http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:PixieClear&section=today deviantART RSS for by:PixieClear en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Wed, 02 Dec 2009 16:56:45 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://PixieClear.deviantart.com/journal/7659464/ http://PixieClear.deviantart.com/journal/7659464/ Fri, 20 Jan 2006 16:39:43 PST *runs away while you are paralyzed with fear* ]]> ~PixieClear http://PixieClear.deviantart.com/journal/7408531/ http://PixieClear.deviantart.com/journal/7408531/ Sat, 24 Dec 2005 23:18:24 PST ~PixieClear http://PixieClear.deviantart.com/journal/7365036/ http://PixieClear.deviantart.com/journal/7365036/ Tue, 20 Dec 2005 15:21:26 PST
Needless to say I booked it back inside and told my mom and sisters and brother who had all heard the shot from inside. My mom was very stupid and went outside, despite my urgings not to, and looked around for several minutes for the bullet in the turf (keep in mind, this was less than a minute after it happened). She didn't find it. She did, however, call the police...

So anyway, talked to them but, as I suspected, they couldn't do much about it except look around to see if any hunters were leaving the woods or anything. I was wearing a bright orange fleece dealie, too. ]]> ~PixieClear http://PixieClear.deviantart.com/journal/7239143/ http://PixieClear.deviantart.com/journal/7239143/ Tue, 06 Dec 2005 14:44:23 PST
Q: What is your middle name(s)?
A: Elizabeth

Q: What are you listening to right now?
A: Yes - Mood for a Day

Q: What are the last 2 digits in your phone number?
A: 41

Q: What was the last thing you ate?
A:.... um.............. I *think* it was salmon last night at outback... hey I have leftovers! *scuttles off*
*scuttles back, salmon steaming on a plate*

Q: Last person you hugged?
A: *blinks* uh... Rashelle (I think thats her name) I think. Er... she hugged me. She is stronger than any grown man I have ever met and she comes up to my collarbone... Awww, she's so cute ^^

Q: How is the weather right now?
A: Cloudless, cold and the ground is wet from yesterdays' rain. If I were still living in Colorado then it would have snowed already, but we won't get snow here for another couple months probably....

Q: Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
A: Phone! I needs my phone, I'm waiting for a call.... oh, um... Richard I think, not sure though...

Q: The first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
A: How much muscle do they have? How tall are they? Given these factors; would I be able to take them in a fight if the need should arise? Hmmmm, if he should move a bit that way I could use the wall to.......

Q: Favorite type of Food?
A: I am first and foremost a popcorn-holic, everything else is subjective.

Q: Do you drink?
A: Yeah, coolaid, soda, and even plain water on rare occasions.

Q: Do you smoke?
A: I'm allergic to tobacco smoke; any "mind-altering" substances such as marijuana would react badly with my medicine and cause something not fun to happen...

Q: Ever get so drunk you dont remember what you did?
A: I have decided that I can't get drunk, my body refuses to let me. I, having had alcohol with the intent of getting tipsy/drunk once, can hold my alcohol better than men who are heavier than me and have been drinking quite often for several years.

Q: Hair color?
A: Auburn with light red and blonde highlights in the summer.

Q: Eye color?
A:I love my eyes, they are mainly green, but have blue, brown, gold and red in them as well. I would describe them, but it's too difficult, just take my word that they are awesome.

Q: Do you wear contacts?
A: Glasses....

Q: Favourite Holiday?
A: Fourth of July. Not for patriotic reasons, it's just that my best memories are of the summer and Fourth of July. Memories of Lauren, Ma'idah, Devin, Richie, Zhenille, Sheridan, Rachael... I could go on, but the list would be too long....

Q: Favourite Month?
A: Late October, early November. Everything smells crisp and clean in Autumn, it's my favorite season...

Q: Have you ever cried for no reason?
A: There's always a reason, though it may be irrational...

Q: Last Movie you Watched?
A: Charade (Go Audrey Hepburn!!)

Q: What books are you reading?
A: Gender Myths: Physchology of Women and Men, just finished Frankenstein for class, otherwise burned out from the term paper readings.

Q: Piercings?
A: 4, soon to be 8. (3 in each ear, 1 nose, 1 bellybutton). Just four more months.....

