http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:RainbowAerofan&section=today deviantART RSS for by:RainbowAerofan en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Tue, 08 Dec 2009 10:52:08 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://RainbowAerofan.deviantart.com/journal/13006012/ http://RainbowAerofan.deviantart.com/journal/13006012/ Fri, 18 May 2007 20:40:29 PDT I am kind of DA illiterate.

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]]> ~RainbowAerofan http://RainbowAerofan.deviantart.com/journal/10952029/ http://RainbowAerofan.deviantart.com/journal/10952029/ Mon, 04 Dec 2006 18:07:08 PST Including comments.
Soyes.
I miss Maarika!
She's the coolest thing about this site.

]]> ~RainbowAerofan http://RainbowAerofan.deviantart.com/journal/8447202/ http://RainbowAerofan.deviantart.com/journal/8447202/ Wed, 12 Apr 2006 09:54:31 PDT ~RainbowAerofan http://RainbowAerofan.deviantart.com/journal/8447123/ http://RainbowAerofan.deviantart.com/journal/8447123/ Wed, 12 Apr 2006 09:43:35 PDT ~RainbowAerofan http://RainbowAerofan.deviantart.com/journal/8435868/ http://RainbowAerofan.deviantart.com/journal/8435868/ Tue, 11 Apr 2006 07:57:40 PDT ~RainbowAerofan http://RainbowAerofan.deviantart.com/journal/8394988/ http://RainbowAerofan.deviantart.com/journal/8394988/ Fri, 07 Apr 2006 07:40:07 PDT ~RainbowAerofan http://RainbowAerofan.deviantart.com/journal/8312216/ http://RainbowAerofan.deviantart.com/journal/8312216/ Thu, 30 Mar 2006 08:03:30 PST But yeah. I can't wait to feel like me again. ]]> ~RainbowAerofan http://RainbowAerofan.deviantart.com/journal/8292335/ http://RainbowAerofan.deviantart.com/journal/8292335/ Tue, 28 Mar 2006 07:47:44 PST ~RainbowAerofan http://RainbowAerofan.deviantart.com/journal/8253463/ http://RainbowAerofan.deviantart.com/journal/8253463/ Fri, 24 Mar 2006 08:05:50 PST ~RainbowAerofan http://RainbowAerofan.deviantart.com/journal/8091331/ http://RainbowAerofan.deviantart.com/journal/8091331/ Tue, 07 Mar 2006 08:01:10 PST Much Luv,
Kaleigh ]]> ~RainbowAerofan http://RainbowAerofan.deviantart.com/journal/8054137/ http://RainbowAerofan.deviantart.com/journal/8054137/ Fri, 03 Mar 2006 08:02:59 PST ~RainbowAerofan http://RainbowAerofan.deviantart.com/journal/7987957/ http://RainbowAerofan.deviantart.com/journal/7987957/ Fri, 24 Feb 2006 08:03:55 PST ~RainbowAerofan http://RainbowAerofan.deviantart.com/journal/7914737/ http://RainbowAerofan.deviantart.com/journal/7914737/ Thu, 16 Feb 2006 09:53:38 PST ~RainbowAerofan http://RainbowAerofan.deviantart.com/journal/7845238/ http://RainbowAerofan.deviantart.com/journal/7845238/ Thu, 09 Feb 2006 09:47:07 PST ~RainbowAerofan http://RainbowAerofan.deviantart.com/journal/7571632/ http://RainbowAerofan.deviantart.com/journal/7571632/ Wed, 11 Jan 2006 07:51:18 PST ~RainbowAerofan http://RainbowAerofan.deviantart.com/journal/7307534/ http://RainbowAerofan.deviantart.com/journal/7307534/ Wed, 14 Dec 2005 08:01:11 PST
Mood: Hoping for death
Listening to: Janie's got a gun

Hmm, big brother says he might take me to see Kirsten this weekend. *Crosses fingers* She always de-stresses me. I hope I can graduate. I've got this dumb church Christmas Party to go to tonight, and I might bring Teddy. My dad was all like "The only reason you want to bring Teddy is so you can scare the old ladies in the church." Well, DUH! What else are Teddy's for? Church women's reactions to seemimgly gay little goth boys must be somewhat humorous. Teddy's not gay though. He just wears makeup and has long hair. Long, pretty hair. lol. I love Teddy. Not as much as I love Kirsten, Christie, and Jaymie, but I love Teddy.

