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” HOLY FUCKING CHOCOLATE COWS ... this song makes me have an orgasm” -- Me


” Just threaten to marry him and maybe he'll have comitment issues and flee.” -- Hazel



”Oh god, Bowser’s gonna bitch and period all over the place.” – Kayde


”His will shines with such wondrous light; it’s a shame to relegate him to such a minor role. Don’t you think?” – Wilhelm


”Oh FUCK me...” “Sorry I can’t do that, I don’t have a penis. Ima have to hire a sexy man to do it for me.” – Hazel and I










Eh I’m pretty pissed right now. I went to go play Dragonica and get back into it since wanted to start playing, but ever since patch 1.18, it’s SO god damn slow! Even on my computer.



So everytime I attack something the screen just freezes. I don’t know if it’s the game itself? Or if it’s just the patch—if it’s just the patch then I’ll wait until they fix it with another patch. If it isn’t, and the game is just eating up too much of my memory then there’s nothing I can do.



I’m going to have to find a different MMORPG. Great.



Just when I found one that was sweet as hell.


http://Rainyskye.deviantart.com/journal/28569340/ Wed, 25 Nov 2009 13:34:19 PST Memorable Quotes


”It’s been orgasmically erotic meeting you” -- Sam


“LOL HE STEALS JIZZ BECAUSE HE DOESN’T HAVE ANY.” -- Hazel


”It’s okay, I’m about a 9 on a good day, if I were a guy” “Is that inches or hotness?” – Sam and Hazel


“If you have a class where the coursework is posted online... why is it even a course?” -- Me


”It’s from the 5th to the 8th, and I don’t care what you’re doing, you’re going to BE THERE.” --Kayde









Hey wow, I got a new avatar. Sweet.

I thought the turtle wouldn’t help me looking the slightest bit serious on dA. LOL.

So now it’s an awesome... rainbow, swirly-gig-thing.

HURRAY FOR PROMOTING SURREALISM.



Just a question to give you guys for the moment:

If you had to choose, and you had a limited amount of money to spend, would you choose to spend it on a Lime Green DS Lite?... ]]> ~Rainyskye http://Rainyskye.deviantart.com/journal/28361922/ http://Rainyskye.deviantart.com/journal/28361922/ Sat, 14 Nov 2009 20:10:51 PST Memorable Quotes


”She jobs at suckblow.” –- Complaints forum


“That sounds fucking brilliant you friggen genius!” -- Hazel


”THE DUCK IS NOT A FUCKING GOD DAMN SYMBOL!!! “ -- Moorhead


“Oh Jesus he’s telling a fairy tale... wait, I didn’t know God was in fairy tales?” -- Me


”Box potato ass.” -- Hazel


“The Nazis were actually really slick looking--” -– My Philosophy Prof.


“A pile of glowing dicks.” -– Hazel


“we were there at the time when he was snapping some man junk “ -– Hazel


”Lazur penis?” “Radioactive dick?” “That’s dangerous. Forget a condom, you’ll need a radioactive suit.” “Hey, if I had cancer I bet he could lazer remove that shit.” “Well, there’s a plus.” -- Hazel and I



” OMG ARGENTINE TANGO IS FUCKING SEXY. ” -- Hazel


“HOLY CRAP THERE’S ASS ALL OVER MY SCREEN—I’m sending it to you. “ -- Me



"I type in sexy buff men, and I get a fat man. And his ass." -- Me



”Just sunshine and blue sky, is this all we get for living here? Come fire- Come fire- Let it burn and love come racing through” –- Still Alive











Hey deviants, not going to say much in this journal as I’m currently super busy in University with tests and reports.

And yet I’m writing this out. .

Anyways, I may be getting a really nice tablet from my dear mummy for a Christmas present, but it’s not confirmed. HOPEFULLY—it will be. Because I would use that thing like I sleep on my pillow. All the time.

I realize I probably won’t be gettin... ]]> ~Rainyskye http://Rainyskye.deviantart.com/journal/27904511/ http://Rainyskye.deviantart.com/journal/27904511/ Thu, 22 Oct 2009 11:44:05 PDT Memorable Quotes



“GAY!!!” “Fag” “Gay fag is gay” "Gay fag is faggety gay whos the gayest gay fag of all the faggety gay fags... and he's a homo."



“No Hazel, it’s just sex now. Hot, steamy, SEX. ” -- Me/Hazel



“If you ain’t gonna shoot em, kung fu his ass! Or SOMETHING!”



“Why'd I have to go and get myself all mutilated? (yeah, yeah)
I gotta tell ya, life without a head kinda makes me irritated
What a bummer”



“bing da da bing da bing bing ding da bing ding ding ding ba ding ding ding ding.... SON OF A BITCH”



“ Yeah Meghan, now you can TOUCH it ”




Journaltime








Hey what’s up deviants, the 20th of October has thus made me legal.

LOL in other words I turned to the magic number of 18, NOW I CAN WATCH INAPPROPRIATE VIDEOS ON YOUTUBE!!

But not really.

Anyways, I have no idea if I want to do something, , but somehow I can if I really tried. I’ve got massive tests lurking every week.

Yeah. So I guess doing what ~Rainyskye http://Rainyskye.deviantart.com/journal/27178595/ http://Rainyskye.deviantart.com/journal/27178595/ Thu, 17 Sep 2009 12:08:33 PDT Memorable Quotes

"You're not a judge but if you're gonna judge me,
Well sentence me to another life. Ignorance is your new best friend.
Ignorance is your new best friend." -Ignorance; Paramore

“What were you made for?” “Someone’s pride.” – Idea for a conversation between two of my characters. ((Story))

“I hope it decays just like her future.” - Me


EDIT: Folders are now working properly. Raeg has now ended.



Journaltime

And so my University life begins.

But not without a few screwballs to mess it up for me.

Today I came home from eating out, went into my room to find my sister casually playing on my laptop. Yes. It’s even password protected, and I find her playing Spore on my precious laptop for school.

If you’re reading this sister dear, fuck off.

I don’t really care if you think talking about real life junk on a website is stupid, because anyone can see. Well, guess what? I don’t care. They probably don’t either.

A journal is a journal and I’m going to use it.

And plus, stay the FUCK off my computer. It’s not god damn yours; it’s mine, so stay the fuck away from it. Stupidass.

Mom didn’t pay one grand on a laptop for you to shit around playing Spore on it.





Also, I’ve decided that the complaints forum is going to be off limits for me. Just because it gets on my nerves when people hypocritically attack you about something you said, which clearly can be said because it’s your opinion.

Yeah, I don’t get it. People suggest that on the complaints forum you just have to act like an asshole to survive.

I don’t like too. That’s probably why I fail at that forum.

Help with life forum is good though. The people are nice enough to care about what you say to them .

and http://Rainyskye.deviantart.com/journal/27078617/ Mon, 07 Sep 2009 16:02:01 PDT



Memorable Quote

"Keep me safe inside, your arms like towers. Tower over me." -- Paramore


Journaltime


Yeah I don’t know. Help yourself to my complimentary bowl of tards, each with their own tardy flavour, filled with tard goodness.

Bowl ‘O Tards.

Which actually, is a metaphorical representation of all the people that I’ve unfortunately dealt with; ALL BEFORE MY FIRST DAY OF UNI? Yay for me.

Well except for and ~Rainyskye http://Rainyskye.deviantart.com/journal/26765645/ http://Rainyskye.deviantart.com/journal/26765645/ Sat, 22 Aug 2009 23:58:49 PDT


God damn it. Now I have to do all this crap before school starts.

1. Haircut
2. textbooks to buy
3. sister's birthday
4. Student/parent orientation
5. holy crap I have to redownload all this crap onto my laptop I'm getting on monday.

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First thing's first: my haircut. I want to cut it short this time, and maybe I'll have to spell it out to the stylists what I want so they don't stick the bob back on my head.

They gave it to me twice . Wth.

And I hear that because girl's get their hair cut short they are automatically a lesbian or a butch.

What kind of sexist view is THAT? WOW GUYS. REALLY MATURE.

I remember all the cat-calls I got from guys. I will not miss them -__- sometimes I really can be feminist and say that all guys are shit.

But then I would be too sexist and not support all those rare "nice" guys. God, where are they?

Anyways, I'm still trying to decide how short, and what style of short I want it to be. :/ It's really bothersome.

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ARGH Why do textbooks cost so much? My mom is already paying for a $1000 computer D:

Then again, the laptop (I'm FINALLY getting my own laptop, no more asking for my turn on a family computer in the basement.)


Hells yes. Thank God. NOW I can start photoshopping, and I can start writing better in my own haven :3 (my room)

But you know the main reason I got it was for Spore school.

4GB RAM 500 GB harddrive, AMD Turion X2 Ultra Processor with ATI Radeon graphics 4650

Yeah I know I'm such a computer retard.

Not only does it come with a beast of space and graphics, it has the winning 2009 MTV artist design on it! Not only on the computer, but like the software- you know, the menu bar and the files and folders. It's all made to look like the artist's design.

Really freaking sweet if you ask me.

Also, Dragonica online, add me: Meghan is my Thief and Meta is my Warrior.

With this computer in mind, I really hope some fat dude doesn't go up and take my computer. I'm getting on monday where the Futureshop VIP event is taking place so.

Fat dude, watch out. That computer is coming home with me.

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Last but not least.

LOLPEOPLEARESTUPID.

I don't know, there's been so many events over the past few years that you just think that every god damn person really is, extremely stupid.

For example, Twilight.

LOL- I was watching rants about these people talk about how amazing the Twilight series is and I was like:

"Lolwut?" They exclaimed that Bella was such a developed character with true emotion and strength.

She lets a creepy 100 year old vampire stalk her.

Another example, I was looking up hairstyling on youtube and I found a video of some 7 year old girl putting a full face of makeup on.

POP TART DREAM GIRL FOR PEDOBEAR OR WHAT?

Also, the retarded people who think it's funny to have an obssessive compulsive for something.

You know, those types of persona that go "I have an obssession with _______ " LOL YEAH SO FUNNY.

NO. Not funny. It's not healthy to obssess over something and go "OH LOLOOLOLOLOL I R TOTALLY OBSSESSED."

No just, no.

Smart people plz? Where are they?

