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                <title>Rainforest Series To Come!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 21 Nov 2009 14:35:43 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Things have been a little shaky on the home front <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/n/ninjabattle.gif" width="91" height="23" alt=":ninjabattle:" title="Ninja Battle!" />. Not sure where things will lead or what I will end up doing this time next year, except for being little baby Viridian's Mommy<img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/f/floating.gif" width="34" height="15" alt=":floating:" title="Floating" />. However, to get my brain off the things that have brought me down I took a trip to the library <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/r/read.gif" width="23" height="21" alt=":reading:" title="Reading" /> this morning in search of inspiration! Well I found it , rummaging through the books I found one on the rainforest with tons of lovely photographs of animals and oddities from  the forest floor. So I am going through right now and making up my mind which ones I think will look best in which media, most of them will most likely end up in  a mixed media format. Well it gives me something to do and be excited about while I wait for my little guy  to get here on New Years Day. !<img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/w/w00t.gif" width="23" height="23" alt=":w00t!:" title="w00t!" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Sun Lift</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 22 Aug 2009 21:43:06 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Woke up this morning still feeling depressed <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/s/sniff.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":sniff:" title="Sniff" /> and to my surprise , Grandma <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/g/granny.gif" width="25" height="25" alt=":granny:" title="Granny" /> invited me to join her on a trip to a picnic that was honoring her professor's retirement and a reunion of the multimedia graduates up to present. I felt thrilled and my mood lifted <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/f/floating.gif" width="34" height="15" alt=":floating:" title="Floating" />  like a weight off my shoulders! <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/l/love2.gif" width="26" height="17" alt=":love:" title="Love" />  I ran into so many kind people and they each had such a positive glow.  <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" />  The weather was so bright out, it was really hot <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/s/sun.gif" width="30" height="30" alt=":sun:" title="Sun" /> in my area but the sun rays made me feel so warm inside and the motivational speech Grandma gave me today along with it , just gave me the boost I needed again.  I feel like my mind is clear and I am ready to tackle my goals and start my move forward to what I want in life. <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/t/trophy.gif" width="15" height="17" alt=":trophy:" title="Trophy" /> I came up with my list of ideas on sticky notes, tomorrow will be the first day I start my plan to complete each idea. <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/r/read.gif" width="23" height="21" alt=":reading:" title="Reading" /> I think today is really going to change the style of my work and that excites me. <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/p/party2.gif" width="36" height="38" alt=":party:" title="Party" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>3D Curiosity</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 22 Aug 2009 00:29:07 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I have been daydreaming about doing some random 3d pieces, maybe landscape to start out with more of a fantasy look. I am also thinking of faeries and mythological creatures as well. I just don't know where I will get the materials from at the moment. I also think about making  backgrounds like in photography and taking pictures behind them sparkling fabrics and glitter, crystal and orbs. <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Late Night</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 22 Aug 2009 00:17:34 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Baby is kicking up a storm as always, and I can't sleep. Part of me doesn't really want to sleep anyway <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/r/raincloud.gif" width="24" height="27" alt=":raincloud:" title="Grr." />.I have been on youtube making slideshows and that has allowed me to keep up with some of my creativity <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/p/painter.gif" width="34" height="29" alt=":painter:" title="Painter" />  and people have been slowly responding to my youtube channel, Its mostly informational <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/w/work.gif" width="48" height="28" alt=":work:" title="I've got too much work to do." />  and I will start working on some instructional <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/t/typerhappy.gif" width="31" height="17" alt=":typerhappy:" title="OMG MOAR POEMS!" /> videos as well. This week is a new moon and that is always a wonderful start for brainstorming and rethinking plans in a new light <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/m/magnify.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":magnify:" title="Magnify" /> and do things differently, <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/a/alienjar.gif" width="23" height="36" alt=":jarkinajar:" title="Jark in a jar." /> . So maybe i'll make myself a list of things to make new pieces out of and place sticky notes all over my wall . Maybe this time I will actually get these pictures out of my head and onto the canvas. <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/r/relaxed.gif" width="40" height="30" alt=":relaxed:" title="Relaxed" />  yeah , that sounds like an idea, <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/i/idea.gif" width="15" height="32" alt=":idea:" title="Idea" />  i'll just take down the stickies one day at a time and see what I get , but first I need to upload all the pieces I did toward the end of my last semester. I still have plenty of images that are trapped inside of my sketchbooks <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/w/woohoo.gif" width="31" height="17" alt=":woohoo:" title="Woohooooo!" