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                <title>I quit!</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 22 Jan 2008 22:22:10 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I hate furcadia, too much drama.<br />
<br />
Goodbye.<br />
<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Portho</author>
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                <title>Form One</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 09 Dec 2007 18:25:06 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Name: Vallisia<br />
<br />
A Flame Pixie    <br />
<br />
Which means she looks like a human with wings that always smiles or looks like she is flirting.<br />
<br />
Hair: <br />
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A crimson blood red color. Wavey from head to waist, at the end it slightly spirals like small curles that had recently come undone. Bangs were a golden yellow color, slightly covering the edges of her eyes and molding along the side of her face.<br />
<br />
Collar: <br />
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A necklace, one of a double string that would create an X shape on the sides that would attach to a white heart in the front and a white coin in the back; in the coin was sketched her masters name while in the heart was sketched her own name.<br />
<br />
Wings:<br />
<br />
 [ <a href="http://i132.photobucket.com/albums/q11/Vampiryc/FairyWings.jpg">[link]</a> ] The insides created a design of curls and swirls instead of the normal straight lines; covered is a soft layer of powdered sugar and colored with a design of oranges and yellows.<br />
<br />
Clothing:<br />
<br />
The style of clothing stayed close to the normal fashion of a tricky flame, something attractive but covering, in this case a long dress whose sleeves were nothing but a stretch of orange colored [ <a href="http://i132.photobucket.com/albums/q11/Vampiryc/face3.jpg">[link]</a> ] ruffled fabric that was there to help support the weight of her a little bigger then average, perky breasts and to allow a lose strand drape upon her arms for some sleeves to be attached too. The top of the dress was one sold color, a flame red that clung to her every curve, along with the addition of some kimono like sleeves, a long piece which just hung from the ruffle and opened wide at the wrist. The [ <a href="http://i132.photobucket.com/albums/q11/Vampiryc/melody.jpg">[link]</a> ] skirt section of this dress would come in at the females waist, tied with an orange sash and drape down and outwards in a poof. The skirt held colors like a flame, burning with different hues that could be related to flames that she could control in am almost calico spread. No shoes would adorned these feet but on occasion a set of dancer slippers could be seen, matching the sash about her waist.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Portho</author>
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                <title>Trade / Sell</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 08 Dec 2007 23:23:58 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hello. I know that not many people, take that back, I don't know of anyone who looks at my journal entrys but I have decided to post here anyways.<br />
<br />
 [ <a href="http://forums.furcadia.com/index.php?furcadia_session_id=11970-vpkn-lrr&act=ST&f=26&t=43894&st=0#entry332984">[link]</a> ]<br />
<br />
Also I am selling an alt named Tesuyia, he comes with a really sexy port and I am asking for only $10 via paypal.. Buy the character and only use the port or buy the character and delete the port.. I don't care. He was a neko.<br />
<br />
Also I am selling an alt names Datura. It comes with a port too so again, buy her and get the port and delete the name or buy her delete the port and keep the name.. She was a naga that could be used as any gender.<br />
<br />
I am starting to want to quit furc and so I am getting rid of the characters I don't play with anymore.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Portho</author>
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                <title>: Shrugs :</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 02 Nov 2007 21:19:08 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I am not in a real good mood but I think I am going to live. Anyways, college in a real stress, even more so since the only reason I am able to go is because I am on some scholarship things that requires me to keep up my grades and that is sorta hard seeing as how I can't understand my Bio teacher and my Theatre teacher seems out to get me. Other then that I am doing fine I think and I am guessing that I will be able to stay in college for the spring if I can bring my grades up some how. I hope.<br />
<br />
Better news. My bunny is going to give me a call. Yay!<br />
<br />
Other news, my ex boyfriend is back and wanting to go out with me again but I think he wants some changes or something made on my part when he is the one that needs to change. Going months without a word to me that is wrong, I do not even know where to start there. So I don't know whether to give him another chance or not. I am really tired of all these excuses but he wants to come down and spend X-mas with me, so I might allow that and see what happens. My dad hates him and his mom hates me so eh..<br />
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I think I am more attracted to females anyways so even if I gave him another chance it would not last that long, he does so many things wrong and then blames something else. I sorta want to give up but eh, everyone wants someone to snuggle with in the winter. I am the same way..<br />
<br />
