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~PinkPanthress — Wed, 06 Aug 2008 12:30:43 PDT

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Totally random # 01
Oh God! Right on this Day, it is 3 more Months before I get 26!
I just got reminded by a (former) very good friend that I am getting older! *gulp*

Totally random # 02
I hope you all had a very nice and awesome Summer so far and that a great, cool Autumn is fast on its way.

Not so random
Bye and enjoy these lovely selections!

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Features on Friday the 13'th!

~PinkPanthress — Fri, 13 Jun 2008 14:37:25 PDT

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I just had the urge to change my Journal after 1 & 1/2 Month and give you something nice to look at.

Also I had so much more to share with you People here, but as soon as I started writing, I forgot it all! Only thing I remember is, it was interesting, thrilling and exciting to tell, read and discuss!

Kisses, hugs and greetings to you all, my sweeties!

Recent Faves I have given!

And my recent Stox!

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So yeah, my Muse struck me straight in the face, once again! Telling me he was truly dissatisfied and pondering constantly these Days of leaving me for good! But his presence, his essence gave me ideas, though there was also a black Eye involved in the outcome!
Vector, it is! Or Vexel? I cannot decide, both is nice, though Vexel is minus the mathematical part which is nicer by me! Yet, Vector can be maximized and stretched! Ah, we will see!

So, what's changed?!

Living in Germany is still a mess to the Pysche of a normal human being.
Also I didn't get to go to the Place I wanted to go so badly this Year after July.
My Neighbour has five children now, I forgot to tell you that last Summer, and the beatings still go on... so now I can listen to a nightly Stakkato of 'Aua'! Ah, live is good! *hach*

What else, hm yes... I am still the most boring Person in this World!
But I have my own Web-Domain!!! I mean, only important People have their own, right?!

So, yeah that's it for now! I really just needed an excuse to change the Journal, that's all!

Yours,
Nokta

P.S.: Forgot to add a few of my own Brushes in shameless self-pimpage!

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as well as PinkPanthress @ Flickr & not to forget as Royal Peach @ FotoLog

....it would make me really happy if you could!

Hello, it is me again! I really try to be online more often, an I really try to be for longer than a few minutes online when I am online! Does that make sense to you? - I really do hope so...

I would like to say first of all... I am not seeking any attention, pity or whatever you might feel for me, but I will kind of leave this community after the 12'th of July 2008.
There is no personal reason that makes me do this. I just want to change a few things...
I will of course log in once every week or month so I can take a look at my fave peoples here on , fave every now and then or give a comment or two.
Yet I will not come to this place that often anymore.

I won't defriend any of you, and you please won't defriend me also. 'Cause you can never know, maybe I'll actually have the time and want to be online for a week or so and would like to have my people back.

So you might ask yourself by now why it is that particular date I'll change my behaviour/login.
It is beacuase of a gift my dear friend *NymAulth gave me last year. And I have this need to stand through it to show her my thankfulness and gratitude, for giving away an amount of Money to make me happy though she does not know me in personal, except sometimes I feel as if I have known her for a long time. Thank you, Ann!

I guess I realized on Saturday, the day where I did have my 3'rd DA-Birthday of sorts... that I spent too much time here and my life is slowly drifting into something uncomfortable. Though not because of you, no it's me who browses too long all day and night.

It all started with that damnable Flatrate we got in February 2005, I always used to love the Net since I used it the first time in 1996. It was my fave medium from then, but sometimes I hop and jump from one link to another and cannot seem to get my ass away from the Net! And since I hate addictions of any kind, I would like to try to slow down a bit and withdraw from the Net just a few hours per day to make myself free for other things in life.

I am aware that my skills on commenting, responding and faving your works has been lacking the past few month but I just could not... just do not ask me, I do not have a plausible answer myself.

If you read through all this... I just can say wow! I am impressed and flattered that someone would really take the Time for me.
If there is anything, just Note me... Do not hesitate or you might be sorry later!
And please take a look at the upcoming works, featured so everyone can enjoy them as much as I do.

Thank you all!

From my
...the lovely Girl that gave me a whole Year Subscription without ever wanting a thing from me in exchange, which scared me first I have to admit 'cause Money always had a serious/important meaning in my life!

*schrub schrub* *schrub schrub* *schrub schrub* *schrub schrub*
*wisch wisch wisch* *wisch wisch wisch*
*schrub schrub* *schrub schrub* *schrub schrub* *schrub schrub*

Under Re-construction
_{Will be deleted in a few Days... maybe!}

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First and formeost, I hope all your Holidays were fine these Year. I also wish you a happy, new Year!
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The featured Deaviant

A few years ago we did conversate with each other with few comments on someones poll or forum here on DA, and later I thought I should take a look at her Gallery, where I did find these nice pieces... A few wonderful examples I choose from her Gallery, go and take a look!

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And now let me introduce Lucius my LÃ¤bdÃ¶b!
I cropped the info heavily.
P.S.: It is such a joy to work with it and no intel inside either, yay!!!
Asus A7Tc 7S023C
^{Width 40.5 cm
Depth 31.4 cm
Height 3.8 cm
Weight 4.1 kg
Processor AMD Turion 64 X2 mobile technology TL-60 / 2 GHz
Multi-Core Technology Dual-Core
64-bit Computing Yes
Chipset Type NVIDIA GeForce Go 6100
Cache Memory
Type L2 Cache
Installed Size 1 MB
RAM
Installed Size 2 GB / 2 GB (max)
Technology DDR II SDRAM - 667 MHz
Configuration Features 2 x 1 GB
Serial ATA Interface Serial ATA-150
Hard Drive 160 GB - Serial ATA-150 - 5400 rpm
Type DVDÂ±RW (+R double layer) / DVD-RAM
Type 5 in 1 card reader
Display Type 17.1" TFT active matrix
Max Resolution 1440 x 900 ( WXGA+ )
Widescreen Display Yes
Features Color Shine, ASUS Splendid Video Intelligence Technology, glare
Video
Graphics Processor / Vendor NVIDIA GeForce Go 7600 TurboCache supporting 512MB
Video Memory 256 MB
Max Allocated RAM Size 256 MB}

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Return and Features! ^_^;

~PinkPanthress — Tue, 04 Dec 2007 10:55:46 PST

As you may know by now I am back for some time again, and I just wanted to say thank you for the support in the past Year.
Since the 02.01.2007 I had problems with my message-centre as you know.... and for a week or so I can see almost all day the message-centre so answering is a lot easier!

Also I got myself a new Laptop, C4D and Vray! ...and those render times... ..but I'll tell you about that in 2 or 3 weeks!
For now please take a look at some of my recent faves, and maybe fave them yourselves..

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My old Mac almost went to the other side today due to some electronic problems in our apartment and since I love her so much I will have to stay offline for some time until I bought myself a safety-thingy, you know for the wall-socket or so...

In the meantime, I hope you will all be well.

Love you all...

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So my Sub should have ended on the 12'th, right? On the evening of the 12'th when I was online again on I somehow got a whole new Year Subscription!!!

Who was it? Who gave it to me? Will you tell me your name? Who can I thank officially on my next Journal? Who wants me to not thank them officially but rather through a private Note???
Questions over questions!!!

Just in advance, I am so thankful! This lovely Sub was the most uber-gorgeous thing that could ever happen!

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...if I feature myself or rather my Stock-Account!

I am still thinking about it if I should buy myself another Subscription when this one ends in a few Days, but after all the problems since I bought my Sub last Time I don't feel so positive about it.

Oh, that new F 4 movie. And the voice, I knew who it was from the first syllable...
Lord, I love this one... Saw it, squealed and screamed a lot and also did almost cry when the Surfer told them that... Nah, won't tell you, there still might be people out there who haven't watched it yet.

Love you...

...just some nice thumbs for now!

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Ur Journals & others things EDIT please read

~PinkPanthress — Sun, 13 May 2007 15:50:58 PDT

Try this ->
My (*somewhat* broken) Message Centre Status
*still have to go through them*
1.684D 8M 75C 4F 347J 3N

¡¡¡Edit!!!
I got featured with my piece Oráiste here

@ this News [link]
& @ Journal
That was the first time I got featured in a News with one of my crappy little pieces. *kreisch*
Thank you to the devs Nighty & ClaireJones!
¡¡¡Edit End!!!

Since it would be idiotic of me to go through all the last 350 Journals of yours I will stick to it, that I just read the last written ones so I can perhaps comment if I have something to say (which is unfortunately always the case).
I still have problems with my message centre, one of the main Reasons why I had fled this Account for a little Hiatus.
I really was fed up with how handles their paying Users, they still haven't fixed anything and wrote me on every ticket back as if it wasn't their problem, which it fucking well is, period!!!

And please don't come with that *but-it's-such-a-huge-page* excuse, there are bigger communities who manage that without bombing their users with unnecessary, not-at-all-funny adverts while giving in truth only huge piles of shite to you.

Whatever! Please, understand that I am a mental mess whenever I take a look at the huge amount of things to do and that I am not able to get to them...

I just realize that this has become some sort of rant and I am for that as well sorry, but I had to! I am meshugge, I know.
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_{I was some Time ago tagged by *Taminator & ~Nighteyes-De-Dracul, this means...

You can choose any request that is done by Cam, Bryce, Terragen, Cinema 4D, Apophysis or Fractal Domains. Or something done with any of these Progz in combination of any other of these mentioned Progz. (Poser will not be available since I have my problems with the Hair. Last time I used it was around version 3 or 4.)

Comment below with what your Request is and I will add your name and request to the little list.

One more thing you don't have to do this in order to get your request.}
01.:~starsofglass something with a Froggy!
02.:*NymAulth a jelly-fish in Apo or FD! Done!
03.:=bobfuzz furry Cat with mushroomy* BG on C4D!

Wow, it's been 2 Years for me now here on !
And I happen to be over 15.500 pageviews!
And I didn't even know until now.
A big thank you to the few special ones here that have been there for me through all this Time! ---> *think of the sounds Snoopy does while crying and you have me*

I am doing some nice 50x50 avatars with kiss-lips, horus-eye, chines zodiacs maybe and some others so take a look at the scraps of my Stock now an then!
I have nothing more to say right now, I am sorry!

P.S.: Is anyone here a Billionaire? I need the newest Pegasos/Genesi PPC hotty! In turn I will iron all you shirts, wash your greying underwear and massage your shoulders!
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Just a few things that made me scream and cry these past Days!
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I am such a sucker for cute families and DE's being lovely Daddies!
JKR, you better be letting that hot Daddy out of Prison or else!
'Kay, I'm out!
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I was some Time ago tagged by *Taminator & ~Nighteyes-De-Dracul, this means...
_{You can choose any request that is done by Cam, Bryce, Terragen, Cinema 4D, Apophysis or Fractal Domains. Or something done with any of these Progz in combination of any other of these mentioned Progz. (Poser will not be available since I have my problems with the Hair. Last time I used it was around version 3 or 4.)}
Comment below with what your Request is and I will add your name and request to the little list.
One more thing you don't have to do this in order to get your request.
01.:~starsofglass something with a Froggy!
02.:*NymAulth a jelly-fish in Apo or FD! Done!
03.:=bobfuzz furry Cat with mushroomy* BG on C4D!

