http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:ProfessorUtonium&section=today deviantART RSS for by:ProfessorUtonium en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Fri, 11 Dec 2009 23:47:09 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://ProfessorUtonium.deviantart.com/journal/26114909/ http://ProfessorUtonium.deviantart.com/journal/26114909/ Fri, 16 Oct 2009 17:56:20 PDT
Traditional rules apply. Feel free to copy and paste this into your journal and play along. The pictures must be Powerpuff Girls related, and all art must be new and created solely for this challenge. Now... to come up with 50...

On a side note, I dreamed that I was caught at school with alcohol. (I thought it was apple cider) Oh, and I was naked. True story.

Anyway, though:


1. Flight [link]
2. Scolded
3. Wet [link]
4. Flowers
5. Learning
6. Entertainment
7. Laughter
8. Tears
9. Twirl
10. Fighting
11. Illness
12. Numbers
13. Sleep
14. Comfort
15. Breakfast
16. Disappointment
17. Balloons
18. Hair
19. Deadline
20. Music
21. Friendship
22. Ponies
23. Quiet
24. Loud [link]
25. Bragging
26. Cake
27. Toast
28. Blush
29. Forbidden
30. Guidance
31. Tired
32. Lies
33. Family
34. Nightmare
35. Feathers
36. Fire
37. Spiders
38. Impossible
39. Teamwork
40. Help!
41. Pets
42. Confused
43. Running
44. Blind
45. Ribbons
46. Powers
47. Television
48. Wind
49. Opposites [link]
50. Defense

I may add more later, but for now...

If you guys have any ideas, feel free to express them.


]]> ~ProfessorUtonium http://ProfessorUtonium.deviantart.com/journal/25879855/ http://ProfessorUtonium.deviantart.com/journal/25879855/ Sat, 11 Jul 2009 12:46:18 PDT

Anyway, all requests that I have already received will be finished, so don't worry.

Also, I found some of my old notebooks (OLD, old)with old doodles (OLD, old) that I might upload soon.


Loving summer,



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Today, our family dog ate the smallest one.

I should have never let it out of my sight! I'm just so upset.

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Do I really have to go back in the fall?



]]> ~ProfessorUtonium http://ProfessorUtonium.deviantart.com/journal/23431948/ http://ProfessorUtonium.deviantart.com/journal/23431948/ Fri, 27 Feb 2009 11:48:16 PST Why is it so cold?
Can summer just COME already?
Then, I could do all the drawing and writing and animating stuff I want. Curse you, school!





Don't mean to be a downer.



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]]> ~ProfessorUtonium http://ProfessorUtonium.deviantart.com/journal/21694522/ http://ProfessorUtonium.deviantart.com/journal/21694522/ Thu, 27 Nov 2008 08:19:07 PST
By the way, I got my glasses, and they hurt my head. That's fine.

-Prof.Utonium

]]> ~ProfessorUtonium http://ProfessorUtonium.deviantart.com/journal/21458228/ http://ProfessorUtonium.deviantart.com/journal/21458228/ Wed, 12 Nov 2008 17:22:24 PST
Yes, I know, I can hear you all know:

"Professor. It's glasses, not nuclear war."

I know, but... *wimpers*
Any encouraging words?

-Prof.Utonium

]]> ~ProfessorUtonium http://ProfessorUtonium.deviantart.com/journal/21341731/ http://ProfessorUtonium.deviantart.com/journal/21341731/ Wed, 05 Nov 2008 14:22:15 PST
If you are from outside the United States, you might know what I'm talking about anyway. Give us Americans a holler!

Here's to your presidency, Mr. Obama!

-Prof.Utonium

]]> ~ProfessorUtonium http://ProfessorUtonium.deviantart.com/journal/21286808/ http://ProfessorUtonium.deviantart.com/journal/21286808/ Sun, 02 Nov 2008 16:04:06 PST Poor little baby! She is so adorable!

