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~Prodigy-Jester — Sun, 04 Oct 2009 19:16:45 PDT

I have no reason to talk to you; and yet I want to so bad.
Maybe it's just the idea of having someone around that I miss. I don't know.
It's almost pointless to type this out.

Nothing has ever changed. I don't believe it would ever change.
Ever..

You have nice memories of me.. but you won't give me good memories of you.
and when all is wrong you're still the last person to even try and fix anything.

You left me..
I never left you..

You ditched me..
You lied to me..
You accused me..
You could almost say you were a step below cheating on me with what you did with other guys and who you spoke to while lying to me saying that you weren't.
You just didn't screw them.. as far as I would know..

I can't trust you to even know that answer.

You miss all of these things about me..
What do I miss about you..

Well I guess I could say I miss about you the same of what you miss of me.
What, that I would tell you stories for none in return. That I would sing to you for no sound in return.
That I would put my arms around you while you fell asleep ontop of me.
That I could kiss you all day but you could only kiss me but so much until you'd rather go to sleep and ignore me and not even touch me.

Maybe I miss the idea of having someone around.
I know everyone gets over things though.

I've never wanted relationships because they're not worth it. For anyone.
The world is a slut, romance has yet to exist aside from stories.
People get together, they break up.
I don't understand how someone can be with someone.. and stare at another person..
How someone can be with someone.. and tell them they love them.. and find attraction for another.
I don't understand how someone can be with another person.. and lie to them.. about anything.
There shouldn't be such thing as dating.
There should be purely awesome or there should not be anything..

I want purely awesome or I don't want anything at all.
and nothing is purely awesome.

Maybe i'm the only one who sees it that way.

If I had a girl..
she would be the perfect girl.

She wouldn't find every other guy important.. and treat me like anything I say or have feelings for matters.
She wouldn't fuck me over for some other guy in order to talk to him about whatever..
Have him get involved.. and then give a shit for what he has to say or do afterwards.

She wouldn't leave me because she was wrong.

She wouldn't be wrong.

...
I could type a lot.. but I may as well stop.
Before I feel like i'm trying for something again when I shouldn't.

The idea Matt is to just leave.
Leave leave leave and die happy.
Ocean.. freedom.
No drama.
No parents.
No family.
Awesomeness.
You want awesome.

and then she ims you..
I want awesomeness..
or I don't want anything.

9:23am: 10:3:2009:

~Prodigy-Jester — Sat, 03 Oct 2009 06:32:15 PDT

Updates:

-Moving within this weak, more than likely tomorrow.
-Working on Digital Painting more so than manipulation.

Havn't posted a journal on here since about the beginning of June, aside from Club Journals.

Rammsteins album should be out soon.
The Birthday Massacre is coming out with a new album in 2010.
Aqua is coming out with a new album in 2010.
Dethkloks new album sucks.
Ink Dot Boys new album has been once again postponed.
Muse's new album is okay.
The Protomens new album is the shit.

Sprite in a can is kind of disgusting.

Hello Daniel. lol

Dark Club:

~Prodigy-Jester — Mon, 10 Aug 2009 03:05:56 PDT

11:59am:

~Prodigy-Jester — Mon, 20 Jul 2009 09:12:14 PDT

Listening to: U2
Changes to: Nine Inch Nails - Wish

Not much to say.. was tired of seeing that lame icon of some DA club that wasn't active anymore.

I'm very tired.
Very bored.

You know.. Nine Inch Nails could be so much better.
They're good.. like so good that you almost want to favorite them.
But you can't because they're just like.. not amazing.
I really think it's his voice.
The dude has a good voice but really.. it's not the voice to fit their music.

He has the voice of Monster Magnet, Filter and Stabbing Westward..

Each of them have the same exact voice.

Except Monster Magnet was from like, 1989..
Filter started in 1993..
Stabbing Westward started in.. wow.. 1985.. i didn't know Filter was that old.

and NIN was 1988?
I was sure Monster Magnet was before Nine Inch Nails..
they were probably famous before NIN i'm sure..
because Heavy Metal was created in 1981..
and Heavy Metal 2000 was obviously made on 2000.
Though it seems a LOT longer ago..
9 years ago.. almost 10.

hrm.. i was thinking Monster Magnet played for Heavy Metal, not Heavy Metal FAKK 2..
so yeah nvm.. Monster Magnet isn't that old.

What are some interesting movies that like.. not a lot of people have seen for some reason.

There's:
Heavy Metal
Heavy Metal 2000
Cool World
The Witches

Downloading 'the witches' now.. actually..

There's a lot more but whatever.

I'm so bored..

Dark-Asphyxiation Club:

~Prodigy-Jester — Tue, 30 Jun 2009 22:51:06 PDT

Dark Club:

~Prodigy-Jester — Mon, 15 Jun 2009 08:12:06 PDT

6:34pm:

~Prodigy-Jester — Sat, 06 Jun 2009 15:46:09 PDT

He met her in the fall. He took her to a movie.

Nothing new in art lately other than the recent drawing.. in which I have yet to really color anymore with it.

Recent updates:
-In a band, though i'm not sure if i'm going to stay in it.
-Really concidering cutting down on the alcohol.
-Weddings booked for June 20th and July 11th. A few booked in August though not sure of the exact dates yet.

Those should give me a total with two in August, of $1600 for four weddings.
Spending $365 on a video camera.

Should possibly be getting a job at Barr Labs soon, which pays $15-$20 an hour for five days a week full time.

Spending about $600 of the $1600 on a photography camera.
Leaving me out of the booked weddings so far with a tad under $700 left.

It's $600 for a plane ride to London, about a few thousand to get to the Australian area and other countries that far over.
Might just go with the grand site and just leave for California for about twenty something bucks.
In which myphotography will get me a shit load of money out there, so I could use the $600 and something left for a cheap apartment, and photograph the shit out of shit.

Though again, dreams don't come true.
I'll probably end up losing my money or getting shot or something before any of that ever happens.

Still reading?
Anyways..
What else is new..

Blach, that's what's new.. nothing at all.. actually a lot but whatever, i'm pretty tired of typing these retarded deals.

Nunya:

~Prodigy-Jester — Tue, 12 May 2009 18:58:33 PDT

For who knows this concerns them:

okay so as said basically..
you've got the css, and you've got your other crap.

on the css, let's say you wanted to make the background color black..
every main deal you're going to be using, starts with either a . or a #... it doesn't matter which one.. i use periods because they're just little dots that are more common looking really. it's up to the person.

so i could say:
.background{

}

which in css, you don't put a semicolon after the.. god whytf can't i ever remember what they're called again.. the {'s

you only have to put it after every statement within those brackets.

so it'd be like:
.background{
background-color:#000;
}

or it could be:

.woogaboogaglkasnj{
background-color:#000;
}

same concept.

now when you call that on an htm or php..
or whatever.

you call it with div.

so:

that's what you have to remember.

then all of your content goes here.. or no content, it's whatever.

[which obviously closes the div]

so now all of the background would be black.. and of course you could edit whatever's within the div with html, or yet more css.. which is just more divs.

id you want to link a page with another page in php.. you use

php always opens with and closes with ;?>

If you use an echo statement.. which echo is always used to put out text..

then you'd have something like:

if you echo.. then you as shown above use quotes:

echo""

if you use quotes, then you cannot use quotes within the echo... for example:

echo"hello person "omfg" wowee"

it'll call an error.

so instead of quotes within quotes, you use apostrophes..

echo"hello person 'omfg' wowee"

there are ways to use php within an echo.. which is very difficult to do.. but yeah.

basically when you use php.. you won't really ever use quotes because of echo statements.. you can use apostrophes wherever you can use quotes.

for example:

when you're trying to make something for people to login.. once you make the whole deal for it to work.. echos come in hand for when they're logged in and not logged in:

if $user[logged] echo "all of the users information"; [note the semicolon to end the statement..]

now so you don't get confused, this is the same line as above:

if $user[logged] echo "all of the users information"; else echo "all of the information you want non logged in users to see";?>

so the above says, if you're logged in.. you see your account info.. if you're not logged in.. then fuck you. lol

when you get into jquery.. things are called with $

the way i remembered it is by associating $ with the word 'get'

so:

$(document).ready(function){

};

ends with semicolon as always..

the above is basically saying:
get the document.. if the document is ready [so basically associate a period with the word 'if'] then get the following function..

which is when the brackets then reopen for jank.

so then you could call like.. all paragraphs.. in which with html would be

so then you go

$(document).ready(function){
$("p").onclick('hide'
};

which obviously hides all

's

you put it in quotes also as shown..

if you want a specific paragraph.. for example you have:

i hate facebook

i hate myspace

when you call ("p").. it gets both of those and as said above, hides them.

so if you only wanted to get the 'i hate facebook' paragraph..
it'd be like:

i hate facebook

i hate myspace

then in the jquery above.. where it says:
$("p").onclick('hide'

instead of that.. seeing as you only want the paragraph with an id of whatever.

you'd put:

$("p#whatever").onclick('hide'

so now it only gets that one.. so when you save it.. and load the page..
you'll see that only the 'i hate myspace' paragraph is showing...