Once there press Download to get the actual PDF...
And leave a comment if you need some help or so, my Bro needs feeedback.

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I. The Brushes

I am about to make some brushes in korean language and writing system 'hangeul', now I would like your help. Write one or more words which would be interesting to use as a brush so I can take some of them.
Like Sun, Moon & Stars for example!

II. The Ticket

I am still not able to write, read and/or reply properly in my message centre, and will be sending my third HelpDesk question tomorrow when I had some sleep and ain't that much mad at !
Though right now I would really love to chop all their heads off. I wonder for what I paid that sub!

P.S.: I watched half of my deviantwatchlist through, that means 600 and some more in the last 96 hours.

Holy I am tired, so good night my Dears!

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Fast & Urgent! D:

~PinkPanthress — Mon, 22 Jan 2007 04:32:11 PST

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I am still not able to comment, watch and/or write anything properly here on because my message-centre is still a mess and the HelpDesk wasn't able to really help me so be patient!
Beside RL phoned me, telling me I had to step back from commenting every little thing here.
So if I , but only comment on 4 or 6 of your, for example, 10 new Deviations doesn't mean I didn't like the others or didn't take a look at them, I just had not the Time to write a comment right then or there was allready everything said by others so I moved on, 'kay? 's to you all!
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I was some Time ago tagged by *Taminator & ~Nighteyes-De-Dracul, this means...
_{You can choose any request that is done by Cam, Bryce, Terragen, Cinema 4D, Apophysis or Fractal Domains. Or something done with any of these Progz in combination of any other of these mentioned Progz. (Poser will not be available since I have my problems with the Hair. Last time I used it was around version 3 or 4.)}
Comment below with what your Request is and I will add your name and request to the little list.
One more thing you don't have to do this in order to get your request.
01.:~starsofglass wishes for something with a Froggy!
02.:*NymAulth wishes for a jelly-fish in Apo or FD! Done!
03.:
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_{There is a scent in the Air which reminds me of long forgotten Times. Back in 1987 there was just this same, heavy scent with these sweet undertones in it, in the Air. It was Summer and I was in Turkey at my Grandmothers House with our Familys' Lands behind it on the Hills in Hayrat, Of of the Black Sea... It puts me in a Mood I cannot describe! I think something is going to happen, but whether it is good I do not know!}

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Once again 'cause I forgot it in my last Journal...
I was tagged by *Taminator & ~Nighteyes-De-Dracul, this means...
_{You can choose any request that is done by Cam, Bryce, Terragen, Cinema 4D, Apophysis or Fractal Domains. Or something done with any of these Progz in combination of any other of these mentioned Progz. (Poser will not be available since I have my problems with the Hair. Last time I used it was around version 3 or 4.)}
Comment below with what your Request is and I will add your name and request to the little list.
One more thing you don't have to do this in order to get your request.

01.:~starsofglass wishes for something with a Froggy!
02.:*NymAulth wishes for a jelly-fish in Apo or FD!
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and have tagged me, so I have to name 6 weird things/habbits about me...

01. When I get excited or am bored I move my leg slightly from side to side and make harsh, rapid up and down movements with my foot.

02. In my dreams I still smoke chain and drink Coffee.

03. I am not religious, rather contrary. But I eat helal/kosher and use religious (islmaic, christian...) exclamations and phrases.

04. I swear a lot and use very bad language daily (hourly should fit better)...

05. I hate alcohol and drugs...

06. I am very protective of my Family and close Friends, and fight people immediately, literally, when they insult my beloved ones or harm them bodily. *if you don't believe me ask my last victim, the last Time I saw...

..,- fedig is' dat Mondgesicht!

~PinkPanthress — Mon, 01 Jan 2007 14:08:39 PST

My Brother Peoples & Clubs My Stock
LuciusMalfoy-Club The-Chosen-Ones
Me@Flickr

Kurban BayramÄ±nÄ±z kutlu olsun ve mutlu YÄ±llar!

Ø¹ÙØ¯ Ø§ÙØ£Ø¶Ø & a happy new Year to you all!

InÅallah all your wishes will fulfill!!!

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Hack & Idiocy

~PinkPanthress — Sun, 10 Dec 2006 22:30:57 PST

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LuciusMalfoy-Club The-Chosen-Ones
Me@Flickr

So someone tried to hack into my Comp a few Days ago, after that I decided to make a new BackUp CD. Being clumsy as always I deleted at one Tim the wrong Folder with almost 300 MB of new work.
Well now I am 600MB easier but that wasn't worth it. I have to sort that out at the moment.

One more thing, my Comp seems to be slowly but steady dying, she won't eat or drink on a regular basis, limps slightly and coughs blood when I turn my back on her.
Rendering is a hard think and she even gets feverish and tired...
Inshallah she will be alright at least for another 4 Years.

P.S.: Dracul don't think I forgot you, but there is a possibility of 90% that some of my Sub-Folder went away with the wrong deleted Folder. So I will have to work out the CSS again.

I was tagged by ~Taminator & ~Nighteyes-De-Dracul, this means...

You can choose any request that is done by Cam, Bryce, Terragen, Cinema 4D, Apophysis or Fractal Domains. Or something done with any of these Progz in combination of any other of these mentioned Progz. (Poser will not be available since I have my problems with the Hair. Last time I used it was around version 3 or 4.)

Comment below with what your Request is and I will add your name and request to the little list. Only one request per person.
One more thing you don't have to do this in order to get your request.

01.:
02.:
03.:
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All is well with the World now, or? *08

~PinkPanthress — Tue, 07 Nov 2006 12:52:31 PST

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The featured Deaviant

In her Gallery you will find many things, just like architectural, nature and animal pictures, which she captures in an unique way. Take a look yourself and visit her at her Gallery... A few wonderful examples, she choose.

And one I choose from her Gallery!

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I guess all is okay again. At least I hope so. My mom has now to take Insulin and I am going mad because she won't stop using sugar. When drinking Papatya tea, which we know is naturally sweet, she takes four german ice-cream spoons full of sugar with it, and I always get raving mad. She eats turkish cherry confiture and does many more things that will kill her. ...Which makes us fight and argue until I am right in the mood to throttle her. Why have people to be such, excuse me but there is no other word since she is killing herself with such a behaviour, idiots at Times.

Whatever, I will kick her pretty bum next time she doesn't listen to me. Word!
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I had my 24'th B-Day 32 days before. Yay me!
And a day after that I cut almost 62cm of my hair away. 62!!!
I look so german now!
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My neighbour, yeah you know who, has become more and more of an little Hitler. He now screams in the middle of the night words like 'Bitch', 'Whore' and 'Pile of Shite' to his little 4 year old Twin-Daughters and his small Son, which are really lunatic like their parents.

I wish he would just die as a surprise or gift to the World!
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Random thing for you, impoortant to me!

I bought about a Month or so something from someone on the Internet, who by the way is a really sweetheart, and the money went to her acount about 7 days too late. Now....
I know it sounds funny, but I wasn't able to talk to her about it, and now I feel guilty and haven't slept properly for weeks, 'Cause I feel... well, guilty. What should I do?

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Temporaire + Dead Edit

~PinkPanthress — Sat, 30 Sep 2006 12:17:46 PDT

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Me@Flickr

NEW EDIT Still have to work on some things. Oh, and yeah... having problems with PayPal as always. My granny is still dead, I had my birthday a few days ago... And last but not least, cut my whole 65cm hairs away. All this coming in my next journal these hours or next days... Love you all!!! NEW EDIT END

EDIT My grandmother died a few hours ago, my mom is sad so pleasEDIT END

This Journal is just Temporaire. I will maybe use the coming days to work out a few things, so my unwanted hiatus will last a little bit longer...
Bye until then?!

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The featured Deaviant

Her gallery consists of very interesting drawings and many beautiful photgraphies. She also is very traditional in her choices. You have to take a look yourself, because it is very varied.
Go and visit her at her Gallery... A few wonderful examples, she choose.

And one I choose from her Gallery!

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The first week with Linux and Bryce was fantabulous. And yesterday I have bought Bryce 5.5., which is even more awesome.
Now I will work myself up to Poser. Life is good!!!

And what will it be next? I so do hope it will be C4D and/or Lightwave. Ah, that would be so....!!! *has no more words*
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Autumn has arrived I really feel gorgeous. This weather is my fave, while nature dies in the circle I start to blossom. Like some of you already know I now bought the legs for my desk, in a few days I will buy the main board and then wait another few days. Then I will put wallpapers on the walls, and after that I will make a new floor and finish my Desk. So many things to do.

Besides, listen to the Scissor Sister - I don't feel like dancing.... so gay that song but makes me move my feet...

One more thing, don't mind any wrong written comments for some time, my linux keyboard settings ar uk, so I missuse the letters sometimes accidentally.
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How are you all doing these days! Has been very quiet around some of you!!!

Love you all!

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Bryce now & maybe Linux... *06

~PinkPanthress — Sat, 02 Sep 2006 06:46:39 PDT

My Brother Darlings & Clubs My Stock
LuciusMalfoy-Club The-Chosen-Ones
Me@Flickr

The featured Deaviant

She is one of those where I have to say, that she can do many things. I love her written works, one even made me sad for a whole week. And besides that, you should take a look at her drawings, very neat work. She puts effort into them!!!
Please go and take a look at her Gallery... A few wonderful examples, she choose.

And one I choose from her Gallery!

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Edit @ 02/09/2006
Yay! I got my YellowDog Linux working right now, after many months. I am so fantabulously happy!!1ONE!1! Isn't it awesome? AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

31/08/2006
I have my Bryce back again. Yay!!! I already worked out a few things and am so excited. All that waiting was good for something after all.

Tomorrow my brother will fix his Computer after waiting almost 5 or 6 weeks for his chip to arrive, and maybe I will be able to let him check that darn Tut of mine. 'Cause my other brother has probs with seeing colours perfectly so he cannot help me out as a Tester.

And now news number 3, I will be able to reinstall Linux YellowDog after so many months. Goodbye ->
Hello -> With Gimp all will be better.

I cannot believe it, what is with me??? *gurgle* So much luck there must be something wrong, right?

Oh my... Ok, I am out. Have to read a few comments and comment a few deviations.

you all!

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The featured Deaviant

This young Lady rocks! She is one of those who improve while they are working on a constant project/artpiece. And the way she can work out light and emotions with her skills, I just cannot explain it! It only amazes again and again...
Please take a look and and visit her... A few wonderful examples, she choose.

