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1) First list all your OC’s by first name so we can see your list of all your wonderful OC’s:
All of them, really? I've been writing since elementary school, don't make me list all my 0Cs, here are 16:

1.Nevina
2.Aniven
3.Kyle
4.Zell
5.Misty
6.Valadir
7.Leopold
8.Siet
9.Sarena
10."Mike"
11. Blaze
12. Nove
13. Jena
14. Silvyr
15. Draven
16. Syndri

2) Who is your favorite OC?
...Nevina. Kyle... you guys gotta fight for this one.

3) Who is your least favorite?
SIET! ... *Ahem* Siet. He's no fun to write.

4) Who is your most developed?
Probably Kyle, been working with him since... Well, anyone remember Sims 1? Yeah, I should have this story done by now, but I keep re-writing it. I fail.

5) Which OC would you want to date if they magically came to life?
Uuuuumm... Silvyr. You learn something new each day.

6) How many girl OCs do you have? Boy OCs? It OCs?
Total? Um... or wait, inn the list? In the list there are six girls and the rest are guys. Girls: Nevina, Misty, Sarena, Blaze, Jena and Syndri. Guys: Aniven, Kyle, Zell, Valadir, Leopold, Siet, Silvyr, Nove, "Mike," and Draven.

7) If you were stuck in a burning building what do you think the third OC on your list would do?
... Damn, I set myself up for a spoiler here >.< Um... pass!

8) Name one thing you regret about one of your OCs.
I lost interest in Nove's story >.< I'll start it again, but only once I've finished one of the other stories. It's not a bad story, it just doesn't have very many elements yet and I like longer stories.

9) Which of your OCs do you think would make the best father/mother/it parent out of all your OCs and why?
Draven and Syndri are great parents! Draven is very patient and intrugued by everything his kids do, and Syndri is in that mother fox digging a den to keep her pups safe mode, but at the same time she wants her kids to grow up and be the best and happiest people they can be so she gives them room to grow and learn. They are the type of people who would skip their own birthdays in order to save up enough money to take their kids to one of those stupid little kid concerts or a play, and they spend every weekend takign their kids to museams and activity centers, and spend hours with them working on crafts and reading.

10) Which of your OCs do you think will most likely be put in jail?
Mike. Without a doubt.

11) The eighth of your OCs was put into the future! What will their job be?!?
Overlord.

12) Name the first OCs catch phrase! (if they don’t have one just make one up)
"It's not time to die yet."

13) Do all your OCs live together or are they separated?
I'm gonna put book wise. Zell, Misty, Kyle, Mike, Sarena, Siet, Leopold and Valadir are in Blood By Moonlight. Aniven and Nevina are in Necropolis Metropolis. Draven and Syndri are in the Metropolis Necropolis series as well. Nove's story got dropped. Jenna and Silvyr are in I Think It Says I'm Gonna Die.

14) Are there any pairings that are in your OC list? (they can’t be with someone else's)
Yes. But why would I give that away? Syndri and Draven are a couple, as are Siet and Sarena, but that's all I'm telling you.

15) Your seventh OC switched bodies with you for a day! How do they react?
*snicker* HE would probably be embarassed. He would not shower or change clothing with his eyes open and would be intrigued by the lack of a thirst for blood, but amazed by the hunger for a nachocheeseburger.

16) Your last OC just became a fifteen year old. What do they do?
Probably gig... ]]> ~PrimalDarkness http://PrimalDarkness.deviantart.com/journal/25476730/ http://PrimalDarkness.deviantart.com/journal/25476730/ Mon, 22 Jun 2009 15:01:24 PDT ractically perfect' program director says to touch the nettles, stare at him and say, "You're the leader... you first." I had this thought while watching, yet again, one of my peers pet the nettles... with Barry encouraging more to do the same. I am saddened by this because they ALWAYS touch it!

In other news!

I kissed the Blarney Stone! No tongue-it was our first encounter after all. Besides, there was an audience so I decided to play it coy. :-P Blarney Castle was amazing! I could have spent all day there- and I almost did and that is why I ended up crawling back to my apartment at 2:34 am. I realized that the most common phrases I have said on this trip besides "what are we doing tonight/right now/ tomorrow/ this weekend/ Friday has been either "I'm gonna die..." "This is dangerous." "This is the best (insert noun here" ever!" And "Let's make a party out of it..." We've had drinking parties dish washing parties, laundry raves, I'm-just-getting-back-from-a-party parties, dinner parties, BBQ party/birthday parties... pretty much any time between classes is attempted to be made into something fun.

I'm hoping to get homework done so that from Wednesday on all my thoughts can be on making the most of the time I have left here. Paul is coming o wednesday and I want to squeeze a weeks worth of stuff into the time he has here because he was so awesome to fly over just to visit and I really want him to have a good time so it's worth the money,

East Ireland- Been there, done that.
West Ireland- Been there, done that.
South Ireland- Been here, done that.
North ireland- Not yet.

Quote of the day: So things are peaceful, the scene is pretty much set, the reader is relaxed so boom, scream, stab, the husband is shot by the father-in-law, the bride jumps off a cliff, her father hangs himself and you've got a story.

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I spent waaay too much money to spend the whole trip just in Athlone.

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I'm in Ireland

AIM: ThatWontSaveU
Yahoo: Primal_Darkness
MSN:FangedSmile

]]> ~PrimalDarkness http://PrimalDarkness.deviantart.com/journal/22601466/ http://PrimalDarkness.deviantart.com/journal/22601466/ Sat, 07 Feb 2009 19:25:36 PST [link]
And pass it on to EVERYONE you can!

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Rainbows:}
Hooray for ~yuumei's epic journal of win! I'm just gonna copy and paste this little doosey right....here:

Gay Marriage for the win

1. Being Gay Is Not Natural

And real Americans always reject unnatural things like eyeglasses, polyester, and air conditioning, tattoos, piercings and silicon breasts...

2. Gay Marriage Will Encourage People To Be Gay

In the same way that hanging around tall people will make you tall.

3. Legalizing Gay Marriage Will Open The Door To All Kinds Of
Crazy Behavior

People may even wish to marry their pets because a dog has
legal standing and can sign a marriage contract. Lamps are next.

4. Straight Marriage Has Been Around A Long Time And Hasn't Changed At All

Hence why women are still property, blacks still can't marry whites, and divorce is still illegal.

5. Straight Marriage Will Be Less Meaningful If Gay Marriage Were Allowed

And we can't let the sanctity of Britney Spears' 55-hour just-for-fun marriage be destroyed.

6. Straight Marriages Are Valid Because They Produce Children

So therefore, gay couples, infertile couples, and old people shouldn't be allowed to marry because our population isn't out of control, our orphanages aren't full yet, and the world needs more children.

7. Obviously Gay Parents Will Raise Gay Children

Since, of course, straight parents only raise straight children.

8. Gay Marriage Is Not Supported By Religion

In a theocracy like ours, the values of one religion are imposed on the entire country. That's why we have only one religion in America.

9. Children Can Never Succeed Without A Male And A Female Role Model

Which is exactly why we as a society expressly forbid single parents to raise children.

10. Gay Marriage Will Change The Foundation Of Society; We Could Never Adapt To New Social Norms

Just like we haven't adapted to cars, the service-sector economy, or longer life spans.

Repost This If You Think LOVE Makes A Marriage!

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That'd be bad, right? Well, it happened. At MCC, a woman who worked at the student info counter (they take ID photos and are located in the Kirk Center- pretty much the area where everyone gathers between classes.) was talking about how happy she was that Obama had won. When told that armed forces moral had dropped to extreme lows because of it, she laughed and went off on a rant about how she was glad, and how pointless the war was.

Well, behind her was a woman who had lost a leg, multiple fingers- not gonna go on a major list, let's just say this brave woman had suffered for her country- and well... she was justifiedly pissed. She went in and filed a report with a dean!

"What happened?" you ask me. This'll make you mad.

Through chain of command, everyone above that employee all the way up tothe deal had to come and speak to said employee, and told her that the veterans and soldiers were upset with what she had said. So, she screams out how "it serves them right! If they were stupid enough to go over there, they deserve to get blown up." Yeah, you're pissed, right? Me too.

First: We are not an invading force over there. Talk to the residents saved from being raped, stoned to death, imprisoned, and tortured. Yes, it'll take awhile to get that country sorted out, but they're trying to save their country with our help and that takes time.

2. Yes, there WAS bidding for who would get the oil contract and Cheney had NOTHING to do with who won, look at the records.

3. Unless you have served, or know someone who served SHUT YOUR IGNORANT MOUTH ABOUT THE WAR! If you have not bled for your country then how DARE you criticize those who have.

I think where the ignorance is coming from is 1. people are scared about the economy and want money. 2. They feel guilty that they were too scared to serve so they've decided to relieve their guilt by saying the war is stupid.

Anyway, this is a long enough journal so I'll end it with this:
Everyone around you has a life to live. Those who chose to serve had the same opportunities you did, but they chose to serve their country when it needed them. You should never, EVER insult them.

~*~Edit~*~
Okay, here we go. This seems to be actually fueling some bitter arguments. Let me tell you this: I know soldiers, I enlisted, my mom was an orphan who enlisted and was injured during active duty. My dad was a prick who got his mommy to bail him out and grew up to be an abusive sociopath. My step-dad was in the airforce.

My mom is a caring, creative woman who is active in the community trying to save what piece of the world that she can. My step-dad married a woman with three children and a psychotic father who assaulted him.

Unless you have stood next to the brave men and women fighting for our country, don't you dare say bad things about them, or the war they are fighting in.

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I find it interesting that the Commander and Chief of our armed forces does not have to have served his country as a soldier. I think you should have to have served honorably and work your way up to be the top, ya know?

I've heard people say they believe the opposite- just this morning a woman gave me a twenty minute preaching lecture about her take on the matter- it wasn't a debate, it was a lecture and no one was allowed to speak except her. Anyway, I asked if she had friends, family, co-workers, ex-classmates, hell even just aquaintences who were in the armed forces.

