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yep, add me there is you care or something, if you add me i'll add you back

i already have two new pieces submitted..

]]> ~PurpleClouds1017 http://PurpleClouds1017.deviantart.com/journal/13088669/ http://PurpleClouds1017.deviantart.com/journal/13088669/ Fri, 25 May 2007 12:47:35 PDT
Hokay, so i graduated today woo. schools out until highschool time, fucking finally. I didn't bawl like I thought i would. tehe. i'm not going to miss school, but rather some of the people there. but maybe some distance will do some good. lets hope.

my dad did something ridiculous... he got me a new camera! i am very grateful, even though he didn't have to do that at all, lord knows i don't deserve it! it's amazing though.
i'm alot more inspired too, its odd. i have alot of new ideas swirling around. i'm throwing around the idea of getting a new account... just to start something new maybe. i dont know.

saw flyleaf, the sick puppies, kill hannah, and resident hero on wednesday. it was amazing and i'm obsessed with the sick puppies now, and the lead singer of kill hannah is amazingly gorgeous. >_<

that's all. kbye.

]]> ~PurpleClouds1017 http://PurpleClouds1017.deviantart.com/journal/12953378/ http://PurpleClouds1017.deviantart.com/journal/12953378/ Mon, 14 May 2007 13:08:22 PDT I wish you would tell me what's going on, because it really hurts to see you like this and to be... treated this way... but I can't force you to do anything.
Please forgive me for whatever I did, and everything I have done. I miss you so much and I honestly can't really imagine life without you.
As trite and fake as this all sounds, I mean every last fucking word of it.

..Please talk to me, comment me.. something... anything.

]]> ~PurpleClouds1017 http://PurpleClouds1017.deviantart.com/journal/12433852/ http://PurpleClouds1017.deviantart.com/journal/12433852/ Mon, 02 Apr 2007 16:53:32 PDT I WIN.

]]> ~PurpleClouds1017 http://PurpleClouds1017.deviantart.com/journal/12376879/ http://PurpleClouds1017.deviantart.com/journal/12376879/ Thu, 29 Mar 2007 14:35:23 PDT Evanescence was amazing. I can't beginto describe it.

Now that you're gone,
I feel like myself again.
Grieving the things I can't repair and willing...

To let you blame it on me,
And set your guilt free.
I don't want to hold you back now love.

I can't change who I am.
Not this time, I won't lie to keep you near me.
And in this short life, there's no time to waste on giving up.
My love wasn't enough.

]]> ~PurpleClouds1017 http://PurpleClouds1017.deviantart.com/journal/12341720/ http://PurpleClouds1017.deviantart.com/journal/12341720/ Mon, 26 Mar 2007 19:34:05 PDT It eats away on us, it feeds on my mistakes.

Your satisfied smile, tells me it's not all right.
Like a father you watch me confess to all my lies.

I did it again, I made a mistake.
You're right now. Aren't you satisfied?
So I did it again, I made a mistake.
You're right now. Are you satisfied?
Are you satisfied my dear?
Are you satisfied?
Hey

So maybe you were right
Maybe I'm not worth the fight
You being right is not, oh it's not nice.

Are you satisfied?

I wish we had the nerve
To be as we were
I wish I could find the root to all good


Evanescence concert tomorrow. I better get a good place in the crowd.

]]> ~PurpleClouds1017 http://PurpleClouds1017.deviantart.com/journal/12232566/ http://PurpleClouds1017.deviantart.com/journal/12232566/ Sun, 18 Mar 2007 12:46:44 PDT Uhhhh.
I'm going to be a suicide girl when I grow up. And A fashion designer. Why? Because. I have no idea.
I want to be skinnier.
Ashley and I watched a documentary on the suicide girls last night... it was pretty cool.
And I made some arm thingys out of a pair of old pajamas. They're warm. And Ash made a german shirt.

I scheduled my classes for next year. I'm taking French.. yay. I'm going to be so... screwed.

Ashley says pie is delicious. I agree.

kslkjdfsklkdsjfdkldjfdkslkdshgFWOO.

I need $3,000 for the summer of 2009 or 2010.

]]> ~PurpleClouds1017 http://PurpleClouds1017.deviantart.com/journal/11874363/ http://PurpleClouds1017.deviantart.com/journal/11874363/ Sun, 18 Feb 2007 21:36:42 PST
I am so bored.
Why the fuck hasn't my medicine knocked me out yet? I took it at like 9.
I like it when I take it really early and then I'm like drunk tired
Like on Ambien. My sister took one last night to go to sleep, and she spilled some orange juice, and kept trying to clean it up with a knife... yeah. She was like "Lindsey.... *mumbles* Comeeeee help meeeee I can't find the right thingy to clean this with.... unchhhh...."
But I never helped her.
Because I'm lazy.

BUT AWAY FROM THAT SUBJECT.
I've been feeling pretyt shitty lately. Nothing I ever do is right for my sister. My parents could really care less about things, or notice very noticible things. I treat a friend like crap and I don't know why. And I just feel like a general jackass/fatass.

Middle School Self Pity, FTW!


Tomorrow should be better though. I need to calleth Chuancey. And Ashley and Olivia might be staying the night... neither of them know how much they do for me sometimes...

Shit. I don't know. I just feel like cussing.
I'm tired of life being so fucking bored and stupid, and pointless.
And I'm tired of being so obnoxious.

I accidently cut my finger opening some chocolate chips. wtf.

In final bloggings, The new Fall Out Boy CD has not left my Radio since I put it there. Like over a week ago. It's amazing. It's much different and better than I was expecting.


Toodles.

]]> ~PurpleClouds1017 http://PurpleClouds1017.deviantart.com/journal/11853043/ http://PurpleClouds1017.deviantart.com/journal/11853043/ Sat, 17 Feb 2007 09:51:17 PST
I haven't updated my gallery or my journal in forever. I've been sort of busy and at a bit creative loss. Every picture I take looks exactly like the next, and nothing is unizue or special enough to post.

I have been listening to the Horrorpops... they're great..

I dunno. I guess I've just sort of been trying to get by. I haven't been feeling the best, but maybe things are looking up. I'm sort of excited yet dreading the next week.

I've got a butt load to do.

28th of Feb = my sister's birthday and when I get my manual letter. (Aka when the rest of my life is determined by a piece of paper)
3rd-4th of march = state swim meet (aka hell)
6th of march = BRACES ARE GONE. AFTER ALMOST THREE YEARS.


I hate to say it... but I can't wait until highschool.

]]> ~PurpleClouds1017 http://PurpleClouds1017.deviantart.com/journal/11297869/ http://PurpleClouds1017.deviantart.com/journal/11297869/ Wed, 03 Jan 2007 07:21:46 PST A document on a computer just told us to call that number, so do it.
DUNDUNDUN.

PS.
School sucks :] And I hate to be back at school.

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa aaaaaaaaaaaand

I don't know.

HI.

And I have a B in art.

That is all!

Oh wait. no it's not. I killed another tamagotchi. So I'm on my third. Woo.

]]> ~PurpleClouds1017 http://PurpleClouds1017.deviantart.com/journal/11204533/ http://PurpleClouds1017.deviantart.com/journal/11204533/ Tue, 26 Dec 2006 19:17:41 PST
So Now I don't have Hatchu the girl with a mohawk, I have Hachi, the boy that looks like poo.
NICE.

I MADE MY FIRST PURSE LAST NIGHT!!!
It looks like crap :]
yay.
And I made it out of my sister's old blue jeans.


AND I PROMISE I WILL ACTUALLY RESPOND TO COMMENTS THIS MONTH.
Just not right now. Because It'll take forever. Because my grandma only has dial up.


Aaaaaaand I'm in the closet. I'm in a closet. on a computer. At my grandma's house. And my 15 year old Uncle (well sort of my uncle but sort of... not. long ass story) is special. And... your face.

]]> ~PurpleClouds1017 http://PurpleClouds1017.deviantart.com/journal/11176416/ http://PurpleClouds1017.deviantart.com/journal/11176416/ Sun, 24 Dec 2006 13:59:31 PST
You know what I find stupid? That my mom and dad both think that I don't need to take anti-depressants. Well, not that, but rather that they think I'm only doing so because my friends are and it's what's "cool". Ho boy, taking anti depressants is Sooooooooo cool, lolz. Having to take and pretty much get addicted to a medication is exactally how I want to live my life, let me tell ya.
My sister says it's making me a bitch.

We (being my dad, my sister and I) Had a huge breakdown yesterday, I was sobbing and then my dad told me to stop crying and I went back to the bathroom and sat on the floor and locked the door. And then my dad went outside and my sister bribed me out with a tamagotchi. Well, more like annoyed the hell out of me until I stopped holding the lock on the door.

I guess what I'm getting to is that I didn't choose to be depressed, like my mom and dad think, I think. Sure, my friends did have something to do with it - Who wouldn't be upset if pretty much all of their friends developed life altering problems and such? And it does run in the family...

So mom and dad, DEAL.




Christmas was today for me :]
Gonna learn to sew.

..I love you. Everything will be okay, in the end.

]]> ~PurpleClouds1017 http://PurpleClouds1017.deviantart.com/journal/10728009/ http://PurpleClouds1017.deviantart.com/journal/10728009/ Tue, 14 Nov 2006 20:42:16 PST Many will say that homosexual marriage is inappropriate, because of their religious beliefs. The main thing we need to remember is that America is a melting pot, of many different religions and cultures. Not all Americans are the same religion, nor do they have the same beliefs. Basing all of the country’s laws off of a single religion is unbearable. It’s like forcing everyone to be the same gender. If we want this country to be a fair one, we need to do something about this, for starters.
For whatever reason you feel that homosexuality is wrong, remember one thing: Just because you are gay doesn’t mean that you aren’t human. Who we love shouldn’t define who we are in this country, what jobs we can take, or what rights we have. We should all be equal, all have equal rights and opportunities, or else we will always have rebellion, and never peace and happiness. Who knows what could happen if an all over ban on gay marriage is approved for the country - it could string a whole new chain of events causing disaster.