Someone come snuggle me...  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /><br />
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Other then that... Um I might have to work at McDonalds which I really don't want to do because so many people work there and I don't think we would all get our proper hours.<br />
<br />
 And the hobo in my basement just broke his rat's tank... So now we are going to have rats running around everywhere, isn't that great?<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Portho</author>
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                <title>David News</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 19 Oct 2007 19:37:54 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Xdark [10:23 P.M.]:  O.O oh fucking wow<br />
 Xdark [10:24 P.M.]:  ~ falls out of her chair~<br />
 Pirate Portho [10:28 P.M.]:  what<br />
 Xdark [10:28 P.M.]:  you really wanna see?<br />
 Pirate Portho [10:28 P.M.]:  sure<br />
 Xdark [10:29 P.M.]:  hey this is davids sister and i have not heard a thing about him not living at my parents house. as far as we know he will always be there. no new girlfriend that i know of either. david will never be homeless. ever. our partents would make sure of that. you should know that most of what comes out of his mouth is not true or is way way over exagerated. believe me david is doing perfect, he is still living the same life he has always chosen to live and will continue to forever. but hey if you talk to him you should try and talk him into actually getting a job and a place of his own and to move out of my parents. he is 25 and should be more grown by now. they would ALL be better people and feel better if david acted like a true grown up. <br />
p.s. the only times david ever left my parents was when they demanded he work or clean the house and he chooses tp party with kids and take off till my parents arent as crabby and then he moves right back, hence, david will ALWAYS be there<br />
 Pirate Portho [10:30 P.M.]:  What the fuck..<br />
 Xdark [10:30 P.M.]:  well you wanted to see!<br />
 Xdark [10:30 P.M.]:  ~ hides in a corner~<br />
 Pirate Portho [10:31 P.M.]:  I believe it<br />
 Pirate Portho [10:31 P.M.]:  he said i was the one that was not right in the head, that was an excuse because he isn't right <br />
 Xdark [10:33 P.M.]:  ~sighs~ why isnt it people seem to think i have strong influence over him.<br />
 Pirate Portho [10:33 P.M.]:  what do you mean?<br />
 Xdark [10:33 P.M.]:  just.. things like trying to get him to do something he may or may not want to do<br />
 Pirate Portho [10:34 P.M.]:  i give up on him.. i hate liers and thats all he has been doing from the start..<br />
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<br />
Well, thats interesting... Any comments?<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Portho</author>
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                <title>Random</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 17 Oct 2007 10:17:14 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I really don't know what I want to say. I have a test tomorrow and I got so much work I still have to do so I need to get off of this computer and do some work. Um.. I am going to have something done for someone special and I am trying to decide on which puppy I want to keep. I am not attached to any of them as much as I thought I would be. They are all different and wonderful and I am sad that we are only selling them for $100 I think even though they are not a full breed they are worth so much more and I want to breed the mother again but my mother says no.. so we will see..<br />
<br />
Have a nice day.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Portho</author>
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                <title>I Am Tagged!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 03 Oct 2007 18:37:23 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I have been Tagged by ...<br />
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<b> The rules of this tag are - </b><br />
If you get tagged:<br />
1. Post these rules.<br />
2. Each person tagged must post 8 random (hopefully interesting) facts about themselves.<br />
3. Tags should write a journal of these facts.<br />
4. At the end of the post 8 more bloggers are tagged and named.<br />
5. Go to their page and leave a comment telling them that they're tagged.<br />
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<b> Eight Random Things </b><br />
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1. I have a collection of mice. Some of which that are pets and others that are food for my snack. When they bite me I feed them to my snake, or put them in a ball and let my mothers cat and dog chase to scare the shit out of them.<br />
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2. I get aroused when watching scary movies... If they really scare me not because someone said they are scary..<br />
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3. When depressed.. I eithor but things that have Johnny Depp on them, physically hurt myself ( which I calmed down on doing ) or become an angered bitch towards everyone.. there is one last things but it only applys to females and is rated R..<br />
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4. I hate to be noticed and yet I long to be noticed and to be apart of something. I want someone to know when I am being shy and when I am really wanting to be left alone, whether I need to be left alone or not.<br />
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5. I like Boobies..<br />
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6. I have a collection of 113 condoms. Flavored, colored, spikes, sperm-icide, warming sensation, female condoms, extra large, extra small... and so many more for no reason.<br />