She said no. I asked if she had talked DIRECTLY to any of the people over there, both as residents or as soldiers. She said no. How is it that someone unconnected to the war can form an opinion? Three guesses, right? Lol.

It's like we've become a country controlled by the media- wait... become?

I really hope our troops are lead correctly and someone teaches Obama what it is like to stand your ground with bullets whizzing past you, all because you love your country and believe in what it is fighting for. I hope they remind him that there was no draft, and everyone over there WANTED to go and to serve. I have friends who have signed up recently, hoping to spend the next four years in Iraq, making sure everything is settled and things change so as to not relapse again and require another war with even more lives lost.

Now, I'm not here just whining, because truly I battled back and forth on who to vote for, but after sitting down and really spending countless hours researching each opponent, I find myself sad. I hated, and I mean HATED Palin, but I believed in McCain, and all anyone could really say against him was "He's old," or "He's just a war hero, who cares! All he'll care about is the war."

Yeah, but he was a PRISONER for his country. He became a war hero, and not because he was a prisoner- think of all the people captured in this war, their rescuers are heroes, not them. I just hope that in four years, whoever is running, we'll vote for someone who wasn't raised to be a politician, but who was raised as a patriot.

So try this: do not affiliate with any party, erase Race, Gender, Looks, Religion and Age from your mind and wait until the last moment to make a decision. Read things from both sides, see if you can talk to someone about their candidate and ask why they chose them and where they got their facts.

This was to be the first election I voted in and I was VERY careful- I'm registered as an independant so I could take my time and not feel like I had to vote with any party. I ask you to do the same. Research, open your mind to other views, and do not just argue with people, try to see if you can see their point of view and agree with it.

Lord grant me the strength to change what I cannot accept, and to accept what I cannot change. Ahmen.

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We will remember that a group across the ocean did not like
something and attacked it, and only made it stronger. We will live to be kind to others, to desire to see everyone as a human being that deserves the same kindness as we do. We will not judge people until we've walked in their shoes and if ever someone hurts us... we will rise above it.


Remember remember

The eleventh of September

The terror, oh there was a lot.

I can think of no reason

why heroes and treason

should ever be forgot.

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The victim: I'll post a picture, but there are a few young cats around here who are outside ALL THE TIME. And they are dropping. Sure some people put out water, but the heat is still so intense and the truth is that the kitties outside are not safe.

The solution: No money, I'm not asking for donations or people to take care of the cats. What I need is artists and researchers. I want to make flyers discouraging people to leave their pets outside, and to advertise that a responsible pet owner will take the time to train their pet to be an indoor pet, or walk on a leash if it has to, or do like my cat and go out only as far as the yard, and meow when it wants back in.

Please help. I have found an adoption service called Mixed Mutts and know to contact Mike or Karen at 602 721 2255, but some of these cats HAVE owners and so putting them up for adoption may be too dramatic, lol. But the kitties are in trouble and... well, I feel for small fuzzy things with claws and teeth.

We have this site to list as a good one. [link]

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Click the link. If you're an aspiring Manga/Comic creator then you should read this before looking into TokyoPop's Manga Pilot Project.

Spread the word!
Now, many of you may be thinking, "So what? I'll look into Tokyopop and see if I can get a better contract." To me, this is saying, "so what if they are trying to screw over my fellow man, i'll still work with them!" And that, my friends, is unacceptable. Who even wants to buy Tokypop manga right now? Not me.

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2. A place I'd like to travel: Japan/Ireland... don't make me choose!

3. My favorite place: Flagstaff AZ

4. My favorite object: My spiked choker

5. My favorite food: Steamed broccoli, carrots and rice, with a touch of sweet and sour sauce. Mmmm.

6. My favorite animal: Wolf

7. My favorite color: Lilac

8. The town in which I live: Gilbert

9. Name of past pet: Lucky

10. A dream come true: Win the Lottery

11. My nickname/screenname: Nightmare

12. My middle name: Aurora... I think... I don't remember... now i'm sad.

13. My favorite Smell: Coconut

14. Bad habit of mine: Smoking- not how you think.

15. My first job: Bodyguard for my brother and sister on trips to and from school. Kindergarten-3rd grade.

16. Favorite Movie: Stay

17. What are you doing right now?: ....THIS! Duh!

18. Whats The Weather Like?: Night... looks... black.

19. Favourite Sport: FENCING

20. Favourite Band: Breaking Benjamin



I tag: and my cohort in finding a vampire,

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Everything would be PG, so it can be used against art thieves of all ages. Now, don't just agree with me on this one, okay? Everyone can help.

Artists: Make us a stamp. Draw a picture representing dislike for art theft. Maybe a character saying not to steal them. Sad eyes, pleading, whatever. Or have a strict character pointing to a sign that says: You are an art thief if... and lists things like, if: You take more than a couple vital points from another artist's pictures (things like you take the pose and the clothing, clothing and hairstyle, hairstyle and pose...). You trace a picture to make a pencil sketch and repost it as your own drawing. You take a picture and recolor and edit certain things to make it 'essentially' a new picture. You take art that is not yours and post it ANYWHERE without the artists personal written permission AND a link back.
Make those pics and send me a link!

Writers: We need song lyrics! The song will be about 2 minutes and needs to be catchy. If you're not good at songs that is okay! We could use text as well! Perhaps write a story about why art theft is wrong, what it means to you when you put art online, why you put art online, how it feels when it is stolen.

Music majors: Um... duh. We need song lyrics and could use help on what type of song it should be. Or at least the wording so we can help the person we commission understand what we want.

Supporters: If you're against is but don't feel you have great art/writing/music skills then that's okay. We need money too. Really badly if we want to get this song. I can't post my address in a journal because I'm not stupid, but if you could maybe just knock on a few doors and ask for donations, ask your friends, parents, neighbors, just get some money together.

I hate that we might end up having to commission a lot of people to get all the art and music we need, but so be it.

Also, everyone needs to advertise! This project will go nowhere if no one does anything! I know money will be hard which is why I'll be getting a PO box or something so that you can send money orders instead of relying on paypal. You get money orders... well, usually at the bank or post office.
[link]

If you're interested, say so! If no one does anything then this goes nowhere.

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Read it, sign it. They're trying to make is so that if you do not pay to copyright every sketch, painting, doodle, drawing or finished piece, then people and companies can take it as an 'orphaned work' and thus even major companies can snatch it and sell it on whatever they want. As THEIR art!

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It's Midnight, the witching hour, also time for Jen, Katie and I, to prowl the darkness in my midnight blue Sonata. Of course! What else do you do Fridays at Midnight? Sleep?Please. So there we prowl, changing our plans from killing a certain someone to hoping they keep up their good behavior and commending them for it.

A vehicle pulled up beside us, Jen noticed a lot of drunk sneers she didn't like. That vehicle pulled ahead of us suddenly- very far ahead, gunning the engine. I was in no mood to race drunks at night. That is a good way to get a hefty fine, and there was no way I would put Katie and Jen in danger by doing that shit with them in the car.

So I ignored it and was talking to Katie, :blahblahblah: until-

"Is that a butt?" Yes indeed. The bowsie in the other vehicle had stuck his pasty white arse out the window, and it was bobbing up and down.

"Is he mooning us?" He was trying, though I eased my foot on the brake so we were still behind them and thus he was mooning... well, the other empty lanes of traffic, trees, maybe a bird, and a wall.

With giggles and grins and tears in our eyes, we watched the moron moon the wall and slowed to a halt. Mostly in disbelief of how anyone out of high school still thought preforming a drive-by mooning was in anything but amusingly lame. It wasn't even shocking that a butt was out the window of the other vehicle- though we feared he must have been extremely cold.

The drunk boyos stopped as well , and thus were not even doing a mooning; as you're only mooning someone if you're moving and they can see your full buttocks, not a profile view that could be considered PG. If you're just standing there then you're either submitting for a medical exam, a homosexual, being a moron, or attempting to flash someone.

As he did not pull up his at any pace and we couldn't really see anything, he was not flashing us. None of us are doctors or aliens so medical examination was out, as was the thought that he was just desperate for gay love as we were all females . So, realizing he was being a moron , this 'geniass' had his drunk driving friend put the car in 'rear drive'.

Yes, on a major street, in the middle of the night. Since there was no more 'asscaping' due to the fact that we were not so inebriated to think 'backsideing' up was a good idea, Katie felt there was only one thing for us to do besides laugh. And that was to howl like wolves at the gleaming moon as it approached.

"Awooooo!" 'Butt' wait, ladies! No howling!

"That's not a full moon!" I announced, mortified. "It's just a 'crack'!" Off we sped, looking out the wi... ]]> ~PrimalDarkness http://PrimalDarkness.deviantart.com/journal/17325966/ http://PrimalDarkness.deviantart.com/journal/17325966/ Fri, 14 Mar 2008 04:39:42 PDT
Moving right along, what am I hoping for? Well, a trip to Ireland! It's a study abroad program and I'm hoping to get to go for both semesters which would be a lot of hard work but equal two months in Ireland!

So everybody cross your fingers and pray for me to get chosen, please! I'm late in turning in my application because I didn't know about the deadline and other issues arose which I won't get in to.

So let's all hope for that! Also, take a look at:[link]
It's a tail, yes. See, my sister has long since acknowledged that she cannot draw, but she is commissioning artists all the time and that's hard over the web when you cannot see them face to face and kinda show them what you want.

What's she do? She made an example using her laptop and paintshop! And not with a tablet or a special mouse, with a sucky laptop mouse on the keyboard! Yikes! Yet she pulled it off so leave her a comment, kay? Please.

Alright, that ends this 4am session of insanity, peace out- or destroy many!