I had a bad expirience with a cat once. It was downright evil. Even though her name was Tiger, we all called her Kitty... ironic... (No, it didn't make me jump off a building, but golly, she would've if she could've. <_< >_>

PPG 10th Anniversary is coming up! Anyone ELSE psyched??
You rock, man!


-Prof.Utonium

]]> ~ProfessorUtonium http://ProfessorUtonium.deviantart.com/journal/21269497/ http://ProfessorUtonium.deviantart.com/journal/21269497/ Sat, 01 Nov 2008 17:24:11 PDT
They are selling for about $42.00 at Amazon.com. That's a darn good price if you ask me!

I'm going to start a countdown or something...

-Prof.Utonium









]]> ~ProfessorUtonium http://ProfessorUtonium.deviantart.com/journal/20690454/ http://ProfessorUtonium.deviantart.com/journal/20690454/ Fri, 26 Sep 2008 16:33:53 PDT

I READ THEM ALL THAT VERY EVENING!

Then I felt all empty inside, like after you finish a really good book series. I want more!

I probably won't get any more until my next birthday, though, because for Christmas, I would just LOVE to get my hands on the new Powerpuff Girls Collector's Edition 6 DVD set that is coming out in January. Sure, it would be late, but it's all I want for Christmas!

One problem, though: I have no idea what it will sell for. I have no idea what my parents are willing to allow for a pricerange even if it IS my only Christams present. I could easily see it going for at least $60! <- I turned into a fish.



-Prof.Utonium

]]> ~ProfessorUtonium http://ProfessorUtonium.deviantart.com/journal/20489293/ http://ProfessorUtonium.deviantart.com/journal/20489293/ Sun, 14 Sep 2008 12:47:11 PDT

It's the thought that counts.

-Prof.Utonium

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-Prof.Utonium

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-Prof.Utonium


Lovin' the

]]> ~ProfessorUtonium http://ProfessorUtonium.deviantart.com/journal/20018644/ http://ProfessorUtonium.deviantart.com/journal/20018644/ Mon, 18 Aug 2008 08:41:23 PDT

In other news, by brother has learned the aweful perils of eBAY. He bid on something for four dollars. He won. The problem is, he didn't realize that he wasn't under the "free shipping" catagory anymore. Shipping from China is $400.

Poor guy. He skrewed up, and I feel really sorry for him. He has got to feel like dirt because he doesn't have the money to pay for it, so now he has to work off his $400 debt. (In my family, that's a small fortune, I've never seen that much money in my life!) Needless to say, Dad never wants to deal with eBAY ever again. Neither does my brother.

In OTHER other news, I have an uploading problem. Whenever I try to choose the catagory for my deviation, this little guy ( ) pops up in the window where the main catagories should be. I know this usually happens, but he goes away in a second or two normally. Now, he just sits there dancing away. I waited five minutes; nothing. Does anyone else have this problem, or is my computer acting up?

-Prof.Utonium

Still not mad, but emote is so sweet!

]]> ~ProfessorUtonium http://ProfessorUtonium.deviantart.com/journal/19891726/ http://ProfessorUtonium.deviantart.com/journal/19891726/ Mon, 11 Aug 2008 06:38:06 PDT
I'm going to be a junior (in high school) this year! It just doesn't feel right. I feel way too young inside, you know, and here my childhood is practically over. Next I'll graduate, leave home, and I don't know how to handle it!

Since we live on a farm, my family can't afford to go anywhere for extended periods. (Dad doesn't trust anyone else to milk the cows, too many things could go wrong. So my dad has milked cows twice a day EVERY DAY for the last 20 years. No matter how sick or hurt he is, he's always out there. Even when he had pnemonia! You gotta admire a guy like that, but enough about him.) So, I've never been far from home. In fact, the longest I can remember being from home was two nights. That's it. I don't know how I'm going to survive.

-Prof.Utonium

PS. I'm not really mad, (more like depressed, really) I just like that little emote. The way he shakes his fist makes me giggle.

