<?xml version="1.0" encoding="utf-8"?>

<rss version="2.0" xmlns:media="http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/" xmlns:atom="http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom" xmlns:creativeCommons="http://backend.userland.com/creativeCommonsRssModule">
    <channel>
        <title>deviantART: by:Playboy-Moogle</title>
        <link>http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:Playboy-Moogle&amp;section=today</link>
        <description>deviantART RSS for by:Playboy-Moogle</description>
        <language>en-us</language>
        <copyright>Copyright 2009, deviantART.com</copyright>

        <pubDate>Tue, 15 Dec 2009 01:19:06 PST</pubDate>        
        <generator>deviantART.com</generator>
        <docs>http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss</docs>
        <atom:icon>http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png</atom:icon>
        <atom:link href="http://backend.deviantart.com/rss.xml?q=by%3APlayboy-Moogle&amp;type=journal" rel="self" type="application/rss+xml" />
                  <item>
                <title>21</title>
                <link>http://Playboy-Moogle.deviantart.com/journal/27274905/</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://Playboy-Moogle.deviantart.com/journal/27274905/</guid>
                <pubDate>Fri, 18 Sep 2009 05:06:57 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well I am now officially 21 as of September 17th...I know my entry is a little late.<br />I did go out yesterday to dinner and I enjoyed myself lots. I've got plans today too to continue the party. I'm going go drinking a little more since my paycheck finally cleared and stuff YAY, and i'm going to wonder around pittsburgh. Possibly dye my hair and do a little shopping. <br /><br />I'm excited though. This magical number now gives my access to wine tastings at all of the great wineries in the area and the breweries. I'm such a wine-o. La~<br /><br />For my birthday my wonderful man even scoured all the local comic book shops to get me a nice stack of Static comic books. My favorite series. Now if only we could find the other 3 Mystique's I'm missing. <br /><br />He also bought us a fantastic bottle of Champagne that we uncorked at midnight on the 17th after I got home from work.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*Playboy-Moogle</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>jalapenos and world of warcraft</title>
                <link>http://Playboy-Moogle.deviantart.com/journal/25890062/</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://Playboy-Moogle.deviantart.com/journal/25890062/</guid>
                <pubDate>Sat, 11 Jul 2009 23:26:27 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ MMM pepperjack cheese......<br />goes well with corn dogs and a romp around azeroth.<br /><br /><br />Anyway so I just posted my first pixel dolls in sometime. Not my best work but I'll get back into the swing of it eventually.<br />I'm in the middle of moving and I get to start my new job at the River's Casino here in Pittsburgh on the 20th. It's very exciting. <br /><br /><br /><br />Wow I started this and thought I had a lot more to say...oh well it'll come to me later<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*Playboy-Moogle</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>It's been awhile</title>
                <link>http://Playboy-Moogle.deviantart.com/journal/24585048/</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://Playboy-Moogle.deviantart.com/journal/24585048/</guid>
                <pubDate>Mon, 04 May 2009 14:17:43 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I guess it's fair for me to say I haven't posted much of anything this past year...I kind of regret it but I haven't done much of anything to post here. I suppose that's what happens when you move out of your parents house, go to college for something not in the "art" industry. I mean I can't really say I'm not in the art industry as my college degree says Associates Degree of Specialized Technology in Culinary "Arts" so I guess I'm somewhat still there. Well I finally got a desktop with Windows XP so you should start seeing a few pixel dolls here and there popup. No promises, but now that I actually have something I can sit at and have patience with it's more likely, since let's face it Windows Vista blows and the "new" mspaint it comes with pales in comparison. Not to mention trying to pixel on a laptop with a small screen and bad eyesight is no fun either. I however have done a few traditional pieces of my characters on WoW. Yes WoW, my fiance sucked me into it so we had something aside from the billions of game consoles and games we have to play. Go figure aside from Mario there aren't too many console games that suck him into multi-player mode. Then again he's a techie so I guess being that he's never going to be satisfied with one game we play together, he's now trying to suck me into Guild wars or something like that I don't know. Needless to say it's not working. Especially since he bought me the Sims Pet Stories and reserved the Sims 3 for me when it comes out in June...so excited. Though I think I've won my battle with the Wii fitness games like the new multi-player one coming out this month by EA. We already reserved it so I can't wait to kick his ass at some of the multi-player games it's going to have to offer, that is provided I can get him to put the Wii wheel and Mario kart down. <br />I guess life is going ok, looking for an apartment in Pittsburgh currently so I can move back to an area that offers more than 3 worthwhile restaurants to work for. I've an interview Wednesday so wish me luck. I'm pretty excited, it's going to be a nice change of pace and at least living there I won't have to worry about the wind ripping the gutter off my house, which mind you was just recently put back on. The only thing I'm leery about with moving is my 55-gallon fish tank. I have renters so I should be allowed to have it no matter what apartment I get however actually moving it is the hard part. It's heavy empty...and I didn't have fish to worry about jumping out of their respective buckets when I got it. The ferrets too are a worry, I don't want to give them up but there are some places that may not welcome them, though my fingers are crossed. I'm not worried about Chewie and Nemy, they became outside cats once it became warm, since they kept trying to sneak out I let them go have fun, collared and tagged of course and while I miss them lots and put food out for them, I haven't see them since I did so. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> If anything I hope someone picked them up and is taking good care of them, or they're just somewhere in the backyard sleeping when I look for them.<br /><br />Well, If you made it this far with me thanks for reading about my ramblings. <3<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*Playboy-Moogle</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>Wow</title>
                <link>http://Playboy-Moogle.deviantart.com/journal/21316494/</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://Playboy-Moogle.deviantart.com/journal/21316494/</guid>
                <pubDate>Tue, 04 Nov 2008 11:23:25 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So I guess it's been awhile since I updated this. Things are working out, slowly, but working out. To all of those who are between the ages of 18 and 24, stay at your parents house until you've built up enough money that you can be stable by yourself and have good enough credit to get the help from the bank should you need it.<br />The government is nuts if they think people can survive by themselves on minimum wage in this day and age. <br /><br />A lot of things have happened, I'm working at a call center for the winter, since Nemacolin doesn't get the business in the winter it does in the summer, and frankly I'm bored being that slow and having nothing to do but clean in the kitchen.<br /><br />I'm slowly approaching the months where my cat Nemy needs spayed, Chewie is already cuddling up to her more than I like and I really don't want kittens. <br /><br />It's getting really cold up here in Uniontown PA too. We had our first snow of the season last week and with that a nice hike in my electric bill, especially since I run off of baseboard heating and in order to keep the air from drying out I've to run a humidifier on top of it. Thoug I suppose if I wanted I could shut my fridge off and keep all the food outside on my front porch. :/<br /><br />On another note if you haven't checked out the new Harvest Moon game for the wii you should definitely do so. It's pretty unique, fantastic animation and a little overly cute storyline but it's a pretty in depth game and it's certainly a challenging game. There are parts that get you so stuck you've no choice but to go online and look things up or buy the strategy guide.<br /><br />Well I best be going, I'm supposed to be cleaning my house.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*Playboy-Moogle</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>ugh</title>
                <link>http://Playboy-Moogle.deviantart.com/journal/19171876/</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://Playboy-Moogle.deviantart.com/journal/19171876/</guid>
                <pubDate>Wed, 02 Jul 2008 19:08:28 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Apartment searching is such a pain in the butt. I've checked a few different places and they're full, or they're renovating and not accepting new tenants or not feasible affordable.<br /><br />Ugh hopefully something will come up<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*Playboy-Moogle</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>stressed</title>
                <link>http://Playboy-Moogle.deviantart.com/journal/19052623/</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://Playboy-Moogle.deviantart.com/journal/19052623/</guid>
