http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:PixieDark&section=today deviantART RSS for by:PixieDark en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Tue, 15 Dec 2009 19:16:35 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://PixieDark.deviantart.com/journal/16791568/ http://PixieDark.deviantart.com/journal/16791568/ Fri, 08 Feb 2008 20:35:04 PST I am nauseous, tingly, scared and excited.
I feel like my life is starting now. I've had a job offer that will up my income significantly, enough to *hopefully* get me into an apartment. I'm looking at tiny studio apartments, I'm looking at trading my car to lower my payments. I feel like I'm on top of a very exciting cliff and the only place to go is over the edge. I want to cry and giggle at the same time!
I didn't realize it was possible for me to be such an enormous bundle of nerves!

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]]> ~PixieDark http://PixieDark.deviantart.com/journal/16035394/ http://PixieDark.deviantart.com/journal/16035394/ Fri, 21 Dec 2007 20:26:50 PST I can't see you, but I know you are there
I don't know who you are, and yet am comforted by you.
I feel you near during my worst times and best, and though you are a stranger, I love you.
I have no idea of your true nature, if you are sentient or not,
Though I am sure most people are wrong about you.
In your magnificence, I truly doubt that you care about my sex life or the words I use,
I don't believe there is a single correct path to you, though it would be easier if there were.
Men have many names for you; God, Abba, Allah, Gaia, Yahweh, just to name a few,
And many have died for the right to stuff you into a box.
Doubtful this is what you want from us.
Whether you are sentient matters not.
What matters is that we are here, thanks to you.
What matters to me is loving you for what you are,
Though I also know my feeble mind could never wholly grasp you
You are wonderful and terrible, beautiful and hideous.
You are the beginning and the end
You are many things.
You must be an artist;
Your brush has painted beauty beyond comprehension:
A beautiful sunset, a nebula, a strong man, and a nurturing woman,
These works and millions more make up your gallery.
You must be a mother
For born of your womb is everything.
Though no mother I've met is capable of your tyranny.
The majesty of your creation is rivaled only by the terror of your destruction.
You must be a father.
Your ability to protect as well as your ability to hurt reflects the nature of even the best man.
Whoever you are, artist, destroyer, father, mother, sentient or not,
We cannot know all of your aspects.
The way I know you, I believe sums you up best.
Beyond labels or explanations,
Infinite.

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I didn't intend for this entry to be quite so depressing, sorry about that.
Merry Christmas!

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[x] you love hoodies.
[x] you love jeans.
[x] dogs are better than cats
[ ] it's hilarious when people get hurt.
[ ] you've played with/against boys on a team.
[ ] shopping is torture.
[ ] sad movies suck.
[x] you own an x-box. (dude, isnt ps2 cool?)
[x] played with hotwheels cars as a kid.
[ ] at some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter.
[x] you own a DS, PS2 or sega.
[ ] you used to be obsessed with power rangers.
[x] you watch sports on TV.
[x] gory movies are cool.
[ ] you go to your dad for advice.
[ ] you own like a trillion baseball caps.
[x] you like going to football games.
[ ] you used to/do collect baseball cards.
[ ] baggy pants are cool to wear.
[ ] it's kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.
[x] green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors.
[x] you love to go crazy and not care what people think.
[x] sports are fun.
[ ] talk with food in your mouth. (dad finds it hilarious)
[ ] wear boxers.

Total = 12 points.

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Your girl side

[x] you wear lip gloss.
[x] you love to shop.
[x] you wear eyeliner.
[x] you have some of the same shirts in different colors.
[x] you wear the color pink.
[ ] go to your mom for advice.
[x] you consider cheerleading a sport
[ ] you hate wearing the color black.
[x] you like hanging out at the mall.
[x] you like getting manicures and/or pedicures.
[x] you like wearing jewelry.
[ ] skirts are a big part of your wardrobe.
[x] shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.
[ ] you don't like the movie star wars. (my hubbie would kill me if I said that)
[ ] you are/were in cheerleading, gymnastics or dance.
[ ] it takes you around 1 hour to shower, get dressed, and put on make-up and accessories.
[ ] you smile a lot more than you should.
[ ] you have more than 10 pairs of shoes.
[x] you care about what you look like.
[x] you like wearing dresses when you can.
[x] you like wearing body spray/perfume/cologne.
[x] you wear girl underwear.
[x] used to play with dolls as little kid.
[x] like putting make-up on someone else for the joy of it.
[ ] like taking pictures of yourself with your cell phone/camera when you're bored.

Total points = 16

Kinda funny that my sides are almost equal, I’m such a girly girl…lol

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