http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:Que-Hegan&section=today deviantART RSS for by:Que-Hegan en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Fri, 11 Dec 2009 15:02:44 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://Que-Hegan.deviantart.com/journal/25601858/ http://Que-Hegan.deviantart.com/journal/25601858/ Sun, 28 Jun 2009 08:20:45 PDT After my long absence I'm finally back on dA!

Fisrt of all I wanna apologize that I haven't talked to anyone here for about half a year. I'm really sorry and I wanna let you know that I didn't forget you! I promise I will go through all of your messages and deviations as soon as possible! I love ya all and from now on I will be here again!

The reason I haven't been on dA for months is that I had my final exams in schools. Since february I've been busy with learning etc. .. I learned ca. 5 - 7 hours almost every day! I guess you can imagine that I've nearly gone insane in those weeks!
The exams were in april and march; I had five exams: three written tests and two oral examinations. Luckily I have passed all of those with good grades!
Those exams and the huge amount of stuff I had to do for school and at home caused me a lot of work and took almost all my free time .. so I decided to take a break from dA till I finished school. Yesterday was the leave-taking in my school, so now it's finally over. It's a lil strange to think that I'll never go back there, but that's how life goes .. fortunately I have a lot of time now for you guys again! ^^

After school I'm gonna study political science in Berlin. I wanna be a politician .. yeah, I know what you're thinking now! But I really ain't one of those bad politicians, I'm a good lil one that wants to achieve real democracy and an ecological new system that doesn't exploit nature as the current one does. I know it's gonna be a lot of hard work, but I love to give my life for a better future. Without a change, which is absolutely necessary as we see (financial crisis etc.) life's gonna get a lot worse. I wanna do my part to save this world and give everyone a fair chance in life. I hope I'll have your support for this dream!


So, that's about what I wanted to tell ya ..
If there's anything special or important you wanna tell me write me a note. I'm gonna read them as soon as possible!
Bye and see ya later!

]]> ~Que-Hegan http://Que-Hegan.deviantart.com/journal/22204572/ http://Que-Hegan.deviantart.com/journal/22204572/ Fri, 26 Dec 2008 06:27:53 PST I hope you all had a great Christmas and got lotsa presents!
I got some very nice presents, like two super cute pink pajamas! X3 I got two nice books about the old temples in Vietnam/Cambodia (like Angkor Wat) and I truly luv it!
Hope you guys got lotsa stuff that made ya happy!

My wishes again to all who had a hard time before Christmas. I hope you could still enjoy it. My heart is with you and all who aren't as lucky as most of us.



Good news about my dad! His eye got much better already. Its healing quite fast now and he'll probably won't have to get more operations too soon. But at least one operation needs to be next year. I really hope it'll be over with this sh*t then.

Unfortunately my grandma had a very hard time this Christmas. Well, it was the first Christmas without grandpa now, ya know. They were married for 53 years, I guess you can imagine how much she misses her husband. I tried my best to cheer her up, but nothing helped. She told me she always wanted to die with him and that he promised to never leave her alone. .. it's hard to see her suffer that much. I dunno what to do now ..


Anyways, I hope you and your family are alright and had a nice time.
Oh, and I'm sorry for not answering comments, journals etc lately. As said, I was pretty busy. Sorry guys, I hope you dun think I forgot you.


So, I wish ya nice holidays and happy new year! Have fun with your presents! Bye!

]]> ~Que-Hegan http://Que-Hegan.deviantart.com/journal/21995846/ http://Que-Hegan.deviantart.com/journal/21995846/ Mon, 15 Dec 2008 11:26:28 PST
It's pretty bad with his eye as I already told you. Now it even got worse as the eye got sore and my dad had to go to hospital again today. At least he spend only 6 hours there ... But now he has to go to the doc everyday to get eye drops and has to go hospital again this weekend to get another injection. I guess you can imagine he's pretty pissed now. I try my best to help him wherever I can. I give him the "normal" eye drops he has at home and stuff.
Unfortunately the eye isn't in such a state that it could recover quickly. Since the docs cut off a lot of the retina my dad won't ever see as good on that eye as before. If the eye doesn't get better after the next operation in some months, which my dad highly doubts by now, he said the docs can cut the eye out. Otherwise it'll only get sore again and would cause more pain.

.. I tell ya guys this sux so much. If you could see the eye you could imagine what it feels like. The eye is all red, like a tomato, and the cuts are even clearly visible. The iris on the right eye, which was dark brown before, is grey-green now. It looks really horrible.
I'm trying to stay optimistic, but it's getting harder everyday. I dun think his eye will ever get better, it just looks too worn. Well, guess we can only wait and hope for the best.


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Well, lets talk about some other stuff ..
Lately I read quite a lot about the cast of the Avatar movie. Seems like most of the fans are pretty pissed, cause the cast is .. well, a bit shitty.

The thing people complained most about is that the cast has not even one Asian actor. Some even called that "totally racist". I think that's a lil too harsh, but a little truth is definitely in there. The producers obviously didn't want to have Asian actors, cause those simply don't sell as good in the US. So, it's not a matter of race for them, but a matter of money. Still the matter of what actor sells better is, in this case, pretty racist. Cause not being liked as an actor just because you're Asian is completely racist. The producers, so to say, just followed the kinda racist mainstream. I know it's very sad to see that Asian actors won't even be chosen for a completely asian-styled show/movie, but we can't change it.
I also would like Asian actors for this A LOT more. It would fit the whole style and culture in the show/movie much better, cause it is based on eastern asian cultures. Whites would just look weird in such an asian-looking world. Just look at pics where whites wear typical asian clothing! Don't they look totally weird in those? Same as an Asian would look pretty strange in a cowboy costume! Those clothes just dun fit if the people who wear them are from totally different cultural appearance.
Another example: Imagine an only Asian LotR cast!!! LotR has a totally medieval middle-european world and if there were only Asians for the roles that would look totally strange. Now it's exactly the same with the Avatar movie. Whites just dun fit the culture in Avatar, cause that culture is eastern asian.

To talk about the cast in specific: I guess Noah Ringer will be ok, since he has already trained martial arts, which is very important for the movie!
But this also is exactly the point why I dun like Jesse McCartney as Zuko. He obviuosly has no martial arts experience, whick he needs to be a good Zuko! I heard that he was quite good in a 'Law and Order' episode, but as said, I dun think he will do good as a fighter.
Jack Rathbone and Nicola Peltz look ok, though they are like the whitest people I've ever seen. But hey, there's always make-up.
I still doubt that movie will be as good as the show, but I guess that movie will be better than expected.



So, I hope you are alright, guys. Goodbye!

]]> ~Que-Hegan http://Que-Hegan.deviantart.com/journal/21960220/ http://Que-Hegan.deviantart.com/journal/21960220/ Sat, 13 Dec 2008 08:29:59 PST
So, my dad is back home now after spending one and a half weeks in hospital. Two operations and he still can't see anything on his right eye. It's probably never gonna get better again, the docs cut too much off of the retina already. We just hope the left eye will stay ok, otherwise .. well, ya kno. But my dad's quite fine now and in a pretty good mood despite the bad news. He's just happy about being home again, the hospital sucked big time.

I'll have to get that talk-stuff over now with him, as you remember. I'll let you know when I'm done with it.

I haven't heard any news about my cousin yet. Hope he's ok.
That also reminds me of the many bad news I heard from friends around here. I really hope you're alright! Good luck for all of you!

Some good news now: my aunt had her last chemo therapy and she's already feeling better! I'm so happy she's recovering now and really hope that'll never happen again! Looks like it's gonna be a happy end!