Q: Favorite movie?
A: Tank Girl, Ginger Snaps, Wait Until Dark, How to Steal a Million, Mating Season (shut up, its from the 30's, not a porn), the list goes on....

Q: Favorite basketball Team?
A: Team Sea Slug

Q: What were you doing before filling this out?
A: reading my DA messages...

Q: Any pets?
A: 2 cats and 1 kitten, a dog, 2 guniea pigs... um, thats it I suppose, a few died recently so it seems like a short list...

Q: AIM?
A: *nods* um... don't remember the name....

Q: Butter, Plain or Salted popcorn?
A: kettle korn for the win!

Q: Dogs or cat?
A: Kitties, if I had a soul animal it would be a big cat like a leopard or something

Q: Favourite Flower?
A: Snap Dragons or Aconitum

Q: Have you ever been caught doing something you werent supposed to?
A: Of course.

Q: Have you ever loved someone?
A: Yeah.

Q: Who would you like to see right now?
A: Dev Dev (damn right, I said it, can't do nuthin' either, can ya 'Dev Dev'?) Because I miss me some Dev Dev hugs, witty rhetorts, the occasional... ok, frequent, yet unexpected, bites to the kneecap, and all that other good stuff.

Q: Have you ever fired a gun?
A: Yep, never at something living though. I'm not a bad shot, either, though I prefer a fencin... ]]> ~PixieClear http://PixieClear.deviantart.com/journal/7048610/ http://PixieClear.deviantart.com/journal/7048610/ Mon, 14 Nov 2005 19:13:27 PST ~PixieClear http://PixieClear.deviantart.com/journal/7038977/ http://PixieClear.deviantart.com/journal/7038977/ Sun, 13 Nov 2005 18:47:41 PST ~PixieClear http://PixieClear.deviantart.com/journal/6985143/ http://PixieClear.deviantart.com/journal/6985143/ Mon, 07 Nov 2005 20:28:01 PST



The lady knight sat tall in her gleaming armor atop a gloating white mare, every inch of her hide decorated with shades of maroon and gold. The knight looked down at the awkward girl that shuffled her feet nervously near the hooves of the great steed and frowned softly. The warrior's downturned lips and dissapointed eyes were just visible under her visor much like those of a lioness wreathed in golden grass. The girl's face was downturned and she rubbed dust from her near-immaculate hands, apparently unaware of the large smudges of dirt that streaked her face.

The noble figure gave the girl a stern and silent glare, hoping that she would realize something was wrong and fix the problem herself. Alas, but the girl would not look up! She now seemed to be fixated on a small spot of dried mud on the ankle of the knight's boot (which, conveniently, was just in her range of vision if she kept her head at a slight downward tilt). The spot annoyed the girl very much and she could no longer hold her tongue despite her fears of the nobler woman. The girl tipped her head up, lips pursed in aggrivation, and pointed the spot out to the knight, suggesting that she clean it off and that it was very careless of her to get such a thing upon her boot.

The knight let out an exhasperated grunt and shifted unhappily which made the great steed shift as well. One of the shod hooves clambered onto the toes of the girl and she yelped and jumped backwards, cursing the knight. The girl was still nursing her damaged toes when she noticed the vehement look upon the knight's face. She quickly stood up, her toes not being so damaged after all, and apologized for having pointed out the speck of dust.

At this the Lady laughed humorlessly and with much ire. She jumped from the horse and landed heavily on the ground next to the ignorant girl who jumped in surprise. The armor clad woman looked signifigantly more human now that she was the same height as the girl, who was also mortal, though the gold and maroon cloak still swirled ominously from her shoulders. The knight then lifted her shield to show the girl that she had dirt upon herself though it was not visible the her unaided eyes. A deep blush crept into the girls cheeks, all but hidden by the dirt, and shame clouded her eyes.

The knight sighed and removed her own helmet, revealing a face that was quite human indeed. The girl looked away, pride begging that the knight would let her wash the dirt away before looking again into her face. The knight peered only for a moment longer at the girl before replacing her helmet and again taking her place upon the impatient mount, riding off with a posture that suggested annoyance.

The girl felt a bit sick, she wondered how long it had been since the dirt had stained her cheeks. She almost didn't want to clean it off, just for indignation, but soon realized the foolishness of this thought. The girl found a river close by and cleaned her face as best she could. She hoped that she would see the knight soon so that she could show her what lie beneath all of that muck, but she doubted the knight would be very happy to see her.