I demand the government make a billion dollar search for these people. We need them.

xoxoxoxox Rainy.

P.S Imogen Heap's new CD Ellipse is comi... ]]> ~Rainyskye http://Rainyskye.deviantart.com/journal/26337722/ http://Rainyskye.deviantart.com/journal/26337722/ Sun, 02 Aug 2009 12:54:13 PDT LOL EDIT: This quiz was stolen vicariously from

【Artist Baton】

◆Your name?
Meghan

◆If possible, your age?
17.

◆When did you start drawing?
LOL since I was born, I was drawing so much, I drew in the WOMB.

◆Which hand do you use for drawing?
Right.

◆Which is easier to draw - male or female?
Female- I'm trying to draw male figures but they piss me off with their lack of curves.

◆Which is easier to draw - long hair or short hair?
Hair is fun to draw period, but I'm gonna say short hair because there's less of it xD.

◆Is it easier to draw the head facing towards the right or the left?
Depends on the facial expression, plus, I personally like doing a "straight-on" face for a challenge.

◆Is it easier to draw the side view of the face or the front view?
Front, Side view is difficult if you have a certain facial shape and can get irritating.

◆What do you have problems in drawing?
The area of your body where the breast and armpit connect + the collar bone. I HATE drawing that part. Also, the thigh connecting with a pelvis, it's hard for me to make it proportioned.

◆What do you like to draw?
Still life, surrealist pictures, and a lot of the time I have no idea what I'm drawing until I'm done.

◆Are you a traditional artist or a digital artist?
Traditional-- I've tried Photoshop and clearly cannot make a degree of 'OMG THIS IS AMAZING' piece of work on it . Although when I eventually get my own computer, I will spend time with digital just to make my art visually clear. (Traditional gets messy LOL).

◆Where do you start drawing from?
Face, and then I work my way down. I have to get the image of character's personality through the facial expression before I draw the body structure.

◆What is your drawing habit that you are aware of?
I make lines on my paper and make shapes out of them to make my pictures, I don't actually know what I'm drawing until I finish it, because certain lines look like they fit this kind of structure (a jawline, an arm etc.). Then it just goes from there. I make an image out of what lines I think suit certain things.

◆Any tips for coloring/shading?
Draw your image first and then decide what the light angle is, making sure that your WHOLE picture follows that light direction for a proportioned look of shadow and shade.

◆How long does it take to finish a piece of art?
My problem is that I start drawing a picture and then I leave it for a while, sometimes I don't go back to it xD.

◆What music do you listen to while you draw?
Depends on my mood, I can't listen to the same thing over and over again though, lol it's painful.

◆How long does it take you to come up with an idea?
Right now I don't feel that "drawing" mood very often. However, it goes like this: I see something, anything, and if I get an idea I like from it I start drawing. Most of the time, I have to be in silence because noise really disrupts my thinking- other than that, I usually stare at a piece of paper for a while until I sort of "see" what I want to draw. Again, I can't really for sure know what it is, but I have a smidge of an idea to make sure my drawing doesn't turn into a garbage can if I want to draw something to do with a person LUL.

◆Your favorite drawing utensils?
Pencils- usually HB and a little harder for sketching out and then 5-8B for shading for dramaticized shadows and lines where I want them. I draw with thin lines ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS, that way I can make them thicker if I want to.

◆Your favorite color/the color that you use a lot?
Violet sometimes for shade but usually no actual colour.

◆Your favorite style(s)?
Klimt's style for it's surreal-esque feel because of his use of gold and movement, and the occasional Leonardo Da Vinci because his poses are dramatic and elegant.

◆What kind of artist are you aiming for?
Surreal/Realism. I try to encorporate both, if it fits the picture though.

◆Thank you.
Now please fill in the next columns by writing the names of the artists that match the criterea. Artists tagged must fill in this baton. <-- If you want to LOL I'm not forcing you.

= Stylish

http://Rainyskye.deviantart.com/journal/26174642/ Sat, 25 Jul 2009 16:44:46 PDT [link] <--- MADE MY DAY.

Apparently, there is such a terminology for this such thing, I never knew this.

Amazing.

Also, I finally started to write shit. Yep, that Metal Bird story is finally kicking it up again, but this time it's going to remain title-less. I find that when I write something that I've already got a title for, I write really weird, like I try to make everything according to the title.

Duh, that's what you're supposed to do in a story. But, it's that stupid writing you get yourself stuck in where everything is made as the metaphor to the title.

IT LOOKS BAD, and that's what made my story sound like a shit plane firing it's shit missiles into the country of shit on a pile of shit, making the president go " HO SHIT ".

Shit.

Why didn't I see this before? God, IT WAS SO SIMPLE- like a math equation where all you had to do was switch a number to get the right answer.

All else aside, the only other thing that worries me is not getting a job. I know it's ridiculous to hope for one during this crap-recession (THANKS USA ) where getting one is near impossible. However, maybe when kids go back to school in September I'll be able to waltz on in there and get a job.

Hopefully. Because London Drugs is still not calling me yet. Probably impatience though-- knowing me haha.

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Beloved friends we need more lulz and teimz plz. Srsly.

Call me if we decide to do anything :3 I miss all of you ;^; ~~


Rainy, xoxoxoxoxox

]]> ~Rainyskye http://Rainyskye.deviantart.com/journal/25702889/ http://Rainyskye.deviantart.com/journal/25702889/ Thu, 02 Jul 2009 19:45:47 PDT
That didn't work AT ALL LMAO. And the reason?

Apparently they aren't hiring, cool, okay whatever.

But then the two old farts working cashier started speaking punjabi or something to each other right in front of me.

REALLY PROFESSIONAL GUYS. Basically, I felt like the little white girl getting racially deported for wanting to work here where these guys don't think I can.

I spoke to the manager my self and he said to send my resume in anyway, but then he gave me an application, and told me I had to do a survey online.

All this for a job I don't even know if they'll keep me for past summer break? No thanks.

So I said "screw that" and marched through Richmond Centre with an inverted smile on my face until I passed Sakura Media. I felt really comfortable in the store unlike the other stores I went to all day, so I said "you know what?", "I never wanted to work in the mall, but since I feel really comfortable just being in the store as a customer, why not work here?"

Plus the guy was sorta hot. Needs a hair cut, but he had a nice face. Rawr.

NEVER MIND THAT, I was on a mission! And I asked for an application and guess what? I'm ready to hand in my resume/coverletter tomorrow

HOPEFULLY I GET TO WORK THERE!! That way, I don't have to remember where Kwantlen, Chapters, and Richmond Centre is when I take the bus. I just have to remember Kwantlen and the biggest best mall around.

Sweet. Deal.

_______________


Signed up for my Kwantlen courses, well, my final one that I wanted because I want at least 3 (I had 2).

And I'm really excited to say, although I missed out on getting English 1100 this semester I managed to get Philosophy 1100, Geography 1100, and Biological Anthropology 1200.

Those are 2 science courses outta the way and going to be done so I can focus on English and Phil next semester.

Another sweet deal.

P.S I really want to wear my shoes that I got. They're like 5 inches high pink reptile print pumps.

Double score.

xoxoxoxo Rainy.

]]> ~Rainyskye http://Rainyskye.deviantart.com/journal/25563239/ http://Rainyskye.deviantart.com/journal/25563239/ Sun, 28 Jun 2009 13:33:29 PDT I OFFICIALLY BROKE MY TOE LOL, Larissa I don't know if I can come now, cause I also have to call Kwantlen about my Astronomy course that has a link error BUT I'LL TRY

Holy crap Commencement was yesterday for my graduating class of '09.

THANK GOD.

I can't wait to stop learning about Math, and other irrelevant topics that I don't care about and move onto my English Major and my Philosophy Minor (hoping to upgrade that to Major or Ph.D though, either one of them).

Yes. I can stop going to class and learning about French, then Math, then OH LOOK HISTORY LOLOL LET"S LEARN SOME CIVILIZATIONS WHILE WE"RE AT IT TOO!!

No more. Now I can write about English and Phil. But guess what I found out:

I need to take 3 science courses by the time I graduate because the BA program demands it.

God damn it- oh well. It can't be that bad I guess.

Math better not be one of theses science related courses. MATH CAN SUCK A--

Moving on, my mom (I have to decide which one) is asking me if I want a Wii because the superstore in my region is having a NO TAX thing at 5 pm today.

plus, my mom has saved up gift cards of $25 that she can use to lower the price on the Wii or PS3.

Yes there's my problem revealed- Wii or PS3 guys? I NEED HALP. CAN"T DECIDE.

I'll leave you with that.

Next thing, I'd like to take a moment to write a letter to my highschool and the things I will say goodbye, and hello to, while life is moving on with me:

Dear DSS,


This my letter to you, of all the goodbyes I will say to everything I will leave when I graduate, and all the greetings I will give to the changes that become of me, and life as we know it:

Goodbye, teachers that have a bias on their students.
Goodbye, unhelpful counselling and may you never work again to “help” others.
Goodbye, snotty rich bitches who can’t keep their mouths shut when they should.
Goodbye, asshole guys that cat-called me during the school year.
Goodbye, sexism in the school.
Goodbye, racism from the student body, and the innerving attitude to not accept people for who they are.
Goodbye, posers and animu-tards that humiliate other cultures.
Goodbye, retarded art program that is apparently more important than academic fields to the school’s curriculum.
Goodbye, fake-friends, snakes, slimes, whores, and backstabbers whom I’ve met and left in the dust to rot. I hope you never meet any real friends like me again, you don’t deserve them.

Goodbye, humiliation to stand out and be different. Highschool can suck a dick.
Goodbye, retarded parents who verbally abuse ADOLESCENTS on school grounds.
Goodbye, murals that I watch grow over a year be destroyed by improper care.
Goodbye, teachers that actually taught me about life, and how to live it.
Goodbye, stumpy cafeteria lady who shoves me in the front of the line when we don’t move fast enough.
Goodbye, people who said they were proud of me when my parents didn't.
Goodbye, to the life that put me down, and made me unwilling to put my foot into reality.

Goodbye... to DSS.

