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- Age: 18y 2m 18d
- Annoyance: pressure
- Allergic: luckily nothing
- Animal: cats. definitely cats.
- Actor: there are so many great artists. johnny depp is genious!

B
- Beer: love it!
- Birthday: july 25
- Best Friend: i have one, but won't tell the name here.
- Body Part on opposite/same sex: hair and eyes <3
- Best feeling in the world: lying in bed, taking a bath or being with my bf
- Blind or Deaf: hard thing to decide, but i think i'd rather be blind. music takes a too big part in my life.
- Best weather: 24°, clear sky with some clouds and a warm wind blowing.
- Been in Love: i am
- Been bitched out?: yes, and it made me stronger. thx to that person!
- Been on stage?: yes, playing bass, it's an awesome feeling
- Believe in yourself?: 50% of my lifetime
- Believe in life on other planets: yes
- Believe in miracles: i don't
- Believe in Magic: i wish i could.
- Believe in God: i believe in a holy spirit
- Believe in Satan: no
- Believe in Santa: no
- Believe in Ghosts/spirits: yes
- Believe in Evolution: of course

C
- Car: they're useful, but i wouldn't need one.
- Candy: luv it
- Cake or pie: both xD

D
- Day or Night: depends on the season
- Dream vehicle: can't think of one right now
- Danced: on my own in the flat or out in the "discotheque" with or without my friends ^^
- Dance in the rain: just did it this summer to indian music xD
- Dance in the middle of the street?: with some influence of alcohole - yeah!

E
- Eggs: yummy...
- Eyes: green, blue or any light colour
- Everyone has: failures
- Ever failed a class?: yes. twice. and i'm absolute not proud of it (though it maybe seems so here right now)

F
- First crush: a class mate in elementary school.
- Full name: to be read on my id
- First thoughts waking up: how late is it?
- Food: sushi, pizza, chinese food, curry, raspberries, cheese,...

G
- Greatest Fear: being hated by everyone
- Gum: eating it feels like i'm making a fool of my stomach, it always seems like it's waiting for something to work on if i use my jaw... but i still love gum ^^
- Get along with your parents?: quite well.

H
- Hair colour: blond
- Height: i'm not too sure, but i think 173 cm-ish
- Happy: trying to be happy though we've had much bad weather lately
- Holidays: wasting my time and sleeping too long ^^
- How do you want to die: having everything settled and being at least a bit prepared.
- Hate: liver with onions, onion itself, beetroot, intolerance

I
Idiot: works in every language (answer stolen from gabs ^^)

J
- Jewelry: i'm not wearing much, but i like it.
- Job: would be nice, i need money xD

K
- Kids: are something i don't want to think about yet if it's about having own kids
- Kickboxing or karate: karate
- Keep a journal?: it's interesting but mostly pretty embarassing

L
- Longest Car Ride: no idea
- Love: hard to tell, but i definitely love my bf and my family
- Letter: haven't written letters in ages, only for homework
- Laughed so hard you cried: i don't remember the reason but it happened in thelast two weeks
- Love at first sight: crush - yes, love - no

M
- Milk flavor: normal
- Movie: the science of sleep, eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, the darjeeling limited,...
- Mooned anyone?: a band, four or five years ago
- Marriage: do i have to think about that after 4 months of my first relationship to a boy?
- Motion sickness?: when i read something in a car
- McD's or BK: BK, though the ice cream is wonderful at mcD's

N
- Number of siblings: 2, twins
- Number of piercings: none
- Number: 42 xD

O
- Overused phrases: Idiot! / Ich glaub, ich spinne!
- One wish: being a successful musical journalist
- One phobia: smelling onion

P
- Place you'd like to live: by the sea
- Pepsi/Coke: coke

Q
- Quail: yuck...
- Questionnaires: nom nom nom...

R
- Reason to cry: anger, losing someone, pity
- Reality T.V.: if you watch it and listen carefully, you can hear your brain getting dumber. ;D
- Radio station: MOTOR FM!!!... ]]> ~PleaSheridan http://PleaSheridan.deviantart.com/journal/19820191/ http://PleaSheridan.deviantart.com/journal/19820191/ Thu, 07 Aug 2008 03:12:20 PDT #1) You must fill out EVERY question! No skipping!
#2) Tag five people afterwards.
#3) Leave a message on their page telling them their tagged.

