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( For how long, I'm not so sure... )

]]> ~PorcelainTeacup http://PorcelainTeacup.deviantart.com/journal/22440202/ http://PorcelainTeacup.deviantart.com/journal/22440202/ Tue, 06 Jan 2009 18:31:50 PST So, I've decided to go on a hiatus from DA.
I'll still be checking every so often to
comment and look at everyone's new things but
I won't be posting anything new for a while
(Not that I have been anyway XD
...which is the reason for the hiatus in the first place)


I've joined flickr (possibly temporarily, who knows.
We'll take it one step at a time and see where it goes,
you know?) But because I'm new there I don't have any
friends yet! So if you have a flickr let me know! :3

Mine is [link]

]]> ~PorcelainTeacup http://PorcelainTeacup.deviantart.com/journal/20728801/ http://PorcelainTeacup.deviantart.com/journal/20728801/ Sun, 28 Sep 2008 17:25:36 PDT Bonjour tout le monde! Long time no see.
I should write more on here to keep in touch
because there are so many people I used to talk to
that I haven't talked to in a long time,
which makes me sad.
Lets pick up our pens and tell each other secrets again, ok?

It's officially fall now
and I wish that the weather was cooler,
but lately it's been really humid.
We did have 4 rainy/cloudy days in a row,
which made me smile.
But to me it won't really feel like fall
until the leaves are changing and I can wear my scarves.
I wish it would hurry up and get to that point already.
Actually, I feel like I'm wishing that a lot lately;
for things to come quicker.
I wish that my hair would hurry up and grow long because
I want to feel like a mermaid again and I want to be able
to braid it and play with it like I used to before I cut it
And I wish it was my birthday and Christmas already
because I want to make snow angels and see my family
And I wish that spring would get here already because
I want to graduate and I want to go on my senior trip
to The Angel Of The Sea with Sydney.

But I also can't help but think that I should savor this year,
my senior year, because it's the last year I'll be
Here In Maryland and live near my friends etc. etc. etc.
I want to speed up and slow down time all at once,
which is a strange feeling.

Lately, I've been going through a lot of changes, too.
There are things I'm growing out of
and things that I'm growing into.
LIKE. I'm growing out of looking in the mirror and counting
all my flaws and I'm starting to smile more and notice
all the beautiful things around me.
I've given up using my shyness as an excuse to
never speak to people I don't know;
I've been making myself speak even if I'm scared
and my hands are shaking.
I like that, that feels good.
But there are still things I need to work on;
I should let go of my grudges, for one.
And I should have more patience-
for myself and others.
Once step at a time, I guess.

My taste in things is changing, too.
Like the kind of music I listen to
and the way I talk / dress, kind of.

Anyway, now I'm rambling.
I just wanted to let you all know
how my life has been going lately
And that I’m wondering how your lives
have been going as well. :]

]]> ~PorcelainTeacup http://PorcelainTeacup.deviantart.com/journal/18824750/ http://PorcelainTeacup.deviantart.com/journal/18824750/ Fri, 13 Jun 2008 16:55:43 PDT Summer summer summer summer :]
I had my last exam yesterday & now I am freeeeeeeee! <3

]]> ~PorcelainTeacup http://PorcelainTeacup.deviantart.com/journal/17668284/ http://PorcelainTeacup.deviantart.com/journal/17668284/ Thu, 03 Apr 2008 14:07:44 PDT It's raining, & I'm drinking peach tea.
I really wish it was still spring break,
because I was not ready to come back to school yet.
I feel completely unmotivated, which is bad.
Especially now, because I have so much to do...
I have to take the SAT & AP tests in May
& it's really important that I do well this quarter,
since the rest of my grades this year have not been so great.
But I feel like I don't even care. It's horrible. =.='

& I'm in a strange mood again.
I'm reading this book, A Certain Slant of Light,
& it makes me so jealous.
Where can I find a love like that?
Someone, please let me know.
SPEAKING OF WHICH,
I'm kind of angry at myself
because I feel like I don't say what I want to to him.
I don't act the way I want to act around him.
I want to act the way I really am, but...
I end up acting the way everyone else expects me to.
It's hard to explain. But for him, I wanted to at least be my total self.
What would he say if he knew that? What would he think?
I'm so happy when I talk to him,
but I wish I kept it more to myself.
I keep rambling to my Mom about it,
or I call Sydney or Sijia & then I get angry at myself
because it doesn't feel special anymore.
Plus, I sound so annoying when I talk about him.
I piss everyone off when I don't shut up.
But the truth is, I really do like him.
I almost even have expectations. Almost.
It would be stupid to take it further than that.
I mean, the chances that he would like me...
I mean... I don't even know if anyone could.
Or if I would even be worth it.
I'd probably only end up disappointing them, too.