I'm very happy about having my dad back home. But I know it'll still be some hard work to get everything I have planned over the last weeks done. I'll try to be optimistic.


Thankies again to everyone who helped me getting over these worries! Luv ya!

]]> ~Que-Hegan http://Que-Hegan.deviantart.com/journal/21866459/ http://Que-Hegan.deviantart.com/journal/21866459/ Sun, 07 Dec 2008 14:04:18 PST
Yepp, I'm all alone right now sitting here writing my journal.

My dad's in hospital now since Wednesday. Remember I told you he had retinal detachment on his right eye? Well, he was operated due to this the fourth time now on thursday, but it still didn't get any better. In fact, it got worse and he has to be operated again tomorrow.
He was supposed to come home today, but in the morning he called us and said he has to stay another week. I hope I can visit him in two days, the way to the hospital takes pretty long and I have school till late midday. This all sux so much ..

My aunt isn't doing any better. Since some weeks her chemo therapy is causing her much pain and she got bad stomatitis. Due to that she couldn't eat aynthing but supper for weeks. She lost much weight and got ill pretty often. It got a lil better now, but she has to have another therapy next week, which will probably cause all this shit again! I'm so worried about her, she has always been like a mother to me since my "mum" left us when I was just born.

We got some bad news from our relatives a few days ago. A second cousin of mine has a tumor in his head. It couldn't be removed completely and the therapies will probably cause a lot of brain damage when they're done wrong. I dun know this cousin so well, but his dad, my uncle Norbert who I like a lot. He and his wife are so friggin worried now.


Oh damn, this all sux so much!!! I wish I could go to bed and wake up tomorrow with all this shit being over! Well, I guess I'll just have to stay this through ..
I wanna let all of you who have a hard time right now know that I really feel with ya! I hope all will get better soon and we can have a nice xmas without any worries. Bye!

]]> ~Que-Hegan http://Que-Hegan.deviantart.com/journal/21695404/ http://Que-Hegan.deviantart.com/journal/21695404/ Thu, 27 Nov 2008 09:10:19 PST
Many many many thankies to all my friends who cheered me up so much and gave me so many good advices! It makes me so happy to see you all care for me so much and I greatly appreciate all your help!


Since yesterday I've been thinking the whole time about what went so wrong between my dad and me. Now I think I came to a conclusion and also to a solution that'll finally make things better.

Kay, here we go:
All my youth I've been often misunderstood by my dad and my whole family. This frustrated me a lot and I used to lock all my hurt feelings up inside. Over the years my frustration grew bigger and bigger, such as my thinking got very pessimistic and my behaviour became often hostile and withdrawn. My frustration also used to change into aggressiveness and I often complained in a very harsh way. My bad behaviour, which was just caused by my hurt feelings and not because I was mean, caused my dad to think very badly about me and thus he treated me even worse. Then I always got more frustrated and the situation ended up in a vicious circle.
Now, after so many years I finally found my real self and reached a kind of inner-balance. I overcame my pessimistic and depressive way of thinking and now I wanna set things right with my family. I wanna show I've really changed and that I'm sorry for these misunderstandings. So, that's my part.

Now comes my dad. It starts with the fact that when my mother left us my dad had to come back to his parents, as he couldn't handle two young children, a two-year old and a baby, all alone. He knew it wouldn't be easy for none of us if he tried to take over everything by himself. So he had to move away from Bavaria, the country he always wanted to live in and came back here. My mother just ran away as she couldn't handle her children and didn't want to take responsibility for us. My dad didn't leave us, he gave up his job and the home he always wanted. I really wasn't aware of this, he never told us, till one year ago in an argument with me he said under tears that he gave up everyhing for his kids and that we're so unthankful. .. I never told him how thankful I am for this sacrifice. Now I know why he thought of me as egocentric and mean. I missed to show him that I care, cause I was so sad and hurt all the time that I often forgot about the others, just as I forgot to think about what he gave up for my sibs and me.
Another problem always was/is that my dad isn't someone who likes talking too much. Nevertheless I used to ask a lot about my dad when I was ca. 12-14, then I stopped as he didn't wanswer my questions. I didn't want to get on his nerves any longer as he obviously didn't want to tell me anything about stuff concerning him and his past (like his marriage: he never told me anything about why he divorced and stuff). So, I never asked such things again and now he's angry at me for not knowing these things about him. Se, when I told him two days ago I'm very sad that he doesn't care about my fears for my future (like final exams and so on) he countered that I wouldn't know shit about him either and seemed to be very angry at me. Well, I know it's not my fault he never asnwered my questions, but I can understand that he's angry about me complaining over his disinterest when I seem to be just as disinterested in him. He doesn't know I really care about him since I used to be so withdrawn. Now I wanna tell him this all just happened cause of misunderstandings and not because neither of us wouldn't care about eachother.

After that long time of thinking about the rare things I know about my dad I became aware of the many things in his life that didn't go as planned. I guess he's actually just as frustrated about all this shit as I am and kept his hurt feelings locked up inside as I used to do. Now I know that, cause of misunderstandings, we were both blaming each other for mistakes we all made. The mistake of not talking honestly to each other about our feelings.
I'll change that now, I'll tell my dad all this and I will bug him till he gives me an answer. I won't make the mistake of keeping my feelings locked up inside again.

..

....

Woah, having all these things said makes me feel so much better. I'm not confused anymore, I see many things clearly now.
.. well, except for one thing that I still don't understand and that still hurts when I think about it. .. that was when my gerbil and last pet Mephisto died half a year ago. When I wanted to tell my dad about this my bro came in and hugged me(my aunt just told... ]]> ~Que-Hegan http://Que-Hegan.deviantart.com/journal/21663985/ http://Que-Hegan.deviantart.com/journal/21663985/ Tue, 25 Nov 2008 13:08:58 PST I certainly am not. This was one of the worst days I ever had.
I just had an argument with my dad about a very tough subject. I dunno if some of you remember that I mentioned I dun have a good relationship with my dad. Well, simply put it's this way: I feel like he never loved me and that he doesn't even like me. In my absence he sometimes talks about me in a very rude and hurting way. I know that cause my bro told me as he heard it.
Plus my dad never really cared for any of my problems. I always wondered why, then he told me some months ago he thinks I'm just making everything up. .. I just couldn't believe my dad never cared for my concerns in years cause he thinks I'm a liar. That really hurted. He really didn't care, he didn't even think my concerns were true. I can't understand, cause I certainly am not a liar. I'm always honest, but .. well, he thinks so, for no reason at all.
Then he also always cared more for my older sister. She was always his favored child and I was left alone all the time. I always felt neglected, especially when I wanted to talk to my dad about my plans for the future, what's going on at my school and stuff. He never wanted to listen and never gave me the feeling he ever cared about this. He never had time for me, was always busy with everything else, but my sister got evetyhing she wanted. Well, as said, she's his favored child, I'm just the second child which wasn't planned and wasn't wanted.

I told him all this just a moment ago. I told him that I feel like he never loved me and that he never even liked me. Sure this is some hard stuff to tell a parent, but I can't change it and it's not my fault that I felt being treated like this. Now comes the question how he reacted on this .. well, he simply didn't react at all. He just sat there and listened, first dening some things I told him that he did wrong, then he stopped answering stuff on the whole. He didn't say anything and didn't even move. As I stood there crying for long enough without getting an answer or any sign of interest in this from my dad I left.
Now I'm writing this and my dad passed by a sec ago and simply said "I'm going to bed. Good night." He didn't sound sad, nor angry or stuff, just normal as if nothing had happened.
I feel even more neglected now. I just told him I feel he doesn't care for me, he denied it and now he isn't doing anything. How should I interprete this? To me it seems that I was unfortunately right as I suggested he doesn't give a damn about me.