ARE YOU?

1. Perfect?
I had a night that made me think like it, but now I'm feeling like crap. Nothing's changed! ^^

2. Tall?
I think I'm okay.

3. In your pajamas?
no, not anymore

4. Left handed?
no

LAST:

1. Friend you saw:
Yola

2. Talked to on the phone:
mum

3. Person to text you:
Yola

4. Was today better than yesterday?
I hope it's getting a bit better. At least I'll be going to the cinema.

FAVORITES:

1. Number:
42

2. Color(s):
green

3. Fruit:
raspberries <3

4. Places:
my bed, Zehlendorf, White Trash Fast Food

QUESTIONS & ANSWERS:

Q: What was the first thing you did this morning when you got up?
A: think of someone

Q: Do you have anything bothering you?
A: yes

Q: What's the last movie you saw?
A: Mamma Mia

Q: Where is the last place you went?
A: White Trash Fast Food

Q. Do you smile a lot?
A: only with reason

Q: Do you wish upon stars?
A: sometimes

Q: Are you a friendly person?
A: I'm trying to

Q: Where did you sleep last night?
A: my bed

Q: When was the last time you cried?
A: yesterday

Q: What was your last thought before going to sleep last night?
A: Why did it have to end up this way?

Q: Rate life as of right now one being bad ten being great?
A: 3

Q: What do you hear right now?
A: Just Jack - Starz In Their Eyes

Q: Does anything hurt right now?
A: heart, honestly!

Q: What's your favorite month ?
A: July

Q: What did you do last night?
A: play guitar, listen to music, sleep

EIGHT EMOTIONS:

1. Are you missing someone right now:
Donnacha

2. Are you happy?:
not really

3. Are you sad?:
yes

4. Are you bored?:
no

6. Are you nervous?:
a bit

8. Are you tired?:
no

ABOUT YOU:

001. Real name?
Paula

002. Nick names?
Cleo, Pleo, Paulinchen (>.<

003. Eye color?
brown

004. Zodiac sign?
Leo

005. Male or female?
Female

[Insert the missing-for-who-knows-what-reason 006 through 007]

008. Slut?
some call me, but actually I'm a really nice girl with good manners (I think ^^)

009. Smart?
in the last days I didn't act really smart

010. Hair color?
blonde

011. Long or short?
shoulder-long, but I wish it was longer

013. Sweats or Jeans?
jeans

014. Phone or Camera?
both

016. Drink or Smoke?
drink

020. Tattoos?
no

021. Righty or lefty?
....


FIRSTS:

024. First best friend?
a girl named Kathi

025. first crush?
Ayk, my first love joke

027. First pet?
never had a pet

028. First big vacation?
Bulgaria

CURRENTLY:

049. Eating?
no

050. Drinking?
no...but I'm thirsty

052. I'm about to:
go to the cinema with Olli

053. Listening to?
TempEau

054. Plans for today?
cinemaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa -.-

WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX?

070. Shorter or taller?
Taller

072. Romantic or spontaneous?
better both of it

074. Sensitive or loud?
sensitive

075. Hook-up or relationship?
Relationship

HAVE YOU EVER:

079. Drank bubbles?
never heard of that

080. Lost glasses/contacts?
nope

081. Ran away from home?
uhm, no

084. Broken someone's heart?
yes, I think so =/

085. Been arrested?
no, thank god

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

090. Miracles?
sometimes

092. Heaven?
somehow

093. Santa Claus?
no, but jultomte XD

094. Love?
yes, I do

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

097. Do you like someone?
yes

099. Do you believe in God?
hm... de... ]]> ~PleaSheridan http://PleaSheridan.deviantart.com/journal/18158961/ http://PleaSheridan.deviantart.com/journal/18158961/ Sun, 04 May 2008 04:27:42 PDT #1) You must fill out EVERY question! No skipping!
#2) Tag five people afterwards.
#3) Leave a message on their page telling them their tagged.

ARE YOU?