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Mood: Hoping for death
Listening to: Janie's got a gun

Man, I can't get on myspace anymore, I don't know why it's not working like it did before. I can't talk to anybody I know. On top of that, Kirsten's phone is for some reason not accepting incoming calls. Seeing as our phone is temporarily disconnected, this leaves no means of communication. And you know what? I don't have the shit I need for this idios senior term paper because we don't have internet, and it's half of my semester grade. I am so fucking stressed - I hope I graduate. Man, maybe I'll get to see Kirsten this weekend. I love her so much. I hope she knows that, since I can't tell her. *Emo sigh*

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Mood: Elated
Listening to: Iris

I just found a way to crack this stupid school system and get on to myspace, but you have to sign in like six times before you actually get in! Crazy shit, but hey, if it works, hm?

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Mood: Elated
Listening to: Iris

Hey, I don't have much time to write this, but Kirsten and I got back together! Yes, she is so beautiful! Gosh, I love her so much. Mk, I gotta go do some algebra!

]]> ~RainbowAerofan http://RainbowAerofan.deviantart.com/journal/7244946/ http://RainbowAerofan.deviantart.com/journal/7244946/ Wed, 07 Dec 2005 07:42:45 PST ~RainbowAerofan http://RainbowAerofan.deviantart.com/journal/5210752/ http://RainbowAerofan.deviantart.com/journal/5210752/ Thu, 28 Apr 2005 07:52:40 PDT ~RainbowAerofan http://RainbowAerofan.deviantart.com/journal/4918349/ http://RainbowAerofan.deviantart.com/journal/4918349/ Sat, 26 Mar 2005 17:33:59 PST I attended only Christians schools until the 10th grade, when the parental units consented me to go to a public school in Oklahoma City, where I lived. I had begun to crawl out from under my rock a few years earlier, when I discovered what cool people there really are out there, and that I didn't have to be a clone of the I <3 Jesus people around me. Don't get me wrong, I don't have anything against these people, most of them, it's just not me. I got really into Kelly Osbourne for some reason. At first I didn't realize why - she can't sing, and she never really did anything but throw hissy fits in front of the camera, but something attracted me to her. Then one day it just hit me -- I WAS attracted to her. As you can imagine, still being in this all-hale Jesus school, I kept these "inklings" to myself. I began thinking more and more about it, it just wouldn't go away. I had been taught all my life that i would go to Hell for being this way, and not personally knowing any homosexual people, I felt like a freak for a little while. I decided I would just let it rest, and maybe I could just date guys and find one I like and no one would ever know about these "crushes." That idea didn't coast too long, maybe until half way through the first semester at the public school. I loved that school, everything about it. At the stupid Christian school I was at before, we had 44 (I'm not exaggerating) people in our highschool, and we had uniform dresscode. At the new school, we had 4,000 people and could dress pretty much how we wanted. It was so cool. I developed my own personality and made a bunch of friends. We were all so different from each other, nothing was ever boring, and no one was connsidered a freak. Someone might do something considered freaky, but that's okay, everybody does sometimes, right? Well, I finally decided to come out to being "bi," but only to my friends, I was really afraid of what something like this might do to my down-home-southern-baptist family. The were all fine with it, they knew I was still me and that they were still my friends - just my friends. My tenth grade year was so awesome. I was in a group called Job's Daughters that did alot of charity work and stuff, so I was never just sitting at home. We had fun everywhere we went because we knew how to goof off. That's where I met this really cool woman named Sherron. She was older than my mom and somewhat like a female Mr. Rogers, but I liked getting her to have fun. She was the first adult I ever told about my feelings, and she was cool with it. I could talk about the pressure I felt sometimes, and even though she never went through it, (she's mega-straight) she helped me through alot of stuff. Anyway, I started finding out that I was not the only person at my school that felt this way, there were plenty of people that did. Even girls! I made many fraindships through this, not many relationships. The first real-life-non-reality-show chick I had a crush on was this girl named Kirsten, who later became one of my best friends. She's so beautiful, it's unbelievable. I always thought she was cute, and her sense of style was so cool. She was engaged to this guy named Ray, but she wasn't by any means straight. Ray cheated on her all the time, he did not deserve her. He sheated on her with 11 girls and 2 guys!! He never told her about most of this stuff, but she found out about some of it. I liked her so much, and when I finally got the courage to tell her how I felt, I didn't hold back. I was really head over heels for this girl. She said she had feelings for me and was definitly attracted to me, but we could never be together because she loved Ray. I hated what he did to her, but she was happy with him so I just backed off and we became really close friends. I miss her bunches now, I think she's still engaged to Ray. My bestest friend is this guy named Jaymie, I met him through the whole Job's Daughters thing. We went out for awhile, but for obvious reasons it didn't work out. He said he loved me but I liked us better as friends. We were together almost everyday and my parents loved him. ]]> ~RainbowAerofan