                <pubDate>Thu, 26 Jun 2008 07:52:23 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ so i guess what was supposed to be a great day, last day of class and all, murphy's law just didn't care.<br /><br />Bryan left at 3am that morning and apparantly took my keys, I called him told him I could find him and he said it was fine he'd leave the door unlocked. Well while i was at school he spent the whole day moving my things out and putting them in storage, then ran away closed our savings account changed my address and all other sorts of things. While I was running my errands I got a phone call from him, asking me where I was, I told him on my way home, he then decided to tell me all my stuff was in storage and I couldn't get into the apt because he took my keys, following that he broke up with me. To make matters worse he had depositted a check for 100 bucks, my entire paycheck, into his account to pay for our electric to be turned on for july.<br /><br />So I lost my home, I lost my boyfriend, and i've no money.<br /><br />What a perfect day that turned out to be...<br /><br />It really doesn't make any sense either, I mean yeah we were having some problems and fighting and I was gonna move out so we could start over and try to make it work because we both wanted to, or atleast I did. And tuesday night he was playful and flirty and fun, and then somehow between tuesday night and Wednesday morning something changed. We didn't fight he, I made us dinner, took a headache med and went to bed and he was sleeping too so it was so fucked up.<br /><br />I should've seen it coming, he did it to Brianne his ex too. He won't even talk to me. I guess the 6 months was a lie. He wouldn't even let me get my stuff while he was there. I had to send my friends kathy and dave to get my ferrets from him.<br /><br />I really don't know what to do. My hearts racing i'm so nauseated I dont even want to drink water, i ache all over. It;s terrible<br /><br />whats even more is that not all of my things were in the storage compartment.<br /><br />Maybe he was cheating on me like I expected, or maybe he's just incapable of any emotion other than spite. I don't know, all I know is that I feel totally betrayed and used to no end.<br /><br />I could really use cory right now<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*Playboy-Moogle</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>hm</title>
                <link>http://Playboy-Moogle.deviantart.com/journal/18970986/</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://Playboy-Moogle.deviantart.com/journal/18970986/</guid>
                <pubDate>Sat, 21 Jun 2008 17:49:58 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ welp come Wednesday i'm done with college. YAY!! July 7th I start working for nemacolin provided i get a car.(hope hope hope) w/o it i fail my externship. <br /><br />its so relaxing to be done though. I can't wait until I finally get the degree and never have to see the school again. <br /><br />I can't wait for Kristine to get here either. its so exciting i missed her. In fact i miss everyone. <br /><br />i guess its kinda a random blog since ive to leave in like 5 minutes. I'm going out karaoke-ing. YAY. Thursday I compete to see if I can make finals and then well see what happens. If i win finals its 500 bucks in my pocket that i could really use.<br /><br />blah later <33<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*Playboy-Moogle</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>I'm so lucky</title>
                <link>http://Playboy-Moogle.deviantart.com/journal/16924771/</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://Playboy-Moogle.deviantart.com/journal/16924771/</guid>
                <pubDate>Sun, 17 Feb 2008 06:27:33 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So i'm in the process of moving in with my boyfriend Bryan. I've never met anyone like him and the last time I felt the way I do now was Tony. I want to do something really special for him but i've no money to do so. <br />His mom gave us a house about 45 minutes away from here, it's a decent sized house but it needs some serious work, so it looks like I might be staying in Pittsburgh for my externship. <br /><br />I got a new job finally. I quit working at the store in the mall and i'm back in a kitchen about a 20 minute walk from bryan's place. I feel slightly stupid though. I'm new and I don't know the flow yet. I hope I can get into the groove soon.<br /><br />We're putting money away for a car and a new ferret cage at the moment. The ferret seems a little lonely so we might get another one too. We haven't totally decided yet.<br /><br /><br />I've also decided that both walmart and target suck on the weekends. People are so fucking stupid. <br /><br />Blah blah blah<br /><br />I'm almost done with 4th cycle. I'll be starting 5th, Baking, in a few weeks. I'm excited but scared. I can't bake worth a shit. But I get to make all sorts of exciting things and even more awesome is once i hit that course i've only 3-4 months left. YAY!!!!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*Playboy-Moogle</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>X-mas</title>
                <link>http://Playboy-Moogle.deviantart.com/journal/16107953/</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://Playboy-Moogle.deviantart.com/journal/16107953/</guid>
                <pubDate>Wed, 26 Dec 2007 11:00:07 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well the day is over but the holiday vacation still ensues. I hope everyone's day was good and filled with laughter and such.<br />
<br />
Mine was relatively loud. My younger sister as she gets older every time I see her repeatedly reminds me of the skanky little bitch she's becoming. Quite spoiled in all aspects of the word. She's 11 and wearing make-up. I can only shake my head in disgust and bite me tongue. She's going to end up just like my older adopted sister.<br />
<br />
My little brother, a genius in several ways, recieved a much needed amp for his guitar. He's getting very good at playing too. Getting into a lot of the music I listen to and everyday reminding me of a rock star. I miss hanging out with him.<br />
<br />
My youngest sister via Bill is cute, but loud as all get out. I can't imagine how all that noise can come from her little body. A little spoiled too but not as bad as the other.<br />
<br />
My mom of couse is being herself, she wants to give me the world but I don't want it. I'm satisfied with what I have and I prefer to get those things that I want on my own. I hate getting stuff, I'd rather give it. But both of us are stubborn and I can't say no to her where she can't say no to me.<br />
<br />
I did get some nice gifts though. My parents gave me a huge set of sushi making stuff including the rice and nori. Also amongst it all was a set of chopsticks and the sushi server and a very nice Sushi cookbook/instruction manual. I can't wait to give it all  try. They also gave me a very nice Sansa mp3 player, some clothes a beautiul rochelle blanket from HotTopic, a dvd player and an absolutely beautiful watch. My younger brother surprised me with a beautiful handmade scarf he purchased with his own money. It's possibley my favorite of everything I received. <br />
<br />
Coming home though made me realize that i'm more of a visitor now. I've no bedroom and I really don't know this house at all. None of my stuff resides here either. It's all in storage. It's a slightly depressing realization. But Ican ly move forward you know..<br />
<br />
<br />
Well anyway i'm off to listen to some more Blaqk Audio and watch my family play with the new wii<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*Playboy-Moogle</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>Hmmm</title>
                <link>http://Playboy-Moogle.deviantart.com/journal/15377810/</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://Playboy-Moogle.deviantart.com/journal/15377810/</guid>
                <pubDate>Mon, 05 Nov 2007 14:12:39 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So I guess I havent really updated in a while. I don't know things have been different. I miss home, but not as much as one would think I should. Pittsburgh is nice but it's cold and I hate cold, 5 hours isn't much but it makes a difference when it comes to temperature. The weather channel is predicting a signifigantly less amount of snow this year, leading to a light winter.....we all know how accurate weathermen are. Fantastic. It's so pretty until it melts..<br />
<br />
I burnt the hell out of myself today in kitchens. A new record for me, 4 times in one sitting. I got both of my wrists and it hurts a little to move. They tug on the welts, and they still burn a bit even though its been almost 8 hours since. But if I think about it i'd rather burn myself than cut myself, less blood, and a bandage isnt required. I can just pretend they don't exist.<br />
<br />
Non-existance...sometimes that sounds incredibly welcoming, despite the frostbitten letters. I mean, i'm not trying to be depressing. Don't get me wrong, I love being here, I love cooking and class is exciting. It was no mistake moving here. What I mean is that when it gets down to it, there's a lot I regret and plenty I don't plan to regret but due to unforseen circumstances will be forced into. When you get to sit down and think about it all in the bigger picture you begin to wonder if it's worth it. If it has a purpose, some way to make you a better person. Then you become frustrated and confused, and it leads to anger and a twinge of fear. Once wound down it becomes almost like a hole that just sits in your chest as if something's missing..<br />
<br />
Missing...by the way my wallet and clothes were turned in. After being stolen and missing for two days. Seperate occasions though. People confound me....why steal laundry of all things? Perhaps i'll head off to ponder such idiocy and get back to you later.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*Playboy-Moogle</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>YAHOO!</title>
                <link>http://Playboy-Moogle.deviantart.com/journal/14410315/</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://Playboy-Moogle.deviantart.com/journal/14410315/</guid>
                <pubDate>Thu, 30 Aug 2007 12:49:51 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Today was the last day of first cycle, and the last day of finals.<br />
<br />
I have a 4.0<br />
<br />
I'm not going home for labor day, but Katie's coming up to visit.<br />
<br />
And i've decided that boys are stupid, i'm not going to mention whom has brought me to this conclusion, but he knows who he is.<br />
<br />
<br />
I'm planning on rearranging my room again, because i'm a pain in the butt.<br />
<br />
Tuesday I start my new classes. I get to start Soups, stocks and sauces. YAY!!! I love making soup. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*Playboy-Moogle</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>Update</title>
                <link>http://Playboy-Moogle.deviantart.com/journal/13745129/</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://Playboy-Moogle.deviantart.com/journal/13745129/</guid>
                <pubDate>Sun, 15 Jul 2007 14:01:54 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well, i'm settled into my dorm in Pittsburgh. Tomorrow is my second week of classes at PA Culinary Institute.<br />
I spent yesterday with this really nice (and cute) guy I met in my kitchen class. <br />