This all sux so much .. I'm not really angry and not sad, I'm just confused about how I should feel now. I don't think my dad will talk to me so soon and I'm not going to talk to him again myself. Looks like he doesn't want to hear what I think anyways and he doesn't even care if I love him or not .. I'm of no interest to him .. just as I thought for long now.


Hope ya guys are doing a lot better and your parents aren't treating you like a dipshit from the streets.

Bye everyone.

]]> ~Que-Hegan http://Que-Hegan.deviantart.com/journal/21334102/ http://Que-Hegan.deviantart.com/journal/21334102/ Wed, 05 Nov 2008 05:40:20 PST I miss him a lot, but I know I can't change what happened and it's better he got released from his pain early. He really suffered from not being able to do anything at all, cause he always wanted to go out and do something. Our whole family is glad that he died peacefully in his sleep.

All of our closest relatives were at grandpa's funeral. Except for one of grandpa's brothers. He got ill too and is in hospital now. Still it was good to see almost everyone again.

The funreal was pretty nice and grandpa got a neat place on the graveyard. I'll go there the next days with my grandma to bring flowers and some other decorative stuff there.


Though I'm so sad that I'm crying again right now I'm very glad to hear that Barack Obama won the election for US President. I really wanted to have him be the next Pres, like most other Europeans. It's a good sign for a new beginning in the US-European relationship. I hope the world will change for the better now.


To everyone on whose journals, comments or deviations I didn't answer I wanna say I'm really sorry. I didn't forget you, but I dun have much time right now. Many testpapers and other school stuff has me pretty busy lately. I hope I'll have more time for you again soon.



Special thnx to my sis Anna. I really miss you a lot and I wish we could have met this autumm. Maybe we'll see each other next year.


I wish you all a nice day! Bye!

]]> ~Que-Hegan http://Que-Hegan.deviantart.com/journal/21183761/ http://Que-Hegan.deviantart.com/journal/21183761/ Mon, 27 Oct 2008 09:13:08 PDT I dunno exactly what we'll do there, yet. My grandma will probably tell me later this day or tomorrow. I just gotta wait, but I'm so curious about everything.

I'm pretty worried now about the date, cause I'm writing two very important testpapers next week, one on Monday and one on Wednesday. I know, perfect, just perfect. -_- I won't be able to fully concentrate on learning .. anyways, I guess I'll just have to try.

Another thing bothering me a lot is my dad. He's not the type of person who'd just say what he thinks or feels, which makes it a lil complicated to talk about these happenings with him. I know he's just trying to be strong for us, but he's hurt too and he shouldn't hide that. Unfortunately that's what he does. I dunno how to get him to talk. I just wanna help, but dunno how.


Well, now ..
To all who commented and helped me get over this a little bit I wanna say a huge "thank you"! I luv ya all, guys! Thnx so much for all your help and kind words!


I hope you're alright and you had a nice day! Bye!

]]> ~Que-Hegan http://Que-Hegan.deviantart.com/journal/21125618/ http://Que-Hegan.deviantart.com/journal/21125618/ Thu, 23 Oct 2008 13:12:05 PDT
Just wanted to thank you all for your compassion and your kind words! I already feel alot better now! Thankies so much!

It'll still gonna take some time for me to get back to my "normal" life, though I know it'll never be as it was before. But anyways, I have to get used it. I have to get used to having an empty seat to my right during dinner from now on ..


I didn't reply to all of your comments, I'm sorry for that. I'm still not in the mood to talk about everything. Hope you're not angry at me.



Well, I wish you all a nice day and hope you and your folks are alright. Bye!

]]> ~Que-Hegan http://Que-Hegan.deviantart.com/journal/21106274/ http://Que-Hegan.deviantart.com/journal/21106274/ Wed, 22 Oct 2008 07:00:23 PDT
I didn't tell anyone here yet and really didn't want to talk about it till now. The thing is: my grandpa got very ill a few months ago. He was in hospital for a few weeks, then was home until it got worse. A week ago he had to go back to hospital, cause he couldn't move nor breath properly anymore. Yesterday evening my sis, my bro and I visited him again. He told us the docs said he'd get a closed-circuit breathing apparatus and they'd let him go home in a few days.
But grandpa won't come home now.
The hospital called this morning and told us he died over night.

I still can't believe my granpa's dead now ..
I was crying nearly the whole time in school today and I'm crying right now, too.
Everything feels just like a bad dream and I'm desperatly waiting to wake up. I know there'll be no waking up from this .. it'll just take some time for me to realize my grandpa's gone for good.

My grandma was so sad the whole time when grandpa was in hospital. After 53 years of marriage it hit her most to hear grandpa is dead. I dunno what I should do know. I'll help her where ever I can, but there's nothing I could do to make her feel better.


I'm writing a testpaper tomorrow and should learn for it, but I can't get my head cleared. I dunno if I'll be able to concentrate tomorrow.
Anyways ..


I hope you and your folks are alright. Bye.

]]> ~Que-Hegan http://Que-Hegan.deviantart.com/journal/20871232/ http://Que-Hegan.deviantart.com/journal/20871232/ Tue, 07 Oct 2008 09:15:55 PDT I know this doesn't affect me, at least not directly, but I still think it's important. In my opinion the message in this [link] vid is absolutely right. You GOT to do something, you got to make a step to have a change! If you just sit on your butt and wait, nothing will get better. You have to take your chance of helping to get things done. Though you are just a small person in this big world, you're still a part of it and we all together can make a change. So, VOTE!!!
I'm german, but I wish I could vote in america as well, cause I care for the world! I wish I could do more to help. So please, every american friend of mine who reads this, vote for me too!!!



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My sis:



Friends:
http://Que-Hegan.deviantart.com/journal/20836602/ Sun, 05 Oct 2008 05:58:28 PDT


Damn, I'm sooooo happy right now!!! I luuuuurv you all so much!!!! Many thankies for all your good wishes and help over the last week!

Kay, one week without internet sucks ass, I can tell ya. Hope that won't happen again too often. It was some hard work to get internet back. Nothing worked anymore. My dad and I had to buy all things again and put the new stuff in. We had to link every pc here again, had to link all cables new and so on. Fixing all this stuff took us three days. But now internet is back! YAY!

Really really hope this won't happen to one of you, it's stressing and annyoing. -_-
Hope you weren't angry that answering comments etc took me so long. But now I'm back and will try to answer your stuff in time.
I wish all of you a great day. See ya later!

]]> ~Que-Hegan http://Que-Hegan.deviantart.com/journal/20824795/ http://Que-Hegan.deviantart.com/journal/20824795/ Sat, 04 Oct 2008 12:10:25 PDT

Well guys, no internet for me ... since a whole week now.
My dad and I have already tried everything to get it running again, but nothing worked. My pc has no internet and won't have for a long, looooong time now ...
Right now I'm sitting at my cousin's pc again. I hope he'll let me use his pc a bit more often in the future, but he is already pretty annoyed with me coming here to use his pc. I'll have to get some sweets to comfort him or he'll throw me outta here soon if I come too often.

I wanna apologize for not answering comments, journals etc in the last time. Hope you're not angry at me for that. I'll check out all of your stuff later, I promise.