8:40am:

~Prodigy-Jester — Tue, 12 May 2009 05:54:31 PDT

So i'm definately tired. Didn't get to sleep until around 3am and yet woke up around 7am because of my stupid ear going def or whatever it's doing. So it's fixed as of the moment.
I'm tired.
I hate typing this crap.
I enjoy not having views on the DA version though.. it makes me feel like no one basically stalks me.

Listening To: Filter - Spent
Drinking: Water
Burning: The Dark Crystal
Downloading: Little Nicky
Just Finished Burning: Zack and Miri Make a Porno
About To Download: The Watchmen

Well that was fun.
Anyways, working on a PM that i'm stuck with what to do next.
It's not Einhander.
Who knows when i'll begin working on that.

Website is moving along though more issues come up the more I edit crap.
Still have to categorize forums which I have no clue when i'll get to.
Don't believe i'm going to have online offline deal any longer. I enjoy the fact of just updating a time stamp.
So that users can just see when the last time a person was on is.
Today's Tuesday..
Which is basically Throwdown Tuesday.

Listening To: Ink Dot Boy - The Beautiful Murder Part I

Website picture deal is moving along.. though there's sill a bug in the uploader.. plan on switching the entire uploader to jquery when I feel like I have absolutely nothing to do again.

Javascript is just like jquery i've found now, though there are just key deals that differentiate each other.

I'm so tired.
I feel like ranting.
I just want to rant.

I think if I could rant forever, I would.

I officially have all of the videos of the altercations between Hope and I during our last drinking sessions.
As well as Adam Cameron and I whipping eachother with a Fly Swatter Handle, an Antenna, and a Metal Broom.

Yeah.. I have scars all over my back and arms.
and they say Jesus suffered. Wasn't he a wine drinker.. alcohol makes whipping yourself have an incredible adrenaline rush.

But I have the videos for those.
Alcoholocaust will be released either New Years Day or about a week afterwards.. depends if we all throwdown on new years.
DVD so far includes around 17 people drinking.
Planning on throwing down at HRD for the alcoholocaust also.. which will then include around 50 people or more.

DVD will probably be 5 bucks.. but more than likely 10.. to see a years worth of drinking.. yup.

Includes are: Drinking, Fighting, Throwing Up, Adventures to Sheetz and Walmart, Sticking condoms on ceiling, pissing in places you're not supposed to, chugging whole liters of vodka, half liters of tequila, man shots [which aren't that great anymore], composing music, ... actually.. a lot of things now that i think about it.

To be included, include yourself.. unless you're not liked, then as said.

So yeah.. i'm tired.. i'm tired tired tired tired.

Listening To: Jay and the Americans - This Magic Moment

I'm getting off of this crap..

3:26pm Monday 5:4:09:

~Prodigy-Jester — Mon, 04 May 2009 12:35:24 PDT

So, I have a job.. though I definitely don't want this job.
I'm currently in the process of getting hired somewhere else though now that pays 9 - 9.50 an hour. 5 days a week.. a ton of hours a day.

I'm level 230 on Mafia Wars somehow.. i'm about 3 job completions until I unlock the ??? jobs.
Bahaha

Listening to: Ink Dot Boy - Circle

but now listening to: The Presets - Down Down Down [Digitalism Remix]

What was I going to type...
ahh yes.

Well soon i'll be making another manipulation.
Naming it Einhander.

Which means i'm making the pic incredible if I have the chance and time.
I need to buy some flipping film.

Either mountain dew.. or film.. God.. I can't stand this.
I know i'm going to just spend what I have on the dew.. though I shouldn't because I need a bus pass to the deal I have to go to tomorrow.. though really.. it wasn't my choice in getting this job i've got now.
Moms flipping bf delivers there and they told him they'd hire me if I came in.

It's too far away.. it pays shit.
I didn't want it in the first place.
It'd be boring.
I can wear jeans, dress pants, tshirts, etc.
Don't have to wear a company shirt or clothes.
This other place that i've already called and i'm waiting for the call back.. i can wear all the dress clothes I want.. I have a computer, a desk, and all I do is talk on the phone all day.
It's like being a flipping telemarketer except not.
Which is purely awesome.

God.. RAWR

Einhander shall be awesome.. if it's not, i won't post it.. until it is awesome.
Yes.

92294 97939 067:

~Prodigy-Jester — Mon, 27 Apr 2009 17:53:39 PDT

So basically there are only 4 people who have ever been able to read the above.
Including myself.
Two of them probably forgot..
Yeah.. they would've forgotten by now.
One of them probably remembers the jist of how it works.. but doesn't exactly remember.
So basically i'm the only one who will ever know what the title says. Buahaha.
The four people being:
Myself
Daniel Todd
Brandon Overstreet
and Ben Briscoe

so yes.

Anyways.. for the point of this.
Listening To: Deadsy - Itty Bitty Titty Girl
Drinking: The Power, and Water
and about to drink: Chocolate Milk..

----
Things i've done.. in my own, 'ersonal' opinion of how I may describe that.
Though the definition is far off.

7th: HTML, 1000 peice puzzles, bike backwards, backflip on trampoline
8th: 2012, Freemason, Sumerians, Mayans, Nostradamus, cmd and hacking, more html, css
9th: electronics, witch acts, guitar, martial arts, vbs
10th: explosives, major electronics, organization, drugs
11: bugs, fight club, astral projection and lucid dreaming, C++
12th: photoshop, videography, php
1A: website, models, alcohol, stickshift, jquery, javascript
----
etc.
----
19 - 30: 11
-
Hollow Earth, 3: 2012, back into electronics, camera, boat, DSPAR, =] etc.
-

BOOO FUCKING HOOO

2:51pm, Sunday 4:26:2009:

~Prodigy-Jester — Sun, 26 Apr 2009 12:01:31 PDT

Listening To: U2 - Beautiful Day
Consuming: The Power and Water..

So, the site for a single day was moving along.. though after that day I sort of took another break from it.. which I need to stop doing.
Sign up to the site: vicariousconcept.com

Absolutely no one is hiring.. I havn't been drinking as much lately.. There's no way so far in getting $600 -$1000 for a camera..

I might just start using my shit camera [which is.. actually alright but it's not what i need] for locals.. and just start charging for manipulations.

Listening To: Velvet Acid Christ - There is no God

Puts on chapstick.
I need ideas for jank to make.. no one ever has ideas.

I have a ton of ideas but there's only but so much I can do until I get a nice camera.
Mom has a.. very nice.. camera.
Though it's back from the 90's.. I believe it might be 12.5 megapixels.. though it's film.

If I pitch out cash for film which would suck.. I might be able to do that until I can just get a digital camera with atleast 12MP.

Though i'd have to get each one flipping developed also.. in which i'm not looking for tiny pictures to scan onto the comp and edit.. it loses resolution which loses the point of using the camera in the first place.
Actually.. omfg.. my scanner takes in film and uploads it. God I forgot about that.
So I don't need to get anything developed.
I just need to buy film.

Testing this soon.

Listening To: The Beatles - Tomorrow Never Knows

I'm about to go tan with all the freak insects of the world.
and watch them as they stop.. watch me.. and slowly inch towards me.. until i raise my hand to flick them away.. and they stop turn around, speed back into the grass.. and sit at the edge where the grass meets the concrete.. watching me.

Fuck bugs.

There's a ton of things that are just proving evermore that they're intelligent and taking statistics of the world.

But yes.. 3pm..
Going tanning now.

Ooh la la:

~Prodigy-Jester — Wed, 15 Apr 2009 06:35:55 PDT

This'll be almost the 5th week I believe of nonstop drinking. WOOO
Throwing down yet again tonight.
Throwing down tomorrow.
Weekend is always a promise.
By Monday of course we're bound to have some form of money in getting more alcohol.

