http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:ProiSSia&section=today deviantART RSS for by:ProiSSia en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Fri, 04 Dec 2009 09:29:11 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://ProiSSia.deviantart.com/journal/28044804/ http://ProiSSia.deviantart.com/journal/28044804/ Fri, 30 Oct 2009 11:55:16 PDT and my mother goes as a 20th Women
The Guys who make the Party are cool. They love Böhse Onkelz and Rammstein (We were on a Concert). It`s a little bit like the "Beinhart - Werner" Movies

My Dream come true. Ya know the damn great BBC Show "Walking with Dinosaurs"? There is a live show and I`ve two Tickets forme and my mother. I`ll wear my Dino Shirt and going to cry when i see the dinosaurs! I love them since i was 5 years old. I`m so fucking excited!

]]> ~ProiSSia http://ProiSSia.deviantart.com/journal/27831589/ http://ProiSSia.deviantart.com/journal/27831589/ Sun, 18 Oct 2009 09:21:38 PDT I can`t be bothered to do something! Nothing, i hate all! Damn fucking work, school, life. I wish i could be air. No more thinking, pain and other shit.
Why?
Yesterday, there was my Birthday Party. Such a good and funny day. But that was just ONE Day. Now, it´s all the same shit!

PS.
New RAMMSTEIN Album RULEZZZZ

]]> ~ProiSSia http://ProiSSia.deviantart.com/journal/27148263/ http://ProiSSia.deviantart.com/journal/27148263/ Fri, 11 Sep 2009 11:00:36 PDT
~~Ok, here`s the bread, but hey why not buy some alcohol? Ah and i need chips! oh, and the new "Landser" to read. Ok that`s it.
Tomorrow i wanna carry my rood, so i need a chain for it. Hm here`s nothing.~~

So she goes to the next market.

~~ Oh men, no chain again. But hey! Captain Harlock DVD for just 2€, aww and a Dinosaur figure. I don`t have a single Segnosaurus. I take it. What a sweet sugar bowl, it`s the last one, i take it,too! And loooook, Spongebob chocolate! I wanna it NOW! But ahh! No Chain.~~

So she went to the third market

~~ I wanna just looking, really! ( Looking = Dinosaurs stickers, 4 Slips and two Bras ) Oh nooo, no Chains,too T___T I must look at home. ~~

And yes, at home there was a good Chain

This is the women, which get out to buy some white bread! And came back with many more! That is the Phenomenon "Women"

(And just imagine! The Women is me )

]]> ~ProiSSia http://ProiSSia.deviantart.com/journal/26028118/ http://ProiSSia.deviantart.com/journal/26028118/ Sat, 18 Jul 2009 14:54:20 PDT I awoke
and gazed up to heaven;
No star in the entire mass
did smile down at me
at midnight.

At midnight
I projected my thoughts
out past the dark barriers.
No thought of light
brought me comfort
at midnight.

At midnight
I paid close attention
to the beating of my heart;
One single pulse of agony
flared up
at midnight.

At midnight
I fought the battle,
o Mankind, of your suffering;
I could not decide it
with my strength
at midnight.

At midnight
I surrendered my strength
into your hands!
Lord! over death and life
You keep watch
at midnight!

Link to the german version:
[link]

One of the beautiest songs i heard in the last time. Particularly the last phrases are great! The version from Bo Skovhus is one of the best i think. Sure Kathleen Ferrier is good,too but i like Mahlers compositions more with male actors

]]> ~ProiSSia http://ProiSSia.deviantart.com/journal/24376513/ http://ProiSSia.deviantart.com/journal/24376513/ Wed, 22 Apr 2009 12:22:40 PDT

Seriously, it`s a fantastic, epic game! You`ve a PS3?? Buy it!! Do it!! NOW!
War was never so cool!
The Intro is bombastic! After gaming my hands tremble with excitement! My head couldn`t handle all the audiovisual *lol*

I love Helghan
I love the Helghast
I love Killzone 2



]]> ~ProiSSia http://ProiSSia.deviantart.com/journal/23881075/ http://ProiSSia.deviantart.com/journal/23881075/ Wed, 25 Mar 2009 11:15:19 PDT
If you want to see the original, visit her Site!
I wanna do it, because it`s fun

quiz

1.) You must tag at least 6 people.(i tag nobody, just do it if you want )
2.) No tag backs.
3.) Tell the truth.