1. Perfect?
nope, you are already NOT perfect again, if you ARE perfect

2. Tall?
no...

3. In your pajamas?
uhm, nope...

4. Left handed?
no

LAST:

1. Friend you saw:
Cassi

2. Talked to on the phone:
my grandma

3. Person to text you:
my mum -.-

4. Was today better than yesterday?
not really, the weather is better today

FAVORITES:

1. Number:
7

2. Color(s):
normally green and blue, in the last time pink, turquoise, neon green

3. Fruit:
raspberries <3

4. Places:
my bed, Zehlendorf, White Trash Fast Food ^^

QUESTIONS & ANSWERS:

Q: What was the first thing you did this morning when you got up?
A: I noticed I had a quite interesting dream...

Q: Do you have anything bothering you?
A: some guys from my class.

Q: What's the last movie you saw?
A: Schwer verliebt (du auch, conny??? XD)

Q: Where is the last place you went?
A: my room (does that really count?)

Q. Do you smile a lot?
A: uhm... I think less than I'd like to

Q: Do you wish upon stars?
A: sometimes

Q: Are you a friendly person?
A: I'm trying to

Q: Where did you sleep last night?
A: my bed

Q: When was the last time you cried?
A: I don't know when exactly, but it's not so long ago...

Q: What was your last thought before going to sleep last night?
A: I wanna sleep!!!

Q: Rate life as of right now one being bad ten being great?
A: 6

Q: What do you hear right now?
A: Die Ärzte - Lied vom Scheitern (economy version XD)

Q: Does anything hurt right now?
A: stomach

Q: What's your favorite month ?
A: July

Q: What did you do last night?
A: sleep

EIGHT EMOTIONS:

1. Are you missing someone right now:
my angel

2. Are you happy?:
hm, I'm okay

3. Are you sad?:
no

4. Are you bored?:
nope

6. Are you nervous?:
no

8. Are you tired?:
not really

ABOUT YOU:

001. Real name?
Paula

002. Nick names?
Cleo, Pleo, Paulinchen (>.<

003. Eye color?
brown

004. Zodiac sign?
Leo

005. Male or female?
Female

[Insert the missing-for-who-knows-what-reason 006 through 007]

008. Slut?
some call me, but actually I'm a really nice girl with good manners

009. Smart?
yes, sirrrrrrrr!

010. Hair color?
blonde

011. Long or short?
shoulder-long, but I wish it was longer

013. Sweats or Jeans?
jeans

014. Phone or Camera?
difficult question...

016. Drink or Smoke?
drink

020. Tattoos?
nope

021. Righty or lefty?
....


FIRSTS:

024. First best friend?
a girl named Kathi

025. first crush?
Ayk, my first love joke

027. First pet?
never had a pet

028. First big vacation?
Bulgaria

CURRENTLY:

049. Eating?
no

050. Drinking?
no...but I'm thirsty

052. I'm about to:
go to Zehlendorf and take a walk

053. Listening to?
still Die Ärzte

054. Plans for today?
taking a walk, being excited about tomorrow...

WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX?

070. Shorter or taller?
Taller

072. Romantic or spontaneous?
better both of it

074. Sensitive or loud?
both XD

075. Hook-up or relationship?
Relationship

HAVE YOU EVER:

079. Drank bubbles?
never heard of that

080. Lost glasses/contacts?
nope

08... ]]> ~PleaSheridan http://PleaSheridan.deviantart.com/journal/17955548/ http://PleaSheridan.deviantart.com/journal/17955548/ Mon, 21 Apr 2008 08:12:05 PDT
I think it's time for a new journal, now that I haven't written any for a long time.
At the moment I'm feeling okay, but my mood can change in all of a sudden.
I'm bearing a big lie and really have to handle this one out soon. Actually I don't wanna talk about this too much, maybe when it's over.

Outside the sun is shining and they say it won't change in the next days. Finally it's getting warmer, yay!!! X3

In the last time I got really obsessed with the british tv series "The Mighty Boosh" (as you can see in my favorites XP), especially with Noel Fielding. Actually a big influense of my current style change. I'm trying to wear bright colors instead of all black (but I'm still wearing some black clothes in combination with colors); I'm listening to Klaxons and Robots In Disguise and I think I'm getting a bit more light-hearted.
But:
+ I still like Jazz and some Funk!
+ I'm not wearing make-up yet.
+ It's still hard for me pretending I would be happy all the time.