]]> ~PrimalDarkness http://PrimalDarkness.deviantart.com/journal/17218076/ http://PrimalDarkness.deviantart.com/journal/17218076/ Thu, 06 Mar 2008 23:24:48 PST 1. Get up three more chapters of ITISIGD- so that'd be 5, 6, and 7.
2. Draw three things to my liking without just getting depressed and tossing them out.
3. Get my room all straightened up and really clean.
4. Try to get to sleep before 5am and get more than 3 or 4 hours of sleep.
5. Get online classes done and over with.
6. Get letters of recommendation for my Ireland Study Abroad scholarship.
7. Read my Digital Camera book and figure out getting a student loan to get a digital camera.
8. Get at least two shirts done for Katie.
9. Not die.

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Good thing to keep in mind really. I spend a lot of time thinking up characters and letting them run the plot, but that's not always good. Instead I'm going to try to think up what I want to represent and then create characters that pull that all together.

I believe my writing will be more... conclusive? Well rounded? Whatever. Anyway, read it. It is REALLY good. The moral is to be open and accept new ideas and not be a sheep that follows, but rather you should look at the world with your own eyes.

Also read a fable-like play called "The Jewels of the Shrine," by James Ene Henshaw. It's good. If you have a bad day where people have trampled on basic humanity and you just need to see some karma, FAST, then this is the play for you!

Also had to do a report on it, but it's short!Only 4 acts- Galileo was 15 and reasonably complicated. Yay for short and simple. After that i read a No (or Noh) play. Noh plays of Japan reach back to the fourteenth and fifteenth centuries, so reading one is a little funny.

They say things like "We suck." "I pray that the stranger we let into our shack will forgive our suckiness (even though otherwise he'd be outside in a snowstorm...)." "We have only this coarse food to offer him, how terrible are we?!" "We are terrible." "Please ask him if he will forgive our terrible ways and accept our awful food, if he can eat it." "I will ask. Hey, worshiped dude we just met. I beseech you to forgive us, but all we have to offer in our crappy little shack is coarse grain. Ew, it's terrible and i would kill myself to feed you instead-" "Er... that's okay. The coarse grain will be fine." "You are truly a perfect individual."

LOL, okay, not that extreme but it made me snicker. Always does. The play was- is- called The Dwarf Trees, and it's predictable, but still cute. So, I'd advise you to read it.

Lots of stuff, huh? Yeah, busy week. I had to write reports and do tests on all of these, plus a Civics project where I had to create my own state, establish it, draft a constitution, make a flag, explain the government plan of each county plus designate funding- you know, sales taxes or property taxes, yadda yadda yadda- and explain how it came to exist, what the land is like, the specialty, allll of it.

That's all turned in though, yay! And Econ is almost done. Last of it I'll have to take- I hope. It'll bring up my GPA though, so I shouldn't complain about things that serve their purpose.

But it tied in with a report on postures I had to do... interesting what people say without even opening their mouths. Like how if someone swings their arms during a conversation it expresses an unconscious desire to walk away.

Or how in the U.S., leaning back and placing both hands behind the neck in the bilateral head clamp posture is a nonverbal sign of dominance. This display reveals that someone feels no need to show eagerness or attention.

One of you knows why I connect that report with Econ... Grr on Holiday!

So! Some cool quotes from Galileo that caught my liking. These are little things that drop down on the curtain in between acts.

"Things take indeed a wondrous turn
When learned men do stoop to learn.
Clavius, we are pleased to say,
Upheld Galileo Galilei."

"No Virtue is complete:
Great Galileo liked to eat.
You will not resent, we hope,
The truth about his telescope."

"You can plainly see that if a horse were to fall from a height of three to four feet, it could break its bones, whereas a dog would not suffer injury. The same applies to a cat from a height of as much as eight or ten feet, to a grasshopper from the top of a tower, and to an ant falling down from the moon. Nature could not allow a horse to become as big as twenty horses nor a giant as big as ten men, unless she were to change the proportions of all its members, particularly bones. Thus the common assumption that great and small structures are equally tough is obviously wrong."

"May now you guard science' light,
Kindle it and use it right,
Lest it be a flame to fall,
Downward to consume us all."

Anyway, I'm encouraging everyone to pick one of those quotes and use them. Either in a drawing, a picture, prose, or poetry. This may turn into a contest when I get some time and money. The winner will get... probably something off their wish list or i'll make them something.<... ]]> ~PrimalDarkness http://PrimalDarkness.deviantart.com/journal/14477961/ http://PrimalDarkness.deviantart.com/journal/14477961/ Mon, 03 Sep 2007 19:35:00 PDT

Hehe... ALRIGHT! Well, I got tagged by TeamTHRASH

The idea is to list ten things about my art or writing, then tag ten people to do the same. So anyone not curious.. TO LATE, you're already reading. Hehehe.

The rules again:
List ten things about your art or writing, then tag 10 people to do the same.

1. I have a story called Moonlight Omens, it is book two of three that i've written, but is the only one that is finished and going through a re-write. The third book is 1/4 the way done and book one is 1/16 done. (I have NOT idea how that happened.)

2. I make character profiles for each character, so even characters who play small parts have complete stories of their own.

3. Primal Darkness is not my first story, it is my second, and it started as a sim story called Persocom- Supposed to be Perscom- Personnel Command ("A person, under your command," was the advertisement.)

The idea was that humans were being custom created and sold. Kyle was the youngest and created to be a secret bodyguard who would pretend to be the boyfriend to a heiress.
The heiress' name was Ariana Tatsurikuimono (Shortened to Miss. T. On Kyle's order form.)

Her brother, Zell, found out about the Perscoms when visiting a friend- a prince. Zell decided to order one because his parents were always traveling and his sister was having problems as not many boyfriends wanted to put up with a girl who had at least one body guard with her at all times and wasn't that attractive in the first place.

The other characters were Leopold- as his role was your classic 18th century gentleman and caretaker to the house. The person supposed to buy him was a romance novelist, but um... i left the game on while was at school and there was a fire... so um. *cough*

Ruby- Because she had red eyes and red streaked hair and was designed to be a... ah, well... entertainer. And Sakura- who was named after a Japanese Cherry Blossom tree, and created to replace a mother who had died.

And Cid- who was the evil creator of these custom humans and housed them until their owners came. During this little story, a character a friend of mine had made came over and would always approach and talk to Leopold- usually the subject matter that popped up above his head when he spoke was Kyle.

That character's name was Vladimir.

Cid never appeared evil no matter what I did, Ruby's part was changed as it was uncomfortable to write and then she got a job as a police woman. Sakura got a job as a nurse and refused to move out, Zell and Kyle became friends and... the whole story just wouldn't work as far as matching up to the pictures.

Anyway, through a lot of staring at the screen watching the characters and consulting two friends of mine, the story was changed to the custom ordered people bot clones or robots or anything like that.

There were beings that had been killed a long time ago by slayers, and frozen. Later they were found by Cid, who revived them based on orders he received from the richest and most elite people from around the world- and their children, in Zell's case.

And Vladimir- renamed Valadir due to a typo- knew Cid's secret and had known the Perscom's before they had been frozen. His goal was to make them remember who they were. There was much drama as Sakura was sold and when she remembered her past she had to decide if she would abandon the children she had been acting as a mother to.

Ruby had to face what had been done to her and had to decide if she would get revenge for herself and probably be killed again, or escape and spend her life as a police officer who fought the slow, seemingly endless fight against human traficking and rape.

Leopold... never seemed to have a problem, hehe. Couldn't make him fight or anything and since his buyer had been... tragically lost for attempting to cook... he was usually just following Valadir around. Valadir was... usually annoying Kyle. They never ame to blows, just a LOT of arguments where Kyle would storm off... only to be followed.

A friend of mines' character- Mike- entered the show... he came over, followed Kyle around, the two started talking and then BAM a fight broke out. So... well, we thought that was funny beyond reason because EVERY time they saw each other they duked it out.

Later that trait was adapted between Kyle and a new character named Brenton. So the original plot started changing to fit the pictures I had and I also had two friends who wanted to be villains and ... well it just went on from there!

S... ]]> ~PrimalDarkness http://PrimalDarkness.deviantart.com/journal/14445012/ http://PrimalDarkness.deviantart.com/journal/14445012/ Sat, 01 Sep 2007 17:48:43 PDT

1. Fiery_Nightmare 67
2. TimeskipHanabi 31

Final tally. ^_^ :whoot: The contest ended earlier today, which brought a close to August. And I won!
So, I'm happy. Thrilled, ecstatic, relieved, and very, very tired.

I'm gonna get some much needed sleep tonight, finish up art and then I PROMISE to update ITISIGD, also... anyone come up with a better name? We were messing with "Get out. Alive." But I was told that was cheesy, now i'm playing with "Your Ultimate Demise."
Comments? Anyone?

Anyway, I promise to update it and keep updating it.

I'm so excited to get an update from the creator/admin of DrawingNow and I know i'm not really expressing that >.< but... i'm so tired. So expect some jumping around and we'll maybe do a celebratory party here or on Gaia later.

Don't want to be an annoying winner... but I also worked hard for this contest so we gotta celebrate.

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Thanks so much everyone! ]]> ~PrimalDarkness http://PrimalDarkness.deviantart.com/journal/14412112/ http://PrimalDarkness.deviantart.com/journal/14412112/ Thu, 30 Aug 2007 14:55:49 PDT

Here's an update!
1. Fiery_Nightmare 66
2. elmage 23
3. legendarybird 13
4. nicole3707 8
5. TimeskipHanabi 7

So yay! Now, anyone who has been waiting to help out... can you help out TimeskipHanabi instead?
Just go to: [link]
So what about the free art?
Well, if you use that link to create a free account and comment on TimeskipHanabi's profile page and tell me, i'll draw you something. An OC, your favorite character, whatever. Just give me a reference pic! I can do headshots pretty quick, but full body takes a little while so be patient.
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Also, i'd like to thank [link]
For helping me in the favors= freebies thread on Gaia! Her art is... amazing. She is on hiatus due to some stress, but i'd appreciate it if you'd drop by and lend her support!