]]> ~PurpleClouds1017 http://PurpleClouds1017.deviantart.com/journal/10710086/ http://PurpleClouds1017.deviantart.com/journal/10710086/ Mon, 13 Nov 2006 09:27:53 PST Louisville, Kentucky 40208
November 13, 2006



To Whom It May Concern,

Recently, I read about the proposal that will supposedly help increase school safety by diminishing violence. This proposal requires that every Jefferson County Public school have metal detectors installed at every entrance. As a middle school student, I oppose this proposal. Not only do I find it unnecessary and inconvenient, but it may also take away from more important things, like learning.
Why do I find metal detectors to be inconvenient? Well, if you have ever had to go through one, such as at an airport or even at an amusement park like Six Flag Kentucky Kingdom, you may know just how much of a hassle they can be. If you are to walk through the detector and it goes off, you of course, have to find what is making it go off. You may have to take off your shoes, jacket, and even empty your purse or bag. With all of this emptying and searching, things can become quite time consuming, and definitely inconvenient.
With all of the hassle and time spent on checking someone for any little thing metal, things will certainly begin to slow down. If several people have to empty bags, take off their shoes, and many other things, the entrance to the school will become rather crowded, and this could possibly take away from learning time. Lines could become so long that students will be late to their classes, or the school may have to go to more drastic measures, and open a bit earlier.
Lastly and most importantly, are metal detectors truly necessary? If a school has no history of weapon related violence, are metal detectors still going to be installed? Honestly, I think physical violence, such as fist fights, are more of a danger than weapon related violence. I suggest metal detectors only be installed in schools that have a large history of weapon related violence, if they are to be installed at all.
Thank you for taking the time to read my letter. I hope you take it into consideration whenever it comes to approving the metal detector proposal.




Sincerely,



Lindsey Harper

]]> ~PurpleClouds1017 http://PurpleClouds1017.deviantart.com/journal/10382394/ http://PurpleClouds1017.deviantart.com/journal/10382394/ Fri, 13 Oct 2006 17:00:09 PDT Aka LAAAAAME LINXXXXX to COOOOOL STUFFFFFF.

Kay.
I just found anything I thought was nifty or that reminded me of halloween or autumn. (why yes, I am bored and have no life.)
Not in any specific order, just in the order I stumbled across them. I do rather love the work by *brokendancer and ~Shardae, however.

One: MyImageInTheWater by *brokendancer

Two: LookingNotSeeing by *brokendancer

Three: Embracing me by *saciii

Four: Bossy Barbie by =nirel

Five: Warm Sound by ~zuckerfuss

Six: Kiss Autumn Hello and Goodbye. by ~four-star-tosh

Seven: If You'll Be My Star.... by *whorer-movie

Eight: DressTheKittyHalloweenishStyle by =crouching-kitty

Nine: .: Losing It :. by *turp

Ten: Come Alive by *Insom-niac

Eleven: You Make Me Wilt by *emeraldsugar

Twelve: Awkward... by ~Shardae

Thirteen: Your mother.


And that's all. because now I'm tired. And yeah.

]]> ~PurpleClouds1017 http://PurpleClouds1017.deviantart.com/journal/10366184/ http://PurpleClouds1017.deviantart.com/journal/10366184/ Thu, 12 Oct 2006 06:43:43 PDT

One of the driving forces for Britain’s victorious win: Sir William Pitt led the war and inspired many to keep on fighting. He was appointed by King George the II as the prime minister of the war in 1758, after have being retired for a few years. Dedicated and determined to help the British win the war, he took control immediately, planning troop movements and complex strategy with great skill and perseverance. Although the War was being fought in Europe, India, and North America, Pitt strongly believed that the war would end in North America. He followed his instincts and sent most of his troops there.

Inspiration and Trust
After winning a few battles, the colonists discovered that Sir Pitt was indeed, something special – and they began to put their trust in him. They believed he would help lead the British to victory. Left and right, the British won battle after battle.

Success continues
Pitt made one of the most successful attacks on The French in 1760, in Canada. He gave General James Wolfe the difficult task of capturing Quebec, the capital of New France. They did just so, and cut off France’s supplies, weakening New France.

The downfall
William Pitt desired to continue the war, attacking France until they were defeated, and then attacking Spain. King George III and the other ministers did not share his desire – they opposed it. Feeling Defeated, Pitt resigned from his position in 1761. He has since then spent his years criticizing the government constantly.
While Pitt may have let the British down, he also helped them rather significantly. William Pitt was one of the most important men on Britain’s side, and without him, the British may not have won the war.

]]> ~PurpleClouds1017 http://PurpleClouds1017.deviantart.com/journal/10291732/ http://PurpleClouds1017.deviantart.com/journal/10291732/ Thu, 05 Oct 2006 10:13:02 PDT Six year old Julie Gregory was always told she was a sick child. That’s why she went to the doctor so much, where her mom would tell the doctor about all of her symptoms. Some of them Julie questioned, and wondered if she really felt them. Some of them she knew she had never felt - but still, when her mother asked her to tell the doctor about them, she did. She did not want her mother to get upset and angry with her. She had to help her get to the bottom of what was wrong with her.
After the doctor’s visit, if Julie had been good for the doctor, her and her mother would go shopping, buying tons of new clothes. Clothes for every occasion - holidays, school, doctors visits. And when Julie’s mom thought she was starting to look pale, or sick, she’d ask Julie how she was feeling, and no matter what give her a little pill, which usually made Julie just feel worse, because she never felt all that bad in the first place.
For 16 years, this is how Julie’s life worked. She would miss days of school, go to several different doctors, have various unnecessary procedures performed, all because she had always been told she was a sick child. She was, right?
As it turns out Julie was a perfectly normal child, ravaged by a mental disorder her mother had, called Munchasen By Proxy. This caused her mother to intentionally inflict illnesses in Julie, and make her believe that she was indeed a sick child. Her mother wanted attention from the doctors. Julie’s mother was abused and molested whenever she was younger, which is probably the cause for her wanting to cause illness in Julie.
As I mentioned above, it took 16 years for Julie to escape. It all happened one day whenever she was at her job at the local hospital as an assistant nurse aide. Her work counselor asked her how things were going, and she broke down, telling her everything. Her work counselor called the caseworker for the foster kids Julie’s mom cared for - or rather, abused. The caseworker, Melissa, went to Julie’s house to speak to the foster kids in private, and ended up leaving with them, saving them. Julie went home and tried her best to not let her mom discover it was her who ratted them out. She knew if she did, her life would be on the line.
Her dad found out a few days later, and took away her car, clothes, everything. Julie went to work, and called Melissa, who came and got her, taking her to a home for homeless teens and runaways. Julie was now a foster kid, herself. Julie continues working at the hospital, and is plagued by visits from her parents and little brother, Danny, while she is working, begging her to drop charges and come home. She doesn’t give in.
By the time her hearing comes around a few weeks later, Julie is tired of the foster care center, and Melissa has no evidence of her abuse. The court sends Julie back home with her parents. Julie is both relieved and frightened. She’s glad to be with her brother, but not with her parents. However things change for Julie. Her parents are like totally different people, and she is actually cared for now. She no longer visits the doctor constantly, and actually has friends at school.
Things don’t stay like this forever, though. Julie’s family’s house burns down. Julie begins making money, in a very wrong way. She begins taking college classes, however, where she learns about Munchasen By Proxy. It all clicks to her, and she goes to see a thearapist, to talk it all out. She ends up in a shelter for battered and mentally ill women, and slowly rebuilds her life from there. She goes seven total years without seeing her mother - but eventually goes to visit her again, where she sees one of her mother’s new adopted children going through everything she put Julie through.
Julie later decides to prosecute her mother again, trying to put an end to every ounce of abuse she has caused. Julie’s a strong, determined woman now. She’s become a spokesperson for Munchasen By Proxy, and an advocate for it as well. She also has a degree in Psychiatry, from Sheffield University in England.



“But the memories that hang heaviest are the easiest to recall. They hold in their creases

the ability to change one’s life, organically, forever.

Even when you

shake them out, they’ve left permanent wrinkles in the fabric of your

soul.”

]]> ~PurpleClouds1017 http://PurpleClouds1017.deviantart.com/journal/10193901/ http://PurpleClouds1017.deviantart.com/journal/10193901/ Tue, 26 Sep 2006 14:46:29 PDT
Here it fucking is. Right here on the table.

I CARE.

I do, it's just that for some reason, NO ONE CAN SEE THAT.

Mention your problems. Talk about them. BUT DON'T LET ME HELP.

It's not like I could anyway. I can't seem to help with anything.

]]> ~PurpleClouds1017 http://PurpleClouds1017.deviantart.com/journal/10122268/ http://PurpleClouds1017.deviantart.com/journal/10122268/ Tue, 19 Sep 2006 13:14:38 PDT
I need ta do my social studies project, but I really don't feel like it.
I've got 3 of the articles done, so I still need one more, plus a cover and all the art and stuff for it. And I have to find a way to print it out right. Because of course our printer is like... out of color ink.

I haven't been able to concentrate lately, or sleep, or eat any good food. I'm getting the food thing taken care of, I started taken Nexium again. I've been trying to convey to my mom that I can't ever sleep or concentrate, so she'll help me out with it a little, and do what she said she was going to do. But she said that back in July, she promised, but never did it. Thanks, mom.

Lets hope tonight I don't get all self centered (what am I talking about? I'm always self centered.) and lets hope I don't die at swimming. I sort of don't feel like going. Lets hope tonight is a good night, but at this rate, my nights have been bad every night I've been at my mom's house. And I cause them all myself. Imagine that.

Ignore the guilt trips... ignore the bad... ignore the thinking...

And you're too late. ]]> ~PurpleClouds1017 http://PurpleClouds1017.deviantart.com/journal/10050498/ http://PurpleClouds1017.deviantart.com/journal/10050498/ Tue, 12 Sep 2006 13:50:15 PDT I scored the highest in Artistic, followed by Scientific and Plants and Animals.
I don't understand how I got Scientific.
But I was looking and it says one of the professions that Scientific people enjoy is a pharmacist.
So I think I should be a creative pharmacist.
Which means I could be an evil scientist?
I don't know what I'm talking about.
I also scored highest in expressive and social-alone or whatever.
Evil scientist.
Or crazy witch lady that stirs stupid little potions up in her cauldron. ]]> ~PurpleClouds1017 http://PurpleClouds1017.deviantart.com/journal/9967159/ http://PurpleClouds1017.deviantart.com/journal/9967159/ Mon, 04 Sep 2006 16:10:55 PDT
I am so bored with art right now. I haven't really been able to use it to express myself lately because I think it all looks crappy. And I'm tired of freaking taking pictures of my goddamn self. *random angryness*
I want to make a shirt. Or paint. Or try to draw. Or something. I'm just tired of photography for the time being xD.
I do however have a pretty cool picture idea. Involving scars, and I wanna do the person's makeup and hair and all that jazz. But I never have time to really do anything. I do have time, but I don't. I don't know. I do need to get some film developed. And find that one roll that's lost somewhere in my room.

I'm still randomly shocked that Steve Irwin is dead. wtf.

I haaaaaaaaate schooooooooool.

I randomly downloaded some Placebo last night, and all the new MCR I could find. And a really awesome song type thing called Hip hop at IHOP by cute it what we aim for. it's so funny. Shaant says fuck weird. And Placebo has taken over my most played list thing. I love the song infra-red.

