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        <pubDate>Wed, 09 Dec 2009 17:57:28 PST</pubDate>        
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                <title>Update</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 16 Nov 2008 22:26:08 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ been awhile again, moved out of Jon's mom's place and I live with my dad now for really the first time in my life. Still with Jon still in love, won't be married for av ery long time. Life is crazy and I am stuck in some kind of rut just waiting for my life to start back up<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~QueenMandieLee</author>
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                <title>WOW been awhile</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 19 Nov 2007 17:29:14 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ it has been so long<br />
the guy tesa-te was dating dumped her and we hardly speak anymore<br />
I am in love with a man I intend to marry someday soon I hope I have never been happier or sadier becuse my mom is in jail for a very long time. I got kicked outa my place and live with Jon now he is the man I love. thats about it.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~QueenMandieLee</author>
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                <title>awww how cute</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 10 Feb 2007 22:29:34 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ my cousin tesa-te is now like dating my army buddy William and it is SO cute lol ^.^<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>hi hi</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 20 Jan 2007 21:02:24 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I have been feeling kinda off for awhile now but I'm alright no worries ^.^<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>again</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 06 Jan 2007 10:30:54 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ life sucks a lil bit my mom is in jail again I dont even know where she is in jail at and I havent seen her guess she is ok pray for her please <br />
and I still find myself doing everything I can to make Sean happy even though he chose her I help him to be happy when she makes him angry or sad I am there for him telling why he has to calm down and understand things from her point of veiw and I help him get to see her and stuff I have to be the weirdest person alive<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~QueenMandieLee</author>
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                <title>hiya</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 30 Dec 2006 16:18:48 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ havent writen in awhile things have been ok family stuff is hectic got to meet my army pen pal who I adopted as my big brother we had fun it was awsomness ^.^<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~QueenMandieLee</author>
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                <title>HAVE A VERY MERRY CHRISTMAS</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 25 Dec 2006 10:29:29 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ hey everyone hope you have an awsome christmas and get many gifts and I hope the good lord blesses you and ur family with happiness and good fortune for years to come<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~QueenMandieLee</author>
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                <title>home</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 23 Dec 2006 09:48:45 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I had an alright few days with my grands and am home now just in time to see BuBa off at the airport I am gona miss the loser lol<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>YEA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 19 Dec 2006 12:57:32 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I GET TO GO SEE MY MOMMY lol my grandma is coming to pick me up today and I am spending a few days with them then I get to go see my mommy ^.^<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>well</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 18 Dec 2006 19:59:15 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ not gone see my mom for christmas that suck but what sucks more is BB saw the cuts on my arm and loudly anouced MANDIE WHAT DID YOU DO TO UR ARM!!!!! in front of my aunt and cousins which wasnt good but I managed to get her to stop and chage the subject she has a bad memory so hopefuly she will forget this if not I will simply have to tell her it was a promise I made and I keep my word though I havent taken the pic yet cuz with the laptops in the shop and the scaner broken I wont be able to get it on myspace anyway but he will see them this summer still I hope I dont have to explaine it to her she wont understand<br />
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this emocon is so cute ^.^<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>this sucks</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 15 Dec 2006 21:30:42 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ all my life all i was ever good at was my writing it is at least a lil good it is all I have that people compliment it....I dont know how to explain it comes from em and it just kinda flows onto the paper I never really think about it I just write it.<br />
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I posted on a poetry site two of my poems and all I hear is I suck I suck I suck, I guess when you compare me to real poets around the world I am as bad as I have always claimed to be I dont think I will write anymore crapy poems I definatly wont post anymore if I write I am keeping the shit that flows out of my head for myself why face the humiliation of posting it publicly ever again<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~QueenMandieLee</author>
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                <title>Tests</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 14 Dec 2006 15:57:02 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I hate them but gota take them I think I am doing ok on them and ya gota love that we get half days at school ^.^<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~QueenMandieLee</author>
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                <title>dull day</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 13 Dec 2006 15:02:42 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ my cuzins are makeing horrid accusations that I am not the center of ur universe and thats why you dont write me that often *pout* tell them they lie *pout*<br />
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OK well boring day today headach and tests but other then that no big news lol<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~QueenMandieLee</author>
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                <title>Off to eat</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 12 Dec 2006 16:55:53 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Tonight is HOUSE so I am eating at the mall then comeing to watch it ^.^ it is such a good show do ya watch?<br />
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Back ^.^ my cuzins are makeing horrid accusations that I am not the center of ur universe and thats why you dont write me that often *pout* tell them they lie *pout*<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~QueenMandieLee</author>
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                <title>lol</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 11 Dec 2006 09:57:24 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ skipped last two periods today it was fun sat round at BB's waiting for Clayton to get out of school lol ^.^ I should probly go to class more often then I do but oh well it is so much fun to skip<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>*pout*</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 09 Dec 2006 18:50:41 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I HATE HATE HATE being home alone <br />
my mommy came to see me I was all happy she gave me her leather jacket I am still wearing it over my pj's I miss my mommy and am glad I got to see her but she left then tesa and aunt kay went to tesa's oficce party and bubba is with his girl friend sam (short for samantha) I am all alone no one to talk to nothing to do I dont like it I miss wild party nights with my siblings or quite evenings at home eating dinner together in the living room while we watch tv or movies staying up all night watching my brothers play video games getting in fights and beating the crap out of each other I miss it all I am glad to be away from their consttent teasing and apperent hatred of me but the good times we had the noisy house the home cooked food I miss it all tonight Bubba said an unkind word about my mommy I was snaping my rubber band hard on my wrist to keep from beating him down I wanted to hitt him I wanted to SOOOOOOO VERY VERY VERY BADLY but I let it go <br />