1.What is your DeviantArt name and what does it mean?
ProiSSia - Hm the name sounds so cool, and has to do with my origin. And maybe somebody know what Oi is.

2. Why did you join this site?
It´s more adultly than other sites, and i can show stuff from WWII

3. What fandom were you obsessed
SILENT HILL !!!

4. How many watchers are you currently watching now?
51

5. Your first gift ever was to?
Hmm, i think that was a Pic for [link]

6. List five things you are a fan of?
WWII, Painting, Godzilla, Dinosaurs, Slipknot

... erm where is the 7.? xD

8. List four people you look up to the most?
What a beautiful painter
X3 Nothing more to say!
Her art is really sweet X3
That`s more than art!

9. How many pets do you own?
I`ve no pets T__T

... again a number is missed... haha?! XD

11. What do you prefer, Red or black?
oh, black. But dark red is cool,too.

12. Name 3 aspects of your personality?
Prudent, aggressive (just at things that i don`t like!), imaginative

13. If you could had a power what would it be?
Control pure darkness!

14. Who was the last person you talked to?


15. Who was the last person you said "I love you" to?
My Boyfriend ^^ ( and myself )

16. Write the first five things that pop into your head?
X-cream Sunday Ice with choco cookies!!, beer, Silent Hill,hungry, schoolstuff -_-

17. What are the things you wish you could do better?
Paint! And some things at work, like to stand on a ladder and cut of trees...

18. Do you like who you are?
I LOVE MYSELF!

19. Summer or winter?
Autumn ^^

20. Rain or sun?
Rain

21. List 2 things about yourself?
I`m religious, but by my friends very tolerant,too

22. Pop or Hip hop?
Sometimes, pop is funny

23. How many scars do you have?
oh, many small, one big on the leg, 3 at the head and one at the wrist (It was an accident at work!!)

24. Do you wear spiked wristbands, Collars & belts?
I`ve spike wristbands, and my belt is my trademark

25. Do you own anything from Hot Topic?
Hm some stuff from Slipknot and Rammstein. And many Stuff from ****... ]]> ~ProiSSia http://ProiSSia.deviantart.com/journal/23724614/ http://ProiSSia.deviantart.com/journal/23724614/ Mon, 16 Mar 2009 07:04:42 PDT
- you must sit down on a hard Chair in front of the PC, because your cat couches the soft PC Chair

- you must lie at the couchedge, because all your cats conquers the whole couch

- you can`t sleep at your own pillow, because your cat needs a fluffy place to sleep

- you tiptoe through the flat, because your cat sleep

- you don`t have money to buy food for you, but you give the last cent for catfood

- you must remove all your plants, because your cat think it`s some food

- you must waive of some kind of decoration, because your cat think it`s a toy

- you eat your meal, and your cat eat your meal,too! From the same plate!

- you`re to stingy to pay the damn medical fees for you, but pay lot of money for the veterenary

- you have to seperate from a Guy, because he`s a cat allergy

and so on, and so on....

++++++++++++++++++++++++

Yeah i know, i love our cats too much

]]> ~ProiSSia http://ProiSSia.deviantart.com/journal/22926571/ http://ProiSSia.deviantart.com/journal/22926571/ Sat, 31 Jan 2009 16:10:28 PST Since i got my first own Game console, the Atari 2600, i was imprisoned. Me and my best friend played day for day, week for week.
I got more: NES, SNES, GB, GBA, N64...
Then appeared the Play Station! My god, what a dream! I`m falling in love with it. And i still love my baby.
Today, where i own a PS2, PSP, NDS, PS3 and a Xbox 360, my good old PSOne is more and more a memory. It stands still beside all my other game consoles, but the laser is no longer 100% functionally and the controller,too. I use the PS2 to play classic games like Tomb Raider 2 or Resident Evil 2. However my PSOne will ever be in my Heart. I`ll love it, if i lay in my grave.