I had a really vivid dream last night, involving me getting on a train and going to Britain for an art summer camp thing, all summer. A really nice one. And I woke up wanting to desperatly find a way out of this city. But I know I couldn't ever get into a boarding school type thing, let alone afford it. But I'm determined to find a way out of this city. Because I think if I stay here I'll be dead by 19. ]]> ~PurpleClouds1017 http://PurpleClouds1017.deviantart.com/journal/9775224/ http://PurpleClouds1017.deviantart.com/journal/9775224/ Fri, 18 Aug 2006 19:02:27 PDT Yeah. that song can totally describe something.
And it is so fun to quote and like yell at people, like you walk up to someone, "YOU NEVER CALL ME WHEN YOU'RE SOBER!" and it goes back and forth. Anne and I were doing it at lunch and decided it would be a fun musical as well.

OH YEAH. SCHOOL'S BACK IN. And it sucks ass, damn. I mean it's sorta fun but otherwise I just want to STAB IT. Or otherwise some people in it. It stresses me out. And just makes me want to stab myself half of the time. My math teacher is crazy, my social studies teacher = love, Mr. A MAKES ME LAUGH SO HARD FOR SOME REASON, and My LA teatcher is sort of bland. Oh well. NO MORE EVIL HART WOMAN WOO. I like don't get to see anyone. and we have assigned seats in every class except literacyyyyyyy.

WHY AM I SO HYPER.

I've gone through the normal mood cycle thing today, I woke up happy, went to school, before I even got to my first class felt horrible, then got hyper, happy, uber depressed, slept, got happy, then got depressed again, and now I'm hyper. My moods are so odd. stop plz.


There are so many songs out right now that I loooove.
Hinder - Lips of an angel
Justin Timberlake - SEXY BACK!
Evanescence - Call Me When You're Sober
The Higher - Pace Yourself (yay for random techno moment in that song)
Kill Hannah - Scream
October Fall - Second Chances and Keep Dreaming Upsdide Down
BodyBag - Hit The Lights
And Paramore has been rocking my face off since January 11th.


Tis all. Gonna go take a shower. Or something. Tired of sitting on my butt and so so bored.

How could I have burned paradise?
How could I - you were never mine.
So don't cry to me.
If you loved me,
You would be here with me.
Don't lie to me ]]> ~PurpleClouds1017 http://PurpleClouds1017.deviantart.com/journal/9669923/ http://PurpleClouds1017.deviantart.com/journal/9669923/ Wed, 09 Aug 2006 20:44:16 PDT


Bored with art lately, I've been using the film camera again though... but I think I lost one of my rolls of film which makes me sad.... And pictures are so damn expensive to get developed. ugh. I don't have any frikkin money, gosh! ]]> ~PurpleClouds1017 http://PurpleClouds1017.deviantart.com/journal/9538509/ http://PurpleClouds1017.deviantart.com/journal/9538509/ Sat, 29 Jul 2006 23:36:35 PDT SHOUT
LET IT ALL OUT
THESE ARE THE THINGS WE CAN DO WITHOUTTTTT
COME ONNN
I'M TALKING TO YOU
COME ONNNNN!

What is up with me wanting the most random songs lately?
Like Jitterbug.
and the safety dance!

Download take a walk on the wild side by Lou Reid.

AND DAMN YOU SNAKES ON A PLAN UNGH GET OUT OF MY HEAD

AND YOU TOO HELLOGOODBYE
I want to be a dancing hot dog for hellogoodbye when I get older

HEY HEY LITTLE RAZORBLADDDDDDDE GIRL YOUR SO SO DANGEROUSSSSSS

It's all fish bladders and coconuts down there, we need people that wear shoes! ]]> ~PurpleClouds1017 http://PurpleClouds1017.deviantart.com/journal/9525451/ http://PurpleClouds1017.deviantart.com/journal/9525451/ Fri, 28 Jul 2006 17:19:08 PDT ~PurpleClouds1017 http://PurpleClouds1017.deviantart.com/journal/9497570/ http://PurpleClouds1017.deviantart.com/journal/9497570/ Wed, 26 Jul 2006 05:39:31 PDT they haaaaaaaatin!
Patrollin and tryna catch my ridin dirrtay!


Bout to leave for the tour of the warped.
Hopefully We won't die ]]> ~PurpleClouds1017 http://PurpleClouds1017.deviantart.com/journal/9472021/ http://PurpleClouds1017.deviantart.com/journal/9472021/ Sun, 23 Jul 2006 20:21:50 PDT
WHY IS MYSPACE NOT WORKING?!?!?!?! AGH.

AND WHY DO I HAVE SHIMMY SHIMMY QUARTER TURN STUCK IN MY HEAD?! ]]> ~PurpleClouds1017 http://PurpleClouds1017.deviantart.com/journal/9448270/ http://PurpleClouds1017.deviantart.com/journal/9448270/ Fri, 21 Jul 2006 12:41:03 PDT
And the stock accout (~fever-stock) is up again. or will be soon. ]]> ~PurpleClouds1017 http://PurpleClouds1017.deviantart.com/journal/9438796/ http://PurpleClouds1017.deviantart.com/journal/9438796/ Thu, 20 Jul 2006 14:53:32 PDT
And note: TO THE NEXT PERSON TO COMMENT ME TELLING ME TO TAKE MY CLOTHES OFF, FAVORITE A PICTURE OF ME OR ADD ME BECAUSE THEY THINK THAT I AM 'HOT':
I WILL BUG THE HELL OUT OF YOU. I WILL CUSS YOU OUT. OR SOMETHING. I WILL DO SOMETHING. IT'S ANNOYING. I DON'T PARTICULLARLY FIND IT FLATTERING. I THINK IT'S PRETTY SICK WHEN PEOPLE TELL ME TO TAKE ME CLOTHES OFF. ESPECIALLY 19 YEAR OLD GUYS.

I DON'T PUT MY FUCKING ART ON THIS FUCKING WEBSITE JUST SO PEOPLE CAN CALL ME HOT. I DO IT BECAUSE HELLO! IT'S AN ART WEBSITE? UNCH. FUCK OFF.

That is all ]]> ~PurpleClouds1017 http://PurpleClouds1017.deviantart.com/journal/9425432/ http://PurpleClouds1017.deviantart.com/journal/9425432/ Wed, 19 Jul 2006 10:41:27 PDT
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I loooooooooooooooove that song but WTF TO THE VIDEO?? AHHH. IT'S PEOPLE WITH FISH TANKS ON THEIR HEADS! WHAT DOES THAT HAVE TO DO WITH LYING BEING THE MOST FUN A GIRL CAN HAVE WITHOUT TAKING HER CLOTHES OFF???

I mean. I was expecting some more strippers or burlesque dancers. But people with fishtanks.... on their heads? I don't quite see the connection. Hmm. And I saw no George. Aka Ryan Ross. >:- (


Paramor eVideo comes out in augussssssssssst. the unfinished version was leakedd on youtube but they deleted it before I got back to the ville.


But I got a picture of a crab. on the beach. So take that. ]]> ~PurpleClouds1017 http://PurpleClouds1017.deviantart.com/journal/9368118/ http://PurpleClouds1017.deviantart.com/journal/9368118/ Thu, 13 Jul 2006 18:34:19 PDT
Sierra: Ily, I'll try to call you! I hope your past two days have been fun... I need to keep in touch with you more.. And I'm definatly coming to your house randomly one day because I just feel like it and because your house is the shit.

Ashley: Hope you are having fun in Maine and whatnot... see you when you get back and stuff, and I'm coming to your house as soon as possible because I haven't seen you in a crap long time

Livia: I promise I will hang out with you more when I get back... And I'll try to take you to KY Kingdom, cause I know you'd love the new water ride and stuff :]

Anniekins: Hope your day gets better, kid. I'm gonna try to see you soon, cause I miss seeing you like everyday, and I wanna see how much you've changed. How all goes well

Drucilla! I promise I will start answering my phone more, cept I can't resist hearing your funny messages. I'm all "DDDD" when I hear them, especially the one about the cat lol. And I will DEF. come to your house someday when I get back. Because you are cooooool.

Hans! I WILL SEE YOU SOMETIME THIS SUMMER! ARGH! Gosh kid, I miss youuuuuu. I don't think I've had like a real conversation with you in like.... forever. And you always make me smile.

To the rest of you: I hope your summer is going good, have lots of fun.

To some select people: Screw you

Be careful guys, I love youuu.

-Lindzizzle

GULF SHORES HERE I FUCKING COME!

It's really not your fault,
no one cares to talk about it... ]]> ~PurpleClouds1017 http://PurpleClouds1017.deviantart.com/journal/9315962/ http://PurpleClouds1017.deviantart.com/journal/9315962/ Sat, 08 Jul 2006 21:28:32 PDT I left my conscience pressed
Through the keyhole I watched you dress
Kiss and tell
Loose lips sink ships

To the love
I left my conscience pressed
Between the pages of the Bible in the drawer
What did it ever do for me? ]]> ~PurpleClouds1017 http://PurpleClouds1017.deviantart.com/journal/9263815/ http://PurpleClouds1017.deviantart.com/journal/9263815/ Mon, 03 Jul 2006 18:28:05 PDT
1. My underwear are the color of the sunset. pink, orange, and yellow. Didn't you just want to know that?

2. I wanna be a nutritionist when I grow up, and help people with eating disorders

3. I haven't gone to sleep before 4 am in the past month

4. I can't fall asleep and stay asleep to save my life

5. I want some ambien or something to help me sleep but my parents won't listen to me and I'm afraid if I take it I'll like... eat in my sleep or something

6. I really wish my hair was red(der)

7. I'm dying it red for 28 days soon.

8. My dad and his girlfriend are randomly taking my sister and I to Gulf Shores

9. I really hate smoking but for some reason it is very attractive

10. I had a dream the other night that it was the first day of school, and it was already so stressful that I ran away xD

11. I stalk people through myspace >:-D

12. I have the sexy disease, it's not contagious, I'm sorry.

13. I had a step grandpa who was from spain and killed dhimself back in '04

14. I can't wait until highschool.

15. My dad's girlfriend's parents have an awesome 6 toed cat

16. My sister is at a nine inch nails concert right now, her second one this year

17. Paramore is more awesome than you

18. I really want to see Underoath at warped tour this year, for some reason. They seem like nice people.

19. about half of my friends are gay or bi, my sister thinks it's hilarious

20. My sister wants me to be a lesbian. ]]> ~PurpleClouds1017 http://PurpleClouds1017.deviantart.com/journal/9143099/ http://PurpleClouds1017.deviantart.com/journal/9143099/ Wed, 21 Jun 2006 23:49:52 PDT
OrelseIwillhavetoshootyouintheface. WhichI'monlysupposedtodowhenIhearHawthorneHeigh ts.