...
I dunno why and I dunno if this is of any importance (I bet it's not) but my head hurts terribly since half an hour and it just won't stop. .. and I have eaten a meal big enough for three people all by myself and now my stomach hurts and I feel like I'll have to hurl in a second.


Hope you're feeling a bit better. Wish ya a nice day!

]]> ~Que-Hegan http://Que-Hegan.deviantart.com/journal/20736128/ http://Que-Hegan.deviantart.com/journal/20736128/ Mon, 29 Sep 2008 05:53:16 PDT

So .. my internet is gone .. yes, NO internet!!! For three days now! That's why I didn't answer to your comments and stuff. I'm really sorry. But I checked out all your stuff a few minutes ago and answered all comments etc. Hope you're not angry at me for making you wait.
Three days no internet .. sux. I can tell ya. My dad will fix it today .. at least he promised he would. I'll kick his ass if he won't!!! X(


So, that's it, I guess .. Hope you and your folks are allright. Wish ya a nice day, everybody!



Ps: Please tell me if there's anything new/important etc. Bye! ^^


EDIT: I'm sitting at my cousin's Pc right now. Guess you wondered how I wrote this without having internet, he? .. stupid me ..

]]> ~Que-Hegan http://Que-Hegan.deviantart.com/journal/20533738/ http://Que-Hegan.deviantart.com/journal/20533738/ Wed, 17 Sep 2008 08:24:17 PDT

send me the song I so desperately wanted to have!
I u, Gargri!!! Many, many thankies again!

Big thankies to all who helped as well and wanted to help! Luv ya!




Ps.: My chestnut's name is "Balrodan". :3




_______________________

Guess I should remember to post this from now on. XD

My sis:



Friends:
http://Que-Hegan.deviantart.com/journal/20532398/ Wed, 17 Sep 2008 05:29:38 PDT
I've tried so hard to get a song I really love as a mp3 file, but without any success. If anyone could help me I'd be sooo glad!
The song's name is "Cham Rol Tngai Lich", it's khmer, and the singer is Im Srey Peouv.
Here's the song, but I can't download it from that site: [link]
Please, if anyone can download and send this song to me you'd do me a great favor. If you wanna help, tell me and I'll give you my email address.

I already thank all who wanna help beforehand! Love ya guys!
I wish everyone an awesome day!




Ps.: Anyone has some name suggestions for a chestnut tree? -_-

]]> ~Que-Hegan http://Que-Hegan.deviantart.com/journal/20488836/ http://Que-Hegan.deviantart.com/journal/20488836/ Sun, 14 Sep 2008 12:22:21 PDT 's journal and thought I'd do it.
Just some random stuff about me. If anyone wants to know ..



Three Names You Go By:

1.) Toni
2.) Mousy
3.) Aki


Three Parts Of Your Heritage:

1.) Germanic
2.) Prussian
3.) Nordic


Three Things That Scare You:

1.) Death of a close relative
2.) losing my friends
3.) seeing someone die


Three Of Your Everyday Essentials:

1.) waking up
2.) eating
3.) going to bed


Three Of Your (current) Favorite Bands/Musical Artists:

1.) Im Srey Peouv
2.) Tommy Körberg
3.) Monique Spartalis


Three Of Your (current) Favorite Songs:

1.) Cham Rol Tngai Lich
2.) Vindens Farver
3.) L'Air Du Vent


Three Physical Things You Like About Yourself:

1.) My hands
2.) That I'm very slim
3.) My boobs


Three Physical Things You Don't Like About Yourself:
1.) My hair
2.) My butt
3.) My face structure


Three Things You Want In A Relationship:

1.) Trust
2.) feeling happy whenever my bf is around
3.) same interests/life-style


Three Physical Things About The Preferred Sex That Appeal To You:

1.) brown/black hair
2.) green eyes
3.) the kind of beard Christoph Metzelder has [link]


Three Things You Want To Do Really Badly Right Now:

1.) eat a big bowl of bami goreng
2.) eat spring rolls
3.) watch the next HP movie


Three Things You Want To Do Before You Die:

1.) Do my best to keep humans from destroying nature
2.) Find the right man/woman for me
3.) Write an article about environmental protection that is published all over the world


Three Careers You're Considering/You've Considered:

1.) environmental/animal protection activist
2.) journalist
3.) biologist


Three of your Favorite Hobbies:

1.) everything about nature .. learning, loving, exploring
2.) philosophize and thus debating
3.) drawing, seeing good art


Three Places You Want To Go On Vacation:

1.) Cambodia, cause I so damn want to visit Angkor!!!!!
2.) Caribbean
3.) Thailand


Three Kid's Names You Like:

1.) Roderic
2.) Antigona .. I wish that was my name. At least mine's close to it. (Antonia)
3.) Chen


Three Ways That You Are Stereotypically A Girl:

1.) I wear a bra ...
2.) I like some dresses
3.) I love baby animals!!!


Three Ways That You Are Stereotypically A Boy:

1.) I hate to wear make up
2.) I'm a games fan
3.) I have to hurl when I watch romance movies

]]> ~Que-Hegan http://Que-Hegan.deviantart.com/journal/20107579/ http://Que-Hegan.deviantart.com/journal/20107579/ Sat, 23 Aug 2008 05:02:28 PDT

So, the Lu Ten fan club I told you about is set now! Everyone who wants to join can go to to ask for info and stuff.

We still need an icon/avatar for our club, an animated one would be best. I'd like to ask if anyone of you can help us to make one. Every form of help is greatly appreciated.

You can also start to send us art or note us to submit art in the future if you like.


Wish ya a fantastic day!

]]> ~Que-Hegan http://Que-Hegan.deviantart.com/journal/19774696/ http://Que-Hegan.deviantart.com/journal/19774696/ Mon, 04 Aug 2008 16:04:14 PDT

I was checking out some new avatar pics here and got to see a nice pic of Lu Ten! Since I'm a huge, HUGE Lu Ten fan I had to talk to who made that pic, cause she's a huge Lu Ten fan as well!
(... she said that in the deviants comment on the pic ... just in case you wonder how I found out.)
So, we talked a bit and she asked me if I'd like to found a Lu Ten fan club with her. Of course I agreed and now I thought maybe you, if you're Lu Ten fans or just fire nation fans too, would like to join us and get some position in the management of the club!

I'd be very happy to hear from you if you're interested! Just comment on this journal and I'll let Harei-ruto know or directly note her.


I wish you all an awesome day! Bye!

]]> ~Que-Hegan http://Que-Hegan.deviantart.com/journal/19663839/ http://Que-Hegan.deviantart.com/journal/19663839/ Tue, 29 Jul 2008 15:01:46 PDT
Read some stuff about the finale and what some people think of it. I know talking about it more and more sux, but I have just a little thing to say. X)

Ok, here's that one thing I totally forgot in my last journal. It's the fact that Aang always said he wouldn't kill anyone to save the world, but the truth is he already did! Yes, Aang did KILL people!
I bet you're very upset now and don't know what the hell I'm talking about, but think back to season 1. In the last ep of season 1 "Siege of the North part 2" Aang killed many fire navy soldiers. When Aang destroyed the last ships he killed the soldiers. As the wave, which Aang had made, sank the ships the soldiers sank as well. I dunno what you guys think what happened to the soldiers, but in my eyes they totally drowned.