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7. I am scared of cockroaches more then I am of spiders but both make me start screaming like a little girl and make me cry if someone won't kill them for me and they ran away to come back to get me later..<br />
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8.  I think/know I have a crush on  <a href="http://amileth.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/m/amileth.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconamileth:" title="amileth"/></a>   <3  <3  <3 She has done so much for me and been with me for advice and everything. She is a great friend and I wish she was closer so I could maybe ask her to be more and give me a chance.<br />
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There are the random things about me.. and these are the people I want to know random things about..<br />
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1.  <a href="http://blackcatrayne666.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/b/l/blackcatrayne666.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconblackcatrayne666:" title="blackcatrayne666"/></a><br />
2.  <a href="http://xsweetsuex.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/x/s/xsweetsuex.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconxsweetsuex:" title="xsweetsuex"/></a><br />
3.  <a href="http://miskin.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/m/i/miskin.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconmiskin:" title="miskin"/></a><br />
4.  <a href="http://neosilverthorn.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/n/e/neosilverthorn.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconneosilverthorn:" title="neosilverthorn"/></a><br />
5.  <a href="http://liquidchaos.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/l/i/liquidchaos.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconliquidchaos:" title="liquidchaos"/></a><br />
6.  <a href="http://fireness.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/f/i/fireness.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconfireness:" title="fireness"/></a><br />
7.  <a href="http://squeakyfay.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/q/squeakyfay.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconsqueakyfay:" title="squeakyfay"/></a><br />
8.  <a href="http://suchi-ru.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/default.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconsuchi-ru:" title="suchi-ru"/></a><br />
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And there you have it. I was included in something! Yay!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Portho</author>
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                <title>Puppies!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 26 Sep 2007 18:25:17 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ On a good note..<br />
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The puppies were born yesterday night. ( The mother was 3 days late on having them!!! ) I swore to my mother should she have a black pup I am keeping him and guess what. I was right. She had a black pup and the black one was male! I am scary good.<br />
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All- Together there are 3 females ( One white and the two brownish orange/red ones ) and 2 males ( One white and mine )..<br />
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I want to call my baby Chippo from Inuyasha because I told someone a long time ago that i really really fucking cared about that I was going to get a black dog with him and call the pup that. So now I am trying to debate on changing the name of keeping that name. I named my old dog after someone like that and now I regret doing that everyday... Mainly because I hate the person I named him after and it makes me sick to think i named my dog after him.. anyways...<br />
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Other then that..<br />
<br />
Bad notes...<br />
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I got a math Exam tomorrow and I know I am not ready. I still got 2 sets of problems to do and then a pre-exam to help me study and so I need to get off of here and make me something to eat and go back to work but my head hurts from so much math already. I hate math...<br />
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Then, David has still not spoken to me, emailed me or anything so I am giving up on his ass. I guess I am just offended now that he would do such a thing to me and some other girl that seems really nice and who already has a kid whose father is gone. So yeah, I think he is just being an asshole. He has not even tried to contact me and the people he is living with say he is online all the time, so eh, no excuse.<br />
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Anthony still hasn't contacted me, it's been about 4 weeks now since he was dumped because he didn't contact me for a whole week.. I am starting to wonder what happened..<br />
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Other then that I think I am fine. I want to give a shout out to Ami for helping me and giving me lots of advice. So THANK YOU and I hope you days are better then mine.<br />
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: hugs :<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Portho</author>
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                <title>So now what?...</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 22 Sep 2007 16:43:21 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ What do you do...<br />
<br />