Now i want to honour my favorite games on my favorite game consoles.

+++++++++++++++++++++

~~~~DREAMCAST
A great console with a tragic history. I never owned a Sega console, but when i saw the Dreamcast i have to buy one! I don`t know why, but i`ve never repents. The Dreamcast is full of charme, which i miss today. My personal best Game:
~~~~SHENMUE
Oh god, i love Shenmue! It`s not a game, it`s a experience! I never played a game so full of emotions, till today. I cried many times, and after the Endscene i must think about myself. Today i read a fictitious interview with Ryo Hazuki. Again the tears ran...

~~~~PLAY STATION
There are many good games, but my favos are:
~~~~TOMB RAIDER 2
Adventures, Mysterys, Story with the sexiest Game Babe alive! I like "The Adventures of..." despite of some bad criticisms. My favorite section > The floating Isles! I was scared.
~~~~RESIDENT EVIL 2
The best RE i think. Great Charakters and Locations. With RE2, i experienced many funny moments with my best friend. We spent our Summer Holidays for this Game. I never forget the Scene, where the Licker came out of the mirror! My friend spun the controller away from him!

~~~~SUPER NINTENDO
What should i say? Nothing, the SNES was fantastic!
~~~~DONKEY KONG SERIES
Rare at it`s best! 100% perfect gaming!

+++++++++++++++++++++

Hmm i like my PS3 and Xbox 360,too. But they`ll never reach the Charisma of the old Classics.



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to my best buddys


http://ProiSSia.deviantart.com/journal/21975236/ Sun, 14 Dec 2008 06:25:22 PST then it`s finally over. 2008. What a year. Some Things are good (my new Job, new flat, new home, new friends), but others are not good.

I hope the next Year will be the same or better. I think of: G.O.N.D, interim audit, maybe Animagic with new Uniform, more photos and drawings, more fun...And damn,more playing with my
Babys!

-----------------

Thanks to my special friends!




And thanks to all my watchers and other friends!


http://ProiSSia.deviantart.com/journal/20949518/ Sun, 12 Oct 2008 08:17:17 PDT

I like my new home, all people are nice and the most co-workers are so funny the most common topics:
Sex
Girls
Alcohol
The World complot
and just many silly babble *smile*

The school is funny,too. Indeed i`ve to learn fucking many stuff (all others are apprentice from the last year, but i make just 2 years) The botanic is hard, so complex names...
We`ve a ritual - eyery break we go to the supermarket and allow us a beer X3

next week is my Birthday, and i`m so happy that i can celebrate with my best friend together *o* That will be a great party (just 3 people, but that`s the elite! And we`ve more beer for us )
24 Years...almost a quarter centenary ><

*aww* I like my Life at these days much more.

]]> ~ProiSSia http://ProiSSia.deviantart.com/journal/20368777/ http://ProiSSia.deviantart.com/journal/20368777/ Sun, 07 Sep 2008 04:35:55 PDT Now I´d leaved my old hometown, to live in a small health resort. Why? Because of my apprenticeship.
My beloved hometown...20 Years...Sayonara
I can`t call the new Town Home
But, Hahnenklee is very nice and sweet. I think that i can make the next 2 Years. Then i wanted go away again...
Till then - Work, School, Work...
At Weekend i`m visit my Mother and meet friends.
Ah and i don`t have internet there >< Not yet.
So i can`t answer fast or give comments.

See Ya!

]]> ~ProiSSia http://ProiSSia.deviantart.com/journal/19231196/ http://ProiSSia.deviantart.com/journal/19231196/ Sun, 06 Jul 2008 07:35:33 PDT For all the others: It`s a Gaming Illness. Believe it! It`s a sort of travel sickness.