Some of you might say that Aang was in the avatar state back then and couldn't control his actions, but he also killed people when he was normal. In DoBS part 2 he killed fire nation soldiers. To be specific some of the soldiers on the war balloons. When Aang destroyed the balloons they fell on the ground. Since only Azula and Ozai ever performed that flying-like-a-rocket-thing I guess no other firebender can do that, especially no normal soldier. So the soldiers on the balloons crushed on the ground and .. well .. died. Hence Aang killed those guys. There he was NOT in the avatar state and every five-year old can tell me that the guys falling down from such a height died! So Aang knew they'd die and he just let them fall to their doom. He whining about having to kill Ozai was totally stupid. For me that's one of the biggest points on the "totally unlogical and silly"-list.

Would be nice if you could give me some logical explanation to that. I dunno how Brike managed to forget THAT about Aang. It doesn't make any sense ...
I hope I didn't offend anyone with this. If I did I'm very sorry.
Comments on the finale, my crazy thoughts and stuff are very welcome.


Wish ya guys a nice day!

]]> ~Que-Hegan http://Que-Hegan.deviantart.com/journal/19620056/ http://Que-Hegan.deviantart.com/journal/19620056/ Sun, 27 Jul 2008 09:04:15 PDT
So, I'm finally back as some of you already know. Came back on friday. Sorry I didn't tell you till now, but I was too tired and stressed from the long journey back home.

My vacation wasn't as great as I hoped it would be. To be honest it was pretty boring. Crete has a nice landscape and the sea was awesome. Unfortunetaly I had to learn that the citys and towns there are nothing but dives. It was really disappointing.
The only good day was when we went to Knossos. That's a ca. 3000-4000 year old palace city ruin. I loved it. Its architecture is really interesting and nice. Gotta upload some photos of it soon.
The rest was boring. Taning on the beach, going swimmng and so on. The hotel and food was ok, but nothing too interesting.
I met a very sweet and good looking guy from germany there. He's 19, his name's Eric. Too bad he lives too far away from my city. He was such a sweety. Well, gotta look for a nice guy again somewhere else ...

_______________________


Let's talk about avatar. I guess you've got lotsa stuff about that to say. You all saw the finale by now, I think. If not, don't read on! Spoilers!!!


I already watched the avatar finale and I gotta say the finale was epic .... epic FAIL. Yes, you heard right: I think the finale was bull shit! Sorry, but that's how it is.
I can't understand how some here can say the finale was "so amazing". It just sucked.

Let's see ... Ozai and Azula were just crazy, whiny losers in the end. How's that epic?! They always appeared to be sooo strong and mighty and everything and then they just sucked.

The Ozai vs Aang fight was truly absurd. Ozai was incredibly strong at the beginning of the fight while Aang just sucked. Then, when Aang went into the avatar state Ozai suddenly didn't do anything but to run ... oh, sorry, I mean "fly" away from him. ... firebenders flying around ... so ... logical and thought-out.

Did you notice that the soldiers on the war balloons when fireing on the ground all did a fire blast as big as Ozai's?!!! They were all as mighty as him when the comet came! They could have easily defeated him if they wanted too and Aang first sucked so incredibly when fighting Ozai. That was so shity.

I thought and hoped they might talk about Ursa's and Azula's past, but everything they did was that one lame scene with Azula's haluzination. The whole background thing about Azula and Ursa was so superficial. Nothing new or continuative. Just superficial and lame.

What struck me most about the story background was that Lu Ten and Azulon weren't mentioned with one word!!! Did they just forget about those two or wut?!!!! Superficial character storys and unlogical backgrounds seem to be very "trendy" these days.

The whole 'Aang crying like a baby about possibly having to kill Ozai' was so stupid. Aang usually never concerned his beliefes and wishes in order to help and rescue his friends. Remember him telling Guru Pathik to suck his balls in "The Guru" when Katara was in danger. Aang didn't give a shit about the avatar state and his fate, because he wanted to rescue a beloved one. But in the finale Aang was so selfish and only thought about what he thinks is right, not giving a damn about the rest of the world. That was so senseless.


On the whole the finale was, as said, epic failure. It was absurd, totally not thought-out, had many story bucks and logical mistakes which were just pathetic. It was the most disappointing series finale I've ever seen. I loved this show so much, cause it was interesting, had so many new and cool things in it. But in the end it turned out to be a silly, with clichés over loaded money making machine (just think of the book). I can't really say how disappointed I am. I read that some of you had real emotions through out the finale. I have to admit I sat there watching without batting an eye. I kept a straight face all the time. It was just so lame and unlogical.
I guess I'll still stay here in the fandom and make some small fanarts from time to time, though this was a shock for me that got me wondering if I'd rather want to cry or forget avatar.


If you are offended by this in any way: I'm really sorry if this wasn't what you wanted to read. It's just my opinion and feelings about the finale. Please don'... ]]> ~Que-Hegan http://Que-Hegan.deviantart.com/journal/19304670/ http://Que-Hegan.deviantart.com/journal/19304670/ Thu, 10 Jul 2008 05:39:29 PDT
I just wanted to say bye, cause in 10 hours I'll fly to Kreta, Greece! We'll stay there for 16 days. I'm pretty sure we won't have ineternet there, so I won't be on for a while.
But there're some good news: my aunt can come with us. I told you she'll be operated soon, fortunately that's after our vacation.
I hope I can remember to make some photos for you. I often forget that. If you go somewhere on vacation as well I wish you lotsa fun.


________________________

Before I leave I'd like to talk about my last journal.
It was about Diablo 3 and though I knew beforehand that many of you probably don't even know this game I thought you would still pay some attention to my journal. But that wasn't the case. Only three, THREE, out of 22 have replied to my journal and those were the ones who did what I asked for. I never expected all of you to do what I asked for, but you could have at least told me if you didn't want to. Since you didn't I feel very disappointed. I wish you would have still replied and explained your concerns/thoughts about the topic I wrote about. I thought you'd at least do it for solidarity. Friends usually help out of solidarity, eventhough there is nothing for them to get. They simply help their friends, cause that's what freinds do. I don't want to complain, but I feel really neglected now.
I'd be glad if you could at least tell me now in this journal what was going on then and why you didn't care. I know I'm not that much of importance, but you never cared as less as then.


I'm gonna finish packing now. Wish you a nice weekend. See ya in 16 days.

]]> ~Que-Hegan http://Que-Hegan.deviantart.com/journal/19166183/ http://Que-Hegan.deviantart.com/journal/19166183/ Wed, 02 Jul 2008 13:21:34 PDT I hope you are as fine as possible!
Ok, the reason I'm writing this: I have a big, BIG problem. Actually a few thousand people have the same problem. Here's what's bothering me: maybe some of you know from my username that I am a huge fan of the Diablo series. The new game of this series, Diablo 3, was announced four days ago. Very good news, one could think now. But the problem is: the new game does not even halfy look like the original games!!!!! It looks disgusting and it sux!!!!!
Now the Diablo fandom wants the producing company, Blizzard, to change the game's graphics and artistic style. I, of course, want to help, and that's why I'd like to ask my dA friends here to join in. You'd do the whole Diablo fandom a great favor, so, please be kind and sign this petition [link] You can read the whole thing in short in the given link, the sign up is on the bottom. The only thing requested is your e-mail address.
I'd be even happier if you could ask some more friends of yours to sign the petition. Even if they/you aren't Diablo fans or game fans at all, do it for solidarity!!! I'd do it for you anytime!


Wish you all a wonderful week!

]]> ~Que-Hegan http://Que-Hegan.deviantart.com/journal/18954494/ http://Que-Hegan.deviantart.com/journal/18954494/ Fri, 20 Jun 2008 17:41:24 PDT But I was worried about the future for long now. And those worries got me feeling worse every day. I'm not sure what the future will hold for me and since it's only one year till my final exams I have to know what I'm gonna do after school, when my own life begins.