And ~~one~~ two I choose from her Gallery!
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I have been ill since Sunday. Fever, cough, ache in my chest and many other things you don't want to know, believe me. So I would like to apologize for all the delays in answering and commenting.

Oh, and one more thing...

One month and two weeks before I will be 24!!!
OMFG!!1ONE!! I can already see so many wrinkles....

P.S.: Still cannot get used to the new layout. *whine* I am a very habitual type of person so this really annoyes me!

P.P.S.: I know it is a very short Journal, but I feel so light headed today.

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Memes & I have lived through... *04

~PinkPanthress — Sun, 13 Aug 2006 14:46:12 PDT

My Brother Darlings & Clubs My Stock
LuciusMalfoy-Club The-Chosen-Ones

The featured Deaviant

Her Gallery is filled with Pictures and awesome written work. I most love her short stories. One even made me ones cray hard.
Now go and visit her or else... A few wonderful examples, she choose.

And one I choose from her Gallery!

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^{I was tagged by *chen-san

It's six random things about myself.

1. I had a professional carreer as a singer/musician in mind when I was very young. But later I stopped after I got out of School.

2.I cannot drive a car and have no drivers license

3. I only went 3 times to a disco in my whole life. Always when I was travelling, like London and Praha.

4.I even have to take my showers with my glasses or else I will fall or not be able to touch a thing

5. I hate the country I live in... but it's too long of a story to tell the reasons.

6. You won't find me anywhere without music

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And one from ~LindaLee

1. Put numbers in the boxes instead of x's (example: 1, 2, 3, 4...)

2. Repost as "I have lived through ___ of these 158 things."

[1] I have read a lot of books.

[] I have been on some sort of varsity team.

[2] I have run more than 2 miles without stopping.

[] I have been to Canada.

[3] I have been to Europe.

[4] I have watched cartoons for hours.

[5] I have tripped UP the stairs.

[6] I have fallen down an entire flight of stairs.

[] I have been snowboarding/skiing.

[6] I have played ping pong.

[7] I swam in the ocean.

[] I have been on a whale watch.

[8] I have seen fireworks.

[9] I have seen a shooting star.

[10] I have seen a meteor shower.

[11] I have almost drowned.

[12] I have been so embarrassed I wanted to disappear.

[13] I have listened to one CD over and over and over again.

[14] I have had stitches.

[15] I have had frostbite.

[] I have licked a frozen pole and got stuck there.

[16] I have stayed up 'til 2 doing homework/projects.

[] I currently have a job.

[17] I have been ice skating.

[18] I have been roller blading.

[19] I have fallen flat on my face.

[20] I have tripped over my own two feet.

[21] I have been in a fist fight.

[22] I have played video games for more than 3 hours straight.

[23] I have watched the Power Rangers.

[] I attend Church regularly.

[24] I have played truth or dare.

[25] I have already had my 16th birthday.

[26] I have already had my 17th birthday.

All the poor Artists! *03
~PinkPanthress — Tue, 08 Aug 2006 21:18:41 PDT
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The featured Deaviant

In his Gallery you will find almost everything. He does take wonderful captures with his Cam and his Terragen works are great, too. Of course you will find some nice renderings in other categories, too.

Just go and visit him. A few wonderful examples, he choose.

And one I choose from his Gallery!

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Well, as you can see I am having problems with my Muse. I cannot work on fractals or on my Bryce project either. I am only half done with the Dungeon's floor and walls. But the furniture, as I wish them to be, will be hell to do. And because I cannot effort Poser, there will be no people in it. Cinema would be fine, so I could create some things that I cannot work out with Bryce, but oh they cost too much these days.

Ah, whatever. Time will come and you will see some nice works. By the way, I am working in Real Life on my next desk. I already bought few parts for it. The whole Desk will be done manually by me, myself and someone called 'I'.

Once again, please don't feel offended if I am not able commenting on every work of yours. There are so many deviations every day.

I You!

Member of.:

^{My Links}My Brother Darlings & Clubs My Stock

My Clubs

LuciusMalfoy-Club The-Chosen-Ones

The featured Deaviant

She is working most of the time with digital art. You need to take a look at her Harry Potter works, too. I just tell you one think, Voldy never looked better than in that pink Dress... What I love most is her humour. I always make some rofl's & lmao's, when she is at it again.

Go and visit her, you won't regret it. A few wonderful examples, she choose.

And one I choose from her Gallery!

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If you are interested in what I talk/gossip or are a Darling read on, if not click one of these two Links. -> 1 or 2

_{Sorry, for not updating my journal earlier. Whenever I turned my Mac on, she went from 0 to 40°C in 5 seconds. I just could not do this to her. Right now it started to rain again and I am happy about it.

But the last 2 weeks or more, there was no rain, no single cloud in the sky and the heat killed a few in europe. I hope the next month won't be that brutal to my health.

And now the weirdness of the week. My other Doctor told me on Frday, that I have to walk now a lot more than before, whatever my knee 'says'. What now? Sit and lean back or walk and have the aching???

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I am really raving mad and sad in one. I stopped watching news, because I got depressed of them. I am no anti-semit, which is funny itself since arabs are semits, too. But Israel is getting too far. Children are dying. Whatever, shalom to you all!}

Member of.:

^{My Links}My Brother Darlings & Clubs My Stock

My Clubs

LuciusMalfoy-Club The-Chosen-Ones

The featured Deaviant

She has a wide variety of photographs. With patience and a calm hand she captures amazing moments and scenes! In her Gallery you will find photos of Cats, Plants and many other Categories.

You should go and visit her, it is worth it. A few wonderful examples, she choose.

And one I choose from her Gallery!

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If you are interested in what I talk/gossip or are a Darling read on, if not click one of these two Links. -> 1 or 2

_{I have to delay my Night-to-Day-Tutorial for an unknown amount of Time. My tester/brother's Computer got killed a week ago by an enemy called Summer Heat and its accomplice named Chain Reaction. Both were armed with an 33°C mm Weapon, which is extremely deadly to a PC when it comes in contact with it while being used.

And as long as my brother is not able to test it, I won't be able to upload, because I have problems with seeing colours well and need prove from him, that my work is faultless.

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That neighbour of mine, the one I always use to tell and lament about. I have news about him.

I was right all the time, he is bonkers! For real!!! We found out a few weeks ago, he has to go every 4 or 5 weeks to the 'House of Care' for mental maladies. And it seems as if he choose a perfect partner, since his wife is the very same. Well, no wonder that their children/rats are the way they are!!!}

Member of.:

Want to get featured in my journals? Next one!
~PinkPanthress — Thu, 24 Aug 2006 16:55:34 PDT
All you need to do is...

01. Be a Darling. Look below at the Darling-Journal List.

02. Give me the #'s of 3 thumbs of your best deviations, you did.

03. Wait until you are in the row. First one to comment, first one to get.

I want to use thumbnails!!! So hurry!!!!

Here is the example Linda...

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LindaLee 15.07.'06 - 30.07.'06 XXX

Cranibalette 30.07.'06 - 06.08.'06 XXX

UVAcavs47 06.08.'06 - 13.08.'06 XXX

secret-midnight 13.08.'06 - 22.08.'06 XXX

NymAulth - 22.08.'06 - 31.08.'06 XXX

Vigipomol - 31.08.'06 - 07.09.'06 XXX

red-lips17 - 07.09.'06 - 14.09.'06 XXX

Taminator - 07.11.'06 - 14.11.'06 XXX

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_{Nigh-to-Day-Tutorial - %

Fractal for a Darling - %

My own Name-Tattoo - %}

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^{What you are not sure, if you are on my List of Darlings and most beloved ones?

Almas games and so on!!!
~PinkPanthress — Thu, 22 Jun 2006 08:28:47 PDT
Mood.: *and it never ends*

Listening to.: Enya - Aníron

Reading.: Stephen King - The last Stand

Watching.: Harry Potter/Southpark Crossing-Ginger Kids IEric!Draco

Incense.: Sandalwood

Drinking.: Mineral Water

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^{*almaxaquotal had this one in her Journal some days ago. I commented, she answered and now I do the same to you, 'cause I am have time between the little talk I have with someone here. If you comment on this journal, I shall complete the following for you to the best of my ability going on how well I know you!!!

1. I'll respond with something random about you.

2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.

3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in.

4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.

5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.

6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.

7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.

8. I'll wish something good for you.

9. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal.

Then you can put it in your journal and pass it on if you want to.}

______________________________{Nigh-to-Day-Tutorial - %

Fractal for a Darling - %

My own Name-Tattoo -

People are so funny!
~PinkPanthress — Fri, 09 Jun 2006 20:19:56 PDT
Mood.: lalelala

Listening to.: Goldfrapp - Utopia

Reading.: different e-books

Watching.: Crazy Cats

Incense.: Axe - Moshus

Drinking.: Mineral Water
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Nooo!!!! Soccer World Cup 2006 started yesterday in Germany!

For 1 Month!!! NOOOOO!!!

And one Stadium is only 1/2h away from me.... I hate Soccer!!! *Agony* **********************************************Yesterday two of my most beloved Deviants had their B-Day. Go and say hello to the lovely Ladies, ~Rotae(laso shares B-Day with her Draco ) & ~ChaosIsMeWatkins225

And today, it is the one and only, Monsieur Jason Isaacs 43'th Birthday! *squeal* Ah, or look at this Photo with those sparkling eyes of his -> JI-BlueEyes (though I wonder what I like more here, his eyes or the fact that he lies on his back *for all the HP-Fanatics, he is the handsome Lucius Malfoy*

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And that is, what brings us to the Day, that is, the *gasp* 06.06.(20)06...

All the catholics are going nutters today, some People even stay at Home, 'cause they are afraid of going outside. Women do not want to give birth to their Children, for they fear it could become the Anti-Christ. I swear those Christians make my Day.

Whenever I am feeling down, I just thing of them, and *tada* my life brightens up.

I bet, the Pope sits in his Bed and giggles frantically while reading some old Hustlers from 1977 or such a thing! While all his Sheeps are running madly around in this World, tearing at their 'pretty' Hair....

Let's see what happens, when the Anti-Christ comes of age in 18 Years.

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Oooh, and by the way, I love you all so much.

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What you are not sure, if you are planted on my Darlings-List?

Go Darling !

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Todays Darling.:

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Member of.:

& & & &

Welcome to Utopia and have a Meme!
~PinkPanthress — Sun, 04 Jun 2006 05:06:59 PDT
If you should get the Kiriban (9000), make a desktop-Picture and send it to me or deviate it here as a Scrap (and send me an email or note). Mood.: funny / weird

Listening to.: Moloko - Fun for me

Reading.: Betaing

Watching.: Jack Black - Lord of the Ring

Incense.: Sandalwood

Drinking.: Mineral Water
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I found out a few days ago, how electrics can function in a humans Body, literally.

My dance in the kitchen

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_{Isn't it amazing how many new deviations are submitted daily on dA?

That the amount of people who are interested in dA increases daily?