A few weeks ago, i read a article in a Gaming Magazine about this Illness. I didn`t know it and i can`t believe it. But now i make my experience.

Somebody know the Game "Jurassic Park" for Super NES?

You can`t saving in this Game and so you must play through. And i did it! 5 1/2 hours! Behind me my Sweetheart and my good Friend Schwürze ( My cheerleaders and soul backup )
The Indoor Levels like the Raptors bun or the visitor center are creepy >< The pixel graphic and the staccato Movements make me sick. My Eyes saw motions, but my Brain didn`t realized one single movement. It arose a conflict in my body, and my Brain wanted to clear it.
Result: Sickness and headaches - Fucking Motion Sickness.
I can`t sleep after that Game. When i close my eyes, i just saw the damn rooms, doors and so on -__-

But i`m happy that i managed the game. I`ll never do that again NEVER!

]]> ~ProiSSia http://ProiSSia.deviantart.com/journal/18979652/ http://ProiSSia.deviantart.com/journal/18979652/ Sun, 22 Jun 2008 08:35:53 PDT A small but pretty event.

The highlight was the "Tractor Pulling"
And i`d successfully compledet!

We were the only Women team, 3 girls. The two other were weaker and smaller than me, but we did it!

Result:
3 tons, 33 yard, 14 seconds!

I`m proud of me. Next Year i`ll make it with two of my comrades. And i want be faster!!!

]]> ~ProiSSia http://ProiSSia.deviantart.com/journal/18130347/ http://ProiSSia.deviantart.com/journal/18130347/ Fri, 02 May 2008 09:14:01 PDT I´ve 15 Days relaxing vacation. The Sun shines and makes me happy.

Yesterday, on Father`s Day ( Christi Himmelfahrt ), me and my Friends barbecueing many meat ( ) and enjoyed beer *smile*

Today we`re going to visit the Cinema and watching Iron Man. After that I`m going to our garden and make party. More Beer

There is also the fact that i was at the hairdresser, and it`s a fact that every women feel better after that *lol*
( Oh god, hit me for my bad english )

]]> ~ProiSSia http://ProiSSia.deviantart.com/journal/17863616/ http://ProiSSia.deviantart.com/journal/17863616/ Tue, 15 Apr 2008 12:08:25 PDT But why?
It´s so hard...so painful.

Deep inside me are the good feelings.
Love
Gladness
Jest

But why can`t i show it?! I`ll show it...
My Mother says, that i`ve never been a human who can show her Happiness, but it was there. Deep inside me.

I`m afraid. Afraid of myself. That i hurt somebody.
I don`t want that!
Believe me:
I love the People, I love...
I`m happy if you`re happy...
I´m sad if you`re sad...
then...
I have Emotions deep inside me.

They´re just for you...

]]> ~ProiSSia http://ProiSSia.deviantart.com/journal/17269571/ http://ProiSSia.deviantart.com/journal/17269571/ Mon, 10 Mar 2008 11:14:17 PDT last night pre-flight.
Zero hour nine a.m.
And I'm gonna be high
as a kite by then
I miss the earth so much
I miss my wife
It's lonely out in space
On such a timeless flight

And I think it's gonna be a long long time
Till touch down brings me
round again to find
I'm not the man they think I am at home
Oh no no no
I'm a rocket man
Rocket man burning out his fuse up here alone

Mars ain't the kind of place to raise your kids
In fact it's cold as hell
And there's no one there to raise them if you did
And all this science
I don't understand
It's just my job
five days a week
A rocket man, a rocket man

And I think it's gonna be a long long time...

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Original Song by Elton John, but I´ve seen a super epic Version by William Shatner!