I always knew my real passion, it's like I was born with it. My true love had always been nature. I can't think of a life without animals and wildlife. Thus I want to help protecting wildlife and nature. I guess I wanna work in a reservation, a rearing station or an organization that helps wildlife. But I'm not sure where ...
I wanna know where I belong, cause I know for sure that I don't belong here, at my current residence. I never did. I want to find the home where I really feel 'at home'. I never felt that. Though there were some good times and I feel connected to my family here, I still don't feel like I want to stay. So I'll be off searching for the place where I belong. Looks like a long journey awaits me.

When I think about this, one of my favourite songs comes to my mind. The song is "Go the distance" by Micheal Bolton.
The first and the last staves don't really fit me, but the rest fits perfectly. Here are the ones I mean and those which reflect my feelings and thoughts.

"And a voice keeps saying
This is where I'm meant to be

I'll be there someday
I can go the distance
I will find my way
If I can be strong
I know ev'ry mile
Will be worth my while
When I go the distance
I'll be right where I belong

Down an unknown road
To embrace my fate
Though the road may wander
It will lead me to you
And a thousand years
Would be worth the wait
It may take a lifetime
But somehow I'll see it through

And I won't look back
I can go the distance
And I'll stay on track
No I won't accept defeat
It's an uphill slope
But I won't lose hope
Till I go the distance
And my journey is complete"

...
One of my favorite mottos just popped into my mind.
>Don't look for a place for your home. Make a place!< ... I guess I'll just have to do that, since there's no reserved place for me in this world. I just have to make my own.

]]> ~Que-Hegan http://Que-Hegan.deviantart.com/journal/18949002/ http://Que-Hegan.deviantart.com/journal/18949002/ Fri, 20 Jun 2008 12:10:01 PDT
Still I can't really cheer up. This week was hard enough due to all the work, but it got even worse.
We were worried for two weeks now, hoped that it's only a suspicion, but it's not.
Yesterday, when my aunt came back from the doctor, she told us that the horrible suspicion is indeed true: she has breast cancer.

My aunt had always been more like a mother to me than an aunt. She had always lived here with us at my home, not somehwere else. This makes it harder for me to deal with this situation. But it's worst for my grandma; she definitely suffers the most here. For a mother nothing is worse than seeing her child being seriously ill.

I dunno how to help. We can only hope that the operation will go as planned and my aunt will be alright soon. Maybe we're lucky and everything will turn out fine. Maybe ... maybe not.

The operation probably will be during the time we wanted to go on vacation on Kreta. Looks like we have to go there without my aunt. She was the one who planned the vacation and wanted to go there. I hope she can still go with us, it would make her so sad if she couldn't.


I hope you guys are doing better and your family members are alright.
Wish you a nice weekend.

]]> ~Que-Hegan http://Que-Hegan.deviantart.com/journal/18698049/ http://Que-Hegan.deviantart.com/journal/18698049/ Fri, 06 Jun 2008 13:35:37 PDT

I don't think it's important to understand what they are saying, but if ya wanna know I'll translate for you.
So, here it is: [link] Enjoy the show!!!


________________________________

Some info:

EDIT: Whoops, forgot to explain what the shown game is about! XD
Ok, the names, words etc show at the bottom have to be explained by one person and the teammates have to guess what name, word etc is meant. Simple and easy ... but not in such a situaion! XDD

The moderator of the show ( the guy in the hawai-shirt) is Jürgen von der Lippe. He's a german comedian and ... well, moderator.

The main woman in the clip is Verona Pooth, a german model, entertainer, designer etc.
Her two teammates are: l. Collien Fernandes (moderator of a music channel, model, actress) and r. Annemarie Warnkross (moderator of a german TV magazine called "Taff").

The three guys of the male team are all comedians and moderators in german TV. From left to right: Elton, Wigald Boning and Oliver Petszokat (know as Oli P. , also musician).

]]> ~Que-Hegan http://Que-Hegan.deviantart.com/journal/18381467/ http://Que-Hegan.deviantart.com/journal/18381467/ Sun, 18 May 2008 11:14:38 PDT Hope you're fine and had a great weekend!
I heard some great news from my friends here so far! Espicially from and ! Congrats again, buddies!

Cause, to be honest, I got pretty bad news. Ok, ok, they are not THAT bad! Aaaaalright, they are not really bad at all, I'm just whiny and bothersome today, kay?!
Anyways, I got a BIG favor to ask. Well, not sooo big, I guess.
... ok, here it is: I guess most of you already know that I love listening to Disney songs in different languages. I got about 50-60 songs now if you count every version as a song. Wow ... I should count them later.
And now I found a damn awesome version of the Pocahontas song 'If I never knew you'! It's in Thai, but I just can't find a way to download it!
I this song sooo much! If anyone of you could download it for me as mp3 I'd love you to death!!!!
Here's the song's name in Thai : Haak Rao Mai Koei Phob Gan
Here's a site where you can listen to the song: [link] But I dunno how to download it from there as mp3.


I'd be sooo happy if anyone could help me.
Love ya guys!
Wish you a fabulous new week!

]]> ~Que-Hegan http://Que-Hegan.deviantart.com/journal/18347257/ http://Que-Hegan.deviantart.com/journal/18347257/ Fri, 16 May 2008 06:11:09 PDT Well, not so much for Azula fans maybe, but I guess even they can laugh about it at least a bit.

So, I was looking through some new avatar fan art on here and saw THIS: [link] (You gotta read the deviation's comment)
It was a magical moment when I realized what I can do with this new information! Cause, you should all know it by now and even if not you can tell from my icon, I'm the biggest Azulon fan!!! And now say his name backwards! YAY!!! Doesn't fit too perfectly, I know, cause he'd been murdered and stuff. But I still this idea!

I'm thinking about more of such stuff. Maybe I can find some other name or whatever jokes in the avatarverse.
If anyone of you guys knows something it'll be greatly appreciated here!

Wish you lotsa fun while thinking and a wonderful weekend!

]]> ~Que-Hegan http://Que-Hegan.deviantart.com/journal/18323780/ http://Que-Hegan.deviantart.com/journal/18323780/ Wed, 14 May 2008 16:22:14 PDT
Alright, here's how it goes:
1. Go on google and type in your name (only first name).

2. Then you gotta look in the meme given to you what you need to add, like this:
Q: "[your name] says"
A: "... ".
So, here you gotta add "says" to your name.

3. Then look what shows up and put it in the "A:" things, which stand for answer, I guess.

4. Do that for all points and .. finished! XD

It's lotsa fun, cause sometimes the weirdest stuff shows up on google connected to your name.



Ok, here's what I got.

Q: Type in "[your name] needs" in the Google search:
A: "...a new home." Yeah, that's so true! I hate being stuck here ...

Q: "[your name] looks like"
A: "...Nicole." Who the f*cking hell is Nicole? o.O

Q: "[your name] says"
A: "... she had to be like a "bull"." Well, actually I have to be like that every day in school.XD

Q: "[your name] wants"
A: "...to f*ck everybody." Yeah ... oh yeah, I'm a damn slut, didnt ya know?! XDD

Q: "[your name] does"
A: "...some one arm push-ups." I'm as muscular as Chuck Norris! And twice as hairy! ... wait ..o.O

Q: "[your name] hates"
A: "...fricking idiot-faced whiney womanly losers." HELLZ YAY! I can't believe this is the first thing that showed up!!!! XDDDD

Q: "[your name] asks"
A: "...questions." Simple and effective.