Emotional Poetry, just started:



AAAAAND

SI community:




Both ran by my lovely friend and first watcher ~unpleasant-thoughts!

At least check them out, please? It'd be great if you joined though ]]> ~PurpleClouds1017 http://PurpleClouds1017.deviantart.com/journal/9072295/ http://PurpleClouds1017.deviantart.com/journal/9072295/ Thu, 15 Jun 2006 00:25:02 PDT [link] (Paramore) and their lead singer (Hayley Williams) Have been increasingly taking over my life for the past few months. Along with something else that I currently cannot get out of my head -_- I just discovered Hayley's natural hair color isn't red, it's like mine, a sort of blonde dark blonde color. For some reason that makes me really happy. It makes me want to dye my hair red really bad. I want my hair cut like hers but I would not look good with hayley bangs because my face is not nearly as little as hers, and I don't think it's the same shape. But lets go photoshop comparing because I'm bored and cannot sleep to save a donkey. I tried sleeping earlier but It didn't work. Fresh Prince of Bel Air marathons are taking over my nights.

There's a new Project Runway Premiring July 12th, for anyone that's intersted. *cough~samhainmooncough* hehe.

And there's too many great unrecognized artists at DA. It's not very fair, especially since half of the great artists that get alot of recognition are snobbish and don't appreciate it.

Did you know that alpacas cost like $20,000 for two? Yeah. They do.

Flyleaf is coming here. woo.

Weeeeeell... I'm off to make paste hayley's hair on my face. And Make her hair my hair color. Because I'm curious.

I used to obsess over living,
Now I only obsess over you ]]> ~PurpleClouds1017 http://PurpleClouds1017.deviantart.com/journal/9023628/ http://PurpleClouds1017.deviantart.com/journal/9023628/ Fri, 09 Jun 2006 23:52:41 PDT because it looked like a lot of fun to sort of reflect on the kid I was last year. I've read old journals, and the old, more personal ones on my livejournal, and I've realized how much I've changed. It's weird.

My answers now are in parentheses!

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Lindsey (same)
2. LuLu (uhh.... Lynn Lynn.)
3. Rinjii (Your mother. I don't know.)

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. venomousfaerie (same)
2. kittypotpie2001 (fantasmi)
3. Purpleclouds1017 (canada eh xox lol)

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. My few art abilities (my hair?)
2. My intelligence (my optimisticness at times?)
3. My . . . responsible-ness? sure. (My sexy bracelets. hell yeah)

THREE THINGS YOU DISLIKE ABOUT YOURSELF
1. My nose (same)
2. my emotion-ness (same; my sensitivity)
3. my body (same, and also how utterly stupid I am)

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. heights (same)
2. bugs/spiders (same)
3. change . . . and pain . . . . (sorta the same, more people leaving and pain.)

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. MUSIC!!! (same)
2. food (internet)
3. some type of water . . . swimming pool, bathtub, ect. (contact with a friend)

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. cat pj bottoms (sweatpants I stole from anne a loooooooong time ago. lol remember those anne?)
2. A Libra shirt I made with fabric paint (My bright eyes shirt)
3. Stretchy black headband around neck, 2 rings (my sexy bracelets)

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS (or artists (at the moment)):
1. My Chemical Romance (Bright Eyes)
2. Good Charlotte (paramore)
3. Kelly Clarkson (panic at the disco)

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
1. anything by mcr (Wine Red - The Hush Sound)
2. Behind These Hazel Eyes - Kelly Clarkson (The Acoustic version of All That I've Got - The Used)
3. A little Less 16 candles, A litle more"touch me" - Fall Out Boy (These Things - She wants revenge)
(I'm adding another ^_^)
4. Swing Life Away - Rise Against ( umm.... alot of other things, too many other things. Lol that song by Buckcherry called Crazy Bitch. XDDDD )

THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
1. Become more social (becoming more fit D: )
2. wearing glasses . . . . . . . or makeup . . . . . (being a better friend and person)
3. go a week without meat, tv, or internet O_o (lol pretty much the same)

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP (love is a given):
1. Understanding (Trustworthyness)
2. Dependancy (willing to share - opening up)
3. umm . . . . why do you care? I dunno . . . . (caring)

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE
1. I love animals (I killed a man, with a triton)
2. I have an extremely complicated family . . . . (I ran around my house naked yesterday)
3. I hate My Chemical Romance (I'm in love with my cell phone.)

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX (or same) THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. Hair. (same!)
2. Eyes (same!)
3. umm . . . . style? Does that count? (Style, still, I guess, or body, or shoes....)

THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
1. Chin-ups! danggit! (go a day without eating)
2. give up meat . . . . (quit being retarded)
3. keep myself from trying to make things absolutly perfect . . . . (save anything)

THREE THINGS YOU CAN DO:
1. Sit on my butt (quote anchorman at random moments)
2. Become really hyper (take some pretty sexy photos)
3. Shop! (swim without drowning)

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. Painting/drawing/photography (same )
2. Tv/internet/music (music.)
3. Dance dance revolution!!!! (swimming)

THREE THINGS YOU WANT REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. FOOD!!!!!! (sleep)
2. Gerard Way. (to understand something more)
3. A Life (for two of the most important people in my life to be happy)
(I'm adding yet another)
4. To be able to sing/play guitar well (to discover a frikkin talent, and believe that I'm actually good at it)
5. TO GO TO WARPED TOUR!!!!!!! (same xDD )

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. Marine Biologist (same)
2. Art Teacher (Something to do with art - interior decorating, fashoin design, etc)
3. Interior Decorator (does a protestor count? lol. I jus... ]]> ~PurpleClouds1017 http://PurpleClouds1017.deviantart.com/journal/8874596/ http://PurpleClouds1017.deviantart.com/journal/8874596/ Thu, 25 May 2006 14:16:20 PDT
I haven't made a journal in a while so I decided to.

Today we got out of school, which is pretty much a good thing because I'm pretty sick of everyone's drama and stuff. But I will miss it cause I'm not going to see a bunch of people I care about...


So yes. I plan on taking pictures of people soon. I have some ideas, but I'm tired of taking pictures of myself, so I'm forcing ~Insom-niac, ~buried-myselfalive and ~Verdriet to be my models, whether they like it or not
Because I'm just that nice.
I have some great picture ideas involving them.
So yes.

So yesh, my life shall be nothing but swimming and crap the next 3 months.

We watched Pirates of the carribean at school today... One word: sexy. I love that movie, and Johnny Depp and Kiera Knightly are very sexy. But that is the best movie ever. I can't wait till the next one comes out in July. (partay!)

IT IS SO FRIGGIN HOT IN THIS HOUSE DANGGIT! But it's gonna storm soon, so I think I'll run around in the rain.

And ovr the summer I plan to reinvent myself, and discover more of who I am.

And lastly, your mother.

I'm sleepy. so I think I'll go sleep now. I want some coffee really bad but it's friggin hot as hell

Well,
Love to all,
Lindsey ]]> ~PurpleClouds1017 http://PurpleClouds1017.deviantart.com/journal/8676030/ http://PurpleClouds1017.deviantart.com/journal/8676030/ Thu, 04 May 2006 19:57:20 PDT
I haven't been in a creative mood lately, I've been busy, and sorta down. Usually when I get down I get creative, but I haven't lately. I did make a pretty spiffy Derby hat, since you know, Kentucky, Derby, yeah. Uhh... so yeah. School sucks, only about 16 days left...

GOD I WANT OUT OF SCHOOL!

Our teachers are such assholes.

But I did steal my sister's MP3 player, but it only hold like.... 60 songs. :l

My pants smell like burnt rubber. ew.

You know what's INCREDIBLY fun?! HOVERDISKS OMG. My sister bought some and filled one with Helium and it;s like.... really spiffy and fun. It's awesome. but yeah. She said her friend Anthony kept calling 'em Hoverrounds. lol.

We got our yearbooks today, freaking ugly things. my picture looks like a weird Jamaican or something...

I'm so glad I have some the Used now. My sister let a friend borrow the CDs danggit.

Well.... Ima go, I'm uber tired, I've stayed up until like 1 for the past three nights in a row. And today I did alot of crap. So yeash. And I'm hot. Damn windows openess. And stinky.

Toodles yall.
<3


Worse than the fear it's the lie you told a thousand times before
Worse than a fear it's the knife
But it's hard to say how I feel today
For years gone by and I cried

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I stalk them.

*brokendancer *whorer-movie =333bracket *emeraldsugar ~dressedlikeanangel *Xx-lov3-bl33dz-xX *trinket =azuzephre ~mcr-raven =visual-sick *AuroraMist ~TinyStars ~Vampires-are-Angels *turp ~3HoursAway

Clubs.
~unleash-the-bats ~TheBeautyBetraysUs ~Mikey-Way-Fanclub ~FFTL-Club ~mcr-fan-club

Friends

http://PurpleClouds1017.deviantart.com/journal/8633348/ Sun, 30 Apr 2006 20:56:01 PDT deadlilacs
(read her story thing, it's very good)


(A) First, recommend to me:
1. a movie
2. a book
3. a musical artist, song, or album

(B) I want everyone who reads this to ask me three questions, no more, no less. Ask me anything you want. No kidding, ANYTHING, I'll give you the absolute honest truth, to the best of my ability.

(C) Then I want you to go to your journal, copy and paste this allowing your friends to ask you anything.