Havn't worked on anything whatsoever more weeks.
Quite enjoyable to just relax and throw down every day.
Though I do need to work on shit.

Drinking Gatorade.
Eating breadsticks.
Incredibly stuffed but they're just so good.

As for those with really nice cameras.. you should tell me, and i'll make plans with you and taking pictures of yourself and having me edit them because I need new pics, I need ideas.

Photoshoot coming soon with Victoria.

Deleted users on site but it's up for reregistration.
This time being absolute now that i've got the info I need.

Chugged half a bottle of Tequila the other day.
It was absolutely disguisting, especially after 12 shots.
Still can't throw up.. =]
Supposedly I call a lot of people while i'm drunk if someone leaves their phone sitting around.

Youtube should have an incredible drunk video up soon with Adam and I.

Absolutely incredible I say.

Was going to update on something else.. no idea what it was..

Uuhhh.. oh, i don't support Ink Dot Boy anymore..

still love the music, we took eachother off the top and havn't really had any contact with him since.

The time is almost here.

Holy Crap:

~Prodigy-Jester — Tue, 31 Mar 2009 18:19:08 PDT

So i'm on DA
and I show my friend here how ugly this dude is. [kyle]

and the first thing he says:
is, "is that all of her pictures"
having no clue i was showing him a guy. hahahah

he thought i was showing him an ugly chick.

omshit

12:03am:

~Prodigy-Jester — Thu, 26 Mar 2009 21:09:07 PDT

Well.. i'll definately be in NJ as of tomorrow.
I wonder if I can find some people to get pics of to work with in photoshop.

I'll be back Monday though.

Listening to: Marilyn Manson - (S)aint

I'm currently sketching out another tattoo idea for a biomechanical reason.
Upper sleeve.

Kyle Hille is still a flaming homo.. who still to this day is a scared little sissy to say anything outside of the internet.

Currently in two contests online.

I'm working on the second contest while I sketch this tattoo..

must put a ton of effort indeed.

Kaboom Kaboomaa

Anyways.. I was going to type more but I don't really feel like it..

So.. bubye

Kyle Jay Hille [ lol ]

~Prodigy-Jester — Fri, 20 Mar 2009 18:25:57 PDT

I'm posting this here.. because I know Kyle can read it here.. and I would absolutely love Kyle to read it. ^_^

As many of you may know, and as many of you may not know as well:
I was recently dating a female in which both her and Kyle persuaded me into dating..
It was very close to two years of me being single, in which was my goal.
Btw, i'm not stating her name because she really hasn't started anything as of now.

Well in a long story short, Kyle used to date this girl. He fell in love with her.
Fell 'in love' - I quote that.

.. ha.

Well, first of all I just have to say this song is absolutely incredible.

Anyways, back to the story.
Kyle wanted me to date this girl.. though I knew truly he didn't. He only wanted to make her oh so happy. TEHE.. -gag

I didn't date this girl for a few days and didn't even concider it because I didn't want to hurt my friends feelings.

Well it came to being that really.. he's a liar.. I knew he was lying about his feelings. I knew he has lied to me and everyone else plenty of times before.. and I started to recall when he actually screwed me over in the past for this girl.
For the girl I didn't even want to date at the time, though he took to full throttle and started sticking up for my nasty ex in which this girl was now friends with in which started to stick up for Kyle because of his team work with the ex and this whole shabang went down.
It was quite lame.

Well I knew he screwed me over for no reason.. and if he was going to lie about his emotions, then I may as well let him regret his decision.. because hey, the girl is alright looking and i've known her for two years.. maybe it could work out alright.. she has been wanting to date me ever since she met me.

Well.. long story short, again.. I was drunk, Kyle knew I was drunk and he was sober.. he spilt a ton of information to me in which I recalled the next morning as a vague memory.. though I remembered everything he said.. see you're not supposed to tell people that.. they take it to their advantage.
While instead you can use it to your own advantage, hear what they have to say the next day and the days on end, and see exactly how much they change it around.

Well indeed Kyle changed it all around.. he lied some more, and lied again.
He even posted a journal in which he had no clue I read on the occasion or knew the link to about how he'd screw all of his friends over again just to be with this girl.
A girl in whom one, can't stand the way he looks, has stated over and over she was only with him because he buys her whatever she wants, because he let her be mean to him.
and why did he do this? Because Kyle is lame.. because he can't keep a girlfriend.. because quite seriously, he is ugly.. he is very ugly.
and he knows it.

So he 'falls in love' with someone who doesn't love him..
it sounds more like a crush to me.. a really big lame six year old crush.

So seeing this journal.. I highly disagree. well that's against the whole point of this so, basically he apologized for that journal, as well as other journals, as well as a bunch of other things.
Well you know.. the more things you have to say sorry for... especially when they're all related.. and it just keeps happening, you sort of get to the point where you really could care less for their apologies, and you get annoyed, and irritated.. and you tell them to piss off, and they beg to be your friend still, and you stay their friend, though with little contact, and as they're trying to make the friendship better, they continue to do shit that pisses you off.
So eventually, I got fed up with Kyle again, and as always, I don't see someone who lies, who's stupid, who would fuck their friends over for some girl, to be a friend of mine, and basically, they can go cut their wrists and cry in the mirror until they die.

Well, this girl broke up with me for a lame reason.. a very lame reason.
A reason because we were friends for so long, that she couldn't get past the friend feeling, that normally you start to feel more.
We were only dating for like two weeks.
and we only saw eachother twice during those two weeks. In which each time we were drinking ferociously and then she had to go straight home.
So basically.. she wasted my time.
We did the nasty, we kissed on the occasion, etc.. and i'm not one for just going around screwing whomever.
So basically it was a waste of my time.
See now I wasn't mad though.. I really could've cared less and I was still going to be her friend.
I was irritated like hell because of the situation and how my two year streak was just ruined for absolutely no reason, because she begged the shit oout of me to date her just to break it off with me and screw me after like two days of seeing eachother re...

Ink Dot Boy:

~Prodigy-Jester — Thu, 19 Mar 2009 20:19:48 PDT

Add Ink Dot Boy on myspace.
myspace.com/inkdotboy

you can also download the entire first album from inkdotboy.com/download

Note to the band that Manic [vicariousconcept] sent you.

INDEEDDDD

I'm tired as shit.

You know what Bob Marley says.

I don't know what Bob Marley says.. he just says.

Add Ink Dot Boy.

You know what Matt can't take..

~Prodigy-Jester — Wed, 18 Mar 2009 21:24:41 PDT

Matt can't take Shannyn Sossamon.

Yes, I know.. Daniel thinks she's ugly as butt lol

But MAN, I don't know what it is but man I get the HOTS from her. lolol

Maybe it's the hair. I don't know.

But i'm definately listening to Cher right now.
Yes.. the form of existance in which gave birth to God.
Elijah Blue Allman.

Now I don't know what's worse.. Shannyn Sossamon or Elijah.
xD

I need to shave.

Deal:

~Prodigy-Jester — Wed, 18 Mar 2009 19:42:04 PDT

I havn't been working on anything for the past few days.
I drink too much.

I'm working on something interesting though right now.

Though the quality of the picture is shit because someone had to be gay and not know what they were doing.

This is lame.. I stopped blogging through myspace actually and now i'm back to updating DA journals.

wtcrap.

Though this isn't as... constant.. and.. yeah.

Anyways.. i'm officially a promoter for Ink Dot Boy, in whom is becoming quite the large band.

There's only 10 promoters and i'm one now.. so we'll see how this turns out with him.

Also, Krista takes beast shots and they're epically clear, so i'll be working with Krista when it comes to photographs and ideas from now on.. so I should have some incredible things to work with very soon.

Also: I deleted everyone from the site, reregister at your own will, i made it more organized for me through the database.

Matt Needs Opinions:

~Prodigy-Jester — Mon, 16 Mar 2009 07:41:37 PDT

I need ideas for something artistic to do.
I'm running out of photoshop ideas until I can get my own camera to take my own pics.
I havn't quite ran out of sketching ideas though I don't sketch too often anymore and it's hard to put my ideas on paper like I used to.
I don't have enough money for supplies really to make anything.

I need an idea, for a video, for a project.
Even for sketching or photoshop.

Ba ba ba ba ba ba ba

ra ra ra ra ra ra ra

or something.
-stops to head bang.

okay. ideas please
danka

I Need Ideas:

~Prodigy-Jester — Thu, 12 Mar 2009 10:11:10 PDT

I have a series of deals:

Aphotic
Combustion
Permafrost
Psychotic
Panorama
Lygophiliac

It's getting more and more difficult to think of things to manipulate and create.