]]> ~ProfessorUtonium http://ProfessorUtonium.deviantart.com/journal/19857676/ http://ProfessorUtonium.deviantart.com/journal/19857676/ Sat, 09 Aug 2008 06:30:28 PDT
Whenever I try to change the mood on my journal, the menu comes up, but all it says is 'more, more, more, etc.' and no pictures come up unless you click on one of the 'more's (which brings up another set of 'more's which must also be selected, and so on. Finally, I come up with some emoticons. It is slightly annoying.



Prof.Utonium

]]> ~ProfessorUtonium http://ProfessorUtonium.deviantart.com/journal/19802922/ http://ProfessorUtonium.deviantart.com/journal/19802922/ Wed, 06 Aug 2008 05:34:54 PDT

On another note, I have, in the last year or so, found myself completely unable to kill any bugs. Not only that, I save them. They're everywhere! They're annoying as heck! Why can't I kill them, or at least let them die? I guess it's because they're living things. My siblings are annoying, and I don't kill them. Bugs are animals just like a dog. People would freak if someone killed a dog, but not if someone swats a fly...

I don't know. Am I insane?

Prof.Utonium

]]> ~ProfessorUtonium http://ProfessorUtonium.deviantart.com/journal/19676467/ http://ProfessorUtonium.deviantart.com/journal/19676467/ Wed, 30 Jul 2008 08:34:31 PDT I was so psyched when I found this! (I didn't get to go, of course) [link]

Man! Half the people I want to meet before I die just sitting there! I was still excited to see it, though!


Well, back to scripting. Our show is tonight, and we haven't practiced. I just hope I don't have a panic attack (not from stage fright, but because my OCD doesn't usually ever let me stay up past 8:00)


Prof.Utonium

]]> ~ProfessorUtonium http://ProfessorUtonium.deviantart.com/journal/19640582/ http://ProfessorUtonium.deviantart.com/journal/19640582/ Mon, 28 Jul 2008 11:29:08 PDT Soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo, so, so, so, sooooooooooo much to do! I'm stuck writing a script for our fair show, making costumes, fillings out forms, judging, and more! I have two days to be ready! Curse the people who drug me into this! (But it's probably good for me.)

Updates will be slow for about a week; perhaps longer if I die. +_+

-Prof.Utonium

]]> ~ProfessorUtonium http://ProfessorUtonium.deviantart.com/journal/19568625/ http://ProfessorUtonium.deviantart.com/journal/19568625/ Thu, 24 Jul 2008 08:01:39 PDT
Now for the crying:

I went to the doctor yesterday for a follow up on my medication, Zoloft. You see, I've always been worried and constantly afraid of everything. I locked myself away even as a young child, so the other kids thought I was weird. I never had friends at school until first grade. Ashley, Alison, and Kendra were the first kids in my class to ever give me a chance. We're still friends today. That's not the piont, though.

About the Zoloft, I started it last September. It has helped me to calm down in ways that you can't imagine. I'm no longer constantly afraid that I'm going to die. But that's not the point.

THe point is, the doctor (and I, for that matter) feels that I am more than just depressed and overly anxious. The main reason for the realization happened because of one fateful event.

July 9, 2006, I went to Kendra's house for an end-of-the-school-year party. We hung out at her house until about 1-2:00am. When I got home, I went straight to bed.

Now, I had never had trouble with insomnia before. I even thought that the idea of not being able to fall asleep was silly. That night, though, I absolutely COULD NOT fall asleep even though I was exhausted!

I tried everything, but nothing worked. It scared me. I never wanted it to happen again. I slowly got into the routine of going to bed early (8:00) so that I can sleep. The thing is, now I can't stop.

I absolutely HAVE TO go to bed at 8:00. If anything comes up that might conflict with this, I go absolutely insane. I scream at people, I throw things. If you knew what kind of a person I am, you wouldn't belive it. I do it because it seems like it's the only way to get people to understand that I don't have a choice.

The Zoloft has helped me with every other anxiety but this. That's why we think that I have OCD; Obsessive Compulsive Disorder.