I should probably go do my chemistry homework now.

]]> ~PorcelainTeacup http://PorcelainTeacup.deviantart.com/journal/16583934/ http://PorcelainTeacup.deviantart.com/journal/16583934/ Sat, 26 Jan 2008 15:59:01 PST YAY 8D
I've been so happy lately.
Last week I had a 6 day weekend.
It snowed & I played about outside.
I went to Ikea with my parents.

On Tuesday I had a tea party with
LongJing tea & this blueberry pie I bought at Ikea
that we ate in like 3.5 seconds because it was SO GOOD.
& we read Le Petit Prince & watched The Hunchback of Notre Dame.
& THEN. WE (attempted to) WRITE LETTERS TO NAO & TORA OF ALICE NINE 8D
Which was, of course, amusing. & then we went out for Pho & Bubble Tea <3

Ah. What else has been happening?
OH. We got new schedules for the start of the 2nd semester.
I shall now provide my new one (not that anyone cares):

1. AP World History
I don't like having this class 1st period DX
2. Honors English 11
is in my class again so I'm happy 8D
3. Honors Chemistry
This time I actually have a good teacher,
so hopefully I'll be able to understand it now.
4. AP Psychology
I don't have my old teacher though, which saddens me D:
But this one seems nice enough. Besides I have Sijia & Ranjani in that class.
5. SAT Prep
6. Precal
SAM IS IN MY CLASS AGAIN <3
LOL yay, I would've been so sad without his commentary.
7. Honors French 4
Having French last kind of startles me o.o
But it's okay :3

There you have it.
Any creepy schedule stalking this time, ?
I really hope so. 83

So I don't know, I've only spent 2 days in those classes so far,
I'm not sure how I feel about them yet.
I was only in school for the first 3 periods yesterday
because I went on a field trip with the SAS to the National Aquarium ;DD <3
It was fun~ I was all nervous near the sharks,
but other than that it was amazing.
OH & WE SAW THE DOLPHIN SHOW. ^^
Dolphins are my favorite so I was very excited.
& then I went out for Pho with my lovely DB4 <3
(Wow, I've had Pho twice this week o___o I didn't realize)
which is always fun. :3
& then & came back to my house
& we watched Attack on the Pin-Up Boys
which made me RLY RLY HAPPY.
KiBum is so cute >//<

This was such a random, long, pointless journal entry.
HOW HAS EVERYONE ELSE BEEN? <3

]]> ~PorcelainTeacup http://PorcelainTeacup.deviantart.com/journal/15781450/ http://PorcelainTeacup.deviantart.com/journal/15781450/ Mon, 03 Dec 2007 15:35:45 PST Yaaaaaaaaaaaay it's December! :3
Except I didn't realize it was going to be this cold today
&against my better judgement, I went to school without a heavy coat.
Oy. I had to walk home freezing.
But I'm happy! Like 3 weeks until winter break & Christmas.
Which means 3 weeks until MY BIRTHDAY ♪
(23 days, to be exact. )

So lately things have been going pretty good.
except 3 of my teachers decided to give me tests this week.
& 2 are AP unit tests. D:
But I'm sure I'll do okay~

OHHH.
&in French class today, we got copies of Le Petit Prince.
Mme said that's all we'll be doing until after winter break ~
I was worried that I would be reading it really slowly because it's all in French,
& I would have to translate it in my head or whatever,
but I finished it already XDDD <3 & I'm reading it again.
I loved itttttttttt. <3 A lot.
I wrote down all these quotes from it.
My favorite was,
"On ne voit bien qu'avec le coeur.
L'essential est invisible pour les yeux."
For my lovely friends who speak French,
ISN'T THAT QUOTE LIKE AS;DLF JA;SDF?! <3

Yaaaaaaaay.
So how has everyone else been?