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Family Project</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 21 Aug 2009 23:13:42 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ My aunt recently came to me with an idea she had for a small family business. She wants to start her own clothing line and is getting into the process of making shirts of all sorts of fabric and cuts with designs and bible verses on them. At first I wasn't really interested <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/s/sleep.gif" width="38" height="22" alt=":sleep:" title="Sleep" /> but it is something for me to do and get my mind off of my current job search attempts <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/p/pissedoff2.gif" width="25" height="25" alt=":pissedoff:" title="I am PISSED OFF!" /> . So venting in a healthy way! Yay for me. I do see this as a challenge though, she wants me to come up with "sophisticated, elegant feminine designs" that incorporate quotes of scripture, <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/n/ninjastar.gif" width="63" height="21" alt=":ninjastar:" title="Shuriken!" />  so now I get to figure out how I am going to design these shirts. I don't work with text! LOL, so its new and makes me use my brain  <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/s/strong.gif" width="35" height="18" alt=":strong:" title="Strong!" /> just a tad bit more LOL<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Life Keeps You Busy</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 21 Aug 2009 23:08:33 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ With baby on the way I have been at the mercy of my fiance's relatives till we are able to get onto our own two feet. Its been tough <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/s/sadangel.gif" width="88" height="22" alt=":sadangel:" title="Sad Angel" /> , the job market hasn't been kind to us and school for now seems to be on the back burner <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/r/read.gif" width="23" height="21" alt=":reading:" title="Reading" /> . I am trying to stay hopeful though <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/p/prayer.gif" width="15" height="17" alt=":pray:" title="Pray" /> . It really gets hard, even now I am trying to fight back the tears and have faith that the gods won't leave me to rot. I do believe this is an important lesson in many areas of my life right now <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/s/stupid.gif" width="44" height="46" alt=":stupid:" title="Stupid" /> and my fiance and I need to suck it up. Amazingly, I have had support from my fellow brothers and sisters in the craft <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/g/glomp.gif" width="47" height="20" alt=":glomp:" title="Glomp!" /> . Its helped me not feel so alone in all of what has been happening. The first thing you notice about getting pregnant in college is that your friends no longer have the desire to hang out with you , your phone calls and emails are not returned and they are all around busy <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/t/teevee.gif" width="50" height="26" alt=":teevee:" title="TV" /> . Understandable , guess im not used to the change this phase of life is bringing me yet. Laugh. As I said before , the enchanted ones in my life have kept me going and really make me feel like im not forgotten and people do know im still kicking:<img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=D" title="=D (Big Grin)" />:.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Inspired Dreams</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 30 Apr 2009 16:49:50 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I had a dream just last night about moving to europe . I had my belongings packed and I purchased my ticket . I could see myself on the plane and I felt so nervous about moving. I didn't know where I'd live or where I would work. Yet at the same time I felt so free. So liberated and so fluid. I wonder what the future has in stored  for me . I wonder where following my dreams will take me. I feel that everyone should be revolutionary in life and life live to the fullest! My art pieces that are yet to be added to my gallery hopefully express that . I hope they embody the essence of freedom and fluidity that I feel with my own heart!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Student Art Show</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 30 Apr 2009 16:43:42 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I missed the deadline but I can always try again at my next college. I really wanted to enter a piece in and  have a chance to hang one of my pieces shown in a school venue. Dream big they say and I will always have my art online . No need to be upset.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Taking Pictures</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 09 Apr 2009 00:57:21 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ taking pictures of my art is always the hardest part for me. I mean besides remembering to actually take the time to take pictures i always try to get the right lighting . After that i feel so feeble in the quality of photos because i have to use my laptop's camera or the camera on my cell phone and then the pictures are all blurry and then the color schemes of the pieces are all flawed !!!! AHHHHHHH! it really makes me frustrated! AHHHHHHH!!!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Portfolio Time!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 06 Apr 2009 13:53:44 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Finally after all this time i have actually had the opportunity to sit back and purchase a decent , professional album. I also ran and bought some glossy photo paper and now for the hard part! My artist statement. How does one go about describing their own art? I don't think i personally have a  philosophy that i follow strictly. So maybe i will ask around and see what other people think? See what other people have done in their own progress as artists and go from there. I am so excited about the future!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>A Thousand Mirrors</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 22 Nov 2008 19:56:22 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I love art. I love networking with other artists. However i really need to stop looking at everyone else and feeling as if my art is second rate. So many times i log in and feel really intimidated by all the really awesome pieces i see, but then again traditional art is a dying breed. I enjoy what i do and its all about my expression whether or not others like it or not. so there. LOL<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>I Need Out</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 29 Oct 2008 16:56:16 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So i did what class American brats do after high school/ I enrolled in a traditional university. Now i knew from the time i was about ye high that i wanted to be an artist when i grew up. Ok. Well in the course of time i started to look at art academies naturally for my college choices. Unfortunately i listened to my family and now i am stuck at this four year trap of doom. I went 400 miles away from home and  that was exciting i guess but the life here on campus is so dead and people tell me that college as with anything is what you make it . well even if a lack of community wasn't an issue there is still the fact that this school doesn't focus on artists and i don't feel like i am being pushed to be my best and to think in a revolutionary way. I mean i do study on my own and take courses here and there but its not the same as going to a place where they place you in the field and have you totally hands on. And for once it would feel nice to be around my own people. Other artisans i mean, it feels good to have people to relate to that have the same vision as you!