my wrist is red and sore but Bubba is unharmed<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~QueenMandieLee</author>
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                <title>wow a bit scary</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 09 Dec 2006 14:13:59 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I was in an accident with Barbara and Sean it was the other drivers faulkt and the hit the front of Seans car totaling it no one was hurt but BB has a sore shoulder and my head hurts when I saw the car comeing I leaned forward to grab BB and when it hit my head hit the side of the car I grabed her becuse her seat belt didnt catch the tire came inside the car under BB's feet we were so worried becuse she has never been in an accident before and she was freakin out I was in the back seat so as soon as BB got out of the car I got myself out and grabed her cuz she fell on the ground I helped her stand and got her to the curb then I called aunt kay while Sean got the womans insurance information we got home and I got out warm fluffy blankets and made up the futon for Sean and BB to lay dowm while I made them some hott soup and put in a movie we all watched for a bit at midnight I went to sleep then a while later Sean went home and BB came to bed with me today my head still hurts but just a lil so all is well but Sparkels (my stuffed bunny that saved my life in my last accident) has not been far from me since<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>^.^</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 08 Dec 2006 14:04:09 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ been good mostly bored not much to do I go to school I come home I hang out with BB and Sean sometimes not as often anymore of course and I always feel so alone when I do hang out with them actually I always feel so alone period<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>boys dont get it</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 05 Dec 2006 20:01:41 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I have tried to tell him I dont wana date any of the guys around here but he doesnt listen he keeps trying to set me up with people and all these guys around here like me and I just dont know why I truly dont get it but they do like me and I have to explain OVER AND OVER about not dating them it is tiresome I am considering just telling them all I am lesbian so they will leave me alone or something damn it He just dosent wana feel guilty about me being single and I have tried to tell him to stop worring about me that I am fine geez lol oh well<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~QueenMandieLee</author>
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                <title>hangin out</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 04 Dec 2006 19:11:53 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I am feelin a hell of alot better now I think I just needed to vent plus HE kinda explained about it and how he didnt mean it the way it came out and why he is a lil mean to me I understand and it all makes sence but pain like that go away so easy just cuz something makes sence he wanted to hurt me becuse it is easier for HIM if I hate him then if I love him or so he thinks I dont hate so easily<br />
But what he said acomplished it's goal I feel cheap and stupid and like I am a trailer park girl just dressed up so I look inocent but everyone knows the truth and I am out of place in polite society U know the feeling? no I guess not it is reserved to us poor folk if any of u ever lived on the street stole for food and spent rainy nights under a bridge cold nights huddle together under a few small blankets or lived in a trailer park surrounded by booze drugs fights ect or lived in the projects with crackheads and prostetuts U know what I mean and how I lived and how I feel now around suburban kids who grew up with homes and food and love.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~QueenMandieLee</author>
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                <title>stupid</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 03 Dec 2006 12:06:49 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I felt so bad over one guy who treats me like crap I totaly forgot about another guy who treats me like a Queen ^.^ if all we ever get to be is friends I will count myself the luckiest girl on earth to be blessed with his friendship I do hope he sticks around with me and I pray to see him in heaven when the time comes to move on from this earth<br />
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Thanks so much Clayton you keep me sane ^.^<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~QueenMandieLee</author>
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                <title>hurt</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 03 Dec 2006 09:18:07 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Last night I totaly understood a friend of mines veiw on suicide and I was in compleat agreeance I wanted to die SO BAD he hurt me AGAIN  but this time not on purpose and worse then I ever thought possible who knew one little sentence spoken so uncaringly could make me wana just disappear he said he never thinks of that night not once it would ruin him and her well i knew that I didnt expect him to think of me all the time or anything I just thought it was special that he cared about me all I wanted was him to say what we had was special and he thinks of me fondly now and then but he sat there and told me he never thinks of it ever like it ment nothing to him that was a very hard thing for me to do to trust someone like that and to care about someone took all my corage and I was so scared and insecure I curled up I didnt even listen to V I didnt wana hear any guys voice MEN ARE ALL SCUM he is no better then the men who did that to me and I thought I loved him....I still do love him but I have never wanted my life to end more<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~QueenMandieLee</author>
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                <title>Sat School</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 02 Dec 2006 10:04:03 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Saturday school bites ass lol I sat there and they said we were not even allowed to make eye contact with the kids next to us so I stared at the teachers the whole time LMAO they thought I was crazy cuz I went off in my own lil world so it looked like I was glarein at them but I was drifting through my thoughts ^.^ I love freakin people out<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>sleepy</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 01 Dec 2006 17:51:28 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ boring day not much new happened Sean is talking to me again ^.^ he is a good friend to have other then that nothing really...oh i have saturday school tomorow EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW lol<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>SNOW</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 30 Nov 2006 11:41:52 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Got to stay home from school and oh my gosh there is SNOW I told them we would get snow becuse I wanted snow but no one belived me ^.^ it is SOOO pretty it melts my bad mood away just to see it falling from the sky lol I went and played in it it was so COLD guess I should have got out of my PJ's first lol<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>alone</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 29 Nov 2006 20:03:39 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I had a terible mood strike me today I felt Alone and vulnerable and scared and sad I curled into a ball and just listened to V's Voice it is so calming as you can tell I am definatly a fan but I swear I am not nuts he realy does have a soothing way of speaking as well as a soothing voice<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~QueenMandieLee</author>
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                <title>hey there</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 28 Nov 2006 20:12:57 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I am new here and I dont realy draw well so I probly wont put up any drawings but I may put up some poems and jornals for fun ^.^<br />
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OH by the way I have watched and Loved V for Vendetta for about three weeks now lol and I want to read the book BAD is it good anyone got an opinon? well any ways I am off MUCH LOVE<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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