]]> ~PorcelainTeacup http://PorcelainTeacup.deviantart.com/journal/15611041/ http://PorcelainTeacup.deviantart.com/journal/15611041/ Wed, 21 Nov 2007 19:53:51 PST Hahahahaha.
Today was such a weird day for me.
It started out good, but then it went bad.
Then it got better! But when I got home it went bad again.
& then it got worse.
But now I'm laughing again~
Actually, I feel like part of the reason why I'm laughing is because
I realized how ridiculous I am.
Seriously. Why does anyone put up with me? I wonder.

But when I was upset, I realized that I actually have a lot to be happy about.
Like the fact that we have a 4 day weekend.
Even if all I'm doing this weekend is my science project. D:
Actually, that's not true.
Tomorrow I'm going to my Aunt & Uncle's house.
So I'll get to eat a lot of food & see my family who I haven't seen in forever.
&I'll get to go to my Grandparents graves too. Which I wanted to do, so.
Also, I'm hanging out with Sijia for a little while on Saturday.
But other than that, it's my stupid science project.
Which is vaguely annoying.

Oh! But speaking of school~
I've been studying a lot more, & now my grades are a lot better so.
I was quite happy about that.
&BB! ♪
I've been happy about that lately, too,
so yay! n///n

SO HAPPY THANKSGIVING 8D <3
I hope things have been well with everyone else :3

&I just realized I hadn't updated this since September. o.o'
That's crazy.

]]> ~PorcelainTeacup http://PorcelainTeacup.deviantart.com/journal/14550045/ http://PorcelainTeacup.deviantart.com/journal/14550045/ Sat, 08 Sep 2007 18:24:36 PDT Today Sydney () & I went on a picnic!
It was actually more of a tea party picnic.
It was so lovely! :] <33
We brought our awesome umbrellas & a picnic basket & everything.
We ate the cutest food too! Onigiri & these bbq pork buns. :33
& we drank green tea & milkis (not together...ew. x.x)
& had these cute little desert snacky things that I have conviently forgotten the name of -stupid-
Even though it was hot, & there were a lot of gnats & the grass was really high & cut our legs up when we walked over there, it was so much fun! ♥
I also had a burst of singing off key really loud-ness. o.o;
Which was also amusing. We picked the perfect spot, too!
There were trees in front of us & behind us so we were in our own little whatsit.
It felt really cool & elegant~
I want to do it again!
We decided to do it in the fall when the leaves start to change so it'll be cooler,
& we can wear either pants or some sort of leggings so our legs won't get cut up XD
Also I want to lay & watch the leaves fall like I used to.
I haven't gotten to do that since elementary school. I miss it.
SPEAKING OF FALL. I am so excited for it.
I hate having to go to school when it's hot because it's so uncomfortable.
Plus, I feel like "I could be at the beach! D:" or something.
Also, I want to wear scarves again! I love scarves~

Anyway, I took a lot of pictures today!
I'll post them soon.
I'm going to title most of them with quotes from Francesca Lia Block books.
Because her writing is so lovely.
Most of them will probably be from Wasteland because it's my favorite book by her.
&Sydney & I think the quotes from that book make good photo titles. :33
So be on the look out! I might post some tonight ~ ^//^

]]> ~PorcelainTeacup http://PorcelainTeacup.deviantart.com/journal/14396017/ http://PorcelainTeacup.deviantart.com/journal/14396017/ Wed, 29 Aug 2007 13:37:10 PDT I was overreacting in the last post, by the way.
It was just first day back at school stress, I guess.
English oral went absolutely fine. Pictures were today, which went okay.
Tomorrow I have a French oral but no worries on that.
I actually understand what we're doing in math (it's a miracle)
&I finished that homework in less than 10 minutes.

Also, I get to see & lovelies tomorrow.
Our F4 group is baking a cake because it's Matsu Jun's birthday! ★
& We love Matsu Jun.
Actually, it's more like the F3 because our Akira doesn't like Matsu Jun.
>___o;


OH YES. & Iwas tagged by dear.
YOOOOOSH. 8D ♥

The rules:

1. Post these rules.
2. Each person tagged must post 8 random (hopefully interesting) facts about themselves.
3. Tags should write a journal of these facts.
4. At the end of the post 8 more bloggers are tagged and named.
5. Go to their page and leave a comment telling them that they're tagged.