Q: "[your name] goes"
A: "...in for the kill." I'm murderous ... muhahaha!!!

Q: "[your name] likes "
A: "...cake." Zhao's not the only one around here who's obsessed with cakez! Yummy!! X3

Q: "[your name] eats "
A: "...a delectable larvae." Uhm ... I'm kind of a natural person that loves her food ... natural.

Q: "[your name] wears "
A: "...a white chefs coat." I love those. Muhahahaha!!!

Q: "[your name] was arrested for"
A: "...the death of Lula Bell Scott." I told you I'm MURDEROUS! o.O


Hope you guys have some fun with this! XD See ya!

]]> ~Que-Hegan http://Que-Hegan.deviantart.com/journal/18316113/ http://Que-Hegan.deviantart.com/journal/18316113/ Wed, 14 May 2008 06:13:24 PDT So, here's what I was actually talking about:

1. The guy who worte the book is only an "adapter". You can read it in the book's describtion on amazon.com. Due to this fact it's quite possible ( I only say POSSIBLE) he changed some little parts of the end. Of course the basics of the storyline are still in there and the story of the book follows the one of the eps, but differences can probably be there.
No one said the book is totally off the storyline of the show! Only small or bigger, I dunno, differences are possible/expectable.

2. The book isn't supposed to be the final eps on paper, isn it? I don't think it will tell us ALL, cause then lotsa people ( not me ) don't have to/ don't want to watch the eps anymore and I doubt that Mike and Brian would want that. I guess the book is kinda a little summary of the final, maybe. Or, as I read somewhere, a kind of sequel. (The book was suspected to tell us what happens to the Gaang later on -> this makes it a sequel)

3. As far as I heard/read about the book it concentrates on the ships of avatar. I'm not sure, cause I don't have the book, kay? Anyways, since ships aren't really important to the storyline, I think, it does seem to be a "fanfic" to me in some way.
Though I don't know what exactly the book is about. If anyone can tell me I only want to know wut the book mostly concentrates on, but no full spoilers here please!!! Thnx.

4. I never intended to make the book bad, let it seem to be a bunch of crap, give shippers who's ship isn't included in the book new/more hope or so. I just wanted to mention that the book shouldn't be overrated as it seems to be right now. I kinda thought about getting over possible spoilers around here easier when I know I don't have to believe them cause the book doesn't exactly tell the ending of the show.

So, that's simply it: you shouldn't take the book too serious and shouldn't overrate it, kay? It does tell us some things about the ending, but obvioulsy not everything (in a correct way).


Wish you guys a good day/week. Hope everything's fine and ya don't have too much to do these days. ... work sux.

]]> ~Que-Hegan http://Que-Hegan.deviantart.com/journal/18315810/ http://Que-Hegan.deviantart.com/journal/18315810/ Wed, 14 May 2008 05:33:50 PDT Yeah, totally random, I kno, I kno. But I love this parody! These are my favorite clips! [link] [link]
(Ps.: The Boba Fett one is the BEST! XDDD)
I'd be very happy if anyone could tell me where I can see ALL clips of this show or parody or wuteva it's called! Hope you guys had a good week so far! See ya.

]]> ~Que-Hegan http://Que-Hegan.deviantart.com/journal/18305011/ http://Que-Hegan.deviantart.com/journal/18305011/ Tue, 13 May 2008 13:02:56 PDT Anyways, here's the journal again with a 'corrected' title. Just delete the first one, kay?



Ok guys. For all those who believe "Sozin's Comet" tells the TRUE ending of avatar you MUST read THIS [link]
This text prefectly explains (in its first half) why the book "Sozin's Comet" is NOT canon but an ADAPTION of the ending of avatar! So, it's FAKE! It's FICTION and nothing but an alternative ending!

I'm really happy I read the text, cause now I'm not afraid of spoilers anymore since those 'spoilers' aren't real!
Can't wait for the real ending when the new eps air! If anyone has questions, wants to discuss/talk about the book or avatar on the whole you're right here!
Wish you a wonderful day, buddies!

]]> ~Que-Hegan http://Que-Hegan.deviantart.com/journal/18211877/ http://Que-Hegan.deviantart.com/journal/18211877/ Wed, 07 May 2008 13:15:06 PDT ....
......
Never thought Jackie Chan could sing. Especially not that good. Go here and check it out:[link] I'm listening to this song for hours now.

]]> ~Que-Hegan http://Que-Hegan.deviantart.com/journal/18207836/ http://Que-Hegan.deviantart.com/journal/18207836/ Wed, 07 May 2008 12:15:25 PDT
2) Male/Female: female

3) Were you named after anyone?: no

4) Does your name mean anything?: I dunno .. maybe?

5) Nick Name(s): Toni, Aki

6) What do you think you look like: ... like a human?o.O

7) Date Of Birth: 07.04.1990

8) Place of Birth and Current Location: Wesel; Gladbeck /NRW

9) Nationality: German

10) Astrology Sign: aries

11) Chinese Astrology Sign: horse

12) Religion: none, I'm an atheist.

13) Whats your favorite smell?: coconut ! X3

14) Political Position?: Something concerning protection of nature and environment

15) What do you prefer to drink in the morning?: water or applejuice.

16) Hair + Eye colour: hair is silver-brown, eyes are dark brown with a red glimmer ... I kno it sounds weird, but it's true!

17) Do you look like anyone famous?: no

18) What do you look like?: nature, animals, plants and everything else about that! X3

19) Any unusual talents?: I can copy a really long text in a short time without making any mistakes and still I don't kno what that text is about! XD

20) Righty, Lefty, or Ambidextrous?: righty

21) Gay, Straight, Bi, or Other?: Bi, I guess ... though I'm not 100% sure.

22) What do you do for a living?: nothing? o.O

23) What do you do for fun?: something that's funny! XP

24) What are your favorite art materials to work with?: pen and paper that feels good

25) What kind of materials would you like to work with?: wood, water and stones

26) Have you met your grandparents?: I live with my dad's parents in one house and met my mom's parents

27) Boyfriend / Girlfriend: none ... and dun wanna have one

28) Crush: a little tree I found, bring up now and named Helix! X33

29) What celebrity would you date if you could?: David Carradine

30) Current worries?: my little gerbil isn't feeling so well lately

31) Favorite online Guy(s)/Girl(s): my watchers and other nice guys/girls I meet on dA

32) Favorite place to be?: a tropical forest

33) Least favorite place to be?: somewhere my sister is!!!!

34) Do you burn or tan?: I'm really glad I tan. XD

35) Ever break a bone?: twice ... both of my arms

36) What is your favorite cereal?: I love all of them! <3

37) Person you cry with: Someone I feel very sorry for when he/she cries.


Do You Have...

38) Any sisters: one sister and one half-sister

39) Any brothers: no.

40) Any pets: one gerbil .. the other one died a few months ago. T-T

41) An Illness: I sometimes get stress eczema

42) A Pager: nope

43) A Personal phone line: no .. dun need one.

44) A Cell phone: no, I don't want one.

45) A visible birthmark: so many I can't even count them! XDD

46) A Pool or hot tub: we had a pool long time ago ... -_-

47) A Car: no


Describe Your...

48) Personality: I'm an atheist, a philosopher, someone who is honest and loves nature more than anything.

49) Driving: no, I kinda hate driving ...

50) Your fashion sense: I'm not a fashion-girl. I dun like the modern stuff much, so I wear things that look good together and fit even if they're unmodern.

51) Room: looks like a little asian sun temple!! X333 I loved designing it.

52) What’s missing: a bamboo plant

53) School: sux ...