I received my knife kit Friday, they're really nice and we really got out money's worth with them.<br />
<br />
I miss everyone back home. <br />
<br />
Good news is I had my camera fixed and i've been slowly shooting off a roll of film. I should have some new prints soon.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*Playboy-Moogle</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>UPDATE!!!!</title>
                <link>http://Playboy-Moogle.deviantart.com/journal/12852753/</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://Playboy-Moogle.deviantart.com/journal/12852753/</guid>
                <pubDate>Sat, 05 May 2007 13:47:30 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So my recent stuff is a lot of the stuff i've been doing in my ap art class. Fun fun, which is why I haven't uploaded anything in a very long time. Well here you go enjoy.<br />
<br />
<br />
Next I have so good news so half and half news and some bad news<br />
<br />
<br />
Good News:<br />
    July 9th - College classes begin<br />
    May 30th - GRADUATION!!!<br />
    May 29th - Senior Trip<br />
    May 18th - Last day of classes<br />
    May 12th - Prom<br />
    May 9th - AP shit is done and over with<br />
<br />
The half and half news:<br />
    May 9th - AP shit is due >.<<br />
    May 7th - Period DX....<br />
    .....May 12th - Prom....<br />
<br />
The Bad News:<br />
      May 4th - Diagnosed with STREP!!!!!!<br />
      Sometime in April - Purchased $500 prom dress<br />
      May 11th - AP shit MUST be postmarked<br />
      May 7th, 8th maybe 9th - still contagious<br />
<br />
<br />
SUCH BAD TIMING DXXXXXXXXX<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*Playboy-Moogle</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>Accepted</title>
                <link>http://Playboy-Moogle.deviantart.com/journal/11803973/</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://Playboy-Moogle.deviantart.com/journal/11803973/</guid>
                <pubDate>Tue, 13 Feb 2007 19:12:04 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Last night February 12 2007 I received a call from the Le Cordon Bleu Pittsburg Culinary Art Institute.<br />
<br />
I was granted partial acceptance. As long as I make deadlines for a bunch of financial and other such things I start classes July 10.<br />
<br />
**screams** I cried for like half an hour I was so happy.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*Playboy-Moogle</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>Life sucks</title>
                <link>http://Playboy-Moogle.deviantart.com/journal/11655722/</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://Playboy-Moogle.deviantart.com/journal/11655722/</guid>
                <pubDate>Fri, 02 Feb 2007 05:21:47 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Guidance department sucks. I submitted my application to Le Cordon Bleu three weeks ago and requested my transcripts three weeks ago. The guidance department has yet to send my transcripts.<br />
<br />
The biggest issue about it all.<br />
This college doesn't start in September. If i'm accepted I start July 10. <br />
Thanks for screwing me Joppatowne.<br />
<br />
<br />
I'm going to Harford Glen next week.<br />
<br />
I'm excited. Cari will be there with me.<br />
<br />
<br />
My boyfriends birthday is the 12th. My boos has been screwing me out of my days. I haven't worked even once this weeks. I have bills to pay and food to buy. Thanks boss I appreciate it. I really make enough to only work one day a week.<br />
<br />
Nine bucks is so not fucking worth it. I need a fucking raise. <br />
<br />
He gives me weekday hours to this flunk who never even shows up. To top it off she's a spoiled brat and mommy and daddy pay for everything for her.<br />
<br />
My parents pay squat for me. <br />
<br />
So not only can't I pay my bills but I can't even buy my boyfriend a birthday gift.<br />
<br />
That makes me feel like shit.<br />
<br />
Between my birthday and christmas he's spent well over 300 bucks on me.<br />
<br />
And I can't even buy him a birthday gift.<br />
<br />
To make matters worse march is rapidly approaching and I can't get into a fucking driving school.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*Playboy-Moogle</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>Meddlesome Mothers</title>
                <link>http://Playboy-Moogle.deviantart.com/journal/11061058/</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://Playboy-Moogle.deviantart.com/journal/11061058/</guid>
                <pubDate>Thu, 14 Dec 2006 11:06:08 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So it'll be a year since i've been with nick next saturday. He and I have never gone anyway nice, as in like resturant wise, without his mother and to be completely honest, i'm not satisfied. I asked him to take me to the cheesecake factory for our anniversary dinner and his responce was "I don't think my mom will let me"<br />
<br />
Am I being selfish because i'm upset and dissattisfied with that responce?<br />
<br />
AM I being selfish because i'm sick of the Outback?<br />
<br />
When I responded to his "mother" excuse, he told me I didn't appreciate him and what he does for me.<br />
<br />
So I told him that there was one in Baltimore.<br />
He told me he didn't want to go there because he didn't like to drive to Baltimore.<br />
<br />
He said we could go to Don Pablo's or Kobe's and those were my choices.<br />
<br />
Now don't get me wrong those are nice resturants, but let's face it mexican food is not romantic, and as much as I love japanese food, sitting with eight other people at a teppenyaki table isn't either.<br />
<br />
So when I told him that he told me he didn't have the money for the Cheesecake factory.<br />
<br />
Now let's compare prices. <br />
A chicken meal at Kobe's is about 12 bucks per person. A chicken meal at the cheesecake factory is maybe 10.<br />
<br />
I don't know, but unless you were taught the basics on opposite day, 12 is more than 10 :/<br />
<br />
<br />
So onto another point. Nick and I have never done anything as a couple. Anything as in trips and such. Skiing, ice skating, snow tubing, something along those lines. If we've done anything like that it's been with his mother.<br />
<br />
After awhile any activity loses it's magic when mommy dearest is along.<br />
<br />
First off mommy dearest is controlling. Granted Nick is an only child and blah blah blah but at the same time she needs to let him grow up a little.<br />
Nick and I can't cuddle, tickle, pick on or fool around without mommy telling us to be quiet, or stop or something along those lines. When we try to she talks to us the way a mother driving a car tells her eight year old children to stop. <br />
Next, Nick and I can't have a private conversation when she's around without her "what" "I didn't hear you" "what're you guys talking about".<br />
His mother is NOSY! And it drives me up the wall.<br />
But if I get mad at her or get irritated with it i'm the one being disrespectful. And nick doesn't have the balls to tell her to back off.<br />
<br />
So I reiterate, Am I being selfish?<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*Playboy-Moogle</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>Blah</title>
                <link>http://Playboy-Moogle.deviantart.com/journal/10600367/</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://Playboy-Moogle.deviantart.com/journal/10600367/</guid>
                <pubDate>Fri, 03 Nov 2006 05:29:19 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So I'm in the schools production of "Up the Down Staircase" where I play a minor role of a very stern, very proffessional school clerk named Sadie Finch. I've had my lines for about a week now and the production was yesterday and is today and tomorrow. YAY! Well I didn't mess up last night but there's still two more days left.<br />
<br />
Anyway, this morning I woke up and checked my SAT scores. 1620. o.0;;; Good thing i'm taking them. I'm not very happy with that score.<br />
<br />
Anyway, last sunday one of the other cooks got fired from work and though it's not official yet it looks like i'll be the new cook. Fingers crossed<br />
<br />
Report cards come out in two weeks. I hope I did well on them.<br />
We had a test on Hamlet Tuesday in AP Lit12 that I think I did really well on. Most of the kids in my class had never read Hamlet before which really surprised me. I had begun reading Shakespeare in fifth grade and Hamlet is one of the easier Shakespeare plays to understand...atleast from my veiwpoint.<br />
<br />
<br />
I've applied to a couple of colleges now. Most of the programs are elearning programs though which makes me feel better since I really don't want to leave state and have the stress of paying loads of bills, finding a job and all that good stuff.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*Playboy-Moogle</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>the big one eight</title>
                <link>http://Playboy-Moogle.deviantart.com/journal/10114880/</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://Playboy-Moogle.deviantart.com/journal/10114880/</guid>
                <pubDate>Mon, 18 Sep 2006 18:06:55 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ well it's official. As of 2pm september 17th 2006. I am now 18. Legal. To buy cigarettes, vote, fuck whoever I want to.....yeah right like i'd do any of the three of those things.<br />
<br />
On a sad note, my father didn't even call to wish me a happy birthday. Thanks dad. Guess who's not coming to my graduation.<br />
I was even considering giving you the last ticket. Instead I think i'll give it to some one more deserving. Like Cory or something who i've never even met yet who cares more about me than you ever did.<br />
<br />
Homecoming is October 7th. I got my dress on thursday. It's blue and really pretty. My mom lent me her pearl necklace and gave me pearl earings and a bracelet with zirconias(sp?) in them for my birthday. Their beautiful. I'm going to buy a pair of white gloves to go with it and i have about 20 blue gem boby pins for in my hair. <br />
<br />
My SATs are october 14th and i've got a college visit to Bradley and a high school art workshop at Antonelli coming up.<br />
<br />
One of the cooks got fired at work which means I'm moving up. No more buspan hands. No more old bay sneakers. No more dirty tables to bus. And a pay raise hopefully X3<br />
<br />
Well i'm off to play the sims 2 for ps2<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*Playboy-Moogle</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