You should see my mum, she's sometimes so confused about these changes! XD On friday we went shopping and she was like "What's up with you? First your clothes couldn't be dark enough and now they have to be in very bright colors? oO"
All I can say is: lol XD

In school not everything is alright, but I'm doing my best to change that. Right now my best friends are some high-school graduates, so now they're having their exams and then they'll be gone. -.- I'm wondering whether I'll survive that...

Hm, what else could I tell you...
- Today a package arrived that I've been waiting for since christmas. But it was definitely worth the waiting! X3
- My next concerts will probably be Johnossi on 29th of April, Mark Ronson on 13th of May and I'm still thinking about going to the gig of Gavin DeGraw...
- I'm having weird dreams about kissing a friend of mine from my class oO You can't imagine how irritating that is! I don't even like him THAT much! ... I think...
- I need moneeeeyyyyy!!!!!!! >.<
- I think Mando Diao should come to Berlin again soon! In the middle of Junde or later would be perfect!!!
- ...

I think that's quite enough!
Have a nice time and enjoy the sunshine! If you don't have any sunshine: Believe me, it'll change!

Greetz,
Pleå

P.S.: The headline is taken from "Big Lies" by The Rain. Check 'em out!
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]]> ~PleaSheridan http://PleaSheridan.deviantart.com/journal/16399639/ http://PleaSheridan.deviantart.com/journal/16399639/ Mon, 14 Jan 2008 08:35:41 PST

Your boy side

[x] You love hoodies.
[x] You love jeans.
[ ] Dogs are better than cats
[ ] It's hilarious when people get hurt.
[x] You've played with/against boys on a team.
[x] Shopping is torture.
[ ] Sad movies suck.
[ ] You own an x-box.
[ ] Played with hot wheels cars as a kid.
[ ] At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter.
[ ] You own a DS, PS2 or Sega. (no, unfortunately not *sniff*)
[ ] You used to be obsessed with power rangers.
[ ] You watch sports on TV.
[ ] Gory movies are cool.
[x] You go to your dad for advice.
[ ] You own like a trillion baseball caps.
[ ] You like going to football games.
[ ] You used to/do collect baseball cards.
[ ] Baggy pants are cool to wear.
[ ] It's kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.
[x] Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors.
[x] You love to go crazy and not care what people think.
[ ] Sports are fun.
[x] Talk with food in your mouth.
[ ] You wear boxers.

Total = 8 points.
--
Your girl side

[ ] You wear lip gloss.
[x] You love to shop.
[ ] You wear eyeliner.
[ ] You have some of the same shirts in different colors.
[ ] You wear the color pink.
[x] You go to your mom for advice.
[ ] You consider cheerleading a sport
[ ] You hate wearing the color black.
[ ] You like hanging out at the mall.
[ ] You like getting manicures and/or pedicures.
[\] You like wearing jewelry. (depends on what you call jewelry. It's fun to play around with ^^ )
[x] Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe.
[ ] Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.
[x] You don't like the movie star wars.
[ ] You are/were in cheerleading, gymnastics or dance.
[ ] It takes you around 1 hour to shower, get dressed, and put on make-up and accessories.
[ ] You smile a lot more than you should.
[ ] You have more than 10 pairs of shoes.
[/] You care about what you look like. (I care about it and I don't like it, but I don't change it...)
[x] You like wearing dresses when you can.
[ ] You like wearing body spray/perfume/cologne.
[x] You wear girl underwear.
[x] Used to play with dolls as little kid.
[ ] Like putting make-up on someone else for the joy of it.
[x] Like taking pictures of yourself with your cell phone/camera when you're bored.