Hello, loyal, trusting, real friends.
Hello, for a new love of English, Philosophy, and knowledge of the world.
Hello, new job that I will earn money at.
Hello, willingness to try something new.
Hello, new fashion sense that I will try to develop.
Hello, eventually new haircut that I've wanted for years.
Hello, new people, and new friends I will meet.
Hello, boyfriend? Hey highschool's out of my hair. WHY NOT
Hello, learning to drive.
Hello, Pokemon. I'm finally accepting what a pokemon retard I am.
Hello, new goals.
Hello, gateway computer that I'm DYING TO GET. RAWRRRRRRRRRR.
Hello, new art style.
Hello, story that I will diligently work on.
Hello, new problems.
Hello, backstabbers, snakes, and probably a lot more people like that in Uni.
Hello, more guys cat-calling me.( 4 TIMES THIS HAS HAPPENED. WHAT IS THIS SHIT)
Hello, opportunity to get into my field of study and try new things that I was afriad to look at.
Hello, being on my own slowly, and surely.

Hello... to a whole new life.


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Rainy, xoxoxoxo

note to self: (needs a... ]]> ~Rainyskye http://Rainyskye.deviantart.com/journal/25188525/ http://Rainyskye.deviantart.com/journal/25188525/ Tue, 09 Jun 2009 14:50:19 PDT
I hate eet. But, apparently I am still in Kwantlen and my programs so maybe I just need to pass the year?

I hope to hell so

On the BETTER side of things, I had my last dance show yesterday at my local theatre and I was so ready to go home, we had our finale of all things... and then my director of my dance academy was like:

" So since we like to do a bunch of different things for our finale, I'd like to call upon the Grads to come to the front of the stage!"

Oh hell in Christ's name.

So, for our dance finale the whole bloody academy is squished onto the stage and I'm stuck in the back right? So I push people outta the way "s'cuse me s'cuse me, yes you need to MOVE "

And I go to the front of the stage to be bombarded with flowers, a big hug from my dance instructor, and a huge applause + a standing ovation with two other girls who are graduating.

LOL I GOT A STANDING OVATION.

Even better? The whole damn thing was being filmed- besides my dance that is- SWEET. That made my week.

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Okay, just some interesting things that I thought I'd ponder- has anyone heard of Fakemon before?

I just saw a stamp that said "fakemon" and I was curious, and looked it up, and I saw that people are making up fake evolves of already existing, or non-existing pokemon. I thought that "hey, pretty sweet."

And I'm wondering, damn, a lot of these pokemon are really good! Too bad they aren't made into the games, cause a lot of them I would love to have. Especially Drifmill-- I LOVED that one.

Another good good question. When someone says they're leaving dA, why do they obviously go back on their account and delete their gallery, when before it was there previously?

well duh I guess they're just using it as a creep account, and or leaving it to gather page views, but I don't comprehend the logic of this.

IF YOU'RE LEAVING DA, DON'T SHIT AROUND YOUR ACCOUNT WAITING FOR PEOPLE TO BEG AND PLEAD FOR YOU TO COME BACK AND JUST LEAVE. LOL SERIOUSLY.

It's stupid.

It's even stupider when the person who deletes their gallery has their gallery actually still up there, as people can access it through status...

Stupid people are getting stupider and stupider and etc.

Edit:

The stupidass whose account I'm checking on to see if they're actually leaving yet in the previous rant above JUST took down their ICON LOLOLOLOLOLOL. WHAT THE CRAP IS THIS.

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Few more weeks until school is over, and then no more highschool crap.

More me-time, friend-time, and pokemon-time.

Peace.



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PS: HEART GOLD AND SOUL SILVER FOR THE WIN!! Coming out in Japan in the Fall '09, 2010 for us.

Funny crap ---> h t t p : / / w w w . y o u t u b e . c o m / w a t c h ? v = p u J l 2 0 7 R C D k

because the URL messed up when I compressed the link

]]> ~Rainyskye http://Rainyskye.deviantart.com/journal/25062331/ http://Rainyskye.deviantart.com/journal/25062331/ Mon, 01 Jun 2009 01:56:56 PDT
GRADE 12 I HATE IT I WANT TO-- you don't want to know.

I just realized at midnight I had my portfolio due for Creative Writing. And now I have to shit ball it through the class because I can't do it NOW. Kidding me?

And yet I write a journal. Probably because I won't have any other time right now... not till my exams are done and gone.

And basically, I saw THIS SCARY PIECE OF GOBSHITE ON THE POPULAR PAGE [link]

I think I either pissed myself laughing or turned away disturbed. I will have nightmares of this.

That and, when I was listening to "jizz in my pants" by Incredibad? Okay, I clicked on an Albedo (yes from Xenosaga guys, not Jungian theory) meme and of course, right when I scrolled down to him the guy in the song blurted out "JIZZ IN MY PANTS"

Yeeeeeeeep. I think I turned bright tomato red when I realized that.

But it was even better because at the end of the song, which was where I was at the moment, the guy kept SAYING "jizz in my pants" when I scrolled down and I swear to god, he SAID it everytime I looked at a picture of fricken Albedo.

I fail at life. And I am going to have nightmares of peanut butter dogs and jizz in pants...hopefully without the character Albedo in any of them.

I need to stop acting like I'm on crack and go to bed.

Also, for Kayde and Hazel, Larissa and I can't go Value Villaging on Monday because our homework load is killing us. We're gonna have to reschedule kay?

LOTS OF STUNNED LOVE FROM SLEEP DEPRIVED RAINY.

]]> ~Rainyskye http://Rainyskye.deviantart.com/journal/24971390/ http://Rainyskye.deviantart.com/journal/24971390/ Tue, 26 May 2009 23:30:01 PDT
I wanna say to the slimey little snipe who FINALLY left dA (hopefully for good):

If you haven't watched her or known what she's like, it's probably a good thing to not know. Personally, I think it's one of the best things that has happened on dA at the moment.

She'll leave more room for the real artists on Deviantart rather than choke the search engine with fanart.

Peace out ex-deviant. Hope your snakey ass won't come around this site anymore.

Just remember, I know you have a sorry excuse of a picture of my head on a pike with my body disembowelled somewhere because you wanted to draw me like that instead of punching me in the face at school. Yep. I know that you wanted to do it and did it. God damn you're a sicko.

If you make a new account and post that up, I'll find it, and perma-ban you .

Cheers to you finally fucking off and leaving everybody alone.

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Hey hey hey, it's two weeks till I get out of highschool and off to working and getting my lisence.

That and secondary education. Damn, I need to get myself into that Philosophy class and FAST. Highschool is killing me.

Plus, I'm a money grabber, so I need to make some dough over the summer and hopefully keep it and or get a closer one to my University. Plus I need a coffee date with Fred, the English Professor, and have a talk about going into the career path of a Prof. What it's like, what you get paid, just so I don't screw up and take the wrong choice in my future.

English will get me places so I'm not worried about that. I just don't know what I want to do yet.

God damn my indecisive retardation.

Also on the list of things to do, I made a list about the things I wanna get first with my money. YES I SPEND MY TIME MAKING LISTS OF THINGS TO DO. Don't judge my organization.

1. Get that beast of a sexy computer, the Gateway FX.
2. Save money for School.
3. Clothes, Necessities, Books, stuff.
4. Most importantly, car money.
5. Food. Cheese....


Eh, made up list in about a few seconds. It'll grow longer.

Highschool is almost over and I can't wait to get out of this god forsaken place and onto the things that matter. Life, friends, family, MONEY (JK JK) and Uni.

Bring on the exams.

]]> ~Rainyskye http://Rainyskye.deviantart.com/journal/24832050/ http://Rainyskye.deviantart.com/journal/24832050/ Mon, 18 May 2009 23:24:05 PDT
BAD:

I'm almost failing math this year, joy, the one thing I can't do, and the one thing that's gonna hold me back from going where I want to go in the future.

My parents are beating me down about how shitty my mark is in math... and that's heart-wrenching to me. The only importance of getting high grades in school is to make my parents proud; and I f*** it up by shitting up my math mark. Fan-flipping-TASTIC job.

My acid-reflux in the mornings and in the evenings have grown worse, maybe because of stress combined with home and school problems. I'm ready to go nuclear. It's THAT painful.

I haven't drawn in a whole year, sure art class counts, but we've been making paper mache (whatever you spell it) and painting. I want to feel the rugged sketchy texture of pencil on my paper and make surreal pictures...no. I have to do school work so I can go the distance in life. God Damn it.

One side of my rib cage is jutting out of my abdomen while the other side lies flat. That's not normal, maybe it is. But I'm pretty sure that when I stand and see a noticable larger curve that makes that one side of my ribs stick out... uh, that's freaking SCARY. Plus it doesn't help that when I search this, people reply with having to get surgery to cut the protruding ribs OFF.

And the final thing. This is probably going to be read by so I'll just narrate it to you then. Since you generously give yourself the privilege to read Kayde's, Hazel's, and my journals though we've blocked you.

Yes that's right, oh look at me, I'm "attacking" (as you put it) you on one of my journals, better report me to the counsellar, the deviant art help desk, and the police all at the same time. I might "come after you".

Let me make this absolutely, crystal, clear Deanna. If you ever, and I mean ever, threaten ME or ANY of my friends. There will be hell to pay. Oh and spare me any innocent phrases like: "Meghan is physically threatening me!" or "Hazel, Kayde, and Meghan are all so mean to me!"

You lied to us.
You said nasty shit behind our backs.
You threaten and frame us for some mishap over Facebook.

I know everything that you've said and done behind my back and MORE, so it was just sick when I had to listen to YOU act all chummy to me when I waited for the counsellar to come and see us. You even lied in front of him and me.

And you still lie now. Disgusting.

I have had ENOUGH of this!

I'm really tired of all this bullshit that's been happening, so just shut up, and crawl into your hole and leave me and my friends alone.

I'm really loyal to my friends, so yes, it's devastating to know there are people like you who screw it up and make me feel stupid that I wasted my admiration towards you. You used me, Deanna, and you know it. Unless you find this sickly humorous to watch me pain as I see my would-be friend in school. It's hard for me, and of course, you're probably absorbing this as some sort of compliment and laughing while reading this.

It's not, 'funny', Deanna.