                <link>http://Playboy-Moogle.deviantart.com/journal/9351458/</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://Playboy-Moogle.deviantart.com/journal/9351458/</guid>
                <pubDate>Wed, 12 Jul 2006 07:02:12 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ T_T<br />
my devart account expired.<br />
Man I already miss it.<br />
<br />
I need to get some money and renew it. ]]></description>
                <author>*Playboy-Moogle</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>still without a computer</title>
                <link>http://Playboy-Moogle.deviantart.com/journal/9175906/</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://Playboy-Moogle.deviantart.com/journal/9175906/</guid>
                <pubDate>Sun, 25 Jun 2006 06:39:39 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ My computer still has the virus.....there's too much stuff to put onto cds @_@<br />
<br />
<br />
I miss everyone....and I have a ton of suff to upload but no scanner to do it v.v<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*Playboy-Moogle</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
                <link>http://Playboy-Moogle.deviantart.com/journal/8404830/</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://Playboy-Moogle.deviantart.com/journal/8404830/</guid>
                <pubDate>Sat, 08 Apr 2006 05:20:59 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm awake way too early. <br />
I still don't have a new tablet pen and now my scanner currently resides at my mother's work desk.(which means my printer is gone too)<br />
<br />
So i'm putting up with a bunch of bullshit at school.<br />
<br />
My art teacher is failing me. People are spreading rumors about me, and finding a job is proving to be more difficult than passing my art class :/<br />
<br />
I'm sunburnt, bruised and sore to boot.<br />
<br />
On the better side, I got my prom dress, I bought a new pair of shoes the other day, and my counselor session is approaching faster and faster.<br />
<br />
Nick is also going to teach me to ride a dirtbike.<br />
<br />
My mother finally divorced my step father.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*Playboy-Moogle</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>Hiatus</title>
                <link>http://Playboy-Moogle.deviantart.com/journal/8109073/</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://Playboy-Moogle.deviantart.com/journal/8109073/</guid>
                <pubDate>Thu, 09 Mar 2006 03:48:57 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Sorry i'm not around much. Without a tablet pen I can't do much art work, not to mention i've been busy with school.<br />
I have a chorus festival coming up in 2 weeks, we're singing Ave Maria, Didn't My Lord Deliver Daniel, and Down by the Sally Gardens.<br />
<br />
<br />
I got accepted into the counselor program at Harford Glenn. My session is May 9- May 12.<br />
<br />
And i've discovered I might have to move again.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*Playboy-Moogle</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
                <link>http://Playboy-Moogle.deviantart.com/journal/7887482/</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://Playboy-Moogle.deviantart.com/journal/7887482/</guid>
                <pubDate>Mon, 13 Feb 2006 19:30:20 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ DX I hate snow. It's like uber cold and when the sun is out it hurts my eyes because of how white and reflective it is >.<<br />
<br />
I wish I had been able to get pictures of it yesterday though.<br />
<br />
The snow on the trees and the houses and the unshoveled walkways and driveways at dawn were so beautiful.<br />
<br />
I wonder if I'll have to go to school tomorrow. I didn't have school today....we may have at least a two hour delay tomorrow.<br />
<br />
I painted a Ravens thing for Nick the other day. His birthday was the 12th and he's in love with the Baltimore Ravens. <br />
He really liked it. It's an ok painting, a few problems here and there. It took forever though. I absolutely despise football...so I had to do a ton of research in order to draw it.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*Playboy-Moogle</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>Thanks mom /sarcasm</title>
                <link>http://Playboy-Moogle.deviantart.com/journal/7773971/</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://Playboy-Moogle.deviantart.com/journal/7773971/</guid>
                <pubDate>Wed, 01 Feb 2006 17:58:53 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Isn't it the greatest feeling in the world when you know your mother doesn't support your career choice?<br />
<br />
I want to be a fashion designer and I want to make custom dresses and stuff.<br />
So I designed a prom dress for Junior Prom and it's a simple design even though I think it looks really pretty. I mean a monkey could fucking sew it if it really wanted to.<br />
<br />
But anyway I went down and asked my mother to take me to joanne Fabrics sometime to get the fabric to make the dress and she gave me a dirty look and responded "We'll buy you're prom dress" and then refused to look at the design or even discuss it.<br />
<br />
I mean what the fuck?<br />
First of all making a dress cuts down on time spent LOOKING for a dress that I like. I always felt looking for a perfect prom dress is like picking out a bra that fits perfectly (XD like that ever happens)<br />
Second it's more cost effective to MAKE the dress. I mean come on i'd rather spend a small amount than spend 200-300 bucks on a dress that I DON'T like :l<br />
Third..I want a dress special to ME for my first prom...and the dress I designed...I love to death...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*Playboy-Moogle</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
                <link>http://Playboy-Moogle.deviantart.com/journal/7730155/</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://Playboy-Moogle.deviantart.com/journal/7730155/</guid>
                <pubDate>Sat, 28 Jan 2006 09:10:36 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Art slump....i've been in a horrid art slump...everything I've drawn as of late looks like blah...<br />
<br />
Tablet gone bad.....my tablet keeps getting stuck....I think I need a new pen nib or something....does best buy sell them? Or do I need to order one?<br />
<br />
My dad...is a deadbeat...won't answer his phone and I left my camera at his house...I need it for art....so I need him to ship it by UPS...not going to happen if he won't answer his phone...<br />
<br />
Yahoo Launch....driving me mad...plays the same damn songs over and over again...<br />
<br />
Balligomingo CD...won't play in anything but my computer...<br />
<br />
My mp3 player...no batteries...DXXXXX<br />
<br />
Both of my cell phones....dead x.X;;;;<br />
<br />
My digital camera.....no batteries DXX.x<br />
<br />
My rant....is over<br />
---------------------------------------------------------------------<br />
<br />
I passed all my classes last semester.....i'm lucky I got the grade I got in Art...despite the fact that it's still rather low.....it's higher than my teacher originally tried to give me....thank god for the substitute talking to her.<br />
I have that same art teacher again this semester...but atleast studio is like an independent study class. And I cleared it with her to use lift out and markers...now i'm waiting for the clear on watercolor and colored pencil mixed media.<br />
<br />
I'm doing a theme of park benches...Should be interesting....<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*Playboy-Moogle</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
                <link>http://Playboy-Moogle.deviantart.com/journal/7485809/</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://Playboy-Moogle.deviantart.com/journal/7485809/</guid>
                <pubDate>Mon, 02 Jan 2006 05:16:54 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Son of a bitch.<br />
So I woke up this morning piceked up my tablet pen like always, and begin to mouse around and guess what?<br />
No mousing around happens. T_T<br />
My tablet pen doesn't seem to want to work. Maybe I need to restart. Maybe I need a new tip. I dunno but it's annoying because now I can't draw.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*Playboy-Moogle</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
                <link>http://Playboy-Moogle.deviantart.com/journal/7476491/</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://Playboy-Moogle.deviantart.com/journal/7476491/</guid>
                <pubDate>Sun, 01 Jan 2006 08:41:07 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Happy new year.<br />
<br />
Lots of memories of '05<br />
New friends, new experiences.<br />
And many more to come with '06<br />
---------------------------------------<br />
<br />
<br />
Someone make me do my art project >><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*Playboy-Moogle</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
                <link>http://Playboy-Moogle.deviantart.com/journal/7385031/</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://Playboy-Moogle.deviantart.com/journal/7385031/</guid>
                <pubDate>Thu, 22 Dec 2005 17:52:26 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Welp I didn't even make ensemble for little shop.<br />
<br />
Whatever. I have better things to do after school anyway.<br />
<br />
Bought myself a new tarot card deck to make myself feel better. And hey it worked. The illustrations on the cards are just breathtaking.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*Playboy-Moogle</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
                <link>http://Playboy-Moogle.deviantart.com/journal/7357598/</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://Playboy-Moogle.deviantart.com/journal/7357598/</guid>
                <pubDate>Mon, 19 Dec 2005 18:52:27 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Tonight went pretty nicely. Nick picked me up at like 5 or so and we went back to his place to set up for the party.<br />
He got a new puppy Saturday. 7 week old ack russel named Sadie. She's adorable and so tiny. Fell asleep on my chest after dinner. So cute x3<br />
Had a nice homemade dinner too. It was really good.<br />
Nick bought me a fleece hoodie for Christmas. It's so warm x3 I'm thinking of getting him something Ravens (he's in love with the team) <br />
---------------------------------------------------------------------<br />
<br />
Tomorrow is the dance auditions for Little Shop of Horrors. Hopefully i'll be able to do it with the same amount as passion as I did when I danced ballet(God do I ever miss dancing) <br />