Total= 9

wow...uhm...I'm kinda both...but still a bit more girly...

iTag:

]]> ~PleaSheridan http://PleaSheridan.deviantart.com/journal/15819291/ http://PleaSheridan.deviantart.com/journal/15819291/ Thu, 06 Dec 2007 10:17:00 PST Is it fair to be ignored because you don't care so much about your outfit and look?
Is it fair to be called "freak" because you don't share the humour of the others?
And would all these people change their minds about you if you had better marks in school?
I'd really like to know that!!!

I'm having quite a lot of trouble in school right now.
1. My oblivion makes me forget about dealing with some very important things I HAVE to solve
2. My marks haven't ever been that bad like these days.
3. My shame leads to blindness concerning the bad marks...

1. There is only one day of school left, then I'm gonna have my work experience, but I still have to get the acceptance for the topic of my exam presentation. I should have done it today, but I forgot it. One thing I hate about my memory. Nonrelevant things keep stick in my head like glue, but I forget about the really important things!! My presentation partner came to me quite angry and disappointed that I didn't stay after the lesson to talk to the teacher and get the acceptance. I really felt sorry and hated myself as never. I hope that I can solve this problem tomorrow.

2. I'm really scared of getting my school report because I'm having an E in some skills. And I only have less than 3 weeks after the holidays to eventually get my marks to an acceptable status.

3. I totally lost my motivation to learn for tests and in generell. Of course, that fear concerning a bad school report should be motivation enough, but I'm only sitting in school depressed and dreaming. And I know I should have learned from these mistakes which already took bad consequences in my past, but I really don't know what do to. I'm getting bored in lessons and concentrate on other things so that I don't keep my mind on what the teacher says or shows us.
I think there's something which COULD be the source for non-attention. There are two types of attention-deficit disorder, one that is quite well-known: The predominately hyperactive-impulsive type. The other type is often not really noticed: The predominately inattentive type. I think I'm having the second one. I already got examined about that, but they couldn't diagnose it. I don't really trust the diagnose. I'd like to get tested one more time, because it's not only in school that some of the symptoms appear. It shouldn't be hard to contact a therapist to test me, because my mum's working at a social pedriatic center. I hope I get this question answered soon.

Outside the educationpart of school life there are also some other problems I have. One of them is my shyness. I don't really remember how I've been as a child, I don't think that I've always been that introverted. But I think it all changed when I started going to high school. I had to find new friends and didn't get accepted as the person I am. I tried to find contact and found out I could get along better with boys than girls. These girls in my class were really superficial. It didn't matter how nice I was to them, they kinda ignored me. We couldn't find a common point, so it also was hard to have small talk. All they cared about was shopping, fashion, boys, styling and hip hop. All I cared about was rock music and mangas.
But it wasn't only me in the class who hardly could find friends. There was also Sabrina. She is possibly the strangest and most nerving girl I've ever met so far. I guess the reasons why the other girls (including me, I gotta admit) didn't like her were that she also wasn't the prettiest girl, that she sometimes had a really bad behaviour (whereas I tried to be not too remarkable) and she
always said what she thought, which sometimes was really wrong or improper. When she noticed that I didn't find any friends (except a boy who was a bit hyperactive, but had a really good sense of humour ), she tried to become my friend. I found out she could be really nice if she wanted to, but it unfortunately wasn't always that she wanted to. Though I often said that I don't wanted to be her friend, she hung on me. It was quite hard to get along with her, because to me she sometimes seemed to be a bit paranoid or schizophrenic...
It didn't help me to been seen with her as friends, because now the others didn't only ignore me, they avoided me! When Sabrina left the school because of her bad marks, the situation got a bit better, but then I still was an outsider in my class. I don't know how I made it, but I found friends in an other class. I didn't care about my class mates anymore and I felt a lot better, now that I found friends I could rely on and which shared my interests.
My circle of friends also got bigger when I started to learn playing bass at the yo... ]]> ~PleaSheridan http://PleaSheridan.deviantart.com/journal/14985144/ http://PleaSheridan.deviantart.com/journal/14985144/ Wed, 10 Oct 2007 12:27:11 PDT must tag every one in your friend list

#1 What color underware are you wearing right now?
white

#2 favorite celeb.?
Kate Moss, I guess...

#3 what size shoe do you wear?
41, dunno what it's like in American or English size...