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Thanks so much everyone! ]]> ~PrimalDarkness http://PrimalDarkness.deviantart.com/journal/14303649/ http://PrimalDarkness.deviantart.com/journal/14303649/ Thu, 23 Aug 2007 12:42:14 PDT

18 or lower means you're not stupid.

[x] Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were talking.

[] Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were NOT talking.

[] You have run into a glass/screen door.

[x] You have jumped out/off of a moving vehicle.


[] You have thought of something funny and laughed out loud, then people gave you weird looks.

[x] You have run into a tree.

[ ] It Is possible to lick your elbow

[ ] You just tried to lick your elbow.

[] You never knew that the Alphabet and Twinkle Twinkle Little Star have the same rhythm.

[] You just tried to sing them.

[x] You have tripped on your shoelace and fallen

[x] You have choked on your own spit.

[ ] You have seen the the Matrix and still don't get it.

[] You didn't notice that in the last question "the" was spelled twice

[] You just looked at it

[] Your hair is blonde/dirty blonde.

[] People have called you slow.

[x] You have accidentally caught something on fire.

[ x] You tried to drink out of a straw, but it went in to your nose/eyes.

[x] You have caught yourself drooling.

[x] You've fallen asleep in class.

[] If someone says "fart" you laugh.

[] sometimes you just stop thinking.

[x] You are telling a story and forget what you were talking about

[] People shake their heads and walk away from you

[] You are often told to use your "inside voice"

[x] You use your fingers to do simple math.

[ ] You have eaten a bug.

[ ] You are taking this test when you should be doing something important

[x] You have put your clothes on backwards or inside out, and didn't realize it

[x ] You've looked all over for something and realized it was in your hand, hair or pocket.

[ ] You sometimes post bulletins because you are scared that what they say will happen to you if you don't even when you know it won't happen to you.

[x] You break a lot of things.

[ ] Your friends know not to use big words around you

[x] You sometimes tilt your head when you're confused

[x] You have fallen out of your chair before


[x] When you're laying in bed, you try to find pictures in the texture of the ceiling

[] The word "umm" is used many times a day

[x] You tried adding your score up at the end of the quiz and failed.

I think i'm stoopit. But... what does tilting your head have to do with anything?

I tag...


(i forgot how to do that >.<

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Day twenty and it's time for an update!

# Member Referrals
1. Fiery_Nightmare (me) 57
2. germz6 40
3. elmage 22
4. RawrOmg 15
5. nicole3707 7

(Update)

# Member Referrals
1. Fiery_Nightmare 59
2. elmage 22
3. RawrOmg 15

Germz6 was deleted for cheating! What does this tell us? Play fair, but be ready to fight. Cheaters never really win out over karma!

Hiphiphurray!

So, be honest, be kind, fight your hardest and never give up. When it gets scary, make sure you have friends you can count on.

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STATIC-X LYRICS

The Only


I'm winning, You're losing.
I'm falling.
Your agony,
lower, than lower.
Before, your forgotten memory.
Heaven, Your Hell.
I'm killing your fantasy.
More, and more.
You follow, your deepest reality.

You're trying to take me, They're trying to make me.
This is the only, Give me the only thing.
Tired of trying, I'm tired of lying.
The only thing I understand is what I feel.

Identity, Fantasy, Heresy, Killing me.
Lower, than lower.
Before, this faintathy.
Hypocrite, Lunatic, Fanatic, Heretic.
More, and more.
You follow, your deepest reality.

You're trying to take me, They're trying to make me.
This is the only, Give me the only thing.
Tired of trying, I'm tired of lying.
The only thing I understand is what I feel.

Hypocrite, Lunatic, Fanatic, Heretic.
Hypocrite, Lunatic, Fanatic, Heretic.
Hypocrite, Lunatic, Fanatic, Heretic.
Hypocrite, Lunatic, Fanatic, Heretic.

You're trying to take me, They're trying to make me.
This is the only, Give me the only thing.
Tired of trying, I'm tired of lying.
The only thing I understand is what I feel.

You're trying to take me, They're trying to make me.
This is the only, Give me the only thing.
Tired of trying, I'm tired of lying.
The only thing I understand is what I feel. ]]> ~PrimalDarkness http://PrimalDarkness.deviantart.com/journal/14107224/ http://PrimalDarkness.deviantart.com/journal/14107224/ Fri, 10 Aug 2007 14:55:39 PDT
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I'm just so amazed! It's been 10 days and already i have 50 referrals. I can't thank the people who joined enough! I thought you deserved an update...

There's a fun ninja game in my profile on Drawing now and i'll put up new games from time to time... also, i offered art to people on gaia if they got a friend to join with them and that got many people to join though it's kept me rather busy. Hehe.

That puts me if FIRST PLACE! Quite a lead too. :huzzah: There have been three cheaters whose names i won't mention... Cheating is creating multiple accounts by using multiple e-mail addresses, like if i created three accounts. The first person tried to be tactful but was caught and threw a hissyfit. Actualy... she threw a few, and she's posing as an anime character- as her real identity- it's very sad.

The second person... was dumb, using the same pictures, screen name 'themes' if you want to call dhdytytrh a theme. She was also a bad stereotype. 'They hatin, they mad' i swear, people like her are the reason the statement "That's just a bad stereo type, people are not really like that," is gettign soo hard to say.

The third... dear lord. Every screen name was skaterdude, skaterboy, skaterguy, skatergirl, skaterchick, and so on, including numbers.

There has also been two pityparty attempts and i must say i am ashamed of my competition for trying it. It's a contest! The prizes are awesome to have, but loosing is not going to A. keep you from going to college. B prevent you from getting a better job. C. Ruin your life. or D. become another blow to your self esteem because (surprisingly) high school was hard for you.

(Yeah, apparently some people have bad experiences and difficulty fitting in during those treasured four years... Those who have died of shock, do not panic! This must be rare.... that enough sarcasm? Okay )

Ugh, the owner of the site said it best, "Either know how to win, or know how to lose." When you enter aq competition, go in knowing you could lose and try your best to prevent that while being fair to the other contestants and keeping your dignity.

Anyway, I want to thank you for helping me compete honestly in this competition! I am proud to be able to know that i am playing fair and that trying hard is paying off. Let's hope the next 10 days are as successful!

Much love and gratitude!

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Cheers to you all! ]]> ~PrimalDarkness http://PrimalDarkness.deviantart.com/journal/13979981/ http://PrimalDarkness.deviantart.com/journal/13979981/ Thu, 02 Aug 2007 01:19:07 PDT --

I'm trying uber hard to get a tablet... I need as many people to use this link
[link]
and create a free account. You set up your profile, maybe comment on a few pictures or just vote in some polls, don't worry about spam.
Please, please, help me.

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I need you to get as many people to use that link as you can. Please! ]]> ~PrimalDarkness http://PrimalDarkness.deviantart.com/journal/13930473/ http://PrimalDarkness.deviantart.com/journal/13930473/ Sun, 29 Jul 2007 17:19:12 PDT Cue the cheesy bass music
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It is time again for the holiday of fear, chaos, complete madness and surrender to doom! School is starting…
But on a calmer note: IT’S SHARKWEEK! Yay!

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Yeah, um... still reading are you? O.o Go get a plushie [link] ]]> ~PrimalDarkness http://PrimalDarkness.deviantart.com/journal/13506800/ http://PrimalDarkness.deviantart.com/journal/13506800/ Wed, 27 Jun 2007 02:40:30 PDT --

1.


I must thank Zarsh, for he drew a character of mine... and this noble soul did it for free. He is a great artist who will be doing commissions, starting in July. These drawings are good, the artist is nice, and he gets them done pretty fast!

2.

Elestial! you have been a good and dear friend to me! You are a fantastic artist and I wouldn't have the motivation to continue posting my story were it not for the interest you have taken in it.
3.


Of course the girls at Team Thrash. ^_^ They are making a doll of Silvyr, the basic design is what you see when you click. Their interest in the character has been touching and I hope they will read the full story some time.

4.


When I first started my DA account I had bad art and my friends were my biggest supporters... Say was always there posting on everything I did and encouraging me to keep it up. Even when my friends faded away from commenting, Say was always there, my biggest supporter whose comments I miss.

5.


Rachel, you and I have been through a lot. A bad concert that led to an okay movie and a story idea. Heh. Most of it the stuff though, happened after I called you up and said "Hey i got these last minute tickets? You wanna go?!" Hehe...
Anyway, you read what I post and that means a lot to me ^_^

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To all of you I give my thanks. You make DA worthwhile. ]]> ~PrimalDarkness http://PrimalDarkness.deviantart.com/journal/12944647/ http://PrimalDarkness.deviantart.com/journal/12944647/ Sun, 13 May 2007 17:28:01 PDT --

Recently, a very serious problem has been brought to the attention of several members of cafemom. It is a very heinous website called [link]. (DO NOT CLICK) This website is a safe haven for pedophiles. The heading on their main page reads, "A Celebration of the Splendor of Little Girls". This website includes links to pictures, or "art" as they call it, of little girls, confessional blogs, a directory of resources for pedophiles (for "both boylovers and girl lovers, as well as anybody else looking for information about pedophilia and consensual child love"), as well as many other links. This site has a manifesto, stating demands to the government to legalize pedophilia.

The most disturbing, though, is a link to a page title Sugar and Spice that is specifically for little girls who have "fallen in love" with a pedophile. This site is set up to draw in little girls. It looks like any other fun little girly page. It tells girls that it is okay to be "in love" with an adult, and it is okay to have sex with an adult. A quote from the page: "Remember that information helps you to make the choices that are right for YOU. Don't let other people think for you, YOU know yourself better than anybody else, so YOU should be the one to decide whom to love and how to use your mind and your body." It has a questions and answers section, downloads, and a page to links for more information.