I love this Song. After hearing it, i felt much better.
I watched at the evening heaven, and saw the small stars...
It`s funny, but it`s still......hopeful and a little bit sad or wistful.


Video:
[link]

]]> ~ProiSSia http://ProiSSia.deviantart.com/journal/17006955/ http://ProiSSia.deviantart.com/journal/17006955/ Fri, 22 Feb 2008 10:15:03 PST Da fing mein Unglück an,
Da wollt ich den Franzosen desertieren
Und wollt es bei den Preußen probieren.
Ei das ging nicht an.

Ein Stund wohl in der Nacht
Habens mich gefangen bracht.
Sie führten mich vors Hauptmanns Haus,
O Himmel, was soll werden draus!
Mit mir ist`s aus.

Früh morgens um zehn Uhr
Stellt man mich dem Regimente vor.
Da sollt ich bitten um Pardon.
Und werd doch kriegen meinen Lohn,
Das weiß ich schon.

Ihr Brüder allzumal,
Heut seht ihr mich zum letztenmal.
Unser Korporal, der gestrenge Mann,
Ist meines Todes Schuld daran,
Den klag ich an.

Ihr Brüder alle drei,
Ich bitt`schießt allzugleich!
Verschont mein junges Leben nicht,
Schießt, daß das rote Blut raus spritzt,
Das bitt ich euch!

O Himmelskönigin,
Nimm meine Seel dahin!
Nimm sie zu dir in`n Himmel hinein,
Allwo die leiben Englein sein,
Und vergiß nicht mein.

]]> ~ProiSSia http://ProiSSia.deviantart.com/journal/16924840/ http://ProiSSia.deviantart.com/journal/16924840/ Sun, 17 Feb 2008 06:36:21 PST
I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found out a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear

I've found out a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you

]]> ~ProiSSia http://ProiSSia.deviantart.com/journal/16250751/ http://ProiSSia.deviantart.com/journal/16250751/ Fri, 04 Jan 2008 06:11:35 PST
I lived all the ups and downs. My god, how many new pages in my book of life.
How lucky, i`ve visited my Sweetheart over New Years eve. Now I`m at home and i miss him so much!!!!!!!! >< Evertime the same again!

*sigh* okay, what will i do this year??? Hmmmm...
- More Working and earn money! ( Good for my fitness and account )
- Buy more cool figures and german stuff!
- move to a new flat (bigger better)
- Still be a asshole to all i don`t like
- Maybe buy a Playstation 3
- Buy many new cool Games for my Babys

so...just be myself like always

]]> ~ProiSSia http://ProiSSia.deviantart.com/journal/16071905/ http://ProiSSia.deviantart.com/journal/16071905/ Mon, 24 Dec 2007 07:29:14 PST
At the moment, i hate all the trouble but hey! Close your eyes and ears and through there!

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



________________________________________ ________________







]]> ~ProiSSia http://ProiSSia.deviantart.com/journal/15732877/ http://ProiSSia.deviantart.com/journal/15732877/ Fri, 30 Nov 2007 10:01:44 PST
Since August, i fight against our employment agency. These assholes cut off my money supply for 3 months!
But not with me.

My comrade has commended me a good counselor at law. And after 3 months, 2 medical estimates and a lot of endurance...they were coerced to remargin me 1000€, because they break a law!

The nation is in da house

and now....SHOPPPING!!!

]]> ~ProiSSia http://ProiSSia.deviantart.com/journal/15359406/ http://ProiSSia.deviantart.com/journal/15359406/ Sun, 04 Nov 2007 09:50:21 PST My Sweetheart stayed overnight, since Thursday. But now, he`s going home
It`s so blank in my habitation without him. I miss him very much. I hope i can visit him at New years Day
It`s awful to see, how badly you need somebody to feel good. Without that person, it`s like...there is a hole...*sigh*
Anyway...That`s life, and i`ve still the Internet, letters and my Handy to contact him