#4 hair color
blonde

#5 How many lanuages do you speak
about 4

#6 what is your fav. show
Dr.House, CSI, Criminal Intent and Crossing Jordan

#7 Fav. Color
black, red

#8 How many pets
none

#9 what kind
-

#10 their names
-

#11 Fav CD
right now... Kilians - Kill The Kilians

#12 where do you live
Ochrasy... haha, no, just joking

#13 fav siger or band
gosh, that's difficult to answer... but I'll say what all my friends think: Mando Diao

#14 Do you perfer Star trek or Star wars
Star Trek (I only love the music of it XD)

#15 fav. book
Kitchen (Banana Yoshimoto)
Twilight (Stephenie Meyer)

#16 have you ever laughed so loud you got kicked out of class
well, almost ^^'

#17 have you ever took pictures during school hours
oh yes... but long ago

#18 have you ever thrown stuff across the room
pens, paper pieces,...

#19 Eye color
brown (meh...)

#20 have you ever ate food during class
oh, come on, of course!!!

#21 have you ever pulled down the fire alarm
no.

#22 have you ever stuck your middle finger at a teacher when they were not looking
oh so damn often...

#23 have you ever ditched a class
uhm, yes, but "only" two or three times

#24 What's your fav. soda
Bionadeeeeeeee

#25 What grade are you in?
10th grade

#26 how old are you
16

#27 how tall are you?
1,70 m

#28 What or who do you hate the most
not working internet and my geography and history teacher >.<

#29 What or who do you love the most
music
Gustaf Norén
raspberries :*)

#30 favorite Holiday
christmas eve
________________________________________ ________________________________

What is your favorite......

Animal: cats, lions

Color: black, red

TV Show: Dr.House, Criminal Intent, CSI, Crossing Jordan

Movie: Alfie, Lost In Translation, movies of Hayao Miyazaki

Food: raspberries, swedish almond tart, Kanelbullar

Class: English, Art, Musical education

Thing to do: draw, travel, listen to music, laugh (just like you, Iris )

Place to hang out: bed <3

Book: Twilight (Stephenie Meyer), Kitchen (Banana Yoshimoto)

What are your hobbies?: sleeping, drawing, listening to music, playing bass

Do you have a crush on someone?: nope, and I'm so damn happy about it!!!

If you could be anything in the world what would you be?: a cat

Are you shy?: quite, but it's getting better with me

What do you want to do with your life?: I don't have any idea... =/

Do you have friends?: yes, though I doubt it sometimes.

Where do you want to live?: Stockholm or stay here in Berlin. or both XD

What languages do you wish you could speak?: Japanese...

What is one thing you are really good at?: being quiet *hihi* ^^

Now tag as many people as you want to answer the quiz
I don't know many... but:
ManFromSun
painted-by-numbers
S-L-I-F-E-R
DemixWolf
uarkc
detroit-techno

]]> ~PleaSheridan http://PleaSheridan.deviantart.com/journal/13377257/ http://PleaSheridan.deviantart.com/journal/13377257/ Sun, 17 Jun 2007 05:37:10 PDT - Bungee-Jumping
- being so drunk that I couldn't remember what happened
- driving up to the top of the Berlin TV-tower

2. 3 idols:
- Mando Diao as a band
- Arina Tanemura as a drawer
- Yola, a friend of mine (because she isn't shy at all)

3. 3 animals:
- cat
- lion
- dog

4. 3 flavours/tastes I like:
- white chocolate
- raspberry
- toffee

5. 3 "I wanna do"s:
- go to Stockholm and meet friends (that's also a "will-do" ^^)
- practise more bass
- meet some of my favorite bands again

6. 3 colors:
- turquoise
- red
- black

7. 3 books:
- Stephenie Meyer - "Twilight"
- Stephenie Meyer - "New Moon"
- Mikael Niemi - "Populärmusik från Vittula"

8. 3 food-things I hate:
- liver
- horseradish
- ginger

9. 3 drinks I like:
- Bloody Mary
- white chocolate-milk with raspberries
- Caipirinha

10. 3 body-parts I like:
- eyes
- hands
- chest

I tag everyone who wants to be tagged

]]> ~PleaSheridan http://PleaSheridan.deviantart.com/journal/13161848/ http://PleaSheridan.deviantart.com/journal/13161848/ Thu, 31 May 2007 09:21:01 PDT
This night I've been in a really bad mood, I could say it even was suicidal...
Yesterday I've been to the Sugarplum Fairy gig in Potsdam. The concert was great, better than the last one in Berlin.

