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every online match is ether some person that spams moves from a distance and knocks you back if you get close, or someone who spams close moves and chips your damage away. At least in 3rd strike the counter system stopped shit like that. you could shoot fire balls till your face turned blue, but the counter system would stop every one of them and not make you lose health. I understand the new system, but you still lose health. i understand you regain it, but whats the point of it if your still going to lose the health. by the time i actually fight someone that has skill and doesn't do cheep shit all day, I'm already worn out and feeling defeated.

Tomorrow I'm going o see him much i can get for the game. if i can get at least 30 dollars I'm keeping it.

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Besides that I'm not exactly getting out. I'm always at home or school, no work, not hanging out with friends, just alienating my self from everyone and everything. Between being broke, not finding work, school, homework, needing money for homework, not seeing friends, not being able to see my bf, I'm starting to crash. about 2 weeks ago i cut my self for the first time ever. Didn't make me feel any better, but it was so odd that i did it, i didn't even like it. sence then i get rather weird thoughts from time to time to harm my self. i never do it, i just say a prayer and express my feelings on paper. Recently i did a drawing of my fury character committing a hara-kiri (ill be posting soon). when i finished i felt better but again i was amazed i drew something like that.

Ive recently put posts on lonestar furs and pounced to try and meet more furs in my area so i can get out of the house and start meeting people. I just wish things would work faster. hell if anything i just wish i could be with my dizzie, but we all cant have what we want. I promise to stay strong for him and never give up, but lately cause of my outbursts and such, i keep thinking in the back of my head "you need to stop this right now!!!! you wanna drive him away?" My councilor says i need to get out and meet people so i hope the posts i made and the recent applications i put out will help me with that. It's hard to break this cycle, but I'm trying hard to. I try to look forward and stay optimistic like i used to but its so hard when all i can really do is stare at my computer screen and be reminded that i have no money to do anything and that the person i love the most is 4 hours away and i have no way to see them.

Also, to my Friend Koby, I'm sorry that ive been ignoring you. its not you at all hon, i just get like this when I'm depressed. i know its a bad habit and that's what your there for, but When i get like this i cant help but be alone and just wallow in it. I just pray to god that things change soon, cause I'm slowly reaching another breakdown and its not going to be too pretty.

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I wish this was some dark stupid fanfic but sadly it isn't. My dad died yesterday. Its so od. He called me the day before telling me about money he sent me in the mail for my birthday (this monday) and how he was going to visit me. hmm..

I know hes in a better place. My father and I wernt the closest of friends, but i loved him very much and I will never forget him. He had diabidies and also had his leg amputated maybe 9 or 8 months prior to his death. If anything this goes to show that I need to try harder to live life for what it is and to watch my health.

*Holds a glass of Beaulieu in the air.*

Dad I love you, I'm sorry we didn't spend as much time as I wanted too, and you meant more to me then you will ever know.

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Besides all that, I got to play Jericho. Boy was that game boiler plate. I never thought i would play a pc shooter so blan. It was repedative, it had unnecessary cut scene button sequences, the story tried so hard to be serious but just came off goofy, kinda like army of darkness just not cool. The only thing i liked about the game was the graphics. over all it was still something to play while i was having problems sleeping.

Till next week.

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Anyway, ive haven't had a problem for the last 3 years that ive lived in Houston until last week. I saw 1 and freaked. I killed it and 3 days later another baby one. and then like 5 minutes ago i see 2 more. I'm scared to go asleep. I fell as if there already crawling all over me. First thing tomorrow before work, i'm going to ask the apt to spray my entire kitchen counter and ill just rewash all my dishes cause im terrified of roaches and i'm NOT about to let them get under my skin.

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Anyway, I'm tired of seeing the same old overused story, comedy, characters, and style. Its always the same. High school kids, love story with perverted friend, drama with predictable story, action series with giant robots, or characters with powers that are suddenly granted or found out that have some dark past.

A friend is forcing me to watch something called "The Get Backers" about these 2 guys who of course have powers and decide to use them to help people get back anything they desire like cats and stolen documents. Its a great example of what I'm tired of. Last anime i watched that i was steller about was "Samurai Champloo". Please help me by pitching some animes my way that I would probably find interesting.