And the fact that so many artists have found a platform to dicuss and present their work to others?

Without a doubt it's a big, interesting and versatile community.

But isn't it amazing to always see the same artists on the frontpage every single day concerning the fact that so many new deviations have been submitted?

We're all aware of that and believe that this has to change. It is already quite difficult for the "unknown" artists to promote their work and gain more attention.

Clearly, we do not intend to deny the skills of those great artists who enrich the community by sharing their magnificent work. But we do intend to enhance the platform in such a way that "unknown" artists might get a real chance to draw the public attention to their own pieces of work by promoting it on the front page of the community.

In our opinion we think it unjust to only have the chance to be represented on the front page if one has the luck of having many watchers.

We would like a better system which allows a deviation to be seen on the front page if, for example, it has 'only' reached about 40 favourites and about 200 views.

Take a look at the actual situation: You have uploaded an impressive piece or art that gets faved according to the number of your total views/watchers. Then, however, a more popular deviant uploads a more or less 'average' deviation and automatically reaches more than the double of your favourites/views in a mere moment.

A new structure of the frontpage could enhance the actual competition on dA, i.e. popular deviants wouldn't be able to best the "unknown" artists by posting a rather average deviation.

A reasonable alternative to present the "daily top favourites" on the front page would be a bigger amount of thumbs which would show the 40 best deviations of the day in a random order.

We think it's in everyone's interest to change the current situation and make dA a place where creating and sharing unique art plays a far bigger role than scrambling for new watchers.

If you agree, help us and yourself by copying and pasting this entry into your journal. Text file --> [link]

The community}_____________________________

HARRY POTTER QUESTIONAIRE - Stolen from

01. Who is your favourite Harry Potter character?

Severus Snape & Lucius Malfoy (both)

02. What is your favourite Harry Potter book?

Chambers of Secrets

03. What Harry Potter character do you dislike most?

Harry Potter

04. What Hogwarts House would you like to be placed in?

Slytherin

05. What Hogwarts House WOULD the Sorting Hat place you in?

Slytherin or Gryffindor

06. What is your favourite magical creature?

Unicorn

07. What magical creature would you like to have for a pet?

An Owl

Friends & Clubs (List) *Edit* ^_^;
~PinkPanthress — Fri, 13 Oct 2006 14:32:18 PDT
There is no need to Answer this Journal, I just wanted to give an own Corner to this.

^{If you think you should be in here but are missing then tell me!}
My Brother -

People I watch and vice versa

When you get this longing! (and have a Meme to do)
~PinkPanthress — Sat, 27 May 2006 12:20:04 PDT
Mood.: sad

Listening to.: Shivaree - New Casablanca

Reading.: Dream-Books

Watching.: To Live (Huozhe)

Incense.: Magnolia

Drinking.: Water
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Did you ever get that feeling or got that mood, where you thought that Life is nothing worth...

...You only wanted to travel to far places, walking around, doing everything but not being at the place you call home?

I have that longing again. I though it was over since last Time, that it was nothing but a whim. Until I started dreaming of the UK, Czech and Turkey again.

Last time I got that feeling/longing, I went by train with my mother to other Cities round here in Germany, but after some Time it was not enough. It was too german after all.

I took my mother and showed her the Netherlands on daily Trips we would make. But again after some Time, when I got used to listen people talking Dutch around me in the Bus or in a Café, it was not enough. The Streets and open Places look and even smell too much German. (after all they are close relatives to us)

I would love to go into 'Boots' again and buy me some Lucozade. Visit the many Parks of London and go to the 'Underground'. Does that Club even exist anymore?

When I was with my class in London, March 2000, it was newly opened and we got a few invitation-cards on the street, we were under 18, some even under 16, but I lied my way through for us. An we met nice boys and such things. Had much fun and danced until mid-night.

Now this all seems like a long forgotten dream. And while I write this, the longing gets stronger. In Germany we call it 'Fernweh'.

Think about an french person who has got to go to India, but feels not at home and gets homesick there, that person wants to see his/her place, his/her Country again, right?

Now I, I am right the opposite, I would not look back a second time to France, but rather stay long enough in India to see everything it has got for me and until I had plenty of money again to travel further, as long as I can choose, when I start to move to the new location and where that might be.

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I was tagged by with another Quiz, but since I did that one trice in 2 weeks, I did this one instead, I hope that's ok.

If I were a month, I would be: October

If I were a day of the week, I would be: Wednesday

If I were a time of day, I would be: Night

If I were a planet, I would be: Mars

If I were a sea animal, I would be: Shark

If I were a direction, I would be: North or Right

If I were a piece of furniture, I would be: A rich ornated, mahagony Table

If I were a sin, I would be: Greed

If I were a historical figure I would be: Mao or Atatürk?

If I were a liquid, I would be: Cocoa

If I were a stone, I would be: Marble

If I were a tree, I would be: Mellorn or Teak

If I were a bird, I would be: Nightingale

If I were a tool, I would be: Hammer

If I were a flower/plant, I would be: Carnation

If I were a kind of weather, I would be: Thunder

If I were a mythical creature, I would be: Unicorn

If I were a musical instrument, I would be: Harp

If I were an animal, I would be: A Panther

If I were a colour, I would be: sea-green

If I were an emotion, I would be: sadness

If I were a vegetable, I would be: eggplant

If I were a sound, I would be: the most beautiful sounds of a Grande Piano

If I were an element, I would be: Water

If I were a car, I would be: A Ford Mustang (one of the 60'ties or the '06 GT)

If I were a song, I would be: Sting - A 1.000 Years

If I were a movie, I would be: Batman (1989)

If I were a book, I would be written by: Stephen Kings (Nightshift)

If I were a food, I would be: Satay with Egg-Rice and black Garlic-Sauce

If I were a place, I would be: The Trafalgar Square

If I were a taste, I would be: bitter-sweet

If I were a scent, I would be: Magnolia and Vanilla

If I were a religion, I would be: Bhuddism

If I were a word, I would be: Peace

If I were a body part, I would be: The Eyes

If I were a facial expression, I would be: a sincere smile

If I were a subject in s...

Le Hiatus! Please Read! @-->----
~PinkPanthress — Tue, 09 May 2006 10:46:36 PDT
I am going on an indefinite Hiatus.

But you may not, I repeat, you may not de-friend me, or else I will haunt you in you Dreams, I can OoBE and some else Astral-thingies, so be warned.

I love you all!

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¡Attention Darlings!

I have a new Account on Yahoo IM, since I could do nothing to open my old One.

My YIM-Name is TheRoyalPeach

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What you are not sure, if you are planted on my Darlings-List?

Go Darling !

If you should get the Kiriban, make a desktop-Picture and send it to me or deviate it here as a Scrap and send me an email, so I can check. For that Kiriban I will come back, so or so.

Come, read and laugh with me! (Edit) Beltane!
~PinkPanthress — Sun, 30 Apr 2006 11:43:38 PDT
Mood.: funny / weird

Listening to.: Goldfrapp - Utopia

Reading.: Betaing

Watching.: 'Teh One' CoS Lucius Malfoy Blooper

Incense.: Lemon

Drinking.: Milk
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I wish everyone of you a wonderful Beltane or a beautiful dance into May!

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I went shopping on Thursday and bought me two new handbags and a few other nice things for myself, some new home accessories for my mother, food for home and am not done, next week I will buy me some new clothes, I need to work on this.

I really am stingy, but sometimes I need to go shopping, or else I will do very disturbing things and noises.

A few days ago my mama had to buy herself a new purse, in an emergency, but there is Ché embroided on it, so I gave her an ultimatum, to immediately give that purse to me, or else I would burn it and start crying afterwards. (I know, I am such a big baby)

She was convinced very fast, so I bought her a new one, too, on Thursday while we were shopping. In the first 30 minutes in down-town I was allready something like 40 or 50 lighter (believe me that is pretty much for someone like me, who loves and horts her money), but oh the hormones. It was a feast to my Mind!

Then I was feeling very happy about something else that Day, since I hate it to go near too many People or through big crowds.

No one was bothering me, looking strangely at me that day or all those other things People use to do, like say, just to piss the s*ite out of me with their annoying glances at me or merely being alive.

I think it has to do something with my new improved facial expression, and body language and posture.

I do for some weeks smirk daringly like Snape, look down haughty like Malfoy sr. and grin evil like the (Julian Sands)Warlock.

I divide people in front of me like the red sea (wasn't it?) got divided in front of Moses. ¡YAY!

Then I have a very strong urge to move since the last New Moon on Thursday night, it is as if I have been reborn on that Day. I feel, as if I... (does the Purple Tentacle voice) could rule the world! *thunderbolt and lightning strike at the Background*

Let's see, where this leads me. I so am crazy, happy, mad and what not else!!!

BY THE WAY!!! I get in 33 days a 6'th and 7'th piercing in to my right Ear and maybe I will get me a nose piercing, does it hurt I wonder?

-I rather like the feeling of getting pierced in my ears, I even did it several times myself in front of a mirror, when I was 14 or 16. They were always a success.

If you have a nose-piercing, tell me if it hurts more or if the feeling is more strange, stronger... etc.

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¡Attention Darlings!

I have a new Account on Yahoo IM, since I could do nothing to open my old One.

My YIM-Name is TheRoyalPeach

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What you are not sure, if you are planted on my Darlings-List?

Go Darling !

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Darling of the Week.:

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This one I got tagged from

1. first name?

Nesrin (officialy)

2. were you named after anyone?

Death baby-sister of my mama and two of her grandmothers

3. do you wish on stars?

Yepp.

4. when did you last cry?

Yesterday. (My hips were hurting bloody much)

5. do you like your handwriting?

Yeah, it is trés beautiful. (Though no one can read it)

6. what is your favorite lunch meal?

Welllll!!!! Turkish Rice or Aubergine.

7. when is your birth date?

06 of October 198x

8. what is your most embarrassing cd?

None, I am proud of each I have bought! (even my Star Trek OST and the David Hasselhof Album)

9. do you have a journal?

Yup!

10. do you use sarcasm a lot?

It's in RL my weapon #1

11. what are your nicknames?

Nestlé, Backy, P!, Pink & Lehmann (my given name).

12. do you untie your shoes when you take them off?

Nope

13. do you think that you are strong?

Psyche, = Yes. Physical = even more.

14. what is your favorite ice cream flavor?

mint with chocolate pieces

15. shoe size.

41 in German.

16. red or pink?

PINK!!!

17. what is your least favorite thing about yourself?

My moon-shaped Face.

18. what do you miss most?

That's the problem I don't know, I just know, I miss something. It's really disturbing.

19. do you want everyone you tag, answer it too?

Would be nice.

20. what color pants and shoes are you wearing now?

No shoes. Pants = Black, red and white.

21. are you listening to your favorite music right now?

Yeah!!!

22. what was the last thing you ate?

Something turkish.