There is other evidence, I always sit in the same seat on the bus, even though I don't have to, I get straight A's at school (I can't even get an A-. (Once, a suprise assignment came up in English class and I didn't know how I was going to get it done. I had a panic attack in the next class that scared my poor History teacher. I still feel bad about that.)

Now is the time where I need your help. The doctor suggested two solutions: I could get a sleep aid to use whenever I can't get to bed on time. ( I know me, If I start one, I'll be on it for the rest of my life.)

Or I could go into therepy with a child psychiatrist. He/She could hopefully help me to be less obsessive about my sleeping patterns.

The thing is, the psychiatrist is going to be more expensive (How expensive, I don't know) and money is, and always has been, tight. I don't know if we can afford it. My current medicine is already costing over $200 a year. I feel like such a financial burden. I have to get this problem resolved, though. I've had to quit all activities, band, chorus, 4H, etc. just to calm my nerves. My social life is non-exsistent. I actually spend more time talking to complete strangers here at the dA than I spend with my friends.

So, do you have any advice for me? Maybe send a message; leave a comment; something; anything. I feel so alone. I can't talk about this to my family or even my close friends, and I don't know why.

I coud really use some support right now, thank you for your time.

Prof.Utonium

]]> ~ProfessorUtonium http://ProfessorUtonium.deviantart.com/journal/19388264/ http://ProfessorUtonium.deviantart.com/journal/19388264/ Mon, 14 Jul 2008 10:31:13 PDT

Requests are still open. (see journal about requests. If you have any other questions, note me; I don't bite.)



Prof.Utonium

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I can still handle a few more; just read my journal about requests.


Prof.Utonium

]]> ~ProfessorUtonium http://ProfessorUtonium.deviantart.com/journal/19292938/ http://ProfessorUtonium.deviantart.com/journal/19292938/ Wed, 09 Jul 2008 13:26:05 PDT
Be sure to read the journal entitled Reqests Are Open. I will accept requests until I post a journal saying I won't.


Prof.Utonium

]]> ~ProfessorUtonium http://ProfessorUtonium.deviantart.com/journal/19268036/ http://ProfessorUtonium.deviantart.com/journal/19268036/ Tue, 08 Jul 2008 06:16:54 PDT

Requsts are still open. See the journal entitled "Requests are Open" for more information. I currently have requests from




Hopefully I'll update my comic soon.
Later,
-- Prof.Utonium

]]> ~ProfessorUtonium http://ProfessorUtonium.deviantart.com/journal/19203375/ http://ProfessorUtonium.deviantart.com/journal/19203375/ Fri, 04 Jul 2008 13:35:47 PDT


We had our annual 4th of July picnic today. The sad thing is, it was just us and another family. Just maybe 5 years ago, we had so many people come, but they have all gotten either too old or too buisy. (Mostly too old.) Plus, our usual location is still uninhabitable because of the recent flooding, so we had to go to a different park. Why must things change? I find security in the routine and traditional. I'm a sap.

Oh, well. It was fun anyway.
Prof.Utonium

]]> ~ProfessorUtonium http://ProfessorUtonium.deviantart.com/journal/19144845/ http://ProfessorUtonium.deviantart.com/journal/19144845/ Tue, 01 Jul 2008 10:55:35 PDT
I do not do PPG/RRB. If you do, that's fine, but I don't. Uh, and I don't do certain things... Feel free to ask, and please don't feel bad if I turn you down, it's nothing personal.

If I can make some people smile, I'm happy.

Prof.Utonium

]]> ~ProfessorUtonium http://ProfessorUtonium.deviantart.com/journal/19144145/ http://ProfessorUtonium.deviantart.com/journal/19144145/ Tue, 01 Jul 2008 10:15:13 PDT [X] I think I'm ugly sometimes. --Well, yeah...
[X] I have many scars. --Physical and mental
[ ] I tan easily. --No! I burn so bad it's not funny!!
[ ] I wish my hair was a different color. --Strawberry blond, and happy!!
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color. --I don't dye my hair.
[ ] I have a tattoo. --Too scared of needles. ^^
[X] I am self-conscious about my appearance. --To a point.
[ ] I have/I've had braces. --Nope.
[ ] I wear glasses. (only for reading) --Nope.
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free. --AAAAKKK! NO!
[ ] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger. Heh, heh... No.
[ ] I have more than 2 piercings. None!!
[ ] I have piercings in places besides my ears. No.
[X] I've Got one Scar. Yup! My sister tried to cut my thumb off. ACCIDENTLLY!