In the end I really wonder... what happened to the friend I used to know? Instead, I see this demon flying around picking off people to be your prey... replacing old friends with new ones. But I guess that was your exterior, not your interior. Go ahead. I dare you to report me, if you really want to. But I stay true to what I say, and believe in, and no matter how you get your parents to threaten me or what you do; my statement remains what it is.

You can't change that, so back off, and stop trying to find blame in me and my friends for this shit.

So just in simpler terms for you, BACK OFF.

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GOOD:

I'm watching Da Vinci Code when I find it, because going out with Steven and the guys was AMAZING when we went out to see Angels and Demons! The plot is mind bending, and the overall strength of the meaning behind Angels, and Demons, blew my brain out the window, through the centre of the Earth, and back into my skull.

I'm getting some new ideas for my much anticipated written story "Metal Bird". Nah it's not professional but it makes me feel better, one of the few things that does now-a-days.

I've had a lot of people in Ladner (when I go to the grocery store and blah blah blah...) tell me how "gorgeous" or whatever I was on the red carpet on my Graduation. OH-- I guess I should have put that as my number 1 GOOD thing... OH WELL, don't diminish the importance because this is in a list! LOL
<... ]]> ~Rainyskye http://Rainyskye.deviantart.com/journal/24368645/ http://Rainyskye.deviantart.com/journal/24368645/ Tue, 21 Apr 2009 21:20:56 PDT and you know what that means....



No, it's pokemon meme time, not pedo bear time silly!