Also: maybe one day i'll stop posting as many blogs on the space of my as I have on here baha

Model Mayhem

~Prodigy-Jester — Mon, 02 Mar 2009 19:24:17 PST

#1083379

Sketching:

~Prodigy-Jester — Tue, 24 Feb 2009 22:36:36 PST

It's hard to think of things to draw now that my attention has pulled to photoshop.
I'm alwasy trying to think of ways to manipulate things now rather than what to create from nothing.

This is definately going to be a switch.

New DA

~Prodigy-Jester — Thu, 22 Jan 2009 13:11:31 PST

is kind of nifty.

Goal:

~Prodigy-Jester — Tue, 18 Nov 2008 22:19:29 PST

Continue testing photoshop, Corel Painter, and Illustrator until my art exceeds my already uploaded and old art.
To where I recieve more page views with a minimum rather than a maximum.

[Someone uploaded a deal today, and I saw that they'd recieved already over 6k views on the deal in just the few hours it had been uploaded.. wtf]

For Those of You Who Don't Know:

~Prodigy-Jester — Thu, 30 Oct 2008 13:17:01 PDT

Havn't been living in Lynchburg for about 3 months now.
;and have highly limited access to a computer.
So yes.
Also, my gaia account isn't mine anymore. Gave it to a friend for a notebook, nametag, rasor and a pen. =]
So yuhhh

Vicarious Concept:

~Prodigy-Jester — Tue, 16 Sep 2008 08:24:32 PDT

Decided i'd post a tad on the site.

It's not finished.
Things are being worked on.

Though whomever should read this.
They should sign up to my site.

Vicariousconcept.com

and remember.. it's still being worked on.
You can talk through the forums for now though to see what's up.

I don't make journals anymore it seems.

~Prodigy-Jester — Thu, 21 Aug 2008 12:35:35 PDT

So I though i'd make one. xD

What I've Found.

~Prodigy-Jester — Wed, 30 Jul 2008 01:14:12 PDT

I've Found That Those Who Post Literature Submits Receive Far More Page Views Aposed To Those Whom Don't.

...

I Believe That Deviant"ART" Emplies the Word "Art"...

...

not a thousand people and their retarded thoughts or emotions.

Put your crap in a journal.. the world doesn't want to read it.. you're all just hogging the page views like woh.

I should start posting lits.

Tuesday Morning.

~Prodigy-Jester — Mon, 07 Jul 2008 21:55:05 PDT

Yes. It is infact I, the miraculous Matt.
Come to save the existance with yet another journal.
It has been yet of some time since I have composed my most knowledgeful knowledge.
So I will entertain your minds with the glamour and most wonders of sweet specialness.
=]

Anywho.
It is of the 12:51am time period on Tuesday Morning.
The sun is gone.
The moon is hidden by clouds.
and it of course... is about to rain.

... angry.

Just got back from skating not too long ago so eh.
hrm.. what to type.

I just don't know.

So..

i'm making a website.

yes.
i'm in the process of coding it now.
once i'm finished [which should be soon] i'll post it up online and share the detail.
The only thing I want to do before finalizing it is find a purpose for it.

Yet it will be for my videography, concept art and manipulations, for my web design and layouts.
Yes it will be for journals and blogs and the such.

But I want a purpose.
My purpose to even exist in my opinion is my own personal deal, not yours. So I won't share that quite yet.
But in the figure of having such a short lifespan.. then what else can I do?

Nothing. Can't and most won't do anything other than fulfill that.

Yeah, i'll live this ordinary side life that the many of you live [all of you.]

;but yet.. yes.

So in this site somewhere.. will be the epicness of all epic.

and it will be mine.

Tuesday

~Prodigy-Jester — Tue, 10 Jun 2008 08:37:55 PDT

Road the ripstik to school today.
Didn't have to wake up until 8:30 but I was still tired as hell.
Had to ride the stik deal cause there was no other way I could get to school.
So.. i've definately got about half an hour in this class. and this is the exam.. so i've been in here for an hour and a half.
After this half hour, i'll never be in this class again.
Wooo
Tomorrow i've got 4th and 1st period exams.. in which afterwards I will never be in those classes again. and Thursday i sit in 6th period doing nothing.
and I am then free.
Yeah
Indeed.
I am free.
entirely..
fricken..

free.

Monday - Part Deux

~Prodigy-Jester — Mon, 09 Jun 2008 10:56:16 PDT

So, Journal deals have been updated. So that's pretty cool. I like the new look.
I'm working on a sketch right now that I could've finished a long time ago but no class has given me the chance really.

I love how i've never done a single deal of homework this entire year for the fact that i've never been given homework. That i've never been given a project, that work has been so little and easy this entire year; and yet this past week and today.. i've gotten more work than i've gotten this entire year. A project, homework, quizes, tests, etc.
Why... none of it's for the exams coming up.. so why.. wtf.
Whatever, anyways. Thursday I have to bring my ripstik to school cause i leave early for the reason of having no exam 7th period..
although i have one 6th so yeah..
We're told not to bring things like that to school or anything even just for exams.
But.. I have no way other than walking to get home and i'm not walking alll the fricken way home.
Ah, what am I ranting for.. not like they'll really say anything.

Yeah though, this sketch is awesome.

--I forgot I was typing this journal for a few minutes.. started drawing again. ha

Anyways though.. as said in the last journal deal, this is the last full day of school.. ever.
I have 40 minutes of this day left and nothing to do in here so it'll go by fast.

I have one exam tomorrow, and that's 3rd period.
I have one exam Wednesday, and that's 4th period, then i leave. No.. no i don't, nvm.
I have two exams Wednesday. I got my 1st period exam shifted to 5th period wednesday cause I don't have a 5th period exam. So i've got 4th and 5th exams Wednesday.
and Thursday i've got one exam in which will be sitting in class and playing the piano or drawing.
I'm going to ask him if I don't have to come that day.. why should I? Last exam in that class, he asked us what MIDI stood for.. then he whispered/couphed the answer and we all repeated what he said and he then stated "ahh, look at that, you guys got an A!"
and that was it. ha. So we sat in there for 2 hours until the next bell rang and we left.
So in all seriousness, i've only got 3 exams. Technical Drawing, US Government, and English.
Yeah.. so.. Friday i'm out.. in which I have to come to a stupid graduation practice at 5pm Friday.. have to be there around 4:30 as I was told. Mom's at work that day so i'm ripstiking it up there.
and Saturday, is graduation.. Thank God.
Thank friggin whatever the hell to thank.
12 years of hell plus preschool shouldn't be thanked.
a year and a half of alternative school.
two and a half months of detention home.
200 hours of community service.
Three weeks of a boys home.
yeah.. plus everything else..
screw that jank.

Twelves years should be thanking me for the entertainment.

Caroline said she'd give me a ride home today cause she's got her new car.
I really don't feel like getting a ride home from her.
Yeah, screw that.. she'll be waiting for me in the parking lot but I really don't care.

All she wants to do is play guitar hero and watch youtube while stalking all of her friends comments and friends and her friends friends comments and so on.

Bus it is.

The new journals scroll bar isn't align right..
i say 15 pixels to the left..

it'll be align with the lower box. -with the lsitening to: and the reading: and mood deal.

Anyways.. i'm done typing.. not really but i may as well be.. i'm going back to drawing.

Monday

~Prodigy-Jester — Mon, 09 Jun 2008 05:10:25 PDT

So today's finally the full day of school for me.. thank God.
and being that there's only like.. 3 more half days left for me.. i still hear someone say something so fucking stupid.