Family/Home Life:

[ ] I've sworn at my parents. --I don't swear.
[X] I've run away from home. --I DID plan to come back, though.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house. --I've never been that bad.
[X] My biological parents are together. --Yup! Happy!
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old. Not anymore. He's six now.
[ ] I want to have kids someday. --Seriously.
[ ] I've had children. --NO!
[ ] I've lost a child. --NO!
[ ] Have a spoiled sibling. --The three youngest!!

School/Work:

[X] I'm in school. (school... uni.. same thing) Going to be a jounior in high school.
[ ] I have a job. --Nothing that pays.
[ ] I've fallen asleep at work/school. --Can hardly sleep at all.
[X] I almost always do my homework. --I'm a teacher's pet.
[X] I've missed a week or more of school. Yeah, when I had the flu. That was TERRIBLE!
[X] I've been on the Honour Roll within the last 2 years. --Some people hate me for it.
[ ] I've stolen something from my job. --No job.
[ ] I've been fired. --No job
[ ] I’m Home Schooled. --Nope. Public school.


Embarrassment:

[ ] I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation. --I never use "lol" anyway.
[X] Disney movies still make me cry. --Any movie can make me cry.
[ ] I've peed from laughing. --Luckily, no.
[X] I've snorted while laughing. --Meh, probably have at some point.
[X] I've laughed so hard I've cried. --OH YEAH!
[X] I've had my pants rip in public. --Probably.
[X] fell down on my face. --I don't think so.


Health:

[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment. --No, but I hacve plenty now.
[ ] I've gotten stitches/staples. --No, even though my sister almost cut my thumb off.
[ ] I've broken a bone. --Not that was confirmed.
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed. --AAKK! NO!
[ ] I've sat in a doctors office/emergency room with a friend. --I'm never there when my friends hurt themselves that badly. I do bring them to the school nurse, though.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed. --Probably will someday.
[ ] I had a serious surgery. --I would probaly die of fright, so it wouldn't be worth it.
[X] I've had chicken pox. --Not very badly. The doctor said I could get them again.


Traveling: --My life is so sheltered!! Just look!

[ ] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[ ] I've been on a plane.
[ ] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.
[ ] I've been out of my home country.
[ ] I've been in Thailand
[ ] I've been in Phillipines


Experiences:

[ ] I've gotten lost in my city. --My 'city' has a population of, like, 50.
[X] I've seen a shooting star. --Yup.
[X] I've wished on a shooting star. --
[X] I've seen a meteor shower. --Lots of falling stars! ^^
[X] I've gone out in public in my pajamas. --Of course!
[ ] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator. --I've hardly ever been in an elevator.
[X] I've kicked a guy where it hurts. --Accidentally, but he still deserved it.
[ ] I've been to a casino. --They won't let me in for some reason...
[ ] I've been skydiving. --I've never even been in an airplane. http://ProfessorUtonium.deviantart.com/journal/19113871/ Sun, 29 Jun 2008 17:23:26 PDT

If it is possible to be so happy that you become psychotic, then my smilie works.

Prof.Utonium

]]> ~ProfessorUtonium http://ProfessorUtonium.deviantart.com/journal/19079476/ http://ProfessorUtonium.deviantart.com/journal/19079476/ Fri, 27 Jun 2008 16:42:34 PDT
Hope you're as excited as I am!
Prof.Utonium


I'm doomed to be psychotic? Are you kidding me right now?? Ah, well... the resembance IS truly striking...