23. if you were a crayon, what color would you be?

sea-grean from Crayola Crayon.

24. what is the weather like right now?

fresh, but not cool.

25. last person you talked to on the phone?

Manuel

26. the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?

Voice, Hands and Eyes.

27. do you like the person who tagged this to you?

Hell, yeah. He is a lovely person. (in a masculine way of course)

28. favorite drink?

peach ice tea

29. favorite sport?

Basketball and Table-Tennis

30. favorite colors?

Blaack, Red, Pink, Royal-Blue, Forrest-Green, Petrol-Green, Peach and so many more......

31. eye color?

brown (sometimes very light, they change)

32. do you wear contacts?

Nope...

(EDIT) Awuhhh! Not another Journal! *Quiz, too*
~PinkPanthress — Tue, 11 Apr 2006 07:26:28 PDT
Mood.: Shcrewing the World all day long!

Listening to.: Ave Maria - Celtic Women

Reading.: Betaing

Watching.: Sout-Park Clips

Incense.: Sandalwood (Makes my Mood verrry Good!)

Drinking.: Milk
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The newest Pimpimg!

I beat my Brother to do a Deviant-Account!

So here it is, fresh pimped, for all of you who like 3D-Renderings of Interiors and Furniture.

This here is my Brother, I had written the wrong Nickname...

He is new here, so there are only few works until now, but that will change or I'll beat him!

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Got tagged a few Days ago from =Farblade

Rules.: The 1'st player of this "game" starts with the topic "6 weird habits/things about yourself" and people who get tagged need to write a journal about their 6 weird habits/things as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next 6 people to be tagged and list their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says "you are tagged" in their devpage comments and tell them to read yours.

01. I worry my bottom Lip. 24/7

02. I hate to sweat.

03. I hate open Doors in our Flat. Everyone must be closed or I will go nuts.

04. I won't go out, if my Hair hasn't been washed for more than 36 hours. (Though that don't happens often)

05. I am cleaning my Fingernails more than once a Day.

06. I have to wash my Hands every now and then though they are not dirty. And I always wash them with soap.

There are so many more, but fortunately I mustn't write them all down!!!

I won't tag 6 People, but you are free to claim this Quiz!

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You have to listen to this Song it has been sung with the Melody of the Preludium from J. S. Bach.

Phenomenal!!!

Not comparable with Mariah Callas or Andrea Bocelli! (Which was the only Version I had ever heard until now)

Ave Maria - Celtic Woman

(This adaption is as follows)

ave maria

gratia plena, dominus tecum

benedicta tu

in mulieribus

et benedictus

fructus ventris tui, Iesus

santa maria

santa maria

maria

ora pro nobis

nobis peccatoribus

nunc et in hora

in hora mortis nostrae, amen

amen

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¡Attention Darlings!

I have a new Account on Yahoo IM, since I could do nothing to open my old One.

My YIM-Name is TheRoyalPeach

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What you are not sure, if you are planted on my Darlings-List?

Go Darling !

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Yadda yadda yadda! Habba habba habba!
~PinkPanthress — Tue, 28 Mar 2006 14:51:15 PST
Mood.: I am such a pervert

Listening to.: You Create |&| What I see (both Lacuna Coil)

Reading.: Drawing-Tutorials (again and again)

Watching.: Yaoi-Porns

Incense.: Turkish Tobacco (Eau de cologne. Yes I use it!)

Drinking.: Peach Ice-Tea
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The Club Name has been chosen!

A.) The-All-Doers got 1 Vote

B.) Homeless-Deviants got 1 Vote

C.) The-Chosen-Ones got 3 Votes

So I took that Name C, in a few Days the Club will be usable and I will pimp it here!

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I went to the Cinema last night with my eldest Brother and we watched 'The Hills have Eyes' the new Version, what the F**k?

You call this Horror??? My Grandma playing with her fake Teeth is much more Horror than that!

I want my money back. And wasn't it a few Days ago I read in one of my Darlings Journals, that s/he found that Movie shocking and was terrified. Bullocks!!!

If this Movie shocks you People, than never try to watch Dario Argentos Demons 1 and 2!

And don't even try to watch those Romero Classicers like Night of the Living Dead, Dawn of the Dead or Day of the Dead (the Originals)!

Maybe you even cannot watch Evil Dead!

Excuse me, but I was laughing Yesterday all the while I watched that Movie.

Not my stuff. I need splashing Blood, breaking Bones, purulent Juices and foaming Saliva leaking from their Mouth, Ears and Noses. IT MUST BE DISGUSTING, or I cannot be satisfied!

SPOILER!!! (Don't read if you haven't seen the Movie 'The Hills have Eyes'!!!)

One positive thing was there though, the Dog that survived, Beast, man he killed more Freaks than every human in that Movie.

So all in all, I do not like that Movie!

But nontheless, you can watch it, if you like, but do not tell me later, oh, yeah, well Pink, you, eh, were right!

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¡Well, I love you all!

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¡Attention Darlings!

I have a new Account on Yahoo IM, since I could do nothing to open my old One.

My YIM-Name is TheRoyalPeach

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What you are not sure, if you are planted on my Darlings-List?

Go Darling !

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Darling of the Week.:

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Member of.:

& & & & & Go Darling !

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Darling of the Week.:

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Member of.:

& &

Want to laugh? Read me! NEW YIM-Acoount!!!
~PinkPanthress — Tue, 07 Mar 2006 08:35:43 PST
Mood.: I am on full Speed

Listening to.: Gorillaz - DARE

Reading.: French-German Dictionary and Grammar

Watching.: Transporter II

Incense.: Hyacinthe

Drinking.: Energy-Drink Trabzon-Spor

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¡Attention Darlings!

I have a new Account on Yahoo IM, since I could do nothing to open my old One.

My YIM-Name is TheRoyalPeach

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NOONE LOVES ME!!!

That was once, noone loved the Pink P., but after she used Fave-Ex, everyone 'es her, loves her, tries to seduce her to do Net-6 and so on!

YES, YOU could be the next one, so beware of the Shmexiness of the Pink Lady, try to avoid her in the Cat-Heat that goes on in March!!! *roar*_____________________________
I got something between 12 to 18 of new 'es in the last 24 hours, what have I done, grown a 2'nd Head??? -That's just... WOW!!!

And it was not a DD or such a thing, I know that.

Yeah, okay, I feel loved, see... ->

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Pimping the Lords' Club

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tagged me!!!

10 people/things you like (no particular order)

01. My Family

02. My Dog

03. Our Birds

04. Our Cats

05. The Internet

06. Music

07. Languages

08. My Darlings here on DA

09. Pilav

10. Pink Panther

5 things that make you happy (no particular order)

01. Music

02. Singing

03. Languages

04. Feeling loved

05. All kind of strange Weather

10 things that you hate anything/dislike (no particular order)

01. My Neighbour, his Wife and their freak-kids

02. to sweat

03. War

04. unflexible People

05. G. W. B.

06. Dedikodu (talking about people behind their back)

07. To not get, what I want

08. People who through out their Money like crazy

09. When people call me stingy (because of # 08 above)

10. Paris Lindsay Britney Hillary I'm-a-slut (those Starlettes)

3 facts about your name:

01. I have normally another Name, but it is not written in my ID.

02. It is the last thing in the Bible, Talmuth/Thora and Kur'an

03. It is very uncommon

4 random thoughts:

1. PHILOLOGY RULEZ!!!

2. The Trabzon-Spor Energy-Drink I am drinking tastes quite good

3. I am so poor, send me Money and Food!

4. Why, oh, why do all the good-looking british Actors have the Name Jason?

Now, I tag.:

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Dysonia and Jen-Land!
~PinkPanthress — Thu, 23 Feb 2006 18:26:21 PST
Mood.: Tired

Listening to.: Highlander Soundtrack - Song of the Pookah (Prelude)

Reading.: Turkish-German Pons-Dictionary

Watching.: Event Horizon (again & again) *Jason dies a horrible Death in this Movie*

Incense.: Peach

Drinking.: Milk

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13/02/2006

There are many Reasons why I will start to write less Journals.

First of all, I lost track of where I wrote what.

Then I don't want to write here too much of me. I mean, for what do I have my LJ?

Then there are some new Rules on DA.

So I will rant about DA and other things on LJ.

And of course I will tell you about my Neighbours some more.

But this all will start in the next few Days.

If you like to, you can answer me there or here, if you want to reply to something.

I know that is a bit shitty.

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15/02/2006 First Entry

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Attention

24/02/2006 Cams 'n' Dyses

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What you are not sure, if you are planted on my Darlings-List?

Go Darling !

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Darling of the Week.:

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Member of.:

& & & & & & & & & & & & & Go Darling !

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Something about my Darlings of the Week !

I will start this Feature from the beginning. This means, that I will erase those ones before in all other Journals, so noone can say he, she or it has been taken allready twice.

But I wont erase the Darlings of the Month. There were anyway only 3 or 4 until now. And that is an entire else Feature!

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On the Night from Tuesday to Wednesday I had Teh Enlightenment

To be precise, I had two enlightenments. And no, I did not put a knitting needle into the wall socket.

I will do some forthcoming works with wood. Yes, I will do some Handcraft. Ain't that beautiful? And when I am done with them, I will post some Piccies.

And I will put some Linguistic works into the scraps-section or as Deviations. But that will depend on how much own work I will put into them.

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Then again to the Issue of a Club, I wanted to open/create.

I was browsing through a few Times, but I never saw a Club for people who do not fit into anything.

Think about it. So many people are 'Deviant of Many Talents'.

Because.:

01. They are to stupid to do some decent Art. (Like moi)

02. They like to tryout different things. (Like some of you my Darlings!)

or

03. They are plain and blunt, Geniusessssesses (or so)

Now I would like to open a Club, which features People, who are good for everything. Devote Ladies and Lads to this Community...

I have some Names. Please help me, by voting one of them.

A.) The-All-Doers

B.) Homeless-Deviants

C.) The-Chosen-Ones

Puleaze tell me, tell me...

If you think, the Club is a bullshite Idea, tell me. Maybe we can work it out, then I can steal your Idea and claim it was always mine...

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Next Topic!!!

I found out the Reason why I had not any good Ideas for the last Months, to submit on .

Look close to my Journals. I am constantly Happy since June or July. That is not the real me!

Today I got depressive and all moody like before. And I have to say, that this is good.

For you, who do not know me in Real Life this sounds a bit stupid, but believe me, I am not a Person to laugh, pounce and cheer around.

Most of the Time, I am grumpy, sullen, gruff, hateful and much more negative things.

(Of course I try to be nice to others. Since they are not the Reason, that I am this way.)

Then there is another Problem. When I am happy, I do not work well. Neither for my private things, nor for my Artistic works. I have to be sad.

But of course this Instant-24/7-Happiness stopped today, after 6 happy Months. *Ugh, horrible 6 months*

And I think, now I will have some more beautiful works done. So let's see what happens in the next few Days.