When throughout your whole life. In a relationship, you have only known about lies, cheating, pain and the other person leaving you for a member of their same sex. Huh?<br />
<br />
What do you do..<br />
<br />
When you leave someone for someone else, only to find out that that someone else had another someone else he was trying to be with and had you on hold incase this someone he wanted told him no?<br />
<br />
What can you do..<br />
<br />
When you are so used to the lies, the pain and the cheating that after finding what was said above out, not by the lips of the person you care for but by the lips of the person he rather have... That you still care for the person who is putting you though all of this, the person who was only useing you.<br />
<br />
What can you do..<br />
<br />
Now that the only time you don't think of him and his lies are the times in which you are sleeping or have something else to do. Then when there is nothing to be done you feel the pain of broken trust and the destruction of being offended.<br />
<br />
What are you going to do..<br />
<br />
When he doesn't call to answer your questions. When you do not know who is telling the truth. When this other girl he likes more has the body of a star while your is nothing but something great to snuggle. While her breasts are mountains and yours are nothing more then just a handful.<br />
<br />
What are you going to do..<br />
<br />
When he finally calls and you want to scream why. Why did you do this to me, what did I do to you to deserve this! Why me and why not her? Yet you can't scream, you can't even speak. So you break down and cry. He asks you why, why you are crying yet you still can't answer.<br />
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Now what do you say..<br />
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I hate you but I love you. I am in pain but really offended. How could you, why did you. Please leave or come hold me. I don't know what to do, I don't know who to believe. Do you deserve a second chance? Or will you remain the same.<br />
<br />
Now what do you say...<br />
<br />
When he confesses and brings all fo your fears to life. Bringing up painful memories when all he had to do was tell the truth. Do you take him out of your life forever for this mistake or give him a second chance. Ignore him for a little while and move on to try again and find another asshole who isn't worth your time before just giving up on everything like you had done in the past.. Saying school and work are more important then everything else and growing your heart into ice once more that you hope would never melt..<br />
<br />
Will you cry..<br />
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I know I will. Enough is enough and sometimes to wear myself out means a good nights sleep without him being involved.<br />
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Will you get over him...<br />
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Not for a while, but in due time everyone pushes the things back that had hurt them the most.<br />
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Will you try again..<br />
<br />
Maybe not. Maybe it is time I am the one who seeks out a partner of the same sex, giving something new a try or remain alone. You never know but the heart has to heal first before it shatters and cannot be fixed.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Portho</author>
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                <title>A Great Friend</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 12 Sep 2007 19:07:29 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I now have a really good friend online. I don't really know much about her but I know enough that when I talk to her I feel like I am talking to someone I can trust.. She give me advice and draws pictures for me.. She just is all around sweet. Plus her prices are cheap most of the time, but right now she is having a hard time and I want to post this here so you can help her out..<br />
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<a href="http://amileth.deviantart.com/journal/13526312/#journal">[link]</a><br />
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Ami has been so kind to be I wanted to be kind to her. So everyone go here and help her out if you can, buy something. Her art is great and worth your money.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Portho</author>
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                <title>Stolen Eeky Thing</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 15 Aug 2007 00:08:59 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ You have a :<br />
[x] Mother<br />
[x] Father<br />
[ ] Step-Father<br />
[x] Step-Mother<br />
[x] Step-Sister<br />
[x] Brother<br />
[x] Sister<br />
[x] Nephew <br />
[x] Niece <br />
[x] Cell phone ( Couldn't be without one )<br />
[ ] Own bathroom<br />
[x] Own room<br />
[x] Swimming pool<br />
[ ] Hot tub<br />
[ ] Guest room<br />
[x] TV<br />
total: 12<br />
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[x] Fullsize or bigger bed ( I just refuse to sleep on it )<br />
[ ] More than 8 pairs of shoes<br />
[x] Sunglasses ( Never wear )<br />
[x] Watch  ( Never wear )<br />
[x] MP3 Player/iPod that works<br />
[x] PS2 that works ( Never play )<br />
[ ] Xbox that works<br />
[] Nintendo DS or PSP that works<br />
[] Gameboy/ Advance ( Got stolen <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" />  )<br />
[] Gamecube<br />
total: 5<br />
<br />
[ ] Basketball hoop<br />
[] Air hockey table<br />
[ ] Pool table<br />
[] Ping pong table<br />
[] Fooseball table <br />
total: 0<br />
<br />
[x] Nightstand<br />
[x] Stereo in bedroom<br />