<br />    But as time passes i feel the need to transfer out and go to <br />a place like i said before that will thoroughly  train me . The catch is so far that my friends and relatives think im jumping the gun and taking a leap of faith but hell thats exactly what i did when i moved 400 miles away in the first place!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Getting Back on Track</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 29 Oct 2008 16:46:46 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So i've been out of school for about three weeks. It  feels so weird to actually go back and do some work for a change. It was a combination of actually being sick and then gettin  too lazy to go to class. So now i've missed so much class that i have to drop one and the others barely pass by the hairs on my chinny chin chin. But it has totally taken me  away from  my art.  I have spent so much of this week on just staying on top of academics that i have had no me time. Right now i have essays at home experiments to complete. In addition to that my crazy ass is uploading my resume to all these offices  trying to get some work on the side of all this university work. Man, i need a pause well wait i just had one LOl. Nah i just need to schedule some artistic release time.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Humble Beginnnings</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 10 Sep 2008 20:39:05 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Seeing that i am currently out of sketch paper and a bunch of other art supplies , I believe it is time for a new sketch book. This time i want to get a selction of sketch books , i have been told that the texture of the paper can add an element of drama to any piece. In addition to this i have given consideration to dedicate one book to the sole purpose of technical drawing.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>The Muse is Back!</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 10 Sep 2008 20:07:18 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I finally feel like i am able to get back to the canvas! This summer i have gone through my entire sketch book filling it to the brim with tons of abstract designs and ideas. For a while i really though my art wasnt as good as the art of others . I felt that my skills and styles were so kindergarden-ish. I think I am on the verge of finding a technique. What may have  been the problem was the fact that i felt i had to only use one medium. Lately with my experimentation in all forms of production, i think i have found something i like. Painting has always been a passion of mine . In the last few months I have gotten into the habit of mixing collage and drawing principles into my works. I am excited about the future and i cant wait to see what else will come forth from these hands!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>The Love of Pisces</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 22 Aug 2008 20:13:54 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ When you find someone who adores you and relates to you on a spiritual level aswell as others, it can be overwhelming. He being an artist himself understands the changes that come with sucha  calling. Even though i use the canvas and paint to empty myself he uses the guitar. And many of the works that are currently in progress are under the inspiration of my relationship with him. I feel so loved, i feel so complete and i feel happy for once. I dont feel alone and its pouring out of my soul and on to the canvas.I think its amazing.  I wonder if i inspire him?<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Sometime i Feel Like I Play Artist</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 17 Jun 2008 16:11:49 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I sit and think to myself a lot about my dreams and goals and how i want to be something great someday. Then i network with other artists and i see there work and i feel like i'm nothing. I feel that i do some of the most mediocre work out there. Especially now that everyone is in the whole multimedia age . I mean i havent even begun to start working with the proper software yet. I am an art major and i know eventually i'll be able to take the classes that i need to gain the experience i want. But until then im stuck doing english and history while the rest of the world is putting things into their portfolios and gaining internships and the works. I dont even know where to start. I feel so far behind. I take my brush and canvas and i feel like a cave painter splashing some zoomorphic design that will later be interpreted as some hunting scene when all i was , was totally bored! I dont know what i want to do. I just feel like i need to catch up and prove to the worlds that i am an artist in word and in deed<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Why do We Miss The Things We Hate?</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 17 Jun 2008 15:31:44 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Dude i sat around today looking at my dorm and campus and i still cant believe i have allowed myself to become attached to this place. I mean i still remeber all the dinners with ten to twenty of us sitting in my house bitching about everything. I can still see my roomate sitting on her bed reading books and studying away . The other two i can still see standing in front of the mirror getting ready to go to the club. I mean i can hear all their voices but its quiet now and everyone else is already home.This place is empty and no one is going to come out of the bedrooms . No one is going to be in the shower and I dont get to stand in front of the stove anymore. Hmm. Its funny humans truely are creatures of habit. I'm finally getting to go home....So why am i sad to leave?.....hmm.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>I really need to claim nocturnal status</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 17 Jun 2008 15:30:55 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I mean seriously. The only time i'm truely alive is after the sun goes down.Everyone who loves me know i wont even roll over in the bed for the seventh time until about noon if i get out of be at all! LOL. and i'm not lazy. I tend to get alot accomplished during the day...i mean night...mean...well fuck it! I guess it doesnt help that i am a night class student(Vampire Knight refrence). Hell its the only time of the day ... i mean night...i mean same day..whatever that i am able to focus.But then again i never did claim to be normal. NOR MAL...what the hell does that word mean again???<br /><br />man i really need to network with other nocturnal folks maybe i'll have something better to do than to rewatch classic episodes of the twillight zone. LOL and yes i just addimted to being a nut caseLOL dude i love being odd..strange..diffeent..freakishly wierd..whatever else you can come up with .....LOL,,,,Life is bliss<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~PrincessBelladona</author>