Whats your favorite...
Band: I like too many, right now probably bright eyes, paramore, panic at the disco, MCS, MCR, The used, Reggie and the full effect, flyleaf....
Songwriter: So pretyt much Conor Oberst from Bright Eyes.
Singer (Male): Too many.
Singer (Female): mmm.... HAYLEY WILLIAMSSSSS from Paramore because.... yeah.
Song: Waaaaay too many at the moment, one in particular is Die Romantic by Aiden though.
C.D.: Toooo many. I'd reccomend everyone own Fevers and Mirrors by Bright Eyes though.
Concert: Bright Eyes and the Motion City Soundtrack/The Matches/Men Women and Children/The Fromat one.... that one was incredible. And Barney, if you call that a concert xDD

What Was Your First
C.D.: It was a single of Blink 182's all the small things xDD
Concert: SPICE GIRLS HELL YEAH
Band you couldnt go a day with out hearing: Spice Girls or Backstreet Boys lol
Time you realzied music was important: when I was about 6


Do you like music? Well duh
What are three of your favorite genres? All Rock, and uhh... I guess Pop and Techno
Do you know what Emo is? yeah
Do you make fun of "Goths"? sorry, no.
Do you feel stupid when people have intellectual music conversations? nope
Do you know how to categorize music? not really, I'm pretty indescisive on where to put it
Do You Know/Like...
Coheed and Cambria? yeah/yes
Eisley? I've listened to them before, they're pretty fun...
The Rocket Summer? never heard of them
Jimmy Eat World? yeah, they have tha one song that's really good. That's like "Get out of this place while we still have time..."
Anberlin? yeah, they come on sattellite radio alot. I don't really care for them but whatever.
DragonForce? Nope
Finch? Heard of them, heard them, don't like, don't hate.
Atreyu? they're pretty spiffy. Bleeding Mascara rocks
Flyleaf? yeah, I like them
Jack's Mannequin? yup. like them. ANDREW MCMAHON!!!
Mae? they have a good song called suspension.
Motion City Soundtrack? Heck yes, love them
Cursive? heard of them, they make me think of Bright eyes for some reason...
Recieving End of Sirens? heard of them, spiffy band name
Gratitude? heard of them
You don't know who half these bands are right?...because you like rap? No, I do know half of these bands dumbass
Acceptance? Yeah, they're pretty good
American Eyes? nope
Avery? heard of them
Augustana? nope
Belle and Sebastian? wtf.
Tilly and the Wall? nope
Tegan and Sara? yeah, heard of them, heard them once upon a time
From Autumn to Ashes? heard them, don't love em don't hate em
Copeland? heard them once upon a time
Death Cab For Cutie? they're okay, Postal Service is better
Emery? heard of them
Jonah Matranga? nope
Far? Nope. what a bland band name.
Underoath? Ahhhh I like them.
Umbrellas? nope.

Do You Like....
Emo? hell yah
Screamo? hell yah
Alternative? yesh
Rock? HELL YES
Indie? HELL YES
Rap? Some, Like I like that song Beep by the pussy cat dolls.... I'M IN LOVE WITH A STRIPPERRRRRRRRRRR

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I stalk them.

*brokendancer *whorer-movie *333bracket *emeraldsugar ~dressedlikeanangel *Xx-lov3-bl33dz-xX *trinket =azuzephre ~mcr-raven =visual-sick *AuroraMist ~TinyStars ~Vampires-are-Angels *http://PurpleClouds1017.deviantart.com/journal/8626240/ Sat, 29 Apr 2006 23:38:44 PDT
So... I was really looking at how much I've improved. I still don't think it's too great, but I am improving when it comes to art and stuff. It's fun to look at. And I like photomanipulations. Alot. And Icons. And I'm quite happy with the first, top row that you look at when you click on my gallery or whatever.


O RLY.
YA RLY.

And yeah... I just that there was a way for people to get noticed around here... If anyone knows of a Bright Eyes club thingy, hit me up.

I'D HIT THAT (WITH A BUS)

I'm in a really obnoxious mood right now and I have no clue why. I'm Hyper/hot/mad/hungry/ahhhh

...And I think I just heard my cat throw up somewhere. gross.

I had like... the best opportunity to take pictures of the lovely ~Insom-niac yesterday... but I thought I left my camera at home... turns out I had it with me to whole time... I'm a smart cookie. Speaking of cookies... There's some crying my name on the kitchen counter, and they won't shut up it gets pretty annoying. Big run on sentence yes I know. And I got to talk to the beloved fudge round earlier, so it's all fair and stuff...

So lastly, I have a task for people that read this. Find your favorite piece of art of mine and let me know. I want to know what appeals the most to the eye and emotion... If you do that, I will pretty much love you forever and give you a cookie.


Goodbye Sire

sup Wentz?

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I stalk them.

*brokendancer *whorer-movie *333bracket *emeraldsugar ~dressedlikeanangel *Xx-lov3-bl33dz-xX *trinket =azuzephre ~mcr-raven =visual-sick *AuroraMist ~TinyStars ~Vampires-are-Angels *turp ~3HoursAway

Clubs.
~unleash-the-bats ~TheBeautyBetraysUs ~Mikey-Way-Fanclub ~FFTL-Club ~mcr-fan-club

Friends

http://PurpleClouds1017.deviantart.com/journal/8487954/ Sun, 16 Apr 2006 10:32:13 PDT [link]
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Now for something completly pointless:

Yes. So.

Happy Easter, all.
I love yews.

And Jesus would want Walmart to be open on Easter. Because we totally tried to go at like, Midnight, and it was closed. Jesus would want it to be open.


So that's pretty much the best thing ever.

You. I wanna take you to a gay bar.

Lets start a war. start a nuclear war. at the gar bar gay bar gay bar.

Aren't you like... supposed to do family crap on Easter? Because so far, I've been awake since 11, and no one else in my house is awake, and we're cooking out at 6 ish. And it's going to be me, my sister, my dad and his girlfriend. Note: Parents having a boyfriend/girlfriend = IWILLMURDERTHEM. My sister and her boyfriend just broke up. Everyone is breaking up. As for me, i'm married, <3, yes. And I don't know why anyone would care to know about my family, but you know what, I don't care.

My dad just announced that he is about to start marinading the chicken. Celebrate.

Andmy parents don't seem to realize that my sister and I would rather be with family on Easter than get gifts or have to be annoyed by their girlfriend/boyfriend.

K thx bye.

I stalk them.

*brokendancer *whorer-movie *333bracket *emeraldsugar ~dressedlikeanangel *Xx-lov3-bl33dz-xX *trinket =azuzephre ~mcr-raven *visual-sick *AuroraMist ~TinyStars ~Vampires-are-Angels *turp ~3HoursAway

Clubs.
~unleash-the-bats ~TheBeautyBetraysUs ~Mikey-Way-Fanclub ~FFTL-Club ~mcr-fan-club

Friends

http://PurpleClouds1017.deviantart.com/journal/8452707/ Wed, 12 Apr 2006 19:45:21 PDT

You really need to check these out.
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Dear studio audience, I've an announcement to make...

Don't chu wanna ride itttttt. Educated horsessssss.

So.... Uhhmm.... This concert was like, two weeks ago? But I never updated on it. So now I just copied my Livejournal Entry. Whee. Where be-eth ~SatanSeth? He's never on anymore ;_;

So... The Coheed A7x Head Automatica concert is frikkin tomorrow. I wish I were going. So so much. But tickets are $30, and I just bummed $30 from my dad to go see Barney with Sierra and Anne, and I really don't want to bum money from him again... ergh. I'm a stupid kid.


On the MCS Concert!

And so the journey began. We set out in the silver van, to Cleaveland. We watched some Tim Burton short movies, and then Leah and I watch Aqua Teen Hungerforce while Adrian and Ashley watched Monk. Then I went to sleep. and yeah. The rest of the trip was just switching seats, sleeping, listening to music, and eating subway. We made it to the hotel at around 5:30ish, and went up to get ready for the concert cause the doors opened at six. The hotel was really nice, big. I put on some purple mascara. yay.
The Agora theater was kind of old looking, and once we got in we went to the merchendise stand thing. I bought an MCS shirt, and so did everyone else. From there we went to the stage, well, near it. We didn't get too close at first, in fear of moshers. The first band was men women and children. We moved up in the crowd once they started. There wasn't that many people moshing at first, but they started to a bit. They were really good, Really glam if you know what I mean. They were like a mix of Panic at the disco and Duran Duran. I liked them alot. After them we made our way up into the crowd even more.
Then the Matches went on. I was kind of scared, because I had a feeling alot of people would be moshing to the Matches and I didn't want to get killed. But they went on, and we jumped alot to them. I almost got carried into the mosh pit XD I grabbed this lady's arm though and held on. yeah. Akward. The matches were so fun too. Alot of people were moshing, but it didn't look too bad. I kept having the urge to go join in. The lead singer of the matches had INCREDIBLY fun hair. It was like whoosh. and he had on fun pants too. I want them. Hell I want in them. Ehem. So yeah.
We kept getting further near the stage . . . the format came on next. They made me think so much of the academy is. they were awesome. And we jumped alot during that too. and they're really really good. And this one guy was being such an ass . . . he poured water over his head and all over us. skank.
Finally . . . MCS was about to come on. We made our way more towards the stage, getting so crammed in it wasn't even funny. I like. Couldn't move. It was so sweaty and akward. And then right as we got space, three big fat drunk people fucking pushed up towards the front. It made me so mad. We earned our spots, they should too. Assholes. So people were pushing and everything, and there was this fun wave effect. It was spiffy. MCS put on a really nice show, Justin Pierre is hilarious. Hold me down was incredible . . . as was The Future Freaks Me Out. Which mentioning that just makes me want to listen to it so bad. *obsessed* Some people were crowd surfing, though they weren't supposed to be. And alot of moshing was going on. And jumping. I think I stepped on people's feet a kajillion times. It was impossible to stop moving. Impossible! And someone threw their sidekick on the stage. The guitarist was like "Jeez, are you guys made of money or something? Hmm . . . I wonder if there's any nude pictures on here?" hehe. But my favorite thing had to be Justin introducing a song: "Have you ever moved in with someone, and it didn't work out so well? *lots of people in the crowd raise their hands* So then you moved out? Well, that never happened to me. And that has nothing to do with this next song." And then when he was introducing Hold Me Down:"This is an angry song, a love song, a sad song, a happy song. A rock jam, a pop jam, a country jam, a folk jam, hell, it's strawberry jam. I think I'll shut up now." I want to touch his hair . . . I bet he's really nice. We could've stayed and possibly met the band, and I really wanted to, yet we left. I bought a cd from the Men Women And Children synth dude as we went out the door ... ]]> ~PurpleClouds1017 http://PurpleClouds1017.deviantart.com/journal/8367731/ http://PurpleClouds1017.deviantart.com/journal/8367731/ Wed, 05 Apr 2006 21:03:25 PDT

You really need to check these out.
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Dear studio audience, I've an announcement to make...

Yeah. I totally stole this from ~Insom-niac. I put my thingy on shuffle, even though I have like only 100 songs on it, and you guess what song it is. No cheating, ya skank.

1. "The oldest movie I, ever saw was the one we saw together..." Fall Out Boy - Honorable Mention identified by ~Insom-niac

2. "Just don't let me fall asleep, feeling empty again..."

3. "Babble Babble bitch bitch rebel rebel party party sex sex sex and don't forget the violence...."Marilyn Manson - This Is the new shit identified by my sister ~Stefanie-Lorene

4. "In spite of you, even out of view, still I love all of you..."Head Automatica - Beating Heart Baby identified by ~YuCaroline

5. "Lose the key, or please don't call. We can be all, we can be all, I said. She kissed me dead."

6. "Where did I go wrong? I lost a friend somewhere along in the bitterness..."

7. "She's glad for one day of comfort, only because she has suffered..."

8. "I've been a bad, bad girl... I've been careless with a delicate man. And It's a sad, sad world... when a girl would brak a boy just because she can..." Fiona Apple - Criminal identified by my sister ~Stefanie-Lorene

9. "How quickly, I forget.... that this, is meaningless."