[x] DVD player in bedroom<br />
total: 3<br />
<br />
[ ] Job<br />
[ ] Goes shopping at least once a week<br />
[x] Expensive cologne/perfume<br />
[x] AIM/MSN<br />
[x] Camera or phone<br />
total: 3<br />
<br />
[ ] Electric or gas scooter/motorcycle/car<br />
[] Guitar/Drums/Bass guitar<br />
[] Piano/Keyboard<br />
[ ] Any other instrument<br />
[ ] Been on a cruise<br />
[x] Traveled out of the province/state ( Sure.. Indiana is another state )<br />
[ ] Had a personal trainer<br />
[ ] Expensive jewelery<br />
[] Met a celebrity<br />
total: 1<br />
<br />
[] Straightener/curling iron<br />
[x] Have been to a batting cage<br />
[ ] Have $100 on you right now<br />
[x] Credit card or atm card or debit card or bank card<br />
[ ] Been to Europe<br />
[ ] Been to NYC<br />
[ ] Been to LA<br />
[x] Been to Florida ( Disney World! )<br />
[ ] Been to Las Vegas<br />
[ ] Been to the Bahamas ( I wish )<br />
[ ] Been to South America<br />
total: 3<br />
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[x] Parents have a car ( Dad has 5, one to be mine )<br />
[x] Jet Ski/boat<br />
[ ] Camper<br />
[ ] Been to 5+ states in the US/ 3+ provinces in Canada<br />
[x] 100+ buddies on facebook/myspace ( I think )<br />
total: 3<br />
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[x] Home cooked meal almost every day ( I have to cook )<br />
[ ] Been in a limo<br />
[ ] Been in a helicopter<br />
[ ] own a digital camera<br />
[x] Own a laptop ( Useing it now )<br />
total: 1<br />
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1-22 = Ghetto<br />
23-33 = Average kid<br />
34-44 = Spoiled<br />
45+ = Upper Class snob<br />
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TOTAL: 31<br />
Average Kid <br />
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 Anyways on a better note. I was ranting about my friend being beat up, well the guy who did the crime is not doing the time on very high assult charges and this is just great. I found this out yesterday and I am so happy, now the other two guys need to be caught and burn in hell.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Portho</author>
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                <title>Someone Needs To Die</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 12 Aug 2007 19:21:00 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Yesterday I came home froms my dads already in a bad mood and things kept getting worse and worse so excuse me while I vent right here.. and make myself feel much better but not really.<br />
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My car's ( The one I have been trying to get for over a month from my dad instead of the damn truck, which I just so happened to get this weekend and it will be brought over sometime this week.. ) air conditoner died in 102 degree weather. Windows did not help..<br />
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The cat I wanted ( since tuesday ) was adopted. No matter what I did, how much I cried and everything I tried to do I was told no over and over because my mom never got her cat shots. So this thrusday I am going to take that cat to get them. I gave up a bunny and another puppy for this cat..<br />
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The adoption place said I was never allowed to adopt from them ever beacuse I took my mothers cat to my dads house with me so on the way home we could give her the shots and they thought I was going to keep her over there so I could get another cat and said I was being abuse by doing so. Fucking assholes owe me a decent apology.. I will go and get that this week.<br />
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Then I almost had a wreck in a car. The driver gets to pick where they want to go but as I was going one way my dad forced me to go the other and so my turn was not proper cause I wanted to go the other way and boom.. almost hit a car and he screamed and so I screamed back.. Horriable..<br />
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Even worse when I got home I went to my friends to see there cats. I post there pictures but then we decided to go out and eat at McDonalds. While there the people deleted our orders and so everything took longer and then when I was waiting on my order two black guys came up and started shit with my gay friend Shannon. He had asked a big black girl to stop making fun of him, saying please and stuff but she went and told her brothers and they came back and started shit with him. Punching him ( Not hard because they were pussys ) in the face about 10 times with him back into a booth trying to eat. Busted his tooth out and then ran cause they had no balls to stay and fight. Sara called the 911 and the McDonalds manager got them on tape so yeah soon there ass will be raped in Jail and I will laugh. <br />
We took him home and then we went to Kmart to get food.<br />
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In Kmart Leia's phone was stolen. Well some black guy took her phone and then demanded that they pay for the phone of they give him head. Leia is Sara's girlfriend. They have been together for such a long time and so this pissed Sara off. We got in the car and she passed everyone up, there was no such thing as a red light, no stop signs and no speed limit. She was going to kill someone that was just too much in one night. Well, she called back to find out where the guy was and then boom more trouble and she cursed him out like there was no tomorrow and went home and had the phone turned off and called the 911 number again and filed another report..<br />
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After that..<br />