If this information doesn't turn your stomach, hopefully what I'm about to say will. This website claims to be legal. There is even a link on their webpage to report them to authorities. Here is a quote from that page: "Are you outraged by what you have just been reading? Do you think that sites like this should be banned? Do you think that, despite the fact that there is nothing illegal on this site whatsoever, its creators should be locked up? Do you support severely curtailing the constitutionally guaranteed right to freedom of speech and the suspension of civil rights in the execution of draconian laws against law-abiding citizens whose worldview happens to be different than yours? If so, you are in good company! This site has already been reported numerous times to a number of law enforcement organizations including the FBI, the RCMP and Interpol. If you are undeterred by the fact that this site is already well-known within the law enforcement community and that it is in no way illegal, and you still want to do your civic duty and exercise your freedom of speech by denouncing the free speech of another citizen, let us help you. Here we have compiled a list of contacts for a number of law enforcement bodies that you might wish to contact. We have even included a form that will allow you to contact several of these agencies at once!"

People, I need your help. I am asking you to do at least one of a few things:

1) Please repost this bulletin. Maybe with the wide circulation that myspace provides, we can raise awareness, initiate outrage, and get this thing shut down. We fill out and pass on surveys, poems about killing pit bulls, etc. Don't you think this warrants the same kind of attention?

2) Report this site to cybertipline.com, and sign the petition at [link] You can sign this as "anonymous" if you wish.

3) Make your local authorities aware of this website. Several moms on cafemom have alerted their local authorities and many have been very interested and grateful for the heads-up.

4) Contact your congressman and senator. Another disturbing fact about this site is, at the bottom of their page, they openly support Barack Obama for the presidential election. I am sure Mr. Obama would be very displeased to know of this, therefore I, as well as other moms, have already brought this to his attention. If we can get other senators and congressmen in the know, it very well could initiate talk and possibly action by our government.

5) Send this bulletin, or write your own, to your local media. Just as moms have caught the interest of their local authorities, they have also done so with their local news. Several moms have reported back that their news has hopped on board with this and followed up with research and interviews. This way parents without the resources we have with the internet and myspace can be made aware of this.

6) If the information that I have provided doesn't affect you to your core, then please go to this site so you can see for yourself what we are dealing with here. I guarantee you will be disgusted as much as I.

Again, I am asking for your help with this. If you have a daughter or son, a little sister or brother, niece or nephew, or even just know a child, then you are affected by this... ]]> ~PrimalDarkness http://PrimalDarkness.deviantart.com/journal/12772972/ http://PrimalDarkness.deviantart.com/journal/12772972/ Sun, 29 Apr 2007 00:04:18 PDT --

Okay, so I was thinking about it while watching the discovery channel and... we need natural defense mechanisms.

Ravyn and I were watching this fish spit out this luminescent goo and all i could think about was the time i got mugged... I'd have LOVED to turn around and spit goo at those people. While they're wondering what the fuck is goign on, i'm outa there!

Nah! Hold up. Acid. I want to spit acid at those asshats and be able to stand there and laugh as they claw at their eyes. And also... i want a colorful frill.

Girls, you're sitting on the bus, watching the streets go by. Maybe you're playing with your purse or reading a book or... whatever, ya know? Enter Joe Fucktard, who just HAS to talk to you. Joe also HAS to start with a pick up line. A bad one. So he's going on and on like the loser he is and you just want to finish your book but part of being a decent human is being decent to others.

So you nod politely and listen and somehow throw this guy a signal that you must have him. Maybe it's the heavily applied Axe Bodyspray attacking your nostrils, or the fact that this guy has no idea what personal space is, but you're annoyed. He flips open his cellphone to harass you for a number and continue to pester you for a date so you turn to look at him and BOOM you have a frill (like the frilled lizard... only... actually think Jurassic park's version of the dilophosaurus) and fangs and a forked tongue now (just... because) and these glowing eyes and you're making that gurgling growling hiss noise.

That guy is up and outta there before you need to even THINK of spitting on him. Some one slips something in your drink because you weren't paying attention. You take a drink, start feeling wierd, this guy thinks he's hit his target. He gets you to the car and "GURGLE HISS" *acid spray.

No more rape, no more sexual assaults because the girl you're trying to assault can spit acid at you. And will.

So that's what i want. I want mad scary frill, eye, and fangs combo with a forked tongue and the ability to spit acid.

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So... what ability would YOU like? ]]> ~PrimalDarkness http://PrimalDarkness.deviantart.com/journal/12624489/ http://PrimalDarkness.deviantart.com/journal/12624489/ Fri, 04 May 2007 10:14:01 PDT
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Well, I write, I attempt to draw, I do some sewing but not much, and now I have another endeavor! Those of you slapping your hands into your faces and cringing at my masochistic ways should know that I'm getting paid for this hobby.

I made a time schedule allowing different amounts of time for writing per day. Drawing is random as I've been busy and not had a lot of time for drawing I know, i know >.< I haven't been reading much either.

However, I'm no longer working as a tutor. Why? Well, because I understand life is hard, but too many people gave excuse after excuse for not paying the fees and if they don't pay the fees to the program then i don't get paid and thus am required to kick people out.

Then those non-paying students yell at me. And I'm done with that. Well, I was offered money from two people, who want duct tape wallets. My biggest hope for these wallets was to sell them for $5, but both guys offer $20... I'm probably gonna charge $10, depends on how much time I put in.


So here they are.


First photo shows the clear ID holder. Wallets also contain a card holder. I got three cards into each holder EASILY. ^_^

With that I'm also making purses. They're customizable and no, they're not duct tape unless you want that but those cost more cause they're harder. Anyway, I've already gotten a few orders and I know it's not a permanent career, but hopefully it'll bring in some money.

I'll also be selling something a friend and I came up with one frustrating day called Date Colors. They're duct tape bracelets with either clips, buckles, or zippers. They can have chains and charms, whatever, all depending on how advanced this lil' operation gets.

What are they? Wrist bands that each individual gets to personalize and they may not be all made out of duct tape. The goal is to make dating easier. All the time i get asked out and before i was dating i felt bad about saying no because it takes courage to ask someone out, but usually it was just a lot of bad dates.

I've had some really bad ones >.< Don't get me started. Then I was dating and still got asked out and some of these guys were really annoying as "NO" seemed to mean, "try harder!" Thus, color codes.

Red= looking to date but is picky. (A.ka, make sure you are ready to be in a mature relationship or get lost) Orange= looking to date raunchy style but is picky. Yellow= looking to date and is desperate. Green= looking to date and feels guilty about saying no. Blue= NOT looking to date either because of an existing relationship, recent break up, or just not in the mood. And Purple= Will bite your head off for asking. Then we have hot pink and teal for those swinging the other way, or batting for both teams.

You order them in sets of two. One is dating, one is not so if your mood changes you're still good. Hehe, they'll probably change when my co-conspirator and I think it through, but it's been an odd year ^_^. Anyway, so that's what I'm doing.

The progress of I Think It Says I'm Gonnna die will continue it's slow degrading schedule as I desperately search for a new title. Suggestions would rock. I'll be posting pics of the purses, wallets, and bands when i get more into it. Just wanted to tell you all that I am still alive.

Now to end this before you lose interest.

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I hate bugs. You walk into the bathroom flip on the light and that calm little insect in the corner goes berserk! You can't see their eyes, either, so you don't know if they're going, "AHHHHH, HUMAN!" or "AIIIIEEEE, YOUR BLOOD IS MINE!!!" ]]> ~PrimalDarkness http://PrimalDarkness.deviantart.com/journal/12068055/ http://PrimalDarkness.deviantart.com/journal/12068055/ Mon, 05 Mar 2007 13:36:04 PST --

01) First name: Eve
02) Your nickname in DA: Darkness, or my s/n/
03) Birthday: 12/10/86
04) Horoscope sign: Sagittarius
05) Birth town: Gilbert
06) Religion: I read the King James Bible and try to be a good person.
07) Nationality: Inuit/German/French... living in the US
08) Parents: Roger and Jhennicea
09) Do you love them: 'them?' Like... them them... or them?
10) Brothers or sisters: Both
11) Do you like the place where you live: Not really.
13) color of your eyes: They change
14) Height: 5.9- maybe 10
15) Weight: 113
16) What school/grade are you going to: College... and lot of them.
17) What marks do you have: Great, actually.
18) Do you work anywhere: I'm working as a tutor, trying to get a job at Barnes and Noble.
19) What do you want to be in your life: I want to open up a group home/wildlife preserve that fixes the problems in both those systems. I'm also going into a carrier in computer assisted arts, possible game producing.
20) Your life: Is worth living
21) Personal quote: This year it's, "You always miss friends who hurt you. Seriously, take a swing and watch it glance by them."
22) Lucky number: 24, i dunno why.
23) What are you interested in: Writing, reading, drawing, music, haunted houses, clandestine activities in the night that sometimes end with ice cream, pandas, saving wildlife,my Waffle, video games with original plot...
24) Good side of your character: I find that i am open-minded and treat other people with respect. I do not judge people by race, religion, sexual preference, appearance, or disability and i try not to be rude to people, but rather to help them.
25) Bad side of it: I don't lash out at people very often. So people walk all over me, crush me to the ground, make me feel awful, betray my trust and hurt me, but i don't say anything. I really only stand up for other people and rarely that loyalty is returned.
26) Is your life happy: It has its moments.
27) Do you think that you are crazy: I'm not crazy, I'm eccentric at times and weird though.
28) What is the time: 1:47 PM
29) What is the date: 3/05/07
30) What’s the weather like: Slightly overcast