Okay, nao for sum srs buziness plz-


~~~

WHEN DID YOU FIRST BECOME A FAN OF POKEMON?

Must have been 1997 at least. I was in Elementary!

DID YOU WATCH THE ANIME?

Yep. When it first came out I rushed home to catch the episode and sing along to the pokemon rap at the end of the credits. Good times.

PLAY THE GAMES?

I play Leafgreen, Poke Pearl-- soon I'll get Platinum, and one of the new Dungeon games~

CARD GAME?

I have a whole binder full of them but I never played the actual card game.

WHO'S YOUR FAVOURITE FEMALE ANIME CHARACTER?

JESSIE oh Team Rocket...

WHO'S YOUR FAVOURITE MALE CHARACTER?

Gary Oak

LEAST FAVOURITE CHARACTERS?

Misty, and the trekkie looking group that's supposedly like Team Rocket- Team Galactic I think it is.

_{Team Rockets’ better...}

ARE YOU FOR OR AGAINST TEAM ROCKET?

For? HELLS YES I AM.

WHAT'S YOUR FAVOURITE GENERATION OF GAMES?

I love the old school pokemon, but I really like what the new ones look like. Can’t wait to see what else the pokemon guys will come up with.

YOUR FAVOURITE POKEMON?

This is tough.... I'm gonna have to say:

Mismagius, Jolteon, the Porygons, Swalot, (lol this is gonna be long..), Altaria, Whiscash, Claydol, Banette, Lunatone and Solrock, Relicanth, Drifloon, Kakuna, Rapidash, Jumpluff, Shedinja, Lumineon, Togekiss, Luvdisc, Kecleon, Milotic, Dragonair, and Trapinch.

I love a lot more, but that’s all I can remember right now!

Crap.

Now I have to pick my poke team out of all my favourites...

YOUR LEAST FAVOURITE POKEMON?

Rattata/Raticate, Bidoof/the other beaver thing it turns into LOL, Makuhita/Hariyama, Machop/Machamp/Machoke, Nosepass/Probopass ( srs ew factor plz) Purugly/Glameow, Parchirisu, Buizel/Floatzel, Buneary/Lopunny, Stunky/Skuntank.

There’s probably moar out thar somewhere.

WHAT WERE YOUR STARTERS?
Generation I - Charmander
Generation II - Would have picked Cyndaquil (doesn’t own second generation game)
Generation III – Would have picked Torchic (doesn’t own third generation game)
Generation IV - Piplup

BATTLES OR CONTESTS?

I’d say battles.

CUTE OR POWERFUL?

Powerful.

WHAT ARE YOUR FAVOURITE LEGENDARIES?

Ho-oh, Rayquaza, All the Legendary birds, Deoxys, Uxie and Azelf, Palkia, Arceus and Cresselia.

YOUR LEAST FAVOURITE?

The three Regi's, Legendary beasts, Groudon, and Regigigas.

NAME YOUR FAVOURITE POKEMON FROM EACH TYPE

(wait...just ONE?? I’ll never finish this)

Bug - Parasect
Dark - Spiritomb
Dragon - Dragonair
Electric - Jolteon
Fighting – Breloom (hey he’s half fighting)
Fire - Rapidash
Flying - Fearow
Ghost - Misdreavius
Grass - Roselia
Ground - Trapinch
Ice - Cloyster
Normal - Evee
Poison - Swalot
Psychic – Porygon!!
Rock - Golem
Steel - Scizor
Water - Omastar

(that took me such a long time, I couldn’t choose!)

DO YOU PLAY MYSTERY DUNGEON?

Nope. But I will.

WHAT'S... ]]> ~Rainyskye http://Rainyskye.deviantart.com/journal/23876432/ http://Rainyskye.deviantart.com/journal/23876432/ Wed, 25 Mar 2009 01:23:06 PDT
I don't why I'm even talking about this it just sort of, sprung into my mind in the last few days.
And honestly I couldn't be more happier about it!

I am excited to graduate, I really am, I finally got the perfect dress I've always wanted-- eventhough I only am going to wear it once, and the colour just makes me so happy.

It's bloody well bright green.

And what makes my dress even better (it's really, probably just a stupid little add-on thing to the dress but, it makes me all the more happier) is that one of the Italian seamstresses who was fitting me said that the green on my dress was a really hard colour to look good in.

And I do?

That's pretty sweet.

Makes me feel a lot less worried that someone else will wear the same sort of hue.

And I didn't have to argue between two dresses either; I saw this one and was like "HOLY CRAP YES! THIS ONE!"

Other stuff that I'm looking forward to in graduating is that I'm leaving this god forsaken school and all its atrocious miscreants behind. There are some people in my school that are just SO impossible to deal with, it's almost sickening to have to see them everyday and hear their voices.

But, you cannot change life so, I'm just dealing with it until I graduate so I can turn around to those people and flash them the bird. What are they gonna do? CALL ME NAMES.

LOL

Pathetic.

Sticks and stones.



I gotta say, the cocky self-absorbed ones get me the most. I almost die laughing inside because of their absurd antics. Even if they are annoying in class.

Okay onto the less critical things (HA), I went out today and was looking at computers again so I can keep an eye on the price, and how much it'll drop. I said before that I wasn't going to get a computer until Windows 7 was released.

I have yet to find a hard factual response to when the OFFICIAL release date is, but, the one date that seems to be coming up quite regularly is April 10 09 and/or June/July 09.

HOPEFULLY THIS IS TRUE! Cause I really don't want to waste my money on a Vista computer, and wait until Windows 7 comes out and pay $99 to upgrade it to Windows 7.

Especially since the computer (desktop) I want to save up for is a Gateway...and those things are about (well the one I saw) $1500 at least. I don't mind spending that kind of money on a computer, if it's a good computer with amazing graphics.

This one's got 9GB Desktop RAM and 1 Terabyte worth of hard-drive space.

Hells yeah.

PLUS-- I am such a retard, but the framework and light underneath the keyboard of the Gateway computer glows ORANGE.
So I can use it at night and my computer will be glowing orange

The best thing ever, and the only other computer I know that glows colours is Alienware--and that's a $4000 computer.

Now I just have to graduate, get a job, and work on getting my lisence too-- and then finally get my super computer that I really want.

Plus university.

Sweet.

Philosophy/English Major here I COME.



-----

xoxoxo Rainy

FRIENDS SHOUTOUT BECAUSE-- I said so.

http://Rainyskye.deviantart.com/journal/23738482/ Mon, 16 Mar 2009 22:00:01 PDT
My internet will not connect whatsoever. So, the only way I can go on the internet is to go on my XP computer instead of the Vista computer that my family bought for efficiency; not DEffeciency.

Plus what's also weird; msn still works. Internet is working, msn is working-- internet NOT connecting...? THIS MAKES NO LOGICAL SENSE THERFORE IT MAKES ME ANGRY.

UGH- the absurdity of computers, I swear.

Also on the topic of absurdity, why do people insist on making a whole journal entry with ONE sentence in it?

Or even better, why are there multiple journal entries made regarding the SAME topic?
WE ALREADY KNOW WHAT YOU DID/ACCOMPLISHED/ENDURED IN THE FIRST ONE.
You said it once so don't say it again.
Unless your dying for a fleck of attention.

God.

Shut up and get a life.

Strangers on deviant art don't...care... because:

A) most of dA is from the other side of the world and doesn't know what the hell you're blattering about.

and B)it's spamming my message centre with your self-righteous crap.

...

Oh humanity, must thee look upon thyself in the mirror and only regard your image rather than the background that encloses you?

I guess not...

----

Other news, I'm DYING to get a job right now, I really am. I've been wanting to get one since the start of grade 12 but couldn't because of my homework load. So, as soon as I graduate I'm getting a bloody job. That, and a new super computer that has Windows 7 on it.

Vista can go suck a metallic protrusion from its moniter.

OH ANOTHER FAIL IN HUMANITY; apparently Vista is a rushed software.

I did not know this. Hence, the bugs and glitches I guess but still.

Windows 7 was supposed to be the Vista we have now, except the public whined about wanting a new server for their computers that Microsoft had to release it-- so they rushed it and thus, the devil was born.

So NOW, in a few months, we'll have the server that isn't really an upgrade since it was supposed to be the server we have now, but in the end, Windows 7 will be an upgrade to fix the mistake we made |D.


Isn't humanity just Fabulous?

xoxox Rainy

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Love to all my friends on Spring Break!



]]> ~Rainyskye http://Rainyskye.deviantart.com/journal/23614122/ http://Rainyskye.deviantart.com/journal/23614122/ Mon, 09 Mar 2009 17:19:31 PDT

1.Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.
LOL- it's my book of theories/notes "When writing about love, it is not a purpose, it is merely a human attempt to understand the incomprehensible."

2.Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you reach?
Orange flavoured water.

3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?
I did not watch TV today- yesterday? Family Guy

4. Without looking, guess what time it is:
5:00 pm

5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
4:51 pm

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
People walking around upstairs.

7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
Came back from school.

8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
Internet browsers to back up the one I have.

9. What are you wearing?
Black sweater with green apple print. Ha.

10. Did you dream last night?
About being in my math class taking a test. ugggggh

11. When did you last laugh?
A few minutes ago.

12. What are on the walls of the room you are in?
Poster of Spore, and a lot of junk. lolbasements.

13. Seen anything weird lately?
PEOPLE. Obviously. Well, certain people anyway.

14. What do you think of this quiz?
Meh slightly generic.

15. What is the last film you saw?
Australia -- AMAZING~~

16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
Goddamn computer-- no I'd wait till Windows 7 comes out, I'm not dealing with Vista; crap I need to put something. Uhhh... I think I'd save it for my education, then buy a nice place overlooking the water~

17. Tell me something about you that I don't know about.
And who exactly is "you"? Lol jk, I'd rather spend my time writing out theories and read philosophy than watch TV and play video games.

18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
BALANCE AND EQUALITY FTW. I'm tired of hearing that women get paid less than men, and

19. Do you like to dance?
Uh no- I LOVE IT! Lyrical is amazing! |D *tard*

20. George Bush:
HOLY *(@Y^&e64726%$5^!#%@^$%^!@#!! I KILL U.

21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
Eve or Eva

22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
Tristan or Dietrich I'm not really sure for a guy's name.

23. Would you ever consider living abroad?
Maybe.

24. What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?
Where are the Philosophers? 8D

25.Tag six people who must also do this in THEIR journal:
Whoever feels like doing it >_>

]]> ~Rainyskye http://Rainyskye.deviantart.com/journal/23224200/ http://Rainyskye.deviantart.com/journal/23224200/ Sun, 15 Feb 2009 20:46:13 PST but even SO, I'm now over my "cold" except NOW I have...
I don't even know.
My homework is SO easy, but Murphey's law comes around and says:

"NO, now you must suffer cause life is becoming easy for you!"

Light headed
Fatigued
Nauseated every time I ingest something...like even something really small
Really REALLY hard to concentrate (when I do, my head burns)
Sensory systems are on fire (so like, head, moving my fingers, eyes, ears)
My chest stings every time I inhale
and I feel...really abnormally cold.

Sound familiar to anything? :/

-------------


You don't get "xoxoxo" because I might make you sick D:
-Rainy

]]> ~Rainyskye http://Rainyskye.deviantart.com/journal/22361909/ http://Rainyskye.deviantart.com/journal/22361909/ Fri, 02 Jan 2009 20:07:06 PST
So, my files of millions of pictures, music, and received files from friends (this includes word docs. =_______= ) are completely GONE from my computer.

Everything, absolutely everything is gone.

I had stuff on my favorites that I really wanted to keep and took forever to find, and now cannot find them again. And I had other files that on this computer for a while now that were probably really important to keep as well.

All this when I just got over a week and a half long cold, my cramps, AND messenger crapping out on me with only two more days till school.

PLEASE SHOOT ME.

]]> ~Rainyskye http://Rainyskye.deviantart.com/journal/22137834/ http://Rainyskye.deviantart.com/journal/22137834/ Tue, 23 Dec 2008 09:21:14 PST HELL NO

From Friday until...whenever, I've been very ill, coughing up blood *when I do cough my abdomen hurts*, my face feels like paper *It's so dryyyy ><* and I can barely sleep.

Well first when I go back to school I'm going to kill the snot-faced-loser *putting it nicely* who made me sick *punches fist into palm* =__= and ruined my Christmas break as I now have to spend half of it trying to get better.

Right now I'm trying not to explode from boredom as the only thing my current brain capacity *and attention* can hold right now, is playing games on the PS2.

I want to rip my nose off and stomp the build-up out of it, then put it back on. But that's only if the laws of science could be defied >__> oh well.