10. "I will break, into your thoughts... with what's written on my heart..."

11. "How can I check lost and found, when I'm too busy getting down..."

12. "So I'm gonna ride this plane, out of your life again... in a phrase to cut these lips, I loved you..."

13. "Gotta give yourself up and then you become whole..." Matisyahu - King Without A Crown identified by my sister ~Stefanie-Lorene

14. "I'm trying to find truth in words, in rhymes, in notes, in all the things I wish I'd wrote..."

15. "You fight for them to realize, theres more to life, theres more to you..." Catch 22 - 1234, 1234 identified by ~Insom-niac

16. "So we'll be tipped off, to when they're ticked off, and we'll know just what they're thinking..."

17. "I only wanted a magazine, I only wanted a movie screen. I only wanted the life I'd read about and dreamed..." Good Charlotte - (song still waiting to be identified) identified by *sissismay

18. "I'm sleeping in empty pools, and vacant alleyways..." MCR - Bury Me In Black identified by ~Insom-niac

19. "White it out like glittering wax butterflies...." The Used (song still waiting to be identified) identified by my sister ~Stefanie-Lorene

20. "No matter how I may wish for a coffin so clean, all these trees to undress their leaves onto me..." Bright Eyes - (song still waiting to be identified) identified by my sister ~Stefanie-Lorene

I stalk them.

*brokendancer *whorer-movie *333bracket *emeraldsugar ~dressedlikeanangel *Xx-lov3-bl33dz-xX *trinket *azuzephre ~mcr-raven *visual-sick *AuroraMist ~TinyStars ~Vampires-are-Angels *http://PurpleClouds1017.deviantart.com/journal/8228415/ Tue, 21 Mar 2006 15:33:59 PST

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Dear studio audience, I've an announcement to make...

So . . . how're y'all.

It's the first day of spring, and it's snowy a bit north of here, and 33 degrees here currently. Not very spring like. I'm ready for summer, spring's like the only season I don't like. It makes me anticipate summer more.

Well, I do have some more pictures, because my sister finally found my camera cord since she borrowed it for her photography class. I'm her 'model'. Which is fun. But not when she comes into your room at midnight telling you that she needs pictures of you. And modeling makes me feel even more like a camera whore. Which I am I don't really get excited when I submit pictures anymore. Because Deviantart kinda died and I never get any comments telling me what to improve. I wish there was a way to get myself more, out there, and get more constructive criticism. Ah well.

Ohmygod. Life on the murder scene came out today. I want it D: Guess I'll just burn it from Ashers.

School needs to die. But we only have 39 days left, but still, thats alot. Especially considering we have Portfolios, and cats testing. Oodles of it. And portfolios are due on the 31. My Language Arts teachers sucks at annotating things. It makes me so angry, because if we don't improve some things it will keep us from getting a Proficient. And if she doesn't point out some things that need fixing, how will we know what to fix? Thank god though, the 31 will be a glorious day. Portfolios will be over with, it's the day of the Motion City Soundtrack concert, and it's the day school lets out for spring break.

Toodles all.<3

I stalk them.

*brokendancer *whorer-movie *333bracket *emeraldsugar ~dressedlikeanangel *Xx-lov3-bl33dz-xX *trinket =azuzephre ~mcr-raven =visual-sick *AuroraMist ~TinyStars ~Vampires-are-Angels *turp =3HoursAway

Clubs.
~unleash-the-bats ~TheBeautyBetraysUs ~Mikey-Way-Fanclub *FFTL-Club ~mcr-fan-club

Friends

~PurpleClouds1017 http://PurpleClouds1017.deviantart.com/journal/8182244/ http://PurpleClouds1017.deviantart.com/journal/8182244/ Thu, 16 Mar 2006 19:48:04 PST

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Dear studio audience, I've an announcement to make...

The internet has like died. ALONG WITH MY PHOTOSHOP AGH! It won't frikkin open. I uninstalled it, reinstalled it, and it still won't work. Wtf. >______________________<

Well my week's been pretty uneventful. My day kinda sucked, but that's okay. The people that care care, the people that don't well, don't. And yeah, yeah. I'm not going to get into the sentimental stuff. But my weekend shall be fun, my sister and I are doing some crap tomorrow . . . yeap. And then saturday is dearest Micky's birthday party. It's going to be really dramatic, cause there's just . . . not the best mix of people. But that's okay, I'll just make a hippie circle and get drugged up on koolaid powder.

Hope all is fair in life and life for all.
Indie rap is the crap. It's the shizzle. My little town has some great bands . . . ever heard of My Morning Jacket? From here. I feel proud that Little Louis has such great talents withen the city. It's amazing . . .

I stalk them.

*brokendancer *whorer-movie *333bracket *emeraldsugar ~dressedlikeanangel *Xx-lov3-bl33dz-xX *trinket =azuzephre ~mcr-raven =visual-sick *AuroraMist ~TinyStars ~Vampires-are-Angels *turp =3HoursAway

Clubs.
~unleash-the-bats ~TheBeautyBetraysUs ~Mikey-Way-Fanclub ~FFTL-Club ~mcr-fan-club

Friends

http://PurpleClouds1017.deviantart.com/journal/8153215/ Mon, 13 Mar 2006 19:34:46 PST

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Dear studio audience, I've an announcement to make...

Chick rock and project runway have taken over my life. It's interesting to say the least. Someone should let me make them a 100x100 icon. Because I like to make icons. It just has to be a fun picture.
My hair smells really good.
I stayed home from school today, cause I didn't fall asleep until like 3 the other night. And I was the living dead I swear.
Coheed and Cambria, A7x, and Head Automatica are coming here. Tickets are like $22. I need to muster up some money soon.
I also have to make two birthday cards soon. Like before friday. I can't wait until friday. I think all weekend I'm going to invite people over. Because I'm just that cool.
I made some new icons recently that I'm in love with. I need to sumbit them. They're sexy. Liek Seriously.
I'm not sure what the point of this journal was but I'm bored so I thought I'd just write one. I should probably be going to bed soon.

Holly came from Miami, F.L.A.
Hitch-hiked her way across the USA
Plucked her eyebrows on the way
Shaved her legs and then he was a she
She says, Hey babe
Take a walk on the wild side
Hey honey
Take a walk on the wild side

No Evil elf lady teacher tomorrow. Yesssssss.

I stalk them.

*brokendancer *whorer-movie *333bracket *emeraldsugar ~dressedlikeanangel *Xx-lov3-bl33dz-xX *trinket =azuzephre ~mcr-raven =visual-sick *AuroraMist ~TinyStars ~Vampires-are-Angels *turp =3HoursAway

Clubs.
~unleash-the-bats ~TheBeautyBetraysUs ~Mikey-Way-Fanclub ~FFTL-Club ~mcr-fan-club

Friends

http://PurpleClouds1017.deviantart.com/journal/8107146/ Wed, 08 Mar 2006 20:22:51 PST

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Dear studio audience, I've an announcement to make...

CHLOE WON!!

I still think Daniel should've won . . . but hey, Chloe's collection was utterly amazing. It was very, very unique. Daniel's was breath taking . . . it was so beautiful! Santino's had two awesome dresses, chic and elegant. But it totally wasn't Santino. I was like wtf happened to Santino's creativeness and over doingness? O RLY? LYK OMG CHEYEAH. But Alas, we all know Daniel and and Santino will still be famous. It's kinda like the american idol thing. Likey how Clay was/is more famous than the actual winner Ruben. Well yeah. What really makes me mad though, is that now, I have to find something else to do on Wednesday nights. I don't understand how Bravo can try to replace such an amazing show with such a stupid one. I mean Top Chef? Wtf. Can you say looks retarded.

Well, enough with my Runway Ranting.

In other news, I witnessed P33ngate '06. Someone apparently hacked into Pete Wentz's (Fall Out Boy) sidekick, and totally leaked pictures of his wang online. O RLY? LYK CHEYEAH. Yes, I said wang. Let's just say, I feel sorry for him, yet it's hilarious. And people are calling it P33ngate '06. So yeah. It's really funny. You should see some of te icons people are making. But I'll stop with that because I know you don't want to hear about that.

Sorry If I'm annoying.

Tomorrow = Journalism. Journalism = WALKOFF. Yes, Lindsey said walkoff. Because, we are all sexy little models. whee.

I stalk them.

*brokendancer !whorer-movie *333bracket *emeraldsugar ~dressedlikeanangel *Xx-lov3-bl33dz-xX *trinket =azuzephre ~mcr-raven ~visual-sick *AuroraMist ~TinyStars =Vampires-are-Angels *turp =3HoursAway

Clubs.
~unleash-the-bats ~TheBeautyBetraysUs ~Mikey-Way-Fanclub ~FFTL-Club ~mcr-fan-club

Friends

http://PurpleClouds1017.deviantart.com/journal/8101354/ Wed, 08 Mar 2006 09:16:17 PST

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Dear studio audience, I've an announcement to make...