31) Favorite day in a week: Friday
32) Favorite music: That's random, though Rob Zombie is helpful in traffic.
33) Singer: don’t have one
34) Band: can’t think of one
35) Song: Right now... Whispers in the Dark
36) Best concert you have been: It's weird, but i was in the parking lot for a concert when i was 11 and it was awesome. There were people everywhere having tailgate parties and jumping around and some guy wearing a long black LCD coat danced with me because i was bored. It was AWESOME! And evolved my attraction for 3am parties.
37) Actress: Uh... I dunno.
38) Actor: Robbin Williams
39) Film: Stay
40) TV serial: Scrubs
41) Theater play: Hmmm... I like a lot of them actually.
42) Film director:To be honest I'm not really into the hollyweird bandwagon so i don't have a favorite.
43) Do you want to be famous: Only if i can use that fame for good or awesome.
44) Do you want to be an actor/actress: Same answer.
45) Do you want to be a singer: SAME answer, and I add that I'd want to be a real singer, not someone who needs a CD or a skimpy dress.
46) Book: The Book of Atrus
47) Colors: black, red, purple, blue, silver.
49) Food: BBQ chicken breast from Joe's
50) Drink: Strawberry Daiquiri
51) Sweet: Caramel Apple Pop
52) Fruit: Apple or lemon

53) The worst food: I'm all for foreign cuisine... but snailes are gross.
54) The Worst drink: Warm Milk with Gin
55) The worst Singer: Ashley Simpson
56) The worst Band: Too many to choose from
57) The worst Actor: Same answer
58) The worst Actress: Same.
59) The worst Movie: Dude Where's My Car is up there.
60) The worst book: Ugh, i saw it just yesterday... It's an Authorhouse new release with a really bad cover and the blurb sums up just abut 20% of all books out there. No real details or anything and it wasn't written well at all. The main character's name was hard to pronounce... just awful.

61) Do you drink alcohol: Not any more, i can't.
62) Do you smoke: No way.
63) Do you take some drugs (and what):Hehehe... legal.
64) What do you adore to wear: I like to wear what i feel like, whatever expressed my mood the best.
65) Do you think you're pretty: Lately I've had my moments- surprisingly. But ordinarily i don't think I'm anything special.
66) What languages do you speak: English, some Latin, French, Japanese and Italian. I'm gig to focus on Italian though, because i'm getting a group together to travel Europe and we're each goig to speak a different la... ]]> ~PrimalDarkness http://PrimalDarkness.deviantart.com/journal/11817286/ http://PrimalDarkness.deviantart.com/journal/11817286/ Wed, 14 Feb 2007 15:22:56 PST --

Yeah, I know, I know, I was never this in to V-day before even when i was dating... it... But this year i celebrate love. Not relationships. For all of us who have people in our lives who would do anything for us as we would for them.

But enough of that. Let's have some fun! If you've read any of my stories- which can be found here [link] and do couple's fan art or anything V-day related then you will get featured and entered into a raffle. I might ditch the raffle and try to buy participants something on their wish lists.

Or i might chose the entry i like best and buy the winner a DA subscription. All depends. Most likely it'll be the wish list thing unless you don't have anything in your wish list >.> <.<

Why the contest? Well, I am allergic to cocobutter so no chocolate for me, thus.. fan art! Anyway it'd make my day and hopefuly i could make yours.

If you absolutely do not want to read any of the stories then you could always bite me. Hehe, most of you have read them anyways and you don't have to read a whole one any way as couples are usualy pretty obvious before the ending.

Lemme think... no time limit really, just hopefuly before the end of the month. BGesides, i'll be having the contest for cver art coming up so many of you will want to have read the stories by then.

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All the single people unite! And PARTY! ]]> ~PrimalDarkness http://PrimalDarkness.deviantart.com/journal/11737620/ http://PrimalDarkness.deviantart.com/journal/11737620/ Thu, 08 Feb 2007 16:30:11 PST
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All hail the Hero! ]]> ~PrimalDarkness http://PrimalDarkness.deviantart.com/journal/11592436/ http://PrimalDarkness.deviantart.com/journal/11592436/ Sat, 27 Jan 2007 20:33:40 PST
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Okay, so I had an extremely close call this morning. The whole back story is I was sick all day and not even able to get out of bed. At 9:45pm I finaly got up and on the computer where I was suprised to see Richard on. He usualy has to get off at 9:30- 12:30 his time.

But he said he just had the feeling that he should stay on a few more hours. We're talking about trivial crap and i'm trying to set up Trillian when i ealize that everyone in my family has gone to sleep and dinner isn't happening.

I haven't eaten once all day or even slept in 3. I have lucid dreams so my mind never shuts off. I go make actual food as grabbing stuff from the freezer isn't working and I know I need to eat. I admit I was being careless. I hadn't been taking asprin, I had put my emergency meds in a bag when i went out and they fell out somewhere in my room and rolled under the bed, I was not getting anywhere near enough water or salt, and I know something is wrong but I keep telling myself that i'll deal with it 'later.'

Here is the conversation from then on and I know my spelling gets bad, and I get stupid- I was not exactly doing my best.

Richard: How's the soup?
Me: Not bad.
Richard: ^^
Me: Uuuggh, complicated migrain!!
Richard: *hug* i'm sorry babe.
Me: I can't find my emergency med.
Richard: Where is it usually?
Me: umm... uh..uh i uh... i don't knoe'
Richard: bathroom with other pill bottles? your dresser? your desk?
Me: it's supposed to be with me, but it's not in my bag
Lokisfaithful: where are your regular meds?
Me: in my jewelry box
Richard: take those and find your emergency ones when you can think clearly?
Me: the emergency med ar e for oh shit situations. Like a complicated migrain that the regulare med failed to stop.
Richard: oh... did you clean out your bag recently?
Me: uh...i don't know
Richard: look around your room for them
Me: uh hu
Richard: any luck?
Me: no
Richard: check drawers and see if you stuck them in there and dump your bag out and go through everything that falls out, and check any pockets/zippers your bag might have
Me: check
Richard: that means we did all those or check we found them?
Me: we did those (Out Of The Actual Moment: When we get stressed or overly cute we use the term 'we' too much. )
Richard: did you check the bathroom ....your pockets?
Me: no pockets
Richard: oh. if you need to, wake someone up to help babe.
Me: i can''t
Richard: why not?
Me: i can't speak
Richard: hard to talk with a complex migraine?
Me: it leads to a stroke
Richard: oh
Me: yeah!
Richyard: lets not talk then
Me: no i mean, the complicated migrain leads to a stroke, if i can't speak it means that pert of my brain has been effected
Richard: bad
Me: okay, no meds.... what was in the meds.....Caffiene!
Richard: *whine* you're gonna be okay right?
Me: Okay caffein... where... i need caffein cause that makes your blood vessals buldge
Richard: coffee/soda?
Me: right! brb
Me: mountain dew?
Richard: that has caffine
Me: uh... ho-how much?
Richard: couldn't say, drink as much as you need to. mountain dew isn't poisonious
Me: true
Richard: and I'm serious, even if you can't talk wake someone up if you need to and get the message across. write it down or heck make them talk to me
Me: i can't make it down the hall it hurts
Richard: *whine* bang on a wall with something hard. It'll wake someone up
Me: i woke up tim, gave him a not to IM you, he said he'd se if he could get on aim in the morning'
Richard: okay, so you have someone to help?
Me: no, then he left
Richard: what? that jerk. does he not realize you need help?
Me: i don't think so. he kept askign who you were and i poited at my computer, but he just shrugged
Richard: start making noise again and when he comes back shake the normal med bottle then give him a note saying emergency meds or just emergency
Me: i can't get anone to wake up, he's got his headphones back on
Richard: can you see him?
Me: no, he walked passed with them on and i tried to get his attention but it didn't work
Richard: dammit, i hate your family for not caring about you
Me: oh, he says he can';'t, he can't sign on
Richard: write emergency for him in big block letters
Me: i did
Richard: any effect?
Me: i dunno
Richard: EVE NEEDS HELP!
Richard: if you can get his attention again point at... ]]> ~PrimalDarkness http://PrimalDarkness.deviantart.com/journal/11442006/ http://PrimalDarkness.deviantart.com/journal/11442006/ Mon, 15 Jan 2007 00:40:15 PST --

Okay, if you've been reading my journal you know that 2006 has NOT been fun for me, many of you have also suffered at the claws of 2007. Well... i think the 2007 faery is lucky because... i got published.

-pause for effect-

Seriously

-pause for effects for distrustful people-

It's in a book called Soul Disclosure: Poetic Expressions. So yeah, it's a poem, but this is still really cool. I know that to graduate MCC class on Advanced Poem Writing you have to get published... but I'm not in that class yet. So just plain yay for me.

If you want to support me and read that book- which promises to be a good read as it contains a pretty wide selection of poems. I know they said over a thousand were submitted, but i think there is only 200 in there-still a pretty big number and thus a lot of opertunities for great poems.

[link]
There's the lin- WAIT! I have a code. A code that gives you free shipping and gives me... five dollars. Everybody dance Now i'm also doing a contest of course... if you get enough people to use my code and buy a book then i'll get you a subscribed account here on Deviant Art. How does that work? Easy, i get 5 dollars a book, get enough books for a new account and tada you've given me enough to buy you an account... and i will.

I know not everyone is going to want to buy the 5 books needed to get the prize, but i'd appreciate the support anyway. If nobody gets enough then i'll put together some kind of contest... and give a prize that way.

So here is that code. It's labeled the free shipping code' 4586-22.

If you don't want to buy the book, but you want to read my entry then I can send it to you- no problem. It's kind of a... oh hell i'll just say it, it is a creepy poem from an extremely dark point in my life, but the book has poems from many other poets! Sure to be a good read if you buy it.

If you do a lot of art then this will be a great book for inspiration, same with writers. Notice how a lot of writers have poems written by other people in the beginnings of their books? Well here is a large collection of poems from a variety of genres!

So it is a bit of money and i understand people who don't want to spend that money... but a lot of you still owe me a birthday gift and that gift would be to buy YOURSELF a book. But seriously it looks to be a good read, so if you haven't gotten a book lately or just need a poem book then you might give this a try... and spread the word and the code along.