Wish me luck ^^ <3<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*Playboy-Moogle</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>Wish me luck</title>
                <link>http://Playboy-Moogle.deviantart.com/journal/7345603/</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://Playboy-Moogle.deviantart.com/journal/7345603/</guid>
                <pubDate>Sun, 18 Dec 2005 13:02:32 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Wish me luck. I'm auditioning for the school music. Nevermind that I can't sing(IMO) nevermind I can't act(IMO), or that I have mild stage fright....i'm going to audition as Audrey, the female lead. <br />
But either way just wish me luck...<br />
<br />
I'd probably be better auditioning as the plant: "Feed me! Food! Foooooood!"<br />
<br />
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------<br />
<br />
I can't look at my nazi cow Swasi anymore.<br />
Fuzzy and I got into a fight and it makes me think of him and makes me sad. <br />
I hate his ex girlfriend for reason i'd rather not disclose.<br />
But whatever not like it matters anymore.<br />
He's not worth it I guess.<br />
<br />
-----------------------------------------------------------------------------<br />
<br />
Working on a few doodles in hopes of getting rid of my art block. <br />
I think only one is really salvageable and even then it's a long shot.<br />
<br />
-----------------------------------------------------------------------------<br />
<br />
Christmas is coming up fast.<br />
I have to go to school like all week and then on the 25th I have to get up early to have christmas with my little sisters and family and then I have to go to my fathers. :l<br />
Yippe I get to go see the dead beat.<br />
<br />
------------------------------------------------------------<br />
<br />
I'm going to a christmas party with my friend Nick tomorrow, which is good cause I can finally get out of the house and stuff.<br />
<br />
--------------------------------------------------------------------<br />
<br />
Over and out<br />
~Lee<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*Playboy-Moogle</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>Wish me luck</title>
                <link>http://Playboy-Moogle.deviantart.com/journal/7345602/</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://Playboy-Moogle.deviantart.com/journal/7345602/</guid>
                <pubDate>Sun, 18 Dec 2005 13:02:31 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Wish me luck. I'm auditioning for the school music. Nevermind that I can't sing(IMO) nevermind I can't act(IMO), or that I have mild stage fright....i'm going to audition as Audrey, the female lead. <br />
But either way just wish me luck...<br />
<br />
I'd probably be better auditioning as the plant: "Feed me! Food! Foooooood!"<br />
<br />
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------<br />
<br />
I can't look at my nazi cow Swasi anymore.<br />
Fuzzy and I got into a fight and it makes me think of him and makes me sad. <br />
I hate his ex girlfriend for reason i'd rather not disclose.<br />
But whatever not like it matters anymore.<br />
He's not worth it I guess.<br />
<br />
-----------------------------------------------------------------------------<br />
<br />
Working on a few doodles in hopes of getting rid of my art block. <br />
I think only one is really salvageable and even then it's a long shot.<br />
<br />
-----------------------------------------------------------------------------<br />
<br />
Christmas is coming up fast.<br />
I have to go to school like all week and then on the 25th I have to get up early to have christmas with my little sisters and family and then I have to go to my fathers. :l<br />
Yippe I get to go see the dead beat.<br />
<br />
------------------------------------------------------------<br />
<br />
I'm going to a christmas party with my friend Nick tomorrow, which is good cause I can finally get out of the house and stuff.<br />
<br />
--------------------------------------------------------------------<br />
<br />
Over and out<br />
~Lee<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*Playboy-Moogle</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
                <link>http://Playboy-Moogle.deviantart.com/journal/7271483/</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://Playboy-Moogle.deviantart.com/journal/7271483/</guid>
                <pubDate>Sat, 10 Dec 2005 06:53:52 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Yeah so i've been without internet for like well over a month and I just got it back last night. I honestly don't know how long i'll have it but whatever.<br />
<br />
Anyway, I missed every single one of you guys <3333<br />
<br />
I have a self portrait I did for my art class that I have to get a picture of and upload...it actually looks like me too with a few minor errors here and there.<br />
Done in charcoal <<<<<3<br />
<br />
<br />
I made honor roll with my 3.0 and got a pretty little certificate. I was pretty thrilled since i've never made honor roll before.<br />
<br />
and blah blah blah <br />
<br />
<br />
I'm going to be helping a friend and her mom with this cemetary vigil type thing today and then i'll be hopefully staying at her place. YAY. I'll get to see her dog before she has to give her away since she's moving and all this other stuff involved.<br />
<br />
---------------------------------------------------<br />
On another note it's December 10th.<br />
Today would've been Josh Edwards's 17th birthday if he hadn't died last year on April19th.<br />
It's kind of depressing how he never made it very far past his 16th birthday Makes you stop and think about how short life really is.<br />
<br />
Well Happy Birthday Josh. <br />
Rest in peace...we all miss and love you.<br />
"Legends NEVER die"<br />
----------------------------------------------------<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*Playboy-Moogle</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
                <link>http://Playboy-Moogle.deviantart.com/journal/7098776/</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://Playboy-Moogle.deviantart.com/journal/7098776/</guid>
                <pubDate>Sun, 20 Nov 2005 17:08:53 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well, i'm back from my friends house.<br />
<br />
Cari's birthday bonfire was kickass. I got to see a lot of my friends that I haven't seen for awhile. It was a pleasant and rather loud reunion <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /><br />
<br />
I went home with Kitty and stayed at her place Friday and Saturday. Played games, ate, slept, played more games, hung out with her boyfriend and my love affair(kitty's boyfriend's cat Doc x3) ate played more games slept some more and went to her grandma's and ate SUSHI! <3<br />
<br />
Well now i'm home listening to a nice rave-like remix of a song I heard in a launch ad and lazing about.<br />
<br />
Holiday seasons are coming up....ugh....I dread this time of year....it means I have to go visit my father whom I hate with a passion...prejudice, racist and a complete jackass....he never really contacts me except to talk about his dog and say things like "I hope you're not having sex" and "I don't want you having any male friends till you're 30"....and unlike some other family members who joke he actually means it....if he had his way he'd send me to a boarding school and have it so I wasn't allowed to leave campus ever. :l<br />
<br />
Eh, enough ranting for now.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*Playboy-Moogle</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
                <link>http://Playboy-Moogle.deviantart.com/journal/6899105/</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://Playboy-Moogle.deviantart.com/journal/6899105/</guid>
                <pubDate>Sat, 29 Oct 2005 11:54:32 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ The last three days haven't exactly been what i'd hoped.<br />
<br />
First of all and let me make this clear, I absolutely HATE turning people down.<br />
I can't stand making a mess of relationships between friends or hurting people's feelings.<br />
<br />
Yet i've had to do it to three people at my new school already and I feel horrible that I had to do it. <br />
Then I find out one of my friend's friends are mad at her because she hangs out with me.<br />
Perhaps disappearing would be good right about now.<br />
I don't like causing problems but it seems its all I do now..<br />
<br />
Last night I went to get a costume. I had been set on being Wensday Adams this year. No luck getting that costume or finding anything remotely similar to her dress. <br />
So I had to find something else...however everything else was too big and what I ended up getting is 8 inches too long for the midget body I posses. Not to mention the design and costume work in general is rather poor...but what can one expect with mass produced halloween costumes..IMO<br />
<br />
Wensday my mother told me I could dye my hair black. And you know how parents are they tell you one thing and then change their minds?<br />
Yep she did...so instead of black I got dark brown, which imo has no right to call itself dark brown.<br />
I mean wtf dark brown should be dark not light.<br />
Granted my hair has been dyed red and the whole thing about red pigment never going away is true. Still it shouldn't be as light as it is.<br />
I guess it's better than nothing though.<br />
Her whole excuse for changing her mind is that i'd look like Morticia Adams.<br />
That's sort of the point of dying it black :l<br />
<br />
Whatever. <br />
<br />
I have a halloween party to go to tonight and my own tomorrow...fun fun<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*Playboy-Moogle</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
                <link>http://Playboy-Moogle.deviantart.com/journal/6856637/</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://Playboy-Moogle.deviantart.com/journal/6856637/</guid>
                <pubDate>Mon, 24 Oct 2005 16:05:43 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Yeah so my abbers just recently showed me how to make my dolls transparent the short way DX! Damnit i've been using the friggin eraser tool to remove all the white for the past forever >><br />
<br />
Tell me how sad that is plzkthnxbi.<br />
<br />
Anyway that makes it all so much easier and less time consuming <br />
<br />
---------------------------------------------------------<br />
<br />
<br />
I'm so lazy. XD<br />
This project was due like two weeks ago and im nowhere near done. I need something to kick my ass into gear. XD<br />
<br />
----------------------------------------------------------<br />
<br />