Dear Reviewer,

This year I truly believe I have improved greatly in the field of writing. I’ve learned many new techniques, and have overall become a much stronger writer. I have discovered that writing is much like throwing pottery. In both, you use different techniques to create a final masterpiece. You also go through productive and non-productive stages. Finally, in both you work in steps to achieve a final piece.
On the pottery wheel, you can make a wide variety of creations, ranging from bowls to plates and so on. On each creation you use different techniques. Thus making each item very unique. The amount of uniqueness your piece has depends on the techniques you use and how you use them. Uniqueness also depends on the amount of creativity you have. No one can make something just like something you made. This is the same for writing. You can create many different pieces, from monologues, to poems, to short stories, to editorials. I demonstrated this in my portfolio, including an editorial, poem, brochure, and personal narrative. Each is very unique, showing the different skills I have as a writer.
This year, I have expanded those skills greatly. For instance, I elaborate more, and go into more detail. This point is proven in my personal narrative. Before, I stated, “Their eyes were open now, and they could all walk. So now, they all had their own personalities.” After changing it a bit this year, I ended up with “Within the next few weeks, the puppies grew quite a bit. Their little eyes opened, revealing the beautiful colors that all this time had been hidden by tiny eyelids. Some puppies had icey blue eyes, some green, and the rest brown. Their personalities were as different as their eye colors.” This really helped me see how much a little more detail can do for a piece.
When creating a ceramic on the pottery wheel, you can try or experiment with different techniques as well. Sometimes, you may fail, and sometimes, you may find the new technique beneficial. Once again, writing is the same. You may try writing a totally different piece, that’s unlike nothing you have ever written before. Sometimes it turns out decent, and sometimes you discover it really just isn’t your “specialty” piece. This year I tired something I had yet to try during my years of writing - a brochure. And for me, trying this new form worked out quite well. I found I like creating brochures like the one in my portfolio, especially sprucing it up a bit, and making it colorful and appealing to the mind and eye. The thing I want you to notice most in my brochure is how much information I gave on the Romanesque art period. I feel I gave a massive amount of information in my brochure.
While I enjoyed creating a brochure, one piece I really disliked writing that I had never written before was a monologue. Focusing on just one situation and elaborating it was quite difficult for me. For this reason, you do not see a monologue in my portfolio. However, attempting this form allowed me to learn it for the future.
Some days on the pottery wheel, you may be productive or non-productive. You might create something that you are proud of, something beautiful and useful. Other days well, we’ll just say that it’s not your day. You wind up with a piece of pottery that you would never claim as yours, and that you could never even use if you tried. On good days in writing, words pour from my mind, filling the paper completely. This writing is my best, most useful writing. Unfortunately, on bad days, the exact opposite happens. I can’t come up with any ideas, and if I do, I can’t get them to go on the paper Last year, this made it extremely difficult for me to write. I still battled writer’s block throughout this year, and I suppose I will continue to fight with it throughout my life. However, deadlines, organizers, and many other things have helped me to weaken it, and it shows in a few of my pieces, mainly my poem, entitled “The Song I’ll Never Write”. Writing this poem came very easily to me, I guess mainly because I was putting every ounce of myself into it. But this was also a bad thing, for many of my stanzas were undeveloped or repetitive. Nonetheless, this problem has decreased this year, a very beneficial thing.
I wish I could say the same for my editorial, “America Needs More Resources!” Alas, I cannot. Writing this editorial was like climbing the empire state building without a harness. I sat out of ideas for a very long time, racking my brain for any possible idea..... ]]> ~PurpleClouds1017 http://PurpleClouds1017.deviantart.com/journal/8051578/ http://PurpleClouds1017.deviantart.com/journal/8051578/ Thu, 02 Mar 2006 22:04:18 PST

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Dear studio audience, I've an announcement to make...

Ah. well. It's fun to pick up a cd after you haven't listened to it in like five months and just start randomly listening to it. It brings back alot of memories. Like . . . I haven't listen to MCR in like forever. And today I just randomly picked up an All American Rejects cd that I hadn't listened to since like. September. O.o And now I'm listening to it and I'm all. Wow. Why did I stop listening to this? I remember buying this cd over the summer the day it came out cause it was only $7 at target. And so I figured I'd buy it. Cause it was only $7. And because their song Swing Swing rocks my face off still to this day. So yeah. And now they released Move Along. That song can really help you through some hard times . . . it helped me . . . in too many ways. It's very inspiring. And sends a great message. A true message.

But yeah enough with the rambling on of AAR. I've been bored all day today. We have no school tomorrow for some odd reason. And see my ticker thingy? That's how many days I've got until spring break, and the Motion City Soundtrack concert with my wife. That'd be ~Insom-niac. Yes she's my wife. My first one. I have like 5 wives. Anywho I can't wait until Spring Break. My step-mom wants to try to take us to California to see her brother (my uncle. I guess he's still my uncle. ) and his wife and twin kids. I love them. And I miss them. And they're having issues, and may be getting a divorce . . . DIVORCES SUCK

And the cd has now ended. V_V

Lindsey's feeling like another hair cut. I want a hair cut like that chick in the Weezer video's hair is. It's spiffy. But It might make me look retarded.
I still have a bunch of photos I need to upload, but I keep having random ADD spurts and forgetting. And now i started on another photomanipulation of one of ~trinket-stock's photos. It might be spiffy. Maybe. I've never manipulated with photoshop.

TOMORROW! My sister's getting a tattoo and sternum piercing. I can't wait. It'll be so awesome. I'll have lots of pictures from that too. And it's on da road - da hangout spot - so I can get even more decent shots. But lets not get too ahead of myself.

Because I feel like it, I'm making a list of the CDs I've gotten most recently, that are awesomeness.
-The Veronicas - The Secret Life of the Veronicas
-Panic! At The Disco - A Fever You Can't Swear Out
-The Academy Is... - I forgot what its called. Go me.
-Motion City Soundtrack - Commit This To Memory
-Evanescence - Origin
-Bright Eyes - Digital Ash In A Digital Urn
You know how many of those I bought? 1. Haha. All of the rest I burned from people. The Veronicas is the only one that's not burned. I bought that the other day. It rocks.

Things to do!
-Burn Senses Fail, Matisyahu, and Atreyu from the sister
-Recharge camera batteries
-type that retarded portfolio piece
-upload pics
-call the Debbi
-re download limewire -___-
-watch videos on you tube omg.

I should probably sleep now. I've gotten like 17 hours of sleep in the past three days. Opposed to like 24. And I'm tired.

STUPID STATE SWIM MEET GOSH I DONT WANNA GO D:

I stalk them.

*brokendancer *whorer-movie *333bracket *emeraldsugar ~dressedlikeanangel *Xx-lov3-bl33dz-xX *trinket =azuzephre ~mcr-raven ~visual-sick ~AuroraMist ~http://PurpleClouds1017.deviantart.com/journal/8012387/ Sun, 26 Feb 2006 19:48:07 PST

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Dear studio audience, I've an announcement to make...

just updating to make sure this works. I really wish you could put music on your DA page. that would be really fun. I need a header. like, a spiffy one. I'll make it later. And I need to change all of my stuff from the last time I had a subscription. Like 4 months ago. heh.

Anywho, took some more pictures over the weekend, mainly of my step-mom's new house, which is really pretty. I'll post those in scraps though. And I still need to update my stock account. I've just been too busy and lazy. And this weekend is the state swim meet. Oh joyus. The only good thing that will come out of that is a T-shirt. I like T-shirts. ^_^

And ~Stefanie-Lorene, my sister, turns 18 on Tuesday. Whoa.

Toodles poodles.

-Lindzizzle

I stalk them.

*brokendancer *whorer-movie *333bracket *emeraldsugar ~dressedlikeanangel *Xx-lov3-bl33dz-xX *trinket =azuzephre ~mcr-raven ~visual-sick ~AuroraMist ~TinyStars =Vampires-are-Angels *turp =3HoursAway

Clubs.
~unleash-the-bats ~TheBeautyBetraysUs ~Mikey-Way-Fanclub ~FFTL-Club ~mcr-fan-club

Friends

~PurpleClouds1017 http://PurpleClouds1017.deviantart.com/journal/7997894/ http://PurpleClouds1017.deviantart.com/journal/7997894/ Sat, 25 Feb 2006 09:58:11 PST
So I was looking at my recent deviations, And I saw a thumbnail picture. I was like, "is this a new feature or did I randomly get a subscription?" It turns out . . . . =samhainmoon Got me a three month subscription! All I did was let her know that ~converse-chik stole one of her deviations, and she thanks me by that! So generous of her!

Oh, and I have found over 8 stolen deviations ~converse-chik has posted, so if you have any pictures of converse or etc., you might just want to go and see if she hasn't stolen anything of your own. Art stealers need to be kicked off of this site.

<33333333333

Lindzizzle

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]]> ~PurpleClouds1017 http://PurpleClouds1017.deviantart.com/journal/7947479/ http://PurpleClouds1017.deviantart.com/journal/7947479/ Sun, 19 Feb 2006 21:16:29 PST 2. Nicknames: Lindzizzle. The dizzle. Be jealous. Be very jealous.
3. Birthday: October 17
4. Place of Birth: The KY.
5. Zodiac Sign: Libra
6. Male or Female: female
7. Grade: 7th. it frikkin SUCKS.
8. School: Lindsey no tella
9. Occupation: 6th undiscovered Spice Girl/Jolly Green Giant/Retard/Student/Wannabe art talent
10. Residence: The Kentuckys.
11. Screen Name: oohakitty502. Long story with that name there.

__Your Appearance___

12. Hair Color: Blonde
13. Hair Length: At my sholders ish. A little past my shoulders.
14. Eye color: I can't decide. Blue/Green/Hazel?
15. Best Feature: My hair.
16. Height: Gigantic. >.< 5'7. Trust me, being tall can suck.
17. Braces?: Yes. But I get them off in Mayish.
18. Glasses?: D: I wish. Glasses are sexy.
19. Piercing: Ears, 5.
20. Tattoos: None
21. Left Or Righty? Righty

___Your 'Firsts'___

22. First best friend: Frances? Or Erika. Or something.
23. First Award: Something in pre-k involving attendance.
24. First Sport You Joined: Soccer. I think.
25. First pet: Blondie the cocker spaniel. <3
26. First Real Vacation: Florida I think?
27. First Concert: Spice Girls. Hehe.
28. First Love: I dunno D:

___ Favorites___

29. Movie: Eh, I can't really decide . . . Pirates of the Carribean
30. TV Show: PROJECT RUNWAY. *spaz*
31. Colors: green, red, purple
32. Rapper: Kanye frikkin West dawg. He's my hero.
33. Band: Eh, I like alot of bands. Right now i'm really into Bright Eyes and Panic At The Disco.
34. Song Right Now: Alot . . . London Beckoned for songs about money written by machines by P!ATD, Gold Mine Gutted by Bright Eyes, My Favorite Accident by Motion City Soundtrack . . . etc etc etc . . .
35. Friend: My favorite friend? I dun have one, plus thats a little harsh.
36. Candy: Chocolate darn you.
37. Sport to Play: Swimming
38. Restaurant: Red Lobster!!
39. Favorite brand to wear: don't care
40. Store: Charlotte Russe, Target, and EarXtacy
41. School Subject: Art's cool, but school in particular needs to DIE a painful and bloody and slow death.
42. Animal: All of them D:
43. Book: Sisterhood of the traveling paaaants.
44. Magazine: I like girly magazines . . . Elle Girl, Nickelodeon, Rolling Stone, AP
45. Shoes: My silky chucks. But I really want these sexy Pumas. But they didn't have them in ginormous foot size.

___Currently___

46. Feeling: Tired, contemplative
47. Single or Taken?: single
48. Have a crush: heehee.
49. Eating: Chocolate I wish
51. Typing: this. retard.
52. Online?: Uh Duh.
53. Listening To: Elizabethtown, we rented it. Good movie. Yay for Kentuckyness.
54. Thinking About: things. Friends. How soft my hair is.
55. Wanting To: stop time
56. Watching: the computer, and Elizabethtown
57. Wearing: the same pair of jeans I've been wearing for the past three days, and a comfy red old navy shirt.

__________Future__________

58. Want Kids?: Eventually, sure
59. Want to be Married?: If I do get married it'll just be a waste of time, because it will end in a divorce. So no, not really.
60. Careers in Mind: Marine Biologist, Interior decorator, Fashion designer, Zoologist
61. Where do you want to live: I'm fine here, but I'd love to live in canada, London, or Minnesota. Heck. Yes. Minnesota.
62. Car: Volkswagon or one of those spiffy new hybrid cars that conserves energy.