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                <title>Job Search</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 17 Jun 2008 15:29:35 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Yep beloveds...its about that time of year again. You know when i go out and actually try to get a job and then bitch about not havin one. Well this time there seems to be no other option in the matter. With my school bleeding my dry practically and my family not being the blessed elite class i am forced right back out into the rat race. So yeah. Well i've been all across the internets this afternoon and i am fed up! Dude i never thought i'd have to go through so many rings of fire just to gain employment . I mean what must i do? Go and carry a pig on my back up the himalayas while singing some irish pub song!!!!!! Seriously! But i still have hope. After all i do need to finish school so i can finally stop going through all this madness. I keep saying it will all be worth it once i have that totally kick ass career! Yeah!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Sun Faeries Surfing On Rainbow Bridges</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 23 May 2008 18:01:57 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ When you finally meet someone who is just like you ...it is amazing how brightly lit your face becomes. I finally found another mystic on campus this week. We spaent two days alone talking about our philosophies of the universe and it was amazing to find someone here that understands where i come from. I think i'll make a painting dedicated just to him.Sweet little pisces. i am thinking of cascading waters and lots of sparkles with energies of the waters tranforming and washing away the mind of a lady on the coast. Nice!!! I love inspiration!!!!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~PrincessBelladona</author>
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                <title>Learning To Deal</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 23 May 2008 17:58:03 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ With the roller coaster that life is , I have actually learn to  use that to fuel my art at home. All of my feelings that i seem to not to be able to put in words seem to just ooze on my canvas . Now its just finding the time to post it here . But there is so much beauty that i am finding inside my images lately, The closer i get to the point i will return to my brothers the brighter my work gets. I am making an attempt to leave my abstract ways and be move concrete. I mean chaos energy is fine but it must be channeled and it cannot last forever!!!! None the less, things are becoming much easier to deal with and i know its because i picked up my wand and paint brush again. I started to own my own issues and placed them in a realm where they have no reign over me and my life. HA! feel the rath  of two dimentionalism!!! LOL. let the good times roll dear ones !<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~PrincessBelladona</author>
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                <title>Losing Focus</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 21 May 2008 22:36:16 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Its seems as if the days seem to just blurr into each other and remembering to take care of the important things is the hardest thing to do right now. I just want ot find my footing in the world . I feel like i am floating through life and i can't seem to sink back down to earth.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~PrincessBelladona</author>
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                <title>Lazy Artist , Tisk , Tisk</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 01 May 2008 20:19:54 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ at times i can really get annoyed with college. I am always so weighted down with work ,. I seem  to not find time for me to actually live f***ing life! So here i sit looking at everyone elses work and i look at what i have done. Hmm lets see. Oh yeah! Nothing because i havent done a thing but write essays and come up with powerpoints!!! Kyaa!!!!!!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~PrincessBelladona</author>
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                <title>getting feet wet</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 04 Apr 2008 19:51:40 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ okay so i've spent some time here, Hmmm. I really like this site . And again i ask myself am i really good enough . I guess i just need to flow with the positive energies of the day.A new job always makes things a little easier. Money came in the mail today and now i can finally get my books for class . hmm again things are starting to turn around,  the bills are paid in full and my health is actually where it needs to be , The Goddess and God have smiled down upon this little witch and  perhaps i have finally earned some good karma. Now not to screw things up. That reminds me i still need to leave out an offering. Hey maybe i can do a piece on Tyche, goddess of fortune. She definitely has been putting a good word in for me. or is it because i have finally manage to control the forces withnin myself which in turn curbs the negative forces in my life. well what ever it is i sure could use this in my next pieces. I should really go home and pain. hmmm<br /><br />Blessed Be!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~PrincessBelladona</author>
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                <title>New Findings</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 04 Apr 2008 18:29:01 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Ah deviant art, perhaps a way fro me to become known as  a seroius artist but i doubt my skills and wonder if my work is worth any viewing. And i gain new wisdom in my technique. I love fantasy and it has been so long since i have even attempted to produce objective work. Abstract, anyone can do that. And yet i find my greatest joy from throwing down my random colors from the spectrum.Hmmm. New start. I hope things go well<br /><br />Blessed Be!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~PrincessBelladona</author>
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