I just love it when friends drop things and then don't tell you. <br />
Ever since i've been forced to change schools i've felt left out of the loop of my friends.<br />
Dropping things we had planned and then not telling me.<br />
Doing stuff together in the group and not inviting me.<br />
It kind of hurts....<br />
My friends are the world to me....but i'm begining to feel like they don't really care much....<br />
I mean i'm online and available practically 24/7 yet none of them bother to send me an im or give me a call...<br />
I always have to im them, and if you know me like I think you do you know how scatterbrained I am.<br />
I look at my buddylist once every 30 minutes since i'm always doing 50 million different things...<br />
My 'best' friend spends practically all of her time with her new boyfriend and yeah i'm happy for her but at the same time I feel a bit left out....maybe i'm selfish..I don't know and I don't really care.<br />
<br />
--------------------------------------------<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*Playboy-Moogle</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>October 18th</title>
                <link>http://Playboy-Moogle.deviantart.com/journal/6689830/</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://Playboy-Moogle.deviantart.com/journal/6689830/</guid>
                <pubDate>Wed, 05 Oct 2005 19:12:51 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ A few years ago my grandmother underwent surgery to remove one of her breasts. She had developed breast cancer. While all the cancerous cells were removed and she is a healthy bubbly grandmother once again her risk of developing breast cancer is still there. The risk also exists for her daughter, and for myself as the only direct female lines from her. <br />
<br />
Every 13 seconds a woman dies from breast cancer, while thousands more are still suffering from it, and a million more worry about getting it. According to a survey breast cancer is the leading disease women fear aside from heart disease.<br />
<br />
The Pink Ribbon is the national symbol for breast cancer. Many breast cancer survivors received either a pink hope bracelet or a pink ribbon. While many others wear one in support of the funding of breast cancer research.<br />
<br />
October 18th is National Breast Cancer Awareness Day. This day is representative of the thousands of women surviving, currently suffering from, or at risk of getting breast cancer and their fight against it. It is also a day to remember those who died from it.<br />
<br />
<br />
In honor of this day I ask you to take this little pink ribbon and display it. Somewhere. Anywhere. <br />
<br />
<img src="http://i3.photobucket.com/albums/y97/Aochii/pinkribbon.png"><br />
<br />
I'll make it transparent once I reload photoshop to my computer.<br />
(Please save to own server >> )<br />
<br />
<br />
For those of you who left comments in my last journal i'll get around to it.</img><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*Playboy-Moogle</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>its raerae's fault XD</title>
                <link>http://Playboy-Moogle.deviantart.com/journal/6679332/</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://Playboy-Moogle.deviantart.com/journal/6679332/</guid>
                <pubDate>Tue, 04 Oct 2005 15:36:39 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Post a comment and leave your name and I will reply to it with . . .<br />
<br />
1. I'll respond with something random about you.<br />
2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.<br />
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in.<br />
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.<br />
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.<br />
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.<br />
7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.<br />
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*Playboy-Moogle</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
                <link>http://Playboy-Moogle.deviantart.com/journal/6628367/</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://Playboy-Moogle.deviantart.com/journal/6628367/</guid>
                <pubDate>Wed, 28 Sep 2005 18:59:53 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Yes i'm sick<br />
<br />
It finally happened. I've gone from my horrid exhaustion and 'illness' from not eating to a lovely little cold<br />
<br />
<br />
 Headache, fever, sore scratchy throat and a partially lost voice.<br />
<br />
Ain't it wonderful DX!<br />
<br />
<br />
As thus I probably won't be doing much art for awhile that i actually need to concentrate on (commissions, gifts ect)<br />
<br />
<br />
I'm fucking exhausted.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*Playboy-Moogle</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
                <link>http://Playboy-Moogle.deviantart.com/journal/6583469/</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://Playboy-Moogle.deviantart.com/journal/6583469/</guid>
                <pubDate>Fri, 23 Sep 2005 17:01:37 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I fucking hate the harford county public school system.<br />
<br />
<br />
First they force me to change schools in my JUNIOR year.<br />
<br />
Now I recieved an attendance sheet today and they had the nerve to tell me I had been truant for two days.<br />
<br />
The two days I was told NOT to come back to Bel Air or else i'd be escorted from the campus by the cops.<br />
<br />
WTF!?<br />
<br />
<br />
The nerve of these bastards. <br />
<br />
<br />
I had a York College conference today and because I was dealing with the county's supidity I missed half of art class and because I didn't want to be behind on my art work I missed it.<br />
<br />
Thank you Harford. I really appreciate your efforts to help me succeed in life.<br />
/sarcasm<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
Then I get home and try to get online to do some work on things, and hopefully make my day better by talking to Jason, and guess what.<br />
My mother turned off my internet because my room was 'messy'<br />
<br />
B-U-L-L-S-H-I-T<br />
<br />
There were three things on the floor.<br />
Reason why? I overslept D<<br />
<br />
So now that I finally got it back. Jason isn't even online.<br />
<br />
<br />
[/rant]<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*Playboy-Moogle</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
                <link>http://Playboy-Moogle.deviantart.com/journal/6493097/</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://Playboy-Moogle.deviantart.com/journal/6493097/</guid>
                <pubDate>Tue, 13 Sep 2005 10:06:33 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Yeah so that's it. I can't do anything more about my school situation, I have to change. I was withdrawn from bel Air and registered at Joppatowne today.<br />
<br />
I lost my job because of the change.<br />
<br />
And I lost my creative writing class.<br />
Why? Shedule conflict at the new school.<br />
And my Marine Science Class<br />
Why? They don't offer Marine Science at Joppa<br />
<br />
Joppatowne is set up in a two semester system with 4 classes a day. The same 4 classes all through first semester and then it switches second semester.<br />
Still a rotating schedule but period one always stays the same.<br />
<br />
First Semester:<br />
    PD1: Drama<br />
    HMRM: Advisory<br />
    PD2: Advanced Drawing<br />
    PD3: US History<br />
    PD4: Enviromental Science<br />
<br />
Second Semester:<br />
    PD1:Advanced Chorus/Acapella Chorus<br />
    HMRM: Advisory<br />
    PD2: English 11<br />
    PD3: Algebra 2<br />
    PD4: Visual Comm. aka computer art/what I do in my spare time :l<br />
<br />
I met my Drama and Chorus teacher today (Same teacher for both classes)...he's weird...I think he's also my homeroom teacher.<br />
<br />
I was given a tour by a girl in my Art class, she dresses similar to me and I met a few of her friends, one shoved a lollipop in my face and freaked me out ._.;;;<br />
<br />
<br />
I have to ride a bus now. <br />
-----------------------------------------<br />
<br />
My birthday is Saturday. I'll be 17, and my mom is going to let me get my driver's licence, provided we can afford it. :l<br />
-------------------------------------------------------------<br />
<br />
Thanks for the 1k hits. I'll have a picture up for all of you later today.<br />
<br />
I think my Psycho kitty may make an appearance in it instead of it just being Nymph in some weird outfit.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*Playboy-Moogle</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>group collab anyone?</title>
                <link>http://Playboy-Moogle.deviantart.com/journal/6420340/</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://Playboy-Moogle.deviantart.com/journal/6420340/</guid>
                <pubDate>Mon, 05 Sep 2005 07:02:27 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Anyone up for a group collaboration? Got any good ideas other than turning food into human/animal/robot form?<br />
<br />
Let me know. I wanna do something with some one.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*Playboy-Moogle</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
                <link>http://Playboy-Moogle.deviantart.com/journal/6333925/</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://Playboy-Moogle.deviantart.com/journal/6333925/</guid>
                <pubDate>Fri, 26 Aug 2005 12:46:03 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Weeeeee...I go back to school monday **flop** -_-<br />
Tony and I are fighting again...surprise surprise.<br />
<br />
<br />
On a better note Abbi and I decided to open a pixel doll site. <br />
'Champaigne Kisses' keep your eyes open for it if you care to take a look.<br />
She's good with html while i'm decent with graphics so we should have a nice site up.<br />
First layout is going to be an Alice in wonderland inspiration theme...since I'm already working on an Alice in wonderland pixel project.<br />
<br />
Hopefully going to have the queen of hearts finished by tonight so I can enter her into a contest which started this whole Alice in wonderland thing >><br />
<br />
So yeah back to the school thing.<br />
I actually have an outfit for the first day....which is scary since I usually don't give a shit what I look like, I just pull on pants and a shirt and i'm ready to go.<br />
But yeah i'm wearing my black bondage pants, a white mini skirt, a black and white striped top my star studded belt and my white platform flip flops. <br />
<br />
I've also decked out my school bag. I attatched my black feather boa to the strap.<br />