I come into class, there's a bug outside the class and a teacher is killing it.

and while in the class, some girl (the one who blows her nose and sticks the wide open deal on her desk and crap) is talking about how there's a bug outside... hanging from a tree upside down, and she describes how big it is with her hands which comes out to be like.. half a foot.. and she said kids were thropwing paper at it and it was flapping its wings.. and that it's black.. and it's just hanging upside down from the tree.. and that this bug was huge..

bug..

that's a fucking bat retard.

wtf. omfg.

someone stated "a bat?" and she was like "that's probably what it was, that bug, or that bat, was huge though"

wtf...

whatever.. ignore it matt ignore it..

sdhflashdfglhsdf

and the soda machine is out of soda...
like.. all of it.. GUHHHHH
i need mountain dew.
anyways... i forgot my flash drive today and i couldn't find my watch.. almost missed the bus cause mom moved my watch wherever she moved it and of course she said she never moved it.. although when i woke up this morning the entire living room table was cleared off!! my watch was on that fricken table.. and no one fricken else lives there and she's always clearing that table off. omfg.

anywayysssss.. I HATE THIS SCHOOL

Issues

~Prodigy-Jester — Fri, 06 Jun 2008 11:19:15 PDT

[ding ding]
[smooch]
[champagne pop]
[champagne bubbles]

Oohh, I'd rather fuck ya than kiss ya (kiss ya)
But I won't press the issue
You know what I need is (I need, I need)
And ya never gonna be it (be it)
I shoulda hesitated
Limousine inebriated
So unsophisticated (-cated)
Too late to be debated

It's 3 a.m. - she won't put out
Lets go make out with her friends
Make out with her friends' friends
It's 3 a.m. - she won't put out
Lets go make out with her friends
MAKE OUT WITH HER FRIENDS

[ding ding]
[smooch]
[champagne pop]
[champagne bubbles]

Oohh, I want a lot of profanity
With a lot of lost virginity
It's a boy's intuition
With a right explanation
'Cause I'm on that mission
With deducted admission
Now take my clothes off
And show me what you're made of

It's 3 a.m. - she won't put out
Lets go make out with her friends
Make out with her friends' friends
It's 3 a.m. - she won't put out
MAKE OUT WITH HER FRIENDS

Excuse me, do you want to screw? [x2]
I'm so amazing in the sack
Yes, I'm so amazing in the sack

[ding ding]
[smooch]
[champagne pop]
[champagne bubbles]

[Jimmy:] I'd rather fuck you than kiss you

I want a lot of profanity
With a lot of lost virginity

Now take those clothes off
And show me what you're made of

It's 3 a.m. - she won't put out

It's 3 a.m. - she won't put out
Lets go make out with her friends
Make out with her friends' friends
Make out with her friends, make out with her friends' friends [x8]

I Fricken Loved This

~Prodigy-Jester — Fri, 06 Jun 2008 09:25:40 PDT

[link]

Friday

~Prodigy-Jester — Fri, 06 Jun 2008 05:15:10 PDT

I Saw This Posted As a Poll For Someone I'm Watching. I Never Check What Anyone Posts, I ust Like Their Art If I Watch Them. But as I Went To Delete This One, I Noticed the Title and Decided To Check It Out.
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What religion do you follow?
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31% 304 deviants said Atheist (none)
29% 291 deviants said Christian
15% 148 deviants said Other _____
12% 122 deviants said Agnostic
5% 46 deviants said Pagan
3% 32 deviants said Islam
3% 30 deviants said Buddhist
1% 8 deviants said Satanist
1% 8 deviants said Jewish
0% 3 deviants said Hindu
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and of course Ahtiesm is in the lead.
If you check out stats online, there are almost as many athiests as there are Christians, and the numbers are getting larger.
yeah. It's just wonderful.
anywho.. this brownie is awesome.

Mountain Dew Addiction

~Prodigy-Jester — Thu, 05 Jun 2008 05:30:01 PDT

"Every now and then you'll hear stories on the news about how using methamphetamine, heroine, or crack cocaine has seriously messed up individual's lives, caused them irreparable harm to their wallet and landed them in jail for years on end. You'll probably hear stories about the excessive use of alcohol, why you shouldn't drink and drive, and why you should quit smoking, but there's one addictive drug you don't hear being condemned on the news at all. In fact many of the people who report the news consume this drug before going into work every morning. It has a number of detrimental effects to one's health, can be very costly over time, yet no one is in an uproar about it. The drug in question is nothing more than caffeine. You'll find it in coffee, most brands of pop (or soda), and in a number of other products.

If you drink a lot of caffeine, but don't consider it an addiction, I dare you to try and not drink any pop, any coffee, or any beverage tomorrow that contains caffeine. Chances are you'll be on edge, quick to temper, and be craving your next bottle of pop or cup of coffee. By then there'll be no question whether or not you're addicted or not.

Most people start out with one or two caffeinated beverages per day, but after a while the number increases. Their body becomes used to the caffeine it's getting and starts wanting more. You'll be tempted to try drinks with more caffeine in them and drink more of the caffeinated beverages you already consume. There are some individuals that drink a 12 pack of Mountain Dew every single day! Now that's an addiction! These people are spending over $100 a month just on pop alone! That's more than some people's grocery budgets!"
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"Early-stage Mountain Dew users describe experiencing a sweet, highly pleasurable oral sensation and, in high doses, a rush of energy known as "doing the Dew." In certain users, the product also induces feelings of extreme confidence and invulnerability, leading them to engage in such high-risk activities as bungee-jumping and skydiving."
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"I've been a six-pack-a-day Mountain Dew drinker for almost 20 years, and it hasn't negatively affected me whatsoever," DeSilva continued. "If it did, I could quit any time I wanted to."
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"Caffeine is a central nervous system stimulant, providing that familiar kick on which we have come to depend. As with all stimulants, there is a price to be paid. If you run the body on overdrive for an extended period of time by artificially stimulating the adrenals, expect breakdown to occur."
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"Caffeine addiction also has a social aspect. Where as all other drugs have a social stigma attached to them, caffeine products from chocolate to coffee are widely accepted by the general public. Despite its acceptance and central nervous stimulant affecting a person's sense of well being, caffeine's use is also associated with a number of physical and psychological syndromes that are similar to other drugs, i.e. caffeine addiction."
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"Both the WHO and the APA consider the effects of caffeine and the intoxication from caffeine to be a valid diagnosis. Doses vary from individual to individual. While rarely fatal, symptoms can include anxiety, insomnia, tremors, fever, rapid heartbeat (tachycardia), and hyperventilation (tachypnea)."
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So basically, as the title states.. i'm highly addicted to Mountain Dew.
ADDICTED. I love it. Not only the taste, but as I would think so although I don't quite notice it.. the caffeine.
I don't drink coffee.. i think it's just gross... Like.. i adore the smell of it but I hate the taste.
I drank a coffee one time before though.
It was one of those espresso deals.

On "Death By Caffeine"
Mountain Dew has 55mg of Caffiene.
An Espresso Coffee has 77.
and did you know that chocolate has caffeine in it? The cocoa.
It was a choclate espresso and I went over to where they've got all the little extra deals cause i wanted to sort of get all he taste of the coffee out. So I added a ton more chocolate, honey, and like.. a bunch of other stuff.
I chugged that junk like woh.
Now think.. it was a pretty large cup. So taht cup compared to a soda can. Will be like.. 77mg times 2.5
Chyeah.. i was owned.
It was amazing though. Like.. i only get that hyped if I drink about 6 mountain dews in a straight row.
But yeah. i've tried a few other coffees recently, like.. just tasting them cause people did that whole "it's good, come on, just try it.. come ooonn, try it, i promise it's good, it doesn't even taste like coffee."
so i tried them and they really were quite beast.
So.. 8:27am now.
bubye

I fricken love this part 2..

~Prodigy-Jester — Wed, 04 Jun 2008 11:13:41 PDT

and if you want the actual word God and Lord to be put in there, with all the ith's and hath's and crap.. then here's the actual text from the King James Bible. woooo

1: And the LORD called unto Moses, and spake unto him out of the tabernacle of the congregation, saying,
2: Speak unto the children of Israel, and say unto them, If any man of you bring an offering unto the LORD, ye shall bring your offering of the cattle, even of the herd, and of the flock.
3: If his offering be a burnt sacrifice of the herd, let him offer a male without blemish: he shall offer it of his own voluntary will at the door of the tabernacle of the congregation before the LORD.
4: And he shall put his hand upon the head of the burnt offering; and it shall be accepted for him to make atonement for him.
5: And he shall kill the bullock before the LORD: and the priests, Aaron's sons, shall bring the blood, and sprinkle the blood round about upon the altar that is by the door of the tabernacle of the congregation.
6: And he shall flay the burnt offering, and cut it into his pieces.

if you actually get your bible out and read all of Leviticus, it's pretty fricken crucial and epic. It's nothing but God basically saying that you will take this bull or lamb, and rip its insides out, while cutting its head off and washing the blood from its insides and letting the blood drain down the side of the altar.
It talks about how if anyone so happens to sin, they must take one of these lambs and do this.
SIN. you know what sin is in the bible right? Basically everything.

that's why i just love the bible eh.
it's so glorious and wonderful so say many christians.. but it's nothing but a macabre filled book.