She sat by the river and waited with a smile. The knight could hate her forever if she pleased, but the girl would always be grateful for being shown that mirror. She hoped that she might see the knight again soon. ]]> ~PixieClear http://PixieClear.deviantart.com/journal/6795555/ http://PixieClear.deviantart.com/journal/6795555/ Mon, 17 Oct 2005 19:42:53 PDT ~PixieClear http://PixieClear.deviantart.com/journal/6741582/ http://PixieClear.deviantart.com/journal/6741582/ Tue, 11 Oct 2005 17:15:31 PDT
20 things you don't really want people to know about you.
and things you never wanted to know.

(1) I am a very sexist person, I hate men with a passion. I'm not sure whether I'm a lesbian because I hate men or if my hatred of men derived from my lesbianism...

(2) I want to cry my eyes out whenever someone laughs at one of my faults.

(3) I find pleasure in using big words or discussing complex theories around people who will have no idea what I am talking about.

(4) When I think about death too deeply I want to curl up into a little ball and scream until I can't hear my thoughts anymore.

(5) If I was not related to my brother he would be the only boy I would date. (as it were, I have no interest in him like that, don't get the wrong idea)

(6) I am quite judgmental (for example, I can't stand the poser goth/emo/punk kids and I always assume I am smarter than any boy)

(7) If I ever got pregnant I would do whatever I then deemed necessary to get rid of the damned parasite, be it abortion, putting it up for adoption, or suicide.

(8) A common thing for me to do is be really bitchy and piss a whole bunch of people that I don't know off, let them roast for a while, then apologize and see if any of them was tolerant enough to actually accept said apology and maybe even be friends afterwards. It's some kind of stupid test I suppose.

(9) For the most part I only hear half of what someone is saying even if it is just a one-on-one conversation because I zone out and think about other stuff. There are some people, however, who always have my full and rapt attention.

(10) My theories of divinity, afterlife and the like change according to my mood and are often contradictory.

(11) Had Ma'idah not walked in at the right time I likely would have ended my life this summer.

(12) I try to have organized and coherent thoughts on the offchance that someone is listening in...

(13) Likewise, I am always worried that someone is constantly watching me; I often look around nervously when alone and spend as little time as possible in the shower and stuff.

(14) I sometimes get the random urge to destroy everything in reach for no reason at all.

(15) Gay boys make me sick. Whether it is seeing them, hearing their stupid girly dialects or whatever, I just can't deal with it.

(16) It is very hard for me to discern my dreams from reality. Sometimes I will do something in a dream and think I have done it in real life, such as move something, cook something, write something... I have gone to school before to find that I had only put notebooks or papers in my bag in a dream.

(17) Sometimes I look around for a save point before doing something.

(18) I'm actually pretty arrogant, though I tend to act rather modest.

(19) I can be disgustingly nostalgic.

(20) I would rather do grueling physical labor of my own accord than write a single page paper because someone told me to.