54) Bed: is my best friend at home! XD

55) Relationship with your parent(s): My dad's a total egoist and we're not very close. My "mom" gave me away when I was 2 days old ... should tell you what "relationship" we have ...

56) Do You believe in yourself: sometimes yes, sometimes no

57) Do you believe in love at first sight?: I'd like to, cause I think it's really cute. But it's too unlikely for me to believe in.

58) Consider yourself a good listener: a pretty good one, I guess.

59) Have a future dream that you would like to share?: change the world for a better place.

60) Get Along with your parents: look at 55)

61) Save your e-mail conversations: no ... wth does?! o.ô

62) Pray: I'm an atheist, so no praying.

63) Believe in reincarnation: Not really, though it does sound kinda intere... ]]> ~Que-Hegan http://Que-Hegan.deviantart.com/journal/18033343/ http://Que-Hegan.deviantart.com/journal/18033343/ Sat, 26 Apr 2008 05:18:07 PDT
Here it is!!! [link]

Finally, after months of nothing new from avatar first the trailer comes up and now there are new episodes!!!! Enjoy them, they are awesome!!!

]]> ~Que-Hegan http://Que-Hegan.deviantart.com/journal/18008330/ http://Que-Hegan.deviantart.com/journal/18008330/ Thu, 24 Apr 2008 14:17:48 PDT


Therer's one thing that I'm really curious about now.

I kinda always wanted to see Azula die. Dunno y, but that's how it is. And now in the new trailer you see this [link]

Some time ago I read that "Azula will fight Zuko and Aang on an airplane (like seen in the pic) and Zuko and Azula will fall down. Aang then tries to rescue both, but he's only able to catch Zuko, while Azula falls and dies".
Back then I thought that was just rubbish, but now it really does seem to be true! Hell yes, Azula will die!!!


Anyone who has some more interesting stuff and interpretations about the trailer is really welcome here.

]]> ~Que-Hegan http://Que-Hegan.deviantart.com/journal/17731798/ http://Que-Hegan.deviantart.com/journal/17731798/ Mon, 07 Apr 2008 13:15:26 PDT ... strange, cause I feel so ... normal.

Well, this day was pretty tough. It's 10 pm here now, I'm so f*cking tired I nearly fall asleep on my chair, my butt hurts like hell and I'm still hungry, eventhough I ate like ... 5 muffins and half of the cake today plus steaks. Yay, STEAKS!

Went to the cinema with my sis and my bro this evening. Too bad I had school today and will have tomorrow. The day was way too short.
Party will come soon, I guess. Still have to choose a location ect. Ideas weren't bad, so if anyone of you has some I'd be very happy to hear them.


Hope your day was great, guys!
Thnx again for all the congrats I got!

]]> ~Que-Hegan http://Que-Hegan.deviantart.com/journal/17709771/ http://Que-Hegan.deviantart.com/journal/17709771/ Sun, 06 Apr 2008 04:55:21 PDT Only ONE day till my 18th b-day!

Yeah, I guess I should have told a bit earlier, but I was too busy for that, sorry. Ya know, preparations for the party ect.

Anyways, I'd like to tell ya that I do NOT expect any presents or stuff. So don't even think of making something for me. But congrats are much welcome.

Hhaaaah, yeah ... not much to do now. Everything's set ... my muffins and cakes are baked. ... hhmmh muffffffiinnnsssss. Should I eat one now? ... I guess I shouldn't , but ....

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Clubs ~

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Hahahaha! I just had to say that, cause I'm a huge fan of Disney's Aladdin!!!
And I dunno wut other stuff I should write about in my journal ...



My heart-sis!

Ma buddies!

Ma cute hugglies! X3


An inspiration!

]]> ~Que-Hegan http://Que-Hegan.deviantart.com/journal/17194551/ http://Que-Hegan.deviantart.com/journal/17194551/ Wed, 05 Mar 2008 12:28:47 PST
Soooooo much thnx to who sent me the song!!!
I love you!!!

And of course many many kisses to all who looked for the song too!!! I love you guys!!!




My heart-sis!

Ma buddies!

Ma cute hugglies! X3


An inspiration!

]]> ~Que-Hegan http://Que-Hegan.deviantart.com/journal/17164237/ http://Que-Hegan.deviantart.com/journal/17164237/ Mon, 03 Mar 2008 12:45:02 PST
I'm a huge fan of disney songs and listened to some multilanguage mixes of the song "Colors of the Wind". I heard a part of the danish pop version of this song in one vid and totally fell in love with it!
Ya kno, the pop version which in english is sung by Vanessa Williams.
The danish pop version is called "Vindens farver" and was sung by Monique Spartalis and it's soooo beautiful! I this song!!!
But I can't find it anywhere!!! Please, if anyone can send me this song as mp3 or give me advice where I can get it myself I'd love this someone to death!!!

Many thnx to all who want to help!




My heart-sis!

Ma buddies!

Ma cute hugglies! X3


An inspiration!

]]> ~Que-Hegan http://Que-Hegan.deviantart.com/journal/16881668/ http://Que-Hegan.deviantart.com/journal/16881668/ Thu, 14 Feb 2008 13:16:12 PST
Thnx so much to all who made this happen. Especially to my dear, dear friends here on dA. Love ya guys!!


My soul-sis !


]]> ~Que-Hegan http://Que-Hegan.deviantart.com/journal/16478656/ http://Que-Hegan.deviantart.com/journal/16478656/ Sat, 19 Jan 2008 17:40:25 PST
But on the other hand ... AVATARDS FTW!!!!!



Proud member of


]]> ~Que-Hegan http://Que-Hegan.deviantart.com/journal/16400649/ http://Que-Hegan.deviantart.com/journal/16400649/ Mon, 14 Jan 2008 10:10:47 PST
Well, in my opinion.
I think I'm the biggest Buffalo Bill-fan around here.XD I'd like to meet some other fans of him, so if you are one I'd love to chat with you! C:

As you can see I uploaded some B.Bill pics and I hope I'll find some more soon. But till than I'm happy to share these wonderful photos of this awesome guy with you!

If anyone wants information on Buffalo Bill etc I'll see how I can help!
Thnx for reading and have a nice day!

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]]> ~Que-Hegan http://Que-Hegan.deviantart.com/journal/16383168/ http://Que-Hegan.deviantart.com/journal/16383168/ Sun, 13 Jan 2008 06:39:12 PST Did anyone got the part with my favrouite actors in my profile? Uh? o.o? No one?!
Well, I guess it's time to explain.
Alright here we go! These two guys were both actors for the one and only BUFFALO BILL!!!
(Yeeah!!! Biiiiiiill I loooove youuuu!) XD

Bill came with his famous show, called 'Buffalo Bills Wild West Show', to europe. Now it's still remaining in Disneyland Resort Paris and that's where I was first introduced to Buffalo Bill and his legend!

Now we come to my favrouite actors.
Steve Rally played Bill from 1994-1998 and he was the first Buffalo Bill I saw. That was in 1996.
Jim McMullan followed him as B. Bill and played him till 2002. In 2001 I saw the show again and at that time I totally fell in love with Jim, Bill and everything belonging to Buffalo Bill!!!
Since that day I'm a big Buffalo Bill fan, well I guess the biggest one around here. XD

If anyone read this ( well, if you were such boredXD) and you know and maybe like/love Buffalo Bill as well, I'd love to chat with you! About Bill, his show, other actors of him or just anything you want to talk about! Cause when you're a Buffalo Bill-fan you're my friend! XDD Well, at least I think of you as a friend! XDDD

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