__Which is Better With The Opposite Sex___

63. Blondes, or Brunettes? I don't care
64. Hair length: long-ish. like, not past the shoulders. But I like hair. Alot.
65. Eye color: Doesn't matter
66. Measurements: wtf. wtf.
67. Cute or Sexy: both, as long as they are a good person blah blah blah
68. Lips or Eyes: Both D:
69. Hugs or Kisses: Both!
70. Short or Tall: Doesn't matter, it's kind of hard to find someone taller than me so I guess short.
71. Easygoing or serious: Both, but they need to know when to be serious and when to be easygoing or whatever.
72. Romantic or Spontaneous: Oh Both.
73. Fatty or Skinny: Doesn't matter, but skinny is a tad hotter . . .
74. Sensitive or Loud: Both.
75. Hook-up or Relationship: Relationships
76. Sweet or Caring: Both!
77. Trouble Maker or Hesitant One: in the middle, but trouble maker's pretty hot.

___Have you ever______

78. Kissed a Stranger: No
79. Had Alcohol: a little
80. Smoked: Ew. No.
81. Ran Away... ]]> ~PurpleClouds1017 http://PurpleClouds1017.deviantart.com/journal/7915974/ http://PurpleClouds1017.deviantart.com/journal/7915974/ Thu, 16 Feb 2006 12:38:12 PST
Eek. I just burped, and it burned my nose. Stupid acid reflux. Owie.

My stock account finally frikkin works, I dunno if I already mentioned that. But I haven't got any pictures up yet, cause I haven't had the time. But it's ~fever-stock Soo . . . I should, hopefully, most likely, get pictures up on there this weekend. Because its a huge long weekend. We have tomorrow and next monday off. Whoo hoo. And tomorrow my stepmom, er, my Debbi, she has absolutly no relation to me at all anymore, is moving into her house. And my sister and I are helping her. Hopefully. I still need to call her and tell her that we are helping her and stuff. And then Saturday, I was going to go to a swim meet, but that interferes with my dad's girlfriend's graduation party. She graduating from her college course or whatever. And then that interferes with =Insom-niac's Birthday party. Wheew too mucho crap in one day. Why does it all have to happen on only one day? Why can't it all spread out? Of course it won't, life is retarded like that.

Project runway was on last night. Omg they cut Kara. Not cool. But the top 3 to go to Olympus Fashion week is good. Satino's just so arrogant. I hate it. He won't win anyway. Hopefully. I hope Daniel wins. Him and his model are so frikkin gorgeous. And more impotantly, he's an extremely talented designer. BUT WHY DID THEY CUT NICK?! ERAWR! DDD:

We walked to the speed art museum today, for about the 3rd time this year. We go alot because it's so easy to access. The only bad thing is that we get like 15 minutes inside the dang place. And we miss some retarded school work. Oh well. Today though, it just so happened to be raining. Joyus. We were all soaked. My hair is like FLOOF.

I've been kissing people on the cheek and saying aweidersawn or however you say that. It means goodbye in German. So I felt all *Heidi Klum yay*

Jesus it's hot in this computer lab. I finally discovered some music joys this week. Aside from being obsessed with A Digital Ash In A Digital Urn, I've become obsessed with two cds I recieved this week from the people I loves. ~buried-myselfalive burned me FFTL, and ~Lydiactress burned me a mix cd, in their respective orders. Both rock my face off. Alot. Whee.

If anyone has a myspace let me know. I'll add you. Because yeah. That's how I roll homies. ]]> ~PurpleClouds1017 http://PurpleClouds1017.deviantart.com/journal/7823075/ http://PurpleClouds1017.deviantart.com/journal/7823075/ Mon, 06 Feb 2006 20:28:19 PST
OMG People:

*333bracket *envy* I want her to lend me some prettyness.
*brokendancer and *whorer-movie The two Minnesotans I stalk.
~dressedlikeanangel Whorermovie's boyfriend, and great musician.
*Xx-lov3-bl33dz-xX Another minnesotan with awesome photography!
*trinket I envy her prettyness. She has awesome stock pictures. What is it with the Minnesotans and photography?!?!?
=azuzephre Great stoof. He <3's Ian. :3
~mcr-raven WOW. Need I say more?
~visual-sick I want her talent

I LOVE my DA buddies, and their art!

~SatanSeth <33333 and I say no more.
~unpleasant-thoughts My first watcher! I love her lots!
~BrightlyXwound I love her lots tooo!! <33
=sissismay <3 Skillz Dawg. Skillz.
*tsukizu I love her art style ^_^
~deadlilacs Read her story. Just. Do. It. I COMMAND THEE.
=doodleboy I deem him my hero, and anti-drug.
*turp VECTOR ARTTTT
=samhainmoon I just love her. I just do.

My Homies that I know in real life

My Wife!
My Darling Livvie!
I'm her sexy Spartan. hehe.
Leeaaaaaah!
Hansi!
Sierra!
Lydia!
My retard sister ]]> ~PurpleClouds1017 http://PurpleClouds1017.deviantart.com/journal/7803709/ http://PurpleClouds1017.deviantart.com/journal/7803709/ Sat, 04 Feb 2006 21:20:29 PST
ITS 3:00 AT THAT LADY'S HOUSE NOW!!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Dude. This is kinda creepy. My sister's friend is out like, partying or something, and her parents called our house looking for her.

AHHH NOW THE PREIST SMELLS THE BURNING

and her parents were like, interrogating me and my sister didn't know who it was and was telling me to hang up so I did, and then right in the middle of watching the movie this random lady was leaving a message and it was scary!

;lskjddhguihfoushdgjbhijh AHHHHHH
RUN PREIST RUN!!!

And my dad's girlfriend and my sister's friend Whitney keep claiming that they see this swirly white thing outside the window. They've claimed to see it 3 times. But I thought it was just snow, because it's been all *snowy fun yay* all day. But it's not snowing anymore. So I'm kinda freaked. God I'm a wimp. ]]> ~PurpleClouds1017 http://PurpleClouds1017.deviantart.com/journal/7752396/ http://PurpleClouds1017.deviantart.com/journal/7752396/ Mon, 30 Jan 2006 14:41:39 PST
Musicness: The Razor - Head Automatica

Feeling: lkskjdghfjasuidfug ahhhh


Oh my gosh.
I smell food.
Yum.
GUESS WHO HAS UNLIMITED FREE MUSIC DOWNLOADS.
ME.
YAY.
whee.
So.
I've downloaded a crap ton of music.
From Marilyn Manson, to The Fray, to Bananaphone.
Yeap.
Lindsey Rocks.
And so does the Panic! At The Disco CD . . .
Speaking of which.
I'm going to two concerts in March,
One Motion City Soundtrack with ~Insom-niac
And the other Panic!/The Academy Is... with ~Verdriet
Whoo hoo.

~YuCaroline wasn't at school today . . . my dear livvia . . . so, I'm off to find her. *scuttle scuttle*

And eat.
Alot.
So yeah.
Goodbye.


Lindzizzle [Fo Shizzle]
And if you read this, I think you have no life!
So follow me, we can both magically obtain lifes. Cheeyeah. ]]> ~PurpleClouds1017 http://PurpleClouds1017.deviantart.com/journal/7696112/ http://PurpleClouds1017.deviantart.com/journal/7696112/ Tue, 24 Jan 2006 14:56:30 PST The fray - Over My Head Cable Car

I never knew
I never knew that everything was falling through
That everyone I knew was waiting on a cue
To turn and run when all I needed was the truth
But that’s how it’s got to be
It’s coming down to nothing more than apathy
I’d rather run the other way than stay and see
The smoke and who’s still standing when it clears

Everyone knows I’m in
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She’s on your mind

Let’s rearrange
I wish you were a stranger I could disengage
Say that we agree and then never change
Soften a bit until we all just get along
But that’s disregard
Find another friend and you discard
As you lose the argument in a cable car
Hanging above as the canyon comes between

Everyone knows I’m in
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She’s on your mind

And suddenly I become a part of your past
I’m becoming the part that don’t last
I’m losing you and its effortless
Without a sound we lose sight of the ground
In the throw around
Never thought that you wanted to bring it down
I won’t let it go down till we torch it ourselves

Everyone knows I’m in
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She’s on your mind ]]> ~PurpleClouds1017 http://PurpleClouds1017.deviantart.com/journal/7667953/ http://PurpleClouds1017.deviantart.com/journal/7667953/ Sat, 21 Jan 2006 15:01:54 PST

I skipped school yesterday because of a stupid field trip. Whee.

Today I had a swim meet. Wow, I suck at swimming. I almost threw up . . . joy.

I'm constantly bored lately. Like now. *yawn* Sleepy too. And hungry. *runs off to hijacks some chocolate chips*

I wish I could get another watcheeeer D:

I'll never get to 10,000 pageviews! *goes to cry in a corner*

Fuud. I need some Fuud. Bad. *grumble grumble goes teh tummy*



Stalk *brokendancer.

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Internet Hiatus next week. ]]> ~PurpleClouds1017 http://PurpleClouds1017.deviantart.com/journal/7660600/ http://PurpleClouds1017.deviantart.com/journal/7660600/ Fri, 20 Jan 2006 19:05:17 PST
It won't let me submit things! It comes up with this User agreement thing when I try to go on to the next step after entering the title and crap, and it just comes back up to that same agreement form! Even when I refresh it! UGH. This. Sucks.

I'm tired and I just want to submit crap. Is that too much to ask for?!

*complains more*

The people in the chatroom #Hell hate me. Especially =Icarus-Has-Fallen. They continuosly have me muted. And I did nothing out of the ordinary. Is it odd that my feelings are a little hurt over a chatroom? .__.




. . . . does anyone know how to get people banned . . . . ]]> ~PurpleClouds1017 http://PurpleClouds1017.deviantart.com/journal/7540164/ http://PurpleClouds1017.deviantart.com/journal/7540164/ Sat, 07 Jan 2006 22:46:15 PST Feeling: Like A Retard. What's new?

Did It All Get Real? I guess it's real enough.

We WANT to. Have to. Neeeeeeed tooo. And We'll tell you when. They're hungry again. It never ends . . . never ends . . . never ends . . .

's band, A Waiting Sea is awesomeness. Got to his DA page, and click on his most recent ID. Click the frikkin link. Listen.

New Deviations.
Coming soon.
New Crappy ones.
As Always.
Duh.
I May submit them now.
Because The Lindsey has no life.
Aside from photo editing, that is.
Well.
Good bye, and don't have a good night.
Because I felt like it.
Retard.
Pointless entry?
Yeah.
Deal with it.
Because I said so. ]]> ~PurpleClouds1017