*Diseased cough* @__@ Ah, my *thinks about what hurt when she coughed*

Is it correct to say "my everything hurts" ?

The pains

]]> ~Rainyskye http://Rainyskye.deviantart.com/journal/21621601/ http://Rainyskye.deviantart.com/journal/21621601/ Sat, 22 Nov 2008 21:13:39 PST

Okay, I know a lot of people are probably tired of Twilight haters and fangirls in general but hear me out on this-- I would bluntly say to Stephanie Meyer in person that "no I did not like your book because I found it unrealistic."

Well technically this wouldn't be accurate either cause I didn't READ it but, whatever. Would you?

Maybe you would. I sure wouldn't though and for kicks, I actually tried for lulz I was like, "Okay I have to read this just to see." Everyone does.

I put it down immediately

I didn't even get to the part where she gets to Forks, and that's apparently in the beginning lol.

Here's a list why I do not like this vampire fad (I can write a fanfiction better than Twilight! And I've never written one, lol!)

- There's no such thing as Sparkly "Vampires"- they're vicious blood suckers.

- Bella means "Beautiful" in Italian apparently, so there's a cheesy romance thing with the name since it basically means "beautiful swan" ick; cliches.

- Edward is such an enigma in the storyline (just by how he's described) that he's not even a character, he's a name.

- Meyer constantly describes him as "beautiful," and "flawless" To you sure, but to other people -- how do we know what he looks like?

- Finally, the first book probably would've have been better then what, she's got like, 5 books out now? Including the re-written Twilight in Edward's P.O.V on her site (not a book) because someone leaked it on the net.


- The End -

LOL of course not! This stupid book had to ruin something of mine just because I didn't read it *murphey's law obvs*

[link]

My Favorite punk band has been subjected to the horrors of this book and it's official music video, revolves entirely around the Twilight movie.The band is even playing in a dark forest with the band members creeping around like Edward in the little blurbs I watched for sheer lulz. Ick.
Oh sure it's great publicity for them, but now since they're a fairly new band, they're going to be known for their two featured songs on the Twilight soundtrack.

D<


HORRIBLE D:



Enough of that crap then- I haven't been on in awhile because of school and probably not going to be submitting stuff either. Too much to do, you know the deal. Even though I go and fav pictures once and a while C:

And I hope to god my friend can come back to school next week cause it's almost end of term.

but she is doing better with her surgery and that makes me happy~

P.S also- any ideas for a story? I'm trying to expand my writing by trying to write something totally different, any notes on what you think I should check out would be awesome! 8D

xoxoxo Rainy

]]> ~Rainyskye http://Rainyskye.deviantart.com/journal/21437118/ http://Rainyskye.deviantart.com/journal/21437118/ Tue, 11 Nov 2008 11:47:50 PST The Poppies blow
Between the crosses, row on row,
That mark our place; and in the sky
The larks, still bravely singing, fly
Scarce heard amid the guns below.

We are the Dead. Short days ago
We lived, felt dawn, saw sunset glow,
Loved and were loved, and now we lie
In Flanders fields.

Take up our quarrel with the foe:
To you from failing hands we throw
The torch; be yours to hold it high.
If ye break faith with us who die
We shall not sleep,
though poppies grow
In Flanders fields.

- by John McCrae, May 1915

*60% done off the top of her head*

Take two minutes to remember the lives lost for our country, and how selfless they were to be lost for our sake.

]]> ~Rainyskye http://Rainyskye.deviantart.com/journal/21232036/ http://Rainyskye.deviantart.com/journal/21232036/ Thu, 30 Oct 2008 12:56:43 PDT
So exciting!

Except I have a Geography Essay to do over the weekend; poop.

and I have to finish moar homework on Egypt; MOAR POOP.

D: Okay, well now I have a picture that makes me happy whilst I'm in my room now, yes, yes it makes me feel fuzzy :3 and I it so so much~

It's by and it is full of loves. _{even it is love of the defialation variety...}

Luvs,
Rainy xoxox

]]> ~Rainyskye http://Rainyskye.deviantart.com/journal/20656322/ http://Rainyskye.deviantart.com/journal/20656322/ Wed, 24 Sep 2008 17:30:57 PDT Holy shit

A semi-formal boat cruise for our first Grad event of the year is happening on the 25th...I am SO excited and scared crapless at the same time, mostly because the bus to take us to the ship will leave at exactly 4:30pm. That means lots of running and panicking to get everything perfect for my first amazing Grad event .__.

I can't wait to see my friends in their pretty dresses and make-up and everything! It's making me so happy that I have a hard time doing my homework right now~ and to make it even better, my dress is perfect, I had a cosmotologist pick out excellent make-up for me *me choosing eyeshadow and lipstick is like giving a three year old keys to a jet plane--*

AND my new glasses were finished today, which is also amazingly perfect, because I wasn't going to get them until the 29th! Now I can wear them to the cruise :3 <sup>lol my dress is wine plum, my make-up is wine plum violet, and my frames are metallic dark purple x3

Nao. Onwards to completing said homework I mentioned earlier :B</sup>

]]> ~Rainyskye http://Rainyskye.deviantart.com/journal/20275429/ http://Rainyskye.deviantart.com/journal/20275429/ Mon, 01 Sep 2008 16:11:41 PDT School.

[insert doom music nao plz]

Well okay it's not that bad? But I'm excited for seeing my friends again, seeing what classes I have in what order *hopefully I don't have to run around the school...lol* what teachers I have- and of course most important, to see how many classes I have with people for my last year! C8

Kay, now the horrid part of school that requires the doom music from above is; the social drama. Perfect

Just what I want in my Grade 12 year is to have massive amounts of social drama that's possibly, and most likely worse, than last year's.

Gah, of all things! I'm really looking forward to the grad events and the like, but throughout the year something has to go wrong...in which case if it does? I hope it's something I can deal with on top of everything else.

LOL watch, I bet I'll submit more deviations and work on my writing throughout the school year haha~



]]> ~Rainyskye http://Rainyskye.deviantart.com/journal/20022162/ http://Rainyskye.deviantart.com/journal/20022162/ Mon, 18 Aug 2008 12:24:26 PDT Yeah, I'm not very active this summer when was the last time I submitted something...? LOL

I'm currently getting back into my drawing state now but now I'm leaning into a more Surreal style. It suits me, but I just have to take the time to put crazy ideas into drawing; and writing. Colplay helps though- even if my drawing speed isn't at the, Speed of Sound.

MAYBE I should put a percentage for the completion of each drawing?

:V

Frankly- I think that'll just ensue more anxious behaviour to my watchers >C
To keep you entertained my duckies I'll put up this quiz that I _stole... from

1] Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2] For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3] You must write down the song name, no matter how silly it sounds.

All answers are set up like this~
Artist - Song
[ comment ]



IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY?" YOU SAY?
Inferno - Xenosaga III soundtrack
[ ... LOL! I think that's a no ]

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
A Viloet Fluid - Nine Inch Nails
[ Okay, SURE- apparently I'm not solid ]

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
On Our Own Ways - Xenosaga III soundtrack
[ Hail Independence? :V ]

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Show me Love - t.A.T.u
[ Unloved ; ;? ]

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
God Given - Nine Inch Nails
[ Lmao AWESOME ]

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Will You Be There? - Skillet
[ awww... so true that's a good one ]

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
All The Things She Said - t.A.T.u
[ I think they think of me TOO much then ? ]

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Derniere Dance - KYO
[ ]

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT OFTEN?
Burn - Nine Inch Nails
[ I guess destroying people ]

WHAT IS 2 + 2?
18 Ghosts II - Nine Inch Nails
[ Now why didn't I think of that? ]

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND(S)?
Painted Black - Venessa Carlton
[ .__. okay ]

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
My Apocalypse - Escape the Fate
[ Well then, that doesn't sound good. ]

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Albedo - Xenosaga I soundtrack
[ oh wow...just wow ]

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Whoa - Paramore
[ I'd say that's a good sign :3 ]

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Loves Me Not - t.A.T.u
[ ; ; AGH MEDIA PLAYER IS PSYCHIC ]

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Clarissa - MSI
[ HAHA AWESOME ]

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Mein Herz Brennt - Rammstein
[ ]

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Cell Block Tango - Chicago
[ Oh man- that's just the icing to the cake ]



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Clubs I'm in: ~ http://Rainyskye.deviantart.com/journal/19332040/ Fri, 11 Jul 2008 11:02:34 PDT
lol I'm loving the new toolbar.


Clubs: ~ ~ ~

]]> ~Rainyskye http://Rainyskye.deviantart.com/journal/19332007/ http://Rainyskye.deviantart.com/journal/19332007/ Fri, 11 Jul 2008 11:01:29 PDT
]]> ~Rainyskye http://Rainyskye.deviantart.com/journal/19092759/ http://Rainyskye.deviantart.com/journal/19092759/ Sat, 28 Jun 2008 12:42:52 PDT
My story Metal Bird has stalled a bit for now, chapter three has a lot going on so I'm going at a slower pace for that...ugh I want to write more of that, but writing (and grinding for hours on it) is really tiring.

Bah. It better get done properly or I'm going to get so mad at myself.

I'm teaching myself to use the pen tool for lineart in Photoshop 7.0 and it works really well- time consuming but you know, it cleans up my pictures massively. (I'm so smudgy with my traditional drawings) Colouring, is really, no problem now because I found my own style of colouring. Which makes me happy.



Bah.

Another thing I found for myself was Spore Creature Creator, and for ten bucks you can create endless combinations of alien creatures at your disposal. Sweet. Now it's time to make a man-eating Duck. No seriously it's awesome it made me play it for hours on end I hope I don't develop a Spore tumor on my brain lol



As for pictures being submitted, well, as soon as I complete most of the pictures I have stashed away on Photoshop I'll post them; as well as a new Deviant ID. LOL When was that last updated?

Kthanxbai

Rainy


Clubs I'm in: ~

]]> ~Rainyskye http://Rainyskye.deviantart.com/journal/17423450/ http://Rainyskye.deviantart.com/journal/17423450/ Thu, 20 Mar 2008 09:37:03 PDT :

RULES:
1) Answer the questions below
2) Take each answer and type it into dA search box
3) Take a deviation from the first page of results (may use ' popular' or 'newest' ) and post thumb (for subscribers) or link (non-subscribers)
4) You can't copy the persons answers who posted this before you


1. The age you will be on your next birthday:

[link]

2. A place you'd like to travel:

[link]

3. Your favorite place:

[link]

4. Your favorite object:

[link]

5. Favorite food:

[link]

6. Your favorite animal:

[link]

7. Your favorite color:

[link]

8. The town/state/etc in which you live:

[link]

9. Name of past pet:

[link]

10. A dream come true:

[link]

11. Your nickname/screenname:

[link]

12. Middle name:

[link]

13. Favorite Smell:

[link]

14. Bad habit of yours:

[link]

15. Your first job:

[link]

16. Favourite Movie:

[link]

17. What are you doing right now?

[link]

18. Whats The Weather Like?

[link]

19. Favourite Sport:

[link]

20. Favourite Music/Style/Band:

[link]

xoxoxoxo Rainy~

]]> ~Rainyskye http://Rainyskye.deviantart.com/journal/16951552/ http://Rainyskye.deviantart.com/journal/16951552/ Mon, 18 Feb 2008 18:50:01 PST
Yes this means to say that I had my hair cut as of yesterday and I'm absolutely ASTONISHED by the end results. I've never had my hair cut this short before, well unless you count my really early years Xd I used to have long hair down to the middle of my back and now it's like, above shoulder length! XPPP And I thought bobs were boring HA laugh at that now, I can make the ends flippy! @___@ It's so much fun! They bounce when I walk XD heeheehee.

I got grabbed by and got swung around O___O"" LOL it was FUN

Shyku: *looks at hair from afar* "OMFG! O_____O" *lunges at me*

Rainy: "KLNoihw*(*(#%Y89#Y%8(#78^$*@^&*@%$!!! X______X OMG AUGH *is squashed/swung around in circles*"

Shyku: " X3 TEEHEE it's so FRENCH <3"

Rainy: "Really? ._____. It's flippy...NOW I NEED A BARET >:3!"

Shyku: " X3"

Rainy: "Can you put me down now? o____o"" "