BUT: I again have been reminded of the incredible luck of my friends:
1: A friend of mine goes to perhaps every second or third gig of SPF and because of that she knows them a bit personally. I'd like to do that, too, but I don't have the time and money for that!
2: Carl Norén came down from the stage into the crowd during a song and walked around singing. He came to us and looked into everyone's eyes. Okay, that's huge luck, except you stand behind your friends and he doesn't notice you. In this case: It's been me!
3: On our way back to Berlin we talked about SPF's gigs and some highlights we remembered. I could go along until the girls started to talk about concerts I didn't join because I've not been a fan of them then yet.

But here's the thing that makes me really upset:
Today I've been checking my mails and saw a mail of an (obviously german) person I didn't know. I opened it and got a big shock: I won tickets for the gig yesterday. I couldn't see it before the concert, because I've been so busy buying the tickets, packing my things for today and going to Potsdam. I got the mail yesterday at 3 p.m., so that's been much too late!!!
My mood today wasn't very good anyway, but THIS IS THE TOP OF DISASTER!!!

I hope next Wednesday and Thursday won't be that awful...




edit: And again I forgot that I also had really big luck several times. I met so many people for example Alex Kapranos, SPF, Mando Diao, The Films and Johnossi...
and that Johnossi-thing: They even made me go to their gig for free which was really luck, because I got the last one on the guest list. ^^

now I see, neither disaster or fortune are always on my side...

]]> ~PleaSheridan http://PleaSheridan.deviantart.com/journal/12909312/ http://PleaSheridan.deviantart.com/journal/12909312/ Thu, 10 May 2007 09:32:56 PDT
Now it's been a year since my heart got broken really badly and a lot of things have changed within this time. I fell out of love with that guy who broke my heart, fell in love with somebody else and again fell out of love with him. (Seems like I'm quite easily falling in love with someone. =/ )
But the really bad thing is: sometimes I have the feeling I'm just pretending to not care about my old love anymore. But I've noticed that he's such an asshole and cold as ice. Though I know that I shouldn't be scared of talking to him anyway I still have problems with it. Maybe I still have feelings for him...
I HATE IT!!!
concerning that there's a poem by Heinrich Heine that really fits to my situation a year ago:

Ich wollte bei dir weilen
Und an deiner Seite ruhn;
Du mußtest von mir eilen;
Du hattest viel zu tun.

Ich sagte, daß meine Seele
Dir gänzlich ergeben sei;
Du lachtest aus voller Kehle,
Und machtest ´nen Knicks dabei.

Du hast noch mehr gesteigert
Mir meinen Liebesverdruß,
Und hast mir sogar verweigert
Am Ende den Abschiedskuß.

Glaub nicht, daß ich mich erschieße,
Wie schlimm auch die Sachen stehn!
Das alles, meine Süße,
Ist mir schon einmal geschehn.

(sry, it's in German, I'm too lazy to translate it )


whatever, there are also other changes like:

- I've become much better in playing bass

- my music taste again has changed ^^

- I've made so many new and wonderful friends that mean a lot to me (thank y'all so much, you know who you are )

-I've seen so many bands live, for example finally Mando Diao, Sugarplum Fairy and Johnossi. Yesterday I was at a gig of moneybrother, it was sooooo wonderful!! <3

and last but not least: I think I've got much more self-confidence than I had a year ago.