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Seriously... ferrets are mean. ]]> ~PrimalDarkness http://PrimalDarkness.deviantart.com/journal/11325204/ http://PrimalDarkness.deviantart.com/journal/11325204/ Sat, 06 Jan 2007 15:06:05 PST --

Hey i was featured/showcased/random squirreled by
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Seriously... ferrets are mean. ]]> ~PrimalDarkness http://PrimalDarkness.deviantart.com/journal/11280100/ http://PrimalDarkness.deviantart.com/journal/11280100/ Mon, 01 Jan 2007 19:36:34 PST --

So 2--6 is over and 2007 hath begun! Let's just hope it is a good year. Prayers should go out for Darth-Frodo's grandma! Prayers, healing spells, best wishes- whatever you can do... do it. For more information, consult her journal.

Okay, so what is everyone's new year resolutions? Real ones- ones you will keep or die trying.

What:
Do you hope will happen for you this year?
Do you hope will happen for the world this year?
Do you hope doesn't happen to you this year?
Do you hope doesn't happen to the world this year?
Do you plan to do this year?
Why?
Is there a way other people can help?
Who did you think about the most New Years night?
Why?

My answers

What:
Do you hope will happen for you this year? I'll get better.

Do you hope will happen for the world this year? Growth and a sudden surge of maturity. Though i'd settle for

Do you hope doesn't happen to you this year?
Another stroke would be the death of me.

Do you hope doesn't happen to the world this year? Personaly i hope that cloning thing doesn't happen... it's not really a good solution when we could try common sense instead. Though cloning food to feed starving countries is fine in my book, though i think our money could be better spent if we stopped building condos and started growing our own food... I also hope that we start putting our money to better use, like supporting our group homes and schools as they are really going down hill.

Do you plan to do this year?
Get published.

Why?
After all that happened in 2006... i need to.

Is there a way other people can help?
Yeah, buying the book and lending support would be a great help.

Who did you think about the most New Years night?
Richard Sampson

Why?
He's my waffle ^_^

Here's to hoping this year is better! ]]> ~PrimalDarkness http://PrimalDarkness.deviantart.com/journal/11011912/ http://PrimalDarkness.deviantart.com/journal/11011912/ Mon, 11 Dec 2006 18:53:56 PST --

Hey yay! It's my birthday! Whoo. I keep telling people not to expect me to ack my age... i've never been my age before. I'm a newb.

But it's been a pretty okay birthday. I got an A on an assignment i was worried about so that rocked. Lemme think... i didn't go do anything because it turns out hat nothing is free like it used to be for birthdays. I got an awesome dragon incense burner from my mom, a rock fountain from Rachel, a Barnes and Noble gift certificate from my grand parents, and FFIII from my step dad.

Everybody party ]]> ~PrimalDarkness http://PrimalDarkness.deviantart.com/journal/10942614/ http://PrimalDarkness.deviantart.com/journal/10942614/ Sun, 03 Dec 2006 22:38:29 PST --

Tagged by SG-Phantom, so here goes...

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Eve
2. K.D.
3. DarkAngel (Not sure when that got started or why…)

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU'VE HAD:
1. Eve_of_Fire
2. Primal_Darkness
3. Fiery_Nightmare

THREE THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 33 MINUTES:
1. Homework
2. Read another chapter of Dracula
3. Worked on a story

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. Uuuuuum… I guess I like the fact that I will always fight for my friends and try to be there for them when I can
2. That I try to make a difference and believe in bettering myself
3. My eyes change colors ^_^

THREE THINGS YOU DISLIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. My appearance
2. How I attract bad lick like static cling to a black cat.
3. The fact that answering the above question was really hard. >.< Self-loathing issues.

THREE PARTS OF YOUR ORIGINS:
1. German (25%)
2. Inuit (50%)
3. Italian (25%)

THREE THINGS YOU'RE AFRAID OF:
1. Heights
2. Being mugged
3. Having another stroke

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. Jeans I spilt paint on and was going to throw out until I say Abercrombie selling jeans like them for 100 dollars. ^_^ Then I decided to keep them, because I paid 25 for them.
2. Coat dress
3. Chain necklace

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. Notebook
2. .7m Mechanical pencil
3. Toothbrush- don’t miss it until it’s gone.

THREE IMPORTANT OBJECTS:
1. My Computer- even if it is crappy
2. My chain collar- makes any outfit look okay.
3. My DS

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS OR ARTISTS:
1. MCR
2. 3 doors down
3. Rob Zombie- cause it helps with traffic

THREE WAYS TO BE HAPPY:
1. Listening to music
2. Hanging out with friends
3. Videogames

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
1. House of Wolves- MCR
2. Supernatural- Flyleaf
3. Enter Sandman- Metallica

THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
1. Finding actual snow
2. Cutting my hair with a sword- just too see what it really would look like.
3. Learning to throw knives with accuracy.

THREE THINGS YOU REGRET:
1. The car accident
2. Ever talking to the Gilbert police- useless waste of time.
3. Not taking art classes in high school

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP (with others in general):
1. Love
2. Open-mindedness and honesty
3. Respect

THREE IMPORTANT THINGS YOU'VE GIVEN TO THE WORLD:
1. I’ve lost a lot of pocket change :-p
2. I stopped a girl in high school from going on a shooting rampage, so I guess I’ve given one less day of extreme chaos and death.
3. This is a HARD question… I’ve logged a lot of volunteer hours, donated to charity every year… tried my hardest to fight for the lives of other… but the whole world? I don’t know.

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (in order):
1. I have many secrets
2. My dad’s middle name is Leroy- I think that was my grandfather’s idea of early revenge.
3. High school was the best four years of my life!

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX:
1. Slightly long hair as short and spiky feels gross.
2. Height
3. Smile- oddly enough

THREE EMOTIONAL THINGS YOU LIKE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX:
1. Understanding
2. Kind
3. Funny- but able to be serious

THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
1. Say the word Smurf, without smiling
2. Go to the optometrist without freaking.
3. Sit through a three-hour lecture without dozing off...

THREE THINGS YOU MISS FROM YOUR PAST:
1. My cat, Lucky
2. Health
3. Believing things would be better when I turned 18- how ignorant.

THREE GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE:
1. Throwing Knives
2. A video iPod
3. A computer with sound, the capability to burn disks, and that doesn’t decide not to save anything at random moments.

THREE REASONS WHY YOU ARE WHO YOU ARE:
1. Life
2. Friends
3. My own decisions

THREE OF YOU YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBIES:
1. Writing
2. Drawing
3. Video Games

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. Write
2. Fence against a friend
3. Get better

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. Game Producer
2. Computer Animator
3. Writer

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR HOLIDAY:
1. Europe
2. Hawaii
3. Flagstaff- had to list something more realistic.

THREE CARTOON CHARACTERS... ]]> ~PrimalDarkness http://PrimalDarkness.deviantart.com/journal/10827300/ http://PrimalDarkness.deviantart.com/journal/10827300/ Fri, 24 Nov 2006 14:45:53 PST
~SG-Phantom tagged me. I guess it’s just six random facts. So here we go…

1. I believe in odd things, like hoodoo and karma even though I’m a Christian. With that, I have seen a demon, and a few ghosts.

2. I collect swords and love to sword fight, but for fun as competitions seem to bring out the worst in people. I’m actually good at fencing.

3. My mother’s father was the Shaman and Clan Elder of the Inuit tribe. Why is that a fact about me? That’s a longer story you have to know me to get.

4. I have the bad habit of nesting, or burrowing or whatever… basically I have trouble sleeping in places with no protection so I often lay stuff on the floor of my room so I can hear if anyone enters.

5. I have almost died… many times, but I think I’m immortal so nothing ever becomes of it.

6. I don’t tell people I have one hand because 1. It’s embarrassing and 2. They always ask what happened. I don’t think I should have to explain something I have no control over. If that doesn’t count… my eyes sometimes change depending on my emotions. I learned this from a good friend of mine who sat in front of me in English class and knew me in third grade.

Alright, those are six random facts… most people who know me IRL know them but… well I couldn’t think of much I’m willing to post for the world to read >.< Uuum… *the-evilfairy and Raz-X- … TAG! You’re it.

One person can make a difference, just look at the ones with statues in a cemetary. Makes it nicer, doesn't it? ]]> ~PrimalDarkness http://PrimalDarkness.deviantart.com/journal/10247704/ http://PrimalDarkness.deviantart.com/journal/10247704/ Sun, 01 Oct 2006 12:10:20 PDT
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Well, i'm excited. I may be getting published again. This time a story! I have decided to go with Xlibris because they are a smaller company, but you see them everywhere now. So they know how to advertise and unlike most publishers who grab hold of anythign they don't have to but too much work into, toss it into the pond and see what floats. Xlibris allows you to buy packages and will give publicity based on the package.

But wait, hold your criticizm, they are unexpensive. That's right. They give more publisity to those willing to show they are serious and pay a little more, are runnign a 50% off deal and are low cost. Now... they are allowign me a lot of options and i get FULL control over everything. One of which is the book cover. I want to make it open for people who want to try to make a book cover to do so and submit it.

It would be graet publicity and i'd like to have soemone with me on this. A friend also pushing for the book's succes. If you are interested, let me know!

I'll give out more details when i get them. The book is all typed out, i'm just fixing it up so no exact publication date yet. But i'm hopiing to get it out by my birthday. We'll see.

Good things happen to bad people everyday. Change that! Be a good person and make something good happen to someone in need! ]]> ~PrimalDarkness http://PrimalDarkness.deviantart.com/journal/9534957/ http://PrimalDarkness.deviantart.com/journal/9534957/ Sat, 29 Jul 2006 16:11:01 PDT
Maybe none of you now how heart renching what it, but it hurts more than the stroke. I hate lies, and now this person is usign my trauma against me. The doctors think part of this may be that my life caught up with me and i had an emotional breakdown. Not a ranting, raving one, but a silent, i can't move or breathe kind. I'm supposed to destress but i'm constantly scared, angry, sad... I cry everyday. I'm not used to all the emotional surges either. Those who know me know i can be pretty blank.