]]> ~ProfessorUtonium http://ProfessorUtonium.deviantart.com/journal/18915476/ http://ProfessorUtonium.deviantart.com/journal/18915476/ Wed, 18 Jun 2008 16:16:42 PDT I have other short comics, too! I just want to upload them! ! WHY WHY WHY!? There has GOT to be a scanner I can use somewhere! *slams head on keyboard* Also, I know I haven't been uploading more of my story, Pretense. I've kind of lost my hard copy. I'm trying, people! I have to retype it, and I'm slow! I don't want to just retype it from memory because I spent so much time polishing it into what it is!

Please understand my human faults,

Prof.Utonium

]]> ~ProfessorUtonium http://ProfessorUtonium.deviantart.com/journal/18805930/ http://ProfessorUtonium.deviantart.com/journal/18805930/ Thu, 12 Jun 2008 16:18:34 PDT

Plus, the scanner needs to be reinstalled and we can't find the CD that came with it. I tried to find it online; currently no luck.

Hope to be up and running again soon,
Prof.Utonium

]]> ~ProfessorUtonium http://ProfessorUtonium.deviantart.com/journal/18680055/ http://ProfessorUtonium.deviantart.com/journal/18680055/ Thu, 05 Jun 2008 13:19:38 PDT
Actually, I lied. Panic time is not over. THE SCANNER ISN'T WORKING!! AND I have three short PPG comics to upload. So much to do! *screams at scanner, gets abduted by aliens*




I will probably live. *slams head on keyboard*
Prof.Utonium

]]> ~ProfessorUtonium http://ProfessorUtonium.deviantart.com/journal/18674013/ http://ProfessorUtonium.deviantart.com/journal/18674013/ Thu, 05 Jun 2008 05:48:37 PDT What did I do!!??



The place where you go to change your settings looks different. Maybe they just changed it, and there are still a few bugs. I hope it gets fixed soon!

]]> ~ProfessorUtonium http://ProfessorUtonium.deviantart.com/journal/18645820/ http://ProfessorUtonium.deviantart.com/journal/18645820/ Tue, 03 Jun 2008 17:03:06 PDT [link] , into a comic.

What do you think, guys?
Prof.Utonium

]]> ~ProfessorUtonium http://ProfessorUtonium.deviantart.com/journal/18548448/ http://ProfessorUtonium.deviantart.com/journal/18548448/ Wed, 28 May 2008 17:53:30 PDT
I should really be studying now. I really worrry about tests, and it drives my friends crazy. They're all, "Elizabeth, you're a 4.0 freak. You KNOW you're gonna get straight A's. Shut up!" Love you, too, guys.

I just want it all to be over! Then I can do FUN stuff,
Prof.Utonium

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Only 5 more days of school! My brain is shutting down! HURRY IT UP ALREADY!!!


Whew! I'm okay. Thanks,
Prof.Utonium

]]> ~ProfessorUtonium http://ProfessorUtonium.deviantart.com/journal/18435243/ http://ProfessorUtonium.deviantart.com/journal/18435243/ Wed, 21 May 2008 17:20:06 PDT
Did you learn about the world's dangers at such a young age (6 or 7) that you had to seek counceling for your constant worries?

Do you ever feel like that even if someone was there and willing to listen, you could never find the words to express what goes on in your brain even if you wanted to?

Do people tell you that they understand when they can't possibly know how you feel?

Have you ever felt that you were completely insane?

Did you ever get spit on by schoolmates?

Do people ignore you for no appearent reason other than that's just the way it's always been?

Do you think this journal sounds whiny? (Oh woe is me! and all that jazz?)

I would have to answer yes to all of these. Sorry for the randomness. Comment at your liberty.

Thanks,
Prof.Utonium

]]> ~ProfessorUtonium http://ProfessorUtonium.deviantart.com/journal/18354815/ http://ProfessorUtonium.deviantart.com/journal/18354815/ Fri, 16 May 2008 16:45:29 PDT Would anyone be interested in any of this? Let me know, post a comment! I'm lonely...