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I stayed the night and got to play with the cats, that was the only good part of the day. Even one of those kittens are sick. Cookie. She is too skinny and just doesn't eat anything, plus she has trouble breathing. So I helped take care of her while there and got her to eat.<br />
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On a game I normally play. I was having so much fun play with someone I had not seen in a very long time. We cuddled and snuggled and talked. Then we got to kill someone and the day was great. Then everything after that went down hill. The people he played with didn't want me to play and he took something I said wrong and so that play went to hell and now my character is destroyed and hates everything and himself and his is not pure evil. Wonderful. Furcadia is starting to annoy me badly.<br />
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<b>I hate people!</b><br />
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Lets add more things about my week. This happened just now. Someone I thought was my friend. Someone I thought was different from others turned out to be exactly what I thought he would be from the start. All I was asking.. For him to keep his promises he made to me. Was that do hard? No but yet he kept breaking them and then blamed me. I asked him to be Honest. I don't know why he couldn't do that. I guess because if the guy was honest no one would like him, besides the whores. And I asked him to give me a called at least to say hello to me everyday or even every other day because he said he liked me. Guess what. He only likes his dick.<br />
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It's people like that who make me want to be only Homosexual.<br />
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P.s.  I miss Indigo and I need some cuddles bad...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Portho</author>
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                <title>A Shitty Day</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 06 Aug 2007 17:20:06 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I really hate this. I just gave up a baby puppy and a baby bunny so I could have a baby kitty and then guess what. The place says that I cannot adopt the kitty because my mothers kitty does not have her shots. Mom has been saying for the past for weeks that she was going to get those shots and still she hasn't. I am so fucking pissed right now.<br />
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<a href="http://search.petfinder.com/petnote/displaypet.cgi?petid=8979008">[link]</a><br />
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That was going to be my little Inkity Splat ... but not it looks like I cannot have him no matter what I do. I tried to have my friend adopt him for me and they said no. So then I was going to lie and then my granny said no and that she won't lie and say she took the cat from us and my mom won't give her cat up. So I don't get the kitten I gave up two animals for. Go figure.. <br />
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That is my life..<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Portho</author>
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                <title>The Replacement</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 30 Jul 2007 23:03:36 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Sasuki is dead on furcadia and now something is missing in my life, mainly the few friends she did have and family members that cared about her so much and still talk to me on aim and msn wanting her back. So I am going to make a new Sasuki for them with some better things about her. <br />
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<a href="http://www.freewebs.com/asyrum/">[link]</a><br />
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There she is... so far..<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Portho</author>
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                <title>Good News</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 20 Jul 2007 19:37:13 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <b> Indigo is going to be alright! </b><br />
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His sister called me today because he asked her too. She told me that he was doing fine and everything and that he should be back to calling me soon and back online to play with me.<br />
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So thanks to everyone that gave him a prayer, even though no one left a message bout this I hoped someone gave him some thought other then me and Ami..<br />
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Speaking of Ami..<br />
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He also loved the picture Ami drew of our character together and I am very greatful to her for that picture. The couple sketch made him very happy before his surgey.<br />
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<b> Thank you Ami! </b><br />
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Ami is awsome! <br />
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Everyone go and show some love to her page!<br />
Go I say!<br />
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<a href="http://amileth.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/m/amileth.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconamileth:" title="amileth"/></a><br />
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<b>Here is just a little Information on Indigo.</b><br />
Indigo Eyes<br />
Male<br />
Canine, specifically the North American Grey Wolf<br />
No markings.<br />
No tattoos or piercings.<br />
Hair style is hacked short, fine and mostly straight, though unruly and sticking out oddly at places.<br />
