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everything is gonna be o.k, seriously ... everything will be fine ...

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i've been practicing a bit (doing a massive one that'll probably never be finished inbetween other stuff) ... but the point of the journal being the promise that i will get off my lazy ass at some point and scan some of my own drawings rather than colouring other people's stuff (which i do enjoy... colaboration is good fun, but i will ultimately be doing my own thing mostly).

thanks to and for letting me use some of their sketches.

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it was without a doubt the most amazing movie i've seen, i dont care if its one of those things that everyones seen and gotten over by now i have NEVER been more effected by a film... i was even more deeply effected by how i could utterly and truly relate to certain parts and how deeply i empathised with the characters, it was such an emotional barrage and the end was almost more than i could take.

"marianne..."
"she'll come..."
"no she won't..."

that fuckin broke me... i honestly dont believe i'll ever watch a film that'll have a more profound impact on me... and it won't be for lack of searching. if someone can recommend a movie that tops that i dont know what i'll do...

that ending with the music swelling and that poor, poor desperate old woman hallucinating that she was on t.v with her son and everything was ok... those 2 friends of hers crying their eyes out becuase they did care...

oh christ...

tommorow morning i'm gonna tell my mom i love her.

i can't get over it... there's a life before and after watching requiem for a dream i swear to god...

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what a waste of time, i'm just gonna keep the bottle with me... if u see me at college tomorrow and i look even more like death than i usually do u can blame it on the four cousins.

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yep, so sad...

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...i'm so boring...

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i have intense muscle pains and severe nausea and life just plain sucks.

blegh.

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you know when you get told about a band and you're like
"ya, no i haven't heard them" (the ya, no thing might be an afrikaansism) and the guy's like
"you must listen to them!"
and you're like
"ok, i'll look out for them"
and then you don't.... man i did that with As I Lay Dying, even though the reccomender in question is usually pretty spot on with his reccomendations (if reccomends music you go AND FUCKING LISTEN TO IT!)
...this band is so awesome - i've got one music video of their's and i've been listening to it over and over again and i have convulsions everytime

AARGHAARARAGGAGHAARRRRAAAGHGHHHHHHH.... (that was a good one)

but anyway, i can't sleep so i'm gonna bitch (u know the format).

i switched to a new cigarette today (5 points for me). Rothmans mint, not menthol, mint - cause everyone always wants to be all original, which actually reminds me of a funny thought i had the other day:

wtf is up with fashion trends in cape town? i'm sure we must be the only country in the world with the "dress like a complete tosser" trend going for it. u know what i'm talking about? people that wake up and have planned what they're gonna wear, but planned along the lines of
"marcel, which one of my grandmother's shirts will make me look more like a tosser?"
if anyone is interested in pursuing this trend i'll break it down for you.

1.
tight tennis shirt with one of those pullover things, but they have to be clothes that someone over 70 will look at and think
"golly gee that's nice, it reminds me of what abe wore that night i lost my virginity down by the creek"

2.
jogging shorts a size too small for you. when i say jogging shorts i mean those SUPER tiny things. the equivalent of a skirt that could be mistaken for a belt - anything that is so small that it just BARELY covers your genitals is NOT COOL! i don't wanna be out somewhere and be walking up the stairs behind one of these fuckers and see his scrot pop out the back of his pants and wink at me (cause when he takes the next step up it's gonna get squeezed and thus gimme a nice friendly little wink like:
"hey pardner, what's happening man? chilly tonight huh?)

3.
practical shoes, and not practical as in actually practical, i mean practical as in
"she's not fat she's healthy"
shoes so fuckin ugly that your average 40 year old farm worker would like at and say
"jassus ma dis nou 'n fokken lelike paar skoene daai"
leather, farm shoes type thing.