Higher Intelligences with power. That's what it was.
I can't understand how people continue to believe in this "God" of theirs. That's alllwayysss beeen and blah blah blah faith faith faith. ah whatever.

I fricken love this..

~Prodigy-Jester — Wed, 04 Jun 2008 11:05:09 PDT

From the first chapter of Leviticus.
Remember that Yahweh is another name for God.

Chapter 1

1:1 Yahweh called to Moses, and spoke to him out of the Tent of Meeting, saying,

1:2 "Speak to the children of Israel, and tell them, 'When anyone of you offers an offering to Yahweh, you shall offer your offering of the cattle, from the herd and from the flock.

1:3 "'If his offering is a burnt offering from the herd, he shall offer a male without blemish. He shall offer it at the door of the Tent of Meeting, that he may be accepted before Yahweh.

1:4 He shall lay his hand on the head of the burnt offering, and it shall be accepted for him to make atonement for him.

1:5 He shall kill the bull before Yahweh. Aaron's sons, the priests, shall present the blood and sprinkle the blood around on the altar that is at the door of the Tent of Meeting.

1:6 He shall flay the burnt offering, and cut it into pieces.
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and it KEPT GOING.. but jeez.

Wednesday

~Prodigy-Jester — Wed, 04 Jun 2008 09:54:11 PDT

On my flash drive, i've got a folder, and yet another folder under that one with about 20 or more different .htm files i've made all under separate subjects.
It's basically a database of everything I want to know or yet already know, so there is no searching, but instead i have an entire library of everything mysterious, wonderful, logical, etc. that i need to, or want to know. Or that i just want to refer to.

It's all factual junk.
Well.. i was trying to find something that I know is interesting in my opinion that i could find everything there is to know about and put in it. andof course, TIME, came up.
Thought i'd already made a file under the subject of time, but i guess not.
So, everyone knows that all I ever really do is research junk and yeah..
well to start off, I put an opinion of my own on a concept of time that not too many people think about.. and i thought it was interesting.

and it was written as so:

"Time is a measurement made by those witnessing it. A mental concept of the human. A second to another form of intelligence could be any length other than what we find it to be. Divide what we find the length of a second to be into per se one-hundred shorter forms of time, and you'll find a more vivid awareness of what we humans find time to be. Divide a single notion of what was recently found by yet another one-hundred, and you'll yet again, come to something that is hard for the mind to understand. How far can we go until time has yet to matter and does not move? Therefore, does time really exist?"

I've said the above before to myself and to like.. two other people while in a conversation, but i just liked how it came out in words. Though there's an entire branch of information to extend off of the above, this is just the base.

So yes.

Today was strange feeling for my own personal reason.. but then again.. it wasn't cause i'm just used to that.

But yes. anywho. Bubye

Tuesday

~Prodigy-Jester — Tue, 03 Jun 2008 08:15:18 PDT

So.. Havn't Typed One of These Deals For.. Five Days.
So Basically a Week.
Listening To "Anti-Flag" - "The Press Corpse"

I Used To HATE Anti-Flag
But I've Come To Find That They Have Some Quite So Awesome Songs.

Why Are Teachers All of a Sudden Giving Projects and Crap?
Last Night Was the First Night of This Entire Year That I've Ever Had Homework...

Wtf...
Anyways.. What We're Going Over In This Class, I Do Enjoy.. So I'm Done Typing.

Own Use Again

~Prodigy-Jester — Thu, 29 May 2008 11:18:16 PDT

The circumference of the earth at the equator is 24,901.55 miles (40,075.16 kilometers).

However, if you measure the earth through the poles the circumference is a bit shorter - 24,859.82 miles (40,008 km). Thus the earth is a tad wider than it is tall, giving it a slight bulge at the equator. (Pumpkin Complex As Everyone seems to fricken say is false. Here's the proof.)

The diameter of the earth at the equator is 7,926.41 miles (12,756.32 kilometers).

But, if you measure the earth through the poles the diameter is a bit shorter - 7,901 miles (12,715.43 km). Thus the earth is a tad wider (25 miles / 41 km) than it is tall, giving it a slight bulge at the equator. This shape is known as an ellipsoid or more properly, geoid (earth-like).

Human Population of the Earth: 6,660,000,000 (6.66 billion) as of April 2008

World Population Growth: 1.14% - 2006 estimate (this means at the current rate of growth, the earth's population will double in 61.4 years)

Countries of the World: 195

Average Distance from the Earth to the Sun: 93,020,000 miles (149,669,180 km)

Average Distance from the Earth to the Moon: 238,857 miles (384,403.1 km)

Water vs. Land: 70.8% Water, 29.2% Land

Age of the Earth: 4.5 to 4.6 billion years

Atmosphere Content: 77% nitrogen, 21% oxygen, and traces of argon, carbon dioxide and water

Rotation on Axis: 23 hours and 56 minutes and 04.09053 seconds. But, it takes an additional four minutes for the earth to revolve to the same position as the day before relative to the sun (i.e. 24 hours).

Revolution around Sun: 365.2425 days

Chemical Composition of the Earth: 34.6% Iron, 29.5% Oxygen, 15.2% Silicon, 12.7% Magnesium, 2.4% Nickel, 1.9% Sulfur, and 0.05% Titanium

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World-
total: 510.072 million sq km
land: 148.94 million sq km
water: 361.132 million sq km
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Telephones - main lines in use: 843,923,500 (2003)

Internet Service Providers (ISPs): 10,350 (2000 est.)

Internet users: 604,111,719 (2002 est.)

Railways: total: 1,115,205 km
broad gauge: 257,481 km
standard gauge: 671,413 km
narrow gauge: 186,311 km (2003)
Highways: total: 32,345,165 km
paved: 19,403,061 km
unpaved: 12,942,104 km (2002)
Waterways: 671,886 km (2004)
Merchant marine: total ships: 30,936 (2005)
Airports: 49,973 (2004)
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Finally Found the Names of the Fricken Texts Again.
Celtic Texts of the Coelbook: The Last Five Books of The Kolbrin Bible
Authored by Celtic priests when the first Gospels of the New Testament were being created, the Celtic Texts of the Coelbook (the last five books of The Kolbrin Bible) documents the fusion of Celtic and Druid mysticism, Judaism and Egyptian anthropology. Some regard it as a key Celtic wisdom text because it includes a revealing biography of Jesus with several never-before published first-person quotes.

This work is rooted in a 3600-year-old Egyptian text (the first six books of The Kolbrin Bible) written following the Exodus. It describes how Noah's Flood and the Ten Plagues of Exodus were caused by a planet (also known as Nibiru or Planet X) that orbits our sun every 3600 years. The Egyptians called it the "Destroyer" and the Celtic priests called it the "Frightener."

Own Use

~Prodigy-Jester — Thu, 29 May 2008 10:18:44 PDT

for those who are wondering.. almost missed the bus this morning and didn't have time to grab flash drive.. so yes. the following is for my own use.

Administrator ASPNET HelpAssistant
lcsc3po SUPPORT_388945a0

Default Server: [link]
Address: 10.2.200.45

-nslookup brings it into an extra command...

-what does the "group" command do?

Minimum Password Length: 6
Computer Role: Workstation

net group - This command can be used only on a Windows Domain Controller

Aliases for \\HHS10007
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-Administrator
-Backup Operators
-Guests
-HelpServicesGroup
-Network Configuration Operators
-Power Users
-Remote Desktop Users
-Replicator
-Users
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net name
"The message service is not started.
Is it OK to start it? (Y/N) [Y]: y
system error 5 has occurred.