So I am supposed to tag people, but how about we just go with "do this if it so suits you" ]]> ~PixieClear http://PixieClear.deviantart.com/journal/6589198/ http://PixieClear.deviantart.com/journal/6589198/ Sat, 24 Sep 2005 10:40:33 PDT ~PixieClear http://PixieClear.deviantart.com/journal/6400251/ http://PixieClear.deviantart.com/journal/6400251/ Fri, 02 Sep 2005 19:25:07 PDT Anyway... yeah, so I was mad. I hope she doesnt try to play it off again. ]]> ~PixieClear http://PixieClear.deviantart.com/journal/6279472/ http://PixieClear.deviantart.com/journal/6279472/ Sat, 20 Aug 2005 12:36:56 PDT ~PixieClear http://PixieClear.deviantart.com/journal/6207871/ http://PixieClear.deviantart.com/journal/6207871/ Fri, 12 Aug 2005 13:36:55 PDT I have not listened to the CD Breakaway by Kelly Clarkson since I got back from Colorado for some reason or another, the first time I listened to it being just hours before I left to get on the plane to go meet my old friends. For the first time in weeks I played it again and listened to the words I heard so many times sing a prelude to the happiness that I felt while surrounded by my friends in Colorado. Memories of driving down familiar streets with Rachael and Lindsay, watching fireworks with my head on the lap of my good friend Devan, hours spent on the lake with Karen and James, pacing between headstones with Jayson... I know that those were some of the best days of my life and I also know that I won't be able to rewind time and experience them again no matter how much I want to, so I just sat here and I cried.
I just want you all to know that I value your friendship very much and that I will never ever forget you and what you have done for me. I miss you all so much!
Ashley ]]> ~PixieClear http://PixieClear.deviantart.com/journal/6057159/ http://PixieClear.deviantart.com/journal/6057159/ Thu, 28 Jul 2005 11:09:49 PDT ~PixieClear http://PixieClear.deviantart.com/journal/6026247/ http://PixieClear.deviantart.com/journal/6026247/ Mon, 25 Jul 2005 01:10:41 PDT Anyway, next I am going to buy an anime called Kannaduki no Miko which, as far as I can tell, is about the sorceress of the sun and moon and some giant mech bots and... I have no clue really. But hey, sexy girls making out? I'm all for it.
And directly after that I will save my money to buy the two box sets and movie collection of Utena!! Yay, more yuri for me ^___^
yeah, anyway... when I get around to it I will also get Steel Angel Kurumi and Yami to Boushi to Hon no Tabibito, another couple of yuri anime available in english subs.
Anyone got any suggestions for other yuri/shoujo-ai anime or manga? I need it 0_0 ]]> ~PixieClear http://PixieClear.deviantart.com/journal/5764505/ http://PixieClear.deviantart.com/journal/5764505/ Sun, 26 Jun 2005 17:48:34 PDT ~PixieClear http://PixieClear.deviantart.com/journal/5608122/ http://PixieClear.deviantart.com/journal/5608122/ Fri, 10 Jun 2005 09:57:26 PDT Yay! *looks around at pretty new features*
I'll definately be putting up some artwork this week. *nods happily*

]]> ~PixieClear http://PixieClear.deviantart.com/journal/5501940/ http://PixieClear.deviantart.com/journal/5501940/ Mon, 30 May 2005 12:10:11 PDT I'm having a major case of artsits block. I think all I need to do is get a good lump of clay and mess around with it for a while but until then I won't be posting much.
I'm sure you are shouting for joy, arent you? ]]> ~PixieClear http://PixieClear.deviantart.com/journal/5284902/ http://PixieClear.deviantart.com/journal/5284902/ Fri, 06 May 2005 13:29:06 PDT So true to my only,
My only love - you.
I write of one who does not know,
To one who'll never read
This futile hope,
This thankless deed.
A bargain lost,
A gamble made,
A lifetime debt,
An unfair trade;
If this is all I'll ever gain,
A dash heading digits laid
All out in rose blood red,
I wish for a single day to sleep,
To sleep oh such divine.
I cannot keep wanting,
Wanting you to keep wanting me,
All that you will ever give me
Is a reason not to sleep.
Fear not, for here I stay
To watch your slumbering form,
Any sign of any strain,
I'll make you to come to.
And so I watch
Watch and I watch you,
Wishing for a reason
to make you to come to.