Thanks!
Prof.Utonium

]]> ~ProfessorUtonium http://ProfessorUtonium.deviantart.com/journal/18272268/ http://ProfessorUtonium.deviantart.com/journal/18272268/ Sun, 11 May 2008 11:26:08 PDT XD 0_o !!! It was soooooooo AWEsome! I've never seen so many in my life!!





XD 0_o !!!
Prof.Utonium

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Thanks,
Prof.Utonium

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Thanks everyone! ^^
Prof.Utonium

]]> ~ProfessorUtonium http://ProfessorUtonium.deviantart.com/journal/18150087/ http://ProfessorUtonium.deviantart.com/journal/18150087/ Sat, 03 May 2008 14:10:48 PDT
My English teacher deducts points for doodling in the margins of worksheets. She says it shows disrespect for one's work. Well, FINE! I'll disrespect my OWN paper. I hate being disrespectful, but she's gone too far! None of the other teachers mind! In fact, they find it amusing. I officially hate her.


She only got the job because she's the principal's wife. *rolls eyes* The injustice! Go back to your planet, woman!

*sigh* Actually, she's a nice person. I just don't approve of her teaching methods. I don't know if she respects the opinions of others. I told her that I didn't like the book we were reading for class, and she said, "Well, then you obviously don't understand it."
I JUST DON'T LIKE IT, IS THAT OKAY WITH YOU??? *bodyslams, mentally, of course*

At least the year's almost over...
Prof.Utonium

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Hey, I'm not afraid to admit that I don't understand something.
Thanks,
Prof.Utonium

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Later, all,
Prof.Utonium

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Prof.Utonium

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My brother (The one that is 5) has THE cutest hair in the world, okay. The PERFECT legnth with little curls on the end. Totally styin'! What does my mom do? SHE BUZZES IT OFF! *cries* He doesn't even look like Bill anymore!

*sigh* Well, I suppose it will grow back...

ANYWAY... Word around the house is that our printer/scanner is working again. (We thought it was ca-put, but it randomly came back to life *shrugs*) So now I might be abe to upload some halfway decent art!

I have enough stuff to upload something every day for the next 20 years, so if this works, look out!

Wish me luck!
Prof.Utonium

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Oh, well, all in good time.
Prof.Utonium

]]> ~ProfessorUtonium http://ProfessorUtonium.deviantart.com/journal/17798569/ http://ProfessorUtonium.deviantart.com/journal/17798569/ Fri, 11 Apr 2008 16:20:28 PDT Does anyone know what I'm doing wrong?


Thanks,
Prof.Utonium

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This morning, I had some very disapproving messages. They really hurt, too. I wasn't trying to cause trouble, but the way they were talking made me sound like a jerk. Am I?

Another thing is eating away at my brain. If this had happened to anyone else, would it be such an emotional blow for him/her? Do I care too much? Am I making a big deal out of nothing? Am I hypersensitive? Should I seek mental help?

I encourage answers, but if you don't want me to cry, keep them kind.


Thanks,
Prof.Utonium

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Any suggestions would be most apreciated.
Thanks,
Prof.Utonium

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If anyone sees me uploading incorrectly, please tell me. I really don't know everything, and I need someone to tell me these things.



Thanks,
Prof.Utonium

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Anyway, you're all really sweet, and I feel much better! Thanks for being so understanding!

]]> ~ProfessorUtonium http://ProfessorUtonium.deviantart.com/journal/17576235/ http://ProfessorUtonium.deviantart.com/journal/17576235/ Sat, 29 Mar 2008 15:59:43 PDT I understand now that most people aren't like me. You guys don't need random comments from people you don't know to cheer you up. I guess maybe I'm just lonely... It absolutely crushes me to know what my fellow user must think of me now, and I know I didn't just do it to that one person. I don't feel at liberty to name names.

Right now, I feel a great need to punish myself. I'm open to ideas... that is, if anyone still wants to talk to me anymore...


I won't be able to forgive myself until you do.
I'm so sorry,
Prof.Utonium

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