Access is denied.
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net send recepient_name text_of_the_message
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computers name - IPconfig/all
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Host name: HHS10007
Primary DNS suffix: lcsedu.net
IP routing enabled: No
Wins proxy enabled: No

Thursday

~Prodigy-Jester — Thu, 29 May 2008 05:21:10 PDT

well, i definately think my hand may be broken.
Wrist to be exact.
i'm typing with one fricken hand right now and i have to actually look at the fricken keyboard to type.
someone gave me some free candy today and like... it's set on my lap right now and i can't even open it!
cause i can't put pressure like... anywhere on my hand.
I was trying to hold my ipod right after the whole incident (skating is what caused it) and i thought i had only scraped the junk out of my hand, and i couldn't hold the ipod cause it was too heavy.
what kind of stupid crap.
i've never broken a bone in my life and now i might've broken something that i hardcore need.
I can't play guitar now, i can barely type, although just with one hand right now, i'm still typing faster than like... a ton of people in here. ha
guhhhhh
it was only a stupid manual too.
i was going pretty fast.. like.. really fast actually. and the manual was holding really well like normal. and seeing as i only have one wheel to balance on rather than two, i don't only have o keep it up, i have to keep it straight and stable too. so normally if it tends to start going towards the side i can just jug it back to normal or whatever.. i'm always doing manuals.
but it didn't quite go back into place and seeing as i was going down hill, it sort of just slid from under my feet and slap... right on the concrete.
i love that.. how just the word concrete can express the pain by itself. ha
like, i could say... "me... fall.. wrist.. concrete"
as everyone goes "ooooohh jeez"
heh
well... my hand is swollen still... especially around the wrist.
hurts like.. have to go

Fricken Weird

~Prodigy-Jester — Wed, 28 May 2008 10:43:37 PDT

so I've Definately Been Acting Strange Lately.. Like..
Acting Nice Or Something.
I Never Act Mean Really But I Simply Just Never Act Like Anything.. Always Just In a Whatever Mood.

But Like.. For Example, Just Right Now.. I Thought I Had Left the Cap To My Flash Drive Downstairs, So I Turned Around and Asked the Teacher If I Could Head Downstairs and In the Middle of Asking, I Saw the Cap On the Floor, Like It fell Out of My Pocket and Junk, and I Go, "Oh Nevermind, Neeevermind, I Thought I Had Left This Downstairs, -Holds Up Cap-"

Which.. Like.. Sounds Normal Right?
IT'S NOT.

I Would Originally Just State "Dude, Nevermind -Turns Back Around With Explaining For There Really Is No Point In Making the Conversation Any Longer Than It's Already Been-"

I've Been Doing Things Like That For the Past Like.. 3 Days..
So Not Cool.

Anyways, 1:40pm. It's Been Crap Outside All Day.
I've Got Like Fricken 40 Minutes and I Can Go Home.

Guhhhh

Another School Day.

~Prodigy-Jester — Tue, 27 May 2008 05:23:07 PDT

8:03am

To start things off, my allergies are TERRIBLE right now.

I've never sneezed so fricken much...

I was looking at how many days of school are left.
Today is the 27th, and not including weekends, there are two and a half weeks of school left.

So I have Monday through Friday.
Next Monday through Friday.
and Until Like, Wednesday of the week after that.

All my life, i've gotten out of school atleast by the 8th, which would be next Friday.
If not, i've gotten out around the 6th if not the 5th.
They're making us go to school for like.. three more days in the week after for what reason?

It's absolutely stupid. They said it's for exams, but they could easily make exams for next week.

That's how it's always been done.
What are we doing now? nothing.. we're watching stupid movies and crap.

A waste of waking up in the morning.
-Fire Drill

Anyways.
I'm still working on some sketches for that dude.
The job is going to mainly revolve around this summer. He has yet to give me exactly what he wants and is mainly wanting me to send him some of my work after it's worked on through Coral or Illustrator. In which i have neither of the programs but I can of course, easily get them.

I just feel like typing right now.
God.. if I sneeze one more time.
I sneezed over 10 tens in less than two minutes just before i went to bed last night.. it was like that ALL night. and No allergy medicine seems to be working.

wtf..
normally my allergies are eye watery, no sneeze, just runny nose, feel like crap allergies.. i just CAN'T stop sneezing now though.
GUH
it finally stopped when i laid down.
Whatever, anywho.. this pic i'm sketching out right now is just amazing really. No idea what i'm going to add to it. Not like I ever really know so yeah.

Laterz

Cutting My Hair..

~Prodigy-Jester — Wed, 21 May 2008 10:08:32 PDT

I'm Going To Cut That Jank As Soon As I Get Home..

I Wish I Had Scissors Right Now.

I'm Cutting It Unique Though..

Sort of How I Began To Cut It But Never Went To the Full Extent.

Left Side Is Going To Be Trimmed Clean Around the Ear, While It Fades Into Longer To About An Inch and a Half At Most Towards the Top.

Which The Back Is Going To Be Trimmed Around the Neck and Faded Into About An Inch and a Half.. While It Then Pulls All Down In Full Length Bang Ordeal Across the Right Side of My Face.. Oooh, Or..

Yeah.. Cutting It Once Home.

ah nvm

~Prodigy-Jester — Mon, 19 May 2008 05:05:45 PDT

wtfrick.

So.. Deadsy.tv definately already had links.. it doesn't show them here at school though for some reason. You would think that if the flash messes up for one thing then it would mess up for the entire site.. in which it doesn't so whatever.

bleh

omfg Deadsy.tv

~Prodigy-Jester — Sun, 18 May 2008 18:36:44 PDT

AH! So Deadsy.tv has links now.

I'm like... seeing everything happen in a process. ha
which i'm i'm too obsessed. I was there the day their site was up and witnessed like.. the second that it didn't show up. ha
and just. wooo

something's happening

i feel like it's revelations right now or something. xD and everyone should be freaking out.

Deadsy Updates.

~Prodigy-Jester — Sun, 18 May 2008 18:34:31 PDT

Alright.. I Feel Like a Fricken Groupy Cause of How Much I've Come To Obsess Over Deadsy.

But If You Go To Deadsy.com, Although It's Not There Anymore.. If You Look Where the Title Is (For Those Who Know Web Pages) It Says "Deadsy.com Coming Soon!"

Which Just Might Mean One Thing...

Awesomeness.

But Also.. Deadsys Myspace Music Page Isn't Working.. So Wtf..
It's Not a Myspace Problem Cause All Other Deals Are Working.. But.. I Don't Know.. I Swear If They Like.. Deleted Their Music Page and It's Just Going Through That Daily Process of Actually Fully Deleting It or Something... Then.. Fricken..

Deadsy

~Prodigy-Jester — Fri, 16 May 2008 05:21:55 PDT

Deadsy as many know.. I fricken love.
They announced January of this year that Deadsy will be getting back together sometime after Elijah finishes his solo album.

Which in January, it wasn't quite close to finished.. like.. at all..

I can't find ANYTHING on Manic Energy other than what was stated on Deadsy.com...

the main point of this journal now though.. which I found out yesterday but thought maybe it was just something witht he computer i'm on.. which it's not.

but.. Deadsy.com... is definately not a website anymore.. O.O.....

yeah..

.... ..... ..yeah........ ......
...

......

wtf.

So i don't know.. but i'm really wishing that I had saved the pages source or something for old times sake..

I MISS YOU DEADSY!!!

JESUS!

That's so gay how the greatest band in the world will just disapear basically.

Friday

~Prodigy-Jester — Fri, 16 May 2008 05:10:09 PDT

Okay

I woke up this morning and come to find out now that i've got more jobs.

Woo

I was just paid 160 bucks last Thursday and now i'm going to be making a LOT more money.

I'm going to be recording weddings now and putting videos together with music.

The first one i'll be recording which will be soon, i'm getting paid 100 bucks for it.

And all others after that will be higher in price.
I was told that it has to be something i'll stick with though and not just one and then quit.. which for 100+ bucks, it's going to be easy to stick with.

and that also states that i'm going to be making plenty of videos.. which means enough money to buy a ton of batteries and finish this tattoo on the real.

My moms best friend basically just moved to Texas with this one dude who owns a rock shop.
He makes t-shirts and the such plus more.
Some band has contacted him (he's suppose to call soon) and they need a design.
He's checked out my DA page in which my mom gave to them (which i don't know how she knows it... wtf) and they really like my junk.. so basically they need 50000 shirts made and i'm getting commision off of that.

woo

So i'll be making a ton now.. plus my name will get larger now and I should have even more jobs coming up after all of this.

Thursday

~Prodigy-Jester — Thu, 15 May 2008 11:07:22 PDT

It's 1:58 pm right now.
I'm in 7th period and I have nothing to do as i've finished everything i could ever finish for the entire year in this class... multiple times.

I've definately been awake for over 24 hours now and I feel like i'm going fricken craZy...

Friggin A..

Cause.. Tom and I met up last night at about 11:30pm.
We then nonstop skated in this Giant Winnie the Pooh outfit until almost 6am.

That's six hours of nonstop skating.

NONSTOP.
like.. we sat down at sheetz for a few seconds to talk about what we were going to do that was crazy with Pooh, but other than that we never sat down nor never stopped moving really.

Crazy.

Although i'm so used to staying up for days straight.. i've never skated so much in my life then went to school.

I've skated.. then went.. but not this much.