Soooo.... yeah, I was bored. I don't even like anyone, just a random poem. Don't throw rotten fruit/veggies at it, you'll smudge your screen. A bit odd, I won't explain it though because I'm lazy. ]]> ~PixieClear http://PixieClear.deviantart.com/journal/5166622/ http://PixieClear.deviantart.com/journal/5166622/ Sat, 23 Apr 2005 10:57:23 PDT ~PixieClear http://PixieClear.deviantart.com/journal/5166616/ http://PixieClear.deviantart.com/journal/5166616/ Sat, 23 Apr 2005 10:56:34 PDT ~PixieClear http://PixieClear.deviantart.com/journal/5095719/ http://PixieClear.deviantart.com/journal/5095719/ Fri, 15 Apr 2005 13:35:51 PDT ~PixieClear http://PixieClear.deviantart.com/journal/4972515/ http://PixieClear.deviantart.com/journal/4972515/ Fri, 01 Apr 2005 17:13:26 PST ~PixieClear http://PixieClear.deviantart.com/journal/4909623/ http://PixieClear.deviantart.com/journal/4909623/ Fri, 25 Mar 2005 13:12:09 PST Expect more pictures and maybe an animation or two! I just found out that I have a program to make animations, I must be an idiot for not knowing it was on my computer.... ]]> ~PixieClear http://PixieClear.deviantart.com/journal/4788625/ http://PixieClear.deviantart.com/journal/4788625/ Fri, 11 Mar 2005 19:04:28 PST ~PixieClear http://PixieClear.deviantart.com/journal/4733620/ http://PixieClear.deviantart.com/journal/4733620/ Sat, 05 Mar 2005 09:48:36 PST ~PixieClear http://PixieClear.deviantart.com/journal/4455659/ http://PixieClear.deviantart.com/journal/4455659/ Sun, 30 Jan 2005 17:24:43 PST ~PixieClear http://PixieClear.deviantart.com/journal/4428921/ http://PixieClear.deviantart.com/journal/4428921/ Thu, 27 Jan 2005 13:32:26 PST I thought time was a seperate demension anyway. Maybe it runs parallel to our own. Maybe I'm just one huge fucking idiot and know nothing of the matter. Oh well. It doesn't matter anyway, nothing really matters. We will all die soon. Every one of you people reading this will be dead in a century or so. If we gave up and died right now it would make hardly any difference at all, just a few years. You are less than miniscule when everything that has happened and will happen is accounted for. What is the loss of you to the universe? It probably is'nt a loss at all, more space for the other fledglings that will die all too soon.
But maybe we won't die too soon. Maybe we all die too late. We have too much time with which to bring the downfall and everlasting kingdom that will crumble to the swords of angels or demons. Their flaming swords mark the minute and hour, boring a hole in my flesh as they pace restlessly along my wrist like troubled men in a hospital waiting room. Without anything to mark it, would time even exist. Lost forever in a world of liumbo there is no night and no day, there are no hours, years or months to remind you that you have been there for eternity. Our lives are govorned by a theory, a restraint, menace, theif and grim reaper. You say we are born to die, I sayyou are right, but perchance not in the way you are thinking... ]]> ~PixieClear http://PixieClear.deviantart.com/journal/4423076/ http://PixieClear.deviantart.com/journal/4423076/ Wed, 26 Jan 2005 18:49:24 PST I thought time was a seperate demension anyway. Maybe it runs parallel to our own. Maybe I'm just one huge fucking idiot and know nothing of the matter. Oh well. It doesn't matter anyway, nothing really matters. We will all die soon. Every one of you people reading this will be dead in a century or so. If we gave up and died right now it would make hardly any difference at all, just a few years. You are less than miniscule when everything that has happened and will happen is accounted for. What is the loss of you to the universe? It probably is'nt a loss at all, more space for the other fledglings that will die all too soon.
But maybe we won't die too soon. Maybe we all die too late. We have too much time with which to bring the downfall and everlasting kingdom that will crumble to the swords of angels or demons. Their flaming swords mark the minute and hour, boring a hole in my flesh as they pace restlessly along my wrist like troubled men in a hospital waiting room. Without anything to mark it, would time even exist. Lost forever in a world of liumbo there is no night and no day, there are no hours, years or months to remind you that you have been there for eternity. Our lives are govorned by a theory, a restraint, menace, theif and grim reaper. You say we are born to die, I sayyou are right, but perchance not in the way you are thinking... ]]> ~PixieClear http://PixieClear.deviantart.com/journal/4402962/ http://PixieClear.deviantart.com/journal/4402962/ Mon, 24 Jan 2005 13:40:51 PST ~PixieClear http://PixieClear.deviantart.com/journal/4178461/ http://PixieClear.deviantart.com/journal/4178461/ Tue, 28 Dec 2004 15:32:35 PST ~PixieClear http://PixieClear.deviantart.com/journal/3986327/ http://PixieClear.deviantart.com/journal/3986327/ Sat, 04 Dec 2004 10:12:46 PST ~PixieClear http://PixieClear.deviantart.com/journal/3965803/ http://PixieClear.deviantart.com/journal/3965803/ Wed, 01 Dec 2004 16:17:03 PST ~PixieClear http://PixieClear.deviantart.com/journal/3949301/ http://PixieClear.deviantart.com/journal/3949301/ Mon, 29 Nov 2004 16:16:00 PST ~PixieClear http://PixieClear.deviantart.com/journal/3917475/ http://PixieClear.deviantart.com/journal/3917475/ Thu, 25 Nov 2004 14:04:07 PST ~PixieClear