So here we go:

1. I want to live in a Victorian house one day.
2. I am a complete arachnaphobic. I get freaked out even thinking about spiders. >.o;
I'm also lilapsophobic, meaning I'm super afraid of tornadoes.
3. I rarely listen to any American music. Lately I've been listening to mostly Korean; DBSK & Lee Soo Young in particular. I love Japanese music & French music, aussi. Plus Disco Polo, of course. WHO CAN RESIST THAT? XD <3
4. I have never been lonely in my life. I think it's because I'm an only child, &have had to be myself. That's why I never have any problem with being alone, & sometimes even prefer it.
5. I went on a cruise in the summer of 2006 & fell in love. With Alaska.
I want to live there some day. In previously mentioned victorian house. Which is probably not a very common thing XD
6. I've never been kissed,
which is pretty much fine by me seeing as I've never met anyone I've wanted to kiss.
7. Sometimes, when I have trouble falling asleep at night, I try to imagine my someone just for me (who I have yet to find) laying in his bed trying to imagine me thinking about him.
8. I yell out loud at my computer screen when I'm watching dramas.
Like, "NO! DON'T DO THAT, HE LOVES YOU, CAN'T YOU SEE?!"
&I like to sing really loud & offkey in public.
Especially 사랑해요 <sup>: JJ Lin, Flavor of Life & First Love : Utada Hikaru
& Hug (International Version) : DBSK.
WHENEVER YOU LOOOOK IN MY EEEEEYES I DO WANT TO SHOW YOU MY LOOOOOVE!


ANYWAY, TAGGING 8 PEOPLE.
I'm not going to go comment on your page or whatever the rules say.
&I'm not going to make you do this. If you don't want to, then don't.
BUT I WISH YOU WOULD. Because I love learning new things about you guys! :3 ♥

http://PorcelainTeacup.deviantart.com/journal/14367193/ Mon, 27 Aug 2007 15:32:18 PDT I need to take a deep breath & calm down.
Today was the first day of school.
How is it that I can feel overwhelmed already?!
I am obviously no good in stressfull situations
because usually I run away when things like this happen
but I can't when it's school because I have to get good grades this year.
I have to.

ANYWAY.
So schedule for anyone who wants to see it? o.o

1. Precalculus
2. AP World History
3. Honors French 4
4. AP Psychology
5. Honors English 11
6. Honors Chemistry
7. Philosophy

So, who the hell wants math that early in the morning?
Especially Precal? I don't even want to take that class. >.o;
Whatever, there's no helping it. AP World seems like it'll be okay.
The teacher's cool & the subject seems interesting.
Honors French 4...Honestly, I'm upset I have a different teacher.
I mean, this one is nice but I miss my old teacher D:
Anyway, I must do very good in French this year so Madame will approve my request to join French Honors Society later on this year.
Since I'm a junior, I can join. But it isn't until after spring break, which is SO far away. o__o;
I'll work hard until then!
AP Psych seems like it'll be fun; interesting subject, really nice teacher.
English is only upsetting me because my teacher gave us an assignment already;
&it's an oral presentation assignment & I hate public speaking & it's due TOMORROW.
Dear self, suck it up & stop complaining.
Honors Chemistry...eh. This class is so big & I hate big classes. >.o;
Especially since I got so used to having my small Bio class last year.
I miss that teacher too, she was tthe coolest! TT.TT
Anyway. Philosophy seems like it'll be really awesome
because I have the same teacher as I do for Psych,
& also she said on Friday's she'll choose some people to bring in
movie clips or songs they like that have philosophy in them.
When I get picked, the first thing I'm going to bring in is Eva ep. 26.
YOSHAAAA.

Anyway, that was my first day.
I'm going to go hyperventilate now <3
I kid, I kid!</sup>

]]> ~PorcelainTeacup http://PorcelainTeacup.deviantart.com/journal/14290778/ http://PorcelainTeacup.deviantart.com/journal/14290778/ Wed, 22 Aug 2007 15:45:11 PDT School starts soon.
Next Monday, actually.
Boo. D:
I got this big packet in the mail from my school
&I've already started marking all our days off on my calendar. (=.=' )
Oh, dear. Don't be so negative, says my Mom.
I don't think I'm being negative, really.
I don't know anyone that would rather be in school than laying on the beach.
That's all I have to say.