I'm exhausted.

and now i'm 23 minutes away from freedom.

Guhhh

We're supposed to head out skating again tonight which means another day of hell at school tomorrow, but a grand night.

I don't know if i'll stick with that though.. it'd make good videos.. but jeez.

I don't feel like typing.. bleh.. trying to make the time pass to just get home but it's taking forever...

blahhhh

whatever.. no more typing. woo

Blitzkrieg

~Prodigy-Jester — Mon, 12 May 2008 05:46:48 PDT

...In your dreams, hearts shake
Nerves scream, minds break
Heavens turn, grounds crack
Prayers burn, burn black

And it's all there inside of you
It's deadly, dark, cold
Can you feel the explosion
Now lean back and enjoy the show!

Blitzkrieg
Blitzkrieg
Blitzkrieg boom!

Blitzkrieg
Blitzkrieg
Blitzkrieg boom!

Hope fails, death shines
Long nails, hell's vines
Terrors seek, walls fall
Addictions seek, seek it all

And it's all there inside of you
It's deadly, dark, cold
Can you feel the explosion
Now lean back and enjoy the show!

Blitzkrieg
Blitzkrieg
Fucking Blitzkrieg boom!

Blitzkrieg
Blitzkrieg
Fucking Blitzkrieg boom!

...This is the end
Still you need is driven on, driven on...
As we trigger one last bomb

Wounds bleed, tears ride
Demons feed, angel's hide
Fathers sigh, mothers weep
Children cry, crying deep

And it's all there inside of you
It's deadly, dark, cold
Can you feel the explosion
Now lean back and enjoy the show!

Blitzkrieg
Blitzkrieg
Fucking Blitzkrieg boom!

Blitzkrieg
Blitzkrieg
Fucking Blitzkrieg boom!

Fuck the world with a gun
and a broken blade!

...This is the end
Still you need is driven on, driven on...
As we trigger one last bomb

Monday - Two

~Prodigy-Jester — Mon, 12 May 2008 05:25:03 PDT

Everyone Just Stood For the Pledge of Allegience..
It Sounds Like a Mass Collection of Retards Reciting Some Bogus Religious Act.

"I Pledge Allegience.. To the Flag.. of the United States of America.
and To the Republic, For Which It Stands.. One Nation, Under God.. Indivisible.. With Liberty, and Justice For All."

Schools Like.. Definately Aren't Suppose To Teach Any Form of Religion Yet They Continue To Just.. Edge It In There.

Who Would Pledge Allegience To Something Created By Another Person?

Who Would Fight For Someone Else?
Someone They've Never Met.

Those Who State "I Would Fight For My Country" -In Geaky Voice

They're All Just Like Everyone Else..
Everyone Hates Everyone. No One Would Let's Say, Go To a Bar.. and Protect Everyone Else In There If a Massive Gun Fight Went Down.. They Would Save Their Fricken Selves.

So..

AH! I'm Not Typing a Long Ordeal About This.. It's Retarded.

I Love My Pink Socks...

They're Rad.

Along With My Pink Shoe Lace.

It's Rad.

Monday

~Prodigy-Jester — Mon, 12 May 2008 05:12:30 PDT

Just a Few More Days Until Freedom..
More Than a Few Days Really But Compared To the Entire Years.. It's Only a Few Days.

So I've Gotten Quite the Amount of People Screaming On Camera Now.

I Have Mom, Brandon, Every Last Person In Theater (Which Is a Lot), Caroline, Brittany, Chris, Josh, Myself, and I'll Have More Soon It Seems. Wooooo

It's Going To Be An Amazing Video Once It's All Together.

Had Much More To Say But I Don't Feel Like Saying It All Now.. Feel Like Typing Other Important Things So Eh.

Wednesday

~Prodigy-Jester — Wed, 07 May 2008 05:08:33 PDT

So.. I'm Getting Paid An Extra 20 Bucks.
xD
Just For Making a Slideshow With This Random Dude To Make It Legit.
That's 160 Bucks That I'll Be Getting Tomorrow.

Then I'll Have More Projects. Heh. Woooo

....

As For Other News.. I'm Tired As Hell.
I'm So Fricken Tired.. It's Not Even Funny.

Money

~Prodigy-Jester — Tue, 06 May 2008 09:21:28 PDT

So.. the 140 bucks that i'm making from that little ordeal some of you may or may not know about will be in my hands by Thursday. lol

Grand deal indeed, Grand deal indeed.

The millionaires stated they had hired a private investigator a year ago and have been paying him for a year straight, and within the past week, i've found more information on this girl than the private investigator has for a year for them.

So.. they said they've got more projects for me to complete for them and they were stating the hundreds that they would pay for each project. heh

That they'll get in contact with me shortly.

Wooo

so.. i've basically got a job making about a few hundred bucks every few days for doing what I see as simple jobs. =]

So what can I buy with 140 bucks though? Let's see..

ah, i've got plenty of ideas i do indeed.

Just think of when word gets around and more people are wanting me to do jobs of this such. heh

Goodness Gracious.

=]

~Prodigy-Jester — Tue, 06 May 2008 05:20:58 PDT

I am unknown

I am unknown

I am unknown

I am unknown

Shoot the man out the window of the sun

As his eyes looking down at the the people with their wives

On the ground

I am unknown

I am unknown

I am, I am unknown

I am unknown

Don't take me for a fool

Don't take me for a fool

Don't take me for a fool

Don't take me

Don't take me

Don't take me for a fool

Shoot the man out the window of the sun

As his eyes looking down at the the people with their wives

On the ground

I am unknown

I am unknown

I am, I am unknown

I am unknown

If you don't look back it'll be alright, now

If the (?) back I'm a be alright, now

If you don't look back it'll be alright, now

If the (?) your feel at the end of the night, now

If you don't look back it'll be alright now

We are the Aliens

We are the Aliens

We are the Aliens

We are the Aliens

We are the Aliens

We are the Aliens

We are the Aliens

We are the Aliens

We are the Aliens

We are the Aliens

Okay

~Prodigy-Jester — Mon, 05 May 2008 08:34:53 PDT

Okay.. i've been up for over 24 hours now.. at school 11:20am..

so.. you.. girl who's name starts with H. You really need to just leave me alone.
I don't go anywhere near your profile. I burnt your crap along with every picture i had of you the week after i broke up with you. I deleted every message ever sent or recieved with you that very day along with anything else that was on the computer.
I ERASED you..

you're still reading my comments. you're still making account after account. You're still doing crap that involves you.. with my life.

I don't talk shit unless you say something.
I don't even say your name.

and it's past the point with me on getting pissed off with this.
It's been since October than I broke up with you and I think it's more than obvious that I could care less if you were to've ever existed.

;and i hope you would feel the same wat on that subject.

I got a message last night about you from someone random.

I got a message the day before that.

Two days before that, i got a comment.

I get phone calls about it. I get messages about it. I hear about it.

All I hear is how no one likes you.. so pretty much.. that is NOT my fault.

I don't even talk about it, i just say that i am definately not talking about that person.

Long story short.. i don't care what you think about anything.. and if you don't care supposedly on what i think.. then please.. do not let me hear of whatever goes on in your life anymore.

Don't bring my name up. Forget you've ever met me and if not then only remember me as that quiet boy who never wanted to talk to you in the first place.

Sorry but five people is disguisting.

That's Me, Jake, Kyle, Brandon probably. and some mystery person.
That's gross.
You've had sex with 4 other people within the time we broke up and i have yet to even date anyone.

You know how many opportunities have I had to date some gorgeous as hell girls?

I don't want to date anyone. It's as simple as that.
Two years of hell in which you had seemed to understand until some random day.

I told you i would make you hate me if you didn't leave me alone for just a few days and look.

You may think you've learned some things from me.. but there is more to this grand puzzle type ordeal than what is seen.

You know what hell you put me through from the beginning and you know i just needed time when i broke up with you.

and now you're more mad than i was in the first place.

and NO one knows what you're mad about in this subject.

That week after i broke up with you I told myself I would stay single for two years to make up for two years of hell.

So rather than getting pissed at me for everything that i'm not doing or that i never did.. look at your own actions and what situations you're in.

The point of this is that yes.. I hate you with all of anything i can feel.

I fucking ahte you like piss.

and you hate me.

let's agree the fuck to hate eachother. and LEAVE IT AT THAT.. no more.

agree to disagree. Ben and I established that and it's easy enough that we just don't have any contact..

so let it be the same.

I expect to not see a reply please.