4.
white socks pulled up to your knees

5.
shaven legs

6. (optional)
those big pornstar shades

the idea is to look like your grandfather... except gay and lame.
i jus wanna clarify this:

this little trend is NOT cool, or hip, or urban, or metropolitan or any other word you can think of besides lame, stupid, lame and just plain fuckin disgusting in some instances.

what was i saying?

oh yes, new cigarettes.

ya so the cashier tried to crack a little joke with me (never a good idea, cause a little joke will get wound out and by the end of it you'll wish i'd just get bored)
i asked for rothman's mint and she's like
"you know these are supposed to make you infertile?"
and i was like
"thank god, now i can stop stockpiling chip packets"
and she looks blank for a bit and as realisation hits i could just see her thinking
"if he makes any sudden moves, you hit that panic button shaniqwa, you fuckin SLAM that thing"

yep.

you know what's ridiculous?
daytime soaps - this is nothing new to anyone i'm sure but i have a personal problem with the direction days of our lives has taken.

man i was sitting on the edge if my seat waiting for one of those idiots to put 2 and 2 together (fuck 2 and 2, 1 and 1, or see spot run) and realise it was marleina killing everyone and then they finally do and now it turns out that people aren't dead... they're on a fucking island...

WHAT? HOW THE FUCK DID THAT HAPPEN? I MISSED LIKE 2 EPISODES WHILE MARLEINA WAS IN HOSPITAL!

so now they aren't dead, they're chilling on a fucking island, and maggie's all hardcore and shit! my fuckin life has been flippped upside down.
and another thing, if you sit down and plot out a little family tree you'll realise everyone is shtooping their relatives one way or another. how is it that none of the characters say things like
"ayup, a reekon this here winter is the coldest these parts has... ]]> ~Random101187 http://Random101187.deviantart.com/journal/12325482/ http://Random101187.deviantart.com/journal/12325482/ Sun, 25 Mar 2007 16:06:53 PDT
I CAN'T SLEEP!

sunday night and i should be in bed cause i know that tommorow morning i'm gonna be so tired, and mope around at college like the living dead. I'll get there, get halfway through my first class and be like "i just wanna be at home now".

it always happens.
also tonight's episode of dexter ended on SUCH a dissapointing note.
if anyone is following this series how dissapointing is it that we find out that oh so crucial ponder point so early? i thought it was him but to just go and give it away like that?

AAAAARGH!

that's just not on.

this journal is gonna be one LONG whinge so get comfortable.

everytime i take a drag of a cigarette my right temple hurts.
THAT CANNOT BE GOOD.
well that was the case a few minutes ago, hang on the edge of your seat in mind numbing suspense while i do a little experiment here...

aaaaah

all good again, now all i have to worry about is cancer, YAY FOR ME!

i have no money, actually that's not true. I have something like R357 in my bank account but BEING THE IDIOT I AM i've gone and lost my FUCKING CARD! i'm still in the denial stage and really REALLY hoping it's just lying in bert's couch after the last time i got back from rafikis and threw my paralytic self onto the world's 3rd most uncomfortable piece of lounge furniture (i don't know what the first 2 are but i do know bert's couch isn't thaaaat terrible).

i need to pee... but i'm too lazy to get up until I REALLY need to pee...

i'm also kinda thirsty - IT'S A VICIOUS CYCLE! MY BODY IS OUT TO GET ME! so i'll take an extra deep drag of this cigarette - HA! TAKE THAT BODY, NOT SO SMART NOW ARE WE? ARE WE!?!

i really hope someone will take the time to read this whole thing but hell, if deon can hit a solitaire score of 3000+ you second years can't be that busy and i know you guys have gotten like three extensions on your diesel date me thing so daran's class at least should have more than enough free time to have a laugh at my expense.

12:31... when i get bored of tapping out this thing i'll probably lie in bed and read till i feel tired enough to sleep, then i'll turn off the light, thrash about for 45 minutes, turn on the light and read again, turn off the light, etc. etc. ad nauseum (i've always wanted to use that last phrase and now i've probably fucked it up).

my thanks to anyone that's stuck in this far, i think i'm winding down now... hold on one second:

my fuckin partypoker account is so fucked! i tried to go on the other night and it kindly informed me i needed to download an update so i was like
"ok, cool" ,
clicked download and sat back... 5765 (approximately) kb's and i was like
"is that 5mb's or 50mb's?"
In any case my connection is so slow that i watched an ENTIRE movie on e.tv while i was waiting (big daddy with adam sandler, that kid has SUCH an annoying "cute" little FUCKED UP speech impediment, accent thing I JUST WANTED TO FIND HIM AND SLAP HIM AND SCREAM
"STOP TRYING TO BE SO DISGUSTINGLY CUTE YOU LITTLE BASTARD" into his bewildered little face)

anyway:

ya so a few minutes after the movie was finished i received a little pop-up message preluded by that "something fucked up" noise that windows does, you know the little "bleeb-boop" thing that makes you cringe? i swear to god i can be sound asleep at a friend's house while he's on his pc and hear that "bleeb-boop" sound and i wake up angry, i can imagine bill gates chilling in his garage back in the day creating good old windows and he's like
"it's almost perfect... almost"
and then it strikes like a bolt of pure heavenly inspiration
"i need to make a sound that is so testical shrinkingly terrible that no-one will EVER wanna fuck up..."
and then a few experiments with little children being exposed to various sounds till he found one that made them scream uncontrollably gave us "bleeb-boop" - next time you're a round an infant start screaming "bleeb-boop" into their ear. i gaurantee that after a few minutes they'll be screaming their little lungs out.

but ANYWAY (jesus): so i get this little error message that informs me that the server is unable to find the update and that i should go to the website and download the new version's entire setup file and install that. and i was like
"ok, it's not as if i've been sitting here for more than a FUCKING HOUR!"
and i go to the website...
"computer says no...." (someone must get that)
the site's down, or unreachable or something... what do i do with my life now?
i write shit-long journal entries, smoke myself to death, starve my bod... ]]> ~Random101187 http://Random101187.deviantart.com/journal/12310723/ http://Random101187.deviantart.com/journal/12310723/ Sat, 24 Mar 2007 14:10:28 PDT
here are 2 i know of on dA:

Ulrich

Marelize (there ya go D )

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quite sad really.

]]> ~Random101187 http://Random101187.deviantart.com/journal/9994132/ http://Random101187.deviantart.com/journal/9994132/ Wed, 06 Sep 2006 23:31:55 PDT You could even put a lonely hearts ad here if u wanted - MAKE USE OF ME!

Also i'd just like to see if i can pull this off...

now i'm gonna go brush my teeth before class.








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but it's worth it (all those wondering what could possibly make it worth it, I'm gettin pickt up from here to go visit my lady in 15 minutes... it's worth it!) ]]> ~Random101187 http://Random101187.deviantart.com/journal/9042507/ http://Random101187.deviantart.com/journal/9042507/ Mon, 12 Jun 2006 01:03:08 PDT nice to know everyone cares ]]> ~Random101187 http://Random101187.deviantart.com/journal/8974436/ http://Random101187.deviantart.com/journal/8974436/ Mon, 05 Jun 2006 02:40:29 PDT
But anyway thanks for all the mail ]]> ~Random101187 http://Random101187.deviantart.com/journal/8935854/ http://Random101187.deviantart.com/journal/8935854/ Wed, 31 May 2006 23:37:34 PDT I just wanted to clear up an issue (that I started worrying about recently) about my spelling.

It's very obvious when someone shortens or abbreviates words so I'm not going to apologise for that, but I do want to point out that I sometimes type things that make me look illiterate, so I jus wanna clear this up...

I do know how to spell: should, could, would, etc. but it's quicker to write:
shuld, culd, wuld ,etc.
I don't know if anyone else does that but it was starting to bug me that people might think I COULDN'T spell...

I know that "kno" is actually spelt (fuck I hope "spelt" is spelt right or this whole little excercise would be quite pointless) with a "w" on the end... sometimes I just exclude to save time or out of habit (habit I developed from texting with cellphone - that's where things like these spelling techniques make a bit more sense)

I know that to indicate past-tense a word receives "ed" on the end, I sometimes just add a "t" - this is not because I can't spell, it's because I'm lazy...

I know I've forgotten some examples, but in the future if it looks like I've misspelt (that looks horribly incorrest... I get the feeling I'm just letting my whole argument down in the closing now) something, but the word is still readable and shortened for the error, it was intentional, and I could've spelt it correctly (correctly/correctley... fuksakes) if I'd wanted to...

yeah whatever... ]]> ~Random101187 http://Random101187.deviantart.com/journal/8916496/ http://Random101187.deviantart.com/journal/8916496/ Mon, 29 May 2006 22:56:11 PDT
... ]]> ~Random101187 http://Random101187.deviantart.com/journal/8859800/ http://Random101187.deviantart.com/journal/8859800/ Wed, 24 May 2006 01:33:32 PDT
I have a chest infection as well as a CHRONIC ear infection - life is sucking so hard right now...

On the upside my girlfriend celebrated her 20th birthday yesterday, and I tried sushi for the first time...
I didn't get sick... ...hmmm ]]> ~Random101187