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Did you know, that using Lyrics, is forbidden, too? =16stepper told me so.

But I do not care. I allready use Lyrics from turkish Singers (they have not such Copyrights) and Musicians, who write theirs on their own. So I can always credit on the right part.

Besides, I am too poor, to give them Money, if they would ever ask me to.

In...

Quizzy-Thing, funny stories & some Edits !!!
~PinkPanthress — Mon, 23 Jan 2006 13:56:01 PST
Mood.: Severistique

Listening to.: Tori Amos - Me and a Gun

Reading.: Stephen King - Nightmares & Dreamscapes

Watching.: Mustafa Hakkinda Hershey

Incense.: Magnolia

Drinking.: Water

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My net-connection was breaking down all the while yesterday.

So I decided, I should Edit it today, when everything is Okay again.

See what I have to pimp, for you...

Club # I

Our fellow Deviant =Born-Again has started a Club here on called Twiggy-Club --->

It is dedicated to Twiggy Ramirez aka Jeordie White, former Bassist of Marylin Mansons' Group, who also played for A Perfect Circle & NIN. So if you like, love or adore him, go and join.

Club # II

Then we have another Deviant, *LadyNyaruInfinity, who has opened a Club with ~Maxx-V named SnapesPajamas-club --->

This one is dedicated to the Potions Master' Severus Snapes' Pyjamas (from the Harry Potter series). You should go and take a look sometimes. Some of you will know it from the Book (the Movie hadn't it )

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Germany is freezing, I was out for a walk with my Doggy a few Minutes ago and I swear my Fingers were almost breaking like Ice. And it looks as if it is going to get colder, I love it, that is something I can call a Winter.

Even if we have no snow, we get what we deserve, our Arses freezing in the Sun.

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A few nights ago, my Neighbours' children in the Apartment above us were again at it. Those stupid, sick, Cretins! Their Room is right above mine, and it was 2 o'clock in the Night.

I was Sleeping like a little Angel, without sins and all that shmock. But then I heard them screaming.:"It burns, it burns! The house is burning, Daddy!"

I was like, WTF???

(You know, this House is close to burning down everyday, do not forget my Neighbour downstairs, trying to make a Barbeque)

My heart was pounding like mad, with 300 bmp !!!

I looked frantically around and was sniffing the Air like a Dog... Gods, those Rat Bastards...

I swear there was something vile, when they were 'created', if you know what I mean.

Then he screamed at them, that they should shut up...

But they would not and I could not sleep all night. My heart would not stop beating fast, either.

I tell you, I will get drunk on the Day, that Addams-Family moves out.

Oh God, where are those Days!!!! :saint:

These nocturnal encounters are driving me Mad, maybe I should hire some Killers to get Rid of that Family. And they are reproducing like Rats. Last November she got her 3'rd or 4'th Child...

And the elder sister sometimes cry with the Baby, as if for company! (An they ar between 5 and 8 Years old)

OK, bye I bought a Rope, maybe Mama will find me tomorrow hanging from the Ceiling. Pale faced and such things...

Don't cry for me Deviantart... (Whoops, wrong Movie)

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I took this from ...

Tagged again+Fake Friends!(Repost,'cause half-dele
~PinkPanthress — Sun, 22 Jan 2006 11:09:39 PST
Mood.: Ill

Listening to.: Kissing a Fool - George Michael

Reading.: Åu çilgin Türkler - Turgut Özakman

Watching.: Salem's Lot (New TV-Version with Rob Lowe)

Incense.: Magnolie

Drinking.: Sipping hot Earl Grey

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One more thing, for those who used to have my Nick in their YIM or MSN. It seems as if I have lost a Back-UP-CD in which I had the Passwords.

So I think, I will have to open new Accounts maybe, but that has to wait at the Moment, Sorry.

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I am working again on a new Layout for my Homepage.

My Yellow-Dog Linux is stupid, I have to wait at least 2 more weeks until they give a Downloadable Link for its new Kernel on PPC.

Then, I will start a Club on LJ and one on DA with a Friend.

It is for certain, that some will say no, and some will say, wonderful we waited long enough for that.

So, yeah I am fully enjoying this. As you know, I do not come here to often anymore.

Doing everything in a little bit more slow pace.

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What are you all doing these Days, besides submit many Deviations?

Gods, I do not know anymore, whether I shall start to view, comment, full view, fave or throw them away. You cannot do this to me. In 3 Days you all submitted over 90 Deviations. Ah...

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tagged me...

1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.

"..."Dobby musste sich bestrafen, Sir."", sagte der Elf, nun mit..." HP-02-CoS

2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch first?

My bordeaux and burgundy coloured chiffon curtain-stores that pool around on the Floor.

3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?:

The Core...

4. Without looking, guess what time it is:

22:00

5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?

22:26

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?

Classical music on my Radio (Mozart, Beethoven, Schubert, Bach)

7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?

Last evening outside for a walk with my Doggy.

8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at?

My Message-Center here on DA

9. What are you wearing?

Black Jazzpants, Pale lilac-blue Batik Shirt, Black rippled Pullover

10. Did you dream last night?

Yes, of a / 'my' Metallic-Blue Ford Mustang. *That Dream happens really often these Days!*

11. When did you last laugh?

Only a few Seconds before.

12. What is on the walls of the room you are in?

A Calendar 2005, A Clock, A Mirror, A chinese Pepper Thingy, A Memo-Board, A World-Map, A Turkish Handflag, A Dream-Catcher, 4 hanging Regals, A Gingerbread-Heart for my Birthday on the Fair-Ground of 2001.... AND SO MUCH MORE!!!

13. Seen anything weird lately?

A 'Girl' looking like Draco Malfoy. No joke...

14. What do you think of this quiz?

It's a weird one, but ah, who am I to question?

15. What is the last film you saw?

In Cinema? Dunno.

16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?

For me? A new PPC from Pegasos, that new, big Wacom and a Ford Mustang...

17. Tell me something about you that I don't know:

I hate it when males touch me. Most when they touch my Hair. *I AM NO DYKE!*

18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?

Where to start? Only one thing? -OK, Make all ABC Weapons gone, ALL!

19. Do you like to dance?

Nope. I dance like Wueen...

Please Darlings do read this! Holidays!!!
~PinkPanthress — Sun, 25 Dec 2005 23:23:16 PST
Mood.: Ill

Listening to.: Jam & Spoon - Right in the Night

Reading.: Åu çilgin Türkler - Turgut Özakman

Watching.: Adieu ma Concubine

Incense.: Peppermint

Drinking.: Water

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A Merry Christmas and a Happy beginning of Chanukkah and Kwanzaa to you all...

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First of all, I want you to know, how much I love you all. Yeah, that was Topic #01. Hooray!!!

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Second. I want you to read this, all of you, on whose -List I am. Please!

You do not have to comment, if you do not want to.

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Third. I am ill. No, I wont die, at least I hope so. Who does not want to live, even if this World is S**te...

I have to live for a small amount of Time, without too much Net and such profanities.

Of course, I will go on every third Day to watch around a bit, and to relax.

But please, do not get mad at me, if I cannot comment on everything.

I hope next year, when I am healthy (if), I can around with you again.

If there is something very important, (like 'Pink I am pregnant and you are the Father' or 'Pink marry me and spent my Money') you can mail me.

PinkPanthress@gmx.net <--- Yesh only for you my Darlings.

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So wish me luck with my Health. I really love you all.

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Some things I would like to say...

aka - If you maybe read this, send me your Email-Address, I lost it. I know, sorry. Mea culpa, Love.

- Thank you for being my first, real watcher. (Besides those Clubs)

- Hab' dich gern...

- You are always so lovely. I cannot get enough of you.

- What shall I say to you? -Ah, evet, Fikret ve Radiohead bizim en sevdighimiz, deghil mi? -Ve hep öyle kalacak.

- You are crazy. I think that is it, ain't it?

- You are cute. Miss you.

Go Darling !

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First

tagged me today...

[My name is]: Nokta *Nesrin in my ID*

[in the morning i was]: reading a 'huge' Book about romanic languages

[all i need now is]: A wicked ***

[love is]: not existing for me.

[i'm afraid of]: Spiders and everything else with more than 4 legs.

[i dream about]: everything I want. Sometimes even lucide ones.

Your:

-- Middle name: Åahzene Nesrin

-- Birth time: 10:28 a.m.

-- Birthplace : Hamm, NRW, (former) West-Germany

-- Last place traveled: Netherlands

-- Eye Color: deer-brown (sometimes dark-brown or light-brown with a bit of green)

-- Nail: Black-Black

-- Height: 5' 9"

-- Zodiac Sign: Libra / Dog

Describe:

-- Your heritage: turkish mom, german dad (maybe some others, who knows?)

-- The shoes you wore today: My beaurdeaux-coloured lack FILA Sneakers

-- Your hair: brown, with very dark blonde outgrowing ends

-- Your weakness: talking, Canada and british Guys

-- Your perfect pizza: Hawaii, quattro stagione or eggplant

What is:

-- Your most overused phrase: Punze (I won't translate that)

-- Your thoughts first waking up: God, another f**king Day in this stupid Country.

-- Your current worry: Will I get my new camera fixed for free

-- Your plans tomorrow: Take my money from the Bank

-- Your best physical feature: Boobs and very (boyish) strong Arms

-- Your bedtime: 01:00a.m. or 08:00a.m. or 07:00p.m. *whenever I want or must*

You prefer:

-- sunrise or sunset: sunrise

-- gore or horror: both

-- eastside or westside: West, even if I am no US

-- stripes or polka dots: that depends

-- Planes or trains: Trains (I hate Planes)

-- metal or hardcore: both

-- Pools or hot tubs: hot tubs

Do You:

-- Do you think you've been in love: nope

-- Want to get married: nope

-- Type w/ your fingers: Hääää???

-- Like to take baths: Nope, I hate boiling in my own dirt. (That is unhygienic, better take a shower twice a Day)

-- Get motion sickness: Yes

-- Like talking on the phone: Nope, am to stingy

-- Like thunderstorms: Yeah

-- Play an instrument: Aha.

-- Workout: Yes, a bit. I Sport

-- Like reading: Yepp, very much. All Day long.

Favorite:

-- Body part: On a man? Won't tell.

-- Kind of fruit: Pears and Peaches

-- Music to fall asleep to: Depends on my mood

--...

Pimping. Happiness. Ranting. Yayness.
~PinkPanthress — Tue, 13 Dec 2005 16:24:10 PST
Mood.: LMAO

Listening to.: Charlotte Church - Carrickfergus

Reading.: Åu çilgin Türkler - Turgut Özakman

Watching.: Evil Dead

Incense.: Vanilla

Drinking.: Milk

Eating.: Oranges

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What you are not sure, if you are planted on my Darlings-List?

Go Darling !

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Episode I - The Pimping!