I love you Honey
( And i love it to watch Aftermath with you, and playing Resident evil 2 )

]]> ~ProiSSia http://ProiSSia.deviantart.com/journal/15100194/ http://ProiSSia.deviantart.com/journal/15100194/ Wed, 17 Oct 2007 11:09:51 PDT I`d respect his meaning, so i delete it.
Maybe i make a new manipulation were the shirt is closed.

]]> ~ProiSSia http://ProiSSia.deviantart.com/journal/14982121/ http://ProiSSia.deviantart.com/journal/14982121/ Tue, 09 Oct 2007 08:04:34 PDT
Recently i heard new rumours about me and my Relationship. I had said bits and pieces about my privat life.

So there is one problem:
I have NO CONTACT with this Guys!!!!!!! So, how can they assert, i`ve said this and these??????????????

It`s all a big Lie! Disgrace for all of You! I know who was it, and i say now to you:
You`ve no Chance! What cowards you`re! You`re scared to say this into my face.

All what you do is that:



Ah and one more thing. A special Person think, she know about my origin. But you`re way off! My blood makes me pride! I know it`s origin and i can manifest it.

In this Sense
God will judge you!

]]> ~ProiSSia http://ProiSSia.deviantart.com/journal/14612137/ http://ProiSSia.deviantart.com/journal/14612137/ Thu, 13 Sep 2007 03:02:02 PDT Just:





What will you obtain? Should i feel baaaaaad??
What a bullshit.
But, come on!

GIVE IT TO ME BABY!

]]> ~ProiSSia http://ProiSSia.deviantart.com/journal/14285605/ http://ProiSSia.deviantart.com/journal/14285605/ Wed, 22 Aug 2007 09:38:53 PDT [link]

This is a really cool video XD
I like the Music and the pictures.
Anyway...quite another matter

]]> ~ProiSSia http://ProiSSia.deviantart.com/journal/13937960/ http://ProiSSia.deviantart.com/journal/13937960/ Mon, 30 Jul 2007 08:05:42 PDT There was our big Anime Convention "Animagic 2007".

Hm, I don`t like this very much, but i`m happy to see Friends and my Sweetheart

Together we`ve beautiful moments


2 Days long, I´ve wearing my black SS Uniform ( censored ). Oh man it was sooo warm -__- I´ve circulation problems. Then over 60 Hours nothing to eat, almost drunk Beer and a little bit Water. But many people like my Uniform so...it paid off

Next Year it `ll be again, but i don`t know if I´m visiting it.
I`m happy to be home.
It`s just...i`miss my Sweetheart...

]]> ~ProiSSia http://ProiSSia.deviantart.com/journal/13872183/ http://ProiSSia.deviantart.com/journal/13872183/ Wed, 25 Jul 2007 10:08:47 PDT <
I don`t know why, but for this moments I´m very very angry!

-__- And i`ve not one single beer at home!

What`s that damn reason?? Why must a Human be so emotional??
I need Music...LOUD music ><

And a weapon...

]]> ~ProiSSia http://ProiSSia.deviantart.com/journal/13679796/ http://ProiSSia.deviantart.com/journal/13679796/ Tue, 10 Jul 2007 04:28:57 PDT Was für Hammergeiles Wochenende!
Schade das es so schnell vorbei ging, aber nächstes Jahr bin ich wieder definitiv am Start!

Es fing schon morgens gut an als ich fast die Eintrittskarten Zuhause vergessen hatte XD Ich wäre ja gestorben wenn es uns erst später aufgefallen wäre. Aber als wir dann auf der A7 unterwegs waren ging der Spaß schon los (zumindest für mich, mein Kamerad musste fahren) erstmal n schönes Bier und n gutes Mettwurstbrötchen X3 Dabei schon die ganze Zeit Böhse Onkelz gehört.
Nachknapp 5 Stunden (und ettlichen Baustellen >< ) kamen wir endlich an bei unserem Kumpel wo wir übernachteten. Da wurde dann erstmal schön gegrillt und weiter getrunken. Um 19 Uhr kamen wir dann auf dem festival an und der Krieg um einen Parkplatz ging los. Haben aber zum Glück einen guten ergattert.

