, 01 Jun 2011 12:59:22 PDT Random crap about my stupid diet nonadult journals/personal Pigeonartist http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/p/i/pigeonartist.png?5 Copyright 2011-2013 ~Pigeonartist