I go through a lot and never say a word, but this time i'm making it public because it is one of those things that i'm not ashamed of... it is nothing to do with my past or my family, it is just medical. Good thoughts and prayers would be appreciated, can't hurt.

So, things have to get better. ]]> ~PrimalDarkness http://PrimalDarkness.deviantart.com/journal/8702413/ http://PrimalDarkness.deviantart.com/journal/8702413/ Sun, 07 May 2006 15:57:22 PDT BestBuy.

Ever.

If you feel inclided to do so you may want to consider inserting icepicks inder your fingernails and asking a BestBuy manager ( ) to hammer in the icepicks until your finger nails pop off and the picks are securly within your fingers. After this the manager should tie your hands behind your back by threading wire through your wrists and then wrapping the wire around your wrists.

Next you should get the manager to shove glass shards into your mouth and sew your lips shut with the strongest fishing line you can get- though as this will be the last verbal request you can give you should first inform him or her very clearly of the next steps.

After your mouth is securly shut the manager should safetypin your eyelids open and proceed to scrub them with a toothbrush covered in dog fecies. After that you should be stripped of all clothing for the added humiliation and tied up with "screw me over" tattooed on your butt.

Should this idea prove to make you uncomfortable, you may want to look in to shoping at Samsclub , or many other fine stores where the employees understand that you are a human beign and should be treated with respect.
This has been a public service announcement.
Thank you for your time. ]]> ~PrimalDarkness http://PrimalDarkness.deviantart.com/journal/8516095/ http://PrimalDarkness.deviantart.com/journal/8516095/ Tue, 18 Apr 2006 22:48:02 PDT
Argh! It's just all so frustrating. The Marines won't accept me anymore because of all this so even that is gone... things just never seem to get better for me. It's just one crap heap after another. ]]> ~PrimalDarkness http://PrimalDarkness.deviantart.com/journal/8452812/ http://PrimalDarkness.deviantart.com/journal/8452812/ Wed, 12 Apr 2006 19:57:20 PDT
Okay well, this kinda sucks. I hate posting about my medical problems but I figure it's time I told everyone. Since Thursday I’ve had major problems and have pretty much been confined to my incredibly boring room. Now, I’m used to the concussion giving me crap, but this is worse. My chest hurts, my heart is pounding feels like it is going to explode, it's hard to breathe, I can hardly walk around, this headache has not gone away since Thursday, I fainted once, and I’m nauseated constantly.... think vertigo with a migraine after sprinting a mile... continuously for 6 days, going on seven.

Well, I visited my doctor and the EKG says my heart is pumping fast. Mid way through she wanted me to be admitted to the hospital and I almost said yes as it seems I’m just a burden here at home. Mom is mad at me and I do not know why. My sister... is being herself. The problem is that I don't think we could afford me going to the hospital and the idea scares me a little.

So anyway, she said that she is worried that it might be neurological, maybe something going south with the concussion... though since I did not hit my head lately she worries it could be something like a tumor. I trust Raz to understand why this scares me. Well, truth is that I don't know, but something is wrong and tomorrow I go to take a cat scan. Good thoughts and prayers would be appreciated. I want them to find something that explains all this… but nothing serious that will kill me… cause then I’d be sad… = … and if I die… I’m coming back to haunt you all as a Zombie! And I read that Zombie survival guide so you are all screwed. ]]> ~PrimalDarkness http://PrimalDarkness.deviantart.com/journal/8056352/ http://PrimalDarkness.deviantart.com/journal/8056352/ Fri, 03 Mar 2006 13:14:21 PST true.

Fri Feb 3, 2006, 4:22 PM

=Raz-X-
I never know with you Eve~! It could be intentional or accidental, especially with our personalities!!

Thu Feb 2, 2006, 3:30 PM

~PrimalDarkness
OH LIKE I MEANT TO!

Thu Feb 2, 2006, 1:22 PM

=Raz-X-
YOU BLEW UP A HAMPSTER Eve!?

Thu Feb 2, 2006, 7:17 AM

~PrimalDarkness
Then what went boom? o.O Oh God, here's the hampster?!

Thu Jan 26, 2006, 12:53 PM

=Raz-X-
sorry to rain on your parade Eve, but I stole your bomb and disabled it before it went boom.

Tue Jan 24, 2006, 10:08 AM

~PrimalDarkness
hehehehe i feel very evil. so i'm goigng to blow up your shout box.... *boom*

Fri Jan 20, 2006, 6:02 PM


That was a convo is Raz's shout bow ... and it has brought me to a conclusion... i think i may be insane, but i really love my friends ]]> ~PrimalDarkness http://PrimalDarkness.deviantart.com/journal/7881358/ http://PrimalDarkness.deviantart.com/journal/7881358/ Mon, 13 Feb 2006 08:41:22 PST
Why, you ask?
...
....
.....
...Okay, so you didn't ask... BUT i'm going to tell you anyway!
You see I am being published, AGAIN!
"Cheese and Rice!" The readers exclaimed, to which i smirk in an effort to pretend i am being profesional about this and have not just finished giggling much like a four-year-old hopped up on sugar. They are publishing me under my pen name: Eve Arose. How did i get that name? It's a long story i'd write were it not quite morbid and many of you would think differently. ANYWAY, no more meanderiing and back to the point.

Someone sent them my poem/song-thing. It's copyrighted to MEEEEEEEE so i can show it to you.


Then again... maybe i'll make you buy the book... I'm just so damn happy right now i could kill something- which isn't a change as i'm always up for killing something. Just kidding. ]]> ~PrimalDarkness http://PrimalDarkness.deviantart.com/journal/7506566/ http://PrimalDarkness.deviantart.com/journal/7506566/ Wed, 04 Jan 2006 09:10:54 PST Not only that, but it was by a prestigious scholorship group. They say it puts my in the top 5% of writers in my age group. ]]> ~PrimalDarkness http://PrimalDarkness.deviantart.com/journal/2244330/ http://PrimalDarkness.deviantart.com/journal/2244330/ Sat, 17 Apr 2004 18:18:47 PDT ~PrimalDarkness http://PrimalDarkness.deviantart.com/journal/1495324/ http://PrimalDarkness.deviantart.com/journal/1495324/ Fri, 05 Dec 2003 17:45:31 PST Innocence. Steps. Blood. Confusion. Realization. Blood. Flight. Fight. Blood. Cry. Fear. Blood. Scratch. Scream. Blood. Neck. Luck. Blood. Run. Run. Run!

I was walking home, listening to Rob Zombie on my C.D. player. Three guys walked slowly ahead of me. “Hey, what ya lisnin to?” one of the guys ask. “I’m not that innocent” The guy on his left sang. I rolled my eyes at the Britney Spears reference and sped up to pass them.
Four steps around and I’m infront. I hear laughing and they turn off at the same spot I do. I take a step in a different direction. ‘Where is she goin?’ I hear one of them whisper. There steps grew louder.
I stumbled as two of them apeared next to me and the sidewalk rushed up at me. I know that is a bad expression, but I didn’t think I was falling. I closed my eyes as I hit the ground, a red flash covered the blackness usually given by shutting your eyes. I lifted my head, seconds later, and my mouth held the taste of blood.
I gasped and tried to get up, but the two guys gripped my shoulders and held me down. I stared straight ahead in confusion and tried to figure out why these people I didn’t know, where touching me. “Get off” I spoke after a few seconds when they did not release me. They laughed.
I froze as it sank in that I might not make it out of this. That this might be another scar that forever changes me... or maybe it will be my tombstone. Realization is horrible. It made me panic.
My mind told me to reach for the knife a friend had given me freshmen year. I didn’t have it. It was at home, of course. Home where I could get it if I needed it to protect myself, at home! I let out a short cry and managed to get free. I looked up and once again saw a red flash. I didn’t let it affect me. I was smarter then that. I ran. They caught me.
I screamed and tried to regain my freedom. I tried to kick and punch and do all those fighting techniques I had used to defend my self against my father. It’s different when there is three. It’s different when you don’t know them. It’s different when you’re in a place you usually are on when you’re preparing for a fight! It was like a boxer being attacked in his car, outnumbered and out muscled! I’m glad to say I fought back. I fought untill every inch of my body burned.
I ended up on the ground, my head hit the concrete and nearly knocked me out. I reached out and felt two hands around my throat. I jerked and twisted, but nothing worked and everything started going black. I dragged my fingernails across the right side of his face. I felt something warm streaming from the corners of my eyes and dug harder into his flesh.
My vision blurred and I must have scratched him in the eye. Because I heard him scream. He released me and I pulled myself away. I screamed, but nobody came. I screamed and no one hear. I screamed... and no one cared.
I was thrown and hit the brick wall. The guy put his elbow against my cheek and pressed hard. A snapping sound and another flash of red that slowly melted away like fire being extinguished. My neck felt ice cold and the screams and tears erupted from me before I even knew how much pain I was in. He dropped me to the ground, to silence me. I don’t know how long all this was, but eventually I managed to bring my knee up into his chest, but that was all I could do. He blocked me effort to kick him by pressing his weight against my knee untill I was supporting him almost completely.
My body twitched and I felt the unsteadiness of the position. I rolled to the side and he toppled off and into the cactus pit. Yes, it sounds strange, but there is a ditch, with cacti growing in it. I saw blood drip from his skin as the spines pierced him. My vision was blurry, but that sight gave me hope. I reminded myself that they were just stupid guys. Human, mortal, weak. My stroke of luck could beat them as one nursed his wounded face, one pulled himself out of a cactus and the other one... I have no idea what he was doing.
I pulled myself to my feet and ran, not towards home, one was still following me. I ran along the dirt road as I felt sticky blood drip down my legs. I didn’t wan... ]]> ~PrimalDarkness