Sagte ich nicht das ich vergessen würde das ich ne Frau bin?? Man hat mich tatsächlich 2 mal für einen Kerl gehalten OO° Na ja mit dem Outfit auch kein Wunder: Slipknot Bermudas, Springer mit Schnallen und Onkelz -Shirt. Dazu meine Statur (man hat mir früher immer gesagt ich hab voll Fussballerwaden XD )
Aber die Stiefel waren auch bitternötig, ich bin n paar mal regelrecht im Schlamm stecken geblieben. Anderen Leuten sah man ihre Tarnkleidung gar nicht mehr an weil sie voller Dreck waren.
Dann hiess es nur: Ab ins Getümmel, Bier her ( 4 Euro! ) und mitgegröhlt! Hammer!
Am ersten Abend bin ich durch so ein Arschloch mit in einem Pogenden Kessel geraten und hab einen Ellenbogen in die Fresse kassiert >< Besten Dank auch.
Leider haben wir kein festival Shirt ergattert weil schon alles weg war Oo Die haben eingekauft wie die Blöden >< Wollte am 2 Tag ein Shirt von Satans Offizieren aber auch alles weg. Die Tussi wollte mir n S Shirt andrehen (klaaaaaar doch, als Mütze oder wat?? ) Zum Glück hab ich noch n Kapuzenshirt von Berserker ergattert. Stay Brutal!!
Am Samstag hat dann auch einer seiner Freundin einen Heiratsantrag gemacht und es hat die ganze besoffene Menge den Hochzeitsmarsch gegröhlt XD 19 Drogenopfer gab es auch *tse tse tse* Der Frontmann der Offiziere meinte dann auch "Lasst die Finger von der Scheiße, trinkt lieber noch ein bier!!!"

Na ja, wie gesagt ging schnell rum hat aber massig Spaß gemacht. Am Sonntag musste ich dann heim fahren. Meine Hände haben noch leicht gezittert, musste mir an der Tanke erstmal n Magnesiumdrink holen
5 Stunden Autofahrt und 480km später hatte ich die Schnauze aber auch voll. Obwohl ich ne Durchschnittsgeschwindigkeit von 130kmh hatte bin ich nicht vorwärts gekommen und dann ständig diese Scheiß Drängler ><

Aber haben ja doch alles gut überstanden! Freue mich aufs nächste Jahr!!

DENN WIR HABEN NOCH LANGE NICHT GENUG!!!!!

]]> ~ProiSSia http://ProiSSia.deviantart.com/journal/13618023/ http://ProiSSia.deviantart.com/journal/13618023/ Thu, 05 Jul 2007 08:02:42 PDT 2 Days full of Fun, Music and Beer!

So I´ll say goodbye to all and i wish to all a good weekend!
After all i´ll be death

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"Bomberpilot! Ich bringe euch den Tod!!" ]]> ~ProiSSia http://ProiSSia.deviantart.com/journal/13493646/ http://ProiSSia.deviantart.com/journal/13493646/ Tue, 26 Jun 2007 03:11:30 PDT
Do somebody know the german Band "Böhse Onkelz"??

They`re disbanded but there are many Cover Bands. And they play all together at a Festival called "G.O.N.D - Gröhste Böhse Onkelz Nacht Deutschland"
(Biggest Böhse Onkelz Night Germany)

I`m soooo happy that i can visit it with my best Friend and comrade! 2 Days where i can forget that i`m a woman

Motto:
Beer! Music! Beer!! Music again!!! And Party without end!

By the way. Saturday is a "All you can eat" Breakfast and Lunch. Just 8,50€ And they`ve wrote : All you can eat! Cheese, Cornflakes, Bread, Buns, Beeves, Fish, Tomatoes, Milk, Tea, Juice, Beer ( XD ), and - SPARERIBS!! *__*

>< I´m Hungry now XD

]]> ~ProiSSia http://ProiSSia.deviantart.com/journal/13355128/ http://ProiSSia.deviantart.com/journal/13355128/ Fri, 15 Jun 2007 11:16:12 PDT
I Love you so much Honey!!

]]> ~ProiSSia http://ProiSSia.deviantart.com/journal/13338709/ http://ProiSSia.deviantart.com/journal/13338709/ Thu, 14 Jun 2007 05:58:39 PDT He`s run himself down. He said he`s bad and something.
But i think he is scared about that what will come in his Life.
I love him so much, he`s all to me. I`ll not capitulate and help him!