<br />
Along with already decking out my notebooks. They have doodles al over them >><br />
<br />
Sad isn't it. Like I didn't already scream weirdo as is.<br />
<br />
Well atleast I know I won't have to deal with gym this year...now I just have to worry about getting Dr. Handy as my history teacher...apparantly he's the hardest history teacher. >><br />
<br />
And atleast I know there are knew algebra 2 teachers this year....so I have a chance of not getting Ms. Gross again. WOOT.<br />
<br />
I know i'll have Ms.Crocker as my art teacher again this year, and Mrs. Andrew's for my chorus teacher.<br />
<br />
Eh...**insert more crap here**<br />
<br />
<br />
<3V~<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*Playboy-Moogle</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
                <link>http://Playboy-Moogle.deviantart.com/journal/6299108/</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://Playboy-Moogle.deviantart.com/journal/6299108/</guid>
                <pubDate>Mon, 22 Aug 2005 16:24:02 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well Otakon is over. Wasn't as great as last year. They've gotten really strict and whatnot.<br />
<br />
Never got the letter from Tony, and then when I talked to him today his dumbass side kicked in and said he couldn't remember what was in the letter.<br />
Pissing me off and OMG now we're fighting again. Surprise surprise.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*Playboy-Moogle</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>aggrivated to the point of being kind</title>
                <link>http://Playboy-Moogle.deviantart.com/journal/6143469/</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://Playboy-Moogle.deviantart.com/journal/6143469/</guid>
                <pubDate>Fri, 05 Aug 2005 16:31:07 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Ever get that way? You know you're so aggrivated that you don't know what to do so you end up being so nice it's scary?<br />
<br />
Yeah so i'm aggrivated to the point where I just can't even be sarcastic ._.;;;<br />
And the way i'm dealing with noobs today is just freaky ._.;;<br />
<br />
And the worst part is I don't even know why i'm aggrivated. I just woke up with the need to shoot something but instead of venting i'm being nice? DX How's that supposed to work?!?!?!<br />
<br />
Ah anyway 14 days left till otakon, still have to do my shiva costume and find some blue body paint >.o<br />
<br />
My ballet boots arrived the other day by the way.<br />
<br />
And insert other stuff here<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*Playboy-Moogle</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
                <link>http://Playboy-Moogle.deviantart.com/journal/6090891/</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://Playboy-Moogle.deviantart.com/journal/6090891/</guid>
                <pubDate>Sun, 31 Jul 2005 16:08:22 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ DX there are like 19 days left to otakon and I still have to finish fixing up my playboy moogle gaia outfit, buy my boots, finish my shiva costume(or rather start it), find blue body paint, and blue temp hair dye(yeahrightonbodypaintanddyeimlikebroke), and get enough medical tape to tape down both my best friend's and my own huge ass boobs for our static shock crossplays....oh and lets not forget I have to locate a pair of boxers >.< maybe I can hijack a pair from my friend mikey...or chris...maybe even chippy**goes to bother one of them** But the good thing is that i'll finally get to meet Chris. I'm so excited. He and I are going to have so much fun and im going to take loads of pictures. YAY!<br />
<br />
Though i'm kind of freaked out. Like if Tony shows up i'm not sure what i'm going to do. How i'll react and what not. I apparantly scare him, but if he found out the truth about why i'm so mean to him ever since the whole issue several months ago I don't know what I'd do. <br />
<br />
I got back from vacation yesterday. ITSUCKED! Two bedroom, two bathroom, combined living room dining room and kitchen that was small as hell. 12 people. Yeah now tell me how that's supposed to work without atleast one person being uncomfortable? I got sunburned horrible, my back looks like i'm molting >.o while my front has a pinkish brown tinted color to it and my legs are still pasty white DX<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*Playboy-Moogle</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
                <link>http://Playboy-Moogle.deviantart.com/journal/5988195/</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://Playboy-Moogle.deviantart.com/journal/5988195/</guid>
                <pubDate>Wed, 20 Jul 2005 16:11:44 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I hate parents. Ok so i've been saving up my money for several weeks now and I finally have enough to buy this one Lolita dress from Korea that's custom made to fit you and only you. So i went to my mother and asked her to buy it for me since I don't have an Ebay account and i'd pay her the cost of it. So she looked at the dress and said she's talk it over with Bill. Well I asked her today if she was going to buy it and her responce was 'I'd rather you look for something similar to that dress and cheaper at Hot Topic' This dress is CUSTOM MADE in KOREA HOTTOPIC AINT GONNA FUCKING CARRY IT. It's my money anyway why the hell should she care what I do with it? I've looked for a dress similar to that one and there is nothing zilch nada ZERO! I explained it to her and she still gave me the bullshit of I should find something similar to it that's cheaper and not overseas. **Screams** I can't stand my parents. If I had an ebay account i'd do it my fucking self.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*Playboy-Moogle</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>._.</title>
                <link>http://Playboy-Moogle.deviantart.com/journal/5865188/</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://Playboy-Moogle.deviantart.com/journal/5865188/</guid>
                <pubDate>Thu, 07 Jul 2005 08:57:00 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Ok so most of you know that i'm a Nanny for two kids. One 6 year old girl and one 11 year old boy. I work monday through thursday 8am-6:30pm mon-wens 8am-midnight thurs. <br />
I come home and get on my computer and wait until Fuzzy gets on and then talk to him till like 2:30am...well usually i'm perfectly fine. Yesterday though I was so exhausted and the kids wanted to run around and scream and play and do all this other crap and they just wore me out, and for the very first time yesterday I yelled at them. I felt so bad, I mean yeah they weren't listening and yelling and screaming and what not but they're kids and before I was their babysitter I used to talk to them and hang out with them (yeah i'm a loser no need to tell me) So yeah i feel really bad for yelling at them....am i in the wrong?<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*Playboy-Moogle</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>.-.</title>
                <link>http://Playboy-Moogle.deviantart.com/journal/5841188/</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://Playboy-Moogle.deviantart.com/journal/5841188/</guid>
                <pubDate>Mon, 04 Jul 2005 20:06:11 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ yeah so i'm bored out of my mind I have all this funeral stuff to go to this week and I have to take off of work on thursday. >.<<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*Playboy-Moogle</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>quiz</title>
                <link>http://Playboy-Moogle.deviantart.com/journal/5784407/</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://Playboy-Moogle.deviantart.com/journal/5784407/</guid>
                <pubDate>Tue, 28 Jun 2005 18:37:30 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Yeah someone who watches me had this in their journal so credit goes to them and wherever they got it. I've an obsession with quizzes o.o so I had to do it.<br />
<br />
LAST PERSON WHO<br />
x. Slept in your bed: the boogeyman o.o <br />
x. Saw you cry: My fish counts right?<br />
x. Made you cry: myself<br />
x. You shared a drink with: My friend Sam<br />
x. You went to the movies with: Mikey<br />
x. You went to the mall with: Beth<br />
x. Yelled at you: no one<br />
x. Sent you an email: Dunno, never check my email <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/animesweat.gif" width="19" height="19" alt="^^;" title="Sweating a little..." /><br />
<br />
HAVE YOU EVER...<br />
x. Said "I Love You" and meant it?: Yes<br />
x. Gotten in a fight with your pet: Yes<br />
x. Been to California: No<br />
x. Been to Hawaii: No<br />
x. Been to Mexico: No<br />
x. Been to China: No<br />
x. Been to Canada: No<br />
x. Danced naked: Yes<br />
x. Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day?: Yes<br />
x. Wish you were the opposite sex: Still do<br />
x. Had an imaginary friend: They aren't imaginary, they're just invisible<br />
x. Do you have a crush on someone: Yeah<br />
x. What book are you reading now: Peach Girl<br />
x. Worst feeling in the world: Being left behind having promises broken and being lied to by the one you loved<br />
x. Future son's name: Vittorio...was originally going to be Andrew...but the guy that I decided that with left my for some Italian girl...<br />
x. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: Let's see, there's Jim, and HatsuHaru, and and(insert long list of names)<br />
x. What's under your bed: Boxes upon boxes of art supplies<br />
x. Favorite sport to watch: None o.0<br />
x. College plans: Major in fashion design and minor in photography maybe? <br />
x. Piercings/tattoos: One currently, but hopefully getting my belly button and lip pierced this summer<br />
x. Boyfriend/Girlfriend: Kinda<br />
<br />
EXTRA STUFF<br />
x. Do you do drugs: No<br />
x. Who is your best friend: Katie<br />
x. What are you most scared of: Loneliness and betrayal<br />
x. Pet Peevs: Too big of a list<br />
x. You sleep in: anything, everything and nothing<br />
x. Where do you want to get married: It used to be Italy...now I don't know<br />
x. Who do you really hate: My step father, my ex Tony<br />
x. Been in Love: Yes<br />
x. Do you drive: No<br />
x. Do you have a job: Nanny<br />
x. Do you like being around people: Only to a certain extent<br />
x. Are you for world peace: Not really sure<br />
<br />
STUFF<br />
x. Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: Yes<br />
x. Have you ever cried over something someone of the opposite sex did: Yes<br />
x. Do you have a "type" of person you always go after: I guess so<br />