I'm quite happy about these changes and have got more life-experience.
Today my band again had a session. It was pretty cool, we are working hard on our songs for the gig in June. Our guitar players still have to write some lyrics, but I think they'll work that. ^^

oh, and yesterday I've had my orally English examination. It went quite well, I had a not really easy topic to talk about, but I have a good feeling concerning my mark which we won't get to know before July.


however, I hope you're feeling good

love y'all
Cleo/Pleå/Paula

]]> ~PleaSheridan http://PleaSheridan.deviantart.com/journal/12656056/ http://PleaSheridan.deviantart.com/journal/12656056/ Thu, 19 Apr 2007 14:34:01 PDT well, that's okay and understandable, the guys from our band have really important exams in the next weeks...
then he asked me whether I would come to the A-level party on 5th June. "hm... dunno yet, maybe..." - "well, we have a gig there..." WHAT THE F***????
That means we don't have so much time to rehearse and we have to complete the songs with lyrics etc...!
I hope we can rehearse twice a week till we have the gig. otherwise we have to cover some songs XD

P.S.: AND we still have no name *lol*

]]> ~PleaSheridan http://PleaSheridan.deviantart.com/journal/12403398/ http://PleaSheridan.deviantart.com/journal/12403398/ Sat, 31 Mar 2007 14:31:01 PDT My hardest concert ever was a Sugarplum fairy concert!!!

I didn't expect that, especially because I didn't know the location before. In the end I had to get out with the help of an ambulance man.
The reasons:
- I hadn't eaten something yesterday (I swear I won't do that mistake again!!!)
- I was / am still sick
- the location was really small, many people wanted to get to the front of the stage, it was really tight and hot, not even the ventilator helped us =/ me and my friends came out with sweated clothes...

But the show itself was just genious, they played much more songs than they did at the other two SPF concerts I've been to.
Rafael Weber was ... okay ... not very special ... AND THE BASS PLAYER JUST SUCKED!!! I've never seen such simple basslines in a professional band, even I could have made it much better! I guess he doesn't play for long. Afterwards I felt sorry for Mr. Weber, he was walking around waiting for someone talking to him.

I can't judge how Motolov Jive were, I couldn't concentrate on the music because I was just surprised by the crowd pushing forward. So I tried to keep on standing on my own feet. But I guess I wouldn't have liked the music, the two last songs sounded so similar...

So, SPF began with "Godfever", the decision that they would start the show with it confused me. But it was really cool, they again did that "Catching A Butterfly"-thing. The crowd danced and jumped like hell. ^^
I was so glad they also played calm songs like "When I'm Coming Home" or "Let Me Try", so we could recover a bit.
I'm a bit sad I missed some songs (for example "It Takes Time, It takes Two" and a "Wonderwall" cover ='( ), because I really felt sick and had to get out to breathe fresh air and sit down for a while.
I didn't expect that so many boys would be there, because the people always say: "meh, what a boyband, I guess only girls like them..."
WRONG!!!
There were so many guys, even some with a kinda punk-style, "Indie-boys" and so on and so on. ^^
I saw many girls and boys in MD-clothes and Swedish soccer-shirts.

Unfortunately the aftershow-party was really lame, maybe we just expected too much (the aftershow party last December was sooo awesome <3), but I also guess the White Trash wasn't a good choice for an aftershow-party...
We didn't have any contact to them, also because the club is so big. OO
I only saw them when they left the club and got to their cabs. It was so depressing >_<

But I'm glad I even was there, the concert was an interesting experience
I hope to see them again soon

Kristian Gidlund's review:
[link]

]]> ~PleaSheridan http://PleaSheridan.deviantart.com/journal/12360808/ http://PleaSheridan.deviantart.com/journal/12360808/ Wed, 28 Mar 2007 10:06:05 PDT
If that ain't enough, on Friday I wanna go to the SPF concert, so I really want to get well as soon as possible. At least I don't have a long way from the concert venue or the aftershow party to get home, both are really close to my place.
I will try to do no too many exhausting things, drink much tea and just go to bed in the afternoon instead of sitting in front of the computer freezing. =/
Then Friday might be awesome...

Today I finally met a good friend of mine again, she's at a boarding school in Braunschweig (Niedersachsen), it's quite far away from here. So it's been a while since I saw her the last time and it was really fun to talk with her again. We talked about all things that happened since we met each other the last time, boys, school, music, concerts, books, ...
Soon she'll go to Vienna with her class for 4 days, I'm so jealous!!!
It was pretty cool and in the holidays we'll meet again. ^^

P.S.: why do concert tickets have to cost so much?

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