He has an acrobat's build.<br />
Wears a simple home spun thread tank top and brown cloth pants.<br />
He has a belt with a leather sheath with a simple, utilitarian dagger.<br />
Normally looks relaxed.<br />
He usually has a content, absent-minded expression.<br />
He's very proud of his eyes, which are indigo blue.<br />
He's basically a typical gray wolf<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Portho</author>
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                <title>Something Happened</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 16 Jul 2007 17:56:47 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I used to be ~SasukiDemonic. Not that anyone will care or anything since no one reads my journal things anyway... But I decided to change my DA name along with my main character on furcadia. Sasuki was killed not to long ago and so I made Portho my new main. Not many people like her but I am in hopes to change that. With the death of my six year character Sasuki... I bring in a new personality and a new hope that this character will not be as attached to anyone as Sas was and that things will change for the better. I hope to meet nicer people, more honest people, and make longer lasting relationships.<br />
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<b>To those that pray..</b><br />
Speaking of lasting relationships. I don't know how many people here care or even pray but if you wouldn't mind I want you to keep a speical little furry canine in your prayers this week. Indigo Eyes. Portho's loving friend and soon to become mate. Indigo in real life is going to go have a surgery done this friday and he is very worried. The docters have told him today that everything is a 50/50 chance and one mistake could end his life but without this surgery he could die anyways in a matter of time. I am not asking for money. I am only asking that if you pray then pray for him to come out of everything and be better then ever.  <br />
<b> Please and Thank You. </b><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Portho</author>
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                <title>Welcome Portho</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 05 Jul 2007 22:39:11 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <b>Website..</b><br />
<a href="http://freewebs.com/portho/">[link]</a><br />
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<b>Portho </b><br />
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Something that is close to the picture on the website but not exactly. <br />
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<b>Face:</b><br />
I want her to look more attractive. With a face that says I am sexy but that I am a dominant bitch that your about to mess with. Her right eye should be missing and covered with an eye patch that has her brand on it that is described on the website.. and both eyes should be surrounded with red blood like the picture, above and below the eye but on the right eye a little blood should be dripping down her cheek. Lips should be purple and remap with her eyes.<br />
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<b>Body:</b><br />
Very skinny but as attractive as you can make her while still having her look sick like and unhealthy. Small breasts from not being healthy just a good handfull and three long and rough looking claw marking on her right side that extends onto her stomach at different lengths but none reaching her middle thats scabbed over in pieces.<br />
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<b>Clothing:</b><br />
Bandages would be covering her torso and breasts, the breasts would be noticed but they are only a handful and nothing more. The bandages would cover over her wounds on her right side leaving blood stains where they should be, on her side stretching towards her stomach. The blood I do not want to remap. I want it to be surrounded by a layer of pink that doesn't remap while the rest of the bandages do remap. Pants, I don't know if they would be seen but if they are they would just be some slacks basically, skin tight slacks with a belt hanging from her hips or what hips she had. As for the shirt that covers her bandages that would be left open so the wounds and her small breasts could be seen, it's nothing more then a dress shirt whose buttons look like eyes. That would give her a basically male looking attire, a feeme male looking attire.<br />
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<b>Hair:</b><br />
Very thick, very full and very curly. It will go everywhere and even some will go into her face, it's kist a mess of black curls that have some red tips and ends in the front from being in her blood that leaks from her eye.<br />
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<b>Tattos:</b><br />
A tattoo of a skull and crossbones in red on her left hip area in the front where people can see below the bandages and above her pants. They would be at a small tilt and the tattoo would be closer towards her sex like between her thigh and belly so only a little would be seen, enough to know that it's a tattoo.<br />
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<b>Earrings:</b><br />
One earring in the top of her left ear that matched her tattoo and one in the lower part of the ear that matched her brand. The left ear was thought to be pierced to show she was a lesbian.<br />
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<b>Color code:</b><br />
Colors=t87K(A;..;;#'#<br />
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<b>Questions? Comments?</b><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Portho</author>
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