Shyku: "Oh yeah XDDDD;;; "

So I feel very confident with my short hair and I'm very happy (also) because I now know I don't have to take a Science 12 course for next years' graduation requirements~ I'm planning on going to SFU, and even if I change my mind most Universties call for Eng 12 + 3 other provincial examinable courses. In other words, I can take courses that I like and it won't affect my entry for University ^^ and the fact that Science as absolutely nothing to do with what I'm going into as a career XD (double bonus)

Other than that I'm content- Chapter two of Металл Птица (Metal Bird) is half way there, just need to find time for it aside from writing a paragraph about trees for Biology =_____________= where horrible tree puns are existant like TREE lationships and I'm I'm writing on my new APPLE. >________> Gawd.

OH WELL I'll write just as annoying as that for creativity marks Xd

Sorry it seems like I'm dead for the time being D: Homework is swamping me and I don't really have the time and concentration to draw something good to put up on DA at the moment X_X.


I'm working on my story more than anything, nevertheless bye for now~

xoxoxo Rainy

]]> ~Rainyskye http://Rainyskye.deviantart.com/journal/16191419/ http://Rainyskye.deviantart.com/journal/16191419/ Mon, 31 Dec 2007 18:52:17 PST
t.A.T.u helps me a lot with their psychological lyrics for a sci-fi storyline, actually it's really helped with the writing XD;; It's not only the catchy beats that don't distract my concentration it's more the lyrics I think. Although I hope this lasts as I end chapter one of Металл Птица so it will effect chapter two @__@, it's annoying how you write something and the next segment isn't as great as the first or visa versa.

LOL the fanfic my friend is going fantastic got eleven pages done in one night X] !! Ah how I love team work when your partner is extremely productive 83 *huggles*.
Speaking of Trow, I had to add her as one of the battle androids in my storyline *see current Deviation* but she won't come in until later XP;; LOL THE ANTICIPATION KILLS. I still have to draw her as a Naiad as she'll draw me as a Dryad 83 yay~

New Years tomorrow, not really wanting to stay up until 1:00 A.M I'd rather SLEEP.
Woo 2008, wonder what will come this year~ (O--------------3---------------o)

Not much to do on the Christmas break except listen to music and play Pokemon, which is really sad because I almost never play games unless I'm REALLY BORED. In spite of that I could also be feeling lazy and not want to draw/write anything ^3^.

I just have to say, Invader Zim is the best thing that was ever created into the Anime world. The character is so intruigingly cool plus the voices for the characters are so ideally perfect XD. Though from watching too much Zim, his evil laughter is now a permanent earworm =_______= my bishounen is not going to be happy about that >____>

During this holiday break I feel quite happy from all those angsty journals I previously had up here. New clothes make me feel good I don't know why ^////^ that and my story is taking away a lot of stupid things I shouldn't even consider worth my time. That makes me feel good and hopefully I can keep it up on my way back to school.


XOXOXOXOXO Rainy <3

]]> ~Rainyskye http://Rainyskye.deviantart.com/journal/16073915/ http://Rainyskye.deviantart.com/journal/16073915/ Mon, 24 Dec 2007 09:36:13 PST
Almost done my first chapter of my story which makes me very happy, and I'm almost done 's present *YES I'M DRAWING IT BECAUSE I CAN* Ha XD

Hey drawn presents are cool.

LOL BEWARE OF MISTLETOE unless you want to go underneath some then go ahead >///>

Fuzzy hugs to everybody and no I don't give CANDY CANES BLECH I hate those things.


JOYEUX NOEL. *Merry Christmas for you UN French people.*


XOXOXOXOXOXOX RAINY~<3

]]> ~Rainyskye http://Rainyskye.deviantart.com/journal/15712560/ http://Rainyskye.deviantart.com/journal/15712560/ Wed, 28 Nov 2007 19:08:20 PST
Hopefully other people being angsty when i'm the opposite won't weigh me down; i'd love to share the happy confetti o3o *throws confetti around*

I also found a new inspiration for myself:

[link]

and inspires me as much as my ultimate hero: Klimt Gustav.

His artwork is amazing and it'll show me a new style of drawing, in addition, he might conjure up some ideas for my story in progress that i still haven't finished the first chapter for. =________="

LOL Hairspray is an awesome movie based off of a broadway musical, the wacky '50s hairstyles and dresses are outrageously poofy and sparkly! >XD It made me happy when i watched it, loolface, why do i suddenly have the urge to some fanart for that? (FRIENDS LOL IN '50s STYLE; COOLIO NO?)

Tonnes of other fanart i want to do as well as Hairspray XD:

Tankgirl
Chobits
A Million Miles of Water (A fanfic my friend and i are plotting )
TSTG (A friend's story)
Character drawings for MY story lol
A Random style line that I want to just, draw people in. (*COUGH* FRIENDS *COUGH*)

Denial stage progression:

1. Denial [x]
2. Paranoia [x]
3. Aggression/Frustration/Hostility[x]
4. Sadness[x] <-----(in this stage right now)
5. Acceptance [ ]


<3: Rainy
xoxoxoxoxo

My lovely friends and watchers:





]]> ~Rainyskye http://Rainyskye.deviantart.com/journal/15562028/ http://Rainyskye.deviantart.com/journal/15562028/ Sun, 18 Nov 2007 12:02:27 PST
Homework doesn't make things any easier, i want to calm myself down and but i can't find time to do so.

To me my whole 'reliving past trauma' has its pros and cons towards how i'm feeling right now.

Pros:

1. I'm closer to my bishounen because of this little suffering phase, it reminds me why i wanted him as a 'Bishounen'.

2. It makes me feel somewhat sad/happy that i can cry about something important, a long good cry made me feel really good.

3. It motivates me to work on my story a lot more, time is of the essence.

4. It makes me find happy songs to make me feel better, when i didn't feel like this i always dwelled on it with emo songs and such. Linkin Park Instrumental and Bethany Dillon make me happy.


Cons:

1. It reminds me that i've cried truthfully more than i've smiled falsely.

2. This whole thing makes me sad by just thinking about it, and since my bishounen has the exact same suffering problem he makes it more sad. Damn symbolism.

3. It reminds me how messed up i was as a child and AGAIN you-know-who doesn't make it better; it reminds me even more.

4. Reliving past traumas change people, i hope it doesn't change me.


Shimmmering so bright
guiding light, divine.
Flow along the sea of
fading stardust.
Reminisce the touch,
over the hands you
still clutch.
We'll belong lost in
the past, left to
emancipate.
We pray among the
clouds in the pitch-
blackness of night.
Our voices ascend to
the stars.
This will to overcome,
they'll always tumble
and flow.
In this serenity...
Eternity...


....

]]> ~Rainyskye http://Rainyskye.deviantart.com/journal/15413788/ http://Rainyskye.deviantart.com/journal/15413788/ Wed, 07 Nov 2007 22:20:15 PST
I'll try to block it out for our little get together on Monday, but for the time being i have no idea how long this is going to last.



*Note* Will be untalkative and so forth.


Is doing this because i want my journal entry to not look pathetically short and insignificant:

1. Put your Ipod on shuffle.
2. For each of the questions put the song title for an answer, even if it doesn't make sense.
3. Tagged people aren't necessary, but if you insist go ahead, i'm being melancholic at the this time.


How are you feeling?

.::.Eiffel 65: Blue (accurate).::.

Why are you feeling this way?

.::.Meg & Dia: Yellow Butterfly (nice).::.

How is it effecting your:

Friends: .::.Lilium: Saint Version.::.

The one you love: .::.Gave up: Nine Inch Nails.::. (I guess it's hitting him harder than i expected, the lyrics are...hmmm...)

OK, Why do you think your mood is effecting your:

Friends: .::.Death Note Soundtrack: Disturbance.::.

Loved one: .::.Mr. Self Destruct: Nine Inch Nails.::.(Talk about possessive)


Ok, with your Ipod NOT on shuffle choose the first song you that comes into your head; it gives your personal standing in a current situation it may surprise you.

.::.Meg & Dia: Monster(Acoustic Version).::.

From there, NOW set your Ipod to shuffle, this will explain why you feel like this.

.::.Right Where it Belongs V.2: Nine Inch Nails.::. (ooo that's good, very good)

Do it again, the second song after the first shuffled song, is another explaination for more diversity in meaning.

.::.The Way I Are: Timbaland.::.

KEEP IPOD ON SHUFFLE

Now say 'good bye' to our audience: .::.Pale: Within Temptation.::.

And now post the lyrics to your good bye song for ending credits:

.::.PALE.::.

The world seems not the same,
Though I know nothing has changed.
It's all my state of mind,
I can't leave it all behind.
Have to stand up to be stronger.

Have to try to break free
From the thoughts in my mind.
Use the time that I have,
I can't say goodbye,
Have to make it right.
Have to fight, cause I know
In the end it's worthwhile,
That the pain that I feel slowly fades away.
It will be alright.

I know, should realize
Time is precious, it is worthwhile.
Despite how I feel inside,
Have to trust it'll be all right.
Have to stand up to be stronger.

I have to try to break free
From the thoughts in my mind.
Use the time that I have,
I can't say goodbye,
Have to make it right.
Have to fight, cause I know
In the end it's worthwhile,
That the pain that I feel slowly fades away.
It will be all right.

Oh, this night is too long.
Have no strength to go on.
No more pain, I'm floating away.
Through the mist see the face
Of an angel, who calls my name.
I remember you're the reason I have to stay.

Have to try to break free
From the thoughts in my mind.
Use the time that I have,
I can't say goodbye,
Have to make it right.
Have to fight, cause I know
In the end it's worthwhile,
That the pain that I feel slowly fades away.
It will be alright.

]]> ~Rainyskye http://Rainyskye.deviantart.com/journal/15395232/ http://Rainyskye.deviantart.com/journal/15395232/ Tue, 06 Nov 2007 16:56:56 PST *The following article contains context includes subject matter, in which the author who wrote this entry will seem (to those who don't know this side of the author) hopelessly depressed in which all get well cards sent to her infirmiry room will be rejected; viewer discretion is 'advised'.

Ha, i feel so much resent to school right know i never thought it was even possible for someone like me.

But.

I guess my Graphics/Media teacher made it possible.

I know a lot of people like this teacher, i can't understand why; in my opinion:

1. He calls your work crap if it's crap, and not something appropriate like: "You could do better."

2. He has an egotistical complex, in which he makes you feel like you know absolutely nothing, unless he favours you just because he's biased towards particular students in which he knew from previous Graphics courses.

3. He tells you the deadline for a project when it's due in a couple week's time.

4. He only helps willingly to students *in my thoughts* that he thinks will succeed with flying colours in the future and completely ignores the rest of the class unless you ask him. Even then you still won't get a straight answer OR he'll say something completely new to you.

5. He makes it so that you can only do your homework according to what he said, being an art course, you'd think that creativity would apply but you get marks off for thinking outside the box instead.

6. Every camera diagram he draws on the board is a little bit different; but they're the same fucking camera and expects us to study a camera structure that keeps changing according to his drawings.

7. He considers his course to not be "Art" and I quote: "This is not an art class, if you want art go down the hall." Yeah, that's why the course is called : MEDIA ARTS right? And I'd gladly take Art/Painting in two blocks thank you very much, oh wait never mind; i meant THREE.


...
I would have put philosophical analogies *the voice inside my head wants me to, inner Rainy.* but i thought it would be easier just to rant like in this type of speech.




If you oppose to my rant, go right ahead, but i don't see why i can't critisize someone who constantly critisizes everyone's ability in this course.

I have this guy everyday, in two different courses, but he has the same asshole attitude in both of them and I've just about had it.

I like the course but he's making everyone in the class regret their choice as well as me, i'd never thought i'd ever hate an art course oh wait, it's not considered an art course how could i forget.

I try so hard to put up this teacher, and i keep telling myself "C'est la vie Meghan c'est la fricken vie."
I want to do well on that Graphics test to prove him wrong, i want to show that i have the potential even if it can't get through his hot-aired head.

At least next year i'll only have to deal with him for one block but, being so biased, he'll probably only let the ones he believes will make the yearbook a ' perfect ' piece of work; partially because it reflects his teaching ability.