x. Want someone you don't have right now: Yes<br />
x. Are you lonely right now: In a way<br />
x. Song thats stuck in your head a lot: These Lights and Nymphetamine<br />
x. Do you want to get married: Yes<br />
x. Do you want kids: Yes, one<br />
<br />
FAVORITE<br />
x. Room in house: My walk-in closet<br />
x. Type(s) of music: Anything <br />
x. Band(s): Cradle of Filth, The Forecast ect ect<br />
x. Color: Black, Silver, Purple, Gold, White<br />
x. Perfume or cologne?: Lilu and Axe<br />
x. Month: October<br />
x. Stone: Alexandrite<br />
<br />
IN THE LAST WEEK, HAVE YOU...<br />
x. Cried: No<br />
x. Bought something: Yes<br />
x. Gotten sick: No<br />
x. Sang: Yes<br />
x. Met someone new: Yes<br />
x. Missed someone: Yes<br />
x. Hugged someone: Yes<br />
x. Kissed someone: No<br />
<br />
I N F O R M A T I O N<br />
Name: Lee<br />
Single or taken: Taken, but i'm not sure if he really wants this relationship <br />
Sex: Female<br />
Birthday: Sept 17<br />
Sign: Virgo<br />
Hair color: Long, wavy red with blonde tips<br />
Height: 5'4<br />
Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: Bisexual<br />
<br />
F A S H I O N | S T U F F<br />
Where is your favourite place to shop for clothes: Anywhere I can find my current obsession<br />
Favorite designer?: No one<br />
What is your sexiest outfit?: My white gangster/glowstick outfit<br />
What is your most comfortable outfit?: Hot topic baggy pants(still finding pockets) white built in bra top and my silver and black shiny button shirt<br />
What do you usually wear?: Anything that I can have a multi color coordination?<br />
<br />
S P E C I F I C S<br />
What kind of shampoo do you use?: Pantene Pro-V red or Aussi<br />
What are you listening to right now: These Lights by The Forecast<br />
Who is the last person that called you?: My Employer<br />
How many buddies are online right now?: Too many<br />
What would you change about yourself?: Not much...maybe the fact that 15 minutes in the sun and my skin looks like I sat on a grill<br />
<br />
F A V O R I T E S<br />
Foods: Sushi<br />
Girls names: Katie, Victoria, Ursula....<br />
Boys names: Vittorio, Vincent, Lestat, Louis, Andrew, Ryan<br />
Subjec... ]]></description>
                <author>*Playboy-Moogle</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>one day left</title>
                <link>http://Playboy-Moogle.deviantart.com/journal/5666140/</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://Playboy-Moogle.deviantart.com/journal/5666140/</guid>
                <pubDate>Thu, 16 Jun 2005 12:10:02 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Yay one day left of school. Thrilling ne? Thoguh i'm a little frustrated. I've an art final that was due to today that I need to finish and turn in tomorrow morning as soon as I get to school. I'm so far from done its not even funny and on top of that the oil pastel that is being used the most for this project is just like a stub that can fit on my pinky finger nail >.< I started out with a full sized  purple oil pastel when i began the piece too T.T<br />
I guess ill be stopping at michaels to pick up a new one tonight. If I don't then i'm screwed.<br />
<br />
Argh gaia has been down like all day too. Argh i'm bored out of my mind >.<<br />
<br />
<br />
OH OH OH that reminds me...for some reason whatever reason...anyway, I got a job. I'm a full time babysitter/nanny. I get paid 70 bucks a week, she feeds me and provides me transportation to and from goodweed(edgewood) and bel air, she feeds me, i'm allowed to have a friend over while watching her kids, and if the need arise she's offered me a place to stay at night.<br />
----------------------------<br />
<a href="http://blackswordsman28.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/b/l/blackswordsman28.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="blackswordsman28" /></a><br />
Ok recently I befriended this awesome guy on gaiaonline. And soon after I found out he was on deviant, so of course I had to watch him. He's an absolutely awesome mech artist and his work is so cool. But it's a shame how few veiws his page has. So go check him out. His stuff is awesome....and it makes me want to try my hand at mechas.<br />
<br />
Oh and if you read this boog, lots of luff for you <3 ]]></description>
                <author>*Playboy-Moogle</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>butterflies</title>
                <link>http://Playboy-Moogle.deviantart.com/journal/5313009/</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://Playboy-Moogle.deviantart.com/journal/5313009/</guid>
                <pubDate>Mon, 09 May 2005 16:24:49 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Have you ever had that butterfly in  your stomach feelings?<br />
ever since last night that feeling has  been driving me mad. I feel like i've  swallowed a whole flock of butterflies.<br />
My best friend thinks it's because  something big, some sort of change for  the better is about to happen to me.  Then she started questioning me about  wether I was nervous about something,  excited, anticipating something.<br />
<br />
Ugh. They're back again. I wish I could  just like zap everyone of those  butterflies. Even though I love  butterflies this feelng is driving me  mad. x.x ]]></description>
                <author>*Playboy-Moogle</author>
            </item>
          <item>
                <title>Static Shock Idol</title>
                <link>http://Playboy-Moogle.deviantart.com/journal/5033017/</link>
                <guid isPermaLink="true">http://Playboy-Moogle.deviantart.com/journal/5033017/</guid>
                <pubDate>Fri, 08 Apr 2005 09:49:58 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Ok so here's the thing. Every summer  there is an anime convention held at  the Baltimore Convention Center known  as Otakon. And every summer my best  friends and I go. Last year we did a  Dir en grey themed cosplay.<br />
<br />
This year however we are doing a Static  Shock cosplay. I will be cosplaying  Hotstreak, [ cari ] is going as Ebon  and <a href="http://Lord.Prissy.Boy">[link]</a> is going as Gear. <br />
<br />
Here is where you come in. We need a  Static. (Yes I realize we could go  without Static...but it just wouldn't  seem right seeing as we are doing a  Static Shock themed cosplay and Static  is the main character.) <br />
<br />
We have decided to set this up kind of  like a competition. So good Luck.<br />
<br />
Rules and what not<br />
Duh. A competition wouldn't be a  competition without rules.<br />
1. DO NOT BRIBE US. If you bribe us you  will automatically be disqualified. And  that is something we really don't want  to do.<br />
2. You must purchase your own ticket.  (you may register at otakon.com but  currently they have not posted  registration details) Only under  EXTREME circumstances will we purchase  the ticket for you<br />
3. Don't bug us about the progress of  the contest. All updates will be  here...I also have several costumes to  make since I'm the only one that can  sew in the group so chances are I won't  reply to your individual curiosity<br />
4. You must provide your own  transportation. If you live in the  state of Maryland I may be able to  provide transporatation for you but  that all depends on when my mom gives  me my car x.x;; So don't count on me  for it.<br />
5.Try not to bail out on us if you are  chosen. Keep those three days free! <br />
6. We do not want to sound racist here  but if we do we apologize. We'd prefer  it if you were Black. Seeing as Static  is Black and you're cosplaying Static  it'd be a lot easier. If you aren't  however we can paint you. We are  already painting [ cari ] black and  purple. And I will be blue on the  second day.<br />
7. We will not make your costume. So  you need to make it yourself, pay some  one to make it for you or purchase it  on ebay. I am already making 4 costumes  I don't have the time to make another.<br />
<br />
<br />
Registry information. You will need to  pm/email/note pm: playboy moogle Email:  playboy_moogle@hotmail.com this  information to me<br />
Gaia/Deviant Name:<br />
Real name: (this information will be  kept secret if you so desire)<br />
Sex: (if you are female and are chosen  we will tape you down when you arrive.  We are all taping down)<br />
Age:<br />
Email:<br />
Location:<br />
Picture:<br />
Why we should chose you:<br />
<br />
<br />
If you are chosen<br />
    Otakon this year takes place on  August 19-21. While you do not have to  come all three days you WILL need to  come atleast the first two. We have not  decided which day we are doing the  Static Shock cosplay we know that it  will be either the first or second ay.  On the third day we are wearing all  white and letting people sign and draw  on our outfits with multicolored  sharpies. If you wish to participate in  that go to a store like GoodWill and  get a bunch of white clothing. Make  sure you will be comfortable and cool  in it as the temperature will be  minimum of 90 degrees.  The cost of a  pass is 45 dollars wether you go all  three days or not. I recommend just  getting a three day pass that way you  can get the most out of the otakon  experience. <br />
         Also we would like it if you  memorize the Lil Romeo opening theme  song as we have decided to spend   little bit of time standing(or dancing)  around and singing the theme song for a  quarter or a stick of pocky each (yeah  we know we're crazy). If we create a  dance we will send you the routine  written down as well as in a webcam  video. <br />
             The place that we will  meet is in the food court next to the  Starbucks stand. We will be holding a  sign that reads "Hotstreak and Ebon  have cornered Gear. Static get your ass  over here" Or if we aren't holding the  sign look for the Hotstreak Ebon and  Gear with "Hug/Glomp/Cling/kiss me"  signs on our backs.<br />
            We are not sure if Otaku  rave is being held this year on Friday  and Saturday but if it is we suggest  you bring a change of clothes. Unless  you want to attend the rave in costume  because ALL of us will be attending the  rave both nights. <br />
            Be ready to do a lot of  walking as well. We walk around A LOT.  We will spend atleast two to three  hours a day in the dealers room so  bring your own money in case you wish  to purchase something<br />
<br />
<br />
Images us of so you can find us. <br />
Currently I have only an image of <a href="http://Lord.Prissy.Boy">[link]</a>  and me. I should have images of the  other one by next weekend.<br />
<a href="http://i3.photobucket.com/albums/y97/Aochii/s1.jpg">[link]</a><br />
I am cosplaying Hotstreak. The hair in... ]]></description>
                <author>*Playboy-Moogle</author>
            </item>
    </channel>
</rss>