We`ve so much happy moments. He know things about me (and i about him) who nobody knows.
I mean, i`m the Woman, who can understand him in all facts. I`ll show him that.
Not another women would accept his problems. But i do that!
Any other would left him, but i don`t, because i love him!
I`ll fight.



But...would all this brake...
then my Life is over...

]]> ~ProiSSia http://ProiSSia.deviantart.com/journal/13275571/ http://ProiSSia.deviantart.com/journal/13275571/ Sat, 09 Jun 2007 08:56:07 PDT My emotions.
The Sadness and the happiness - at the same time.
I don`t know what i can do.
I feel so powerless but quietly,too.
What is that?
Nobody is here for me.
I only wish that somebody clasp me in his arms.
But nobody is there.
Just that what is ever there for me:

My beloved Things.
My Dinosaurs
My PlayStation
My Books
My Music....

Music...she helps me...

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]]> ~ProiSSia http://ProiSSia.deviantart.com/journal/12939077/ http://ProiSSia.deviantart.com/journal/12939077/ Sun, 13 May 2007 08:17:14 PDT
Schon der Auftakt - EINE KLEINE SCHLACHTMUSIK - ist wunderschön gemacht. (und der Titel ist ja wohl kultig, einfach aber genial)

Eisregen sind immer noch eine der besten Deutschen Bands die ich kenne. Mal vom Rammstein abgesehen, das istja n ganz anderes Genre.

Live hauts einen echt aus den Socken!!!!

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]]> ~ProiSSia http://ProiSSia.deviantart.com/journal/12919414/ http://ProiSSia.deviantart.com/journal/12919414/ Fri, 11 May 2007 07:30:26 PDT Wenn andere einen dazu verurteilen?
Was gibt diesen Subjekten das Recht über mich zu urteilen. Sie wissen weder etwas genaues von meiner Person, von meinen Beweggründen noch von meinen Gedanken und Gefühlen.
Sie kennen nur ihre eigene eingeschworene Gemeinschaft. Und wenn man dort als "anderer" eindringt hat man scheinbar kaum eine Chance, zumindest in der älteren Generation.

Man fragt sich ob diese Leute überhaupt eine Ahnung haben wie die Situation ausserhalb ihrer Gemeinschaft ist. Ich denke nicht. Ich handle keines Falls so wie ich es tue, weil ich es will und es mich glücklich macht. Ich mache das weil ich nicht will, das ich zu etwas gedrängt werde was mich mein Leben lang unglücklich macht.
Dafür ist mir meine Lebenszeit zu schade. Dieses Welt ist so verkommen geworden, ich bin froh so zu sein wie ich bin. Ich sehe die Verschwörungen,den verrat an der eigenen Seele, am Glauben, an der Ehre. Ich will nicht so sein wie die anderen.
Es ist vielleicht mal lustig mit dem Strom zu schwimmen, aber nur getarnt um zu sehen wie sich die anderen kaputt machen.

Aber wieso zerbreche ich mir eigentlich so den Kopf? Keine Ahnung, vielleicht muss ich meinen Frust nur loswerden. Alkohol hab ich (noch) nicht zur Hand. Und ich bin froh heute wieder die Leute zu sehen die so sind wie ich. Meine Gemeinschaft...in der auch leute eine Chance haben die nicht so sind wie wir (Natürlich haben auch wir unsere Ansprüche, aber das ist eine andere Sache)

Wie komm ich auf das alles? Nun, ich hab erfahren das ich ein schlechterer Mensch bin als andere, weil ich (nicht freiwillig) arbeitslos bin.
Tja so kanns gehen...

]]> ~ProiSSia http://ProiSSia.deviantart.com/journal/12812928/ http://ProiSSia.deviantart.com/journal/12812928/ Wed, 02 May 2007 07:45:54 PDT [link]

Wem das nicht ans deutsche Herz geht, den kann ich nicht verstehen. Es muss ja nicht mal zu dieser Zeit gezählt werden. Kameradschaft gilt doch für immer und zu jeder zeit...

Mir treibt es jedesmal fast die Tränen ins Auge...

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