And now for another streamline of dedications to 'dearly beloved said teacher':

He's making me hate school.

He's making me hate an ART COURSE.

He's making me hate coming into that class.

He's making me deteste the class so much I LIKE MATH MORE THAN IT.

He's making the most artisitc people i know feel like good for nothings as well as everyone else. *except for the exceptions*

He's making me feel stress like i never knew i could have (as my friends well know i'm usually calm cool and collected: a.k.a: 'C.C.C', and if they don't well, that makes me feel nice...)

He's bringing back a memory that traumatized me when i was really little; mentally speaking. The feeling is so very...close *Manic laughing* (manic laughing over desecrating events is a personal mannerism before Albedo even became a thought in my mind btw) The symbolism haunts me.


And now since my mentality is slowly being grinded into brain dust, EMO PICTURES WILL DEVOUR MY DEVIATION PAGE *foreshadowing*

*Would say 'Love' Rainy but i need my love for myself since it's beginning to deteriote; WITH EVERYTHING/EVERYONE*

Lo/ve: Rainy~
There you get half.


Je ne veux pas amour plus c'est parce que une mauvais mémoire.

]]> ~Rainyskye http://Rainyskye.deviantart.com/journal/15292619/ http://Rainyskye.deviantart.com/journal/15292619/ Tue, 30 Oct 2007 19:47:38 PDT
As Alex Delarge from the amazing literary works of A Clockwork Orange.

as a vampire.

as a vampire as well XD.

as a dark Faerie *because i like that spelling O3O*

Oui, je suis tres energetique pour le jour de L'Halloween O3O.

*prediction in Socials class, Mock Parliament ROTFLLMAO*

Me: "Honorable speaker, I, Voodoo Queen, would like to pass a bill, and if the opposition decides to reject said BILL; then i shall encourage a positive reply with said VOODOO STICK..*smacks voodoo stick on the floor a few times* That is all."

XDDDDDDDDDD

Woo, it would hilariously funny to also see me and my friend's bishounen wandering around too lol, but of course i wouldn't see Trow Trow all day if that happened, Kitty Kat would try to glomp tackle her bishi until he gives up on pointless escaping, and errrrrrrrrrr Shyku-sds' bishounen would try to stash booze XD. AND HIS HELICOPTER WOULD BE PARKED RIGHT ON THE GREASY FRENCH FRY MAN'S CAR

But of course, if all their bishounen arrive, then mine would arrive fashionabley late i guess; unless he was suffering from 'Femme' 's presence or something >_> I'd be stalked for the whole day until i get caught being alone, THEN i'd be abducted, taken hostage in his E.S Unit, then be kept as a prized possession in his evil floating citadel.Mind you, how the hell can he conceal such a big ass E.S Unit? O_o

Anwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaays, other people have it better than others and the god-complex is no exception, because hey it's YOU-KNOW-WHO, and there's no way he's going to get his Ego be punctured by being interrupted be petty things.

lol

Happy Halloween mes amies~<3 ~Rainy

]]> ~Rainyskye http://Rainyskye.deviantart.com/journal/15245541/ http://Rainyskye.deviantart.com/journal/15245541/ Sat, 27 Oct 2007 15:23:41 PDT [ ]Green.
[ ]Green.
[ ]Green.
[ ]Yellow/Amber.
[ ]Blue.
[ ]Blue.
[ ]Blue.
[x]Purple. (Because the other ones bore me)
[ ]Red.

What color is your hair (or would like to have it)?
[ ]Red and Short.
[ ]Pink! and Short.
[ ]Short, kinda shaggy and Silvery.
[ ]Medium and Lightish brown.
[x]Longer than my upper torso and a beautiful Light Blue color. (Ugh i want my uber-long hair back ; ; )
[ ]Short, very short and blonde, kinda slicked back.
[ ]Short, down to my chin, and Brown.
[ ]Short, and snowy white.
[ ]Longer than my upper torso, and black.

What is your personality like?
[ ]I'm really sweet and caring! A real Daddy's girl!
[ ]I like guns alot. Does that count?
[ ]I'm cool and calm in all situations.
[ ]I will elliminate the enemy.
[ ]I will protect the child, without fail.
[ ]I wish I could meet my little sister...and tell Mommy that I love her.
[x]I'm completely demented! (HA lmao, now, how many times have i been called 'insane' before? 8D don't make me count.)
[ ]I just want to protect the ones I love.
[ ]I lost some people that I loved but I habve overcome and I started a new life for myself!

Who is your favorite character(s) in Xenosaga?
MOMO!
[ ]Jr.
[x]Albedo. (The NON-cliched villain that pwns other retardedly stupid villains)
[ ]Mary.
[ ]Sakura.
[x]Chaos. (He's so calming XP)
[ ]Shion.
[ ]Ziggy.
[x]KOS-MOS. (Hey the battle android could teach me a few tricks right? BEWARE GNOSIS SCUM.XD)

If you could spend just one day with a character from Xenosaga, which character would it be?
[ ]Shion.
[ ]Mary.
[ ]Ziggy.
[ ]Albedo.
[ ]MOMO
[x]Chaos (Because he's so calm, cool, and collected )
[ ]KOS-MOS.
[ ]Jr.
[ ]Sakura.

Who do you think your alter ego is?
[ ]Chaos!
[ ]MOMO!
[ ]Jr.!
[ ]Sakura!
[x]Albedo! (hypothetic guess >_> )
[ ]KOS-MOS!
[ ]Ziggy!
[ ]Shion!
[ ]Mary!



[link]




You are Albedo. Albedo is very demented but he a good reason to be, although no matter what your reasons are there is no exuse for killing. No one seems to truely understand you, and so you are very lonely...no matter what you do you can't seem to redeem yourself for crimes come to pass. Someone will come for you and will take away all of your pain and suffering, so do not lose all hope! You are the Angel who Suffers most.


2 other people got this result!
This quiz has been taken 28 times.
7% of people had this result.


Wooooow that is so retarded, only two other people got Albedo-san ._." WHATEVER ANYWAYS... the link for anybody who wants to see their alter-ego XD;

[link]

]]> ~Rainyskye http://Rainyskye.deviantart.com/journal/15208510/ http://Rainyskye.deviantart.com/journal/15208510/ Wed, 24 Oct 2007 21:11:22 PDT
Ha hahaha Haha XD

Okay enough of Shakespearean ranting, i've discovered that i'm wickedly good at Sci-fi books, and i'm not bragging i'm simply remembering some of the things my friends said about the prologue for my in progress sci-fi book. I started writing at a single digit of age, and wrote many Fantasy based stories; i didn't like them and deleted every one i made.

Sooooooooooooo, after the deleting of many failed attempts at writing, i stopped for about....well it was several years, and i started to write again because:

(A) My English skills are basically bragged about for me by my English teacher back in PTI's.

(B) I never give up a challenge, even if i put it off for a while, i still come back to it.

(C) I obviously was just writing the wrong genre of book, i mean, everyone has their own style of writing, and i happened to be getting into the unsuitable genre for my style of writing.

I apologize for my lack of drawings, but i dunno, i could work ona new ID at least XD make a new avatar, make myself amused with random things. Though i find Alchemy to be my new rave, careful wehn you ask about it mes cheries, i could go on about Alchemy for DAYS. The thinking cogs are going and going and going and going...

Surprise surprise, some people might be in it, some might not, it all depends if your character slows down my writing really, so don't get your hopes up mes amies D:

~Currently located in the Institute of Insane Severity Statistics for Morbidly Agitated Rueful Teens (also referred to as I I.S S.M.A.R.T) Send your postcards and getwell cards, sweet nothings in my ear are better than nothing...oh wait sweet nothings ARE nothing.~

-Me-an

]]> ~Rainyskye http://Rainyskye.deviantart.com/journal/15112191/ http://Rainyskye.deviantart.com/journal/15112191/ Thu, 18 Oct 2007 07:55:57 PDT
...

...

"She's getting an 83.9% right now," Math teacher

"Yeah that's without the test..." Me

"" Math teacher

"I've never gotten that low in french in my life, i always get straight A's year round." Me

"Well after this project your mark will rise." French teacher

...

...

You can probably guess why i'm posting this, it's because i'm pissed at myself for not studying hard enough and if i don't the tests will always brin me down. I seriously cried so much last night about this, it wasn't just little spurts of tears and then it's over; it was actual bawling my eyes out crying.

Yeah okay sure point and laugh at the freak who cries over getting a B in some of her classes, but i don't think me crying is something to laugh about i took it hard and i didn't think i'd be the person to do so.

Well i guess i could say the good news now that the shitastic breaking news has been distrubuted:

"I don't think i've had you last year, did I?" Art teacher

"No, i haven't had your class since Grade 8." Me

"..."AT

"o_o?"Me

"I didn't realize how much talent you have."

"o-o-h o///o really?" Me

"Yes, and i think there are still some good walls left open for your mural....XD" AT

"wow o///o" Me

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

"So are planning to pursue English?"ET

"Well i wasn't sure if i should pursue art, or english, or do both O_O."Me

"Well all i can say is that you are the strongest English student in your class. ^^, and i suggest you take all three english courses next year."ET

"O///O" "Me


So there's the good whatevers, and plus i'm writing a book so that's got me flustered as well as said bad news. Hopefully that won't take too much time, story writing is crucial for me, i wanted to write this thing for two years and now i actually want to begin on my ideas instead of leaving them.

~Rainy

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(This weekend ; ; )

&

(A couple month's time)

Yes....Je suis tres triste....but i wish them the best and hopefully they will have a fresh start at what they plan to do. I really should be happy for both of them but a feel a little weary about it, as i think only one of my friends know about this, but all my best friends *that actually don't pose as friends and then forget about you later on* from when i was in elementary school all *and i mean all of them* moved away abruptly as if i felt somewhat: Abandoned.

It sounds a selfish that its put into that kind of terminology, but that's how i feel, so really i can't rewrite it to make it sound better put. I wish them the best that i can possibly can, but i'll try to keep a smile on my face until the deadline comes so they won't be sad when they leave. Hopefully i'll be able to invite Hazeiru to my birthday before she moves so at least there's that.

I dunno maybe we can even try to finish that fanfic we've been trying to start before Hazeiru leaves too, as she is currently working on one for Tara, it'll be something i can sit back and read to remind myself of what a true friend she deems herself to be.

MORBIDITY IS PESTILENCE DON'T LET IT INFECT A BALANCED CONSCIOUSNESS UNLESS YOU WANT TO FEEL THE RELENTLESS SYMPTOMS OF ANGST AND MELANCHOLY~ *Meghan is currently located in an infirmiry (a.k.a her room) writing morbidly themed poems, send get well cards if you insist upon them being sent*

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Upcoming B-day of my cherished friend Hazel which makes me excited for the month of September, along with the fanfic that a group of my friends are all writing together. It's main concept is to make a 'Clash' of bishouen become a well thought out storyline made by each of us. Once we get into the school year we'll be on our way with this sweet fanfic, in addition to classes that i'll hopefully be in with most of my friends. Don't worry about this if you happen to come across it on Fanfic.net, our relations with our bishouen are 100% NON-Fangirl, we're the type who make good names for people who have the same, or different bishounen. As Hazeiru once said to me: "Both you and your bishi are very complex people." I can agree to that >///>.

Fall is a very inspirational month as well as winter, so hopefully you will all be inspired very greatly by the changing leaves and crisp breezes; even though it can also be very damp and gloomy.

Remember kiddies, insanity makes a keener mind KEEP YOUR INSANITY IF YOU HAVE IT; THANK YOU WITH MUCH LOVE FROM INSANE PEOPLE EVERYWHERE~<3

~Me-an *Meghan*

]]> ~Rainyskye http://Rainyskye.deviantart.com/journal/13908419/ http://Rainyskye.deviantart.com/journal/13908419/ Fri, 27 Jul 2007 23:29:08 PDT _> Despite the fact that this is my first time being on Deviant, i'm sure that i'll find some way to post stuff on here without a scanner (maybe some poems and such) and not look like a n00b >_> That's definately not what i want to accomplish on Deviant XD I'll add all my buddies on well, BUDDIES of course, le duh, and i'll be lurking as usual....


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Ah yes the old writer's block, and well, me just being too lazy to finish my drawings in my room it's hard to know what to do in your spare time. Except for maybe listening to music or watching Xenosaga Amvs (those are always amusing), but other than that it's really boring when i'm not rping with my friends. SO WHEN YOU"RE ONLINE BUDDIES I'D REALLY LOVE TO RP WITH YOU!!!1 XD If anyone else likes to rp (Xenosaga rps are fun :3) message me~

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