Tomorrow, I have to go get my 3rd HPV shot.
I'm being taken to the mall afterwards, so that is good.

Oh. By the way.
Sometime during the period of time in which I said I was in this strange mood,
I have gained some self-esteem.
I'm not sure how exactly this happened.
It must be a miracle.
Actually, I still feel like I'm in that strange mood,
but maybe "that strange mood" is just how I'm going to feel from now on.
I can't say it's a bad thing.
I feel like by referring to it as "that strange mood" I mean it as a bad thing, but I don't.

OH! SPEAKING OF THAT!
Actually, not speaking of that at all, but it reminded me for some reason:
I got honked at while I was in the car today. HAHAHAHA.
I love stories like this, so I must share mine.
I'm innocently sitting in the car
(Okay, I admit, I may have been wearing my nunga nunga shirt XD)
&the truck next to us honks.
So I look up, seeing what he is honking at, & the guy is looking at me & doing the thumbs up sign.
So I say, "Mom, what does that mean?"
&My Mom was like "OH HE MUST BE LOOKING DOWN YOUR SHIRT 8D"
&Just as I look down at my shirt myself, he honks again & gives me the thumbs up.
Oh, dear. "Wave at him!" my Mom yelled. So I waved & he honked again.
TODAY HAS BEEN FUN. XD

Our new neighbors finally moved in.
Our old ones moved to Finland, but they'll be back in a year
so another family is renting the house until they're back.
I haven't met the new people yet since I just got home, but I saw their car in the driveway.
STOLEN MY SOOOOUUUULLLL STOLEN MY HEAAARRRRRTTTT.
-cough- Sorry.
I hadn't listened to DBSK for almost a week because my mp3 player died
&my Mom's laptop hates radioblogclub & youtube
so now I am basking in the glory that is their music.

I feel like this journal entry is a lot different than how I usually write.
o_____o;;
Oh well.
I suppose it can't be helped.

]]> ~PorcelainTeacup http://PorcelainTeacup.deviantart.com/journal/14051830/ http://PorcelainTeacup.deviantart.com/journal/14051830/ Mon, 06 Aug 2007 22:56:50 PDT I cried myself to sleep the other night listening to 믿어요 ^{by DBSK on repeat.}
믹키유천<sup>s speaking parts in the beginning & ending were really getting me choked up.
I've been in this really weird mood lately.
I don't know how to explain it.
I don't even know why I feel like this.
&I've been thinking more about certain things like
Qu'est-ce qu'est ma raison d'être et quand est-ce que je la trouverai?
& Où est mon quelqu'un seulement pour moi?
&I'm not sure if this is a good thing or a bad thing.

I just feel...strange.
&What I want more than anything is for mon quelqu'un seulement pour moi
to come find me sitting in the rain & dance with me.






I need to stop thinking about these sorts of scenarios in my head, by the way.
It's making me too much of an idealist.
When I do find them, my expectations will be too high
&they'll get frustrated, &I'll get let down.
Someone slap me.



On a completely different note:
Why is summer so short?
I can't believe it's August already.
I really don't want to go back to school.</sup>


]]> ~PorcelainTeacup http://PorcelainTeacup.deviantart.com/journal/13490609/ http://PorcelainTeacup.deviantart.com/journal/13490609/ Mon, 25 Jun 2007 20:42:57 PDT It's summer !!!




]]> ~PorcelainTeacup http://PorcelainTeacup.deviantart.com/journal/13180093/ http://PorcelainTeacup.deviantart.com/journal/13180093/ Fri, 01 Jun 2007 18:08:02 PDT SO.
My scanner is working again.
I feel like doing a bit of a dance in celebration~

I think I might post some of the prints I did in photo class last year.

&I also found some of the pictures I took when we went to Cape Cod 2 summers ago.
I might post some of those, too.

We'll see.

]]> ~PorcelainTeacup http://PorcelainTeacup.deviantart.com/journal/11937454/ http://PorcelainTeacup.deviantart.com/journal/11937454/ Fri, 23 Feb 2007 16:46:14 PST This is my new account~

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