Listen, to all of you. My friend Pink opened a new Club. Go and visit it, if you are interested in australian Animals. I roamed through it, you should, too.

The Club.:

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Episode II - The Happiness!

A.) In approximately 3 Days I can use my TV again. Gods, no more bickering around with my mother, what we will watch in the evening.

B.) It seems as if the problem of my Camera is within the Guarantee parameters. So I do not have to buy a new one. Yay...

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Episode III - The Ranting!

First of all, do not hate me for this part. If you are a Fan (or even in love with it) of Chronicles of Narnia, then leave this part alone and scroll down to Episode VI, Please. If you are open minded (Fan or not) Then read this part, you will be astounded, how far I can drift away from the core of a 'Problem', when I am upset and start to rant.

It all started with my Copy of the 'Daily Prophet', er, I mean 'Kölner Stadtanzeiger' (our newspaper for the Crabbes and Goyles out there )

In big letters I read 'Disneys new Project, Chronicles of Narnia, out on Cinemas' and I have to say, I got curious. I read the whole article and was after it part amused, part like WTF?

So I went to the Net, of course. Read some things, corresponded with some Friends who allready had read all seven Books and so on...

But then my Eyes went Red and I was close to say 'Hasta la vista, Baby', like a cheap copy of our Austrian-Hitler-Schwarzenegger.

Let me summarize it...

01. Half of it is stolen from those ancient greek Mythologies, who were

02. And hald of it stolen from the ancient nordic Mythologies. (Dito)

03. The Lions' name is Aslan, which means in Turkic language... right, Lion

04. The witches Name is Jadis, which is, again right... The Turkic an north Arabic word for Witch in plural form.

05. Narnia is in reality a part of Umbria, Italia. Place of birth of the holy Francesco di Assisi. Founder of the Order of the Franciscans.

This leads us to the Christians.

Believe me, born as a daughter of an Protestant Father and a (very) Moslemic Mother, I am not against any Religion. I even take the best out of each, monotheistic or not. So don't get offended personaly or so.

C.S. Lewis, Disney and Hollywood, as the good Chrisitans they were (and some unfortunately are even now), have given us this piece of utter nonsens for our X-Mas Holidays. At the Cinemas...

While stealing from non-christians for important parts of this Story, they make us puke with all this hidden religious Messages.

Don't get me wrong, I am the first one to dance and squeal, when Patrick Stewart aka Ebenezer Scrooge becomes soft and all is fine again, but enough is enough...

It is almost like a Crusade against us watchers, I am fed up with this.

Only one positive thing is to say. Tthe books seem to be bette...

You are SO going to get tagged...
~PinkPanthress — Sun, 11 Dec 2005 14:55:43 PST
Mood.: Loony

Listening to.: Suzanne Vega - Caramel

Reading.: Åu çilgin Tükler - Turgut Özakman

Watching.: Immortal

Incense.: Cherry

Drinking.: Earl Grey

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What you are not sure, if you are planted on my Darlings-List?

Go Darling !

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First

tagged me...

Seven things you like the most

01. Music

02. Movies

03. Books

04. Nature

05. Animals

06. Languages (Philology ancient and new)

07. A honest laugh

Seven important things in your house

01. My Mac

02. My Bed

03. My Books (I have a huge lot)

04. My Family

05. My Animals

06. My Jewllery

07. Our Bathroom

Seven random facts about you

01. I talk very much. Too much for my own good.

02. I sing always, whatever I do.

03. I collect Shoes, Handbags, Purses and Scarves.

04. I have some very unladylike manners.

05. I get upset very fast.

06. I always have the feeling People could dislike me, but would be too nice to tell me.

07. I am a difficult Person.

Seven things you plan to do before you die

01. Punch and Kick my ex Math-Teacher several times, until he bleeds badly.

02. Live for a good amount of Time in Canada.

03. Visit once more London and Prague for a long Holiday.

04. To study Philology.

05. Earn much Money, that I can give my Relatives when I pass.

06. Find my true and only AnamCara.

07. Have a child.

Seven things that attract you to the opposite sex

01. Tall... Much, much 'tallness'.

02. A sensual Mouth with lush and sexy Lips.

03. Must have a weird, crazy, sick Humour with a touch of Black.

04. Long Hair.

05. Either Dark-Black or beautiful Blonde. (No Redheads or Brownies.)

06. Must be up to sillyness from one second to another.

07. A little bit older is better.

Seven things you say the most

01. Oh Gott, oh Gott, oh Gott. (Oh God, oh God, oh God.)

02. ...Un' hasse nich' geseh'n (Cannot translate this one properly. Besides it is slang. Proper German would be = ...Und hast Du nicht gesehen)

03. Jesus, Josef und Maria.

04. Scheisse. (Shit)

05. Leck mich. (Bite me.{Lick me.})

06. Blahblahblah. (This does not need a Translation, I think. I reall say it that Way.)

07. Zisch ab! (Get lost.)

Now you are tagged!!!

& & & & &

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Second

When I started this Journal, there were so many things on my Mind, but then I forgot it, while writing the Tag-Game... Oh, yeah and a Friend of mine and I are maybe going to open a Club here on ... We are talking about it now for a long Time, but I do not know, if I like that Stress, that could come with it.

Gift & 1 Week free Trial for me...
~PinkPanthress — Thu, 01 Dec 2005 08:56:51 PST
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Go Darling !

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Yesterday afternoon at 4 o'clock I was standing in the Kitchen and making some Earl-Grey, when suddenly the Doorbell rang. My brother opened the Door and got a 'Package' for me. I was curious, had I slightly forgotten something.

I opened it, and saw the best Giftbox ever from Australia.

Thank you Sama.

This is so beautiful, I will use it very well and take care of it perfectly. Noone else than me may touch it, if not, I cut their Hands off.

Thank you again, you now that I mean you.

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Now thw second Shock, while I was writing the other 'Journal', I found out I have a 1 week Free Trial from .

*Runs to LadyNyaruInfinty and steels the Copyright from her*

Shwee !!!

*Runs to her again and Hands it back*

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Darling of the Month.:

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Member of.:

& & & & & & & & & & & & & & Go Darling !

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Autumn, the only Season besides Spring in Germany that is enjoyable. Last Night the Wind was sometimes screaching like a Banshee and sometimes howling like a Werewolf. The Rain sizzled against my Window like mad. It is on these Nights, when I do not intend to go to Bed until the next morning, just like today.

Some say the Wind sing to us some lovely Lullabies. Other say it tells from ancient Tales. Even word is, that the Wind tries to wake us up, just to show us how strong it is. To impress us. I just know, that it makes me calm, peaceful.

Autumnal Winds in the West of Germany are strong and cold, even the old Romans (Latins) feared it, for it had no mercy to their Bones. Chilling right through to the Core of you. It was sometimes set as a punishment to send Senators or Legionairies there, which did something that brought them Disgrace.

But the only thing I know, is that it clears my Soul. Even now, 1h before Noon, it has not stopped and I hope it will not stop at least for another day or a Week. Those Winds are very late this Year and I was beginning to miss them since October came, but no Wind to soothe my Mind or to lull me into Sleep.

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From Green into Red, Brown and Yellow.

Leaves dancing careless in the Wind.

The Year is almost Mellow.

The Sun sets everywhere a colourful glint.

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Darling of the Month.:

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Member of.:

& & & & & & & & & & & & &

The biggest Journal Ever & Friendslist
~PinkPanthress — Fri, 18 Nov 2005 16:54:06 PST
Mood.: Yadda Yadda

Listening to.: Tarkan featuring Wyclef Jean - Aman Aman

Reading.: Harry Potter V

Watching.: Doom

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Sven Lehmann, wenn Du so weit gekommen bist, kann ich nur sagen, Kongratulazion. Meine E-Mail Addy ist PinkPanthress@canada.com. Schreibe mir mal, wenn es geht, damit ich auch deine Addiy habe. 1.000 Küsschen.

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Attenzione, strong language at some Parts of this Journal-Topic

After *6665 told me I was kind of Amelie, because of my Neighbours, I thought you would enjoy a new story. This Story really happened a few Nights ago.

We were sitting in the Sitting-room. Enjoying a DVD (A Steven Seagal from the 80'ties) with the whole Family, my Mum was back only a few Days ago. The evening was perfect we had much fun, many Cigarettes, much Coffe, some Sweets ans so on. After 1 o'clock in the Night, we heard someone screaming outside the Block on the Pavement something like "Bloody Hell. Sod off you fucking Jews." Ok, we thought, that Guy is drunk, do not listen and .

After a while the same voice started to yell things like "Assholes. Fuck off Turks. I shit on you the lot." Our mother being Turkish started laughing, she was like, Jeez, that Guy is tough, scraming that in a House Block full of Turks, Morrocans and others.

At 1:30 he started slamming the Main-Apartment door downstairs. We just did not care and pitched up the Volume of our TV. Then again after a few Minutes they started to slam on our Flat-Door (Yes, then we knew it was 'they'.) My brothers sitting there, were pissed off, 'cause you know, it is not funny, while watching Martial-Arts Gods like Seagal, having someone interrupting you like a miniature wannabe Ralph Macchio. Me and my brothers wanted to knock them off, but when we oppened the Doors, they were allready gone.

5 Minutes later they were at the Floor above us, killing each others with Knives and Sticks... Our Neighbour, the one that lives right above us, opened his Door and just said "Kill yourselves with a bit less Noise. I am trying to get a Sleep. Tomorrow is a Weekday again. Hell." And he shot the Door close again. The only thing I know after that is that they went to the Aparmtents in that House beside us, and at 2 o'clock or so the Police brought some of them to the Police-Station and the others into the Hospital. They literally had to search for their limbs. It was so funny.

Some say they were having their 'bloody' Row because of which House they belonged to. I mean, they were so drunk they did not know anymore which Apartments they lived in. Yes, this is where I live. Germany. The Place were all the Idiots of the World are Reunited. Awesome.

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After over 3 1/2 year I found a Schoolfriend again yesterday. I live now for over 5 Years in a little Town 180 km away from where I spend the Rest of my short Live. My Friend Anna didn't left that City. But I had lost her Address and Cellphone-#, so it was sheer Luck, we found eatch other again. And I am happy now. Gods bless the Net.

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Sorry to for breaking the Rules, but I have the urgent Feeeling to show my Precious People here on with their Icons for once. In alphabethical Order

If you may be wondering why you are not her on my Precious List. This List only contains my Darlings, People whom me and vice versa. Or maybe I forgot you in my Crazyness, then Please do tell m...

Apologies and Mamas
~PinkPanthress — Fri, 11 Nov 2005 11:50:17 PST
Mood.: From to and Back

Listening to.: Sandra - Change your Mind

Reading.: Harry Potter IV

Watching.: Once upon a Time in China (Yay to Jet Li)

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This Time I have 2 Main Topics... So I will write first the Apology and then the Mama-Story...