]]> ~Poulet-7 http://Poulet-7.deviantart.com/journal/14555556/ http://Poulet-7.deviantart.com/journal/14555556/ Sun, 09 Sep 2007 04:51:23 PDT Persona 3 and ive been playing it like theres no tomorrow. I love everything about it, the fighting, the, the way the story progresses, and most of all, the way your personal life and ties with others make your persona's stronger for battles. Sadly ive been spending more time with my characters school life then the battling in the Dark Realm. But not so much to where I'm suffering in fights. Anyway, ive been having the main character avoid girls in hopes that i could have him have a boyfriend, but after several attempts (mostly hopes), i found out you cant. So guise ill half to settle for the black girl in my Kempo class. she is rather interesting .

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P.S. Happy Thanksgiving everyone.

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The better movie was Paradise Now. It was a Independent film about these 2 Palestinian boys who grew up together who decide to join a religious group who want to suicide bomb an are in Israel. It was so amazing, it and expressed how these people feel, what they go through, and why they do what they do. It was pretty powerful and the ending was sad. The movie was in Islamic too which i thought was great, one of my favorite languages.

I have a friends that think, "they are sick people" or, "they all deserve to die". Me, I don't think there is anything wrong with them.when you start name calling like that it just makes you ignorant and raciest. Oh well, its a half to see. Go see it!!

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Anyway, with the purchase he got me an inerview to work with there company. Thanks to him I started training Today. The company sounds very promising. pay is good, environment and waorker are nice and fun, and did i mention the pay? Its mostly just how you talk to people, being friendly and stuff. I'm the most friendly person i know (besides my mom), so I think ill do pretty good. Tomorrow though is my main day. I half to remember a whole list of cell phone offers and planes. If i cant, there gonna let me go. it sounds way harder then it actually is, I already know half the list. I'm really excited but also nervous, but i know i can do it . ]]> ~Poulet-7 http://Poulet-7.deviantart.com/journal/9361007/ http://Poulet-7.deviantart.com/journal/9361007/ Thu, 13 Jul 2006 03:52:07 PDT ]]> ~Poulet-7 http://Poulet-7.deviantart.com/journal/8908066/ http://Poulet-7.deviantart.com/journal/8908066/ Mon, 29 May 2006 04:07:54 PDT ~Poulet-7 http://Poulet-7.deviantart.com/journal/8645939/ http://Poulet-7.deviantart.com/journal/8645939/ Mon, 01 May 2006 20:02:47 PDT . On the plus side i got a job interview at a cafe downtown. I hope i get the job, i really need the money. ]]> ~Poulet-7 http://Poulet-7.deviantart.com/journal/7910858/ http://Poulet-7.deviantart.com/journal/7910858/ Wed, 15 Feb 2006 20:49:48 PST I'm like WTF? I made more then that a week at my old job. I wasn’t about to do anymore work with him unless he planed on meeting my requirements. He wants designer level work that will be used to represent him, his company, and the quality of his work. That’s not a fare price. He says hill give me a call this weekend. If he doesn’t give me a price AT LEAST 700.00 or higher. I'm keeping my design and he can go to someone ells. ]]> ~Poulet-7 http://Poulet-7.deviantart.com/journal/7892336/ http://Poulet-7.deviantart.com/journal/7892336/ Tue, 14 Feb 2006 07:53:03 PST ]]> ~Poulet-7 http://Poulet-7.deviantart.com/journal/7663316/ http://Poulet-7.deviantart.com/journal/7663316/ Sat, 21 Jan 2006 03:28:47 PST
He never gave me no straight answer for that just showed me the names of 2 people on his phone list that was black. I tried to tell that its not black people in general. (please excuse me for what im going to say) There are white trash, there are wetbacks you cant blame an entire race for things that happened to you in the past.

In my life i was teased in grade school by blacks, me and my mother was kicked out of our home by her Black husband, and we have even went without a home for 3 weeks. But do I hate blacks, no. Cause you don't blame a race for what a majority has done.

koyashed, rasendori I would really like your opinion on this. ]]> ~Poulet-7