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First...

There is someone here on , who seems to not like me anymore, someone whose Feelings' I maybe have hurt. I do not know what else it could be, but if it is so, that Person, (yes you), should know, that I did it not intentionally. You do not talk to me like before, it feels very uncomfortable to me, maybe I am reading too much negativness into it all, but I hope you can forgive me, or at least tell me to sod off.

I always try to be a good Person, but sometimes I say or write things, People seem to misunderstand. This whole thing makes me really Sad. I hope you know, that I mean you.

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Second...

My Mama came back last evening from Turkey. She was travelling to all her important siblings for 3 Month, but know she is back. I was like screaming an Ode to all Deities I knew or not knew, for she was Safe and in One back. I was sometimes so scared, because I could not come with her.

And, Gods she brought so many things for me. I felt like a little Princess.

Clothes, funny little nothings (whom I like most), Accesoires for me and my Room, and cultural things.

Like the 'Peshtambal'. Of this and some other things I will post some pictures in the forthcoming Days in my Scraps.

So thanks and see You all my Loves.

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Again

Your gifted Hands always did wonders to me.

I was amazed by their Works.

There was something special between you and me.

But your absence now really hurts.

I would like to know, what I did to you.

I want to know, how to take it back again.

Next time, I will make it better for us two.

So devoted to all that you do, I will try to please you again.

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Jeez, found a nice Name Generator on *secret-midnight's Journal. Became thouroughly jealous and wanted that fun, too.

See...

My japanese name is ä¸æ Nakamura (center of the village) æ© Ayumi (walk, deeper meaning: walk your own way).
Take your real japanese name generator! today!
Created with Rum and Monkey's Name Generator Generator.

Wonderful...

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~PinkPanthress — Mon, 07 Nov 2005 18:15:37 PST
Mood.: Hug the World

Listening to.: Shivaree - Cannibal King

Reading.: Harry Potter III

Watching.: KungFu Hustle / Sin City / Event Horizon

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Gods, after 3 Days work and a Message Center with over 700 new Entries I am done. I roamed through every 510 or more Deviations, replyed to a lots of Messages *I stopped counting*, digging through something like 80 or 90 Journals, while commenting some of them, I am so strung out. And then I made the acquaintance with a nice Person here on , too. A nice female Fellow, whom made me laugh. But now there is no more Power left. Must watch some good Movies with lots of British Acotrs.

Oh, and maybe submit a new deviation. Even if my beloved Corel Painter does not function, and FractalDomains kicked me on my lower Backside.

Just to say it with Taz' Words.: Hble, zebm, blew pfffff (insert naughty, wet fart-noise in here)

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Jeez, found a nice Name Generator on *secret-midnight's Journal. Became thouroughly jealous and wanted that fun, too.

See...

My japanese name is ä¸æ Nakamura (center of the village) æ© Ayumi (walk, deeper meaning: walk your own way).
Take your real japanese name generator! today!
Created with Rum and Monkey's Name Generator Generator.

Wonderful...

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Darling of the Week.:

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& & & & & & & & & & & & & This means, I have to tell you 20 facts of me.

And I have to tag six other Fellow Deviants...

So let us get it started.

01. I became my first Computer in the Year 1988, when I was about 6. It was a Commodore 64. I really worked on it. I was good.

02. I won a drawing-Contest in School, when I was 8. The funny thing is, that today I even cannot draw a Daisy.

03. When I was about 5, I was in Turkey on Holidays. Where I got bitten by a Tropic-fly or some kind of Beast. And I almost lost my right leg because of it.

04. When I was 3 years old, my mother let me listen to a Radio-Show, which taught you to talk French. After that I talked for almost a half year just French. So my whole Family did not understand me.

05. I was left handed since my mother taught me to write, but in School my Teacher forbade it to me, so today I write with my right Hand.

06. I started smoking at the Age of 8 or 9. And stopped it when I was 18.

07. My mother taught me to write, read and math at the Age of 3. My two elder brothers taught me English since I was 4. (No joke)

08. I stopped drinking Alcohol and Coffee on the 01 of January 2001. The Day before, I was totally drunk on our Family-Sylvester-Party.

09. In School I never fought with Girls. Always with boys, Even when I was 17.

10. When I was a little kiddo. I just had a few Dolls. Because I collected like my brothers Cars and Game-Cards.

11. I have a crazy obsessions with Languages, Geography and Ethnology. I need to leran... Input...

12. I stopped believieng in God when I was 11. (There happened something traumatising.)

13. I started using the Nick-Name, PinkPanthress, when I went into the Internet the first Time in 1997.

14. I was Best Singer of my School, from 1995 until 2000. I was Chor-Leader. And some more things in Music.

15. I love to read Horror-books and to watch Horror-movies of all kind since I am 6 years old.

16. My official Name, is not my Real Name. There were some municipial Problems with it.

17. I am scared of small Places, crowded Places. And especially places, frome where I can look deeper than 1 metre, that is why I hate Planes, too. Also I have a Phobia of water (swimming or going under deeper than my belly). And I hate creatures that have more than 4 legs... I even faint, when I see a drawn Spider.

18. I am very bad in maths. I even sometimes tihnk I am a maths-legastenic. Only things I can juggle with, is when it comes to money.

19. I love to travel. Everywhere is better than Home. Yay to Journey.

20. I become angry very fast. Especially when someone insults me or my close Family.

So now, I have got to tag some People. Here comes the List.

& & & & & LadyNyaruInfinity who stole it from ~smileyvampireartist which took it from ~JoulJoelle whom has stolen it from *celtes

Second...

I want to introduce to you, a fellow Deviant from Germany, who has really great Skills in Freehand drawing... You have to visit, *tam-ta-da-ta* ~Persiphona

Her Lucius Malfoy, for all you Luc and Potter Fans out there. [link]

Or her Gwen Stefani. [link]

And these three great works of, yepp, the one and only Matthew Lillard , see here [link] here [link] and oh yes here [link]

Third...

Tomorrow on the 06'th of October is my 23'rd Birthday. Yes. So I will not be availlabale on DA.

I love you all so much.

Fourth...

A wonderful Songtext. Read it, or Die. Muwahahaha

George Michael - The Grave

The grave that they dug him had flowers

Gathered from the hillsides in bright summer colors,

And the brown earth bleached white at the edge of his gravestone.

He's gone.

When the wars of our nation did beckon,

A man barely twenty did answer the calling.

Proud of the trust that he placed in our nation,

He's gone,

But Eternity knows him, and it knows what we've done.

And the rain fell like pearls on the leaves of the flowers

Leaving brown, muddy clay where the earth had been dry.

And deep in the trench he waited for hours,

As he held to his rifle and prayed not to die.

But the silence of night was shattered by fire

As guns and grenades blasted sharp through the air.

And one after another his comrades were slaughtered.

In morgue of Marines, alone standing there.

He crouched ever lower, ever lower with fear.

They can't let me die, they can't let me die here.

I'll cover myself with the mud and the earth.

I'll cover myself, I know I'm not brave.

The earth, the earth, the earth is my Grave.

The grave that they dug him had flowers

Gathered from the hillsides in bright summer colors,

And the brown earth bleached white at the edge of his gravestone.

He's gone.

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Dreams & Nightmares
~PinkPanthress — Sun, 28 Aug 2005 09:37:08 PDT
Mood.: Malicious

Listening to.: Lacuna Coil - 1.19

Reading.: (Again) Talented Mr. Ripley

Still Watching.: Saw / Identity (yummy John Cusack) / Event Horizon (yummy Larry Fishburne & Jason Isaacs)

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Yesterday I was an DA-Aristocrat, you know those with the *'s & ='s before their Nicknames... But now I am again a ~...

That is not that bad, even if I am starving for that Luxus.

So now to my Problem, no my Problem is not the Money. But if I want that Luxus back, then there is a 'small' thing I do not have, a Credit-Card. So if anyone knows, what other Way there is, just tell me. That is no Problem for me. I would listen to every suggestion.

Do not feel shy, my Dears. I assure you, I will let you sit on my Lap, while you can tell me those other possibilities. *Yesh, I am a nice Person, ain't I?*

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So now, to the next things. I need to know one thing from you, what is in your opinion, the best mixture of two colours. You know, just like, let us say.: Green & Orange or Black & Blue... Well??? So now, I am out, Bye.

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Lacuna Coil - 1.19 (Just a random, magnifique Songtext)

Ray of light annoying as a cold breath in the eyes

Water falls down

Lights around are flashing

And in meat a razorblade

Water falls down

Seems to be the day

(I cannot handle this)

Listen to the music in my mind

For a while

Seems to be my hour

My shell has disappeared

Swallow whirls of dust into my mouth

But it's wonderful I know

Hiding all my fear

My nightmare is becoming real

Take a look at me

I'm a loser

Hiding all my crimes and then

Forgetting all my ideas

Take a look at me

I'm a loser

I'm a loser

[solo: Biazzi]

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Ahm, Yap
~PinkPanthress — Mon, 22 Aug 2005 13:41:36 PDT
Mood: Drool
Listening to: Sezen Aksu - Yalnizlik Senfonisi
Reading: Fiona Breadley - Surrealism
Watching: See below /S/I/E

Watching: Saw / Identity (yummy John Cusack) / Event Horizon (yummy Larry Fishburne & Jason Isaacs)

I just wanted to say, that if yesterday, some of those People, with whom I eatch others, have become some comments so late from me, allthough those Deviations were slighty half a month old.

It is because I had 300D's on my Messagebox.

And the craziest thing is, I even today have 192D's left.

Even if I do not comment every Deviation, I watch every Deviation, with full view, too.

So do not think, I am an a*sh*le, I my People.

And I appreciate every Person who 'es me, while I him/her.

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For the next weeks I will be a bit more silent. Not that much active here on DA.

I want to Lurk an a bit, without telling it everybody.

You know, I have to satisfy my inner Voyeur a bit, sometimes.

Oh, yes, and I try again some reliefed WP's. Hope they will get clicked, like the recent one.

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Anladim sonu yok yalnizlÄ±ÄÄ±n

Hergün çoÄalacak

Her zaman böyle miydi bilmiyorum

Sanki dokunulmazdÄ± çocukken aÄlamak

AlÄ±ÅÄ±r her insan alÄ±ÅÄ±r zamanla

KÄ±rÄ±lip incinmeye

Çünkü olaÄan yÄ±kÄ±lip yÄ±kÄ±lip

Yeniden ayaÄa kalkmak

YalnÄ±zlÄ±ÄÄ±m yollarÄ±ma

Pusu kurmuÅ beklemekte

AcÄ±lar gözlerini dikmiÅ üstüme nöbette

Bekliyorum bekliyorum

Hadi gelin üstüme korkmuyorum

Bulutlar yüklü

Ha yaÄdÄ± ha yaÄacak üstümüze hasret

YokluÄunla ben baÅbaÅayÄ±z nihayet

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